text: Yes, there's a possibility that you could go to Hell if you don't turn away from your sins. Because you feel that you have been feeling this way since you was born then you will have to seek God's face. God can help you to change if that is what you want.  First realize that you are not in your natural state that God perfer you to be in then know that it is not normal, repent to God and don't miss a day asking for forgiveness and praying. God has got to know that this is what you really want. How about making a promise to God that if he would restore your natural state back that you will serve him forever. Just trust him and be patient with God. It may look like he will never answer but he will if you do your part. But don't worry because worry brings on doubt and doubting God is only saying "I don't trust you Lord!" And while you are trusting God, separate yourself from any negativity in your life. Get away from any porn movies, magazines etc. Get away from any of your friends that may be homosexuals. You have to make that first serious step and then God will gladly trust you enough to help you to change. Please follow up and be strong.