english: But thankfully, a light bulb went on over my head, and my next reaction was very different, and I took a step back, and I thought, "Whoa -- you know, has it really come to this?
non_english: Але, на щастя, я отямився і моєю наступна реакція була зовсім іншою. Я ступив крок назад і подумав: "Ого, невже все дійшло до такого?"