Through the pain of physical illness, he has discovered by faithfully recording what happens that the human body cannot be entirely controlled. It is as a result of this revelation that he became even more determined to achieve genuine spiritual release through the training of his physical form.
在身體的苦痛中，透過忠實的紀錄，他發現人的身體非能自主掌握，因此更希望透過身體的試煉，獲得靈魂的真正解脫。