"Where you live before you are 20 deeply influences you." He struggled for many years to rid himself of it, but with no success, and so he decided he would just quit struggling.
「廿歲前生長環境對一個人有很深的影響」，謝里法表示自己掙扎多年依然擺脫不掉，所以乾脆放棄掙扎。