Hi,
I am genuinely sorry, but this is not a psychological counselling session, you do not need to understand me, but understand the design problems that I have written. Hope has nothing to do with engineering solutions for fundamental design problems. I think that your responses proves that no one is actually using Pytorch for solving real world, large scale solutions, but just academic based solutions working on mega bytes or at best giga byte scale problems.
Regards,
Gourav