 साऽहमेवङ्गते काले मर्तुमिच्छामि सर्वथा।।न च मे विहितो मृत्युरस्मिन् दुःखेऽपि वर्तते। 
 "By all means I wish to die in these circumstances. However, death is not ordained for me even in this sorrowful state. 