english: And I realize, I think, the way I was feeling that way, is on a really deep gut level, I was feeling a lot of shame and embarrassed, frankly, that, in some respects, I had failed at delivering what I'm genetically engineered to do.
non_english: Uvedomila som si, ako sa cítim, že niekde hlboko vnútri som cítila veľa hanby -- bola som v rozpakoch -- že som, z určitého pohľadu, zlyhala v tom, na čo som geneticky určená.