Exhausted from all the household chores and racked by suspicion she was adopted, she lost hope in life and even wanted to commit suicide. "I didn't end up on a dead-end path as a teenager," she says.
瑣碎家務的疲憊，加上對養女身份的疑惑自憐，她對生活感到絕望，甚至想結束生命。