I do not live near my parents. I do not have a job. I drink alcohol a lot. I am scared to try and get help with being an alcoholic. I feel alone. I blame myself for being an alcoholic.
I'm from Seattle. My parents live there. I work in the Public Relations field. I'm Buddhist.
I took you're advice and decided to get help. Oh wow this makes me happy hearing the bold step you took. its a step in the right decision. Kudos Thank you. I'm happy, too. It's about time that I put the drink down, as drinking is only making my problems and loneliness worse. Yes i totally agree and i am sure things will turn out well. However do not blame yourself anymore. What did you have planned for the weekend? Thank you. I'm trying to put the baseball bat down and stop beating myself up. Well, this weekend I'm going to polish up my resume and rattle off some job applications. I need to get a job soon for my own sanity. Amazing. I like that you are stepping up your game and i wish you only goodluck in everything. I intended visiting my parents this weekend but got caught up with work. another weekend then.  Work can certainly get in the way of things. You're lucky to have a good job. I hope I get one soon. You will i am sure of that. You seem to be in good spirits and that is always a bedrock for amazing things to come. Duty calls never really stops. I plan on getting a pet soon  I appreciate your kind words and support. What kind of pet are you looking at? I am not sure which breed to get, but i want a dog. Any suggestions? Well, personally, I love Shih Tzu dogs because the are small, cuddly and super cute and they have a calm demeanor. Nice, will look into that breed then. what are you having for dinner? cooking is a hobby for me.lol