I felt completely alone, forsaken in a world apart from others. No matter how high a person may feel on a drug trip, the euphoria is buried afterwards in an avalanche of melancholy that catches people off guard.
… 只有我一個人，我在另一個世界，沒有任何人和我一起被遺棄…」不論用藥時有多 high，藥退後的憂鬱都會加倍索討回去，那種舖天蓋地席捲而來的憂鬱，有時令人感到不可思議。