Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)
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				Title: <strong>Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 05:46:49</strong>
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				Michelle was bored.&nbsp; She had been feeling ill, so she had taken the day off from work, but had managed to get some housework done to kill the boredom.&nbsp; Besides, a clean house always made her feel better.&nbsp; It also allowed her to slip into her own little fantasy world, in which she was cleaning house not just for herself and her partner, but for Mistress Cameron (sometimes, she'd even say it more formally in her fantasies, Mistress Fox!).&nbsp; She'd even gone so far as to indulge the fantasy by wearing one of her partner's favorite negligees to clean in.<br><br>The problem was that she was more than bored.&nbsp; She was discontent.&nbsp; She loved and adored Cameron, but lately the sex had grown boring, and on more than one occasion she'd actually faked an orgasm in order to keep her frustration to herself.&nbsp; She knew this was bad, but Michelle did not know how to approach the problem.&nbsp; How did one tell their partner of years, "I love you, but our sex bores me.&nbsp; Could you spank me or tie me up?"&nbsp; So she kept her frustration to herself and took what opportunities she could to fantasize.<br><br>It wasn't like there was anyone she could talk to about it.&nbsp; No one would expect that the young promising lawyer would crave being owned, dream of a collar around her throat. <br><br>With a sigh, after she'd finished the chores, she glanced to the clock.&nbsp; At least two hours before Cameron came home from <em>Belle</em>.&nbsp; She'd have time to look at some porn and clean herself up as long as she didn't lose track of the time.&nbsp; Taking some precautions--a towel to make clean up easier and her cell phone alarm to make sure she had time to jump in the shower, Michelle navigated to a site that specialized in good lesbian porn, including some light BDSM.&nbsp; As she watched, she imagined that the various slave girls were herself and the Mistresses were Cameron.&nbsp; Her fingers found their way to her own sex, and she rubbed her clitoris--not wanting to enter herself--and she groaned as her fantasies, the porn, and her own fingers, brought her to climaxing.<br><br>Unfortunately, when she cleaned up, she forgot to clear the history.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 16:33:48</strong>
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				As often happened when Cameron had a few spare minutes at work, she would close the door of her editor’s office and think about Michelle.&nbsp; Their friends thought of Cameron and Michelle as the near perfect couple.&nbsp; First, their devotion to one another was obvious to any but the most casual observer.&nbsp; And Cameron would agree with that assessment, she would do anything to assure Michelle’s happiness, and she knew that Michelle felt the same way.<br><br>And yet, as their relationship grew and matured, more and more Cameron got the feeling that something was missing.&nbsp; Could it be that, as devoted as they were to one another, their lovemaking was becoming commonplace?&nbsp; Sometimes it just seemed repetitive, or even, and Cameron had always feared to voice the word because of what it might imply about their relationship, boring.&nbsp; The word was poison!&nbsp; She could imagine how crushed Michelle would be if she were to use it, or, for that matter, how it would crush her to hear the word coming from Michelle’s sweet lips.<br><br>But maybe this was normal.&nbsp; Maybe boredom was a common aspect of a relationship that had passed the stage of newness and initial excitement.&nbsp; Did other couples struggle with the same thing?<br><br>No.&nbsp; It didn’t matter what other couples struggled with.&nbsp; It just wasn’t good enough for Cameron and Michelle.&nbsp; Cameron had gotten where she was at Belle by being the girl who got things done, the girl who would not accept the unacceptable.&nbsp; <br><br>The idea that something might be faltering in her relationship with Michelle was unacceptable.&nbsp; Cameron could not, would not, imagine a day when Michelle was not part of her life.&nbsp; Cameron wanted nothing more than to be there for Michelle, to care for and provide for her, always.&nbsp; And starting now, Cameron would figure out how to get their relationship back on track.<br><br>Cameron knew that Michelle had skipped work today because she was feeling under the weather.&nbsp; Well, Cameron knew just how to lift Michelle’s spirits.&nbsp; She would leave work early and surprise her lover with dinner at their favorite romantic restaurant.<br><br>In keeping with the surprise idea, Cameron slipped the key into the lock of their front door as quietly as possible and crept into the house.&nbsp; No Michelle, though the TV was on.&nbsp; The kitchen?&nbsp; Maybe she was fixing a snack for herself.&nbsp; Nope.&nbsp; And then Cameron realized, Michelle had probably settled in the spare room and was amusing herself by surfing the web.<br><br>As Cameron approached the open door to the spare room, sure enough, there was Michelle, gazing intently at her computer screen, and…what was she doing?&nbsp; The office chair obscured the fact that Michelle was naked at the waist, but her posture was…odd.<br><br>Cameron stepped closer, curious what had so intensely captured her lover’s interest, and the image on the screen became clear.&nbsp; It was a woman, dressed in a black leather halter and thong, and another woman, this one naked save for fishnet stockings and garter, laying across her lap and receiving a spanking.<br><br>Cameron could hardly believe what she was seeing.&nbsp; It was just inconceivable that Michelle would be interested in something like this.&nbsp; But was it really?&nbsp; Could it be that this image on the computer screen, to Michelle, represented what was missing in their relationship?<br><br>Cameron hoped that she wasn’t making a mistake, but went with what her gut was telling her and continued to step forward, quietly, coming up behind Michelle.&nbsp; When she realized that her lover was masturbating to the image on her computer screen, Cameron did not feel anger or betrayal, only sadness that their relationship was not giving her lover what she seemed to be craving.<br><br>Standing right behind her now, Cameron crossed her arms across her chest looked down at her lover as she pleasured herself to the image on the screen, and said in a chastising voice, “You’ve been a naughty girl Michele, and now, what am I to do with you?”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 19:19:47</strong>
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				Michelle startled easily.&nbsp; She always had.&nbsp; Most of the time, it resulted in laughter and a cute blush, but this time was different.&nbsp; There was a reason she'd not shared these thoughts with Cameron.&nbsp; As much as the fantasy turned her on, it also scared her senseless at times.&nbsp; There were even times she was disgusted by herself for craving anything remotely like this.&nbsp; She was also afraid that Cameron would find it disturbing or wrong and leave her.&nbsp; She'd rather spend the rest of her life faking orgasms and indulging in fantasies than lose the woman she loved.<br><br>She jumped when Cameron spoke, gasping as she was startled, and tried to close the window while pulling her hand away from herself.&nbsp; She was flushed, though as much from the embarrassment of being caught as from any arousal she'd been previously feeling.&nbsp; Definitely not the way, or reason, she wanted to have a difficult conversation start.&nbsp; <br><br>She still wore the slinky negligee top she'd been wearing to clean in earlier, and bit her lip slightly as she gathered her thoughts, knowing there was very little way she could either deny or explain to Cameron what she'd walked in on.<br><br>"Um... hi... you're... home early."&nbsp; She grimaced slightly, knowing exactly how lame that sounded.&nbsp; She had missed the fact that Cameron did not seem angry or the use of the word 'naughty' as a signal that maybe Cameron understood more than she realized and was ok with it.<br><br>"I'm sorry... can um... can we just pretend that this didn't happen."&nbsp; She looked up at her lover hopefully, shivering just a bit as she imagined the other woman bending her over her knee and spanking her thoroughly.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 22:25:30</strong>
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				One of the nice things about being close to someone for years is that you learn to understand your partner’s unspoken communication nearly as clearly as the words that they speak.&nbsp; Cameron and Michelle both understand much about each other simply by their facial expressions and body language.<br><br>What Cameron saw as she watched Michelle was a medley of emotions all playing across her face at once.&nbsp; First, there was embarrassment at being caught, and then fear, perhaps from imagining what Cameron’s reaction might be.&nbsp; And finally, all but masked by the other emotions, the negative one, Cameron sensed just a touch of arousal as well.&nbsp; And she was almost certain that this did not stem from the images she had just been viewing but rather from anticipation that arose when she looked at Cameron.<br><br>Still standing over her lover, Cameron uncrossed her arms and lowered a hand to caress Michelle’s cheek.&nbsp; “I’m sorry I frightened you Michelle.&nbsp; Please, don’t be embarrassed,” she said, letting Michelle know that she was not angry.<br><br>Cameron dragged another chair over so she could sit on the same level as her lover, and continued, “But as far as pretending that this did not happen, I’m afraid I can’t do that.&nbsp; You mean far to much to me than to see this and pretend it never happened.”<br><br><br>Cameron slid a little closer and took Michelle’s hand, cradling it in her own and raised it to her lips to kiss it.&nbsp; “I’ve felt there was something odd, “Cameron said after struggling for the right word, “something odd between us for some time now.&nbsp; Perhaps you feel the same way, and maybe you’ve found it hard to brooch the subject.&nbsp; So, is there something you would like to tell me, Michele?”<br><br>Cameron felt it necessary to tread lightly for fear of ruining the opportunity to get things out in the open.&nbsp; But she avoided using pet names for her lover, calling her instead by her first name, so Michelle would recognize that she was serious.<br>
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				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 22:51:54</strong>
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				Michelle bit her lip and looked down, tears threatening at the corner of her eyes.&nbsp; "No... I mean, yes, but I don't know if I want to.&nbsp; You might hate me, and I don't want to lose you."&nbsp; A corner of her mind informed her that she was being ridiculous.&nbsp; Cameron had been almost teasing, but with a chastising tone when she caught her; she was not moving away but closer; and she'd taken her hand and kissed it, but the fear persisted.<br><br>She sat silently for a few moments, not able to meet Cameron's eyes, struggling with what to say, how to express what was going on in her mind and heart.&nbsp; She used her free hand to wipe away a tear that escaped and wanted to roll down her cheek.<br><br>"I love you, Cam, so much.&nbsp; I don't want you to hate me or think me some kind of gross deviant."&nbsp; She raised her head to look the other woman eye to eye.&nbsp; "Please, understand that I'll put aside all of these feelings and thoughts if that's what you require.&nbsp; I promise.&nbsp; They're just..."&nbsp; she waved her free hand; she always seemed to talk with her hands so there was no real way to keep them still while she spoke.&nbsp; "Fantasies.&nbsp; Nothing more.&nbsp; I'll get over it, past it, just... I need you, Cameron, more than any of the rest of this."<br><br>Once she got that out, and hoping desperately that the other woman would believe it, she took a deep breath, trying to find the courage to go on.&nbsp; She could and would get over this if that's what Cameron needed.&nbsp; Hell, it frightened her enough that she knew that might be the best possible choice.<br><br>"It scares me.&nbsp; What I want scares me.&nbsp; A lot.&nbsp; But..."&nbsp; She sighed, "Maybe the best way to explain is to tell you what I did this morning before all of this."&nbsp; She bit her lip, "I wore your favorite negligee," as Cameron could see since she still wore the top, "And cleaned the house.&nbsp; And I kept imagining that I wasn't cleaning it because it'd make me feel better or because I like to keep the house clean for my partner, but that I was keeping it clean for Mistress Cameron."&nbsp; Michelle blushed and nodded towards the computer screen, "I watch this, and I imagine that it's you spanking me.&nbsp; I didn't penetrate myself because... because it's your pussy, not mine, and only you have the right to enter it, or to determine what enters it."<br><br>"But it scares me, Cameron.&nbsp; I want you to spank me and tie me up, and well, own me.&nbsp; But it terrifies me.&nbsp; I feel like I'm sick."&nbsp; She sighed, "But... except when you get a bit rough, pulling my hair when I eat you out or running your nails over my back, sex bores me anymore.&nbsp; And that scares me too."<br><br>During all of this, she'd stopped trying to stop the tears that rolled down her cheeks.&nbsp; "I'm sorry, Cam.&nbsp; I'm so sorry."
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				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 00:21:54</strong>
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				Cameron watched Michelle intently as she struggled to get the words out that needed to be said, doing her best to comfort and reassure her lover who was in obvious distress.&nbsp; &nbsp; When her first words came, Cameron responded immediately with, “I love you too, and I always will, Michelle, always!”&nbsp; But after that, felt it best to let Michelle spill it all out without interrupting with more than a gentle squeeze of the hand or a sympathetic look.<br><br>When Michelle finally finished, Cameron was so moved by her emotional outpouring that she slid closer to her lover and just held her for a few minutes without saying a word, letting her get past all of her tears knowing that Cameron wasn’t going anywhere.<br><br>Finally, still holding Michelle in her arms, Cameron spoke in her softest tones, “You know that I would never hate you, in your heart, I know that you know that.&nbsp; I love my baby, and I always will.&nbsp; Okay sweetie?”<br><br>Cameron pulled her head back to smile at Michelle and brush a wisp of hair from her forehead and then continued, looking into Michelle’s eyes, “Do you trust me baby?&nbsp; I mean, you know I would never hurt you or let harm come to you if it was in my power to stop it, right?<br><br>((Assumes Michelle’s affirmative response))<br><br>“Then you know that I need you, just as much as you need me.&nbsp; I will never do anything that might damage our lives together, and I will never do anything that will hurt you.”&nbsp; Cameron paused to let her words sink in, and to prepare Michelle for what she was about to say, “That is why I can’t just let what happened here today pass as if it didn’t happen.&nbsp; ‘Cause, if we don’t have honesty we really don’t have much, do we ‘Shelle?”<br><br>And now Cameron sat up straight and looked Michelle straight in the eye, and in a more direct voice than she had used since her early arrival home, said, “I need you to trust me ‘Shelle, will you do that?”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 00:46:51</strong>
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				Michelle nodded as Cameron reassured her, allowing herself to be pulled into her lover's arms and the freedom to just cry.&nbsp; The truth of the matter was that she did trust Cameron, and she did believe in her love.&nbsp; She was just scared, irrationally, perhaps, but scared nonetheless.&nbsp; <br><br>When asked if she trusted her, she nodded, not able to speak past the tears that were still falling down her cheeks or the lump in her throat.&nbsp; Though, if she was honest, completely honest with herself, the fact of the matter was the fact that Cameron felt she had to ask that question made her feel even worse, guilty.<br><br>She looked down when Cameron said they didn't have much if they didn't have honesty.&nbsp; While she had not really intended to keep secrets from her, she had.&nbsp; She had almost, single-handedly, destroyed their relationship, something she'd be lost without.&nbsp; She sniffled but shook her head, agreeing that honesty was important and beating herself up internally for just how much she had fucked up.<br><br>Michelle looked up just in time to see Cameron straighten and look into her own eyes.&nbsp; There was something about Cameron's tone, about her stance, that told her just how important this answer was.&nbsp; "Of course, I do.&nbsp; I do, Cam.&nbsp; I trust you completely.&nbsp; I just..."&nbsp; She bit her lip, and remembered Cameron's words regarding honesty, "I'm just not sure I trust myself."<br><br>She forced herself to smile, "Sweetie, you have to know this isn't about you.&nbsp; I mean, I do trust you, completely, with my life, my health, my heart, my everything.&nbsp; I don't think I could fantasize like this if I didn't.&nbsp; I just don't trust myself.&nbsp; And, I guess, kinda, I feel like I'm sick.&nbsp; To want you to spank me... tie me up... things I can't even admit to myself yet that I want you to do to me.&nbsp; Doesn't that make me sick?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 02:13:27</strong>
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				Cameron dismissed Michelle’s assertion that she felt like she was sick with a wave of her hand.&nbsp; “’Shelle, I don’t believe that’s you talking when you say you feel like you’re sick for feeling what you’re feeling, that’s society talking.&nbsp; Yeah, the same society that says that there is something wrong with us simply because we love each other, something we need to be cured of.”<br><br>Cameron was trying to move the conversation beyond the right or wrong stage.&nbsp; Those kinds of value judgments only ended with a guilt complex and hurt feelings if they were accepted, and whose sense of right should they use, society’s?&nbsp; Fat chance!<br><br>Cameron leaned forward again to hold her ‘Shelle close.&nbsp; “Who may judge what we do or don’t do when we are alone together?&nbsp; Certainly our neighbors may not, nor may our friends, either.&nbsp; It is none of their business how we live.&nbsp; It is our business alone, and I do not judge you for your fantasies, and I never will.&nbsp; What I will do is help you, slowly, to bring your fantasies into our experience.&nbsp; Like I say, we’ll move slowly, and we’ll progress only as far or as fast as we are both comfortable.”<br><br>Cameron sat up again, and when she spoke this time her voice carried a note of finality, “So, it is settled,” but then she smiled and continued, “Let’s you and me go out to dinner tonight, you pick the place, and I’ll treat.&nbsp; And then, when we come home,” Cameron paused long enough to deliver a sly wink, “I think my naughty girl will have to take her punishment.”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 02:29:20</strong>
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				Michelle nodded, feeling safe in Cameron's arms and loved.&nbsp; She also felt kind of silly for having not said something to Cameron sooner.&nbsp; "I'm sorry, Cam.&nbsp; I'm sorry."&nbsp; To be honest, Michelle was not entirely sure what it was she was apologizing for exactly.&nbsp; She knew part of it was that she was just relieved.<br><br>When Cam sat up and got a bit strict in her voice, Michelle giggled.&nbsp; "My stomach is still kind of iffy, so is it ok if it's not the most upscale restaurant tonight?&nbsp; Not some greasy dump either."&nbsp; Though she suspected that most of her stomach, both that morning and now was stress and nerves.<br><br>She leaned in and kissed her lover softly, "Thank you, Cam.&nbsp; I love you... and um... tonight, even at the restaurant, can... um... can I call you Mistress?"&nbsp; She blushed at her own question, though she also felt herself tighten and moisten slightly, biting her lip as she felt herself turned on but trying not to be too embarassed about it.
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				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 03:34:26</strong>
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				As they held on to each other and Michelle tried to apologize, Cameron shushed her gently and said, “It’s okay baby, there really is nothing to apologize for, we’re fine,” and then finished with, “I love you so much.<br><br>“You say your tummy is still not up to snuff?&nbsp; Well, pick any restaurant you like, or, if you’d rather, you can fix us a dinner here and we’ll enjoy our privacy even more.&nbsp; Either way, I want you to wear something sassy and fun, okay?&nbsp; And yes, you most certainly may call me Mistress.&nbsp; In fact,” Cameron said gaily, “I insist on it!” And then she giggled.<br><br>When she stood up, Cameron turned toward the door and said, “Well, I need to dress for the evening, and so do you.&nbsp; And Michele, be sure to wear something where I can get to your fine, smooth bottom easily,” Cameron said slyly, a clear reminder to Michele of what she had to look forward to after dinner was concluded.<br><br>In her room, Cameron took her time changing out of her work clothes and tried to decide, what did she own that would make her look Mistress-like, and drew a blank initially.&nbsp; “Hmmm,” she sighed as an idea began to take shape.&nbsp; To herself, Cameron exclaimed, Yes, I think that will do all right!”&nbsp; It wasn’t exactly Mistress fare, but after all, she didn’t have to have black leather everything in order to play the part.<br><br>Twenty minutes later, Cameron emerged from her room in her little black cocktail dress, the short one with lots of cleavage that came down a little below mid-thigh, black fishnet stockings with a black garter, and her spikiest black high heeled shoes.<br><br>Cameron was surprised that she still had the fishnet stockings and garter, she’d bought them a while back, almost on a lark, and wasn’t even sure she still had them.&nbsp; She was glad she did, now.&nbsp; <br><br>After Cameron had adjusted her makeup, mostly by adding extra dark shadow to her eyes, she ventured out of her room in search of Michelle and ended up in the living room.<br>
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				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 03:57:42</strong>
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				Two women could share a room, a bathroom, sex toys, and most everything else.&nbsp; They could not, however, share a closet.&nbsp; Their sizes were enough different that stealing clothing didn't work anyway.&nbsp; So Michelle remained in the spare room, where her closet was.<br><br>"Ok, no panties, so a skirt."&nbsp; She chuckled, she only wore power pant suits in the courtroom anyway, "But negligee is probably not appropriate."&nbsp; So, she was talking to herself, but after all she'd just been through with her lover, she figured she was allowed the insanity of talking outloud to herself, at least briefly.<br><br>She chewed on her lip, a nervous habit of hers, as she went through her closet.&nbsp; "Something slutty, but not too slutty.&nbsp; Not yet."&nbsp; She bypassed the red leather skirt that she was not even sure why she had, though she mentally bookmarked it.&nbsp; It would definitely come in handy, eventually.&nbsp; She giggled to herself as she thought about the fact she'd need to buy a slutty french maid uniform for around the house.<br><br>"Ok, focus, or your not going to make it through tonight."&nbsp; She took a deep breath and chose a white halter top dress.&nbsp; It came half way down her thighs, was half way between slutty and innocent, could not be worn with a bra, showed her back and shoulders off completely while highlighting her small but perky breasts.&nbsp; She chose a pair of strappy silver "fuck me heels."&nbsp; Her makeup was touched up a bit, but kept innocent, and she left her hair down, but well brushed, so that Cameron could pull at it all she wanted.<br><br>Satisfied, she came downstairs, and felt her jaw drop as she looked at Cameron.&nbsp; "Mistress... you look..."&nbsp; Michelle had always thought that Cameron was gorgeous, but like this, the only thing that was missing was a whip or riding crop.&nbsp; She swallowed and moved to her, carefully dropping to her knees as she felt her dreams begin to come true.&nbsp; "We can eat fast, right?&nbsp; Cause I'm going to go crazy looking at you like this."<br><br>She licked her lips and made a choice for restaurant.&nbsp; It was a simple chain restaurant, usually lower scale then they ate at, but it would move quickly and it would have light enough food not to kill her stomach and ruin the evening.&nbsp; She did not stand, wanting Cameron to tell her to do so before she did, but she did tell her lover, and now Mistress, her choice.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 05:58:34</strong>
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				When Michelle came down the stairs in her white dress, Cameron was nearly overcome.&nbsp; Michelle had chosen the absolutely right outfit for her adopted role.&nbsp; She was innocent, she was sassy, oh hell, she was every Mistress’s dream!<br><br>Even before Cameron could compliment Michelle for her choice, she had approached Cameron and knelt at her feet.&nbsp; That’s when Cameron realized just how serious Michelle was about this.&nbsp; That is also when Cameron realized, if Michelle really wanted this, then she had better start thinking more like a Mistress would think.<br><br>When Michelle named her restaurant choice, Cameron nodded and said, “That’s a good enough choice, especially for something quick.”&nbsp; Without taking her eyes off of Michelle, Cameron stepped around her, saying, “We can get something quick there and save desert for after we return home.&nbsp; So, Michelle, why don’t you bend down and show me what you’re offering for desert?”<br><br>As Michelle bent over, bringing herself onto all fours, Cameron lifted her skirt, causing her breath to hitch in her throat for a second.&nbsp; &nbsp;Michelle was indeed wearing no panties, and the sight of her like this because she had suggested it, caused a sudden rush of excitement that she had not felt in quite a while.&nbsp; <br><br>Before she lowered Michelle’s skirt she caressed each cheek with her hand and let out a little purr, “Yes, I see you have prepared me quite a fitting desert tonight.&nbsp; Thank you.”&nbsp; Cameron wanted to say, “thank you slave,” but couldn’t bring herself to do it.&nbsp; She just didn’t think of her lover as a slave.&nbsp; Cameron thought quickly though and came to a decision.<br><br>“Michelle, you may stand up now,” she began, “When we are in public, and especially when we are among friends or acquaintances, I will continue to call you Michelle, or ‘Shelle, or one of my pet names for you.&nbsp; I will do this until we have a talk and decide between us that I will change the way I address you.&nbsp; When we are in private however, I will call you ‘girl’.&nbsp; Oh, I’m sure I’ll call you Michelle or ‘Shelle too, but I will always call you ‘girl’ if I expect your obedience.&nbsp; All right?”<br><br>Cameron scanned the room to see where she’d dropped her pocketbook.&nbsp; “All right then, girl, come with me, it is time to go.”&nbsp; As she headed for the door with Michelle following behind, Cameron realized for the first time how ridiculously she was dressed considering their destination.&nbsp; “Oh well,” she mused silently, “It is for love, after all,” and smiled back at Michelle as she opened the door.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 13:43:42</strong>
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				Michelle had had a hard time focusing on eating, and only managed to do so because she wanted to finish and get home.&nbsp; Every time Cameron had called her "girl" or her mind had flashed back to being on all fours with Cam's hand caressing her ass, she blushed and felt herself become wet.&nbsp; She was wearing white and no panties, and was worried what would happen when they stood to leave.&nbsp; Though it'd be no worse than the looks they were getting being extremely over dressed in such a setting to start with.<br><br>Once they arrived home, Michelle felt butterflies settle in her stomach.&nbsp; She was excited and nervous.&nbsp; She swallowed as she looked towards her partner and now mistress and tried to smile, though she knew that everything she was feeling had to have come through in that smile.<br><br>The fact of the matter was, however, that she needed this.&nbsp; Even if after having her fantasy fulfilled tonight they both decided that this was not really for them; she needed to experiment with it.&nbsp; She needed Cameron to spank her, to tie her up, to force her--except not--to serve her.<br><br>She knelt again once they were in the living room, trembling slightly as she did so and being careful not to tear her dress.&nbsp; After all, it was one of her favorites.&nbsp; She was nervous, but she also trusted Cameron.&nbsp; Whatever happened tonight, one time or beginning of a lifetime journey, would be wonderful, and she would make sure that they both enjoyed it.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 16:21:18</strong>
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				Cameron’s mind raced as she and Michelle ate their dinner.&nbsp; Conversation tended to be light, punctuated by occasional titters of nervous laughter.&nbsp; Both lovers seemed to be anticipating what they both knew awaited them at home, though it never became the focus of conversation.<br><br>Cameron’s mind raced during dinner.&nbsp; She felt that she held up her side of conversation well, but she was really feeling somewhat at a loss as to what exactly to do once they got home.&nbsp; It seemed that Michelle, with her venture (ventures?), onto the web knew more about discipline and slavery than Cameron herself did.&nbsp; Okay, so, when they got home she would spank Michelle, but then, what?&nbsp; Then, as they ate and Cameron’s mind continued to churn, a couple of ideas emerged.&nbsp; <br><br>The bottom line for Cameron was, tonight was important to the love of her life, and probably important to the direction of their relationship in the future as well.&nbsp; She just didn’t want to blow it before they even began!<br><br>Finally, they were at home again.&nbsp; At one point, when they looked at each other, Michelle had tried to smile.&nbsp; Cameron could identify with that smile and all that it said.&nbsp; Her lover, no, her girl, looked exactly the way that Cameron felt.&nbsp; Cameron took a deep breath, it was time to start.<br><br>She looked at Michelle and began, “Well…” and immediately scolded herself, “That’s no way to begin, if you’re going to be Michelle’s Mistress, you’ll have to be more decisive than that!” and realized she was probably being too hard on herself.&nbsp; She tried again.<br><br>“’She…I mean, girl, you’ve been naughty today.&nbsp; You know how I feel about naughty girls, don’t you?&nbsp; And you know what happens to naughty girls, don’t you?”&nbsp; Cameron hoped that she was doing all right, and looked around, still a bit nervous, trying to decide where she would sit when she spanked Michelle.&nbsp; Then Cameron’s eyes fell on the straight-backed chair in the corner, and decided it was perfect.<br><br>As Cameron walked to the chair she said to Michelle, “Then follow me girl, and receive what you have coming to you,” as she walked over to the chair in the corner and pulled it out from the wall to give them more room.&nbsp; Cameron sat down in the chair, and gestured for Michelle to lay across her lap.<br><br>Suddenly, Cameron’s heart was beating quite loudly in her ears, loudly enough that she imagined that Michelle was hearing it too.&nbsp; Cameron took a deep breath and lifted her lover’s skirt as she felt wetness beginning to spread between her legs.&nbsp; “Okay,” she told herself, “this is it.&nbsp; Don’t blow it!”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 23:31:02</strong>
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				Michelle could sense Cameron's nervousness, but she could not tell if it was excited nervousness or not.&nbsp; As she knelt on the floor, waiting for her partner to make the move, she wondered if she should call the whole thing off.&nbsp; It was well and good for Cam to do something for her, but if Cam's nerves were because there'd be no enjoyment in it for her, then Michelle did not want this.&nbsp; <br><br>In fact, she wasn't sure until she was bent over Cameron's legs--a position she immediately came to love.&nbsp; Perhaps she was imagining, but Cameron seemed to possess the same nervous but excited energy that she herself did, and she was pretty sure she caught a whiff of her lover's musk, though she knew that could be wishful thinking.<br><br>As Cameron lifted her skirt, Michelle blushed deeply.&nbsp; Whether or not she could smell Cameron, she was certain the other woman could smell her, could feel her dripping on her leg.&nbsp; She squirmed slightly on Cameron's leg, and realized immediately that doing so stimulated her engorged clitoris, causing her to keep squirming but also to blush deeper.<br><br>She wondered if Cam was aware that, despite the fact that she'd not yet actually landed a blow, she already owned her.&nbsp; Though, truth be told, Cam had owned her long before either had any notion of the reality of that, as had been demonstrated by her fantasy cleaning that morning.<br><br>No blow had yet landed; Michelle had not yet had the opportunity to test how masochistic she might be; but she did not wait for any of that to speak, in a throaty lustful voice--the only one she was capable at the moment, "Thank you, Mistress."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 00:14:47</strong>
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				As her lover obediently positioned herself on Cameron’s lap, Cameron cleared her throat.&nbsp; Just a moment earlier, she was not even able to tell Michelle what to do; she had to settle for a gesture, because her throat had refused to cooperate with her brain’s instruction to speak.&nbsp; In the back of her mind, Cameron was aware that this was probably the most intense sexual experience she’d had, and nothing had even happened yet.<br><br>Not only could she see her lover’s excitement from the glow on her face, and smell her scent, actually, their scents, all around her, and she could feel her excitement as well, as her fishnet stockings began to get moist.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron rested one hand on Michelle’s back while the other hand caressed her ass lovingly.&nbsp; Then, with another breath to gain a little courage to continue, she raised her hand above Michelle’s butt, with a thousand thoughts and images whirling through her head.&nbsp; How hard should she spank, and for how long?&nbsp; Should she remain silent during the spanking?&nbsp; What if Michelle cried?&nbsp; And finally there was a persistent image of the girl she had seen on Michelle’s computer, and the skin on her ass a bright, almost angry, red color.&nbsp; Is that what Michelle wanted?<br><br>Meredith’s hand came down in a light slap.&nbsp; As soon as the slap landed, she knew she’d have to do better than that, that little baby spank wouldn’t redden her skin if they stayed at it all night.&nbsp; Cameron swallowed the urge to apologize and tried again, harder.&nbsp; Yes, that was a little better, this time there was a sharp smacking noise as her hand landed, and Michelle jerked slightly, Cameron guessed that she’d surprised her.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron decided to try a little harder on her third stroke, and this time it left her hand stinging slightly.&nbsp; Was that a good sign?&nbsp; Again, she noticed Michelle’s reaction and decided that she should probably hold her in place and pressed her free hand down on Michelle’s back.&nbsp; Yes, that seemed right.<br><br>Through this, Cameron’s face was feeling quite hot, and she knew that she was sharing Michelle’s flush of excitement.&nbsp; It was then that she realized, this was supposed to be a punishment, and told Michelle, “There will be no squirming while you take your punishment, do you understand?”&nbsp; At the same moment she admonished Michelle about squirming, she slid the hand up Michelle’s back up to the top of her shoulder blades and gripped the base of Michelle’s neck while pressing down firmly on her shoulders in an effort to immobilize her movements.<br><br>All this time, Cameron’s eyes gazed at her lover’s beautiful bare back and shoulders, the beautiful sexual flush on her face and neck, and the slowly intensifying shade of pink spreading over her soft ass, and as she did, she was encouraged that what she and her lover were doing was right, right for them.<br><br>Cameron raised her hand a little higher this time and brought it down a little harder.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 00:53:17</strong>
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				Michelle had to bite back a giggle at the first slap, though she just barely managed to contain it.&nbsp; She knew they were both nervous and did not want Cameron to give up, so succeeded in restraining herself.<br><br>The second blow, however, knocked all those thoughts from her mind and she moaned softly, increasing her squirming.&nbsp; That had felt, well, it had hurt but it had felt absolutely incredible, and before she could ask for more Cameron smacked her even harder, hard enough to make her jump.<br><br>Her squirming only became more frantic as Cameron continued to spank her, each blow harder than the one before it, and Michelle wondered, in the part of her brain that was still able to think with any degree of clarity at all, if Cameron wasn't a touch more of a natural than either of them had realized, and with each smack she felt her fear of this being selfish and unfair to Cam slip away.<br><br>She whimpered as Cameron restrained her, a whimper which turned from playful into slightly frustrated when Cameron ordered her to stop squirming.&nbsp; She tried, but it felt far too good not to squirm at least a little bit.&nbsp; The fact of the matter was that she was more turned on then she had been in quite a while and to not try to do something about it was almost impossible.&nbsp; Except Cameron's hold had become more forceful and more intimate, and she felt her whole body tremble.&nbsp; <br><br>Michelle tried hard not to squirm, not to fight against the restraint, but Cameron landed another blow, even harder than what had come before and the woman found herself begging.&nbsp; "Please, Mistress..."&nbsp; She whimpered, "more... please... don't stop."&nbsp; She was not aware that somewhere along the way she'd started crying.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 02:16:35</strong>
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				Cameron had been unaware that Michelle had been crying until she spoke, and she could hear it in her voice.&nbsp; At that point Cameron almost lost it.&nbsp; The sight of her lover crying and in pain threatened to melt her heart and cause her to do exactly what Michelle didn’t want, to hold her in her arms until her tears were all gone.<br><br>How could Cameron do this to the one she loved and lived for?&nbsp; But if she truly loved her, how could she not?&nbsp; This thought passed through her mind in less than a second, giving only a moment’s hesitation to her next blow, which she determined would be harder still, as Michelle obviously wanted it this way.<br><br>Now Cameron’s hand was really smarting badly, and she wondered if it was really wise for them to continue.&nbsp; When she looked down at Michelle’s ass she saw that it had become a bright red, a lot like the girl’s in the picture.&nbsp; Michelle’s tears continued to fall, and Cameron realized that she had never loved her ‘Shelle more than at this very moment.<br><br>Cameron decided, ten more wallops and she would stop, but she would make them good ones.&nbsp; Cameron counted to herself,&nbsp; “One, two…eight, nine, ten!” and finally, letting out a deep breath, and apparently, a lot of tension, Cameron rested her throbbing hand on Michelle’s hot bottom, and at the same time, released her other hand from Michelle’s neck.&nbsp; Cameron could think of nothing to say, so she began to rub Michelle’s back with her hand and waited for her girl to speak first.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 02:38:09</strong>
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				Michelle was actually oblivious to the fact she was crying.&nbsp; It hurt.&nbsp; It hurt a lot.&nbsp; But it hurt so very good.&nbsp; She had wanted this for so long, even before she had any clue she wanted it, and it was happening.&nbsp; The woman she loved so much was holding her down forcefully, keeping her from pleasuring herself, and abusing the hell out of her ass.&nbsp; She felt as if she was falling in love all over again.<br><br>She could not see Cameron's face, but she felt so very connected to her in this exchange.&nbsp; Closing her eyes, she&nbsp; allowed herself to simply react to the spanking, squealing and whimpering, crying out, and very much trusting the woman hurting her.&nbsp; She had said earlier that she did not trust herself, which was why she hadn't asked for a safe word before.&nbsp; She much more trusted Cameron to realize her limits then she trusted herself.<br><br>And then the spanking stopped.&nbsp; She tensed as she expected another, but her neck was released and she felt Cameron's touch change.&nbsp; Her sore, and wonderfully, she'd remember this spanking every time she sat for the next bit, bottom felt the tenderness of Cameron's hand resting upon it, and she sighed softly, happily, leaning into the touch. <br><br>For a few moments she said nothing, just panted as if she'd just worked out.&nbsp; Nor did she make any move to change her position, lying contently across Cameron's legs, relishing in the pain and the submission and the jump of faith that Cameron had made by doing this for her.&nbsp; After a few moments, she spoke, "Thank you, Mistress Cameron..."&nbsp; She giggled a bit at that, "I love you so very much."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 03:12:46</strong>
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				Cameron sat, almost mesmerized, having not moved since she had released her lover from her grip on the back of her neck.&nbsp; What she felt was a incredible as it was impossible to describe but her mind searched for a way to describe it anyway.&nbsp; She was feeling an incredible sense of power and of ownership, that much was for sure.&nbsp; But mixed with that, her maternal instinct seemed to have been kicked into high gear as well.&nbsp; She wanted nothing more than to protect and nurture Michelle, no, her ‘girl’, and she found herself eager to explore the landscape of this new realm of relationship that they had opened together, but at Michelle’s urging.<br><br>When Michelle finally spoke, Cameron knew that their lives had taken a new turn tonight, and that it would be a long, long time before the word ‘boring’ entered into their vocabulary again.<br><br>Feeling playful, Cameron slid a finger downward between Michelle’s cheeks, seeking out the steaming slit of her pussy.&nbsp; Pressing gently, her fingers slid easily between engorged lips and hovered just at the opening of her vagina.&nbsp; Cameron licked her lips as she withdrew her finger and then tasted her glistening digit.&nbsp; “Mmmmm, girl, I can’t say when you’ve ever tasted so good to me.&nbsp; Didn’t you say earlier that your pussy belonged only to me now?”<br><br>Now Cameron was feeling playful as she dipped, not one finger, but two down into Michelle’s wetness, and this time she penetrated her lover as deeply as her fingers would allow, withdrew them, and held them up to Michelle’s nose for her to both smell and taste.&nbsp; “Well, I thank you for your most wonderful gift, and I offer my fingers to you so you’ll know just what you’re missing.&nbsp; But, if you’re a very good girl, I might be willing to share.” And Cameron giggled at her joke.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 03:24:49</strong>
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				Michelle had been about to ask Cameron what her thoughts on the experience were when her Mistress took her by surprise again by fingering her.&nbsp; She moaned and felt herself tighten slightly.&nbsp; "It's always been only yours, Cam... just took me a while to figure out how fully I meant that."<br><br>When Cameron penetrated her, she couldn't help it, she came.&nbsp; She'd already&nbsp; been on the verge by the end of the spanking, and the simple matter was that the deep penetration sent her over the edge.&nbsp; She'd seen the porn, read the stories, she knew she was supposed to ask first, but there was no way she could have prevented that.<br><br>Nor was their anyway she would deny sucking herself off of her Mistress' fingers.&nbsp; There was no finesse, no sensuous licking, but eager and slutty sucking as she accepted what Cameron was offering her and sucked eagerly.&nbsp; After a couple of moments, and Cameron's fingers being thoroughly cleaned she turned enough to look at her and smile, "Mistress, might I ask a favor?&nbsp; I want to kneel between your legs and worship you."&nbsp; She grinned, "And I'd love it if you'd use my hair to control how I do so."&nbsp; She blushed, not really sure where that idea had come from, except she'd already known how much she loved it when Cameron tugged on her hair during sex.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 04:58:49</strong>
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				Cameron was amazed that Michelle was so close to cumming just from her spanking that she did cum as soon as she was penetrated just that single time.&nbsp; But when Michelle suggested that she be allowed to worship Cameron’s pussy, she realized that she was pretty well primed herself.<br><br>Wanting to have a little more control of her own orgasm, she responded to Michelle’s request with, “Yes girl, you may, but first you must remove my shoes.”&nbsp; When Michelle had knelt before her and removed her shoes, Cameron stood and said, “Now, there’s a good obedient girl.&nbsp; Now, you will remove my panties,” and to help her along, as well as to entice her a bit, Cameron put her hands to her hips and slowly hiked up the skirt of her black dress, revealing her silk panties that, by now, were nearly see through because of her juices.<br><br>Cameron waited while Michelle drew her panties down her legs.&nbsp; When she was done, Cameron sat back down with her hips right at the edge of the chair and spread her legs, revealing her drenched sex.&nbsp; When Michelle had come close enough, she worked her hand into her hair and grabbed a handful right at the back of her girl’s head, so, if she made a tight fist, it would pull on her hair painfully.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron took control right from the start, directing Michelle’s tongue away from her throbbing clit and toward the opening of her vagina, but causing her to approach slowly so her tongue would play over her lips at first.&nbsp; Then, finally, she pulled her closer, burying Michelle’s mouth between her lips and causing her to lap at juices that were deep within her inner folds.&nbsp; Cameron clenched her teeth and drew in a sharp breath, her arm stiffening with the first hints with the first hints of orgasm.&nbsp; Quickly, she pulled her girl’s head away, panting, “Oh God, you are such an amazing girl!”<br><br>And then she relaxed her arm again and let Michelle go back to work, relaxing her grip a little on her hair, so she had a little more freedom.&nbsp; She had earned it!<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 13:41:08</strong>
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				Michelle giggled at how completely both herself and Cam seemed to have transitioned, though she was under no illusion that it was over and done with.&nbsp; There'd be more to negotiate, she was sure, times when either one of them would call halt, but at the moment, they both seemed to be immersed in their new roles.<br><br>It didn't help that she had some naughty thoughts as she obeyed the commands.&nbsp; Removing her shoes, she imagined kneeling before Cam and licking them, and when she pulled down her panties, she imagined it's possible use as a gag.&nbsp; In fact, she found herself looking up at her lover-turned-mistress with a smile and licking the panties once she'd removed them.<br><br>She could not resist another giggle as Cameron grabbed her hair.&nbsp; Not a giggle at Cam doing anything wrong--cause heaven knows she wasn't--but rather a giggle at how perfect it was, and how completely Cam seemed to enjoy dominating her.&nbsp; As much as she enjoyed submitting to her.<br><br>She whimpered slightly as she obeyed the hair pulling commands, though she loved it, loved letting Cameron use her as a sex toy, direct her where she wanted her and how.&nbsp; Her tongue eagerly licked at Cam's outer lips, and she squealed in surprise when she was suddenly pulled closer forcefully, though she happily allowed her tongue to delve into Cameron's depths.<br><br>The pout, however, that she wore when pulled away as she could sense how close Mistress Cam was.&nbsp; The pout dissolved a bit at the praise, but it was still not fair.<br><br>With more freedom, Michelle grinned and went to work.&nbsp; She'd always been particularly good at orally pleasing Cameron, knew what she liked, and so she worked it, bringing in one hand--kind of hoping she'd get punished for that a bit--to help her as she moved between clit and lips and back into the full depths.&nbsp; With her tongue fully in her lover's vuvla, and her fingers rubbing the other woman's clit, she purred and hummed, trying to communicate both her love and contentment.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-06-2010, 16:23:26</strong>
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				Cameron could not believe the erotic intensity she felt in having her lover willingly submit to her control like this.&nbsp; She thrilled at the idea of being able to direct her lover to do exactly as she pleased, and that this is what she wanted to do.&nbsp; But, truth be told, Michelle had such a talent for finding Cameron’s hot buttons, it was almost a shame to restrain her and keep her from what she did so well.&nbsp; And with the freedom that Cameron had just given her, she lifted Cameron to the very brink within seconds.<br><br>And now, Cameron exerted her control over her lover one last time, just as she felt herself falling over the edge.&nbsp; She pushed Michelle’s face once more into her sex so that she was being licked/sucked/caressed/titillated from her clitoris to deep within the juicy wet passage of her vagina.<br><br>As Cameron’s orgasm engulfed her entire body, no, her entire being, she threw her head back and let out a long grunt that was almost a scream, her hips bucking, her pussy dancing over Michelle’s face.&nbsp; And, as her incredible sensations began to subside, she unwrapped Michelle’s hair from her hand and began to stroke the hair of her amazing lover, the one who had done this to her.<br><br>As Cameron’s panting subsided to the point where she was able to speak coherently, she purred, “You are incredibly amazing Michelle, I love you so much!”<br><br>Cameron loved where she and Michelle had taken their relationship tonight, and she knew that Michelle had felt the powerful emotions of their shared experience as well.&nbsp; But right now, Cameron did not feel like a domineering Mistress, she just felt like Michelle’s lover, and wanted nothing more than to be in her lover’s arms, and she hoped that Michelle would feel the same way.&nbsp; She suggested, “What do you say we go take a shower and clean up a little and then go get some cuddle time in the bedroom?”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>30-06-2010, 04:58:49</strong>
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				Michelle nodded, rising slowly, still being careful not to tear her dress.&nbsp; She liked her dress.&nbsp; It would be one thing if Cam tore it off her, but she, herself, did not want to tear it.&nbsp; "I like the sound of that."&nbsp; She leaned in and kissed Cameron softly, lovingly, on her lips.&nbsp; "Thank you for tonight, Cam."<br><br>She had enjoyed it immensely, and was beyond glad to have felt how much that Cameron also seemed to have enjoyed it.&nbsp; However, she had to admit, she was also ready for more, well, not vanilla sex, but sweet cuddly time.&nbsp; "I love you, too, Cam.&nbsp; I really hope you understand how much this meant..."&nbsp; She grinned a bit, "Means to me."<br><br>(I'm going to advance a bit... if that's not ok, let me know, and I'll go back and redo this.)<br><br>Michelle snuggled closely to Cameron, feeling closer to her than she had in a while, and she'd never stopped loving her.&nbsp; "So..."&nbsp; She chuckled, turning her head to look at her, "I suppose I don't need to ask what you thought of that.... but, did you enjoy it as much as it seemed like you did?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>30-06-2010, 05:29:00</strong>
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				Cameron was all in favor of what they had done tonight, and planned to tell Michelle so.&nbsp; But she was glad that Michelle had agreed to some quiet cuddling, she needed time to think, and maybe to talk a little about what had happened.&nbsp; She was nervous at first with her adopted role, but she surprised herself by how fast she fell into it.&nbsp; Perhaps they each were more adapted to their roles than they ever realized.<br><br>Cameron returned ‘Shelle’s kiss in kind and to her thanks, saying, “I guess I was a little nervous at first, but it was a pleasure, my ‘Shelle, believe me.”<br><br>A little later, as they fell into bed together, naked, Cameron held Michelle close and intertwined her legs with her lover’s.&nbsp; Cameron always felt very comfortable when they lay together this way, and tonight she caressed Michelle’s back and just looked into her eyes, comfortable for now that neither had anything to say, just enjoying the others presence.<br><br>When Michelle spoke, it took Cameron a moment to know how to answer, “It’s hard for me to explain, but tonight just seemed so…so right!&nbsp; If you’d told me this yesterday, I couldn’t even imagine how I would be enjoying this now.&nbsp; But now, already it seems like a part of our relationship that we should have known about all along.&nbsp; Does that even make sense?”<br><br>And then Cameron pulled Michelle very close and held her, as if protectively.&nbsp; Cameron still had questions, but right now she just wanted to hold her girl.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>30-06-2010, 13:41:52</strong>
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				Michelle was content to be held and hold.&nbsp; She snuggled closely into Cameron, nuzzling softly against her breasts, her own arms squeezing slightly.&nbsp; "I do know what you mean.&nbsp; I'm sorry I didn't say something sooner... trust in us more."&nbsp; <br><br>She glanced up and kissed Cameron on the cheek softly, before going back to snuggling.&nbsp; She had some idea that the other woman was still processing, and with the assurance that she'd enjoyed it, Michelle was more than content to just cuddle and be silent.&nbsp; If Cameron needed to talk about anything, or ask questions, she'd gladly answer, but this was nice and Michelle was happy.<br><br>Michelle was also amazed that she'd submitted so completely the first time.&nbsp; Sure, she'd fantasized about it, but she had no idea just how completely she'd give in, or how quickly.&nbsp; She wasn't even scared any more, at least not at the moment.&nbsp; She felt as if she'd found herself.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>30-06-2010, 16:08:17</strong>
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				(This time, I’ll advance things a little.&nbsp; I can always back up if you’d rather)<br><br>Sitting in her office, Cameron was distracted again, although, the nature of her distraction was altogether different from yesterday.&nbsp; Yesterday’s distraction made her feel uneasy. Today, she felt excited and full of anticipation.<br><br>As Cameron was drifting off to sleep in Michelle’s arms she’d had an idea, or, more precisely she had seen an image of she and her slave in some sort of ceremony.&nbsp; She couldn’t quite get a sense of what was happening, even though she’d tried to fight her growing slumber to understand it.&nbsp; Today, as she drove to work though, the image returned, and Cameron understood.<br><br>Now she was on the web, looking for a place to buy what she’d seen.&nbsp; She was in luck.&nbsp; There was a shop that specialized in just the sort of items that Cameron had in mind.&nbsp; It was on the other side of town, but she’d be able to make her purchase if she took a long lunch hour.<br><br>Cameron left early from work so she could stop on the way home for a nice gift box and still arrive home before Michelle.&nbsp; She wanted her gift to be waiting on their bed when Michelle arrived home.<br><br>Cameron left the box, a pure white box, delicately embossed, and with a black lace bow, on the bed and then went out to the living room to wait for Michelle to arrive home.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 02:19:14</strong>
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				Michelle kept having to force herself to focus at work, which was a bit problematic as she was meeting with clients.&nbsp; Thankfully, she was not in court.&nbsp; During a break, she wrote herself a note, being careful not to make it obvious, to remind herself that they probably need to make that a limit.&nbsp; If she tried to submit the night before being in court, she'd probably go crazy.<br><br>Of course, she's also had slept better the previous night than any time in recent memory.&nbsp; That, however, did not mean she could focus.<br><br>One thing Michelle was sure of was that she and Cameron would need to talk.&nbsp; For one thing, Michelle knew she should probably own up to everything.&nbsp; At the very least, she should confess to the videos, the stories.&nbsp; She was sure, at this point, that Cam would not judge, even if she'd be disappointed that Michelle had not shared sooner.&nbsp; Last night had proven that Cameron could intuit how to dominate on her own and that she might be as sadistic as Michelle was masochistic, but perhaps she could get some ideas from them as well.<br><br>When she arrived home, she grinned seeing Cameron in the living room, though she also blushed as she realized she was overdressed to meet her Mistress.&nbsp; She bit her lip and closed the door behind her, quickly stripping down to just her underwear--black lacy thong and matching demi bra.&nbsp; Once she was more appropriately clothed, she moved to Cameron and knelt in front of her.&nbsp; Before Cameron could do or say anything else, she acted on an impulse and bent down to kiss Cam's feet.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 02:55:56</strong>
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				Cameron had been lazily reading a book she was only half interested in when Michelle came in the door.&nbsp; She simply smiled her welcome home and then continued to smile as Michelle quickly underwent a rapid transformation from lawyer to being just ‘Cameron’s girl’.&nbsp; <br><br>After Michelle kissed her feet, Cameron exchanged basic end of workday pleasantries with Michelle before sending her off to the bedroom to sse what was on the bed.&nbsp; “Bring it out here, and no peeking,” Cameron warned.<br><br>When Michelle returned with the gift box, Cameron encouraged, “Go ahead, open it.”<br><br>The box contained a solid metal collar, one that would fit around Michelle’s neck and lock in place with a small padlock.<br><br>(http://i634.photobucket.com/albums/uu62/EschiavaFiola/slave_collar_iii.jpg)<br><br>As Michelle started to open her gift, Cameron continued, “Let this be a token to be shared between us of our love and devotion for one another.&nbsp; You will notice that the collar has a lock.&nbsp; Once I place it around your neck, you will wear it 24/7.<br><br>“I understand the implications of what I am asking, so I don’t want you to put it on right now.&nbsp; I want you to consider what wearing my collar means, and then ask me to place it on your neck when you are ready.<br><br>“Take your time, we have already turned a page in our lives and have declared to one another through our actions what and who we are.&nbsp; I will never withhold anything based on you not wearing my collar.&nbsp; This collar represents a step in your growth, so it must be in your time without outside influence that you ask for it to be placed on you.<br><br>“And when you do ask, we sill do it right, with a ceremony and everything.<br><br>“I love you ‘Shelle, with all my heart, and I could not be devoted to another human being more than I am devoted to you and to your happiness.”&nbsp; And Cameron kissed her slave on the forehead.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 03:30:03</strong>
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				Michelle blinked up at Cameron as she was sent to the bedroom, and she had to admit it was difficult not to look into the box.&nbsp; She'd always liked receiving small presents and was curious as to what was inside it.<br><br>When she did open it, she gasped and covered her mouth with her hands, her eyes watering as she saw what was inside.&nbsp; Before she could say anything, Cameron spoke, and Michelle looked up, listening to what she was saying, tears sliding down her cheeks, while her fingers ran over and around the collar.&nbsp; It was not what she'd imagined.&nbsp; She'd always imagined leather or satin that would be tight, but this would be permanent and it was beautiful in its simplicity.<br><br>As Cameron kissed her forehead, she set the collar to the side and rose, pouncing her mistress, straddling her lap.&nbsp; "Thank you.&nbsp; Thank you; thank you; thank you.&nbsp; I love you so very much.&nbsp; I wish I'd confided all this in you sooner."&nbsp; She kissed her, knowing she was being brazen, but she needed to show Cam how much all this meant to her.&nbsp; "If Mistress Cameron will follow me... I..."&nbsp; She giggled, "Your slut needs to show you some things.&nbsp; You need to see."&nbsp; She blushed, "How much I've watched and what I've read.&nbsp; You don't have to watch it or read it, and,"&nbsp; Michelle giggled, "You're obviously as much a natural as I am, so you don't need ideas, but I need to confess how naughty I've been."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 04:43:01</strong>
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				Cameron expected her gift to have an impact on Michelle.&nbsp; She thought her pet would probably cry a little or a lot, and Cameron had watched her eyes become glassy when she first saw her gift from her Mistress.<br><br>What she did not expect was that her slave would pounce on her with unbridled joy as she thanked her for the present.&nbsp; Michelle’s giggles were infectious, and she kissed and hugged her slave she accepted her thanks and laughed and giggled right along with her.<br><br>And then, as her slave nearly dragged her along in a most unseemly way, the joyous energy continuing, Cameron was more than a little curious what it was that Michelle intended to show her.&nbsp; And what did she mean when she said, ‘how naughty I’ve been’?<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 04:51:01</strong>
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				Michelle lead Cameron to the spare room and moved to the computer.&nbsp; Though she had usually deleted the history so that Cam wouldn't find it, she had all the websites memorized and pulled up one that had some of the more hard core porn.<br><br>"We don't have to watch this.&nbsp; I just... you said we had to be honest, and so I feel like you should know what all I had been watching before you discovered me."&nbsp; She blushed a bit and looked up at Cam as she stood up from the computer chair so that her mistress could sit down.&nbsp; "I've been fantasizing about this for a while.&nbsp; And after last night, I can assure you, I feel silly for not having said something sooner."&nbsp; Silly and guilty, but she didn't want to get into that too much.<br><br>"Just know, it's always been you I fantasized of."&nbsp; She leaned over, her breasts almost in Cameron's face, "Um, I also started a wish list... in case you wanted to see what kinds of paddles and whips and stuff I'd kind of... um, wished you'd use on me."&nbsp; She pulled up the website for the toy store and logged in so Cameron could see her wishlist.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 05:33:34</strong>
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				Cameron watched as Michelle brought up the first website from memory.&nbsp; But more than what she was seeing, she paid attention to what Michelle was saying, about honesty, and about things that were obviously very important to her.<br><br>At first, Cameron was a little bewildered, and a little upset with herself for not seeing what had been at the root of their mounting problems for some time.&nbsp; She was not angry with Michelle at all.&nbsp; In fact, she felt a little sorry for her that she felt she had to keep this secret for so long.&nbsp; How alone she must have felt.<br><br>From her seat at the computer, Cameron said, “Michelle, I’m so sorry.&nbsp; How long have you been carrying this burden alone?&nbsp; I’m sorry that you were not able to come to me, to share what was on your heart with me.<br><br>“I am very glad though, that now, we both know that we have that freedom.<br><br>“As for your wish list girl, don’t you think your Mistress should decide the the best way to beat you?” Cameron asked while playfully licking at Michelle’s nipples.<br><br>“If you’ll leave bookmarks to your favorite sites, I will probably browse through them at some point.&nbsp; Remember, natural or not, I’m still brand new at this, and sometimes I think I’ll need all the help I can get!<br><br>“Now, what do you say we get some dinner?&nbsp; No, wait, scratch that!&nbsp; Girl, fix us some dinner, and we can talk more about this then,” Cameron commanded in a mock serious voice and a nearly comical expression on her face.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 13:30:19</strong>
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				Michelle grimaced slightly at what she heard in Cameron's voice.&nbsp; She turned towards her and kissed her softly, though the other woman continued on before she could answer and then licked her breasts!&nbsp; She giggled softly, feeling like she was being spoiled.<br><br>"Yes, Ma'am!"&nbsp; She laughed a bit at Cameron's expression, but nuzzled her before scooting to make the meal.&nbsp; There were still a couple of things she needed to clear up, and to confess, like how long it had been, which she'd need to think about, because she wasn't entirely sure.&nbsp; Long enough.&nbsp; But she needed Cameron to know that it had not been about her, but her own silly insecurities.<br><br>She hoped there'd be a "beating" of some sort tonight.&nbsp; Upon experiencing it the night before, she'd realized she was masochistic, and wanted nothing more than to please Cameron. <br><br>As she puttered around the kitchen, getting dinner made, she sung softly to herself.<br><br>She didn't take too long, but she did make a scrumptious pasta dish with a salad.&nbsp; Using two plates--one for the salad and one for the pasta, she set the table, lit a couple of candles, moved two chairs together, and grinned.<br><br>Once she was satisfied she moved to the foot of the stairs and called up, "Mistress, Dinner's ready."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 16:10:16</strong>
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				As Cameron descended the stairs, she noted that Michelle had prepared dinner still wearing her underwear.&nbsp; She scowled at this and remarked, “Girl, I see that you are still partially clothed.&nbsp; Correct that!”&nbsp; Then Cameron walked directly to the dinner table, sat, and waited for her slave to join her.<br><br>Once Michelle was seated at the table, Cameron continued with her instruction to Michelle as if there had been no pause in between, “From now on, when you arrive home, you will disrobe completely at the front door and then take care of your clothes as you normally would.&nbsp; If you find that I have laid clothes out for you, then you will disrobe at the door and put on the clothing that I have selected for you.”<br><br>Only then did Cameron take Michelle’s hand and give it a tender squeeze.&nbsp; “Now that we have that out of the way, I am sure that we have much to talk about.&nbsp; Since I have already set my expectations for the near future, why don’t you share what’s on your mind.&nbsp; Is there anything you’d like to say to your Mistress?”<br><br>At times, Cameron felt as if she were really pushing herself into the role of Michelle’s Mistress.&nbsp; It was almost as if she were asking herself, what would a real Mistress do, and then, act on the answers that she arrived at through such questioning.&nbsp; What continued to amaze Cameron, every time she had decided on an action in this way, as soon as she began to carry it out, it seemed to feel like the right thing to do, as if she’d known it all along, but only discovered it by doing.<br><br>In the back of her mind, as they talked, Cameron was seeing the whips and canes that Michelle had marked on her wish list.&nbsp; But Cameron was also coming up with some ideas of her own.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>01-07-2010, 21:22:38</strong>
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				Michelle blushed, as much as being naked made her feel sexy, her sexy underwear had too, but she did not hesitate to obey, but rather quickly stripped them off and threw them with her clothes.&nbsp; She'd have to take all that to the hamper later.<br><br>She sat beside Cameron and nodded, "Yes, Ma'am."&nbsp; She discarded thoughts of buying herself sexy outfits for Cameron.&nbsp; If Cam wanted to make that part of her control, Michelle was not about to argue.<br><br>She smiled and leaned in to kiss her cheek as she squeezed her hand.&nbsp; In her estimation, Cameron had slid into her role easily, and Michelle half wondered if Cameron would have realized, eventually, what they needed if the events of last night had not happened.&nbsp; She rather suspected the other woman would have.<br><br>"Hmm, Mainly, I just want my Mistress to stop worrying about something that was her girl's failure."&nbsp; She smiled, pouring Cameron a glass of wine.&nbsp; There was a second class that Cameron could pour for her if she wanted her to have her own glass, but that was Cam's call.&nbsp; "And I really hope you know it had nothing to do with you.&nbsp; I mean, the fantasies did, but the insecurities and silliness?&nbsp; That was all me."<br><br>"Oh!&nbsp; I did want to say, um, I think I have a limit I need to draw.&nbsp; It's not really a limit on what we do, so much as when we do.&nbsp; I don't think I could focus in court after a night of being your slave.&nbsp; Could we... the nights before I have to be in court, kind of... take the night off?&nbsp; I could barely do the depositions today, especially with the one client who looks kind of similar to you.&nbsp; I kept imagining that she was you and... well..."&nbsp; She blushed, "Very pleasant imaginings, not very helpful to what I needed to be doing though."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>02-07-2010, 00:34:13</strong>
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				Cameron was both pleased and amazed at how quickly her slave responded to her demands and how easily she had surrendered control of her wardrobe to her Mistress.&nbsp; To Michelle’s easy agreement, Cameron added, “Of course, I don’t want to stand in the way of you fashion sense, and much less your sense of devotion by depriving you of shopping for yourself.&nbsp; I will control what you wear when we are together; I have no desire to control what you own though.&nbsp; And of course, I may add to your wardrobe now and the myself,” Cameron finished in her most suggestive bedroom voice.<br><br>Cameron nodded her understanding as her slave explained how it was her own insecurities that had been the cause of delaying so long in bringing the topic of dominance and submission to light, but still, Cameron wished things could have happened sooner.<br><br>Cameron smiled and responded, Oh, yes, I can see where that might be a problem.&nbsp; In fact there may be a few occasions where I may need to call for a night off as well.&nbsp; Our quarterly Board of Director’s meeting would likely be one of those times.<br><br>As they were finishing dinner, Cameron brought up the subject of her slave’s gift again.&nbsp; “I realize that I have given you a very important decision to make, and one that will require a good deal of thought on your part.&nbsp; Of course, if you need to, you can always talk to me. But you already know that.<br><br>“Here is what I want you to do.&nbsp; Leave the collar in its box and place it some place where you will see it every morning, say n your nightstand or in your underwear drawer.&nbsp; Each morning, you will open the box and look at the collar, and you will ask yourself, “Is this the day that I will wear my Mistress’s collar forever?”&nbsp; On the day that the answer is yes, we will have your ceremony and I will place my collar on you, as a token to the world that you belong wholly to me.”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 01:08:30</strong>
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				Michelle chuckled, "I promise, I've learned that lesson.&nbsp; If there is anything I need to talk to you about, I will come to you."&nbsp; She kissed her lover's cheek.&nbsp; She loved where they were moving, but she hoped that the freedom to be spontaneous and express herself would be allowed.&nbsp; "After all, worst thing that can happen is that we not agree and have to compromise."<br><br>Feeling a bit bold, she grabbed a bit of food off the plate without letting Cam give it to her and ate, giggling at the tiny transgression.&nbsp; "I would like a compromise until I'm ready to make that choice though..."&nbsp; She smiled, turning to look at her again.<br><br>"A temporary collar.&nbsp; One that I wear when it's just the two of us, here.&nbsp; A kind of signal between the two of us.&nbsp; When I place it on, or you ask me to, that says that at least one of us is in the mood for full out..."&nbsp; Michelle wrinkled her nose as to what she was trying to say, "experimenting?&nbsp; And if I take it off or you remove it, then we switch more into cuddling or talking?"&nbsp; She shrugged, not really knowing if it was a good idea or not, but she didn't want to have to wait until she was ready to be a full time slave to wear Cam's collar.<br><br>"And... Um... I think it'd be fun to go to a toy store together and let you pick out a whip or paddle or something."&nbsp; She squirmed a bit, just thinking about it.&nbsp; "I think I like pain more than I realized."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 04:55:10</strong>
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				Cameron watched her slave grab food off of a plate, and when she giggled at her boldness, Cameron smiled along with her.&nbsp; Having an obedient slave was one thing, but Cameron determined that one thing she would never do is to diminish Michelle’s personality in any way.&nbsp; If that meant overlooking minor disobedience now and then for the sake of Michelle being Michelle, then so be it.<br><br>“Yes, I like your idea of a temporary collar a lot.&nbsp; I will make one change to your idea though.&nbsp; When you arrive home and change out of your outside clothes into those that I have prepared for you, your collar will be with the clothes, or will be by the door by itself if I wish you to wear nothing at all.&nbsp; If either of us feels the need, we may call a timeout, for a minute, for an hour, or for however long we need it.<br><br>“I feel it is important for you to attune yourself to a default behavior of obedience and readiness to serve.&nbsp; If outside circumstances should make that inadvisable, then we can decide to put aside our normal behavior for a time.”<br><br>“And as far as going toy shopping, we have the weekend ahead of us, I will plan to take you to the shop where I found your collar tomorrow.&nbsp; We can shop for a whip and a collar at the same time.&nbsp; So, did you have anything specific in mind for your temporary collar?<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 05:03:45</strong>
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				"Hmm... I'll agree to the default as long as I can still get spanked or whipped even I behave well."&nbsp; She nuzzled against Cameron's neck.&nbsp; "Or caned or paddled..."&nbsp; Michelle blushed.&nbsp; "Sweetie, you'll have to tell me if I throw myself into this too completely.&nbsp; Or if I make you move faster than you want to."<br><br>"I don't know.&nbsp; It'll just be temporary and for the two of us.&nbsp; Whatever you like to see on your girl's neck will be fine by me.&nbsp; Something snug, perhaps?"&nbsp; She looked thoughtful for a moment and then shrugged, "I think I crave more the symbolism than any particular look."<br><br>She glanced at the glass of wine, "Might I have a sip, Ma'am?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 05:41:19</strong>
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				Cameron laughed as her slave nuzzled her neck, and replied, “What’s this?&nbsp; Is the girl dictating conditions to her Mistress?&nbsp; I think I shall have to give you a good spanking for that, but in a little while, I want us to finish our dinner first.<br><br>“And yes, I promise always to spank or whip you or whatever else I can come up with, even if you are behaving.&nbsp; But to be honest, I’ve heard that whips can do a lot of damage.&nbsp; I might feel more comfortable with something more…I don’t know, conservative?”&nbsp; Cameron laughed, “I don’t know, let’s see what we find tomorrow.<br><br>But when Michelle asked her Mistress for wine, Cameron filled a glass and offered it to her.&nbsp; “Go ahead, have the whole glass.&nbsp; I think I’d like to get you a little tipsy tonight.&nbsp; But don’t drink too much, I don’t want to waste my spanking on a drunken slave who won’t even feel it!” Cameron said, laughing.<br><br>When they’d finished their glass or two of wine, Cameron stood and said, “Let’s get these dishes into the dishwasher.&nbsp; Then, go into our bedroom and lay out some towels on the bed.&nbsp; When you’ve done that, get up on the bed on your hands and knees facing away from the door.&nbsp; I will be in a few minutes later.<br><br>After Michelle had left the kitchen to carry out her instructions, Cameron went into the bathroom and undressed, taking her time.&nbsp; She also retrieved one of her hairbrushes from a drawer.&nbsp; This one had a large flat back, and Cameron hoped that it would have the desired effect when applied to Michelle’s backside.<br><br>Cameron walked very quietly on the carpeted floor into the bedroom, and, before Michelle looked around, bent down and quietly dropped the hairbrush at her feet.<br><br>Then, Cameron announced, “Now girl, it is time for your daily dose of discipline.&nbsp; Are you ready for me?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 05:53:38</strong>
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				Michelle did not drink much, but it was enough to get her a bit tipsy.&nbsp; She'd always been a light-weight and the excitement about their second night together in this way, the fact that Cameron wanted her to have a default behavior of obedience, had made the alcohol even more effective.&nbsp; Giddy might be a better word than tipsy, and as she ran upstairs to obey the commands--grabbing her discarded clothes to drop in the hamper on the way up--she was positively glowing.<br><br>She did as she was commanded, wiggling her butt a bit as she waited on all fours for Mistress Cameron--she loved the sound of that even more now that it was reality--to come in.&nbsp; She did not know what Cam had planned, but just the anticipation and promise and reflection on the evening so far had her wet.<br><br>Michelle turned her head to look at Cameron when she spoke, wiggling her butt a bit again, but this time in invitation.&nbsp; "Ma'am, Mistress Cam, I am always ready for you.&nbsp; I've been horny all day, and I crave both you and whatever discipline you give me."&nbsp; In fact, she fully intended to beg once it started, hoping that would please Cam as well as humiliate herself.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 15:43:57</strong>
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				Cameron had always loved the sight of Michelle on all fours, and especially now, after last night.&nbsp; In Cameron’s mind, Michelle had always had such a perfect ass, such sensuous curves, and the feel of it in her hand had always turned her on.&nbsp; Cameron especially loved the way her pussy peeked out from below her cheeks, almost shyly, but always inviting.<br><br>Cameron gently caressed each cheek, her hand almost tingling at the softness, and then abruptly sent her fingers exploring, lewdly, almost roughly, into the soft wetness that was Michelle’s aroused sex.&nbsp; “Yes, I see that my girl is ready for the hand of her Mistress.&nbsp; Very well.”<br><br>Cameron gave no warning. No sooner had her fingers left the soft folds of her slave’s wetness than her hand was coming down hard on the yielding flesh of Michelle’s left ass cheek.&nbsp; After that first swat, Cameron shifted her position so she could apply equal force in spanking Michelle’s ass.&nbsp; <br><br>“I know how much my girl enjoyed her punishment last night, so, tonight I have arranged for a small surprise that I am sure will double your enjoyment tonight.”&nbsp; Cameron continued spanking as she talked, with each stroke punctuating her words.&nbsp; “Would you like…to know…what Mistress has in store…for her slave?”<br><br>It was a funny thing.&nbsp; Yesterday, Cameron had decided not to use the term ‘slave’ when referring to Michelle, she decided to call her ‘girl’ instead.&nbsp; Somehow the term ‘slave’ carried a tone or a connotation that Cameron didn’t like.&nbsp; But the relationship between the two women was changing, where, even now, Cameron found herself using the word in her mind more often than not.&nbsp; She still wasn’t 100% sure she was comfortable with the word for personal reasons, but she had to admit, it was the word that fit.&nbsp; Voluntary though the relationship was, Michelle was indeed Cameron’s slave.<br><br>“Be patient slave, your surprise will come soon enough.&nbsp; Until then, get your head down onto the bed.&nbsp; I want to see your butt in the air, high and waiting for its punishment.”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 17:17:20</strong>
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				Moments like this, with Michelle on all fours and Cameron admiring her kind of made Michelle feel guilty.&nbsp; They'd played rough on occasion, and the newly discovered slave wondered why she was so afraid to approach Cameron with this.&nbsp; She swallowed down the guilt and took a deep breath, only to gasp happily as Cam's hands went from gentle to rough.&nbsp; She tightened herself around the fingers, trying to greedily keep them there, whimpering when she withdrew.<br><br>And then the spanking began, and Michelle groaned softly, raising her ass a bit to accept the swats.&nbsp; When she heard Cameron use the word "slave," she purred, turning into a bit of a squeal when the next swat landed.&nbsp; <br><br>At the order to be patient, she nodded and dropped from her hands to her elbows, raising her ass further into the air as she rested her forehead on a pillow she'd set there.&nbsp; "Yes, Mistress.&nbsp; Thank you, Mistress."&nbsp; She still fully intended to beg, but right now she was trying to be obedient, and that meant being patient.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>03-07-2010, 23:49:28</strong>
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				Cameron paused for just a second, and bent down to pick up the hairbrush.&nbsp; On the way beck up she accidentally bumped it against the bed frame.&nbsp; She grimaced at her error.&nbsp; Cameron had intended that Michelle would no nothing of the hairbrush until it had already been used on her lovely reddening ass.&nbsp; <br><br>With the surprise at least partially spoiled, Cameron stood, hoping that Michelle would not look around and see what she was holding, and hit her high on her upper thigh, just below the cheek, but within the area already reddened by her hand.&nbsp; Cameron smiled as her slave reacted to the new sensation and went about setting a pace, and moving between sides with each stroke.<br><br>Cameron was surprised at how much redder Michelle’s cheeks got after she started with the hairbrush and wondered if she was hurting her slave.&nbsp; Without really noticing, Cameron began to slow her rhy7thm just a bit and eased up on the force behind her blows as well.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>04-07-2010, 04:44:46</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle's head jerked up when she heard the noise, but she successfully managed not to turn her head to look.&nbsp; She did however, shift her position a bit, opening her legs to make access to her pussy even easier.<br><br>"OH GODS!&nbsp; Cam!"&nbsp; Michelle felt her body jump at the swat.&nbsp; She would guess the improvised paddle was a hairbrush, but she didn't turn to look, afraid to make the bliss stop.&nbsp; "Please don't stop.&nbsp; That's"&nbsp; She gasped as it landed again, "wonderful."<br><br>When she felt Cameron ease up she whimpered a bit, "Please, Mistress more.&nbsp; Please, your slave needs more.&nbsp; She's been such a naughty girl, fantasizing about you at work all day.&nbsp; Please, please, paddle me harder."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>04-07-2010, 05:10:36</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				When Michelle cried out, Cameron almost stopped altogether, but when slave begged Mistress not to stop, she continued, with only a missed swat.<br><br>Cameron considered that Michelle must know what she wants.&nbsp; She wouldn’t be saying it was wonderful if it wasn’t, would she?&nbsp; Of course she wouldn’t!&nbsp; &nbsp;But still, some of the marks on Michelle’s bottom were going from red, almost to purple.&nbsp; Unlike her spanking last night, tonight’s ordeal was going to leave marks that would stay around for a while. <br><br>And still, her slave was being more than obedient and taking her punishment, she was making excuses for Cameron to deliver even more!&nbsp; But Cameron had to be sure, so, without slowing down or lightening up she asked, almost hesitantly, “Are you sure slave?&nbsp; Do you know that I am now causing some bruising on your beautiful ass?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>04-07-2010, 05:19:59</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle frowned a bit, though she still enjoyed the sensation and turned her head to look at Cameron.&nbsp; "Oh..."&nbsp; She gasped at the next blow, but then nodded, "Then, you can stop."&nbsp; She wasn't sure she wanted her to, but she also knew that she trusted Cameron a bit more than herself on this.&nbsp; In fact, the idea that she might not know her own limits was one of the things that scared her so much.<br><br>She bit her lip and tried to smile at her partner, though she knew the smile was probably not convincing.&nbsp; She also realized that, perhaps, they needed to talk about limits and such.&nbsp; And Michelle needed to explain to Cameron her own fears regarding this issue.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>04-07-2010, 05:51:43</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron really was concerned about her partner becoming bruised, and she also saw the look on her face as she reluctantly agreed to stop.&nbsp; Yes, perhaps stopping was a good idea, but Cameron also disliked disappointing her slave.&nbsp; And then her face brightened with an idea.<br><br>“I’ve just had an idea slave,” Cameron said with renewed enthusiasm, “Roll over on your back here and pull your knees up, and keep your feet up in the air.”&nbsp; Then Cameron repositioned herself around the bed so she had a good angle to reach the inside of both of Cameron’s thighs with her brush.&nbsp; This arrangement also meant that she was able to look directly into her slave’s face as she delivered punishment.<br><br>Cameron smiled down at Michelle and delivered a couple of experimental whacks, one to each thigh.&nbsp; “Well slave, shall Mistress continue?&nbsp; Or…? Cameron trailed off as she ran a finger delicately down the outside of her slave’s pussy.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>04-07-2010, 22:45:06</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle gasped slightly as she shifted onto her back.&nbsp; Her ass was really and truly bruised, though she didn't mind.&nbsp; Ok, maybe a little, but she'd enjoyed it during the paddling itself.&nbsp; In positioning herself the way Cameron commanded, though, her ass raised off the bed a bit, and the bruised pain subsided.<br><br>She moaned and nodded, "Please.&nbsp; Please."&nbsp; She took a deep breath, shuddering as Cameron fingered her, and slipped a bit out of her submissive role, "Cam, you have to be the one to call stop though.&nbsp; I don't think I have any sense of my own limits."<br><br><br><br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>05-07-2010, 02:34:34</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron had been thinking along those very lines, actually.&nbsp; Perhaps Michelle was so in love with the pain that she wouldn’t ask her Mistress to stop, even if Cameron was doing real damage.&nbsp; If that was the case, Cameron needed to be careful that she did not let things carry on too far, and be firm when she said that they had done enough.<br><br>Cameron looked at Michelle’s flushed face and listened to her excited breathing.&nbsp; She looked at her beautiful unmarked thighs, except at the tops where she had reached before.&nbsp; And then she looked at Michelle’s pussy, glistening, lips parted and inviting, and Cameron knew what she would do.<br><br>Michelle wanted more punishment, and Cameron wanted to give her what she wanted if she could do it without causing real harm to her lover.&nbsp; Looking into Michelle’s eyes, she raised the hand that still held the brush and brought it down on the inside of her thigh in still unmarked territory.&nbsp; She watched the grimace on Michelle’s lips as the brush made contact, and watched as a tear fell from her eye and rolled back into her hair.<br><br>As Cameron hit her again, she thought it was sad in a way, and then the grimace came, followed by a look that was hard to describe, almost peaceful, Cameron guessed, and she realized, no this was not sad, it was, in its own way, terribly beautiful.<br><br>It was Cameron’s plan to not hit any spot on Michelle’s legs more than once, and she kept to it.&nbsp; As soon as her last stroke was made, she reversed her grip on the brush so that she gripped it around the top, where the bristles are.&nbsp; Then, she lowered the handle of the brush to those inviting lips and caressed them a few times, until the end of the handle had enough of Michelle’s lubricant on it that it would slide easily into Michelle’s vagina.<br><br>Once it had begun its entry, Cameron twisted the brush back and forth and pushed it in a little deeper, and kept twisting and pushing gently until the handle of the brush was buried completely inside her slave.<br><br>“Mmmm, slave,” Cameron crooned softly, “first it bruises, then it fucks, I wonder what else this little brush can do?&nbsp; Hmmm?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>05-07-2010, 18:12:34</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle groaned and squirmed happily through the spanking.&nbsp; She felt so much safer now that she'd told Cam that Cameron had to be the one to determine when to stop, that Michelle couldn't do it.&nbsp; With that piece out of the way, she felt free to just give into the beautiful pain, to take comfort in it.<br><br>She did, even as tears fell from her eyes.&nbsp; She was blissfully enjoying the pain, the power that Cameron had.&nbsp; There was a part of her that was not completely happy though.&nbsp; She needed to know that Cameron was enjoying this, and she'd sensed the doubt in her earlier.<br><br>That, however, did not keep her from whimpering when the paddling stop, though that whimper turned into a happy groan when Cameron began teasing her with the handle.&nbsp; She gasped as she then began to use it to fuck her, though she was well lubricated from the paddling.<br><br>"Mistress!&nbsp; Thank you!&nbsp; Thank you!"&nbsp; She felt herself clench around the handle and knew she was very close, her misgivings erased by the way Cameron crooned even as fucking her.&nbsp; "Mistress... I need... I need to cum... please?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>05-07-2010, 21:19:11</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				One of the things that comes from a long standing relationship is that one learns to read her lover’s reactions very well.&nbsp; Michelle was able to do this, if anything, a little better than Cameron, but Cameron understood Michelle well enough to keep her hovering near the edge of release for a long time.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron slid the brush handle slowly in and out, twisting gently and slowing down whenever Michelle showed any sign of approaching her point of no return too closely.&nbsp; “What’s that pet?&nbsp; Did you say that you ‘need’ to cum?&nbsp; You’ve just been punished for being naughty, do you think now that you’ve been good enough to be allowed to cum?&nbsp; Just like that?”<br><br>Cameron twisted the brush and varied the pressure of the handle, from up and down and side to side.&nbsp; “There are other ways to torture someone besides beating them you know?&nbsp; For instance, if I just…” Cameron stopped moving the brush altogether, “…stopped, I would expect you to beg your Mistress, because the torture was too great.”<br><br>Cameron resumed twisting the brush and pumping it slightly while buried deep inside Michelle’s cunt, “Or, if I were to…”&nbsp; Cameron began to slide the brush handle out, all the way out in fact, until she was only lightly teasing Michelle’s lips with it.&nbsp; “…withdraw altogether, what would you do then?<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>06-07-2010, 23:15:39</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle whimpered as Cameron teased and tortured her, grasping the sheet with her fists to release a bit of the tension, though not nearly enough.<br><br>"Mistress!&nbsp; Cam!"&nbsp; She squirmed a bit, as if trying to force Cameron to move the brush, though she loved the control she was relinquishing to her and even the torture and denial, it was also frustrating.&nbsp; "Please, please, please, please."<br><br>When she pulled it out, Michelle could do nothing more than whimper as she tried to buck her hips to have more contact.&nbsp; "Mistress, please..."&nbsp; This was, in fact, torture, and Michelle both loved it and hated it.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>06-07-2010, 23:40:38</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron saw Michelle in her desperation and smiled, not because she had denied her release for so long but because she knew that her slave would find her release in mere seconds.&nbsp; <br><br>As she began to move the brush handle back to Michelle’s straining pussy and to push it slowly inside, she crooned, “No slave, even a very naughty on, deserves such torture, and I couldn’t listen to such pleas without being moved, so…”<br><br>And Cameron began to use the brush again to stimulate Michelle to orgasm, and at the same time lowered her mouth to her slave’s clit and, with her tongue flat on the hood, wriggled her tongue rapidly until Michelle came.&nbsp; She rode out the climax with her, her mouth near her clit and one hand on the hairbrush, providing stimulation that ebbed as Michelle’s climax subsided.&nbsp; All the time, her other hand was on Michelle’s belly, stroking gently.<br><br>Only when Michelle was totally spent did Cameron gently remove the brush from Michelle’s still quivering pussy and slide up next to her, embracing her, kissing her.<br><br>As she caressed her face with her fingers, Cameron said, “You’re an incredibly wonderful slave, ‘Shelle, I love you so much!”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>07-07-2010, 02:34:11</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle gasped as the most incredible orgasm of her life overwhelmed her.&nbsp; She bucked and writhed as she rode the wave, feeling the closeness to which Cameron was with her, the way in which in her partner rode her orgasm with her.&nbsp; <br><br>She felt limp as a noodle when Cameron slid up and held her, kissing her.&nbsp; Nuzzling against the woman she loved she let out a sigh of contentment, the taste of herself upon her lips from Cameron's kiss.<br><br>It was a few minutes before she could respond or do much more than cuddle closely to her lover.&nbsp; When she did finally find her voice, she smiled, "I love you, too, Cam.&nbsp; But I'm pretty sure a good slave spends a bit more time pleasuring her Mistress."&nbsp; She kissed her jaw.&nbsp; "This isn't just about me.&nbsp; It's about us."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>07-07-2010, 03:07:48</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				For long moments Michelle just lay there in Cameron’s arms, too exhausted to move for the moment, and Cameron knew just how she felt.&nbsp; The delicious spent feeling of a particularly good climax, they had been common in Cam and Michelle’s early days, and now it appeared, they were making a comeback.<br><br>But when Michelle spoke, Cameron realized that she was probably right.&nbsp; Had Cameron been selfish?&nbsp; Cameron loved brining Michelle to an impressive climax, and now, with their changing roles in their relationship, she loved doing it for her slave even more!&nbsp; But, was that selfish?&nbsp; What about Michelle?&nbsp; After a good spanking, maybe Michelle needed to please her Mistress, even more than Cameron wanted to please her slave.<br><br>Cameron spoke up, still caressing the cheek of the one she loved, the one who lived to please her Mistress, “Yes, you’re absolutely right.&nbsp; It’s just that I love pleasing you so much, I guess sometimes I can be a little selfish.” Cameron giggled, then continued, “Now, isn’t that funny?&nbsp; Giving to your lover is selfish?&nbsp; But I understand what you mean, really, I do.”<br><br>Cameron pushed herself up on one elbow and looked down at Michelle, “Now slave, it’s time to earn your keep!&nbsp; Go to our toy drawer and get your favorite toy, you know which one I mean, and use it to work your magic on your Mistress.”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>07-07-2010, 03:40:01</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle giggled along with Cameron.&nbsp; "Mmm... no, it's not selfish.&nbsp; After all, if you're pleased, than that is what matters."&nbsp; She turned and kissed the palm of her hand before snuggling into her for just a moment longer.&nbsp; "I live to serve you, whatever it is that makes you happy is what I wanna do."<br><br>She jumped up out of bed, though she'd liked the way that Cam was over her again.&nbsp; "Though, I hope that pleasuring you always makes you happy."&nbsp; She kissed her cheek and then bounced quite happily, noticing the way that she was sore as she did so.&nbsp; Michelle realized she needed to work on that, on figuring out when exactly to call stop--that was an unfair responsibility to lay upon Cameron alone.<br><br>Smirking, she bent over the drawer so that her red ass and thighs were fully exposed, letting Cam have a good look if she wanted it as she pulled the toy out of the drawer, knowing just which one was meant.<br><br>The toy itself was not impressive, a small bullet vibrator meant to fit on a single finger.&nbsp; What had made it special and earned the word "magic" was how Michelle did not let the vibrator do all the work.&nbsp; She turned it on and moved to her Mistress, smiling.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron was the one in charge, but that didn't mean Michelle could not show initiative.&nbsp; If Cam wanted something done differently, Michelle would gladly switch.&nbsp; She positioned herself so that her mouth was at Cameron's&nbsp; breasts, and starting with the right one, she suckled and licked, her tongue circling the nipple then around the rest of the breast, before she went back to suckling.&nbsp; As she did so, the finger with the vibrator on it, teased around the top of Cam's mound, not moving further yet, just making sure that her lover--who she knew was already quite wet--was ready and able to fully enjoy being worshiped.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>07-07-2010, 05:28:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As Michelle walked to the dresser and opened the ‘toy drawer’, Cameron became painfully aware of Michelle’s ass and thighs and knew one thing if nothing else, tonight, they had gone too far.&nbsp; Cameron knew that putting a stop to things before they advanced to this point needed to be her responsibility.&nbsp; After all, she could see what things looked like, whereas Michelle could not.&nbsp; <br><br>Then Michelle found her little magic bullet and Cameron’s thoughts began to focus away from Michelle, and to what Michelle intended to do to her Mistress, and in just a few seconds.&nbsp; Cameron put her hands over her head while Michelle situated herself so that she would not pin either of her arms to the bed.<br><br>Almost as soon as Michelle’s mouth went down on her breast, Cameron’s hand went to the back of her head.&nbsp; She remembered how last night she had forcefully controlled Michelle’s movements by grabbing her hair.&nbsp; Tonight, she rested her hand on the back of her head and applied pressure now and then when she felt the need for more contact.<br><br>And as the magic vibrating finger snaked closer to her pussy, Cameron’s breathing quickened involuntarily in anticipation.&nbsp; Cameron flexed the hand at the back of Michelle’s head into a fist now and then as a reminder to Michelle that she could take a much more active role if she chose, but tonight, her choice was to let Michelle have as much fun with her Mistress and Cameron had earlier with her slave.<br><br>As the magic finger crept ever lower, Cameron closed her eyes and made a sound that was half sigh, and half groan of pleasure.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>08-07-2010, 01:47:47</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle had missed Cameron's distress, so she was completely unaware that anything had distracted her lover momentarily.&nbsp; She did not, however miss Cam's reactions to her playing with her.&nbsp; Feeling Cam's occasional fisting at the back of her head, she decided to take it slow.&nbsp; If her Mistress needed her to pick up the pace, than she was sure that'd be communicated.<br><br>She licked around the right nipple, spiraling out to encompass all of it and then slowly focused on the cleavage between the two breasts, spending a couple of moments there before moving to Cameron's left breast.&nbsp; Her actions, there, were a mirror of what she'd done on the right breast, spiraling, slowly and thoroughly to the nipple.<br><br>The hand with the bullet tickled lightly as she drew back up a bit and slowly moved from right to left and back, tracing the line of the hip bone, slipping down on each trip, drawing closer and closer to the top of the mons and more importantly the clit.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>08-07-2010, 16:12:01</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As Michelle worked her magic, thoughts of grabbing Michelle’s hair and controlling the situation began to dissolve.&nbsp; Michelle’s gentle suckling and slow roundabout descent toward her pussy had a relaxing effect on Cameron as she gave her body fully over to her slave.&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron’s hand on the back of Michelle’s head relaxed its grip and Cameron took to stroking Michelle’s hair as her mouth worked its magic of stimulating her breasts and sending little electric jolts downward toward her pussy.<br><br>Cameron sighed a very relaxed and satisfied sigh, as she decided to let Michelle’ go at her own pace.&nbsp; Their previous exercise had left Cameron nearly on the edge anyway and it was nice to back away from it a little and rebuild slowly to what promised to be a very satisfying and prolonged orgasm.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>09-07-2010, 04:16:41</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle giggled a bit as she felt Cameron let go of control, causing her to vibrate a bit against Cameron's breast.&nbsp; She continued to take her time, but the finger with the bullet made it down to her clit, though she only lightly brushed her finger over and around it as she gently ran the fingernails of her other hand over her stomach.<br><br>Slowly, she began to kiss down from Cam's breasts to her belly button, stopping every so often to lick back up a bit.&nbsp; She knew she was walking a fine line.&nbsp; After all, she did not want to tease Cameron too much, but she trusted her Mistress to let her know if she needed her to pick up the pace.<br><br>Once she reached her belly button, she licked around it and then continued downward as her right hand moved with the bullet to tease with an increased intensity at her outer lips.&nbsp; Her left hand replaced her right, and she fingered the bundle of nerves.&nbsp; Now that she'd calmed her down, it was time to work her back up.&nbsp; Michelle had every intention to fully serve Cam tonight.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>09-07-2010, 16:01:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				This was lovemaking pretty much as it had always been between Cameron and Michelle.&nbsp; But what had been, until very recently, stale and rather bland, was no vibrant and alive, and thrilled Cameron to her very core.&nbsp; And all of this came about because the dynamic of their relationship had totally changed.<br><br>Now their roles in the relationship were defined, and the roles fit their personalities.&nbsp; Cameron had always loved being the person in charge.&nbsp; This was reflected in her editor’s position at work, and both Cameron and her magazine knew that she was still on her way up.&nbsp; And now, it was reflected in the most important area of her life, her relationship with Michelle.&nbsp; And though this new dynamic was new to both of them, it was clear in Cameron’s mind that her position as the dominant one was on the ascendancy.&nbsp; Even though her steps were somewhat tentative at times, this was all untried ground after all, with each step Cameron was gaining confidence as well.<br><br>As Michelle moved her finger down and around her clit, Cameron shuddered with pleasure.&nbsp; In response she lifted her knees, keeping her feet on the bed and spread her knees wide, giving her slave room to work.<br><br>Cameron was fighting the urge to direct Michelle as she worked, or rather, played, on Cameron’s body.&nbsp; She wanted her climax to be completely of Michelle’s making, sort of a gift to her slave, a small thank you for her love and devotion.<br><br>As Michelle began to tease her lips with the vibrating finger, Cameron stroked Michelle’s back lovingly and let out a soft moan as the intensity was built slowly by Michelle’s experience in pleasing her lover.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>12-07-2010, 03:12:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle could not help but lift her head up slightly as she felt Cameron stroking her back and heard the soft moan.&nbsp; She smiled warm and lovingly to her, before lowering her head back down to focus on thoroughly expressing her love for her partner.<br><br>She slipped the finger with the bullet into Cameron with ease as her Mistress was plenty wet, working around to explore her lover's vagina as if she were delving into it for the first time.&nbsp; Just enough to raise her lover to the next level, before her experience and familiarity took over, moving to the spots that she knew would bring the most pleasure to her.<br><br>As she did this, she moved her head up and began to flick her lover's clitoris with her tongue, gently at first, and then more forcefully, switching between that and sucking on it lightly, enough to keep the other from getting bored or the nerves from becoming overwhelmed while making sure that her lover's orgasm would spectacular.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>12-07-2010, 23:19:32</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron loved what her slave was doing to her.&nbsp; And she knew just what to do, too.&nbsp; Michelle knew all of Cameron’s hot buttons, how to stimulate her quickly to orgasm, and she knew haw to sustain her , to keep her body at the same pitch of excitement without getting her to high or allowing her to fall too low.<br><br>She moaned as Michelle’s finger slipped into her vagina along with the little bullet vibrator.&nbsp; As her finger automatically gravitated to Cameron’s most sensitive areas, she could feel the muscles in her thighs begin to contract and relax, and an all over feeling of tension surrounded her pussy.<br><br>With the addition of Michelle’s tongue, her pussy responded as if responding to little electric shocks to each flick of her tongue.&nbsp; Cameron began to stimulate herself now be pressing hard on her breasts with her hands and then to pinch at and twist her nipples, causing her moans to increase in volume.&nbsp; “Oh shit, Michelle, you’re finger feels so fuckin’ good inside me like that!”&nbsp; Cameron’s body was reacting more forcefully now as she arched her back.&nbsp; Cameron cried out, “You’re gonna make me cum slave!&nbsp; Unnngg!&nbsp; I’m coming on my slave’s finger!”&nbsp; And she cried out again and her body began to shake, and her hips bucked against Michelle’s finger and mouth.&nbsp; Finally, Cameron’s hand flew to Michelle’s head and held it spasmodically to her pussy as her orgasm fully overtook her.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>13-07-2010, 01:53:49</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle only eased up a bit.&nbsp; After all, what was the point of being female if one could not enjoy multiple orgasms?&nbsp; Unless Cam commanded otherwise, Michelle would not stop at anything other than a fully sated, content Mistress.&nbsp; She sighed contently against her clit, easing off on that so as to allow her lover to focus on the first orgasm.<br><br>Inside her, however, her finger continued to work even as she felt Cam clench around her.&nbsp; Once she felt her lover begin to subside from the first orgasm, her finger moved to her G-spot, making sure to bring her quickly again.&nbsp; With her head still being pressed to her lover, she focused on gently suckling as she began to again stimulate her lover's clitoris.<br><br>Her left hand moved back to Cameron's belly, gently scratching along her sides and the bottom of her ribs, and she felt herself smile as she thought about how she would clean her lover once she was sated.&nbsp; Michelle had always loved the taste of Cam.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>15-07-2010, 23:55:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				When Cameron realized what her slave lover was up to she smiled to herself and let out a satisfied groan.&nbsp; Her body was still quivering with the effects of her orgasm and now Michelle was continuing to move around in her pussy and began to rub at her G-spot, which only set her already tense muscles on fire.<br><br>Michelle was definitely good.&nbsp; She knew not to return to quickly to clitoral stimulations as it might get too intense too fast, but she was doing all the right things to get her Mistress right up to and over the edge again very quickly.<br><br>Cameron grabbed a fistful of bed sheets in each hand and prepared herself for a quick build up.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>16-07-2010, 01:38:35</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle scooted up on Cameron's body, her finger staying within, though as she felt her lover begin to build back up, she moved around a bit within her, though she always returned to the G-spot.&nbsp; She kissed up her Mistress' taught belly and ribs until she came back to her breasts.<br><br>She licked her liberally as she moved, this time, to the left breast first.&nbsp; Moving to her nipple, she sucked on it, gently teasing it with her teeth, being very careful not to do anything more than tease.&nbsp; After all, only one of them was supposed to inflict pain on the other!&nbsp; <br><br>While suckling and teasing with her tongue, she muttered around the nipple.&nbsp; "I love you."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>17-07-2010, 00:00:35</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron sighed softly as Michelle withdrew her tongue from her clit.&nbsp; That, combined with the probing finger inside her that knew exactly where to touch and massage, was almost too much.<br><br>The buildup may take a moment or two longer, but in a way, it was a better buildup, cleaner, if that word made sense.&nbsp; As Michelle began to suckle Cameron’s nipples, Cameron started moving her hips rhythmically up and down, and moaning as the sensations in her pussy grew, and grew.&nbsp; Cameron knew, just as Michelle certainly did, that her orgasm was not going to be long in coming.<br><br>“I love you too, sweet slave.”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>17-07-2010, 04:43:28</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle could tell how close Cameron was getting and so she increased her efforts, moving her finger back to the spot and picking up her pace, as her left hand moved to Cameron's clit, gently flicking it, circling around it, teasing and exciting the bundle of nerves.&nbsp; <br><br>She smiled a bit and looked up briefly from the attention to Cam's breast at the expression of love and the sweet statement.&nbsp; Her eyes were full of love, watching her face for just a moment before returning her attention to Cameron's breasts, this time moving to the right one.<br><br>There were few things as beautiful as her lover when she was feeling pleasure, and Michelle knew how privileged she was to be the one to bring that about.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>17-07-2010, 16:16:54</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				As Michelle focused once more on driving her lover over the edge and into her climax, suddenly, Cameron realized she had passed the point of no return, and surrendered to it fully.&nbsp; As she entered the throes of a second powerful orgasm, her body seemed to hade a mind of its own, seeking out the maximum of stimulation from Michelle’s experienced touches while bucking and spasming at the same time.&nbsp; <br><br>This left Cameron’s mind free to experience the full intensity of her pleasure and the love that flowed between the two women.&nbsp; She felt as if she was floating in a weightless world where she was fully aware of her body, but somehow distant from it at the same time.&nbsp; And Michelle was with her in this enhanced state, and their two ‘bodies’ merged together in a perfect union of indescribable beauty and delight.<br><br>But all too soon, that union of bodies began to break down and the two that were so perfectly one, became two separate entities once more.&nbsp; Part of Cameron wanted to cry for what was lost, but another part of her knew that the union she had experienced was real and everlasting.&nbsp; And even though she did not normally have such a direct experience of the union, still, it was there, and both she and Michelle experienced it in a hundred indirect ways, every day.<br><br>Cameron opened her eyes, and her hand sought to touch her lover’s face.&nbsp; A tear formed in Cameron’s eye as she caressed Michelle’s face and told her, “You are so beautiful Michelle.&nbsp; How did I ever deserve you?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>21-07-2010, 00:02:46</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Slowly, Michelle pulled her fingers out of Cameron and snuggled to her, smiling.&nbsp; "I don't know.&nbsp; The same why I somehow managed to deserve you."&nbsp; She had experienced the same sensation as Cameron, the feeling of being aware of just how united she was to her lover.&nbsp; It was always there, even when they'd hit the rough patch, but those moments in which it felt tangible were treasures she held onto.<br><br>She did not wipe away Cameron's tear, knowing that it was tear of joy not sorrow.&nbsp; Instead she nuzzled into her hand and snuggled against her.<br><br>"Would it be out of line to ask for some non-slave cuddly time?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>21-07-2010, 21:01:45</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron was only too accepting of her slave’s closeness and desire to be closer still as they cuddled, but when Michelle asked her question, Cameron pulled away as if shocked by it and asked, “What, do you tire so quickly of being my pet?”&nbsp; But she couldn’t keep a straight face and cracked an amused grin, and then giggled.&nbsp; “”No of course not.&nbsp; I love our adopted roles, but I love the old Cameron and Michelle too.&nbsp; Is something on your mind? She asked, as she caressed her lover’s cheek.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>22-07-2010, 01:07:10</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Scrunching up her nose, she laughed a bit.&nbsp; "Don't be silly.&nbsp; I just, I guess I want balance."&nbsp; Michelle kissed her lover's cheek softly, "I want to belong to you.&nbsp; I think I need to belong to you.&nbsp; But I want to be treasured too."&nbsp; Nuzzling against her she continued, "I'm not really worried on that account though."<br><br>"Mmm... just... a bit of guilt maybe.&nbsp; Wishing I'd spoken up sooner, saved us both some pain."&nbsp; She turned her head to kiss the palm Cam had been caressing her with.&nbsp; "The tiniest bit of fear, though that's tempered quite thoroughly with trust.&nbsp; Well, trust in you anyway."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>22-07-2010, 02:48:25</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron nodded her understanding as Michelle voiced her concerns.&nbsp; “I can see where you are coming from.&nbsp; I suppose if we both dove into this thing headlong we would eventually end up where we were before, only, maybe worse.&nbsp; I’m sure you’ve got the right idea though; you used the word, ‘balance’.&nbsp; That’s the key, I think.”<br><br>Cameron caressed Michelle’s cheek again, and smiled as she continued, “ Let’s promise ourselves and each other to not get carried away with this.&nbsp; What seems great right now may seem excessive later on.&nbsp; So let’s continue to talk just as we are right now.&nbsp; We can both say anything to one another, so let’s take things slow and be sure of ourselves, okay?”<br><br>Before she continued, Cameron kissed her mate deeply, “We don’t need to hurry things, I think we both love what we’re doing right now.&nbsp; We cherish our times of talking lover to lover, and we also are satisfied relating Mistress to slave.&nbsp; I want to possess you in every way Michelle, and I want you to wear my collar when you are ready.&nbsp; But I want none of those things if it means that you trust me any less.&nbsp; I want that above all else.”<br><br>Cameron changed her position and wrapped her arms around Michelle, holding her as close as their flesh would allow, and whispered into her ear how much she loved her.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>22-07-2010, 03:52:13</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle blushed a bit as Cameron spoke.&nbsp; She was having a hard time not rushing into this headlong.&nbsp; She knew what was keeping her from wearing the collar, or at least the main thing.&nbsp; She was also intelligent enough to know that they really should take some time to explore this first.<br><br>She sighed softly, contently, as Cameron shifted them so that she was being held and snuggled closely.&nbsp; For a few minutes she just cuddled and listened to the words of love, her own arms holding close to Cameron.<br><br>"Cam, you keep saying that.&nbsp; And I know you mean it.&nbsp; But you need to understand, it's not you I'm not sure I trust.&nbsp; It's me."&nbsp; She tilted her head up slightly to look towards her lover's face.&nbsp; "I really don't think I know when to ask you to stop, or ... I guess I'm not sure I have much of a sense of my boundaries.&nbsp; And that scares me."<br><br>"But you?&nbsp; Sweetie, I trust that no matter how deep we get into this, you'll always love and treasure and take care of me.&nbsp; Please, don't worry about that."&nbsp; She closed her eyes and snuggled against her.&nbsp; "Me, I'm a bit afraid I could completely lose myself in this.&nbsp; And I don't want that for either of us.&nbsp; Even as yours, I need to keep me, to not stop being a strong, bright young woman and just become an extension of you.&nbsp; And it's going to take me time to figure out how to balance all that."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>23-07-2010, 00:10:24</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron listened carefully as Michelle spoke, and then understood the source of her frustration.&nbsp; “Okay, yes, it is finally beginning to sink in with me.&nbsp; When couples talk about trust it is always one person trusting another, never, one person trusting themselves.&nbsp; I think I’ve finally gotten that tape out of my head, so I can really hear what you are saying.<br><br>“But if you feel yourself to be an untrustworthy judge, then either I need to be able to know when to say, ‘enough’, or we need to be very careful as we move forward, and maybe both.”<br><br>Cameron could not bear the thought of ever harming Michelle, and that is one reason she was a little reluctant to get too sophisticated too quickly regarding the toys they employed.&nbsp; Spanking with one’s hand or a paddle was one thing.&nbsp; Canes and whips, and such, that was something else altogether<br><br>Cameron wanted Michelle’s sexual experiences to be as full as possible, and she enjoyed giving that too her, even if the way Michelle achieved it was unorthodox, but the thought of brining her lover real harm concerned her nonetheless.<br><br>“No, I don’t want you to become lost as a person either, I love my Michelle, even if you do have a quirk here and there,” Cameron joked, trying to keep the conversation light, even though the subject was a serious one.&nbsp; “I think getting you a temporary collar as you mentioned is a good idea.&nbsp; Let’s do that rather soon-ish.&nbsp; Certainly a significant part of your identity is wrapped up in your profession.&nbsp; So, if maintaining your individuality means keeping your job, then lets not have pressure to change that by your desire to wear my collar.&nbsp; Does that sound right?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>23-07-2010, 00:57:36</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"You love my quirks and you know it."&nbsp; Michelle grinned as she snuggled against Cameron, running through everything else she had said a couple of times in her mind.&nbsp; She was thankful she'd finally got Cam to realize that her trust issues had nothing to do with Cam, and everything to do with herself.&nbsp; Though, this was still new so it's not like she'd been trying to communicate for a long time.<br><br>She giggled, "I'm glad you finally got that message, love."&nbsp; She smiled up to her, "Where we're going, trust is important.&nbsp; And I don't think I could do any of this, no matter how much I may want it, if I did not trust you completely.&nbsp; So, I guess you're right.&nbsp; As much as I'd love to move into more, we have to go slow."&nbsp; She wrinkled her nose.&nbsp; "I'll be honest, I don't think I could spank you, so I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you, even if it seems rather natural."&nbsp; She giggled.&nbsp; "Though I think if I'd known this from the beginning, I would have went running for the hills."&nbsp; Michelle had been timid at first, though it had not taken Cameron long to get her to open up sexually, that she was the one craving more probably had to have thrown her lover for a loop.<br><br>"I'll eventually figure out how to be me if and when we decide to make this our full time lifestyle.&nbsp; Maybe I'll write or something so I can be home during the day and available for you whenever you want me, but thank you for not pushing me too fast on that."&nbsp; She tightened her arms a bit, hugging her tightly.&nbsp; "Though I'd love a temporary removable collar until then."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 02:54:31</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron was quite pleased with the conservative direction of their conversation and of their relationship.&nbsp; It seemed to her that diving into things too quickly could prove harmful, as if they might find themselves in uncharted waters and no way to chart a course out.<br><br>Their relationship was on solid ground right now, having just scratched the surface of their new roles, and it wouldn’t hurt to proceed slowly.&nbsp; As long as their relationship was solid, why not?<br><br>And then conversation turned to the temporary collar.&nbsp; Cameron was glad that Michelle was in favor of the idea, but Cameron had more to add.&nbsp; First though, she kissed her lover on the forehead, then said, “I recall us talking about a temporary collar once before, and something about that conversation didn’t sit quite right with me.&nbsp; And now I know what it is.”&nbsp; <br><br>Cameron took a deep breath and continued, “In our earlier conversation we talked about a collar that you would be able to put on or remove, and I don’t think that’s the way it works.&nbsp; At any rate, it’s not how I want it to work.&nbsp; The collar should be owned by the Mistress, and accepted by the slave.&nbsp; If it must be removed it should be at the Mistress’ discretion, not the slave’s.&nbsp; Therefore, I suggest that we find a collar, perhaps even a jeweled necklace that you can wear in any setting.&nbsp; We can shop for it together if you’d like.<br><br>“The important thing, as I see it, is that the collar be owned by me and accepted by you.&nbsp; It then becomes a symbol of my ownership of you.”<br><br>Cameron moved closer and hugged her slave even tighter, “And&nbsp; now, the question becomes, are you ready for a collar, any collar, that you will wear 24/7?”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 16:23:35</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle frowned, not because she was upset, but because she was deep in thought.&nbsp; She was quiet as she thought about what Cameron was asking, though she snuggled closely to her as she did so.<br><br>Was she ready to wear a collar, even if the outside world thought it just a necklace?&nbsp; Could she give up control that completely, let Cameron be the one to determine when she was her slave and when she was her lover?<br><br>She worried her lip a bit as she thought.&nbsp; Honestly, there was no reason to say no.&nbsp; Cameron did not want Michelle to lose herself--she'd said as much, and they were taking things slow, and besides Cam was the one with a better awareness of when to stop.<br><br>"Mmm..."&nbsp; She pulled back a bit to look into Cameron's eyes, smiling now.&nbsp; "Yeah.&nbsp; I am."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 16:57:54</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron was pretty certain she knew what Michelle’s answer would be, and when she confirmed it, looking into Cameron’s eyes and smiling, Cameron smiled back and closed the distance between their lips and kissed her gently.&nbsp; “That’s my girl,” she crooned, when the kiss ended.<br><br>And now, as they lay side by side, Cameron caressed Michelle’s waist and hip with her fingertips, marveling at the sexiness of her beautiful skin and the gentle curves that she knew and loved so well.<br><br>“I suppose,” Cameron said, “that we should think about getting some sleep then, shopping is hard work, and we’ll need to be well rested when we shop for your collar.”&nbsp; Cameron giggled, and kissed her slave/lover again.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 17:27:31</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle squirmed a bit happily against her as she eagerly returned the kiss and then settled in to snuggle to sleep.&nbsp; Michelle had always been a cuddler, especially while sleeping, and would stay closely pressed to Cameron all night if allowed.<br><br>"Hard work, but fun."&nbsp; Finding a comfortable spot, that she hoped would work for Cameron too, with her head nestled at her lover's breasts, she smiled.&nbsp; "I love you, Cam."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 18:25:35</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				“I love you too, Michelle,” Cameron whispered, “and good night.”&nbsp; And they drifted off to sleep that way, cuddled in each other’s arms.<br><br>The next day was Saturday, and the girls could afford to be a little lazy about getting up, so the languished in bed for a time, just enjoying each other’s company.<br><br>But Cameron had a plan for today; this was a big deal for Michelle, and for Cameron too, of course.&nbsp; Placing a collar on a slave was every bit as much a life changing event as placing a wedding ring, and Cameron determined to make the day a memorable one for her lover.<br><br>Cameron shared her plans that they should go to breakfast first, and suggested an upscale eatery they had been to a few times so that Michelle would know how to dress.<br><br>After breakfast, Cameron planned on visiting tow or three jewelry shops and to purchase whatever necklace or choker Michelle picked for herself.<br><br>And then there was the last stop of the day, the one that Cameron would not mention to Michelle until they were on their way there.&nbsp; That was the stop at the erotic toy store, where they would find, maybe a nice paddle, or maybe something else, to enhance Michelle’s enjoyment of her spankings.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>24-07-2010, 22:54:24</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle had smiled at Cameron's plan for the day and kissed her gently.&nbsp; "Sounds fantastic.&nbsp; But, since this is just the temporary non-obvious one, we'll still have a big ceremony when you put the forever one on me, right?"&nbsp; Michelle had never needed or even wanted a wedding to know that she and Cameron were forever, but since Cameron had talked about a collaring ceremony, she did know that one day she'd want that.<br><br>She showered and dressed, forcing herself not to pleasure herself, as she really wanted to be a good girl and enjoy the day with Cam, though her mind kept jumping ahead to, what she imagined, would be when they came home and she knelt before Cam and lifted her hair out of the way for her lover to clasp the collar on her.&nbsp; <br><br>Due to the eatery that Cameron suggested, she chose to dress particularly nicely, just short of a formal evening gown.&nbsp; She chose a dress in black and white, too white would be too wedding dress like and she didn't want to do that.&nbsp; Of course, Cameron had the right to veto her choice since they were going out together rather than her going to work.&nbsp; <br><br>Smiling she put on a white corset that would support her breasts without covering them--and she was not sure that Cam even knew she'd purchased it and a lacy g-string that would show no line through the dress, which would hug her to her form, clinging a bit to her, falling just above her knees.&nbsp; Just to be safe, though, she selected a couple of other dresses, laying them out on the spare bed.&nbsp; <br><br>Once she finished dressing, put on strappy heels to go with the dress, she looked around the room.&nbsp; "Mmm--perhaps this room will be undergoing a transformation as well."<br><br>She moved to their shared bathroom to take care of her hair, pulling it back elegantly so that it showed off her long soon to be adorned neck.&nbsp; Once she was done, she found herself running her fingers gingerly along her throat, imagining the feel of a collar resting there.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>25-07-2010, 02:33:22</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				“Oh, yes darling,” Cameron assured Michelle, “We definitely will have the ceremony we talked about when I put my permanent collar on you.&nbsp; Have no worry of that!”&nbsp; Cameron smiled warmly, knowing that her lover felt the same things were important as she did.&nbsp; And both girls went off to get dressed.<br><br>Cameron chose an olive colored linen pantsuit and a pale yellow blouse.&nbsp; Underneath she chose a nude bra and bikini panties, and finished the outfit with her favorite heels.<br><br>As happens often in a dwelling with a single bathroom, both girl’s were ready to use it at about the same time, and as Cameron approached the door, still barefoot, she observed Michelle running her fingers around her throat and knew immediately what she must be thinking.&nbsp; <br><br>She walked into the bathroom behind Michelle, and put her arms around her at the waist, and bent her head over her shoulder, kissing the side of her throat.&nbsp; “It’s a very beautiful neck, a neck deserving of the collar that shall soon adorn it.”&nbsp; Then, hugging her from behind, Cameron said, “This is an important day in our lives, and I want us to both remember it as a special day, and cherish it always.”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>25-07-2010, 04:10:49</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle nodded and leaned back into Cameron's arms.&nbsp; "We shall.&nbsp; It's odd."&nbsp; She smiled, looking at her lover through the mirror.&nbsp; "I've always trusted you, felt safe with you, but somehow, I feel safer now.&nbsp; I doubt that even makes sense, but it's true."<br><br>"I'll make sure there are fresh batteries in the camera.&nbsp; Not that I think we'll forget, but pictures might be nice."&nbsp; She giggled, "Something to show whoever we tell eventually, maybe a way to convince my mother--if she ever learns of this--that we're both happy and it's not abusive."&nbsp; She rolled her eyes.&nbsp; That would be a difficult conversation if it ever happened.<br><br>She turned her head slightly to kiss her.&nbsp; "I'm wearing underwear by the way.&nbsp; I can remove it if you like.&nbsp; It's not much though.&nbsp; A corset and a g-string.&nbsp; But, as I belong to you, that really is your call."<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>25-07-2010, 15:53:26</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron listened to her slave speaking of trust and nodded agreement, then said, “Yes, it is odd, I suppose.&nbsp; But on the other hand, I think I can understand how the direction of our relationship might lead to an added sense of security for you.&nbsp; And it makes me very happy to hear that you feel that way.”<br><br>And when Michelle told Cameron of her underwear, Cameron was unable to resist the urge to see, or rather, feel, for herself what Michelle was saying.&nbsp; First, she slid her hands upward and under Michelle’s breasts, cupping them in much the same was as the corset cupped and supported her, and then slid her fingertips just a bit higher and teased Michelle’s nipples through the soft fabric.&nbsp; And then, she slid one hand down over Michelle’s butt, and felt the smooth, firm globe of flesh, uninterrupted by any sort of panty line.&nbsp; “Oooo,” Cameron purred, “So sexy!&nbsp; Why would I want you to change a thing?&nbsp; You’re perfect, just as you are!”<br><br>But then, a devilish thought occurred to Cameron, “But you’re saying, if I asked you to remove the dress and go out in just the corset, g-string, and heels, you’d be okay with that, right?”<br><br>Cameron paused a moment and watched Michelle’s expression in the mirror, and then interrupted, “Not that I’d ever ask that, of course!” And she giggled, a little of the devil still in her.<br><br>“But if we ever decided to have a coming out party for you, you know, in a more private setting, maybe that would be appropriate attire then, hmmm?”&nbsp; And as she spoke, Cameron’s voice became softer, and her lips drew close to Michelle’s ear, almost as if Cameron were seducing her slave into agreement with the possibly outrageous idea.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>26-07-2010, 01:25:07</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle grinned and closed her eyes as Cameron played with her, shivering a bit as her lover teased her nipples and sighing as she stroked her ass.&nbsp; She remained like that, content, until Cameron asked about the other way, going out in only her underwear and hills.<br><br>Her eyes flew open and she tensed a bit, relaxing when Cameron laughed and assured her she would not ask her to do that.&nbsp; "Mmm... do I get veto power over the guest list?&nbsp; There are some people I'm not sure I'd be comfortable like that around."<br><br>She smirked a bit, her own devilishness rising to the surface, "Though I can think of a few people I wouldn't mind shocking."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>26-07-2010, 06:04:30</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Both girls had a good laugh over Michelle’s comment about shocking people, but then, Cameron tried to be a little more serious.&nbsp; She dropped her hands away from Michelle’s wonderfully delectable body and said, “Well, if you don’t stop enticing me with that incredible body of yours I’m going to spank you for making us late to breakfast,” but she was unable to deliver her line with a straight face, and cracked up completely when she saw Michelle in the mirror.<br><br>She tried again, “Come, slave, or you won’t be getting your collar any time soon!”&nbsp; And when they left their home, both were in high spirits, laughing at everything and nothing, and just enjoying their adventure together generally.<br><br>Breakfast passed without any notable occurrences, at least by Cameron’s account, and soon, they were at their first jewelry store.&nbsp; <br><br>As they viewed various types of necklaces, Cameron was immediately attracted to a selection of open back silver chokers.&nbsp; (http://www.abramsjewelry.com/Silver_Open_Back_4mm_Twisted_Rope_Collar_Choker_p/amm-3465.htm (http://www.abramsjewelry.com/Silver_Open_Back_4mm_Twisted_Rope_Collar_Choker_p/amm-3465.htm))&nbsp; “Oh, now these are nice.”&nbsp; Cameron commented.&nbsp; They were simple and elegant, could be worn anywhere, even to a formal event if need be, and, they had an appearance and size similar to the locking collar that Cameron had purchased.<br><br>“Michelle, what do you think of these?”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>27-07-2010, 00:36:46</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle tilted her head as she looked at the necklace that had caught Cameron's eye.&nbsp; "It's pretty, but... with that open back, I don't think I could wear it during play or even just to sleep.&nbsp; It's gorgeous though."&nbsp; It was gorgeous, and it had a kind of collar feel to it that made Michelle want it to be the right one, but she could imagine it falling off while they were playing.<br><br>"It's absolutely beautiful, and I do love it.&nbsp; I'm just not sure that it would work for all we need it to."&nbsp; She smiled to Cameron, hoping her lover understood that she was not rejecting the necklace or her taste.&nbsp; Leaning in, so as not to be overheard, she whispered, "I'd hate for you to be spanking me and the collar fall off."<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>27-07-2010, 05:01:54</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron loved the appearance of the necklace on display, but Michelle was right, it probably wouldn’t be appropriate for 24/7 wear.&nbsp; Cameron nodded her agreement to Michelle and giggled at her comment about having the choker fall off.&nbsp; “you’re right of course, but it is beautiful, even if inappropriate.”<br><br>Now that they were together, Cameron decided to stay near her lover and see what attracted her eye.&nbsp; At some point, they moved from the silver selections to gold, and many of the same designs they’d seen in silver were repeated here, but there were come unique ones as well.&nbsp; Cameron’s eye was caught by (http://www.artfire.com/modules.php?name=Shop&amp;op=listing&amp;product_id=1186376 (http://www.artfire.com/modules.php?name=Shop&amp;op=listing&amp;product_id=1186376)) one in particular, but she remained silent, seeing if Michelle expressed an interest in it of her own.<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>27-07-2010, 23:45:08</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle chewed her lips as she carefully studied all the necklaces.&nbsp; She was a bit worried that she was probably driving Cameron crazy with how careful and deliberate she was being about studying each and every necklace.&nbsp; She'd already rejected the idea of going with a chain and pendant idea.&nbsp; It would be subtle, but far too subtle.<br><br>Her eyes widened as the came to a particular necklace, and she blushed a bit, "That's... maybe a bit obvious, but..."&nbsp; She looked to Cameron, pointing out the exact same necklace that had caught her lover's eye, "I'd like to try it on.&nbsp; What do you think?"&nbsp; After all, the collar was to be Cameron's, she'd just wear it.<br><br>Looking back to the necklace, she smiled.&nbsp; "I think I could even get away with wearing that in court."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-07-2010, 02:30:00</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron smiled when Michelle showed an interest in the necklace she’d spotted, and nodded agreement that it did indeed show promise.&nbsp; The called a clerk over to open the display case so Michelle could try it on.<br><br>As soon as she placed it on her neck and Cameron saw how tightly it went around her throat, Cameron’s face lit up.&nbsp; Yes!&nbsp; The hint at the idea of a collar was obvious, at least to Cameron.&nbsp; But, of course, it was a collar that they were replacing, so perhaps it was only her perception.<br><br>But Cameron could not keep quiet.&nbsp; Even though she wanted to her lover’s thoughts, she <br>Simply had to say, “Oh Michelle, that looks absolutely stunning on you!&nbsp; It would please me greatly to have you wear that necklace!”&nbsp; And then, toning down her enthusiasm in deference to Michelle’s thoughts on the matter, she asked, “Er, do you like it as well?”<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>29-07-2010, 04:04:08</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Mmm... I think, since this is to be yours,"&nbsp; She giggled and smiled to her lover, "That your opinion might matter just a tiny bit more than mine."&nbsp; Michelle turned her attention back to the mirror, reaching up to touch the collar-like necklace on her neck.&nbsp; "Though, I agree.&nbsp; I think this is perfect."<br><br>Michelle took the necklace off, since Cameron had not put it on her yet, she did not think it counted, and handed it to her lover, leaning in to whisper as she did so.&nbsp; "I can't wait for you to put it on me later."<br><br>Glancing over at the clerk, she noticed he had a slight smirk on his face, and she simply winked at him, before turning back to Cameron, "Mmm... this mighta been too easy.&nbsp; What are we going to do with the rest of the day?"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>29-07-2010, 23:42:33</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Cameron finished the purchase transaction of the necklace, accepted the small box it was in, and smiled as she slipped the necklace into her pocketbook.&nbsp; “Do?” She asked dubiously, “Well, I have a feeling, after our next stop, that question will more or less answer itself.&nbsp; And no, I’m not going to tell you what the next stop is.&nbsp; In fact, I’m not even going to show you until we get there.”<br><br>As they got into Cameron’s car, Cameron pulled a scarf from her pocketbook and handed it to Michelle.&nbsp; With an evil grin she said, “All right Michelle, it’s blindfold time.&nbsp; Put that on and we can go to our next stop.&nbsp; But no peeking!”<br><br>Once Michelle had complied with the blindfold, Cameron put the car in gear and drove a few blocks to a little adult specialty shop called “Naughty Nothings.”&nbsp; The specialized in lingerie and such, but had a great selection of sex toys and other adult playthings as well, including a good selection of things for the BDSM community.<br><br>They were lucky enough to find parking right in front of the store, so after they parked, Cameron tilted Michelle’s head toward the store sign and untied the blindfold.<br><br>With a grin on her face, she asked Michelle, “So?&nbsp; You like?”<br>
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>30-07-2010, 02:14:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Michelle smiled, raising an eyebrow as she accepted the blindfold.&nbsp; "Mmmm.&nbsp; This is promising to be an even better day than I already knew it would be."&nbsp; She leaned over and kissed Cameron on the cheek before obediently putting on the blindfold, though she wrinkled her nose, kind of anxious to be wearing the collar.<br><br>She found herself relaxing during the car drive, even without the collar around her neck.&nbsp; Though a bit anxious to see what Cameron had planned, she knew whatever it was would make her happy, so she did fret about it.<br><br>When her head was tilted upwards, after the car stopped, and the blindfold taken off, she gave into the squeal she felt at seeing where Cam had brought her.&nbsp; "Cam!&nbsp; This is perfect."&nbsp; Michelle giggled and glanced over at her love.&nbsp; It was clear that she had something in mind, and Michelle was curious as to what it was.&nbsp; She decided that rather than pointing out what interested her, she'd get an idea of what her love and Mistress was interested in.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>NinaN</strong> on <strong>30-07-2010, 20:41:02</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As they entered the shop, Cameron made a quick scan around to see how many people where in the shop with them.&nbsp; There were only two customers that she could see, plus the clerk.&nbsp; But he almost never moved from behind his counter unless a customer called upon him.<br><br>Cameron glanced idly at some of the lingerie that was displayed in the front of the shop, and watched Michelle for clues as to what might interest her in that department, but lingerie was not Cameron’s goal today.&nbsp; What Cameron was after was in the BDSM section of the shop, which is where she was headed, albeit, slowly.&nbsp; No point in wasting a visit that might give her some ideas for future visits, either with Michelle at her side, or to purchase something on her own as a surprise.<br><br>Finally, they found a counter with a selection of paddles, riding crops, canes, floggers, and any number of other implements that Cameron could not identify, but everything on the table had one thing in common, they all were used in the administration of pain, whether a little. or a lot.<br><br>Cameron had thought about what she was about to do, and decided, on the spur of the moment, that this was an experience that Michelle needed.&nbsp; She would arrange for a very meaningful collaring ceremony when it came time for Michelle to receive her permanent collar, but for the collar now in Cameron’s pocketbook, the ceremony would be much more impromptu.<br><br>After looking at the items on the counter for a few moments, Cameron was sure that Michelle was completely absorbed by the mere size and variation of the selection available, so she took a step backward away from the counter and fished the box containing Michelle’s new temporary collar from her pocketbook and, as silently as possible, removed it from its box.<br><br>Cameron then stepped behind Michelle and said in a low but serious voice into Michelle’s ear, “Turn, and kneel before your Mistress.”&nbsp; Cameron then took a step back and held the collar in her hands, ready to place it on Michelle’s neck, and waited for Michelle to turn toward her.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Becoming (NinaN and ThornsofRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>ThornsofRose</strong> on <strong>08-08-2010, 19:32:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As they moved through the lingerie section, and Cameron took her time, Michelle allowed herself to look through the items.&nbsp; Lingerie had always fascinated her, and she had a decent selection back at home.&nbsp; Often, when they were planning a day in or even if she were home by herself, she'd choose to wear lingerie.&nbsp; She frowned slightly, though only briefly, as her hand brushed over soft silk.&nbsp; Surely Cam knew how much she liked to wear the sexy clothing and would lay stuff out for her to wear at home from time to time.&nbsp; Not that she minded being nude.<br><br>Occasionally, something would catch her eye that she'd love to see her lover and Mistress in, and she'd glance between the object and Cam, blushing as she'd imagine her wearing it, brandishing a whip.<br><br>Despite her intention to keep from looking too closely at whips and paddles and such so that Cameron could guide their purchase, she found herself captivated by the implements before her.&nbsp; Her hand would run over the length of whips, feeling the supple leather, or the back of a paddle, imagining how it's smooth surface would feel slapped against her bottom.&nbsp; She was so lost in looking at them that she jumped slightly when Cameron spoke, blushing as she realized she'd not been paying attention.<br><br>It took her a moment to realize what Cam had said and what she was requiring, but when she did, Michelle turned and knelt happily, trying not to squeal or giggle too loudly as she lifted her chin, glad that she'd pulled her in back in such a way that it would not be in the way, and smiled warmly up to her love.&nbsp; "Yes, Ma'am!"&nbsp; Her eyes twinkled with mischief, as she realized that in this setting, she felt entirely safe being her full submissive self.
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