question: uery: s is nazir ahmed shaikh from pakistan . Last 6 months i am very ill. facing left basal gabglia bleed HTN DM CRF GONT first of all i am 45 year old (o+) blood group.stroke patients "paralysis left arms legs memory is good speaking same like before. "this is my some details which i faced . 1" from last 6 months i am facing brain hem reg through high blood pressure (tablets using "Epival 500" mg two times morning and night) now a days i am fine my memory is good same like before. now i am not using Epival 500 gm tables. its closed . and my consultant doctor is saying now ur fine from my side your fit. 2: blood pressure is now under control (using tablets NORVASC 10gm from last 6 months still continue morning and half night ) 3: sugar : facing from 12 years also under control using insoline humulin R 3 times daily morning evening night depend on units if sugar is from 150 -200 using 2 units. 4" kidney problems: facing from last 9 months using tables laxics . urine output is very bed. my urea was 173 and creatinen was 9.2 . one day i got 3 times dialysis my creatinen 4.3 and urea was 90. and hemoglobin last from and was 9.8 after discharge from hospital i was good using (tablets ketosteril morning evening night) i was good urine output was very good. but blood was lost from 9.2.-8.3. in this peroid was feeling very nice phesothraphy was continue 50% was improving. 5:stroke : paralysis left arms legs only 50% is improving . still continue one hours daily. 6 eye side is weak left and right last 8 months i got operation both side lenses now my left eyes is weak not seeing clearly . injection was avastin every months 4 months courses . i got 2 and 2 is reaming . Dr. yes i am facing DM HTN CRF . now a days i am in dialysis two times is a every week. todays i goes labortry of my test result of blood is HEMOGLOBIN 10.7 (using injection very week that name is ESPOGEN PREFILLED 4000IU ) this injection using last month march still continue for increase my blood .because in dialysis i lost my blood that why ia m using other history is during my 1st dialysis is used one blood beg . few months passed again i used two time blood . R B C 3.9 MORPHOLOGY OF ERYTHROCYTES (-) HYPOCHROMIA (+) ANISOCYTOSIS (+) NEUTROPHLS 62 LYMPHOCYTES 33 MONOCYTES 02 PCV (H.CL) 32 M C V 78 M C H 26 M C H C 30.6 UREA 132 CREATININE 6.1 this is current my reports of blood test 4th april 2011. Dr. i am feeling waek after dialysis my treatment is going on iam send u one file of my current treatment please see it . Dr one thing more my left arm and leg is paralysis but now 50% is improvement i can move my self but feeling weak getting support . this is my history 8 months ago is my left eyes is more week some time i am not seeing clearly doctor suggest me that u need lean sis in both eyes left and right after lean sis. few days passed i got full week my eyes i can't see clearly . again doctor suggest me that u r facing black water in eyes so now i will do u operation for removing ur black water dust from ur eyes then u can see clear.this operation was depend on 4 injection that is Avastin injection i got 2 injection two are reaming. now i want to move in india for kidney problem i want to remove my dialysis what is better for me . please tell me and take a good decision for save my life . hurry as soon as possible . hello sir