항상 스스로를 보호해야 한다고 생각했고, 스스로를 보호하려고 너무 많은 시간을 보냈고, 결국 그 대가를 치른 것 같아요. 자퇴는 자기보호를 위한 것이었군요. 하지만 그로 인해 업무에서 손을 떼셨잖아요.

I felt like I needed to protect myself all the time and I spent too much time trying to shield myself, and I think it just kind of took its toll. Well, withdrawing was selfprotection for you. But it took you out of your work.