어느 날 저녁이 되어서 방에서 TV를 보고 있는데 너무 슬펐어요. 그러다 정신을 잃고 침실의 기둥에 목을 매려고 했어요. 방 중앙을 가로지르는 기둥이 있었고 저는 이 의자 위에 서 있었어요.

One day, it was evening and I was just in my room watching TV and feeling very, very sad. And then I sort of blacked out and came to trying to hang myself from a beam in my bedroom. There was a beam across the centre of the room and I was sort of stood on this stool.