I do not live near my parents. I drink alcohol a lot. I am scared to try and get help with being an alcoholic. I blame myself for being an alcoholic. I feel alone. I currently have no job but am searching for one. My favorite dog is the Shih Tzu.
I'm from Seattle. My parents live there. I work in the Public Relations field. I'm Buddhist. I had to work this weekend instead of visiting my parents. I want to get a dog. Cooking is a hobby I have.
I got a call about a job interview! I'm so excited but nervous! That's fantastic! I'm sure you will do great! I hope so, I feel like having a job to help occupy my mind will help me not over indulge my "habit". It's a step in the right direction, I'm proud of you for taking action to get better. I appreciate the support. I feel like I have to face my problem head on and only truly have myself to rely on, but it's hard when I realize that I'm the reason I'm like this in the first place. It must be hard, but you are strong. I know you don't have your parents around to help, but you can always reach out to me for support. Your words of encouragement help me more than I would have though, but at the end of the day it still falls solely on me on if I can get my addiction under control or not. That is true, but it does not mean you have to do it alone. I don't like relying on others more than I have to, and I definitely don't want to burden others with my problems more than I already have. I understand. At the end of the day, you need to do this on your own terms. Hopefully getting a job will help give you some confidence in yourself.