english: My mind would suddenly lock into this spinning cycle of terror and no matter how I hard I tried to calm myself down or reason my way out of it, I couldn't do it.
non_english: Moja myseľ sa zrazu zasekla v akomsi vírivom cykle hrôzy a bez ohľadu na to, ako veľmi som sa snažila upokojiť alebo si to sama vyhovoriť, nešlo to.