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"The Bachelor star Sean Lowe has admitted that sending home AshLee Frazier was &amp;quot;agonising&amp;quot;. Lowe said goodbye to Frazier after dates in Thailand in the last episode, and has admitted that he knew the week would be &amp;quot;difficult&amp;quot; as it is when he was sent home on The Bachelorette last year.  The 29-year-old, who suggested that the week &amp;quot;conjured up feelings of heartbreak&amp;quot;, admitted that he was unsure about his relationship with Frazier even though she was a &amp;quot;frontrunner&amp;quot; from the beginning. &amp;quot;I think she was the best for me on paper,&amp;quot; Lowe wrote in his blog for People. &amp;quot;However, I was definitely aware that I didn&amp;#039;t seem to laugh as much with AshLee as I did with Lindsay and Catherine. &amp;quot;AshLee was always very intense and I had to decide if I could be with someone who didn&amp;#039;t share my sense of humour.&amp;quot;  Lowe acknowledged that their date was &amp;quot;incredible&amp;quot;, adding: &amp;quot;I started to convince myself that I could overlook the lack of laughter because her other qualities were so wonderful... We spent the rest of the evening talking about the future. Once again I could envision my life with AshLee.&amp;quot; However, Lowe explained that he made his decision when he realised that he was &amp;quot;falling in love&amp;quot; with Catherine Giudici during their date later in the week. &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ve said from the very beginning that I was looking for my best friend,&amp;quot; he said. &amp;quot;Being with Lindsay and Catherine seemed like they could be that. I didn&amp;#039;t have the same feeling when I was with AshLee. Of course, she brought me joy and I could picture her being my loving wife and a fantastic mother to our children, but I knew I needed more.  &amp;quot;I want to create a home full of laughter and I need to share my life with someone who is adventurous. And as much as I wanted that person to be AshLee, I knew that it wasn&amp;#039;t.&amp;quot; Lowe also revealed that he found watching Frazier&amp;#039;s video blog &amp;quot;agonising&amp;quot; and said that he was dreading the rose ceremony, in which Frazier barely spoke to him after hearing his decision.  &amp;quot;I was really upset to see AshLee&amp;#039;s reaction,&amp;quot; he said. &amp;quot;Not because it made it more difficult for me, but because I knew she wouldn&amp;#039;t have closure if she didn&amp;#039;t allow me the chance to explain myself. &amp;quot;All I wanted to do was console her and give her closure and talk it out. But I could tell that she wanted to leave my side as quickly as she could. Who was I to try and stop her? It was agonising.&amp;quot; The Bachelor continues with the Women Tell All special on Monday on ABC. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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