Why do I always push my boyfriend away?
My boyfriend shows affection, but I just push him away.  Every time my boyfriend tries to kiss, hug, or touch me I almost always push him away. I'm on birth control and it has killed my sex drive. 

 I love him so much.  Why do I do this?
Intimacy,Relationships
<p>Are you sure it is only the birth control pills which has changed your sex drive?</p><p>My guess would be that possibly due to the hormonal changes of the pill, your own awareness and understanding of yourself in this relationship, is what is actually changing.</p><p>Birth control pills control ovulation. &nbsp; They don't directly prevent people from all desire to express affection.</p><p>Allow yourself some time to reflect on how you feel toward your BF. &nbsp; It is possible the birth control pills triggered a change in your attitude toward him.</p><p>And, maybe independent of the pill, maybe you just are done with the relationship.</p>