Have you ever had a near death experience? they are super scary
I've never had one but I read about them. They typically involve some type of detachment from the body. 
Yeah, that seems so crazy to me, I would not enjoy that, I would rather just die
It seems like it is totally normal and neurologists think it is bodily multi-sensory integration. 
that sounds complex, I know many people equate it with a religious exprience
Near-death experience
A near-death experience (NDE) is a personal experience associated with death or impending death. When positive, such experiences may encompass a variety of sensations including detachment from the body, feelings of levitation, total serenity, security, warmth, the experience of absolute dissolution, and the presence of a light. When negative, such experiences may include sensations of torment and torture. NDEs are a recognized part of some transcendental and religious beliefs in an afterlife.
Different models have been described to
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