question: im really depressed and I believe I need to leave my house like away from my mother to help. I don't know what to do but im starting to hurt myself and I want to kill myself. my mother is making this worse on me and I don't know if I should try to stay with another family member. please help bc it is getting really bad. I know that if I say this in front of my mother she will preach the gospel and I don't want to hear it so please help me. I don't want to hurt myself anymore and I don't want to be depressed anymore.