question: Hi, I experience serious panic attacks when my boyfriend or a loved one leaves whereas for a day out with other people or just general errands. I get these episodes of feeling abandoned and I get obsessive behavior so i start calling them on the phone constantly, text them for no reason and I even got to the point of faking symptoms of sickness that lead me to a violent rage of tears and despair. I need to stay in control, but how, what's wrong with me?