Big Head says, "There were many things I used to not like to think about." But in reading and writing, one unconsciously lets one's feelings have expression and, in Big Head's case, begins thinking about those things he used to avoid thinking about.
「很多事情以前我不敢去想」，大頭仔說，當他看書、下筆寫作時，不知不覺就會把感情融入，想起過去不敢想、不去想的事。