By this stage i was desperate because the pain did not cease, it took away my desire to live, i didn't have hope i only wanted to die , because of the way that I was living wasn´t the way to live.
J’étais désespérée à cause de la douleur qui ne disparaissait pas, je ne voulais plus vivre, je n’avais envie de rien d’autre que de la mort car ma vie n’était plus digne.