But his heavy grief, is always preying on my mind, that through covetousness I have brought about this dreadful destruction of kinsmen. Having caused the death of the darling son of Subhadra, and of the sons of Draupadi, this victory, O Holy one, appears to me as being tantamount to defeat.
इदं मम महद् दुःखं वर्तते हृदि नित्यदा। कृत्वा ज्ञातिक्षयमिमं महान्तं लोभकारितम्॥ सौभद्रं द्रौपदेयांश्च घातयित्वा सुतान् प्रियान्। जयोऽयमजयाकारो भगवन् प्रतिभाति मे॥