If for whatever reason you can't put your mind at ease, why not heed these words of advice from the Dalai Lama: If a problem can be solved, there's no need to worry about it; and if it can't be solved, then there's no point worrying about it.
若你因為種種原因難以安心，不妨看看達賴喇嘛對信徒的開示：「能解決的事不用去擔心，不能解決的事擔心也沒用。」