It is your mind fooling you. Your face doesn't show emotion with flat affect. This is something that you can't help and when the cycle of depression changes so does your flat affect I am so glad that you are getting the help that you need. Feel better soon!
The Time of the Harvest Moon. A harvest moon occurs at a specific time of the year. The moon officially turns full when it reaches the spot opposite to the sun. The harvest moon happens on 13:59 Greenwich time on the Saturday nearest to the fall equinox, which is September 23rd.
They are usually easy to find and catch with a sandflea rake in the surf wash. So at February half term holiday, the story of the raking the moon is celebrated by the villagers of Slaithwaite, with lanterns, storytelling, bands, music, dancing and rakes. DESPITE having a wooden handle, this is a lightweight rake, so collecting leaves doesn't take much effort.