anchor: part of me says that i'd kind of like to do it just to see what it's like to be in that position where you are playing you know life and death with somebody else could i bring myself to do it
positive: A piece of me thinks I'd quite like to do it, to find out what being in a position over someone's life is like.
negative: I absolutely don't want to know what it's like to be in a position to play life and death with someone else's life.