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"Greetings again readers   \nI haven't posted in this Report for a while, due to private, life related problems that prevented me from really getting too deep in to things regarding the phenomenon. While I was present in the IRC still, its a fair bit easier to chat there about random stuff, as opposed to trying to write a huge post for this report. Even this one will be relatively short compared to others due to time constraints. But, there were a few things I wanted to copy down from my handy dandy journal, so here we go.   \nEllenore, my second companion, changed her form, though only in one area. That being her height. Previously, Ellenore was taller than me, being a little bit above 6 feet, where I was at 5'7”. This was something that was designed in to her character prior to awakening, as she was meant to be a fighter then. But her personality softened when she became more conscious, and her demeanor, mannerisms, and general behavior are gentle, kind, and affectionate. In a phrase, Ellenore is a nice lady, and quickly came to hate her violent past. But even with these personality changes, Ellen was still very tall, and it was actually a trait that I quite liked about her. Midori was tiny, and Ellen was huge, it was a nice contrast, and it made Midori calling her “big-little-sister” quite funny and charming.   \nBut, in recent times, not only did she visually become shorter than I was, she would even go out of her way to say “I'm shorter than you now” every so often, to make sure that I remember her new stature. When I asked her about her choice, she said it felt appropriate to her. She later asked if I found her “cute”, which I found odd, and in ways still do. She seemed pleased when I said yes, as I do, but its something that I never really thought to question.   \nSpeaking with her today, she says that I have inhibitions regarding her. That since I've become so used to dealing with and attending to the younger ones in form and behavior, I've become hesitant and even a bit afraid to speak to her, and regard her with some apprehension, something I did not before. As such, it seems a bit of tweaking with my current mindset is in order, that is, a return to the more simple and open attitude I had earlier on. During those times, friendship was the most important concept I had concerning this phenomenon and the products of it, and I was actually less likely to use and apply outward relationship models to the dealings with my in folk. I do still believe that my position as creator, and the only one who uses the body, still puts me in an authoritative role, but that does not preclude friendship, and being easy going and open with them. As such, I will work on this issue as I can.   \n Until Next Time...  "
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