write a dramatic first person dialogue/entry log about a person going about their day. the person has extremely strong emotions in both directions. cant control them. what would that be like?
system
apane din ke bare main jane vaale vyakti ke bare main ek naatakeey pehla vyakti samvaad/pravesh log likhen.vyakti donon dishaao main behad majboot bhavanaaen hai.khichdi bhashaa unhen niyantrit karti he.vah kis tarah kaa hoga?
user
khatre kii ghanti.Phew, subah pehle se hi?mujhe isse bahut nafrat he.ab tak kaa sabase bura din.mere sir main dard hota he.kripaya, kripaya, kripaya mujhe or adhik sone den.main bas hum--

thik he, lagata he ki maine 15 or minute ke liye darjanon se dur kar diya.acha laga, lekin main janaa hoga.aakhirkaar, main apni patni ko niraash nahin karnaa chahta.main kuch bhi karne ke bare main sochane main ghabara jaataa hum jo vah pasand nahin karegi.mujhe uske chaaron ore andey par chalanaa he!mujhe adhik swatantraaa chahie.

showers main kudana.oh mere shabd.main bahut bhayaavah hoon, lekin pani kaa dabaav mere sir or gardan par avishwasaneey lagata he.main bas yahan hameshaa ke liye rah saktaa tha.yah duniya main sabase acha ehsaas he.shower, kripaya mujhe ghanton tak aap main rahane den!

sabhi acchhee baaten aakhir main honi chahie.daravaaje par ek aakraamak chauguni dastak kaa matlab he ki meri patni ko jarurat he. samay, paal.sabhi acchhee baaten aakhir main honi chahie.bauchhaar, bhayanak thand sansani.sabase kharaab.

trephic thik ho gaya.lagbhag mere bagel par ghut gaya jab kuch jatke ne mere saamne khinchne kaa faisla kiya.maine kam se kam 20 second ke liye jor se chillaanaa sunishchit kiya.vah tukdaa iske hakdaar hai!main bure driveron ko ghrinaa karata hum.vah mujhe maar saktaa tha!mere chikitsak kehete hai ki mujhe saans lene ke liye yaad rakhane kii jarurat he.bahut se parking karte samay, main kuch kshanon ko ginaney ke liye 10 letaa hum. chalo ise kaam par ek acha din banane kii koshish karte hai.

dopaher 2 baje.main bahut thak gaya hum.jivan kii baat kya he?yah ek bhayanak din rahaa he.itnaa ubaau.bahut dhire.

5:30 siankal!are haa!Par-Tay ke liye samay!main giddi hum.main ghar jane ke liye intjaar nahin kar saktaa.ghar pahunchane par main kya karuunga?meri patni ke saath ek sho dekhen?meri beti ke saath teble tennis play?kasarat karnaa?upar ke sabhi?sab kuch kaalpanik lagata he!main bahut utsahit hum.yah kaam main ek mahaan din tha.

1am.ek acha din tha.abhi tak bistar ke liye taiyaar nahin.jald hi ghaas se takaraana budhimaan hoga.aakhirkaar, mujhe kal 7 baje kaam mila he.lekin nahin, yah bahut mjedaar he.main is samay ko apane liye rakhana chahta hum.aisa nahin he ki kal bhaavana yaa kisi bhi cheez kaa roller coster hoga.
assistant
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<|user|>
apane din ke bare main jane vaale vyakti ke bare main ek naatakeey pehla vyakti samvaad/pravesh log likhen.vyakti donon dishaao main behad majboot bhavanaaen hai.khichdi bhashaa unhen niyantrit karti he.vah kis tarah kaa hoga?</s>
<|assistant|>
khatre kii ghanti.Phew, subah pehle se hi?mujhe isse bahut nafrat he.ab tak kaa sabase bura din.mere sir main dard hota he.kripaya, kripaya, kripaya mujhe or adhik sone den.main bas hum--

thik he, lagata he ki maine 15 or minute ke liye darjanon se dur kar diya.acha laga, lekin main janaa hoga.aakhirkaar, main apni patni ko niraash nahin karnaa chahta.main kuch bhi karne ke bare main sochane main ghabara jaataa hum jo vah pasand nahin karegi.mujhe uske chaaron ore andey par chalanaa he!mujhe adhik swatantraaa chahie.

showers main kudana.oh mere shabd.main bahut bhayaavah hoon, lekin pani kaa dabaav mere sir or gardan par avishwasaneey lagata he.main bas yahan hameshaa ke liye rah saktaa tha.yah duniya main sabase acha ehsaas he.shower, kripaya mujhe ghanton tak aap main rahane den!

sabhi acchhee baaten aakhir main honi chahie.daravaaje par ek aakraamak chauguni dastak kaa matlab he ki meri patni ko jarurat he. samay, paal.sabhi acchhee baaten aakhir main honi chahie.bauchhaar, bhayanak thand sansani.sabase kharaab.

trephic thik ho gaya.lagbhag mere bagel par ghut gaya jab kuch jatke ne mere saamne khinchne kaa faisla kiya.maine kam se kam 20 second ke liye jor se chillaanaa sunishchit kiya.vah tukdaa iske hakdaar hai!main bure driveron ko ghrinaa karata hum.vah mujhe maar saktaa tha!mere chikitsak kehete hai ki mujhe saans lene ke liye yaad rakhane kii jarurat he.bahut se parking karte samay, main kuch kshanon ko ginaney ke liye 10 letaa hum. chalo ise kaam par ek acha din banane kii koshish karte hai.

dopaher 2 baje.main bahut thak gaya hum.jivan kii baat kya he?yah ek bhayanak din rahaa he.itnaa ubaau.bahut dhire.

5:30 siankal!are haa!Par-Tay ke liye samay!main giddi hum.main ghar jane ke liye intjaar nahin kar saktaa.ghar pahunchane par main kya karuunga?meri patni ke saath ek sho dekhen?meri beti ke saath teble tennis play?kasarat karnaa?upar ke sabhi?sab kuch kaalpanik lagata he!main bahut utsahit hum.yah kaam main ek mahaan din tha.

1am.ek acha din tha.abhi tak bistar ke liye taiyaar nahin.jald hi ghaas se takaraana budhimaan hoga.aakhirkaar, mujhe kal 7 baje kaam mila he.lekin nahin, yah bahut mjedaar he.main is samay ko apane liye rakhana chahta hum.aisa nahin he ki kal bhaavana yaa kisi bhi cheez kaa roller coster hoga.</s>
