He had printed a personal statement in the newspapers saying that serving the public is very painful and that a letter of yours to him said that you had stayed up all night over this and felt that your urging him to withdraw was a selfish action.
他曾經在報章上發表了一篇他的自述，認為擁抱群眾是很痛苦的，他也提到院長在給他的信裡面提到為這件事徹夜難眠，而且也覺得您勸退他是自己自私的行為。