question: Hello doctor, I am a 24-year-old female. I am looking for some help. I feel no doctor understands what is wrong with me. I have had epilepsy since around puberty around the age of 12 when I got my period. I had a lot of seizures until I was finally controlled on Tegratol 200 mg. Throughout my teenage years, they decreased. When I married and got pregnant, my doctor lowered my dose to one pill 200 mg only at night. This was because I had no seizures for at least six months. Then I had no seizures for five years. Now I am 24, suddenly I had three seizures in one day. I was taken to the hospital and given a Magnesium injection. This was two months after giving birth and not getting periods back due to breastfeeding. I made myself sick fearing to eat anything or stress myself as I never knew what triggered it. I visited a neurologist, he said my dose is too low. He said to take 200 mg at night and 300 mg at night because I mainly get seizures when I am awake.  Anyways through all of this, I get symptoms of seizures throughout the afternoon and night and when I wake up. So I get a lot of auras but no seizures. I have had this problem since I have had epilepsy. How would I get rid of these auras? My doctor seems to be confused and says it is just anxiety but I know what I am feeling. And it is the same feeling before my seizures (electric shock feeling in my right thumb). He wanted to put me on Xanax. Do I need this much medication? When I used to have seizures I would have only one in a day but after having three in one day, I got worried. I have had multiple ECG and MRI and they never found anything. Please, if you can help me. I am sick of living life in fear. What would you advise me to do?