text: well, without knowing you, i'd say it's because you're a wee bit boring. if that can be considered as having something "wrong" with you, then sure. but you're not unusual--lots of people don't know what to do with themselves when they have extra time. \n\nif i were you, i'd decide what you're going to do (that's different) the next time you have free time. and then really do it.