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"&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Jan:&lt;/strong&gt; I think throughout his life you saw this need to look at things very critically. Everything he did he did analytically and thoroughly. And he succeeded because that\u2019s the kind of person he was. But he was a very deep thinker. There\u2019s nothing asurface about him.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;The one thing you have to understand about Chris is his whole life he was extremely focused. If he decided he wanted to do something he would do it.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Bill:&lt;/strong&gt; He just had a whole lot of confidence in everything he could do.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Jan:&lt;/strong&gt; I asked him why are you doing this because I\u2019m worried about you. It\u2019s fun. It\u2019s what I was meant to do. And I do it alongside the finest men in the world. What more do you need to know. Very few people live a life with such clear purpose as Chris, and such dedication as Chris.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;If he would have gone and made mom happy and didn't do all these dangerous things, maybe I wouldn't be so worried. But then you know what? He wouldn't be Chris. And you raise your children to let them go. That\u2019s what you do. You give them roots, you give them wings.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;And I never told him I didn't want him to do it, but he just knew I was always worried because I\u2019m his mom.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Bill:&lt;/strong&gt; I thought you did tell him you didn\u2019t want him to go.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Jan:&lt;/strong&gt; I didn\u2019t say don\u2019t do it. I said how much longer are you going to do it. And I didn't get an answer. But I think if you're a mother or parent you need to let your children go and be who they are. And that\u2019s who he was and we\u2019re very proud of him. And it\u2019s what we live with. But we have memories that are incredible.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;I think because of what he did I always kind of knew I\u2019d lose him. So when you actually lose him you\u2019re not ready. It\u2019s just a shock. There\u2019s nothing like losing your child. Nothing.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Bill:&lt;/strong&gt; You know we knew, I knew, a lot of what he did, how dangerous it was. But unless you\u2019re out there jumping out of the airplane with him or in a helicopter trying to fast-rope in somewhere, or going to down a hallway to the bad guys in the back room, you just don't know how dangerous it can be.&lt;/p&gt;\r\n&lt;p&gt;You can't really understand it unless you do it.&lt;/p&gt;"^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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