She was quickly discovered and revived by family members the first two times, but came very close to succeeding on her third attempt. In fact, she was comatose and almost beyond help when she was found. She says it was a life-changing vision that drew her back from death's door and allowed her nearly miraculous recovery.
一年間她自殺 3 次，前 2 次因為「經驗不足」和家人發現得早，幸運搶救回來；第 3 次被發現時幾乎已回天乏術，重度昏迷期間她經歷了一段扭轉生命的瀕死體驗，並奇蹟似地生還。