In her confessional Honeymoon Sacrifice, Dou mentions being mysteriously stricken with sexual desires on awakening one morning. The idea of a "women's space" came to her while she was meditating on and attempting to sublimate those desires. "It was like being reborn. Desire and an upwelling of life transformed into a real-world possibility."
在《蜜月祭》這本告白式書寫中，逗小花提到：某日睡起，一股情慾之火莫名蠢動，逼使她以打坐加以昇化，就在此時「女人空間」的念頭乍現，「像是新生，欲望隨著生之湧動，轉化成為現實的一種可能。」