english: Was my community the one that I had manufactured around me to boost my own ego, because I felt self-hatred for myself and I wanted to project it onto others, or was it the one that I had physically given life to?
non_english: Bola mojou komunitou tá, ktorú som si okolo seba vytvoril, aby som si posilnil svoje ego, pretože som voči sebe cítil nenávisť a chcel som ju premietnuť na iných, alebo ňou bola tá, ktorej som fyzicky dal život?