수영장으로 돌아가서 몇 주 더 치료를 받아야 하는 끔찍한 병에 걸리고 싶지 않아요. 소용없다는 거 알아요, 알아요. 수술 전에는 흡연이 재건에 해를 끼쳐 치유에 방해가 될까 봐 너무 무서워서 제 발걸음을 조심했던 것 같아요.

I dont want to return to the pool and catch something awful which requires me to undergo treatment for yet more weeks. Its useless, I know, I know. I think that before the operation, I was so frightened the smoking could harm my reconstruction it could hinder the healing that I watched my step.