I was very much in love with my first boyfriend, but he was just stringing me along the whole seven years we were together. He never had any intention of marrying me. That made me feel all the more worthless.
我非常愛我第一個男朋友，但是苦戀七年，他始終在騙我，也無意與我結婚，我因此越加看不起自己。