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" Some years ago when I was chief resident in psychiatry at the New England Medical Center, I decided it was finally time to enter therapy myself. I was dating the woman who would later become my wife and I wanted to explore why I hadn&amp;#039;t yet committed to her. So I booked an appointment with a noted psychiatrist, about 10 miles from my home, and left early enough to get there on time. But 35 minutes later, I was lost amid curving backstreets \u2014 and already 15 minutes late.  I called the psychiatrist, apologized, and suggested we reschedule for another day. &amp;quot;Haven&amp;#039;t you been avoiding therapy long enough?&amp;quot; he asked me.  I thought about it. Part of me wanted to dismiss the idea that my ambivalence could have turned me round and round until I was too late for my session. It seemed almost comical to think that I couldn&amp;#039;t even commit to figuring out why I couldn&amp;#039;t commit in a relationship. But I&amp;#039;d learned enough about the mind&amp;#039;s defenses to know it was possible. It was also true that I had waited until my final year of psychiatric training to start out on the road to therapy.  &amp;quot;Yes,&amp;quot; I said. &amp;quot;It&amp;#039;s been long enough.&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;Then keep trying to find me,&amp;quot; he said. &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ll wait for you, no matter how much you wish I wouldn&amp;#039;t.&amp;quot;  Now, with the benefit of that therapy and 15 years spent treating my own patients, I know that being late is a way many of us express a range of hidden emotions \u2014 including avoidance of uncomfortable situations. Here&amp;#039;s what your lack of punctuality might be saying about you \u2014 or someone you care about \u2014 and the keys to making a change. 1. &amp;quot;I feel anxious&amp;quot; Many people make themselves late, whether once or repeatedly, when heading to a job or to meet friends, because they feel apprehensive or stressed. It&amp;#039;s as if deep, unresolved emotions are acting as resistors in the mind&amp;#039;s circuitry, redirecting us away from the source of our discomfort. If you find yourself 20 minutes late for lunch with a few friends three times in a row, it&amp;#039;s time to wonder what&amp;#039;s making you want to avoid them: Are the restaurants where you&amp;#039;re meeting too pricey for your budget? At the back of your mind, are you worried that socializing is taking time from work you ought to be doing? Does someone in the group consistently pressure you to talk more openly about your kids or marriage than you wish to? Once you&amp;#039;ve homed in on the underlying reason for your feelings, you need to decide how to address it. Planning is the enemy of anxiety. If the menu&amp;#039;s beyond your budget, send a group e-mail suggesting a couple of &amp;quot;great food, great deal&amp;quot; restaurant choices. Your colleagues should get the idea that they&amp;#039;re stressing you out with the four-star routine and dial it back. If it&amp;#039;s that you&amp;#039;re leaving too much unfinished work, plan to devote two extra hours to it the day or evening before. Whether or not you manage to cross everything off your to-do list, you&amp;#039;ve already earned your two-hour lunch break. And if someone&amp;#039;s behavior makes you dread your next get-together, choose a time and place to raise the issue with her in a direct yet conciliatory way. The post-lunch phone call might start off, &amp;quot;I was thinking about how much I look forward to these lunches, for the most part. But there&amp;#039;s something I&amp;#039;m not feeling so great about that I&amp;#039;d like to talk over with you.&amp;quot; 2. &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;m showing who&amp;#039;s in power&amp;quot; It&amp;#039;s one thing to think, We&amp;#039;re good friends. If I&amp;#039;m a few minutes late it won&amp;#039;t matter. It&amp;#039;s quite another to think, She knows I&amp;#039;m busier than she is. It isn&amp;#039;t a big deal if she waits a few minutes for me to get there. People who use lateness to signify they are special or more powerful than those they keep waiting may not plan to show up late, but there&amp;#039;s often a quiet running commentary at the back of their mind suggesting that others will \u2014 and really should \u2014 wait for them. I once coached an executive who was repeatedly late to meetings with the team working under her. It had come to the attention of her boss, who was unhappy about it. When I explored the reasons for the pattern, she admitted it was rarely the case that a true emergency prevented her from being on time. &amp;quot;Do you worry whether your team really accepts you as their leader?&amp;quot; I asked her. She smiled. &amp;quot;It isn&amp;#039;t like any of them ever leave before I get there,&amp;quot; she said. Exactly. Waiting is a form of deference. And it can mean the late person wants \u2014 or needs \u2014 to be reminded she is superior and in control. It sounded to me like my client might be keeping people waiting for exactly this reason. &amp;quot;There are lots of ways you&amp;#039;ve proven yourself as a leader,&amp;quot; I told her. &amp;quot;Once you believe that yourself, you won&amp;#039;t need to keep testing people to see if you&amp;#039;ve proven it to them.&amp;quot; If someone you care about is pulling rank by always running late, lead by sharing your own feelings in a supportive way. Remember, your friend or coworker or husband may not even realize that she or he is locked in a hurtful pattern. Here&amp;#039;s what you might say: &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ve got to tell you, when you&amp;#039;re 20 minutes late \u2014 and it happens a fair amount \u2014 I start feeling like a second-class citizen. I doubt you want me to feel that way. Could we agree from now on to meet at a time that actually works for both of us?&amp;quot; 3. &amp;quot;I need to know I&amp;#039;m loved&amp;quot;  I once treated a client who was chronically late to appointments with me. &amp;quot;I don&amp;#039;t think you&amp;#039;ve made it here on time more than twice out of a dozen visits,&amp;quot; I told him, finally. &amp;quot;Any reason you can think of?&amp;quot; He shook his head. &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ve always had trouble getting where I&amp;#039;m supposed to be,&amp;quot; he said. &amp;quot;My dad used to just take off without me whenever it happened.&amp;quot; &amp;quot;When did it happen with your father?&amp;quot; I asked. &amp;quot;Not often. Once in a while going to school. My dad drove me, but if I was late \u2014 even by a minute \u2014 he&amp;#039;d just leave, and I&amp;#039;d have to find a way to get there on my own.&amp;quot; &amp;quot;He was unfair,&amp;quot; I said. &amp;quot;And he wasn&amp;#039;t loving, at those times.&amp;quot; One way we may gauge the affection of others is to test whether they will sacrifice their time. If you keep your husband waiting for updates on your schedule, figure out why: Do you feel he should be more involved in planning dinners or resent that he complained about the last two weekend outings that you had arranged? Turn your insight into a confession of sorts: &amp;quot;I was thinking about why I&amp;#039;ve been keeping you in the dark until the last minute. And I may have figured it out. We used to alternate planning things for the kids. But lately, it&amp;#039;s been all me. I know that&amp;#039;s just the way it evolved, but I liked it when you were scoping out fun things for us, and I miss it. Can we go back to a team approach?&amp;quot; If you have a friend who is always late, you can become a true healer with just one comment like this: &amp;quot;Just so you know, I&amp;#039;ll always wait for you. You&amp;#039;re much more important to me than getting to a movie in time for previews. But it would be great if we did leave early enough, because cutting it too close makes me stressed out about parking and all that.&amp;quot; Clocking Lateness  Use the profiles delineated above to nail why you have trouble being on time. Then you can start fighting back with these practical strategies. And don&amp;#039;t start &amp;quot;later&amp;quot; \u2014 start now.  Keep a date book and be sure to carry it with you: Writing down appointments makes them real; having that record always handy will keep you honest. If you aren&amp;#039;t scheduling yourself on paper or electronically, you&amp;#039;re more likely to give yourself leeway \u2014 at the expense of others. Factor lateness into your day: Create &amp;quot;lateness buffers&amp;quot; by planning to leave an event 10 or 15 minutes earlier than your first pass at scheduling would indicate. Or start getting ready a bit sooner than you think you need to, reminding yourself you aren&amp;#039;t the best judge of how much time you need. Have more confidence in your future: When you steal time to send one last e-mail, you&amp;#039;re really saying you&amp;#039;re not sure there&amp;#039;s enough time for, well, your life. Try walking out on the day&amp;#039;s loose ends, and you&amp;#039;ll find they slowly lose their control over you. Put yourself in their shoes: Imagine yourself as one of the people waiting for you, and his or her anxiety that time doesn&amp;#039;t really matter to you. Doing this exercise might motivate you to be more punctual. Balance your imbalances: If you&amp;#039;re the chronically late one in your family and your husband is compulsively punctual, recruit him as a time coach. Be sure you wear a watch: When you see that the time of your appointment has arrived, but you haven&amp;#039;t, you may feel just enough &amp;quot;good stress&amp;quot; to make more of an effort to be on time. Take time \u2014 for yourself: For those who have trouble creating realistic schedules and sticking to them, meditation can be beneficial because it forces you to sit quietly with yourself and focus. Yoga or an exercise routine can do the same.   My lateness started to disappear when my psychiatrist and I got to the bottom of my trouble with commitment. It related to everything from the normal pressure I felt to please my parents to my memories of school phobia as a child. I was associating commitment \u2014 and getting to therapy to talk about it \u2014 with all that early conflict. Choosing to begin therapy, and arriving on time, was part of the cure, especially since keeping that commitment yielded immeasurable gains in my sense of self and my ability to express love for others. Defeating lateness can mean victories just as great for you or those you love. So don&amp;#039;t delay the battle.  Take our What Your Lateness Is Telling You Quiz to find out if being on time is a problem for you and how to fix it. Being late can be a symptom of mild or even more serious psychological problems \u2014 worth thinking about if you or someone you know is habitually more than a few minutes late. 1. Depression: Because depression causes not only sadness, irritability, and changes in sleep and appetite, but also loss of focus and energy, depressed people may be chronically late \u2014 and that won&amp;#039;t be the only symptom. The lateness is likely to be relatively new or to come and go with the mood disorder. Also, depressed people who are late tend to be late to lots of different things, not just work or coffee with a friend. 2. Attention deficit disorder: Abbreviated as ADD, this disorder can make people late because they are always searching for misplaced keys, etc. It can make them forget appointments or lose their way, taking wrong turns as their mind wanders. ADD, like depression, is an equal-opportunity cause of lateness. You wouldn&amp;#039;t expect it to make you late for work and never for tennis. And you probably struggle in other areas, such as completing tasks in a timely fashion. 3. Substance abuse: Even though it&amp;#039;s anxiety provoking to wonder if it&amp;#039;s a little too much wine a few too many nights that&amp;#039;s making you late to work, it&amp;#039;ll end up being much more painful if you deny it. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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