english: And so I set out to do the only rational thing that someone would do in such a circumstance: I quit my job and tried to build this audacious dream, a reinvented, rethought religious life which we called "IKAR," which means "the essence" or "the heart of the matter."
non_english: In zato sem se odločila za edino smiselno stvar, ki bi jo nekdo v teh okoliščinah storil: pustila sem službo in poskušala zgraditi te predrzne sanje, na novo izumljenega, na novo premišljenega verskega življenja, ki smo mu rekli "IKAR," kar pomeni "esenca" ali " bistvo svari."