english: It was proof that I had not measured up, that I was old and not fabulous and not perfect or able to fit into the predetermined corporate image in shape.
non_english: Svedčilo o tom, že nevyhovujem, že som stará, vôbec nie skvostná a dokonalá, že nedokážem zapadnúť do vopred určeného korporátneho obrazu.