In one sense, I was reading these materials as a patient, discovering that I had been too careless in the past. In another sense, I was reading them as a writer, thinking that I should write down all I know and feel.
我是一方面作為病人來閱讀這些資料，發覺自己過去太不小心了；另一方面，作為一個寫作的人，也想到應該把這些所知所感寫出來。