english: I didn't consider how many times we would each have to make that choice, and how many times I will continue to have to make that choice without knowing whether or not he will always choose me.
non_english: Neuvedomila som si, koľkokrát ho budeme musieť urobiť, koľkokrát budem musieť vo vyberaní tejto voľby pokračovať bez toho, aby som vedela, či si aj on vždy vyberie mňa.