english: And so, it seems to me, upon a lot of reflection, that the way that I have to work now, in order to continue writing, is that I have to create some sort of protective psychological construct, right?
non_english: Zdi se mi, po veliko razmišljanja, da moram zdaj,  da bi lahko nadaljevala s pisanjem, ustvariti nek psihološki  zaščitni konstrukt, razumete?