I was worried about all those meetings and being away from home so much with two young children. And I was also simply worried about whether I could do a good job. Hanging out with kids requires a lot of patience.
一方面是因為擔任團服務員勢必要經常開會，擔心兩個孩子還小，無法看家；另一方面也確實是不知道自己能否勝任。