The sad part was that the elders didn't encourage me to cheer up after I collapsed. Instead, they treated me just like a broken tool that needed to be thrown out, taking over all my jobs in an instant. My existence didn't seem to matter.
難過的是，我崩潰後，家族長輩們並沒有鼓勵我再振作，相反的，好像一樣東西報廢了就該捨棄一樣，他們「啪」的一下，把我原來的工作通通接手過去，我存在不存在，好像都無關緊要了。