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what in the world happened to Lola? where have i been and what have i been doing?
I have been absent, from my blog, my mind and my life for a period of time now, but i am happy to report that i am back on track now, albeit a different track than i was on before.
my new track involves a new diagnosis - bipolar II disorder,
a 3 week rebirthing process, in a mental health facility,
a marriage separation,
shared care of my children,
and the inception of a beautiful new friendship.
I will admit, it has been a bumpy ride and there have been many ups and downs in the last 8 weeks, it has not always gone to plan. I have learnt that once a chapter is written, it can not be unwritten, that sometimes you just have to end the chapter, and move on to the next one, start a fresh and just keep writing because things can and will improve.
I am becoming a master of my own destiny, i want to write a happy story, one filled with adventures and journey's and light and love.
My new chapter starts here:
Stick around if you want to find out what happens next...
Posted by theblackcatsnameislola at 22:44 Labels: bipolar, me, mental health
