But according to M'iao some years of heartbreak and bitterness proceeded the discovery of an ideal wife. In Chinese society, no matter how deep the bond between the couple, parent approval is still paramount.
升大二時，又讀了許多思想方面的書，對生命產生了懷疑，便趁暑假跑到大溪山上一家寺廟，打算閉門潛修。