This startling event came like a bolt form the blue. In a state of sorrow, Jin Yong also contemplated killing himself and traveling to the other world to ask his son, "Why did you suddenly turn away from life?"
這件意外對他有如晴天霹靂，他傷心得也想自殺到陰世問孩子「為什麼突然厭棄了生命？」