That's just it...I believe what I believe!!! You cannot change that just like I cannot change what you believe (by the way...I take a little offense to the reference of "sky fairies" since I have been a minister for more than 10 years but I try to keep an open mind). However, that does not mean what you believe is the truth or what I believe is the truth. Be sensible...material things (no matter what it may be; for instance, matter, atoms, dust, etc...) has to come from somewhere or something. If there is absolutely nothing in the beginning and matter /antimatter collided to form everything (or however you want to look at it) the bottom line still remains that the matter/antimatter had to have come from somewhere. Where do you suppose it came from?