평생 이렇게 살겠구나 싶었어요. 항상 마비되는 것에 익숙해졌으니 그렇게 나쁘지는 않죠. 하지만 정말 불편하죠.

I thought, Im just going to be this way for the rest of my life. Which isnt that bad, now that Im used to being numb all the time. But its such an inconvenience.