He experienced heart palpitations, agitation, twitching eyelids, loss of sleep and appetite, and a general malaise of the soul. His thoughts were consistently dark and morbid, and on one occasion he contemplated leaving his life behind-via the eleventh-story window of his office.
心悸、亢奮、失眠、眼皮直跳、沒有食慾，整天腦袋不由自主地想些不好的事情，甚至還一度想從辦公室所在的 11 樓一躍而下。