After burning the candle at both ends for many years she's finally been able to put child rearing behind her. She had thought she would at long last enjoy the leisure time she had been craving; she never imagined her sense of loss would be this strong.
對她來說，長年蠟燭兩頭燒，如今好不容易脫離尿布奶瓶、稚兒牽纏的階段，本來以為終於可以享受夢寐以求的輕鬆歲月了，沒想到失落感卻如此強烈。