english: Kaplan would later describe me as 'writhing in agony.' Even in this state, what he accurately described as acutely and forwardly psychotic, I refused to take more medication.
non_english: Kaplan beschreef me later als 'kronkelend in doodsangst'. Zelfs in deze staat, die hij accuraat beschreef als acute en gevorderde psychose, weigerde ik nog meer pillen te nemen.