question: hello my name is jennifer  i have had sle lupus since age 7.. and spleen removed at 8 and i havent had a good life in cild hood nor now. both legs in such severe pain and i have i have been fallen im 34 and all the other doctors wanna blame my lupus no i cry at night when the pain get strong feels like drill is going through the inner of knee caps and pain times i cant walk but also for years i have had problem with middle to lower back like a pinched. im morphine 35mg a day and oxycodone 3 a day 10mg-325 thats not helping much anymore taking 2 every 4-6 as needed works better for me...i youst to  be on higher dosages of morphine 60mg 3 times daily... i needs some help my dauther is 15 and has found me on the floor  when feel have a hair line crack rightside of skull...