This continued until she started junior high, when she finally admitted to herself the reality that she lived in the mainland now, a reality she is comfortable with now: "I've lived in Beijing 15 years, I'm practically half Beijinger."
小學時每年暑假都會回桃園看阿嬤，一直到唸初中，才承認自己住在大陸的事實，「住在北京 15 年，可以算半個北京人了。」