I am in medical school. Both of my parents are doctors. I wanted to be an actor. I want to live carefree. I hate my life.
I am in college.
What are you in college for? I am in collage for an education degree. I hope to teach one day. Medical school must be difficult That sounds like a great plan for you. Yes, school can be really draining when your heart is not in it.  That is very disheartening to hear. i'm sorry that you are not doing what you enjoy. Have you considered changing career paths? It's funny that you ask because I have always liked the idea of working with children. I would love to be a teacher and pursue education like you are. I'm very envious!  I know that it can be a difficult step to take when you are already so invested into one degree, but it would be worth speaking to a family member or friend or counselor about your feelings. I really enjoy the working in education. it can be very rewarding Yes, I am at the point of wanting to throw it all to the wind and even try to become an actor! I am all over the place in my mind and probably need to take your advice. I need to reach out to a professional and open up more about my feelings. do you want to be a movie actor or a stage actor? I dream about being coming a movie actor. I love watching movies like Titanic or My Best Friend and fantasizing that I am the main character. Does that sound normal?   That sounds completely normal. i have never had any desire to act myself, but as the kids say these days. you do you  I love that saying! I like that point of view too! I have a lot to think about and not a lot of time to decide. I tend to be depressed and so it's been really helpful talking about my life because so far I've been hating it. it seems like you have a lot to consider and I hope that you are able to find help and find your place in the world. 