question: Sir, I m 22 year old male. I have been doing excessive masterbation since 11 years old. My penis is not straight now. It has got many nerves over it and one thick nerve is also there. My semen is not pure white but it of little light blue colour. I cant withstand more than 45 seconds in masterbation with hands. After i ejaculate, I am able to masterbate again but this time it takes good time to ejaculate but semen ejaculated is not much in quantity. Apart from this, Whenever I see sexy girl or ladies, or in just starting of sex talk, or reading rape news or sexy story,I use to get sensation and my penis erects and white lubricant fluid comes quickly out of me. Sir I have lost my concentration to a bad extent. And I forget the things easily. Most of the time I remember some sexy girl in night and ultimately i have to masterbate because my penis erects and doesnt loose without masterbation. Sir. Please tell me what should I do now. How can I get back to the normal?