text: Honey, you cannot be properly treated online, not if you are having such serious thoughts--- call the crisis hotline---it will be in your phone book and it should be the suicide/crisis hotline--- it is anonymous, they do not ask your name or age, they just sit and talk to you and that is a quick fix for tonight--- but, you really should talk to a family member that is close to you- sister, brother, aunt, and if you don't have anyone, you can go to your FREE counseling center in your city- the hotline will give you the name, phone number and address and you need to sit down with a professional and have them help you deal with whatever is depressing you--------you are toooo young to be feeling that way and honestly, NOTHING is worth killing yourself over--- please seek help!  good luck to you.