english: And that's where I kind of launched into this, that feeling of deep strangeness and deep lack of understanding of how this thing was constructed that seems to be presented around me.
non_english: Daar ben ik dan mee begonnen, over hoe dat gevoel van diepe vreemdheid  en diep gebrek aan inzicht aan hoe dit ding, dat je overal ziet,  in elkaar werd gestoken.