text: That is not love, that is just a really serious situation. Do your parents know that you are with this guy, because i don't think they would want you with a guy that threatens to kill you. You need some serious intervention. You say you can't call the police, but that's probably because you only try to talk to someone after something happened and you're afraid. You can't be with him 24 hours a day, so what you need to do is talk to someone and let them know what is going on when he is not around, hopefully you can get enough people involved (including his parents) so the situation won't get out of control. What are you doing with a guy carrying around a gun anyway? He obviously is not the dating type. You really should try to get out of this relationship before someone gets killed, because from the sound of it this guy is unstable and would hurt or endanger anyone to get to you. I hope you take my advice because there is no way that you deserve to be treated so badly, you need to realize that if he loved you he wouldn't be treating you this way, you are worth more than you think, because if you knew what you were worth you wouldn't put up with something so bad. Besides, while you're with this guy you could be missing out on a great guy that you really deserve. Keep your head up, and remember who you are.