You asked me if I would do it again despite knowing that it was impossible. In fact even in those days I often asked myself whether in such an evil environment I would wake up one day to find that everyone had scattered like birds.
你問我「明知不可為而為之」，可否願意再來一次，其實當年我自己也常在想，在那麼惡劣的環境下，會不會哪天醒來大家就鳥獸散了？