My boyfriend wants an open relationship but I don't. I love my boyfriend.  I have been married before. I am ready to get married again. I'm in an open relationship but don't like it. I don't think my relationship will last.  I have 10 years more experience than my coworker, but she was promoted so I am mad at her. I work in retail on the shop floor.
I believe non-monogamous relationships are ok. I am a man.  I am easygoing.
Me and my boyfriend have split up.  Sorry to hear that everything will be alright soon. I hope so. He met another girl and wanted to be with both of us, but I just couldn't do it.  Do you love him, Does he love you. I do love him, but I don't like to share him with anyone else. I don't think he can love me and someone else at the same time. Love can not be bounded, What mother shares with her children's is also love which is not biased or Love has no boundaries.  Maybe, but I don't like to think about him being with anyone else, physically, if you know what I mean. A mother's love is a lot different from an intimate partner's love. It's just not for me, I guess. I understand you concept of not sharing but I think you should try relationship and give some time who knows you might like what seemed odd. It just grosses me out. I'm sure I'll meet someone that is more than happy to be with only me. Maybe I'll meet someone at work. Maybe I wish you luck but the concept of monogamy has developed only few centuries before, Physically one can force himself but to connect mentally is what to Love. I can have meaningful mental relationships with people without being romantically connected to them. I love a lot of people, just not romantically.  If your Boyfriend is mentally connected to you and cares about except the fact that both have different concept of relationship I think you should at least give it a try.