Paranoia Time (monkeymana & Kissin_Kate)
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				Title: <strong>Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 22:37:04</strong>
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				it was a friday evening, jonathan was looking up at the ceiling of his room when he thought of a great idea and went to ring rose<br><br>"hello rose, can you meet me at the park that we always go to, cause i have a nice idea of what we could do tonight and no it ain't perverted if you was wondering, so can you meet me there in like 10 minutes" said jonathan<br><br>he puts the phone down, was about to go out when his mom told him to put the rubbish out<br><br>"but mom, i'm going out" said jonathan<br><br>"then take the bags with you when you go out" said his mom<br><br>jonathan took the four bags with him, put them in the trash can outside and ran to the park, knewing he was late
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 22:44:52</strong>
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				Rose lived close to the park so it only took her about two minutes to get there. So a couple of minutes after Jonathan had called she headed out and waited on the usual bench. It was fairly cool outside and not much people were out. Which of course could be both a plus and a minus, depending on the situation. She glanced up at the church watch. Jonathan should've been here more the five minutes ago.<br><br>Of course he was gonna be late. Rose cursed in her head at herself. He was always late, so why should today have been any different. she was always the one to wait around for him. And after a couple of years she was pretty feed up with it. She stood up to leave after anoother five minutes had gone by. he sighed loudly and frowned her eyebrows as she started to head back home with booming hard steps.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 22:52:16</strong>
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				"rose, wait, please wait" shouted jonathan<br><br>he came huffing and puffing to her and stopped right in front of her, sweating buckets, he wiped his forehead then smiled at her<br><br>"thanks for coming rose, i'm sorry i'm late" said jonathan<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 22:57:29</strong>
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				Rose glared at him. she did wait! Teen or fifteen minutes more then they had decided and now she was freezing like hell and wanted to go home.<br><br>- I did!<br><br>She answered shortly as she walked past him, purposly crashing into him. Throwing one good glare more at him before she kept storming off, deliberatly slowing down just so she might be able to hear his excuse. why did she always do this?
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:01:26</strong>
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				Small tears started to come to his eyes but he held them back cause he knew he couldn't cry or rose would use that against him.<br><br>"well, my mom asked me to take out the rubbish when i went out, i had 4 heavy bags to deal with so i could only take 2 at a time" said jonathan<br><br>Jonathan looked down at his feet then up to Rose.<br><br>"i'm very sorry, if i knew it was gonna be a cold night then i would of asked you tomorrow to come out" replied Jonathan.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:07:08</strong>
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				Rose stopped and turned back to look at him slowly. She had heard this excuse before and was quite frankly tired and feed up with it.<br><br>- Dropped your cellphone in one of the bags then I hope? Or did you lose my number?<br><br>She could see that he was about to cry. Like always. why was he the one to always start crying? she was the one who really should cry. But mostly she was just pissed as he could never arrive on time, ever!
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:16:36</strong>
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				Jonathan sighs and looks at Rose with a serious look on his face.<br><br>"Rose, i promise it's the truth this time" said jonathan.<br><br>jonathan moved closer to rose but senses that finally she's had enough of him.<br><br>"fine, i hate it when you don't believe me, i try to be here on time, i definately try, but something always gets in the damn way of me coming to be here on time, at least i am here even if i am late" shouted Jonathan.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:23:46</strong>
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				she twitched and a fire sparked in her eyes as he raised his voice. Only making her more upset then she already were.<br><br>- so you're confessing you have lied to me! How do you think I'll know when to believe you? If I can't even trust you to tell me the truth! I've been here everytime aswell. But sometime it would've bee nice of you to call me and tell me you were gonna be late!<br><br>Now Rose was almost so angry that she cried, which really was the last thing she wanted to show him. she had never cried in front of anyone before. And she didn't plan on making him the first.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:30:41</strong>
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				Jonathan was getting angrier and angrier, this would be the first time that his anger was let lose and he really didn't want it to go to Rose cause he loves her so much but he can't make it stop.<br><br>"well, excuse me, but i've never seen you try and call me when i'm late asking where i am" shouted Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan turned away from Rose for once.<br><br>"and it's always me calling you, you never called me once asking you to the park, did you lose my number or something" shouted Jonathan.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:36:09</strong>
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				She was quite surprised by Jonathans actions and that led her to doubt for a moment, but not to long. Since he succeeded to anger her again.<br><br>- Well I think it's your buisness to call and tell me when you're going to be late! I shouldn't need to ruin myself because you can never meet a frickin time line we set up!<br><br>Now she was so angry that she really was crying. So she turned away aswell. Trying to remain steady on her voice even as she wiped the tears from her cheeks.<br><br>- I do have your number. And I have called, but you never answered. Or the few times you did answer you told me you were busy before I even had the chance to tell you who I were! So don't come here and tell me that I never call!
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:41:19</strong>
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				"but you never do damn call, each time i bloody answer, you hang up the damn phone on me, woman" shouted Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan anger was about to explode, the more he tried to stop it, the harder it was to control it.<br><br>"and no matter what i bloody do, it's never damn good enough for you, is it, i try my damn best and you throw me out to the damn dogs" shouted Jonathan.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:51:03</strong>
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				Now she didn't even care if he saw her breaking up in tears, cause now the tears fell freely down her cheeks as she faced him. He really hurt her feelings now. How could he not know her at all after all these years?<br><br>- Well did you ever think about how this whole thing made me feel? How do you think I feel when I have to sit and wait for teen minutes up to forty minutes for you sometimes? Don't you think I have other stuff to do aswell? Or do you simply just expect me not to have a life that doesn't include you? <br><br>She pulled up her cellphone, hurling it directly at him with a loud scream. She had gotten it from him on her last birthday, but if he was gonna act like this she didn't want it.<br><br>- You can keep this piece of crap!<br><br>Then she turned around and with loud sobs and her hands in front of her face to keep anyone else from seeing her tears she stormed off through the park. In through the door to the apartment complex where she lived with her mother, whom she generally hated, up the staires and inside the apartment, heading straight for her room, slamming the door shut behind her. throwing herself on the bed, buring her head in the pillow as she screamed out loud before completely breaking down in tears.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>10-10-2009, 23:54:27</strong>
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				jonathan sighs and looks up to the stars above in the sky<br><br>"if only you knew how much i actually love you, Rose, I wouldn't be having this arguement with you, my love, i did love all the time we spent and i was happy that you waited for me not like everyone else" whispered Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan walked slowly back home, went up the stairs without dinner and sat on his bed, thinking deeply about Rose
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:01:28</strong>
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				Rose remained in her bed, slowly crying herself to sleep. The next morning refusing to leave her bed. which made her even more angry as her mother didn't even seem to care that she didn't leave her room. She screamed and hurled her pillow across the room.<br><br>She wanted to shout, cry and break the whole place apart. The whole world was picking at her for no good reason. Why had she even bothered to care for Jonathan. she should've known that everything were gonna go to hell eventually anyway. things always did when she was involved.<br><br>She remained on the bed just staring blankly into the wall. who cared about it anyway? She didn't at least. Not for a second. She bit down on her lip as her eyes began to tear up again. Pulling up her knees beneth her chin as her head went down and she began to cry again, hiding her face against her knees. Her long brown hair hiding her face completely, although if anyone had entered her room they could've seen her body shake like crazy.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:06:05</strong>
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				Jonathan woke up the next morning with Rose still on his mind, he was just about to ring her when he remembered that they had that arguement last night and she chucked her phone at him and ran away.<br><br>"Jonathan, go to the shop and get me a few stuff" shouted his mom.<br><br>"Okay" shouted Jonathan back<br><br>Jonathan put Rose's phone down, went downstairs, got his shoes on and went down the street to the shop, he went past Rose's apartment, looked up to her bedroom to see her curtains still not drawn, sighs and carries on to the shop
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:18:36</strong>
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				After a few hours Rose stopped crying once again. Why should she cry when no one seemed to care about it. Not even Jonathan. He hadn't even tried to talk to her since they fought yesterday. She got up from the bed and went out into the apartment, not finding her mother anywhere she carefully peeked through her bedroom door, finding her mother still sound asleep in her bed. And as always there was an empty bottle on the night stand. When were she gonna give up that habit?<br><br>Rose cloaed the door quietly and headed back to her own room. When would mom accept that daddy weren't gonna come back? It had already been three years now. Why couldn't she see it the same way as Rose did? She didn't even know if her mother knew she was still alive. Rose didn't really care about it either. It was just as good anyway. who would possibly even wanna be with her? All she knew was how to scream and fight. Not exactly the person you'd wanna hang around with. No one had even looked at her at school. Not until Jonathan had begun. She sighed and a few tears escaped her eyes and she quickly wiped them away. She sunk down on her bed again after getting the pillow. Everything had changed when Jonathan came. She had changed, or at least tried to. For him!<br><br>And now when he weren't around. She just knew that everything was gonna go back to just how it used to be. It was the safe way as she would say. Although no one else thought of it that way. But why should she care about what other people thought about her? It didn't seem to matter what she did or how she acted. Everything just screwed up anyway. It was just a matter of time.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:24:15</strong>
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				Jonathan came back from the shop with the stuff for his mum then he came up with a brilliant idea, rushed upstairs, grabbed a pen and some paper and wrote out a letter for Rose.<br><br>'hmmm, what to write, what to write, ah i know, i'll apologize and say what i did was wrong and that if she doesn't want to see him again then that's fine' he thought<br><br>He started to scribble something down, rushed back downstairs, got an evelope, put the letter in the evelope and rushed off to Rose's house to post it.<br><br>"where you going Jonathan" asked his mom.<br><br>"somewhere important" replied Jonathan.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:30:13</strong>
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				Rose had begun to pace back and forth inside her room. she hardly knew what to do or think anymore. She was feeling angry but yet she felt like she was gonna cry at any moment. She loved Jonathan, well sort of at least, but at the same time she hated his guts more then anyone she knew. He had made her cry like a little baby in front of god knows who yesterday.<br><br>What was she gonna do? She didn't feel like going to school on monday that was for sure. Cause then she would have to see him, and she just knew she was gonna start crying then. Besides as it looked right now she probably would have more important problems to think about.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:40:11</strong>
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				Jonathan was thinking all about the past while on his way to deliver the letter to Rose, of how they first met at 3rd grade<br><br>'hi, my name is jonathan' said Jonathan while holding out a hand<br><br>'hi, i'm Rose' said Rose while shaking his hand<br><br>'I think we can be best friends, don't you think' laughed jonathan<br><br>Jonathan had a smile on his face then he thought of something and his face turned unhappy, he delivered the letter to Rose's apartment, went back home and met his mom<br><br>"you ok, dear" asked his mom<br><br>"mom, there's no way best to say this, but goodbye" said jonathan<br><br>Jonathan ran out of the house and down the street, stopped by Rose's house<br><br>"goodbye Rose, i hope you find someone that will love you for you and not stick you up like i do" crys Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan continues running down the street, tears flowing from his eyes<br><br>"Jonathan, please come back" shouted his mother
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:50:55</strong>
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				Rose quickly got out of her room as she heard steps echo outside the apartment, a letter flopped down inside the mailshot. She picked it up and immediatly recognised Jonathan's handwriting. She stared at the letter for a couple of minutes before she opened it, reading it with tears burning in her eyes, slowly sinking down on the floor, her back against the door. The letter dropped out of her hand and she began to cry again, just like she had before on the bed.<br><br>How could he? How dared he? He had told her goodbye. He had left her. Just like everyone else had in her entire life. No one ever stayed. What the hell was wrong with her? There must be something wrong with her, mustn't it? Cause people would've stayed if she was something to hang in the christmas tree as her father had once said.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 00:54:07</strong>
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				jonathan wondered where he has gotten to cause this was a place that he hadn't been before, he didn't really want to say goodbye to his mom or Rose but he was just a troubled person and didn't want to cause hurt or harm them anymore<br><br>"i guess this is for the best" Jonathan thought while wiping away his tears<br><br>Jonathan carried on down this road that he was going, didn't know where to go or who to go to but all he knows is that he can't go back to that town and cause harm to the people he loves the most
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 01:03:09</strong>
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				After two more hours of crying against the front door she got up on shaky legs and headed back for her room. Well if things were gonna be like this she might aswell leave too. There wasn't really anything to keep her here anymore.<br><br>she didn't really care about no one. she had nothing else to do but to go to school. and she just hated everyone there so that wasn't even an option. she got out her big bag from her closet and threw it up on her bed. Then she just started to throw everything she owned down in it. which wasn't really that much at all. Afterwards she closed the bag and sat down her bed again. but where was she gonna go? She had no one, and surely no one would want her. She was indeed an outcast.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 10:17:07</strong>
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				Jonathan just remembered one thing, turned round and headed off to the park for the final time before he would be a full outcast to this town, looking up to the sky and always thinking of Rose.<br><br>"I wish we didn't have that arguement last night now, maybe things would of been different but as usual, i always mess everything up like i did 4 years ago" sighed Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan was remembering back to 4 years ago when i huge row happened between his parents, it was about to get all better when Jonathan got in the way and cause of that, his father was killed by some random thugs, Jonathan blames himself for his father's death and now wishes to be alone till he met Rose. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 11:11:46</strong>
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				((Time Skipping))<br><br>Six years had went by since she last saw Jonathan. four years since she last allowed herself to think about him, and three years since she even allowed herself to miss him. She had been ready to run off at that time six years ago, but for some unknown reason she couldn't leave her mother behind. Maybe cause she had thought that her mother had been through enough, maybe it was cause she herself had been coward. Rose didn't really know, neither did she care about it anymore.<br><br>She for once had choosed not to run, even if it meant that she would be all alone in a town that she generally hated. But six years was a long time and many things had changed since then. Not least Rose herself. Her long brown hair was long gone. Now short and black. she had surprised herself by actually finishing school and she had even gone to college after, reading non other path but Psychology. she never thought she would. She even graduated it a couple of months ago, top of her class.<br><br>Her change in clothes was eminent. she was no longer that little boyish girl with baggy jeans and shirts. But a women with the taste for tight shirts and skirts, dresses and jewellery. she often wore blue contacts to hide her otherwise green eyes. Pretty much wearing make up everyday. She even had a job, which she put all her energy in since she still isolated herself from everyone else. Even though she could be nice to people, as long as they were nice in return.<br><br>She had seen in the paper that there would be a dance down town tonight. And that's were she was headed now in her short green cocktail dress and black high heeled pumps. As she went there she passed the park and quickly passed it without as much looking at it. she hadn't been in there since that cold night six years ago, and she wasn't ready to let her mind wander there again. She put on a smile as she entered the place, hopefully she would get to dance with someone and flirt a little. That was never wrong, even though she didn't want to go any further. She still had real trust issues, but she was working on them, by herself. cause that was who she trusted. The only other person she had trusted had walked out on her six years ago.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 12:01:21</strong>
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				It has been six years since that night when he left the town cause of not wanting to cause harm and hurt to the person who means the most to him, no matter how many years went by, he always thought of Rose.<br><br>he traveled the world with his uncle during the six year vacation, building up his body so that he's more muscular and more handsome, he grew out his hair so he now has long blonde hair now for a guy and that has an effect to make him more irresistable.<br><br>And working in the local shop as well, to get to know the people around the place was a good idea of his, to get his trust back up in people and to make himself known, he was very hoping that Rose would hear of him again but highly doubted it.<br><br>His uncle told him of the dance back in his hometown, he thought it was time for Jonathan to go home, so he gave him a tux and a mask to go in.<br><br>Jonathan, in his tux and his mask, was walking down the street to where the dance was going to be, hoping to see the one Rose of who he loves
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 12:07:18</strong>
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				Rose was bored. she had been sitting at the bar for the past hour. It seemed as if everyone at the dance had a date, leaving no guys for her to dance with. No one had even spoken to her since she got here, except for the bartender but that didn't really count, it was part of his job.<br><br>She sat at the bar watching out over the crowded dancefloor, currently hating everyone out there. Although she knew that it would do her no good, but right now she didn't care. She had gone there to have fun and that she didn't have.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 12:19:05</strong>
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				Jonathan had just arrived with his mask on and went up to the bar, saw a very sexy lady by the bar, smiles at her gently then looks at the bartender.<br><br>"A glass of white wine please" asked Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked at the lady and smiled.<br><br>"Would you like anything" jonathan asked while looking at the lady
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 12:35:17</strong>
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				Rose smiled as the masked man entered the place motioning for the bar. Finally someone that didn't seem to have a date, hopefully. Perhaps this was her chance for the night. Unless he was waiting for his date. She better be a little careful and try to find out if he indeed was waitingfor someone.<br><br>- No thanks sir.<br><br>She answered and showed him her own almost full shot glass. She smiled and looked him over curiously. Who was hiding behind the mask. She don't remember seeing him before. After a while you recognised about everyone, since it was a rather small town she lived in. And from the looks of it this guy wasn't from around here. So why was he here?<br><br>- Maybe later.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 13:30:36</strong>
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				"Ok then" smiled jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan was curious about her cause he's never seen her before in this small town, she must be new to this town, he sighs and sits by the bar.<br><br>"Sorry if this sounds a bit personal but are you actually waiting for someone to this dance" Jonathan asked<br><br>Jonathan smiled at her with a grin
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 13:37:37</strong>
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				She was glad that the masked man had brought the question first. then it wouldn't seem so awkward if she asked it afterwards. She smiled at him and leaned closer as she shook her head.<br><br>- Actually I'm not. But I bet a handsome guy like you are.<br><br>She sighed and leaned back, downing her shot before she stood up. She didn't know why. She might aswell stay here with the man until his date arrived, she had nothing better to do. It was just that she didn't like the feeling of being dumped. She had had enough of it six years ago.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 13:40:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan sighs deeply then looks at the lady again.<br><br>"I only just arrived so i have no date, i just thought i would see what this dance was like" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked at the lady then came up with an idea then holds out his hand.<br><br>"would you like to dance with me" asked Jonathan.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 13:47:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose smiled. Finally something was going right for her tonight.<br><br>- Sure I'd love it!<br><br>She took his hand and a tingle went through her fingers and up her arm. She looked up at the man, it wasn't until now that there was something about this man. Something felt very familiar, but why? She had never seen him before. She swallowed hard and forced herself to push the thoughts away. she had come here to dance and flirt and by god that was what she was gonna do now. Especially if this hotty didn't have a date. She smiled brightly at him and lead him to the dancefloor.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 13:55:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiles as he followed the lady to the dancefloor, oddly enough, something felt very familiar with this as if i've done this once before with a person he once knew.<br><br>"Hmm, i dunno about you, but i got this weird feeling i've done this once before" laughs Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan grabbed her around the waist and did a slow dance with her to the rhythm of the music.<br><br>"Maybe i'm just nuts" laughed Jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 14:02:20</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She looked up at him in surprise. He'd felt it too? How was this possible. She wrapped her arms tight around him and leaned her head against his chest. She didn't think he was nuts. But she didn't wanna admit that she had felt just the same thing a couple of seconds ago. She was afraid of the feeling. From her experience in life it wasn't a good thing to feel.<br><br>- I don't think your nuts.<br><br>Rose said that without looking at him, afraid that she might get another one of those feelings or moments. You thought that after six years she would've gotten over it, but obviously not.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 14:05:57</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Well, i'm glad you don't think so" smiles Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan stroked her hair softly while they were dancing around on the dancefloor<br><br>"i do get the feeling we did meet before somewhere" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan bended close and kissed her forehead then smiled as we held each other close to one another as the end of the song came
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 14:37:31</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose was surprised when he kissed her forehead, but somehow she didn't really mind it. In fact it didn't even feel strange. She glanced up a him as the dance came towards the end. Who was the man behind the mask? She was curious but at the same time terrified. What if it was someone she truly hated? This way was better then knowing.<br><br>- Me too...<br><br>What had she done? It had just slipped out. It had felt so cosy and safe in his arms that she had forgot to watch what she said or felt. Now she had surely screwed it all up. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 15:09:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiles.<br><br>"well, at least we're connecting on some kind of level" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked up at the ceiling then he remembered something from six years ago<br><br>"i'm sorry but i gotta go somewhere, so maybe i'll see you around" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan rushed off to the park that started the arguement six years ago and he still holds in his heart as the worst mistake that he could of ever done, he missed Rose about everything else
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 15:18:13</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She sighed as he ran off. She hadn't even asked for his name. She had doubted for to long and now it was to late to ask. She looked around the dancefloor, people were beginning to drop off and disappear. She might aswell go home.<br><br>She cursed low to herself as she pushed her way through the crowd of people leaving. Outside it was even colder now then before and she as usual had forgotten her jacket. cursing louder she stomped past the park. This time looking inside it, not really knowing why though. She saw the masked man from before and stopped. What was he doing in the park? Why would anyone have any buisness in the park anymore. It wasn't as nice at nights as it used to be. But nothing worse then that the man could handle it by himself she thought. Her gaze went up to the old run down apartment complex.<br><br>My my, time could really take it's toll on a place when no one was maintaining it. It had been four years since she moved away from this part of town. A lot more had happened since then. It was long now since anyone lived in those apartments, Rose and her mother had been the last ones to move.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 15:36:08</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan took his mask off so that he could look at the sky more clearly, he remembered when he looked at the stars the night after the huge arguement, he noticed he saw the lady in the distance passing it so he smiled at her then continuing to look up at the stars again, hoping that one day Rose will forgive him, hopefully.<br><br>He then looked straight at the apartment buildings and was curious if Rose still lived there, just out of interest, he went from the park, to Rose's old house, knocked on the door, no answer so he went back to the park and just sat on a bench alone in the cold
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 21:52:31</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose kepts watching the man as he disappeared towards the old aparment complex. Didn't he see that no one could possibly still live there? Why did he even go there? She didn't know exactly which building he had entered since he had disappeared 'round one of the corners. Still she was very confused over the mans behaviour.<br><br>She hid behind one of the larger trees close by as he returned. She knew this wouldn't look good if anyone noticed her, but at the moment she didn't really care. There was something ver familar about all this. Although she couldn't understand why.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:06:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan sighs as he sits on the bench in the cold, wondering where Rose has gone to, had she moved town or moved country.<br><br>"Dammit" he thought<br><br>He just wanted to see her again one final time before she did leave, suddenly a lone tear came to his eye just thinking about Rose and how it could all be different if they never had that arguement in that park six years ago.<br><br>He then noticed the lady hiding behind the tree and stared at her for a bit out of curiousity
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:13:59</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose swallowed as she noticed him staring at her. She might as well enter the park now. Even if it did bring back bad memories. She stepped towards the entrance, closed her eyes as she took a deep breath before she entered the park. quickly walking over to him, pretending to just rush to him cause he sat there in a long jacket and she only had a short halterneck dress on her.<br><br>If Jonathan had been there he would've told her that she would get herself sick if she kept doing like this. Why did she think of him now? He wasn't here. He abandoned her six years ago. She sat down next to the man, not really looking at him but more to the apartment complex. She didn't really speak, just sat there next to him. Wondering what to do now.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:18:41</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"You know you would get sick being out here in the cold with just that on" said Jonathan.<br><br>He put his jacket round her to warm her up some more then looked up to the stars, he sighed then looked at the ground for no apparant reason, maybe cause he didn't know what to say to the lady then something came to him.<br><br>"so why are you here anyway, don't you have a home to go to?" asked Jonathan.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:26:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose looked surprised at him as he spoke and put his jacket around her. She pulled the jacket tighter around her. The man had done exactly what Jonathan would've done. But perhaps it wasn't that strange, but he did use the exact same words as Jonathan used to. <br><br>She swallowed and licked her lips as she looked up at the sky. Speaking softly, a sting of sadness entering her voice for no apparent reason.<br><br>- Well I do, but it's not that far away actually. Walking distance in fact.<br><br>she turned to look at him, trying to see his face their in the darkness. Cause even if it wasn't really that dark outside, they were sitting in the shadows.<br><br>- But I could ask you the same thing. Why are you in here? I know you don't live in town, cause then you wouldn't be here right now.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:30:30</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"I did used to live in this town quite a while back, but i dunno if my mother is alive anymore or did she move from the house i used to live in" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked up to the sky with tears running down his eyes.<br><br>"And i'm looking for someone that i dearly love in my heart that i dunno if she lives in this town anymore or not" cried Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan looked at the lady.<br><br>"I'm sorry for burdening you with all my troubles, you can keep the jacket but it is getting colder here so you best head home" said Jonathan.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:36:04</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose nodded and listened to his story. So he had lived here before. But then why did he leave? And why hadn't he kept in touch with his mother if he was so worried? there was a lot of things that confused her.<br><br>- No it's okey. There's no need for me to rush home. there's no one there anyway. What happened to them? your mother and the person you loved I mean.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:39:08</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Well, let's just say something very bad happened that made me lose contact with both my mother and the one person I love" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan sighed and then looked at the stars then the lady.<br><br>"I wish I could at least see the person I love the most again one day tho I doubt she will want to see me again for what i did long ago" said Jonathan.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:42:37</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose didn't know why she slowly slid closer to him on the bench. but it was almost as if someone or something was pulling or pushing her closer. She wanted to know more about him. She wanted to know what had happened. She realised she wanted to help him. She was worried.<br><br>- What happened?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:45:22</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Well, ironically, it all went wrong in this park" Jonathan sighed<br><br>Jonathan looked across the park<br><br>"I wish that arguement never started" he whispered to himself<br><br>Jonathan noticed that the lady was getting closer to him so he wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close to him<br><br>"any better" Jonathan asked
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:54:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As he began to spoke Rose's eyes widen and she bit down hard on her lower lip. An argument? In this park? Could it be? She shook her head. No, it wasn't possible. there had to be some other people fighting this park aswell. they couldn't have been the only ones to ever do that. She looked up at him, trying to hide her nervousness and worryness.<br><br>- Can you tell me something more? Or is there something you wanna talk about?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 22:59:42</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Well, we had a huge arguement over in this park one time cause i was late for taking out the trash but in the end, we grew apart and never saw each other for quite a long time" Jonathan cried.<br><br>Jonathan started at the lady then checks the time<br><br>"After midnight, i remember when me and her one time stayed out this late in this very park, we was talking about anything and everything then, about school, about what she wanted to do in college, what i wanted to do with my..." sobbed Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan actually broke down in tears cause of remembering the past and about Rose, he did miss her so much.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:07:53</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose remembered that argument. But still it couldn't be possible, could it? But she remembered shouting and ranting at Jonathan for being late yet again. Just on a night like this actually she had been freezing out her for a good teen or fifteen minutes before he had shown up. After that day she had never seen him again. She had no idea were he had gone or even why. <br><br>She looked down at the sobbing man and hugged him tight. Still it wasn't possible for this not to be Jonathan. He had mentioned things that they had only did to eachother. Memories. My god he had really changed. Of course so had she. Rose didn't know if she was suppose to be angry or happy to see him. This was all so overwhelming. Instead of doing either she moved her hand to his chin, gently lifting his head up so that he could look her in the eyes.<br><br>there was no doubt anymore from her side. As soon as she saw those eyes she knew it was Jonathan. she kept his chin softly in her hand as she looked at him and whispered.<br><br>- Jonathan, look at me!
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:10:30</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Huh, how do you know my name?" asked Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked in her eyes and saw the one person that he was searching for.<br><br>"Rose, is that you" he asked.<br><br>Complete bewilderment hit him right there, the one person he was looking for and she was with him this whole time without him knowing it<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:18:45</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose nodded as he spoke her name. Se looked down for a while to remove her contacts and as she looked up again her eyes were green and not blue.<br><br>- Yes Jonathan...<br><br>She swallowed, she had absolutely no idea what to do now. Neither was there anyone around tha she could call and ask questions to. She looked closer at him, running her fingers through his hair without really registrating it. He had grown quite a bit over these last six years. His hair too. She wipped a tear from his cheek. He was still sensible like he had been back then, but now she didn't really mind it anymore.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:23:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"My god Rose, you really changed over these six years, so how have you been, what have you been doing with your life" asked Jonathan.<br><br>He had so many questions to ask her then he stroked her hair.<br><br>"Nice, black hair, really suits you Rose, tho i do miss the brown hair" Jonathan said.<br><br>Jonathan looked at Rose as if a huge weight has been lift off his shoulders finally after six years.<br><br>"And why ain't you killing me yet" he asked
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:27:38</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				she smiled slightly at his compliment enjoying his hand as it ran through her hair. She looked up at him for a quick second before she stared down on the black dark space between them. Mubling low.<br><br>- I guess I'm tired of feeling alone Jonathan. Why did you leave me?<br><br>That question had been burning in her heart and mind for the past six years. Wondering and hoping that he would return. That he would come back, like he had always done before. But eventually she had had to realise that he weren't comming back. So why now?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-10-2009, 23:38:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"I'm sorry Rose, i was a useless friend and a nobody and i kept hurting you each and every time i was late, i guess i just ran so that you could be in peace and that i wouldn't hurt you anymore but i guess not coming back hurt you more then running away, of which i'm sorry for Rose" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked up to her then looked at the darkness.<br><br>"If I could turn back time then i would but i can't, i did miss you loads and was thinking about you each day, i guess the dance was my chance to come back to town, anyway, i'm off to sleep in a bush" said Jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 00:11:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose shook her head, still holding on to him. Refusing to let go off him him when he was finally back. Maybe he would run off again if she did? She mumbled an answer to him, but her voice slowly gre stronger.<br><br>- How could you think that you running away would help me? You were the only one who cared about me and you know it!<br><br>She followed his gaze and took his hand. She was happy that he was back, but she was still mad at him. It would be his own fault if he got to sleep in a bush. But her heart wouldn't let her do that to him. So instead she held on to him and said.<br><br>- There's no chance you are gonna crash out in a bush. You'll get sick! You're comming with me. Besides you'll need your jacket back.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 11:14:12</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiled at Rose.<br><br>"Well, it is my own fault that i'm sleeping in a bush and you can keep the jacket Rose" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked in the eyes of Rose and saw how mad she still was.<br><br>"And i ain't leaving again, i'm back now and this is where i'm staying with you, my Rose" Jonathan said with a smile on his face.<br><br>He looked up at the stars and wondered if his mom was alright and well, he thinks she should see her tomorrow if she's still alive.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:14:09</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She kept her eyes at him. Was he disagreeing with her? Didn't he know better?<br><br>- Jonathan! You're comming with me and that's final! I will not tolerate you spending the night outside in a bush!<br><br>She grabbed his hand, holding on to it tightly. She hoped that he remembered she was stronger then most girls, especially when she was angry or irritated. Like now. She also hoped that he remembered that she had beaten him up pretty badly at one time too. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:17:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan scruffles her hair and beams a smile at Rose.<br><br>"You haven't changed in being so caring, Rose, that's the one thing i love about you" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan took her hand and holded it closely<br><br>"well, shall we go then, since it is.." he checks his watch "2 in the morning" said jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:20:53</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Nods, looking away at the mention of the word love. Still having a hard time for that word in general. She held on to his hand tight and began pulling him with her. Mumbling slightly at the mentioning of time.<br><br>- Well good thing I don't have to go to work tomorrow. At least I hope so.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:28:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Well, if you don't then we can catch up on old times while you can tell me how has the last six years been without me being in this town" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan and Rose arrived at her house.<br><br>"Huh, so this is where you live now, it's a nice place, hold up, i know this place, this is next door to my house" said Jonathan.<br><br>He looked next door to see a light in his old room and the sobbing of a woman crying in there.<br><br>He couldn't help it but a tear fell down his cheek of the thought of the pain his mom must of faced while he was gone<br><br>"i'll have to go see her tomorrow, Rose, i owe you and my mom alot cause of my stupidity of running away" said Jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:37:57</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose held on to his hand and nodded slowly.<br><br>- You should go visit her tomorrow. You can't even begin to imagine how much she's missed you. She's been looking for you everyday these past six years.<br><br>She let go of his hand to unlock the front door of her place as she mumbled low.<br><br>- More then you can say about me.<br><br>Rose opened the door and turned on the lights as she turned back to look at him with serious eyes. Her features hard and non saying. She's been practicing that look to perfection even more then before these past six years.<br><br>- She fears you're dead Jonathan!
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:44:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked at Rose with serious eyes as well.<br><br>"Ok then, well, she's off to get a surprise then" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan turned round and went back home for a bit to see his mom, then knocked on the door.<br><br>"Who could that be at this time of night" said his mom as she went to answer the door, she opened to door to Jonathan but didn't know it was him.<br><br>"Hello" she said.<br><br>"Hi..mom" said Jonathan.<br><br>"Jonathan" she replied as she broke down in tears.<br><br>"I'm sorry for running away mom" Jonathan said.<br><br>He closed the front door and had a massive chat with his mom about his uncle and what's been happening and about the six year vacation, it lasted for several hours in the end.<br><br>"I ain't leaving again now, i'm here to stay and help you mom" Jonathan said.<br><br>"You always was a good boy, weren't you Jonathan, Rose missed you loads too" said his mom.<br><br>"I know, i'll be with her for the next few days to try and be friends again cause i did miss her too" replied Jonathan.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 12:55:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan's mom looked up at him, her eyes still filled with tears. Her voice horse from all the crying, but still quite steady. Just like when a mom tells her kid to be careful for some reason that the kid could never understand.<br><br>- Be careful Jonathan. This town isn't quite as you remember it. Don't forget that! Rose has changed a lot to. Sometimes cause she wanted to or felt like it, other times cause she had to. She's had it tougher then you think these past six years. I'm sure you'll notice that as time goes a long. And the rest I think you should find out from her.<br><br>In the meantime Rose had headed into her house, locked the front door behind her and slipped into something more comfortable. Which was a pair of shorts and a big oversized sweater. The make-up had been washed off and she had made some popcorn as she waited for him curled up in the couch watching Tv.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:20:34</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"ok then mom" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan left the house and knocked on Rose's house<br><br>"Rose, you there" he asked through the letterbox
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:24:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose got up from the couch and unlocked the front door. Returning afterwards to the couch.<br><br>- Lock the door after you. And take off your shoes!<br><br>As you walk through the place, you notice that there's scarsly decorated with pictures. There are almost no pictures what so ever anywhere.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:26:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan locks the door and takes off his shoes then heads into the living room.<br><br>"Hey Rose, why is there no pictures anywhere?" he asked.<br><br>Jonathan looked at Rose then sat on the sofa beside her and cuddled her quickly<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:30:54</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She leaned against him, still looking at the Tv.<br><br>- There's no reason to have pictures up on people you never see or speak to. Neither is it even necessary to have pictures on people who aren't friends or family.<br><br>As you look towards the side table next to the couch you notice a picture of Rose and your mother together.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:35:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiles at the picture.<br><br>"Well, i'm glad that you and my mom are getting along pretty well" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan smiles at Rose and wrapped an arm around her.<br><br>"It seems that you're life is going pretty well, Rose" he said.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:37:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				(sorry kate, forgot to add this in)<br><br>He got up and was about to go to the door<br><br>"well, at least i needen of worried about you, Rose, as it seems that i don't count as a friend anymore" he said
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:44:35</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose just nodded, but didn't say anything. It might seem like that to him. But she knew better. She stood up from the couch and stared at him. You could almost feel the air disappear from the room. The anger and tears once again burned in her eyes. But she fighted to still stay calm.<br><br>- In what freakin world have you been? How do you think I'm suppose to react? You walked out on me Jonathan! Just like everyone has for my entire life. Aren't you even wondering why I don't even have pictures of my own blood related family. Aren't you even wondering why the only person I have pictures of is YOUR mother!<br><br>She was furiours, and had a really hard to hold it all back. She had been holding all these feelings back for the past six years. Having come to terms that she was never gonna see him again. And yet here he stood now. In her livingroom. And now all those feelings from so long ago all came screaming back.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 13:55:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"I know, and i deserve it, hit me if you want to, hate me, i always deserve it, i knew i shouldn't of ran away six years ago, and i can tell you have alot to say to me, just release your anger on me, i don't mind" he said.<br><br>Jonathan just stood there where he was, waiting for the anger to hit him from Rose, he wasn't going to run, he was gonna take it like a man would.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:00:48</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose hands were already tied into fists. she wanted to hit him, kick him, scratch him. But she knew that if she let it all go now she would most likely kill him. So instead she sighed and sunk down on the couch, buring her head in her hands.<br><br>- I can't do that Jonathan...<br><br>She broke down in tears, just like she had that night six years ago. The only difference this time was that she wasn't running, in fact she wasn't even moving. This was the first time she had let anyone ever see her cry.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:05:02</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan wraps his arms around her and holds her close.<br><br>"I'm sorry for not being there for you when you really needed me Rose, but i'm now here for you now and always will be, i won't run away again, so i really want you to release your anger on me, i'm made of stronger stuff now" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan smiled at Rose and prepared mentally for the worst<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:09:58</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She just shook her head and bit down on her lip. He might be stronger now and not that little 16-year old boy she last saw. But she was stronger aswell. And her anger towards him had escalated during these six years. She whispered low. Not sure if he would hear it or not, or if she even wanted him to hear it.<br><br>- I might kill you if I do...
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:11:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Then that would be my punishment for leaving you six years ago Rose, i would deserve to die" Jonathan said.<br><br>Jonathan had a smile on his face and only wanted Rose to release the anger she had of him, even if it did cost him his life
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:15:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose shook her head again. She didn't wanna accidentaly kill him. She would be even more alone then. And most likely she would take her own life then. At least when he was still missing she could go on pretending.<br><br>- No, I don't wanna lose you again... Then I'll die aswell. Although I think that the Rose you knew did die six years ago that night in that old apartment.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:25:27</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiles.<br><br>"Then let me know the real Rose from the beginning all over again" said Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan held out his hand to shake her's while giving her a huge smile<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:40:15</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose looked up at him. How could he still be so happy and smiling?<br><br>- How can you still be smiling? I'm not very amused by the situation you've put us all in!
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:46:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan eyes just turned serious instantly.<br><br>"Fine, i'll go back to the shadows to where i truely belong cause i always stick people in the same mess every single time i am around" he said<br><br>Jonathan turned round, unlocked the door and went back to the park to sleep on the bench
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 14:57:38</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				- FINE!<br><br>Now she let it all lose, not carring anymore. If he were gonna leave her again she might aswell be dead. No one would miss her anyway. She would try to do what she had tried to do four years ago. She ran out of her house, completely ignoring to lock the door, bring her keys or even the new cellphone she had gotten. The only thing she did bring was the car keys. As she passed Jonathan on the drive way on the way to her car se pushed him down on the ground and kicked him hard a few times. <br><br>- Go to hell Jonathan! I don't care anymore!<br><br>She screamed at him before jumping into her car and speeding off to the lake. As she drove she could no longer fight back her tears and they made her eyes all cloudy, she was hardly able to see anything. Good thing she knew the town so damn well then. She still hated it. She hated everyone in it aswell. By now it wasn't the 22-year old Rose driving. It was her forgotten, pissed off 16-year oldself. The one that didn't care about anyone or anything anymore. Not even herself.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:04:10</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan ran in front of the speeding car that Rose was driving.<br><br>"STOP, DAMMIT" shouted Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan wouldn't move out of the way.<br><br>"if you wanna get passed me, then you have to run me over, Rose" he said<br><br>Jonathan wanted to be with the old Rose that he loved ages ago
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:09:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She stared at him. He was only a siluette in the light, but enough to make her turn the wheel and drive down the steep hill on her left side instead of continuing straight forward. He wasn't gonna stop her this time. The usual car road continued right after the hill and she took to the left, quickly speeding off towards the lake again. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:12:02</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan was chasing her car pretty easily.<br><br>"Will you ever stop, Rose" he shouted.<br><br>Jonathan jumped on the back of the car and won't let go.<br><br>"STOP, PLEASE STOP ROSE!" shouted Jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:21:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				But she didn't stop. Not until she was next to the lake. Jumping out of the car and running out to the edge of the dock. Starring down at the black, cold and calm water. The car was still on, and made pretty much the only sound that there was to be heard.<br><br>Rose looked up at the dark and now cloudy sky. She hadn't been here for four years. Not since the last time she had tried to do this. But then there had been someone there to stop her. She never knew how Jonathan's mom found her. Suddenly she just stood there on the dock, speaking slow and calming to her. But no one would do that for her now. No one!<br><br>She didn't know that Jonathan had grabbed a hold of the car as it speed down the hill. Neither had she heard his screams.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:26:25</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan jumped off the back of the car, ran down the dock and tackled Rose before she did decide to jump.<br><br>"I don't care if you kill me, but i ain't going to watch you die before my eyes, you damn fool" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan was bawling out tears just at the thought of losing Rose.<br><br>"DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME ALONE NOW!" shouted Jonathan<br><br>Jonathan holded her close and was never gonna let her go, ever
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:31:12</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose gasped in surprise as she was tackled down to the ground. Jonathan's voice began to ring in her ears. How could he be here? How did he get here so quickly? He was crying and screaming. Just like she had been doing the last time she was here. The last time she saw him. Mostly all of her life. She felt his arms around her. Strong and protective. She remained silent, devoid of all emotions. To emotionally drained to really feel anything at all.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:46:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan was still crying his eyes out, holding Rose in his arms, never gonna leave her side ever again, he picks her up in her arms and carries her back home to rest, leaning her head on his shoulder while walking back to her home, kisses her forehead.<br><br>"I'm glad I got there before you jumped, I would of missed you too much" whispered Jonathan in Rose's ear
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 15:51:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She just let him carry her back. But as he spoke she could feel the sting of anger and sorrow. Whispering back to him.<br><br>- You would've lost me four years ago... In that lake... If it weren't for your mom.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 16:01:24</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan just smiled.<br><br>"I guess it's in the blood to save you Rose" he said.<br><br>Jonathan kept on walking under the light of the moon<br><br>"Rose, look up, even the moon is giving us it's blessing" he said<br><br>Jonathan stopped for a sec, put Rose down, wrapped his arms around her so that she could look at the moon and kisses her cheek
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 16:11:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose kept her eyes on the ground as he put her down. Right now the only thing she felt was sorrow. He was still the same, sweet and caring Jonathan that she knew. She would only make him miserable what ever she did. If she died he would probably die himself. If she lived she would only hurt him.<br><br>A few silent tears landed on the ground in front of her. Her whole body was shaking, both from crying so much and from the cold. She was, like her father once said, a problem. She only knew how to keep people out of her heart and out of her harm. She didn't know how to let anyone in. She had never ever loved anyone. But when she meet Jonathan something had changed inside her, and it had made her scared so she had tried to find any reason she could to push him away. It was mostly her fault that they had had that big argument in the park six years ago. She hadn't told him much about her really during the time they were friends. So it was only natural that he didn't know how much he had hurt her when he shouted at her and then ran away.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 16:22:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan wipes her tears away then looks at her in the eyes<br><br>"so what's on your mind, why don't you telling me if you have any problems or troubles" he asked<br><br>Jonathan always wanted to know what Rose is thinking, she never seems to tell her any of her troubles and he really wants to know what's up, he wants to be there for her, he wants to comfort her with her problems
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 16:28:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose shook her head and turned it away from him. She couldn't make herself look into his beautiful eyes. They had always been beautiful to her.<br><br>- No, it will only hurt you...<br><br>She wanted to tell him. But the fear of losing him was to big. She knew that eventually he would leave her. They all did.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-10-2009, 16:33:04</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan turns Rose's head to look at him.<br><br>"Rose, i want to be with you but unless you tell me your worries and your problems, you're pushing me away, please, tell me your worries, we could do this together" said Jonathan.<br><br>Jonathan looked deeply in her eyes and see's the worry in it<br><br>"I'll always be here for you now, I ain't leaving this town now, Rose" said Jonathan
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 11:17:41</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				The tears were streaming down her red cryin cheeks as she looked into his eyes. She wanted to tell him. But how? She was so afraid that she would lose him again. She swallowed and tried to look away from him, but was unable to do so.<br><br>- Do you realise how much you hurt me when you ran away?<br><br>Her voice broke up in a high pitch squeak as she broke down in tears, throwing her arms around his waist. Digging her head deep into his chest.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 22:10:49</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan leaned her face up then wiped the tears streaming down her face<br><br>"i will never know how much pain you took when i ran away, i was just a stupid kid when i ran away, i didn't know how badly i hurt you, i have learned now and i will always be here for you now, i won't run away anymore" he said<br><br>Jonathan looked in her eyes, then held her close to him to let her cry to her hearts content
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 22:22:44</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose wrapped her arms tight around him. He still felt warm, just like he used to back then. how could he have stayed so much the same and still be so different?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 22:28:57</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan kissed her forehead and smiled at her with lovingness.<br><br>"I guess during when i ran away, i grew up a bit and looked at the world different while i ran but there was always one person, i could never forget, and that was you, Rose" he said.<br><br>Jonathan looked at her then picked her up in his arms.<br><br>"Shall we go home, Rose" he asked
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 22:32:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Go home? She hadn't lived in a place she had called home for... well she couldn't even remember. It was strange how this could sound so natural when it cam from his mouth and yet it was so highly incredible that she had to pinch herself in the arm to be convinced that it wasn't a dream.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>15-10-2009, 22:39:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan started to carry her back to her house, back to the place that he wanted to be with Rose for the rest of his life then he looked up to her.<br><br>"While we're on the way back home, why don't you tell me your troubles, maybe i can answer a few of them, take the weight off your shoulders for these last six years"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>16-10-2009, 09:43:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose looked up at him as she let him carry her back. She was worrying slightly about the car, but hopefully they could pick it up later. He was still asking about her feelings and troubles she might not have told him. And she didn't know what to do.<br><br>She had hidden away the feelings and memories so deep inside her that she was afraid that it would be like opening the lid to Pandora's box if she said anything.<br><br>- I don't know what to say...<br><br>She whispered, and it was true.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>16-10-2009, 11:47:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked down at her.<br><br>"Then tell me everything that you're hiding deep down inside you" He said<br><br>He wanted to help for the last six years that he vanished from this town, he knew that he owed Rose alot and now he wanted to pay it back for the running away he did
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 11:54:41</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She looked up at him. She was to afraid to tell him about all the things that troubled her. She was afraid that it would drive him away. She had already left her once. Who said he wasn't gonna do it again? Instead when she spoke this was the question that came out.<br><br>- Where were you all these years?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 12:03:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked down at her then looked up at the sky.<br><br>"When I first ran, i didn't know what to do or who turn to, then i remembered that my mom told me that i had a uncle somewhere in the next few towns so i went to see him and we traveled the world for the last six years" he replied.<br><br>He smiled at her.<br><br>"Any other questions" he said. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 12:09:58</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				- Why didn't you write or call a single time? Not even to your mother. It would have made things a hell of alot easier.<br><br>She was still mad at him for leaving and she wasn't about to let him get away just because he had stopped her from drowning herself in the lake. Which she of course felt a little guilty about since she had promised his mother to not try anything like that again.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 12:22:03</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked at her then sighed.<br><br>"I thought that after running away that you would never want to hear from me or see me ever again" he said.<br><br>Jonathan looked down at the ground.<br><br>"I knew i should of but i guess i was too scared" he said.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 12:27:47</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose remained silent, she wanted him to feel guilty about running away. She had never been able to easily forgive anyone that had hurt her. And Jonathan was first on that list right now. The moon kept shinning above them but she hardly noticed it.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>17-10-2009, 14:07:10</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked down at the ground, feeling terrible about leaving in the first place without Rose rubbing it in, he then looked up and saw the park where it all began.<br><br>"'m extremely sorry i did run away, Rose, extremely sorry" he said<br><br>a few tears fell down his cheek cause of the grief he holds when he ran away
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 16:25:00</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose refused to look at him and looked forward instead. Seeing the dreaded park aswell. Until tonight she hadn't been inside it for six years. Not since the day of their fight. Her hands clung to his shirt as he was still carrying her in his arms.<br><br>Why wasn't she protesting? She should be more mad at him then she was. So what was up with her?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 17:24:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan put her down and sat on the bench in the park, wishing that all this never even began and that they were still the friends that they once were but i guess that will all stay in the past, he knew she hated him too much to forgive him for what he's done and he also knew that he could never do anything to repay them.<br><br>"I wish that this park had hope for us instead of destruction" he said.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 17:29:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose nodded as she listened to him. She did agree with him. She looked towards the old apartment complex were she and her mother once used to live. Since when did life have to become even more difficult then it already was?<br><br>She swallowed and stiffled her tears again, like so many times before. But she couldn't stop herself from hiding her face in her hands. What was she gonna do?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 17:32:45</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan wrapped his arm around her, held her close to him and stroked her hair while she cried in her hands while looking at the park and wondering if the park did have hope for us cause it brought us back together after six years if he thought about it, maybe we just needed time to grow up a bit and be wiser on everything.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 17:37:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose was indeed crying but no tears were coming out so it was mostly just sound and her body shaking from holding the tears back. There was so much she wanted to ask him, to tell him. So much that she couldn't even find the words. Heck, she didn't even know where to start.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 17:52:07</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"So how was college for you cause you told me that you wanted to go there" he said.<br><br>Jonathan remembered everything that rose told him that she wanted to do and he suddenly remembered something else, he tried to find something in his pocket, got it and gave it to Rose<br><br>"Here you go, a present i brought back from china, i was going to give this to you if i saw you again" he said.<br><br>It was an emerald necklace just for her with her initials on it.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 18:01:23</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She shrugged her shoulders as she sat back up, but still looked down on the ground in front of them.<br><br>- It was okey. Graduated last year and got a job.<br><br>She looked at necklace in surprise as he put it in her hands. But after a few seconds a soft smile came across her lips. He remembered. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>25-10-2009, 18:07:35</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"You always told me that you wanted an emerald necklace, sorry i was late to give it to you" he said.<br><br>Jonathan smiled at her then looked up at the sky and remembered the day she said that.<br><br>"Well, i'm glad that you like it, Rose" he said.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 02:50:44</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She nodded and spoke low.<br><br>- It's okey Jonny.<br><br>She remembered the day when she had told him about it. But she didn't think that he would remember it by now. She wanted to tell him that she loved the necklace but she couldn't. The word love was such a hard word for her to say.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 10:01:03</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan kissed her lightly on her lips before looking down at the floor, sighing to himself then looking at Rose<br><br>"Rose, I..I..I love you with all my heart" he said.<br><br>he looked at Rose when he said that but looked at the ground cause of the response he'll get, he knew she won't accept him now after running away but he had to tell her, even if it was for a lost cause.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 14:39:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				- I know...<br><br>She mumbled the answer and then stood up, wrapping her arms around her. She was cold from being out so long and from not moving that much. Her short jean shorts and big baggy sweater didn't really warm her that much.<br><br>She was looking towards the old apartment complex that once was her home. Slowly she began walking towards the rundown buildings. She hadn't been there, not even close, for four years. Perhaps it was more? She couldn't really remember.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 14:54:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan goes and stands beside you and wraps my arms around you to keep you warm<br><br>"It's been years since we last was here, ain't it Rose" he said<br><br>Jonathan looked up at the building and remembering all the school days and when we used to go back to her house and we used to talk about rude stuff then, then after the sex education session, we came back and we was talking about sex and all that
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 15:17:36</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She nodded.<br><br>- Yes it's been...<br><br>She glanced up at him, wondering if maybe he knew more then he said. Had he heard what had happened to the apartment complex and everything else that had happened in town. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 15:28:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				He smiled down at her then looked at the building and heard about what happened with the building with the gas leak and the explosion, luckily for him, Rose weren't in it at the time but all them people died including her mom, it must of been hard on her, and i weren't here to save her from her pain<br><br>"i'm so useless" he said, the last thought came out of his mouth into words, he was looking at the floor when he said that
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 16:23:15</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose looked down aswell. He knew. She was sure he knew what had happened. But did he know the reason to why she hadn't been home when it had happened? That she didn't think he knew. Unless his mom had said anythin to him about Rose's first suicide attempt.<br><br>She hadn't been home all night. It was four years ago then and she had been sitting by that lake. Cursing everything and everyone. Hating everyone. Hating herself. Thinking about him. Wondering why he ddn't come back. Did he hate her? <br><br>For some reason her mother had decided to go up and cook food for the both of them. The firemen said that the leak had started in their apartment. Rose was devistated. Her and the mother had never had a good relationship to eachother, but for once when her mother finally seemed to care about her, something like that happened. Rose had heard the explosion from where she was sitting at the lake and immediatly got a bad feeling in her gut so she ran and saw the whole complex burn. <br><br>She had screamed out in pain, so loudly that someone actually thought that she was hurt. But it wasn't her pain that she felt. She knew it had been her mothers last cry. And for once Rose hadn't stopped the tears even though half the town was there to see her.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 16:44:49</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked up at the destroyed building and was still holding a few things back inside himself<br><br>"I was there when you tried to kill yourself in the lake on the day your mom died in this explosion, i've been in one spot for 3 months, waiting for you on the other side of the lake, waiting for you to recognise me over the water but you never did, i thought you depised me so i never moved once" he said<br><br>Jonathan looked in her eyes<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 16:56:33</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She twitched in his arms and looked up at him.<br><br>- Then why didn't you come to me? Why did you waith all those years?<br><br><br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:00:05</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Because i was scared of you, telling me to go away for good and that you despise me over everything that i've done wrong, i wouldn''t of been able to take it if you told me that you never wanted to see me again, so i just sat there" he said.<br><br>Jonathan looked at her with sorrow in his eyes.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:09:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Mumbles to myself.<br><br>- Always afraid of taking a chance only leads to pain and trouble...<br><br>Hasn't realised that those words actually came out with sound, although not much but still.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:21:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"but without that pain and trouble, we will never be close enough to see the truth of what we have standing in front of us" he whispered in Rose's ear
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:29:10</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She twitched at the sound of his voice. Not realising that she had spoken those words out loud. Her cheeks blushed slightly as she looked up at him.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:32:08</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				*smiles and looks down at you, holding a hand to your cheek* you always look so cute when you blush, Rose *he smiled*
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:36:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				His words and that smile made her blush even more, quickly she looked down at the ground. Having no idea what she should do now. It was years since she had been this close to a man who she actually cared about.<br><br>She had met a lot of guys during this past six years, but none of them got close enough to her. She wouldn't let them.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:42:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				He kissed her cheek<br><br>"I'm sorry to make you wait for me for all these years, Rose, I promise I won't leave your side again if you want me to be by your side" he said<br><br>He loved the way that she always blushed at him, it made him love her even more
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:48:35</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She avoided to answer him and instead pulled away from him. Still wrapping her arms around her and staring at the ground.<br><br>- Let's go back to my place. We can talk more there. It's way to cold outside anyway.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-10-2009, 17:51:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"I couldn't agree more" he replied and started to follow her to her house
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>06-11-2009, 23:29:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose nodded and began to walk back o the house, making sure that she always kept two steps ahead of him. Trying to get her thoughts straight in her head. Without knowing if she would succeed or not.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>07-11-2009, 15:52:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan was wondering what she was thinking about when he saw the house in view, hoping that she'll let him stay by her cause that's the reason he came back was to be by her
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 19:51:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She remained silent all the way back to the house and carefully went inside. Quickly checking the place out to make sure that nothing was missing and that no one was in there that shouldn't be. She wouldn't have been surprised since she had left the door open as she ran out of here.<br><br>But everything seemed to be in order and nothing was missing so she sank down on the sofa and picjed one of the pillows up to stare at the black screen on the TV.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 21:35:01</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan came inside and took his shoes off by the stair and went in the doorway of the living room to see Rose with a pillow looking at the blank TV, he sighed and looked at her with sorrow in his eyes, thinking that maybe it was a bad idea to come back after all, with himself returning, he just spiralled her life out of control<br><br>Jonathan came and sat down beside her, wondering what she is thinking right now, does she want him in her life again, if it was possible to ever go back to what we had before the six long years without each other, suddenly Jonathan remembered the one saying his mom taught him ' absence makes the heart grow fonder' he wonders if that saying is true or not
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 21:52:24</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As he sat down beside her on the couch she layed down in the sofa, putting her head in his lap, stillhugging the pillow tight as she cuddled up. What was she gonna do? There were so many things left unsaid and undone between them. So much time they'd lost.<br><br>- Why did you come back?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 21:58:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan started to stroke her hair softly while she had her head in his lap, trying to think of an answer, why did he come back, he knew he shouldn't off cause now he has caused chaos in her life that weren't there anymore then he remembered<br><br>"the reason i came back was to see everyone, especially you, i wanted to see if you was alright, i wanted to know everything that you did over the six year gap, i want to know how good your life was without me being in the picture and holding you back" he replied. <br><br>most of that was true, he did think he was holding her back from her true pontental, he was rubbish at school and failed most of his tests, he had to ask Rose for help all the time, she was smart, clever, awesome, most of the guys wanted to be with her, he just stuck out like a sore thumb.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:08:08</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She turned to face him as he spoke. Was he serious? Since when had he ever given him reason to believe that he was holding her back? If anything he had kept her from ruining her life before it had even started. He was her life saver. Her strength. Her security. But he had left her. Just like everyone else. For the exceptance of his mom of course. <br><br>- How could speak like that! When did you ever hold me back? I've never thought of you that way! Never! Do you think my life is better now then it was before? It was hell six years ago, and it ain't a shit better now.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:11:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked down at the floor and sighed<br><br>"yes, i did think i was holding you back, cause you had loads of smart guys around you, you was always the best in class, i was rubbish at everything i did, i always asked for your help everytime and i still failed at everything" he was saying everything from his heart, he did believe that he was holding her back from having someone to protect her and her having someone now, maybe his existance was to fail and not exist like a shadow, maybe that would of spared her the pain she has now and being held back by him at school
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:19:30</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Her face tensed up and she looked stern at him.<br><br>- Jonathan! Look at me!<br><br>She had never noticed these other guys that he was talking about. She was sure that everyone had hated her at school. If anything she had held him back for always tagging along with him. She had seen how people had looked at the two of them. It just didn't look right.<br><br>Jonathan had always been the sweet and carring guy at school, except for his grades he had been the perfect prince charming for many hopeful girl eyes. But as soon as they had seen Rose by his side they had stept back. The teachers knew she had good grades and was a smart girl, but what did that help when the rest of the school surely wished you dead!<br><br>She had never fitted in anywere never belonged to anyone. Quickly building up a bad reputation. Heck she hadn't even cared about school or what would happen to her until Jonathan came.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:23:15</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked at her then smiled<br><br>"it seems we were meant to be together, don't you agree, Rose, no matter what we do, we seem to always end up in the same place together" he chucked, cause he loved Rose back in school,&nbsp; he didn't care about her reputation or if the school hated her, he liked her very much to always be around her, even right now<br><br>Jonathan was thinking back to the time in the library in school when he accidentally kissed her.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:36:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She was always surprised when he managed one of those famous smiles of his even if he had looked so sad just seconds earlier. Perhaps he was right about what he said. She didn't know. She was wondering how long he had had those kind of feelings for her and an old incident from the library popped into her mind. She had really bothered to ask him about it back then. She had been to shocked and worried if anyone had seen them. She felt guilty once again as she remembered she had ran out of the library right after that, never giving him the chance to say or explain what he did.<br><br>She hadn't gone to school for a week after that and when she returned they had never mentioned it again. But now it was time to get some answers out of him.<br><br>- Why did you kiss back at the library? Back when we were kids I mean.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:45:57</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"I guess i wanted to show you how much i do love you, i'm sorry if i hurt you that day cause you ran straight after that, i thought i did hurt you, don't you remember a few days after, i weren't talking to nobody and i was always in the corner, i thought i hurt you too much for you to ever talk to me ever again" he said<br><br>Jonathan kept remembering of the past and what they had
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 22:55:20</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				- I don't really think you hurt me. I think I was more shocked. And nervous for what the others might say.<br><br>She looked down on her intwined hands and bit down on her lip.<br><br>- You know I didn't have that good a reputation around the school. Or town for that matter. And I guess it scared me when you kissed me. Cause I knew that that was a sign of affection. Something that was very new and strange to me and...<br><br>She swallowed nervously before she continued to speak again.<br><br>- ...something no one really had shown me before.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:00:12</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked down at the floor<br><br>" i did know about your reputation but i didn't care, i wanted to be with you and i had to show it to you in any way possible, i'm sorry if it shocked you, i just wanted you to know what i felt for you despite your rep around town" he said<br><br>he lifted her chin up to face him then kisses lightly on her lips again like he did back in the library
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:09:34</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She felt sorta nervous when he tilted her head up and placed a soft kiss on her lips. She immediatly blushed and turned away, once again facing the TV. Speaking again, but it was more like soft whispers.<br><br>- If you knew about the rumors when we statred to hang out how come you decided to try and get close to me at all? Why didn't the rumors scare you away? Like they did everyone else.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:13:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"because by the time we was hanging out, i saw something in you of which the rumors made no sense, i saw a kinder side to you, the one i wanted to get close to, i didn't care about the rumors about you, i saw that kinder side and that's all i had in my mind about you, not about your bad reputation around everywhere" he said<br><br>Jonathan put an arm around her and held her close to him
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:27:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				- But the rumors always scared the people away as soon as they looked at me. How come they didn't scare you at all?<br><br>She remembered something from back when they had first started to hang out. And it wasn't something she really wanted to remember. Something that made her feel really bad, horrible in fact. This memory was worse then any of the rumors that was spread about her, even if most of them were true.<br><br>- But I wasn't even nice to you in the beginning. I used you. I hurt you, bad.<br><br>She hid her face in her hands. She couldn't bare to look at him right now. She was slowly breaking down in silent tears.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:36:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan knew was she was talking about<br><br>"yes, i do remember what you did, but i never hated you for that, i just counted that as a test to get your trust and to be closer to you" he said<br><br>Jonathan will always forgive her for almost everything that happens cause he loves her so much.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:56:22</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Her voice was filled with tears and pain as she spoke again, still hiding her face in her hands.<br><br>- How could you just forgive me? I was so mean to you... How could you not hate me?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>11-11-2009, 23:59:38</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan cuddles Rose in his arms<br><br>"how could i hate you, you mean way too much to me, Rose for me to be angry to you for one thing, i will always love you" he said<br><br>Jonathan wiped her tears away and holds her close to his chest
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>12-11-2009, 00:13:05</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She wrapped her arms tight around him, nuzzling her face into his chest. The tears flowing freely again just like that night so many years ago when she first lost him. She didn't know what to do or what to think right now.<br><br>How was it possible for him to always be so sweet to her? It didn't even matter what she did to him. He didn't seem to care about what happened to himself as long as he could keep her from getting hurt... or hurting herself.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>12-11-2009, 09:17:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan held her close and wish she would realized that all he cares about is her and keeping her safe from harm, he didn't care about himself as long as it made her happy<br><br>Jonathan kisses her forehead and let's her cry down his chest until she runs out of tears to cry, then maybe they can stop talking about the past and now about what future, if any, they have together.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>14-11-2009, 01:03:47</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She kept crying until she felt like she could cry no more and then she just remained there. Tightly pressed against his warm chest. She closed her eyes, she was exausted from everything that had been going on and she soon began to fall aseep.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>16-11-2009, 16:17:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan held her close to him while she slept, it was late so maybe we could talk again tomorrow, he found a blanket to cover her up and laid her on the couch to sleep while he slept on the floor, freezing but he didn't care as long as she got a good night's sleep.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>26-11-2009, 19:01:45</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Her sleep was troubled and she turned slightly on the couch. In her dreams she reliving everything that she had been through the last years since the night of their big argument. A sentence filled with pain, regret and sorrow slipped through her lips in her sleep.<br><br>"Jonathan, help me!"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>26-11-2009, 20:34:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan heard her and cuddles beside her, holding her close, hoping that she'll feel safe now "I'm here now, Rose, I'm here for you now, forever and ever" he said, kissing her forehead then kissing her lightly on her lips, smiling and falling to sleep with her.<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>26-11-2009, 20:57:58</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She was camled by his warm arms being wrapped around her. Smiling as he kissed her forehead and then her lips tenderly, still asleep she responded to the kiss. Wrapping her arms around him as they both continued to sleep.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>26-11-2009, 21:42:47</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiled in his sleep and wishing that they would always be like this, the dawning sun was coming up and shining over both of them, sleeping in the livingroom together.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>28-11-2009, 19:17:22</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She awoke bright and early like always. She had never been able to sleep for a long period of times. As she tried to sit up she found Jonathan's arms wrapped around her and she smiled but sighed at the same time. She was still so confused about everything that had happened. At least when he wasn't here she was able to keep all her emotions tightly locked away, but he had broken down that wall in less then a second as soon as they had began to talk.<br><br>Since they had meet just last night she had screamed, cursed and relived everything she had been through this last years&nbsp; since he ran away. She had even tried to commit suicide again. She remained lying on the couch, staring up at the ceiling.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>28-11-2009, 19:25:44</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan woke up a minute after she did, looking into the eyes for a mere second before smiling at her "good morning beautiful" he said with a grin on his face, his arms still wrapped around her, like a shield, shielding her from the cold of the cruel world outside.<br><br>Jonathan got up, leaned her head up so that he could sit down then lays her head down on his lap like they used to do in her room quite alot before the incident six years ago had occured, he started to wonder tho, back then, did she like it when he did that in her room or was he just a nuisence to her and her parents.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>28-11-2009, 19:37:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She smiled slightly as he put her head down in his lap. She remembered that they used to do this all those years ago before the big argument. <br><br>She bit down on her lip and traced his knee with one of her fingers. She cursed herself for hardly telling him anything about her past. Espceially all the things about her parents. She had always wanted to but she was afraid to lose him as well. Just like she had always lost everyone else who was close to her.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>28-11-2009, 19:49:18</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiled at her then started to stroke her hair, like he used to do ages ago, he wished that the past weren't as painful as it is.<br><br>He looked up to the window, they forgot to draw the curtains across it but what came into the window was something that they promised one day they would do together when they were older, to watch the sunrise together, the sun was coming in through the window while it kept on moving up into the morning sky, he knew that this meant something good but hopefully, it will be something everlasting.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 12:59:32</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She watched the rising sun with him for a while, quietly, savoring the moment in her mind. This was nice and she really didn't wanna ruin it but she really needed him to know what he was getting himself into.<br><br>"Jonathan..." She whispered, afraid to break the magic of the sunrise.<br><br>"I need to tell you something, but you have to promise me that you won't ever leave me and that you won't get mad at me for not telling you sooner."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 17:04:01</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he smiled at her "I promise, so what is on your mind" he said, wanting to know about what she was going to say to him, he really was curious.<br><br>Jonathan leaned back against the couch, ready to take on whatever she had to say to him, even if it's abusive to him too, he didn't care as long as them two could stay together in this world.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 17:39:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"What do you remember me telling you about my family? Please I need to know."<br><br>Her head was still in his lap and her hands stil trailing his knee. It shouldn't be a hard question to answer since she never really told him much about it. She knew for sure she never told him about her father walking out on them. She had never told him about her mother's drinking problem. Never said anything about money problems. On the outside she made it seem as if they were the picture perfect family, with a father that just travelled a lot in work.<br><br>Although she had made it sorta clear that she never really liked her parents, but then again not many teens did.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 17:48:23</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan thought for a second "well, i remember you told me your dad travelled alot, but you said that cause of him and his travelling, your mom was an alcholic and had a problem with it" he said, trying to think of anything else.<br><br>He looked down at her then smiled "why, what's up" he said, he was now rather curious on why she would say that.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 17:51:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She licked her lips and swallowed, her eyes still on his knees. It was now or never. Either he would stay or either he would tell her he hated her and never wanted to see her again.<br><br>"Well I wasn't completely honest to you back then, but it was so hard for me to deal with the truth so I made up a few lies to make it all easier."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 17:57:34</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan smiled and pulled her close to him and held her tight "well, we all keep secrets even in our past, i wish you would of told me then we could of fought it together but i'm happy that you did tell me in the end" he said, bending over her and kissing her passionately<br><br>Jonathan couldn't hate her even if she tried to, he thinks the only thing that would piss him off was that if she was having an affair if they got married.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 18:24:32</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She pulled away from him, her head still in his lap as she looked away from him once again. "Well the truth is that father didn't really travel around that much. He walked out on us years before I even got to know you. I can't even remember his name or how he looks."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:27:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he smiled "well, we all had troubles with fathers, i ended up losing my father when i was young too, so i do know what it's like being brought up by your mother, tho i was lucky" he said, looking down at her sad, he wished that she would of told him sooner so that they could of helped each other.<br><br>he smiled, hiding the guilt inside of himself, of not being here when she needed him most.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:31:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She gave him a quick smile, even though she didn't look at him. "Well... there's more..." She confessed and her fingers kept trailing his knee, more intense now.<br><br>She felt terrible, and more guilty then he probably realised. To be best friends she hadn't really told him much about her life.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:33:37</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he smiled at her "well, i want to hear it all, i want to hear all about your life so that i can always stay with you" he said, kissing along her neck.<br><br>he did want to know everything about her, so that he can make up to her for the years that he should of been here with her
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:40:18</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She began to feel nervous she wasn't about to spill her life out all over the place, not even to him if she didn't have some kind of leverage. She was suspicious by nature, and doubted that anything good would happen to her without somewhere taking a wrong turn and turning everything to a living hell. That's usually how it worked in her life.<br><br>"Is there something you never told me as we were growing up? Some deep dark secret I never got to know for some reason?"<br><br>She wasn't sure if she wanted to hear it really, but she knew she needed to. Espceially if she were gonna tell him everything about her life. So he better have one hell of a deep dark secret in store. A true one to that!
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:46:00</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he sighed, he really never wanted to mention this at all, he wanted to hide his secret forever, he didn't even want to tell Rose about it "i do have a dark secret, but i dunno" he said, looking down at his feet.<br><br>he wanted to tell her and yet, he didn't want to tell her at the same time, he didn't want to make her leave him after finally coming together after six years.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 19:57:30</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She turned over on her back so that she could easily look up at his face and see if he were telling the truth or not. "Tell me."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>02-12-2009, 20:46:03</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he sighed "fine, you know my mom, she ain't really my mom, she's my aunt, both my biological parents died in an house fire, i was going to die too but i got saved and i had to live with my aunt, since i didn't know what happened, i kept on thinking that my aunt was my real mother" he said, looking away from Rose.<br><br>he was thinking about his parents and wondered what they looked like at all.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>09-12-2009, 15:26:00</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She was sad to hear that, and carefully stroked his cheek. "When did you learn about that?"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>09-12-2009, 17:46:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"a year after i ran away and found my long lost uncle, he told me of my parents, what happened during the fire, how my parents died and how i lived" he said, looking at the floor and wondering why his aunt never told him.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>09-12-2009, 17:49:47</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Did you ever ask you mom... aunt about it?" She was still sad for him, but also a little jelaous. He had an aunt and an uncle. She hadn't even had that, nor parents. According to her at least.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>09-12-2009, 17:59:07</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he didn't want to talk about it anymore, he couldn't trust anyone related to him anymore after hiding that from him, why wasn't he told, he should of known the truth sooner before when he was told. he sighed and just put his head in his hands.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>30-12-2009, 14:29:27</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She looked at him for a while and then glanced away as she figured that he didn't wanna talk about it anymore. She knew how lies could hurt, she really did and she didn't wanna be the one to bring him all that pain. She got up and walked over to the window looking out at the rising sun.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>30-12-2009, 22:56:21</strong>
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				"I'm gonna go back home for a bit" he said, putting his shoes on to go see his aunt, when he opened the door, he saw a blood trail to the livingroom, worried, he headed inside and saw his aunt on the floor and someone going outside the back, he called an ambulance to this house while he went to chase down the killer of his aunt.<br><br>He was extremely angry now and wanted revenge for what he had done, he didn't know who it was but it would be the last thing he did to get his revenge.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>31-12-2009, 00:14:12</strong>
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				She looked sadly at him and nodded as he told her that he was heading home. She didn't really blame him. She had said a lot to him that perhaps she shouldn't had. After he left she went back to the couch, grabbing a pillow and laying down. She was so tired still after all that had happened during the night that she was out like a light almost the instant she put her head against the pillow.<br><br>Although about 15 minutes she was rudely awaken by an alarming sound of sirens closing in. Immediatly she was wide awake and ran over to the window. She stared out into the rising sun as the sound got closer. She kept her eyes on the rode outside while silently begging that it would go by. Her heart dropped as the ambulance came to view and then began to slow down. Stopping right outside his mother's... no aunt's house. Her heart went up to pounding in her ears as she rushed out of the house. Not caring about either shoes or jacket. She got there at the same time as the amublance staff and quickly followed them inside the house. Her eyes widening at the large puddle of blood just beneth the stairs and as she looked over their shoulders inside the livingroom she saw a sight she knew she would never be able to forget.<br><br>She wanted to scream, but something held her back and managed to keep some reason inside her mind. Who could've done this? Where were they now? And where the hell was Jonathan?
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>31-12-2009, 17:22:07</strong>
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				Jonathan was running through the forest, chasing the shadow of his aunt's murder, he was exhausted and fell to the floor, trying to get the murderer, but couldn't chase him anymore, he just laid there in the forest, wondering about how he was going to get the murderer back for this.<br><br>he sighed and began to cry inside, sad that he ran away and couldn't tell her what she meant to him now, he just wanted revenge for this, even if it included his own death
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>25-01-2010, 12:53:45</strong>
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				The police followed shortly after, starting to ask her questions she nor anyone else had the answer to. The only thing she could think about was Jonathan. She knew what he was doing, she knew how hard he would take this and she was utterly worried for his life.<br><br>"Officers please! I don't know anything even though I live next door. I've heard nothing. I've seen nothing!"<br><br>She was frustrated that no one seemed to understand.<br><br>"Please won't you go search for Jonathan instead. I'm sure he went after what ever person that might have been in here. What ever person might have done this. You have no idea how close he was to her. If this doesn't kill him... The one who did this will."<br><br>She was dead serious and as she spoke the last few words her voice dropped almost to a whisper as she looked at the ambulance man walk away, leaving only a puddle of blood behind them in the livingroom. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>25-01-2010, 19:00:39</strong>
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				he got up from laying in the forest, rage in his eyes and in his heart, he started to chase in the same direction as the killer went, trying to beat the living pulp out of him before killing his aunt.<br><br>he saw the sun rise up,&nbsp; maybe helping him see better of his surroundings and to find the killer, seeing droplets of blood on the leaves leading up to the tree, with the killer in it.<br><br>the killer jumped on Jonathan and held a knife by his side, he smirked at Jonathan, planning to get rid of him too as well.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>03-02-2010, 10:27:34</strong>
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				The killer smirked at Jonathan. A crazy fire burned in his eyes as he waved the bloody knife in front of his face. "You should've stayed away. Everyone is better off without you. Haven't you realised that yet. Just disappear and don't ever return, not here not to your uncle just diappear." His voice sounded more like a snake, hissing and threatening. Slowly he was closing in on Jonathan. "Or should I help you with that?"<br><br>Rose was hysterical back at the house. Why couldn't they just begin to look for Jonathan and the crazy man who had done this. Why did they need to ask her a thousand questions she didn't know half the answers to.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 10:08:48</strong>
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				jonathan smirked, rushed forward, grabbed the knife, cutting himself a bit but disabling the killer and putting him to the ground, hands behind his back and his foot on his back, holding him down "that's for killing my aunt" he said, punching the back of his head, he picked him up and went back the way they came to hand him over to the police.<br><br>Jonathan saw the police and handed him over to him "thank you very much, son" said one of the police officer's, putting the killer in the back of the police car as they drove off, he just fainted on the spot from the lose of blood from his shoulder.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 11:31:55</strong>
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				By now Rose was walking around in her living room nervously. The police had escorted her there and two of them stood on guard by each door out. They said that it was for her own protection, but more likely it was to keep her from running after Jonathan and the other man.<br><br>She was cursing to herself, why did they always have to be so stubborn and usless?! She continued to curse as she headed into her bedroom. As she got ready to turn on the light and close the door. She could hear the door slam behind her, leaving the room pitch black. How could it be? The window should at least let in a little bit of light. She turned around to turn on the lights but as she reached out she could feel someone grab a hold of her wrist. Swiftly turning her around so that her arm was locked on her back, a hand was placed over her mouth before she even had the chance to make a sound.<br><br>She squirmed. What was going on? She was scared, she hadn't been through this kind of situation in over... three years... She twitched and her eyes widened in the dark room. She felt a hot breath against her cheek and a familiar voice whispered in her ear. "You didn't think I'd let you slip away that easily did you?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 11:44:55</strong>
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				the man smirked and chuckled "are we happy now Rose, that lover boy is back or did you forget 3 years ago when we went out with each other, and when you begged me like a slut to take you" he said, removing his hand from her mouth but still holding her hand behind her back.<br><br>she knew what he meant and he weren't going to let her go without a fight, even if it means kidnapping her and holding her hostage against her will in his home again like he did once before, tho she was a slut, always begging for it.<br><br>"your my slut and don't you forget it Rose" he said, opening the door and making her walk out of it, back to his home so that he could tie her up and use her again. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 12:05:46</strong>
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				Tears were burning in her eyes as he spoke. She did remember what had happened back then. It had been only a year since her mother had passed away and she had been in a really bad place then. Wanting to forget everything and everyone. She had begun to drink, just like her mother. She had even gotten in to drugs. That was how he... Mike... had gotten a hold on her. She had been out of money and desperate for a new boost since she had finished all her drugs. He had been the only one that would except something else but money as a pay. She had spent the last years trying to forget this had ever happened. She was so ashamed of herself for doing this. Back then she didn't care, but thinking back on it all... that was a whole other story.<br><br>She had managed to get out of all of this thanks to Jonathan's mom... aunt. She had helped her every step of the way. Mike had not been happy with that. He had kidnapped her the year after. She never wanted to tell anyone what had happened back then. She wasn't as innocent as Jonathan believed. She never had been, but he didn't need to know that. The tears had slowly begun to find their way down her cheeks as it went up for her what really had happened. "It was you wasn't it? It was you who had her killed!" <br><br>She had thought that someone wanted to get even with Jonathan, but all the time they had been after her. How could she be so stupid. She was just as worthless and hopless as everyone had told her. What had made her think that she could ever change? Her head tipped forward as she sobbed quietly. Her chin resting against her chest as she listened to what Mike was saying. He choosed to push her out of the house using the basment door. It was pretty well hidden so both of them knew very well that no police escort would be guarding that door.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 12:19:08</strong>
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				he smirked as he carried her back to his house and tied her to a chair "now, my slut, choose whatever you like" he said, handing out the drugs in front of her "i know you want them, i can see the lust in your eyes, Jonathan ain't good enough for you, you're a wildcat and belong to me" he said.<br><br>waiting for her to pick so that she could beg like his slut later with the drugs clouding her mind and her lust taking over her body, she is a wildcat, she wants to be a slut, he could see it in her.<br><br>"if you truely liked Jonathan and weren't a wildcat slut like you are, you would of told him about everything, but no, you enjoy being a horny wildcat slut to me, don't you" he said. smirking at her.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 12:29:25</strong>
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				She didn't even fight him as he carried her back to hi house. What was the point anyway? She stared at the drugs he put in front of her after he had tied her down on the chair. She had to choose. It was either stay here and forget about Jonathan making him able to live, hopefully. Or try and fight and have the big chance of getting him killed. Then she would have no one. That was the only two choises that she had. Stay her and be Mike's whore... again. She winched at the thought. Or somehow get out of her find Jonathan and then need to run for the rest of her life.<br><br>And she was tired of running. Tired of fighting when it all went to hell anyway. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. If she had to stay here she might as well be high, that would make it less painful and humiliating. At least for now. She knew the drill. She looked up at him, defeat already showing in her eyes. "Give me a jack of all of them Mike. You know the vein."<br><br>She swallowed. The old needle marks in her elbow joint was still visible. And why shouldn't they. Four times a day, every day, for a year. And a few times more after that. She shook her head and looked down. The marks weren't going anywhere.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 12:36:33</strong>
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				Jonathan got up, put an arm on his bleeding shoulder,&nbsp; went back into the house and a note was on the table for him, he read it, teared it up and headed out of the house "dammit" he said, trying to find out where this mike guy was.<br><br>he had to find Rose, he has nothing else to live for now if he couldn't find her, the pain in the shoulder was killing him but he shrugged it off, thinking that this was nothing compared to the lonliness of being without Rose.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 12:43:41</strong>
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				She closed her eyes tight as Mike grinned widely at her answer. She could hear him stir around the room to fix everything up for her knew 'power boost' as he saw it. He knew that she probably would die if he injected all of the drugs into her at once. After all she had been without drugs now for at least two years.<br><br>Rose twitched as she felt the familar feeling of a piece of cloth getting tied hard around her right upper arm, cutting off the blood flow below it. He untied only that arm and then just stood there looking at her for a while. She knew what he was doing, and she hated it. Had always did. The only difference this time was that she actually cared.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:02:37</strong>
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				Jonathan heard a scream from the top of the new apartment building, he knew that scream, that was Rose, he was angry and started to run up the stairs, coming to the door of where the scream came from.<br><br>he kicked the door in, coming into the house "Rose, you here" he shouted when mike came round the corner with a bat in his hand, he knew that this couldn't do much worse then what already happened, he kicked mike in the balls while he collapsed, he stepped over mike's downed body while he searched the rooms for Rose.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:13:15</strong>
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				Mike however wasn't as stupid as he might look. He had a room in which he had hid Rose in. A room that wasn't able to see only with the naked eye. And he knew that no one could find it unless they knew where it was. Jonathan wouldn't be able to find it right now. Especially as Rose wasn't screaming anymore. She was down for the count having gotten half of the drugs injected into her body already. Right before Mike had gone out here and closed the secret door behind him he had pulled the cloth away from her arm. That was when she had screamed out and then passed out, breathing heavily. <br><br>Mike knew that as soon as she woke up she would be high for at least two or three days. That was the way he liked it. And then she would need more. And he would give her more... for the right pay of course. While laying on the floor and having Jonathan looking through the apartment Mike pulled up his cell and dialed a hidden number. "Rem, it's trouble at the loft." He smirked as he put the phone away again. He had more connections then Jonathan realised. A lot of bad once as well. Once that would make things very difficult for Jonathan. He knew Rose better then Jonathan did. Hell even better then she did herself. This wouldn't be difficult for him.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:34:41</strong>
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				he came back round to find mike, kicking him in the stomach "where is she" he said, staring and him and kicking him more in the stomach "WHERE IS SHE, DAMMIT" he shouted at him.<br><br>he heard that his back-up was coming, he weren't scared of them, he's faced more with his uncle while he was away then anything he's faced so far. he grabbed the bat "unless you tell me, i will do it" he said, swinging the bat near his head.<br><br>he was too angry and pissed to care what happens to himself now, he just wanted to be with Rose before he did die from something.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:42:25</strong>
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				Mike grinned at him. "Just do it then Jonathan." He slowly sat up and wiped the blood from his mouth. "But you should know that she's doomed then. Only I know how to find her. Kill me and she dies as well. And you wouldn't wanna make her daughter an orhpan would you?"<br><br>As soon as he had spoken the words there was a sound of fast running and the door slammed open a young child. No more then two years old. Stumbled inside the door and ran over to Mike throwing her arms around his neck. "Daddy!" Mike smiled and wrapped his arms around the child. "Don't worry, daddy's fine. He was just having a little talk with an old friend. Now be a good girl and say hello to him." Mike petter her head and helped her turn around to face Scott. As the little girl looked up at him with big eyes he might as well have been looking into Rose's face. The little girl looked exactly like her down to the lips, and eyes. "Jonathan I'd like you to meet my daughter Rosaline"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:47:08</strong>
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				he smiled at her "hello Rosaline, could you please excuse us for a sec" he said, watching her run off before grabbing the bat and smashing his face in "that's for abusing Rose, now either tell me where rose is or you'll be the fault of your orphaned daughter" he said.<br><br>he was extremely pissed now, he weren't talking no for an answer and was thinking of drowning himself once he saves Rose, he pretty much has nothing to live for anymore.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 13:55:15</strong>
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				Mike grunted and fell to the floor after taking the hit to his head. He spat some blood out and glanced up at Jonathan. "Okey I'll give you that, but I won't be the one killing Rose you know. That will be you. I'm just trying to keep my family together. No child deserves to lose their parents. Don't you think so?" He slid away slightly, pulling himself up to a sitting position against the wall. Leaving a trail of blood after him.<br><br>"Rose will wake up, and with no food or water the drugs will quickly dispose of her. She will be dead within a number of days. And who will then take care of her daugther? She has no one except me. No one loves that little girl more then I do. Do you really think she deserves all this pain? Think about it. Think about what you and Rose been through. Do you really think it fair to do that to another leaving being. To a little child. Isn't it enough now?"<br><br>He tried to stand up but had lost to much blood. He coughed and once again wiped the blood from his mouth with the back of his hand.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 14:05:52</strong>
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				he looked at him "just gimme Rose back and leave, i don't care about anyone else, i've lost all my family, i have no one else but Rose, so i don't care what happens to anyone else" he said, holding the bat firmly, showing that he weren't joking and will destroy his skull if he didn't obey and tell him where she is.<br><br>he looked at her and heard Rosaline in the back, he sighed but still held the bat.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 14:34:57</strong>
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				"Then what good would it be for you to kill me? Then you will never be able to see her again. At least not alive. Leave now and never return and I'll give you the privelige of letting you remember Rose the way you want to. You have no idea of all the things she done since you disappeard six years ago. If you truly love her run away and never return. And you will live. Try to take her from me or From Rosie and you shall die! What do you think would hurt your beloved Rose the most?"<br><br>Mike coughed and wiped the blood away with the back of his shirt. He was a man of his words. Had alawys been.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:05:32</strong>
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				he smirked at him "fine, but i want one parting gift" he grabbed the bat and broke the muscle between the knee, making him disabled now before walking out and sitting at the lake, he sighed as tears swelled up in his eyes "that stupid Rose" he mutter to himself.<br><br>he looked at the sky and wished he never did run away in the first place, blaming himself for everything, he went to the side of the river, trying to decide wherever to jump or not, he has nothing to live for anymore.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:17:23</strong>
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				Back in the sealed off room Rose was slowly coming to again. She squirmed from the drugs coursing through her system and she felt it as if she was floating, like she had no problems at all in the world. She had forgotten how nice this feeling felt. She couldn't even remember why she had tried to fight against it in the first place. What was so bad about feeling like this? She heard the voice of Jonathan and then the loud cracking and Mike's scream as the bat slammed down on his knee.<br><br>Her eyes welledover with tears, much from the sound and then the fact that she heard someone storm out the door slamming it behind him. And judged by the scream from Mike it wasn't him running out the door. A single tear found it's way down her cheek at the thought of Jonathan but it pretty soon was overclouded by the drugs and she squirmed as she felt like she was burning up, in more then one way.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:24:14</strong>
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				mike crawled into the room "it seems like you ain't going to see Jonathan again" he said, smirking, watching her willing to the drugs, he smiled as he crawled up to untie her.<br><br>he smiled and watched how horny she was getting with the drug "now how horny are you, Rose" he said, smirking as he sat up on the chair "or run away, go find Jonathan before it is too late" he said, smirking.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:38:19</strong>
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				She stared at him as he crawled in through the door. Her body was burning, aching to be touched. The old Rose was back, the one she had worked so hard to get rid off. Although her mind was still relatively clear, which was surprising based on the amount of drugs she had in her system right now.<br><br>As he untied her she stood up on shaky legs. She could hear the glee in his voice and stared towards the door, wanting to run after Jonathan and then just keep on running. But it was hopless already. Her body was aching for him, for Mike. She hated it but she had no control over her body anymore. Having no idea when she would again. Her lips was slowly parting and her mind was still screaming at her to run out the now slowly closing door. But the words that came out wasn't even close.<br><br>The door slammed shut with a loud bang and then she spoke. "I'll stay"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:43:58</strong>
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				he smirked "you're just like your mother and your father, a wildcat slut, well, get naked and come and ride me then" he said, smirking, wondering what Jonathan is doing.<br><br>Jonathan was by the lake when he saw a young girl by the side, doing a painting, he went to check it out now "that's a nice picture" he said, smiling at her, looking at the painting of the lake, he did miss this place so much.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 15:54:11</strong>
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				She tried to fight against the drugs coursing throughher body but she could feel her hands shakingly begin to undress her. A whimper slipped from her lips and she was able to turn her face away from his so that she didn't have to look at his smug smile.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 16:00:27</strong>
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				"if you don't look at me then go away, i don't want a useless slut like you who doesn't obey their master, you're just like your mother" he said, smirking at her.<br><br>he wanted to see her strip her in front of him.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 16:41:09</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				She whimpered again but was unable to deny him. Slowly her head turned to face him, although her eyes focused on a spot right beneth his eyes. The sweater she had been wearing had long ago hit the floor, her shirt following now. Her hands searched down her body beginning to unbotton her shorts until she stood in only her bra and panties. She knew how he liked it. Even though many years had passed she still remembered.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 16:52:24</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"now take your bra and panties off then come and get in the 69 position with me, bitch" he said, looking at her, she's just a tool to him, she didn't mean anything special to him, she was his tool and he was going to use her when and where he wanted to use her.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 17:08:05</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She removed her panties first shakingly. Spreading her legs slightly as she began to slowly remove her bra. She knew he liked it this way. Humiliate her as much as possible. She still tried to struggle against herself and the drugs, but right now it was a hopless battle as she threw her bra away and slowly walked over to him.<br><br>She knew he was just using her, but a part of her didn't care. A part of her just wanted this, someone that decided what she did and when.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 20:33:54</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"now bend over me and start sucking my cock woman" he ordered, knewing that she would listen to him if she didn't want to get slapped badly if she didn't listen to him.<br><br>the young girl noticed Jonathan and smiled "oh sorry, i didn't catch you there, i was just finishing off my painting" she said, smiling, she loved to paint the lake.<br><br>"it's a nice picture" Jonathan said, smiling at her, thinking that she is pretty cute and good at painting too, he shook his head, images of Rose kept appearing in his head.&nbsp; he sighed "i guess no matter what i tried to do, she was never gonna be my friend forever" he muttered to himself.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>04-02-2010, 23:01:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				She whimpered but did as he told her to do. She knew what would happen if she didn't. He had done it lots of times to her before. It was a wonder she could even remember it at all since she had been drugged every single time.<br><br>The girl turned to Jonathan with a confused look. "sorry, did you say anything?"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>05-02-2010, 15:00:02</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan shook his head and smiled at her "no, it's nothing" he said, smiling at her "it's a beautiful painting, it really captures the peacefulness of the lake" he said, closing his eyes and just listening to the environment, he did miss this place while he was gone for the 5 years.<br><br>he then heard all of the town, the metal and the car horns and the angry voices, he sighed, maybe this place was better off without him anyway. maybe he should just completely move town and never come back here again, he has nothing here anymore as the last light went out with Rose.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>05-02-2010, 15:38:04</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Rose winched at what he had her do. She wanted to hurt him, but she didn't know how. Even though badly hurt he still had the upper hand. A tear fell down her cheek at the thought of Jonathan. Would she ever see him again? Was there someone to save her this time around?<br><br>As far as she knew Mike had disposed of the one person who knew about him and what he had done to her before. The one person that had saved her back then. Would Jonathan do the same?
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>05-02-2010, 17:13:35</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				he sighed, and thought of something, he got up and snuck back to mike's house, he unlocked the door with a hairpin, he owed that trick thanks to rose, he smirked, keeping quiet to hear where rose was.<br><br>he checked the rooms quietly and saw the bookcase in the back room ajar, he checked on that and saw the secret room to a naked Rose, he smirked and came in "well, hello Rose" he said, smirking at the downed Mike, before kissing rose passionately on the lips, hoping that if she did take drugs, that could bring her round "shouldn't you get dressed, holding the bat for Mike, if he ever tried getting up.<br><br>"and Mike, you can have your daughter, that i don't mind, but Rose is mine" he said, staring at him" he said.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>16-03-2010, 12:57:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				At the sound of Jonathan's voice she actually pulled off of Mike and turned around to see who it was. She stared at Jonathan but couldn't bring herself to move. As he pulled her to him and kissed her lips she twitched but softened up quickly. "Jonathan..."<br><br>Mike sighed and shook his head, pulling his pants back on properly and looked at the floor in front of him. "Man you just don't get it do you! She has never been yours. You walked out on her when she needed you the most. You know it was you who drove her right into my arms. It's your fault that little girl you meet before has never known her mother. Everyone would be better off if you stopped meddling in everyone's lives." He remained in the chair and looked up at Jonathan and Rose with an evil grin. "You're the reason Rose started with the drugs. It's your fault that she got pregnant. It's your fault that her daughter has never had a cahnce to meet her and... it's your fault that your aunt is dead!" He laughed evily.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>monkeymana</strong> on <strong>26-03-2010, 15:58:14</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Jonathan looked at Mike and shook his head at him "you need to grow up, you're doing Exactly like Rose's Parents, doing to your daughter like they did to Rose, you need to change, Mike" he said, staring at the daughter coming in and being by his dad.<br><br>Jonathan Smiled at her "you need to think of her future and not about the drugs and the alcohol, Mike, you're just a fool with a big mouth" he said, picking Rose up and carries her away from the place.<br><br>"I'm sorry Rose, i couldn't protect you back then and i couldn't protect you now either" he said, feeling his eyes swell up with the tears but trying his best to hold them back.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Paranoia Time (monkeymana &amp; Kissin_Kate)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Kissin Kate</strong> on <strong>19-04-2010, 11:24:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Mike had a few more aces up his sleeve. He wasn't willing to let go of Rose just yet. He wanted his family back. "You know Jonathan. A lot more happened around you two and Rose. More then yu even realise." He laughed as the door closed for now, two big brute's appearing by the front door, but letting them through without any trouble. But as soon as they moved out of the door the big brute's stood in front of it. Preventing them from getting back inside.<br><br>Rose rested in his arms. Her hands grabbing his shirt feebely as she whimpered. Her body still coursing with the drugs. Mike knew exactly what to do to prevent her from ever having happiness. She had fought for so hard to be free of this world, and now he had pulled her right back inside. "I'm losing jonathan." She mumbled. she was sorta rambling, not really able to control herself right now, in anyway. And this time she really was terribly afraid. Jonathan had left before, would he do it again? If he did she would be lost. She had no one else left.
			</dd>
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