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I give up. After struggling with sleep for two hours or so, I can’t fight anymore. I don’t want to even try to sleep now.
Just take me, because I give up.
You win, I lose.
I am guilty. Punish me.
I am guilty of loving you. I am guilty of fighting it. I am guilty of suppressing.
I miss you... terribly.

Words ache, fingers tremble and my mind is flustered. Please put some sense into me. I keep on falling for the glitters in search of the gold. No matter how much I deny it, the truth is that you are the gold. This gold is right in front of me yet it is so far away. I can feel it; I cannot touch it. I can hold it; I cannot embrace it.
… and I don’t want to fight it anymore.

I give up. Please take my hand and take me to the land far away…. to the place you love, to the time you cherish.

Please put some sense into my mind. Please take me. I look up to you for answers... for you have all the answers. You always had my answers.


Composed By WritingsForLife Tags: Bits and Pieces, expressions, Life, Love, Relationships
 "fiZZ"ing iNsiDE !!! said...

Great post !so much pain and despair in those words.

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