Later I went to the mainland and became atheist, but eventually I lost faith in communism too. After leaving China and embarking on the changes that come with middle age, I found I still had spiritual yearnings, and wondered: "Which religion is right for me?"
後來到了大陸，成為無神論者，但又對共產主義失望，離開中國大陸後，步入中年，心情有了變化，心靈上還需要宗教，就想「什麼宗教適合我呢？」