Grief-stricken and terrified, she almost had a breakdown. She feared that she would no longer be accepted by the group or her husband, explaining that the community so adored the teacher that she didn't see how she could continue to be a part of it.
在極度恐懼和悲傷中，塔拉幾乎崩潰，也擔心自己不能見容於團體和同修丈夫，「團契對老師如此愛戴，我怎麼可能繼續歸屬其中？」