text: Get right with yourself and your loved ones. Don't worry about hell, hell is for unempathetic jerks who use their god as a weapon, who act like they are concerned for your soul and can't begin to understand what it means to be human. Don't give up hope, life has a way of surprising you and definitely get other medical opinions. My sister was diagonosed with cancer over 4 years ago and she is in total remission. Good luck and don't let the disease become who you are, everyone should live life no matter how long.