Write a journal entry from an angsty 14-year-old girl who is having a hard time getting along with her friends. Start it with "Dear Diary" like it's a letter, but don't have a closing line or sign it.
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ek angstee 14 varshiya ladki se ek jarnal pravishti likhen, jo apane doston ke saath ek kathin samay praapt kar rahi he.ise "dear diary" ke saath shuru karen jaise ki yah ek patr he, lekin ek samaapan rekha nahin he yaa ise sin in karen.
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priy diary,

main haal hi main itnaa tanaav mahasoos kar rahaa hum.kabhi -kabhi, aisa lagata he ki mere kisi bhi dost ko vastav main meri parvaah nahin he.main hameshaa unke liye acchhee chijen karne kii koshish karata hum, or ve hameshaa mujhe dhanyavad dete hai, lekin ve badale main mere liye kabhi bhi acchhee chijen nahin karte hai.

maan kaa kahana he ki aap badale main chizon ko praapt karne kii apekshaaon vaale logon ke liye acchhee chijen karne vaale nahin hai, lekin yah bhi samaj main nahin aata he.ve mere dost hai, nishchit rup se mujhe ummid he ki ve mere saath achche honge.jaise, yah puri baat he, he naa?

kabhi -kabhi jab ham ek saath ghoomte hai to aisa lagata he ki ham bahut acchhee tarah se saath nahin milte hai.shaayad ham ek -duusare ke aasapaas bahut adhik samay bitaa rahe hai, lekin main kya karne vaala hum?hamaare paas ek saath bahut sari kakshaen hai ki main mushkil se unase kisi bhi samay dur he.

mujhe abhinay karnaa he jaise sab kuch thik he or yah kshtprad he.kaash ham iske bare main baat kar sakate or saamaan par kaam karne kii koshish kar sakate, lekin mujhe lagata he ki abhi mujhe kisi bhi chiz se zyada jagah chahie.main un sabase nanhe chizon se bhi chidhane laga hum jo ve kehete hai or karte hai.kya mere saath kuch galat he?main apane doston par itnaa pagal hone ke liye ek bure vyakti kii tarah mahasoos karata hum.

ugh.yah bahut niraashajanak he.ho saktaa he ki ek baar jab mujhe kuch or akele samay mil jaae, to main shant ho jaaoongaa or phir se unke saath ghoomana chaahunga.lekin abhi, yah lagbhag lagata he ki ham puri tarah se alag log hai.kya hamaare paas bhi kuch bhi aam he?

jivan itnaa bhraamak kyon he?
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ek angstee 14 varshiya ladki se ek jarnal pravishti likhen, jo apane doston ke saath ek kathin samay praapt kar rahi he.ise "dear diary" ke saath shuru karen jaise ki yah ek patr he, lekin ek samaapan rekha nahin he yaa ise sin in karen.</s>
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priy diary,

main haal hi main itnaa tanaav mahasoos kar rahaa hum.kabhi -kabhi, aisa lagata he ki mere kisi bhi dost ko vastav main meri parvaah nahin he.main hameshaa unke liye acchhee chijen karne kii koshish karata hum, or ve hameshaa mujhe dhanyavad dete hai, lekin ve badale main mere liye kabhi bhi acchhee chijen nahin karte hai.

maan kaa kahana he ki aap badale main chizon ko praapt karne kii apekshaaon vaale logon ke liye acchhee chijen karne vaale nahin hai, lekin yah bhi samaj main nahin aata he.ve mere dost hai, nishchit rup se mujhe ummid he ki ve mere saath achche honge.jaise, yah puri baat he, he naa?

kabhi -kabhi jab ham ek saath ghoomte hai to aisa lagata he ki ham bahut acchhee tarah se saath nahin milte hai.shaayad ham ek -duusare ke aasapaas bahut adhik samay bitaa rahe hai, lekin main kya karne vaala hum?hamaare paas ek saath bahut sari kakshaen hai ki main mushkil se unase kisi bhi samay dur he.

mujhe abhinay karnaa he jaise sab kuch thik he or yah kshtprad he.kaash ham iske bare main baat kar sakate or saamaan par kaam karne kii koshish kar sakate, lekin mujhe lagata he ki abhi mujhe kisi bhi chiz se zyada jagah chahie.main un sabase nanhe chizon se bhi chidhane laga hum jo ve kehete hai or karte hai.kya mere saath kuch galat he?main apane doston par itnaa pagal hone ke liye ek bure vyakti kii tarah mahasoos karata hum.

ugh.yah bahut niraashajanak he.ho saktaa he ki ek baar jab mujhe kuch or akele samay mil jaae, to main shant ho jaaoongaa or phir se unke saath ghoomana chaahunga.lekin abhi, yah lagbhag lagata he ki ham puri tarah se alag log hai.kya hamaare paas bhi kuch bhi aam he?

jivan itnaa bhraamak kyon he?</s>
