I desire (to swallow) poison, (to be burnt in) fire and the fall from the summit of a mountain; for I am indeed unable, O Sanjaya, to bear the grief and pain.
विषमग्निं प्रपातं च पर्वतग्रादहं वृणे। न हि शक्ष्यामि दुःखानि सोढुं कष्टानि संजय॥