She says that when other women her age were at university she was in constant fear of persecution, and later during her six years in jail she lost many opportunities for study. In pursuing further studies, she was only fulfilling an unrealized dream of her youth.
她說，當同齡女性正在唸書時，她卻時時刻刻擔心受害，後來又坐牢六年多，喪失了許多唸書機會，進修只是為了實踐年輕時未完成的夢。