My father is in the military. My mom is dead. I still speak with my dad. I use to be a pole dancer. I now work for social security.  I'm thinking of going back to pole dancing. I want to be my old self. I listen to other people's problems.
I live in the city. I used to live on a farm. I'm homeless. I may move back to the country. I have a drinking problem. I use to teach dancing. I live in a box. I am 45. My mother is dead. I struggling with finding something to make me happy. I want to open a dance studio. I need a job.
What did you do before you became homeless? I was living with my wife on my old family farm, but we have split up because of my mental health.  Yeah and in this country mental health issues get pushed way down on the things people actively care about helping It can be hard to get out of a hole once you are so far down into it. It's hard to find help I'd say it's damn near impossible. There's the lack of money, the stigma associated with it, the distrust of others, etc... It's an absolute pit and very few people actually want to help people out of it I don't hold other people responsible for my actions and I don't expect people to help me. It's hard to find help sure, but I accept that I am responsible for myself, not other people. I'd feel the opposite. Mental issues are completely out of your control yet you are saddled with them regardless. I think it would do us all a world of good if there were more help out there to alleviate things that are completely out of our control They are not completely out of my own control. I choose to be homeless and the fact that there are not more people to help is not any one persons fault. I could get any job, but I choose to be picky so I can hold out for a better one. Maybe thats true, but  there is also the issue that your brain is not functioning like a normal person's brain so it literally tells you to go against yourself. It's telling you that you deserve to be homeless because certain cognitive functions are wired incorrectly and tell you the opposite of what other peoples brains tell them No it is not and I find it absurd that someone else is insisting to me how my own brain works---or rather that it doesn't work, simply because I am choosing to be homeless. You don't know me, don't act like you do or you are some armchair psychologist Maybe that's true as well...just get help any way you can Thank you I will. Have you spoken with your dad recently?