[null, {"document_url": "http://whahahappenwas.blogspot.com/2009/03/this-past-saturday-february-21st-marks.html", "unformatted_src": "http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pGV7j7RruE0/SbCW4vcLPPI/AAAAAAAAACg/Gy2N-zUN4OE/s320/Nani_Me.jpg", "src": "http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pGV7j7RruE0/SbCW4vcLPPI/AAAAAAAAACg/Gy2N-zUN4OE/s320/Nani_Me.jpg", "formatted_filename": "Nani Me"}, null, null, {"document_url": "http://whahahappenwas.blogspot.com/2009/03/this-past-saturday-february-21st-marks.html", "unformatted_src": "http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pGV7j7RruE0/SbCVIqj5FgI/AAAAAAAAACQ/-N0Q1sQtD3c/S226/Just+me.jpg", "src": "http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pGV7j7RruE0/SbCVIqj5FgI/AAAAAAAAACQ/-N0Q1sQtD3c/S226/Just+me.jpg", "formatted_filename": "Just me", "alt_text": "Lil' Ol' Me", "rendered_width": 144, "rendered_height": 226}, null, {"document_url": "http://whahahappenwas.blogspot.com/2009/03/this-past-saturday-february-21st-marks.html", "unformatted_src": "http://lb2m.lilypie.com/L3ATm5.png", "src": "http://lb2m.lilypie.com/L3ATm5.png", "formatted_filename": "L ATm", "alt_text": "Lilypie Second Birthday tickers", "rendered_width": 200, "rendered_height": 80}, null, null, null]
This past Saturday (February 21st) marks 4 years my Nani has been gone. I truly cannot believe it. It seems like yesterday & I still miss her as much as I did the day she took her place in Heaven. Since then, I haven't had any experiences - I haven't seen her or had any dreams about her. Early Saturday morning I think she came to see me. I sometimes fall asleep on Victor facing him & laying 1 arm on him. But that morning, I felt that constant sort of "back arching" you'd get when someone is standing behind you. It was uncontrollable... so I turned to the side where I thought she was. I layed there & felt a poke by our feet, between Victor & I. When I began to fall asleep I felt another poke between us again, but more towards my back. I KNOW it was her; almost like she was tucking us in. I feel so blessed to finally have an experience like that with her. I'm so happy she came to see me. My Mother has told me when I was younger I used to be terrified of death. Truth be told, I still am. But now, I'm more accepting of it, because I know for sure, in my heart I'll see my Nani again. What's there to be scared of? She'll be the 1st face I see & I feel comforted knowing that. I feel so happy that our family is still close. She was the center of everything. I love them all & so happy that we have each other to lean on when we need someone. I Love You Nani. See you in my dreams...
Posted by Athena at 9:21 PM Labels: Familia, Nani



Lil' Ol' Me The Love of Our Lives... 
Athena Campoverde | Create Your Badge My Minions ~ Muahahaha