With her loss, his world came undone. He had no interest in attending school or preparing for the high-school entrance exams. He was absolutely desolate, and all his earlier goals seemed meaningless. Later, a friend mentioned that many teens in similar circumstances were joining the CCF youth club.
從小到大「和媽媽無話不談」的拉細撒頓失生命所依，極度的孤單感讓他根本無心上學，也無力準備高中入學考試，彷彿人生的一切目標都失去意義。