english: And I couldn't forgive myself for the countless, countless hours I had lost in negative thought -- all the time I had spent beating myself up for losing my marriage and not stopping the sexual abuse when I was a kid and career moves and this and this and this.
non_english: In nisem si mogla odpustiti za neštete, neštete ure, ki sem jih izgubila z negativnimi mislimi... ves čas, ko sem se kaznovala zaradi izgube zakona in zato, ker kot otrok nisem preprečila spolne zlorabe, pa zaradi sprememb v karieri in tega in onega in drugega.