Once when she was sick and lying in bed, her mother accused her of faking and said, "You have no right to be sick." Su-hua attempted suicide by overdosing on pills. Having her stomach pumped in the hospital showed her that the quest for death was painful too.
有一回生病了，躺在床上休息，母親罵她裝病偷懶說：「妳沒有權利生病」，她傷心的服藥自殺，而灌醋清腸的過程，讓她體會求死也是痛苦的事。