I did something I can't get over.
I was with my friends fishing by a pond. I found a frog and stabbed it with my friend's knife. I'm not sure why I did it. My friends saw me do it it and were shocked and got really mad at me.

Now if someone brings it up I get really upset and panicked. I don't know why I feel like this. Does this mean there is something wrong with me?
Behavioral Change,Social Relationships
<p>The good news is your awareness that being violent to animals feels out of character for you. &nbsp;&nbsp;</p><p>I'm glad you have awareness and I'm glad you are not at ease with killing frogs.</p><p>Fairly likely that you were acting out aggressively toward the frog, feelings of being on the receiving side of similar type of violence.</p><p>Basically, you did unto the frog what someone has or to you, feels like, has been done to you.</p><p>Use your surprising finding of how strong your anger and most likely inward pain. &nbsp; Reflect on your closest relationships and how these people treat you. &nbsp; It is possible you feel more hurt by someone who is close to you than you ever realized.</p><p>Stabbing innocent frogs is wrong. &nbsp;It is understandable as a way to show you how much inner pain you probably have.</p><p>It is also wrong that someone close to you hurt you.</p><p>The direction to go is to recognize your pain and then decide how to go about changing what is possible on your side of that or those relationship(s).</p>