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" \n At lunch at the Four Seasons Hotel in Beverly Hills, Ashlee orders a cheese pizza and a glass of champagne because that&amp;#039;s her idea of a celebratory meal. What&amp;#039;s the occasion? Her recently released second album, I Am Me, hit number one on the charts and sold 220,000 copies the first week it was out. With that kind of success, it&amp;#039;s hard to believe that it was just about a year ago that a raven-haired Ashlee lip-synched on Saturday Night Live and almost derailed her career. She addresses the incident directly in her new aptly titled song &amp;quot;Beautifully Broken.&amp;quot; But it was on October 8, 2005 \u2014 when she bravely returned to SNL as a musical guest and gave a flawless performance \u2014 that she finally succeeded in putting the experience behind her for good. I Am Me covers the whole last year of Ashlee&amp;#039;s life. She bought her first house, made her first movie (the indie flick Undiscovered), and has had her fair share of high-profile romances\u2026or has she? Listen in as she sets the record straight about her infamous love life\u2026and so much more.   Cosmo: Was the Saturday Night Live fiasco the worst thing that&amp;#039;s ever happened to you? Ashlee: I felt pretty low. People were really mean, so I chose not to watch all those shows that were being so rude about me. But the lowest point was when I started doubting myself and what I can do. Everybody has those times when you&amp;#039;re trying to be great and you fall on your face. I had to learn to pick myself up. That was the cool thing about it. C: What&amp;#039;s your relationship like with Jessica now? A: Jessica is a beautiful person and is so sweet and loving. It&amp;#039;s really nice to have a big sister. Whenever I need to lean on somebody, I can lean on her. It&amp;#039;s so cute because she always tells me &amp;quot;I look at you like a big sister too\u2014I lean on you all the time as well.&amp;quot; We have such a good relationship. C: You and Jessica each have such distinct styles. How would you describe yours? A: It&amp;#039;s a little more feminine now but still has an edge. I love vintage, and I like things to be a little off. I wear things Ashlee-style. I don&amp;#039;t care if I&amp;#039;m on the worst dressed [list] because it means I tried something. C: How do you feel about your body? A: I think I have good curves, and they&amp;#039;re womanly. I hate it when girls lose their curves. My sister has curves, and my mom has curves. I think it&amp;#039;s sexy not to be a bone, and it&amp;#039;s sad when people get too weightconscious and don&amp;#039;t look in the mirror and see themselves as being as beautiful as they are. C: Have you ever had an eating disorder? A: When I went to ballet school, I was around a lot of girls with eating disorders, and I actually had a minor one myself. It was about six months of not eating too much at all. I was 11 and 5 feet 2 and about 70 pounds. But then my parents stepped in and made me eat. That really helped a lot. C: What body part are you happiest with? A: My boobs. I have amazing boobs. I do, I know it. They&amp;#039;re not too big, not too small.\u2026They&amp;#039;re just perfect. C: What part of a guy&amp;#039;s body do you think is the sexiest? A: Right underneath their abs. Those little crevices are sexy. Oh, and I like a guy with a cute butt in his jeans. I&amp;#039;m into skinny boys, I guess. C: Are you dating anyone now? A: No. I&amp;#039;d love to be in a relationship, but I haven&amp;#039;t met anybody. I&amp;#039;m just over dating the same boring guys. C: Is it hard to meet good guys? A: It&amp;#039;s hard to meet guys in L.A.! I don&amp;#039;t like guys who are obsessed with themselves. It&amp;#039;s like &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;m the girl here! I should be concerned with how my hair looks, not you!&amp;quot; C: Are you over Ryan Cabrera? A: No, I don&amp;#039;t think so. When do you really get over it? I still love [Ryan]. We&amp;#039;re good friends now, which is cool. We had dinner last night, and it&amp;#039;s not anything weird.  C: If he was with another girl, would you be jealous?  A: I&amp;#039;ve had those moments, I&amp;#039;m not going to lie. But I&amp;#039;m not very jealous, though. Anytime you see someone you love with somebody else, your heart kind of falls to the ground. And the reaction is getting pissed. I&amp;#039;ve done that and learned it&amp;#039;s not the way to go. It usually doesn&amp;#039;t work. I&amp;#039;ve definitely said my things and left my angry messages, but it&amp;#039;s just much better not to say anything. C: What&amp;#039;s a red flag for you with guys? A: When he has Us Weekly at his house. And a guy who after the first two dates wants to go down the red carpet with me\u2014not cool, bad sign. C: Have you ever liked two guys at the same time? A: Yes, I have. It can be hard to choose, so usually in that situation, I don&amp;#039;t choose at all. I date them both and tell them that I&amp;#039;m not emotionally ready for a relationship. Then I see which one of them takes me. C: Who was the last guy you turned down flat? A: Just the other night, there was this one guy. I really can&amp;#039;t mention his name, but I came right out and told him that he had a horrible ego problem and that I wouldn&amp;#039;t be interested in him at all until he fixed that. C: Have you ever been rejected? A: Definitely. Someone dumped me in a mean way before. He went through my journal and read something private that I had written to myself, and he dumped me. But I got over it by hanging out with my girlfriends. C: How do you know when you&amp;#039;re in love? A: You know after about a year and a half. It&amp;#039;s not the first three weeks\u2026you think you&amp;#039;re in love then but it happens later. It&amp;#039;s when you show him that &amp;quot;Yeah, this is what I do, and it&amp;#039;s gross&amp;quot;\u2014and he thinks you&amp;#039;re cute for it. Or when he does something gross and you think it&amp;#039;s cute. There was a moment when I was in love that I was like &amp;quot;I can&amp;#039;t believe you smell so bad, but I still love you and want to kiss you right now.&amp;quot; C: At what age do you think you&amp;#039;ll get married? A: I&amp;#039;d love to get married in my 30s. I feel like your 20s are when you figure yourself out. So I would rather wait until I&amp;#039;m who I&amp;#039;m going to be and am ready for that\u2026after I&amp;#039;ve gotten through all my craziness. C: What kind of craziness do you still have to get out? A: I like to have fun. I like to drink beer and be one of the boys. I don&amp;#039;t think that would work if I were married. It&amp;#039;s the freedom of being young and enjoying life. C: What&amp;#039;s the one thing your friends would complain about to your face? A: They call me a brat! They&amp;#039;re like &amp;quot;Hey brat, come here,&amp;quot; because I like to get my way. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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