question: Hello doctor, I believe I am suffering from a narcissistic personality disorder and pathological lying. From health conditions to plain misconceptions of me as a person. I want to live an honest and pure life, and I want to steer away from these lies I have succumbed to over the past couple aching years. I want to be able to do this without losing the people I care about. I have thought about just coming clean completely and telling them every false thing about me, but I will never have that type of courage. These are people I never want to betray. I need guidance, and I need advice, I feel as though my entire life is a lie, and it makes me genuinely suicidal at times. I am seventeen, please help.