또한 어머니가 이해하지 못할까 봐, 어머니의 건강에 해가 될까 봐 걱정했죠. 어렸을 때 저는 어머니와 그렇게 친하지 않았어요. 어머니는 우리와 두 시간 거리에 살았고 저는 보통 휴일에만 어머니를 뵈었기 때문에 육체적으로도 떨어져 있었고, 이미 치매를 앓고 계셨기 때문에 정신적으로도 떨어져 있었죠.

We were also afraid she would comprehend, and it would take a toll on her health. Growing up, I wasnt that close with her. She was both physically absent, as she lived two hours away from us and I usually just saw her on holidays, and mentally absent, as she was already suffering from dementia.