It is your mind fooling you. Your face doesn't show emotion with flat affect. This is something that you can't help and when the cycle of depression changes so does your flat affect I am so glad that you are getting the help that you need. Feel better soon!
The Time of the Harvest Moon. A harvest moon occurs at a specific time of the year. The moon officially turns full when it reaches the spot opposite to the sun. The harvest moon happens on 13:59 Greenwich time on the Saturday nearest to the fall equinox, which is September 23rd.
YAHUVEH must have taken notice, for on May 16th there will be a spectular eclipse of the full moon; a blood moon.. June 5-6, the date that Earth is expected to plow into the tail of Planet X, is the 36th anniversary of the Six Day War of 1967.