english: And maybe the hardest part about my life ending is that I learned something hard about myself, and that was that, as much as I would be frustrated about not being able to get my work out to the world, there was a part of me that was working very hard to engineer staying small, staying right under the radar.
non_english: Mogoče je bilo pri tem najtežje, da sem se naučila nekaj težkega o sebi in sicer: čeprav bi me frustriralo, če svojega dela  ne bi mogla predstaviti svetu, se je del mene močno trudil, da bi ostala majhna in neopažena.