Ho Shan-hsin admits that on more than one occasion she found herself simultaneously hitting her child, crying to herself, and yelling, "How could I have a child like you? For you I've given up my job to stay home and work at raising you, but still this is the way you are.
何善欣坦承自己不只一次的一面打、一面哭、一面罵：「我怎麼會生你這種孩子，為了你我已經放棄工作，這麼努力教，你還這樣，太對不起我了… …」