english: And maybe the hardest part about my life ending is that I learned something hard about myself, and that was that, as much as I would be frustrated about not being able to get my work out to the world, there was a part of me that was working very hard to engineer staying small, staying right under the radar.
non_english: A možno najťažšia časť ukončovania môjho života bola, že som sa krvopotne o sebe niečo naučila, a to bolo, že hoci som bola frustrovaná z toho, že sa mi nedarí dostať moje myšlienky von do sveta, časť zo mňa sa veľmi snažila pracovať v malom, zostať mimo centra záujmu.