모두에게 화가 났고 동시에 슬펐습니다. 너무 압도되어 더 이상 무슨 생각을 해야 할지 몰랐지만 여전히 침묵 속에 숨어 지냈어요. 무지개 아기를 낳고 우울증에 걸렸다고 하면 사람들이 뭐라고 할까요?

I felt angry with everyone and sad at the same time. I was so overwhelmed I didnt know what to think anymore, but still I hid in silence. I mean what would people say if I said I was depressed after my rainbow baby.