Buhe, especially, rebuked himself. He felt that he had brought everyone to the steppes, but his friends had not been able to fully enjoy themselves. He really found no way to forgive himself, and he constantly thought of this. Although almost everyone had already gone off to sleep, he still lingered after the rain in the gloom of the prairie.
尤其是布和最自責了，他覺得帶大家到草原，竟然不能讓朋友盡興，實在無法原諒自己，左思右想，雖然大多數人都入睡了，他卻還在雨後黑沈的草原夜裡低迴。