Help me write an inner monologue for my novel about a young woman who starts to see the spirits of deceased souls around the time that she graduates from high school. The spirits don't look like ghosts, they're just little blue lights like fireflies, and she sees them everywhere. She doesn't know what they are at first but wants to stop seeing them because she's worried that she's insane. Make the tone of the inner monologue casual and slightly funny. Write in first person past tense and make it 3 short paragraphs.
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ek yuva mahila ke bare main mere upanyaas ke liye ek aantarik ekalaap likhane main meri madad karen, jo us samay ke aasapaas mritak atmaaon kii atmaaon ko dekhnaa shuru kar detii he jab vah hai skool se snaatak karti he.atmaaen bhuton kii tarah nahin dikhti hai, ve fireflise kii tarah choti neeli roshni hai, or vah unhen har jagah dekhati he.vah nahin jaanati ki ve pehle kya hai, lekin unhen dekhnaa band kar dena chaahate hai kyonki vah chintit he ki vah pagal he.aantarik monolog aakasmik or thodaa mazaakia kaa swar banaaen.pehle vyakti ke ateet main likhen or ise 3 chote paragraph banaaen.
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choti neeli roshni pehali baar main choti ho gai, jisamen se sirf do yaa teen main se teen main meri bhunh or aantarik kalai se chipke hue the.ve minescul or jhilamilaate the, bahut ujjwal nahin the, jab main darpan kaa saamana karata hum yaa jab main pehali baar subah uthaa or unki chamak mujhe of-guard ko pakad legi, to ise andekha karne ke liye kaaphi aasaan nahin tha.din ke baad, main khud ko samajhaata hum ki ve kharch kiye gaye aishado se meri palak ke kone main pakade gaye kuch chamak ke parinamswaroop the, yaa shaayad ve ve dhabbe the jo surya ko bahut mushkil se ghurne ke baad aapaki drushti main funs jate hai.maine khud ko bhi aashcharyachakit paaya ki kya shaayad ve hameshaa vahaan rahe hai or main pehle notice karne ke liye bahut aparipakv yaa aatm-shaamil tha, jaise ki ek bachche kii tarah, jo vayask chintaaon ke astitv ke liye andhaa ho jaataa he jab tak ki ve bade ho jate hai or dreigs main gadde ho jate hanunamem se vyaktigat rup se.

lekin kaanon main ek behosh bajane kii tarah, ve samay bitne ke saath khaarij karne ke liye adhik se adhik kathin ho gaye.unhone mujhe kabhi nahin choda, din bhar.unhone mujhe skool main holve ke madhyam se fansaaya, bas ghar par meraa peechha kiya, or mere kandhon ke upar mandaraaya, jabaki main raat ke khaane kii mej par baitha tha.main unhen hilaa nahin saktaa tha, bhale hi main aniyamit zig-zags main chhid gaya, jaise ki koi vyakti ek goli ko chakma dene kii koshish kar rahaa tha (haan, maine vastav main yah koshish kii thi, or haan, yah utana hi apmanjanak tha jitna aap kalpana kar sakate hai).maine web-aadhaarit drushti akalan kii ek shrinkhalaa kii or yah jaanane ke liye dil tut gaya ki meri ankhon main kuch bhi galat nahin tha or vastav main, main vaayu sena ke payalat prashikshan ke liye ek adarsh ummidavaar tha.

maine apni ankhen kachi kar di.mujhe yaad he ki jab tak main ek din main showers main lagbhag khun bah rahaa tha, tab tak apni twachaa ko scrub karnaa, is arth se pretvadhit tha ki maine ise khud par laane ke liye kuch kiya hoga-ki mujhe kuch ishwar dwaara nyaay kii gaharaai se mud bhaavana ke saath dandit kiya ja rahaa tha.maine yah bhi prarthana kii ki ve ek kadai se naastik ghar main uthaae jane ke baavjood chale jaaenge.lekin tab ve guna karnaa shuru kar dete hai, isliye spasht rup se us ranneeti ke rup main kaam nahin kiya.
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ek yuva mahila ke bare main mere upanyaas ke liye ek aantarik ekalaap likhane main meri madad karen, jo us samay ke aasapaas mritak atmaaon kii atmaaon ko dekhnaa shuru kar detii he jab vah hai skool se snaatak karti he.atmaaen bhuton kii tarah nahin dikhti hai, ve fireflise kii tarah choti neeli roshni hai, or vah unhen har jagah dekhati he.vah nahin jaanati ki ve pehle kya hai, lekin unhen dekhnaa band kar dena chaahate hai kyonki vah chintit he ki vah pagal he.aantarik monolog aakasmik or thodaa mazaakia kaa swar banaaen.pehle vyakti ke ateet main likhen or ise 3 chote paragraph banaaen.</s>
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choti neeli roshni pehali baar main choti ho gai, jisamen se sirf do yaa teen main se teen main meri bhunh or aantarik kalai se chipke hue the.ve minescul or jhilamilaate the, bahut ujjwal nahin the, jab main darpan kaa saamana karata hum yaa jab main pehali baar subah uthaa or unki chamak mujhe of-guard ko pakad legi, to ise andekha karne ke liye kaaphi aasaan nahin tha.din ke baad, main khud ko samajhaata hum ki ve kharch kiye gaye aishado se meri palak ke kone main pakade gaye kuch chamak ke parinamswaroop the, yaa shaayad ve ve dhabbe the jo surya ko bahut mushkil se ghurne ke baad aapaki drushti main funs jate hai.maine khud ko bhi aashcharyachakit paaya ki kya shaayad ve hameshaa vahaan rahe hai or main pehle notice karne ke liye bahut aparipakv yaa aatm-shaamil tha, jaise ki ek bachche kii tarah, jo vayask chintaaon ke astitv ke liye andhaa ho jaataa he jab tak ki ve bade ho jate hai or dreigs main gadde ho jate hanunamem se vyaktigat rup se.

lekin kaanon main ek behosh bajane kii tarah, ve samay bitne ke saath khaarij karne ke liye adhik se adhik kathin ho gaye.unhone mujhe kabhi nahin choda, din bhar.unhone mujhe skool main holve ke madhyam se fansaaya, bas ghar par meraa peechha kiya, or mere kandhon ke upar mandaraaya, jabaki main raat ke khaane kii mej par baitha tha.main unhen hilaa nahin saktaa tha, bhale hi main aniyamit zig-zags main chhid gaya, jaise ki koi vyakti ek goli ko chakma dene kii koshish kar rahaa tha (haan, maine vastav main yah koshish kii thi, or haan, yah utana hi apmanjanak tha jitna aap kalpana kar sakate hai).maine web-aadhaarit drushti akalan kii ek shrinkhalaa kii or yah jaanane ke liye dil tut gaya ki meri ankhon main kuch bhi galat nahin tha or vastav main, main vaayu sena ke payalat prashikshan ke liye ek adarsh ummidavaar tha.

maine apni ankhen kachi kar di.mujhe yaad he ki jab tak main ek din main showers main lagbhag khun bah rahaa tha, tab tak apni twachaa ko scrub karnaa, is arth se pretvadhit tha ki maine ise khud par laane ke liye kuch kiya hoga-ki mujhe kuch ishwar dwaara nyaay kii gaharaai se mud bhaavana ke saath dandit kiya ja rahaa tha.maine yah bhi prarthana kii ki ve ek kadai se naastik ghar main uthaae jane ke baavjood chale jaaenge.lekin tab ve guna karnaa shuru kar dete hai, isliye spasht rup se us ranneeti ke rup main kaam nahin kiya.</s>
