Insincere and uncertain human relations, and the setbacks in terms of both people and endeavors that accumulated day and night, made him feel that his originally sensitive heart had been hardened so that he could no longer feel anything. Once again, he started "plotting an escape."
拿捏不定的人際關係，對人、對事日夜累積的挫敗，讓他覺得原本柔軟的心已經僵硬得不再有所感動，他再一次地「想逃」。