You want to kills yourself.  I'll give you the bullet.  But damn.  Wife. Kids.   Family. Why?????     Off yourself.  Ok.  But leave the kids alone.  I just can't imagine.   

Oh. Before any of you anti gun pussies chime in.  I know. I could be liable if I gave him the bullet.   But if I did.   And the wife and kids live.  Am I now a hero.   Sad. Sad sad.