text: It sounds like you have a form of anxiety along with post-partum depression. You need to see a therapist who can help recommend treatments (both drugs and therapy) to help you deal with the anxiety. \nYour boyfriend isn't helping with his comment about it being all in your head. This is a legitimate disorder and you need help. He needs to be more supportive.\nIf you have a support system in place, such as family and friends, get help with the baby. \nI also have to wonder if your history has a clue to this: did your mom or dad get ill and was unable to care for you? Is there a history of mental illness in the family? Go see a therapist ASAP for both your sake and your child's.