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"I just lost my partner of almost 4 years, who I was planning to marry one day and spend the rest of my life with, to mental illness. I know I didn't lose her in a physical death, but it still feels the same. Something happened to cause her to have a mental break and suddenly see me as a threat, so she left and will have nothing to do with me. I have called several grief hotlines, and have been told so many different things. Some say I have lost her forever, some say she could snap out of it at any time. Everyone I've talked to says I need to move on, but how do I do that when she's still out there somewhere? To make matters worse, I'm disabled and was dependent on her financially, so I cannot afford to live in our apartment anymore, or even in this city. I need to grieve, but I can't because if I do I will fall apart, and I have to be able to function well enough to make sure I will survive. I am completely overwhelmed, and I don't know what to do or how to keep myself going. Can anyone help?\n "
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