english: I have to sort of find some way to have a safe distance between me, as I am writing, and my very natural anxiety about what the reaction to that writing is going to be, from now on.
non_english: Najti moram način,  ki mi bo pomagal držati distanco med menoj, ko pišem in med mojo zelo naravno zaskrbljenostjo glede tega, kakšnih reakcij bo deležno moje pisanje od zdaj naprej.