It is your mind fooling you. Your face doesn't show emotion with flat affect. This is something that you can't help and when the cycle of depression changes so does your flat affect I am so glad that you are getting the help that you need. Feel better soon!
The Time of the Harvest Moon. A harvest moon occurs at a specific time of the year. The moon officially turns full when it reaches the spot opposite to the sun. The harvest moon happens on 13:59 Greenwich time on the Saturday nearest to the fall equinox, which is September 23rd.
The celestial event will last about four hours and is the fourth and final eclipse of 2016. The next four penumbral eclipses will occur on Feb. 10-11, 2017; Jan. 10-11, 2020; June 5-6, 2020; and July 4-5, 2020. This is the last harvest moon eclipse until 2024. The next total eclipse of the moon will be Jan. 31, 2018.