question: i am in pain with h&h and its so painful. i am on that on medication that starts with an A. i have always been depressed but its gotten to the point where i dont care about the depression and i just want this gone!!!! it its the wrost pain ever. if we are being honest i will tell you i truely want to die. its sad but true life isnt worth living when you are in pain every day. people can say they accomplish everything when you are disablied but truely its not true. i hate this sh and i am sick of being in pain. my doctor has no clue what to do