If only I'd make more time with God. Unerstanding is one thing but it's sad to be sad. Is God clean or dirty. God please help me to conquer those against me and get my family more love and containment. I need a car and I need God to drink more. That'll be nice lol. I had a prophecy about God and Satan being in my life to much I walked and I was like- God damn. And then God and hospitalization was in my life to much I forbid that, but it's nice when God is straight-up, I need a picture.