I was ill for three more years. Then I finally realized, "I have done my best. Maybe I failed because I wasn't competent enough, but I wasn't in the wrong. Why torture myself like this?
在病中煎熬了三年多，後來我終於想通了：「我盡心盡力，或許能力不夠，失敗了，但我沒有錯，何苦這樣責怪自己？」