Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]
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				Title: <strong>Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>19-04-2009, 01:52:46</strong>
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				It only takes so long to settle into a place and become a bit of a fixture. It had been about a month that he had been here now, and no one looked twice when he went in and out of Jack's trailer. His wardrobe had changed from the traditional Asian robes that he had once worn, to tight leather pants and slim-fit tops. The heavy leather collar that Jack made him wear was always heavy on his slim neck. By day, he performed in the acrobatics, but by night he warmed Jack's bed. Smaller issues were taken care of by him. Everyone knew that Gloom handled smaller things that Jack didn't want to. Wardrobe malfunctions, personal issues between performers, and minor complaints were taken up by Gloom. <br><br>He had actually settled in pretty well, become comfortable. Since he didn't really perform in many shows, mostly just practiced with the acrobats, he hadn't gotten to see the ringmaster yet. Gloom spent most of his spare time in Jack's trailer...cooking, organizing, or practicing his instruments. <br><br>Doing whatever he could to pass the time since he still didn't understand his place here. <br><br>With Jack, Gloom had discovered that his was a masochist, and bore the bruises of it. He still had a nagging feeling that something was wrong with him for enjoying the pain, but had a steadfast sort of loyalty to Jack for showing it to him anyway. <br><br>Humming under his breath, he passed by the trailer belonging to the ringmaster, just pattering on past it as he headed towards the pond that was right next to Jack's trailer. He sat down by it, a soft sigh that was more than a little bit content coming out, flopping back on the grass to enjoy the rising sun.<br><br>Gloom was a pretty boy, rather than handsome, with finely sculpted features and exotically carved cheekbones. His skin was creamy white, but hair was dark as ink. His lips were sweetly curved and plump, always a bright red, dark lashes brushing his bright cheekbones. His eyes, under those dark lashes, were impossibly black and never quite readable, always guarded. Even after a month here he didn't have many friends. Always having been extremely shy, making friends wasn't exactly a strong point for Gloom, and the outgoing performers didn't quite understand why he wasn't like them. <br><br>Gloom was relatively well-liked, but it was known that he was loyal mostly to Jack, so most people were kind to him without really welcoming him into their circles.<br><br>Used to being in solitude, Gloom was more than happy to lay on on the soft grass as the sun set around him, the circus beginning to shut down. The show was over now that daylight was coming, and everyone was starting to go back to their trailers, the animals being led out back to the pasture that had been set up for them.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>20-04-2009, 02:16:02</strong>
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				The show that night had been a complete success and Ringmaster James Miller was in a good mood. After the crowd had dispersed, he made his way around the circus to make sure all his performers were accounted for and nothing was bothering them. That being done he headed back to his trailer to count up the expenses and the profit made from tonight which should be quite plentiful for them considering the large audience that had arrived to see the Stardust Circus's first show. James made his way to the trailer and was just opening the door when he happened to catch sight of Gloom sitting by the pond that was right next to Jack's trailer and he shut the door.<br><br>He didn't recognize this one and he wondered if this would be the elusive Gloom he'd been hearing about from Jack who was their new acrobat. James reached the pond and looked down at the young man who was now on his back in the grass. <em>"Hello. Would you happen to be Gloom?"</em> He inquired with a friendly smile and took a seat on the grass next to the new performer who he hadn't had the pleasure of meeting until now. Even if it wasn't Gloom he was glad to meet another one of the circus members since he knew he hadn't seen him around until now. Why was that? Had Jack been keeping him out of the spotlight for a reason? Was something wrong with him?<br><br>Gloom was actually quite attractive he couldn't help but notice and knew the antics Jack engaged in but somehow just didn't have the heart to tell the clown he was going overboard. Violence and sex were a normal part of the Stardust Circus unfortunately but that was because the owner had no idea as to what was going on here and James just couldn't tell him. Jack was very helpful in everything that had to do with the circus and James didn't know if he would be able to run the circus by himself with a non-existent owner. So he put up with Jack for now since he didn't try and harm the performers at least not in a way that it would effect the show.<br><br>That was really all that mattered, right? James was currently dressed in his Ringmaster costume which was a loose fitting burgundy suit with tan pants and he carried a long wooden staff with him to point out certain things during the show. The staff was now in its sheath on his back as he sat on the soft grass, now and then looking over at Gloom as he waited for the acrobat to speak to him. James's medium length black hair was tied up in the back in a short ponytail and his green eyes seemed to encourage the other to open up to him and tell him what was going on. He was someone people came to if they wanted to talk and knew their problems would be safe with him. <br><br>James was the most trusted and respected member of the Stardust Circus.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>20-04-2009, 03:33:54</strong>
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				Jack saw James talking to Gloom as soon as he got away from the mass of trailers and into the open, walking towards his own. 'Wonderful,' he thought, 'just what I need, James on my case about Gloom...'<br><br>He imagined that James would've heard the rumors about the screams coming from his trailer by now, but Jack couldn't imagine James, the saint of the Stardust Circus, understand his relationship with Gloom. Jack wouldn't have kept Gloom around to do what they did for as long as he had, if Gloom didn't enjoy it.<br><br>"Yes," he said, responding to James, before Gloom could answer, "this is Gloom."<br><br>He put himself halfway between James and Gloom. He made a motion, without looking, at Gloom, and turned his head slightly.<br><br>"Come now, Gloom, introduce yourself to James, our distinguished ringmaster..." he said.<br><br>He was mocking James, a little bit, but not in a malicious way, he simply didn't see the value of James's sainthood, nobody feared him, and the only reason the workers didn't slack off, was because Jack was there to see that it didn't happen. It was all just Jack's theory on things, he'd been there as long as James, and in the end, he'd never tried to be kind himself, so he wasn't sure that the place would fall apart without him, but he was close enough.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>20-04-2009, 05:20:47</strong>
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				Gloom didn't move from his patch of rising sunlight, as though letting the sun sink into his skin was all that he could be bothered to concentrate on, nervous to look up at James. Afterall, Jack's rules on who he was allowed to talk to were exceedingly more strict when it came to men, and he didn't want to make Jack too angry at him. He liked pushing Jack's buttons to a certain extent - the man's anger always made their sex more interesting - but he had no interest in losing his comfortable position as Jack's bedwarmer. <br><br>"Hi," He finally said, only when Jack came up and stood between them. He sat up and peered around Jack, then gave a small wave with a dainty hand, "...I'm Gloom. You're the ringmaster?" He suddenly smiled brightly, having never seen the man in all of his time at the circus. <br><br>He moved a bit closer, scooting over the grass, but couldn't get all the way to James because of Jack.<br><br>He ended up pressed against Jack's side, peering around Jack's body to look at James. His dark hair went sliding over his shoulder, the ponytail extremely long. Perfect to allow Jack to get a good handful and yank. "It's nice to meet you, James. Am I allowed to call you James?" <br><br>He wanted to make certain that he wasn't being rude, that he wasn't expected to refer to the other man by his last name. <br><br>The leather straps criss-crossing his shirt had been designed by Jack. So had the tight leather pants. Everything that Gloom wore was hand-picked by Jack, and more often than not, he matched what the other man wore. Despite how controlling Jack was of him, Gloom was genuinely content if not happy with his spot in life. He loved the sex, and it made up for any flaws in their relationship. <br><br>A small smile was on his lips, a bit uncertain, his voice essentially unaccented when he spoke even though he hadn't come to this country but a few months ago.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>20-04-2009, 22:27:21</strong>
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				Indeed, James had heard the rumors about the screams that came from Jack's trailer every night. He lived right next door so it was kind of hard to miss but he didn't wish to pry into Jack's affairs for the clown should be able to live his own life. If that sort of lifestyle was what he liked, who was he to interfere? It wasn't as though he was hurting one of the performers after all or he would have heard about it, seen it or otherwise got the impression that something was wrong.<br><br>James looked up to see Jack standing over both of them and watched as the clown put himself halfway between him and Gloom as though he were being protective over the new acrobat and the Ringmaster raised a brow. James was used to the way Jack spoke and how his partner acted and simply responded as best he could to keep the peace around the circus. <em>"I didn't know you'd already met our new acrobat."</em> He remarked and made a mental note to include Gloom in the next show.<br><br>He wanted to see what the new member had in him for talent. <em>"Yeah, I'm the Ringmaster. James Miller. Good to finally meet you, Gloom."</em> James said as he leaned around Jack to extend his hand to the young acrobat and offered him a kind smile and chuckled when Gloom asked if he was allowed to call him by his first name. He was kind of cute. <em>"Yes, you can call me James. Everyone at the circus does. It's only during showtime that I'm known as the Ringmaster."</em><br><br>He enlightened Gloom and looked up at Jack again, wondering what sort of relationship these two had together - Jack seemed protective and jealous and Gloom seemed ... well, laid back and nervous. James was good at judging people and knowing when something was wrong or not which was another reason why he was liked here since he always tried to help his performers out of whatever problems they had going on. Most of the time he was successful and thus that led to part of his popularity.<br><br>But he wasn't entirely sure what the connection between the two were. Not yet. <em>"So when did you two meet, Jack?"</em> James inquired as he looked up at the clown again, raising a brow for he wanted to know why the other hadn't informed him that they had a new acrobat ready for a part in one of their shows.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>20-04-2009, 22:49:35</strong>
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				"A month ago," he said, "he's helping me out, is there something specific you wanted to talk about?" he asked.<br><br>He didn't want to end up talking to James for very long, Jack despised small talk, and he was anticipating a very long night tonight, he had plenty of energy left and he wanted to get Gloom bent over in as little time as possible.<br><br>He had been hoping he could coax James into admitting he was there for some other reason than just saying hello, or getting him to admit it wasn't important and that he could say goodnight and leave Jack and Gloom be. He didn't dislike James, but the man was rather disinteresting to Jack&nbsp; and in the end, it was that fact that meant that Gloom was perfect for him, he saw Gloom as everything James wasn't. Gloom was kinky, and liked what Jack did, whereas James was respectable, very...bland, even if Jack thought he was good looking.<br><br>"Its just," he added, "I've had a long day, and Gloom and I should get settled...for the night," he said.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>21-04-2009, 00:34:04</strong>
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				Gloom was quiet and a bit slow when it came to speaking, so Jack ended up speaking for him. He did reach around to shake the other man's hand with a small smile, nodding politely and then running his fingers back through his hair. His hand was small, warm, and dry. He had a relatively firm grip, though, and shook James' hand back without that small smile dropping. He leant up against Jack's side and looked up Jack's side to his face, "We met about...a month ago, maybe a bit more. I've been working for him ever since. He took me in." <br><br>He touched Jack's back lightly, having a feeling that the man wasn't actually tired, that it was in fact a ruse to get him in the bedroom and bent over on the bed. Or counter, or fold-out table, or chair. Their sex wasn't exactly limited to the bed. Vanilla sex wasn't exactly something that they did. <br><br>"Well...I guess I should go in. Jack's tired." <br><br>He patted Jack's back gently, "But...I'd like to hang out sometime. You live just over there, right? Maybe I can stop by and visit you soon..." <br><br>He smiled and flopped back onto the grass, suddenly deciding not to go inside until the sunlight had washed over him. He wanted a few more minutes to let his skin heat up, much like a great snake that was stretched out and curled up, legs tucked up near Jack's own. <br><br>He opened his inky eyes and watched Jack, "How come I never see you around?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>21-04-2009, 04:30:25</strong>
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				So Gloom had been helping Jack out. He wondered why Jack hadn't mentioned the acrobat to him when James drew up the show's schedule every night. If Gloom had been here a month he should have at least gotten some show time in. James shook his head when Jack asked if there was something specific he needed to talk about and rose to his feet as she stretched his limbs, seemingly lazy eyes flickered over the clown to fall on Gloom before he let a hand fall on Jack's shoulder.<br><br><em>"Not at the moment. Take care of yourself, Jack. Gloom."</em> James said, nodded at the acrobat and took Jack's words into consideration - it seemed as though he and Gloom were spending the night together. That in itself wasn't out of the ordinary for performers shared trailers sometimes when they wanted to spend some time with someone from the circus and it was their business. However, if a performer spent every night with one person in particular that was something that needed to be looked into and James wouldn't let that go.<br><br>It wouldn't be healthy to have such a relationship go on if one of the performers got too attached to one person. What if one of the two got sick and couldn't take part in the show or worse yet died? Their partner would be depressed and might not be able to concentrate and the entire show would go down and their ratings might plummet which affected them all. So James would keep an eye out from now on for any signs that pointed that Gloom might be getting too close to Jack or vise versa.<br><br>If it was for the good of the show, he would do anything. So to speak. <em>"I would like that, Gloom. I will seek you out sometime soon."</em> James said in response to the acrobat's offer and gave him a slight smile before he turned to head to his trailer, only a few steps away. In some ways it was nice that his trailer was next to Jack's for it wasn't a hassle to track him down when he needed him. The Ringmaster stepped inside his trailer and after he had shut the door the smile fell from his face as he threw himself onto the couch to close his eyes for a few moments.<br><br>It had been a great show and he was tired but also horny but he didn't have anyone to share that part with and wasn't entirely sure how to ask someone to help him out. One of these days if he got desperate enough he might go ask someone but for now he didn't have the courage. Instead he had some ideas he wanted to play around with that he was hesitant to try but couldn't stand spending another night doing paperwork for the circus. He had all day to do that tomorrow and he wanted to try something out.<br><br>James rose from the couch to make his way over to the cupboard, took out a pack of matches and moistened his suddenly dry lips as he sat back, trying to work up his courage. He set the box down next to him and drew his shirt up over his head, throwing it onto the floor as he picked up the box once again. Pulling a slender wooden stick out he drew the match alongside the edge and a tiny flame lit up burning the wood quickly, quicker than he had expected and he had to blow it out.<br><br>That hadn't been what he had wanted to do but he couldn't make himself do it. Realizing he needed to get his mental state prepared before he struck the match he took a deep breath and pictured the flame in his mind and worked up the courage he needed. James lit another match and before he had time to think about it he dropped it onto his bare chest without blowing it out. He cried out in pain as he felt the tiny flame burn into his skin but at the same time felt his cock harden slightly and he knew that it hadn't all been in his mind.<br><br>James was fucked up. Gritting his teeth he drew his shirt back over his head to replace the box of matches into the cupboard and got up to do some paperwork for the circus to take his mind off his crazy perverted fantasies. He hadn't thought himself to be a masochist but obviously there was a screw loose in him or else he wouldn't have gotten hard by giving himself pain. James heaved a deep sigh as he shook his head, continuing to write on the paper as he propped his elbow up on the desk, resting his chin on top of his hand as he sighed. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>22-04-2009, 00:41:03</strong>
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				He wasn't sure what to think about James's brief visit, it seemed too mundane, but he knew James would try to interfere if he thought it was getting out of hand, or Jack imagined he would. It was a real shame he'd never been able to find one shred of dirt on him, but he was as pure as clear crystal, and well respected to boot.<br><br>Jack wasn't going to have James interfering though, and if he did, Jack would take care of it, even if, and he really did want to, he had to get out his cane, and make sure James couldn't walk for a while. He wasn't going to let the Ringmaster, sense of justice or no, stop him from having Gloom warm his bed every night.<br><br>As soon as James was out of sight, Jack practically flew up the stairs and into the trailer, waiting for Gloom. He'd had an easy day, but that just left a lot of energy to work out. He'd found that Gloom probably didn't enjoy causing pain, and so, when he was tired, he couldn't rely on Gloom to trade places with him. It wasn't a problem though, his enjoyment of Gloom hadn't decreased.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>22-04-2009, 05:08:19</strong>
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				Gloom trailed up the stairs after Jack, not exactly rushing, just taking his time with it. His back was beginning to bear the marks of their rougher nights together, and he was starting to get a leaner, sharper look to his body from all the exercise he did, mostly at Jack's hand. Jack got his body moving in ways that it never did otherwise. <br><br>"I've never seen you spend time with James," He said, shedding his top as he came in, "I like him. I think I'm going to visit him tomorrow...he seems nice." His clothes dropped off quickly enough, ready to have his body properly abused. Afterall, how else was he supposed to get his fix? <br><br>Abuse had become like a drug.<br><br>As his sex with Jack got more frequent,the amount of pain that he needed increased, and he had found that only Jack could really dole out enough pain to make his whole body feel satisfied. <br><br>He indeed didn't enjoy causing pain, but receiving it...he was more that willing to do that. Sighing softly, he settled himself on the bed, thinking of the fact that James would hear him screaming. It definitely embarrassed him, a little bit, to know someone who lived so close by. Afterall, his screams obviously would drift through the walls and into James trailer. They probably had for weeks. <br><br>Gloom was actually looking forwards to seeing James. Maybe he'd be able to make a friend. Hang out and have someone to talk to. His loyalty was absolutely to Jack, but he could use a friend around the circus. Someone to just have some fun with...maybe have a more emotional connection. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>22-04-2009, 17:49:07</strong>
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				((Since there's not much James can do at the moment I think I'll pass this post up and wait for my next turn when something is actually going on :p like say Jack and Gloom start doing their thing and James starts hearing them and then I can probably come up with something ^^))
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>22-04-2009, 20:35:40</strong>
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				Jack climbed onto the bed shortly after Gloom and pulled him up by the collar and twisted him over, slapping a pair of shackles on his wrists, so that they were close together behind his back.<br><br>"James is boring...nothing like you and I," he said, honesty, he thought, "just remember, if he does turn out to like boys, however unlikely that development might be, you have to ask if you want him..."<br><br>He didn't want Gloom wandering away for the sake of love, Jack might not have been a hopeless romantic, but he didn't want his pet getting any ideas about reconsidering who he wanted to be with.<br><br>"Scream for James, won't you, Gloom?" he said.<br><br>With that, he positioned himself and slammed into Gloom, without warning or lubrication, and hauled him up by his shackles, and his hair.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>22-04-2009, 22:34:00</strong>
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				"Ah...ah," Gloom stammered, but was small enough that Jack could probably push him around with one hand let alone both. His hands were trapped quickly enough behind his back and he looked back at the other man, wrists already bruising as he tried to tug off the shackles but couldn't. He tried not to scream, but...couldn't. The scream came out, piercing, quickly running through the thin walls and into James' trailer. And he had been told to scream for James, and somewhat misunderstanding the instructions because his first language wasn't English, he screamed the other name. <br><br>"James!" He howled, rocking his hips back to meet the brutal thrusts, feeling blood trickle down the insides of his thighs. That wasn't entirely unusual for him, either. Sex with no lubrication except for his own blood was typical, but messy, and always looked worse than it felt. <br><br>"James!" His voice was shrill, pleading, though it was really Jack who he was pleading to.<br><br>"Ah, ah...m-more, please..." He whimpered, more quietly this time so that didn't leak out the door, rocking his hips back even as his hair was grabbed and pulled back to bring Jack farther into his body.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 05:52:23</strong>
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				He was still writing when he heard a scream come from Jack's trailer and he looked up, a frown coming to his face for he knew Gloom was inside there. Surely Jack wasn't hurting one of their performers? His pen paused and then resumed a moment later, perhaps it had just been a fluke. Then another was heard and James heard his name being screamed a second after which caused his pen to jerk as he dropped it to rush out of his trailer, hearing Gloom cry out his name again.<br><br>James burst into Jack's trailer, a grim expression on his face for he didn't know what to find inside and saw the clown holding onto Gloom's hair as the other was seemingly raping Gloom and his eyes widened at the sight. <em>"JACK!"</em> He exclaimed and darted forward to wrap his arms around the acrobat to gently draw him off Jack as he growled low in his throat at the clown for Jack had gone too far this time. <em>"What the hell were you thinking? You can't rape the performers!"</em><br><br>James told the clown, not knowing if Gloom would press charges or not and he glanced over at the acrobat. <em>"Are you okay, Gloom?"</em> He asked, waiting to see if the acrobat would be alright or not. James did not think Jack would retaliate against him but maybe that was naive of him. He couldn't help but think in the back of his mind that seeing Jack and Gloom like that had made him aroused. The Ringmaster knew he shouldn't feel that way for it was wrong of him to think like that.<br><br>But James had fantasized about himself in Gloom's position and also in Jack's and he wondered what it would feel like from both ends but banished the thoughts as quickly as they had come. It wasn't healthy thinking in such a way. He didn't want to be violent with someone else and he didn't want to be fucked like Gloom was either and that was the truth. It was. It was. Sure it was. Whatever. Okay so maybe he did but that was besides the point and it wasn't as though it would ever come to pass even if it did think it. So he might as well forget about it.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 06:07:31</strong>
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				Jack had though Gloom's screaming 'James' was amusing, an unintended bonus, but now that James had invaded his space, the very naked Jack, was not in the least amused. It only took him a moment to pull a cane from his closet. His weapon of choice, as it were.<br><br>James was too nice a person to have any fighting skill, and Jack was too experienced to be beaten. He brough the cane down hard on the inside of James's knee. With his next move he grabbed James's wrist and twisted, until Jack was face down, and bent over on the floor. Jack didn't have to do much after that, twisting the handle of the cane until a knife appeared and he put it to the inside of James's wrist.<br><br>This was a move the distinguished him, because most people would think of the neck, instantly, as the place to slice but, even if that was place he would bleed fastest from, and good slice on James's wrist and he wouldn't be able to use his hand, and would still be bleeding out, plus, there was no chance that James could wrench his arm away without breaking it himself.<br><br>"James," he said, when the flurry of motion had stopped, "stay out of this..."<br><br>He really didn't want to kill the man, partially because he didn't think Gloom would like it, and partially because James was a good enough person, and he had no reason to dislike him, other than the mistaken rescue attempt he'd tried.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 14:10:34</strong>
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				Gloom released the pillow from between his teeth and looked up, cheeks going very pink, wanting to cover himself but finding himself entirely unable to do so because of the handcuffs, "Oh, oh, no...we weren't...he wasn't raping me." He finally managed to stammer out, blushing brilliantly, flopping forwards so that his most intimate parts of his nakedness were hidden in the sheets and his long hair mostly covered his backside, "We were just...that's...we were just having sex." <br><br>The insides of his thighs were bloody, sheets stained, hair mussed from where it had been used as a lever to pull his small body up and over during the sex. He flushed brilliantly and looked up at the other man on the ground with Jack, still so embarrassed, looking up at Jack.<br><br>"Jack, please let him go. He didn't mean to interrupt." <br><br>He understood that James had been trying to do something good, to save him. He wished he could explain that he actually enjoyed the pain, but tha twas far too embarrassing, and he was certainly already embarrassed enough. HE swallowed hard and then looked back at the two men on the ground.<br><br>"C'mon, Jack...it was an accident..." <br><br>He definitely didn't want Jack to kill James. He liked James. James was nice and considerate.<br><br>Plus, James was a friend that he might be able to actually hang out with.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 16:08:23</strong>
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				The Ringmaster was busy trying to make sure Gloom was alright so he didn't notice what the clown was doing as Jack pulled a cane from his closet and made his way over to him. James felt a sudden pain on the inside of his knee and his leg collapsed in the next second causing him to stumble as he windmilled with his hands in an attempt to catch his balance before he fell. Jack grabbed one of his wrists and twisted until James was face down and bent over on the floor as he was slammed into it somewhat hard due to his mode of descent.<br><br>The Ringmaster let out an 'oomph' as he lay there a bit dazed for he wasn't used to such harsh treatment and his head was spinning a bit from the collision. James didn't try to struggle at first and had even less desire to do so when he felt the thin blade of a knife at his wrist, where the hell had Jack gotten a knife?! He hadn't heard him move at all. In his pocket perhaps? <em>"I-I uh-what are you doing J-Jack?!"</em> James exclaimed, uncertain about the clown for was Jack the type to actually hurt others? What was to stop him from killing him right now?<br><br>The Ringmaster's attention turned to Gloom as the other started to speak and James blinked when he heard his words. <em>"You wanted this, Gloom?"</em> James inquired, for despite his uncomfortable position on the floor, he could still talk and he wanted to make sure the acrobat wasn't being mistreated unless he really wanted it. He wasn't sure at first but as time went on and Gloom continued to speak, James deflated a bit. <em>"I'm sorry. I thought you were raping him, Jack. He was shouting my name and I thought he needed me to save him..."</em> James apologized.<br><br>Well this was a rather awkward situation. He couldn't help but like the feel of Jack's fingers around his wrist and on his body, holding him down on the floor, it felt rather nice and the way Jack talked to him made a thrill go through James. Yet at the same time he wanted to do the same thing to Jack for he liked power and control but had never really experienced it since he was the nice guy of the circus, never doing anything wrong or tempted into anything bad. It was downright boring.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 19:33:28</strong>
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				Jack let James go quickly replacing the knife-handle in the cane, and keeping in his hand, just in case. After all, it was a misunderstanding. He wondered if James would've been quite so valiant if Gloom had been screaming 'Jack.' It was, after all, 'Jack' that Jack thought Gloom meant, it was him that had told him to scream for James.<br><br>"Get out, James," he said, "I need to get...dressed, and I'll come over, we can talk it over...but not now..."<br><br>He knew he couldn't just kill James, and he couldn't just ignore what had happened, there had to be an understanding. He also couldn't just finsih with Gloom, more screaming, all the while James wondering if Gloom was lying, and he actually was being raped, and he was too afriad to admit it. Or too afraid that Jack would kill James if he did admit it.<br><br>"Just go," he said, "I won't be long..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 19:57:59</strong>
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				Gloom sighed, then buried his head in the pillows, shaking it back side to side. His sex drive had immediately run out in that moment of anger, in the moment of fear that had rushed over both of them. At least him. He hadn't expected Jack to get quite so violent but wasn't entirely surprised...afterall, he lived with Jack, and was accustomed to the darker side that he knew the other man had. He moved to tug his fingers through his hair but found his hands still bound. <br><br>Sighing, Gloom looked up at Jack, "Can you undo the cuffs before you go over there? I'll clean up." He meant cleaning up the sheets, changing them, making sure that the trailer was relatively tidy. <br><br>It was a task that he had taken upon himself.<br><br>Gloom couldn't stand to live in any sort of mess, and he had a tendency to keep the trailer immaculate, though it was often his own blood that he was cleaning up. Idly, he wondered if James knew the extent of their relationship. <br><br>Of his relationship with Jack.<br><br>Afterall, Jack had made him stay outside for hours, naked, in the dead of night. Probably when James was asleep. It was just part of their game...Jack treating Gloom like shit, and then Gloom retaliating by making the man mad. The sex, though, was what really bound Gloom to Jack. And the collar that dangled off of his neck, of course.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>23-04-2009, 23:26:51</strong>
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				It was part relief and part disappointment when Jack let him go suddenly and he rose to brush any stray dirt particles that had gotten on his clothing. He tried not to make eye contact with Jack because he felt a bit embarrassed to have caught him and Gloom naked in the clown's trailer but found his traitorous eyes attempt to catch one last glimpse.<br><br><em>"Alright."</em> James said and a grimace crossed his face as he turned to leave the trailer, the inside of his right knee throbbing from where the cane had hit it earlier and limped out, closing the door behind him. He made his way to his own trailer next door and threw himself onto the couch as he rested his body, closing his eyes as he thought about what he had just witnessed.<br><br>James really didn't know what to make of it. Had Gloom been mistreated by Jack all along? Had he just been too scared of Jack to let him know? Or was it really the truth Gloom had spoken, had he actually wanted it? James growled as he looked around for something to throw at the wall and sighed, feeling as though he wanted to fuck something or someone to release his pent-up anger or at least throw something to shatter against the trailer wall...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>24-04-2009, 00:21:14</strong>
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				"Fine," said Jack removing Gloom's shackles and giving him an affection slap on the ass. He'd lost any arousal he'd had, and cleaned Gloom's blood off of himself, and got dressed.<br><br>"I may be a while," he said, "you can do whatever you like, as long as you're in bed by midnight."<br><br>He grabbed a jacket and stepped out the door walking in quick step towards James's trailer.<br><br>He didn't waste much time, knocking on the door and stepping inside.<br><br>"James, I know that you misunderstood, but you should get it now...so unless you really need to lord your moral superiority over me, I'm going for a drink..." he said.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>24-04-2009, 02:48:10</strong>
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				Gloom stuck his tongue out when told to be in bed by midnight, not wanting to be treated like a baby, but instead of actually doing anything he got off of the bed and cleaned up the whole trailer, wiping it down until he was absolutely gleaming. Within half an hour of doing so he settled down into bed, having changed the sheets and set the dirty ones aside to wash out in the pond with a bucket of bleach, and he stared up at the ceiling. It was only briefly that he managed to keep his eyes open once he got into the bed and lay his head on the pillow.<br><br>He left a lamp on across the room at the other side of the trailer, always having been rather scared of the dark and refusing to turn the lamps off unless Jack was there. He turned on his side, facing the wall, curling up in a small ball with his entire body underneath the covers except for a few strands of dark hair peeking out over the top.<br><br>He was half sleeping, half awake, wondering when Jack would come back.<br><br>Even if Jack was mean to him, it was all fun and games most of the time, and he rather liked sharing a bed with Jack. He had a certain affection for the older man. Especially because in the dead of night when Jack was deeply asleep, if he cuddled up close enough, the other man would snuggle him right back.<br><br>He wondered if Jack was going to get much of a lecture about the sex he had had with Gloom.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>24-04-2009, 21:21:29</strong>
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				He heard a knock at his door and then it opened to reveal Jack as the clown stepped up into his trailer and James looked up from where he was currently resting on the couch. The Ringmaster's pent-up anger had not cooled down and the sight of Jack further infuriated it but he tried to restrain himself as best he could for he didn't want to resort to violence. That was not who he was and was not how he handled things. <em>"You're fucking him."</em> James stated, his words not being a question and he simply looked at Jack, his expression controlled as he stared him directly in the eye, waiting for confirmation.<br><br>He wanted Jack to elaborate, to tell him how long this had been going on. Everything inside him started to bubble up and a muscle in James's cheek started to spasm as his lips pressed together tightly. He rose from the couch to get up in Jack's face for the first time. <em>"How long has this been going on? Since he got here? You can't treat other performers like this, Jack! They are people just like us. Where do you get off on lording yourself over them? Some may break under your touch Jack but that doesn't mean you should take advantage of them! I should report you to the owner and see what he has to say about your little escapades."</em><br><br>James exclaimed, losing control of himself as he clenched his hands into fists and a moment later reached out to grab onto Jack's shirt as he attempted to slam him up against the side of his trailer, his eyes fierce as his body trembled. But not from fear. His lips met Jack's as he kissed him hard, tongue demanding entry into the clown's mouth as he held the other up against the trailer wall with a strength he hadn't known he possessed. The Ringmaster's right hand slid into Jack's pants in the next instant to grasp the somewhat hard organ he found there and James's fingers curled around it.<br><br>He roughly moved his hand up and down the clown's cock to stimulate the muscle as he continued to kiss Jack, his free hand holding the clown up against the wall of the trailer while he did what he wanted. It was only when he broke off the kiss to get some air that he realized what he had been doing and he blinked, his hand slowing on the organ and a slight sound of disbelief and embarrassment came from his lips as he quickly drew away from the clown. <em>"I-"</em> He began and then turned to fly out the door of the trailer, breathing heavily as he headed away from his and Jack's trailers to be alone in a place he knew would be empty at this moment.<br><br>The stage where they showed off the skills of the acrobats. It was a nice wide area where he could sit and think about what had just happened, what he had just done.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>24-04-2009, 21:53:40</strong>
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				Jack stood there after James had gone, shocked. Horny, but shocked. He couldn't believe it, James had...almost, raped him, in a way...and Jack had loved it. He could've finished himself off in a few seconds thinking about that power. James didn't know what he was doing, his attack, his attempt at jerking him off. It was all a little clumsy, but Jack was genuine obsessed now.<br><br>James was angry, and had taken out his anger by throwing Jack against a wall and starting on his member. It was perfect, James was exactly what Jack needed, and now, even with this he'd have James wrapped around his finger, if he got him to go all the way. Well it would be a win/win/win. Jack would get fucked, James would get to fuck him, and Jack would be able to get away with anything...<br><br>He realized he had his hand in his own pants just thinking about it. He removed his hand and ran off after James. The stage was the obvious place to look, it was empty, nobody hung around there after hours.<br><br>He found James quickly and started talking as soon as he saw him, his voice carrying.<br><br>"I've been fucking him since he got here," he said, "but you're wrong, I can treat them however I like, because I have power...I fuck people, they don't fuck me, I fuck Gloom, everynight, and he screams, everynight!"<br><br>He shed his jacket moving closer.<br><br>"You don't even have the balls to fuck me when you've got the chance, James, who do you think you are?" he yelled.<br><br>Goading, insulting, hurting this was what Jack was doing, and with any luck James had had just about enough. Jack could take whatever the ringmaster had, he knew that James wasn't an old had at this, that was why it seemed so awkward, but now, if he could just get him to give in. James probably wouldn't know that Jack was trying to goad him to action, unlike Gloom who had known for a while that what you said was of little importance, only how it felt.<br><br>He wouldn't fight, not much anyway, just enough that James could bend him over the stage. Jack was still hard thinking about it, it had been so long...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>25-04-2009, 00:02:47</strong>
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				[[Gonna skip my post. Feel free to post for a while...I'll have Gloom step back in when you two are done. :)]]
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>25-04-2009, 03:07:14</strong>
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				It had been so unlike him to do something as vulgar as what he had done and James couldn't explain himself and was caught between being disgusted to downright turned on. He shouldn't have interfered but then again how could he have not? Gloom had been crying out his name as though he were in pain and the Ringmaster of the Stardust Circus could not ignore a cry for help. James groaned to himself and then heard a familiar voice coming not too far away and he whirled around to face the clown he was trying so hard to forget at this particular time and grimaced, feeling his cheeks heat up a bit.<br><br><em>"Jack."</em> He said in a soft tone, not entirely sure how to deal with the clown at the moment as his eyes looked everywhere and anywhere but at Jack for he didn't want to see the other's expression. What if Jack looked as disgusted as James had felt a few moments ago? James wasn't sure he wanted to see that. However, when the clown spoke of his power and how Gloom was the one that he had been hearing scream every night from Jack's trailer, his anger heated up again. Now he could look at Jack and his fingers curled into a fist but he was able to restrain himself from flying over and letting a punch fly at his partner's face.<br><br>Although he did really want to make a dent. The bastard! He watched as Jack shed his jacket, moving closer to James and he tracked his progress until he was only a few feet away. Despite himself he noted that Jack's bare chest was silky smooth with muscles that rippled beneath his skin and James found himself begin to drool. Fuck. He hadn't even been interested in men until he'd walked in on that little scene between Jack and Gloom so why was he so obsessed with the two of them? They had looked so hot together and while half of his brain had been telling him that it was wrong and that he should stop it, the other part had to admit he wanted to take part.<br><br>It wasn't just Jack, it was Gloom too and James growled in frustration for he couldn't get the scene out of his mind and combined with the anger that Jack had recently inspired in him, James lost control again. The words Jack yelled out next only added fuel to the fire that was burning in him and James let out a sharp growl as he launched himself at the clown who was now only a few steps away, not too far at all, attempting to clock him with a punch to the face. Jack had lit his fire but now he had to figure out how to make that fire go from being physically violent to being sexually violent...unless his goal had been to fuck with the Ringmaster until James resorted to violence.<br><br>If so, Jack had done an excellent job.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>25-04-2009, 03:31:30</strong>
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				Jack took the punch to the face but didn't get pinned. He wiped the blood from the side of his mouth as he backed away making a slow circle, to draw the ringmaster towards the stage. He started laughing, a little low, quietly, mocking James's attempt at an attack. He would accept more punches, but soon enough he was where he wanted to be, hit across the face until he spun around and ended up bent over the stage.<br><br>He was breathing hard, but not because he needed to. He wanted to seem exhausted, unable to avoid him anymore. He wanted James to feel in control, so that he'd do what he'd started before. His ass was on display, no underwear, just an easily pulled down pair of tight pants hiding James's prize from sight. He knew James had only gone from angry to lustful before when he'd come close and been presented with Jack's lips, his lean but fit body, he was hoping for the same result.<br><br>The one problem he had was that, if he screamed, 'Fuck me!' James might've caught on, so he was left to hope that James did have something sharp to murder him with, though he didn't think James could go that far, even if he was secretly a sadist, as Jack hoped.<br><br>"Fuck are you waiting for..." he said, seeming out of breath. That was just ambiguos to give James ideas, but not suggest what Jack had in mind. He was anticipating the tearing, the filling, the fingers dug into his arms, anything for the sweet feeling of being abused.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>25-04-2009, 05:58:50</strong>
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				[[I'll start posting again once their sex is over. For now, i'm just enjoying reading it. :)]]
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>26-04-2009, 06:06:30</strong>
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				His fist made contact with Jack's face and James growled to himself as he shook his hand, looking down at his knuckles which were a bit pink from the unexpected violence he'd put them through. The Ringmaster's temper still had not cooled down but it was on its way for he wasn't prone to punching people normally as the Stardust Circus knew. However, in certain cases like this, he could be tricked and goaded into releasing his temper and then what followed he had no control over until he had come to his senses which usually happened after his anger had dimmed somewhat. This had always been&nbsp; problem for him and he was working on fixing it.<br><br>James was currently trying to work on not losing his temper though for it would not do for someone in the audience to make him angry and then have the Ringmaster of the show launch himself at said person to bash his head in. Or possibly sexually assault the customer. That last one was new to him for he didn't know why he had reacted the way he had with Jack earlier in the clown's trailer, it didn't happen like that, he struck others when he lost it. He didn't kiss them and try to give the person a handjob! What the hell was the matter with him?! Did a screw somehow come loose in his head? Normal people didn't sexually attack others when they were angry!<br><br>James let a flurry of blows loose on Jack which weren't really very coordinated but seemed to help him calm down a bit and he stopped momentarily. Catching his breath, James found his eyes straying over to Jack's ass which was on display from the way he was positioned at the moment and licked his lips unconsciously, finding himself turned on by the other. He strode forward with purpose, his eyes clouding with lust as he reached out with a hand and let his palm rest upon Jack's leather clad butt and his fingers curled to grab the material, drawing it up and away from the clown's skin. James could tell that the clown wasn't wearing any underwear, it was just the pants.<br><br>Before he knew what he was doing, James had yanked the pants down off Jack's body to present the other's naked skin glistening with a tad of sweat and he discovered that his breathing had deepened and he stared at Jack's bare butt. James was startled out of his reverie when he heard the clown growl at him, seemingly out of breath and he narrowed his eyes at the other, recalling Jack's prior words regarding Gloom and how he treated the people at the circus. 'I can treat them however I like, because I have power...I fuck people, they don't fuck me, I fuck Gloom, everynight, and he screams, everynight!' His anger came rushing back full force at the memory.<br><br>Letting a growl of his own rip from his throat, James leaned over Jack to whisper into the clown's ear, feeling a sense of righteousness wash through him mixed with an undeniable lust to possess Jack. <em>"Now I have the power and we'll just see who screams tonight. You'll leave Gloom and the other performers alone from now on."</em> The Ringmaster ordered, his voice partly steely and partly hoarse from arousal and lust as he held Jack down, bent over the stage with one hand as his other unfastened his own pants. No part of him was sane at the moment and so his logic was useless to him at the moment. This was one of those times when he couldn't control himself.<br><br>Giving in to his urges and what he thought was the right thing to do at the time, James thrust his hard organ into Jack without any preparation other than the sweat that was dripping off his cock and groaned as he felt Jack's caverns clench around him. It was so tight and hot and good that James nearly came right then and there but he held himself off for he wanted Jack to feel this and make sure the clown knew he was in charge and there would be no more fucking of Gloom or anyone else. He had to make Jack get this or else this lesson was all for nothing. James told himself there was no pleasure in it for him, he was simply doing this so Jack would be afraid of him.<br><br>To make sure that if Jack should ever try and fuck Gloom again he would be faced with the Ringmaster who would stand in his way and make sure the clown would never hurt him again, no matter what he said. Gloom was probably too afraid to go against Jack anyway and considering what Jack had said earlier, the damned bastard knew it and was taking advantage of it. How dare he? How could he have thought he could get away with it?! Holding Jack down, bent over the stage, James started to pull out as he thrust back in, starting up a rhythm and closed his eyes as he relished the pleasure that began to wash through him...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>26-04-2009, 06:27:54</strong>
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				Jack bit his own tongue, as James slammed into him, he drew blood, and knew that James had as well. Jack hadn't been fucked like that in ages, and he screamed, a bloodcurdling scream into the night, though, no one would hear, it would go up, and out, and never grace anyone's ears but his, and James'.<br><br>He could've cum as James started to thrust but he didn't his erect member hidden, as he was fucked hard against the stage. He wanted it, so badly, and here it was. He liked this, James thought he had all the power, but really...Jack was still in control, and after, he'd have more power, not less. Just thinking of it, and he came, right there, though he doubted James would notice, hell, he barely noticed, he could cum several times during this, he knew, it hurt so badly, which for Jack was heaven.<br><br>He needed more though, more pain...he needed to be fucked harder, it was only building, and the pleasure he was getting as actual pleasure was building, as the lubrication, blood, leaking down his thighs made James' passage easier.<br><br>"Fuck you!" he screamed, "I can...ugh...fuck Gloom the moment I leave...." he screamed again, pain and joy at once, "You can't hurt me!"<br><br>He wanted more, he wanted not to be able to sit for a week, which was a tall order, but Jack wanted it, and he wanted it, from James. He clawed at the polished wood of the stage, moaning and gyrating his hips against James a little, hoping James, in his anger, wouldn't catch on.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>26-04-2009, 15:20:19</strong>
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				In the heat of the moment, James did not feel any pain or notice the blood that had coated his cock for he wasn't interested in that, only in making sure Jack understood he was in control here, not the damned clown. The Ringmaster heard Jack's bloodcurdling scream and although he didn't enjoy causing the other pain, he found it oddly satisfying as he thought of what Gloom had suffered.<br><br>He started to slow his thrusts a bit in roughness for he suspected that he was hurting the other a bit too much but then Jack opened his big mouth and said more words to drive him insane and James growled. The Ringmaster wanted peace and quiet while he finished up and Jack seemed to be goading him towards killing him, was that what he really wanted in the first place?<br><br>James twined his fingers into Jack's hair as he forcibly raised the clown's head and then slammed him, face down into the side of the stage, a bit brutal even for him but he wasn't thinking at the moment. All he wanted was for Jack to be quiet and not talk about his sadistic interests, James didn't want to hear about it and he certainly had no interest in them or so he told himself.<br><br><em>"Don't press your luck or you might find yourself dead by the time I'm through."</em><br><br>He warned and continued to go at his own pace but thrust himself deeper inside Jack as he took the clown's body and made Jack into his own fuck toy. James finally reached the edge of an orgasm and gasped as he felt himself go over the edge and shoved hard into Jack one last time as he unloaded, letting a sigh go through his body and closed his eyes enjoying the feeling of contentment that swept through him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>26-04-2009, 19:16:07</strong>
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				Jack smiled as his head practically bounced off the stage...now he was getting it. Jack wouldn't have accepted that from anyone else, he was too exciting to think about his face at the moment, and he arched his back against James holding him down and came, twice, in a row, it was amazing.<br><br>"Yes...yes....god...YES!" he screamed.<br><br>He couldn't disguise the ecstasy in his voice, it was amazing, as James came and filled him up, Jack let his body relax against the stage, now actually exhausted.<br><br>The aftershocks, the little pangs of pain, sustained his last orgasm like the aftershocks of an earthquake, each one seemed to be an orgasm all its own, and Jack was shuddering with joy.<br><br>Maybe it was James' threat, it seemed so real, the threat of death, perhaps something only Jack could enjoy, but nonetheless, he had been controlled, used, abused. It was like a dream come true, he couldn't remember ever having felt so good, James' was an amateur, that much was certain, but because to him, it had been a genuine rape, he'd taken Jack, at least in his own mind, by force, and against his will, skill counted for nothing.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>27-04-2009, 07:50:56</strong>
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				James couldn't help but enjoy himself as he came inside the clown, relieving all his pent-up anger and frustration at Jack in a matter of seconds. He took a deep breath, feeling himself settle down and then his mind returned to him, caught up with what he had just done and he felt horror and disgust regarding his actions and the slightest bit of satisfaction. Remorse and guilt were foremost in his mind, horror and disgust followed shortly after that and then deep down inside he felt a twinge of lust and satisfaction as to what had happened, what he had allowed himself to do to the clown.<br><br>Deeper still he felt the desire to experience such a brutal fucking himself but he wasn't sure if he wanted Jack to do it or whether he wanted Gloom to do it but the acrobat didn't seem to have much in him from what he had seen. Gloom appeared to be somewhat submissive. Jack on the other hand...but what was he thinking?! James shouldn't be fantasizing about having Jack rape him the way he had raped Jack! That was just...wrong. The Ringmaster pulled out of the clown, feeling his heart race a million miles a second and knew that he probably shouldn't just leave without a word to Jack but what the hell was he supposed to say to him?!<br><br><em>"Don't mess around with Gloom again."</em> James said again and then hurried off stage as he headed back to his trailer, wanting to clean himself up and freak out in the privacy of his own trailer and think about what he had done to the clown. How he felt and what he wanted was beside the point. He shouldn't feel as though he wanted to fuck Jack again or that he wanted someone to dominate him as well...it was just wrong as he had thought before and he tried to reason with himself. Okay, time healed everything so maybe it would heal him. He had to believe that or else he would not be able to find a way out of this.<br><br>Perhaps if he tried not to give himself pain any more he might be able to kill that desire to experience it and if he tried to keep a reign on his temper he might be able to avoid being sadistic to others. Yes, that was it. James could control himself most of the time, that was why he had such a good reputation, a pure one, one that no one could find any dirt on him at all which was how he liked it. It had only been in the privacy of his own trailer that he had ever given in to his urges before...until Gloom came and he wondered if it had been Gloom's arrival that had started it all...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>27-04-2009, 08:05:22</strong>
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				Jack pulled himself off of the stage after James had gone. He stretched, cracked his back, knuckles, everything he'd managed to strain while James fucked him. He had to admit, he hadn't had it so good...ever, forget a long time, it was the best he'd ever had, and he wanted it again, but first, he could tell James just how things were going to go.<br><br>Don't mess around with Gloom again. The poor deluded bastard thought he had something over him. It was laughable, if Jack had wanted to kill James he would've been dead, if he'd wanted to stop him, James wouldn't have been able to lay a finger on him. Didn't he get it? Probably not, though Jack imagined that if he thought hard enough, he'd realize the cold precise killer who'd pinned him to the floor probably wasn't trying very hard if he was taking punches from the ringmaster.<br><br>He pulled up his pants, feeling the sting of his ass against them. It was better than he'd hoped, he'd be feeling it for a week, and he wouldn't be able to sit right for a few days.<br><br>He wondered if James was really thinking if he'd notice the problems with what had gone on, Jack's final crys of joy, and not pain, his obvious attempt at angering him, his failure to use any of the skill he'd shown in the trailer, and his refusal to give up, despite being raped against the stage. He was sure James's sex-crazed mind missed all of this, but he knew it would dawn on him shortly, or at least when Jack walked out to tell him what was what.<br><br>He got a bucket of water, rinsing blood and cum off the stage before proceeding outside. He made his way to James' trailer door, and knocked, politely, just standing there.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>28-04-2009, 04:45:12</strong>
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				A refreshing shower would do the trick. It could cleanse him and make it so that all this went away for a time and he didn't have to deal with it which was exactly what he needed right about now and James turned on the water as he sat down on the toilet. He put his head in his hands, closing his eyes as he took a deep breath to calm himself down and didn't hear Jack's knock at his trailer door what with the rushing of water coming from the shower head and falling onto the surface of the tub.<br><br>What he failed to remember was that he had left the door unlocked and if Jack wished to, the clown could simply twist the knob and walk right in without James being any the wiser, especially considering the state he was in now. At the very least James was a bit distracted and that was a disadvantage for him since he wasn't at the top of his game. The Ringmaster stripped himself of his clothing and gazed down at his cock seeing dried blood on it and he winced both from the memory and the present.<br><br>He dropped his clothing onto the floor and stepped into the warm, refreshing waters of the shower, the bathroom door also unlocked for since he usually locked the main door what was the point in locking the bathroom one? James closed his eyes as he ran his hands down his nude body, washing away dirt, sweat, grime, blood and the unclean feeling he had regarding what he had done to Jack. Although he couldn't help but admit that he had also enjoyed doing it and that was the part that scared him the most.<br><br>One thing was for sure, Jack wouldn't be quite so cocky anymore from now on...and suddenly James frowned, his mind catching up with the scene as it replayed in his mind again. Something hadn't been right. He'd been distracted before due to his anger, lust and guilt but now that he was thinking about it in a detached state he seemed to have realized something...about the way Jack had acted both before and after he had gotten raped by James. At first he thought Jack had simply been an ass who was asking to get his butt beaten up by him.<br><br>But then later near the end he could have sworn he had heard the clown cry out in pleasure but why would he do that? Sure, being fucked had its moments even if it was unwilling but Jack's tone of voice hadn't seemed quite right...but maybe it was just his imagination...yes that had to be it. This new thought of his though was unsettling and James couldn't help but give it a bit more thought as he continued to wash himself...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>28-04-2009, 05:01:01</strong>
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				Jacked opened the door when he got no response and stepped inside. He heard the shower running, he'd always prefered to wash in the pond, plus, he found getting the plumbing set up in every city to be a chore, though, he figured that after they moved on, he'd probably have to, going to the pond with Gloom as often as they did was getting tiresome.<br><br>He wondered what James would do if he showed up to interrupt his quiet time of horrified reflection, surely by now he'd figured it out? Maybe not, James was always very respectable, Jack wouldn't put it past him to deny the horrible truth even if he knew what it was.<br><br>He stripped off his own clothes dried blood all over his legs and pants. He moved to the bathroom, slipping inisde and leaning back against the door, arms up, holding the doorframe.<br><br>"Mind if I join you...lover?" he asked, mocking in his voice. Even if James went off on him again, this time he really wasn't in the mood for another fucking on James' terms. He wanted it his way from now on, and he was going to get it.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>28-04-2009, 22:07:46</strong>
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				Jack's words made him freeze in the shower and James was horrified that the clown he had just raped was in his trailer. No, it was surely just his mind thinking up impossible situations but he had to make sure and so he drew the shower curtain back slightly to peer out. Oh god. Jack really was there, leaning back against the door, arms up, holding the doorframe and James quickly pulled the curtain back again. Fuck.<br><br><em>"How the hell did you get in Jack?!"</em> He exclaimed, trying to come up with something to say to him and decided to try and stall him a bit by asking a general question. He was naked in the shower and Jack was right there outside and he didn't really know what to do about it... <em>"I thought you'd be in your trailer washing up...?"</em> James asked, biting his bottom lip and tried not to think about Jack for that was never a good thing.<br><br>It was only when he looked down at himself that an expression of horror came across his face for he'd discovered he was sporting an erection in the shower just because Jack was here. Yes, Jack could not see this. He would take it the wrong way... and there was no way in hell that he wanted to do that again. Not that he meant he wanted Jack to switch positions with him, just that he wasn't entirely sure the first time had been a good idea.<br><br>James's thoughts turned to Gloom once more and he wondered what Gloom would have thought of how he had raped Jack back on the stage and found himself fantasizing about taking Gloom. What the hell was he thinking?! The Ringmaster groaned aloud and then blushed as he remembered Jack was just outside. Fuck, the clown probably thought he was jerking off or something! This was so embarrasing...<br><br><em>"No."</em> He said without thinking, not wanting anything to have to do with Jack. Then he realized what Jack had asked him and grimaced. <em>"No wait - I didn't mean that, I was thinking of something else -"</em> He exclaimed, hoping Jack had not taken his first answer as an invitation to come into the shower with him. After all Jack had asked if he minded if he joined James in the shower and James had essentially said no he didn't mind if Jack joined him.<br><br>Even if that was not what he had meant!
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>28-04-2009, 23:41:24</strong>
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				"Too late," said Jack, stepping into the shower, pushing the curtain out of the way as he did. He didn't actually get too close to James right away, isntead he wanted to get James to understand what was going on.<br><br>"I figured it would be easier to wash up here," he said, "though, its better for you, if I went back to my trailer, Gloom would probably ask why I'm coming back bloody and bruised."<br><br>He leaned against the shower wall, and looked James up and down. The erection was obvious, but James didn't make an issue of it.<br><br>"Look," he said, "you need to face the facts, Gloom likes what I do to him, I liked, what you did to me, but most people, don't understand that, so now, you have to ask yourself who here has the power?"<br><br>He smiled and licked his lips.<br><br>"I have a certain reputation," he said, "but you, you have the opposite reputation, but you're just like me, and I can ruin you..."<br><br>He knew at this point it would not only be pointless for James to attack him, it would be futile, Jack wasn't going to let him get the upper hand again. Not that he'd ever had it.<br><br>"So, you can either tell me to get lost, tell the ringmaster what I do to Gloom, because I'm certainly not going to stop, and in the case, I will ruin you, and then kill you, on the other hand, you can keep you mouth shut, and enjoy yourself..." he said, wiggling his hips a little.<br><br>"So, what'll it be?" he asked.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>29-04-2009, 00:17:17</strong>
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				Gloom rolled over in bed, looking up at the ceiling, inky eyes dark and thoughtful. What was going on with Jack? He had stormed off and Gloom would have thought that he'd be back by now. His sleep wasn't particularly deep without Jack next to him, and he felt unsatisfied. He hadn't gotten his daily fix of pain...the initial penetration had been good, but what really got him off was feeling Jack lose control at the very end. Since James had burst in, he hadn't gotten that.<br><br>At the same time...at the same time, he was sweet. James may have misunderstood him, but he truly seemed to want to help Gloom under the presumption that he was in a bad situation. It was...pleasant. Pleasant to know that he had someone who was looking out for him.<br><br>It had been such a long time that Gloom had had the opportunity to be cared for.<br><br>Maybe he would go outside and see James, soon. Bring him some dinner, or something. There were plenty of fast-food places where he could pick up something quick with the little allowance that he got from Jack. It would be nice to get to know James on a somewhat more intimate level.<br><br>Emotionally, of course.<br><br>Thinking about taking his budding relationship with James to a physical level was dangerous, at best, and deadly at worst. Jack had, supposedly, complete control over what he did. <br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>29-04-2009, 22:27:35</strong>
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				James bit his lip as Jack stepped into the shower with him and he backed up a bit to avoid touching bodies for that was the last thing he wanted to do and he sought to think of something else. Work. He took a deep breath as he thought about the paperwork he needed to take care of that he hadn't finished yet that was waiting for him outside of the bathroom. Yes, that calmed him down. Jack's words made him focus on the clown for a moment though and he thought about them for a moment before he reluctantly nodded.<br><br><em>"I see your point."</em> He said and gestured to the shower head and the water that was currently coming down on the clown's naked body as he cleared his throat, trying not to look too much at Jack. <em>"Have at it. I'll wait."</em> James told him and crossed his arms against his chest, feeling a bit self-conscious that Jack was able to look at him fully naked in the shower of his own bathroom. The Ringmaster's cheeks flushed a bright red when Jack looked him up and down and James wanted to hide himself from view but there was nowhere really to go at the moment.<br><br>So he was forced to simply remain there. His hands did hide some of his body from Jack and that was relieving although it wasn't the parts that counted...which was embarrassing but it still soothed part of his mind that he was at least trying to cover himself up and that was all that mattered. <em>"Yes, I misunderstood your relationship with Gloom. But I just don't like that kind of stuff..."</em> James muttered, not looking up at Jack for the clown had caught him in a very humiliating position and didn't feel very confident at the moment.<br><br>He'd had no problem trying to teach Jack a lesson but he'd been clothed. Or nearly clothed then. Now he was fully naked in the shower with another naked man who just happened to be the one he'd raped earlier and now it seemed as though Jack was trying to blackmail him and was threatening him! What had he gotten himself into? He should have known that Jack would have had a darker agenda. <em>"I'd rather choose neither option."</em> James stated but held up his hands to try and fend off a blow should Jack try to kill him as he continued.<br><br><em>"But if I am forced to choose, I will have to go with the latter but don't hurt him if he decides he doesn't want you anymore, okay?"</em> James urged as he looked into Jack's eyes for the first time as he waited for the other to respond.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>30-04-2009, 06:06:08</strong>
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				"He's a masochist, James," he said, "he likes pain, if he doesn't want me...he could've run away a million times by now, or just left while I slept..."<br><br>He sighed and shrugged, "if it makes you feel better, he can leave anytime he likes...but you're wrong...you do like that kind of stuff..."<br><br>He turned around for James bending over a little in the shower, showing James his ass.<br><br>"You fucked me harder than anyone, James, and you came in ass...after you made me bleed, you even held me down...most people don't rape men when they get angry...but you do...because you're a sadist...and you want to cause me pain..." he said.<br><br>He turned back around and lowered himself down in the tub, until he was kneeling.<br><br>"You can have me...James," he said, "like I have Gloom, you can have me, but...if you want this to continue, you're going to be playing by my rules, on the outside..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>30-04-2009, 14:32:32</strong>
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				[[Gonna skip this post as well.]]
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>01-05-2009, 15:10:49</strong>
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				It was obvious that James was rather protective of Gloom despite the fact that he hadn't really gotten to know the acrobat. Could it be that he had fallen for Gloom or was it simply that the Ringmaster acted this way towards all newcomers that he thought were being mistreated by Jack? James didn't want to hear that Gloom was a masochist from Jack but why hadn't the other been fighting against the clown before when he'd walked in if it really had been rape? He chewed on his lip as he thought about that.<br><br>The Ringmaster flushed when Jack told him that James did like that kind of stuff and he turned away from the clown, presenting his back and unintentionally his butt to the clown as he stared at the wall.<br><br><em>"I do not."</em><br><br>James stated, as much trying to tell himself that as trying to make Jack believe it. He couldn't be a masochist. It wasn't healthy. He knew that he was a sadist when he lost his temper but that wasn't him, that was him when he got out of control and did not show who he really was, but he wasn't a masochist...he didn't want to admit that. <br><br><em>"I know, Jack. But I only like causing pain when I lose my temper, that's not who I really am."</em><br><br>James ground out between his teeth, still facing away from the clown and shook his head when Jack told him that he could have him but that he would be playing by his rules on the outside and he growled. Instead of responding he got out of the shower and toweled off quickly, throwing on a shirt and pants over his still wet body and then walked out of his trailer to go up the stairs to Jack's.<br><br>Without bothering to knock he opened the door and strode in, looking around for Gloom who he was sure would be here. Finding him on the bed, James pointed out the door to his own trailer.<br><br><em>"Jack's in my trailer in my shower and won't get out of it. I would appreciate it if you could help me out here and drag him back to his own trailer?"</em><br><br>The Ringmaster asked Gloom and couldn't help but let his eyes linger on the acrobat's body, damn he was incredibly hot and he found himself getting hard once more. Shit. He blinked, trying not to look at Gloom anymore and took a deep breath.<br><br><em>"And I was thinking maybe tomorrow we could get together and hang out a bit, if you wanted..."</em><br><br>James offered and looked up at him, waiting to see what Gloom's response would be.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>02-05-2009, 05:30:12</strong>
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				Under the thick covers, Gloom was completely and utterly naked, and he sat up slowly with a soft yawn. It took him a moment to process what James was telling him, but then he laughed softly, "Jack's in your shower? Yeah...I'll come help you get him."&nbsp; He smiled shyly, blankets slipping from up around his neck to fall down his chest, revealing what had once been pale and unmarked flesh but was now littered with bruises, his slim back marked by thin red lines indicating that perhaps, at one point, he had been whipped. They would heal, quickly enough, but it the bruises and shallow cuts up and down the length of his shoulders and back indicated that his abuse at Jack's hands had, indeed, been going on for a while and that he had made no move to stop it.<br><br>Gloom truly did enjoy the pain that Jack gave him. <br><br>He shook his soft, dark hair back as he reached down, slim fingertips brushing his black pants and then drawing them into the bed so that he could slip them on under the covers. A heavy black collar hung, cut from thick leather, on his neck. When he had first arrived, Jack had given it to him, making sure that he would never forget who he belonged to. <br><br>"I'd like to hang out tomorrow, though. Maybe we can have lunch..." <br><br>Gloom smiled shyly and when his pants were buttoned, he slipped out of bed, reaching down and picking up one of his shirts. Jack had cut it for him from an old Chinese robe - Jack left Gloom's important kimonos alone - and it fit extremely tight to his skin and showed a fair amount of his stomach. He tied his hair in a knot low on his neck then stretched upwards, slim wrists still a bit bruised from the shackles, earlier. "Uh...thanks for coming in to save me, earlier. It's nice to know that you're looking out for me." <br><br>He turned, heading towards the door, ready to go entice Jack back into his own trailer.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>03-05-2009, 04:17:57</strong>
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				It was painful for James to see all the signs that Jack was abusing Gloom and he felt unhappy about the situation and couldn't help but ask one more time since the clown was busy in his shower and not around where he could hurt Gloom. So if Jack was ruling him with fear, James wanted to know before he gave him back to the other because then it might be too late.<br><br><em>"Gloom, tell me the truth. Is Jack abusing you? Do you like it or are you just afraid of what he would do if he found out that you didn't really like it? Don't worry he's not anywhere around right now, he won't be able to hear you so let me know."</em><br><br>James urged the acrobat as he waited for Gloom to respond to him for he really did want the young man to be happy and if he was happy with Jack well there wasn't much he could do because it was Gloom's life and he could do whatever he wanted with it. But if he was only doing it because Jack had twisted his mind, James wouldn't stand for it even if it got him killed.<br><br><em>"Yeah, lunch would be great. Should I pick you up at the pond we met at before? Or did you have another location in mind? Probably around noon?"</em><br><br>He asked as he waited for Gloom to respond as they walked over to his trailer and James waited for a response as they lingered outside his trailer.<br><br>((Sorry so short I wanted to get in a post before I went to bed because I'm sooo sleepy. Forgive me!))
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>04-05-2009, 00:23:43</strong>
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				Gloom didn't respond for a few minutes, instead walking outside and to James' trailer, pausing outside for a few moments before speaking. "I...like it. I mean, before I met Jack..." He blushed brilliantly, looking down at his feet momentarily and then he ran his fingers back through his hair, knocking back the few pieces that had tumbled in front of his face. "I'd never had sex before I met Jack." He looked up at the small clouds scudding across the sky and licked his lips, "I sortof...traded my virginity, to have a place to stay and food to eat. I came here and this was the only place I had to go, so I just...I had to assure myself a place to stay." <br><br>He shrugged, "But I like what I do with Jack. I've never really had normal sex to compare it against, though. I do like the pain. It...amplifies the pleasure." He seemed uncertain, admitting it to James, and finally let his eyes lift to see what James thought about his little admission. <br><br>"Uhm...yeah, let's meet at the pond. You've been here a while...do you know any restaurants or anything? Maybe we can get away from the circus for lunch. I've never gone out from here before." <br><br>He looked up at James and smiled faintly, "Let's go get Jack out of your shower..." He smiled faintly, and leant against the wall, not certain what to think about where his relationship with James stood. And how his relationship with Jack was going to be affected. He walked into the trailer, then, and walked to the shower with a faint smile, "Let's get back to the trailer, Jack...you need to finish what you started with me earlier." He flushed, but smiled, a bit embarrassed to have said that in front of James.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>04-05-2009, 04:20:04</strong>
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				Now was not the time or the place to be discussing Gloom's relationship with Jack in great detail, if they lingered any more Jack would be done with his shower and might overhear some of their words which would not be a good thing. For either of them. Who knew what Jack might do?<br><br>So James did not respond to what Gloom had said, instead saving his thoughts for tomorrow when they went out for lunch together. He was glad when the acrobat said meeting by the pond was good and he climbed up into his trailer after Gloom. James chewed on his bottom lip when Gloom spoke to Jack and laid a hand on the acrobat's shoulder.<br><br><em>"I'm gonna head out for a bit. Get some fresh air. I'll see you tomorrow, Gloom, okay?"</em> James said and gave the other a smile as he left his trailer to go for a walk around the circus, leaving Jack and Gloom to do whatever they wanted. For now.<br><br>(It's short but next post will be better or whenever tomorrow comes for his meeting with Gloom xD unless of course Jack comes after James *laughs* but that's up to you guys ^^)
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>05-05-2009, 02:00:15</strong>
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				"Oh...very well," said Jack, getting up from the bottom of the tub where he was soaking his injuries. He realized that the bruises he'd sustained would be apparent as he got out, so as he did, he tried to explian.<br><br>"Dear James decided to take rescuing you to a whole new level," he said, "I must admit...it was most enjoyable, but try not to mention this to him...its going to be our secret...the three of us, and there is no need to bring it up"<br><br>He took Gloom by the hand, and grabbed his clothes before taking Gloom back to their trailer, walking inside and lying down on the bed, and covering himself in the blankets. Being raped, as it turned out had drained him quite effectively.<br><br>"We'll have to find some alternate ending for our activities," he said, pulling back the covers to his legs, "grab your leash, and get on," he said, smiling.<br><br>His ass was still sore, and his legs probably wouldn't be right for a while, but it had been worth it, now, he was just feeling kind, to want to get Gloom off, because of how much fun he'd had.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>05-05-2009, 06:50:06</strong>
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				Gloom looked at the bruises, a slim brow arching, only serving to accentuate the sharp and rather cold angles of his exotic face. "I won't tell him that I know. It surprises me that he would do that, though..." He trailed after Jack as always, looking around him curiously but more than content to follow Jack's lead by the grip on his hand. He passed by James and offered a faint smile before heading up the stairs, shutting the trailer door behind him.<br><br>"Here..." His small white hand offered the leash, presenting it to him. He sat up and then straddled himself over Jack's body, bracing his hands on the other man's chest, looking down at him. He leant down, pressing a soft and affectionate kiss to his lips. <br><br>His dark eyes were unreadable, but seemed uncertain, as though James' fun with Jack might jeopardize his position.<br><br>He kissed the side of Jack's neck but could tell he was tired, not expecting to get a pounding from Jack, but wanting his own pleasure. <br><br>"Touch me." He pressed the end of his leash to Jack's hands, blushing at the very thought of being leashed and collared like a dog. Worst of all, liking it more than anything else.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 01:11:10</strong>
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				Jack was already erect, not need much coaxing Gloom was hot, and even in his condition, Jack was happy enough to oblige.<br><br>He took the leash, but instead of clipping it onto Gloom's collar he threaded it through and around Gloom's wrists in front of Gloom, and pulled him up so that Gloom was straddling his chest.<br><br>He ran his hands up Gloom's sides, lifting up his back a little to kiss Gloom's chest, gently, slowly.<br><br>"Like this?" he asked, as he ran his tongue up Gloom's chest.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 02:46:24</strong>
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				Hands now bound before him, he leant on them while bending to allow Jack to lick his chest, shivering. He was already rock hard, more than ready to go, wanting to cum. He let his legs part, rubbing himself against Jack, whimpering softly. "I want more..." He whispered, full lips parted, eyes shut. He wanted this, so much, always wanting more from Jack.<br><br>James' concern couldn't stop his addiction to Jack, his addiction to surrendering everything that he was, and allowing the other man to take control of him. He loved being dominated...needed it, wanted it. <br><br>"Please," He gasped, "More. Please, more." <br><br>His dark hair fell back , cascading out of the knot where it had been tied, threading about his shoulders and brushing his tied wrists as his head bent forwards so that he could moan once again. <br><br>"Jack..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 04:25:18</strong>
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				Jack pushed Gloom up a little, and positioned himself against his ass, pulling Gloom down onto him hard. He didn't have the energy or inclination to be his usual sadistic self. His masochistic side had been shown an amazing ride, and he was being more...tender than usual.<br><br>He put a hand on Gloom's member and started stroking him, as he thrust up against him.<br><br>"Gloom," he said.<br><br>He knew that he could do better with only a little change, and he forced Gloom's arms upward, and hooked his bindings on a hook in the ceiling, stretching him so that he was practically hanging by his arms, but still impaled quite deeply on him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 04:46:15</strong>
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				Gloom scream broke the still air of the trailer as he was thrust up into and simultaneously hooked up onto the ceiling. Hanging there, he looked down at Jack, the slim leash cutting into his wrists and giving bruises dark enough that they would certainly show, enough to satisfy his own masochistic side, eyes fluttering shut as he began moving.<br><br>He could feel every single inch of the other man's body in him, and curled close, then sat up once more, still stretched out fully by the bindings. He arched, and began shifting slowly, just pressing himself against the other man to feel him as deeply in his body as possible. <br><br>Eyes shut, fingers trembling, he curled his hands and began moving his body up and down slowly.<br><br>Controlling the way his body was fucked drove him wild, and his body began undulating like nothing else mattered but his pleasure, legs parted over the other man's body. <br><br>"Fuck me, fuck me..." He whispered, then gasped something in his native language under his breath as he brushed his prostate, making the pleasure roll over his body while the other man began stroking his cock.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 04:52:21</strong>
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				Fucking Gloom by thrusting up into him was easier for Jack than having to stand or yank Gloom around by the hair, as much as he wanted to.<br><br>"Cum for me..." he said, "cum for me and I'll give you something to show off for James...."<br><br>Jack was certianly close to cumming himself, he knew he would and he unhooked Gloom from his place on the ceiling and flipped them over, managing to hump Gloom's ass fast enough and hard enough to cum hard, and fill him up.<br><br>"Cum for me..." he said, starting to jerk Gloom harder as his pace slowed.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 05:02:03</strong>
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				His body shifted over the other man's, panting softly as he looked at Jack, screaming when he was suddenly flipped over and thrust into. The sudden shift and then the feel of being filled up with Jack's hand still working so quickly over him brought him off, twitching his orgasm out on the soft sheets. <br><br>"Oh...Jack..." <br><br>Breathing was difficult past the pleasure, eyes tightly shut, struggling to breathe properly past the weight of the collar pressing down on his throat. "What're you gonna...give me to show...J-James..." His body was still quivering, riding out the after-effects of his orgasm.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 05:41:40</strong>
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				He pulled out and slumped over, breathing heavily.<br><br>"Grab a cloth and clean me off," he said.<br><br>He want Gloom feeling just a little bit...uncomfortable with James, and so, his present, would be an interesting one at least. He wanted to surprise Gloom, though, so he wouldn't argue.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 05:50:45</strong>
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				Gloom wiggled his wrists, loosening the ties until they came fully open, dropping the leash to the ground by Jack and then getting up. He turned the tap on and let the water come up, making sure that it was warm before grabbing the washcloth and turning it between his fingers. He squeezed the remaining water out and then began wiping Jack down, cleaning him up fully. It was a bit strange to wipe him down, a bit degrading, but...good. He liked being told what to do and while he didn't want to be a slave there was a strange assurance in the fact that if he did what Jack told him, he was going to have a place to stay.<br><br>Setting the damp cloth on the ground near them and within reach, he smiled and lay back on the other man's chest. <br><br>"So, what's your surprise?" <br><br>[[Sorry so short.]]
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 07:50:03</strong>
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				"This one is a two-parter," he said, "but you can show either to James, it just depends how your, d...lunch goes, I guess."<br><br>He had palmed a couple of things while Gloom was away and now produced a black ribbon with a silver pendant, a simple silver disk with no real meaning, but it was something for Gloom, not for others.<br><br>He unhooked Gloom's collar and slipped it off for the first time in quite a while, replacing it with the ribbon, securing it snugly and taking a look.<br><br>"The second part is the fun one..." he said.<br><br>First he showed Gloom an empty palm, and then, waving his hand up to Gloom's ear and then back in front of his face, produced a shiny steel piercing, one that belonged on exactly one part of Gloom's body.<br><br>He slid it down to Gloom's nipple, looking at it against his skin.<br><br>"Very nice," he said, "are you ready?" he asked.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>06-05-2009, 16:13:56</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom nodded slowly, sitting quietly on the bed as he watched the other man pulled out the black ribbon. His eyes opened a bit wider, though, surprised when the collar was taken off of his neck. He felt so light without it, even when the ribbon was tied around his neck. The ribbon looked less like a dog collar and more like a necklace, though it still signified the same thing to them, it still left Gloom as Jack's toy. <br><br>He laughed, though, a surprising burst of sweet sound that was such a rare sound these days, when he saw the magic trick. He looked at the silver ring, still smiling and showing those white teeth, looking at Jack's hand and wondering how he had done the trick. <br><br>It took him a moment to realize exactly what it was. <br><br>He took in a deep breath, tightened his fingers in the sheets, then nodded. <br><br>"Uhm...yeah, I guess. I'm ready." He had a feeling that this would hurt more than their usual escapades, and wondered if Jack was going to have the opportunity to see it. <br><br>At least he'd be out with James...he had that to look forwards to. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>08-05-2009, 06:42:38</strong>
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				He bent over a little and put the open end of the ring in the heat of a nearby lamp. It would hurt more, a lot more, than a normal piercing, but it would heal amazingly quickly if he got it right, self-cauterizing. Plus, Gloom liked pain, so, it would make it easier to get it right.<br><br>He waited a moment and then, pulling Gloom's nipple out quickly, clamped the ring onto it, letting the searing hot metal slide through the skin. It started to bleed right away, but it didn't last long, and Jack sucked the piercing and the nipple into his mouth. <br><br>"There we go," he said, releasing Gloom and looking at his handiwork.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>08-05-2009, 07:09:43</strong>
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				Gloom watched anxiously, slim hands balled into fists in the bedding, clenching it between his fingers before Jack brought it back to his skin. He screamed, though, shrill and gasping, as the ring suddenly pierced through his nipple. He watched Jack suck his nipple into his mouth and suddenly the pain turned to pleasure, a great thrill running through his body in another orgasm, not cumming but certainly feeling the pleasure, letting his body collapse back onto the bed. The ring glittered dully against his ivory skin, slim hands still knotted in the bedding. <br><br>It only took a few minutes for exhaustion to hit and as Jack watched, he touched the ring briefly, pleasure slowly draining out of his body and leaving him utterly wiped out, falling fast asleep on the bed. He moved in his sleep, curling under the blankets and against Jack, always having slept better with Jack there. <br><br>--<br><br>Morning turned to afternoon, and as was usual for the circus, Gloom was able to sleep until about ten thirty. He got up, disentangled himself, then got ready to go and meet with James at noon. He touched the nipple ring, wincing slightly, but saw that it had cauterized itself. He looked for some clothes, wanting to wear something normal-ish since they would probably go out, and managed to find some black jeans that Jack had cut up but weren't too whorish, and a black and gold Chinese-style shirt that clung to his tiny waist and slim body.<br><br>He brushed his hair out, tying it in a loose knot at the back of his neck, then washed his face. Clean, fresh, and rather young looking, he headed outside by the lake, looking around. Waiting for James, he flopped onto the ground and lay back on the grass, letting the sun soak into him while he waited for James.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>09-05-2009, 03:25:27</strong>
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				He'd been thinking about Gloom and Jack all night and the air was punctuated by screams every five minutes so he couldn't get much rest at all. James had to restrain himself not to burst into Jack's trailer and throw him off the acrobat because Gloom told him that he wanted it that Jack hadn't been taking and using him against his will. Yet he still couldn't quite believe it, especially when Gloom had confessed why he put up with the other man and James wanted to talk to him about that.<br><br>Maybe Gloom was doing this simply because he thought this was how a normal relationship worked and he didn't think he had any other options. Well he did. He had him. However, there was also that trouble with Jack as well and James groaned as he put a hand to his forehead, recalling what he had done to the clown. What on earth had possessed him to do something like that? If he didn't keep a handle on his temper there would be hell to pay for he couldn't keep running from it and hoping he could get it under control.<br><br>James needed to figure out a solution. He remembered how Jack had felt though and found himself reliving it, wanting to take him again but at the same time he wanted to be taken as well and yet he didn't want Jack to do it, he wanted Gloom to do it for some reason. But if what Gloom had told him was true he would never do something like that and James had a problem there and he stuffed a pillow into his face as he screamed into it, trying to release all his frustrations into the pillow.<br><br>When he was done he put the pillow back down on the makeshift bed he had set up in the trailer and took a deep breath trying to calm himself down enough so that he could sleep. More screams. James stuffed two pillows against either ear and tried to block it out which worked but now he couldn't sleep since it was not a comfortable position to be in. Damnit! He got up to make his way to the cupboard as he rummaged around in the drawers to find some earplugs and put them in his ears hearing blessed silence.<br><br>He returned to his bed to fall asleep instantly. James did not rise until late in the morning, almost around noon when he was supposed to meet Gloom by the pond for their lunch and he blinked, rubbing sleep from his eyes as he groaned, feeling a bit achy and didn't know why. It was only when he rose and his mind started to work again that he realized why he was feeling this way - Jack - and sighed, grumbling to himself about his stupidity and wondered what Jack would do today.<br><br>James wouldn't report him because of the threat the other had made but if things went too far...well he would have no choice but to do so. And by going too far he meant murder or attempted murder but he didn't think Jack would go that far and he sighed, shaking his head as he dressed in the casual clothing he normally wore to go roaming about the circus in. It was a new day. James didn't think it was time to meet Gloom until he had stepped out of his trailer and saw the acrobat sitting by the pond.<br><br>The pond being their destined meeting place and he frowned, looking down at his watch, oh shit! Well it wasn't as though he was going anywhere in particular so he headed over to the pond, his hair ruffled from sleeping and his clothing a bit wrinkled for he hadn't dressed up for the date since he hadn't realized what time it was. Hopefully Gloom wouldn't hold it against him but for some reason he didn't think the other would and he was glad that their meeting place had been so close to the trailer.<br><br>Otherwise he might have made him wait for a longer period of time unknowingly. <em>"Afternoon, Gloom. How was your night?"</em> James asked as he extended a hand down to the acrobat, waiting for the other to grab it so he could pull Gloom up to his feet and smiled at him. There were many things that he wanted to talk to Gloom about, to make sure he understood all his options before he made a decision regarding Jack for James didn't want Gloom to be taken advantage of by the sadistic clown.<br><br><em>"You said you wanted to eat somewhere other than in the circus, I can take you to a nice restaurant if you wish or we could simply grab some stuff from booths along the way I have a destination in mind."</em> James told him and waited for Gloom to respond, letting his eyes flicker over the young man's body and style of clothing and a slight smile came to his face. <em>"You look good."</em> He said with an appreciative nod, not expecting any comments on his own clothing for he felt guilty about it.<br><br>After all he'd lost track of time having been kept up all night from Jack and Gloom's 'session' but he wasn't about to tell Gloom that particular fact.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>09-05-2009, 04:26:38</strong>
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				Gloom sat up briefly and held his hand out, taking the hand that James offered him, sitting up and smiling faintly. As he was helped up he looked about, letting the chilly breeze caress his body and run around his body. He watched James, head tilted faintly to the side, smiling faintly when he was told that he looked nice. "Thanks...not bad, yourself." He smiled faintly, starting to walk over the lush grass towards the exit of the circus. He headed through the dusty tents, past the animals that he so loved to watch, towards the exit.<br><br>"I'm fine with whatever. Maybe a restaurant? I've never gotten to go to one here." <br><br>He then smiled faintly, "So where are we going, exactly? What's this destination that you have in mind?"<br><br>The crowds on the streets, milling about in their drab clothing with the soot of factory work on them, scared Gloom. He reached out, taking James' hand. He had gotten off the boat, arrived at the circus, and hadn't left since then. His hand was warm, soft, and squeezed gently against James as he stuck close to his side. He looked entirely different from everyone in the city, with his inky, almond-shaped eyes and his slanted cheekbones, as well as the white, white skin, almost glowing.<br><br>The necklace he wore had replaced the collar, but the implication was still the same, especially with the small silver circle bumping his neck, like a dog collar. "Do you have a relationship with anyone at the circus? Dating, I mean? I never see you with anyone..." <br><br>Gloom murmured quietly, holding onto James' hand almost painfully tight, scared by these crowds.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>09-05-2009, 20:21:39</strong>
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				James noted the bruises on Gloom's wrists and frowned, running his fingers lightly over the dark marks and shook his head. <em>"Did Jack give you these?"</em> He asked, not sure if he wanted to know the answer for he didn't want the sadistic clown to hurt Gloom enough so that he wouldn't be able to perform properly in the next show. He had set up the new show with Gloom showing off his acrobat skills the next night and he wondered if the young man's wrists would heal in time.<br><br><em>"Don't let him do this to you, Gloom. It's not healthy. I put you on the list for tomorrow night's show as a new acrobat but I may have to take you off if you keep letting Jack damage you like this."</em> <br><br>The Ringmaster said with a sigh and shake of his head, not able to shake the fact that Gloom allowed Jack to abuse him like this. <em>"If you feel obliged to give Jack what he wants, don't. You have me and I will treat you the way you are supposed to be, don't think Jack is your only option. There are other options. You shouldn't have to hide what you do like what Jack does to you. You won't have to do that with me."</em> James encouraged Gloom as they walked out of the circus and nodded when Gloom told him that he wanted to go to a restaurant.<br><br><em>"So tell me a bit about yourself, Gloom. I don't know you at all and haven't seen you around since Jack squirreled you away the moment you got here."</em> James said dryly and liked how Gloom reached out to take his hand. It felt nice. The black necklace he wore made James wonder what it meant and why he didn't have the collar he had seen on him last night. Had Jack not wanted everyone to know he was fucking Gloom? Well it was about time.<br><br>Perhaps Jack knew that what he was doing to Gloom was wrong and had given up his 'claim' or maybe he just didn't want anyone outside the circus to know. James looked over at Gloom when the other asked him about his personal life. <em>"No, I don't have a relationship with anyone at the circus. I never saw the need to mix business with pleasure. But you are a different story, I do like you."</em> He told Gloom, not knowing what possessed him to say that, maybe it was his concern about Jack.<br><br>Maybe he wanted to let Gloom know that Jack was not the only option. James could feed, clothe and look after him as well in the right way, not the sadistic way Jack tended to do things.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>10-05-2009, 01:45:28</strong>
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				Flushing as the dark marks were touched by James, he nodded, but didn't meet the other man's eyes. "Yeah. I got these last night..." He smiled, though, when told that it wasn't healthy and that he had been put on the roster for the shows. He was excited to perform...and he hoped that Jack would come, as well. He wanted Jack to see that he was good at more than just giving himself over in the bed. <br><br>"Something about myself?" He mumbled, shyly, holding on tightly to James. Uncertain about what he should say to him, made even more shy by the stares of everyone looking at the only Asian in the city wandering past them. He smiled, though, when he was told that James liked him. <br><br>He looked around, wondering where James was taking him, getting rather hungry. <br><br>"Not much to tell. I'm trying to make a life for myself, here...I didn't have anything for me where I'm from. I figured that joining the circus would be better than my options here." He looked up at James, "It's not like I don't like what Jack does to me. I like it...it feels good. It's just that I've never really had sex other than that. But what we do...feels good. I'm not unhappy with him." <br><br>He shrugged faintly and touched the necklace on his neck, "It's just that...I'm more like a pet to him, than a lover. I guess that's the only thing that I don't really like about this." He sighed softly and let his eyes drift around, "Where are we eating?" He asked, small hand still tucked in the other man's. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>10-05-2009, 16:37:13</strong>
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				James sighed when Gloom confirmed the fact that Jack had been the one to give him those marks and he grumbled under his breath for it was a tricky situation he was in at the moment.<br><br><em>"Do you think you're up for it tomorrow night? I don't want to put you out there and have your wrists give out because of the abuse you've been taking..."</em><br><br>He said, voicing his concern to the acrobat and nodded when Gloom spoke, he did want to know more about the other because he was feeling sort of jealous that Jack knew all about him and he knew nothing.<br><br><em>"Well I can't only let Jack know all about you, can I? You're my new acrobat too."</em><br><br>James said, wanting to say more but not daring to for he wasn't entirely sure he wished to start up anything, especially with Jack on his case for what he had done to the clown.<br><br><em>"If you want, I can show you what real sex is like, the sort that you're supposed to have. Not the kind Jack gives you."</em><br><br>He said, not sure why he was saying these things but wanting to make sure Gloom knew what he was doing with Jack. That was the most important thing in his mind right about now for he cared about his performers.<br><br>If Gloom discovered he liked regular sex better than the sort he was getting from Jack, James would try and take him away. Regardless of what Jack did to him. All that mattered was to make sure Gloom was okay.<br><br>Why the sudden interest in Gloom? He couldn't explain it himself but he knew that now his interest was hooked there was no going back and he could already feel himself getting addicted.<br><br>The only question was whether it was a good thing or a bad thing. James sighed when Gloom told him that he felt more like a pet to Jack than a lover and he chewed on his lip.<br><br><em>"A human being should not feel like a pet. They should be treated as an equal. Jack knows this but takes advantage of you in your naive state."</em><br><br>James told him and shook his head. When Gloom asked where they were going to eat he nodded to a little restaurant not too far from the circus.<br><br><em>"We could go here if you like or down the road a bit, depending on how far you want to walk."</em><br><br>He said and smiled at him, liking the fact that Gloom's hand was still tucked in with his.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>11-05-2009, 00:08:35</strong>
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				Gloom nodded, letting the other man know that he was indeed up for performing despite his wrists, that he was certainly ready to get out in the ring. He flushed, though, when he was told that the other man was willing to let him see and feel what real, loving sex felt like. "I dunno. I have to ask Jack, first. He told me if I want to do anything with you that I have to ask him. But if he says yes, then..." He looked up at James and smiled ever so faintly, "Then I think that I would like to try that...I mean, if you actually want to, that is..." <br><br>He smiled faintly and wandered about the city with the other man, only shrugging when told that he was being taken advantage of in his naive state. "I'm not totally inexperienced. I know that I'm trading sex for room and board...he's not doing anything that I don't want him to." <br><br>He murmured, smiling ever so slightly. <br><br>"Here is good. I'm hungry..." He said, heading into the restaurant. When they were seated, he sat down in his proper seat then looked out the window, enthralled with the crowds milling about, all doing their own thing. Wandering around and buying food and other things for loved ones. He smiled a bit brighter and then that smile fell, collapsing from his face when he saw the menu.<br><br>"Uhm...go ahead and order for me, James." <br><br>His eyes scanned the page with no signs of comprehension, not understanding what the little symbols of letters signified, what any of it was. He had never had to read, and it was more than obvious that he couldn't as he set the menu down.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>11-05-2009, 14:42:48</strong>
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				He sighed when Gloom told him that he would have to ask Jack first and shook his head. <em>"No, Gloom this is what I mean. It's up to you to decide, don't always go to Jack he doesn't own you. In this day and age no one owns another person. If you want to do something you do it. So my question for you is do you want me to show you what real sex should feel like? Don't think about Jack, think about yourself."</em> James encouraged Gloom, knowing it might take him a little time to break through what Jack had drilled into the poor acrobat but he was willing to try and help Gloom if the other wanted him.<br><br>James laid a gentle hand on Gloom's shoulder as he turned the other towards him and stared into his eyes as though he wanted to get through to him directly so Gloom would not be able to shy away from him. James wanted to make him understand. Jack was not a good influence on him. <em>"I would love to show you what real sex can be like if you're interested. Once lunch is over we can go get a place nearby and I can introduce you to all the joys of sex."</em> James told him and waited to see what the other would say. He hoped Gloom would be up for it since he wanted to show him the difference between what Jack gave him and what he could give him.<br><br>So that if he did decide he liked Jack's better, James would know that he was making a good sound decision instead of merely deciding Jack's was the type for him only because he didn't know any better and no experience in anything else. He nodded when Gloom told him here was good since he was hungry and James picked up the menu as he looked over it, only becoming aware of Gloom's problem when the young man put the menu down and spoke. At first he thought it was because he let Jack take over for him all the time and was about to tell him he should be able to make his own decisions but then saw Gloom's eyes flicker across the menu as it was laid down.<br><br>It seemed as though he was trying to read it but couldn't understand it and then it dawned on him, Gloom couldn't read and if he couldn't read he wondered what else he couldn't do or hadn't had the opportunity to do and his brow furrowed. <em>"If you want, I could teach you how to read and anything else you might want to learn. We could keep it a secret too if you're uncomfortable about learning."</em> James offered as he waited for Gloom to respond to his offer and words from earlier and reached across the table to caress the acrobat's face lightly and picked up the menu again. It was a thin sheet of plastic that covered the piece of paper and the designs were fairly simple.<br><br><em>"What did you feel like eating? I can tell you what they have and you can decide what you want."</em> He said and waited.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>12-05-2009, 08:22:43</strong>
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				Gloom looked up at him, blinking, holding the menu between his fingers. He knew that the other man wanted him to break through what Jack had told him, but so far, Jack had done so much that he couldn't really pay back. He sighed faintly and shrugged, twirling the menu between his fingers, then nodded. "I'd like that, I just..." He looked up, "I really should ask Jack first. He'll get mad, if I don't. I promised him I would. He said that he'd let me go with you, or at least, let me have sex with other people but I had to ask him first. It's why I wear this." <br><br>He looked down, shrugging, "I mean, I know what I was getting myself into. I knew that I was going to be more like a pet than a lover..." He sighed faintly, "I agreed to it. I chose to put on the collar, to have sex with him. I don't want to make my word not mean anything." He looked back at James. <br><br>"I don't need to know how to read. I never knew how to read where I grew up...it's never been something that I've needed. Oh, and...something like...pasta. I love pasta. <br><br>He nodded and pressed himself back against the booth that they were sitting in. Perhaps he could rebel just a bit. Have sex with James. It would be his own form of rebellion against Jack...he had never really rebelled before, and as a teenager, the need to do so was pressing at him and nagging him. "Alright," He finally said quietly, "I'll have sex with you. I'd like to do that. To go somewhere and have you show me what other sex is like. I want to explore..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>13-05-2009, 15:56:40</strong>
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				If Gloom had told him what was going on in his thoughts James would have understood for if someone did something nice for you, it was the right thing to want to pay them back for their kindness. But Jack had not been kind to Gloom in James's mind, no the clown had simply taken advantage of Gloom since the acrobat had just arrived with no friends or any connections. The fact that Jack had hidden Gloom from him in the beginning made him extremely mad but he kept a rein on his temper for he didn't want to end up raping Gloom because of it, Jack was one thing since the clown deserved it but Gloom did not.<br><br>Plus, James wanted Gloom to fuck him at some point and if he ended up raping the acrobat he had a feeling Gloom would never want to do anything with him again unless he had been telling the truth all along. What if Gloom liked being raped? It was a serious thought to consider. James was drawn out of his thoughts when Gloom spoke again and he nodded, listening to the other as he spoke. "Your word <em>should</em> mean something. But you shouldn't give it out to sadistic clowns like Jack who don't even care about you except to use you as a pet or slave, your word should be given to those you trust that are kind."<br><br>James told him and reached out to caress Gloom's cheek softly with his hand and leaned over the table to kiss him lightly on the lips without thinking about it. Being with Gloom was making him extremely hard and that was somewhat uncomfortable since he was in rather tight pants at the moment and he shifted in his seat as he tried to get into a better position. "Knowing how to read can be useful in certain circumstances though. I think you should learn so you aren't handicapped in life. Jack and I can read so why shouldn't you learn?" James said raising a brow and waited for Gloom to respond.<br><br>He nodded when the acrobat said he liked pasta or something with pasta in it and he looked through the menu as he picked out the pasta section.<br><br>"See this section? The big letters right here say 'pasta' and then the smaller ones below are the types of dishes that have pasta in it - now the Chicken Alfredo Pasta is really good if you want to try that but there are some other types as well if you're not into that. If you want to see what it looks like there is a picture on the opposite side of the dish. The one I mentioned is the second to the right." He told the acrobat and smiled at him. When Gloom told him that he did want to have sex with him James grinned as he wrapped an arm around Gloom lightly kissing his forehead. Then his lips.<br><br>"You won't regret it. I'll show you a whole new world to experience. Then you can tell me which you like more and if you prefer Jack's I will leave you two alone since it is your life after all, I just want you to be happy with it." James said and the waiter returned to see if they had decided.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>14-05-2009, 23:57:45</strong>
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				Gloom smiled faintly, liking the fact that the other man was so kind to him...liking it, if confused by it. "Alright. Learning to read would be nice." He was still a bit leary about learning to read - afterall, he had never even had to read in his home country. He had grown up poor enough that being able to pick up a plow was about the only skill he had ever needed, and now, being able to bend himself over was the only skill that he needed. He liked the sex with Jack, though, a thousand times better than he had liked farming to make a living. Or doing acrobatics. <br><br>"Mmm. Chicken alfredo pasta looks wonderful...I think I'll get that. Is it made with cream?" He looked at the picture, smiling faintly. This food was foreign in the best way, exciting, making him want it all the more. He loved the idea of getting to eat this delicious foreign food. <br><br>"Mmm. I'm...excited, actually, to have sex with you. Nervous, though." <br><br>He let out a slow breath and took in a sip of soda, "I mean, what am I supposed to do? With Jack, I'm normally tied up or something so he just shows me what to do, but with you, I won't be, and..." He flushed, cheeks taking on a brilliant shade of scarlet while he paused to let the other man order for him. "I just don't really know what to do with my body, then. But I guess that you'll show me, right?" He asked quietly, running his fingers back through his hair and then looking up at the ceiling of the shop, looking out the window, anywhere but at James, embarrassed. A bit scared as well, of what Jack might think.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>15-05-2009, 00:26:09</strong>
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				It was nice to see Gloom actually making decisions on his own for that was the first step to independence. <br><br>"We'll start later since I want you to enjoy this experience going out with me first. We can do the learning stuff later."<br><br>James said, sensing Gloom didn't much want to learn about words right now and he didn't mind for showing the acrobat what real sex was like was more interesting to him as well. He nodded when Gloom told him that the Chicken Alfredo Pasta looked wonderful and ordered two of them when the waiter came over with a smile for the young man.<br><br>The waiter blushed for he liked the way James looked but could tell that the Ringmaster was interested in Gloom so he didn't make a move on James even though he was tempted for that would reflect poorly on him. James only had eyes for Gloom right now and wasn't paying attention to anything or anyone else.<br><br>"I am too. I do hope you enjoy it."<br><br>He said, a hopeful look in his eyes as he slid his hand across the table to grasp Gloom's and smiled at him, feeling his arousal rise and heighten as he thought about having sex with the acrobat. There was just something about him that he couldn't put his finger on, almost as though he were obsessed with Gloom but that couldn't be the case he'd just met the acrobat...and James wasn't the type to latch onto someone like this. Odd. Decidedly odd. <br><br>"Yes, the sauce is made of cream and milk and cheese, it's quite delicious."<br><br>He said with a smile and their food arrived after about fifteen minutes of waiting and James dug in, expecting Gloom to do the same as he twirled pasta around his fork with bits of chicken mixed in the cream sauce.<br><br>"So how do you like it, Gloom?"<br><br>He asked, waiting for the other to respond to his inquiry. Once they were done eating they could go over to that hotel not too far away and have sex on a real bed with real sheets, oh it would be so great!
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>15-05-2009, 23:34:26</strong>
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				Gloom practically wolfed down the pasta, "Mmm..." He whispered, absolutely content, "I like this. I wanna learn how to make it..." He twirled the pasta on his fork, wrapping it up, then swallowed it down. It didn't take him long, managing to get the entire plate absolutely clean within a period of ten minutes. He didn't talk, just focused on eating, thinking about what they were going to do in just a few moments.<br><br>One of the reasons that he was rushing so much was because he wanted nothing more than to get to that hotel room with James. Have real sex, as the other man said, and not rape.<br><br>He didn't really understand the difference.<br><br>Afterall, there would be penetration either way, and he was certain that it would feel good. With Jack, the pleasure always hit him hard and left him trembling, and he wondered what this orgasm would be like.<br><br>"Thanks for lunch. It was really good." <br><br>He paused for a moment, looking outside at all of the people milling about, then smiled. "Mmmah...let's go to the hotel, then." He flushed, but stood up once James had paid, holding out his hand again. He took James' own, following him down the street towards the hotel, more than ready for this. The tender kisses that had come earlier had been welcome, but this was even more exciting. Terribly exciting, really. <br><br>"I want to have sex with you," He whispered, leaning up into James' ear, kissing his jawline carefully.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>17-05-2009, 01:16:08</strong>
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				It was great watching Gloom wolf down the pasta for James liked eating with the performers of the circus. This time he was paying for both their meals but he didn't mind that since he had an interest in the acrobat and wanted him to have a good time.<br><br>Plus he knew that Jack probably kept all the money Gloom made for himself for that would be just like the sadistic clown especially since he kept treating Gloom like a pet which James did not agree with at all and yet was powerless to stop.<br><br>Unless Gloom himself decided he didn't want to be taken advantage of anymore for that was when James would step in for he wouldn't stand for seeing Jack take control of someone who didn't want any part of him. The Ringmaster smiled.<br><br>"I'll see if I can get the recipe for you, Gloom. Do you know how to cook?"<br><br>James asked as he raised an eyebrow in Gloom's direction and felt his body tingle when Gloom leaned up into his ear to kiss his jawline and he shuddered, enjoying the feeling.<br><br>"Ohhh you're getting me so horny, Gloom...!"<br><br>He groaned and chuckled when the acrobat thanked him for the lunch, reaching out to caress Gloom's cheek rather affectionately.<br><br>"No problem, it was my pleasure. Just watching you eat makes me happy. The glow of happiness on your cheeks and the light in your eyes, it makes my day to see you content."<br><br>He said with a smile and rose, leaning forward to capture Gloom's lips with his own, giving the acrobat a long, slow and deep kiss of the sort Gloom probably had never had before in his life. When it was over, James pulled away as he extended a hand to the acrobat waiting for Gloom to take it and come with him to the hotel not too far from the restaurant.<br><br>"Let's go so I can introduce you to what sex is supposed to be like."<br><br>James said with a grin and headed to their destination to sign them into the book downstairs and led Gloom up with him to unlock the door, making sure no one else was in sight. Locking it he gestured to the bed and waited for Gloom to take a seat on the soft coverlets.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>20-05-2009, 17:32:17</strong>
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				Smiling faintly, Gloom was more than happy to trail after the other man up past the hotel check-in counter, up to the room that they would be sharing while he experienced, for the first time, what sex could really fell like. Or loving sex, at least. James seemed to care for him on a level that Jack didn't, and while he was somewhat uncomfortable about it mostly from his own inexperience with such things, he was happy to experiment. He wouldn't abandon Jack, though. He couldn't, not after Jack had taken him in and collared him and given him clothes and food. <br><br>The kiss from James lingered on his lips, waking something deep in Gloom's belly, body begging to purr and move in sheer pleasure. Gloom sat down on the covers when gestured at to do so, kicking off his shoes and socks, swallowing past the necklace hanging heavy on his slim throat.<br><br>It was a constant weight, like Jack's hand, and his nerves began to build. <br><br>Laying back on the sheets, he looked down at James standing below him at the foot of the bed, wondering exactly how different this was going to feel from sex that he had previously had. Would James be tender, and slow? Different from the body-beating, blood-pounding sex that he got with Jack that left him so tired but so utterly thrilled? <br><br>"Alright," Gloom murmured quietly, "I'm ready. I want you to touch me, James..." He whispered, reaching out, beckoning with slim fingers, "I want to feel you touch me..." <br><br>He was already achingly hard, tenting the front of his carefully-stitched pants, styled by Jack himself.<br><br>It felt strange, almost wrong, to allow another man to take off the pants that Jack had made for him.<br><br>Then again, James seemed to want what was best for Gloom and he was willing to give it a try.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>20-05-2009, 20:35:03</strong>
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				He watched as Gloom kicked off his shoes and socks and sat down on the covers of the bed and James advanced on him to press his lips against those of the other man. James's fingers wandered up to the necklace the acrobat wore around his throat and removed it, placing it on the nightstand next to the bed as he gently laid Gloom down to caress every inch of his body.<br><br>James removed Gloom's shirt and then his own as he tossed those articles of clothing onto the floor and continued to place kisses all over the young man's body, teasing and tantalizing the other as he listened to some sort of reaction. Fingers unfastened Gloom's pants to slide them down to his ankles and drew them off the other, removing his own a moment later and now they were in their boxers as he moved himself up and down Gloom's lovely body. <br><br>He let his fingers trickle over Gloom's bruised skin, his brow creasing as he saw the evidence of Jack's work but tried not to think about it for that was in the past and he didn't want Gloom to get all upset. Instead he concentrated on the acrobat's face which was quite beautiful. He did see the two new nipple rings on the acrobat's body and they looked quite painful so he placed his lips over the rings and Gloom's nipples and lightly sucked on them.<br><br>His hand reached down to draw Gloom's boxers down and off his body as James eased a hand down to roughly jerk him off for a gentle touch there would do no good he'd realized this from experience and he smirked watching how Gloom would react.<br><br>"Anything particular you want to feel? I can include anything you want in the sex, pleasure, pain, a combination of both, whatever you want. Do you want me to go fast, slow, teasing and tantalizing and finally the sweet release of orgasm? Tell me what you want. This is how sex is supposed to be, whatever your partner wants."<br><br>James told Gloom and leaned down, his lips slipping from Gloom's nipples to engulf the young man's entire cock, taking it into his mouth and sliding it down his throat in one smooth movement for even though he hadn't fucked a guy before he had given them blowjobs before. But that was a secret he'd kept for ages. He didn't do it anymore and no one at the circus knew either which was a good thing because that would lead to questions.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>21-05-2009, 23:41:57</strong>
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				"Oh...!" Gloom had tried to object as the necklace was removed but the tenderness in James' motions kept him mostly silent, mostly still. He shifted slowly, lifting his hips to allow his boxers and pants to be taken away and tossed to the side, revealing his pale, white skin. "Mmm..." The kisses all over his skin teased him in the best possible way, making him writhe on the sheets, grasping at them tightly. His slim, almond-shaped eyes fluttered shut and his breathing began coming in swift panting, wanting more of those touches.<br><br>The faint brush of fingertips on his member made his hips lift and voice raise in a sweet sigh, begging for more of the soft touches that were pleasing him so greatly. <br><br>"I want...oh, God! James! More, more..." That magical mouth had descended on his cock, taking any thoughts away from the younger man. Finally, he managed to catch his breath and get enough blood to his brain to begin thinking again, "I want...pleasure, and pain. Mix them both...tease me, then fuck me...hard..." He whimpered quietly.<br><br>He wanted more of whatever <em>this</em> was. <br><br>"Please, James..." <br><br>His voice came in quiet, tiny little breaths, begging for more of the pleasure that was almost overwhelming, the pleasure that felt so unbearably good. He wanted James in his body...he wanted the chance to move his own slim frame against the other man's to make James' eyes roll back in pleasure as James was doing to him right then.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>22-05-2009, 14:28:12</strong>
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				He could tell that Gloom was liking his touch and James found himself incredibly horny. Sure he'd been horny before but not like this and he realized he was becoming obsessed with the young man spread out before him which could be a good and a bad thing. With most men he simply found himself wanting to fuck them when he got horny but with Gloom he wanted to do both, to experiment with getting fucked and actually fucking which was something new for James. Why did the acrobat make him feel this way? He didn't understand it.<br><br>But it didn't matter right now, he needed to show Gloom what sex was really all about and for that to happen he needed to be in control for the moment in order to open up the world of possibility. "Gloom, you make me so hot." James breathed out as he continued to suck on the young man's cock, drawing out every single jolt of pleasure so that it was intensified and the pleasure doubled. His fingers curled into Gloom's hair and yanked his head back roughly as James spread out the acrobat's body so that he had full access to his naked form.<br><br>Then he reached over to hand Gloom some lubricant, gesturing that he should lather it all over James's cock while the Ringmaster continued to suck the acrobat off. Once that was accomplished, James flipped Gloom over and then drove his lubed cock into Gloom's hole in one smooth and quick motion. It was rough but it wouldn't hurt that much since it wasn't dry. However, Gloom would probably feel a quick jolt as James's cock hit his prostate instantly. "Oh god, yes..." James groaned as he felt himself sheathed inside Gloom for the first time ever.<br><br>It was a great feeling.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>23-05-2009, 07:36:37</strong>
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				Gloom could barely breathe past the lust blocking his throat, and though he was still scared that Jack would be angry when he got back, as he would smell like sex, he could only focus on this. He could only focus on the lust running up and down his body, over his spine, drawing him into a shaking pile that was begging for sex. His lips parted in a soft cry as the other man's lips sealed around his cock, ink eyes open just a crack to admire the way the other man's head looked bobbing up and down over his cock. <br><br>He almost came, though, when his hair was pulled. He loved having his long, inky strands wound around a heavy hand and then yanked back. "Oh God...oh, God, James, oh God, that feels so good..." <br><br>Slim fingers worked as quickly as possible to get the lube on the other man's cock. <br><br>He <em>needed</em> to feel it in him. A raspy scream tore from his throat when the other man thrust into him, whimpering, hips rising to meet each thrust. His whole body was aching with pleasure, hips rising to meet each brutal thrust, "Harder, harder!" As much as he wanted loving sex, what he wanted even more was to feel James' cock sliding past his prostate again and again, and someone pushing him about. "Oh, James..." The end of the word came out as a hiss, eyes shutting tight, his whole body tensing.<br><br>With the tensing, his body became a tight, hot clenching hole around the other man, muscles quivering and teasing him. Wanting to addict James utterly.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>25-05-2009, 19:00:15</strong>
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				It didn't matter to James what Jack thought. All that mattered was what Gloom wanted and he didn't care about anything else. James could tell that Gloom was enjoying this or else he would have stopped when he heard the acrobat scream out when he entered him and continued to thrust his lubed cock into the younger man, eyes closing as he fucked him. Fucking Gloom was so much better than fucking Jack had been for James hadn't done Jack for the pleasure of it whereas he was doing Gloom for the sheer pleasure, well along with the learning experience of course.<br><br>James thrust harder against Gloom's prostate as he tried to make the other climax underneath him and ran his hands all over the acrobat, squeezing bits of skin and pulling on Gloom's hair every other second. His own body was trembling and sweating from the exertion and he groaned, wanting to feel Gloom come at the same time he did as he threw his head back, hips continuing to thrust as the Ringmaster panted. He wanted Gloom to be his forever and yet that might be a bit of a problem considering Jack also wanted him and had in fact claimed him before.<br><br>Well, he'd just have to fight Jack for Gloom. Or run away with the acrobat when Jack was sleeping which could also work out and he debated on that for he could inform the owner of the circus about Jack's behavior and if he was able to make Gloom want to be with him it might work. Then he could get Jack to leave and have Gloom all to himself but that would make Jack extremely angry and James wondered what he would do and chewed on his lip, trying to figure out what the best course of action would be. Should he just leave it the way things were?<br><br>Or should he actually try and do something to make Gloom his? Even though he'd said he would let Gloom decide who he wanted to be with...it was rather frustrating and it was killing his lust so James tried to brush it away and concentrate on what was right in front of him right here and now and not think about anything else. He wanted to give Gloom a good time after all. This was his chance! Gloom had already utterly addicted James but now James wanted Gloom to feel the same way about him as well so that he would choose him over Jack. But how to do that...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>27-05-2009, 09:22:27</strong>
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				"James, James...!" Gloom's hips rose to meet each thrust, rabid, wild for the man dominating him. He couldn't afford to be his usual shy self with this much pleasure running up and down his spine. Breathing became increasingly more difficult as his head was jerked back but it only brought him total pleasure, almost losing his control with each pull.<br><br>Then again, that was something that Jack did even better, and with more force. James was doing something with his body, though, that Jack didn't do...working to please him. It happened, sometimes, that Jack would seek to please his younger lover but the older man's needs came first.<br><br>There was something pleasing in knowing that he had addicted a man to him.<br><br>Jack, he was scared, could leave him as easily as he took him in. James, though...<br><br>James was addicted. From the way he worked he was addicted. The other man absolutely wanted him.<br><br>"Oh..." There was only so long that the younger man could curb his self-control. He couldn't do anything. Not really. All he could manage to do was to scream out his pleasure as an orgasm took over him. It washed over in waves, engulfing him, like liquid fire pouring over his body, lasting longer than any before.<br><br>It was knowing that the other man needed him and truly wanted to pleasure him that brought him over. He couldn't bear to do anything but accept the pleasure he had. All he wanted was more...more of this. <br><br>They were certain to have another lunch date soon. <br><br>"James..." Gloom whispered, finally coming down from that fine high, struggling to breathe. <br><br>"Thank you..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 17:09:53</strong>
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				He loved it when Gloom cried out his name during the height of passion and James echoed the acrobat's words, substituting Gloom's own name as he groaned out his own pleasure until he finally came deep inside Gloom. The Ringmaster breathed heavily, wanting to know how Gloom had enjoyed it and looked over at the acrobat lying beside him. It seemed as though the young man was extremely happy for the look on his face said everything.<br><br>"I love you."<br><br>James breathed out, not realizing he was saying such a thing for he was on a sexual high from the intense orgasm he'd just experienced and closed his eyes enjoying the feeling. Five minutes passed and he was now coherent enough to think and speak rationally and he smiled at Gloom, leaning over to wrap his arms around Gloom as he gave him a hug. For some reason he'd wanted to hug the acrobat and he didn't know why.<br><br>Maybe he was just feeling cuddly all of a sudden.<br><br>"No problem. I actually didn't think it would be so heavenly. I thought it would be amazing but what happened was downright...miraculous! I don't think I've ever felt that way before, did you enjoy it, Gloom? I hope you did because I would feel crushed if you didn't...I'm babbling aren't I? That's weird I don't usually do that."<br><br>James went on and on and finally just shut up because he wasn't sure why he was acting this way, it was almost as though he were a high school student and was trying to ask a beautiful girl out to prom and kept messing up his words. But why was he feeling this way about Gloom? He'd had sex with him, no he'd <em>made love</em> to him and yet he was acting as though Gloom wasn't his...maybe it was because he kept thinking about Jack.<br><br>What if Gloom preferred Jack over him?<br><br>"Gloom, do you prefer Jack over me?"<br><br>He finally asked, not able to let it go or it would drive him crazy for the rest of the night and waited to hear how Gloom would respond. Part of him didn't want to know while the other part was relieved he'd asked and James awaited the acrobat's response anxiously as though he couldn't live or go on without Gloom's answer, if Gloom had wanted to addict James to him, he had done so with flying colors!
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>31-05-2009, 00:34:14</strong>
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				Gloom smiled faintly, hearing the 'I love you', but only patting the other man's back gently as he rolled himself so that he could lie on top of James' chest, pinning him down against the bed but snuggling up against him at the same time. He nuzzled him, wrapped up within those strong arms, perfectly content to lay against him. <br><br>"You're babbling, a bit." He agreed, "But it's nice things. If you keep talking about me like that, you can babble all you want." He kissed James' cheek ever so lightly before curling up against him and resting quietly. The question, though, as to whether he preferred Jack over James was a hard one.<br><br>It disquieted the young man and he turned his head into James' shoulder to hide his face.<br><br>"Dunno. I like both of you. You're like two sides of the same coin." He mumbled, hoping that response would do, not wanting to insult James because of how kind he had been but unable to say that he preferred him after one incredible night of sex that was pleasant and loving. At the same time, he didn't live with James, and James didn't feed and clothe him even though he obviously was offering to do so.<br><br>"I'll have to think when we get back." <br><br>He wondered what he would be like to see Jack. Jack was smart, and would probably know instinctively that Gloom had slept with James. "We should get back," He whispered as he sat up, "I want to do this again, though. I like being with you. Going out with you."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>02-06-2009, 01:05:22</strong>
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				He really shouldn't have asked Gloom such a thing so quickly after they had sex. It had only been one time and yet already James wanted more, he wished Gloom would be his and they could run away together and start a new life, one where he would be away from Jack's influence. Gloom really did drive him insane. It was almost as though the acrobat were a drug that James couldn't get away from and every time he got more of Gloom it made him further addicted.<br><br>The Ringmaster enjoyed the feeling of Gloom's warmth against his skin and liked how the other man was lying on top of him, the young man's skin touching his as James thrived in Gloom's company and could feel himself getting hard once more. He looked down as Gloom hid his face in James's shoulder and reached out to lightly stroke the acrobat's naked back as he might a pet.<br><br>"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you that so soon. You just make me want to leave everything behind and do whatever I can to make you happy, I want you to be happy and if you are happy I am happy and everything is right with the world."<br><br>James told him and smiled, listening to Gloom's response and nodded, leaning down to kiss Gloom lightly on the cheek and then found his lips and gave him a more passionate kiss before he had to draw away or else he would lose control. The last thing they needed was to lose control again and he sighed, shaking his head and nodded to the bathroom for they both had to take a shower before returning or they would reek like sex.<br><br>"Want to shower together?"<br><br>He inquired with a cheeky grin and waited to see if Gloom would be up to it. If he was, James would sweep his arms under Gloom's light frame and pick him up in his arms to walk over to the bathroom and set him down on his feet right inside. The Ringmaster closed the door and locked it so no one would interrupt them like room service and then turned on the faucet to make the water temperature just right.<br><br>"I loved being with you today, Gloom. Perhaps your acrobat skills will be that much better in tonight's show because I inspired the passion within you today!"<br><br>James said with a wink and stepped into the shower to let the warm waters cascade down his body and sighed in contentment. It really did feel extremely good.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 17:54:15</strong>
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				Gloom smiled faintly, obviously soothed at the quiet stroking of his back, though it was more similar to what one might do to a pet. Movements like that were how Jack showed his affection and Gloom rather liked it, easily feeling more comfortable with that than anything else, relaxing into the faint stroking. <br><br>"You're very sweet, James..." He said softly, kissing hte othe rman's shoulder, just holding onto him briefly until he slipped into the more passionate kiss that had to end.<br><br>They couldn't start something now.<br><br>Jack was probably already wondering where Gloom was and what had taken so long, and he was wondering what would happen when he inevitably figured out that Gloom had had sex with James.<br><br>Would he hurt him?<br><br>Gloom sighed but hoped not and nodded when asked if he wanted to shower with him, laughing when he was scooped up and carried into the bathroom. <br><br>His laughter was soft, musical, but most of all surprised as though he was totally unused to the attention but more than content to accept it. <br><br>He turned under the water, immediately starting to scrub, getting himself clean. "I'm sure that I'll do quite well tonight," He said, "You've already helped me with all of my stretching now." 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 14:47:11</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				He liked stroking the acrobat's back because it seemed to make Gloom feel at ease and James wanted him to be content. That was the only thing that mattered. James wrapped his arms around the young man when Gloom kissed his shoulder and then they delved into a more passionate kiss for a brief moment before they both pulled away for that was not a good idea. It would only lead to more sex and then they'd have to take a shower again.<br><br>James knew Jack was probably waiting for Gloom to return and he only hoped that the acrobat would realize that Jack was not good for him. Yes, Jack might have taken Gloom in and given him things and told him he could care for the young man but the guy had secretly stolen him the moment he'd stepped into the circus. If James had seen Gloom for one instant he would have offered the same thing Jack had and Gloom would be his now and living in his trailer not Jack's.<br><br>Gloom did have a choice, if Jack was being abusive and the acrobat didn't like it or decided he was fed up with it, he could always come to James's trailer. "You know if Jack ever does anything to you that you don't think you can handle or he becomes too possessive and throws you out, you can always come to me and I will take you in. Don't be afraid. If you're ever too afraid to come to me and ask for help we should have a code word or something."<br><br>James thought about this for a few moments and then came up with something simple that Jack might not figure out or at least not right away. "How about if you ever say Jack is God I'll know you want out. Does that work?" He asked waiting for Gloom to respond for he cared about the kid and didn't want him to suffer at Jack's hands for longer than he wanted.<br><br>He reached over and took the scrub brush from Gloom and started to scrub the acrobat himself, taking over as he gently and soothingly let the bristles scrape over his skin. His other hand ran down Gloom's naked wet body as he marveled at the young man before him. Beautiful. Simply beautiful. Once the shower was over and they were dry, James led Gloom back over to where their clothing had been and his eyes glanced down at the black ribbon.<br><br>He leaned over and kissed the hollow of the acrobat's throat softly.<br><br>Then he handed him the ribbon and the rest of his clothing as James got dressed himself and waited for Gloom by the door for they had to get back to the circus since it was only two hours before the show would go on. Gloom needed to get ready and James needed to make sure the rest of the performers were ready too. Gloom's act would be the opening one and the last one. This performance would be great.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>11-06-2009, 08:08:14</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom listened to the other man, letting the hot water beat down around his body, sighing quietly and then leaning up close against him. The passionate kisses got him worked up in a way that he both hated and loved...hated because he felt like he had no control over his body, loved because he knew that he had someone who was undeniably lusting after him in a way that wouldn't easily be snuffed out. <br><br>He nodded, though, when told the catchphrase in case things ever went too far for him. It was good to know that he had an out with his relationship with Jack if things ever got too intense.<br><br>For now, though, he was entirely alright with the balance between the two men.<br><br>He closed his eyes as he was scrubbed down and then allowed the other man to run a hand down his body, arching up to show off his body a bit more, sighing quietly and smiling. He was entirely content to be viewed as a way to fulfill sexual needs so long as he had this safeness. <br><br>He stepped out of the shower and dried himself off, arching his neck when the holly of his throat was kissed, slipping the collar back on. He dressed himself quickly, careful not to annoy the nipple piercing by tugging his clothes too hard, pulling his shirt down and then hurrying down the street after the other man. <br><br>He made his way back to the camp where the circus was, giving the other man a gentle kiss then squeezing his hand, heading towards Jack's trailer. His mind was still on James, and even as he entered Jack's trailer, he was doing his best to be calm and normal, despite carrying that glow that only sex can truly give. <br><br>He smiled quietly and ran his fingers back through his hair, entering the trailer, smiling shyly as he looked for Jack.<br><br>"Hey..." He whispered quietly, the necklace now tied in the back with a bow instead of a knot, showing that that little mark of ownership had been taken off and quickly re-applied.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 00:51:26</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Jack had spent the day doing what he had done...before Gloom. He exercised...spent some time making sure the Clowns were ready for the show that night. In other words, he worked. He knew when Gloom didn't coming back after lunch that he was likely cheating. He was a pessimist that way. Though, the idea of Gloom with someone else didn't bother him as much as the betrayal of not simply asking...after all...they were together weren't they?<br><br>Jack had thought so, he had feelings for Gloom, perhaps he wasn't an overly romantic kind of person, but he wasn't simply using Gloom, as James had thought.<br><br>When Gloom came in, Jack opened one eye. He was lying back, hands behind his head, on the bed, and he looked over at Gloom.<br><br>It was all over him. He'd had a shower...the necklace had been re-tied, even the way he walked seemed different.<br><br>He closed his eye as soon as he'd taken Gloom in, and sighed.<br><br>"I suppose you'll go to live with him now?" he said, "or were you just not going to tell me?" he asked, turning away from Gloom, towards the back wall.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 02:55:49</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom entered slowly, walking over to the bed and sitting next to Jack before saying anything, biting his bottom lip as he looked at Jack. He was terribly torn about what to do, peering up at the other man, licking his lips slowly. "No. No, I'm not going to live with him...I..." He sighed quietly, fingers turning over on the silk that he was wearing, the shirt that had been cut off by the other man, "If you're not too mad, I still want to live with you. He's...nice, but..." Finding the right words would be almost impossible in a situation like this. <br><br>"He's not you. I owe you everything. Can I...uhm, can I keep..." He swallowed hard, self-conscious about asking about this sort of thing, obviously nervous about it, "Can I keep sleeping with him?" <br><br>He would ask Jack's permission, of course, even if it was belated. <br><br>Jack, he knew, was the man who controlled him. Not only that, he liked being controlled, and liked knowing that Jack had been the first one to take him in. He sighed quietly and curled up against Jack, lying down by his side, one slim hand touching Jack's chest right over his heart.<br><br>"I want to be with you. I owe you the life that I have here." <br><br>He knew, in the end, who his loyalties lay with. It would take a while for James to spirit him away from the other man, if he ever would be able to in the first place. He kissed Jack's shoulder gently, "I'm sorry. I should have asked. It just sortof...I don't know. It was unexpected. I initially planned on just lunch with him, but..." He swallowed hard, then touched the ribbon around his neck, "But I'm still yours..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 03:16:31</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"Gloom," he said, turning around to hold Gloom in his arms.<br><br>"What do you want me to be?" he asked, "you want me to say it? How I feel? Or do you want me to be tender? Do you want me to roll around in bed with you? To rub and lick and never bite or scratch?"<br><br>He laughed and put his hand on the ribbon.<br><br>"I can do it," he said, "I can do any of those things...but not...pretend that all I am is a landlord, and see you come home happy from being with...him."<br><br>He planted a kiss on Gloom's forehead and held him closer.<br><br>"What do you want?" he asked.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 03:23:27</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom frowned faintly, nuzzling his head into the crook of the other man's neck, cuddled up against his side with a quiet sigh as he listened to Jack. "No. I like the way that you hurt me. It feels...good. I like how you treat me. I don't want that to stop. I just...I like the way James acts, too. It's different, he..." Gloom swallowed hard, "I feel like he needs me. Like he'd lose something if I left. With you, you're...I dunno." He mumbled the last bit and then paused quietly, pressed up against him, "You're...I feel like you could get someone else. Someone else to replace me, if you really wanted, 'cause you're..." <br><br>He couldn't find the words and then shrugged, shaking his head, "I don't want you to change." <br><br>He sighed quietly and snuggled up against him.<br><br>Sighing, he could barely breathe, cuddling up against him. "I need you the way you are." <br><br>He let out a soft breath, shocked by how good it felt to be curled against the other man, snuggled up in his body with a soft smile curving over his lips. "I want to be with you. To come home to you at night and to keep having sex the way that we do. I want to be able to go with James, also. I know that it's unreasonable, but...maybe, can we try it?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 13:24:02</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"No," said Jack.<br><br>He simply couldn't do that...share, with the ringmaster. Gloom was supposed to be his, and no one elses. Maybe...he could fix it.<br><br>"You betrayed me," he said, "on the word of that...self-decieving, two-faced...." he stopped, trying to get back his composure.<br><br>"You're mine," he said, "and the next time you even kiss him, without asking me, I'll kill him."<br><br>He turned away, not wanting to see the look of sadness and despair Gloom's face might show.<br><br>"You aren't performing tonight either," he said, "we're staying in." 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>12-06-2009, 21:47:53</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom's face fell visibly when told 'no', though he had no real intentions of not seeing James. He would sneak away when Jack was busy in order to have his fun, then return for even more fun with his lover. Perhaps it was knowing that he had power over both men by, simply, the way that his body looked. The way that he was able to move his body in bed. <br><br>"No," He whispered, suddenly, "Please, don't say that. Don't say you'll kill him..." His words were just barely above a whimper as he curled up at the side of the other man. <br><br>His face had fallen, visibly, and as Jack turned away he buried his head in his shoulder. <br><br>His whole heart clenched up when he heard that Jack would kill James. He didn't know what he was supposed to do in a situation like this. <br><br>"But...Jack, I..." <br><br>He swallowed hard, feeling the nipple ring bump against the other man's chest, "I really wanted to perform tonight. I haven't gotten to since I got here..." He sighed quietly and then ran his fingers back through his hair, obviously uncertain, wanting to perform and wanting to see James but scared that James would get hurt because of him.<br><br>He sighed quietly, shut his eyes, and curled up closer. "Please, Jack, rethink your decision...I'll never leave you, even if I am with him sometimes..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 04:01:02</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"Fine," said Jack, "you want to be with James too...go ahead."<br><br>He got up, hooking a finger under the ribbon around Gloom's neck and tearing off the, apparently, easily, removed symbol.<br><br>"If I wasn't...if my few rules were too much for you...perhaps I should never have let you in at all," he said, "knowing his propensity for charity cases, I should've seen this coming."<br><br>He was already putting on his clownface, red and black. It showed his mood, and that was foul, and when he was in those moods, people usually got hurt.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 04:09:49</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"Jack!" Gloom's voice was laden with tears, arms wrapped around himself, suddenly finding it terribly hard to breathe as he sat up and looked at the other man. He gasped, almost choking when he collar was ripped away, the ribbon giving way without much fight. "No..." He suddenly felt naked, vulnerable, and scared. <br><br>"You're the first one who took me in, I need your rules...I can't..." He gasped, tears beginning to drip down his slim face, "I can't leave, please...I want to be with you..." He liked James, of course, but the idea of losing the first person to take him in was so terrifying that he could barely breathe past the cloying fear. <br><br>"Please, I want you...I just, I like..." He whimpered, biting his lip hard. <br><br>"I want to be with you. I want..." He swallowed, hard, obviously panicking as his slim chest began to rise and fall dangerously quickly, "Please..." <br><br>He buried his head in his hands, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have...I'll...I'll go tell James I can't see him anymore. I will. I'll go do it now..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 04:33:33</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Jack smiled and pulled Gloom into his arms.<br><br>"Shhh," he said, "don't cry...love."<br><br>He wiped the tears from Gloom's face and put his larger, leather collar on him, apparently to comfort and console. He wasn't about to let Gloom do anything so rash...something like that was bound to cause trouble, Jack only wanted the sentiment, and he had it.<br><br>He leaned down and used a hand to angle Gloom's chin upward, giving him a gentle kiss on the lips.<br><br>"We'll figure this out," he said, "just stay with me for now..."<br><br>He would let Gloom perform, but he wanted James to come looking, and find Gloom sated, calm, unharmed, and curled up in his arms. He couldn't imagine anything better, or anything more fun to light James's fire, hopefully to make their next encounter more fun. Truth was, James seemed to be all things to all people, and so...howevermuch James might not be thinking about it...Jack wanted it to be him in James's bed, not Gloom, who, despite his scheming, he did very much care for, and want for himself.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 04:51:30</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom hiccoughed slowly, but calmed visibly when the collar was placed on his neck, slumping slightly as the tension ran out of his body like water. He pressed himself up against the other man with a tiny whimper, obviously much happier now that he was cuddled up against him, feeling so much better for it. He touched the collar, breathing slowly starting to become much more normal as he took in a few slow, quiet breaths. He lifted his head anxiously when the other man pressed that slow and gentle kiss to his lips. <br><br>"Okay..." He mumbled, nuzzling the other man, "I'll stay with you. Am I still performing tonight?" He asked.<br><br>He wouldn't look at James at all tonight, he told himself, he wouldn't look at anyone but Jack.<br><br>He would impress Jack with his limberness and skill in the ring. <br><br>"Thank you..." He hiccoughed a few more times and then sat up, picking up a brush and running it back through his hair as he started to get ready as well, pulling on one of the outfits that had been modified. There were the beautiful long sleeves that he would flick, but many long slashes cut in by Jack, revealing tantalizing strips of his pale body to tease and amuse the crowds that were certain to gather.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 04:57:27</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"If you want to," he said, "I'll be watching."<br><br>When Gloom was done and so was he, completing the red and black pattern but with a strangely upturned painted-on smile that seemed to be more strange that kind, he gathered Gloom up in his arms and moved back to the bed, having Gloom lie in his lap, his arms around the smaller man.<br><br>"Someone will come to get you soon," he said, "just relax a while...I want you to be very calm...I don't know what I'd do if you had an accident..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>13-06-2009, 07:03:28</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Gloom nodded, looking at the other man, always having been a bit scared of that face makeup as it had a tendency to indicate his bad mod. That meant pain that Gloom enjoyed but that scared him at the same time.<br><br>"Alright..." He mumbled, pressing slow kisses to Jack's neck, nuzzling him and enjoying their physical closeness. <br><br>He didn't want Jack to go but knew that he had to open the show, reveling in the feel of Jack's arms around him, still blissfully unaware that Jack had slept with James as well. <br><br>He lay back on the bed when his lover was gone, relaxing quietly, curling against the piles of pillows in order to relax. When a burly clown finally came to get him he shyly shuffled away to the tent, not close to anyone in the circus except for Jack and James, which had earned him a reputation as cold.<br><br>Also, it had earned him a reputation as Jack's right hand, which was both bad and good.<br><br>His loyalty to Jack was well known and made others think twice before bothering him.<br><br>He brushed by James backstage but didn't look up at the ringmaster, eyes trained firmly on the ground as he brushed past him to wait in the wings behind the ring where he would perform in fifteen minutes.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 17:12:44</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Things were going quite well for the Ringmaster and he almost seemed to glow tonight due to his little roll in the hay with Gloom and he wondered how the acrobat felt as well. Not to mention how Jack had taken it should Gloom tell him what he had been up to, then again the clown was smart unfortunately so he might even figure it out himself but it didn't matter. James liked Gloom and Gloom liked him.<br><br>Gloom also liked Jack though but James could deal with that for if putting up with Jack was the only way to be with Gloom and have the acrobat be happy in the process, then that was what would happen. He had put together a show with Gloom being the opening act and the ending one so that he could show off his skills to the audience, performers and him.<br><br>But he suspected Jack would be there too so Gloom would most likely work twice as hard to impress both of them. James gave him a smile when Gloom entered and the absence of one in return did not put him down for he had too much to deal with right now what with putting the show together, making sure the performers had everything they needed.<br><br>"Now you know what to do, Gloom. Make it look good and we can steal a kiss backstage when you get off."<br><br>James said and winked, disappearing on stage to introduce the acrobatic act to the audience and put on his brightest smile as the show started. He gestured to the left where Gloom was supposed to appear and stepped back as he waited for Gloom to take over and wow the audience with his skills. The show had started and now it was in Gloom's hands.<br><br>The audience settled back to watch...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 19:41:24</strong>
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				Jack sat in the audience, wanting to watch from the right place, everything looked, less impressive, from backstage, he found. It was his Gloom's debut, and he did want it to go well, for Gloom's sake, though, he would preforming for someone himself. James was watching, he knew, and would soon find out that Jack could be just as alluring.<br><br>He watched in anticipation, dark make-up and clothes, tight pants, and a open-jacket that consisted of red and black leather weaved like a checkerboard on the left and in a normal cut on the right.<br><br>"Will you see something you like in both of us?" he wondered to himself quietly aloud, "or are you really just a nice guy with a temper?"<br><br>He really wanted to know if James...pillar of virtue, could give in to him willingly, like he had with Gloom. Maybe the guy just had a saviour complex. Would he try to show him the error of his ways? That love conquered all?<br><br>Jack laughed and settled in for the show.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>29-06-2009, 07:57:06</strong>
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				Gloom was practically hyperventilating but when he was announced he stepped out, stilling his breath in his throats, starting with small tricks that had the crowd pleased, such as cartwheels and flips.<br><br>He moved onto his act, though, quickly enough, scampering up two long strips of flowing red fabric that had been dropped for him. He wrapped his legs in them, dropping spectacular heights and catching himself, turning tricks with his body displayed in the little outfit that he wore, touching the tips of his toes to the back of his head in mid-air.<br><br>The crowd roared, and to finish his act he fell nearly from the top of the tent to just above the floor, catching himself with a leg extended up behind him, suspended in the fabric before slipping down and taking his bow while the ropes were pulled back up and to the side. The applause was thunderous and Gloom drank it down, showing that he indeed have more skills than just sex.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>01-07-2009, 16:31:14</strong>
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				James did not intend to have any further sexual escapades with Jack. Once was enough and he had felt decidedly awkward when he had seen Jack after their first ... encounter ... until James had gone out with Gloom and now he didn't care. As long as he and Gloom were happy, James didn't have a problem with Jack. He did know that the clown would most likely try to tear them apart but he had determination and a will of steel and wouldn't give Gloom up easily.<br><br>Yes, the acrobat was a bit of a pushover and would probably succumb to Jack time and time again but James would tenderly ease him away from Jack and make him return to him as well. There was no way Jack was keeping Gloom from him. He watched along with the audience as Gloom performed his debut and he had to admit the acrobat was simply breathtaking and James fell in love with him all over again. Perfection.<br><br>James urged Gloom to come backstage and when he had, the Ringmaster caught him up in his arms and pressed his lips against his in the privacy of the black curtains. He let him go a few moments later for the other performers were waiting for their chance to shine and he walked onto the stage to introduce the next act. The act following this belonged to Jack and James couldn't help but wonder what tricks Jack was going to show this time around and he let his eyes flicker over to Gloom once more.<br><br>"I'll see you later tonight before you celebrate with Jack. Come to my trailer and let yourself in and wait for me after the show." James told Gloom as he returned to his work.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>02-07-2009, 13:20:21</strong>
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				Gloom tried to whisper that, no, he couldn't, but his words caught in his throat the minute that the other man's arms went about him. "James. James, wait..." Gloom caught the other man's sleeve, still panting from his act, and now from a rising sense of fear, "Not tonight, tonight, I...I can't, Jack would kill me...you don't understand, he'll kill you..."<br><br>The slim face was pale with fear, "Tomorrow, maybe. Maybe. Tonight, I have to...I have to be with Jack. He'll throw me aside if I don't." That, clearly, was unacceptable.<br><br>Being abandoned was something Gloom could not accept.<br><br>Or denying Jack what he wanted. He had a weakness for Jack that was somewhere between love and pet-like devotion, shining in his dark eyes, and he turned away from James a few seconds later, "He'll kill me," he repeated heavily, "I can't, tonight. We can't talk. I'm not allowed to talk to you right now."<br><br>And then he looked young, like a young man come to a country he didn't understand, scared to anger the first friend he had made or to bite the hand that had seemingly been so kind to him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>03-07-2009, 00:12:25</strong>
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				Jack got up from his place in the crowd, from there took a ladder up into the scaffolding that supported the tent, and from where various banners were suspended.<br><br>He jumped down onto the stage, suddenly, shocking the crowd as he spun off the high wire, and bounced off a small trampoline, doing three full rotations before landing on his feet.<br><br>In a moment, filled with applause, after a moment of stunned silence, he pulled off his shirt and smiled mischeviously at the crowd.<br><br>With that he motioned to the back and a board was brought forward, and knives for him, one of his earlier acts with circuses.<br><br>He didn't speak, onstage, instead bowing humbly to James and beckoning him out, to be his target...the problem was...it would gravely dissappoint to cancel the act, and the Ringmaster/Clown act was a main feature, though it was usually something less dangerous and more introductory.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>05-07-2009, 05:25:57</strong>
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				At first James didn't realize anything was wrong, not until Gloom caught his sleeve and spoke urgently to him and the Ringmaster frowned at the implication for this was not healthy. Not at all. Gloom should not be afraid of Jack if he and the clown had a healthy relationship together and the fact that he <em>was</em> did not speak too well of what Gloom thought of Jack.<br><br>"You shouldn't be afraid of Jack, Gloom. It's not right or healthy for you. One of these days you're going to end up killing yourself if you're not careful and I won't just stand by and watch it happen to you. I'll protect you. Even after death."<br><br>James told Gloom and smiled tenderly at the other man, his eyes showing determination and stubbornness there that would not go away. It wouldn't go away no matter what Gloom said or did and he didn't care what Jack might try to do. The Ringmaster shook his head at the acrobat's worry that Jack might kill him.<br><br>"I can take care of myself, Gloom. Don't worry about me, I worry more about you. Jack is taking advantage of you and using the fact that he found you first against you and I won't stand for that. It's not the right thing to do. Sure, you might like the way he uses you, you might like the sort of sex you two have and that's fine. Well, not really but whatever. However, he shouldn't keep you to himself. You have rights and can be with whoever you want. You shouldn't fear him."<br><br>He told Gloom with a frown and then heard his name being called from backstage and he kissed Gloom on the lips softly and briefly before whispering that tomorrow night was fine though. He would be flexible. For now. Then he headed out onstage to do his act with Jack, who surprisingly enough had a board and a bunch of knives brought out which signified the start of the knife throwing act.<br><br>Interesting, usually this stunt was saved for later on as a climactic part of the show but Jack was doing it now? Then again, James didn't mind what was chosen for Jack's act since he usually let the clown do whatever he wanted to make the show good and he'd never disappointed the audience before so why not?<br><br>James aligned himself on the board as he put forth a bright smile as he gazed into the darkness beyond and looked over at Jack a moment later.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>05-07-2009, 05:35:54</strong>
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				Gloom was trembling with nerves as James spoke to him, the words seeming to go in one ear and out the other, looking beyond James and to the knives waiting in Jack's hand. What seemed to calm him was the kiss to his lips and the whisper that he could see him tomorrow, making him relax a bit, settling back into the shadows to watch the show.<br><br>He didn't know how to explain to James that Jack wanted him. That he had even offered not to have rough sex. He wanted Gloom to be happy but happy only with him.<br><br>He didn't have the language to explain...<br><br>To explain that he thought Jack really did care for him. Maybe even loved him, in a slightly twisted way, a way that he didn't fully understand. He wrapped his arms around himself.<br><br>He loved both men, and didn't want to lose them, so seeing Jack with those knives in hand only served to make him even more nervous, trembling slightly as he watched the show, wondering if Jack would miss and actually hit James. He prayed that he wouldn't.<br><br>He could hear whispers from behind him and turned, seeing some of the burly, terrifying clowns that worked for Jack eyeing him, seeing how he was bouncing between both Jack and James. He fingered the collar about his neck and ignored them, turning back to the stage, feeling increasingly alienated now that his only friends were his lovers, and both were fighting over him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>11-07-2009, 13:15:22</strong>
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				Jack wasn't really thinking about Gloom as he smiled his wicked smile, knives in hand. He was thinking about James. In truth he envied Gloom for his position, but he wanted James as well, and he couldn't have the man properly if he was fawning over Gloom.<br><br>Jack was...flexible, another aspect of his long circus life, he was thinking about what it would take for James to realize that Jack was the body he wanted under his sheets. Jack needed him to come to the realization honestly, though, making him angry again would do no good.<br><br>He stripped off his shirt and dragged the first knife across his shoulder, the thin line of blood showing the audience that the knife was razor sharp.<br><br>His first three throws came in quick and almost anti-climactic speed. The three knives thudded to the wood around James' head.<br><br>They were as close as his throws usually were, impressive, but not truly extrordinary, and a wave of applause followed shortly.<br><br>He bowed deep and as he did went all the way over. His next two knives flashed out, impacting on either side of James' legs, closer than normal, but still safe. The audince only realized he was doing a one-handed handstand after they looked back and the applause became thunderous.<br><br>He twisted back to a standing position and drew his last two knives from his belt and gave James an inquisitive look. He was a god in bed...could James really be in love? Did it matter? Jack wanted James, and he searched for a sign in James' eyes that James held some little desire, something...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>16-07-2009, 17:04:20</strong>
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				It was somewhat interesting how James and Jack were fighting over Gloom and Jack was fighting Gloom for James whereas James was fighting Jack for Gloom. Somewhere along that line things got a bit complicated and no one knew who was fighting for whom anymore. But that wasn't really important, was it? The only thing that mattered was the end result and what happened which would eventually be revealed at some point in time. James didn't think much of the possibility that Jack would kill him in front of the audience for that was something even the sadistic clown wouldn't do.<br><br>There would be too many witnesses and the entire circus group knew that Jack had quite a bit of skill with his knives for he'd used them nearly every show and practiced for hours before a show was supposed to be put on. It would be obvious that Jack was trying to hurt him if he slipped up in front of an audience, now during a practice rehearsal it would be a completely different situation. For that was when they practiced things that could go wrong so that they wouldn't make mistakes when the actual show took place. That was when an 'accident' could happen.<br><br>James felt confident that Jack would not let his professionalism slip in front of the audience and so he let his bright smile shine out to the people watching down below. His eyes flickered over to Jack as the clown stripped off his shirt and James could see his bare chest and upper half in the blinding light of the stage. It wasn't that bad actually, Jack's skin was unmarked compared to Gloom's bruised and cut skin and that made James frown for he was once more thinking of what Jack had done to Gloom. But now was not the time to think about the poor acrobat.<br><br>No, he wanted to concentrate on Jack right about now. James's attention was drawn to the thin line of redness that showed on his skin as the clown dragged the first knife across his shoulder and he found himself wondering what it would feel like. To do what Jack had done. He'd never done something like that and he wondered if Jack felt pain or if he simply felt nothing. The Ringmaster was a secret masochist and yet he experienced doubts about it for he felt as though it were wrong to want to feel pain, it wasn't natural and so he tried to cause pain to others instead.<br><br>Perhaps if they felt pain and expressed it, he could live vicariously through them without actually admitting that he was a masochist. That was the reasoning James had in his mind. He began to think about what Jack was actually feeling right now and his eyes focused on the clown as Jack went through his first three throws which thudded into the board on either side of James's head. Then Jack threw the next couple which embedded themselves on either side of his legs and James let a slight smile come to his face as he looked over at the clown, wanting to feel the pain that Jack experienced.<br><br>Wanting to feel something but not daring to ask for it. Not in front of the audience. James was silent but his eyes were full of longing, longing to feel pain delivered from Jack who he knew could give him what he wanted but this look could be mistaken for lust. They were almost the same if not for some subtle differences. Part of him continued to long for the pain that Jack could provide but the other part wanted to shut up that part of him by fucking Jack and making him think James wanted control. Not to be given what Jack gave Gloom. Indeed, James was jealous of Gloom.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>17-07-2009, 05:29:38</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				God, how could he stand this tension? Gloom had to sit back quietly and watch his lover toss knives at his other lover. Both of whom, naturally, he loved. God, this was a nightmare. How many people had ever ended up in a situation like this? It couldn't be many. Watching the two men watch each other with that fire - almost passion - radiating between them, he sat down and sighed.<br><br>A wave of homesickness washed over him. He didn't regret coming to this strange country but did miss his home. <br><br>He watched, entranced, dark head tilted to one side.<br><br>He was invisible, tucked up under the support beams for the giant tent, staring out at the act unfolding before him. He hoped that he would never have to actually choose between the two of them. He wanted both of them for entirely different reasons. His fingers brushed the nipple ring that Jack had given him and he smiled faintly, tugging it gently, wincing and then grinning as he settled back to watch.<br><br>No, as nerve-wracking as this was, he supposed the situation was actually a decent one to be in.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>17-07-2009, 20:30:13</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Jack smiled, a curved vicious smile as his hand flashed out once more. The knife hit the board next to James' neck, the flat side of it touching James' skin, not lightly, but enough that the tightness of the throw was exemplified, though not to the audience, who, applauding, could not actually see just how close it really was.<br><br>Jack moved, back to the audience, one knife left. He licked his lips, giving James a look that was patently sexual, and then a wink. <br><br>That done...he flipped the knife between his hands, elicitng more applause as it flipped and twisted in the air, tossed from one one hand to the other. He caught it at last behind his back, and spun. When he stopped, facing the audience, and kneeling, the knife was gone, and was nearly clear though the board, having passed through James' shirt, completely, making two matching slits along the side.<br><br>The audience immediately stood and applauded as the lights went down and the next act was prepared.<br><br>Jack walked past the board on his way back.<br><br>"I think my first throws were a little wide," he said, "maybe I'll practice with Gloom tonight..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>18-07-2009, 22:55:37</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>All too soon James realized what he had been thinking about when he'd gazed at Jack and he quenched those feelings almost immediately for they would only serve to make him more unstable. Too much had happened these past few days and he hadn't foreseen any of it, how he had discovered Gloom and then the acrobat's relationship with Jack was bad enough. But then he had raped Jack and <em>liked</em> it, had sex with Gloom and liked that as well and then Jack had tried to blackmail him.<br><br>Not to mention the fact that now James was drawn to the clown because of the whole pain thing and he groaned inwardly, wanting to shut his eyes. But he couldn't, not yet, for the show was still going on and he wouldn't ruin the audience's entertainment for that was what they had paid for. To be entertained. And James was going to give it to them. His deep brown eyes focused on James once more and he was surprised when he saw the clown wink at him, the look on Jack's face quite sexually oriented.<br><br>Immediately, the Ringmaster's body responded without his permission and his eyes widened when he thought about the consequences of becoming aroused. Fuck! James felt a spasm in his cheek as he dropped his eyes and closed them for a split second, taking a deep breath as he tried to calm down, the last thing he wanted was for the audience to see his coming erection. If he could just managed to keep it down no one had to know! It wasn't as though it were noticeable yet.<br><br>The spotlight was on him and Jack too which didn't help matters and he opened his eyes as he looked everywhere but at Jack for he couldn't risk getting turned on more by the clown, at least not right now. Their act ought to be over quite soon and then he could relax and let his body do whatever it wanted. James heard a rip and a thud quite close to him and looked down to see Jack's last knife had passed through his shirt completely, making two matching slits along the side. Yes! He had made it!<br><br>A faint blush came to James's cheeks when Jack murmured into his ear and the Ringmaster could even feel the brush of the clown's soft lips against his ear. "No, I-I think you're coming to my trailer tonight. We have to do some paperwork." He told him and walked offstage with him, passing by Jack and grabbed ahold of Gloom as he took him away from the other male. James wanted to ask the acrobat something but wasn't entirely sure whether it was a good idea or not. Oh to hell with it.<br><br>Gloom would know. He had to. He'd been with Jack for a long time, right? The Ringmaster waited until Jack had gone out of hearing range and then cleared his throat as he looked Gloom in the eye and chewed on his bottom lip. "Okay. I need to talk to you tonight. You can come over, right? Don't worry, if you want to go to Jack's tonight that's fine but I need to see you before that. It probably will only take a few minutes. Can I expect you there?" James asked as he waited for a response, his deep brown eyes a bit nervous but otherwise he seemed to be pretty much the same as he always was.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>19-07-2009, 06:04:59</strong>
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				Gloom watched Jack whisper something in James' ear but couldn't hear what it was, though smiled when Jack came back through the curtains, unfolding himself from the small space where he had managed to curl up. He reached upwards and was suddenly pulled aside by James, who was asking him to come to his trailer for just a few minutes. What could he possibly want?<br><br>"...Yes," he finally said softly, "I'll come by."<br><br>It was a bad idea, especially after how angry Jack had gotten, but a short period of time couldn't hurt anything to badly. No, he'd come by and see what it was that the other man wanted. He headed off to change.<br><br>In Jack's trailer, he wiggled out of the skin-tight clothing and into a pair of even tighter leather shorts that didn't do much to cover anything, along with a soft red sweatshirt that had probably once been Jack's but was so comfortable that Gloom had claimed it as his own. He headed over to James' trailer, all pale, long legs, and knocked on the door quietly.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>19-07-2009, 06:15:14</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Jack dawdled behind the stage, scolding some preformers for almost missing their cues. He ended up alone, sitting on a crate, as he wondered what James had meant. They never did paperwork together, he'd always been particular about when, and how he got it done, so he'd never asked anyone to help or give input on his work, so he knew that James was trying to get him there for something else...though...given that nobody could've overheard...why lie?<br><br>Jack didn't know, but as he headed to his trailer, and washed up, changing into his tight pathwork jeans, made of various colours of sewn denim, he noticed that Gloom had come and gone, seeing the outfit he'd worn to the show.<br><br>He knew that James wouldn't have invited him if they were sneaking around, so he ignored it for the time being and put on a vest and dress shirt, both purple.<br><br>That done, he headed out the door, ready to see exactly what James was getting at with his 'paperwork' wondering if his display had really been the straw to break the camel's back, as it were. Or perhaps, James had some misguided intention to straighten him out. Either way, it would be amusing, it was the unknown other scenarios that worried him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>20-07-2009, 00:11:18</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>It might not be a good idea telling Jack to come over but due to that display of his in the show James had barely been able to contain himself and he needed to know it wouldn't happen again.<br><br>Or if it did, that they could work something out prior to the show so Jack didn't tease him so much in front of the audience, at least not so much that he made James spring a boner.<br><br>Their circus wasn't a sexual one after all and it had children who came too and such content was not suitable for young innocent minds like that, not to mention what the parents might think.<br><br>He went over to the door of his trailer and let Gloom in when the acrobat knocked and once the male had entered, James began to pace in front of the door.<br><br>"You-you-. Uh. You've been with Jack for a long time. Ever since you got here, right? So tell me, how did you get him to give you pain-I mean that sort of sex? Did you ask for it? Did he present you with the option? Did he simply do it immediately without asking you? How did you persuade him to continue? Did he start out rough or light?"<br><br>James asked all in a rush for it was as though he needed to get it all off his chest before he lost his nerve and he paused, waiting for the other to respond to his words for he wanted to know.<br><br>He <em>had</em> to know before Jack came over but the clown wasn't scheduled to for another fifteen minutes so he had around ten left and wanted to make the most of them and not waste any time.<br><br>Yes, he'd screwed up a bit in the beginning, stumbling over his words but that had been understandable because he'd never asked someone these sort of questions before and he was worried about how Gloom would take it.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>21-07-2009, 10:37:53</strong>
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				Gloom looked up, eyebrows raising faintly, "...Why? Why do you want to know, I mean. But..." he trailed off and shrugged for a moment and then leant against the door frame, crossing one long, bare leg over the other one as he thought back on how they met, "I probably won't be able to help you much if you want to get to Jack."<br><br>He looked James up and down and then smiled faintly, "When I came here, I asked him for a place and he told me I had to show him what I could do. With my mouth," he elaborated, "Then when we had sex the first time, he yanked my hair, and I asked him to do it again. he figured out that I liked pain. I'd never had sex before I met Jack." Gloom shrugged, sending that dark hair washing back over his shoulders, eyes almost black under the thick lashes. <br><br>"If you're looking for someone to do to you what he does to me..." that could be the only reasonable explanation, after all, "Then just ask him to hurt you. He likes doing it and you'll both enjoy it."<br><br>He was wary of sharing Jack with James, though, and it showed on his pale face that was a bit more pinched than it had been before. He was scared that he'd get closed out of that bond and have no one since, in all honesty, they were the only friends (and lovers) that he had bothered to make since arriving here. He stood up and gave a rather Gallic shrug.<br><br>"I'll leave you to it, then."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>21-07-2009, 18:52:58</strong>
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				Jack walked up to the door, and stopped a moment. He wasn't sure if he should knock, he wouldn't have normally, but this seemed different, did James want to bend him over a bed? Did he want inflict pain? In that case it seemed only right that he...as the bitch of that scenario would knock when coming to James' door. Though, on the other hand it might seem weak, and be a turn-off.<br><br>He realized e was overthinking and put his hand up, rapping on the door, three short, quick, loud knocks, and stood back.<br><br>He wouldn't have needed to bring anything if they were just doing work, so he was hopeful that he wouldn't come off as being there for something otherthan work, if James had been serious, but then, he was fairly certain he wasn't at least, he'd never been wrong about an invitation like that before.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>21-07-2009, 23:37:12</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>It did seem rather strange of James to ask Gloom such a question. The Ringmaster flushed when Gloom asked why he wanted to know and assumed that James wanted to get to Jack and he shook his head, trying to regain the feeling of confidence that he'd always had. "No! I'm not interested in 'getting' to Jack, of course not. I was just curious as to how he-he made you want it."<br><br>James managed to get out, hoping it sounded at least somewhat coherent and understandable for he was a bit flustered at the moment due to Gloom's assumptions. He listened to what the acrobat was telling him and chewed on the inside of his bottom lip in consternation for he didn't want what Gloom thought he wanted. Or at least that was what he was telling himself.<br><br>Not to mention the fact that he wasn't entirely sure Jack would even want to do it even if he <em>did</em> want the clown to but he wasn't going to mention any of this to Gloom. It would probably just confuse him more and make him think things that weren't true at all, they couldn't be true. "I'm not interested in Jack and never will be."<br><br>James said as he gazed at Gloom, his features lightening a bit as his dark eyes moved over the acrobat's thin frame, for how could he when he was in love with Gloom? No, Gloom had nothing to worry about. James wouldn't take Jack away from Gloom unless Gloom told him that he didn't want to be with the clown any more and that was when measures would be taken. But until then, nothing else mattered but Gloom's happiness.<br><br>That much was for certain. "Don't worry, Gloom. I'll make everything alright. You can have Jack for as long as you want him but if you ever get scared my door is always open." He said and leaned over to kiss the other lightly on the lips, not a demanding kiss but a soft, gentle one and he smiled at the acrobat. That was when he heard three short, quick, loud knocks at the door and he looked down at his watch.<br><br>It was about the time for Jack to arrive and he let out a sigh. He wasn't sure what to do now though. All he wanted to know was one thing, whether Jack knew how vulnerable Gloom was and if he was using him for sex or because he actually liked the boy. James wouldn't speak of his own desires for he wasn't quite sure whether he wanted Jack to know them or not and it bugged him to no end.<br><br>The subject of Gloom was a much safer topic. "I'll see you later, Gloom." James said and went over to the door of his trailer as he opened it to reveal Jack and waited for Gloom to leave as well as his eyes alighted on the figure of the clown who had come. "It's good to see you Jack. Won't you come in?" James asked as he stepped aside, waiting for Jack to enter the trailer so they could get down to the matter at hand.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>22-07-2009, 10:53:54</strong>
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				Gloom nodded, eyebrows raised, but didn't quite believe him when he said that he wasn't interested in Jack and that he never would be. He supposed, he told himself rather sarcastically, that Jack was just doing reasearch on sadomasochism. He managed to shake the gloom that had snuck over him - ironic as it was - when he saw the way that James' eyes lightened. No, even if he wanted Jack for sex, the other man was clearly in love with him and wanted him in a way that he probably would never want Jack.<br><br>Gloom nodded when told once again that he always had James to flee to, and then turned, giving the man's hand a gentle squeeze.<br><br>He waved to Jack as he left.<br><br>Making his way back to Jack's trailer, he stripped bare, then lay down to sleep on top of the sheets to make himself comfortable, laying on his stomach so only his ass was fully revealed, nipple ring hidden as well, though the collar was heavy.<br><br>It hung on his neck even in his sleep, head buried in the pillows, dark hair washing over his body and down his spine.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>22-07-2009, 14:45:57</strong>
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				Jack looked at Gloom, and knew that Gloom and James hadn't been sneaking around, not even to talk about sneaking around. It was obvious, Gloom looked...disappointed, perhaps, but it told Jack enough, as he turned to James.<br><br>He nodded at the invitation and walked past James, moving inside to take a seat.<br><br>He put his feet up, never one to bear discomfort without pleasure.<br><br>"I assume you didn't call me here to do paperwork," he said, "so...what is it?" he asked, "I have to admit, seldom am I really stumped by anything, but this time, I really don't know why you called me here..."<br><br>He had his suspicions, though he wouldn't ennumerate them for James. It was just them, and if James wanted to say something, Jack was listening, however, as it was, he wasn't going to be lectured either.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>24-07-2009, 00:58:42</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>It hadn't been James's intention to make Gloom upset for that was the last thing he'd wanted to do. He was just going through a little rough patch at the moment considering his feelings towards the hidden desires deep within him which had recently started to come out.<br><br>But it seemed as if Gloom wasn't too hurt since he had squeezed his hand and nodded in response to James's reminder that he could always turn to him if Jack was being an ass and the acrobat couldn't take it anymore.<br><br>That was reassuring to the Ringmaster for if Gloom were upset with him, he might not have given him any acknowledgment at all and certainly wouldn't have squeezed his hand the way that he had only a few moments ago.<br><br>James let out a soft sigh as he turned his attention to Jack as he made his way towards the chair Jack had chosen to rest on, putting his feet up as the Ringmaster came over to him.<br><br>"No. I didn't. I want to know whether you know how vulnerable Gloom is right now and if you're simply using him for sex or if you actually do care about him."<br><br>He said as he looked up at Jack, waiting to see what the other would say to this. It was easier to talk about others rather than himself, for it didn't seem quite so personal and James was debating on whether he should work his way up to himself.<br><br>Or if he should simply speak of others this time around.<br><br>Although James had a lot of confidence and smoothness when speaking of others and the problems and finances of the circus he wasn't too good when it came to his own personal life.<br><br>All that remained now was to see how Jack took his questions and what he would say in response.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>24-07-2009, 02:06:10</strong>
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				Jack laughed, and looked up at James.<br><br>"I wasn't aware that getting Gloom to cheat on me entitled you to some sort of interventionism whenever you feel like it..." he said.<br><br>He smiled and laughed again.<br><br>"I know where my priorities are," he said, "so if you don't mind getting off your high horse for just a moment, let me tell you exactly what is going on..."<br><br>He set his feet back down and stood up, putting some space between them.<br><br>"Gloom lives with me," he said, "and has for quite some time...in all that time, he never asked to have sex with anyone else, though I never said he couldn't, I just told him to ask...then you come along, and whisk him away, and go behind my back..."<br><br>He moved over to the kitchen area, brushing his hands over the glasses, knowing how much damage he could do with any of them, given a quick little break.<br><br>"Yet...when he admits all of this, I don't hurt him, I don't even stop him from preforming," he said, "if anyone should consider what they want Gloom for, its you..."<br><br>He walked back to the door, tired of James' attitude already, he hadn't come for such things, and wasn't going to stay for them.<br><br>"Now...if thats all...I have a first-time preformer to celebrate with," he said, not knowing Gloom was asleep, but at least making it sound like he'd be going back for some hot, and probably scream-filled sex.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>24-07-2009, 07:55:08</strong>
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				[I'll skip my post on this one. :)]
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				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>29-07-2009, 20:00:23</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>The words made the Ringmaster's cheeks flush and he blinked rapidly, trying to figure out how to respond to what the other had said. James hadn't intended on making Gloom cheat on Jack, that was just wrong, he'd wanted Gloom to experience both types of sex. Then make a decision and see which one he liked better but then something had gone wrong.<br><br>James had fallen for the acrobat which had complicated things. But Jack was making it seem as though James had been in the wrong and that was both confusing and embarrassing him so that he couldn't really think straight. "No, you don't understand. I wasn't trying to get him to cheat on you. I was trying to make him aware of his options since the only thing he's experienced is you. So that's all he knows."<br><br>He tried to explain and then wondered why he was explaining this to Jack, the clown probably wouldn't care. If he was only using him for sex. The Ringmaster listened to Jack and the clown's words only reinforced his thoughts and he nodded when there was a break. "Exactly. He has only known you and so he thinks that's all there is, he doesn't want to leave the security you provide and hates it when you get mad at him. For he thinks you are all he has."<br><br>James told him and shook his head. "I'm saying you should have him get out more even if he doesn't want to at first and let him experience other things and then see whether he still wants to just be with you. If you really care about him." The Ringmaster said as he looked over at Jack once more and watched as the clown moved over to the kitchen area, brushing his hands over the glasses as James watched.<br><br>If Jack opened the cupboard he would see a box of matches there and he probably wouldn't make anything of it since they were simply matches. It was what James had done with those matches that was secretive, no one had seen him do things with them. Not to his knowledge at any rate. James watched as he walked back to the door and he couldn't help but cast admiring glances at Jack's figure for now that the clown's face was away from his own he could stare all he wanted.<br><br>And not be found out. The truth was he was in love with Gloom but he was in lust with Jack and he liked the former but hated the latter. What a pickle to be in. He didn't want to show Jack that he lusted after him because he was afraid what they might result in. What if Jack thought-no, he wasn't even going to finish that thought and James sighed as he decided to just let Jack leave.<br><br>But he found himself doing exactly the opposite. He rose and crossed the distance between him and Jack as the clown was opening the door to leave. His arms wrapped around Jack's waist and pulled him back against his muscular body for a brief moment. James inhaled Jack's scent and nuzzled the back of his neck, spun him around and placed his lips upon Jack's own to kiss him fiercely and then closed the door.<br><br>He leaned against the door, panting a bit as he wondered what had possessed him to do something like that and sank down onto the floor. Ugh. Why couldn't he have Gloom and Jack both? But he wanted to fuck and be fucked too and he wasn't entirely sure how to approach that subject, James was shy about talking about sex, he wasn't that bad at actually doing it but talking about and discussing it?<br><br>No. He couldn't. How was he going to deal with this?
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>PeacethatPowerbrings</strong> on <strong>30-07-2009, 06:50:16</strong>
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				Jack couldn't have been more surprised, or happy. Both things came at once and when James had sunk to the floor, Jack only smiled, and walked back into the room, sitting where he was before.<br><br>"Understand," he said, "I didn't forbid anything, and if Gloom wanted to have sex with you, he only had to ask...you only had to wait a day, maybe not even that long, but you didn't you made him cheat on me, and that is a fact. You accomplished what you wanted to with him, even if you did it the wrong way, and that matter is closed..."<br><br>He put up his feet licked his lips.<br><br>"What is it now then...?" he asked, standing up again, "why the kiss? You want to bend me over and hurt me again? Or do you want to be nice now? You want to take me to bed and kiss and cuddle our way through the night?"<br><br>He walked over to where James had sank to the floor.<br><br>"I'm not a hard man to get along with," he said, "you just have to tell me what you want...I don't read minds, but I do grant wishes...what is it that you most desire, hmmm?"<br><br>He was seeking power, the power in a relationship not yet started, even if James wanted both, one tonight, and another later, he'd always have the power.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Sho</strong> on <strong>30-07-2009, 13:33:02</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				[Gonna skip my post again.]
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Black Mambo [Sho, PeacethatPowerbrings, Saku]</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>01-08-2009, 21:36:51</strong>
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				<div class="floatleft">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v140/dracour/drakeshortdarkhair-2.jpg)</div>Oh. God. No. James did not move or speak when he heard Jack's voice not too far away. But not coming from outside his trailer like he'd expected. No, it didn't sound as though Jack was on the other side of the door. He had tried to push Jack out of his trailer, closing the door between them to prevent more interaction with the clown but instead something had gone wrong. Should he open his eyes? No.<br><br>If what he feared had taken place was revealed he would die of embarrassment. But then again, he had to open his eyes at some point. Fuck! James slowly opened them. Shit. Jack was still inside his trailer. Instead of pushing him out the door, James had pushed him in the opposite direction, further into his trailer and closed the door not realizing this. How could he have been so stupid? Why had he closed his eyes before?<br><br>Now, the encounter James had not wanted to face was taking place as Jack opened his mouth to ask about the kiss he'd given him only a few seconds ago. James's mouth opened and closed without saying anything, much like a fish out of water would do. "I-" He started to say and couldn't continue. The Ringmaster had to admit to himself that he'd enjoyed bending the clown over and fucking him up the ass but he didn't understand why he liked it.<br><br>He shouldn't have. Then again, it was his little secret that no one realized so he didn't need to tell Jack anything. It could have just been a bit of an accident. He'd lost his temper. Lost control of himself. Did crazy, stupid things. "I'm not-I'm not as vanilla as that. Don't coddle me, Jack." James said, trying to regain his confidence but there was a tinge of nervousness in his voice despite his intention to hide it.<br><br>Not about what he liked but about this current situation and how Jack was going to take it. He swallowed hard when Jack walked over to where James was currently resting and tensed a bit as he heard the clown's words. James nearly told him then but bit down on his tongue by accident which shut him up and he shook his head. "I can't." He told him and looked somewhat forlorn. <br><br>Then he got up off the floor and made his way to the door as he opened it again and nodded to what lay outside. "I'm sorry about the kiss. It won't happen again." He said and waited for Jack to leave, trying to resist the urge to kiss the clown once more. Why was it so enticing?
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