I can never atone for the harm I have done to my wife and son, neither can I restore my reputation among my friends and students.
然而，卻無法挽回我對可憐妻兒所造成的難以估計的傷害，卻無法挽回愛護我的朋友的失望喟嘆！更無法恢復我在成千上萬的學生心目中的地位！聽我一句忠告不久前，一位剛從日本歸國的好友，驚悉我的遭遇，特地攜眷來探視。