At this time of distress, I do with all my heart long for death, (but alas!) even death is not approaching me is this my misery.
साहमेवंविधे काले मर्तुमिच्छामि सर्वतः। न च मे विहितो मृत्युरस्मिन् दुःखेऽतिवर्तति॥