I love to write stories while sitting in the grass in my back yard. I like to write mystery stories they are my favorite. I am starting writing a story. I create stories, I don't like to get rained on. I'm writing a new mystery novel. I can proofread. I watch YouTube videos.
My mom died when I was 9. I want  to write about mother but its still a sensitive subject, I don't know how to start writing. I watch youtube as a distraction in writing about my dead mother. I'm trying not to watch YouTube. I want to write about my mother. I want to honor my mother. I am hard  on self. I'm dying my hair this weekend the same color as my deceased mother. I'm interested in dyeing my hair. I watch TikTok videos. I don't have friends.
I was thinking, to help get you started with your writing about your mother, maybe writing a letter to her can help you connect to her memory? Write about what she means to you, and anything you would want to tell her about your life since she passed away. That's a good idea. I hadn't considered doing that before but maybe a letter would help me open up a little. Maybe in the letter you could tell her about your plans to dye your hair. What color are you dying it? Same color as hers -- she was pale blonde. It's going to be hard because my hair is naturally dark brown but I'll make it happen. I hope. I'm sure you'll do a great job. If you need help or advice about how to do it you can always watch some YouTube or TikTok video tutorials about the topic. I'm a little worried about the bleach, but at least if I screw it up, I can write about it. Right? That's a great attitude, whatever happens just keep going and make the best of it! So how is your writing coming along? Anything new since yesterday? I try to write one new chapter for my mystery novel every day, but today I was feeling inspired and wrote two chapters. Wow. So do you already know how it will end, or are you making it up as you go along? I usually let the characters come alive and lead me where they want to go, so the ending is always a surprise to me until I get there. That's kind of nice, I guess.