저는 방으로 돌아가서 울었고, 손님이 오면 잠시 멈췄다가 더 울었어요. 모두들 무슨 일인지, 아기에게 무슨 문제가 있는지, 모든 세부 사항을 알고 싶어했지만 저는 계속해서 말할 수 없었습니다. 전혀 이야기하고 싶지 않았어요.

I went back to my room and cried, I stopped while we had visitors, and then cried some more. Everyone wanted to know what was going on, what was wrong with the baby, all of the details, but I couldnt bring myself to say it over and over. I didnt want to talk about it at all.