I recently lost my husband so I am considered a widow.
I am very sorry to hear that. I want you to know it will get better. I have never heard the term Widow before what does it mean?
When a womans spouse dies they are a widower. When a man's spouse dies he is called a widower.
O I did know know that. What do you call someone who is widowing ?
It's called widowhood. 
I am sure many people go through this process each year but I bet that does not make it any easier.
Widowhood effect
The widowhood effect is the increase in the probability of a person dying a relatively short time after their long-time spouse has died. The pattern indicates a sharp increase in risk of death for the widower, particularly but not exclusively, in the three months closest thereafter the death of the spouse. This process of losing a spouse and dying shortly after has also been called "dying of a broken heart". Becoming a widow is often a very detrimental and life changing time in a spouse's life,
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