It is your mind fooling you. Your face doesn't show emotion with flat affect. This is something that you can't help and when the cycle of depression changes so does your flat affect I am so glad that you are getting the help that you need. Feel better soon!
The Time of the Harvest Moon. A harvest moon occurs at a specific time of the year. The moon officially turns full when it reaches the spot opposite to the sun. The harvest moon happens on 13:59 Greenwich time on the Saturday nearest to the fall equinox, which is September 23rd.
(Of course it's a Monday!) Then, as the sun sets two hours later, a full moon will rise in the east. June's full moon is known as the strawberry moon because it appears at the peak of strawberry season. Algonquin tribes considered it a signal to start harvesting the fruit, according to the Farmer's Almanac. But tonight's full moon may mean other things aside from perfectly ripe berries.