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"I'm too old for fairy tales...\n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tOh I think you're just the right age for it.\n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tand this is AFTER she admits she's \"just a kid\" herself. One of the many things I love about MY's character is that she unapologetically owns what she is - or so you think. Then she shows us a side of her in the 'cursed castle' where she's essentially living her own little nightmare. Then the morning comes and she dresses up in her flashy clothes and plaster a smile on her face and goes about her day. In a sense, she speaks to most of us - in that we subconsciously conceal our hurt and pain most of the time to look happy, which sadly is considered the norm. \n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tThen we have KT who is living through his own version of PTSD - now that we know he was brought into this world to take care of his brother. And that's why I loved that he asked that obnoxious politician \"Does a child have to be of use to his parents?\" cause that dredged up past pain and hurt from finding out why his mum had him in the first place. I cannot speak for him, I definitely cannot say that I understand what that feels like but OUCH! Imagine living with a constant living and breathing reminder that you were not a product of want, but a product of need. That would be a massive burden to carry for someone so young so how can we not expect him to reach a tipping point? And I'm glad to see it answered in this episode - him breaking down after reading Zombie Kid what just what he needed then.To be fair I don't think there was a dry eye in the room after that scene. But he needed some sort of an outlet after the events of that day - first with him getting slapped in the face, the encounter with his brother in the hospital and then him flaring up at MY.\n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\twhich brings me to that point. Him berating and demeaning MY like that was definitely painful to watch but also necessary. Let me explain - she's not completely wrong, she actually hit the nail on the head all the time with KT. But from his perspective, he does not need someone calling him out like that because he has learnt to suppress his wants and needs for the past 20-ish years and here comes a girl he can't help but feel something towards but he's in full denial mode. That's probably the reason why he projected his anger towards her like that - because we know the KT pre-MY would not have gotten into trouble like that, certainly not raise his voice towards anyone but HE DID and he blames her for it. \n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tMY on the other hand, her interactions with the Moon siblings have shown us that she is capable of feeling empathy - how she defended ST in her book signing event and then now with her being 'concerned' that KT was wrongfully slapped. But sadly I don't think she knows what exactly she is feeling. She knows that getting slapped in the face for no reason is wrong and she does not like it when someone she knows is good gets hurt but as he said \"You don’t know what kind of emotion is getting you so worked up. Even you have no clue.\" and that is when HE hit the nail on the head with her. That is her deep dark secret. She knows she can't put into words what she is feeling - it's almost like she doesn't seems to understand the whats, whys and the hows but she will act on instinct when she knows something or someone is 'wrong' without due regard for anyone around her. \n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tAnd that's why the last scene happened and we instantly got emotional watching it because we know that at the end of the day, we ALL yearn to be loved and wanted. \n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\tThat's what makes us human.\n \n\n\n\t \n \n\n\n\t \n\n\n\tCred. Tumblr (@junghaesin)\n "
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