text: You should feel absolutely no guilt for lame parents. It is not your fault in any way shape or form. I don't know why they are that way, we cannot explain why some pple are jerks. I would not try anymore and just go on with my life. It sounds to me like you have a wonderful parent. It just happens to be your aunt instead of your biological mother. It sounds like she loves you alot. You should just look at that in a positive aspect and move on with your life. It is their loss anyway, not yours. Good luck to you.