question: I really don t want to know the answer to this because I am terrified about what I may have done to my body.Basically for the last 2 or 3 years I have skipped most of my periods...I think I maybe have about 4 a year?I just felt so low and scared of being alone with bfs, that i felt I m due on my period. They will want sex. If i cant give it to them, the will break up with me .So I would keep skipping the pill...often though I would forget to take it and come on, sometimes lightly, sometimes heavily, and to force it stop early would eat about 5 pills in one go...just to force it to stop.I know I have probably ruined my body, and my hormones to say the least are all over the place...i was super hormonal and cry-ey and jealous and just an emotional wreck.But now I m worried it might have effected my fertility somehow? & Maybe make it harder for me to conceive in the future. (Which is my biggest fear)I keep getting random pains in my right ovary kind of area.Just wondering what the effects might be? Im 21. Been on Microgynon 30 since I was 16.