Sometimes, i find solitude the only antidote to my anxious feelings
Solitude
Solitude is a state of seclusion or isolation, i.e., lack of contact with people. It may stem from bad relationships, loss of loved ones, deliberate choice, infectious disease, mental disorders, neurological disorders or circumstances of employment or situation (see castaway).
Short-term solitude is often valued as a time when one may work, think or rest without being disturbed. It may be desired for the sake of privacy.
A distinction has been made between solitude and loneliness. In this sense
only love to which he dedicated his entire being (which also claimed to his colleagues). He fiercely believed in courageous experiments and practical work 
""For some reason, the theatre shapes my destiny. Sometimes I can’t even sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night, and I can’t sleep any more. I become anxious and this anxiety makes me think many, vision-like things. The silence and the solitude can inspire strange, awkward images, ideas. I feel that