text: no I haven't but it must have been terrible, the baby blues is bad, post natal depression is awful and what you went through must have been hell.  well done for getting through it.  continue to be insightful to your problem, learn your 'early warning signs' and be reflective.  remember, your feelings don't make you a bad person, neither does the psychosis.  there are courses on early warning signs in the UK which are brilliant and they highlight possible relapses.  they are done with you so you are involved in the process and so can really use it to your advantage.  GOOD LUCK!