He goes on to comment on how that feeling makes it easy to become psychologically dependent. He tried it many times at the encouragement of friends, but noticed that the high was succeeded by feelings of emptiness and depression.
他說，這種感覺很容易讓人產生心理依賴，讓他在朋友的召喚下，忍不住一再嘗試，只不過藥效過後，一種很累、很沮喪、被掏空的感覺會油然而生。