text: I am so sorry that has happened to you.  Please don't hurt yourself.  I know it's hard when you feel like this, I go through similar issues, but try to be more positive and hang out with people who like you for who you are.  If you see your mom, tell her what she has done to you and tell her that it's affected your life.  Get it off your chest.  Next time someone treats you bad, tell them off, don't let them step on you anymore.