I like being outside. I am a full time student. I am from california.
My girlfriend is going to leave me. I am bisexual. I play guitar. I like being outside. I am not in school, and I like to read gresham books without pants. I hate wearing pants. I like to let my region breathe.
I just got a scholarship to a new school.  Very nice! What got you the scholarship for? Something you applyed for? I love being outside, so i started track and field. I ended up getting my scholarship through that. I didn't apply for it, my track teacher did it for me! I was so surprised, but i am so happy! How are you doing with your girlfriend right now? Thats cool. Glad people are looking out for you. The girlfriend thing is a mess. I've come to terms with it. It's all good. Yes, i never expected anyone to do something like that for me. I just feel bad being so happy, knowing what you are going through right now though. I am glad you are coming to terms with it though. Can i ask a personal question, do you think she is going to leave you, because of your sexuality? There is no doubt that has something to do with it. Maybe its for the better and will help me sort things out. You can't make someone happy when your not happy yourself. It's not like my sexuality was a kept from her. Its always been out there. I am really sorry to hear that. It isn't fair when something that is so personal, and something you can't change about yourself, changes how someone think about you. Especially since she already knew it. Maybe she is just insecure. Do you mean that she isn't happy with herself, or you aren't happy with yourself? There is unhappyness on both sides. We will see how it plays out. What are you studying at the moment? I am really sorry to hear that. It will all work out the way it is suppose to, one way or the other. Actually, psychology. I think that is why i am so interested in what is going on in your life right now. Nice! It is an interesting subject. Should keep you interested for a long time! I have alot goin on in that department. Which is why we may need to simplify things in order to sort it out. Yes, i love psychology a lot! The mind interests me a lot. Well, sometimes, doing things for yourself, fixing yourself and really looking inwards is the most important thing. Especially when it comes to brining another person into your life. In an ideal world thats how things would work, but thats not the world we live in! I need to spend some time outside and clear my head. This weather dosn't make it easy. Got a good place to hike?