So nervous the first time she picked up a brush that she shook and even cried as she painted, she nonetheless felt as if she'd recovered her long-lost self-respect and self-confidence when she completed it.
雖然首次拿起畫筆時還緊張得發抖，甚至邊畫邊流淚，但畫作完成時，「已經被遺忘很久的自信和自尊，好像又跑回來了。」