question: Hi, I have been cutting myself for over 8 years now and recently I feel like I'm losing control. My urges are always there and I feel like I have to take things further or cut deeper just to be satisfied. I'm worried that one day I'll take it to far, and know I should see my go or something. However, I know the way and the things I think aren't normal, and I do have suicidal thoughts. I'm scared that telling this to a doctor, they can inform my parent or it could lead to admission to a hospital or something like that. Could you please tell me what I can do, and if this is the case?I really appreciate any advice.ThanksNikki