text: YES it's time to seek help, I would not waste any more time obviously you are depressed and need professional assistance.\n\nTry to take the positives from each and everything, cos negativity is the ruination of mankind, It is hard when you are low is there any family member who can take you in for a short time whilst you seek treatment?\n\nI'm sorry to hear you have been emotionally and sexually abused this also is a heavy burden, BUT the positive angle is you are here talking about it, so are recognising the need for help.\n\nYou have fought against the bigC, you are a survivor, this is just another hurdle in life to jump over, I wish you well and good luck