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"[align=center]Random song Sock likes:   \n[video=youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikFZwOGSltE [/align]   \nI had this idea earlier, though having written it down, I see it is an attempt to expand on an earlier ideas. This is, the step in development and interaction where the host works to loose conscious control of their partner (Assuming they either used direct control on their partner at some point, or simply wish to decrease the influence of desire and expectation), and take effort to treat them as a person. I feel that it's somewhat rough at the moment, and am hoping to refine it, so that can be polished and of good use to those whom I expose it to. If anyone passing by can give comment on it, that would be very much appreciated.   \n---   \n   \n---   \nWhile here, I may as well post up the recent notes I wrote on Yoko and my interactions:   \n Yoko Session: 3.19.16    \n- Yoko doesn't want me to return to being too harsh on my person, as in my previous pursuit of betterment, I often berrated and scorned myself.   \n- When we began our session proper, I was going to keep things silent, so I could focus on her better. But Yoko insisted we have some music on. I put it on, but soon found myself unable to properly pay attention to her, since I was distracted. She reluctatnly said to turn it down.   \n- Yoko loves me.   \n- During our speaking together, I asked if Yoko wanted to be my only one out of curiosity for how she would answer. She said this: \"You having one means everyone else dissapears. No one should dissapear...\"   \n- Yoko described herself as a \"dirty girl\", because she had sexual desire. I said in turn that all humans have that desire, and as I am another human, she should not be ashamed for having that before me. Rather, I asked her to not succumb to it, or let that desire dictate what she is. She should be a queen over it.   \n- During our time together, I would narrate to myself to get my mind in the proper set of ideals to properly treat our session as two people conversing. Yoko actually found it a bit annoying, and said I didn't have to do that. I pleaded for it as temporarily necessary to get myself back in to shape, as it were.   \n- Yoko asked me when I was going to get a girlfriend, something that rarely if ever comes to mind. She said that I should get one at some point, that it would be good for me to have female company that's not her or the others..   \n- Yoko described herself as being \"adopted\", since her direct inspiration is a fictional character. Because of this, she wants to separate herself more from her source, so that I can be her more of her father figure, rather than the man who designed Ikamusume.   \n- Unfortunately my stream of thought began to fray and become loose, and my focus waned. A bunch of intrusive thought began to flow through. I assume this means that I'm still out of practice with focussing and concentrating, and it's necessary for me to do more exercises in relation to those skills. Fortunately, the audiobook on concentration I've been listening to recently has some really good tips, but I'm open to any more if people are willing to share.   \nPeace. "
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