As the oldest child, from the time he was a little boy he had been made to shoulder a heavy load of family responsibilities. On the one hand, he cared greatly about receiving the approval of his parents and elder relatives and on the other, he felt that his parents loved his younger brothers and sisters more, and he envied their freedom from responsibilities.
身為長子的他，從小承擔著家中一切重責，一方面他十分在乎長輩親戚對他的肯定，一方面卻認為父母偏愛弟妹，也羨慕弟妹可以不負責任。