text: Oh my sounds as though you have low self-esteem.  Get out and spend time with someone who has a positive outlook on life.  (Preferably a positive female role model) Take stock of what it is you really want in life and who you truly are.  \n\nTake some self-improvement classes.  Go to the gym and work out.  You will meet some inspiring people as you go along.  At the rate you are going, you are only placing yourself in a depressed state and that is so unhealthy.  Lot's of luck to you.