She thinks of how she herself grew up on the margins, relying on the help of friends, and how as she climbed upward, those friends slipped downward into society's darker recesses.
回想自己的成長，一直都是邊緣人，靠著朋友的幫助才活下來。然而她是努力往上爬，身邊的朋友多數卻向下沈淪，走進社會的黑暗角落。