It is obvious that they do not want to hear me say things to them in Chinese, because they will then be compelled to respond, and they will not be able to respond, because their mind will be fully occupied by my foreignness, to which there is after all no utterable response.
他們很明顯地不想聽到我說中文，因為如果我說了，他們就非回答不可，但是他們無法回答，因為他們的腦子完全被我的「異樣」佔據了，這種感覺是無法用語言來形容的。