text: This brought tears to my eyes.  No you're definately not obsessive.  You're definately in love.  The kind of love that most people only dream about or see in movies!!!!  This is a tough one to answer or to give advice.  But this is my advice.  Take one day at a time, don't give up on her ever.  Always be there for her through these hard times.  15 is kind of young to marry.  I don't know how old you are.  But you could get engaged to her.  Just appreciate ever moment you have with her.  And if something does happen to her, and I pray for both of you it doesn't.  You then have truly loved and not really lost her because she'll always be in your heart.  It's not like a breakup with someone.  You wouldn't have been able to help the parting of the two of you.  Just pray to God which I'm sure you do everyday that she gets better.  In the mean time just enjoy every moment with her.  And if anything did happen you will find the strength through God to go on.  You seem religious he'll help you through.  And believe it or not a guy like you would find love again someday.  I know you don't want to hear this but I'm just saying if it happened you won't blow away!!!!  I'll pray for both of you and God bless you both hon!!!!!!