text: I am starting to weaken and beginning to  think, "maybe you guys are right"... I am so fatigued by these stories of acts of violence  committed the name of Islam,  that I  find myself thinking recently  " why are me letting this primitive ideology take root here in Canada"?  I feel  embarrassed that I am starting to think this way.  Somebody please convince me that  this thinking is wrong because I  am not sure I want to turn into the type of person I used to mock.  Maybe its just a weak moment... I have a pretty bad cold now.