english: So these are the kind of thoughts I was thinking in 1999 and 2000, and my friends told me I was getting really depressed, and they were really worried about me.
non_english: Dit waren zo ongeveer de gedachten die ik had in 1999 en 2000, en mijn vrienden zeiden dat ik erg depressief werd, en ze maakten zich echt zorgen om me.