The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]
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				Title: <strong>The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>21-08-2010, 23:49:56</strong>
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				There it was. The home she had grown up in. The sleek black town car her agency had reserved slowed to a stop and the old, friendly driver up front pulled up the breaks and then looked back with a smile. "You excited to be back home?" His clear blue eyes met the beautiful hazel eyes of the young, twenty-three year old woman in the back seat. She looked away from the house and smiled, dimples sank into her cheeks as her supple, full pink lips were back in joy to show her straight white teeth. "Of course, I've missed this town, these people...my family." She sighed wistfully and then giggled. "Oh come on Chester! My momma and little brother are waiting inside! If you could please bring my bags in? I would get them but-" When his hand came up to stop her, she blushed and giggled, "Thank you."<br><br>Quickly she swung the door open and then slammed it shut. Rae looked up at the home and happiness filled her heart. Dressed in designer blue jeans with a low cut silver shirt and a black lacy tank top beneath her black flats were suited on her feet, she looked the part of a famous singer returning home. Only this was not for publicity. She needed a break and she needed her family. Looking at this now tears fill her eyes and she realized just how horribly so she missed all of this.<br><br>Rae was a holder of a platinum album, she had numerous hits and was a great singer. Her voice was deep and powerful, smoky and sweet, she was quite good even with the new twist on her career that her dancing and dressing it up just a bit more sexy no one could deny her talent. With long, chocolate brown hair and tanned skin that fit her curvaceous form, she was a short girl at only five foot two but had a figure that made all know she was not some small waif. She had ample breasts and round hips with thick, sexy thighs and toned calves. The dancing had made her body a bit more fit but she was still soft and feminine.<br><br>It was no wonder she was as famous as she was. With a beautiful face, a great body, and great talent, she had it all. Only she did not have what she wanted most. Her family. She missed her brother the most though, they had talked time to time on the phone but it was not the same. He had grown up and she had move away she missed the times they would stay up late watching tv, eating cookies, playing video games and just cutting up.<br><br>He was her best friend and she had neglected him for fame and money. She just wished he could forgive her, for now she just hoped all this went okay. Running inside she was met with her hyper active mother who held her close and rocked her from side to side, welcoming her home and yelling for her brother to come down. Rae was laughing and smiling, just so happy she was here to be with the people she loved while Chester brought in the bags.<br><br>"I'll go to him," Rae said, "Hold on." Jogging up the stairs she was a little breathless as she knocked at his door, "Baby brother? Open up!"<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>23-08-2010, 02:36:23</strong>
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				Jay was laying in his bed like he did most weekends and vacation days. Yeah, it was Christmas break, big deal. He didn't really get bit by the holiday bug this year, or last year... or any year since his older sister had left. He knew that she'd have to in order to make it big and he was happy for her, really he was! But he wished that she had come around a little more often or even just texted him every now and then. He couldn't help but adore her as a musician though, he loved her voice and it was comforting to hear. he'd think of the days when she was here singing them rather than the sounds coming from the purchased tracks on ITunes he listened to all the time. He was her biggest fan musically, but he had started to get upset with her as a sister. That's what happens though when you have talent in a small town, you need to break out. <br><br>He smirked a little as he looked on his lap at the laptop that was open and shook his head typing back. He had been 'debating' with a few people in some chats about who the best artist was. Jay had demanded that it was his sister hands down stating that her voice, lyrics and looks made her a triple threat. He never eluded that he was her brother though, not in real life or on the internet. He was a fan of her music and knew everything that was posted about her in the media or online, he even ran a fan site. Rae felt less like a sister and more of just a celebrity. <br><br>His black sweater sleeve was too long and he had to keep pulling it up as he typed occasionally pulling out a piece of candy from the front pouch. He was wearing a pair of comfortable sweatpants that read "MMA Elite" up the side of the leg. He was taller than his sister, and most everyone in his immediate family standing at 6'1. He used to be shorter and wiry but he had sprouted and started going to the gym. He didn't play any sports but he liked going to the gym, getting stronger and bigger. he had a wide chest and shoulders and thick arms. He hid it all though under his sweater. He wasn't quite happy with himself enough to wear the muscle shirts that guy half his size wore to show off their bodies. Most still considered him a dork at school and he didn't really fit in with that many people. <br><br>His hair was a lighter brown than that of his sisters that he kept long and his eyes were a piercing green rather than blue. He had strong masculine features on his face and was good looking. He wasn't what most would consider a super hottie but he didn't' look like the dork everyone else made him out to be. No name places were supposed to be friendly especially to one of their own, not always the case. He didn't even play his guitar anymore, a string broke the day his sister left and it still lay in the corner of his room with the wire broke. Being famous didn't seem so great anymore. <br><br>With his headphones over his head listening to music through his laptop nodding his head as he listened to music, Rae's music of course as he left the chat having made a few new enemies online and going to Google typing in his sisters name looking quickly through the headlines before clicking on images looking through those for a new background image or to add to his folder. Jay didn't admit it to anyone but he had a crush on her... a big one. He knew that she was his sister so it may have been weird and people would probably judge him for it but she had everything that he liked in a girl, her voice was perfect, he looks, her body... everything. He shouldn't have looked at her that way but it was hard not to, she was everywhere he looked.<br><br>EVERYWHERE!<br><br>At first he didn't hear anything but the banging at his door made him jump up a little. He pulled one side of his large headphone to the side to expose his ear a little bit but it was too late to hear his sister. "<strong>I put all my dirty clothes down the chute already</strong>" Jay mumbled loud enough that the person on the other side of his door could hear him. He assumed it was his mother and he didn't bother looking at the door as she never just came into his room. He looked down at the laptop clicking on a new picture of his Rae he hadn't seen. Even had she opened the door she wouldn't see what was on his screen.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>23-08-2010, 02:53:59</strong>
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				For a moment, all Rae could hear was a mumble. Her dazzling hazel eyes narrowed a bit, hearing a few slip ups about dirty and clothes, she huffed a sigh. Jay's voice was considerably deeper now, of course she had heard him on the phone two months ago, but in person it was way different. Raising her hand to the door knob, she gulped. What if when she walked in he totally shunned her? She hadn't been home in such a long time, and each time she had gotten a chance to talk to her family her brother seemed to sound the most bitter. Only giving her a few words to work off of for conversation. Probably because she had only bothered to send about two emails during&nbsp; her first year of rising fame. Which she had apologized to her mother already and had attempted to apologize to Jay but she still felt like things might be sour between them. In her head she had a huge, happy and tearful reunion planned, with hugs and kisses and a need to hang out for hours and hours and catch up on the life she had missed with her baby brother.<br><br>Her stomach tightened and she put a hand over the soft flesh, in high school she had always been plump, bigger then most girls in her size and curvaceous. She had developed at such an early age and her breasts were all natural, fitting into a triple D cup, scandalous outfits and sensual photo shoots were the norm for her. After all, her structure was curves, thanks to her mother and father, who both came from families that weren't small. Of course, she hadn't seen her dad in years, but she had reconnected with her grandma. But moving on from such a sore subject, she would glance down at herself. She had changed over the years, had toned up along her legs and thighs and arms, she had recently added dancing to her list of skills and could tear up a dance floor like nobodies business. So with these things about her adding and taking away, she had to wonder what sort of changes Jay had gone through.<br><br>Was he still the short, wiry middle school student who after his first day of Junior High, came home crying because the football jocks beat him? Most likely not, he may not have been as popular, but surely he had outgrown that stage. Would Rae still be able to lay with him in the same bed, singing songs and talking about their dreams, about their messed up family and their fears? For such a long time, Jay had been a huge part of her life. Leaving had been such a hard thing to do, and her first year of working in the entertainment business had torn her up into pieces. Neglecting her family for that long had been such a stupid thing to do. But she was back now, surely she could make up for it, right?<br><br>Walking in with a twist and a push of the door knob, her eyes scanned the room, messy and a little warm, it reminded her of a boy's room with the smell of body spray and something else that was odd. She could hear his laptop running, could see the glow coming onto a face that she hardly recognized at first. And then her eyes widened and a bright smile came to her full lips before she spoke up, "J-Jay," she said, flipping his light on, she gulped, why couldn't she move? Looking at him she saw that his light brown hair had grown, it fit his face so well and she had a desire to run her fingers through it. He was broader now, more filled out with powerful shoulders, hidden in his long black shirt, her eyes went down along his form and saw his long legs, her eyes welled up with tears, seeing him like this, so grown up and handsome broke her heart. Where had she been all the time and why was she such an idiot for missing out on some of the most important years to her baby brother?<br>Without a word she went to the left side of his bed, she could think of no words as she simple rose her knees onto the bed and threw her arms around his shoulder, tightly, pressing herself against him, gasping as she felt a familiar and yet renovated warmth flow through her, she closed her eyes as her fingers slid up his hair and she felt her tears slide down her cheeks. "I've missed you so much," she whispered.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>24-08-2010, 00:09:37</strong>
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				Jay's eyes were locked onto the laptop screen sitting up some as he found some of her latest pictures. They were so...seductive and flattering to her. Rae's poses and clothing accenting her curves in an almost unbelievable way, Jay assumed that they were photo shopped to look the best they could be. He hadn't really recognized her curves when she had been here because she was just his sister and he was a great deal younger and while he was interested in girls it was girls his own age that he had been looking at and certainly nobody in his family. He remembered her having curves but this perfect... no he would have remembered right? Even if it was a long time ago and he hadn't looked at that many people with the same type of eyes.<br><br>He had worked at changing his image to be that of those he seen in magazines but he was never fully happy with it. He wanted to be bigger or more cut when he reached the size he wanted then he wanted more. It was a cycle of inadequacy that flowed around in his mind when he seen himself in the mirror. He was the only one in his family that worried about it that he knew about. Seeing himself as too small is why he hid his body and his progress. He didn't go to the gym during the day but instead at 4 in the morning before school and on the outskirts of town where nobody from his school would have gone. <br><br>Then he heard his name spoken somewhat nervously and he looked up hearing a familiar voice but at the same time one he hardly knew. He seen Rae standing there and had no reaction as though he expected to find her there; he did as he had a large poster of her on the other side of the door but it took him a few seconds for his mind to register that the door wasn't open and the curvy beauty that was standing there wasn't wearing the same clothing or the same sexy pose being struck. His cheeks flushed some, it reminded him so much of a dream he had about her, one that he really liked but he knew that he wasn't dreaming as he could hear the hard drive of his laptop spinning and then the sound of someone trying to cam with him - it was a fellow fanatic he had met online. Someone else obsessed with Rae and basically the only girl who knew anything about him; Annabeth. <br><br>He didn't look down though he just looked at his sister standing at his open doorway the edges of his lips twitching slightly as he wasn't sure if he should smile and jump up and hug her for all she was worth because she was the musician he loved so much or frown at the sister that had left him. His eyes looked her over as the tone for the webcam rang again. He met to cancel it but didn't look down as he did so and accepted it and slid the headphones off his head hitting mute on the computer. Was she really here for Christmas!? The fan part of him wanted to literally cry of happiness the abandon brother side of him wanted to ignore that she was here. She had don't it to him long enough. <br><br>He didn't move as she came over to his bed and when she wrapped her arms around him he realized suddenly that his laptop was on and she would soon be able to see what he had as his desktop. Maybe she would be happy it was a picture of her or maybe she would be creeped out that her own little brother had such a provocative pose of her in what was considered her sexiest picture to date. He closed it quickly having no idea that Annabeth had seen her come into frame and hug him and him return the hug with one arm until he closed the laptop completely and moved it to the side. <br><br>With two free arms he put them around his sister patting as though it was someone he hardly knew, his jaw clenched tightly and then slacked a few time before he pulled her even closer to him burying his head into his shoulder. She may have left him but it was to do something amazing! She had become a star and one that he enjoyed listening to, he was so happy that his sister was home and it only made it better that it was Rae, the singer he loved to hear. He had tried to keep the two separate in his brain but here and now he couldn't, they were the same person and he loved them both. He slacked the hug though with that realization... he loved them both but in different ways.<br><br>"<strong>I missed you too</strong>" he said a few second after his tone flat almost uncaring as he tried to figure out his feeling. It was wrong he knew that, she was his sister and everything told him that he shouldn't think of her as sexy or someone he wanted to be with, but he did. His mind was having a hard time functioning properly as he felt her body against his. It was so nice...
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>24-08-2010, 01:01:21</strong>
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				It seemed like the realization that she was there had to sink in for Jay to believe it. But Rae didn't move, she didn't notice his laptop or anything else about his room any more. The only thing she saw and cared about was Jay. Her little brother who now, was all grown up. He was so warm and firm, he smelled like a man and the thought made her feel old. The kid she used to baby sit and play video games with was now a man, and here she was as a woman, having not seen him in ages, she suddenly felt like the child, trying to gain his approval, despite her absent and her neglect. His words were flat, monotone as if he were a robot. Was he angry at her? He had every right to be.<br><br>Leaning away her lower lip trembled again as she saw his face up close. Her hands came up, soft, little fingers and palms cupping his firm jaws, tilting his head up she looked into his green eyes, her own a mixture of a darker green and honey gold, her long lashes feathering along her lips as she got a good look at Jay. His brows were thicker, his lips fuller, his eyes were brighter and his face was chiseled and form. Her hands slid down his neck as she gave him a shaky, nervous smile, he probably hated her, he probably wanted her to go away, right? That was how Rae felt when her father first tried to contact her before leaving. She had wanted nothing to do with him.<br><br>Rae's forehead pressed against Jay's, not caring if she was invading his personal space, she was just happy to have him here, by her,near her, in her space and in her arms again. Of course she was probably intruding, he was still a teenager and with that came boundaries and territory. But Jay would have to deal with it for now. Without thinking she grabbed his face and gave him a kiss, straight on the lips, no tongue of course, but it was a kiss from sister to brother and soon she sat back, smiling. Rae had done it so much in the past, she just felt it was natural.<br><br>Rae had no idea about Jay's obsession with her, heck not even their mother really knew. Speaking of which, their mother, Anna, was making them dinner, Rae's favorite, chicken Parmesan and dessert, pure German chocolate cake. Something her mother had learned from their grandmother who died when Rae was 16. There was a silence in the room as the two siblings just sort of sat there, looking at each other. Rae could hardly believe he was real, for a moment she wished he was the same as she had left him. Short and tiny, she bet he towered over her now, he was already taller then her as a freshman, but not by much. A deep sigh passed her lips before Rae told him, "I'm sorry."<br><br>The words rang true and she gulped before saying, "I am so so so sorry that I left and didn't come back until now," she had made that apology to her mom over the phone, but Rae knew she owed it to Jay to say it to his face. "I fail at being a good sister and a good singer, I never should...I never should have left like I did. Please," her voice was soft, pained as she said. "Please tell me in time you'll forgive me. You've grown so much and I feel so horrible that I missed it all," true Rae had been funneling money into her mother's accounts, heck Rae had bought their new house and had bought her mom a car so that Jay could have the older Dodge Stratus, but still, giving her family money wasn't enough.<br><br>"But I promise you," she said, her hand reached out and took his, "I promise you that I will be here and that when I leave to make my next album, I'll be coming by a lot more. I know you probably have college coming up at all and won't want anything to do with me," she laughed and looked down at their intertwined fingers. "But I want to make that effort and I want...to see you more and talk to you and have fun with you. I don't know what your interests are now, you've grown up into his handsome man and I know nothing about you now, I just know about the little brother back then."<br><br>Puffing her cheeks she sighed and closed her eyes before shaking her head and sitting back her hands in her lap, fingers pulling at each other. "But if you'd let I would love to know all about you know. We have so much to catch up on." Looking back up at Jay, she wondered how her speech would be handled. She had been practicing it for hours, going over what to say and how to say it. But the moment she saw Jay her prompt flew out the window and she had just went for it by the edge of her seat.<br><br>"Do you hate me," Rae asked, her throat closing up as she did, waiting to hear his anger.
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				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>24-08-2010, 02:42:26</strong>
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				He mind was a mix of old memories, feelings of betrayal and feeling of desire and they were all directed at the girl that was sitting on his bed with him. He wasn't sure how to proceed with all of this and what was happening and how he should act towards her. Being abandoned wasn't something he liked but it was also something he was used to. It wasn't as though she was his mother or anything, she was his older sister and went out to make it on her own, she was great the greatest but still she had been the only one he could trust in town. She hadn't belittled him when he got picked on or beat up, Rae had been there for him but then one day she was gone. <br><br>He looked at her swallowing hard when she cupped his face with her soft hand. His face stayed neutral to his touch though his brain was buzzing with all sorts of thoughts. He looked back into her eyes and wanted to burst out crying into his sisters arms telling her everything bad that had happened to him since she was gone in a second so that way she could comfort him like she always did. As her hands slide down his neck though his brain shifted gears into something else, something other than sibling emotions. She was a superstar, super sexy celebrity he thought about non stop and now she was touching him, in his bed with him. All normal things in this manner when they were kids but he wasn't a kid anymore and he was confused about things. Confused about why he couldn't want to see the sexy promiscuous photos, why he dreamt about her. <br><br>It was all so wrong but he couldn't help it for a damn second. <br><br>He remained calm at her shaky smile and just looked at her his brows tense his throat feeling dry. If she could only read his mind or what was on his hard drive of his laptop she might not have been willing to get so close to him. He remained sitting up as her forehead came to rest on his, his eyes still open as he looked at her so very close to him. He should have been welcoming her back, showing her the latest video games tell her his crushes but he might as well have been a sofa or a lamp that didn't work. The lights were on but nobody was at home as they say. Besides Jay's biggest crush... was her and she just kissed him. It wasn't a romantic kiss but still he tasted her lips on his and part of him wanted more.<br><br>He wasn't sure what to say when she said that she was sorry but luckily she hadn't been content with just saying that as she spoke more. He watched her and listened as she spoke, watching her full lips as she pronounced each world, looking into the kind and beautiful eyes he seen in pictures looking at him, not in the brotherly way either. Perhaps it was those that had him confused, he had never seen her look with those sexy eyes the way she did in pictures, never as alluring in the manner. It was all he was reminded of now when he thought about her, those eyes... naughty flirtatious eyes that seemed to be looking at him. <br><br>Jay hadn't the slightest clue that Rae had been paying for everything. It was something he guessed might have been happening but nothing he asked about. He just stopped caring about things like that. His mom didn't seem to mind, she loved him but he wasn't messing up the whole place anymore and even his room wasn't as messy anymore. She assumed that it was just a part of becoming a teenager for a boy. She bought him Rae's CDs and the magazines that she was in but didn't know of the obsession. Honestly she had thought he was using it to prove to people how famous his sister was, it never donned upon her that he almost never had any friends over. 'always talking on the internet' she would say. She had no idea it was almost always about Rae or looking at her pictures or managing one of her fan websites. He was good though, he never said anything about her that wasn't said to at least once in the media. <br><br>Blinking Jay took it in and shook his head slightly, his voice came out low and slow "<strong>You didn't fail as a singer...</strong> he said. It might have hurt her that it appeared that he was ignoring the rest but he had to get that out. He defended her on the internet and on forums and he would defend her against herself. Then just as slowly he added "<strong>I don't know if I ever can</strong>" Harsh but the truth. He didn't like to lie to his sister and he wasn't sure if forgiving her would be honest or just because he was such an obsessive fan of hers. <br><br>Letting Rae taking his hand he swallowed his cheeks reddening a little as he felt the softness of her small plump hands against his bigger stronger hands. It was like a dream having her hold his hand... her being on her bed...her being here but he wasn't in a dream world! He was in the real world looking at his sister. He shifted his weight a little as he started to get uncomfortable dealing with this. He could hear his pulse beating in his ears and it made it hard to concentrate on Rae's words but he managed to none the less. <br><br>He scratched his arm and ran a hand through his air basically anything to try and take the attention away from his cheeks that were now flushing a deeper shade of red to everything that his older sister had just said. "<strong>No</strong>" he decided "<strong>I don't hate you, I don't think I ever could</strong>" he added and it seemed like that was going to be all he said as he paused for a few seconds. "<strong>You...you only went out to do what you had to do what you wanted to do and I'm happy for you. You are a huge success and very famous everything every girl or even guy wants. You are the number one of Itunes at any given week, you've gone Platinum you made your dream come true, you are motivation for every little girl in this city you know that?</strong>" he asked. <br><br>It was time to stop avoiding the personal questions though, and when he started speaking he brought his knees up hugging them like he used to when he was younger. Then they were usually on the couch and he was leaning to the side against Rae rather than pushing forward to meet his knees. His stomach knotted and his throat felt on fire. "<strong>I'll always want you in my life, when I'm done high school this year I don't know what I'm doing but I want you to be part of it. You are the only one that ever truly listened to me and were there for me. I'm a... a... selfish jerk for being mad at you for leaving me I know but I missed you so much. I liked when it was you and me but you are shared with the world now</strong>" he paused rocking some on his bed his eyes forming tears at the corners. <br><br>"<strong>I want you to be a part of my life again... and I want to be a part of yours even if it's only small compared to the rest</strong>" he said putting his head down into his arms tears falling down his face now. he was a strong muscular man but he still had pent up emotions and sometimes it was impossible to contain them.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>24-08-2010, 03:29:13</strong>
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				Waiting seemed like a life time, and at his reassurance that Rae had not failed as a singer, but confirmed that she had as a sister she felt as if a hole had been punched through her chest. She inhaled but nothing came in to fill the void that had just been made. And when he told her he wasn't sure if he could ever forgive her, she swallowed, hard, a huge lump of sobs that painfully pressed against her throat and she inhaled, unsure of what to do or say. She could not cry like this, at least, not right now. Rae had to get over it, she had to accept her brother's pain and work to make it through with him. She had to just try and try, not with gifts or money (although she had brought plenty) but also time and devotion. She had made a mess of everything and it was all her fault. When would she ever learn?<br><br>As Jay told her all about what she had done for herself and this city, Rae grew sick of thinking about the reputation she had made for herself. True she had done a lot with her life, he managed to make girl dreams and had gone on tours and released albums and hits with her melodic voice floating through the air waves. Rae was living her dreams and she was making money that she had never dreamed she could obtain. But at what cost? Sure girls here loved her, but her own brother had a hard time accepting her. Looking at Jay, she shook her head, seemingly looking disgusted with herself. <br><br>As Jay folded into himself, she inhaled, she knew that position and it either broke her heart every time she saw it or sent her form into manic mode where she used to be able to fix anything. Now though, her body seemed frozen in place, unsure of what to do, what to say and how to say it. Rae's body felt cold and empty, her heart felt like it was broken up and all of the ugly desires she had were poured out and all she wanted to do was draw in that need for Jay, to comfort him. But how could she comfort him when it was her who had done the damage? At his words she blinked and tears went streaming down her cheeks she really was horrible. Rae had no right to ever regain Jay's love and trust again but at his words she knew it was what she wanted and she would have to make the first move.<br><br>When he hid his face, she shook her head as her heart dropped into her stomach. "No," she whispered, "No, no, no, Jay," she groaned his name. Rae moved, she moved onto the other side of his bed, her shoes came off, the flats dropping to the floor as she shoved his laptop down to the foot of his bed and got in the middle of his mattress. Her body came up and she realized he really was taller and firmer then her, this might have been awkward, but she did it anyways. Her arms came up, settling now on her knees to give her more height, they came around his shaking shoulders and she pulled him forward to rest against. Rae's hand went to his head, letting it rest on her heaving bosom as her fingers went through his long hair, it really was as pretty as it looked.<br><br>Rae began softly, "You are not a selfish jerk, you are my little brother who I've failed and I'm so sorry. All I want to do is to be a part of your life and I mean that Jay, I am serious when I say that you will never, ever be a small part in my story. Do you understand? You play one of the biggest roles of my life and I am not about to let you think that I don't. I'm sorry for being the selfish jerk Jay, I am sorry for letting you miss me and nothing of what me leaving might do. I want to be there for everything Jay, I mean it. I wanna see you go to Prom and graduate, I want to be there for everything and I want to hear about the things I've missed."<br><br>Shakily she breathed, her body was warm but craving for more heat as she slid down away from her knees and her legs stretched out as she brought Jay down, closer to him, she was crying now, the tears wouldn't stop as she said, "I don't want you to share with me anyone. I'm serious...it's...it's not fun being shared with your family and the world and I thought I could do both but I couldn't and it's just...like this huge trap, Jay, being a star isn't all it's cracked up to be and I just, I needed to come home. I needed to see you and feel you and be with the only guy I've ever been able to be myself with and talk to...and I want to listen to you Jay. I want you to tell me all the things that's been on your mind."<br><br>Softly Rae spoke to him, "I love you so much Jay and I am so sorry for leaving you like I did. I haven't spoken to mom yet but I do want you to be apart of my life more and I've been thinking...about having you&nbsp; come along with me to California and maybe travelling a bit with me when you're free..." She sighed and said. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought that up like some kind of bribe, because it's not I just want you to be with me and see all the great things I can in the mess of being famous."<br><br>Closing her eyes, the girl just sighed and whispered, "Jay if you never want to forgive me, I understand, I do, I just ask that you let me try with you again...and that during these next few months if it would be okay, to just have me as your sister again and not as some celebrity, I don't want that life as much as I do want the life of being your sister again."
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>25-08-2010, 04:52:17</strong>
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				It made Jay frown the way that she had looked when he had spoken, he didn't think it was coming out right, or maybe she just wasn't happy. He wanted to best for her and he was really happy about what she had done for herself it was just hard for him to see his sister leave him. She hadn't failed as a sister... that was nearly impossible. It wasn't her responsibility to take care of him and it wasn't her fault that he was anti-social and unpopular. Even though they knew his sister was famous nobody wanted to be friends with him when they found out she left town. They all said they would have left and never come back if they had him for a brother as well... those words stung but at least he didn't have fake friends. <br><br>She was frozen; she probably thought that he was being so immature and childish with the way he was acting. He was embarrassing himself but he just couldn't stop it. They were emotions that had been brewing for a long time and they were strong ones. They were things he would have talked to Rae about had she not been the one that had left. He logged for the physical comfort from his sister but he was 18 years old now and all done high school, he should have been old enough to control himself. <br><br>Then she cried too and Jay hated himself all the more for that. Even if the tears brightened up her eyes and made her look all the more beautiful it was not something he wanted to see his older sister do. He should have just shut up and left it at Hi ... but she deserved the truth of how he had felt and even if it hurt him and hurt her it had to come out. He couldn't believe that she was finally home and now; because of him, they were sitting on his bed crying. It should have been a happy moment, a great moment for their little town to have their biggest celebrity home and for Jay to have his sister. He never doubted that she loved him, not once. It still hurt though. <br><br>He couldn't say anything for a few moments but he felt his heart freeze when she came around him putting her arm around him pulling her to him. His head rested on his sisters bust at for now he wasn't thinking of how great they were or thinking sexual thoughts about it. His head had rested there many times in the past but he had never remembered. He turned slightly getting more comfortable and slightly closer to her as one arm went across from her holder his shoulder his facing turning into her the tears still falling and Jay didn't want her to see it. <br><br>Jay shook his head that was still pressing against her bosoms and swallowed hard. "No..no Rae you didn't fail[/b]" he said his voice cracking slightly then he took a few breaths before looking up at her still clinging to her like the little boy in him used to. "<strong>You aren't the selfish one. You grew up and did what you wanted to, you broke barriers and became a star. I'm so proud of you Rae... my big sister made her dreams come through. I missed you... I really did you were my only friend forever. I'm stupid to think you abandoned me... it can't be easy for you</strong>" he said swallowing back some more tears "<strong>do-do you mean it? You'll be here for my graduation?</strong>" He looked hopeful as if it would make his life. <br><br>It was Jay's turn now to do the comforting, or at least he thought. It felt so great to get those things off his chest and even though nothing was truly resolved his best friend was here now and she knew how he had been feeling, a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. He hadn't felt this good in a long time and he was sure they would still have things to talk about. When she tried to pull him down he laid back on his bed but higher than Rae sliding his strong arm under her head pulling it gently to his chest to lay on as his hand patter her back listening to her confessions about stardom. So it seemed those movies were not always just made up. He felt like an idiot for being so angry when clearly things weren't that great for her either. Somehow he had believed she was so happy that she temporarily forgot about him. <br><br>"<strong>I...I've just been missing you Rae that's all</strong>" he lied his hands making large circles on her back to try and calm her down. "<strong>I hope you aren't talking about just leaving it all behind, it's been your dream forever. I know that you are there for me and you know I'm here for you right? Just like before and what will always be. I know it's different when it's the world... it's not sharing I was dumb to say that. You have so many fans and make so many people happy Rae even...</strong>" Jay took a deep steady breath "<strong>even me with your music</strong>" he doubted she was talking about up and quitting but he had to make sure. <br><br>Shaking his head jay responded "<strong>I know it's not a bribe and...I'm flattered I really am Rae and if you are serious I'd love to go! You don't need to ask Mom, I'll be done school in a few months and then I'll be able to do my own thing. I love you so much Rae... so much! I've missed you as though it were a part of me that had disappeared</strong>" he looked down at her forcing a smile. He didn't think now would be a good time to talk about his councillor thinking him seriously depressed and Mom thinking it was just 'that age' causing him to have even less people to talk to. she meant well. "<strong>I always want to be with you</strong>"<br><br>"<strong>Rae</strong>" he said softly the hand that belonged to the arm he hadn't slid under his sisters moved up to caress her soft cheek his thumb wiping away any traces of tears. "<strong>I'd like that but I do forgive you. You have nothing to be sorry for. You are my sister and I love you more than you can imagine</strong>" he said realizing what he had said. No, she would just think that it was something he was saying, everyone said that it didn't mean that he had a crush on her right?<br><br>well he did.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>25-08-2010, 05:14:07</strong>
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				In the years she had been gone, Jay really had grown up. When he even pulled her closer into him and started to comfort her, Rae was kind of upset that the roles had changed. She wanted to be there for her little brother, she didn't want her little brother to be there for her. Well she did, she didn't have much support except for the members of her band who had become her best friends over the years, but even they didn't quite understand Rae and she couldn't tell them about her doubts and worries. Rae was used to dealing with stuff on her own, she was used to bottling things up and keeping stuff secret. So to have Jay here with her guts spilled for him, it made her uncomfortable.<br><br>As his wide, firm hands made slow patterns against her back, she sighed and shook her head a few times before meeting his eyes. "I'm so sorry for leaving Jay, and I know what you're saying is true about my music. I just needed time before this. I needed a break, I took a hiatus to see you guys and it makes me sad that I had to. I could have just come to see you and mom so much sooner but being in my line of work isn't easy. So I just stopped all production and singing and I knew had to see my baby brother again."<br><br>Smiling a little at his words, she sighed and shook her head to begin softly, her soft hand came up and her thumb brushed across his lips before she whispered, "I love you too Jay, I love you so much. And I promise you, even though you say you forgive me, I'm still going to try and make up for the time I've missed, it won't erase all the damage I've done...but I want to try to make things right again. If I can't I'll just feel like such a failure." Shaking her head she looked down before squeezing his hand and slowly sliding off of his bed. "Come on, Mom is almost done with dinner, we should help her set the table and get things together. Turning a bit, she finally noticed one of her posters on his wall, she paused, looking it over, she blushed as she saw her airbrushed body in tight blue jeans and a flannel top that was tied under her breasts with the lace of her red bra beneath. That had been an odd photo to see of herself, one of her first, really. Her hips had been toned down thanks to software and her stomach looked flatter, her hand came up to her own real stomach, it was still soft and not as flat as it could have been. In her concerts she didn't wear stuff like that, but these were posters aimed at girls and young men, looking back at Jay, she smiled and pointed. "Why do you have this in here? I look like a skank."<br><br>She sighed and then shook her head as she walked out, leaving her shoes in his room, she walked down stairs and into the kitchen to begin settin up plates and cups. Her mother smiled, she was lighter then her children with long blond hair and green eyes, their father had been Spanish, which was the only reason why Rae and Jay had darker features. Rae herself had a tan that had been brought on by natural sun, of course in photo shoots it had been spray on since she wasn't evenly tanned like when she took a picture on&nbsp; her stomach, naked, on a white bed with her feet tilted up and her round bottom exposed, she had looked golden all over in that one.<br><br>"How'd it go," her mother asked as she took out the bread. Rae sighed, she wiped at under her eyes before shrugging, "It went alright...me and Jay are gonna work again on being close." Rae looked back as she heard him coming. "We've got some things to get over, I know he's still upset for leaving so," she sighed, "In time...we'll be great again." Rae helped in getting the table all covered with tables for the three of them but also setting out food and ladles to help put in the chicken Parmesan and the pasta, with veggies and bread as well as sweet tea, the dinner was set.<br><br>Rae sat at the right of her mother, fixing her plate, with out even thinking she reached across and made Jay's too, like she used to too, giving him hearty servings and more then he asked for before handing the plate over, she blushed. "I'm sorry...I...habits die hard, I guess, hope you're not mad," she said, looking down as she poked at her own food. Lately she hadn't been eating much as she tried her hardest to lose weight, even though Beyonce was curvaceous and thick, Rae was no Beyonce, it would be like stealing&nbsp; her image or something. But it was hard for her to lose weight, almost impossible.<br><br>So with a sigh, she shrugged and began to eat, asking her mom about her classes and her job, enjoying the taste of real food, and the company of her family.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>27-08-2010, 01:15:30</strong>
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				Jay liked being able to switch the old roles like this, while he had loved being held and comforted by her he wanted to be able to do the same. Now she was actually feeling the need to have that done, or at least he had assumed. It made him finally feel older and more like a man to be able to comfort her. Their mom had been so reserved so he never had a chance to help her. He had never had a girlfriend or even a close friend that was a girl that actually lived near him so he never had a chance to try and comfort anyone else before. He wanted to soothe the hurt and sad feelings, for once he wanted to show he was there for Rae. <br><br>Swallowing hard Jay couldn't help but smile when she said that she had stopped everything just to come see them... then she clarified... him. He hand continues to rub her back "I know, it had to be hard. You always see how hard it is for them in the movies and everything. I sort of assumed they were all just making it up to make a compelling story but I guess if it was easy then everyone would be able to do it right? I'm glad you came home though...it's really great to see you[/b]" Jay confirmed again swallowing hard as the mix of emotions came back to him. The <em>other</em> feeling he had for Rae that weren't so brotherly. <br><br>It would be fates joke that at the same time she had pressed her thumb to his lips and whispered that she loved him. Shifting his body slightly did not ease his uncomfortable feeling with the situation but then again it wasn't physical discomfort that was filling his body. Truthfully it was nice to hear those words and the soft touch of Rae's hand on his face her thumb on his lips. He kissed her thumb softly before he could think to himself and whispered back "I love you too" back to her though it seemed harder for him to say. She obviously was referring to a sister-brother love; which Jay did too , but his was also more. He couldn't confess that to her though, it would just be weird and he doubted even his lovely sister would stand by him with that. Laying here suddenly became awkward for him but it didn't last long as she got off the bed. "Right, don't want cold dinner or mom to do all the work" he nodded turning so that his legs were off the bed but he didn't stand up just yet but turned when she spoke. <br><br>The poster... that damn sexy poster of her that hung on his wall. <br><br>It had been photo shopped, now that he had seen Rae up close and seen her true beauty he knew that. The thing was, he preferred the real girl. The fake curves while beautiful were not as nice as the real one. He wondered why they did that to her. At least it wasn't the one behind the door that was even more sexy and 'skanky' than the one on his wall. His cheeks burned red when she asked him and gave her opinion on the poster. It really was, and it wasn't something one would expect a brother to have on his wall. His face was so warm he was sure he could have cooked supper on it. "I uh... it came in a magazine is all" he lied looking out the window to avoid the potential look she would give him. He should have taken it down the moment he found out she was here, or met her downstairs so she didn't come in his room. The pile of magazines were hidden beside his night stand though, they were all magazines she was. That didn't compare to his digital library though. <br><br>It took him a few minutes before he calmed down enough; and regained the normal color in his face, before he could come down stairs. He didn't look at either his mom or his sister when he walked into the dining room and pulled out a chair sitting on it quickly. Just being in the same room as Rae right now was making his cheeks flush some as he looked down at the plate that Rae had made him. "No...no it's okay thanks" he said but he didn't look up at her as he picked up his sppon and slowly started picking away at his food eyes on the food at all times. He ate mostly around his vegetables. <br><br>Their mom informed Rae that everything was going great with her job and her classes. Then she added looking at Rae "I have a class tonight in about an hour. If you want I can skip it honey it has been so long since I have seen you. It'd be best if I skipped it, I can make it up another time" he said with a definite nod. It had been so long since she seen her baby girl! She didn't want to waste a moment of it on classes or being out.<br><br>Jay remained silent as he ate looking up at nobody. Why couldn't his mind have just stayed how it was in the bed for those few moments? What did he have to be such a freak? 
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>27-08-2010, 02:13:37</strong>
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				As they ate she noticed the way Jay seemed to be far more reserved. He hardly looked at Rae or Anna, his fork just scraped along the plate and he would eat in nibbles as if he were a nervous rabbit. Rae kept looking over at him, wishing he would talk more but for now she let Anna speak. After all, Rae had missed her mother, a lot. While she seemed to have missed Jay the most, Anna was one of Rae's dearest friends, even though she was the mother, Rae and Anna had always had a connection. And in the past Rae had been the mediator between mother and son. Rae would tell Anna how Jay was feeling, and Rae would tell Jay about how Anna was feeling. Whether it be about his grades, or the divorce, there wasn't a very open line of communication between them and Rae wondered if it was because her father had left just a couple years after Jay was born or if because Jay looked too much like their father. Whatever it was, the two of them needed to be closer but it was hard to tell them that without making them either angry at her, or each other, or just worried that Rae might leave again.<br><br>"Mom," Rae shook her head, "You should go to your class. Just because I'm here doesn't mean you guys should put your life on hold. Besides, these classes will help you get your Master's in education right, mom? You can't afford to miss these, you want to open your own day cares up and I don't want to hinder your dream in any way." Anna sighed as she knew that Rae was right, but still.<br><br>The blond just smiled before nodding, "Alright...alright fine, you're right. But there is a cake in the fridge, don't eat it all before I come back and you kids had better behave," she smirked and winked. Anna had missed saying that, usually now it was just her saying bye to Jay and telling him to call if he needed anything, and that was it, there was maybe an 'I love you' or, 'Take care' maybe a kiss on the cheek but there was nothing like having them both together with a young woman now who was able to get a rise out of Jay and also make trouble if she wanted. Though Rae would never do that on purpose. She had always been a good kid, had never gotten in trouble except for when she stuck up for Jay. <br><br>After dinner, Anna said her good byes and kissed Rae goodbye as well as Jay, she got her things and left, leaving the siblings alone. "Stay sitting Jay," Rae told him as she took both of their plates and put them in the dish washer she got out two little plates and cut them both a slice of cake. She smiled as she came back and sat down right across from him, she poured them both some milk and settled in to take a bite. "Oh god," Rae moaned the moment she tasted how rich the chocolate was and how light and sweet the cake felt on her tongue. She closed her eyes and took another bite with a rumbling whimper escaping. "This is so good," she whispered as she licked her fork from the icing.<br><br>Blushing a bit she took a sip of her milk and sighed before licking at the white line across her lips, she giggled and looked at Jay. Still as quiet as before, she reached across with her foot and lightly kicked him. "Jay," her brows rose and she leaned forward, stop being a little mouse. Tell me about school, tell me about your friends and your girlfriend," she winked, teasing him. "I mean what have you been up? Have you joined any sports, or clubs? Done anything interesting?" She was interested in her little brother's life and honestly wanted to know more about what he had been up to. She wanted to know his hobbies now, his talents, everything. While she might have sucked for not knowing this before she was trying and she was going to keep trying until she knew all she could and Jay was nearly sick of her.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>28-08-2010, 05:15:42</strong>
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				Jay was really hoping that his mom would have actually stayed home from her night class tonight. It wasn't that he didn't want to spend any time with Rae but he really wasn't sure how to do the whole brother-sister thing when he had other feelings that only built seeing her in person. Cursing his mind he was the last one to finish eating with was odd for him since he usually flew through his food and went upstairs to his room and on his computer. Anna assumed it was normal teenage behaviour and assumed he was talking to his friends there rather than going out. at least she knew where he was and that he was safe and not out partying. His anti-social behaviour was oddly comforting to his mother. Jay hadn't had any real issues with it either considering that he was the one that shit himself out from those around him. Alas it didn't seem like he was going to get his wish and he was going to end up staying alone in the house with his sister that he also had a massive crush on and wasn't able to think of anything else at the moment. He didn't sign or anything he just continued to eat. <br><br>Receiving a kiss on the cheek Jay simply said "Bye mom" in the same monotone voice he had been using before and say at the table slowly picking at the last veggie that was on his plate and eating it. His hand was on the back of the chair as he was about to get up and was told not to so he sat down in the chair as Rae cleaned it. Usually it landed on his lap to do the cleaning up when mom had night classes. Now Rae was home and things were like they used to be for an extent. <br><br>He looked at the desert then he heard a very pleasing sound that drew his eyes up to his sister. She was moaning and saying oh god. Jay's muscles tensed tightly together and he pulled himself closer to the table looking up at her though he head was still facing down so he could look away if she looked at him. He licked his lip watching her as he felt the blood drain from his face some as blood started to flow elsewhere under the table. He pressed his legs up against the table propping them on the legs of the table to keep them there as he could feel his groin start to get swollen. <br><br>Even her licking of the fork was sensual to him and he was sure she wasn't doing it on purpose which was worse since he knew that it was all just being made up in his head but...damn. So good... he was sure that it was as he took a drink of his milk to keep his face from starting to get warm again as she giggled her cute giggle then looked at him. Averting his eyes to the cake he took a small bit into his mouth and started chewing then he started cutting it up into peices while he chewed. He looked at her briefly when she said his name but then back at his plate. <br><br>He sighed a little then leaned back crossing his arms over his stomach making sure that his legs were still well under the table. He didn't even kick back like he would have anytime in the past. He frowned slightly but tried to make it look neutral. Of course her leaning forward and wink were completely normal things to do when asking something like that but Jay couldn't get his mind to stop thinking the way it did when he seen her pictures. He fantasized about her flirting with him and leading him on but this wasn't what she was doing. Rae was just trying to have a normal conversation with her little brother. The problem was her little brother was what people might consider as a pervert in the way he thought about her. He couldn't let her know, that would be so wrong and she'd probably leave and he'd really never see his sister again. <br><br>"I don't really...have friends and I've still never had a girlfriend" he answered honestly his cheeks blushing some. He was 18 years old and never had a girlfriend, he hadn't even gone to school dances and danced with a girl. "I mostly just stay at home on the laptop. I started going to the gym at night but nothing competitive or anything like that. I'm so tired of being the frail looking guy" he frowned a little turning his head to look out the window. "What about you? Are any of the rumours on the internet true about your love life?" he asked trying to get the conversation off of him and his pathetic life.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>28-08-2010, 06:12:23</strong>
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				A little bit of disappointment came of Rae when Jay told her had no friends, nor did he have a girlfriend. She felt bad for even asking, but she had honestly thought he had the ability now to go out and make friends with people. She wondered just how much of it was her fault. Maybe not the whole thing was her doing, but she had a big part in not being there. Looking back to her plate, she poked at her cake before eating the rest, silent now and no longer moaning, he had seemed to freeze up when she did. Rae wondered if she bothered Jay, if she annoyed him. Maybe that explained some of his behavior, like he was hesitant to even look at her in fear of hitting her or yelling. She sighed a bit and took another sip of her milk. "I see," she smiled and then said, "Well you look great, honestly Jay, you've sprouted up and filled out, I'm surprised you haven't got a girlfriend. You're handsome, heh, if you weren't my brother I'd be flirting with you," she winked and her toe poked his foot, playfully.<br><br>At his question she just shrugged her brows and wiped her mouth with a paper towel as she shoved her empty plate back, fighting the urge to get more. "Hah. No way. I haven't seriously dated anyone since high school, since Eli." Eli had been her first and only boyfriend, they had been together from her Sophomore year all the way to her Senior year before she broke things off one night and left for stardom the next morning. "In all reality," Rae began, "I don't have much friends either, there are only four people I trust with my life outside of my family." She sighed and said, "All of the times you've seen me in a magazine with someone on a "date" or "partying and making out" in a club some where is either me being set up for a publicity stunt or just me hanging out with new people."<br><br>Rae shook her head and her long brown hair bounced around her pretty face, "I haven't kissed a boy, with any real interest in them, since high school. The guys in the music videos, most of them are gay, and that one time I kissed the&nbsp; actor, Liam King, yeah, that was all a sham too," she sighed and said gently, "I'm not very lucky in my love life, to be totally honest. I feel like I can talk to you about this stuff now and," she shrugged, "Most of the guys in holly wood are total shams, scum bags, or already married to girls who are skinny as a broom stick." Looking out the window as well, she looked wistful, lonely, her brows came together as she said, "I guess there must be something wrong with me. My best friends, who are in my band, Alex and Cyn, they're constantly trying to find me the perfect man but I've given up on finding him now. At least, if there is someone for me, he's not...famous."<br><br>Looking back to Jay, she smiled, before asking him, "Hey, Jay, did you wanna go out tomorrow, just us," she looked at him before saying. "Mom's gonna be teaching still since Winter Break hasn't let out...nevermind," she laughed and said, "I forgot, you...you're still in high school," she sighed and said, "Man what am I going to do tomorrow, I had this big idea to take you out shopping and going out for lunch and things." Rae blushed, "Maybe...later, or this weekend unless you, uh, wanna skip school?"<br><br>She winked and said, "Ahh I should stop. I'm being a naughty sister, sorry Jay," she got up and took her plate and glass to the sink, she eyed the came and scooped up a dollup of chocolate icing, she turned to look at Jay and her soft, pink tongue flickered out the lick at the tip of the hill of chocolate, lapping at it and making it smoot against her finger before her full lips surrounded her digits and she suckled in her finger, letting it pop out of her mouth. "Mmmm, I'm going to get so fat,even fatter then I am now,&nbsp; over this break, I can tell that already," she giggled.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>07-09-2010, 07:32:50</strong>
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				That was the difference between Rayne and him, she had said she'd flirt if he wasn't her brother which mean that clearly she didn't think that way about him. He was having a hard time though. She was shown in such poses and wearing clothing that enticed his mind and she and her body had been rammed down his throat. She was all over the city, her voice all over the radio. He bit his bottom lip feeling her foot touch him, he wasn't sorry he didn't have a girlfriend, none of the girls in town interested him. He wasn't sure what he wanted in a woman and was afraid to even think about it because he knew one person that had these qualities, but she was family. His cheeks reddened some however as his face started to burn. "Oh uh... thanks you look...uh.... yeah" he said not able to look up at Rae as he felt a lump in his throat. <br><br>Confirmation that she was still single yet it was nothing he could use. Not for personal use or for his fan page. He promised himself he'd never use personal information on his sister for the site. "Really?&nbsp; Since Eli?" he asked his tone clearly shocked. "I thought...well I thought it was real just like everyone else did" he said slowly a small smile threatening to break through his lips even if she was his sister, it wasn't like anyone else was with her either. Hollywood was good that much was for sure. <br><br>"I can relate... with the whole love life thing at least sort of" he said scratching the back of his neck swallowing as the smile he was trying to hide did fade to a slight frown when he seen how sad she looked. "Maybe...maybe you need a hometown boy?" he asked looking down at his now empty plate, well it wasn't so much empty as he played with the food and moved it around until there was almost nothing at all left that was solid. "I think you'd be a catch for anyone and you look better than any of those 'brooms' as you put it" he tried to comfort her but his eyes dropped some to her chest trying to look lower at the curves as well before his eyes snapped but up to her face. <br><br>He didn't really have a chance to answer as she started talking about going out tomorrow then realizing he had school and mentioning that she was a naughty sister. He pressed his legs up harder into the table so he was now on his tippy toes. She sure had a way with words, if only she knew how they affected him and what he thought. He couldn't tell her though. She'd probably be so disgusted she'd never speak to him again and then the entire family would stop talking to him. Not that he really cared about most of them. <br><br>"No it's okay. I have good attendance one day isn't going to hurt" he said as smoothly as he could but what he say next caused him to nearly stop breathing. The sound of his heart beating was the only thing he could really hear was his sister...no...Rae the beautiful celebrity singer licked the icing off of her finger in a way that he was sure would have a gay man turning straight. He gripped the side of the table watching her his knuckles turning white.&nbsp; He swallowed hard his jaw tense as were his muscles. Then the cute giggle...the tightening in his pants was unbelievable as the blood started flowing to his meat he had pressed against the table. <br><br>"I..I think you're perfect" he blurted out still looking at her in a bit of shock. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>01-10-2010, 09:58:45</strong>
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				There was definitely something different about Jay. Rae watched him after cleaning off her finger from chocolate, he seemed so tightly strung. Like a boy being teased and forced to spend his life with...blueballs. Which was total torture and Rae would have wanted her brother to release and enjoy life and relax. But each word she said and each playful jab she sent his way did not seem to be taken well. It was as if she had punched him or insulted him instead of trying to lighten the mood and form that friendly, playful bond again. Walking over she shook her hea and took up Jay's plate and glass before putting it back into the dish washer with her own dirty dishware. "Nah, nothing in Hollywood is ever real. Some marriages are real but even then there's the doubt that none of their "love" actually exists with how much time she spends on the road and on clothes and how much time he spends in the bars." Rae laughed and said, "Ah yeah. I suppose that you can relate, though honestly, you have it much easier."<br><br>Sashaying her way over, Rae came up behind Jay and her soft, small hands touched his shoulders. "You don't have to worry about people taking pictures of you when you walk down the street with your love interest, and you don't have to wonder about whether or not your record label sent a cutie your way to make the tabloids crazy. You're able to live life and meet pretty girls and flirt and text and make out without having every moment documented in US Weekly." At Jay's suggestion about a hometown boy, her brows shrugged and she said, "Hm. Maybe."<br><br>"Maybe a hometown boy is what I need," she laughed and then very slowly she leaned down to slide her arms around his shoulders, her breasts became pressed into the upper blades of his back as her chin lightly rested on his left shoulder. "Perhaps Eli is in town," she purred, "I miss him an awful lot and I'm the one who dumped him...who knows, maybe I have a shot." She sighed as her face tilted towards Jay's neck and her warm breath swept along his flesh. Her hands flattened against his chest, her fingers spreading out against him, gripping over his pectorals lightly. "Maybe you could invite a girl and we could go on a double date?"<br><br>She smiled and then kissed the side of his neck before standing up straight and running her fingers through his thick, shaggy hair. "Hmmm...are you sure mom won't hurt me for taking you out? Cuz if not then we're totally going out tomorrow. Starting at like...nine in the morning," she giggled and went on. "It's set then. Tomorrow is our day for sure, oh I am so excited!" She would tilt his head back at his sudden blurt of affection and compliment, looking down into his eyes she smiled and said, "I'm not perfect...but, to know that you think I am, well, I feel very close to perfection."<br><br>A bubbly giggle escaped before she leaned down and kissed his forehead, sighing before she broke away and said, "Hey. Would it be okay if...we slept together tonight? I miss all of our late night cuddling and well, I wanna feel like I'm home again and home is where the heart is, and you're my heart so. I know it sounds cheesy and stupid...but please?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>03-10-2010, 05:23:37</strong>
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				"I'll have to remember that" he said leaning forward on his chair rubbing the side of his neck. It wasn't like he talked to her enough to know that it had been fake. It would have seemed odd if he called her out of the blue to ask that. Maybe that is why he took to just being a fan rather than getting the inside scoop of things. He still felt close to her that way, but not as his sister but as the celebrity she was, the beautiful singer with the good looks and sexy attire. It was messed up , Jay knew that since the first time he googled her pictures and couldn't help but save them all to look at. <br><br>Snorting a laugh Jay shook his head "yeah... the probably isn't going to happen" he said when she mentioned the double date with a slight eye roll but his tone sounded more...nervous than sarcastic as he tried to make it. He could feel her full breasts pushing against his back as her arms came around his shoulders he had stiffened up (in more ways than one) in the chair so he was sitting straight. He was sure his face would be bright red if his blood hadn't been flowing so strongly towards his manhood that was pushed up against the table. <br><br>Her breath on his neck... fingers on his chest. Jay became confused with the sighs as he shivered his mind running wild imagining her hands staying open and going down his chest and stomach and then lower, under the table. He jerked his head to the side slightly telling himself to stop that as he cleared his throat... it was his sister after all. This was not good, he wasn't able to keep this under control at all! His sister was home talking to him in a probably normal way but he was wondering if she wanted more.<br><br>His heart started pumping more blood and he could hear it in his ears as she kissed his neck and stood up playing with his hair. Jay couldn't help but let out a sigh when she did, he had always loved his head being played with even when he was younger. Now that he had longer hair it was far better. "Uh... yeah I'm pretty sure" he said lowly "it isn't everyday we get to see you or anything plus it is an assembly day anyway" he confessed. When she tilted his head he complied and looked up at her, she was even more beautiful from this angle having to look past her full breasts to her face. He couldn't help but smile and reach one hand behind him ending up on her hip "I really do" he said a little more confidently than before.<br><br>She came down, he almost opened his mouth to kiss her thinking it was a dream...almost. Then the words hit his ears <em> Hey. Would it be okay if...we slept together tonight</em> and suddenly everything else in the world toned down. He moved his hand away from her and kept looking up at her as if he was on a daze. He was aware she was speaking but the words were just barely registering in his head. Cuddling... together... sleeping...same bed. It was almost too much for him, the words he was sure would replay in his head again and again when he was alone. She had missed it all when she left now she was trying to make up for it only they were both older... and more mature now. <br><br>"Y..yeah" he said with a smile before sitting up correctly swallowing hard. "yeah, I'd love to.. just like old time" he added. He wasn't going to be leaving the table anytime soon, at least not unless Rae left the room.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>03-10-2010, 05:48:34</strong>
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				"Great," Rae breathed out happily. She smiled as she thought about how great it would be. It really had been far too long since she'd been around Jay, and the idea of being in his arms tonight sounded so very sweet and just like old times. Sure it was pretty childish to do and it may be a little uncomfortable but, she honestly wanted to try. "Well, I'm going to get a quick shower to just wash down and change and check my mail and things like that. Love ya kiddo," she lightly ran her fingers through his hair once again and gave him a quick, soothing little massage before giggling and turning to walk out of the kitchen and up the stairs into her bedroom.<br><br>She got out a big fluffy purple towel and then went into the bathroom. Stripping her clothes off after closing the door she glanced at her naked form and sighed, smoothing her hands along her curved hips and thick thighs she eyed her supple flesh and large, rounded breasts before shrugging and bending to turn on the shower water. She yanked up the temperature and stepped in to feel the soothing hot liquid run over her tight joints and muscles, loosening up the stress the day had given her. She washed her long brown hair and scrubbed at the thick locks with the sudsy, cleansing liquid followed by the conditioner that would make her hair as smooth as silk. It paid to be a superstar simply because of the small things, shampoo and conditioner like this only came from the best who knew their ways around a good, healthy head of hair.<br><br>She got out the cherry scented body wash and washed over her vivacious curves and scrubbed along her flesh as she hummed and swayed her hips, singing one of her own songs softly, letting her deep, beautiful alto fill the tiled walls as she got herself ready for sleep. Rae's mind wandered to Jay, and then Eli, and then the idea of a double date once again. Surely she could find a willing young woman, Jay was still as handsome, even more so now then he had ever been. Girls would be dying to be with him and Rae wanted to find the perfect girl. With a little coaxing from her, maybe he would!<br><br>After she was done she got all dried off and wrapped the towel around herself before running into her room. She got on a pair of little black cotton panties followed by some grey cotton shorts that clung to her ample bottom and a white tanktop with no bra. She didn't know that the material was wet and a bit see through so the dark circles of her nipples were showing. She just brushed her hair and then sighed as she ventured out and towards Jay's room, she knocked and opened the door slightly. "May I come in now?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>05-10-2010, 07:28:11</strong>
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				Jay smiled at his sister, she seemed glad that everything was back to normal... well at least what passed for them as normal. It wasn't exactly common for two young adults that were brother and sister to cuddle together through the night and sleep in the same bed. When they were younger it was more of a comfort thing but now... she was trying to make up for lost time and Jay couldn't help but wonder how he was going to be able to handle it all. He could hardly handle watching her eat desert without thinking bad thoughts and getting hard because of her... Rae...his sister. <br><br>"Love you too" he nearly whispered in a sigh as she played with his hair one last time before leaving. He let out a sigh of relief when she was gone and pulled away from the table rubbing his hand over the lump in the jeans that had been being squished against the table. "Be good tonight, please" he begging looking down at it hearing the water turn on in the shower. She was in there now, getting naked and soaping up getting ready for a rinse all down her lustrous body. He hands "shit up" he mumbled to himself as he got up and left the kitchen heading to his room shutting the door and laying on the bed looking at the ceiling so he didn't have to see her body on his wall or door. Eventually his hormones calmed down some and he changed into the only pair of pyjama pants he had; they were red and made of silk being really soft. They had a matching shirt but he didn't know where that was so instead he pulled on a white muscle shirt. <br><br>He sat in his bed and turned on his laptop quickly going to his cam chat with his friend he had ignored earlier. She was still on. He put on his headset and started talking to her about how it had been his sister she had seen and nobody else, reaffirming that he hadn't had a girlfriend and damn sure that the celebrity they both loved wasn't at his house. <br><br>When there was a knock at the door Jay quickly said "yeah, just my sister I swear. I have to go" into his microphone before he powered off the laptop and shoved it under his bed as he said "yeah sure" to the question if she could come in or not. When she opened the door he just stared at hr for a few seconds, she might as well have just come from the shower to his room with what she was wearing. His mouth hung open a little as he looked at her body but then he turned away as quickly as possible his cheeks bright red. <br><br>"So... where did you want to stay?" he asked looking at his dresser doors.
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>05-10-2010, 16:59:49</strong>
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				Coming inside, she closed the door behind her and smiled as she bounced a little on her toes, making her breasts sway and become a bit more announced then she had orginally planned as Rae came forward and then bent over to crawl up on his bed. Her shirt hung down a bit and she had no idea her nipples were showing up or that her cleavage was quite apparent. Her hips swayed as she crawled, as if she might try to seduce him before she flipped over on her back and yawned, stretching her arms above her head with a soft moan escaping her mouth until she sighed and relaxed, crossing her arms under her head and fixing him with a thoughtful stare. "Right here," she winked, but then paused, "Unless this is your side of the bed or something. I don't know how which side you'd prefer," she laughed a bit before humming and then saying, "Thank you for letting me come in like this."<br><br>Sitting up beside him, she leaned over and put her chin on his shoulder, staring along his handsome profile before murmuring, "Thank you for being so nice and understanding and for not shunning me too completely the moment I came back home. There's still a lot of things we need to catch up on and fix but I appreciate you giving me the chance." She rose her right hand and moved it through his hair before she kissed his cheek and then laid back, shifting her hips and relaxing with a wide mouthed yawn.<br><br>Tugging on&nbsp; his shirt she asked, "So tomorrow, what all do you want to get? I'm letting you know now that I do have quite a lot of cash to blow just on you, and don't worry, this isn't your Christmas present. I have something special planned out for that," she smiled. "I just figured tomorrow we could get whatever...clothes...games...computer stuff, whatever you wanted. I'll be shopping too, you know I'm still a nerd about those things, but honestly, I'm here to give you whatever you desire." Was she trying to use material things to get his affection? Maybe so, but she just wanted to make her brother happy and while things were shallow they were rather nice to have. <br><br>Pulling up his covers over her body she groaned as her wet hair moved into one of his pillows, sighing as she laid on her side and the ample curve of her&nbsp; hip was shown a bit more as well as the softness of&nbsp; her breasts and the dip of her waist, her hazel eyes moved over Jay thoughtfully until she said, "Do you ever miss dad?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 06:34:36</strong>
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				He had been worried that she would have heard his conversation and asked about it. He wouldn't want to have lied about who he was talking about and the sort of half truth he was telling them. He wasn't lying it really had been his sister, but he only laughed when his friend said that it looked like Rae. Their conversation had been cut short but not before he told her he might not be on that much for a while with 'family visiting' as he had put it. <br><br>Once she was in the room he couldn't help but notice the outfit she was wearing and what happened when she moved. His eyes only looked at the dresser long enough for her to get halfway across the room seeing the bounce and then worst of all... her crawling into bed. Well not worst of all, it was great for a fantasy but when you realized it really was your sister doing it and he breasts you were trying not to make it look like you were checking out it was a little harder. If she caught him she would probably think he was a pervert and never want anything to do with him again. It was nice to think otherwise when you are alone with a magazine but the truth was the truth. He could feel the blood in his body start to go south again as he tried reciting the multiplication table in his head to keep his thoughts off of that. <br><br>"Well, the middle is sort of mine so.." he said looking at her and swallowed his cheeks still red an awkward smile on his face "so anywhere you want is great" he added. He looked over her body when she said thanks, he couldn't help it. "It's okay, I mean anytime really I'm here" he said when his eyes at last got back to her gorgeous face. <br><br>Jay could only look forward when she rested her chin on his face, her's so close to his. If he turned their lips could touch and... he shivered some at the realization that even starting to think that excited him. It was a fantasy, a big one and one he didn't share with anyone. Even the people online were oblivious to how he felt and they didn't know it was his sister. "I could never do that to you, you are my favourite sister after all" he smiled moving only his eyes to look at her and not turn his face at all. She liked getting close to him... and he liked it too though it was probably for different reasons. <br><br>"I don't want you to spend a lot of money on me" he confessed scratching the back of his neck as his hips shifted too and his knees came up some to hide the start of his bulge. It would have been easier to hid it in jeans. "Well there is that new" he paused...whatever he desired. He blinked a few times, if only she knew what he wanted she wouldn't be saying that. She probably wouldn't even be in the same house as him ever again. He cleared his throat after he moments of silence in an attempt at a bad cover-up<br><br>He wanted to put his arm around her when she lay down, he waned to do a lot more but it seemed like the right thing to do so what he didn't instead was lay back looking at her on his back, his knees up. There was silence for a few moments and then she asked the question. Jay froze for a second and then shrugged "no...not really. Is that bad?" he asked. He had always told people he did but that was so he would seem normal. With Rae he could be himself. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>07-10-2010, 18:32:36</strong>
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				Rae loved how easy it seemed to be with Jay. They were able to spend time together and to lay down at night, talking softly and coming closer for warmth and comfort. She knew most siblings hated to even be in the same room or on the same couch, so sharing the same bed for them was like a definite no-no. But for Rae it just seemed natural, she had shared his bed so many times in the past, of course she could tell it was a different bed since he was a pre-teen but it didn't matter. This room held memories, Jay held memories and Rae wanted to make knew ones and also remember the old. Once they were both laying down Rae saw how he wouldn't turn to look at her, well that was fine, his eyes kept glancing over at her, that was all that mattered. Besides, only lovers could turn on their sides and look into each other's eyes, talking into the dead of the night.<br><br>When he told her he didn't want her spending money, Rae just rolled her eyes and shook her head. "It's almost Christmas anyways I plan on spoiling momma and you, so don't worry." She laughed a bit, "Besides I like giving you stuff, I like seeing that look on your face when you open up a gift..." She paused and then said, softly, "Wow." Rolling onto her back, the swell of her breasts rose up high before sinking as she put a hand to her head. "I just realized I haven't truly celebrated Christmas in such a long time," she closed her eyes and then laughed, "I haven't been home on Christmas since...well, before I left here," she shook her head and then whispered, "I'm so glad I finally took the time to see you guys." Looking to Jay she smiled, "It seems I can't even function correctly with you two."<br><br>Getting a little closer to Jay, she reached over and took his hand as they laid together, her fingers slid through the spaces between his own and she squeezed. "No, it's not bad." She smiled and went on, "I don't miss him either. He caused our mom a lot of grief, and put us through a lot. I feel like if he had never left, we wouldn't have been able to get so close and to really grow, you know? Sometimes I wish he was around but even if he was I wonder if he would just be a jerk or if he would be the idyll daddy I always wanted."<br><br>Turning suddenly she scooted closer to Jay and her arm slid out across his waist as she pressed her breasts against his ribs, making his arm move up and around her shoulders as she snuggled herself to her brother. "So how come you haven't gotten a girlfriend yet?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: The Siblings' Song [Reyne and Talk2meguy]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Talk2meguy</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 07:31:34</strong>
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				<em>Easy</em> wasn't exactly the term that Jay would have used to describe how it was to spend time with his sister. It was great and he had missed her but things were so complicated for him now. He honestly didn't think that it was right that he looked at his sister as anything more but he couldn't help it. It was hard to hide when he wasn't sure if she noticed and was teasing him or if she just had that aire to her that he couldn't be sure of. She was so flirty it seemed and every time she even touched him it made him want to go off. He was trying to remember the old times when they just laid here watching scary movies (at least he thought some of them were) and talked all night when everyone was out or gone to bed. <br><br>They were trying to re-enact that but apparently Jay was too much of a pervert to allow it to work properly. At least she was pretending not to notice if not completely failing to notice at all. He just had to not look at her and it would be okay, trying not to touch her too much would be a good thing too. Long gone were the days we would lay on her chest or stomach with his head and watch a movie. He missed it but he wasn't a child anymore, and he could only imagine what that would do to him. <br><br>Jay let out a half laugh half snort "I don't know... I don't like it, it isn't fair. I don't have money to spoil you or get you something even decent so I think we should set a cap on the gift price. How about...50 dollars?" he asked turning his head looking hopeful that she would agree. She could actually probably afford 50k easier than he could 50 dollars but that wasn't the point. He didn't want to disappoint her. "I noticed it..." he said with a little more tone then he had meant to. "I mean, I just missed you is all and it wasn't the same. You are functioning just fine" he said his cheeks turning a little red. It was him who couldn't function properly when she was around. <br><br>"I just hope" he paused not sure if he should finish his sentence but he looked over at Rae "that it is a more regular occurrence." <br><br>His heat rate sped up when she got closer and took his hand entwining their fingers. He was trying his best to breath at a normal pace but it seemed to be more obvious as his breathing got louder being a little too forced. He paused after she spoke looking up at the ceiling wishing there were dots or something for him to count. "He called me last year" he started and his jaw tightened and he was forced to clear his throat holding back tears. "He wanted to know how you were and if me and you were still close...then he hung up" and that was it. Jay hated his father, he had for a long time even as a child but that still stung. He only called to see if he was in close to the famous relative. Even if they had still been close he wouldn't have told the prick. "I hate him" he confessed out loud for the first time ever. He usually became passive at his mentioning. <br><br>Nearly jumping up into his feet with surprise Jay felt her arm go around his waist and of course her breasts against him. Most brothers would notice that, he told himself but he did. His arm went around her higher and his legs bent so his knees were up. Her arm was close, not overly but close enough to give his manhood excitement. "Oh well.." he said using his free arm to scratch his neck, a nervous habit he always had "I don't know I guess I just never really met the right one" he said with a shrug which would move her some since she was under his arm. He wasn't sure, he was in High School, nobody waited for the one there. <br><br>"Most likely it's because I'm a freak" he said turning away towards the opposite wall "and girls kind of scare me" the last sentence was said lowly and he almost wished she wouldn't hear it.
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