This your attempt to acquire Liberation is like the use of medicine by a patient who indulges in all sorts of forbidden food and practices.
तदयुक्तस्य ते मोक्षे योऽभिमानो भवेन्नृप। सुहृद्धिः संनिवार्यस्तेऽविरक्तस्येव भेषजम्॥