In Zhang's view of things, he embarked on the Xi'an Incident reluctantly, but perhaps he did not realize what its outcome would be, or how it would change the course of his own life.
在張學良的想法中，發動西安事變是不得已的，但是他可能沒有想到事變的結果會如何，更沒有想到事變改變了自己的命運。