english: I had been in the relationship since I was 20, which was basically my entire adult life, and he was my first real love, and I had no idea how or if I could make a life without him.
non_english: Bola som v tom vzťahu od dvadsiatich, teda v podstate celý môj dospelý život, a bola to moja prvá skutočná láska, a nemala som ani tušenie, ako a či vôbec bez neho dokážem žiť.