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" So here&amp;#039;s where the sex dream about Matt came from.  Saturday afternoon, Brandon called me.  &amp;quot;I have to tell you something stupid,&amp;quot; I said. &amp;quot;I had a couple of drinks with Sebastian after work last night, and Matt was there.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;I know,&amp;quot; he said. I couldn&amp;#039;t read anything in his voice.  &amp;quot;Matt called you already?&amp;quot; I asked.  &amp;quot;Yeah. Last night.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;He left right before Lilly showed up,&amp;quot; I explained. &amp;quot;They invited me out to dinner with them. So it wasn&amp;#039;t as nefarious as I&amp;#039;m assuming Matt thought it was.&amp;quot;  Silence on the other end.  &amp;quot;Are you there?&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;m here, K.,&amp;quot; he sighed, sounding tired. &amp;quot;I didn&amp;#039;t want to get into this, but I want you to understand where Matt&amp;#039;s coming from.&amp;quot;  Where&amp;#039;s Matt&amp;#039;s coming from? I thought to myself. I don&amp;#039;t care where Matt&amp;#039;s coming from. &amp;quot;After we first met, I called up Matt and told him all about this great girl I&amp;#039;d just met. I was happy, and he was happy for me. Then when you decided you&amp;#039;d rather be with that chump [Neighbor Boy] instead of me. I admit it: I was bummed out. And I talked to Matt about it. Then when you guys broke up, you were immediately all gung ho about me again, and I wasn&amp;#039;t sure if it was genuine. Matt wasn&amp;#039;t either, and he didn&amp;#039;t think I should give you another shot. And I&amp;#039;m pretty sure if the same thing happened to Sarah, you would have told her to just forget about the guy and move on.&amp;quot;  Okay, so I have to admit that I&amp;#039;d never thought about it like that. And he was right. If some guy had been as wishy-washy about Sarah as I&amp;#039;d been about Brandon when I first met him, I would have been just like Matt. But that was a long time ago.  &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ve earned your trust, though, haven&amp;#039;t I? Isn&amp;#039;t it time Matt saw that?&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;Well, Matt thinks I&amp;#039;m too trusting,&amp;quot; he explained. &amp;quot;Not just with you, but in general. He&amp;#039;ll come around. But can I just say something?&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;Of course.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;While I do trust you, I don&amp;#039;t trust Sebastian. I think he&amp;#039;s completely full of it, and I&amp;#039;m pretty sure his intentions are far from honorable where you&amp;#039;re concerned.&amp;quot;  I rolled my eyes. &amp;quot;Brandon, while I&amp;#039;m flattered that you think I&amp;#039;m so hot that every guy in the world wants to have sex with me, it&amp;#039;s really not the case. I swear to you it&amp;#039;s not like that with Sebastian.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;Okay,&amp;quot; he sighed. &amp;quot;Look, I gotta go. I should know in the next couple of days when I&amp;#039;m coming home.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;I miss you.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;I miss you, too. And love you.&amp;quot;  So that&amp;#039;s where I think the dream came from. Me finally understanding Matt&amp;#039;s motivation, even though I think I&amp;#039;ve more than proved that I&amp;#039;m in this relationship for the long haul. And I guess the fact that my boyfriend has been gone for an eternity and I&amp;#039;m beyond sexually frustrated had a little bit to do with it, too. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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