Thank you, sir. That means so much, seriously. As I write this, I am amazed to say that I am almost grateful now for all that has happened. To be broken completely, and then to survive it, and then to somehow reach a place of love, and a place of very deep spirituality with no BS anywhere in it because you found it or else you would have died... to have a very real relationship with whatever the hell created ALL THIS AND MORE... I just might be one of the luckiest people on the planet!!!