에드워드에 대한 감정은 잘못된 것이었지만 멈출 수가 없었어요. 재스퍼와 제 사이가 너무 안 좋아서 에드워드에 대한 감정을 키우고 있을 뿐이라는 생각이 여러 번 들었어요. 생각하면 할수록 사실이 아니라는 것을 깨달았어요.

The feelings I had for Edward were wrong, but I just couldnt stop them. It had crossed my mind more than once that I was only developing feelings for Edward because things were so crappy between Jasper and me. The more I thought about it the more I realized it wasnt true.