더 이상 그런 기분을 느끼고 싶지 않았지만 어떻게 달라져야 할지 몰랐어요. 다음 날 저는 일어나서 조용히 아이들을 등교시킬 준비를 했습니다. 싸움도 없었어요.

I didnt want to feel that way anymore but I just had no idea how to do anything different. The next day, I woke up and silently got my kids ready for the day. There were no fights.