But after her husband died, "I finally tasted the truly bitter fruit of life." She says that she still doesn't know today how she found the strength to continue as a young Chinese woman alone in Western society, where people seemed cold and remote.
但陳將軍去世後，「我終於嚐到了人生的苦果，」陳香梅說，一個年輕中國女人在人情味淡薄的西方社會，單槍匹馬打天下，今天回想起來她還不知是哪來的勇氣。