At that time I was still young, and I escaped the dreadful fate of many old scholars and authors. Like countless millions of my compatriots I merely injected my spirited youthful emotions to that unique system of thought, and became part of a unified political machine, making my mind utter unfeeling cries.
在那段歲月中，我還年輕，避免了許多老學者老作家可怕的命運，只是和億萬同胞一樣把本是春水般活潑的情感納入獨一無二的思想體系中，在統一的政治機器中打滾，讓心靈發出麻木的呼叫。