He looks back with regret at the misadventure: "I had just come to the mainland, and was totally unfamiliar with the place and the people. I had over a hundred people under me at the company, and couldn't afford to make a single mistake on the job. The pressure was intense. Then I'd come back to my empty company apartment.
他回憶自己陷入外遇的過程時頗有感慨：「那時候剛來大陸，人生地不熟，白天管理上百人的工廠，一點差錯都不能有，壓力大的不得了，回到宿舍又面對滿室虛空，那種寂寞的感覺，真會把人逼瘋！」