His mother's struggle against mental and physical decline lasted for a long time, and Yuan's many visits to the hospital during that period gave him a strong sense of the impermanence of human life.
精神與肉體的衰敗，使得母親長期在醫院抗戰，袁金塔也在一次又一次地奔跑於醫院當中，體會到人生的無常。