But despite his discomfort with the idea, he realized that wallowing in his own pain couldn't bring so much as a finger back, and that he might as well face up to reality. He began to learn not to let his physical limitations push him down, and took to life with renewed vigor.
難受歸難受，但他知道，沉溺在哀傷中並不能挽回任何一根指頭，倒不如面對現實，努力學習在生理限制下打點自己，重新投入生活。