Tsai felt that she was relying more and more on Lei, and after the performances in Taipei were over and she was preparing to go to Taichung for performances there, her heart sank knowing that Lei wasn't going with her.
蔡瑞月發覺自己越來越依賴雷石榆，當台北的演出結束即將移往台中、雷石榆不需隨團之際，她突覺若有所失，情緒低落。