In America, she saw Gone with the Wind again. The self-destructive end that Vivian Leigh met in real life gave Lu a great realization--if every year you don't fortify the soul and give grounding to one's life, as soon as your looks and the applause fades, you will become panic-stricken and destructive.
在美國她又看了一次「亂世佳人」，費雯麗在真實生活中自戕的結局，給了她很深的體悟﹘ ﹘一個明星，如果不能建設心理、生活踏實，每年看著自己最美的一刻，反觀現實中卻是生活空洞，一旦容貌、掌聲逝去，勢必要恐慌，而毀滅。