Under the circumstances, however, he felt terrible about the insult to the Hakkas that day, and his own feckless reaction to it. All of a sudden, he got the desire to understand his people.
然而這一刻，客家的屈辱和自己的懦弱，像兩面利刃般刺痛了他，他突然迫切地想瞭解自己的族群。