But losing control in the area of her own expertise made Wang unable to forgive herself. She felt compelled to give herself and everyone else some explanation. She ended up falling into depression. She was given medication and counseling.
然而，在自己拿手的事情上跌倒，更讓王瑞琪「無法放過自己」，急於要「給自己、給大眾一個說法」，終於落得憂鬱症纏身。