I could not, because of my own bad performance, give my father's face a black mark, place a stain on the results of his life's work. "He realized that he would inherit his father's art, even to the extent that the Mei school would in the future depend on him to be lifted up and advanced. Suddenly, he was beset by pressure.
這不僅是我事業成敗的關鍵，我更不能因為表現不好，給父親臉上抹黑，把他一生的成績玷汙了」，瞭解到自己將要承繼父親藝術，甚至梅派將來要靠他發揚、推進，壓力頓然襲至。