question: Hi, Im 15 and dont know whats wrong with me, I have cut my wrists using a ruler 3 times and alot of the time feel very depressed, what motivates me to want to cut myself is thinking about how much happier and better off people would be without me here but alot of the time what stops me from cutting is thinking taht i cant leave my boyfriend on his own. I have spoken to my mum about cutting myself once but dont want to again because i didnt feel comfortable with it, sometimes i talk to my boyfriend about it but i find it very hard to because i knwo how much it upsets him. I dont know if i have an mental issue or what but id really just like to know if i have a condition or something and if there is any one or a comunity or organiseation near where i live that i can go to to talk about my problems and recive help to stop me feeling so cut off from all my friends and family and to stop me feeling this way. Thank you.