question: Im 21 years old and in the past few years i have suffered enormously with my problem..every so often i have episodes were i just cant control myself. I cry, i get angry, i have thoughts about wanting to end it all, and just recently its getting worse. 2 years ago, i smoked cannabis daily for about 18months solid but since i have stopped, my paranoia and emotions are just a mess...and i just cant seem to control it. I really need answers!