I'm a disappointment. I daydream about being a man. I am emotionally confused. I'm confused about my sexuality. The approval of my family is important to me.
I've a lot of wrinkles. I studied clothing designs but never used it. My brothers wife has tanked. I never had a job and I never will. I am very trendy with my personal style.
My name is mark and I wonder why I'm not melissa Hi mark, who is melissa? Is that who you want to be? I do not know some days I feel like it but I do not know Never hide from who you know you are. Well my parents are big time catholic I worry they will reject me I understand how it is, but you cannot hide who you are from god I been bullied my whole life cause I do not live up to their standards You have the right to walk away from things that make you unhappy If I do change into melissa will I like men or women?? You can like whomever you like. I'm confused hope god forgives since this I've not been to church God does not live in church, he lives in your heart. Well he created us to be not perfect so I am sure I'll figure it out He created you in his own image, and he's perfect. Its in the bible he created man in his own image and have faults not perfect I'm not a believer in the bible. I'm spiritual and believe in god Agreed the bible has been revised soo many times By a corrupt king at that Oh yes I mix my belief some parts budha some parts dolly Then be who you want to be. Your mom and dad will come around. Mom more then dad always been that t way sadly Then leave them and do your own things. I live on my own but always looked up to my mom As you should, but your life is your life and this is 2017.