Li found herself getting used to the sight of broken, maggot-riddled bodies, and class began to seem dry by comparison: "No matter how much we discussed things or how detailed the written reports were, nothing matched seeing death with my own eyes," she says.
處理過各種長蛆、不完整、扭曲的遺體，「課堂上再怎麼講，報告寫的再怎麼仔細，卻都不如眼前一看。在殯葬管理所裡，才發現死亡不是老年人的專利，原來死的方式有那麼多種，深刻體會生死一體的意義，」李慧仁表示。