I am disappointed with everyday life. I quit college. I would like to be a dog or bear. I want to be an artist. I can paint to classical music. I want to get into a NASA program.
I am taking beauty classes. I create make up tutorials in youtube. I want to be a beautician.
I checked out one of your makeup tutorials on YouTube and I learned a lot! Thank you for viewing my tutorial. Did you find it useful? oh yeah!  I think some of your techniques I will use, and I think they will help me feel more confident!  Do you suggest I moisturize my skin before bed or in the morning? It depends on your skin type but generally I would recommend before bed. I am so glad it makes you feel more confident. Hopefully it can help you become more satisfied with everyday life. When was the last time you made a painting? It has been a while.  TBH I have just had a hard time this past month.  I just want to lay in bed like a bear hibernating all winter.  I want to paint, I just cant seem to get over my daily life to get that ambition.   I totally understand that. I find sometimes the hardest part to get motivation is to just take the first step in the right direction. If you view more of my makeup tutorials maybe you will find something that will work amazing for you and give you your confidence back. I know painting supplies can be expensive, just like makeup supplies. If you were a clown you could use paint as makeup and save money. Have you ever done face painting? Ha! that's great.  No I have not done face painting.  Much of my art work is oil paint.  I like to create works with a lot of texture.  However, face painting could be rewarding.  I love seeing kids with their faces painted like tigers and bears... like the whole face, not just a college symbol or a heart on their cheek.  Do you ever do makeup for men?  I wish it was more popular. Yes in my beauty classes we spent a few days learning about the different techniques for mens makeup. I enjoyed it but don't think there is enough money in the men's makeup industry it to make it worthwhile focusing on, but you never know! That is so cool, i've never used oil paints. Are there lots of mens makeup videos such as tutorials on Youtube?  You know, I don't know.  I was in New York with my friend Christine... she wanted to go to a makeup convention where they did makeup for special effects as well as for regular makeup.  And I asked her if she could do my makeup, but she only ever knew how to make me look girly.  Your techniques you posted can be used by a man, so I liked that!  I should check out youtube and see what they have.  I am just scared that instead of smoothing out my skin, it will make me look like I am getting ready for a drag show. Hahaha yes I supposed that is possible, especially if you used too much makeup. That is a cool makeup industry (special effects). Imagine being able to do the makeup for a zombie based tv show like the walking dead! Did you enjoy New York? Oh yeah... I loved it.  had never been there before.  One interesting thing that happened was I left the hotel one day on the way to Ground Zero, and I walked past this old fire station.  I looked at it and thought "This place looks familiar"  Then this family came by and their little boy was in a Ghostbusters jumpsuit... and it dawned on me.  This was the firestation from Ghostbusters.  Anyway I talked to the family, they were on their way to the library after getting photos at the fire station.  So I asked if their little boy and I could have a picture together.  And, now I have a picture with a future ghostbuster. Great, I know a lot of the biggest makeup brands come from new york. Thats a cool picture! Would you ever sell it?