question: Hi my Name is Dillön I’m a Male and I’ve been having more and more intense emotions and negative thoughts and impulse to act on my suicidal urges lately , I can’t take it anymore I’m hopeless and empty I keep screwing relationships up I miss my friend but I left him and he won’t take me back :(( I’m scared of people abandoning me it’s my biggest biggest fear which is causing this emotional pain for me , I’ve been like this for years and I self harm nearly everyday to cope with my intense emotions :(( do you think I may have traits of Bonderline personality? I also get very attached to people very easily but I end up thinking they will leave me and then it gets castrophesing