text: you are going through the toughest years of your life now and you are maturing and realizing the enormity of your future. Everyone feels this way... and since you associate the books with college... and you associate college with growing up and moving away... this would give anyone anxiety! My advice is to not worry too much about growing up too fast- believe me ENJOY the years you are experiencing now- and dont grow up too fast. Be a teenager and have fun!