text: Hey! Please don't let this get too far out of hand. I felt like this 4years ago, and was going to end my life. Let me tell you girl, it is NOT worth it! Things will turn around, I promise! I still have my down days, but I wouldn't give up for anything. I have a beautiful little girl, I have found the love of my life, and my family is so supportive. Get out and go for a walk. Draw. Listen to music. Take guitar lessons...you can get a cheap guitar, and they have all sorts of stuff on the internet that will help you. Write. I found that if I keep a notebook, journal so to speak, it helps ALOT. PRAY. Please, if nothing else, go see your doctor. There are medications and therapy, that will help you feel better. These all take time, but let me tell you from experience, it's worth the wait. Hang in there!