O Sanjaya, when having been afflicted with such a grief as this, I do not die, I suppose that my heart is harder than the thunderbolt and most impenetrable.
ईदृशैर्यद्यहं दुःखैन विनश्यामि संजय॥ वज्राद् दृढतरं मन्ये हृदयं मम दुर्भिदम्।