A Song of Siblings (RandomClown & Reyne)
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				Title: <strong>A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>13-02-2010, 21:48:48</strong>
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				Absolute chaos, that was the only way to describe the situation in Jack's room at the moment. Chaos started by a relatively innocent sentence, <em>'Oh by the way, your sister is going to stay for a little while.'</em>, he found it to be a typical thing for his mother to do, saying such an important thing at the very last minute as if it was the most normal thing in the world. For most people it would have been, perhaps a normal family would have prepared a little 'welcome home' party.<br><br>It wasn't so much that he wasn't excited to see his sister again, he was, but now there was no time to prepare.&nbsp; Jack desperately started deleting files on his computer, clicking as if possessed, hoping it would somehow help the computer remove that digitally stored data faster. If anything had been organized at all this all would've been easier, but organized was without a doubt the last characteristic you'd associate with Jack. <br><br>How many hours were left? One, two? For all he knew his sister had already arrived, fortunately the door was locked. Not that it would keep his sister out of his room for long, but at least it would give him a heads up. Why all the commotion? Jack's mother thought it was a normal reaction, it would be it a bit awkward at least, there had been a few years between the day she left and now. Having a sister that was one of the most popular singers of 2010 wasn't exactly something everyone could easily adjust to. However, not even his mother knew even the half of what was going on in his mind.<br><br>Nineteen years old, 6.2 feet tall, very responsible, amazing green eyes, short brown hair and extremely mature and reliable. That's how most people would describe him, not without flaws but otherwise a very nice young man. Even had a steady, decent paying job for his age. However noone could even begin to imagine what great secret he held hidden within. If they knew, there wouldn't be a soul that would look at him the same again. <br><br>Jack and his sister had always gotten along very great, much to the point that they were best friends, not needing anyone else to enjoy themselves. It wasn't easy for neither when either when she decided to pursue her dream of being a singer, but the offer presented to her would only come once in a lifetime and he was still far too young to be going along with her on tour around the globe. Not anything significant even per say, though in the long run the absence of his sister started to play with Jack's mind during a very important phase of his life.<br><br>Puberty always had been a difficult time for most children, Jack grew taller quite rapidly, his voice became deep, the usual things to happen to a little boy turning into a man. The bond with his sister got twisted however, a new music video of her arrived every week, portraying her as a sexy femme fatale rather than the sibling he was used to. Always had he felt attached to his sister, he had loved her in the typical family kind of sense, but somewhere in those years where she was absent something changed. The feelings began to change, the way he look at her when she was on TV. Often he would find himself downloading all sorts of pictures of her found from photo-shoots, her music videos, anything he could find.<br><br>She became his obsession, he'd begin to fantasize about her in all sorts of ways. He knew it was wrong but since she wasn't around and it was too embarrassing to talk about, in the end he figured it wouldn't harm anyone, it would be his little secret. All he had to do was pretend to be interested in other girls, he even managed to keep his secret hidden from his girlfriend when he was still younger. Of course it didn't last long, but it was enough to draw away any sort of suspicion. Especially towards his friends, he very rarely brought them over to his house, but nothing out of the ordinary.<br><br>In a way he was living a lie, but he had enjoyed it so far, it all work all flawlessly, nobody had to know that the woman he longed for and desired was his sister. It worked out fine during all those years, so during all those years his bond with her mutated into something entirely different. His lust and desire began to grow.<br><br>Though that was with her at the other end of the world, now she would be living in the same house again, just a few rooms away from him, taking showers in the same bathroom. There were so many things that could go wrong, but absolutely no way he could simply run away from it either..
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>14-02-2010, 01:29:31</strong>
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				There it was. The home she had grown up in. The sleek black town car her agency had reserved slowed to a stop and the old, friendly driver up front pulled up the breaks and then looked back with a smile. "You excited to be back home?" His clear blue eyes met the beautiful hazel eyes of the young, twenty-three year old woman in the back seat. She looked away from the house and smiled, dimples sank into her cheeks as her supple, full pink lips were back in joy to show her straight white teeth. "Of course, I've missed this town, these people...my family." She sighed wistfully and then giggled. "Oh come on Chester! My momma and little brother are waiting inside! If you could please bring my bags in? I would get them but-" When his hand came up to stop her, she blushed and giggled, "Thank you."<br><br>Quickly she swung the door open and then slammed it shut. Rae looked up at the home and happiness filled her heart. Dressed in designer blue jeans with a low cut silver shirt and a black lacy tank top beneath her black flats were suited on her feet, she looked the part of a famous singer returning home. Only this was not for publicity. She needed a break and she needed her family. Looking at this now tears fill her eyes and she realized just how horribly so she missed all of this.<br><br>Rae was a holder of a platinum album, she had numerous hits and was a great singer. Her voice was deep and powerful, smoky and sweet, she was quite good even with the new twist on her career that her dancing and dressing it up just a bit more sexy no one could deny her talent. With long, chocolate brown hair and tanned skin that fit her curvaceous form, she was a short girl at only five foot two but had a figure that made all know she was not some small waif. She had ample breasts and round hips with thick, sexy thighs and toned calves. The dancing had made her body a bit more fit but she was still soft and feminine.<br><br>It was no wonder she was as famous as she was. With a beautiful face, a great body, and great talent, she had it all. Only she did not have what she wanted most. Her family. She missed her brother Jack the most though, they had talked time to time on the phone but it was not the same. He had grown up and she had move away she missed the times they would stay up late watching tv, eating cookies, playing video games and just cutting up.<br><br>He was her best friend and she had neglected him for fame and money. She just wished he could forgive her, for now she just hoped all this went okay. Running inside she was met with her hyper active mother who held her close and rocked her from side to side, welcoming her home and yelling for Jack to come down. Rae was laughing and smiling, just so happy she was here to be with the people she loved while Chester brought in the bags.<br><br>"I'll go to him," Rae said, "Hold on." Jogging up the stairs she was a little breathless as she knocked at his door, "Jack? Jack Attack? Let me in! I need to see my baby brother!"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>14-02-2010, 04:05:00</strong>
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				Silence was probably not the best choice to respond the knocks on the door with, that sweet voice calling his name, but the sound of her voice so nearby caused a shock-wave through his body. Nerves preventing him to move and speak for a few seconds as his brain desperately tried to come up with what to do first. It was still relatively early and Jack hadn't even gotten the chance to shave yet, a stubble and messy but short year being the prove of this. But that was the least of his worries, tidying up the room was out of the question and thanks due the panic the best way to solve the computer problem for now was pulling out the power cable.<br><br>"J-Just a second." the words barely seemed to escape his lips as he fetched a nearby sweater and pulled it on, as if the extra layer of clothing would somehow help him disguise all these emotions. He counted himself lucky that he actually managed to pull on a decent pair of jeans on in all the chaos, but Jack knew all too well he didn't exactly look like the responsible mature young man their mother seemed so eager to brag about. His hand was already on the handle of the door by now, his other one on the key ready to unlock the door. With a few swift movements she would be right in front of him and he would have to put on a show that would make a lot of actors jealous.<br><br>With his heart still beating like a maniac, he finally unlocked the door and opened it. Despite of what he thought, his previously shaking body instantly became very steady. In fact, he looked extremely calm, especially considering what went on in his mind.<br><br>"..Did you shrink?" Jack asked with an empty look on his face. Typical teasing to be expected from him, though this time he couldn't help hope it would cause her to laugh and distract her so she wouldn't instantly storm at him for a hug. First glance and already did he have problems believing Rae was actually standing right in front of him. All those music videos which he had watched ridiculous amounts of times didn't do her any justice, it took everything he had for him to restrain himself from saying or doing anything stupid. <br><br>On the other hand she was still his sister, his best friend during his childhood, giving her a tight hug was the first thing that came to mind. These mixture of feelings and thoughts did not help the situation one bit. Jack was hoping that the rather strange face he was making could be justified by the awkward feeling that should be present between two people that knew eachother well but haven't seen eachother for so long. Strangely enough, it didn't feel awkward at all, it was like a dream come true.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>14-02-2010, 05:08:14</strong>
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				Rae felt bubbled of excitement float high when she heard Jack's voice so close and just behind his door. It sounded so much better then the few times she had talked to him over the phone when in person. She wanted to bust down his door and jump him with love and affection but she held back such silly emotions. She could not let this get the best of her. Yet even so her eyes were welling with happy tears. Seeing her mother had been one thing but Jack...that was something totally different and amazing all in itself. She bit her lip, waiting and moving her hips from side to side. "I'm waiting," she sang out, smiling as her foot lightly tapped the door and then finally, there he was.<br><br>He had gotten so tall, so big. Her head snapped up just to look him in the face and her eyes widened as she was looking at his grown, handsome features. She was at a loss for words and her heart was all over the place. "J-Jack," she whispered, and when he made his short comment her lips let forth her bursting, happy, beautiful smile and she laughed. A musical, precious laugh that had not echoed in this hall ways for such a long time. <br><br>Rae felt her heart stirring and she knew that no matter what being home with the ones she loved most could never compare to holly wood clubs and rich boyfriends, nice cars and expensive food...it was all a blur in the presence of her oldest friend and brother and just assaulted him right there in his door way with a hug. "Jack," she exclaimed as her arms wrapped around his waist and her ample, soft front pressed into his own. He was so warm and smelled like a boy, like the times of high school and sweet crushes, like playing in the sand and cuddling when it stormed outside, all these smells, memories, all these things rushed back to her when she was hugging him.<br><br>Slowly she pulled away though she regretted it and looked up into his eyes with a watery eyed smiled, "Oh I missed you, you giant! When did you grow this much? Bah! Have I really been gone so long?" She sniffled and then busted into his room looking all around she giggled, "You've changed a bit...tell me everything! Please, tell me how high school was. How many girl friends did you have? Did you do anything stupid, fun? Did you miss me,"she asked in a rush of air and then sat right on his bed looking at him with her eyes that were an array of colors. Cinnamon brown, forest green, and amber gold filled her orbs and let him know she was truly happy to be back.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>14-02-2010, 07:06:10</strong>
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				A laugh that could send shivers throughout your entire body, a joyous thing that few people would get to experience, at least not in the way Jack felt it. Not only was it the woman of his dreams, it was his best friend, she always had been. Even despite all those years that Rae wasn't near him, she never really left him. In a way his fondness had only grown bigger, only problem was that he was the only one that could see it like this. Fortunately for him he could slowly feel the nerves settling in, what first took immense amounts of control now seemed to be the most natural thing in the world. And as if Lady Luck herself was giving him a pat on the back, his silly opening line seemed to make her laugh just as intended.<br><br>Before Jack got the chance to enjoy the new-found confidence, Rae's body was tightly pressed against his, effectively shattering that confidence into tiny pieces. It took a while before he started hugging her back, finding it hard to ignore the less considerate voice inside his head telling him to move his hands to more interesting places. A sweet intoxicating scent slowly moving his way up his nostrils, stimulating his brain even more weren't helping one bit either. There wasn't a single thing about her that wasn't feminine and alluring, not a single flaw he could try and focus on to help him.<br><br>With the motivation that the beginning was the hardest and time would help him deal with these urges, and a well timed withdrawal from the hug on Rae's side made him possible to not give in. Still, it scared him how something that could easily ruin his life and the bond between him and Rae had so much power over him. If the hug had lasted only a few seconds longer.. he didn't even dare think about it.<br><br>The corner's of his lips curled into a big smile as soon as she called him 'giant', remembering the days when she was taller than him and how much he wished he was taller than her back then. "Oh you know, a few days ago I suddenly grew a couple of feet, an amazing freak occurrence really." he responded with a chuckle, finding it extremely hard to stay serious. She always had that effect on him and it seemed some things would actually never change.<br><br>Turning around following the smooth motions which Rae seemed to move through his room with made his face lit up, she really was a magnificent woman, even when she was asking five questions per second. "Oh, I'm sure mom told you pretty much everything I didn't tell you." he said, raising an eyebrow and a crooked smile letting her know he at least overheard one of the conversations over the phone. Although he knew it was mostly their mother who just simply <em>had</em> to tell everything, embarrassing or not, in the slightest detail. <br><br>"High school was.. well high school I suppose, boring and an immense amount of fun at the same time." Jack shrugged, "I had a few girlfriends, but nothing too serious... none of them could handle me." he added with a self-satisfied smirk on his face, grabbing his chair from behind his desk to sit on, cleverly trying to avoid having to sit on the bed right next to her. "And yes I did my share of stupid things, but you know me, I can't help myself." he continued and looked her in the eyes with a searching look, trying his very best not to drown in them in the process.<br><br>"But I don't want to bore you with the mundane things I've done so far in my life, I'm sure you have a lot to tell me!" Jack exclaimed quite excited, genuinely interested if there was anything amazing that had happened that he hadn't heard or read about yet.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>15-02-2010, 01:53:31</strong>
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				"Oh you," she blew her tongue at him and then shoved a few fingers into his firm stomach, she paused and then shook the thought free of how handsome her little brother had truly gotten as she moved on. "You're still a smart ass I see," she grinned at him from her perch on his bed, watching as he moved around and then sat on his chair. Yes their mother, she was a hilarious woman, a bit over the top but she had the best intentions. She loved her children dearly and would give them anything so long as they did not mind her extremely embarrassing stories. Rae had refused to let Anne, their mother, have an interview with anyone. She would spill every dirty little secret and there would be no mystery left to the power house singer whose personal life was under wraps. Mainly because she did not want her little brother having to deal with the publicity. Fame was good it got you recognition and money but it had so many draw backs she could hardly handle it herself. So when he told her about high school his simple yet good life in the teenage years she giggled.<br><br>"Wow, girlfriends eh? Hah, they could not handle you, eh? Well I always knew a young man like you would require the loving attention of a special type of woman. You're a handful," she leaned back, her breasts pressing against her shirt and tank top as she crossed her right leg over the left and turned her ankle in slow circles, giving him a flirty, searching look, she grinned and went on. <br><br>"Did you go to any wild parties? Have you drank yet, drugs? If you did drugs Jack I'll beat your face in," she pointed her right finger at him and then smirked, "Though I will wonder how that high feels." Leaning forward, legs still crossed her cleavage was quite exposed but she did not bother with it, focused only right now on her baby brother and drinking in the magnificent sight of him. Sighing heavily she licked her lips and stood up, closing his bedroom door she knew Anne was down stairs making dinner so right now it was just a time for siblings.<br><br>"Nothing you do is boring or mundane Jack you could say you went swinging yesterday in the downtown park and I would still be amazed," she turned to him with loving stars in her eyes. Rae had always been a doting sister. She had never been one to brush Jack off in the past she was always there to listen and to learn about him. She hated herself for being gone so long. If she had been around she would know more and she wanted to cry but refrained as she walked towards him.<br><br>Without a thought how it might effect her hormonal, obsessed younger brother she sat down right on his lap and then hugged him, her face in his neck, her breath brushing along his throat before she sighed and pulled back just a little with a smile. "My life? It's crazy, it's hectic, I see famous people every day and eighty percent of them are snobs. I love my singing but the things that come with it I can sometimes greatly do with out." With her left arm around his shoulders her right hand came up and her fingers traced his jaw and she gave him a happy little giggle. "It's a good life, I'm doing well. I go to parties where I see crazy actresses dance and do drugs, I rub elbows with the hottie actors but...even though I do all of this, nothing compares being home with you and Momma."<br><br>Standing up between his legs she sighed, "Jeeze I'm so short, or you're just so tall..." His head stopped right above her breasts and she just looked down a little to gaze into his eyes. "I missed being with you...I'm sorry I missed out on so much of your life but I'm back for a while now to write music and to take a break...I was thinking," she played with his hair and smiled before brushing his lower lip with her thumb, "Maybe next time I go back or on a tour...you could travel with me? I think it might be fun," she kissed his forehead and moved back.<br><br>"So tell me, who was your favorite girlfriend, hm," she arched a brow as she took a book from his shelf and began flipping through.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>15-02-2010, 23:45:20</strong>
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				Even raising his shoulders and giving Rae an innocent smile didn't help to disguise the fact he was enjoying being that <em>'smart ass'</em>, there was just something about her that made him feel like he could say and do anything, like he didn't have to hold back. It was nice to have to be able to have that child-like confidence, but at the same time it would make it extra hard to watch his mouth. There was no such thing as complete freedom after all, still, in a way this situation could turn out to be a very good thing. So much happiness and fun coming his way, all he had to do was be mindful. A fair trade.<br><br>"Oh I'm a handful? .." while a trademarked Jack tease-comment was on it's way, the words got stuck in his throat as his subconscious mind made those mysterious eyes of his wander off and give full attention to something else. As much as he'd like to pull his eyes away from her breasts, it seems his body wouldn't let him. Both excitement and fear started to build up, not to mention the adrenaline accompanied by that fear of being caught. <br><br>While it felt like forever, it seemed like he managed to pull the staring off as an innocent glance and his eyes made their way to look into hers. Not that the look Rae seemed to be helping at all, thinking about unpleasant things didn't help one bit either, despite it's reputation. "Huh?" caught off-guard by another set of questions, there was a blank look on his face for just a split second, "Drugs? Alcohol? What do you take me for? I'm like a saint!" amazed by his own quick answer he couldn't help smirk. While he hadn't done any of the 'more extreme' drugs, even he couldn't pretend like he hadn't experienced the joys of alcohol and marijuana when he was still younger.<br><br>Having a normal conversation proved very difficult when waging a war. With her cleavage all over the place, virtually impossible to ignore, it proved a worthy opponent for Jack's will. He couldn't help wonder if this was how his friends felt whenever a woman they deemed 'out of this world' passed by. Other women rarely even managed to get him a little bit excited, let alone aroused. Rae was the only one that could drive him insane, though she was always on some sort of screen, not right in front of him!<br><br>A closed door helped breaking tearing down the wall that was his will, as if somehow it being closed meant he could not run away like an idiot when things got really dire. On the other hand she was now behind him, probably just for a few seconds, but that was all he needed to recover. Concentrating on a random spot on the wall, he could feel his heart beating more steady than before. The situation almost made him want to laugh, it all felt so surreal, like a dream. But this was not how a dream usually went when Rae was participating in it.<br><br>Just when he thought he was ready and could handle his own hormones once more, life, as per usual, seemed to make sure this wouldn't happen. It all happened in slow motion, nothing could prepare him for this. By sitting in the chair Jack thought to have avoided a potential crisis, though all it seemed to have accomplished was encourage a much bigger one to arise. As soon as she sat down in his lap, as soon as their bodies touched with just the fabric of their clothes in between, he held his breath.<br><br>Like depraving himself from oxygen would stop the dam holding back his natural bodily reactions from exploding. The scent was far stronger this close, her hot breath brushing along his skin, every slight movement automatically amplified by the raging hormones driving both his body and mind insane. Surprisingly his body remained perfectly still, like a ticking bomb silently waiting in the dark, ready to go off at any moment just waiting for the owner to press that button. The words coming out of her mouth were vague, all he could hear was that wonderful voice luring him in even further into his own little world of lust.<br><br>After what felt like years of unimaginable agony of restraining himself, Rae finally stood up, barely helping, but just enough for him to make sense of what she was saying again. However, her scent and warmth still lingered. An immense amount of adrenaline started to overwhelm the hormones, coupled with a sense of shame his eyes instantly darted from her breasts up to hers. With a smile that could only be described as awkward, "Ah, well, you know, you chased your dreams. I would've done the same." Jack said, amazed at his ability to bring out a complete comprehendable sentence without stuttering at a time like this.<br><br>"I'm sure you didn't expect me to answer whether to come with you or not straight away?" he asked, trying to dodge having to give an immediate answer, all he wanted to say was yes. Though that answer was greatly motivated by his hormones, no matter how much he wanted to, could he really life like this? Not even a day had passed and already did he nearly lose control on multiple times. "Besides, you're only saying that to get more female fans I bet, that's not fair using me like that." he quickly added with a playful smirk. Desperately trying to camouflage his rather noticeable bulge, despite wearing jeans, from her.<br><br>"As for my favourite girlfriend, I don't know, most were just a simple crush really. I can't honestly tell, it's been a while now." Jack knew all too well she wouldn't be completely satisfied with an answer like this, he didn't like lying to her either, but it was better than telling the truth. That was not even mentioning how quickly his memories of the few girlfriends he had seemed to fade away in her presence. All he could think about were ways to avoid her from noticing him in the state that he was.<br><br>"You think that dinner is nearly ready? I thought I heard mom calling." Jack said to her before she could retaliate and interrogate him for more details, at any rate it <em>might</em> buy him some time, even if it was obviously too early for dinner.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>16-02-2010, 02:31:13</strong>
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				Rolling her eyes Rae said, "Oh please. I do not want screaming pre-teen girls running after my tour bus to get a glimpse of you. No matter how hot you've gotten you are not Nick Jonas and you never will be. Cuz if ya are, I'll kill ya." She winked and then would lean against his bedroom door, having roamed about his room. She was a curious big sister, a snooper by nature later she would look more into her brother's room when he was out working that job her mom said he had but for now she kept a respectable distance.<br><br>"Ugh, seriously Jack? Are you one of those lame boyfriends who hardly know the girl's name after a great night for her? Are you gay or something," she looked into his eyes and her brows rose. "Is that what it is Jack? You like guys," she joked, knowing it would push his buttons she gave her mischievous dimpled grin and tucked her chin down a bit. "If you like boys I can set you up with a few celebrities I know a few that are peeking just a bit out of the closet you two could come out together."<br><br>She tucked a hand over her mouth and giggled before he made his comment about their mom. "Yes yes, dinner is almost ready you just want me out of your room already don't you?" Dropping her arm to her side she stomped forward and pouted her lower lip as she tipped up his chin, "And here I thought my little brother actually loved me. I suppose I was wrong," she sighed and tilted her head, "He already wants me gone and it's hardly been ten minutes."<br><br>Shoving a finger into his stomach she winked and then yanked her arms around his neck, making his cheek press into her supple cleavage as she rocked from side to side, trying to jumble his mind all up as she kissed the top of his head. She really was a short girl. "Well not before I get my lovings," she laughed and tickled at his sides before jumping back, her breasts bounced as she moved and she swung open his door.<br><br>"See ya downstairs," she winked and waved as she walked out and closed the door. A happy sigh left her as she felt warm all over for having that moment with her brother. There would be more that was just the necessary hello act every returning family member needed to do. As the time would pass they would get close again and it would be just like old times only better. <br><br>Going to the kitchen she got out plates as her mother finished the pasta and Rae set the table. Singing softly her honey smooth voice floated around and Anne was very happy to hear her beautiful daughter's voice in the house again aside from being on speakers or on a TV.<br><br>By the time dinner was done Rae was famished and she would jog to the end of the stairs, "JACK! Dinner's ready!"<br><br>Hustling her way back to the table she sat down when her mother did as well as she poured herself some sugary sweet tea. Rae licked her lips, ready to devour the wonderful food her mother was capable of making. "So Rae," Anne began, "Whatever happened to that handsome young man you were seeing that the tabloids talked all about. His name was Josh, right?"<br><br>"Huh? Oh, yeah, we went out three times, it was nothing serious," Rae shrugged, "He was busy acting I was busy singing we still text and stuff but he's just more of a going out having fun sort of friend you know?" Once Jack had finally joined them she wiggled her brows at him, "So mom how were Jack's numerous girlfriends?"<br><br>"Oh, there was one, Amy, she was so adorable! She was blond, blue eyed, small and pretty and so nice. Rae you would have loved her," Anne gushed. Rae just nodded a few times, ignoring the protective need to find out more and why it ended that would be for later. "I wish they would date more, but she went off to Stanford so," she sighed, "Maybe in the future huh?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>16-02-2010, 04:34:57</strong>
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				"I don't know what's worse, Rae, comparing me to Nick Jonas or claiming that I'm attracted to men." Jack replied rather quietly, pretending he was seriously offended, but ruining it by letting go a chuckle. Normally he would've gotten far more defensive about it, but at this point he was so desperate for new ways to 'survive' the no doubt hard challenges that were to come, if it could get any worse than this, that he'd take pretending to be gay in consideration. Though chances were she didn't fall for it, and even if she did women were not known to hold back when touching homosexual men.<br><br>On the positive side, after actually imagining to kiss another man just for the sake of keeping himself in check worked wonders against his hormones. Enough to make it bearable at least. "Oh god, finally, you get the hint! I thought you'd never leave!" he exclaimed obviously in jest and let out a sigh of relief, wiping his forehead with the back of his hand to add to the entire exaggeration. "Nah, I still have to take shave as you can tell." was quickly added however, a useless gesture to make sure she didn't feel offended. Useless because it was highly unlikely for her to take his teasing serious. The slight chance that it just <em>might</em> somehow still managed to scare him a little.<br><br>Finally getting close to feeling more comfortable again, a simple finger pressing into his stomach told him it wasn't over yet. Before he could react his head was taken hostage and pressed into the incredibly soft breasts of Rae. Just like before she managed to break his will in less than two seconds, effectively leaving him at the mercy of his own hormones. Her soft lips pressing against his skin, he couldn't help but lick his lips just imagining what it would feel like to have them pressing against his. <br><br>With perfect timing the body that tempted him so moved away from him, still within reach her curves taunting him to make a move. Jack wanted to so bad, give in to the primal instincts, just ignore whatever was currently intact of his morals and conscious. Though he couldn't, he knew he couldn't. He had to man up, like she had said, not even ten minutes had she been near him and already he was in this state. How could he expect himself to be able to live around her for days?<br><br>A soft chuckle barely escaped his lips as he got tickled, finding it force a laugh when her touch send pleasurable shivers down his spine. Then, with one last taunting image engraving itself into his mind, the object of his desire dissapeared. Leaving him with his member so stiff it almost hurt, and one very conflicted mind. The worst part had yet to come, the most logical solution was to 'release' some tension right now, but given that he told her he still needed to shave and actually still had to, there wouldn't be any time for that.<br><br>With his body in it's current state it would probably get messy, since he made a big scene of not wanting to use an easy and more forgiving electric razor when he was younger. That and even if the bulge in his pants would dissapear over time, ignoring it would only mean it'd come back twice as hard.<br><br>After taking a few minute to calm down, Jack finally went to the bathroom to shave himself. No matter how hard he tried to stop it, not thinking about what happened not too long ago proved impossible, which resulted in small cuts all over his face. Fortunately for him not too many, but compared to none at all like usual, not exactly a great achievement either. <br><br>With excellent timing he managed to finish shaving, get his hair into shape, which despite it length still managed to be a handful, and get dressed in more comfortable clothes. Despite the red shorts and white t-shirt would be less forgiving and far more revealing in case of emergencies, Jack was confident that nothing would happen, not at least during dinner with their mom right there in the same room. <br><br><br>Walking down the stair with the same confidence that convinced him these new set of clothes could now backfire at all, he followed the scent of the wonderful food that would be waiting for him. It was rather strange to hear Rae call out for him, but certainly not one he couldn't get used to. Getting closer he could hear a faint mention of a certain Josh, giving Jack's own rather fanatic tabloid devouring ways he knew exactly who his mother meant. Selectively ignoring the other words he made his way to the table and sat down, making sure to remain silent for now in some strange attempt to not draw attention to himself just yet.<br><br>Another fantastic failure, of course. Trying to subtly encourage Rae to not finish that question, Jack wanted to prevent their mother bringing up passed girlfriends of his. Though barely waving his hands side to side didn't seem to discourage her from asking it anyway. With a sigh he shook his head and just stared at his plate while devouring his food at a rather quick pace, it seemed that after hormones raced their way through your body, regardless of how they left, they'd still leave behind quite an appetite. <br><br>"Yes.. maybe." he mumbled incoherently, there were a few downsides to Rae being back, he was outnumbered once more, two women and just one male. Being the main subject during dinner was one of the many things he could expect to happen from now on. Since things tended to not go how he wanted them, his relationships would probably end up being one of the more 'fascinating' subjects as well. <br><br>"At least you're not telling me to get married again." he said quietly rolling his eyes and sighing simultaneously, quiet enough so Anne herself couldn't hear his comment, wanting to avoid any further potential embarrassment. Finished with eating far quicker than he normally would, Jack still waited politely for both his sister and mother to finish, despite of his better judgement. <br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>16-02-2010, 04:51:10</strong>
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				Watching Jack from across the table Rae smiled a bit, she always found her brother fascinating since he was first born. When he was born she could sit for hours as a four year old, and watch the tiny Jack roll around and gurgle as well as eat and grow up. She had been there for everything and she was happy to be back. Twisting her fork into her pasta she hummed, "Well," she caught his comment about marriage and smiled, "You're not getting engaged until I meet the woman myself and give my full on approval, got that?"<br><br>She winked and then took a sip of sweet tea before glancing to Anne, "What about you Momma, got any hot boyfriends you're currently seeing?" She had always wished their mother would remarry. Their father had left when Rae was ten and Jack was just six. It had been a hard time, the last time she saw her father was for five minutes at her high school graduation. "No Rae, no boyfriends," Anne smiled, "I just don't have the time."<br><br>Suddenly she winced and looked down, "Jack," looking up she whispered, "I bought you something by the way since I missed your graduation." She had a big show in Japan that night and she had missed out on her little brother's big day. It had broken her heart to know if she did not do that show her career would be over, there was no way she could get over it. "I'll give it to you later," she smiled and nodded towards him. She would beg for his forgiveness later right now she was hungry.<br><br>Soon she was done and full, happy too, she dabbed at her mouth and stood up, taking their plates she said cheerily, "Gracias Mama, You made a great dinner." Once the bits they did not eat were in the trash she rinsed the plates and silverware before sticking them in the washer. She paused and stood there at the sink for a few moments, looking out the tiny window to the back yard she sighed and narrowed her eyes a bit before rapping her knuckles on the counter top and shoving herself back away from it all.<br><br>"Hey Jack," she came out and smiled, "Can you come with me into my bedroom? Would it be cool if I asked for your help to set my room back up a bit while I'm here and all." It was still the same but the closet was empty and the desk was cluttered. She did not wait for an answer and figured that if he wanted to go he would come up.<br><br>Rae on the other hand jogged up stairs and disappeared into her bedroom where she had her bags at. She began to unzip them, one by one. One tote had tons of pairs of panties. From simple white ones to thongs, to lacy red ones that screamed seduction. And in a mother tote that was bigger held her 40 double D bras that matched some of her panties and others were just their own.<br><br>Then she opened the other ones, each one having something different. One thing about being famous was all the free clothing you got to keep. It was magnificent how eager people seemed to be for someone beautiful and full of star power to wear their designs and walk out with it still on without paying.<br><br>She began to fold up jeans, whistling softly as she moved around opened drawers for her underwear, bras and socks that she began to put in as well.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>16-02-2010, 05:28:55</strong>
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				"You'd probably just try and scare them off anyway." he mumbled and started looking around the room innocently, trying his best to just ignore the presence of the two most important women in his life. The keyword being trying, the idea of his mom having a new boyfriend had a strange ring to it, it had been just him and her for quite a few years now, he never really thought about her with someone else. The thought, fortunately distracting, remained in Jack's mind for a while.<br><br>"Present?" sounding rather surprised he snapped out of his peculiar daydream, he always had been a sucker for presents. Not because of the present itself, but the mystery that surrounded him. Usually his fantasy would keep every guess he mentally made realistic, but at some point during his many speculations it started to take a wrong turn. There were many presents and pleasant surprises she could give to them, but all of them were as likely to happen as him winning the lottery. Still, nobody could read minds, there was no harm in letting himself dream, if only for a little bit. At least dreams had no limitations, no consequences.<br><br>Absent-mindedly helping with cleaning the table, he barely noticed where he was walking, resulting into nearly walking into the wall and ruining some dishes. That would have happened if Anne hadn't warned him at least, followed by a little joke about his mind being all over the place. Those things would at least never change. "Huh? Yea, sure, I'll help." he responded still half-dazed from his most entertaining daydream, not fully realising what mess he had just gotten himself into. <br><br>This realisation only started to sink in once he was walking up the stairs, by then the closer he got to the end of the staircase, the longer he seemed to take over each step. "Crap.. smooth.." he muttered once he finally made it to Rae's door, if he was real smart he'd just turn around and just go to his room and feel guilty all evening. Something that seemed logical and the right thing to do considering what could go wrong, but being who he was, he just couldn't go back on his word. <br><br>Opening the door without knocking and with as much confidence as he could muster he walked into her room, "Right what exactly do you need help.. with...?" another plan completely ruined in less than five seconds, if he didn't know any better, Jack would think she had this all planned out. It was like she was programmed to unintentionally trigger the perverted side in him. The plan was to just stare her in the eyes and keep looking in them, her eyes gave him a strange sense of comfort, like everything would be alright. An excellent plan, if it wasn't for the numerous sexy panties, bra's and tongs being there right in the open, begging for his attention.<br><br>Immediately he could imagine himself sneak one of them out of this room with him.. if he was going to go through with it.. might as well.. right? Closing his eyes for a few seconds trying to get rid of the idea, declaring himself insane for even considering it. "I hope it's not to just move your clothes around, I'd just make one big mess out of it, you know that." another white lie, after years of practice of having to conjure them up quickly, he had become a master. <br><br>Still.. if he could only manage to get <em>one</em> of her panties with him, just one.. she'd never notice right? All he had to do was take one and put them in the pocket of his shorts, they were big enough, there was no way she could tell one of them were missing...&nbsp; &nbsp;<em>right?</em>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>16-02-2010, 12:41:46</strong>
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				When Jack came in, Rae looked back and smiled at him. "Hey," she tossed a bra into the drawer and smirked, "I just needed some help I suppose. You don't have to though, I was going to ask you to help with my clothes. But since you're a big ol' meanie I suppose I can look elsewhere." She winked and then said seriously, "No but honestly you can just sit on my bed if you want. I at least want some company while I do this. Also sorry if some of my stuff come out, some them are dirty from the trips over so I'll be having some laundry to do tonight." She fluttered her lashed at him, "Unless my adorable, kind little brother wants to do them for me?"<br><br>She giggled, "Kidding. Oh right, so hey, I just want to say," she came over, walking slowly to him with a sheepish smile. Rae had no real idea that in her hands she was playing with a lacy, sexy red thong. Stretching out the sides and twirling the back strap around her index finger. "I'm really sorry for missing your graduation. I know there's videos and all but I wish I had been there for such a huge moment." She bit her lip and then sat down beside him.<br><br>"I really am not too great of a big sister am I? I mean I just run off the moment I get a chance and hardly speak to you guys. You know if you want to you can hit me, punish me. I would probably deserve it." Rae stopped playing with her thong for a moment and then tossed it into her drawer. She leaned back where her bag of underwear was resting on the bed and then came out with a few more. "Meh, dirty, dirty, clean," she tossed the dirty into a pile where a few actual clothes and a bra already was. <br><br>"But anyways, I know how much you're into computers and things like that but also you know, I kind of figured...I have money to spend and you and mom need some stuff. Well...I want to get you something new, a computer or a laptop, and...I was also thinking about buying you a car." She smiled and then said, "Something newer, maybe not like, a Viper or an Escalade but something you like. If you...want it."<br><br>Rae stood up, "I'm not trying to buy your love but I am trying to make up for being such a bad big sister." She bent over, her bottom just feet away from him, as she rummaged through, her jeans were slipping down, showing the band of her periwinkle blue panties that looked to be quite flattering on her tanned, supple skin before she stood up with dirty clothes in her hands. "Hold on, I'll be right back, I'll go throw these in the washer."<br><br>Leaving the room, it took about five minutes before she was back, singing softly she looked at Jack and smiled as she began finishing up putting her things up and then cleaned her desk a bit. "You wanna go pick out your things tonight?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>17-02-2010, 06:18:51</strong>
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				Taking his sister advice Jack sat down on her bed, even if she herself was oblivious to it, a task as simple as keeping her company would be hard enough on it's own. Having been here countless of times still didn't ruin any of that magical feeling causing those typical butterflies in his stomach, he was actually in Rae's room! To think how many people would commit a murder to be given an opportunity like this, no matter how hard the struggles within him as long as he kept his cool, it would all be worth it.<br><br>"I was about to say, adorable and kind? I think you're talking to the wrong brother Rae." Jack replied with a sly smirk on his face, although he used to always just call her 'sis', her name just rolled off his tongue without thinking. It had been a while he had called her 'sis', most of his friends didn't even know he had one, it just somehow made it all easier. Of course, not having them over was the only logical solution to Anne though, making sure his girlfriends would keep it a secret was also easy enough. They were kind and sweet girls, but no matter how hard he tried, there was no fooling himself.<br><br>There was not much time for Jack to let his mind wander though, "Say w..?" his voice trailed off as once again everything but Rae turned into one blurry mess. That lovely voice hypnotizing, that look in her eyes, was that a thong in her hands? Did he doze off at some point? It wasn't until the gentle impact of her body sitting down next to his on the soft bed that he realised it was not. Looking slightly confused his eyes desperately searched for hers, almost as bad as a drug addict waiting for his next shot.&nbsp; <br><br>Just as he hoped it calmed him down, for now, just enough to not make her declare him insane at least. "Hey, I was too attached to you anyway, it was probably for the better lest you wanted a little dork to chase you around your entire life." he said with a smile, finding it hard to push back laughter of the sheer irony of the entire conversation. It was hard not to feel horrible, she felt bad about leaving him? She thought she was a bad sister? What was even worse that even right now he couldn't help think about sneaking one of her panties out of here.<br><br>"Eh? You know you don't have to do that, you know you don't have to buy my love, but if you insist, well I guess I don't have a choice but to accept." it was one fluent sentence, nothing amazing if it wasn't for the fact he had been enjoying the view of his sister bending over at the same time. It was what he was most afraid off, being his true self without releasing it. <br><br>Finally releasing what he was doing, Jack gulped, the sound was much louder than he had hoped for though fortunately she didn't seem to notice. Given how karma seemed to be fond of making it hard for him, it was a miracle his mother hadn't just walked in as he was blatantly staring. <br><br>"No need to hurry, I won't be going anywhere." he replied with a weak smile giving her a silly thumbs up he did ever since he was a kid. As soon as the door was closed his eyes spotted something, on the ground were a pair of sexy panties beckoning him. It was obvious they had somehow fallen just earlier. It almost felt like he simply <em>had</em> to take it, maybe Lady Luck was giving him a break? It could be exactly what he needed when things got a bit 'rough'.. and she would never notice!<br><br>Not needing any further encouragement from himself and moving as fast as lightning Jack quickly grabbed the panties and tugged deep into the pocket of his shorts. With his heart racing and the adrenaline yet again pumping through his veins, the energy quickly started building up, causing him to slightly jump as soon as the door opened. It was too late to go back now, all he could do was pray she didn't notice one of her panties were missing.<br><br>For now her soft singing put his mind at ease, Jack couldn't help smile mischievously at what he had just accomplished, this far exceeded his wildest imagination. All he had to do was hide it in his room! With this new-found confidence Jack felt like nothing could go wrong anymore, "Pick out my things? Tonight? Sure!" granted, this sense of indestructibility caused him to just blindly agree with everything, but right now he was on top of the world and couldn't be defeated. "Don't be dragging me off to some celebrity event just to score some 'cool points' with Hollywood though. Actually, I'll go in my shorts just to make sure you won't." he added with a rather odd, sly wink.<br><br><br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>17-02-2010, 19:05:58</strong>
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				It felt good to see Jack there in her room still. At times when she was at her old apartment or on tour she would dream about having Jack over. Laying with her when the thunderstorms got too loud and scared her, she remembered the old days of cuddling under the covers. She had been the bigger sister but even so storms, clowns, closed spaces, and mascots scared the crap out of her. And during those scary, wind whistling storms with the bangs of thunder she would come into Jack's room, all wide eyed and near tears. She had crawled into bed countless of times, snuggling into his body that had been a little smaller but warm and firm and he would hold her like everything was alright. Even the times he was half asleep, it was just instinct.<br><br>Having Jack around just felt right and when she came in she shook her head at him. Thinking about his earlier comments on being a dork following her around she tidied up her dresser a little and then said, "Jack. I could not care less how dorky you are and how much you would have followed me around. I love you, it's hard to get tired of you. Though I mean you have gotten on my nerves and I would just give you a wedgie and things would be good again," Rae giggled.<br><br>Coming over she looked into his eyes and snorted. "Please if I wanted to score cool points I would not bring you along, lame-o," She winked at him, gently shoving him against the chest she said. "But seriously, you're wearing those shorts? Ugh, if someone sees me and catches my hot brother bummin' it what will it say about me?" She frowned and then said, with a brilliant dimpled smile. "I'll just bum it too. Besides I remember how musically inclined this town was. If it's still the same people might recognize me and I don't feel like signing autographs."<br><br>Without another though she took off her shirt and then her jeans, left in her lacy black tank top, blue panties, and a black bra she rummaged through her drawers and then pulled out some green sweat pants that said, "Juicy" on the back across her luscious bottom and then pulled on a black hoodie over her tank top. With her feet bare from her flats she got on socks and then a pair of white and black checkered vans. Rae brushed her hair and then slid on a pair of sunglasses, turning back to Jack she grinned and then threw up a peace sign. "Yo, yo, yo. Now I'm like you homie J!" She took him by the hand and yanked him to his feet. She was oblivious to his attraction to her. So if that little show had turned him on she was too into trying to pass off as someone regular she hardly noticed.<br><br>"Come on, get your shoes on and let's go. I'll tell mom, get her something nice while we're out too." She grabbed her purse and then kissed his cheek before walking out of her room, singing and dancing down the hall ways and then jogged down the stairs. "Hey Mom, let me take your car. Me and Jack are going shopping...did you want a new lap top?"<br><br>Anne peaked out from the living room, blinking she said, "I don't have a lap top."<br><br>Rae gasped, "Well then! It's lap top buying time," she giggled and kissed her mom before getting the keys and going to the car, wiaitng for Jack.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>19-02-2010, 21:03:20</strong>
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				"Ah, but now I'm too tall, perhaps I should give <em>you</em> a wedgie instead!" Jack replied It seemed so long ago now, but he was glad to see some things wouldn't change. Just like the way he tended to be stubborn and how his way of teasing people was a very effective way to get into trouble. In a way the way he felt about her didn't change much either.. it just got a lot more intense. There had been many times when he was growing up, after she left, that he wished he wasn't related to her. But then there wouldn't be all those memories he was so fond of. <br><br>Luck was a very fickle thing as well, always had been. Though Jack knew all too well that what he usually saw as bad luck, could easily be considered as an immense amount of good luck instead. It all depended on the situation, and right now Rae changing clothes right in front of him without any warning seemed like a dream come through. Still in the ruse of being invincible, he let his eyes feast on what was happening before him. The suppressed hormones from earlier were quickly deployed and his member grew big quite rapidly, not wearing a jeans meant it didn't hurt, but the bulge was a lot bigger than before.<br><br>This didn't seem to bother him one bit though, as he had fallen victim to his own fantasy. It was like he could really feel her soft, smooth skin. Without releasing it, Jack was getting closer and closer to actually feeling the real thing, as his hand subconsciously started floating dangerously close to her rear end. <br><br>Just before his fantasy actually became reality, she suddenly turned around effectively shattering his fantasy and making his hand pull back to it's original position at the speed of light. The look on his face transformed from extremely perverted to an awkward smile and dazed eyes, the shock of it all was so big he even forgot to make a joke about her 'rapper' act, an opportunity he would normally had never ignored. Suddenly his massive bulge seemed much worse than before. That and the fact he nearly got caught trying to feel her up, with a pair of her dirty panties in his pocket to make the nightmare complete.<br><br>There wasn't much time to recuperate, as with a swift pull from her end and his body providing no resistance he could feel himself flying from the bed and landing on both his feet. "I'll be sure to pull on some hobo-shoes to complete the bum-look then." a rather lame joke escaped his lips in a desperate attempt to distract her from the bulge that was nearly poking her. Just when he thought his life was officially over, he could feel a set of soft lips pressing against his cheek, his sister vanishing as swiftly as his confidence had. At times like these, despite being an atheist, he couldn't help but feel like someone was watching over him.<br><br>Rushing to his room he quickly pulled on some black sneakers, accompanied by a larger blue T-shirt to help hide his bulge. Hiding the panties beneath his pillows seemed the best and fastest option for now, knowing his sister would get impatient if he would waste too much time and the last thing he could risk was her casually walking into his room while he was looking for a place to hide the panties with them being in his hand.<br><br>Taking a few more seconds to try and relax a bit more, Jack made his way downstairs "Back later!" he simply yelled to Anne not waiting for a response, his heart was still beating like mad and his breath was rather heavy. But thanks to all the running he just did it wouldn't seem out of the ordinary. "Wait a minute!" he exclaimed, praying in his mind the T-shirt was doing a good job at camouflaging, "Are you trying to make me your personal driver?" he asked while raising an eyebrow after making sure there was nobody around to avoid any annoying questions just in case, "If you are I better get a good dental plan!" he added with a smile, the idea of driving was sort of frightening though, with the way he tended to get 'distracted' around her.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>19-02-2010, 21:27:08</strong>
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				When he came out, Rae laughed. "Well, considering I am thinking about getting you a car you driving might actually be a good idea so I can know for sure that I'm making a smart decision." Rae tossed him the keys and smirked before turning and walking away to get into her mother's Honda Civic. She was thinking about getting her mom a new car too but then she remember she had gotten this car for her mom last year as a way to apologize for not being there at Christmas. Well a new Christmas was approaching and she was excited since she'd be able to go out and get things her brother and mother would want. She knew money was not everything but without it a lot of things could not be done. Especially in her line of work.<br><br>Once in the passenger's side she buckled up and settled in, she was happy that she had decided to go under cover today. She just hoped no one from high school back in her day was around and that Jack had kept her identity on the down low. Anne had told Rae no one knew Jack's sister was the famous, curvy singer. At first the news had been a little saddening, was she not important enough to be mentioned? But when she thought about it she knew it was for the better so Jack would not be harassed about his sister. And she remember just at dinner her mom telling her it was a secret. So yes, going out tonight was a good idea. There would be no paparazzi and pushy fans. At least she hoped so.<br><br>When Jack got in she looked over. "Okay make sure now, adjust your mirror, your seat, but on your seat belt, make sure you got a grip on the wheel and everything else and then you put in the keys and take off. Alright?" Nervously her hazel eyes glittered and quickly she said, "I would really like it if death was avoided tonight. So please be considerate of the other drivers and don't give me a heart attack. Capiche?"<br><br>She patted his right thigh and squeezed, not noticing or feeling the swelling of his manhood under his shirt and pants. She pulled her hand away and stretched before sighing. "God help me not to yell or faint. Someone needs to be awake for this." Back in high school Rae had been terrified to drive. She still was. Hence why she had a driver and just made Jack drive. She could handle a car, sure, but she preferred not to. And while everyone else viewed driving as a pathway into freedom and adulthood she just saw sirens, busted cars, and nervous mothers telling you to stop and go and not to run into any mail boxes. She shuddered and crossed her arms under her breasts a bit.<br><br>As soon as the car was start and put onto the road Rae slowly reached and switched on the radio. Hearing her own voice singing at her she shook her head and turned to the next station. Classic rock. There ya go, no chance of hearing her music here. She had a weird phobia against hearing herself sing and even though she was proud of her work she was not cool with sitting in her car listening to her own music. It was just odd and a little conceited.<br><br>"So baby bro," she smiled as she looked over, "We're heading to Best Buy by the way, anyways. What sort of music do you listen to now," she asked. They had always connected over the same tunes, movies, games. She hoped it was still the same but she had a small sinking feeling that he had grown up and had probably started listening to music she would have no idea about. <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>20-02-2010, 20:53:32</strong>
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				"Whatever excuse you need, I know the truth is you can't drive a car. But don't worry, you're secret is safe with me." Jack said with a smirk, though couldn't help wondering whether or not this was true. Her argument did make sense, but somehow it felt more like an excuse than anything else. It was fun to know he could still tell when Rae was holding something back, and he counted himself very lucky that she couldn't tell if he was. Rather than starting an investigation about what was really bothering her he just ignored it, happy that it all worked out, with him driving his eyes could focus on the road.<br><br>The idea of his very own car was exciting as well, Jack was a very good driver and often would be driving their mother around rather than the other way around ever since he got his license. It had almost become like driving a bicycle, strangely enough. Although it wasn't quite obvious to Jack just yet, this meant everything came a lot more natural, meaning he didn't needed focus on it completely like he had the first few times. <br><br>"Oh, so you mean I can't just put in the keys and drive away? I was so looking forward to lure you over to a cliff and drive off it as well, I don't get to do anything fun." Jack muttered, chuckling immediately afterwards, quickly realising why he was going to drive in the first place. With the mirrors already being perfectly positioned as well as the chair, all there was left was his seatbelt. Right before he could get completely settled in he felt Rae's hand squeezing his thigh. His whole body froze in result, his heart thumping loudly in fear that she might have noticed his bulge. <br><br>Not only that but the hormones inside of his body didn't know what to do anything, causing shivers to run over his spine. "Just relax, I'm a better driver than mom." he said rather calmly, despite the fact that every bone in his body was aching to move over to Rae. Fortunately the seatbelt didn't allow for any sudden movement anyway, to think he'd be glad to be restrained. If it dragged on any longer he'd wind up in a mental institution for sure.<br><br>The sudden sound of Rae's song snapped his mind back to more pleasant places, bringing back a smile on his face. As soon as the radio channel got switched he felt the automatic urge to put it back on, something he often did when driving his friends around. Most of them figured out he had a crush on the singer already, since it wasn't exactly his genre, at least not something he'd want to listen to at all costs. Another reason why her identity had to remain a secret. <br><br>Making sure he wouldn't drive a little more relaxed than usual for Rae's sake, he drove a little slower than usual. "Right, Best Buy it is." he confirmed, trying to calculate what the fastest route was in his mind. <br><br>"Huh? Music?" sounding a little confused Jack turned to look at her for a bit since they were infront of a red light, "Well, I still enjoy the wide range of musical flavours." Jack grinned, "Of course as I grew older I met new genres, so you can add most trance, house and dance genres in there as well. Still like the classics. How about you?" Jack wisely left out that he absolutely adored her songs and while it seemed like a casual question to keep the conversation flowing, it was something he wondered about often.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>21-02-2010, 02:51:38</strong>
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				"Alright," she took a deep cleansing breath that she had learned from her yoga classes. "Wipe out any bad thoughts, calm down Rae, it's just your younger brother driving." She closed her eyes, waiting as she heard him move around and get situated she then smiled. "Alright, I trust you, and god you better drive better then Mom. Otherwise you'll be getting fender benders every other day. Hey you got insurance right? Meh no matter I'll just pay what I can on it." Truth was she could pay off everything and still have money. She knew her family knew she was rich but they did not <em>how</em> rich. One could just say she could retire now, buy a house, and live comfortably until she sixty. Especially if she played around in the stock market. She didn't want anyone to know though. Especially not her family it would just be bad taste and anyone out of her and Jack would probably try and mooch off of her. And while she was generous everyone else in their group of kin was just not someone Rae liked to mix with since a good bit of them were perverted alcoholics.<br><br>When Jack listed off more of the music he liked she smiled. It was funny, even though they had spent time apart she loved music and had widened her horizon as well. She leaned back, adjusting her seat belt, she glanced over and said. "Techno, electronica, house, dance...I've grown too." She winked and went on, "I've gotten more into the oldies as well though, and soft rock. Though I do blare heavy rock quite often, and punk. Okay so pretty much everything I listen to now, even country because mm, some of them men are darn fine and their voices are like warm honey." <br><br>She laughed and said, "I think anything but bluegrass is on my iPod right now. Simply because blue grass makes me want to cry when I hear it. Sounds like they're killing cats." She frowned at the thought of one show her manager had drug her to, saying it would make her look like she was open minded. By the time she left she had dried drool on her face, prints of her hand on her cheek, and a headache. That stuff was like poison to her eardrums.<br><br>As they drove she said, "Wow Jack, you're actually a good driver. I'm impressed I would have sworn we might be dead by now." She laughed and then shrugged a little before saying, "I like it though, being in this seat with you. It's like, things have changed, but it's still the same. We're just older now, grown up, but we're still best friends, I still love you and we're still having fun. In our own ways. Though I think you're method of killing me by driving off a cliff is a little skewed I am still happy you're a thrill seeker. And a little psycho," she winked.<br><br>When they came to Best Buy she got out and closed the door, stretching she groaned and then made sure her hood was up and glasses were on as she came around and took Jack's hand, her small, soft one fit into his bigger, firmer one just right. She swung his arm, humming, before asking. "What kind of computer you looking into getting? You into gaming still?"<br><br>Rae had always been a gamer girl on the days she had off from her tour she was on her Play Station 3 blowing people up. She wondered if Jack had a gamer tag but refrained from asking just yet as they walked along. Coming inside she smiled as she saw everything technological appeal to her geek senses. "I might get me something too while I'm here." A young man came up, he was tall and had long blond hair, silver eyes, great skin and a killer smile.<br><br>Looking up at him with his blue shirt and khakis as well as his name tag she blinked before her eyes widened, "Eli."<br><br>He looked down, and smiled, "I was coming over to help...guess you read the name tag, eh?" He looked down at his own shirt, Rae shook her head and then laughed. "Eli! It's me! Rae?" She pulled off her glasses, exposing her eyes. Eli's own beautiful eyes widened and he went down without a thought and wrapped his strong arms around her. "Oh my god! Rae! It's been ages!"<br><br>Back in high school Rae and Eli had dated for about a year before she left to be a singer. Rae had actually graduated early and went. She had always had a thing for Eli since she was a kid, and now being with him and Jack her time home was just going great. He picked her up and she squealed laughing as her arms went around him tight before she was let down. "Wow," he looked her over, "You look...beautiful. Amazing," he glanced over and smiled, "Hey Jack, haven't seen you around in a few months," Eli was an inch taller then Jack. They were both handsome men but it was obvious Rae was staring at Eli through the eyes of a lover, someone she was attracted to.<br><br>"Um," Eli licked his lips and turned, "So are you guys buying something?"<br><br>"Yeah! Computers...laptops...something," Rae smiled, blushing a bit as he smiled back and nodded a few times. "Well follow me I'm sure I can help-"<br>"Eli," an older man called, "We need you over here."<br>"Ah, sorry...hey look, Rae, call me some time alright? Or stop by here, I work five days a week, from three till closing time, in the mornings I'm at college but uh, we should catch up." Leaning down he kissed her cheek and murmured, "I really miss you."<br><br>When he jogged away, Rae sighed wistfully before turning and walking with Jack. "Wow...how surreal, seeing him..." she looked up at Jack and bumped her hip into his, "You think maybe we have another shot? Me and Eli?"<br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>21-02-2010, 20:35:33</strong>
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				Driving was something Jack had always enjoyed, not very unusual for guys his age, perhaps he would've been an exception if he didn't. Nevertheless, it had always been like a door to freedom, nothing was too far anymore and you could go where you wanted, when you wanted. Not that he needed a destination, just the sheer joy of driving a car was enough to keep him going for hours. According to a friend's father, that joy would slowly diminish over time, though right now Jack couldn't imagine that ever happening at all. <br><br>Much like his unexplainable longing for Rae, he thought it to diminish over time, but it only got stronger. Though even she couldn't distract him from keeping his eyes on the road, because every time he thought about taking a glance, a strange glimpse of them crashing into another car flashed before him. It was a bit of a surprise, to hear she still had time to listen to many genres of music, in his mind he always figured she had not enough time for all that. Especially considering the rate those music videos of her seemed to be aired.. the mere thought of it nearly managed to get his jaw to drop, yet another image of a car crash flashed before him. Like an internal system designed specifically for when driving the car.<br><br>"Well, thanks for having so much faith in me." Jack said, deliberately making it sound like he was actually disappointed, though at the same time knowing she wouldn't be fooled by it. "Yea, I know what you mean. But, you only just got here, there are plenty of opportunities for me to let you down." he replied with a snicker, trying not to answer in much detail and focus on parking the car. He couldn't deny it hurt though, <em>'best friends'</em>, albeit he was fully aware of it, the words were like a confirmation of just how unreachable and insane his desires were.<br><br>Once the car came to a full stop Jack got out and locked it as soon as Rae got out as well. Moving as swift and silent as a cat, she grabbed her hand before he could realise she was right next to him. Being out in the open made her soft, delicate hand wrapped around his somewhat bearable, like the fresh air helped him not going crazy from chemical reactions in his brain every five seconds. "Of course I'm still in the gaming, did you really expect anything else?" Jack couldn't help but smile, she used to play a lot of games with him, it somehow got him into thinking every girl liked to game. How wrong he was he experienced during his teen years.<br><br>As soon as he entered the building a strange eery aura surrounded him, sending a shiver down his spine. It didn't take too long before he got a visual on what was giving off those vibes. <em>'Shit.'</em> just one word loudly echoed in his mind, perfectly describing everything he thought of the situation. Working all these years to avoid Eli for so hard, it would only make sense that they would walk into him the very moment she returned.<br><br>Instantly anger and jealous starting building up within Jack, he never truly liked this guy, even when they had been younger. Only, when they were younger he didn't really know about relationships, let alone about love. Instantly Rae transformed into someone else and he could slowly feel himself fade away to the background. The temptation to just flat out punch the guy in the face was extremely overwhelming, but was no way he could justify it. <br><br><br>"Yea, whatever." Jack responded sounding quite hostile, though the two didn't seem to pay attention anyway. Jack hated to see Rae staring at Eli like he was the best thing in the world, hated the way he touched her, hated that it couldn't be him.. and most of all Jack hated the fact that he had no right to hate Eli. <br><br>Jack could feel himself getting worked up worse and worse, every muscle in his body tensing up like it was preparing itself for a fight. A lot of energy building up, energy he wasn't allowed to use. Causing him to wander slightly off, turning his back toward Rae pretending to look at some nearby items in the shop. It was hard trying to read an uninteresting instruction manual of a camera he couldn't care less about while so worked up, but it was the only solution that came to mind. If he had been standing too close to Eli for too long he knew he would've jumped him.<br><br>The sound of someone calling for Eli was like music to his ears, though the negative energy in his body was still clogging his mind. "Yea, what a coincidence.." he muttered, not trying very hard to hide the fact just how annoyed he was. That was perhaps the biggest flaw about him, whenever he'd get angry, nervous or annoyed, the filter inside his brain got disabled. <br><br>Though even in the state he was in he was still not prepared to hear the question Rae asked, it was like being stabbed in the heart and ready to smash the entire store into tiny pieces at the same time, all the while having to force yourself to just keep on walking like nothing happened. <br><br>"You can have any man you want, you know that. But why you want to get back with that ass is beyond me." Jack put his hands in his pockets, staring in front of him avoiding any eye contact as possible, without giving her a chance to react he continued, "Honestly, you would've thought he would at least called or ask me how you were doing or where you had gone, by the looks of things he didn't have a clue and apparently he didn't really give a shit either. But, it's your life, what do I know?" trying his best to keep his voice down so nobody else could listen in, Jack tried his best to tell her how he felt about it so he could release some steam, without letting himself go.<br><br>Fortunately for him, he would just sound like a concerned and protective brother looking out for his sister to people who had no clue what was really going on in his mind. Maybe a bit too protective, but how his sister would react somehow didn't seem to matter much right now. If anything he really wanted to just wander off on his own, just stare at some video games by himself so he could calm down a bit. However, after what he just blurted out, there was no chance in hell he could just leg it like nothing happened.<br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>21-02-2010, 21:59:40</strong>
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				Rae had expected a general agreement, Jack told her she could have any man she wanted and she felt good about that. Even though she was a famous, beautiful young woman she still had this mind set that she was just a chubby fifteen year old girl whose boobs were the only reason anyone paid attention to her even with her slightly oily face and ever beautiful smile. However, as it all progressed, she heard Jack getting huffy. She was going to tell him stop, Eli was not a jerk, but then he went on and explained exactly why. Rae had never thought about Eli never calling her. They had left on good terms. Her other friends had taken time to call her though, Alexa and Cyn, they were like sisters, both were pursuing their lives but they still managed to call or exchange e-mails. And now they were actually talking about meeting up since Rae was taking a break, heck even their boyfriends wanted to tag along, James and Adam, she had known them just as long.<br><br>But Eli, Jack was right...he had never called or sent a text, never even a facebook message or a call home about her. She looked down, silent as they walked. Had she just been fooling herself then? It was like high school all over, the one guy you wanted most could care less. She bit her lip, walking alongside her little brother, she glanced over her shoulder at Eli's back before the guy ran around the counter and disappeared into the back room. She huffed and then looked forward. "I guess...you might be right about that." She murmured before saying, "He never called home or anything? Ugh of course he didn't, if he had, Momma would have told me." She shoved her hands in the pockets of her hoodie. <br><br>"But then again," she started, trying to justify Eli's intentions, she said, "Maybe he just saw me doing all of this work and going out with celebrities and maybe he thought he would just be out of his league or something, or maybe he didn't want to bother me." She shrugged, her mind kept drawing blanks though as to why Eli had never even attempted. She still loved him, always had, he was her first love. However not all first loves lasted and she was probably holding on to something that had left a long time ago. "Forget it," she shook her head. <br><br>Looking up at Jack she gave a smile, though her eyes were sad, defeated. "Doesn't matter, I'm here with you and we're going to buy super awesome cool stuff so we can have fun." She grabbed his hand again, the other had come out of her pocket and for the time being she was just going to shove every negative thought about Eli out of her mind. It would not do her any good to dwell on a very plausible lost cause. She would visit him some time later, ask him why never bothered, and take it from there. However these first few days were all about family and getting into the routine of things. She was with one of the best guys ever right now, Jack.<br><br>Tugging him forward she said, "I think I'm going to get my mom a nice, Dell laptop, a purple one, she loves purple." As they ventured to the computers area she looked around and saw an empty cart which she promptly stole, hoping no one was using it. She cleared her throat and then looked at the rest of the computers they had to offer.<br><br>"Alright pick whatever one you want Jack," she smiled, easing back into her care free attitude was easier when she managed to shove her worries into a bottle and keep them all locked up for a later time when she least expected it. "I'm thinking I either want a Toshiba or an Alienware..."<br><br>Trying to think it through she then asked, "What games should we get? I've been sticking to my classic loves like the new Tekken and Saints Row, I got Final Fantasy too, the newest one," she winked. "It pays sometime being a celebrity," she sighed and covered her heart before coming around to Jack. And like a playful sister does who has some naughty, violent tendencies, her hand went out and she swatted his right butt cheek.<br><br>Pulling her hand back like she had done nothing she placed both on either hip and whistled. "What to buy, what to buy..."<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>23-02-2010, 23:20:41</strong>
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				It took Jack a while to calm down, but when he did, it was surprising just how fast one feeling replaced the other. Guilt started to take over the anger, not so much about what he had said, but about the way he had said it to Rae. She didn't deserve that, he didn't like Eli, true, but the only reason he blurted it out like that without taking the way she felt into consideration was his fault. It was difficult not to feel rather bad about it, even worse was that he just couldn't get himself to apologize for it either. Instead all he could do was stare in front of him with a neutral facial expression like nothing happened.<br><br>It now became blatantly obvious that not going with her on tour would be the best for not just him, but both of them. Not only would he have to deal with his own urges and desires, he'd probably scare everyone away from her, it wasn't exactly a good idea. Letting himself live in his fantasy world was better for the both of them. Though she didn't need to know about his decision now after all this, that and he still needed some time to craft a perfect excuse together.<br><br>Jack was glad to see a smile on her face, the look in her eyes only amplified the guilt and shame within him, but at least it would only be temporary. Rae was a strong, always had been, probably why he used to cling so much onto her.. and in a way he still did. He just became an expert at pretending he was completely independent. Lost in thoughts he squeezed her hand slightly, not even aware that she had grabbed his not too long ago.<br><br>"I'll bet she love it." Jack responded absentmindedly, having some issues keeping up with her pace despite the fact her tiny legs had to walk faster to keep up with his. "Though I'm not taking the sole responsibility of keeping her 'up-to-date' on how to use it." he added, fully realising this was exactly what was going to happen. Perhaps not because Rae would not want to explain, but he just knew all too well their mom would just come walking to him and even make a habit out of it. It was a scary thing to consider, getting interrupted every five seconds due to your mother knocking on the door.<br><br>"Whatever I want, eh?" he asked with a smirk on his face glad to see her mood was rapidly increasing, though in reality he wasn't planning on going overboard. Not even anywhere near it, it felt rather awkward enough as it was. Like he was just taking advantage of the situation, just like when he was alone in her room for just a few seconds. "Alienware is rather expensive though, I could put a computer together myself with the same power or even better and it'd probably cost a lot less." Jack instantly answered, as if it was some sort of reply that his brain would automatically make him same whenever he heard the brand. "Their casings do look damn good though, I suppose."<br><br><br>Jack was fully aware she could probably didn't have to care about money, but given his own job was working with computers, just rambling off information she probably didn't care about still felt rather good. On top of that, it was a form of subtle bragging, which he could play off like he was actually just trying to give advice.<br><br>"What games to get? You know it's hard to disappoint me when it comes to games, you're excused to go on a rampage." by cleverly dodging the answer Jack hoped to avoid having to choose the games as well. His list of games recently consisted of mainly First Person Shooters, one of the best genres to release stress, an even better genre to just completely erase any other thought out of your mind. Perfect for when he felt like forgetting about it all for a while.<br><br>"Taking advantage of your celebrity status eh? Pretty clever." he had to admit though, it felt amazing to know Rae still liked gaming herself, proper games too. It was good to see the sister he held so dear had barely changed, sure she was famous, sure they hadn't seen eachother for ages. But that hardly seemed to matter at all. "Besides, I'm a working man, I can afford my own ga-" his sentence got abruptly interrupted by a firm smack on his behind, one that came as a surprise to say the least. Turning his head around to look at her and raising an eyebrow, Jack tried to figure out what that was all about. <br><br><br>The topic of technology and video games had finally managed to distract him long enough not to get distracted by Rae's distracting curves, only to get completely sucked in to going back to his usual self by a simple slap to the butt. It was like the pose she was in along with that innocent whistle like nothing happened was a way of taunting him, to see if he would have the guts to retaliate. Reminding himself that he had already done something insanely stupid today, he refrained himself from making it any worse.<br><br>"What were you thinking of? Something we could play with together or against eachother?" Jack couldn't help thinking about Resident Evil 5, there was a decent coop mode in it, but most of all, when playing that game at night with all the lights off and the room being dead silent, even that game managed to scare the living hell out of him when he played it at a mates' house. <br><br>The idea of Rae spontaneously jumping into his lap hugging him tightly came to mind, instantly making him forget about everything that had just happened a moment ago, the flip-side was that his long T-shirt had to prove it's camouflaging ability yet again, what was even worse was that he was enjoying his fantasy so much that a rather strange smirk was plastered all over his face.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>24-02-2010, 00:22:48</strong>
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				"You're such a computer nerd," Rae said, pouting when he told her he could do much better with his own formation of computers. "Well either way I'm getting my mother and myself a nice, new laptop. I have a few others but they're for shows and when I'm on tour. They're at my apartment actually." She owned a small studio apartment just a few states over, in the City. She would probably stop by soon it had been a while and she wanted to show Jack around New York a little. It would be fun. She had yet to tell him about it but she was sure to get around to it eventually. <br><br>"How about I'll just fund your computer building endeavors then?" She fluttered her lashes and then smiled, "Seems like the smartest deal to me. And I will just go with a brand spanking new, over six hundred gigabyte Alienware Laptop. Maybe I'll get into some online gaming up here. I've always heard World of Warcraft was fun but then again, it's addictive. I'd much rather just to stick to super cool console games and beat my little brother's butt in every single one of them."<br><br>"Co op would be a lot of fun," Rae switched up from beating him to teaming up with him in minutes. She would ask a salesman once they were at the counter to get those new laptops out and ready. As they walked from the laptops, she led him where the racks of games were. A soft, almost desired sigh left her mouth as she walked forward, the wheels were spinning and then came to a stop as she came to Xbox and PS3 games.<br><br>"I brought my PS3 with me by the way, so we can play Xbox and my baby should the time arise. Let's see." Looking she saw Resident Evil 5 and bit her lip, reaching out she took it and looked it over. Raising it up she smiled and then dropped it in the cart. "This will be fun, I'll probably piss myself or end up with my head between your thighs to get away from the scariness but it should be fun. And yes, I said your thighs." Rae laughed and looked around some more. <br><br>Reaching she got out Modern Warfare 2 and put it in, "Always wanted to try it." She shrugged and smiled innocently as she pushed the cart and then got out Bioshock 2, as well as Dead Space. Shrugging a bit she grinned and said, "Get anything else you want. New games are always fun to buy." Expensive to some maybe but she was rather excited to try all of these out with Jack right there with her.<br><br>It would be so fun, being able to share these experiences together, she would hope it would be like the times they got their first Xbox, their Playstation 2, heck even Nintendo. She remembered with a hum, "I have the Wii too...haha. That is if you want to see me run and jump around like an idiot...you know, I wouldn't mind seeing you in such a position. Especially with biker shorts on," she teased.<br><br>Once they had gotten their goodies, Rae and Jack came up with their buggy to the front counter. Rae got out her Platinum Card and smiled. The original cashier went to go and name off the laptops Rae wanted and soon Eli came out, toting both. He gave Rae a charming smile as he put the boxes on the cart and then turned to her as the cashier took up the games and rang up the laptop.<br><br>"I really hope you stop by soon," he told her. "I've missed you and I have a lot to explain for." Reaching out his hand brushed her left cheek and she looked down nervously. He smiled, seeing her hesitance to give in just to a bit of kind flirting. Briefly he glanced at Jack and then looked back to Rae. "You're as beautiful as the first time I saw you."<br><br>Looking up sharply, she blinked a few times, unsure of what to say when he kissed her cheek and smiled. "I'll talk to you later."<br><br>Without a word she turned and swiped her card through. Her heart was doing funny things but she tried not to focus on that, trying to maintain her politeness. Once the incredible amount was all paid for Rae turned and rolled the cart outside.<br><br>Once the cool night air hit her flushed face she frowned,"Jerk. He's such a jerk! Trying to win me over with those incredible eyes and long pretty blond hair." Huffing she would stomp, not caring if every firm step had her ass jiggling in those tight pants or if she looked like a psycho. Ripping off her sunglasses she threw them in the car and then popped the trunk. Putting in the laptops and soon the bags of their games she slammed it shut and then sent the cart flying across the lot until it stopped and hit the metal railing that usually collected several other buggies.<br><br>Turning to Jack she looked him in the eyes.<br><br>"If you spent a good amount of time with a girl and if you loved them and truly viewed them as a friend or someone you cared about wouldn't you at least try to call her up or send her a letter, an email, something?" Coming closer to her brother, her face was pink and her hazel eyes were overcome with an angry golden color with little flecks of green and brown. "And when you saw them again don't you think you would do more then just a few little moments of cheesy flirting just to get back in her good graces? Do I LOOK like an idiot to you? UGH!" Whirling around she stomped over to the passenger's side and then sat down heavily, slamming the door after her she buckled up, nearly ripping the leather out of the slot.<br><br>Once she was in, she crossed her arms under her breasts as angry little treks of tears streamed down her cheeks. Wiping her face she sniffled, glancing over as Jack got into the driver's side her full lips went down, embarrassed by her outburst but still hurting she just bent her head down and tipped her chin to the top of her large breasts.<br><br>Snuggled into the warm cleavage she tried not to show anymore of her sadness or anger. It was pointless now. Eli and her were just probably not meant to be. It hurt to learn that but lashing out at her brother probably would not help. On the ride home she relaxed and leaned her head back before sighing and saying, "Sorry Jack...that was really childish of me. I shouldn't care. I'm sure there's some other guy out there who might...appreciate me. Ugh. I just wanna go home and blow people up. Or zombies."<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>26-02-2010, 15:25:11</strong>
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				"Hey, it's not my fault all this computer knowledge is part of my job." Jack's eternal excuse for his fascination with computers, it held some truth, but if anyone knew that he was a true nerd, it would be Rae anyway. Though aside from her he managed to hide it pretty well, despite from some of his closer friends nobody in the city would ever think of him as a technology freak, even if his job was to frequently fix their computers. But even the inner geek hidden inside of him couldn't compete with the perverse man. <br><br>"Ah, sure, if you really insist on funding it.", It was almost like a dream, putting his own monster computer together was something that had been on his list for a while, but he wanted to save for a car first. Now he could do it, and Rae was with him to boot! "Bah, laptops. Such feminine things, too delicate. I rather have a beast." he teased, finding it easier to just let his fantasy and mind roam not letting himself get worked up about it, it was not like she could read it right? As long as he just kept talking about mundane things and kept his hands where they were meant to be, there would be no harm in daydreaming. <br><br>And daydreaming was what he was good at, especially since by picking BioShock 2 and Dead Space on top of Resident Evil 5 seemed like a killer combination. Her comment about her head being between his thighs almost made him drool, by pretending to look at a game he could turn his back to her, hiding the perverse facial expression. <br><br>The panties came to mind again, if he kept getting aroused, it would only make everything that more intense. Letting his fantasy run wild for a short while, he couldn't help but wonder what would happen if there would be a storm as well. Chances were she wasn't scared of them at all anymore, but that didn't stop him pretending she was and would press her soft, luscious body against his. Shaking his head as if to make sure he'd shake that perverted smile off his face he turned around to face her again. <br><br>The bulge in his shorts was bigger than ever, as Rae's scent just gave that much extra power to his fantasies. Though the shirt camouflaged it pretty damn well, making him maybe slightly too relaxed about it. But there was just something about knowing if he'd get nervous about it, it would get far more likely that she'd notice something was wrong.<br><br>With his new-found view on how to handle all of this Jack felt like nothing could ruin it anymore. Though, he didn't really count on Eli either. Just when he thought he never had to deal with that ass again, the guy just appeared out of nowhere. Touching her cheek like that, making petty excuses, worst of all, Rae seemed like she was buying all of it!<br><br>Rather than getting worked up Jack decided to take on a new approach, sure, when Eli gave him a glance he made sure to narrow his eyes and give him a very hostile stare, but his brilliant new idea was to pay him a visit sometime later without Rae. It wasn't just the jealousy boiling within, he could tell there was something else about him. It would be killing two birds with one stone, all he had to do was scare the living crap out of him.<br><br>The corners of Jack's lips curled up to form a devious smirk. Happy with his new plan, the complete lack of morals seemed to completely elude him. Like it would make him a knight in shining armour of some sorts, trying to think of things to intimidate and scare Eli off with, he silently followed Rae. A loud yell on her end made him slightly jump however, though it soon became&nbsp; why she was yelling and all his 'noble' plans were in vain. <br><br>Much as Jack would hate himself for it later on, the only thing he seemed capable of doing was stare at her ass as they were walking back to the car. It wasn't a good thing to be extremely aroused while the woman you lusted after was showing just how much passion she had. Rather than scaring him off, her reaction just served to attract him even further. A cart went flying and he was standing there with a mysterious smile on his face, bystanders probably would think he was completely out of his mind.<br><br>As soon as Rae took the time to look at him, the smile dissapeared and he tried his very best to not show any emotions whatsoever. As much as he was enjoying seeing the passion flowing out of her, Jack wasn't stupid, he knew any wrong move on his end could redirect that need to release some anger right to him. Without saying a word he just looked at her, listening, knowing this was probably the smartest move right now.<br><br>Trying to open and close the door for her was a complete failure too, getting anywhere near it seemed too dangerous for his own good right now. Making his way to the driver's seat in a rather fast pace Jack sat down and gently closed the door.<br><br>&nbsp;It wasn't until he saw the tears rolling down her cheeks that he finally found himself in a tough position. He really wanted to reach out to her and wipe those tears away, it was awful to see her like this, a smile suited her much better. That wouldn't be what a brother and best friend would do, that'd be something he'd only do with someone he deeply cared about. Beyond the love for family, Rae knew this.<br><br>Knowing eachother so well was certainly both a curse and a blessing. Driving home he didn't really say much, fighting the urge to soothe her in a more personal manner and staring down her cleavage at the same time, giving her time to completely calm down instead. <br><br>It wasn't until they were getting close to home that he finally responded, "You have nothing to be sorry about, I can't blame you. It'll hurt for now but you'll soon realise he didn't deserve you in the first place and don't worry, if you find nobody I'm sure I can hook you up with a friend of mine!" a pretty standard finished with a joke, Jack's typical, crappy way to soothe his friends. The joke may have seemed a bit tactless, but all he needed was a soft chuckle of some sorts. He really wanted to say <em>'there's always me'</em> but the fear that he wouldn't be able to not sound sincere when saying it scared him out of it.<br><br>"And look! We're home!" Jack explained soon after, still feeling extremely awkward about the entire situation. "You'll just go right ahead if you want, I'll carry everything inside, you'll be blowing up all sorts of pixels in no time." he told her, as crazy as their mother might have been, she was an expert at making them both feel better in a matter of seconds and he could really use a moment of fresh air to recuperate.<br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>27-02-2010, 22:31:17</strong>
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				Looking over at Jack slowly, once they came home, she knew it was a situation that a brother could not really handle. He could apologize and hold her all he wanted to, but he was not a mother and he was not a man she could lean on in hopes he might return some romantic feelings. Rae sighed and a sad smile fluttered across her face, "Really? You'll do that for me?...Thank you," she said, and leaned over, undoing her seat belt she would arch her back and pressed her forehead against his cheek before turning up her face, her nose brushed along his jaw before she kissed the spot right beneath his ear, softly against his throat. "I'm sorry," she whispered, "I should not have blown up like that," her breath would brush along his neck, and down the crook,&nbsp; before she tilted her head back up and kissed his cheek. Then she pulled away and grabbed her purse. Getting out, she slammed the door behind her and could be seen walking her way inside.<br><br>Anne was in the kitchen, making warm chocolate chip cookies, humming and working, she was happy to have her daughter home. Jack was a son she loved very much but he was always in his room, working on computers and things it was not as easy to speak to him as it was for a mother to speak to her daughter who was now a woman and very capable of her own thoughts and opinions. She looked up as she heard the front door open. A moment later Rae appeared in the kitchen. Instantly, Anne gasped and finished the cookies off and put them in the oven.<br><br>Washing and drying her hands in a flurry she came over and then cupped Rae's face, making the young woman look up at her mother, "Oh darling, what is it? What happened? What's wrong?"<br><br>The words tumbled from her lips, shaking and stuttering here and there with tears dripping down, Anne was soon informed and like any worried mother would do she held Rae for a few minutes as the story continued, rocking her side to side before finally it was done. Rae's hiccups and soft crying was there to fill the silence but soon Anne said.<br><br>"Darling,&nbsp; what happened tonight was just a window to what you needed to finally realize. Elijah is a good guy but his priorities are not straight and he is not the man for you, at least for right now. What you need to do right now is to focus in on your own life and to have fun. Go and enjoy the time you have with your brother. I know he's been missing you the most and now that your back each moment you spend together, just know, he'll cherish it." Slowly Anne smiled and then pulled back to look into Rae's sparkling, sad hazel eyes. "Every other man in this world might fail you, but the one person who has looked out for you and loved you unconditionally, would be your brother...and me, but I am not a man."<br><br>Rae laughed and nodded, sniffling she said, "Yeah mom...you're right. Thank you." She blew her nose and washed her face, while they had been talking Jack had been moving stuff up stairs, towards the end and so now she was more then excited to being play time with their new gadgets and games. After kissing her mother, who would tell her in time she would have the cookies down and all nice and gooey, Rae headed up to Jack's room.<br><br>Coming inside she closed the door after her with a smile, "Hey," she said softly, looking at him, she then finally, just came up to him, and without a word, she jumped, her short, plush form would have her arms wrap around his neck and then pull him into a hug that conveyed she loved him more then any other guy out there. She had him bent over to have him hopefully return her embrace, burying her face in his neck, she inhaled and could smell that boyish scent fade into one of a man. It made her heart skip and she would shiver. Since when had Jack become a man in her eyes?<br><br>Since now.<br><br>Pulling away she looked into his eyes, almost nervously, she then blushed and would look down, gulping she looked away and then smiled before saying, "Let's play, I'm excited for us to get out there and kick some zombie ass, heck yeah," she said and pumped her fist back, laughing she would pop open the game and fix all the settings. By doing this she was hoping it would distract her from those crazy little thoughts and ideas that had her heart racing. Jack was her brother, not a guy to feel for. Not in that way at least.<br><br>Backing up, she grabbed the first controller, smiling sneakily as she took off her shoes and hoodie, left in her tank top, bra, and jogging pants that still had 'Juicy' written on the back, she would settle against the head board and grin. "Come on youngster, let's see if you can ever hope to match the skills of a true gaming veteran."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>01-03-2010, 00:24:48</strong>
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				With a gentle smile he turned to face her, preparing himself for a swift hug. However, what happened next was not something Jack had anticipated at all. Before he knew it Rae's gorgeous face was right next to his, her sweet scent yet again taking his nostrils hostage in it's sweet embrace. Her warm breath gently brushing against his skin as a soft, sweet voice calmed him down. Her lips gently pressing against his neck and cheek sending shivers down his spine,those lips, they were so close to his, all he had to do was slightly move and he could press his against hers. Just a slight movement to finally be able to do one of those things he wanted to do for so long. <br><br>But before Jack could succumb to his own desires, she vanished, taking all her things that were still in the car with her. The situation couldn't help remind him of what it was like when she moved out to live her dream. One day he was simply intoxicated by the love of his sister, the next she was suddenly gone. <br><br>Shaking the bad memories away Jack finally stepped out of the car and walked towards the trunk to open it. As soon as the video games, laptops and computer parts he hand-picked appeared it was hard for his mood not to get a positive boost. After all, playing video games was his favourite hobby, and now he'd get to do it with Rae, just like old times. Completely forgetting about the fact she picked mostly horror games and was likely to end up much closer to him than he would be able to handle, Jack whistled his way through the house carrying everything upstairs. Cleverly avoiding coming too close to the living room.<br><br>Before setting everything up he placed the laptop Rae bought for their mother on the table in the hallway, making sure it was in sight so they wouldn't just forget about that. It took a while to get things ready, mainly because most of his room was rather messy aside from his bed, but when he was finally done everything was perfectly good to go. Aside from the computer he'd still have to put together at one point. Sitting on the edge of the bed wasn't the most practical decision, but it was the most comfortable one.<br><br>Filled with confidence Jack waited on Rae to come in, though that confidence could easily have been shattered if he remembered there was a pair of panties hiding beneath his pillows. Currently well hidden, but one could imagine that if they moved around just too much it would get revealed. Still, since he was completely oblivious to his own stupidity, he remained certain that it would work out alright. <br><br>Despite knowing it would probably put him to the test, Jack put in Resident Evil 5. After suggesting it, there was no way he could suddenly convince her to <em>not</em> play it. That and somewhere deep in the back of his perverted mind he couldn't help but applaud the courage that drove him to put it in the console anyway. The whole 'having Rae on his lap' fantasy still hadn't completely subsided, it was merely suppressed, but not removed from his mind.<br><br>When the door opened Jack's lips instantly provided Rae with a big smile and he stood up back on his feet, obvious happy and anxious to be able to game with her. "Hola." he responded with a voice sounding just as jolly as he looked. Then, nearly catching him off-guard, she jumped towards him. It was typically her to just do these things without any hint or warning, he was almost getting used to it.. almost. <br><br>With her body pressed firmly against his, his arms, like a reflex, wrapped themselves around her to return the intense hug. While his body was on auto-pilot, everything else was still completely stunned for a short duration. It brought along a whole range of emotions, he could feel the love, he could feel himself getting aroused too. Happy, pleased, perhaps he was hugging her back a little too tightly, but if only just for a moment he liked to pretend that this was his soul mate. Rather than 'just' his sister.<br><br>When the intense hug was finally finished, Jack instantly noticed her flushed cheeks and her rather awkward reaction. Something perfect to make him paranoid in an instant. Did she notice? Could she tell he was just squeezing her a little too tightly during that hug? .. Could she actually read his mind? As absurd as the latter explanation was, he was almost willing to consider it. It was a miracle altogether that she hadn't notice it so far.<br><br>"Huh? Oh right, as long as I get to be Chris." Jack smirked, "Compensation for you taking the first controller." he added, still not sure if he had imagined that nervous look on her face or if it had actually been there. Maybe all that worrying from before was catching up to him. Softly chuckling to himself he took the second controller. <br><br>While staring at the screen waiting his eyes couldn't help but wander off as Rae pulled off her sweater. "Ho, ho, think you can beat me then eh? You'll be glad to know we'll get a full summary of how we did each round." Jack replied, knowing all too well she might just be able to kick his ass if he kept allowing himself distracted like this. Especially since his bed wasn't enormous, making keeping a bit of distance a real challenge.<br><br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>01-03-2010, 04:06:57</strong>
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				Rae snorted at the compensation, "Chris is a pussy anyways, just like my little brother." She put a hand over her mouth and then wiggled her head side to side in a playfully mocking manner, she winked at him, "Kidding! Besides Sheva is way hotter and much more capable then Chris. I mean she's a curvy, busty black chick with a gun. How hot is that," she laughed and then would look to the screen as the opening movie played. At first the chants of the African song were all the registered. Being closer to Jack she felt a bit more secure as things began to move on. When she saw the black man on the screen become suddenly possessed and soon swallowed by worms, her mouth fell open and she groaned at just how horrifyingly gross it was. And this was just the beginning. Glancing at Jack she whimpered, "I'm probably going to end up sleeping with you tonight after this...just saying."<br><br>Soon scenes changed and things began to pick up. She would watch Jack a little when Sheva came on screen, that was one good looking lady and she always knew the females in games to be the epitome of perfection the apple of every one's sexual eye. She wondered how good she might look strapped up in tight clothes and gun holsters but would shake her head. She had never cosplayed before but she had this secret wish she could one day. It would be so much fun.<br><br>"Jack go ahead and admit that I'm better, it's okay too because it would totally be the truth." She smiled and then said, "Let's just hope you don't drag me down. No distractions or else," she kicked him in the thigh with her short leg and then giggled, they were close together now and she didn't mind. Jack was warm right now and he was the go to guy should something freak her out and hide her eyes.<br><br>Right after weapons were issued the first action came and she would tense up at the poor guy being fed something disgusting, bleeding from his eyes and pores, she cringed, until he jumped up and rushed at them. A soft, surprised cry left her as the scene went into them fighting, she shot him three times, which was a waist since just one bullet would do but she was flushed. "Sorry," she muttered, "Got a little freaked out." She shot him an embarrassed sort of look before looking back ahead and cleared her throat.<br><br>She had to admit, playing this with Jack was fun she missed having such great company when playing a game. Granted this was a bit more out there then what she played but it made her feel like that bond between them was reformed and strengthened again and she gave him a loving look before her focus was again shifted to the game.<br><br>Things got disturbing and violent fast, they worked together pretty well, stocking up on ammo and herbs before they would march their characters in to battle with the first real boss, the Executioner. It was a bit nerve wracking and Rae would keep squealing here and there, trying to avoid too much damage before she could really get out there into the village and fight, the whole room with the monster men was making her claustrophobic, fast. <br><br>"Who wanted this game again," Rae panted mid way through, at one point she would turn her body into his a bit, still playing with her breasts pushed against his arm she laughed, nervously, her breath tickling his cheek before muttering, "He won't...die...die," she would lean forward and start shooting with Jack moving as well.<br><br>Once he was done she let out a yelp of joy then had Sheva running around to get more items, she was nearly racing Jack, laughing and saying she would come out the winner as they would split up a bit to get their own things, she had taken the machine gun from earlier and had made sure he knew it too.<br><br>When Kirk arrived she relaxed a bit and murmured, "Dude. So far. I am totally kicking your butt at this," which wasn't true, she knew that, but taunting her brother was just so much fun. However as the game got more intense so did the fear factor and when one scene had her gasp, she would jump and drop her controller just to leap, her arms swung around his neck and she drew her right leg up and over his lap as the other was on its knee and she was sitting up with her breasts pressed against his cheek. "Holy crap," she yelped, "I seriously need some warnings before I see stuff like that!"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>03-03-2010, 19:11:46</strong>
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				"You better be kidding! Or I'll have to prove my masculinity by killing kittens." Jack grinned, he always enjoyed friendly banter, but the only one that could really keep up with him was Rae. Besides, she knew exactly what made him tick and so did he, he knew if they really wanted to it could easily escalate to a violent fight. A thing that constantly happened when they were younger, fortunately they were older now and those silly arguments were behind them. Still, even then it managed to just further strengthen their bond.<br><br>Just like her sleeping in the same bed with him was a thing that constantly happened back in the day, supposedly she felt more secure, to him it was just very comfortable. Though, to think to have her full grown body hugging him, with her soft breasts pressed up against his side, made him feel a lot more than just very comfortable. A rather perverted face easily justified by the many close-ups of Sheva made him less worried about his behaviour. After all, what healthy male gamer didn't feel at least somewhat attracted to most female heroines? <br><br>Not taking Rae's comment about sleeping in the same bed with him seriously, Jack let his wildest fantasies loose, the idea he was Chris and Rae was Sheva only seemed to make his aim better. Even if it was a video game, he could pretend he was her knight in shining armour, even if she was very capable of defending herself. Looking out for her felt especially rewarding when she was freaking out, shooting an already dead mutated corpse full of lead, forgetting about others slowly creeping closer. <br><br>Of course, in a way he was neglecting his own safety, often more than not taking severe amounts of damage by not paying attention to all the things ready to tear his own body apart. Fortunately, just like he got her back, she got his, even if half of the time the game scared the living hell out of her. "No need to be sorry, I know you're just a big sissy." Jack responded, giving her a teasing wink. Thing was, there was nothing more he enjoyed more than feeling needed. It was something he had almost forgotten how it felt like. <br><br>After all, what man didn't want to feel like a hero? Even the little things like taking care of a spider in the bathroom was a huge immense boost to the ego. This on top of her natural beauty and sweet personality, who could blame him for not being able to resist? At a time like this, even Jack himself felt it hard to feel guilty, she was simply everything he wanted in a woman. Many would perceive it as an obsession, but now he realised he never really stood a chance.<br><br>Drawn into the game and his own rather philosophical mood, he had become rather oblivious to exactly how close Rae was sitting to him, a thing easily corrected by her warm breath brushing over his skin yet again. Not just her breath, but her ample bosom pressing against his arm was more than enough to make him more aware of his actual surroundings. Gulping, Jack tried to keep his focus on the game, but it proved an extremely hard thing to do your hands wanted to be somewhere else but on a controller. <br><br>Most of her taunts and teasing words didn't even phase him any more, while it looked like his eyes were locked on the television, in reality felt like his eyes were all over the place. The reassurance of her not being able to read minds didn't quite seem to work anymore, "Woa!" Jack's surprised voice could probably be heard throughout the entire house. Before he knew it those breasts he was recently fantasising about were right infront of his eyes, as if that wasn't bad enough, the well-hidden bulge from before suddenly became a massive risk. The last thing he wanted to happen was to casually poke her by accident.<br><br>The otherwise rather pink colour of Jack's cheeks quickly became bright-red, to see him blushing was an extremely rare thing by itself but to scare him that badly that he would actually yell out loud was an achievement. "And I need some warnings before you jump onto me like this!" Jack replied in the heat of the moment, sounding very much like a person would after being scared senseless. "How dare you scare me like that." he added, his voice quickly calming down but his cheeks still bright-red. It was near impossible to look at her eyes without glancing at her breasts, "Guess that's enough for now." <br><br>Despite regaining the calmness in his voice, if Rae would only move around slightly she'd probably poke his bulge, but Jack knew he couldn't just throw her off him, let alone ask her to get off of her. With his hands firmly back on the controller, Jack nearly squeezed the thing flat, afraid that when he'd let go, he'd instantly grab parts of her body he wasn't supposed to be grabbing.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>04-03-2010, 00:55:26</strong>
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				"Sorry," Rae huffed, quite scrambled up in her own mind. She shook her head, the fear had tugged at her brain, not only that though but the pure heat of the moment. She had jumped without thinking and her controller had tumbled out of her hand as the screen went to Loading... She wondered to herself if jumping on Jack was so frustrating due to the fear or because she had felt something odd when she had. There had been this rich intimacy that she had never felt before. With him so close she had felt his breath on her cleavage and her skin was almost soaked in the smell of him. She had wanted to tip her head down and slide her body along his, to savor his masculine scent and to feel the warmth of his flesh.<br><br>But that would be so weird and Jack would have seriously called her out for being a loser, pansy, freak then. She shook her head as she pulled away and then flipped over to sit on her bottom, bouncing a bit, she would shimmy her hips back and rest her spine against the head board. She was meekly staring forward at the screen, she had freaked Jack out and she felt seriously bad for doing something like that. Licking her lips she would have her hazel orbs surveying her little brother in inquisitive silence before she looked back to the screen as the next level started.<br><br>She sighed, obviously a bit afraid, her lips pressed together as their characters appeared on screen. Drop dead gorgeous Sheva, and hunky, masculine Chris, they made quite the pair. And when their users Rae and Jack put them into motion things just seemed to fit. True she would at times remind Jack to stock up on herbs better since he was basically making himself the target just to protect her, they worked well and they seemed to have a system going.<br><br>In the darkness of the room now however, she noticed the sound of rain hitting the roof and the windows. At first it was soft but as the night grew darker and she heard her mother telling them the cookies were out waiting, the wind just seemed to blow and the torrential downpour of precipitation made Rae a teeny, tiny bit nervous. She winced as she wiggled her hips, working harder on the game, she looked at Jack who hardly seemed to notice and then looked at his window. Suddenly a crack of thunder echoed and she gasped right when she heard that and saw a zombie pop out of no where, cursing loudly she would shoot and then turn to shoot some more as lightning flashed.<br><br>Again the thunder roared and she would whimper, sure she might have been twenty three years old with her own house and responsibilities and things like that but when a storm came around she felt like a nine year old, crying under her covers before she managed to get up before the next slap of thunder and would run to her five year old brother's room just to snuggle him in the night like a teddy bear for her own comfort and reassurance.<br><br>Right when a huge freaking zombie came up the storm seemed to triple and she screamed as she heard it, nearly shaking the house wit its force, she felt tears come to her eyes as she turned and hid her face in his arm with her own arms coming around along his elbow and bicep, tugging herself close as the game came to a pause. For a moment all that was heard was her heavy breathing and the rain fall, the room was dark all save for the glow of the TV and the flashes of white light outside. She jerked again when the sounds came and she whined deep in her throat.<br><br>"I'm sorry," she gasped, raising her head, looking into his eyes for a moment, "I'm...so sorry, they still...they just scare me...so much, I don't know...I'm such a kid." She pulled away, wincing when it came another time, though she was trying to pull away, she was certain he wanted nothing to do with supporting his big sister in the middle of a storm anymore. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>06-03-2010, 04:33:57</strong>
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				"It's ok, just warn me next time." Jack said in a soft voice and a crooked smile on his face. Heavy breathing aside, Jack could feel himself get control again, no longer needing to squeeze his controller like madman to help him. But he knew that it wasn't over just because he finally managed to get a hold of himself, quick recovery or not, the way he had reacted on Rae jumping on him had been far too extreme. She had noticed, it was obvious.<br><br>Even with Jack's own eyes glued to the television for an attempt to hide his flushed face, he could still tell she was looking at him. Not just a simple glance and not even a disappointed lone, this was different. Every fiber of his being told him there was something wrong, the silence wasn't helping either, if anything it only confirmed his suspicions. He could only guess what it was she noticed. Did she merely find his reaction odd? Just his blushed cheeks? Did she caught the way he was carelessly staring at her cleavage? He couldn't just ask, what if he was just going mad?<br><br>Trying his best to just leave his wild speculations locked up in the deep dungeons of his mind, he tried his best to continue playing the game as if nothing had happened at all. Years of training made it possible for him to eventually lose himself into the virtual world of a video game, nearly completely forgetting about what had happened. Much like a drug, this way of getting rid of his troubles was only temporary, but those were worries for later. <br><br>It wasn't until the loud thunder that he noticed something else was wrong. Although it didn't come as a surprise whatsoever, Jack couldn't help but raise an eyebrow when he saw the way Rae reacted to it. Was that why she was looking at him like that? Had he pushed her away when she was looking from some comfort from the storm? An immense amount of guilt poured over him like cold water, giving him the firm wake up call. <br><br>This was the woman he adored, yet all he had been doing was letting his own lust get in the way of what she really wanted. What was worse, he still couldn't get his eyes to not subconsciously wander to places they shouldn't be looking at a time like this. When her body almost desperately clinged on to his, his heart instantly melted away. Deep inside he knew it was an irrational fear, he knew any other brother would've told her to get a grip, but he knew the fear was real to her. Just like the way he felt about her was real to him.<br><br>Wrapping one arm around her he gently pulled her closer, as a way of letting her know everything was alright. Running his other hand through her soft hair, his otherwise perverted stare changed to one that showed only love. There was something soothing in knowing that no matter how odd he would act, no matter how much time would have been in between, she would still trust him to keep her safe.<br><br>"You're not a kid, you're a beautiful woman." he whispered quietly, "But you know you don't have to be scared when I'm with you."&nbsp; Was he going too far? At this point he couldn't care less, it had been years since he had last felt so close to her, so what if he didn't react like a normal brother would? <br><br>Jack knew that he wasn't a normal brother anyway, besides, all that truly mattered was that she knew she could always count on him. It made him wonder, who was there for her during her tour? Did anyone else know about is or did she feel so ashamed that she suffered through it alone? He knew he had to find out somehow, to be there for her even if he'd drive himself insane in the process. It would be difficult to be that close to her all the time, all her fans and the media keeping a close eye on him as well. It would be hard to hide his stares from them, but no matter what the challenge, but having her in his arms like this was reason enough for having to go through with it, should the time come.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>08-03-2010, 19:01:12</strong>
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				Rae would have been content to leave she supposed, Jack must have been sick and tired of supporting her all the time in her fear. He had done it so many times when he was little, he was probably wondering when her immaturity would stop and he could manage a day in bed with a storm going alone. She felt stupid for clinging to her brother like a life raft, but she had missed this. In her tour bus when the nights got lonely and the storms would rage, she felt like there was no where to turn to. Sure she might could snuggle with her guitarist, but that would be awkward for Jared. Even if the guy was the size of a bear, and muscled, she doubted he would much enjoy having the odd, curvy singer clawing at him while the wheels of their bus rolled against the slick blacktop.<br><br>She was about to excuse herself and to apologize for acting so stupid but a moment later, Jack's arm moved around her and she felt her heart jumping inside of her chest. Rae would inhale sharply a few times, breathless and scared, but like an ice pack over the sore, the ache was slowly fading. Her eyes went up, gazing into Jack's for a moment, she felt the sliding of his fingers through her hair and her eyes closed, whimpering as he held her like precious cargo.<br><br>Rae knew that with Jack, there might have been lost time and regrets she had to wade through but they still had a deep connection that no distance or no person could break. He loved her and she loved him. While Rae had no idea how much Jack loved her, she would probably not even care right now. It just felt so wonderful to have him next to her. <br><br>At Jack's whisper, Rae would blush, she was hardly beautiful (even though she really was), though she felt like she might be of a good looking standard in Jack's eyes. There was something special hearing those words for a brother who used to pick on you. She picked on him too but it seemed more genuine now. Like maybe all those jokes and teasing was simply it, that even though they were family, he was still able to see her beauty.<br><br>Rae knew Jack was handsome it was impossible to call him anything else. And with her body tucked under his arm her side was now against his, and the swelling of her breasts were pressing into his rib cage as her knees pulled up and she would nuzzle herself into him, in a little ball. Breathing slow and deep she was shivering, and softly she whispered, "Can...Can I sleep in here with you tonight?" Looking up at him, she sat up only a bit so that her forehead brushed his jaw, and then she tilted her up face so that her nose was lightly pressing against his chin, as she spoke again, her breath would tickle his throat. "It's okay if you don't want me in bed with you. I just...I miss cuddling with you Jack, especially now. You have no idea how many times I've wished to have you with me on tour. It's like the storm travels with you on the road, you go from one place, and ride out the storm, just to see that it moved on to the very next city or state. It's horrible."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>10-03-2010, 19:06:57</strong>
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				If love was a drug, then a common saying for drugs fitted perfectly, how higher the high, the deeper the low. It felt great to have her in his arms, to be able to give the woman he longed for a certain sense of security. It couldn't be explained in words just how nice it felt to know that she actually needed him, it felt so wonderful it seemed to deep-fry his brains. Though as the mood began to ease, with the rain colliding against his window creating that soothing sound he always had liked, Jack quickly realised it was all a disaster waiting to happen. One he had helped set up.<br><br>Like in the cartoons, it felt much like an anvil dropping down on his head, one moment you're perfectly fine, the next you're flattened on the ground wondering what happened. The entire idea of this was to let her know he would be there for her, yet there he was, running his hand through her hair, whispering her things he really should have thought twice about and hugging her tightly making her soft breasts press into him ever more than ever before. Not only that, but there was no way he was going to be able to deny her to sleep with him tonight, how could he ever say no to her now? Even worse, all that confidence from back in the shop until now had come from the thought of being able to masturbate tonight and release all that pent up energy.<br><br>Then it hit him, as if it all wasn't bad enough, Jack remembered about the pair of dirty panties he had stolen and hidden beneath his pillows. Swallowing down the excess saliva which was being mass-produced by now, he tried his best to think of ways to get rid of the panties. He wasn't going to sleep tonight, whether they were there or not, that was for sure. But the chance of Rae letting her hand slide beneath the pillow on any occasion only to find it was mind-boggling terrifying. Despite it being fairly chilled in the room itself, he could feel his body temperature rising, making tiny beads of sweat appear on his forehead. <br><br>"Yea, of course you can." Jack responded, sounding extremely calm due to the fact that he knew there was no way around it. Rather than pointlessly stalling the inevitable, there was some comfort in knowing he could be the one that could end his life as he knew it. Although he knew it was rather sad, he couldn't help but smiling awkwardly at his own thoughts, <em>'at least he wouldn't die.'</em> Just how he was going to be able to keep his hand to himself when she would be right next to him beneath his bed sheets, he did not know, how he was going to get rid of the panties and where he was going to hide them, he did not know either. It felt very much like he was about to embark on an expedition in a dark cave without any light whatsoever.<br><br>Storms here usually ended staying for quite a while, chances were it'd last until the morning, so chances were the wasn't going to be an opportunity. "As long as my room doesn't look like a garbage dump when I come back from work." Jack said to lighten to mood, more for his own sake than hers, hoping that keeping a conversation flowing would at least pull his mind away from the soft, big breasts for at least two seconds, "Well, more of a garbage dump than now that is."<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>11-03-2010, 20:12:41</strong>
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				Waiting, anticipating his answer, she half expected him to say no. In a way Rae wanted him to say no. Maybe she could learn strength, will power to stay above her fear during a storm and not act like a huge, ridiculous baby each and every time something scary like lightning and thunder came around. This was after all, her imposing already on Jack and his privacy just after the first day of being here. It would be stupid of her to expect Jack just to give into her requests. He was a young man, he needed his privacy too. So that he could...wait, what did young men do in bed? Okay she definitely knew the answer to that question but the image of Jack with the bed sheets pulled away with his naked hips and thighs exposed right with his cock being stroked in the middle of the night by his own hand made her nervous. Not because it was a gross thing to see (though it kind of was), to even think about her little brother being aroused made her curious. And also a bit aroused herself. Did Jack ever even feel the need to blow a load?<br><br>She told herself no, that he did not need to. Maybe if she just kept herself locked up in denial she could believe it to be true and never think such weird fantasies up ever again. It was embarrassing to herself to let her mind go that far. She sighed, she was about to tell him it was okay. She didn't need to be coddled like a baby anymore. In fact she should be ashamed for ever asking, but suddenly Jack answered and she looked up with her wide hazel eyes gleaming in the dark. Rae could smell Jack everywhere now. His body wash mixed with his boyish musk filled her nostrils and clouded her mind. Jack had told her yes, it was fine for her, the twenty-three year old singer to sleep with him in his bed. Well good. She sighed and then smiled, "Thank you Jack. I appreciate it, honestly I do." She kissed his cheek, lingering there for a moment, she sighed and then pulled back with a giggle.<br><br>At his teasing her eyes narrowed before she said, "It will not look like a garbage dump! I promise, mister Meanie." She stuck out her tongue and then laughed, "Yeah besides, your natural instincts to trash up your room in the first place has come down on this place. Poor room its owner just does not care about its well being and cleanliness." She tsked him a few times before relaxing, though another crack of thunder made her tense and curl up against him. Rae groaned, obviously a bit scared by it all. But the cure from all those years ago still worked today. Jack made everything better.<br><br>Looking out she asked, "Jack? Were you ever in love?"<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>13-03-2010, 20:30:22</strong>
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				With his feelings behaving much like a yo-yo, it was amazing that he didn't randomly got angry for no apparent reason. Jack couldn't believe how quickly it had developed in just one day, this morning he wasn't even entire sure it was true Rae would actually come back. Whatever doubt had been in his mind was absolutely crushed and demolished by now, as trying to deny it was really difficult when the proof was hugging him tightly in his own bed. The very bed he constantly would continuously use if he ever felt the need to pleasure himself, and that happened a lot more than he would like to admit. And given the massive hard on he had right now, there was nothing he would love to do more right now than just that. <br><br>It had gotten so bad he felt the insane urge up thrusting his hips forward, his own body fighting through the mental restraints put up, acting much like invisible shackles. And a kiss on the cheeks did nothing to help him turn the tide. Denying your own desires and natural urges for such a long time almost started to get painful, perhaps because he was so used to giving in to his lust instantaneously. One thing that was certain was that he wouldn't be able to last the entire night like this. The distant thought of being able to sneak into the bathroom while she was asleep was the only thing he could cling onto, providing a bit of hope.<br><br>If anything, it wasn't a good time to ask him some questions, but one about love on top of it. Those even made him uneasy when friends asked him about it, no matter how in depth they wanted him to go as far as the answer went. "Heh in love?" his tone of voice made it sound like Jack mocked the very idea of 'love', as if it were some imaginary friend. It was a tough spot to put him in, not because he was extremely aroused and thinking straight was a challenge in itself, but he couldn't just tell her he was in love right now. It was something he'd never hear the of until she found out who, and her finding out who was a thing that was not allowed to happen. But he didn't want to lie and say he had never been in love either, out of a strange fear that it somehow would upset her.<br><br>"I d-don't know, I had a lot of crushes.." Jack could hear himself stumble over his words, a lot of crushes? A single crush was more like it, "But I can't s-say I was in love at any g-given moment?" he hated himself for stuttering like that, it would've been a perfect white lie, but every he said lost credibility straight away thanks to his stupid stuttering. At every loud 'bang' created by the thunder he could feel her crawling closer to him, even though it seemed impossible for her to get any closer at this point. "Why?" A simple word, a simple question, but Jack hoped that it would be one hard to answer, the more he had to talk, the more obvious it would be just <em>how</em> uneasy he was with this subject.<br><br>Talking right now was much like swimming against the stream of a rough river, acting cool and relaxed while at the same time imagining how it would be like if Rae crawled up on top of him. How would it be like? Her delicious scent, her soft body and her sweet lips all overwhelming his body as both their sweaty bodies slowly started to melt away. A slight shiver rose up his spine making his body gently jerk, "Heh, it's rather cold isn't it?" Jack quickly asked, trying to play it off like he was cold, when the temperature of his body was undeniably the exact opposite.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>24-03-2010, 18:31:41</strong>
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				Waiting for his answer Rae thought about the girl Jack might end up with some day. It was weird to imagine her handsome little brother kissing a girl and making love to her. Although Rae would never witness that she would probably see them cuddling and flirting. The thought made her uneasy. Maybe because it was just her protective older sister instincts kicking in though something far more pressing was telling her otherwise. When ever he spoke she looked up with a risen brow. She knew love was not the most idyll emotion and tie to have to someone else. She had only ever experienced love once and it nipped her in the butt but still she had never expected that sort of reaction. "What's so bad with love?" Her voice said, soft and inquisitive. When he went on, she hummed, "Aha, I see." The little stumbling of his words made her mind think otherwise but the comfort of knowing she would not have to see him kissing a girl or holding onto one anytime soon was what made her reject any questions.<br><br>"Well I was just wondering," Rae shrugged, "I mean I know you've had a few girlfriends in the past I was just wondering if maybe any particular one was special." She smiled as she lifted up her face a bit, her cheek was still against Jack's chest but her eyes were more focused towards him and her nose was lightly brushing the underside of his jaw. "The idea of you being in love was just something I was curious about. But to know that's it not really happened...it kind of makes me happy. That means when it does happen I just might be around to watching you fawn and be all googly eyed over some lucky girl." She giggled, "I suppose that's a bit odd of me to say but honestly I just want to be around. You know once it does happen if you have any questions or things you need advice on, I'm always here to give you the girl's point of view."<br><br>Suddenly she sat up with her elbow under her, her long hair swept along her cheek and over his chest as she gazed down into his eyes. The moonlight gave an odd feeling to Rae, the silver glow lit up the bedroom and her brother's face making him seem all the more handsome. She made a soft, "Aww," noise when he told her it was cold. "Here," she suddenly got up on her knees and without even thinking with a giggle she threw her leg over the other side of his waist and looked down at him, straddling her brother before she laid her curvaceous, warm, plush, breasty form over his. <br><br>She wiggled her hips as she got settled in and her arms slid under his with her palms up and against his shoulder blades. It got five times hotter in just a few seconds and Rae relaxed with a deep, moaning sigh. "You're quite comfortable."<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>01-10-2010, 16:41:36</strong>
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				Laugh or cry? Jack felt like doing both simultaneously if it were possible, whether Lady Luck had a very strange sense of humour or karma demanded some payback for all the times he had eagerly masturbated to a fantasy that had now become reality. Whatever was going on, it was definitely working. Aside from his body there was now also his mind to battle, every word she said was automatically twisted and melded by his sub-conscious.&nbsp; Creating some sort of subtext hidden behind what she was saying that'd benefit his own desires, though he knew it was all a lie. To top it all off the kindness within Rae made his nervous comment from before backfire horribly. <br><br>Before there was anything he could do about it, the soft body of his sister was on top of his. The amazing desire to thrust his hips was incredible hard to resist. Heck, he was afraid to talk just in case she'd hear his arousal in his voice, keeping his breathing stable was hard enough as it was. Though whether he liked it or not, his body had gotten used to receiving the pleasure whenever his hormones were send out, causing his arms to wrap themselves around her to give her a gentle hug. At least, it was suppose to look like an innocent hug, the true motive was pressing those soft breasts against him even harder and keeping her somewhat in place so she wouldn't brush up against his pulsating hard-on by accident.<br><br>There was only one thing Jack figured he could do, keep his body perfectly still, let himself wander inside his fantasy world and pray that the mental satisfaction of having his way with Rae would help at all. There was so many things he wanted to do right now, rub his rock-hard member between those thighs of her while letting his hands feast on her breasts. The thought immediately snapped him back to reality, his own mind was protesting! Why waste energy fantasising when he could do it right now? Like it didn't grasp the freaking fact that this was his sister! Even if he was sick and twisted enough to disregard her feelings, which wasn't possible cause he cared about her too much, the consequences would be catastrophic. <br><br>"I know you just want me all for yourself, I don't think your advice won't be needed anything soon." with the risk of having his voice sound slightly more high than usual, Jack decided to say something anyway. It worked as far as distracting himself went, but the concentration it took not to gasp or let a soft moan of anticipation escape past his lips was already wearing him down. "Women would probably think I'm already taken if they were to see us now." right after he finished his sentence Jack could hear himself breathing slightly heavier, this was mostly due to the bulge to his pants having brushed against her just slightly. Jack didn't think she had felt it, but he certainly did, and given the state it was in it had caused a bolt of pleasure to shoot through his entire body, making him shiver slightly. His words had been carefully chosen, while he had certainly been enjoying himself, it was at the same time a horrendous experience for him mentally, he hoped making her self-conscious about this all would make her less prone to rubbing her breasts against him.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>01-10-2010, 17:00:40</strong>
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				Even when Jack was younger and they were prone to playing around, Rae had hardly ever been in a position with him like this before. They had indeed rough housed and there were times where she might have been pinned or she was sitting on top of his waist, laughing and tickling him, but a moment like now opened a whole new world. She&nbsp; had never outright pressed herself to Jack before, nor had she felt her breasts against him with her thighs tightly wound along his hips and their forms connection in an intimate way that made her blush. Maybe climbing on top of her younger, more handsome brother had been a bad idea. She wasn't naked, the sweat pants and bra with the tank top did a good job of keeping her covered, but she might as well have been. Plus with all the extra covering it made her incredibly hot. Her eyes closed a bit as she felt how tight Jack held her in his strong arms. <br><br>If it had been anyone else she would have thought that they were trying to press her closer to feel more of her and perhaps get inside of her pants. But Jack was Rae's brother, there was no way he could have thought like that about her. After all they used to tease each other about how gross the other person was and would call each other names and fight playfully before resuming their deep connection and brushing off the jokes and enjoying their day. Jack was not interested in his older, shorter, curvy sister whose life was going up in flames in the media. She was sure he was more interested in taller, slender girls who were graceful and beautiful and sweet.<br><br>When Jack spoke, stating the obvious, Rae blushed and gulped a little. Hearing the steady rise and fall of Jack's breathing, she whispered softly, "P-Perhaps you're right...I'm sorry." She would slowly lean up, breaking the tie of his arms as she shifted her hips and her full bottom slid down, and like a thick, hot, hard torpedo she felt the tip of something press into the cleavage of her ripe bottom as her hands pressed into Jack's stomach and her brows jumped up on her forehead. Looking down into his eyes, her heart fluttered as she remembered in her past experiences the times she had ever teased and ground Eli it felt an awful lot like what she feeling now...only Jack was thicker. "Ah," she blushed and rose up on her knees before flipping over onto her back, breathless.<br><br>"J-Jack...I," she gulped and then said, "I'm sorry. I'm pretty sure the last thing you would want to feel right now is me in any way." She laughed and said, "Those women don't have to worry. A hot man like you isn't off the market yet, I promise I'll play good sister."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>02-10-2010, 00:11:18</strong>
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				Jack wanted to let out a sigh of relief when she started moving away from him, though held it back as anything out of the ordinary was what he wanted to prevent. It was a good sign that she started to move off of him, but his body ached for more, much, much more. He hated himself for longing after his sister so much, everything now was a choice between what he desired, craved and wanted and what he knew was right. Rae even apologized, but it wasn't her fault, if he wasn't the perverted freak that he was there wouldn't have been a problem. <br><br>Before he could let his mind fall down into a pit of self-pity, he could feel something very soft hitting his excited manhood. The piece of fabric barely a barrier to his now very sensitive nerves. His gaze moved up to look at her face, praying she didn't notice, but as soon as a surprise look appeared, panic ensued. This wasn't good, this wasn't good at all. Rae had felt it, there was no question about that, here he was beneath his sister with a big bulge in his pants and she had felt it's presence. While he had been preparing himself for a while now to send a barrage of excuses and apologies for when this would happen, Jack found that his voice was stuck in his throat, not a single sound could escape past his lips.<br><br>Her body vanished from his sight, now next to him. Jack didn't dare to turn his head and look at her, afraid she would just be able to read him like an open book. Though then her voice brought some hope to him, but along with it also confusion. What was she going on about? Apologizing again? Had she maybe not noticed it? No, that was impossible, he had seen the look on her face, there was no way she hadn't. Her laugh tickled his eardrums, his ever present uncontrollable craving for her now even stimulated by her laugh. "H-Heh, don't worry.. I-I'm just happy you're here." Jack heard himself stuttering as he tried to make her feel better, as she seemed convinced this was somehow her fault.<br><br>He had to get out of here, now! "I-I'm just going to t-the bathroom real q-quick, f-forgot to brush my teeth, be r-right back." he mumbled incoherently, knowing far too well this was far from his usual behaviour. Brushing his teeth? Especially since as soon as he said it he jumped off the bed and moved to the bathroom rather quickly, almost forgetting about the reason she crawled up on the bed with him in the first place. Never before had he just left her behind during a storm when she needed him, but he had to get away. <br><br>As soon as Jack arrived in the bathroom he moved to the sink, not even bothering closing the door, he let a cold stream of water splash in his face multiple times as a desperate way to regain his composure. "Fucking idiot.." he mumbled to himself, not sure what to do now, having left her there like that was beyond stupid, but if he had stayed things could've been a lot worse. It was simply a no win situation which forced him to behave like a moron whatever choice he had picked. <br><br>Leaning against the wall with one hand, Jack gazed into his own eyes in the mirror, as if his own reflection would suddenly start giving him advice. What was worse was that he could still feel the touch of her soft body pressed against him lingering behind, making it extremely tempting to 'relief the tension' since he was already in the bathroom. Rather than letting himself fall into another trap, he let his other hand slip into his pants to try and somehow position his thick member in such a way that it would be far less obvious when he would finally get himself to walk back into that room.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>02-10-2010, 03:24:40</strong>
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				Things were not like she had left it. Life was not at all what Rae expected to find when she came back. Then again when had life ever filled her expectations? All she wanted to do was roll around and throw a fit. What was happening with her and Jack? What was this strange, eerie bond that seemed to fill her mind and make him grow incredibly awkward? Each time they got close it was as if Rae had to watch every movement, every step, every word spoken so that it was not taken the wrong way. But then she failed to ever correct when it was! When Jack left her a loud crack of thunder escaped the night sky and she gasped as her body jolted in surprise and fear. Rae whimpered as she heard the water running and realized just then she was alone during a storm. <br><br>Drawing Jack's covers around herself, Rae would curl up against his mattress and blink away the tears of frustration and fear that threatened to leak from her hazel eyes. Why did her brother have to go then just to brush his teeth? And why had she put into her mind that she felt his erect cock beneath her. It was just her imagination, there was no way her sweet, innocent, lovable Jack had a hard on from her of all people! Had she made things weird, did he feel like he had to escape because of her. When she heard the rain began to pour down heavier with the wind whistling above she suddenly sat up and ripped the covers that smelled of her beloved brother off from her form.<br><br>Scrambling up to her feet she gulped and looked to the bedroom door before she opened it up and walked down the darkened hallways towards the light of the bathroom Jack was in. Seeing him there instantly quelled her fear from the storm even when a flash of lightning lit up the outline of her form and thunder cracked above. Walking swiftly up to the bathroom, she was heard softly panting as she saw water trail along Jack's jaw and drip from his chin.<br><br>"Jack," she whimpered, "You left me in there alone during the storm, you know how I freaked out&nbsp; I get when that...happens, but...of course., that's never happened so I...I'm letting you know now, it really freaked me out when you left. I don't like the feeling of having you there during such a scary time just to have you taken away a moment later. It messes with my mind." She gulped before she moved into the bathroom and closed the door behind her to lean against it. Suddenly she blurted, "I'm sorry."<br><br>Rae looked up and whispered, "I'm really...really sorry that I keep messing things up. Am I weird to you now? Do you not like me anymore? I feel like you're always unsure around me and like you don't want to be around me, and then I keep doing awkward things...tell me Jack please, tell me what you want. I'll give it to you to make us right."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>02-10-2010, 06:31:05</strong>
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				There, that should have to do it for now. Pressing his manhood against his stomach still made it quite visible, but at least it was in the length rather than a blatant bulge poking out. Jack let out a sigh, the cool water had finally done it's work as far as calming himself down was concerned. Hormones were still running rampant inside of him and there was still this incredible urge to run back to Rae and jump on top of her, but at least he was completely in control now and not losing it any longer. At least that's what he thought until he heard her voice, his sense of self-control was yet again stripped away from him and replaced by uncertainty.<br><br>What was worse was that he had completely ignored her fear for the storm.&nbsp; She had every right to be upset, yet again, she apologized to him. He wanted to talk about it, he really did, they used to talk about anything that was on there mind. But this wasn't like when they were young, even if he found the courage to tell her she'd probably vanish out of his life again. It was nice to have her back, he never wanted to lose her again, but at the rate things were going being near her wasn't really an option. "It's not.." Jack interrupted his sentence, trying to find the right words to put her mind at ease without giving anything away. Making something up was out of the question, she'd find out, telling the truth was not an option either.<br><br>Another sigh escaped Jack's lips, he was going to tell the truth, just vaguely, it was the best option. "Look.. you don't have to apologize, you've done nothing wrong. It's just.. things have changed while you were gone, I have changed." Jack started explaining to her, the look on his face and his tone of voice probably being the most serious he has ever been in his life, "When you weren't here, the only times I'd see you was on television, I think that's why I.." Jack stopped in the middle of his sentence again, realising he had to tread more carefully, "Don't blame yourself alright, I've just been a little messed up recently, everything between us is fine, don't worry about it." he continued, trying his best to put one of his comforting smiles on display.<br><br>Even though he felt like ripping his heart out of his chest right now, he liked the way it turned out. He hadn't lied, and what he said could easily just been played off as not being used to having her around anymore, and only that. Jack was certain she'd fall for it, she had to fall for it. Especially with the smile he managed to squeeze out despite the way it was a continuous emotional pain to realise how fucked up this all was. To know that what he wanted the most for so many years now was forbidden and extremely wrong. Then the fact that he wanted to spent time with her as his sister, yet simultaneously his lover. He'd loved to say that he was happier when she wasn't around so he could shamelessly lock himself up in his room and fantasize about her all he wanted, but that was not the case. He was extremely ecstatic to see her again, only if he tried to express it in anyway he'd pop an erection and ruin everything.<br><br>"Just give me some time, that's all I need." he mumbled, turning his gaze back to his own reflection for a split second, and in that split second that smile of his faded away for a brief moment and got replaced by a look befitting a man about to go on a suicide mission.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>02-10-2010, 06:46:45</strong>
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				For a while, Rae simply sat and watched her younger brother. His words were true and sincere, he was looking into her eyes and being honest. Yet why did it all feel like there was something more beneath each word and each look? Why did Rae feel as if she were not being let in on a very important nugget of information? Things were getting out of hand and the singer had no idea what to do. She felt like an outcast in her own family, set apart and made to be different and no longer viewed as a citizen who just wanted to connected with the people who shared her blood. When Jack told her things had changed and he was all messed up all she wanted to do was open her arms and offer an ear to listen. But she had a feeling he would reject her help and she did not want to live through that. Looking down she gulped, "I'm...sorry. I wish I could help, I want to help...let me know if I can."<br><br>When he asked for some time, she paused, her resolve faltered and Rae glanced up, looking crestfallen and confused. "Time," she repeated. "Right...you're right. I came on too strong, too soon. I apologize. Look I'll...I'll sleep in my old room for the night, yeah?" Her eyes went a bit watery and her form tightened, "I should let you get used to all of this before I push myself on you in times like this. After all, I'm a grown woman, I can drink and everything, I should start acting like an adult and get over this...fear."<br><br>Opening the bathroom door she whispered, "I...um, I love you. Jack, I love you very much and whatever you need from me, I'll give it to you. Okay? I'm serious." Smiling she then said, "I'm going to go and sleep now but, good night okay? If you need anything let me know, maybe we can hang tomorrow or something if you're not busy...with friends." With that said she turned and escaped from the small enclosing room that was starting to suffocate her. Walking hurriedly down the hall and at the left she opened up the door and walked into her room, squeaking when it thundered and shaking in her form as she ran to her bed and crawled beneath the covers in desperation.<br><br>Rae bit her lip as the storm raged outside and inside of her heart. The cinematic scenes she had pictured in her mind before of her and her brother were not working out like she had hoped. How come she always got ahead of herself and why was it that life never worked out like she prayed it would. Curling up into a ball she closed her eyes and tried to tune out the storm after shoving earphones in and blaring her iPod. Yet even so, with it going, she felt the vibrations each time thunder passed. Oh joy.<br><br>The next morning Rae woke up...just to find it was noon. Rolling out of bed, her music player had died at some point in the night and her ear phones were hanging off the side of the bed. She moved around a lot in her sleep as well as making moaning noises and mumble, she was no peaceful sleeper that was certain. Half asleep she slid up her tank top and shimmied out of her pants as she sighed and walked out of her bedroom down the hall as she began to unclasp her bra and let her bare breasts become exposed as she disappeared into the bathroom, not even closing the door when she got naked before she started the shower and tiredly walked in, thinking she was at her own home up north or in a hotel room, sighing as she half way pulled the curtains along the shield most of her curvaceous, bust body which was dripping and smooth with hot shower water.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>03-10-2010, 05:42:52</strong>
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				"I lo..", before he could finish, his sister left the room,"..ve you too." These weren't exactly the results Jack had been hoping for or expecting, and given his hopes were being drowned in an imaginary gutter, it was yet another painful blow he had to try and deal with. In a way it was a success, yes Rae didn't ask for more details, and she seemed to acknowledge his request for some time. The problem was just like before, she thought it was her fault when it really wasn't. Now he hurt the woman he cared so much about and sent her off to face one of her deepest fears on her own. What was worse he managed to work himself in such a position that he couldn't just pretend nothing had happened for the last hour or two. So now there was his sister, the woman of his dreams, sitting in her own bed most likely feeling bad and being scared. <br><br>Ironically it took something as drastic as this to get rid of the hormones and erection, like there was no other option than either risk having her find out his secret due his easily stimulated sexual urges, or drive her away by hurting her feelings. Trying not to let it get to him, Jack threw more cold water in his face before leaving the bathroom to let himself fall down on his own bed. All he wanted now was to fall asleep so he could see if tomorrow would bring better news. Though no matter how optimistic his intentions, as soon as he closed the door behind him and let himself fall on top of his bed sheets, the first thing he noticed was that Rae's scent was lingering in his room.<br><br>The darkness seemed to do little to help him fall asleep, for each bolt of lightning outside was a reminder of what had transpired earlier. Minutes, hours passed by and still was he wide awake. It wasn't only the many things in his mind he was struggling with, he had a hard time sleeping at night since two years ago all the way up 'till now. The storm was over now and the house was extremely quiet. Given up on the hopes of every falling asleep anytime soon, Jack got out of bed again. Inevitably he found himself in front of Rae's room with his hand ready to open the door. He just wanted to crawl in her bed and hug her tightly and fall asleep, how long had he been standing here now anyway? Ten minutes? Twenty? Jack had no clue, but he managed to drag himself back to his own room realising nothing good would come from entering her room.<br><br>Spending the rest of his time on his bed, he eventually fell asleep due sheer mental exhaustion, his brains simply couldn't process more thoughts or information, they needed the rest. Though his eyes opened as soon as they had closed, though this time the sun was shining. Jack had slept for a mere three hours, but it all felt like it had only taken three minutes. Finding it took a tremendous amount of effort to just get himself on his own two feet, dodging objects like chairs or opening doors were extremely challenging. Stumbling his way towards the bathroom in the hopes to take a refreshing shower, Jack was oblivious to the sounds declaring the shower already in use. The door was open, thus the bathroom was free to be used. That was about the most his brains could figure out right now.<br><br>Though when he did open the door and walked into the bathroom, something far more effective than a cold shower was waiting on him. The sight brought his entire being right back to reality, and if it hadn't been for the fact that a morning erection was common for him, other things would've been set to motion as well. Rae.. naked.. right in front of him. Jack was completely caught by surprise, which meant he ended up staring at this miraculous sight. There was an attempt to say something, but his lower jaw just kind of dropped and didn't move any further. <br><br>It all seemed too surreal to be real, and his brain was more than happy to just assume this was still part of a dream of some sorts. Did she hear him come in? Or could he just stand here for a little while longer and simply pretend? If he hadn't just woken up, there was no chance in hell Jack would've taken this risk, but.. she was so beautiful.. so.. sexy. Even after what had happened yesterday, he couldn't just look away.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>03-10-2010, 06:07:11</strong>
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				In her mind, Rae was not at home at all. It could be a form of sleep walking at its finest, but Rae had the idea she was about go out into her day ready to do her routine of work out, breakfast, getting all dolled up and leaving to do interviews, photo shoots, shopping, and then perhaps a concert. But at the the thought of a concert, her brows furrowed, did she have one tonight? What was the day's date anyways, there was no way she could have a show tonight, she wasn't on tour, was she? So what was it then? Practice, recording time, writing songs with the band. Her hands slid over her supple sides and then around to her soft stomach before they went up and she cupped her own breasts, groaning as she tried to the think but also letting the suds of her body wash ease her tension. Looking down she yawned and then rose her arms above her to sigh and stretch, letting the water wash away the gathering of frothy white bubbles.<br><br>Walking a bit in the shower her side faced the nozzle and her back faced her personal peeping tom at the moment. She had no idea Jack was there and she wouldn't really until she faced him. But for now she let him see the full back view of her round, juicy ass and thick, voluptuous thighs. Her legs parted as she got a dollop of feminine wash on her fingers and her right hand went up against the wall, reaching between her legs she would slide&nbsp; her digits through the plump, hairless folds and then press up against her hot pink sex, sighing a bit tiredly as her head tilted back.<br><br>"Mmmm," she would slide her fingers through and then press against her tight virgin rosebud before coming back up to grind her fingertips into her very own clit, washing herself just made her a bit excited and the fog of exhaustion slowly started to lift. Licking her lips she stood up and moved her hands away before she turned to face the nozzle again and rinsed off the soap, in her perpehial vision though she noticed something. Rae's body tensed and her eyes snapped over just to see Jack there, standing with his eyes wide and his mouth opened. Panic went through Rae's veins and a surprised, almost appalled scream escaped her mouth as she ripped the shower curtain forward and covered her body with it.<br><br>"Jack," she shrieked, "What in the WORLD are you doing?!" She gulped and then said, "You just...oh god," she shook her head and felt a slight dizziness cover her, "How long havde you been there? Get out," she yelped, "Get out and close the door behind you right now!" Rae was so embarrassed and a little freaked out. For one thing she was not used to being seen like this, completely naked and wet, and vulnerable. And after last night, after what had gone through her head about Jack and the possibility of being attracted to him and him getting aroused after her, well, it just seriously screwed with her mind. <br><br>She snapped the curtain completely shut on both sides to make sure he didn't see a naked inch of her as she leaned back against the wall of the shower and put a hand to her chest. Her heart was going crazy and the heat and steam from the water made her a little shaky. Making sure she was rinsed of soap and that her hair was washed and everything was in order she waited to make sure he was gone and she wanted nothing more then to get dressed and either avoid Jack or completely avoid the issue and move on like nothing had happened.<br><br>Even though last night had been a bit hellish on her, she was willing to just forgive, forget, and move on. Rae had overstepped her boundaries the night before and Jack had just overstepped his in the moment he stared at her naked. Ugh she was going to seriously have to watch out for that. She knew that when she woke up everything was always disoriented but she had to watch out for now on she could not afford to have something like this...or worse, happen again. Her mind just needed to conform to the ways of the house again and it would with time.<br><br>With a relaxing sigh, Rae pulled back the shower curtain just a bit to snatch her towel off of the metal bar on the wall and then wrap it around her wet, naked form to hide away her voluptuous curves and the form that had just been oogled. Getting out of the shower she made her way to the bedroom and took off her towel, getting on a clean pair of panties and a sports bra she pulled on black running shorts that went to her knees and showed off her strong calves. She got on her socks and running shoes and then put up her hair into a ponytail before walking out with her iPod nano clipped to her hip as she plugged up her actual iPod to the USB chord, put in her earbuds and then walked out of the room, down the stairs, and out of the house to take a run around the neighbourhood to clear her head.&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>03-10-2010, 23:26:59</strong>
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				Choosing for the silent pervert option had quickly paid off, Jack couldn't believe what he was seeing. Rae was completely naked, not a single piece of cloth covering her. It was everything he had thought it would be but multiplied by a thousand, her entire body seemed to beckon him over, asking to be touched and discovered further. Everything looked so soft and sensual, it stimulated his imagination beyond it's normal limitations. <br><br>But the best had yet to come, and the already perplexed Jack was about to get his mind blown. As if being rewarded for finally completely ignoring that tiny voice inside representing his moral, he noticed Rae's hand disappear between her thick thighs, followed by her sweet voice moaning. Nearly drooling and every coherent thought being thrown out, his hand slowly started to move, ready to crawl it's way into his pants to attend to his now anticipating erection. The risk of being caught now just making his desire to masturbate much more intense.<br><br>Right when his hand was about to squirm it's way inside, Rae turned around with a shocked look on her face, staring right at him. In a split second his hand vanished inside the pocket of his pants instead. After a loud gulp, his previously perverted look switched to one of panic. "A-Ah, the door, o-pen.." trying to explain himself, Jack could hear he was only making matters worse. Implying an open door meant he could just shamelessly stare at his naked sister?! Fuck!<br><br>When Rae yelled for him to leave, he gladly obliged her wish and ran out of the bathroom as fast as he could, throwing the door close behind him and running inside of his room, throwing that door close as well. What has just happened did not completely sink in yet, neither just how grave what he had done was. Rather than the shock of it all throwing him off balance, he had gotten himself so worked up by seeing Rae touch herself that it was now the only thing he could think about.<br><br>Jack didn't expect Rae to come anywhere near him anytime soon, not that he cared at this point, he was way bigger down there right now than he had ever been. He could actually feel his heartbeat, it was pulsating so much that it nearly started to hurt. Immediately he began making the same preparations like every time he wanted to have some time alone. Turning up the radio to provide for enough noise to overthrow any moans or other sounds that he'd no doubt produce, Jack searched his jacket straight after for some condoms. <br><br>The condoms were great to save himself to clean up after, and it was perfect for when his mother found them, it prevented her from complaining about whether or not he was still interested in girls anymore. Once he managed to grab one out of the pack, he ran to his computer to turn it on and let himself drop in his chair, his pants already lowered. As he was putting on the condom, rolling it down over his thick shaft, his other hand navigated it's way to his favourite hidden folder.<br><br>A folder containing nothing but pictures of Rae, tons of them. Double clicking an image to enlarge it, Jack wrapped his one hand around his pulsating member and furiously began rubbing his manhood up and down. All the while using his other hand to navigate between the countless of pictures like some sort of slideshow, his eyes fixated on his sister's sensual body, finding it fairly easy right now to just think away the clothes.<br><br>As moans swiftly escaped his lips, disguised by the loud music filling up the room, the pleasure followed quickly. It built up fast, wave after wave smashing into him sending a pleasant feeling all over his body. Despite of being far more sensitive than normal, reaching an orgasm fast seemed to be an impossible feat. As the intense sensations stacked up inside of him, the only limit being reached was the volume of his moans and the speed at which he could move his hand up and down.<br><br>It quickly became difficult to keep his eyes open and focused on the pictures, so Jack let them fall shut and used the vivid memory of Rae naked in the shower and pressing her body up against him while they were both on his bed. How long he had been furiously masturbating now wasn't an issue anymore, but the climax started to close in on him. The image of Rae letting her hand slide down her thighs being particularly stimulating. The more he thought about it, the harder his thighs started thrusting as well.<br><br>There wasn't a single possibility his perverted mind didn't explore, rubbing his thick, long shaft between her thighs, her breasts, her ass-cheeks. The thought of her warm, wet mouth wrapped around it, her tongue stimulating the sensitive tip. The idea of having the tip of his cock ready to be pushed inside her moist entrance. As he thrust forward in his mind, imagining that it were her hot walls squeezing his member tightly, he felt the pleasure that had been building up inside of him explode.<br><br>The whole experience caused his body to jerk slightly, sending several shivers over his spine. Jack gasped for air, still trying to deal with his now extremely sensitive and for now still hard member. He couldn't believe how good it all felt, like all the pent up sexual frustration from yesterday had been included. Just how wrong it was and in what way he would deal with what he had done in the bathroom was not even an issue right now, there was a comforting, blissful feeling enveloping him right now telling him to just relaxed and let him recover.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>04-10-2010, 01:13:23</strong>
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				After the soothing sound of listening to music that eased her mind and got out the pent up aggression, Rae felt like going back inside after an hour of continuous jogging and power walking when her lungs felt like bursting. She was flushed with sweat shining along her face and the top of her large breasts. Liquid raced down her back and she shivered as salt water coated her bronzed flesh. Looking up at the sky she saw the rumbling clouds and frowned as she figured that a storm was brewing and would haunt her again tonight or for the rest of the day. Thinking about the storm made her think about Jack, she shook her head as she slowed down and walked down the street towards her place. Tightening up her pony, her body fought to relax and forget about the stressful morning and evening she had experienced. True it was nothing like what could happen in a day, she could have fallen in the shower and broken her leg, Jay could not have woken up at all, the storm could have destroyed her home...but what if instead the storm had just destroyed her relationship with her brother?<br><br>Thinking about it like that made Rae's face fall and her eyes water, what was going on between them? There was something unspoken, something neither of them wanted to expose in fear of showing something ugly and humiliating. Whatever it was, it scared Rae and she wanted answers. Why was Jack acting so strangely around her, why had he stood there for more then just a second in mistake, his eyes had been ogling her, there was no way he had just blanked out, she knew that look in his eyes. Not because she had ever been on the receiving end of Jack's lust (knowingly) but because she had seen that same look in the eyes of her male fans and lesbian fans too when she was on stage or when she gave out autographs. They viewed her as a piece of meat, a symbol to be looked at and adored and perhaps violated in their own sick fantasies. <br><br>Just as she rounded the corner and saw her house up ahead she heard the whirring of an engine and looked over to see a silver Altima begin to drive beside her, the passenger window went down and she peaked over to see Eli sitting there, the same Eli she had dated in high school and the same one her and Jack had run into at Best Buy. "Hey Rae," he shouted out, his eyes wandered over her shining, sweaty form that was running through the dead of winter with rain heading this way, "Are you okay?"<br><br>"Yeah," Rae panted out, "I'm...great! Hah! I'm just exercising, blowing off steam, you know!" Rae licked her lips and sped up a bit to keep up with the car. Eli hummed before saying, "Hey listen, I know you're into the whole getting close with your family deal right now," Rae blinked at the way Eli ripped her open and saw the truth in her so easily, "But listen! My little sister is in town, half sister, she's about sixteen..I was wondering if maybe you and I, and her and your brother could go out tonight maybe? Go out on a double date of sorts?" He grinned and said, "I was going to call but it was like a sign from the heavens, driving by and seeing you here...think we can? About six?"<br><br>Rae gulped and then said, "Yes of course! That sounds...great," Rae breathed as she gave a thumbs up and he quickly told her some more details before speeding off. Rae made it into the house and sighed as she turned off her nano and shook her head. Well, this was definitely taking a turn. Maybe if things worked out, brother and sister could move on and find something tonight. She would need to tell Jack though. Going up the stairs, she knocked on Jack's door before saying, "Hey," she opened the door and peaked inside, "Jack? Listen, um, I have a proposition for you."<br><br>Not caring to look around his room or try and snoop she stayed in his door way, "Tonight, you and I are invited to go out with Eli and his little sister, she's sixteen, kind of young I know, but I've seen her before, she's a real knock out...anyway, I was just wanting to see if you could get ready before six because we're going out for dinner and then bowling, hehe." Her eyes lit up, "I figured instead of ditching you here and you know, not spending time...we could go out and have fun, what do you think? Plus at the end of the night you could end up with the number of a beautiful blond who's sweet.."<br><br>Still sweaty and clad in a sports bra and shorts she didn't think anything of it as leaned there, her full hip tilted up a bit with sweat glistening between her cleavage and down her soft stomach with eyes shining and her ponytail a bit messed up, seeing Jack brought back the excitement of the night before and the shock of this morning. Licking her lips she briefly though about how it smelled like musk and sex in his bedroom, she looked off to the right and saw an open condom wrapper, blinking, she coughed and wondered if Jack had ever brought a girl in here for sex? And if so...who? <br><br>Oh why did she care?! Jack was her brother who was now a young man and very attractive, of course...but didn't he say he was out of girlfriends, there was no one to be with so then why...okay, she needed stop herself right there and back up. Rae smiled and said, "I'll even pay for you and her if you want."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>04-10-2010, 18:37:53</strong>
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				With all the sexual energy that had been building up, it was a relief to have all of it gone now. Jack threw the condom itself in the garbage bin, which has a hid so nobody could just peek inside. It was probably one of the few things he insisted on doing himself, taking care of his own garbage, for obvious reasons. Whether it was exactly that that helped him think more calm and clearly, he wasn't sure. It sure made thinking about Rae without thinking about her body specifically far easier. <br><br>Jack didn't like it that he got aroused by her so easily, it probably made him look like a perverted creep, that's how he felt anyway. But being in the prime of his life as far as his sexuality was concerned made it extremely difficult on him. He pulled up his pants and cleaned up anything near him that could've betray what had just happened here. Forgetting nothing bar the empty condom wrapper.<br><br>Letting out a long-drawn out sigh, Jack found himself staring at one of Rae's pictures he had stored on his computer. Perhaps if it was mere sexual lust things would've been so much easier, sure it would still be disturbing if anyone would find out, but any girl would do. Unfortunately that simply wasn't the case, sure, he could fake interest in other girls pretty darn well, but he wasn't a jack-ass. Which why he had been the one dumping his girlfriends most of the time, each attempt at a 'normal' relationship bringing hope that it could cure him. Alas, it seemed like he got imprisoned by his own feelings. <br><br>Rae and him always had had a strong bond, and if other girls while his sister wasn't here couldn't make him forget about her, then there would be no chance now that he knew she was still that loving, fun and sweet sister that he had always known. Closing the picture to end his own misery, Jack navigated his way to one of the many games installed on his computer. Video games were perfect for this, he did enjoy them, but the only reason he did so excessively was that it was a perfect way to forget about anything else. Many of them could be very immersive, perhaps even more so to the ones willing to be sucked away into another reality.<br><br>Before he could load up one of his saved games of Fall Out 3, a loud knock on his door yanked him away from his virtual escape of reality. "Eh?" he mumbled, expecting his mother rather than Rae to be making contact, considering what she had gone through this morning, he still wasn't sure if she had seen the perversion in his eyes or had managed to convince herself that it was all a harmless accident. Sure, the latter seemed almost impossible, but Jack had to think positive.<br><br>Jack turned around and saw Rae standing in the doorway, her words made him curious, a proposition? Well, at least she didn't sound angry at all, nor did she come across as if she was going to attempt to engage in a very awkward subject. Reason enough to give him hope that she indeed hadn't got a clue about just how much of a freak her brother was. The corner's of his lips curled up to a smile thanks to this reassurance, no matter how hard things were and despite of the many mistakes he had already made, he would not see her leave or run away from him. His dark secret was still safe and from now on he could continue to lock it away as deep away as possible, despite of what he had seen this morning.<br><br>As soon as she started explaining this 'proposition' however, every good intention he had made mere seconds ago about trying his best not to think about her like this anymore was thrown out of the window. Eli, fucking Eli. That was all he could think about, anyone but him, jealousy? Possessiveness? To Jack's mind this wasn't the case, to him he had every reason to hate Eli's guts, the guy didn't even ask him how Rae had been.. ever. But now that she was back the guy would go out of his way to try and steal her away from him?! Gah, the thought made Jack furious, though he did his best not to show it. <br><br>Once his gaze took a proper look at Rae, he couldn't help clearing his throat to try and blame the surprise look on his face on the fact that something got stuck in there. Having his attention drawn by his sister's body and infuriated by her decision to go out with a jerk wasn't exactly a very good combination of emotions to go through right now. He didn't really deem it possible, but he could still find himself being extremely aroused right now. Sure his member wasn't as eager to start pressing into the fabric of his pants in it's current state, but it still made it hard for him to keep looking into her eyes only. Even then, her eyes in itself were enough reason to make his heart skip a beat multiple times.<br><br>It was then that tiny voice he had been ignoring all morning and most part of yesterday kicked in stronger than ever, with most of his sexual desires quenched, his instincts were far easier to control. And although Jack didn't want to hear what it had to say, there was simply no way he could defy it's logic. All this time she had been here, he had nothing other than making Rae feel bad, miserable even. Heck, he even left her alone during one of the times she needed him the most, sure some may have called it a childish fear, but he knew what it meant to her.<br><br>Nothing, despite of how much he claimed he loved her, showed this. All he had done was being selfish, taking note of how he felt and reacting accordingly. She just wanted to cuddle with her brother who she had not seen in a long time, he had only focused on her breasts being pressed against him the entire time. Now there was Eli, Jack had no doubt in his mind Rae wouldn't go if he asked her to and insisted on it. Sure, he genuinely did not like Eli one bit, that guy just felt and looked like he did not appreciate Rae the way she deserved at all, but was he really in his right to ruin this for her? Not let her make any mistakes, heck, who was to say he would like <br><br>It made him sick just thinking about having to be near the two and witness it all, but if he accepted her offer, it might comfort her in knowing her brother isn't viewing her as his dream woman. Lusting after her, loving everything she does.. the thought made him say, but Jack played it off as a way of telling her he found the proposition 'odd'. "I don't know Rae, that is kind of young.." he mumbled, trying to pretend he was at least slightly interested in the entire ordeal, when he really wasn't one bit. Sure, he'd like to pretend more than anything that this girl might be so amazing she'd manage to take his mind off of his sister, but that was just the hope of a fool. Nothing could compare to her anyway, noone could.<br><br>"I guess if it means that much to you I'll go, but that Eli better be worth it for you if you're giving him this second chance. And she better be cute and fun." Jack added with a playful smirk, trying to act like a normal brother more. Though it felt like he was putting on a mask over the mask he was already wearing all the time. Now he not just had to lie to everyone around him, but to himself as well. He already knew it would just pull him deeper in the pit of depression, but if he didn't at least try for her.. well.. then what kind of person would that make him?<br><br>"But honestly, I'm just doing this for you, don't be planting any kind of ideas in that girls mind. I really don't want to break her heart and end up being an asshole." Jack said so he couldn't pull back anymore, it made his decision final in a way. Even if he didn't express much excitement for the idea, he did still agree to it. Jack could tell deep down inside that this was probably the worst decision he had ever made in his whole life as far as his own mental and physical health was concerned, but he would do things for Rae now, not for himself.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>04-10-2010, 19:45:24</strong>
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				Rae knew it was kind of a sudden thing to ask, but Rae wanted to see how this would go. After all, Rae was tired of being alone,she had been ready for a boyfriend ages ago but figured that any man she would have found during her active career would have all turned out to be scumbags after her simply for the money. Of course, Eli could turn out to be doing the same thing, after all he was her ex, he knew a lot about her from her school days if he wanted to he could write a freaking memoir about her and get loaded in seconds. But Rae desperately hoped that Eli proved to be a better man than that. True the whole issue of him never getting in touch with her over the years was a rather sensitive subject but she would talk to Eli about in time if he proved to be worth a second date.<br><br>The only man she trusted right now was Jack, true, things were messy and confusing between them but at least she knew he would not sell her out for fame and money and to peg a name on himself. Besides if he wanted to make a name in Hollywood all he would have to do is say, "I'm Rae's brother!" And most likely get a contract up with Disney or something like that. "I know it's young," Rae nodded but smiled, "But better kind of young then really old and dried up, eh," she scrunched her nose, "Like me?" She teased herself to get a rise out of him but she smiled simply right after.<br><br>To hear him agree to it and to hear that he would try, she giggled and nodded. "She is cute and fun for sure, and...I never said Eli was worth it, yet, but...I hope he is. I'm tired of being alone," she sighed and then shook her head. "Anyways! Before I start going into a tangent about being single like you're my therapist or something...I'll go and rinse off real quick and then get some food before I change." She paused and then said, "By the way, I promise not to put any ideas in her head...but I might try to put some in yours." She smiled and then said, "I want nieces and nephews I can spoil, and a sister in law dangit!" Rae giggled and winked at him before she disappeared to go shower, dress, and get ready for that night.<br><br>After her shower she got on a pair of yellow silk panties and a matching yellow bra, she put on a robe over it, looking at her selection of clothes she sighed, they would just be going to grab food and go bowling, it was not as if she had to dress up in her finest. But she wanted to look good. She ran a brush through her long wet hair before going down stairs to eat up a blue berry cereal bar and drink some water, in her robe she stopped by Jack's once again and smiled, "Thank you for agreeing to come along...I'm excited."<br><br>With that she skipped off to try and find the perfect outfit...<br><br>Once thirty minutes after five in the evening had passed, Rae was ready. They were going to meet Eli and his sister Olivia at the bowling alley at six. So, Rae was doing pretty good considering at times she had taken three hours just to get ready for something. Rae was dressed in a pair of body hugging blue jeans that outlined her curvy hips and thighs with a low cut blouse that was a pastel green and had little plaid stripes running through and tied around the back of it, it was button up as well and so beneath it she had on a lace yellow camisole so that the blouse was opened up a couple of buttons and her bra was not on display, though of course the color of it match her camisole, but that was just strategic thinking.<br><br>Her long hair was down and lightly curled out in waves with hoops in her ears and a pair of Chucks on her feet so that she could change into those clown like bowling shoes when the time came. Humming a new song she had heard from Maroon 5 her hips swayed and she moved as if she were dancing with her purse on her shoulder down the hall, smiling and hazel eyes blazing as she had on her eyeliner, her mascara and the make up that lit up her beauty, though she hardly needed it.<br><br>"Jack," she called as she came down stairs, "You ready?" Once they were in her car, they took off with Rae gripping the wheel nervously. "Do I look alright," she asked gently, shifting her eyes to Jack and then back to the road. "I mean, seriously, is it too much...too little? Ugh, I hate this," she huffed, "I am such a horrible dater, I mean even though I was single, I did go on dates and I ended up ruining them all, hence why I'm still single. I mean once, I spilled an entire bowl of cocktail sauce on the guy's lap. And you know why? Because my phone went off and scared my jumpy ass so my hand just whipped out and boom! Dating disaster," she huffed as she turned a corner rather...wildly.<br><br>Coming up to the Pin, she parked and saw Eli's car just a few spaces away, they were inside already, okay. She flipped her hair back and sighed, flipping down the mirror from the driver side and checking her teeth and make up before she shrugged her brows and looked at Jack with a smile, "Here goes nothin'." She got out of the car and walked up to the alley with her younger brother, walking inside, she looked around and then spotted Eli who smiled and came over with his chrome eyes glowing and his long blond hair down. A teenage girl followed him. She was around five foot six, taller then Rae by a few inches and had long, wavy blond hair with light blue eyes and a pouty mouth. She had on a jean miniskirt and loose grey camisole with a light blue cardigan over it and bowling shoes on.<br><br>"Hey Rae," Eli smiled and gathered up the star in a hug and kissed her cheek before turning and grabbing Jack's hand in a firm shake, "Hey Jack, you guys, this is Olivia, my sister, Olivia meet Rae and her brother Jack."<br><br>Olivia gave a sweet smile and fluttered her lashes, "Nice to meet you," she said gently and tilted her hip. Rae smiled, looking at Jack, wondering what he thought. Olivia was thin with a pale, clear complexion and had a small pair of breasts, she was cute, and very beautiful, but still a teenager. She licked her lips as her eyes met Jack's, and Rae caught the way Olivia tried to turn on her sexual appeal by lowering her lashes a bit. It made Rae feel...weird.<br><br>"Come on, we're on teams," Eli laughed, "Me and Olivia against you and Jack, how's it sound?"<br>"Sounds like you guys need to start getting some tissues cuz we're gonna school you," Rae winked as she walked with them to get shoes and bowling balls to start up the game.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>04-10-2010, 22:51:02</strong>
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				A weak smile was all Jack gave as a response as far as her comment about age was concerned, she was just joking around, but it was a nice reinsurance. Rae was definitely oblivious about how he really thought about her if she still felt comfortable to make jokes like that. The weak smile changed to a more sincere one when he noticed how excited she seemed to be, most of the talking came from her side and before he could even muster up a response she disappeared. This was exactly what that tiny voice inside of him was trying to explain, seeing her happy was all that mattered, what he felt shouldn't be an issue anymore. If only it were that easy to make these things a reality and just ignore his feelings.<br><br>Jack was determined to make this work, if Eli's sister was a nice girl, even if it seemed impossible due her being a relative to that jack-ass, he'd give it a shot. This time it might just work out, Rae would be near him the entire time so he could gaze at her and remind himself why he was doing it. It was a harsh reality, but he had to get over this somehow, some time. It seemed a bit moronic to be thinking of this now, when he had masturbated furiously over the image of his sister not longer than an hour ago, but maybe that could be a milestone in his life, the last time he'd ever do that. A laugh escaped Jack's lips, what the hell was he going on about, there was no chance in hell.<br><br>Loading up the game to wipe his mind clean, he let himself slide away into this virtual reality. The troubles and problems of the main character in the story becoming his own, and his own problems vaporizing. Once fully focused, even Rae's voice didn't seem to be able to pull his attention away, mainly because he didn't really want to hear it right now. Instead he simply turned around and nodded before turning back to his game.<br><br>It wasn't until about ten minutes later that he decided he'd have to make himself somewhat presentable, just because he felt miserable didn't mean he had to look like that. After all, this was going to be a positive experience, everything would chance today! Yea, Jack figured as long as he kept repeating that to himself, it might actually come true. Fetching some fresh underwear, a new pair of stylish jeans and a shirt of the Gorillaz he adored, Jack went to the bathroom, tossing the clothes in a corner and the ones he was wearing in another. As soon as he got in and locked the door behind him.<br><br>The shower itself was pleasant, it felt good to have the warm water roll over his skin and relax his muscular body. With his rather pathetic amount of optimism, he still opted for scented shampoo and body wash. The shampoo was just a slight hint of coconut, though the body wash was Old Spice. A rather ridiculous purchase he had made due some funny commercial he had seen once, but it ended up smelling quite good, so he stuck by it. Jack scrubbed his body thoroughly, as if any hint of still dirty skin would be seen right through his clothes.<br><br>Once he had washed away the remains of shampoo and body wash, he stumbled out of the shower and fetched a towel to dry him. Even though his hair was still a tad wet, Jack didn't really bother with it, it'd dry by itself. Besides, he always felt like the darker colour of his hair when wet looked better. As soon as he felt he was dry enough, Jack fetched his dirty clothes and threw them in the washing bin. Once he started putting on the clothes he had prepared for tonight, he noticed the shirt was a little outdated, thus a little tighter than usual. However, it did accentuate his muscles.<br><br>Al though he never bothered to show off that he was in good shape, the goal today was to try and impress a girl and hopefully this one might be some sort of miracle with legs that could make him forget about Rae. As a final touch Jack used a bit of hair gel to give him a subtle 'out-of-bed' look. Just to make sure nobody could blame him he didn't try to make himself look presentable. As a stroke of look, the colour of his shirt also managed to bring out his eyes better.. well.. at least that was what his mother kept claiming. Parents could be annoying, especially when the colour of choice for clothes tended to be of the dark type.<br><br>Once he felt like he was ready, Jack made his way to his room to grab a pair of socks and his watch. Once he managed to equip himself with both, his eyes gazed at his alarm clock and noticed it was just about time to get going. Jack let out a final loud sigh, trying to mentally prepare himself for whatever would happen tonight. Though it proved fairly hard to prepare for something unknown. Tonight could go either way, horrible wrong, which was far more likely, or surprisingly good, which had a fair slim chance of happening.<br><br>Jack walked out of his room and down the stairs, straight for the couch so he could plant himself on there, finding the idea very tempting to just keep sitting here all night and mindlessly gaze TV. Though as soon as Rae called out for him he knew it wasn't an option, he had went through all the trouble of actually preparing himself for once, so he had to see it through.<br><br>Once she started talking to him, it was a one sided conversation again, Jack simply didn't feel like saying all that much right now. Other than a really incoherent "You're beautiful." at least, which he didn't intend for her to hear in the first place. There was too much going on in his mind as it was, there was no need for him to make it any harder by rethinking every word before he said it in hopes of giving a wrong impression. <br><br>A laugh did escape when she mentioned one of her failed dates. Whoever the guy was on that date, it was his loss, if he could not look passed a stupid spoiled pair of pants and enjoy one of those typical 'Rae' moments, then he had no business with her to begin with. Still, it made him wonder, what were the kind of guys Rae went out with. Eli wasn't anything like him, not even remotely so.<br><br>Jack shook his head to get rid of the bad trail of thoughts, it was of no concern to him. All the way to the bowling alley, he took the liberty of 'zoning out'. Still giving basic responses, but that was about it. Letting his mind wander to his game yet again proved a great way to just ignore how gorgeous Rae was looking.<br><br><br>Before he realised it, he was standing before Mr. Jackass and his sister. Shaking the moron's hand and still smile was something he pulled off rather flawlessly. The girl next to him was indeed rather beautiful, he wasn't going to deny this at all, but why did the first thought that pop into his mind still go 'It's not Rae.' ? Jack returned a big smile despite of what he was thinking though, masking everything flawlessly. "It's a pleasure to meet you too, Olivia." he said in a polite and sweet tone. What was going on with him? Sure, she was younger than him, but she was certainly good looking and already giving signs that she thought the same of him. <br><br>Even though it was decided the two 'families' would form a team, it was only natural the two 'dates' sat together. It suited Jack just fine, the more he had to turn to be able to look at Rae, the more likely it would be noticed, thus the less likely it would actually happen. Since he was the one to begin the game, there wasn't much time to strike a conversation yet. Pretending to actually give a crap about the game itself, Jack threw the ball, knocking down quite a few pins. As soon as he noticed it was not all of them, the competitive spirit within him came to life. Sure, he did not give a crap, but he wasn't going to let that Eli guy beat him.<br><br>With this in mind, Jack became a lot more focused and threw his second one right on course. It was right on target, and on the screen behind him a little animation notifying the rest it was a spare started to play. Pretending to not be surprised at all, Jack turned around with a playful, cocky grin and took a bow. Sure, it was beginner's luck, but nobody else needed to know that. Much to his surprise Olivia clapped with a rather big smile on her face, "Amazing job Jack!" she yelled out to him, giving that rather fragile ego of him a boost. <br><br>"Your turn hot-shot." Jack said looking to Eli with a taunting smirk, he loved to work his opponents up, but him especially so. Trying best to not let his gaze linger at Rae as he turned it towards Olivia, he swiftly made his way to her and sat down. As soon as he did, he felt Olivia giving him a gentle nudge on his shoulder, "You're pretty good at this, you might have to teach me how to do it." she said in a sweet voice, making it difficult to refuse her.<br><br>"Alright, sure." Jack replied rather plainly, though with a smile as equally big as her. Alright, so this girl knew really well how to stroke his ego, that was definitely a plus. Still, why couldn't he help trying to keep track of what was going on between Rae and Eli. This little problem was solved easily though, "By the way, I <em>love</em> Gorillaz!" Olivia's words did catch him by surprise. The band itself wasn't exactly well known by his age, let alone her age. It instantly made caused a little twinkle to appear in his eyes though. Bringing this up was an effective way to grab his attention, just enough for him to not even care if Eli was able to get a strike or not.<br><br>"I was planning to watch a concert of them, have been saving up some money as it was sold out rather quickly, so I have to get some overpriced tickets." Jack mentioned, a little thing he had not mentioned to Rae, afraid she'd feel obliged to pay the tickets for him. Which was a thing that he tried to avoid as much as possible, as it would've made him extremely uncomfortable. "Oh my god, I know right! Me and some friends of mine tried to get a hold of some, but it was sold out so fast!" Olivia responded, scooting a little closer to him in the process. <br><br>It didn't take much more to keep a conversation going, as soon Jack found himself making silly jokes, causing Olivia to laugh and even gently slap his thigh. Jack was surprised how much in common he had with this girl as far as music went, to have been expecting a really dull night, this was a very pleasant revelation. Still.. she was good looking, had a good sense of humour and taste in music that matched his. But why did he find himself staring at Rae every time he was sure neither her, Olivia or Eli were looking. Why couldn't he just fully focus on this amazing girl sitting right next to him. <br><br>Jack decided he had to give it some more time, after all, they were only having small talk. She made a very good first impression, and he did notice a lot of her subtle touches enough to know she was definitely into him, normally he wouldn't pick up girls flirting with him as easily, but Olivia was being less subtle about it than she thought. No, he had to give her a chance and stop caring about how that ass-hole of her brother was trying to do the same to Rae, it was none of his business. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>05-10-2010, 05:27:45</strong>
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				Once the game began, Rae felt herself become tight with nerves and anxiousness. What if coming out tonight had been a huge mistake? What if she just ended up making a fool of herself in front of Eli and things just...all fell apart? There was no way to know for sure without asking what Eli felt about her and Rae was far too afraid to ask. Her left leg was jumping up and down, her toes against the ground, her calf clenched with her knee just a bouncing away, her fingers joined and her hands tightly pressed together on her lap as she watched Eli talk briefly with Olivia, he turned before Jack started and asked with a smile. "Did you want anything to eat or drink?" Rae was about to say yes until she remembered the cock tail incident and blinked. <br><br>"Oh, um...no, no thanks. I appreciate it though," she nodded a few times and watched him go to buy himself a cookie, two cookies actually, and a large soda for himself with a bottle of water for Olivia. Coming back down, he caught Jack's last roll just in time, and smirked when Olivia cheered him on. Rae looked over to the bubbly blond who was really pretty in the neon lighting of the bowling alley over the back area. The singer saw how Jack's form perked up when he heard Olivia egging him on, she smiled, watching as he turned and challenged Eli to make his next move. Jack was getting a little bold and competitive and it made Rae giggle before taking Eli's soda. <br><br>"We can share," he said simply and met her eyes. Rae blushed and then nodded, "Okay, thanks." He winked before jogging up to get his grey bowling ball and move towards the starting area of the lane. Rae slightly glanced at Jack when he walked back, she felt a little sorry for him. Rae was horrible at bowling and if Jack had the hopes of winning, well, they might not go through since she had pretty much no way to properly coordinate shots and her throws were either too hard or too soft.<br><br>Suddenly a loud crack was heard and Rae jumped as she looked and saw each and every pin knocked down. Eli flashed his model smile and turned around, winking at Rae before saying to Jack, "How's that for ya," he teased as he put on a swagger to his walk that made Rae smirk and shake her head as he came back to the seat beside Rae. Right when he sat down he reached out for his drink but Rae tipped it away and instead met his eyes just to wink and then wrap her lips around the stra, taking a slow sip until she saw her name blinking on the screen, "Refreshing," she sighed before hanging it back over. Eli smirked and his gaze darkened a bit as her hips went swaying wildly on by and she picked up her sky blue bowling ball.<br><br>Sighing she looked over to Jack and said gently, "Sorry little bro, I think you remember but, I really suck at this game." She shrugged her brows and then gave a painful grin before walking forward, her shoulders already slumped in defeat before she put on her bowling stance. But before she could let go of the ball, she heard Eli go, "Wait, wait!" Rae straightened up, confused as his blond hair bounced around his shoulders when he jogged up to her and said, "You're standing all wrong beautiful." She noticed the name and smiled before shaking her head, "Oh, I am? Then how am I supposed to stand?" He got up behind her and put his hands on her curved hips. His fingers sank into the soft flesh as she pressed his chest behind her, being quite taller then her, he dwarfed her easily, his hands slid up her back, making her shiver before he grasped her shoulders. "Alright," he whispered in her ear, "When your doing this make sure your posture is straight and firm, now, bend you left knee," his left hand came down and he pressed his palm against the back of her thigh. "Now, slide your right leg back, just a bit, you're left handed right?" At Rae nod, he continued, "Okay good, now, move your left arm with the bowling ball back, his arm lifted and came along hers, her bottom was pressing back into his groin as she assumed the position with his help. "Now swing and let it go," Eli took a small step back before Rae did as instructed.<br><br>The ball went soaring forward, hitting all but two pins, Rae inhaled and then whirled around with her bright eyes fixed on Eli, "I actually didn't miss this time," she exclaimed, she then busted out laughing, bouncing on her toes with her breasts moving along before she giggled and hugged Eli, "Who knew I was capable of that," she then let him go and got up her ball again to try a second time and actually managed to sweep the floor clean.<br><br>Putting her arms above her head at her success she shimmied her hips and giggled, her victory dance nothing more then her walking and shaking it back to the others before she came around and high fived Jack, "Maybe we won't lose after all," she said, and then came around to sit beside Eli.<br><br>She had noticed Jack's dress tonight, his style was a little different and she actually liked it. True it was weird to know he was trying for a girl, but it also made her think that those silly thoughts she had last night were nothing more then that...silly, stupid thoughts. There was no way Jack could ever want her and for her to even consider it, well, she should have been hit upside the head. Rae was going to need to call up Alex and Cyn and beg them to visit, she missed those two and the way they could laugh and talk for hours and then come up with amazing music just out of some of the deepest conversations they had late at nights, up with broken hearts or unanswerable questions. Maybe if she could talk to them about her brother it would clear it all up.<br><br>The way his shirt clung to his muscles made Rae wish she was Olivia for just a few moments, until she finally tore her eyes away and shook her head. Eli was dressed in snug blue jeans with a plaid, black and white, button up shirt that brought out the fairness of his hair and skin and made his eyes glow chrome, his long lashes drawing her in when their eyes met. But, the spark she used to feel, the attraction she used to have towards Eli was still there, however it was...dulled down. Something wasn't right, either with her or with him, she didn't know. But they were no longer able to truly...click like they once had. And it was honestly a sad thing, but it was true at the same time. <br><br>Even when he had been behind her, so close on purpose, touching her, whispering to her, it did not leave her feeling hot and desperate for more. It just made her confused and simply grateful for being shown the ropes. Was she losing her sex drive or something, was that it? Or had her tastes simply changed? Rae had no idea but it made her alarmed.<br><br>When it was Olivia's turn she looked at Jack and smiled, blinking cutely, she asked, "Teach me?" But before Jack could answer, Eli said, "Just do it the same way I showed Rae," a bit impatiently. "After all I'm the one who scored a strike," he smirked. Olivia's cheeks went red and she looked at her brother, her eyes wide, mortified that her brother would say such a thing before Rae spoke up, "Jack was still the first one to clear the alley, why not let him teach her? He's really good at this," she pointed out. Olivia nodded, looking back to her date, hoping he had ignored her pig-headed brother.<br><br>Rae looked at Jack and just smiled, shrugging her brows apologetically before looking at Eli and wondering why he would say that. Leaning forward she whispered, "That was mean." Eli looked over and just laughed, "No it wasn't. I just know that if he teaches her, he's going to get awful close to my baby sister and that's not something I want to see." Rae smirked and said. "So what, you're the only one allowed to give bowling lessons?" Eli chuckled but nodded, "Yeah. Something like that, you didn't seem to mind." "And neither will Olivia," Rae's left brow perched, "You know she's going to give you hell once you two are alone, you embarrassed her." "Eh, she'll be okay."<br><br>Looking back to the two, Rae just shook her head but was distracted again when Eli turned to face her, smiling he said, "You know Rae...I really missed you when you were gone, and whenever...we broke up. You broke my heart, fancy. You really did." Rae blinked a few times before she said, "I broke my own heart Eli, you're preaching to the choir. I did a lot of damage when I left like that not just to you but to my family. I was too young and much too brash, I should have set up boundaries, a system, something...but I thought chasing my dreams was all that mattered."<br><br>Eli sighed, "We all think that. It's our flaw, we think if we don't try to become someone in this world we'll end up as failures." His hand reached up and his fingers lightly cupped her chin, "I was a failure for not fighting for you and for never trying to get in touch with you when you left." He sighed and then let her chin go but trailed his index finger up and over the soft curve of her jaw. "I'm sorry for being a jerk," he smirked, "Guess I screwed things up too."<br><br>Rae bit her lip and shrugged, "We're human, we...tend to do that a lot." She sighed and then whispered, "Don't hold it against yourself, we both did some serious damage I suppose, and us...fighting when we broke up probably didn't make it any easier." She smiled and then said, "I have a lot of pieces to pick up, at home and with everyone else, I'm just glad we can go out like this and have fun...and just be...you know?"<br><br>Eli paused and then he smiled, "You're not in love with me anymore are you?" Rae was shocked at his words and was unsure of what to say before she felt tears well up but she held them back and shook her head, "No." He laughed, "Good, I'm not in love with you anymore either but I had to try, had to see...you're still the first girl I've ever loved so deeply but...I guess we kind of grew up and lost that fire, eh?"<br><br>Looking at Olivia and Jack he sighed, "Either way, maybe they'll find something out of tonight, right? Maybe they'll find something real and magical," he looked back to Rae and grinned, "I'm still going to give them a hard time, see if he's worth being with my little Liv." Rae laughed, quickly wiping a tear away as she realized she had officially given up on her first love and it sort of hurt since she had been sick of being alone, but she wasn't about to ruin tonight and she would make sure Jack made it out of here with someone he could connect with and be himself around and love like he should.<br><br>"Sounds like fun," Rae winked, and watched the young people, no idea that just a few feet away was a guy who really loved her and that deep in her heart where she thought she was being perverted was the own blossoming love she was trying to avoid.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>05-10-2010, 19:30:49</strong>
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				Gah, karma was a cruel mistress, she'd make sure Jack felt the consequences of his taunting earlier. Covering his face with the palm of his hand, he let his hand slowly slide down from it, revealing a severely disappointed look on his face. "Don't worry, you'll wipe the floor with, he just got lucky." a sweet voice whispered in his ear and Jack felt a small hand rubbing his shoulder, it brought a childish, mischievous smirk on his face. Olivia was a sweet girl, cute too and in to him for sure. But it made him feel bad that all he felt for her was that she'd make a great friend. <br><br>It wasn't until Jack caught Mr. Jackass staring at Rae in the corner of his eye that he started to feel himself angry again. What the fuck was he staring at her like a piece of meat for. The irony escaped Jack completely, of course. The little accident of this morning where he had done the exact same thing was different to him. He actually loved that woman, he adored her, Eli just.. bah.. God he hated that guy. "Meh, just do your best." Jack said with a smile, knowing all too well that Rae wasn't the best of bowlers, but he wasn't here to win. He just wanted to beat Eli's score. <br><br>The frustration and jealousy grew exponentially as soon as he realised what was going to happen just there. Eli offering his help, however close that guy would get to Rae to 'show' her how, Jack wouldn't know. Because rather than letting himself suffer through Eli 'teaching' Rae how to throw a bowling ball, he turned around and looked into Olivia's eyes instead, who's cheeks began to redden slightly as soon as he did.<br><br>It was then that Jack felt a gentle shiver run over his body. Perhaps it was extremely selfish to think so, but it was nice to have a girl like Olivia get shy just because he looked at her. It was the look Rae had cast towards Eli in the shop, the look which had made him so jealous then because it hadn't been him she was looking at. It felt.. nice, to have someone look at him like that. Especially since Olivia was the type of girl many of his 'friends' would die to be able to go on a date with. But even so, there wasn't even a hint of butterflies in his stomach, there was nothing more to it than some selfish desire to feel needed by someone else as a compensation to his own immoral desires.<br><br>"So, and feel free to be honest and tell me if you don't know, but do you have any clue what you want to do later in life?" Jack asked, trying to break the to him awkward atmosphere between them. Sure, Olivia seemed oblivious to the fact that he really wasn't interested in her, but then again, she didn't really know him yet. When the girl opened her mouth, seemingly very happy to have been asked such a standard question, Rae's voice reached them as she was apparently extremely happy. Causing both of them to look at the other two for a moment.<br><br>The first thing Jack's eyes seemed to notice were Rae's breasts bouncing up and down, only to be pressed against Eli moments later as she hugged him. He could feel the tight grip on his hard tightening slightly, mostly because he saw just how happy Rae was right then. That enormous smile on her face was just a confirmation that she really didn't need him. They were siblings, nothing more, he wasn't the only one that could make her laugh and smile, give her comfort. Olivia's lively personality came to his aid rather unexpectedly in this moment of pain, <em>"Teach me?"</em> her voice asked again, pulling his attention back to her and why he agreed to coming here in the first place.<br><br>Jack smiled and was about to respond before Eli cut him off rather abruptly, making one of his eyebrows raise up and turn his head around slowly to give him a confused look. The nerve of this guy, so he felt like he could rub his body against Rae and expected him to do the same? Or was he just so cocky to think Jack couldn't help her out at all. Whatever his motives were, if Rae hadn't been so wise to talk back to him first, Jack was sure he would've blurted out something stupid.<br><br>Extra motivated, Jack stood up and gently took Olivia's hand when she looked at him, obviously embarrassed by her brother. Once she grabbed a bowling ball, Jack helped her position herself. "Alright, ninety percent is all about positioning.. so all we have to figure out is make sure you're in the right spot and.." as he started explaining, Jack took the liberty of standing behind much closer than he had first intended. Not really on purpose, but it was far easier to guide Olivia's movements this way.<br><br>"Alright, now all you have to do is try and aim for that spot on the floor. Don't throw the ball, just let your arm swing and let it slide over the ground as you release it." Jack added, pointing at a spot right in front of them. Olivia nodded and did as instructed, the ball rolling rather flawlessly towards it's destination. When the bowling ball collided with the pins, surprise filled his eyes and a grin appeared on his lips. "Strike!" Olivia yelled happily, moving out of the way to let her brother and Rae see that no pins were left standing.<br><br>Before Jack could congratulate the girl, her small frame launched itself towards him and hugged him tightly in joy. Considering how unexpected this tight hug was, he found himself with his arms in the air rather awkwardly for three entire seconds, before deciding that hugging her back was probably a good idea. It was then that he could feel her small breasts getting crushed against his chest, what was pathetic was that all he could think about was how last night Rae's big, soft breasts were the ones pressing up against him. Not exactly something he wanted to think about right now.<br><br>When Olivia pulled back with a shy look on her face, Jack felt like a disgusting jerk, but still managed to smile back. He even made work of it to turn around to face Eli and provide him with a victorious smirk before walking back to his seat with Olivia, who seemed to be sitting even closer to him than before. While Jack did his best to disguise it, it was making him slightly uncomfortable. "Sorry, I didn't answer your question yet. I've always wanted to do something that involved helping people.." Olivia started explaining, obviously very eager to talk about herself. <br><br>While Jack just smiled and nodded, trying his best to pick up keywords of what she was saying to him in case she'd ask for some feedback at some point, all that really went on in his mind was how horrible this was. Here he was, probably ending up as too much of a coward to admit he had didn't feel chemistry.. yet, while at the same time lusting after his own sister despite his best efforts to try not to. Sure, none of them would notice, perhaps Rae would catch on that he was being too quiet, but Jack kind of half expected her to not pay attention to him. He wouldn't hear the end of it once she'd find out this girl wasn't 'exactly his type'.<br><br>This entire evening would be a nightmare, as he couldn't just let this sweet girl next to him keep believing she had a shot, get her hopes up only to smash it into a thousand pieces. The situation wasn't comparable, but he knew love could hurt immensely, he didn't want to break this girl's heart as bad as his had been ever since he decided to give up on his impossible fantasies. No, he would tell her early that there was nothing there for him yet, though in a sweet way. He'd just have to man up, they had only met eachother not too long ago anyway. Plus, she was young, the girl would realise she was just attracted to his looks and move on. Something which Jack started to doubt if he was ever going to be able to actually do it himself.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>05-10-2010, 20:44:13</strong>
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				The rest of the night was fun, awkward at times, but it had all worked out positively enough. Rae and Eli had kept flirting, nothing serious but just pushes and teasing, sharing drinks and making Olivia blush at times. It was fun, kind of like they were the chaperones on Jack and Olivia's date. Rae would talk to Eli about life on tour, sharing stories and asking about people from their old school. Each time they spoke though, her eye was always trained off to the side a bit. Shifting from Eli to her brother, watching him when he bowled and the way Olivia looked at him. And at times eavesdropping when Olivia and Jack were speaking only to each other. It was kind of sad since as she kept watching she noticed Olivia was ready to jump Jack and kiss him all night but Jack was clearly not interested.<br><br>Rae could read people pretty well, it had always been a gift and watching Jack now, he was too stiff, his words distracted, nodding only at some points. If he had been interested his eyes would have been staring into those crystal blue orbs and he would have been infatuated with Olivia for the entirety of the evening. But instead their eyes would meet at times and Rae would just smile or he would be looking at his shoes, off in the distance, away from what his focal point should have been. Rae wondered what was wrong with Olivia before she just shook her head, probably nothing, she was probably just not his type. She briefly wondered what sort of girl was Jack's type.<br><br>After that moment where Olivia had thrown her first ball and she had hugged Jack, things had changed in Jack's demeanor a bit, she would need to ask him later. She was sure once the date was over she would become the ever curious sister and ask him how it all went from his point of view. As the night went on though, Eli became a bit distant, looking up when a group of girls entered in, laughing and talking, looking over and oogling not only her brother but Eli. Rae smiled when Eli got up to get a drink and one of the brunettes followed him, purposely knocking into him just to start conversation. At that time Olivia threw the last pitch and Rae looked up. Glancing over the screen, Rae blinked as she saw that Jack and her had won, Eli had sort of missed the last three rather hard, he got a lot of them down but not enough while Olivia's nerves and confusion had settled in and affected her bowls.<br><br>Rae smiled as she got up, about to say something until Olivia said, "Jack, you did so great out there! Man! I wish I had been on your team, but I probably would have brought you down...um," she shifted and then pulled out her phone, "Can I have your number?" Rae blinked and then just sighed as she turned, three's a crowd and they were about to leave, might as well let the two exchange digits. Coming up she looked over and saw Eli conversating with the skinny brunette, he looked up just in time and smiled when Rae walked by. He waved to her and she saw digits on his hand, no doubt the girl's number. Rae nodded and returned her bowling shoes, getting her own back, she sent Jack a text, "In the car, come out whenever you're ready." She sent it off and went to her vehicle, getting in she leaned back and sighed.<br><br>At the end of the day, everyone but her had someone. Eli and Rae were over, that saga had ended and there would be no spin off. It had been foolish of her to think it would ever happen. While what they had back then had been great, life threw them a curve ball and Rae was too much of a coward to end things the right way. Eli had managed to find another girl right after they agreed they would never work. He was able to bounce back and find someone so easily, so quickly. While she on the other hand could not find someone she genuinely liked even for a second. And now, her little brother was inside probably getting Olivia's number and promising to call and in time those two would be paired off and possible married in five years or something despite what Rae saw from Jack earlier.<br><br>Rae was just convinced that she was meant to be alone forever. How could she meet someone, being who she was? She was surprised no one had jumped her in the alley asking for an autograph. Then again she wasn't all airbrushed and dolled up, they probably thought she was too dowdy or chunky or something to be the sex driven superstar who had caught America by storm. Groaning she slumped lower in the driver's seat, wishing Jack would hurry up so she could go home and get a bubble bath and wallow in her self pity, eating chocolate and watching The Golden Girls.<br><br>When the door finally opened she perked up completely, having to struggle a bit to sit up she cleared her throat and buckled up before putting the key into ignition as she looked over at Jack with a smile. "So? How'd it go?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 02:39:34</strong>
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				Everything went exactly how Jack had predicted, just like he was in some sort of nightmare. Given the good company he was in, it might have been a very cruel thing to think, but it wasn't that. He did try his best to not let Olivia notice too much that he was counting down every second as it went by, praying for it all to be over soon. It was a horrible thing to think and do, and he genuinely felt bad for the girl, but he just figured it would've been worse to pretend he actually did like her and took advantage of it. No, he rather be the honest jerk later on that the lying bastard. Which was really the whole reason why he couldn't wait for it to be over, giving a young girl pointless hope wasn't exactly a fun activity to do. <br><br>Even bowling itself didn't really seem to phase him much, which didn't mean he was doing bad, but that competitive spirit had definitely vanished. Every so often he did manage to give himself a boost of positive energy, so he wouldn't end up entirely depressed. If that were to happen he wouldn't be able to keep this little charade going. An awkward smile appeared on his face with the sudden appearance of a group of girls gave him a few seconds of attention he really didn't want. <br><br>To his surprise, when he cast a quick glance over his shoulder a little later to see how Rae was doing, Eli was chatting one of the girls. Though Jack didn't want to think much off it, they probably were friends or something. Still, why the hell did he just let Rae sit there on her own if that were the case. Jack shook his head lightly and turned back to face Olivia again quickly, with a smile on his face. "I wonder what's going with those two.." she whispered, obviously noticing Jack had noticed something odd as well. "Heh, I'm not sure if I want to know really." Jack responded rather swiftly, probably the most honest thing he had said all day. The last thing he wanted to do was talk about their siblings right now.<br><br>Olivia's talkative nature made it easy, as she quickly switched to another subject. As she moved out to throw her last ball, the end results appeared on the screen, stating him and Rae as the winners. Jack couldn't help smile lightly and he saw Rae get up from her seat, though before anything could really be said, Olivia had already started praising him. She really was a sweet girl, he wouldn't ruin her night now, but he'd try to be as gentle as possible in letting her know he wasn't ready for a relationship. <br><br>"Hey, as long as you had a good time then nothing else matters." Jack responded with a smile, reaching for his cellphone when he saw Olivia pull out hers. He knew where this was going, sure, he wasn't exactly interested in other 'girls', but many of his current female friends started off like this. It was a rather pathetic, but at least he'd never run out of friends this way.. although really, even that was a sad way to look at it. All it meant was that every person he knew would tease the living hell out him with questions as to why, and if he were to ever introduce Olivia to any other friends, it would just raise so many more questions.<br><br>"Oh, right, my number. Yea, sure, just give me a moment." Jack responded, "I don't know my own number, I know, it's pretty sad, but I have it stored on my phone at least." he added with a smile, feeling slightly embarrassed to admit this. Olivia just laughed though, which made him feel slightly more at ease about being a dumb-ass. As he was reciting the his phone number to Olivia, his phone started to vibrate to indicate he had received a message. <br><br>As soon after he made sure Olivia got the right number, he opened the text message and read it. "Oh, right, my sister is waiting in the car, guess I'll have to be going. I had a very good time, thanks Olivia." Jack said, receiving a sudden, surprise kiss on his cheek immediately after. "Yea! We'll have to do this again some time!" she said, obviously already thrilled about the idea. Her flushed cheeks were present as well, just poking at Jack's heart a little more for the last time this evening. "Well, you got my number now, I'm going to go before Rae kicks my ass." Jack responded rather swiftly, giving her a brief hug before dashing off to turn in his bowling shoes for the regular ones he came with.<br><br>In hindsight the way he had left wasn't exactly tactful, but he really needed to get out of there as soon as he could. Walking towards the car with Rae sitting in it, Jack waved from a distance, jogging the last few feet before opening the door and letting himself slide in the passenger's seat. The atmosphere became heavier as soon as he closed the door and buckled up. The entire evening he had done his best to ignore Rae as much as possible, even despite his many failures when he couldn't help but take a peek at her, it had worked fairly well. But now she was sitting mere inches apart form him again, her scent itself being enough to throw him off balance. <br><br>"Ah, it went fairly well I think. Olivia is a great girl, smart, cute and sweet.. but.." Jack let out a sigh, he didn't really want to tell Rae this, he could really do without the questions. Especially when they came from her, lying to her was just so much harder. "But I didn't really feel anything, before you say it, I know, it's crazy. But it just felt like she'd make a great friend, but for her age, that's definitely a compliment. Guess I'm picky."&nbsp; Jack tried to end it with a joke and laughed lightly, just loud enough to be heard but too quiet to sound like he was really in the mood for laughing. <br><br>"I'll tell you more about it when we get home Rae, I just need some time to prepare myself for the barrage of question you no doubt have ready for me." he added with a smile and did his best to keep his focus to what was happening in front of them on the road rather than the woman that was sitting next to him. Truth was he was mentally exhausted, all he really wanted to do was crawl in his bed and forget any of this ever happened. All of it had just been a constant reminder of his feelings for her.<br><br>Jack remained quiet pretty much the entire ride, paying about as much attention as he had done before with Olivia. He really wanted to know how Rae was doing, but he was afraid he wouldn't like the answers she was going to give him. Aside from right before they left, she and Eli had been flirting and having fun the entire evening. There was just no energy left in him to listen to something that'd just get him worked up and jealous. He'd do his best for her to make things right, to try and get over it, he really would do his best to start acting like a normal brother would. But doing it all in one day was an impossible feat.<br><br>Once they finally got back home, Jack was pretty swift to leave the car, "I'll go ahead and open the door." he mentioned before leaving the car and closed the door. Pulling out the keys out of his pocket, Jack opened the front door. His first mission now was to try and get to his room before Rae could intercept him at any point, or their mother for that matter. As soon as the door was open he kicked his shoes into the corner of the hallway, telling himself he'd put them away later. Avoiding his mother had been successful, the first thing the entire evening he could be relieved about. As soon as he got into his room, he turned on the light and let himself fall on his bed with a loud sigh, leaving the door wide open in the process.<br><br>Running a hand through his hair to get rid of the structure the hair gel had provided, Jack decided it was a good idea to just deal with cleaning up later, staring at the ceiling for a while and granting himself a few minutes to come to terms with himself and letting out all the emotions and thoughts that had been suppressed the entire evening out one by one. Rae had no doubt noticed his overall strange behaviour, but he'd find excuses for each of them eventually, right now he just needed to clear his mind entirely and pretend today had just been an ordinary school-day like any other.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 06:27:26</strong>
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				When Jack began to describe Olivia, Rae just nodded in agreement. He was right, the little blond was all of those things,just like she had told him. As she moved the car from the parking space, and through the lot just to pull onto the road, she glanced around before pulling out and sighing just a little bit when&nbsp; he told her there was nothing between himself and Olivia. He was quick to stop Rae from saying anything, usually Rae would have cut in, but tonight she was preferring just to be a listening ear. She shrugged and then looked over with a smile, "It's okay to be picky," she went on and said, "Well, prepare all you like...but I really don't have anything to ask." She looked quickly into his eyes and shrugged her brows before focusing her attention on the road.<br><br>And for once in her life, Rae really was out of words and out of questions. While her brother was exhausted mentally, Rae was exhausted emotionally and mentally as well. She was beginning to accept the fact that Eli and her were over, even when she was making her dreams come true and touring the world with her hit songs on the radio, her mind was always drifting, wishing she had taken the time to be connected with Eli instead of severing all ties. No wonder had never called her, they had ended on a sour note. She would never think to speak to her ex either if the last time they met they were screaming in her face.<br><br>Looking at her brother, she sighed. They were in the same boat sort of. Neither one of them could find what they were looking for, or rather they knew what they wanted but they were grasping at random straws trying to find it somewhere else instead of where they knew it all was. She sighed as she pulled up in front of the house and parked, he got out eagerly, wanting to escape his nosey sister who was in no mood to hear about a flirty teenage girl who was related to her last chance that was blown out of the water. Unbuckling she watched Jack speed inside, the door cracked, Rae just watched after that spot for a while, letting it all settle in before she sighed. She had gotten all dolled up for nothing and even with her date not taking any interest in her, no one else had either.<br><br>Getting out she slammed the door shut and locked up the car&nbsp; before heading inside and kicking off her shoes right beside Jack's. Walking in, Anna, their mother, came out of the kitchen, brows perched and green eyes flickering curiously. "Hey sweetie, how did the date go?" Rae sighed and shrugged, sitting down at the kitchen table, her blond mother came over and sat beside her, ready to listen to whatever her beautiful daughter had to say. Looking up, Rae smiled and told her, "Eli and I are not meant to be, we admitted we just tried this as some way for another chance but that...it's just not...going to ever work again."<br><br>"Ohhh honey," Anna's hand slid along the curve of Rae's beautiful face before she sighed, "I am so sorry. I know how much you were hoping that...things would work out." Rae nodded a few times until she shook her head and said, "Yeah it's...I mean. I loved Eli, I really did, and I still do in a way, he's good to talk to and he makes me laugh but there's no longer that spark between us or that draw. Maybe my tastes have changed, or maybe he's changed, or just both of us have and...we figured it would be better just to keep in touch then to actually, you know, start a relationship when it would be failed to doom."<br><br>Silent for a few moments, Rae sighed audibly and said, "I just feel like I'm going to be...very lonely, for a long, long amount of time and have no one even try to...steal my heart or anything. I kind of feel as if Eli was my last shot and now, I'm screwed." Anna was about to protest before Rae said, "Mom...I'm going to bed, okay? I love you, I just don't feel like pouring my heart out right now," she smiled sadly but Anna just nodded along, letting her only daughter stand before she asked. "How was the girl though, did Jack like her? What's her name?"<br><br>"Olivia," Rae answered, she paused and then said, "Um..." She shrugged her brows, she wasn't about to rat her brother out since her mom might try and ask questions about why he didn't try to get a girlfriend. "She was a snob," Rae said swiftly, "Yeah they just didn't connect," Rae was lying through her teeth but she thought it better to do it the easy way then to explain her brother was feeling kind of hopeless too about love and finding the right one as much as his sister was. With a kiss on the cheek and a good night, Rae waved before walking up stairs, sighing as she went by Jack's room, glancing inside as she saw him lying back, she paused, wondering if she could say anything until she reminded herself her own emotions needed to be in check before she bumrushed Jack again and they had a repeat of last night.<br><br>Rae disappeared into her room and closed the door, she turned on her radio and let the music of Maroon 5 pump through her room as she took off her clothes, and put on gray swet pants and simple, sky blue cotton t-shirt with her hair down and face washed of the make up she had put on. She threw her clothes into her hamper before she collapsed on her back and sighed. Could she cry? Probably. Did she want to? No way. Besides what more was there to cry about then what she had been sobbing over already for the past few days? Rae had a good life, she was wealthy, successful, and she was re-connecting with the people she loved most.<br><br>Things were going well...but Rae still felt lonely and burnt out. Crawling up onto her bed she laid her head on her big pillow and pulled her comforter around herself as she let the songs play and an emptiness fill her. She deserved this. She had done everyone so wrong and had worked so hard the only people she could trust was the ones she wrote music with and even then she expected one of them to break down and write a tell all story that exposed all of her flaws. No wonder she was alone. She had closed herself off to the world and wanted no one to come inside until it was too late. Closing her eyes tears slid along her cheeks as her hand went to her head. No wonder Eli no longer loved her, she wasn't who she used to be because she had let her work control her.<br><br>Checking her phone she saw updates and messages all from work, she had two phones now, one personal and new, the older one there only to receive messages from agents and to keep track of what was going on. Sighing she got up and then went through them all, being fussed at and ridiculed for disappearing from the scene by the people who had built her career, she could only imagine what would happen once the papparazzi caught wind of what all had happened. Blowing out a deep rush of air, she shook her head as she wondered how her arrival back home would pan out. Just a few days in and already she felt like such a fool.<br><br>Walking out of her bedroom she marched right into Jack's and shut the door. Turning she began to speak, "While you're there, letting off steam and prepating for whatever you think I might ask you, let me just fill you in on what happened to me so that you'll understand that it's not because I'm not interested in your love life, it's because what I thought tonight would do for my love life turned out doing the exact opposite. Basically," she sighed, "By the end of the night. Eli left with another girl's number, you left with Olivia's number, and Olivia left with yours, while I left having the same numbers in my phone but not having anyone to call or set up another date with. And you want to know why? Because Eli and I are no longer in love. Why are we no longer in love? Well, because I am a stupid, stupid woman who has closed off anyone important in her life because I was afraid that the moment I left my past seep into my work or my emotions show freely, everything would be ruined."<br><br>Pacing back and forth, she went on, "So not only did I shun the people from my home town but I also shunned anyone who wanted to try and speak to me in my life as a singer. I was polite but distanced, never letting anyone in and see me for me because I did not want anyone digging around inside of me and seeing the things I couldn't stand to look at. But then I came back here when I got burnt out and I realized that even though I was a star, once I came home, I was still the teenage girl who was bitter, afraid, and lonely." Throwing her arms up in the air she said, "After Olivia bowled for the first time, Eli just turned to me and called out the fact that we were no longer in love, there was nothing there for us."<br><br>Sitting down in Jack's computer chair her eyes watered up and her lower lip trembled before she looked to her little brother, who was now a handsome young man, and capable of being so many things. Rae sighed and said, "Is this what I'm going to end up as? Some lonely old woman crying to her brother because he's the only one she can trust to listen? Or cares to even?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 18:07:56</strong>
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				Being by himself for a while was.. refreshing. All the time Jack had been under so much pressure to not reveal a thing, to try and stop himself, who he was and what he had become, that it had turned him into a whiny kid. It was a bit harsh, but this half hour on his own taking the time to think it through made him realise this. What and idiot he had been to think he'd actually be able to get over his love for Rae, it was something that would never go away. He was stronger than that.. right? Jack groaned as he started to feel the uncomfortable side-effects of wearing a shirt that was too small, so he took it off and cast it aside behind his bed.<br><br>Jack threw his arm over his eyes to cover them, it was all pretty great in theory. Sure, he'd be the world's biggest bad-ass right until she'd come near him and make his heart melt, break and beat faster all at the same time. It was just like how just confessing his undying love to her worked in theory. Rae mentioned she loved him too, as a brother of course, and would no doubt not let it mean the end of their bond. Heck, being the sweet girl she was she'd probably just laugh it off instead of beating the living crap out of him. But if he couldn't even tell Olivia that he wasn't interested, then how the hell would he be able to muster up the courage to say something like that.<br><br>It was a pretty hopeless situation, though Jack could see the positive side of it, at least she was here now. Right as he comforted himself with the thought of having her near, the sexy angel of his dreams burst into his room rather unexpectedly. "Eh?" Jack peeked from underneath his arm to confirm it was her. Albeit horribly confused about what the hell this was about, he could tell that it was serious. A large amount of information was launched towards his direction, and Rae was talking faster than he could process this info.<br><br>Just when he thought he was good to go, everything ended up becoming messed up again. Once she sat down, ready to cry. There had been words that made his selfish, jealous heart happy, and those that felt like someone was twisting a knife in his flesh. Jack took a few moments to let it all sink in, his initial instinct was to grab her and hug her tightly, but that was not what she needed. She need her brother right now, and although it did hurt to hear her say she came to him because he was the only one to turn to, Jack realised she didn't need that awkward, odd brother she had returned to after all these years.<br><br>This was the time that he could prove he could put his own feelings in a jar and close it temporarily, he could be that friend she needed right now. "Hey, come on now Rae, you know that's not true. Nobody blames you for having followed your dreams, I've always admired you for being able to do that. Mom's very proud and nobody feels that you've shunned them, we all knew how busy you must've been." Jack said with a gentle smile, standing up slowly and started walking towards her. "I don't know why you're being so hard on yourself, if you'd let the world see how you truly are, they'd see the same as I'd see. A strong, funny and beautiful woman who cares more about others than herself." he continued while running a hand through her hair.<br><br>It was hard to tell the truth, the line from brother to 'guy-in-love-with-you' was extremely vague to him, but he just wanted her to smile again and realise that what he saying was true. "You shouldn't give up on love just because it didn't work out with Eli, I know he was your first love but believe me there are many others out there ready to throw themselves at your feet." Jack continued, not really wanting to think about how many other men were in love with Rae as well, but just because he didn't want to know about it didn't make it any less true. <br><br>"You're a young, attractive and desirable woman with a lot going for her, I know it hurts now, but you'll just have to believe me when I say that you'll get over Eli in no time. There are plenty of people in love with you out there, and we're not all scum bags." Jack's eyes widened shortly after saying this, did he just say we? Shit! "E-Eh, men of course, us men aren't all scum bags." he corrected himself, pulling his hand back to scratch his nose to hide the awkward smile. <br><br>Jack was amazed how long he had been able to keep a straight face while being so close to her, even running a hand through her soft hair without losing control of himself. It was definitely time to back off again and sit down on his bed, while he let himself fall with his ass on the edge of his bed, he realised that everything he had said was probably not going to help her much now, but he had hoped it would at least bring a smile to her face. <br><br>"Besides, I may have Olivia's number, but that's only because I'm too much of a coward to crush a young girl's heart. Guess having love problems runs in the family huh?" Jack asked jokingly, praying to God she was ready for a stupid joke like that, but he could really use some laughter right now. Because he was running out of things to say.. and he really, really wanted to give her a great big hug right now and tell her he'd always be there for her no matter what. Things she really didn't needed to hear right now.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 18:34:23</strong>
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				This was why she had come to Jack. Because she knew he would listen and actually care about what she had to say. Rae glanced up at him as he moved from the bed, she noticed he was shirtless and her eyes swept across his firm chest and stomach before she looked down, simply telling herself it was an observing look and nothing more. Though she really did enjoy how broad his shoulders was and how the muscles along his neck and collar bone twitched and flexed as he moved. Meeting his eyes she gulped as his fingers traced through her thick chocolate locks and she leaned into him, smiling just a bit at what he said. Her mother was proud, sure, but she still knew she had hurt Anna so much by leaving so soon and never visiting for the times that mattered. Pouting her lower lip, Rae wasn't about to cry like she had originally thought, Jack's words were licking her wounds away and she felt like maybe things would be okay, maybe, maybe her little brother was right and knew more about the world and her own family then she did. It was high likely since she felt so out of touch. "You think I'm beautiful," she asked in a childish tone of voice, fluttering her long lashes at him before giving a soft, innocent smile.<br><br>At Jack's speech about not giving up on love, Rae gave an exasperated sigh before she nodded a few times and then said, "I know...I know I shouldn't. It's just hard Jack, really hard to think there could be someone for you in this big, wide world and the guy who was supposed to be your husband when you got out of high school is no longer who you thought he would be." She smiled and met Jack's eyes, "And just because these other guys are ready to throw themselves at me, most of them are jerks and only want to be with me because they've seen me airbrushed and think I'm some angel who can fulfil every fantasy. I've read fan fiction about myself Jack, most of the time these guys are putting themselves as the male lead with me as the female lead and...well, I know all about the dirty things my weird stalker like fans are doing to me on WORD documents and probably in their beds all alone. It's weird." She shuddered and then sighed, "And once they get past the glamour and the pretty photos, they're just going to see me. A girl who can't keep her room clean, is a basket case, and is capable of breaking out and who has mood swings constantly. Then what," she met her brother's eyes.<br><br>When Jack moved and sat down, Rae smiled and went on to say, "No you're right. Not all men are scum bags, there are those who are genuine and sweet, and handsome, and talented, and who makes me laugh." She smirked at her brother's own misfortune before she said, "Well. At least you had someone willing to take that step and let you know she was interested in you. You're not a coward, not at all," she winked, "In time she'll find her dream man and maybe you two will just remain as friends like...Eli and I agreed to do." She shrugged and ran her hands down her thighs before sighing, she bit her lip before saying. "Yeah, apparently finding love for a couple of siblings like us just isn't about to happen as easily as we hoped for. It seems to me like we're better off just hooking up," she waved her hand between them and said, "Since no other guy is really worth my time right now except for you."<br><br>Little did she know what her words might do but soon she stood up and stretched her arms above her head with a little yawn, but then she paused and sat back down, turning in his computer chair, she looked over where to his computer and wiggled the mouse to make it wake up, "What kind of things do you have on here," she asked, apparently moving on from her sob story to see the screen pop up.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>06-10-2010, 23:42:18</strong>
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				"Of course you are." Jack mumbled quietly when she asked him if he really thought she was beautiful. The answer was given rather swift, but he was unable to say it louder, not wanting to sound too.. willing.. to answer it. Still, aside from no matter how bad he thought he was going to pull it off, Rae looked significantly better after all he said. Well, at least a little anyway, she had shown him that beautiful smile of hers anyway, which was all he wanted to see. All Jack wanted now was her to actually feel like he saw her as, she had to realise what a wonderful person she was.. in a way that wasn't conceived at bizarre and downright weird.<br><br>"Oh come on Rae, people who write fan fiction are usually basement-dwelling insecure guys who never had a girlfriend in their life, they'll panic as soon as you even get too close to them. I don't think you'll have to worry about that." Jack explained, fully aware that this was not the case for all of them, not even close, but he was a freak like them so he knew how it felt like having your confidence being stripped away when the person you obsessed about was close. Her saying this actually made him slightly uncomfortable, she actually read that kind of stuff? Weird stalkers? That theory about confessing to her seemed to become less relevant as a way to help him get over his love for her. Because there was weird and then there was just plain absurd, Jack knew he had crossed both those lines years ago when he first masturbated to pictures of his sister.<br><br>The thought turned his cheeks red, in fact, he had been masturbating like mad not <em>too</em> long ago in the chair she was sitting in right now. "Ah, hehe, yea, imagine that huh?" Jack did his best to try and laugh when his sister suddenly, jokingly, mentioned the idea of the two of them hooking up instead. Jack cursed at himself, why did he let his thoughts wander like that, of all times, this wasn't the one to start thinking about things like that. But once he got himself going, it was hard to stop. <br><br>Dating Rae.. nobody except their friends knew they were related, even his most of his 'friends' didn't have a clue. The both of them just sitting on his bed, her body pressed against his.. a passionate kiss.. maybe even.. <br><br>Jack purposely pinched himself really hard in order to stop himself from thinking about it any further. The last thing he wanted was having another big bulge in his pants for Rae to see, he had put too much effort into dragging himself to the bowling alley to help her forget about what had happened last night and this morning. A little sigh escaped his lips when he inadvertently got himself to reconstruct the image of Rae in the shower with her hand between her thighs, complete with a moan escaping her lips while doing so. A perverted smile appeared on his face, fortunately her gaze had diverted to his computer screen.<br><br>Well, it seemed like a fortunate coincidence, until Jack remember Rae wasn't a complete moron when it came to computers like everyone else was. The 'hidden' folder with all her pictures and videos in it wasn't very well hidden at all, it was pretty much 'hidden' as much as a cat wearing a dog outfit would be considered a disguise. A folder named "Schoolwork", then a sub-folder called "Hardware problems". It worked wonders on friends and nosey mothers.. Rae wouldn't navigate there right? What did she care about his work for school? Right. <br><br>"Ahh.. nothing but w-work for school, games and funny p-pictures and videos I collect when I want a laugh.." Jack noticed himself stumbling over his words, but this was bad, really bad. She was here to vent about that Eli guy, not to browse his computer, he hadn't prepared himself for this! Fuck, he had only recently opened it as well, so she didn't even have to look for it, the computer would suggest it as soon as she clicked in the wrong spots at the wrong time. Jack could feel himself starting to panic, but let his foolish hope prevent himself from just losing it. The worst part was he couldn't just stop her, that'd be awfully suspicious.<br><br>"Hah, really, there's nothing interesting on there.." Jack mumbled incoherently, ready to dash out of the room at any given moment if she'd find out. But she wouldn't find out, no, she'd just be like anyone else and ignore the folders. She'd not see the pictures and videos. Wait, what was he doing? He couldn't just sit here and leave it up to chance whether or not his life would be ruined from now on, "So you want to game or something, watch a movie downstairs?" Jack said standing up again, offering one idea after the other in hopes one would catch her interest enough to draw her away from the computer, "Maybe we could even rent a movie or something? Play a board game like we used to every so often?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>07-10-2010, 04:24:45</strong>
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				The moment Rae began to ask questions was the moment Jack began to freak out. The knock out brunette's left brow arching in curiosity as she looked back at her brother whose face was slightly flushed and who had a hard time getting his words out right. Just what sort of things did he have up here? Porn? Well, she expected porn on his computer, heck, there was porn on her own computer from the lustful urges and lonely nights. Did he think she would be grossed out if she found a video of a man and a woman going at it, or a girl and a girl? No, she would just laughed and lightly pick on him before offering commentary and then her favorite sites that had some of the best porn. Heck, she was even subsribed to a porn site for an entire year. She really liked their stuff, what could she say? However, if what she found was man on man porn...she might be a little freaked out.<br><br>Rae would still love Jack if he turned out to be gay, in fact, if he WAS gay that would help to explain a lot about him. Like how he had yet to be in a serious relationship or even how that date with Olivia turned out tonight. She hummed, blinking for a few moments as Jack began to try and persuade Rae off of the computer. Yeah, she knew the tricks, she had done the same thing with her mother before to make the woman stop snooping around her junk. Rae hated when people picked through her files and notebooks and looked through&nbsp; her history, it made her feel violated or like she had just been stalked.<br><br>Maybe she should back off from Jack and get off of his computer...but she was her mother's daughter and her natural urge to be nosey and snoop just would not shake itself from her form. "Nothing on here, eh," Rae hummed a few times as she began to click around, opening up a browser, looking through some sites and logging into her facebook. "Naaahhh," she shrugged, "I'm not up to watching a movie...heh," she looked back into his eyes and fluttered her lashes. "I'm kind of interested now in your life and want to ask questions and see what sort of goodies you have up here," she giggled.<br><br>"How is school going anyways," she asked and opened up My Documents, seeing various folders, all neatly arranged with no stray files peaking out. Someone this neat either had OCD or something to hide. She tapped her foot a few times and opened up a folder named School Work. She smiled and leaned forward, her eyes sweeping over the screen. If Jack wanted to stop her now was his chance. She clicked on Papers, and began to go through simple reports and what looked like to be actual work for school. "Ugh, I wish I was smarter so I could understand what the heck you guys are learning," she laughed.<br><br>"You know Jack, you're awfully jumpy," Rae didn't look at him this time as she went back to a browser, seemingly jumping around&nbsp; his computer, going from place to place just to see where he seemed to tense up most at, or react to more swiftly. "It's almost like you have something to hide or something," she laughed. "I mean, what could it be? Top government files? Hacking into places and withdrawing money? Fraud? Cheating on tests? Gay porn," she trailed off as she clicked up on his history and hummed. As she did she saw most of it had been deleted the day before but that this day's history had not yet been wiped clean. There wasn't much, just Facebook, a place that sounded like it hosted online games, and a gossip site...wait, gossip?<br><br>Her brows furrowed and she blinked a few times before she clicked it and up came one of Rae's promotional photos with a long article about her disappearance and where she could be as well of the theories about why she left. Rae snorted, "You read this crap," she looked back now, "All of these people either hate me or have wild fantasies about some secret life I have, the only site or magazine worth trusting would be US Weekly and People, and even then, a whole lot of the time...they suck." The photo they were showing was one where Rae had posed for Cosmo Magazine. The magazine that was targeted towards adult women and some men with sex tips and talk about real life, but the most interesting part of the magazine was always the celebrity and the sex portions. <br><br>The picture shown has Rae in a little black dress that was tight against her luscious curves, it was very low cut and her breasts was on display, a black belt was around her waist and her long brown hair tumbled down her left shoulder as her hip was tilted and her eyes were easy on the camera. It was a beautiful picture, one of the classier ones compared to some covers she had done, and posters, Rae sighed and without thinking she right clicked it. It was airbrushed, but then again every photo was air brushed and high lighted.<br><br>(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v226/puppyeyes92/Sofia-Vergara-83.jpg)<br><br>&nbsp;She clicked save but before she could even wait for it to, it just said, 'Would you like to replace the copy you already have?' Rae blinked. There was already a copy? Her head turned back, looking at Jack before she looked forward and hummed.<br><br>"There...did you save this," she asked, her heart skipping a bit.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>07-10-2010, 20:22:27</strong>
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				This wasn't good, this wasn't good at all. Jack could tell when Rae knew something was going on, and she definitely was aware something was odd right now. The way she brushed every suggestion he could find to lure her away from his computer failed miserably as she simply brushed them aside. He could tell something bad was going to happen if he didn't intervene, what was she expecting to find? Porn? Whatever it was, the fact she wouldn't find anything like that except far too many pictures of herself for a brother to keep on his computer would be alarming to say the least. Most of the pictures were the ones a little more extravagant than one would expect as well, if she saw any of those, it.. it would ruin everything.<br><br>Slightly in panic Jack stepped a little closer, fortunately his lazy nature of not wanting to get out of bed to shut down the computer meant that it was now easily within his reach. All he needed to do was press his toe against the reset button and everything would be fine, of course, he was aware he couldn't just do this, it would only further increase her curiosity. The way she was clearly amused while doing this reminded him of his mother, extremely alarming, it seemed neither would stop until they found something of interest. Only, Rae knew him far too well, she would notice that neatly organised folders wasn't normal for him. Especially when the desktop was one big mess of short-cuts.<br><br>"Ahh.. school's fine, n-nothing spectacular going on there. Boring really." Jack mumbled nervously, lifting up his foot to let his toe hover near the reset button as she found her way to folder containing all his school work. Once she double clicked it, his toe touched the button lightly, ready to push it at any given moment the cursor would move to the 'Hardware' folder. A huge weight fell off his shoulder as soon as she double clicked one of the boring essays he had made, "Heh, it has nothing to do with intelligence, you know you're smart enough to learn that crap." Jack responded, leaving the nervous touch behind when he noticed she minimized the folder and went back to the browser.<br><br>"I j-just don't like it w-when people browse through my stuff, you c-can stop anytime you like." Jack said as panic started to take over yet again. Rae knew there was something to find, it'd only motivate her more, push her further. He praised to whatever God that was watching over him that she left the folder that was the cause of this fear alone. An awkward laugh escaped his lips when she started to sum up a few things that she thought that she'd find. Nothing of what she said even came close to the truth, at this point he wished it actually was gay porn. Especially when she started browsing through his history.<br><br>Jack started to feel more at ease again, there was nothing she would find that he couldn't find an excuse for. "Just because I read it doesn't mean I believe it, it's just nice to know what's going on with your sister every once and a while. It's just tickles my curiosity whenever I see your name pop up." Jack explained, having prepared many excuses for any of these simple kind of things even before she had arrived. Just when he thought he could truly relax again, Rae clicked the right button of the mouse. He didn't even really notice what she was trying to do before it was too late, why would she try to save a picture of herself anyway?<br><br>His eyes widened and Jack took a few steps back when the error message popped up. This wasn't bad, he could explain having saved one innocent picture, but the error message was covering up the actual thing that was causing his hand to shake out of control and made the adrenaline pump through his veins. It was barely visible, but the damn thing had remembered the last place he had saved said picture and the computer had found it necessary to provide a tiny window revealing some of the other contents tucked away in this folder.<br><br>When Rae turned to take a look at him, he couldn't hide the terror in his eyes, like there was a bus driving full speed towards him. Jack hid his shaking hand in the pocket of his jeans, trying to conceal everything that would give away that <em>this</em> was why he had been acting all jumpy. "H-Haha, don't m-mind that, I just l-like to keep a f-few pictures of my s-sister around. Y-You know, keeping family close." He could hear himself stumble over nearly every word in that sentence, trying to calm himself with the knowledge that as soon as she'd accept any of the options given to her would make all of it disappear wasn't helping at all. He had waited too long to press that reset button, doing it now would be admitting that he was lying, and even if it was already evident, he wouldn't let himself destroy that tiny shred of hope there was left.<br><br>"A-Alright, you found out, I-I'm a b-big mellow sob, y-you can close it now." he said, trying his best to persuade that this was why he was being so embarrassed, but knowing full to well it would not explain why he was looking so dead-afraid. All he could do now was pray, and if that all didn't work, run. Run to wherever his legs could take him, find himself a job in some hidden away village and make sure he could never be found.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>07-10-2010, 20:56:49</strong>
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				Things were really weird now. Rae could guess she understood about the saving pictures thing, she had several pictures of Jack on her laptop and other people she knew. But saving one of these celebrity pictures of her, with no memories attached or nothing special to it, it seemed weird. While she was glad to know she had that spot in Jack's heart and in his harddrive, it just rubbed her the wrong way. Something was definitely up with her little brother and each time she looked at him she swore she saw sweat dripping down his face, his neck, sliding across his collar bone, his shirtless state right now didn't help things either. She sword she could see his heart jumping through his chest. Maybe it was just her thinking up silly things but her paranoia was definitely spiking. "Hm," her brows furrowed as she looked back at the computer. There was another folder now, the little window was still on the screen, asking her if she wanted to over write the copy or not but it seemed it had gone back to the source folder. The name of it was Hardware. She had seen that folder too, but there hadn't been any images showing on the yellow, digital folder. Now there were, thumbnails, of girls. Brunettes with bright eyes, showing just glimpses of full photos. Leaning towards the monitor, Rae blinked.<br><br>"I see," those girls looked really familiar. Rae's attention was moved for just a moment to look back at Jack and tilt her head. "Well it's not a bad thing really," she shrugged, "I mean. I have pictures of you and friends on my computer, I just...I guess with me gone these were the only pictures you could really get, right," her brows rose a little before she smiled. "Why are you acting so weird anyways Jack? I know I'm on your stuff but it seems like you're about to have an outright heart attack," she gave a soft laugh, her eyes twinkling, looking into his own orbs, as if telling him she knew something was up. But suddenly she just clicked no, exited out of everything and stood up to her feet. Rae would have loved to keep torturing Jack and to find out what she really wanted to know. Just what was on his computer that seemed so important he was ready to pounce before she got a chance to see.<br><br>Shifting on her feet she pulled her shirt down and face him, just a mere inch or two away, she smiled, so close to Jack now she could feel his body heat before her hands came up and her soft palms and fingers pressed into his stomach. Her left thumb slid down and lightly circled his belly button while her right hand slid up and across his chest, her lower palm pressing into his nipple until she spoke, "You really have grown up." She smiled, "Whatever it is you're hiding...I'll leave it alone for now." She nodded, "But not forever. I'm really curious now, and well, once something spikes my curiosity I won't stop until it's sated." Leaning up on her toes her arms came up and wrapped around his neck, she pulled him down and hugged him tightly, pressing her body against his. Rae honestly had no idea what she was doing but she wiggled just a bit and her luscious curves seemed to form over his hard muscles, humming in delight until she leaned her head back and kissed the corner of his mouth before she giggled and turned on her toes, hopping towards his bedroom door and stepping out before she called over her shoulder, "Love you Jack, thanks for making me feel better."<br><br>With that she went into her bedroom, shaking as she opened and closed the door firmly. Those pictures were in her mind, they were tiny, hardly something could recognize, but now that she thought about it...she saw something white, saw brown hair, full lips...her brows creased as she laid down along her bed. Her face was up towards the ceiling, her eyes opened, but she didn't see the spatter that was above, she just saw those folders and the sheer terror in Jack's eyes. Suddenly it clicked and a loud gasp escaped her, it was her! He had more pictures! &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But these pictures he had...there had to be more then of the one where she was in that little black dress. Remembering white again, she suddenly groaned, now she knew...she had taken pictures in a white bikini outside. Lovely photos, truly, but what brother had those saved to his documents? What did this even mean? Looking over she saw her cell phones, both were blinking and she rolled over. Her friends, Alex and Cyn, swore to come down and visit her in two days. Rae smiled and told them they'd have a room to share and plans set up, she asked if bringing her brother along for the times they went out was okay and they gave her the go ahead.<br><br>Humming Rae settled back down into her covers and turned out the lights, something was up with Jack, and the things she had pulled before leaving his room was something a normal sister just wouldn't do. Remembering the incident with her in the shower and his eyes watching, she shuddered before realizing it was not a tremble of disgust, but of desire, and that for some reason, the idea of finding racy pictures of herself on his computer excited her. She slapped her hand to her head and groaned a bit, feeling wetness growing between her thighs she questioned her morals for a few seconds before she sighed and murmured, "What is going on with me?"<br><br>Was she that desperate for a man she was thinking of her brother that way now? Oh god she hoped not but that was how it seemed...and when she took off her sweat pants and lowered her panties to dip her index and middle finger between her dewy, thick folds, all she could do was whine as she began to play with herself as the fantasy of Jack and herself began to race in her mind and make her gasp and moan as her hips began to arch and roll beneath the sheets. Rae worked herself for half an hour, her mother was asleep in her room down stairs and she had no idea what Jack was up to, she sort of hoped he heard her when soft shouts of pleasure and soon relief left her full lips as her inner walls clenched and pulse in release.<br><br>That night she drifted off to sleep, with only a shirt on and her body hot and tingling from pleasure.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>08-10-2010, 00:17:12</strong>
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				Ok, he was a dead man walking. Rae was staring at the screen a little too close for it to be good, she'd notice, scream in terror and then either punch him in the face or run out of his room and never talk to him again. Jack didn't know what to do with himself, the plan of running away himself? What a joke, his body was completely paralysed, like it wanted to suffer through this all. An eery calmness took over as he started to make peace with the fact that he was done for, at least, he'd try to as best as he could. This would be his punishment, the consequences of having lusted and loved his sister in such an immoral way for so long. It didn't seem fair, there was no controlling his emotions, it wasn't like he didn't know it was wrong. But still.. <br><br>Ready to face whatever was coming his way, Jack lowered his head slightly, like a child about to get scolded. He was ready to explain it, explain it all if she'd let him. But when she started talking.. her words.. it didn't really make sense. Not bad? Why was he acting so weird? Jack looked at her, extremely confused and not sure what the hell was going on. Didn't she notice? Why was she taking this so lightly? Was her mind simply blocking off what it was seeing? Jack wasn't sure whether to laugh hysterically or cry, was he.. safe? Her eyes said otherwise, but what exactly was it that she saw in those pictures. Sure enough, they were small, but the fact that he saved her picture in a folder called 'Hardware' would've given it away on it's own.<br><br>When Rae stood up, Jack took two steps back, feeling the frame of his bed pressing into his legs to tell him he couldn't back up any further. She was so close to him now, her scent, that lovely smile on her face, those mesmerizing eyes gazing into his. As his breathing became heavier as the smooth skin of her hands touched his body, his muscles tensed up, effectively freezing him in place. Everywhere her hands touched her, his skin would started to feel like it was burning, sending pleasant shivers down his spine. The way she was touching him was messing with his mind, getting him excited.<br><br>Once her body was pressed tightly against his naked chest, Jack was convinced it was his mind malfunctioning, playing tricks on him. Every inch of her body seemed to connect with his perfectly, if he didn't know any better it was like she was rubbing her body against him. With his body temperature rising quickly, his body was delighted to receive so much stimulated in one day and started releasing hormones ready to drive him wild once more. Before he could try and calm himself down and attempt to break free from his delusions, soft lips pressed a sweet kiss right next to his. With his heart beating at an insane rate, he desperately held his breath and tightly pressed his lips together just in case his heart would leap out.<br><br>Then, just like that, she vanished. Leaving an extremely confused but aroused Jack behind. As soon as he was certainly she was complete gone, Jack resumed breathing, causing him to gasp for air while letting himself fall down on his bed. "What.. the.. fuck.." he muttered staring at the ceiling, taking the fact he was going insane into consideration. But.. he hadn't been hallucinating.. why had Rae been so.. <br><br>Jack shook his head lightly, unable to think straight with all the hormones rushing through his body and his member yet again fully erect pressing into his jeans. Though right now he was too upset and freaked out by himself to give in to the call of pleasure. His mind couldn't grasp the situation, it all felt so real, her hands and body rubbing up against him. It was like he had been daydreaming, and those sounds she made while doing it..<br><br>No, there was just no way Rae meant anything by that, it had all been pretty innocent, it was just his screwed up mind bending the information given by his eyes and nerves to what he wanted to see and feel. It was then that Jack heard soft sounds coming from somewhere outside his room in an otherwise dead-quiet house. More than willing to find something to distract him right now, he jumped out his bed and left his room to investigate, moving towards where the sound was coming from. Before he realised it, he was standing in front of his sister's bedroom door. <br><br>Were those.. moans? Was Rae touching herself? The image of her touching herself in the shower flashed before him, it sounded the same. Jack pressed his ear against her door, instantly pulling back with a shocked look on his face as he could clearly hear her sister moaning. Was it because of him? Was what happened in his room just then not a delusion at all? Rather than questioning it, Jack felt the desire to care fading away, his manhood was pressing up his jeans so hard now due the lack of room that it started to hurt. He could feel his heartbeat throughout his entire body.<br><br>His hand pulled down the zipper of his pants, releasing his member like it was a beast in constraints. The top half was already peaking out of his underwear the tip already, it hardly seemed to matter he was just outside, it only added to the thrill and excitement. As his hand grabbed his thick shaft and started to gently stroke it up and down, trying to get into rhythm with the moans Rae's sweet voice was releasing. As he gently leaned with his back against the wall, Jack suppressed his own moans and heavy breathing. He couldn't believe how sensitive his body was right now, even his nipples felt like a simple touch would make his knees weak.<br><br>As he started to move his hand up and down faster, feeling himself getting pushed closer and closer to his limit, one loud noise came from her room, stimulating his mind and launching himself far beyond his limit. Jack bit down on his lower lip to stop himself from moaning as his entire body shivered in pleasure, a clear liquid escaped the tip of his cock as it pulsated in his hand. As he ejaculated, his sperm was thrown against the wall in front of him, leaving a sticky mess behind while he let his body slide down so he was sitting with his ass on the ground.<br><br>Jack sat there for a few minutes, slowly recovering from one of the most intense orgasms he had ever experienced, including the one he had this morning. "Ah shit!" he mumbled very quietly, tip-toeing his way to the bathroom to get some toilet paper to clean up the mess he had made. It took a while for the realisation of what he just did to sink in. The aftermath of the pleasure which had pushed away the desire to make sense away vanished, bringing back his common sense. His mind wasn't so much upset with what he had done, as Rae masturbating was far more interesting and mysterious. Was it.. because of him?<br><br>No, it couldn't be. But.. she did rub her body against him earlier on, and even last night. The idea of her sister actually pleasuring himself with him in mind was a bit too much for his fragile mind to bear, he had been so sure he was fooling himself. Jack zipped up his pants and let out a very soft sigh, what if she really did do this because of him? But what about all that stuff with Eli, did she just do that because she was freaked out? Was she just like him, afraid? Jack felt himself trapped between in what he wanted to belief and other perfectly good explanations. Rae was still a woman, they liked to masturbate just as much as men did, he knew that much. This entire evening had been a disaster for her, maybe she was just trying to relief some tension and he had nothing to do with it. <br><br>After standing there for a while trying to keep himself sane, Jack tried to open the door without thinking, and was surprised to find that it wasn't locked. Peeking into Rae's room to catch a glimpse of her, his eyes widened in surprise when seeing the few rays of moonlight in the room accentuate her beautiful face. It was drawing him closer to her, convinced she had already drifted off into a deep sleep, he walked closer to her bed, his eyes using the tiny bit of moonlight to help him avoid whatever object would be in his way.<br><br>While guilt and fear was slowly eating it's way inside of him for doing this, he found himself unable to go away. "Why do you do this Rae?" he whispered softly after there was no doubt in his mind left she was sleeping, "I try so hard to stop thinking about you, I do my best but you're making it so hard." Jack felt some comfort, even though she was sleeping and couldn't hear him, he liked to think it would linger in her sub-conscious. "Everytime I think I can resist, you flash one of those beautiful smiles my way making my heart melt. Then you hug me so tight I can't help but want to touch you." while he continued, Jack's curiosity and desire drove his hand to move the sheet away that was covering her luscious forms.<br><br>A soft gasp escaped his lips as he noticed she was only wearing a shirt and saw how moist her thighs were. Al though he already knew it, it confirmed she had been masturbating. It was odd, but even though he had just orgasmed himself, he couldn't quite get control of his desires. "Even tonight, I came with you and hoped I might get swept of my feet, but all I could think about was you." Jack started to continue as his hand slowly reached for one of her breasts, "After all those years of using your pictures, I just can't help myself anymore." gently placing his hand on her breast, he squeezed his hand lightly to feel the softness of her breast. As his thumb searched for her nipple, a soft sound escape her lips, freaking him out thoroughly.<br><br>Trying not too panic and rush out the room loudly, Jack pulled back his hand and backed away slowly, forgetting about covering her with the sheet. "Ahh, the fuck was I doing?" Jack mumbled to himself closing the door, extremely glad she wasn't waking up because of that stupid stunt he just pulled. Dragging himself back to his room and quietly closing the door, he let out a loud sigh of relief. Letting himself fall face first on his soft bed, he tried to get rid of everything that had happened tonight. But it proved very difficult, he had been so close to be found out and all it resulted in was him going absolutely crazy. He even went as far as sneaking into her room, if she had stayed quiet, he really wouldn't know if he could've stopped himself.<br><br>Everything that happened had been so surreal, reality or a dream, everything became so hard to distinguish. Exhausted by it all, he let his eyelids slowly fall shut before drifting off into a deep sleep, leaving all recent events far behind him.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>08-10-2010, 03:18:27</strong>
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				When the rays of the sun woke Rae up, the singer sighed as she shifted, having rolled around all night in her sleep, her sheets were strewn across her body. Anything that was moved the night before from&nbsp; her body was not about to be noticed by her. After all, she was so dead asleep and her body was so used to throwing things around the bed, she was surprised her sheets were still tightly pulled across her mattress. Rae sighed as she slowly sat up and rubbed her eyes. She looked at one of her phones, squinting as she realized she had left her contacts in and they were all a messy, blurry mess and so she barely managed to read the numbers...ugh ten in the morning? She had been hoping to wake up a bit earlier but that wasn't about to happen or so it seemed. Rae pulled herself from the bed and stretched in nothing but a t-shirt before she looked and got herself a towel she had used the morning before and wrapped it around her hips to cover up her intimate areas. Slowly moving from her bedroom she went down the hall and into the bathroom.<br><br>Rae threw away her contacts and washed her face before locking the door after remembering yesterday and then hopping into the shower for a nice, hot, relaxing downpour of water that seemed to ease the tension from her body. Thinking about last night, the failed date for both her and for Jack, Rae would sigh as the suds from the shampoo built up through her locks and she shook her head. What she had done before leaving his room, she hoped he simply took it as her being silly or just...drunk or something. True, Rae hated alcohol and the last time she'd had a sip was on her twenty-first birthday but still! It had been a sudden, spur of the moment thing and even though she still wanted to go into his room, open up his files, prove her suspicions right and demand for an answer, she was going to try her best NOT to. <br><br>After all each brother and sister held their secrets from each other. What right did she have marching into Jack's room and going through so many personal files that could make or break him. Once she rinsed through the shampoo and conditioner and washed over her curves, she got out and wrapped the towel around her body. Shivering just a bit from how the air was going in the house and her wet flesh was exposed, she just shook her head and went out down the hall towards her room. But her brother's was just over there and she looked at door, watching it, wondering, she knew Jack was still asleep since she hadn't heard his feet stomping around or music blaring. Or he was out of the house, she wasn't sure yet.<br><br>Looking over the banister she heard no one else and remembered her mother was gone to meet up with some friends and do some work too. Biting her lip, Rae turned and began to sneak towards Jack's room. As she passed by hers she looked at the wall and noticed some marks...her head tilted, the smell around it was odd and nothing she could identify, but soon she just shrugged and brushed it past her. Rae had more things to worry about. Coming to Jack's door she twisted the knob and looked inside, seeing Jack splayed out on his bed in nothing but his boxers, she smiled and bit her lip as she looked at his computer. Now was a good chance, right?<br><br>But just when she stepped inside, her foot his a loose floor board and a loud creak went through his room. Rae winced as she realized her position could be shown in the next moment or so if she didn't freeze and pray he never woke up or just ran out of there. Waiting, her teeth came down over her lower lip, before she took a few more steps and carefully sat down in his chair. Why Rae never chose to put on clothes, she had no idea, but she needed to. However, there were more important things, something in her mind was pressing her. Something had happened last night, a shift in the forces of nature, a voice that spoke to her head and hit through her heart, and a touch that spurred her on. She wanted answers.<br><br>Rae slowly wiggled his mouth and clicked a few things until she was in. She was tense, nearly jumpy with how she moved as she glided the mouse across the pad and lightly double clicked on My Documents. Remembering the name from last night she found it finally. Hardware. She paused, she could either hit it now and look and see or just give up and not open up the can of worms that could either make or break them. Her heart beat was racing, pounding now, her toes curling into the carpet before she just went for it.<br><br>What she saw was a wide, spacious, glorious display of almost every picture Rae had ever been displayed in. Her eyes widened as she saw them. Over seventy percent of these pictures were tame, either from simple promos or magazine covers, and then to the red carpet premieres. But the other thirty percent...they were...racy. Pictures of her modelling, posing, dressed in skimpy bikinis and in mid dance routine on stage. Why would Jack HAVE all of these? <br><br>One (http://imstars.aufeminin.com/stars/fan/sofia-vergara/sofia-vergara-20080130-369807.jpg) she noticed in particular was one of her older photos from the first year of her career. Rae had gone on a crash diet and had managed to lose a lot of weight, she was fit and beautiful and yet still soft so they told her to a bikini shoot. Rae blushed back then and she blushed now as she saw the picture. WHY did Jack have these types of pictures? She felt her breath coming out in shorter instances before she just pushed back, hit the button on the screen to make it go black and then she turned and left his room, closing the door with a click and leaning against it, not knowing he would wake up soon and not moving from the spot in front of his door, the towel still clinging to her wet curves.<br><br>If he had this extensive collection of photos, what did it mean? That he was obsessed? In love? A stalker? No that wasn't it, he was her brother! But what brother made a point to hide a folder of his pop star sister with racy downloads and obvious shots of her cleavage or ass. She gulped and glanced to her bedroom, wondering if she had made a mistake. She never should had looked, but now that she had, what could she do?
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>08-10-2010, 13:48:43</strong>
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				With a load groan the long and painful process of waking up had begun. It was far too early for Jack, the sound of his heart thumping in his head like a premature warning to stop him from thinking too much today. Even though it hurt like hell, he did appreciate the possible metaphor of his heart telling him to pay more attention to his common sense rather than his emotions. But if his body was truly trying to tell him something, it surely would've realised expecting him to do that was about as useful as telling wild lions to stop hunting. Still, last night had been an all time low as far as self-control was concerned, not only did he masturbate right outside her door, but he went as far as sneaking into her room as touching her..<br><br>Jack rubbed his eyes with his hands, it wasn't smart to keep thinking about these things, it was best to just erase them altogether. Not so easy when he was even dreaming about what happened, he couldn't quite remember what his dream was about, only bits and pieces. But it was enough to know it was about Rae.. it usually was but given the recent events needles to say it was a little more spicy than usual. In a way perverted actions that happened in the spur of the moment had also been a good thing, because walking around with dirty messy sheets was just about the last thing he needed right now.<br><br>There were plenty of things on his to-do list, get a shower, eat some breakfast, pretend everything was alright if he'd bump into Rae and move the folder with his secrets in it to somewhere nobody would ever find it. Jack stretched his body, hearing his bones crack into position after having slept in a somewhat awkward position. He stumbled his way to his closet and picked out a plain blue shirt, not even aware he was putting it on backwards, he made his way to his door ready to start another day. Rae's actions still puzzled him, but it wasn't like he was in any position to question anything right now. Things were all sorts of fucked up right now and he was the only one to blame.<br><br>With a sleepy and still rather optimistic view on everything, Jack swung his door open and instantly his reflexes started to kick in. Unaware his sister had been leaning against his door, Jack hadn't really been careful when opening it. It all resulted in a wet Rae covered in only a towel falling towards him, with widened eyes his arms reached out to grab her. Not letting her fall quickly became the least of his worries, as due the surprise and rush of trying to catch her, his arms were holding her at an awkward position to say the least. With her back pressed against his chest, one arm right beneath her soft breasts and his other one wrapped around her waist. To top it all off his morning wood was happily brushing against her with only thin pieces of fabric between them.<br><br>"G-Good morning..?" Jack mumbled, still not sure about what was going on other than him having Rae's body really close to him right now. Once the drowsiness from still being half asleep started to fade away, he gently pushed her back on her feet and took a few steps back. "H-Heh sorry, d-didn't know you where here." Jack said, not sure why he was apologizing, since there was no way he could've know she was leaning on his door. Why was she doing that anyway wearing only a towel?! He had pretty much embraced her while she was as good as naked, even with a monster headache that was far too much so sudden for him to ignore.&nbsp; "W-Was there anything you needed or something?" Jack said, cursing at himself for sounding as awkward as he had yesterday, only this time due sheer embarrassment. <br><br>His face was completely red and his gaze darted all over the place, forcing himself to look everywhere except Rae. It seemed recently he had seen her more wearing barely anything than wearing something at all, the way it messed with his mind and hormones just couldn't be healthy. Why the hell did this keep happening? Was he sub-consciously seeking out these sort of situations? Was he trying to get his own life ruined?! 
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>08-10-2010, 18:43:07</strong>
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				Just as Rae was ready to move forward and go into her room to change, she just sighed and brushed off all of the silly ideas that were floating in her head. Jack was not obsessed or attracted to her. He could just be like her and manage to click an awful lot around sites and save a ton of photos during his browsing. She often did the same thing and had to delete her files all at once at times since most of it was random crap she found floating around the Internet. And just when she began to stir and move forward, the door opened and Rae let out a little scream as she fell back and right into the arms of Jack. Her eyes widened into saucers as she felt two strong arms move around her soft form. One lodged right beneath her breasts and the other grasped the area right around her waist. Her heart beat increased and she inhaled and exhaled as she felt some hard and thick press into her soft, barely covered behind.<br><br>Suddenly she was pushed forward, firm on her feet before she turned and saw Jack there, his face as red as hers. "I...I am so sorry, no, don't apologize it was my fault. I just," she gulped. How could she cover this one up? "I was um, walking, you see, after the shower and it was really hot and I got kind of dizzy and I don't know I guess I veered off the...the course, heh and was leaning there for support, I um," dear gracious that was a horrible lie! Rae soon just shrugged and said, "It's my fault. Um. I'm better now though, nope, don't need a thing. I'm just going to...go to my room. Heh." She waved and then turned before she quickly ran, half walked, away from him.<br><br>Going into her room she closed the door and dropped her towel as she began to put on clothes, nearly frantic as she did. Why was she such an idiot!? She should have gone running the moment she left his room! Her heart was going insane and she could hardly tell it to calm down since her whole form seemed to be trembling. She got on her panties and a bra followed by a pair of jeans and a black tank top with a button up, yellow and black, plaid shirt. She brushed her wet hair and sighed before leaving her room, looking around,making sure no more instances would happen.<br><br>Hurriedly she went down stairs and went through the fridge, biting her lip as she tried to decide what to make for lunch...or breakfast. But then an idea hit her and the little workings of a slightly twisted mind began to work as she smiled and waited for Jack. Once it seemed he was out of the shower, perhaps dressed, she yelled for him to come down. Drinking a glass of water, she waited until she was looking into his pretty eyes and smiling. "Want to go out to eat for the day? Hang out maybe? Have some fun," she winked, waiting to see if he would accept. She hoped so. If anything this could be called a date for siblings, but she wondered now as she thought about those photos, and this morning, if she really wanted it to be a date for <em>just</em> siblings?
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 03:40:38</strong>
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				"A-Alright, I'm just going to take a shower myself then." Jack mumbled, surprised by Rae's reaction as to why she was standing here. Her explanation made little to no sense and to say it was unlike her to behave like that was an understatement. Maybe the whole odd excuse could be blamed on her being as surprised as he was, she probably didn't expect the door to be swung open like that, or she wouldn't be leaning on it. Still, that didn't even begin explaining why she was standing there in the first place. Wearing nothing but a towel on top of that, it was kind of unsettling, what was so important that couldn't wait until after she had dressed herself?<br><br>A throbbing in his head reminded him of not thinking too much right now, her voluptuous had fallen right into his arms and there was no doubt and to make matters worse his bulge had been pressing into her soft behind. Jack was still half asleep and just considered himself lucky to been given this opportunity of holding her like that, even if it had freaked both him and her out quite drastically, since these things seemed to be happening in rapid succession he just figured his guardian angel felt sorry for him and provided him with these events. <br><br>It would've bothered him a lot more, but after what he had been through so far, this seemed to pale in comparison. Still, his heart was already racing out of control and the day had just begun, it was clear that each day would be a harder challenge than the next. Jack shook his head, a thing he had been doing a lot ever since Rae had come home, to get rid of the thoughts and continued to stumble his way to the bathroom. Closing and locking the door behind him he pulled off the shirt he had pulled on moments ago and tossed it aside along with his boxers. <br><br>When he jumped into the shower and let the cool water slowly wake his entire body up, the events from yesterday and just a few moments ago started to push itself to the foreground. It was wishful thinking to assume it was because of him, but something was definitely going on with Rae. Though then again, the hormones had driven him so far last night that he was masturbating outside her door to the sound of her sweet voice letting out moans, that chances were she was sub-consciously getting freaked out whenever she was near him. Female intuition maybe?<br><br>Jack jumped out of the shower and fetched a towel, drying himself up to the point that he wouldn't leave a trail of water behind and unlocked the bathroom door. As soon as he did, Rae's voice called for him to come downstairs and finally a bit of that panic that he just couldn't grow used to started to settle in. "I-In a minute!" he yelled back, jogging towards his room and closing the door behind him as soon as he entered. Grabbed the first pair of clean underwear, pants and shirt he could find and pulling them on, Jack made his way downstairs. Fortunately for him none of the clothes he had chosen had a massive hole in it.<br><br>Before he actually stepped into the room, he found himself peeking inside to try and evaluate what Rae's mood was. When it became apparent that his paranoia had been unjustified he gathered all the courage he could muster and revealed himself to her. As soon as he could gaze into her eyes, a question was asked to which he didn't know what to answer to. Go out? Ok, so she wasn't aware of anything, that was good. But spent an another entire day with her? Needless to say, he wanted to spent the rest of his life with her, but exactly that was the problem that made him doubt over what to do. Rae seemed oblivious to the many times he had stared at her, in not-so-brotherly ways, but what if they'd run into one of her friends.. or worse.. one of his. They would instantly spot it.<br><br>"U-Uh yea, sure, what did you have in mind?" Jack asked, knowing all too well he'd end up taking the risk anyway, so he might as well avoid struggling to say no and give in to his desires. He had promised himself to try harder for her and this would be a good way to prove it.. but.. then again.. he did end up fondling her breast right after he said that. The thought caused the corners of his lips to curl up in an awkward smile as he tried to get rid of it before he'd end up with a big bulge in his pants to try and cover up all day again.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 04:02:11</strong>
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				When Jack came down she eyed his attire and smiled, he still managed to look good, even when he did just throw something on. Of course, compared to last night when he actually tried, and now, she did notice the different. For a moment a small pang of jealousy hit her heart, would he ever dress up and style his hair for her? Rae suddenly blinked at the idea and shook her head much like her brother had been doing for the past day or so. Sighing, her shoulders came up and then down in her exasperated breath before she smiled. She had to act natural, be herself, and not dwell on these...feelings. "Hm," she bit her lip and then said, "Well. First we can get breakfast...or lunch...or brunch! Haha! Something to eat, basically, and then um, well." She tapped the middle of her full lips thoughtfully before she smiled and said, 'We can do something fun! I wanna do something fun! Let's see I know they have that arcade here now, we could go there and blow some money playing...and then we could. Ohhh I dunno, maybe go to the park or...something? Oh! They have go-carts right, we can do that eh?" <br><br>She was leaning over the counter, looking at him expectantly, all of her ideas sounded pretty legit but the way she brought it up made it seem like she was trying to ask a high school crush out on an innocent date. Also, when she smiled and tilted her head and purred, "Sooo, what do ya think eh? Sounds fun, right?" She nodded a few times, tapping her nails on the counter before she leaned back and said. "I'm getting my shoes on, get yours on, and then we'll be off, alright?" She smiled and hopped off, humming as went and ran her fingers through her hair, stopping in the hall way to look at her make up before she went to the door where she had left her shoes the night before and got them on. Rae checked through her purse and saw that she had her credit cards and smiled.<br><br>Once they were ready Rae led the way out and got into her car, beckoning him to follow. She buckled up and waited until she took off. "Let's go to Brio's." Brio's was a very nice restaurant that served all sorts of delicious food, from breakfast until dinner. It was one of the more swankier places to go and Rae had never been. Now however she had the money and the time and the perfect person to go with. Turning up the radio she heard her voice blaring and sighed, she quickly turned the station and shook her head. "Is it weird that I kind of hate hearing myself sing? It makes me feel nervous and I pick out every note I did that was wrong...ugh maybe I'm just insecure about it but I'd rather listen to, this," she stopped on a station and the Gorillaz began to blare, "Then myself. Besides," she smiled, "I love the Gorillaz."<br><br>With the window down and the cold winter air blaring in, Rae sang along and bobbed her head, smiling as she went and her long brown hair fluttered behind and around her face. Once they came to the restaurant she laughed and brushed her hair before getting out and leading the way inside. When the famous singer and her mysterious male friend walked in, the waitress came up with her eyes wide. "Rae," she gasped, "Oh god...Rae! The singer! I love you," the woman had to be in college, maybe a senior in high school, she was pretty and bouncing on her toes before she took out a napkin and begged Rae to sign. Rae just laughed and did so, the black marker leaving her name down before the woman pulled back.<br><br>"Please tell me, before I seat you, you're not quitting are you? I mean," the waitress nearly began to cry, "You disappearing...it's freaking everyone out!" Rae sighed a little uncomfortably before she just laughed and said, "No. I'm just taking a break...and please, don't tell anyone I've been here, please," she urged the woman to listen to her and the waitress nodded slowly. The waitress looked over to Jack and then asked, "Did you...run away to get secretly married...to him?"<br><br>At the crazy notion, Rae just blinked, looking at Jack, speechless, she blushed and then laughed, "Um...no," Rae shook her head, though her eyes said other wise before she just blurted, "We're just...boyfriend and girlfriend...I mean! Uh!" She slapped a hand over her face. What...the...heck? She had MEANT to say brother and sister but the words...they all just came and the girl giggled before she lead them to a back booth.<br><br>Sitting down, Rae sighed, looking up at Jack once the woman left and gave them their menus she whispered, "I am so sorry for saying that. I don't know...why, it just...all kind of fell...ugh I am so horrible when people ask me these things." She was still red in the face and it didn't seem to be going away as she could hardly focus on the food on the menu.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 22:52:31</strong>
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				Something was going on, something weird, Rae wasn't acting like her usual self at all. Exactly what was out of place, Jack couldn't really put his finger on, but she seemed just a tad more excited about going out and doing something than he would've expected. It felt like she was up to something and he was part of it, whatever it was, chances were it wasn't going to be good for him. Well, depending on what one would consider good. Either it involved him having to convince himself he was better at hiding her love for her than he actually was, or they'd just 'happen' to bump into people that he really didn't want to see right now. In the end guessing was all he could do, the only thing that was a fact was her odd behaviour.<br><br>"Yea, that's sounds like a good time to me, but whatever you want to do is fine by me really." Jack finally replied absent-mindedly. What was happening now inside his mind was a revelation, trying to figure Rae out proved a mystery he was very willing to try and discover the answer to. So curious was he that everything else was pushed to the background, mostly because he couldn't help but hope it actually was because of him. Knowing that this idea was as stupid as it was unlikely, it was this 'theory' that made him actually consider trying to test her out. Being exposed quickly becoming a tool rather than a fear. <br><br>It would be extremely risky. Jack wasn't a complete moron and just make all those bullets he had dodged so far in vain, but if he was subtle about it.. well.. despite him panicking as soon as someone odd was about to happen, it always ended up relatively fine. Where this brave side of him came from, he did not know, but convincing himself that maybe.. just maybe Rae liked him a little more than a sibling too, he just <em>had</em> to give it a go. Was he slowly going crazy for actually deciding to do this? It felt like it, but as long as their bodies wouldn't be pressed against one another again it should all be fine. Hopefully..<br><br>With this in mind Jack began to see this day in a new light, he knew it was taking wrong to a whole new level, but this tiny shred of hope would be the thing that'd stop him from letting his love for Rae consume himself. "Alright, right behind you." Jack said with a smile, sounding a lot more confident than during his other conversations with her. As he followed her to fetch his shoes, he forced himself to observe rather than stare and found that she was indeed in an exceptionally good mood. Especially since that whole Eli fiasco left her thinking she'd never find anyone.<br><br>Putting on his shoes after Rae put on hers, he continued following her to the car and got in the passenger seat, putting on his seatbelt, eager to go. "Brio's? Sure, why not." Jack didn't really know about this restaurant, it had a very solid reputation but it was rather fancy. If he had known about that he probably would've actually put thought in what to wear rather than just fetching the first thing he could find. Still, it wasn't like he was dressed like a bum and as long as she was with him it didn't really matter. <br><br>When the radio was turned on, the sweet sound of Rae's voice filled the car, though she herself switched stations rather swiftly. The reason why seemed fair enough to him, he could imagine it'd feel rather strange to hear your own songs on the radio. "I don't think it's all that weird; I think I'd feel the same way but me singing is the equivalent to bringing chaos into a pig's farm." Jack said with a smile. The sad thing was he knew the lyrics of each of her songs by heart and tended to sing along when he heard them, but he wasn't very willing to admit that just now.<br><br>A smile sprung to his face when one of the new singles of the Gorillaz was turned on instead, <em>'On Melancholy Hill'</em>, one of his favourite. "I don't blame you, they're pretty awesome." Jack replied with a smirk, not very surprised that Rae liked them as well, they always had a very similar taste in just about anything. Still, expected or not, it was yet another reminded as to why he loved this woman. No matter how immoral and wrong society had told him it was, he knew she was perfect for him and that he could make her happy like nobody else would. This was why he had to at least try and see if there was anything there, even if it was probably just an illusion fabricated by his own mind.<br><br>Enjoying Rae singing, Jack hummed the tune, occasionally some words would even escape now and again. Though as soon as he caught wind of it, he'd stop and go back to humming.<br><br>Once they arrived at their destination and entered the building, a waitress came running towards them rather excited. The reason why was obvious to Jack before the girl even opened her mouth, much like him, she was an admirer of Rae. It was a bit of a strange feeling to be standing next to her while she attended to one of her fans, it felt rather good actually. It wasn't until the girl asked if he was her husband that Rae blurted out something bizarre, which he had to do his utter best for not to look as shocked as he felt. The assumption of the waitress didn't strike him as too odd. It did bring a red colour to his cheeks, mostly because it was something he could only dream about, but when his sister dismissed it and claimed he was her boyfriend well.. he wasn't quite sure what to think. <br><br>Trying his best to play along while the waitress was still with him, Jack couldn't help widened his eyes and look at Rae in surprise when they were finally left alone. The reason given was reasonable enough, and given just how embarrassed she look confirmed it. But he had a new agenda right now, he'd have to try and see if she sub-consciously said it. Because, if she had thought of the two of them as a couple, even if the thought itself had disgusted her when it popped in that beautiful head of hers, there was a chance for him.<br><br>"It's quite alright, just a little Freudian slip?" Jack asked and instantly laughed after he did, to cover it up as a joke which poked fun at her. Rather than giving her time to respond, he decided to add something on top of his previous comment, this was a golden opportunity, and if she'd respond absolutely disgusted he'd know an answer to set his mind at ease and remind him everything he had decided to do for the past half hour was just crazy. "Just kidding of course, but you might want to watch out what you say next time, or people are going to expect us to be all lovey-dovey and I don't want to be the one to explain the situation." he said with a smirk, trying to play this off as just harmless fun as well, though his eyes narrowed very slightly as he made himself ready to look at every little detail of her reaction.<br><br>She was already embarrassed though, so maybe he'd learn nothing at all and just further his risky crusade to see what was going on with her and end up stumbling in the abyss.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>10-10-2010, 04:04:17</strong>
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				Jack was probably thinking that she was some sort of idiot or weirdo for addressing him in such a fashion. Those words had not meant to come out, well, maybe they were meant in a way, but she didn't want Jack to know that. Rae was all sorts of flustered since making that mistake. She was shaking a bit as she opened up her menu and viewed what the items were. When Jack poked fun, she just pressed her lips together and made the motion of zipping her mouth up and flicking away the key. There would be no more slips from her mouth, no way. It didn't matter what she thought Jack might be doing or what she might be feeling, addressing her brother as her boyfriend in public was in no way a good thing to do. However, even after her mouth had been figuratively sealed, Jack just kept talking and told her to watch out or else he would be the one explaining. She gulped and nodded, blushing as she thought about kissing him in public or nuzzling his nose, pressing her lips to the first yet silken spot right beneath the left side of his jaw and feeling his pulse beat beneath her sweet show of affection...<br><br>Suddenly jumping in shock, Rae's hazel eyes widened and she slammed her back against the seat with a gasp. "U-Um," she swallowed hard and briefly chastised herself for thinking such things before she laughed and looked at Jack. "W-Well, I'll try my best to act cool, I promise. And the next time I'm out and people ask, I'll tell them for sure you're just my boy...I mean," she fumbled, "Brother. Just. My. Brother." She shrugged her brows, a little annoyed at herself that she would just keep messing up. Running her fingers through her long thick hair she winked at Jack and her foot came forward just to run the toe of her shoe up the inner workings of his calf. <br><br>"Although," she purred playfully, "If we did get ourselves stuck in that sort of sticky situation, I wouldn't be too opposed to kissing you in front of a camera. You have nice lips." She grinned and then pulled her foot away, silently wondering what in the world she was doing. One moment she was shy, the next she was acting just like Delilah. Seducing her own brother?! What in the world was going through her head? She was about to say something until a waiter came around, a tall handsome guy with bright teeth. He looked down at Rae and blinked, "Well I could hardly believe it when Amy told me we had a superstar in Brio, but look! Here she is. The most beautiful singer out there, Rae..." he suddenly crouched down and whispered, "Would it be too forward of me to ask for your number?"<br><br>Rae blinked, a little speechless, before she laughed and reached out a hand to pet his hand, "Yes it would be forward, very forward. And also misleading since you my dear are a very gay man looking for a way to become a star." For a moment he just stood there, speechless before her eyes twinkled and she leaned forward, "I've seen it all," she whispered. "You looked like the first two guys I gave my number two who were gay and the last five I rejected. I've got good eyes and an amazing intuition, now," she reached into her purse and pulled out a card. "If you want to get famous, go to the source, and don't use me. Okay? Now," leaving the waiter speechless as he took the card, she cleared her throat and told him her order of drink and food, she pushed Jack to do the same.<br><br>Once their orders were written down, Rae yawned a bit and sighed, "Sorry about that. People always do that, always beating around the bush and trying to get a piece of me. I'd much prefer it if they could be straight forward, direct, and honest. If you're going to use me then tell me why." She shook her head and muttered, "I'm kind of sad though. He was hot, but then again," she winked at Jack and tilted her head. "I have you as my date so why should I even bother, right?" She grinned and then reached across to take his hand.<br><br>"Jack," she began softly, "Pretend I am your girlfriend. Show me what you would do on a...brunch date with the love of your life." Her heart beat increased and her eyes were eager, her lips parted a bit as she waited impatiently, wanting him to show her the things he would do with the only woman he could hope to be with. Which, Rae had a hunch was her, but saying that...would just be too much.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>11-10-2010, 19:24:27</strong>
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				The results were.. interesting. The most obvious was her embarrassment, but that was to be expected, even if gave it gave him the impression he caught her red-handed with the Freudian slip remark. But what was really fascinating was when, for just a split second, her mind seemed to wander only to return to reality while looking a lot like he felt every time she had come a little <em>too</em> close. This time Jack was sure he wasn't just imagining things, but what was going on? He couldn't help shake the feeling it was still mere wishful thinking and his mind playing tricks on him.<br><br>What was going on in her mind? What he wouldn't give to know, the thought of people selling their souls for things like this came to mind, a trade he'd be very willing to make if it wasn't so absurd and limited to stories. "Your boy eh?" Jack couldn't resist the temptation when Rae seemed to stumble over her words yet again. Though this time the chance of it just being a simple accident faded away rather swiftly when her foot started to brush against him every so slightly. <br><br>Still, it planted more seeds of doubt in his mind. What she said right after it didn't help either. Was this some strange variation of 'chicken' he had never heard of? Or was she seriously trying to flirt with him? Maybe she was testing him out much like he was trying to do right now. Whatever her motives were, it made his heart beat considerably faster, much to the point that there was enough energy flowing through his body to make him sprint a marathon. "H-Heh, I wonder what people that know us would think about that." Jack finally responded, his cheeks finally giving in and turning red. In reality he couldn't care less what people would think about it, her soft lips pressed against his.. the thought alone made him want to try it out right now and see if she'd let him.<br><br>That was until a waiter appeared before them and started chatting up Rae, the fact he was whispering meaning very little considering he was right next to him. The fact the guy just blatantly ignored him being there was quickly working on his nerves, was he invisible?! Before Jack could let the frustration build up to the point of letting his presence known in a crude manner, Rae saved him from letting his emotions get to him.<br><br>Gay..? Gay?! This man was gay? Jack couldn't tell, but given the man's facial expression it was dead-on. Not that it helped much for his incredible urge to punch the guy. The nerve on him! He was willing to break Rae's heart just for a little fame? It didn't even look like he felt that bad about it, Jack bet the only reason he looked so shocked was because he got found out. So when Rae was done putting him in his place and it was his turn to order, Jack didn't bother trying to hide the fact he wasn't very pleased with the guy's presence while doing so.<br><br>His gazed followed the man until the he disappeared behind a door, the transition from his heart beating so fast due love to a small dose of adrenaline being pumped into his veins was an unhealthy mixture. It got him all worked up with a lot of energy building up inside of him that had nowhere to go other than to his leg, which started to bounce up and down rather fast. Even Rae's voice didn't seem to be able to snap him out of it, her hand grabbing his whoever was a whole different story.<br><br>The gaze that had been burning with anger softened up as his eyes lowered, peering a bit dumb-struck while all the negative energy was slowly being drained out of him. <em>'Pretend I am your girlfriend..'</em>, the words lingered on in his mind as Jack gulped trying to swallow his confusion. The adrenaline from before proved itself useful as it blocked out any thought, demanding direction action rather than planning. <br><br>"You're asking me a very difficult thing to do Rae.." Jack looked up into those beautiful eyes of her, slowly running his thumb over her knuckles, "First I'd try my best to make you laugh, just so I can see the wonderful smile that makes my heart melt. Then I'd let you know just how beautiful I think you are, to ensure you'd realise how lucky I feel just to be in the same room with you. After that mention your kindness, and how you put others before yourself before others, how I like the way you play with your hair when you're nervous before I slowly lean in closer just so I can give you a passionate kiss and savour the ta-.." Jack stopped as soon as he realised he was slowly but surely actually leaning in closer.<br><br>His eyes widened and an awkward smile appeared on his face, "Of course I'd also have to punch that waiter in the face for what he did!" he almost yelled while looking away. Scratching the back of his neck, Jack found himself laughing nervously while thinking of the word <em>'fuck'</em> over and over again. This time he had gone too far, way too far. He had finally lost it, forgot about everything else but his feelings for just long enough. Suddenly it felt like the eyes of everyone else in the restaurant were staring at him, like they were staring right through him, judging him while his life was about to come crashing down.. and all he could do was laugh like a moron.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>22-10-2010, 07:46:05</strong>
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				Yes, the actions of the waiter had put a small smudge on that day's brunch but Rae hardly care much. She had much weightier things pull her day down before. This was just the selfishness of one man who took it up the butt. She hardly cared about his future or if he would get punished for the way he tried to trick her when she had a man in front of her who was very capable of handling her heart and scrubbing away that ridiculous smudge on her day. A smile slid across Rae's lips as his thumb slid back and forth across her soft knuckles. Tilting her head, she listened as he told her the way he would treat his girlfriend.<br><br>All the things he said seemed to be the things he had plucked out of her mind in hopes of finding in the perfect man. She wanted a man to say those things, to do those things to and for her. Rae was on the edge of her seat, her hazel eyes fluttering, her lips parted as her heart raced and her shoulders rose and feel with deep, even breaths, long lashes fluttered and she gulped as Jack came forward, telling her he would kiss that girl, that he would put passion into the embrace...and then he seemed to snap out of it. Making Rae sit up straight and her brows jump up before she slammed back into her chair and let out a soft, "Ha!"<br><br>At his angry statement, Rae hummed and licked her lips until she pressed them together, "Y-Yeah...punching gay waiters always...a nice way to show your girl you care." She laughed, and then leaned forward, she wanted to go insane. Rae wanted to plead insanity and be locked away forever. After all that was the only way to explain the way she was attracted to her little brother. It would make it clear to her that she wanted nothing more then to have Jack against her with his tongue in her mouth and his warm, firm hands all over her body. She wanted to climb over the table and kiss him. All of these things only confirmed that she was totally bonkers.<br><br>Their drinks came just a moment later and Rae took very long and deep sips of her soda, looking down at the table cloth, breathing in and out slowly through her nose as she emptied out the glass and slurped it down until it made a loud, unattractive sound. "Sorry," she whispered, pink in the face. Looking at Jack she gulped and soon rose up to her feet, "Excuse me, I need to go to the restroom." Turning on her heel she brought her purse with her and disappeared in the back of the restaurant.<br><br>It was a very nice restroom, it had a waiting room with a purple couch and a lavender armchair with flower wallpaper and soft purple carpet. The actual bathroom was regal and nice for only one person.&nbsp; She put her purse down on the couch, went in and did her thing. As she was washing her hands moments later her eyes rose and she blinked at herself, letting the soap slide through her fingers as she wondered if all of this really was just in her head.<br><br>No, she had seen those photos, and Jack had just...leaned in to kiss her. He wasn't freaked entirely by how she called him her boyfriend, he seemed to like it. Not only that but he had seen her in the shower, naked. And Rae could swear that she had seen a very obvious hard-on from the sight she gave him, and the time where she was on top of him, afraid...surely that was more then just imagination when the tip of him slid against her bottom, hard and hot.<br><br>Rae dried her hands and came out of the bathroom into the small powder/waiting room. She went towards her bag and drew out her cell phone, she sighed before bringing up Jack's name and sending him a message. "Come to the lady's bathroom...please."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>30-10-2010, 02:28:14</strong>
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				It didn't take long before Jack realised that the only reason people were actually staring at him was because he was laughing quite loudly. Perhaps it could've been considering something to take comfort in if it wasn't for the fact that other people's opinions and eyes were the least of his worries. What was worse was how Rae was behaving along with the awkward silence that followed. There was no telling what was going on in her mind, all he knew was that moments ago everything felt so natural and right, now he created an extremely awkward atmosphere of which he had no clue how to talk himself out of it.<br><br>There was absolutely nothing he could think of right now that could justify everything, heck, he wasn't even able to conjure up an absurd idea that was doomed to fail. His intentions had been obvious, there was no way around it, the only thing keeping him together was the fact she herself seemed to have gotten carried away rather swiftly. But was this just his imagination again? Jack couldn't tell for sure. So when a sudden, rather peculiar, sound reached his ears as Rae finished her drink, a smile appeared on his lips. It was a most-welcomed distraction, providing just a few seconds of blissful ignorance. <br><br>"A-Alright." he mumbled incoherently as their eyes met for a short moment and Rae disappeared to the ladies' restroom. While Jack had been hopeful about using this time to calm himself down again, it seemed her absence did the exact opposite. The people around him were no longer staring at him, but he couldn't help shake the feeling of being surrounded. Nervously taking a sip from his drink, Jack nearly dropped the glass when he felt his cell phone vibrate in his pocket. Putting down the glass on the table he fetched his cell phone out, eager to divert his attention away from everything. Who send him a text did not matter at this point.<br><br>Until he noticed it was a message from Rae. For a split second Jack figured she had ran away, he had given her every reason to do so after all, but fortunately for him this wasn't the case. Though whether or not it was a fortunate thing he could not tell yet. The ladies bathroom? Despite the odd request, he soon found himself in front of the door with a sign indicating it was indeed meant for women. His hand was hovering over the handle of the door, mostly because he knew some drastic changes were coming, but partially because he suspected as soon as he'd open this door, a woman would come in and see him. Considering his luck and foolishness so far, getting accused of being a pervert didn't seem so far fetched right now.<br><br>Turning his head to look over his shoulder on final time, Jack took a deep breath and opened the door and quickly walked in, closing it behind him as if he was being chased by someone. "W-Why did you w-want me to come over?" his voice asked while his eyes tried his best to stare at the surroundings instead of Rae herself. Pretending he didn't know why was a silly notion, his heart was pounding in his chest while his mind ran through an insane amount of possibilities of what could happen next in just a few seconds. Every millisecond seemed to last forever, while he tried to act like everything was normal, when it obviously wasn't.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>30-10-2010, 05:09:11</strong>
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				Sitting on the couch, Rae wondered if Jack would go through with it. He probably thought she was being dumb, maybe his phone was&nbsp; on silent, maybe she would be sitting here for ten minutes feeling like a fool all alone. Well it would only serve her right. She was thinking of ridiculous things about her brother after all. She deserved being stood up. Half of her wanted to be alone to wallow, the other half just wanted him there and now, but then the need to wallow just increased as the moments passed. Moments later however, the door opened up and Rae jumped to her feet, hazel eyes wide as Jack came in. His stuttering made her nervous, ohhh this was such a bad idea!<br><br>Looking at Jack now how ever the pumping of her heart quickened, her head tilted up and her shoulders rose and fell in deep, shaking breaths before she pressed her lips together and closed her eyes. For fifteen seconds she didn't say or do a thing, until those seconds were up and she was walking past him. Reaching out, Rae locked the door and turned to face Jack. She grabbed him by the hem of his shirt and pushed him, making him walk backwards towards the couch. She paused to throw her purse to the ground before she shoved him down to seat and then crawled right on top of him.<br><br>Straddling his lap she flipped her hair back and rolled her hips down so that their eyes were locked together, her hands came to his shoulders and she leaned forward, their foreheads touching before she rubbed the tip of her nose against his and pulled back. "I know Jack," her voice was deeper, huskier with seduction, her hazel eyes were darkened, smouldering in the need that seemed to possess her. "I know that you want me, and I know that...because I've seen the pictures. I've seen the way you looked at me. The way you felt against me. Don't try to deny it, I know it's true."<br><br>Coming closer, their lips were so close their breath mingled, but she didn't move closer, she stayed like that, whispering so that the soft, pink flesh of their mouths only brushed together so very lightly. "Tell me Jack, tell me right now, every little thing you've done, everything naughty thing you've thought about me. Tell me how it feels to have me near you so often now that I'm home. Tell me why you don't have a girlfriend..."<br><br>Her hands came to the front of his shirt, her fingers twisted into the cloth as her thighs squeezed around his own. "Please tell me..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Le RandomBloke</strong> on <strong>05-11-2010, 03:32:33</strong>
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				The nerves were eating away at what little of his confidence was left. Jack had been hoping, no, expecting a quick confrontation, one where he would struggle to try and explain everything but finally reveal the secret that was hidden within him. It would've been painful, hard to bear, but instead Rae was just standing there with her eyes closed. Was he actually panicking so much that his perception of time had been royally screwed over? It was like a slow motion scene from a movie, or rather, a dream.<br><br>If his heart wasn't pounding so hard, he might have actually believed it indeed was a dream. When her eyelids finally revealed her beautiful eyes yet again, Jack braced himself. But again, nothing. Instead she moved beyond him, he figured to leave, but a loud 'click' echoed through the room making him turn around to her with a dumbstruck look on his face. Confusion had overwhelmed him to such a point that when she started pushing him, his body just obeyed by walking backwards while his mind remained a complete blank.<br><br>Before Jack had any chance to pull himself together, he was already sitting in the comfortable couch, with her soft body right on top of his. A mixed set of emotions could be seen in his eyes, which could no longer avoid looking into hers as her voice revealled she did indeed know. Though her voice was far beyond anything he had expected. While he had been preparing himself to get scolded at the very least, these expectations were instead met by a seductive tone which he had never heard come out of Rae's mouth before.<br><br>It was absurdly arousing and very exciting, and in it's own unique way it was extremely soothing. It made him feel like all that worrying he had done about being found out had been ridiculous, the whole time he spent trying to disguise it all spent in vain. Even the fact this was happening, the way she was behaving, felt natural. Had he gone insane.. wait, had she gone insane? Was this really a dream? The most vivid one he had ever experienced? It sure started to seem that way. Their lips even touched, barely, but never before had he been so close to kissing her, letting their tongues entwine with one another.<br><br>Exactly what was going on and what was coming over him, he did not know. But there was no point trying to hide the lustful and longing look in his eyes, whatever what was going on, Jack could tell everything was alright now. There was no need to hold back either, she asked him questions, questions he was more than willing to answer right now. After all this time, he was finally going to come clean and stop lying to both her and himself. At this point, worrying about the consequences seemed stupid, if this really was a dream there was no need to hold back.<br><br>"So, you want to know huh?" he replied, his voice matching that confident smirk on his face perfectly, "You want to know how me, your little brother, can't stop thinking about you no matter what he does. How everytime you get close my body fills with such desire I can barely get a hold of myself."&nbsp; Jack let out a small sigh, "I guess I should have known I couldn't hide it from you." as his right hand rose up to run through her hair, he stared into her gorgeous eyes and smiled.<br><br>"When I heard you were coming back, I though I had it in me to put on a mask, to disguise what I truly felt. I guess I was an idiot for actually believing this. For years now I've been longing for you, for years I've used those pictures you've found to relief myself from the sexual stimulation I felt everytime I thought about you." As the words rolled of his tongue, Jack could feel it getting harder and harder on him. The ability to finally letting go was bringing a far bigger emotional impact on him than he had anticipated, "At first I thought I was losing my mind, I played it off as being confused at the time, that it would all work itself out as I got older."<br><br>The grip he had on staying cool and confident was getting harder every second, the fact that this was truly happening started to slowly sink in, "But it only got worse, my love for you only grew stronger, it became an obsession. Yes it's true, the reason I have no girlfriend is you. I tried, Rae, I really did, but each time the only thing I could think of was how they were not you. So when I finally saw you again, I was both thrilled and fearful at the same time, it was both a wonderful dream and a nightmare at the same time. That time I stumbled into the bathroom and caught a glimpse of you? I couldn't suppress my desires, when your body was pressed tightly against mine during the storm? I ran away just so you didn't have to witness what kind of a pervert I truly am."<br><br>A soft, partly suppressed laugh escaped his lips when he thought about what happened again, "Then I only ended up feeling horrible for leaving you alone, all I wanted to do then was to crawl in your bed and cuddle you, but I knew I couldn't. It was selfish of me, I know, but the thought of losing you once you'd know was too much to bear. There are so many things I've thought about doing with you, Rae, but the one thing I wanted to do for the longest time.." Jack paused briefly, taking his time to muster up the courage for what he was about to do, "Was just.. a simple.. kiss." as soon as the words left his mouth, he closed his eyes and pressed his lips onto hers, forcing himself to wipe his mind blank so he wouldn't think about the possible consequences any more. He didn't want to talk no longer, all he wanted was to believe this was not some sick joke and he could finally cherish the taste of her lips after all this time.
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				Title: <strong>Re: A Song of Siblings (RandomClown &amp; Reyne)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Reyne</strong> on <strong>05-11-2010, 04:48:19</strong>
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				When Jack began to confess, Rae had thought she would have felt something like relief, or pride, or happiness that she had been right all along and that she could tackle the issue in her personal way of dealing with things. She could either meet this with her own problems and confront their attraction for each other and happily live with it or she could dismiss it and move on. Her confidence began to falter however as he told her everything, it wasn't that his feelings appalled or even shocked her really...it was her own feelings. The fact that she felt her heart pounding and skipping, unevenly moving as it were on a pair of legs that belonged to a newborn gazele, alarmed her. When he touched her hair and smiled at her, she felt her cheeks go pink while her body began to tremble.<br><br>It was all coming true,all of the thoughts, the doubts, the suspicions, there was a reason for it all and it was all fact. Realizing this as she straddled her own brother's lap she felt like she might suffocate. Now that it was happening...where could she go now? What was she supposed to do? She had been so concerned with Jack and his feelings and emotions she hadn't really taken the time to see what she was dealing with in a situation that was very odd and very different than anything she had ever experienced before. Hearing that she helped him finish in his masturbation, and hearing that she was the reason he had no one, it was overwhelming. Rae had half expected and half desired for Jack to bail out and tell her nothing but lies. But it seemed she had popped the cork on a bottle full of truths and it was spraying all over her now like cheap champagne and she had no idea how to think.<br><br>"Jack," she whispered, shaking her head, hearing his reasons for the times he had slipped up. Knowing that he had wanted her in the shower, in the storm, and probably many more times. "I don't...I didn't..." sputtering for what to say, she heard him tell her how he felt after he left her in the midtst of her fears and her eyes closed as her head tilted down and she just shook her brown head from left to right, speechless before the silence came and she looked up to see him coming closer. "No...Jack," she mouthed, she had meant to speak it but the air left her and in the next moment she felt his kiss and tasted his mouth. Surprise made her stiffen and a gentle whine left her throat at the touch and the flavour he gave her, making her head spin. It felt so wrong but it felt ten times more right then what she had thought. Her eyes were open, seeing Jack's own eyes closed. He was serious about her, it was more then a crush, he was practically in love with her...obsessed.<br><br>Her hands jolted out and pushed Jack back, panting heavily her hazel eyes were wide and crazy before she gulped and got up to her feet, "N-No," she said as her trembling form backed up and she grabbed her purse. "I'm sorry, I never should have made you...confess...I didn't think, I just did it and I...I'm sorry. We can't," she took&nbsp; a step forward as if she wanted to give that kiss another try but she swiftly took three steps back and closed her eyes. "I can't. Jack you're...you're my world, but I can't..." Biting her lower lip her eyes opened back up, full of unshed tears. "If I gave in to what I think...I want to give in to I could never forgive myself, I'd ruin you Jack, more then I already have. I'm so sorry."<br><br>Inhaling deeply she said, "I just...I just thought you were being, you know, a little brother who was a pervert...I..I forgot in those pictures, in those times, who I was. I'm still your sister, and you're my brother. We can't just go for it like we...like you...I...it's not right no matter what feelings might be there...right?" She wanted Jack to jump up and tell her he was totally kidding she was practically waiting for him to, tensed with her eyes intent on Jack alone. And Rae kept drilling it into her mind that whatever thoughts she was having was totally wrong and just to forget them but it didn't stop. The urge to get back on his lap and kiss him was so strong and the place where his lips had been was burning with desire, she was flushed in her face and gulping, nervously shifting on her feet.<br><br>"This is scary," Rae whispered. "I've never...wanted someone so badly before until now Jack...seriously. This is really alarming, I'm not supposed to feel like this for you or anyone who's related to me...I can't. It's not right. My career would be in flames, people would hate me, mom would be so upset...so many things could ruin me for this and yet all I want to do is kiss you again."
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