Every day I would wake up dizzy and fatigued, not knowing the meaning of a holiday or a sunset. I had no home life. I only saw fluorescent lights; I never looked at the sun. "He determined not to continue that kind of life.
每天早上昏沈沈的起床，不知道什麼是假日、黃昏，沒有家庭生活，只看過日光燈，沒看過陽光… …」，他決定不要過這種生活。