question: Hello...i'm a boy at the age of 17. acutally we're living in iran, and az you know we do not have any kind of special relation with girls, therefore i guess this is the time when masterbaition rasies! at first you have the pleasure both mentaly and physically but after that some kind of weird seneses embark to talk with you that you've done a wrong movement...i'm a little confused about myself and my sensations! i'm asking your help please!  thank you