기분이 좋았지만 가끔은 조금 힘들기도 했어요. 그렇게 살려면 스스로를 고립시켜야 한다는 생각에 조금 외롭기도 했어요. 마약과 술을 둘러싼 게이 신에 있는 것이 너무 힘들었고 어쨌든 극복했습니다.

I felt great but it was a bit of a drag sometimes. It was a bit lonely too because I felt like I had to isolate myself to live like that. It was too hard to be in the gay scene around the drugs and the booze and I was over it anyway.