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"&lt;a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http://tmz.vo.llnwd.net/o28/newsdesk/tmz_documents/0109_amber_letter_TMZ.pdf\"&gt;&lt;img src=\"http://ll-media.tmz.com/2012/01/09/0109-amber-launch-letter-ex-1.jpg\" alt=\"Amber Portwood Jailhouse Letter\" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Police don't even trust &lt;strong&gt;Amber Portwood&lt;/strong&gt; with a pen -- this according to a letter the \"&lt;strong&gt;Teen Mom&lt;/strong&gt;\" wrote from inside jail, claiming cops are only willing to give her a special flexible writing utensil ... designed to prevent stabbings. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Prisoner-proof pens are pretty standard issue inside the clink ... but according to Amber's letter -- obtained by TMZ -- she's still freaked out people think she's a danger to society ... and she'll end up in prison.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amber writes, \"I don't think I'll ever take this sh*t for granted. I'm really scared I'm going to prison ... All I think about is Leah and how she needs a ro-model (sic).\"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She adds, \"I am a good person and I pray that I can change my life.\"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amber wrote the letter to her brother last month -- after she was &lt;a href=\"http://www.tmz.com/2011/12/24/amber-portwood-arrest-report-drugs/\"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;thrown in an Indiana jail&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; for drug possession and failing to provide a urine test (a stipulation of her probation).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She's scheduled to appear in court on January 27 for her probation violation hearing. She faces two years behind bars.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;!-- relatedlinks --&gt;"^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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