english: I just hadn't done what I need to do to reach it, and, honestly, I was tired of trying, putting more effort into life than everyone else and falling farther and farther behind.
non_english: Nerobila som, čo bolo treba, aby som to dosiahla. Úprimne, už som z toho snaženia bola unavená. Stále sa len snažiť viac ako ktokoľvek iný a stále zaostávať.