question: i feel really nervous around people to the point i cant even talk to my family without being awkward and quiet. I feel when people look at me and try to talk i cant think of anything to say. when im texting i can talk nonstop but when i meet someone in person i get quiet and awkward and feel like there is something seriously wrong with me. I have no friends and when i feel i start to make friends i began to push them away. When im drunk i can socialize remarkably and have no nervousness and feel comfortable with anything i say and once the alcohol wears off i become silent and nervous again.