She had the feeling of getting no results searching in Taiwan, while abroad it is different. There is a lot of pressure from life and homework, requiring more emotional support, so the opportunities are somewhat greater and you cannot avoid having some feeling of longing.
她說，在台灣尋尋覓覓，感情就是沒有著落；異國時地不同，生活、功課壓力大，比較需要感情扶持，機會也許多些，因此不免心懷「憧憬」。