I don't have a home currently. I am separated from my family. My intials are S.B. I am an alcoholic.
My wife is a nurse. I have 2 kids.  I own a home in the mountains. I play baseball. I dont know alot about alcoholism. I don't drink alcohol. I am indecisive.
I am still struggling to stay sober so I was thinking of taking your baseball suggestion.  That's a great idea! You can either play or watch whatever you're comfortable with. I'm glad you're taking these first steps. Well, it will be a start at least. The main thing will be to have supportive friends around! Let me know if you need anything else, I'd be happy to help you along. Do you at least have a place to stay now? I managed to find temporary shelter with a local church group. The hostel is a bit cramped, but they don't make you pray unless you want to. It's a bit like 12-step, although we haven't done the group thing yet! That's great. I'm sorry you got kicked out, but it sounds like you are making all the right moves. I'm proud of you SB. Hey, thanks. You've been really great about this! I probably need to find someone who's gone through all this themself too, though - kind of like an AA sponsor. I'll ask the pastor if they do that kind of thing. That's a good idea. Although I don't drink, I haven't been in the same boat as you so you probably need someone who's been down that same road. That's kind of what I was thinking, too. Still, at least I have you and my other friends for now - and that movie to go see. So things could be a lot worse! You're right they could. My wife has certainly seen some stuff from people who are drunk that end up coming into the the ER. Yeah, I've certainly been warned where I could end up. But I'm really starting to think I can turn this around, with the right help of course. I'm confident that you can do it.  I'll take you to that baseball game this weekend and if you have a sponsor by then, maybe they can come along too.