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Meeting her again is like a fantasy!!

After years I am going to see her today. I wonder how much she would have changed in these years. No one from the whole batch is in contact with her. But I was filled with joy, when I saw her name in the registration list of this year’s Alumni Meet. I am unable to sleep at nights in the excitement, that we will meet again in the same venue where we once started our journey. In the precedent years I have tried so many times to find her, but no one has a single clue for her. Nobody knows where she is!!

I am hopeful for her even today, and the moments of our love still brings smile on my face. In four years of our affair, she never turned so angry at me, then the day we broke up. And I still curse that moment and those situations, which separated us for all our lives.
I still remember how her family forced her for marriage. And when the state of affairs turned worse she asked me about our future. I was not ready to marry that time, because as an elder son it was my turn to pay back to my mother’s struggle. I lost my father when I was 18, and my mother brought me up along with two siblings. Between the two options of family and love I chose family and hence we broke up. I start shivering when I recall her eyes shedding billions of tears at the time we departed. I am still guilty for the pain I gave her.  Her aching face often comes in front of me, filled with mixed emotions when we waved off for the last time. Her choked throat still asks me the question…. Why can’t we????
I became an entrepreneur, and own a profit earning company today. My mother tried to convince me several times for marriage but somehow I managed to avoid her all the time. I have everything in my life today, except her. She got engaged forcefully to a guy of her family’s choice but no one knows about her, after that. She might be a mother now, and she might look fatty than before. After all five years is a long time to convert a beautiful girl into a typical house wife. I don’t know she will talk to me or not, as I am the culprit who ruined her life. My patience had lost all the limits, and I am eager to see her.

Here comes the day. The Alumni meet, for which I was waiting restlessly. I am here before the stated time, as I don't want to miss anything today. Some of my friends joined me an hour latter, but my eyes were still in search of my princess. The function started with the formal lightning in front of goddess followed with a welcome speech. My eyes were locked on the entrance, for which I was continuously getting tease from my friends.

There she is! In a pink suit, open hairs, wearing a formal smile on her face. She is still the same beautiful girl, delivering charm and attracting everyone with her innocent eyes. She came in, and joined some of my colleagues in the front rows. I was speechless, I want to hold her tight in my arms again and regret for my deeds. I want to cry loud in front of her, and let her know that I still love her. But I know, I can't!!

After the formal function, the batch started interacting forming various groups. I addressed her directly. Our eyes met, she passed a simple smile as if she has thousands of complain in her heart. And why not, It was me who broke her heart into pieces. Tears started rolling down from my cheeks, and I was unable to utter a single word. She stood idle for sometime and then started moving towards the entrance, holding my hands into hers.

Despite of the fact that she is married, she took me to the place where we used to share our love before some years. She left my hands, and looked in my eyes. I was confused, by the marathon of thoughts and her gesture. I somehow recollected myself and asked her.. How are you?
How am I looking right now?? ...she asked.
I am sorry for my deeds.. I said.
Its ok! It don't hurt anymore.. she said.
(With an expression of sarcasm on her face)

Both of us stood quite for sometime. Some how to carry on the conversation, I just asked... where are your kids?
She didn't replied anything, but gave a dramatic look!
How is your husband... I asked then.
I left him along with my family, the next day I got married.. She said.
Like a dumb I asked... why??
With a choking voice she said... Instead of ruining somebody's life, it is better to leave before we start.
But what about your family?? ..i asked.
My family would have never permitted me to do this, and hence I decided not to cheat my soul for their sake... She replied.
Then where were you in these years?... I asked.
I somehow managed to survive!... she replied.

I am filled with anger. I started screaming on her, for not contacting me again. I scolded her for the foolishness she did. It was hurtful for me, that she suffered a lot but now it is paining more after knowing her present. I spoke everything that came in mind.She didn't responded anything. Not even a single word!

I am talking to you.. I shouted!
yes, I know.. She said politely.
Then why didn't you ever tried to come back to me.. I screamed again.
I just thought, you are not in my fate.. She said. I pulled her in my arms and hugged her for her innocence. Both of us started crying like a kid. You are still a fool.. I said slowly in her ears. She just lost herself after that and outbursted everything into tears.
I am grateful to GOD, that I have my girl again and I promise not to loose her for the rest of my life. Posted by Noopur Kothari at 5:38 pm 39 comments:
Labels: affection, anger, broken heart, Dreams, Emotions, Experience, feelings, Happiness, life, lonely, lost, love, Love story, one sided love tale, pain, priorities, sad, Season Of Love, Valentine


Let your ponytail turn stylish! Making a new hair style every morning is really a big deal!Specially in case when you have to punch in on the right time,in office. A good hairstyle cherishes your mood and at the same time a bad one can ruin whole day. And this is a big challenge specially in rainy season, when everyone suffers with hair fall.  A ponytail is hence always preferred. Ponytails are great for a lot of things -- saving time in the morning, keeping hair out of your face, protecting your tresses from grabby babies -- but they’re not always the most stylish option if all you do is wrap an elastic around a hastily gathered hank of hair.
Opting this hacks, life is now easier for me.

1. Bangs. A little fringe up front makes a ponytail look like an on-purpose hairstyle rather than just a utilitarian solution to a problem.
2. Headbands. Fabric, plastic, metallic, jeweled, wooden – headbands are an easy way to bring a punch of style to a boring old pony.
3. Color. A streak of a surprising shade can amp things up, either permanently with dye or temporarily with spray or hair chalk.
4. Braids. A few messy braids add just enough interest to take your ponytail to the next level.
5. Go high. To get the look of a trendy high pony, bend over, flip your hair forward, and gather the strands together slightly higher than your crown.
6. Go low. Hair tied at the nape of the neck is easy and elegant; sweep it to one side over your shoulder and you’re perfectly posh.
7. Barrettes. Hair accessories aren’t just for little girls. To keep them more chic than cutesy, go for simple designs, natural materials, and interesting textures rather than cartoony shapes.
8. Tease the top. To give your ponytail a modern-retro shape, back-comb the top and keep the sides sleek and smooth.
9. Tease the tail. If your hair usually falls flat, tease in some texture – add dry shampoo for a bit of grit, then back-comb it into fabulous fullness.
10. Scarf. A scarf tied at the back is a great way to add style and color to your look, and worn forward over your hairline, it can also do wonders for the postpartum wispies or growing-out bangs.
11. Accessorize. Wearing statement earrings, a bold necklace, or a top with an interesting neckline or back makes your ponytail make sense.

Even a ponytail looks stylish with my office wears and it even gives me a tag of a descent girl.  Now, i don't think so much before any meetings about my hairs. I know they will be perfect and stylish too.

I shared this tips with my cousin who is doing her graduation. She was amazed with the tips and even she started opting one of them before leaving for her college , every day. Small things can make a big change, and when its about your looks a hairstyle plays very important role in it.

Apart from the above tips , I have one more to share. This days people fall for straight hairs, but it is not suggested to use a straightener daily, as it results into damaged hair. I have a natural tip for all of you.
Once you wash your hair, tie it hard in the wet condition. And apply comb in it again and again, by doing so number of times your hairs will turn straight. Go try it!

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Posted by Noopur Kothari at 7:05 pm 6 comments:
Labels: Blogadda, Competition, Ponytail, Rewardme

Wednesday, 1 July 2015

For the Last time! Posted by Noopur Kothari at 1:35 pm 16 comments:
Labels: alone, confused, dissatisfaction, Experience, failure, feelings, frustration, jerk depressed, lesson, lost, Me, pain, poem, questions, sad, struggles Total Readers Its me... Awarded as Top 13 Feelings and Emotions Blog of India Listed in Indian Top Blogs Awarded By sushmit on 18th March'13 Thank you Anjan Roy for awarding me on Dec'12 Thank you Deepak Kripal for awarding me on Feb'12