question: Let s say I have an imaginary friend. I cry everytime I crave for her existence. I m confused since I know she s just my creation but it hurts me so much to accept that she wasnt real. Im still hurt. Now I think it s affecting me in my daily routine I cry everyday almost because of her. I m feeling so down these days and I can t focus in almost everything including my studies I m also confused about everythig including my decisions. I m not sure if im schizophrenic or what..