She was doing things for herself now. But "waking up your sense of touch entails a great deal of struggle." Yang had to first study dance and rhythm to awaken her awareness of the human body, but she discovered that her movements were stiff and mechanical. She was surprised to find that she had been alienated from and negligent of her physical self all along.
但是，「打開觸覺是一件很掙扎的事情，」剛開始，楊涵雲必須先學習舞蹈與律動，去喚起對人體的感知，然而，她發現自己每個動作都是同手同腳、像個機器人般，她才驚訝自己長久以來對自身肉體竟是那麼的隔閡與輕忽。