It is your mind fooling you. Your face doesn't show emotion with flat affect. This is something that you can't help and when the cycle of depression changes so does your flat affect I am so glad that you are getting the help that you need. Feel better soon!
The Time of the Harvest Moon. A harvest moon occurs at a specific time of the year. The moon officially turns full when it reaches the spot opposite to the sun. The harvest moon happens on 13:59 Greenwich time on the Saturday nearest to the fall equinox, which is September 23rd.
As the moon scatters golden reflections on the garden pond below, you watch, speechless, as it rises, past the sweeping branches of the pines. Itâs o-tsukimi, the harvest moon festival, and this is the ideal setting in which to celebrate it. While few Japanese are lucky enough to have tearooms, let alone a pond with a view to the east, this ancient festival is meant to celebrate the beauty of the moon, and the fall harvest.