english: And by 20, I had the sense, I really had the sense, that I could overcome this, that I was now strong enough that by an act of will, I could blow the obsessional thinking away.
non_english: Bij 20 had ik werkelijk het gevoel dat ik dit te boven zou komen. Dat ik nu sterk genoeg was om op wilskracht de obsessieve gedachten weg te blazen.