Taking Advantage
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				Title: <strong>Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 17:05:26</strong>
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				Nathan tapped his fingers anxiously against the steering wheel of the car, desperately willing the light to turn green. He felt like he should run the red light, at this time of night the roads were empty but he couldn't afford another fine or more demerits on his license. The light finally turned green and Nathan sped off making his way quickly to the hospital.<br><br>After a frantic search for a park, he sprinted across the grounds, leaping a railing to get to the door faster. He realized he was pushing himself to make up for the delay at the traffic lights, he knew it was silly and a few extra seconds wouldn't matter but he ran anyway. He went straight into the emergency room. "I'm looking for Daniel Rein. I got a call saying he was here." <br><br>He was forced to wait about two minutes for the nurse to have time to help him and tell him where to go. At least it gave him a chance to catch his breath. The same time last year he could have made the run easily, but since he'd given up football he just didn't have the same level of fitness.&nbsp; The nurse was cute, so he tried not to be too obvious with his laboured breathing. He didn't exactly have time to flirt, but he still didn't want to embarass himself in front of an attractive girl, so he smiled as she finally turned her attention to him and gave him directions through the hospital's labyrinth of corridors.<br><br>He walked to the door of Daniel's room, dreading to see what had happened. Daniel was his best friend, had been since high-school and the idea of him being in the emergency ward was enough to make Nathan feel sick to his stomach. Once again he was forced to wait as the doctors were inside, talking to him about some paperwork that needed to get done. He saw a set of flowers sitting on a vase in the corridor, and snatched them out of the water. Bringing him flowers should give Daniel a good laugh and what was that they say about it being the best medicine? <br><br>When the doctors left he ducked around the corner into the room and saw Daniel in bed. He grimaced at the sight he saw, not as bad as he'd imagined but it was enough to set his teeth on edge. He scrubbed a hand through his short hair, a nervous gesture more than anything, his brown hair was too short and fine to get messy. Having gathered his courage he then walked up to the bed offering the flowers to Daniel.<br><br>"Hey mate, how are you feeling? Oh watch that, it's dripping. Here let's put those on the tray there." He set the flowers down beside the bed and looked back down at Daniel. "So whose ass do I need to kick for you?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 17:38:43</strong>
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				"Are you sure you won't press charges?" The doctor asked, holding some papers that he wanted Daniel to sign and later give to the police, but the young man was either too afraid of his attacker or he was one of the many victims of gay haters that wanted to stay quiet about the incident so that no one was going to find out about their homosexuality. Whatever it was, it seemed that Daniel had no intentions on signing those papers or pressing charges against the one who had beaten him up and sent him in the ER. "Yeah... I'm sure... please leave me alone..." He said quietly, looking aside, obviously wanting this conversation to end. The doctor sighed and shook his head as he left the room, telling the nurse that had been with to check on the patient later if he had changed his mind.<br><br>Daniel looked at the door when he heard it being opened once again, but when he saw no other but his best friend he froze and cursed quietly. "Fuck..." Nathan... God damn it! He had completely forgotten that his friend and roommate was his emergency contact and that the hospital must have contacted him. He looked away from his friend, not really up to joking or fooling around about him being in a hospital. And when Nathan asked whom he should beat up... Danny's heart sank and he felt how a lump formed in his throat, choking him...<br><br>How could he tell Nathan who had caused him this?! They had been best friends ever since they met at high-school and for so many years Daniel had kept his secret away from Nathan... How could he tell him that he had been beaten up by his date after he had refused to have sex on their first date?... How could he tell him that his date had been a guy?... For so many years he had stayed in the closet out of fear that Nathan might hate him and might never look at him again as it usually happened in most of the coming-out-of-the-closet cases. Daniel knew that he couldn't live without Nathan. He had loved him ever since he saw him for the first time in the school yard of their old high school, but as Nathan was straight Daniel had been alright with just being friends... But now... He couldn't lose him...<br><br>His hand moved to his face as if trying to hide the black eye, his cut lip and some other small bruises over his face, where fists had landed. His hands were bandaged as he had obviously tried to protect himself by covering his head with arms... not that it had worked - he had never been one to fight so he had no idea how to protect himself when he was attacked. After all Nathan had always been around to protect him from all the bullies back at school and even now at college...<br><br>"No one's..." He finally replied, his voice sounding choked as he was obviously trying to not get upset. "Just.. forget about all this... There was no need to come over. Go back to our room... I'll come home tomorrow morning..." He spoke quietly, looking away from Nathan, having a hard time facing him. He bet that Nathan would think that he was a crybaby as his emerald eyes filled with tears.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 17:58:22</strong>
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				Nathan hated watching Daniel cry. It wasn't the first time he'd seen it, just like Daniel had seen him cry a few times. He just felt so powerless seeing his friend so sad and not knowing what to do to fix it all. <br><br>"Whoa, what do you mean forget about it. This is serious man, you're in hospital. Is this some ego thing? Are you worried people are going to say I fight all your battles? I don't care what people say, no one is beating up my friend and not getting a thrashing for it."<br><br>He rested a hand on Daniel's shoulder, "Come on, tell me about it. You don't have to feel embarassed. We don't have any secrets from each other. Hell, you know all about what happened with me and Lizzy last year. I couldn't tell anyone about that and live it down, but I told you didn't I. We're bros. You can tell me about this."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 18:07:39</strong>
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				Daniel felt like throwing up as he listened to Nathan. And if he had been able to hold back his tears until now, he couldn't anymore and some tears rolled down his sides. He shook his head weakly, finding it extremely hard to talk or even look at his friend. Nathan had no secrets from him, but Danny did have a few secrets from the other... and he knew that he could very easily lose his best friend because of this.<br><br>"I... I'm sorry..." He choked out, moving his hands to his face, wanting to just disappear. "Please don't hate me... please..." He cried as he turned on one side, curling in a ball. He panted for air as he started panicking about what could happen if Nathan found out about his sexuality... What if the other hit him? Or he hated him for life? How was he going to continue living?<br><br>"I... I was... I was on a date... and..." He gasped for air, closing his eyes tightly as he gathered his courage to speak up. "...and then... <strong>he</strong>... wanted to fuck me.. and I didn't want... and he got angry and beated me up, but... some guys at the club stopped him... I'm sorry..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 18:39:26</strong>
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				Nathan nodded sympathetically as Daniel started explaining, not really focusing on what Daniel was saying and just being there for him.Then suddenly his mind caught up with his ears and his face was a kaleidoscope of different emotions.<br><br>"Wha.. I mean, you really? You? And you're... hold on, I'm working my way up to full sentences." Nathan said, falling back on humour to give him a chance to process what Daniel had just said. For a moment he knew what it was like to be thinking so many things at once, that you're basically not thinking anything at all.<br><br>Instinctively he yanked his hand back and instantly regretted it. Looking down at his friend's face he could see how much pain he was in, how scared he was and it had nothing to do with the black eye and beating. His friend needed his support, but he was just too confused and surprised to give it to him. Nathan had lived with him for years now and been friends for longer, he'd had no idea that Daniel was gay.<br><br>He fought his way past the confusion and thoughts raging around in his head. Tried to gather up some support for his friend. "What you did was right. You shouldn't let some faggot fuck you...", he realized it was all coming out wrong. More than anything Nathan wished he could leave, spend some time thinking of what he should say, figure out how he even felt about all this.<br><br>"Hey man, I'm sorry, I guess I'm kind of a jerk. Look bro, I don't hate you. I couldn't hate you. But... you're gay. I didn't know, you seem normal enough. What I mean to say is... I don't know what I mean to say. Look, I should go, we can talk about it tommorow okay. Ummm, give me a call if you need a lift back to the dorms when they let you out of here. I'm sorry."<br><br>Nathan stood up awkwardly, wishing the ground would just swallow him up right there. For a moment he was pissed off at Daniel. How could he just drop this on him here? All of a sudden. It's not fair to expect him to know what to do or say.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 19:01:15</strong>
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				And in this very moment Daniel knew what it was like to have your heart broken. Seeing Nathan's reaction, hearing him speak those words, watching him flee from the room as if he had the plague and any moment now Nathan could get it and die or something... Daniel didn't know whether to be offended, hurt, scared, angry or all of those... but what he knew was that soon he was crying as hard as never before. Just as he had expected Nathan hated him now, didn't he? The other was going to avoid him, never treat him the same way, never look at him the same way... And if people thought that one-sided loves were painful, they had no idea what it was like to be in Danny's place at this very moment...<br><br>He cried until he passed out. Today had been supposed to be a good day - going out on a date with a guy whom he liked for the first time in years, then he had had plans to watch some movies with Nathan in their room, and what had happened? His date tried to rape him and beated him, and Nathan fled away from him as if he was something disgusting and wrong...<br><br>He woke up early on the next morning, having a rather huge headache and feeling somewhat dizzy. He waited for his doctor to arrive, reassuring him that he was feeling alright (even if he wasn't), just wanting to leave the hospital as soon as possible. And once he had signed some papers he hurried to leave the place, catching a cab to the campus. He didn't care that the driver kept glancing at him curiously, but then again it wasn't all that rare to see college guys all bruised from fights. Daniel looked out of the window, feeling how his heart pounded with pain inside his chest. For some reason he feared that he would walk back into an empty dorm, that Nathan would have left for good...<br><br>He would have understood him though... If he had been lied for years about something like this, he would have got upset too. And he really wasn't sure what his friend's views about homosexuality were. He had never dared to start a conversation about it as he didn't want to risk giving his secret out. But now that it was out... he didn't remember ever being so scared. He didn't care how his parents would react if they found out or any of his college friends, but Nathan's reaction... it meant more than anything to him.<br><br>When he walked to their room, he realized that he was shaking. He knew that it was stupid, but he was on the verge of breaking down. If he lost Nathan... he doubted he could continue living... Slowly he opened the door, walking in and looking down. His bruises were darker than the previous night and his face was paler, obviously not feeling all that well. Daniel had a rather thin body and gentle features, both making him look incredibly vulnerable and easily breakable. Not that he was a weakling... but right now he felt like one...<br><br>"Nate... I... I'm... sorry..." He whispered, not even looking up, not knowing if the other was in the room, but he was terrified that if he looked up he would either find the room empty or that he would see his friend's angered and disgusted face...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 19:23:39</strong>
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				Ten times Nathan had been going to call the hospital and ask for Daniel, only to chicken out each time. He'd even almost gone out the car to drive there and talk to him in person, but hadn't made it far outside the room before turning back. He didn't know what to do or say. This wasn't like him, Nathan knew. Normally he was always confident, had an answer for anything.<br><br>The trouble was, he had always been a bit uneasy about the idea of gay people. Something about the idea made him feel strange and worried, so he tried not to think about it. But he couldn't stand the idea of rejecting his best friend, no matter the circumstances. <br><br>So he tried to sleep but couldn't fall asleep. After a while of thoughts cascading through his head, he grabbed his blanket and went out to the couch, watching the TV to try to zone out and think about nothing. Eventually he just lay there, the volume turned down to mute, half asleep and half wrestling with himself. <br><br>Then Daniel walked in the door and started apologizing, his eyes down at the floor, looking like he might cry any minute. Nathan thought his heart might break, to see his best friend so distraught. He knew that it didn't matter what he thought about Daniel being gay, he was closer than Nathan's own brother and meant more to him than anyone else in the world. There was no way he was losing him as a friend.<br><br>"No Dan, I'm sorry." He stood up and led Daniel to the couch, sitting him down and putting the blanket on him. Nathan wrapped an arm around Daniel and hugged him to him, trying to coax him to lean his light frame against Nathan's larger chest. "What I really wanted to say last night is that you're my best friend, no matter what. Nothing else matters. I guess I'm just a big dumb jock. Do you forgive me?"<br><br>He felt a little bit strange about the physical contact, not just knowing that Daniel was gay, but even before then it had never been a part of their relationship. They weren't friends who hugged or touched much. Right now though, he thought that this might be what Daniel needed and he owed him a good deed to make up for how much he'd hurt him.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 19:38:00</strong>
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				Daniel's body tensed when Nathan led him to the couch. He kept his eyes on the floor, breathing heavily as he tried his best to not break into tears. He knew that Nathan always felt bad when he was upset and he didn't want to make him feel any worse than he had already done. He swallowed hard as he sat down, wanting to pull the blanket over his head to hide himself from Nathan's eyes. Why was he nice?! Wasn't he going to hit him? Shout at him? Push him away? Instead he was pulling him in his arms, holding him in a protective manner...<br><br>This was the last 'push' that Danny needed to break into tears. "I'm sorry..." He cried, knowing that Nathan had nothing to apologize for as he had reacted like anyone else would have. He leaned into the other's arms, slowly lifting his own to wrap them around the other's chest, clinging onto him. Daniel had never dared to hug Nathan no matter how badly he had wanted or needed it. He had never wanted his friend to feel awkward about those men-hugs, knowing that it would be way too weird for a straight guy...<br><br>"I..." He pulled back a little to look at Nathan's face, his own twisted with pain, looking even more miserable from the bruises over it. "I... I'm sorry... really... When... when I met you... I... just wanted to be friends with you... but... you were... you... so popular... and I was... no one... and if I came out of the closet to you... I was afraid I'd lose you... you were my first friend... you were my only true friend... you still are..." He cried, looking down and shaking his head. He didn't care just how pathetic he must have looked crying like a baby, but... he didn't care. He had been bottling up all this for so many years that now he just couldn't stop.<br><br>"Please don't hate me..." He gasped for air, choking on his tears.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 20:04:52</strong>
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				"Don't cry Danny." Nathan said, wiping the tears off Daniel's cheeks with his hand. "You're still my best friend and I'm not going to hate you. Not ever. We're going to stay home all day today and I'm going to take care of you."<br><br>Nathan looked over at the DVD cases sitting on the table, "We've still got those movies to watch as well. If you're feeling up to it." Something about being here on the couch with Daniel, thinking about watching movies made Nathan feel like they were on a date. It was just the kind of thing he'd like to do on a laid-back date with a girl he'd been seeing for a while.<br><br>Nathan found himself wondering if that's how Daniel saw the times they spent together. He knew he could never just spend time with a girl, especially not an attractive one. Nathan had a healthy enough ego to know that most people found him good-looking as well. Even now that he'd lost a lot of his fitness, each of his muscles was still defined and he had the build of an athlete. What did Daniel think of him?<br><br>"Dude. Maybe it's the wrong time to ask this, but I've got to know or I'll feel weird about it. Are you... you know... into me? I mean, you've seen me after a shower when I wander about half naked. Do you, check me out?"<br><br>Nathan wasn't sure if he should ask that, but felt it was better than sitting here wondering. Torturing himself over the whole thing and probably making Daniel feel uneasy by the way he acting. Also he just wanted to know, part of him liked the idea of Daniel finding him hot. Being lusted after by everyone, men and women, would feel like being a rockstar. At the same time, it was weird. Daniel was his friend and another guy, it was hard to imagine Daniel perving on him for the last few years. Maybe even touching himself thinking of him.<br><br>No, he'd had to ask. Nathan just hoped he could live with the answer.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 20:28:26</strong>
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				Daniel sniffed and closed his eyes when the other wiped his tears away. He swallowed hard as he started calming down slowly or at least his breathing got back to normal. He pulled back some more as he wiped his eyes and looked down, nodding slowly at the other's reassurance that he wasn't going to hate him for being gay or for having hidden it from him for so many years. He sighed heavily as he glanced at the DVDs, nodding slowly. He had spent almost an hour to pick a few movies that Nathan hadn't seen and that he would like...<br><br>And then Nathan dropped the bomb.<br><br>Daniel almost jumped at the question, pulling away from Nathan. He froze, gasping for air as he looked away from his friend, once again finding it extremely hard to look at him... Maybe now that he had started opening up he should be completely honest... Or maybe it was going to be too much on Nathan? What if he got scared of him? He knew that straight guys often freaked out when they found out that their gay friends had feelings for them...<br><br>He swallowed hard, licking his lips as he slowly nodded, still looking down, not daring to look up at Nathan. "I... like you... a lot..." He mumbled, his voice sounding just as choked as it had been in the hospital when he told Nathan about what had happened. "But..." He quickly looked at Nathan, shaking his head. "..it's not like I'm waiting for you to get out of the shower and jerk or anything like this!" He hurried to say, looking down again. "I just like you... but... I respect you.... I... I wouldn't... I wouldn't do anything to ever make you feel uncomfortable around me..."<br><br>Daniel wiped his eyes again as tears were on the verge of falling down his cheeks once again. He loved Nathan, but he wasn't stupid - he knew that the other was never going to love him the way he wanted him to. But still... Daniel wasn't blind - his friend was a very hot guy, a handsome one, and he knew him better than anyone, so he knew just how good he was. It was hard to not fall in love with Nathan...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 20:45:24</strong>
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				Just after it seemed like he had gotten Daniel calm and happy again, Nathan had said the wrong thing and now Daniel looked like he was about to start crying again. He hadn't really answered the question either, which made Nathan think that maybe Daniel was into him. If anything, Nathan almost felt like he'd be dissapointed if Daniel wasn't. Like he wasn't good enough for him.<br><br>"Oh, well. You know, you... you can watch if you like. I'm not ashamed of my body and uhhh... if you like it that's okay with me. It'd be nice to know you thought I was good looking. I mean, nothing wrong with appreciating someone right?"<br><br>Nathan sighed, that had come out weirder than he'd meant. It was just so strange thinking of Daniel as being gay. <br><br>"Look, let's just watch the movies. No more awkward talking or anything, let's just have a normal day with two friends watching some cool new movies. I'm sorry if I'm a jerk, just please don't cry anymore, okay? This is tough for me too."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 21:07:32</strong>
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				Daniel looked at Nathan rather confused by the other's words. What the hell was he talking about?! Okay to look&nbsp; at him? He blinked and shook his head weakly, but he just didn't have the energy to explain his feelings to Nathan. It wasn't a big surprise that Nate didn't understand him... he guessed that the other had never been in one sided love and just how much it hurt to be so close to the one you loved and wanted and knowing you'd never have them... He didn't want to look at Nathan because it was only going to hurt him.<br><br>"I.. okay..." He mumbled as he pulled away from Nathan sitting on the other end of the couch, leaning on the couch's arm. He pulled his slender legs on the couch and pulled them to his chest. He didn't want to watch movies right now, but he wanted to try to act as if things were normal between them and nothing had happened... But it was hard... especially when he was feeling somewhat sick and wanted to curl in bed and just forget about everything.<br><br>He swallowed hard as he wiped his eyes again, feeling as lonely as never before. He glanced at Nathan, but quickly looked aside, sighing heavily. If only the other was at least bi... Was it so bad to want to be loved by the one he loved? "I'm... sorry for making it tough for you..." He mumbled, glancing at Nathan again. "If you want... I'll move out..." He sighed, thinking that maybe it was tough for Nathan because the other didn't want to be around a gay guy.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 21:20:12</strong>
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				Nathan looked over at Daniel. "You seem to keep waiting for me to hate you, but it's not going to happen. I don't want you to move out and I hope I haven't made you want to move away from me. I know I keep saying the wrong thing, but I just don't know the right thing to say so that you know I'm your friend. Hell, I didn't sleep all last night, because I felt bad for how I treated you. You look pretty messed up too. Maybe we should both get some sleep and we'll feel better. I'm going to go to bed before I make things worse, I don't want you to hate me either."<br><br>Nathan went into his bedroom and laid down. How had he screwed things up so badly?
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-12-2009, 21:41:45</strong>
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				Daniel nodded weakly, not looking at Nathan as the other spoke. "I'm sorry... yeah... let's rest..." He mumbled, swallowing hard. He looked after the other when he got up and headed to the bedroom, sighing quietly. He wanted to be with Nathan... be close to him... but he knew that he couldn't. He couldn't even explain to the other. He sighed again as he curled on the couch, pulling that blanket over himself. He didn't fall asleep, but he didn't move for hours...<br><br>The next days Daniel tried to avoid Nathan as much as possible. He didn't go to classes, but he stayed away from their dorm for long hours, going on walks, sitting in the library, just being away from Nathan. He didn't know if Nathan was really okay with him being gay, but he was actually quite scared to spend time with the other. What if his friend started acting differently around him? He didn't want to see it happen, so he simply avoided him. Going to bed early, getting up early... Even studying so that Nathan wouldn't bother him...<br><br>He yawned as he turned around in his bed, rubbing his eyes. He blinked a couple of times before he realized that he was finally seeing clearly with both his eyes - the black eye having finally opened. He jumped out of bed and rushed in the bathroom, smiling as he saw that he could open his eye all the way. "Finally..." He mumbled, sighing relieved. Maybe now that his bruises had started disappearing and healing things were going to go back to normal. Though he was still a bit worried about how he should act around Nathan. Was the other really okay with him being gay?<br><br>He sighed as he passed with fingers through his blond hair, turning around as he kicked his boxers off. He moved under the shower and turned the water on, closing his eyes and sighing with content. It felt so relaxing... as if the water embraced him... only that he wished that a real person would hug him and hold him...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 13:32:17</strong>
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				Nathan rubbed his eyes wearily, the words in his textbook were merging together into a dark blur on the page. He had done more studying in the last few days than most of the term so far. He had stayed back home at the dorm in the hopes of spending some time reconnecting with Daniel. But where Daniel had previously been the one home alone, now he always seemed to be out somewhere. Nathan had only caught a few rare glimpses of Daniel and they'd barely said a word to one another. Nathan was tired of this and missing his best-friend, but no matter what he tried he was unable to get things to go back to the way things were. <br><br>As he lay back in the chair his phone vibrated on the table with a text message, desperate for any distraction he went over and checked it straight away. The message was from the hot teacher's assistant he'd been flirting with last week, before this whole mess started. Maybe this was the way back to normal he thought, just get everything else in his life back the way it was and maybe Daniel would fall back into the old role.<br><br>He went out and tried to return to his old self, but his confidence was shaky at best. He drunk too much, kept making an idiot of himself and ruined any chance he had with the hot T.A. By the end of the evening he found himself moping in a corner, sobbing into a beer about missing his friend. He left shortly after midnight and made his way back to the dorms.<br><br>In the drunken blur of his thought processes he came up with a plan. He wasn't entirely sure it made sense and was even rational, but he was past caring. It was time to take action.<br><br>He opened up Daniels door and saw him lying asleep in bed. He crept over to the bed, as quietly as he could manage in his state. He pulled off his shirt and threw it crumpled onto the floor, lifting up the covers he slid into the bed next to Daniel and wrapped his arms around him.<br><br>"Danny, wake up" he whispered into Daniel's ear. "I think I've figured it out".
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				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 13:44:09</strong>
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				That day was the first in the past week that Danny went to his classes. He told his professors that he had been sick, hoping that they weren't going to mention anything about his fading bruises. At least now that he could open both his eyes he felt a little bit more confident in showing his face in the public. He even thought that now that his eye was no longer black he could even face Nathan and talk with him about everything... hopefully things were going to work out between them and the two were going to be the best friends they had always been...<br><br>Only that when he got back home in the afternoon he found their room empty. He sighed quietly as he moved around, cleaning a bit as he hadn't done much chores the past week in his attempts to avoid Nathan. Once he was done putting their small living room in order he went for a shower and then headed to bed with a nice book. He didn't know when he fell asleep, but he must have been asleep because one moment he was reading about the main character in the book fighting some knights and the next thing he knew was that someone wrapped their arms around him, calling him softly to wake up.<br><br>"Mh..." He mumbled sleepily as he moved one hand to rub his eyes, needing a moment or two to reconnect with reality. He licked his lips and yawned as he blinked a couple of times, his brain finally registering that there were indeed someone's arms wrapped around him, and that the voice that woke him up belonged to Nathan. Immediately his body tensed and he tilted his head to look at his friend, glad that it was rather dark in the room so Nate couldn't see the blush over his cheeks.<br><br>"What?" Daniel whispered, swallowing hard. Why was Nathan in his bed? Why was he holding him? <em>'God... I hope he can't feel my heartbeat...'</em> he thought, feeling how his heart started leaping inside his chest.&nbsp; 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 14:10:05</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Nathan had never tried this before, not with a guy anyway, but he figured it had to be the same as it was with a girl. Drunk and tired he tried to form together a pick-up line. He'd ruined his friendship with Danny, but maybe he could win him back. Confident in himself, he knew that Danny would probably want to sleep with him and maybe that would win him back over. <br><br>"I figured it out. Why we're drifting apart. It's because I don't understand what you're going through. Well, I want to know. I want to understand it, so I've got to try it. I don't want to lose you Danny, will you sleep with me?"<br><br>Nathan hugged Danny tighter and kissed the back of his neck, imagining in his mind the hot T.A. he'd been hitting on all evening. He rubbed against Danny's back, teasing a finger across his chest. "Please Danny?".
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 14:20:36</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Danny gasped, biting on the inside of his bottom lip as he listened to what Nathan had to say. He could feel the scent of alcohol captured in the other's breath, so it wasn't a big mystery as to why the other was acting like this. "You're drunk..." Daniel whispered quietly, shivering lightly as he felt Nathan's lips kissing the back of his neck, his heart pounding even harder against his chest as the other's finger stroked over his chest. What was he doing!? Was Nathan teasing him? Or the other actually wanted this... Did it mean that Nate was bi?! Or bi-curious? But... if he was and they slept together now... what would happen if on the next morning Nathan woke up and hated him?<br><br>Slowly he turned around, resting his forehead against Nathan's, his eyes half-way shut. "Nate... I don't want to lose you... but... what if you hate it? And you hate me because of it?" He whispered, looking in the other's eyes from close, his own filling with tears. Sleeping with Nathan... this would be a dream coming true to Daniel, but he didn't want to lose his one and only friend because of it. For so many years he had been choosing to be only a friend to Nathan and not risk losing him, so... should he accept the other's request now?<br><br>"Are you sure?" He whispered, swallowing hard. Maybe if they started going, kissed touched... maybe Nathan would get disgusted and would stop... And hopefully the other wasn't going to hate him afterwards...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 14:36:33</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Nathan answered the question with a kiss, leaning forwards and pressing his lips against Daniel's. He was tired of the talking, the second guessing and all of the crap they'd been dancing around with for the past few days. It was time to take some action. <br><br>He wasn't quite sure exactly what he was supposed to do in this situation though. All the normal bits were missing, at least the normal bits for him. So he kept on kissing Danny, one hand cradling the back of his head the other caressing down the side of his face. <br><br>It didn't feel bad, he was a bit lost and out of his depth, but kissing Danny felt just like kissing a girl especially with his clean-shaven face. Getting a bit more excited he pressed forward, taking control of the kiss and moving his tongue into Danny's mouth, caressing Danny's tongue with his own.<br><br>Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but Nathan was surprised to realise that this didn't feel wrong at all. He wasn't too sure about anything else, but kissing Daniel felt really good.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 14:48:09</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Daniel shushed down at the kiss. He was a bit surprised that Nathan was so initiative, but then again he guessed that his friend had a lot of practice, having always been quite popular among the girls. He panted softly in the kiss as he let his eyes close, trying to switch his brain off as he didn't want to think about all the 'what-ifs' that were going around in his head... He just wanted to enjoy the moment...<br><br>"Mh..." He breathed out shakily as he responded to the kiss, his soft tongue swirling lightly against Nathan's, drawing it deeper into his mouth. This was craziness, but he didn't care! If he was going to lose his best friend he would rather lose him because of something like this, and not because he had been too afraid to be himself in front of Nathan.<br><br>His slender body shivered lightly against the other's, his legs parting lightly as if inviting Nathan to roll on top of him between his legs. Danny didn't know if the other was enjoying all this, but he knew that his own heart was about to burst any moment now out of excitement and it wasn't long before Nate could feel a hardness forming in Dan's underwear. Being kissed by Nathan felt so much better than he had ever imagined it!<br><br>Daniel moaned softly as he pulled back a little, panting for air against Nathan's lips. He could feel his cheeks burning as he leaned in to reconnect their lips again, pulling back a little to whisper. "The bottom drawer...lube..." He gave directions to where he kept his unused lubricant and some condoms, though he didn't care if Nathan wanted to use condoms, but the lubricant was going to be a must as Daniel had never gone all the way with anyone...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 15:23:48</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Nathan fumbled in the draw, searching for the items Danny described. He had condoms back in his room, but having them close to hand here was far better. As he searched he fumbled his belt open and started kicking his pants off, eager to get started. He found them finally and handed one of the condom packets over to Daniel.<br><br>"You want to help me get this on?" he asked, sliding his boxers down to reveal that he was starting to go semi-hard himself. Leaving Daniel to work with the condom, he pulled Danny's underwear down. He squirted some of the lube onto his hand and reached between Danny's legs to start lubing up his hole. It wasn't entirely new to him, one of his old girlfriends had let him try anal with her, but it was still hard to believe he was doing this with Danny.<br><br>His finger slid around the edge of his anus, rubbing the lube over the surrounding area and getting Danny used to the contact before he slid his finger inside with a generous coating of lube. He slowly slipped the finger back out to put some more lube on it and then pushed it back in. Nate couldn't believe he was finger-fucking his best friend, but when he stopped thinking about it too much, he had to admit it felt good. He was even enjoying seeing Dan's erection and knowing how much he was desperate for this too.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 15:35:28</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Daniel bit his bottom lip as he watched Nathan searching through the drawer for the lubricant. This was just so... absurd... Completely unbelievable! He was actually going to have sex with Nathan? Even when he was handed the condoms, he was still having some hard time believing it. He licked his lips and swallowed hard as he tore one of the packets open and took the condom out of it, but the moment he saw Nathan kicking his boxers off... he froze.<br><br>Before his very eyes was Nathan's growing erection. A growing erection because of him! He felt how his heart skipped a few beats and a soft moan emitted his lips as his friend pulled his boxers off, leaving him completely naked on the mattress. For a moment Daniel didn't move, glancing at Nathan as the other's hand found its way to Danny's tight ring of muscles. "Mh..." He breathed out shakily, tensing up a little and then shivering lightly as the other's finger teased his entrance.<br><br>"God..." He moaned, tilting his head on one side and trying to catch his breath. It felt so good... feeling Nathan's finger going in and out of his ass made him moan sweetly once again, his erection standing hard, even some precum rolling down the shaft. "GH... Nate... I... I don't... know how to..." He tried to speak, but words were having some troubles coming out of his mouth, so he just lifted the condom, handing it to Nathan. He had never had a reason to put a condom on himself or on anyone else, and their sex-ed class had never really given him much knowledge. He blushed deeply as he breathed out, his legs spreading even more. Daniel was a <em>beautiful</em> young man, who was taking a great care of his body, so his skin was smooth and gentle as that of a girl...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 16:10:37</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Nathan ripped the packet open with his teeth and fumbled the condom out, sliding it over the head of his penis and rolling it down the shaft. His erection kept growing as his hand moved up and down fitting the condom properly. He took the lube and put another large squirt onto the condom, jerking his hand up and down to spread the lube and bring himself all the way hard.<br><br>With the excess lube on his hand still, he wiped it across Danny's chest leaving a shiny trail across his smooth skin. Nathan moved himself to sit between Danny's legs, he knew Danny was going to want to look up at him while they did this so he was going to have to lift his hips up off the matress. He picked up Danny's legs and lifted them up to sit on his shoulders and slid forwards, pressing his cock against the tight ring between Danny's buttocks.&nbsp; <br><br>Whatever softness was left in his cock faded quickly as Nathan prepared to push himself inside Danny. The knowledge of what he was about to do excited him, making him feel as aroused as he'd ever felt before. He couldn't wait, didn't even pause to check if Danny was ready. Once he was lined up he slowly pushed against the resistance, feeling it part as the lubed surfaces slid messily against one another. He pushed further, slowly feeding more of his cock into the hole as he felt its tight edges press down against his sensitive foreskin. <br><br>"Oh, yeah", he groaned in pleasure at the sensation as he was finally all the way in, looking down to meet Danny's eyes, "Can I go faster now?" he asked beginning to slowly slide himself back out, feeling the length of his shaft rub against the tight inside of Danny's ass. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>13-12-2009, 16:47:46</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Daniel swallowed hard as he watched Nathan rolling the condom over his erection. The sight made the smaller male moan quietly, feeling dizzy with excitement as he thought that he was about to lose his virginity with no other but Nathan... He only hoped that he wasn't going to lose Nathan after this, because he had no idea how he would be able to continue living without his best friend.<br><br>"Mh..." He gasped as his legs were lifted on the other's shoulders, blushing deeply&nbsp; as his own erection hit against his flat tummy, his ass exposed to the other's member. He bit his bottom lip hard as he watched Nathan adjusting himself, preparing to penetrate him. Daniel felt as if he was on fire, those few seconds feeling as if they were an eternity of waiting. He just hoped that it was going to be alright and that Nathan wanted it... But if he didn't want it he wasn't going to be as hard as he was, right? <br><br>"Gah!" Danny cried out as Nathan's cock started sliding inside of him. His body shook lightly, his muscles tensed and for a moment he felt as if he was about to die. Nathan felt so huge inside of him! The smaller male whimpered and gasped for air, closing his eyes as the other kept pushing himself further and further inside of him. It hurt so much that he wanted to cry and ask him to pull back and stop... but he knew that if he did it Nathan was most probably going to end up hating him. Danny gasped for air, his chest jumping as it turned out quite hard to breathe when he was being penetrated by Nate's hard member.<br><br>"Mh..." He moaned quietly, his fingers curling around the sheets beneath them. He was trying his best to calm down and ease his muscles, but it was so hard... Daniel licked his lips and shook his head at the other's question if he could go faster. "N...no... please... gi... give... give me... so... some time... to...to get used... used to it... Ghhh... you're... so big..." He half cried out, half moaned out, his body torn between pain and pleasure, not sure how to react to those feelings and sensations. One thing was for sure though - his heart was going to burst inside his chest...<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>14-12-2009, 19:03:16</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Nathan smiled as Daniel described him as 'big'. He had never lacked confidence in his size or been unhappy with his body. He had often had girlfriends compliment him before as well, but hearing the praise coming from Daniel he believed it in a way he never had before. The way Danny looked at him was full of admiration and longing, and seeing that expression made him feel wanted and special in a way that he rarely got to feel. Seeing Danny grimace in pain though made him feel both sympathy for his friend and proud of his endowment, both at the same time.<br><br>More than anything he wanted to go faster, the slow pace was driving him crazy with supressed lust. Going against his instincts he slowed to an almost complete stop, sliding all the way in and held himself there to let Danny get used to it. He turned his head to where Danny's leg was slung across his shoulder, bent down and kissed it. With his hands he rubbed up from the hips, across his stomach and brushing his chest almost to the nipples. The skin was so smooth and warm beneath his touch, when he closed his eyes he wasn't touching another man or even feeling that he was touching a woman. With his eyes shut he was blind to anything but the feel of heavenly flesh and luscious skin beneath him.<br><br>Still he could not bring himself to touch Danny's manhood, as his hands caressed the body beneath him, he conscientiously avoided that patch of flesh. For a brief while he simply held himself inside Danny, while his hands searched across almost every inch of his body. Finally overcome with impatience he couldn't hold back any longer and started sliding back out again. He kissed Danny's leg reassuringly and looked down at him, "It's okay, it's supposed to be intense. I won't go too fast, just relax."<br><br>He started gliding his hips forwards and backwards, slowly as promised but with a steady regular rhythm moving all the way in, pausing and then sliding back until the head of his cock nestled just inside Danny's body. A moan of pleasure slipped out his lips, the feeling was incredible, even at such a slow speed. The tightness of Danny's hole, barely yielding to him, slid across the hard shaft of his cock sent a rush through his entire body. His fingertips and lips felt like they were buzzing with the heady sensations cascading through him. <br><br>They had only just started but already Nathan felt the beginning of a full fledged orgasm building up within him, he wasn't yet ready to cum, but he felt an ecstasy that he rarely reached filling him. "Oh God. Danny, you are turning me on so much. This is so good."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>14-12-2009, 19:50:20</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Danny felt lightheaded when Nathan stopped, buried deep inside of him. His entire body was one fire as he closed his eyes, gasping for air, trying to get used to the feeling of being filled by his best friend. His frame was shivering lightly, his chest contracting as he tried to catch up on his air. He bit his bottom lip, moaning softly as he felt Nathan's fingers passing over his body, stroking his soft skin. It was a good distraction for a little bit, the small kiss on his leg helping him relax some. He gave a weak nod to show Nathan that he was ready to start moving again, swallowing hard as he tried to relax even more.<br><br>"Ah..." He moaned as Nathan started pushing himself out and then back in. The blond's entrance contracted hungrily, wanting more of the other. "God... you feel so goooood..." He moaned again, his voice sounding so sweet and erotic. His erection throbbed as Nathan pushed deep inside him in a slow torturing manner. His voice once again filled the room, his muscles tensing around the other's member as its tip hit that sweet spot inside of Daniel, making him shake beneath Nathan.<br><br>"Agghh... mo... more..." He cried out, biting his bottom lip. It hurt so much, yet it felt so great that he felt as if he was on the verge of losing his mind. He bucked up a little, pushing himself against Nathan, wanting him buried deep inside of him again, hitting against that spot. Danny was becoming more vocal with every next moment,&nbsp; gasping for air in between his hot moans. He kept biting on his bottom lip, fingers curled around the sheets beneath them. He was getting closer and closer to his orgasm, his member twitching every now and then. He wanted some attention to it, but Danny knew that Nathan most probably was imagining some girl and not him...<br><br>He bit his bottom lip hard as he moved a hand to cover his mouth. "Mh..." He moaned again, his toes curling and body tensing, his muscles started contracting heavily around Nate's member, sucking him deep inside of him. "I... Naaate! I'mmm..." He cried out as he reached his climax, his seed shooting on his tummy and chest. His back arched up and his mouth opened in a silent cry of pleasure, no voice coming out this time..
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Caehlim</strong> on <strong>18-12-2009, 22:05:51</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Despite the alcohol he had drunk, Nathan was starting to feel a little uneasy. Danny was alternating between wanting him to stop and impaling himself wildly upon Nathan's cock. Soon Nathan didn't even have to do anything himself as Danny threw himself back and forwards, his legs slapping against Nathan's chest with the force of his motion.<br><br>This had all happened so quickly and Nathan wasn't sure he'd intended for it to go this far. Physically it felt great, his cock was tightly embraced by Danny's virgin hole and he had never had a partner this energetic or passionate. The small differences were extremely apparent to him, with every bit of motion Danny's hard member bounced about right in front of him, hanging down from Danny's suspended hips and slapping loudly against his stomach.<br><br>He wasn't sure what to do. His body was enjoying every second of the contact but his thoughts were starting to cut through the veil of alchohol to buzz around in his head. Should he be enjoying this? Having sex with another man, his best friend no less, wasn't something he'd ever expected to do. The bouncing member in front of him was impossible to ignore. Should he touch it? Would that make him gay in a way that being the man in this sex avoided?<br><br>Nathan reached out and lightly touched Danny's cock, awkward and uncertain. He rubbed it lightly with the palm of his hand, like he would start with a woman's mound. He could feel it quivering beneath his hand and then suddenly it erupted. He drew his hand back quickly, startled and embarassed as the white sticky fluid sprayed down across Danny's body. He wasn't ready to cum yet, his moments of doubt had even sapped a bit of hardness from him. He didn't know if he should keep going or if that spray meant it was over.<br><br>Great, he thought, now he felt like the woman watching a man cum and wondering if the sex was all over. With his cock starting to lose its rigidity he slid it all the way out of Danny and eased his hips back onto the bed. As awkward as he felt, he still needed release after that much stimulation. He slid the condom off, throwing it into the wastebin and rubbed uneasily at his cock trying to imagine the T.A. from the party beneath him. The image of Danny's face, happier and more lustful than any woman he'd ever screwed wouldn't leave his mind though. He sat on the edge of the bed, trying to coax his cock fully hard again, but doubts and too much alcohol was making it hard to get anywhere.<br><br>He glanced over at Danny, envying him for the untainted enjoyment he had had. "I can't cum. I won't to but I just can't make myself blow my load."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Taking Advantage</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>18-12-2009, 22:28:19</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Was it real? Had he just come from Nathan's hard cock hitting him deeply inside of his hole? Had he just lost his virginity to his best friend? He gasped for air, opening his eyes, trying to focus his gaze as he had literally lost consciousness for a moment or two after that powerful orgasm, his entire body still quivering from the waves of pleasure. He swallowed hard, licking his lips, thinking that this was what meant to reach heaven... <br><br>But his shaky smile left his face when he felt Nate pulling out, his entrance contracting, not liking to be empty now. He blinked as he watched the other jerk himself for a moment, not sure what was going on. His mind was still not working properly after the orgasm, but slowly he realized that Nate was not close to finishing like he had thought at first... Quite on the contrary... the other had pulled out because he was turning soft. <em>'I can't cum'</em> Nate's words felt like a knife passing through Danny's quickly pacing heart, causing it to stop and slow down suddenly.<br><br>"W...why?" He panted out as he sat up, supporting himself on his arms, though it was hard as they shook as if they were about to break. "Let.. let me help..." He whispered as he leaned in, wanting to kiss Nate's lips, but he suddenly stopped, not sure if the other wanted a kiss on the lips from another man. So instead he just kissed his shoulder, before he slid down, kissing his nipples, then down his toned stomach until he was laying between Nate's legs. He looked up at the other with a rather emotional face. Fear was starting to take over him as he looked at Nate's softening member. What if the other didn't like him? Wasn't turned on by him?<br><br>He swallowed hard as he reached out, taking Nate's cock in his gentle palm. He couldn't help but moan softly as he hold it tightly, his mind once again going blank as lust took over him. Slowly Daniel leaned in, his soft lips closing around Nate's hot tip. His tongue swirled around it, then teased the split with the tip of his tongue. His eyes closed slowly, his breath still heavy. His hand slowly jerked Nathan while his lips and tongue worked on the tip. Daniel wasn't sure if he was doing it right as this was the first time that he was giving head, but he hoped that he would hear a moan soon, that he would feel Nathan going hard again... <br><br>"Mh..." He breathed out heavily as he leaned in, taking more and more of the other's length in his warm mouth, until Nate's head hit the back of Daniel's throat. The smaller male gagged lightly, his throat contracted heavily around the tip. He pulled back, his lips making a soft popping sound, but he quickly leaned back down, repeating what he had been doing until now - teasing the other's head first, stroking him, then taking him in deeply until he choked... <br><br><em>'Please cum.. please like me...'</em> He thought to himself desperately, tears bulging up under his closed eyelids. He didn't even register just how much he was hurting from having his ass losing its virginity. All he could think about right now was that he had to bring Nathan to an orgasm..
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