question: namastey . my name is Jayant Sharma . my age is 18 years.  I m from n.e.b. alwar . i am persuing my b.tech from poornima college jaipur . i m in first year . Sir plz help me i m in deep depression . i have very negative thinking about everything and everyperson, i start thinking a lot about small small things.  I crack unwanted and foolish jokes . i make fun of myself in front of others .Since last 2 weeks i wished thrice to commit suicide but i just thought of my sister who is going to  get married I m not addicted to alcoholic and smoking .