After that, your moods begin to seesaw between those of "youth" and "middle age." You are perfectly sure that you are in as good form as ever, and have not even reached your peak yet, but looking at all those talented youngsters around you, they seem even more outstanding than yourself, and more like tomorrow's rising stars.
那之後，情緒開始擺盪在「青壯年」和「中年」間，明明覺得自己猶當盛年，人生尚未登頂，可是放眼四周，一個個青年才俊比你更優秀、更像「明日之星」。