She initially came here to "pamper" herself and "to be more slim and more confident." But now she was feeling aggrieved, as well as frightened: "If I don't buy these, and it all comes to nothing, then won't I have wasted the more than NT $ 20,000 NT I've already spent?
想想自己來這裡的目的是要「好好疼惜自己一下」，是為了「更窈窕更有自信」的，但現在她卻覺得滿心屈辱，外加深深的恐慌：如果不買，效果不好，那剛繳的二萬多元不是白繳了嗎？