question: I have short attention span, I forget things, I can't sleep, I feel like crying for no reason, I often think of suicide, I can't get up in the morning. But what bothers me the most is that I can't read a book anymore, because it doesn't hold my attention, I do too many things at once and can't finish any of them. I'm always late because I make myself late by doing other things which are not related to my priority. I can't finish my work... What's wrong with me?