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"Megan Fox is finally opening up about being a mom! In a new interview with Parents magazine, the 28-year-old Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles actress lays bare her &amp;quot;mommy guilt,&amp;quot; ramping down her work commitments and more.\r\n\r\nMom to sons, Noah, 20 months, and Bodhi, 4 months, Fox admits, &amp;quot;it&amp;apos;s total chaos.&amp;quot;&amp;#xA0;\r\n&amp;quot;Before you have kids, you really do not understand how much work it is and how consuming it is,&amp;quot; the brunette beauty told Parents, &amp;quot;And then you have one and you&amp;#x2019;re like, &amp;apos;Oh my God, my baby is my whole world.&amp;apos; Every moment of the day is dedicated to this one baby and then all of a sudden you have two babies!&amp;quot;\r\n\r\nBrian Austin Green&amp;apos;s wife added that she actually feels guilty as she struggles to give both Noah and Bodhi her undivided attention.\r\n&amp;quot;It&amp;#x2019;s really hard to manage because I also don&amp;#x2019;t let them watch TV,&amp;quot; the Transformers actress admitted. &amp;quot;It&amp;#x2019;s not like I&amp;#x2019;m going to sit Noah in front of the television so I can take care of Bodhi. I have to figure out how to incorporate Noah into the process and have him help me take care of Bodhi and make sure he doesn&amp;#x2019;t get jealous and make sure nobody&amp;#x2019;s neglected and everybody&amp;#x2019;s needs are being met. As a mom it&amp;#x2019;s hard because I don&amp;#x2019;t feel like I&amp;#x2019;m ever giving either one of them 100% of my attention or 100% of myself, so I carry a lot of guilt,&amp;quot; Fox said.\r\nThe Transformers alum wonders:  &amp;quot;Do they each understand how special they are and how much I love them? And are they understanding that they&amp;#x2019;re unique? It&amp;#x2019;s hard to make each one feel like an individual when you have to raise them together and manage them together all of the time.&amp;quot;\r\n\r\nBut the actress is managing her time wisely. In fact, like fellow mother of two Gwyneth Paltrow, Fox will only do one movie a year to make sure she has time with her children.&amp;#xA0;\r\n&amp;quot;I have to make one movie a year because I have to invest in their future and I have to be able to pay their way through college and be able to provide for them,&amp;quot; Fox explained. &amp;quot;I&amp;#x2019;m looking for movies that will shoot in Los Angeles, for projects where I&amp;#x2019;m part of an ensemble so I can shoot in and out in 10-20 days. It&amp;#x2019;s all about trying to spend as little time away from my kids as possible.&amp;quot;\r\nAlthough the boys are banned from watching TV shows, movies are A-okay because they&amp;apos;re &amp;quot;linear.&amp;quot;\r\n\r\n&amp;quot;I do let them watch movies, I just don&amp;#x2019;t let them watch TV. With movies I feel like there&amp;#x2019;s a beginning, a middle and an end. It&amp;#x2019;s linear,&amp;quot; she explained. &amp;quot;There&amp;#x2019;s a clear story. I think that it&amp;#x2019;s different than just putting a kid in front of the television, because it&amp;#x2019;s just nonstop &amp;#x2026; it&amp;#x2019;s very overwhelming and it&amp;#x2019;s too stimulating I think for anyone.&amp;quot;&amp;#xA0;\r\nHowever, the protective mom realizes one day she will have to let go. &amp;quot;I can&amp;#x2019;t keep [TV] from them forever. My intention is to keep it away as long as possible,&amp;quot; adding, &amp;quot;My goal is no computers, no cell phones until at least 8th grade.&amp;quot;\r\n\r\nLike most moms, alas, Fox is certain she&amp;apos;ll forever worry about her kids. &amp;quot;I had no idea how worried I was going to be for the rest of my life. From the moment I gave birth to Noah, that was the first time I was like, &amp;apos;I love something so much that I will never be the same again.&amp;apos; I will never be relaxed again because I will always be worried about him and hoping that he is okay and safe and happy.&amp;quot;"^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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