He admits in the book that in spite of studying on his own and raising his consciousness to the level of an arhat, his everyday reality remained difficult. "The sutras never mention an arhat having three children and living with his wife," he says.
在書中他坦承，儘管自己依教修行，並自認已「提升境界臻於阿羅漢之涯」，終究生活現實截然不同，「佛經從來沒有說阿羅漢會有 3 個小孩，而且和太太住在一起。」