Thus afflicted, I am unable to find out my lord, who is the darling of my heart and whose splendour is like the filaments of the lotuses. I do not see my lord, who is the delight of my heart, my own presiding god, most beloved of me and who again is like the celestials in appearance.
साहं कमलगर्भाभमपश्यन्ती हृदि प्रियम्। न विन्दाम्यमरप्रख्यं प्रियं प्राणेश्वरं प्रभुम्॥