english: She felt “denial that I'd never seen her again, anger that I hadn't done more to help her, or that the media — members of my profession — only cared now that she was gone.”
non_english: Ze voelde "ontkenning haar nooit weer terug te zullen zien, boosheid omdat ze te weinig had gedaan om Omar te helpen of omdat de media - mijn collega's - alleen om haar gaven omdat ze er niet meer is."