question: I am crying every day and even feel I don't want to live anymore.  I have a lot of situational upheaval.  I am on 60mg of cymbalta which I have been on for about 10 years.  I've tried a higher dose but it doesn't agree with me.  I hurt emotionally and physically. I'm 75 years old.  I also take alprazalam.  Please help me stop the pain in my mind and body.  I'm at the end of my rope.  I see a nurse practitioner regularly.  I've been hospitalized for depression at least a dozen times.  That doesn't help.  Please answer as soon as you can.  I am desperate.