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" Post-newscast today, I heard a familiar voice in the newsroom behind me.  &amp;quot;Hey you,&amp;quot; Mikhaila said, behind me. &amp;quot;Hi,&amp;quot; Brad responded. &amp;quot;You ready to go?&amp;quot; I froze. Do I turn around and say hi? What if he told her what happened? What if she punches me? Can I act like a normal person?  &amp;quot;K,&amp;quot; Brad said. &amp;quot;Mik and I are going to go grab some food. I&amp;#039;ll be back in about an hour.&amp;quot; Crap. Now I had to turn around. &amp;quot;Oh, hi Mikhaila,&amp;quot; I said, smiling, getting up and doing my best impression of a normal person. &amp;quot;How are you?&amp;quot; She narrowed her eyes at me. Brad didn&amp;#039;t see. &amp;quot;Good,&amp;quot; she said, curtly. &amp;quot;And you?&amp;quot; &amp;quot;Great, thanks. Well, have a nice lunch.&amp;quot; Mikhaila thanked me, and I headed into an editing booth, shut the door, and sat down to catch my breath. That was awful. She totally knew everything, and now she hates me, which meant Brad and I weren&amp;#039;t going to be friends anymore. She&amp;#039;d probably make him quit, and then he&amp;#039;d disappear from my life forever.  Okay, K. That&amp;#039;s a little hysterical. Calm down. Since things have been heading back into the direction of &amp;quot;normal,&amp;quot; with Brad and I, I felt like I could ask him when he got back. aohk: does mikhaila know about our talk at the party? brad: no, why?  aohk: i don&amp;#039;t know. it seemed like she did. brad: how? aohk: when we talked. brad: for two seconds? aohk: look, it was just a VIBE I got, okay? brad: you&amp;#039;re just being paranoid. aohk: omg. i am not. brad: spaz Well, things certainly seem like they&amp;#039;re back to normal on the IM front with Brad. But is he really that clueless? Is he lying to me? Or is he lying to himself? I&amp;#039;m NOT just being paranoid. If I were, Meg wouldn&amp;#039;t have sent me an IM asking if I&amp;#039;d thought it just got 20 degrees chillier in the newsroom after Brad and Mikhaila left. This sucks. I like Mikhaila. And I want to be friends with Brad. I wish I could just fold my arms in front of me, nod my head and blink my eyes I Dream of Jeanie-style and make it all go away -- the feelings, the confession, all of it.  But the truth: If I knew one of my boyfriend&amp;#039;s female friends had feelings for him, I would probably never be okay with her being in his life. Oy. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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