As it is very difficult for a Shudra to learn the mysteries of eternal religion. I do not consider you to be a Shudra. There must be some reason for all this.
दुर्जेयः शाश्वतो धर्मः शूद्रयोनौ हि वर्तते। न त्वां शूद्रमहं मन्ये भवितव्यं हि कारणम्॥