question: Earlier this summer, I figured out that I made myself autistic when I was very young. Now, I have done the research to know enough to say that I had a disintegrative personality disorder, like an autistic savant. But I compensated for it all, was never really scared, never blamed anyone for what happened to me, and now I don't know how to prove this easily. From what I have read, I have not found anyone that had something this severe, never had it diagnosed, and then recovered and was able to explain exactly how it happened. I can do all of that now. Do you have any ideas about where to go with all of this?