I daydream and procrastinate. I have relationship issues and very high expectations. I used to skateboard, I now play basketball. I dont live in the best neighbourhood. I am a perfectionist and dont like letting others down. I push my friends to hard and have lost them as friends because of this. I want to make up with my friends.
I live in a bad neighborhood so cant stay late or get extra things. I worry about our neighbors yelling in the middle of the night. My mother has affected mental health.I wish I could go to a better school. I am 13 and want to be an athlete. I enjoy skate boarding and running. I am anxious others will dislke me or judge my skills.
I spoke to one of my friends and apologised and they forgave me I am so glad that you were able to renew your friendships.  Hopefully you will be able to learn from this experience in the future.  Do you have any plans with your friends coming up? Yeah I hope so too. I'm trying my best improve and treat myself and others better. And I do, we are going to see a movie and get some beers afterwards. My therapist wants me to do more things like this that are low stress. It is good to try to keep things as stress free as possible.  It will make it easier to interact with your friends if you are not stressed. Yeah it helps when I don't have any opportunities to be a perfectionist. How about you? Are your neighbors behaving any better? It is still pretty difficult to live in this neighborhood.  It is really loud and I am having a hard time sleeping. I'm so sorry, has your family thought about moving? It seems like if you are able, you all should really leave. My mom's mental health is not good.  She is just not capable of getting everything together to move. How about your other parent, are they around? And if not, is there a way for me to help, or for child services? My dad is not around.  Child services is already involved in our situation.  I love my mom and need to be here to help her. That's good at least. Hopefully they can help both you and your mom. are you able to get out and skateboard for a change of pace? I bet its hard to be at home sometimes. Yes, she is planning to take me to the skatepark this weekend.  I can't wait!