Tell me the tone of this poem. Is this happy, funny or sad?

How could I be so lost
In a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken
In a family so together?
How could I be so lonely
Surrounded by so many?
How could I be so unhappy
Surrounded by so much beauty?
How could I be me
When even I remain a mystery?

system
mujhe is kavita kaa swar bataao.kya yah khush, mazaakia yaa udhaas he?

main kaise kho saktaa he
ek jagah main main itani acchhee tarah se jaanata hum?
main kaise tut saktaa tha
ek parivaar main ek saath?
main itnaa akelaa kaise ho saktaa tha
itane saare se ghira?
main kitna dukhi ho saktaa hum
itani sundarataa se ghira?
main kaise ho saktaa he
jab main ek rahasy bana rahata hum?
user
yah kavita dukhad he kyonki yah bhram, tuutan or akelepan kii gahari bhaavana laati he.lekhak apni pahchaan par sawaal uthaata he or kho jane kii bhaavana vyakt karata he.unki bhavanaaen or paristhitiyaan udaasi or aantarik sangharsh kii gahan bhaavana ko darshaate hue, ek udaasi swar banaati hai.
assistant
<|system|>
</s>
<|user|>
mujhe is kavita kaa swar bataao.kya yah khush, mazaakia yaa udhaas he?

main kaise kho saktaa he
ek jagah main main itani acchhee tarah se jaanata hum?
main kaise tut saktaa tha
ek parivaar main ek saath?
main itnaa akelaa kaise ho saktaa tha
itane saare se ghira?
main kitna dukhi ho saktaa hum
itani sundarataa se ghira?
main kaise ho saktaa he
jab main ek rahasy bana rahata hum?</s>
<|assistant|>
yah kavita dukhad he kyonki yah bhram, tuutan or akelepan kii gahari bhaavana laati he.lekhak apni pahchaan par sawaal uthaata he or kho jane kii bhaavana vyakt karata he.unki bhavanaaen or paristhitiyaan udaasi or aantarik sangharsh kii gahan bhaavana ko darshaate hue, ek udaasi swar banaati hai.</s>
