When she was in high school, she was still unable to help support the family finances. At home, in public life and in her personal process of maturing, it became a source of pressure; once she became "very rebellious and antagonistic to the whole world."
高中時期，依舊無法分擔家計的她，在家庭、生活、自己的成長都成了壓力源的當時，曾經「非常叛逆、與世人為敵」。