I have been looking into polyamory lately. With today's world, I think it might keep me from feeling rejected as often as I do.
Interesting.  Being polyamorous does not imply that you are not seeking a deep and long-term relationship.  It only means that sexual and relational exclusivity are not necessary for it.
I agree! I think people tend to look at polyamory as a sign that someone can't commit to another person, but it's totally the opposite.
Polyamory
Polyamory (from Greek ', "many, several", and Latin ', "love") is the practice of, or desire for, intimate relationships with more than one partner, with the consent of all partners involved. It has been described as "consensual, ethical, and responsible non-monogamy". People who identify as polyamorous believe in an open relationship with a conscious management of jealousy; they reject the view that sexual and relational exclusivity are necessary for deep, committed, long-term
the first albums – and not to say I was the ultimate spitter, but I did it so much that I was looking for new things to do as a writer. I think that's where that stems from, me not really going hard on the rhymes. 'Cause I wanted to take on new subject matters and different things so I could grow and keep it interesting for me. But then you do get to the essence of what you are here for. And I love to rhyme. It does come out[