Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}
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				Title: <strong>Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 20:22:01</strong>
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				It was bright early morning at Johnsonville high. The buses were coming and going, dropping off the many teens at the front patio. The range of clothes was, as it always is in highschool, truly amazing. The preppy girls in their pinks and pastels and the grungy goths in their black and chains stood out in stark contrast to the rest of the crowd. The geeks, nerds, and regular kids wearing mostly whites and browns. The students poured in from the buses and parking lots, busying themselves with chatting with friends and getting books from their lockers as the first bell of the day rung, signalling it was time to get to class.<br><br>Veritasian walked down the hall, headed for his first class of the day. His bright red hair hung loosely about his shoulders as he carried his book bag over one shoulder, easily hoisting its heavy weight. He was a strong boy, well-muscled and very lightly tan. He was on the track team and the swimming team and he spent a great deal of his time training. He'd never been very good at the book side of school but he was not your typical jock. He usually passed his classes with B's and C's and very rarely failed any subject other than math. He just couldn't seem to get his head around Trigonometry. He loved to read though, and had always passed his literature classes with high A's.<br><br>It was an English literature class that he was headed to this morning. He'd loved the class so far even though they were only a few weeks in. He found himself looking forward to it every morning, it seemed to help make getting up in the mornings easier. <br><br>He grinned as he walked into class, setting his bookbag down beside his desk and slumping down into it. He kicked back and breathed a heavy sigh, staring up at the roof for a moment, thinking everything over. It was his senior year and he'd be moving out of his parents' house soon and heading for college. It was a scary prospect, but something he looked forward to. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 20:44:05</strong>
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				Cliques. This was something he didn't belong to. It was odd really. He could put anyone in their school in this or that clique, but he could not imagine himself being a part of any of those little groups of students... He wasn't a jock, yet he was athletic. He wasn't a nerd, yet he was a rather good student. He wasn't a loner despite being alone most of the time. He was for sure not a goth as he always dressed in colorful clothes... He really belonged to a clique of his own... <br><br>He was a slender, yet still rather athletic 17-year-old kid. His features were gentle and soft, though when he was serious or angry they looked rather sharp. His dark-blonde hair reached his shoulders and currently was tight in a high pony tail, revealing his pretty face. His eyes had this undefine color - something between green and grey that made them look simply fascinating, sparkling with intelligence and self-confidence; they were lined with long, sweeping lashes. His nose was the perfect size for his face, his lips were full and sweet looking. There were three piercings on each ear, numerous bracelets on his wrists and a single ring on his small finger on the right hand.<br><br>Yes. This guy was gay. The only one in the entire high-school who didn't hide or deny his homosexuality.<br><br>He was currently wearing light-blue jeans with numerous cuts on them, revealing his flesh, a tight baby-blue t-shirt with a bit rainbow on the front, saying clearly his sexuality, and sneakers that looked more grey than white. His black backpack was on the bench next to him, obviously carrying nothing at all in it.<br><br>He walked to his first class of the day and smiled when he saw the one and only person in this entire school that he found himself liking. He lifted his right hand, fingers in the victory sign, greeting Veri in this way. He had his little crush on the red-head, pity that the other was straight... or at least he said so...<br><br>The blonde moved to the desk next to the athletic young man and sat down. Kyle let his backpack slide off his shoulder and onto the ground. "Hey, Veri, baby. How are you today?" He asked, smiling sweetly, not caring that he was a bit too intimate with the other boy, but he couldn't help it. Kyle's voice was sweet and melodic, and no wonder as he was the solo-singer in the school chorus. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 22:23:33</strong>
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				Veri grinned up at the blond for a moment, before realizing what he'd just called him. He noted the interested looks from several of the students and blushed slightly, his cheeks turning bright red in contrast to their usual pale tan. He sighed and shook his head, looking a little agitated. "Don't call me baby in front of people Kyle!" he hissed in a hushed whisper.<br><br>He looked around at the other students, giving them warning glares until they all looked away. He couldn't help it, he really liked the little gay boy, far more than he should. He'd been with girls before so he was sure he wasn't gay, but some part of him wanted to be with Kyle. He was sure there were already plenty of rumors about the two of them floating around and the last thing he needed was the rumors getting fueled by being called baby in the middle of class.<br><br>He sighed, trying to calm himself. He didn't want to say anything mean to Kyle. He was perhaps closer to him than anyone else in the school, which frightened him a little. They'd been going to school together for a long time and had been friends ever since they were little. He'd been shocked the day Kyle admitted he was gay, even though honestly he should have seen it coming.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 22:47:33</strong>
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				Kyle grinned as he noticed his friend's reaction to his words, chuckling softly. "Well... correct me if I'm wrong, but last time I checked, I was born two weeks before you, which makes me older than you..." He nodded, his eyes narrowed in a playful manner. "And there were times when you were like a head shorter than me..." He added, not really mentioning that Veri was now taller than him. He hadn't grown all that much during his early teenage years, but he still drank at least a bottle of milk a day in an attempt to get taller... But it wasn't really working that well...<br><br>"So, in conclusion, you are a baby compared to me!" He chuckled and nodded, not really caring about people looking at him with disgust, whispering behind his back rather mean words. He was used to it, but he refused to bend over under the pressure... He wasn't going to hide who&nbsp; or what he was as there was nothing shameful or wrong about it!<br><br>But deep down in himself he knew that his oldest and well... only friend most probably wasn't very fond of his friend's sexuality... He just hoped that one day Veri wasn't going to tell him to get lost or something like this... He really couldn't imagine himself coming to school without knowing that Veri would wave at him or talk with him at least once... Behind the bright smile and the happy-go-lucky behavior, Kyle was rather lonely and really not so happy as he pretended to be...<br><br>"Anyways~ What do you think that Mrs Parker is going to give us as a final project?" He asked, smiling, knowing that Veri loved just about anything about this English class.
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				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 23:05:53</strong>
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				He quickly smiled, easily getting over his earlier embarrassment. He truly did love Kyle. He was really his closest friend. Lately he'd been having thoughts about him, thoughts that he was afraid to express. He didn't want anyone else at school finding out about it, but he felt he had to tell Kyle. He cared about him too much to keep denying his feelings.<br><br>He finally spoke, his cheerful tone easily returning to his voice, thinking about literature always seemed to cheer him up. "I don't know... what do you think it will be? I heard last term you had to pick a scene from Shakespear and recite it, but she often changes from semester to semester so her classes don't feel like they're stuck in a rut... I wonder if it will be a group project though?"<br><br>He blushed slightly as he was looking at Kyle, quickly busying himself with adjusting his hair, hoping the other boy didn't notice the blush.
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				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 23:23:46</strong>
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				Oh, Kyle did notice the blush! He chuckled as he leaned over and poked his friend's cheek. "Ahh~ Shakespeare excites you that much, doesn't he?" He chuckled, thinking that Veri was blushing out of excitement about the upcoming final project for the class. Kyle himself had never been a big fan of English, but he had followed Veri in it, like he did for most classes. Hell! He was even the manager of the swimming team, enduring all the jokes and bullying by the other boys, telling that he had joined only to watch half-naked men... well... He had just joined because he wanted to be closer to Veri...<br><br>"I dunno... I hope it won't be something too hard..." He mumbled, rolling his eyes as he thought for a moment, noticing how one of Veri's ex girlfriends (or at least she had claimed to have been his girlfriend) was staring at the two with her eyes narrowed as if she wanted to claw Kyle to death with her pink nails...<br><br>"Hello, class!" The eccentric English teacher called out loud as she walked in the room, dropping a huge pile of books on her desk. "Now! Time for the final projects! The row sitting next to the window look at your right! Desk to desk - that's how you will be grouped in groups of two! Those to the other wall, look at your left! Those are your partners!" She called, Kyle mouthing 'Sweet!' as he was sitting next to the window and on his right was Veri! "The final projects are~ re-writing books! Catch!" She said as she started tossing books to the two rows that were in the middle, so that Veri was going to catch the book they were going to rewrite.<br><br>"I want at least ten thousand words! It's up to you how you will work this out, but make sure you write a nice story and don't forget what we've studied about those books, the reasons they were written for and so on~" <br><br>"Which book did we get?" Kyle asked leaning over to look at what Veri had caught. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 23:39:51</strong>
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				Veri caught the book and hastily turned it over to look at the title, seeing what they'd got. He blushed again, the book making him think of romance and long nights spent together with Kyle rewriting it.<br><br>He smiled over at him and simply showed the book to him, wanting to see his reaction as he saw the title. "Romeo and Juliet" would certainly be a fun one to rewrite, especially with Kyle. He found himself suddenly wondering if Kyle had ever been in love, and if he'd be able to write well on the subject. He had a sudden pang of jealousy for anyone who had ever been so free as to allow themselves to be openly in love with Kyle, but he realized he'd certainly never seen him with anyone. Were there no other gay boys in the school for him?<br><br>His heart raced, thinking of the possibilities. Was it possible that his long-time friend who he now found attractive had in fact been alone all this time? If so, how did he feel about Veri? Would he be squicked by the thought of his supposedly straight friend starting to have feelings for him?
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				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>26-05-2009, 23:52:56</strong>
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				Actually, Kyle was trying his best not to think about those kind of things. He knew that he was alone, he knew that no one in this school was brave enough to get out of the closet, which left him all alone, and he did know that one day Veri would walk away with some girl and this was going to break his heart... Did he love his best friend? He didn't know... he had never thought about it afraid of the answer, knowing that this 'yes' haunting his heart was going to most probably break it...<br><br>"Eww..." He made a face as he saw the book, shaking his head. "It had a movie, no?" He asked not thrilled by reading Shakespeare... at least it was some adaptation and not the original, because he would have just failed the class then. "Thank god you sit next to me or I am doomed..." He whined as he reached out to take the book and flip through its pages.<br><br>For a moment he wondered whether Veri had ever read poetry to some of his girls... The thought made him got a rather sad expression over his gentle features, but not because the book was a rather boring one (at least in his opinion), but because he knew that he was never going to have someone loving him... He wasn't ugly, he knew that, but in his not so long life he had come to the conclusion that no one was going to ever love him... Even his parents hardly talked to him now that he was out of the closet... 
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				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>27-05-2009, 00:08:21</strong>
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				Veri glanced over at Kyle, noting the sad expression on his face as he thumbed through the book. "It's actually a very sad story... but yeah it has a movie, more than one actually. You want to get together tonight and go rent the movie?" He eyed him hopefully, wanting to hear a 'yes', but slightly dreading being alone in a dark room with him.<br><br>He'd been fighting so hard to suppress his feelings for the past few weeks and he was sure that being alone together with Kyle would cause him to break. He wanted to touch him, to kiss him. He'd never really enjoyed it with girls, there had always felt like there was something missing. He'd never been as far as sex with one, but he found himself sure that he could go that far with Kyle.<br><br>He thought about this for a while, sighing softly as he awaited Kyle's answer. Tonight he would admit his feelings to him if the mood was right. If his friend was truly alone, and he could help him, what kind of friend would he be to leave him lonely and sad?
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				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>27-05-2009, 00:18:50</strong>
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				Kyle looked at Veri when he asked if he wanted to watch the movie tonight. "Mh... sure..." He nodded after a moment of thought. "You can stay over if you want, my parents are going to visit my grandparents, so they are going to be out of town... So we can just pull an allnighter and get things started?" He asked tossing the book back on Veri's desk before he got the list on which he had to write their names and the book they had got, passing it to the girl behind him.<br><br>"Mh... so I heard there will be pizza for lunch in the cafeteria!" He changed the subject grinning happily at the thought of the greasy fat pizza that the cafeteria's cook prepared every so often. Kyle was always stuffing himself, but he had a rather nervous stomach and often got to throw up after eating, so he remained a rather thin guy with a figure for which some girls could kill for!<br><br>"Wanna eat together?" He asked, knowing that Veri was most probably going to say 'no'. Eating in the canteen with Kyle was something that no one ever did as if Kyle was having some incurable highly infectious disease... Veri's other friends usually&nbsp; 'kidnapped' him for lunch, going out or going practicing, just anything away from Kyle, not wanting Veri to be labeled because of his friendship with the gay boy...
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				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>27-05-2009, 00:31:33</strong>
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				Veri stared at him for a long moment, some strong hint of longing in his eyes. He swallowed a lump in his throat and nodded slowly. His heart skipped a beat at the thought of being seen eating with him in the cafeteria, but he was sick of it. He was sick of his best friend eating alone. More importantly he loved him, and pretty soon he was beginning to suspect that the label he would get would be justified.<br><br>He looked into the other boy's eyes for a moment, his bright blue ones lighting up. "Yes. Yes I will. My friends can go out without me today, I want the pizza, plus it'll give us a chance to talk a bit about our project right?" He perked up, flashing him a dazzling grin, his perfect white teeth showing. His cheeks were still rosy pink and flushed.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>27-05-2009, 12:43:03</strong>
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				Kyle noticed the longing in Veri's eyes, but just like many other times he completely misunderstood his friend's reaction - he simply thought that the other boy wanted the pizza, and not actually wanting to hang out with him in front of everyone... He looked down for a moment, his fingers playing with some of the bracelets he was wearing. He kind of understood why Veri didn't want to be seen with Kyle... Kyle was just way too obvious about his sexuality, and this kind of thing was somewhat uncomfortable to straight guys... He guessed that he could just dress normally if he wanted to hang out with Veri... but then... it was going to be as if he was betraying himself... He didn't want to hide who he was... not even for Veri... He wanted his friend to like him for who he was...<br><br>"Mh?" He looked up, blushing deeply as he saw that charming smile on Veri's face, hearing his words that he was going to have lunch with him. Kyle felt weak in the knees despite the fact that he was sitting, and soon a happy smile appeared on his face. "Great!" He chimed, a bit too loudly as their teacher glared at him, making Kyle simply shrink in his seat, but that sweet smile never left his face. He was truly charming! 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 09:07:35</strong>
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				Veri leaned closer to his friend, his voice falling to a hushed whisper. He was still smiling as he spoke, but he seemed slightly less cheerful, a more serious tone creeping into his voice. "Kyle... there are some things I've been meaning to talk with you about. I want to have lunch with you today, even though everyone will see. I want them to know that you're my friend, and that I accept you just the way you are. It scares me, it really does, because of how they may treat me, but I'm not ashamed of you."<br><br>He looked even more flushed at admitting this, and leaned back in his seat, taking a deep breath and glancing around the classroom at the accusing stares. For once he found that he didn't care. Let them call him names and throw things at him. Let them do their worst. Kyle was his closest friend, if he was going to be ridiculed and mistreated for anything, he was sure that his friend was well worth it. "In fact, if you don't object, I think I will be sitting with you at lunch from now on."
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				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 11:39:06</strong>
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				Kely tilted his head on the side, looking at Veri curiously as to why his friend was suddenly so serious and whispering. He blinked as he listened to the other's words, looking around as if wondering if he maybe hadn't fallen asleep or he was being played a trick or something like this... Was Veri serious? Eating lunch with him? Not only today when they had an excuse to talk - the project, but from now on? Yeah, it was only three or so weeks till the end of the school year, but the project was going to be done in a couple of weeks, which meant that for a whole week Veri was going to sit with him for no reason?!<br><br>"Are you nuts?" He hushed back, frowning. "It's... it's a social suicide!" He shook his head, looking out of the window, feeling how his eyes started burning. He was touched... really... and he wanted this more than anything, but he knew what his public friendship with Veri was going to cause to his best friend... He shook his head and moved his hand to brush his tears away, looking back at Veri with a frown. "I won't let you do this to yourself..." He said quietly, not wanting to cause any pain to Veri. "Let's... I'm... I'm okay, really... don't worry about me... Okay? I'm used to being alone and I'll survive... You... just... you will lose all your friends..." 
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				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 14:20:41</strong>
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				Veri took a long deep breath letting it out in a soft sigh and shook his head. "Kyle... you're my friend. I've been letting you eat alone for too long. I'm closer to you than I am to any of those other guys I call friends. I mean, they're alright, but they're not good guys like you. They talk bad about people... hell they talk bad TO people sometimes. I'm tired of eating with them and listening to their gossip and their rumors and their bullshit stories about their little girlfriends!"<br><br>He cleared his throat, realizing his voice had raised to an unacceptable volume and the teacher was giving him a scrupulous look. He flashed her a quick smile and a nod of apology and again lowered his voice. "It doesn't matter whether you want me to do this or not. We graduate in a few weeks anyway right? I mean, I'm tired of watching you sit alone while I sit with those other guys who pretend to be my friends, when all they're interested in is being popular and continuing to talk to me because I'm popular. If a single one of them really is my friend, then I'll 'know' it when I start sitting with you Kyle. Because you know what? Friends don't turn their backs on people for being seen talking to a gay guy. If they still want to be my friends after I've been sitting with you for a week, fine. If they don't... then honestly I don't give a damn what they think Kyle. You're my real friend, I know you are, you haven't turned your back on me for hanging out with those dick heads."<br><br>He took a moment just to breathe, relieved and finally getting some of this off his chest. "It's not just that though... there... there's more. I... can't tell you that part here... not now... but tonight. I promise I'll tell you tonight." He gave him a hopeful look and a gentle smile. "Just please say you can wait until tonight to hear what else I have to say..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 18:40:50</strong>
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				Kyle stared at Veri as the other spoke, wondering if his friend had any idea just how much Kyle had craved to hear those words... He had known that having a gay friend was not something most kids could deal with, so he had never even thought about being insulted by Veri being friends with other students and rarely talking with him in front of other people. He understood him, and he was thankful that the other still talked with him from time to time, smiled at him, waved at him and told him 'Hi' whenever they met in the hallways... But now... It seemed that without having realized it Veri had not only grown height-wise, but personality-wise as well... He had just sounded so mature that it simply dumbfounded Kyle and he had no idea how to react.<br><br>Kyle himself had always been mature about many things despite his childish behavior. His happy-go-lucky-not-caring-about-anything behavior was just a mask, a shield in a way, because pretending to be happy made him forget about just how sad and lonely he was... It was his own way to oppose to all those bullies who kept trying to broke him mentally with their words and actions...<br><br>He nodded faintly, his smile having disappeared, his face serious, appearing much prettier and angelic than when his was smiling. "Okay..." He muttered, wondering what Veri had to tell him... Could it be that he was going to lecture him about how serious this project was? He winced as he thought that if this was what Veri had to tell him... well it wasn't going to be a fun night.&nbsp; <br><br>"Kyle! Veritasian!" The teacher literally screamed at them. "Stop talking! This is not the discussion club!" Kyle grinned at her and bowed his head, waving as if saying 'Sorry sorry move on' before he lowered his head and started looking out of the window like he normally did during most of his classes. It was a wonder that he hadn't failed just yet...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 19:57:22</strong>
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				Veri sighed at the teacher and turned to watch Kyle as he gazed out the window. It was remarkable the way the sunlight danced on his angelic features, making him look like a perfect work of art. Staring at him like this made Veri's stomach do a roll and he found himself blushing bright pink again. <br><br>He finally managed to tear his gaze away from his friend and layed his head down on his desk, listening to the teacher ramble on and pretending to take notes. He usually hung on every word, but today he had too much on his mind. He had fallen in love with his gay best friend, he had no idea how he was going to tell him this, or how he would react. He found himself desperately worried that Kyle would not feel the same way, or that Kyle would think he was joking like he often did when he was being serious about something.<br><br>He glanced longingly over at Kyle again, wishing they were alone so he could just talk to him now about all the feelings he was having, feelings that threatened to ruin his life, at least his social life. What would his parents say? He had a feeling they wouldn't like it, but he wasn't sure he could keep this a secret from them for very long.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 21:01:14</strong>
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				Kyle almost dozed off under the warm sunlight, hearing their teacher's words as a distant buzz. Only the bell gave him a jump and he rubbed his head, yawning. He grinned at Veri sheepishly as he hurried to gather his belongings. "Mh... well, see you at lunch then..." He muttered before he hurried out of the classroom, wanting to get to his next class before the corridors had got too crowded and his bullies spotted him. He tried to stay as far as possible from their eyes as he really didn't like getting in trouble...<br><br>The rest of his classes dragged painfully slowly and by the time lunch came his head was already killing him. He had a short attention span, a part of the reason that he was doing so poorly at school, and whenever he was trying to pay attention he ended up with horrible migraines. It was going to be a miracle to pass the final exams and actually graduate... He headed to the cafeteria with a rather exhausted face, his smile forgotten. He looked around wondering if Veri was really going to show up, but truth to be told he wasn't going to be surprised if his friend had changed his mind in the meanwhile. <br><br>Kyle sighed as he stood in the line, looking at the not so healthy food with a disgusted face. He stopped at an apple and a carton of milk. For some reason he was feeling quite nervous and he knew that if he ate anything else he was most probably going to end up throwing it up - that was why he was so skinny. He sighed and looked around, trying to spot Veri...
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				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 21:11:19</strong>
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				Veri had hurried to the cafeteria after his last class, his stomach filled with butterflies at the thought of eating with cute little Kyle. He hurriedly went through the line, grabbing one of everything and three helpings of the pizza. He did so love the school pizza, it was perhaps the only food he could really enjoy eating there. He paid the cashier the extra for his extra pizzas and happily carried his tray out to the table the Kyle usually sat at.<br><br>He quickly sat down, glancing around for Kyle, sure he'd be here any minute. He spotted him after watching the end of the line for a while and stood up when he saw him paying for his food. He grinned and waved his arms at him, hoping he'd spot him, noticing that he was looking uncertainly around. Once he was sure Kyle had spotted him, he nodded to him and sat back down, happily munching on one of his slices of pizza, already considering going up to grab a few extras if there were any left over ones to buy today.<br><br>He was nervous about eating with Kyle and noted that the kids at the 'popular' table were casting curious glances in his direction. He held up a slice of pizza at them in greeting and shrugged, eating it quickly and starting on his second slice. Nerves for him had always had the opposite effect from what they did to most people, they made him eat everything in sight, unfortunately when he did this he'd sometimes develop bad indigestion or even get sick later from overeating, but right now, he just didn't care.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>28-05-2009, 21:34:35</strong>
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				He was there! Before his very eyes! Sitting on the table on which no one ever sat! Kyle felt how his heart jumped in his chest and his eyes tensed. Why was he feeling like crying? He had known Veri for ages and yet it was as if the first time that he understood and saw that Veri did think of him as of his friend... It meant a lot to the poor gay boy who hardly said more than a couple of words a day unless Veri was around to talk with him for a little bit...<br><br>He waved as he moved to the table, looking down at his apple and the milk, feeling rather stupid for having invited Veri on pizza and not having gotten one... He glanced at the 'popular' table and winced as he saw Veri's teammates and friends glaring at him as if they were going to kill him... He was ready to bet that they all thought that he had forced Veri to sit with him... He looked down as he opened the carton of milk and sipped from the small straw, having lost appetite even for the apple. He glanced at Veri as he munched on the pizza, smiling for a moment at the sight. Veri was just so adorable when he was enjoying food!<br><br>Kyle sighed and bit on his bottom lip, his foot tapping nervously on the floor. He didn't know what to talk about... This was the first time in a long long time since he felt that nervous that he couldn't talk... And he didn't even realize just how adorable he looked when he was nervous...
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 20:23:39</strong>
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				Veri grinned at Kyle as he sat down, wondering why he looked so nervous, and he'd gotten so little food. Did sitting with him scare him that much? He looked down at his plate full of food, and looked over at Kyle's which held only an apple and a carton of milk. Wow, he must really be upset. Veri sighed, suddenly feeling uncomfortable, as if he'd done something wrong by sitting with Kyle.<br><br>He glanced over at the popular kids, happy to note that most all of them were no longer looking in his direction. They had apparently decided to enjoy their meals without him, or were busy gossiping about what he was doing sitting with the gay boy. He shook his head and hurried to finish off his second slice of pizza, glancing back across the table at the boy he'd found himself falling in love with.<br><br>Veri watched him sipping his milk nervously and smiled in spite of himself. Kyle was so adorable when he was nervous. "Are you alright? I thought you'd like me sitting with you... but you seem really upset. I mean you love the pizza! But you didn't get any?" He frowned as he watched him, expecting a reply, wondering if maybe sitting with him had been too much for the poor boy to handle. "I can... go away. I'm not upsetting you am I?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 20:49:33</strong>
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				Kyle looked at Veri when he spoke. His face had gone pale, so when he heard his friend's words his blush did stand out. "No!" He exclaimed, making a few people look at him, making him blush even more. He swallowed hard and sighed, looking down. "I... I'm just nervous... I... I don't want you get in trouble because of me... and on the other hand I've always wanted to just... do this with you..." He mumbled, shrinking in his chair.<br><br>It seemed as if he had dropped all his masks, because right now it was more than obvious just how lonely he had always been. He had always pretended in front of Veri that he liked eating alone, that he didn't like people around him, so he was perfectly fine by being alone all the time, but truth was nothing like this... Kyle had been crying almost every single day when he got at his place... His bright smile, his happy-go-lucky behavior at school were never true... Loneliness was eating him up on the inside...<br><br>"I'm not upset... really... but my stomach is upset." He said, forcing himself to chuckle. "I bet if I were a girl I was going to be on my period right now!" He tried to joke, chuckling as he sipped on his milk, putting his goofy mask back on.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 20:57:31</strong>
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				Veri watched him carefully, noting his tone and words, and the obvious blush. It dawned on him that perhaps his friend was as nervous as he was, and what if it was for the same reason? What if Kyle had the same kind of feelings for him that he had for Kyle? Well that would simplify things for sure.<br><br>He brightened up a little, grinning at his friend and shaking his head. "Girls act like this all the time Kyle, not just when they're on their periods. I guess that's why I don't like them very much." He looked slightly embarrassed, realizing what he'd just said. "I mean!.... not that I don't like them... I mean... I like them... but... they're annoying... very annoying... I mean I wasn't saying..." He took a deep breath, realizing he was stumbling over his words, and realizing that he was lying to his friend, and he didn't want to do that anymore. "Well, actually I don't like them."<br><br>He tapped his fingers nervously on the table and hurriedly ate his third slice of pizza, eating it in about four quick bites. His stomach was starting to feel uneasy now. He'd known Kyle his whole life, but they'd always been friends and nothing more, did the prospect of him being something so much more, really make him this nervous? He felt almost like he was meeting his friend for the first time.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 21:08:32</strong>
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				Kyle nodded at Veri's words, not really catching the meaning between the lines. "Yeah... I don't like them either..." He said as he dropped his milk on the table and wrapped arms around his stomach. He was hungry, but he had no appetite, which was making him feel sick... He sighed and closed his eyes for a moment and by the time he opened them Veri had finished the third slice of pizza. "Wow... you must have been hungry..." He stared at the empty plate, shaking his head.<br><br>"Mh... should... should we go now?" He asked, glancing nervously at the popular table. Veri was done with eating and he wasn't really going to eat, so he really didn't know if they should be sitting together any longer... They weren't really talking about the project and they most probably weren't going to talk about it until tonight, so... he really didn't want to risk...<br><br>Veri didn't really know it, but behind his back his 'friends' quite often used Kyle as a punching bag. Of course they never did anything to him when Veri was around, but when he wasn't...<br><br>He sighed and looked down, biting on his bottom lip. "I have a free period after lunch... so I'll be going home..." He mumbled, glancing at Veri. "Will you come over immediately after school or later?" He asked, not really thinking that Veri might want to skip his last class.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 21:24:11</strong>
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				"Um..." He looked nervous and quickly downed his carton of milk, gazing sadly at his now empty plate. He had no more food to eat to help with his nerves, but then sitting here with all of these people staring at him was the main cause of his nervousness, so perhaps they should just leave right? Kyle had a point.<br><br>He stared at him sadly for a moment, and reached across the table, actually touching his cheek for an instant, not really caring what the others thought or said to him later about this. He drew his hand away as quickly as he had touched him and nervously ran his tongue across his bottom lip. "Sure... um let's just go to your place now. I don't really want to go to my last class today. I haven't missed any days in it this year and I'm making a 98 in there last I checked, so I don't think the teacher will mind me skipping one day. That is, if you don't mind me coming over now?"<br><br>He blushed again, hoping Kyle would say yes. He really wanted to go somewhere private and talk. He was having a lot of trouble holding back his feelings for him. He just wanted to tell him and get it out in the open.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>29-05-2009, 21:39:28</strong>
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				Kyle's entire body tensed when he felt Veri's fingertips touching his cheek. He blushed deeply and looked down, nodding faintly. "O... okay... sure... let's go." He said as he stood up, pulling his backpack on his shoulder and stuffing the apple in one of its pockets. He looked at Veri and smiled shakily before they headed out of the cafeteria and the school.<br><br>"Mh... should we pass through the video store to get the movie? Or we will just watch some other movies and play some games tonight?" He asked, his bright grin appearing on his face as he tried to sneak out of starting working on the homework tonight. He sighed relieved once they were outside, looking up at Veri and smiling happily.<br><br>"We should get some popcorn and soda and maybe icecream." He said, wanting to eat something nice for once. His parents had stopped buying things for him ever since he had got out of the closet. They left him a credit card to buy whatever he wanted, but... it was just cold... so he didn't really bother buying himself anything...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>30-05-2009, 00:23:52</strong>
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				Veri held his stomach, it was mildly upset with him about the speed at which he'd just slammed down three greasy slices of pizza. He managed a weak smile though and nodded. "Sure, let's pick up ice cream, pop corn, sodas, candy, chips, cookies... everything you want to eat... I say we hit the video store on the way and pick up the movie and several other movies, there's a bunch I've been wanting to see, and we got the whole weekend right? I mean tomorrow is a teacher's work day, so we'll have tonight, all day tomorrow, all day Saturday, and all day Sunday! We better rent a lot of movies..."<br><br>He grinned. His parents had upped his allowance substantially since his last report card which had been all A's for once. He felt so relieved just being out of the school, it was almost like being in a prison. He took a deep breath, savoring the taste of fresh free air. "Kyle... you want to do this at your place or mine? My parents are out of town this weekend, they won't be back until Tuesday or Thursday, and they already told me I can have anyone I want over so long as I don't throw any wild parties. Plus we got a ton of food just sitting there waiting to be eaten." He sighed happily at the thought of food, his stomach ache already beginning to settle down. "Plus the pool is up and running, if it gets hot enough this weekend we could even go for a swim. What do ya say? Think your folks would care?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>30-05-2009, 08:04:11</strong>
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				Kyle walked next to Veri, looking up at him as he spoke. He grinned when his friend listed all the junk food they could get and the movies - it meant that his friend for once wasn't going to force him to study all the time, but also planned to have some fun, which was always welcome by Kyle. "Ah... your house?" Kyle looked at him and smiled, nodding. "Sure thing. Can I borrow some of your clothes? Or should we go to my place first?" He asked grinning happily. Most of Veri's clothes were quite big on him, but he didn't really care about how he looked in them (he actually looked adorable!). <br><br>"And don't worry about my parents... they are out of town as well... but even if they were around they wouldn't give a damn." He chuckled sadly, looking at the ground as they walked. Kyle lived in a middle-class house, so he didn't really have much luxuries there like a pool, so he directly accepted Veri's offer. "Heh~ sweet~ I'd love to swim a bit without having your teammates shouting names at me..." He said, chuckling again.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>31-05-2009, 17:37:17</strong>
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				Veri grinned as they got to his car, leaning against the trunk, and taking another deep breath of fresh air. He sighed happily, just seeing the smile on Kyle's face, glad to know it was the school and not him that had been making his friend so nervous. "Sure you can borrow my clothes, I have plenty of them, and besides they look adorable on you..." He trailed off, blushing slightly at his own words.<br><br>"Do you want to head straight to the grocery store from here, then hit the video store? I was also thinking we might stop and pick up some pizza on the way to my house, unless you need to stop by your house first to pick up anything?" He beamed, this was going to be a truly fun weekend, and hopefully by the end of it he and Kyle would be more than just friends.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>31-05-2009, 18:52:03</strong>
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				Kyle followed Veri to his car, looking around nervously as he waited for his friend to open the door for him. He had got on Veri's car a couple of times from school to get a ride home, and both times on the next day he had ended up beaten and locked in his locker at school - Veri's friends did 'protect' him from Kyle as if the poor gay boy was a drug dealer or someone even worse... That was why as he buckled up and settled in the passenger's seat he felt that nervousness in his stomach coming back.<br><br>"Mh... just to the store." He said smiling at the other, but his smile faded away, replaced by an adorable embarrassed expression when he heard Veri calling him cute. He Coughed to clear his throat and nodded. "I'll be fine with your clothes, your food, your place and your bed~" He chuckled, winking playfully at Veri in his normal teasing manner, without really meaning anything.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 00:15:10</strong>
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				Veri started to open his mouth, blushing deeply at the comment about his bed. Clearing his throat and coughing slightly he buckled his own seat belt and turned over the ignition, starting the car and slowly backing out of the parking place, being careful to look behind him. <br><br>Once the blush had passed he smiled over at Kyle, wondering why the poor boy looked so nervous. He hated seeing him nervous. "Kyle... I've been meaning to ask you something... do my friends often beat you up? Johnny let something slip to me the other day about getting rough with you... I punched him in the mouth... I think he was upset that I did... but if they're hurting you I will not tolerate it."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 06:56:30</strong>
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				Kyle literally jumped a bit in his seat at the question, looking at Veri with wide-opened eyes, his face turning pale. How had he.... Ah... So that moron Johnny let it slip... But still... He swallowed hard and looked down, his reaction saying more than any words that were going to come out of his mouth. He felt how a lump formed in his throat and choked him, for once feeling like not lying to Kyle, but telling him the truth about it... He was sick of playing that he was fine and that words and punches never hurt him... So he just nodded weakly, not looking at his friend.<br><br>"Yeah... but... don't worry... I'll be okay..." He said quietly with a choked voice. He understood now why Johnny had got that rough on him the other day and why his cheek had been bruised... It made Kyle's heart warm up, thinking that Veri had protected him, but... unfortunately he hadn't really managed to protect him as Johnny and the rest had jumped on Kyle and used him for a kicking ball until Kyle had passed out... Underneath his t-shirt there was a rather nasty bruising on the side of his ribs...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 07:40:57</strong>
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				Veri watched him carefully, noting all of his reactions, and nodding slowly. They had been getting rough with him, and clearly it wasn't a rare thing either. The look on Kyle's face said he was often abused by Veri's so-called friends. It made him furious! He found himself gripping the steering wheel so tight his knuckles turned white. He would make sure they paid for this. He was in a position to make their lives hell, and he was going to.<br><br>He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself as he looked back over at Kyle. "Don't go anywhere where you might be caught alone with them again, do you understand me? I mean it!" He sighed softly, trying to calm the anger from his voice. He didn't want Kyle to think he was angry with him. "I don't want them hurting you again. I'll see to it that they pay for hurting you. I'm going to get them expelled. Let's see how well they handle that two weeks from graduation." He grumbled, obviously disturbed by the idea that his 'friends' would hurt Kyle. <br><br>"I'm so sorry that being my friend has caused you pain. I promise you I won't let it happen again. I'll fight for you Kyle. It 'won't' happen again." He gritted his teeth, staring through the windshield as they pulled into the video store parking lot. "I mean who the hell do they think they are?!"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 07:50:45</strong>
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				Kyle did wince when he heard Veri's voice. Even if he was trying to deny it, deep down in his heart all this bullying had traumatized him and made him jumpy whenever he heard angry voices or shouts. He swallowed hard and as if shrunk in his seat, looking down. He knew that Veri would never hurt him, but the anger in his voice still scared him... mostly made him afraid for his friend getting in trouble because of him...<br><br>"Veri..." He looked at him with a pleading face, shaking his head. He was touched, really. Hearing his best friend choosing him over those guys... It meant a lot... But still... "You can't... you can't do this... I have no proof... plus it's already over... I'll survive for two weeks and then I won't ever see them again..." He spoke as he got off the car, following Veri towards the store. "Thank you... but... please don't do anything..." He asked, looking at him with a tired face.<br><br>It meant a lot to Kyle to have Veri saying those things and meaning them, but... it was kind of late. They were graduating in less than three weeks, and Kyle had already survived through this for four years... He wanted to just graduate and forget about high-school and move on... "Thanks, pal... But just forget about it, okay?" He asked, forcing that bright fake smile on his face as he punched his friend's shoulder playfully. "Should we get some scary movies?~" He asked wanting to change the subject.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 10:13:10</strong>
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				Veri's sparkling blue eyes surveyed Kyle for a time, it was clear that he wasn't quite ready to drop the subject. "If you are sure you don't want them to suffer for what they've done to you... then I will honor your wishes, but Kyle... I can't bring myself to have anything to do with them anymore. I know it's a little late, but if you'd just told me sooner, I swear I'd not have let it go on this long."<br><br>His voice was weak and desperate. "Do you think you can keep it from happening again before school is out? I can let the past go, but I can't let it go if it happens again you know? Can you stay out of places where they might catch you alone? I mean I know nothing can happen in the halls between classes, the teachers would see, and our school has a zero tolerance policy against violence. I won't see you harmed again. If they beat anybody for us being friends, I want it to be me and not you."<br><br>He sighed softly at him, his eyes wide and pleading. "Please tell me where it is they catch you alone. I want to be sure I'm with you if they ever come for you again."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 16:14:53</strong>
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				Kyle made a pained face as Veri didn't drop the subject. He looked at him and whined, nodding. "Fine, fine, I'll be more careful and try to be less gay around them~" He whined, pouting softly as he sighed and looked down. He did feel happy that Veri was worried for him. If he hadn't known Veri that well he would have hated him for not having noticed those things earlier, but he knew that his friend had never thought that his 'friends' would go that far or that Kyle would not tell him, or he didn't know what could be the reason for Veri not to see, but he had not even once thought to blame him... However, he did know that it was late now...<br><br>"Don't worry!" He said as he pushed the other playfully, smiling at him. "And they catch me at different places, whenever and wherever you are not around." He shrugged as he sped up towards the store, walking in and not looking over his shoulder at Veri, hoping that the other would finally drop the matter.<br><br>"Excuse me... Do you have 'Romeo and Juliet'?" He asked, nodding as he was directed to the isle of romantic book-based movies. He walked around until he stopped and pointed at the shelf. "There are few movies..." He pointed at the DVD boxes as he took one with Leonardo Di Caprio still looking cute and young and some other that was English and with not so cute people.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 21:51:58</strong>
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				Veri sighed and shook his head, feeling guilty for not noticing what had been going on earlier. He wanted his friend to be happy and safe, and he would see to it that he was, from now on, by whatever means necessary. He strolled into the video store behind him, his head down, lost in thought. He looked up as they headed down the isle of romance movies, looking at the different versions of 'Romeo and Juliet', wondering which one they should pick.<br><br>He gently reached a hand forward, placing it on Kyle's shoulder. "Alright Kyle, I'll drop it. I just want you to be safe, that's all. I..." He trailed off, realizing he'd almost said 'I love you' and this was not the time or the place for that admission, the last thing he wanted was for his friends to dissolve into tears or freak out in the middle of the video store. He needed to tell him that later, when they were alone.<br><br>"I... think we should get them all. We'll decide later which one to watch first, then if you like it ok we'll watch the other versions of it." He smiled at him, leaning over his shoulder to look at the movies, his chest incredibly close to Kyle's back, almost touching him. "What else do you want to get?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 22:02:37</strong>
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				Kyle smiled at his friend and nodded, not saying anything about the matter anymore. He took the two DVDs and glanced at the other movies on the shelf, shaking his head. "Not from here..." He mumbled as he turned around and stepped forward, thus ending up in Veri's arms. He blushed and chuckled nervously as he sneaked underneath Veri's arm going to the shelf opposite of the romantic one.<br><br>"Heh... mh~ scary movies... what do you think about this one?" He asked, lifting the box of some creepy looking Japanese movie, whose resume was saying that it was scarier than 'The Ring' or any scary movie that has come out in the past ten or so years. "Woah! I want this!" Kyle exclaimed, staring at the box with wide-opened eyes. He was so going to freak out during it, but despite being easily scared he did love the adrenaline rush.<br><br>"Oh... this one looks nice as well..." He said as he took another step and pulled some box, blushing as he read what it was about. "Oh... er... maybe I'll watch it some other time..." He mumbled as he put it back on the shelf as it turned out that it was a gay-interest movie, a drama about two young men finding themselves in love with their best friends. He didn't want to make Veri feel uncomfortable about it...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 22:13:38</strong>
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				Veri nodded to the box with a slight smile. "No get it. I'm sure I'll enjoy watching it with you.... I do wonder why it's in the horror section though... I guess some smart ass thought it would be funny to move it from romance to there." He sighed, looking annoyed at the thought. Why the hell did people have to be so cruel?<br><br>"Kyle, if it interests you, I'm sure it will interest me... that's all I can tell you right now... but when we get to the car I have something I have to tell you.. I just... I have to, but I don't want a lot of people staring when I do... Let's grab a few more movies, they have a ten for ten deal this week, I think I'd like some comedies..." He took a deep breath, moving over to the comedy section. "Just pick out four, and I'll pick out four, any four that you like, I do mean anything... that way with the two 'Romeo and Juliet's we'll have ten..."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 22:25:40</strong>
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				Kyle looked at Veri as he spoke, wondering if his friend actually had any idea about how homophobic people were in this town... Was he innocent? Or just naive? Maybe he had to talk with him about those things... Veri needed to understand that Kyle couldn't just go against the rules set in the town... Hell! Even his own parents didn't talk to him anymore and they lived in the same house!...<br><br>He sighed softly as he took the movie, blushing lightly when he saw some girls giggling at him. He followed Veri to the comedies and picked one, then some action and some sci-fi. "Mh... I think those will be fun..." He said as he handed the movies that he was holding to his chest. He tilted his head and looked up at Veri. "What do you want to tell me?" He asked, realizing that his friend had just mentioned this 'gotta tell you something in private' for the third or forth day today... "Has something bad happened?" He asked, thinking that Veri might have got some bad news about his college. "College? Or...?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 22:37:07</strong>
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				Veri shook his head. "No. It's not college, I'm still going to the same one as you are. The really nice one out of state? I gotta get away from this town... I was thinking of maybe getting an apartment up there when I graduate actually... I uh... called ahead, got my dad to pull some strings for me. We'll be staying in the same dorm room... maybe you'll stay up there too after college? You know... so I can have a roommate to start out with? Getting your own place and stuff after college can be hard." He smiled slightly, thinking of sharing a dorm with Kyle all through their time there. He wanted it no other way.<br><br>Worried that he was starting to let on just what it was that he did want to tell him, he cleared his throat and shook his head. "Let's just check out... I... I'll tell you in the car." He smiled at him, taking the ten movies and sitting them up on the counter, fumbling in his pocket and pulling out his wallet. He searched through it until he found his card, and placed it on the counter with the movies.<br><br>The young guy working the counter took the movies and began scanning them, pausing when he came to the gay romance. He flashed them a knowing smile as he scanned it, glancing back and forth between the two. He didn't seem at all put off by it though, he actually seemed rather happy for them. Grinning he shoved all of the movies into a bag and looked to Veri. "That'll be ten fifty."<br><br>Veri smiled back at him and handed him the money, waiting for him to give him his change.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 23:00:15</strong>
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				Kyle bit his bottom lip as Veri spoke, following him to the counter. He felt kind of sick after hearing about his friend's plans... Not because he didn't want them to happen, but because he knew they weren't going to happen... He swallowed hard, not even noticing the grin that guy gave them after seeing the gay movie. Kyle was looking down, a step behind Veri, waiting for his friend to start moving to follow him outside.<br><br>"Mh.. Veri... there's something I have to tell you..." He said quietly once they were outside, walking towards the car. "Mh... I'll be attending the college from next year..." He swallowed hard, not looking up at his friend. "Mh... I am taking a gap year, so... I won't be staying at the dorms..." He glanced up with a pained face, shrugging lightly. "My parents don't want to pay for my college anymore so I gotta work for a year to pay for the tuition before I get some scholarship." He forced himself to chuckle, not wanting his friend to find out just how much it hurt.<br><br>Kyle had always dreamed to study in the Art school of that college, but after his parents found out about his sexual orientation they told him that as soon as he was done with school he was not going to be a part of their family... He forced himself to chuckle again, trying to make it sound as if it was not a big deal. "But I'm still moving there with you, I'll just be living in some rented room or something, work in the meanwhile and work on my art when I'm free..." He smiled, trying show Veri that he wasn't down.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 23:14:03</strong>
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				Veri's heart sank at the thought of his little Kyle living alone in some apartment, struggling to survive. He couldn't handle it, he'd do everything he could to help. "Don't worry about it Kyle... my parents are rich, I'll figure something out. Dad spoils me a lot... I'll talk to him about it alright? He can probably swing helping you with your tuition too... or maybe he can just give me the money he'd be spending on the dorm, I could stay with you in your rented place, help you pay for it?" He gazed at him hopefully. He really wanted them to live together.<br><br>When they got to the car, he put the movies in the back seat and hopped in, leaning back in the driver's seat and taking a deep breath. It was almost time to confess his feelings to Kyle. He wondered if his parents already suspected something, and he wondered if his dad would be so supportive when he told them truthfully that he was gay. He couldn't stay in the closet forever.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 23:30:33</strong>
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				Kyle looked at Veri, disbelief in his eyes. Was he serious? He shook his head and smiled. "No... no...thank you, but no... I don't want to live my life, thinking that I couldn't make it on my own and that your father had to pay for my tuition... I really don't mind this whole situation. It will make me stronger..." He smiled, but he stopped as soon as Veri mentioned the two of them living in an apartment together. "Erm... I would love to..." He mumbled, but he looked down, blushing brightly. He had kind of hoped to go to college and find himself a boyfriend because he really did crave to be loved, but... if Veri was there... he could put his straight best friend in a situation like this...<br><br>"It will be fun." He said, smiling as he thought that he would rather spent some time with the only person who stuck to him all the time and never left him... He would live long and he will have more than enough time to find the love of his life... It was now time to have some fun with his best friend, go clubbing, take trips and so on. Whatever college kids did.<br><br>He sighed as he got on the car and buckled up once again, relaxing in his seat. "To the store~ I'll need a tooth brush after all the junk food I intend on eating tonight." He chuckled, rubbing his flat tummy, feeling it quite empty after not having eaten all day long.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>01-06-2009, 23:41:59</strong>
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				Veri smiled gently as Kyle agreed to let him stay with him wherever he ended up living. Veri didn't care what the place was like, as long as Kyle was there. He sighed softly, leaning back further in his seat and taking a deep breath, the moment had come. He was going to tell him. He hoped Kyle didn't freak out or run from him. He was worried that his friend might be disgusted with him. <br><br>"Kyle... I... please don't be upset... but I need to tell you this. I... I really... love you. Not like a friend.... I mean you are my friend! You're my best friend! But... but Kyle... I think I might be... gay." His whole body was shaking as he spoke. "I love you, I need you, I find myself wanting to touch you... I feel more strongly about you than I ever have about any of those silly girls. I tried to lie to myself, for that I'm sorry. I tried to think I was straight, by dating girls, but... Kyle they just don't appeal to me like I thought they would... I've never even kissed one, the thought makes me shudder."<br><br>He looked to him for a reaction, terrified that he'd slap him or not believe him. "Kyle, I want us to be more than just friends. I want to hold you while we watch movies together, I want to kiss your tears away when you're sad, I want to be there for you, in every way that you need me to be. I love you. Please say you'll think about it... please don't turn me away." There were tears in his blue eyes now. "Please don't hate me for lying to myself for so long."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>02-06-2009, 06:24:11</strong>
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				Kyle had grinned at Veri as the other spoke, but with every next word his smile was getting smaller and smaller until it disappeared, replaced by a blank face. He looked down, not moving, no looking at Veri, hardly breathing. There was no visible reaction, but the lack of reaction was a rather huge reaction as he fell into shock. He had dreamed for Veri to say something like this for so long... He had wanted if someone ever loved him he to be like Veri... But he had never not even once thought that he would actually hear those words...<br><br>His face lost all its color as tears rolled down his cheeks, dropping off his chin onto his chest, but he was still making no motion or sound. His own body was shivering like a leaf, his heart racing so quickly against his chest that it felt as if it was about to break his ribs. Kyle felt how he was starting to suffocate from a panic and with trembling hands unbuckled himself and opened the door. He felt like running away, disappearing, but as soon as he tried to get up and flee, his legs gave in and he dropped on the ground next to the car, scratching his knees in the concrete.<br><br>His back was at Veri, but it was more than obvious that Kyle was crying. His shoulders shuddered, his chest was raising and falling heavily, his head hung low, his blond strands falling on the side of his face. He wasn't sure why he was crying. Was it happiness? Was it fear? Was it regret? He couldn't call a single name... it was as if he was feeling all possible emotions at the same time - happy that Veri had said those words, scared that the other might be just playing with him for some cruel unknown reason, scared that if it was true Veri could get hurt too, regret that Veri hadn't told him sooner, excitement that someone loved him, and so many other feelings that at this very moment freaked him out.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>02-06-2009, 11:26:04</strong>
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				Veri's mouth hung open in shock. He'd expected him to react badly, but not this badly. He thought he'd be angry, maybe even hit him, but he hadn't truly expected him to start crying, or to try to run away. Was he that undesirable? Did the thought of being with him terrify or disgust Kyle that deeply? He knew he was no prize, but he was still very hurt by the reaction.<br><br>"Kyle? Kyle are you ok?" He watched him with concern as he fell to the ground, hitting his knees. Wincing at the sight of his friend in pain, he quickly got out of the car and went around to Kyle's side, kneeling down beside him. "Kyle?" He reached out a hand to touch him, but drew it back, afraid that touching him would make him run away further. <br><br>Shaking, he sat down on the ground where he was, carefully watching Kyle, wondering if he'd traumatized him, and seriously wishing he hadn't told him this today. He'd ruined their fun weekend. "I'm sorry... please... forgive me. If you don't want me I understand... you don't have to be with me just because I like you that way... I mean I don't even know that I'm your type..." He trailed off, his own eyes filling with tears. He felt weak and sick with rejection.<br><br>"Please Kyle... please talk to me. I didn't mean to upset or hurt you! Please... the last thing I wanted was to see you hurt... don't cry... please don't cry." He sniffled, wiping some of the tears from his own eyes. "Please... don't hate me for this... we can still be friends can't we? Please Kyle, I'm sorry!"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>02-06-2009, 17:29:16</strong>
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				Kyle was crying as hard as he had cried when he broke his leg almost ten years ago. Actually it hurt worse, much worse. It wasn't a physical pain, but an emotional one, making him feel as if the world was collapsing around him. He wasn't mad at Veri, he didn't hate him, he wasn't rejecting him, but he couldn't help but feel hurt that the other hadn't seen it sooner... His life could have been so different...<br><br>"Frie... friends?!" Kyle shouted, looking at Veri with teary eyes. His hand lifted and a moment later slapped his friend's face quite hard. He sobbed out as his palm burnt from pain and in another moment he threw himself in Veri's arms, hugging him tightly, still crying hard. "I hate you, I hate you..." He cried, though his clinging said more like 'I love you'... He didn't know why he was crying, both happiness and sadness, an odd mixture that made his head spin...<br><br>"You're a fucking moron... I hate you..." He sobbed out in an adorable crying voice filled with love. "I... fuck..." He pulled back a little covering his face with his palms as he tried to calm down enough to speak. "I... I've... I've loved you since... always..." He sobbed, looking at Veri with a still crying face. He had never really told his friend how he found out about his sexuality, but... truth to be told his very first erection, his very first wet dream, all his very first sexual thoughts had always been connected with Veri...<br><br>He sat there on the ground, his knees bleeding, his cheeks wet and red from the crying, his eyes sparkling with tears... But even like this he looked adorable...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 02:50:46</strong>
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				Veri shuddered as Kyle said those things, he couldn't tell if he meant it or not, his head was swimming from his friend's reaction. He really hadn't expected this. He sank down on his bottom and inched away from his friend until he was sitting against the car, his chest heaving with soft shaky sobs. He felt like curling into a ball or climbing under the car, he just wanted to hide, to escape.<br><br>"I'm sorry... you... never told me. I didn't want to betray your trust... I didn't want you to think I was some shallow bastard who would assume that you'd like me because you were gay... god Kyle... if you'd just told me you loved me... as soon as you knew... if you'd just told me... I would've accepted it and returned your love... but I was afraid.. I was terrified you'd reject me... I was terrified!"<br><br>Trembling he turned away from him, holding his head in his hands as he cried, feeling like he'd lost something, but he didn't know what. He'd expected a lot of things from Kyle, but he had not at all been prepared for this reaction.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 08:09:09</strong>
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				Truth to be told the thought about Veri just experimenting with him because he was gay and just nearby had indeed passed Kyle's head - he was just too used to being betrayed by the people he loved to not think such thoughts. But all doubts had disappeared as soon as he saw his strong and calm friend crying like he had never seen him before. No one could pull such an act... He was crying just like Kyle was - out of love, fear, happiness, and all the other possible and impossible emotions that they had in their hearts at the moment. <br><br>"No... d... don't..." Kyle stuttered as the other turned away from him. He sobbed as he inched closer to Veri and wrapped his arms around his chest, his legs around his waist, clinging onto him. He rested his head on his friend's back, holding onto Veri as if he was afraid that the other was going to leave him... <br><br>They were quite the sight - two guys sitting on the ground next to a car, both crying, the thinner one clinging onto the other one like a koala on a tree. "Don't... don't ever hide... hide.. hide your fee... feelings from me..." Kyle whispered with a choked voice, pressing himself to Veri's back. "I... I couldn't tell you... I'm sorry... it... it was hard to tell you that I'm gay.. and... and even if you accepted it everyone else hated me... my parents... my old friends... no one talks to me anymore... only you... and... and... and I couldn't risk losing you..." After all he had always thought that Veri was straight, and no straight man could ever accept their gay friend's love... 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 10:27:47</strong>
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				Veri's shaky sobs eased a little as he felt little Kyle clinging to his back. Trembling he leaned his head back against his shoulder, taking a deep breath and letting his eyes slip closed. His whole body felt weak from his shuddering sobs, he felt queasy and confused. He didn't know what to think anymore.<br><br>"Kyle.... I'm sorry I didn't work up the courage to tell you sooner... I know you suffered because of it... but so did I. I told you now though... we're still so young... Kyle we could have the rest of our lives together... couldn't we? I mean we could have a lot more time together than the time we've suffered from being apart right?"<br><br>He whimpered, hoping Kyle was coherent enough to listen to him, and rational enough to really hear his words. "Please Kyle... don't hate me... please don't push me away... I love you... so much. I want to spend forever with you."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 19:29:37</strong>
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				Kyle closes his eyes, breathing in and out deeply as he tried to calm himself down. He rarely let anyone see him cry or panic or anything like this, but right now he couldn't help it... Veri's confession had been the last thing he had ever expected to hear from him... But it definitely felt quite nice... And as he clung onto his friend he couldn't help but think that he was never going to let go of Veri now...<br><br>"I'm not pushing you away, stupid..." He whispered with a loving voice a note of laughter in his voice as he was hugging Veri and the other was asking him to not push him away - it was kind of funny... He sighed as he rested his forehead against the other's back, closing his eyes as he calmed down bit by bit.<br><br>"I... I'm so happy that it makes me feel terrified..." He whispered as he thought about just how unlucky he had been until now with his emotional experience. He had been betrayed so many times, left, forgotten, ignored, hurt by the ones he had thought as of his friends... He was just scared that he will open himself to Veri and then something would happen and he will not only lose his love, but his only friend as well...<br><br>"Let's go home..." Kyle whispered as he felt a bit dizzy from all the crying which hit him much harder as he hadn't eaten today.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 22:13:13</strong>
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				Veri nodded slowly, leaning back against him. He felt dazed, he hadn't felt such intense waves of emotion in a very long time, and it had taken a lot out of him. He reached back to pet Kyle's hair, wanting to soothe him, running his fingers through the soft hair.<br><br>Leaning against the car he took deep breaths, wiping the tears from his eyes and trembling a little. "I know what you mean Kyle. I'm terrified too... but I know what I want. I know that I want you... and I want to be there for you... forever if I can. I know that sounds like something out of some cheesey romance novel, but Kyle... I never want to lose you."<br><br>Veri reached around behind him, gently pulling the clinging smaller boy from his back and turning around to face him. He held him at arm's length for a moment, looking him in the eyes, then suddenly tugged him into his arms, holding him firmly against his chest as if he were afraid to let him go. "I've wanted to hold you like this for... such a long time." The tears came again and he buried his face against Kyle's shoulder, breathing in his soft sweet scent and closing his eyes.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 22:25:39</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle clenched his teeth as he tried to stop himself from crying out loud and sobbing, but it didn't work all that well. His thin body shook, jumping a little from the suppressed sobs. He looked at Veri when he turned around and his face turned red from his words, looking down in an adorable embarrassed manner...<br><br>He clung onto Veri, holding him as tightly as he could, his face buried in the other's neck as his tears started once again as well. "Don't leave me..." Kyle whispered in a thin crying voice, knowing that he himself was never going to let go of Veri, and the only way to break them apart was Veri leaving him... He didn't even doubt that his friend deserved someone much better than him, but for once he wanted to be 'greedy' and ask Veri for himself and not let him go...<br><br>He finally ran out of energy to display the strong storm of emotions that was going inside his heart, so he just silently clung onto Veri, nuzzling him and holding him, not wanting to let go of him. It felt like an eternity since Veri confessed to him, but it had been just a few minutes, but to Kyle it was as if the time had stopped for them. He felt so warm and so safe in Veri's arms... <br><br>And as if out of nowhere drops started falling from the sky, soon turning into a pouring rain. Kyle yelped quietly, tensing for a moment before he hurried to stand up, taking Veri's hand and tugging him up, and a moment later sneaking back into the passenger's seat.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 22:38:14</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned as the rain started falling, taking that as a hint for them to go, he leaned into Kyle's side passenger seat and pushed his wet red bangs back out of his eyes, leaning in to kiss him gently on the cheek before closing his door and running around to his side of the car.<br><br>He hopped in the driver's side seat, closing the door and pulling on his seatbelt. He reached over to Kyle, again petting his soft hair and taking a deep breath as he gazed at him. "I'm glad I finally worked up the courage to do this. I love you, I'm so happy that there's one person that knows now, the most important one." He trembled a little, feeling weak and hungry again.<br><br>"Kyle.. I know you want to go home, but I'm awfully hungry, shall we hit the grocery store and go get that pizza? Or do you want to skip the grocery store for now? We can always come back out later or tomorrow if you'd rather?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 22:47:12</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle got a bit startled when Veri leaned in and kissed his cheek. His face turned pink in an instant and he looked at Veri with wide-opened shocked eyes as he went around the car. This had just been Kyle's very first kiss ever. Yeah, it was just on the cheek, but still... He swallowed hard and smiled nervously at Veri, his shaking hands moving to pull the belt of the car and buckle himself up.<br><br>"Mh... I... erm... go to the store? We.. we can buy snacks and... mh... and we can order pizza from your place?" He asked, his voice sound softer than before as he still couldn't get over his embarrassment of what was going on between them. It was just so sweet and so unbelievable that it made him shiver lightly.<br><br>"Gh..." He rubbed his eyes with his palms, swallowing hard. "I feel dizzy..." He mumbled, but he still smiled softly to show Veri that it was a dizziness of happiness, but still dizziness. "Let's go get some food, and then watch the movies at home." He said as he relaxed in the seat, looking at Veri.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>04-06-2009, 23:55:57</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smiled at him and started the car. He too was blushing a deep pink. He felt oddly shaky and embarrassed and yet totally liberated. He'd had no idea what a huge relief it would be just to get this off of his chest.<br><br>He backed out of the parking place and drove over to the grocery story which was only about a block away, silently casting small sheepish glances towards Kyle as they drove.<br><br>When they arrived he parked the car, breathing a soft sigh and glancing through the windshield at the grocery store. He reached over and placed a gentle hand on Kyle's leg, squeezing it slightly. "Do you know what all you want? We could make a list before we go in! There's a pen and notepad in the glovebox... I don't want to forget anything... I mean... anything." He looked a little embarrassed, wondering if anything would happen between them this weekend that might require extra supplies from what he had at home...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>05-06-2009, 00:43:28</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle kept turning pink and then pale, then grinning and then looking as if he was about to collapse. He still hadn't calmed down completely, but all the emotions inside of him were ones of happiness. He bit his bottom lip as he thought that this must have been some dream and that any moment now his alarm watch was going to beep and wake him up, but no beep came...<br><br>He looked at Veri once they were in the parking&nbsp; lot of the store, tilting his head and blushing as the other's hand was on his leg. His body immediately went shivering at the contact and as soon as he realized what Veri was talking about, his cheeks heated up. Kyle looked away from Veri, grinning and blushing as he spoke quietly. "I won't forget..." His hands moved to rub his cheeks as he felt as if his face was on fire.<br><br>He giggled cutely as he hurried to get off the car, burying his hands deep in the pockets of his jeans, because he didn't want Veri to see just how shaky he was. But he couldn't really help it... This was like a dream coming true, and Kyle was still in a state of shock. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 05:19:19</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri nibbled on his bottom lip, taking a deep breath and letting it out in a sigh. He knew he wanted to be with Kyle, but somehow being around him right now was making him incredibly nervous. He was afraid anything he could say or do might upset him. He only wanted to be his best for him, but he found it felt a lot harder than it should be.<br><br>He unbuckled his seatbelt and climbed out of the car, closing the door behind him and walking around to Kyle's side of the car. He reached out to him and gently pulled him into his arms, hugging him against his strong chest and closing his eyes, just enjoying the feeling of Kyle's heart beating so close to his. "I love you... please don't be nervous." The latter comment was more to himself than to Kyle, he just wanted their time together to be relaxing and fun. They had needed to admit this and be together for a long time, now they finally were. It should be a relief!
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 06:45:27</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle gasped when Veri pulled him in his arms. For a moment he tensed, but then he relaxed and his pale cheeks flushed once again. He nodded at Veri's words, smiling shakily as he thought that he couldn't help it but be nervous. He didn't know if the other actually understood just how huge this confession was to him... Kyle had always been afraid that deep down in Veri's heart his best friend didn't like him and thought that he was a freak, and maybe that was why he rarely talked to him at school, but now... he knew that it had been nothing but Veri's sweet nature that had made him thought that Kyle was more or less okay...<br><br>"Let's go..." Kyle whispered and pulled away from Veri's arms. But just as he escaped the hug, he stepped back, pecked Veri's cheek, giggled and hurried towards the store, not wanting to give Veri time to catch him and kiss him back as he preferred those things to stay behind closed doors. He walked in the crowded store and looked around, glancing over his shoulder to see if Veri was coming, and once he was standing next to him he smiled softly. "So, what are we buying for snacks?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 06:58:35</strong>
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				Veri caught up to him and smiled, his cheeks still flushed from the kiss. He was eager to return it, but he understood that Kyle wouldn't want to do that in the middle of the store. He sighed, wishing they were alone at his house already. "I don't know... you mentioned a lot of things so let's just go down all the isles and grab everything that tickles your fancy?"<br><br>He smirked, grabbing a buggy and sighing happily. "Dad gave me 'a lot' of money to spend because of my good grades, so we aren't really on a budget, so just buy whatever your heart desires my little Kyle." He reached out and gently rubbed his shoulder, glad that no one was looking at them.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 07:46:58</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle smiled at Veri, but deep down in his heart he felt fear growing inside of him. What if Veri's parents reacted the same way his parents did when he came out of the closet? They had been sweet, giving him money and presents on the rare occasions that he had good grades, but as soon as Kyle told them that he was gay they turned cold, hardly talking to him or staying around him for more than a couple of minutes... He knew that Veri's parents hadn't told him anything about him being gay, but could they be different when their own child was turning gay?... He hoped not...<br><br>He swallowed hard and shook his head lightly to get rid of those gloomy thoughts, knowing that whatever was going to happen, at least they had each other now... "Mhm~ Sounds good." He grinned as he headed down the isles, looking around at the snacks, every so often going to take something that has caught his attention - mainly junk food and sodas. He did froze once they were at the isles with the bathroom toiletries and other personal things such as condoms. He picked a toothbrush and blushed deeply as he kept staring at the brushes until the isles was empty and only the two of them were standing there. He glanced at Veri, then he glanced at the condoms and the lotions, glancing at Veri again and tilting his head towards the isle with tomato-red face. "You pick..." He whispered, for some odd reason thinking that Veri knew what kind of stuff they were going to need. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 08:02:21</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri looked at the lotions, not sure which one to pick. He decided on one that looked pleasant enough and stuck it in the cart, glancing back at Kyle with a blush. He looked back at the condoms, then back to Kyle, he found himself having trouble deciding if they really needed them or not. He'd never been with anyone before... so he had no diseases, and it wasn't like either of them could get pregnant.<br><br>He looked back at Kyle, blushing even deeper, then back to the condoms, sighing softly and checking to make sure there was no one anywhere near them in the isle. He leaned over to whisper to Kyle. "Have you ever been with anyone before? I... I haven't... so I don't know if we need those..." He gestured weakly to the condoms.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 08:35:03</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle's cheeks turned hot when Veri leaned in and whispered those words. He couldn't help but grin as he thought that they were going to be each other's first lovers... He shook his head when Veri asked if he had been with anyone, whispering quietly "Noo..." He bit his bottom lip, looking at the condoms as he tried to remembered if he had watched any porn movie with guys who didn't use condoms... He did remember a couple of movies like that which meant that condoms weren't necessary for gay sex. He nodded and smiled. "We don't need those." He whispered as he slowly headed down the isle.<br><br>Kyle had never had a boyfriend or a one night stand or anything like this as the few gay guys in their school were staying in the closet and didn't want to be seen with him afraid that they would be aimed by bullies as well. So everything he knew about love and relationships he knew it from movies and books, and all he knew about sex was from the few gay porn movies that he had downloaded from the internet. <br><br>"Do we need anything else?" He asked, blushing as he looked at Veri. For some reason he couldn't stop blushing every time he looked at his friend, because he knew that they were no longer just friends and that they had headed towards a more intimate relationship... Something he had always dreamed about.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 08:40:24</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				He looked thoughtful, running back over everything in his head, the cart was completely full with all kinds of snacks, sodas, and essential supplies. "Not that I can think of... let's check out and go home then!"<br><br>He grinned, hurriedly pushing the cart to the checkout counter and unloading all of their stuff onto the belt. The cashier gave them an odd look when she saw all of the junk food, but shrugged and rang them up, waiting for Veri to take the bags as she filled them. When she finished ringing everything up she told Veri the total and he politely paid and thanked her, chancing a quick grin at Kyle as they pushed their buggy out of the store into the parking lot. "I think we're going to have a lot of fun this weekend... I can tell!"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 08:49:51</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle kept biting his bottom lip as the woman rang their groceries, a bit scared that she might say something about the lotion. But thankfully the woman seemed to be used to seeing people buying all kinds of stuff so she didn't even look up at them as she rang the lotion. He sighed relieved, glancing at their bill and wincing at the number. "I'll give you half later..." He mumbled, not wanting Veri to spend all his money.<br><br>He smiled and nodded, blushing deeply. "Aha... I'm sure we will." He chuckled as he hurried to sneak into the car, hoping that Veri wasn't going to start talking about sex. Secretly, Kyle hoped that it was going to happen naturally, and not the two of them sitting on a bed, being nervous, planning what to do and how to do it...
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 08:56:05</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri's mind, surprisingly, was not on sex. It was on food. They'd bought so many delicious things to eat and he was getting more and more hungry by the minute just thinking about all of it. He quickly stowed all of the groceries in the trunk and put up the cart, hurrying back to hop into the driver's seat and tug on his seatbelt.<br><br>He started the car and backed out of the parking lot without a word, heading for his home, glad that his parents were out of town right now. They'd have the whole house all to themselves.&nbsp; He occasionally glanced over at Kyle, blushing as he did so and sighing happily, just enjoying being close to him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>06-06-2009, 16:28:51</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle kept blushing the entire time as well, every now and then giggling quietly as he simply couldn't hold back his happiness. His bright smile for once looked real and truly happy and not like most of the time - forced, trying to hide his loneliness and problems. <br><br>He glanced at Veri as they pulled over in front of the other's house and smiled once again. "If tomorrow the weather's nice we will swim, won't we?" He asked as he hurried to get off the car, waiting for Veri to open the trunk so that he could pick some of the lighter bags. Kyle's family lived in a neighboring neighborhood, but their house was significantly smaller and they didn't have a pool. And Kyle did love swimming, but unfortunately he rarely got the chance to swim at school because everyone was calling him names, like being a pervert for wanting to watch almost naked boys...<br><br>"You should find me some of your smaller clothes~" He giggled, smiling and blushing as he thought about wearing Veri's clothes.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 05:03:32</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned at the thought of Kyle trying to swim in his baggy clothes, his mind immediately drifting to the big clothes falling off in the water. He blushed at the thought and started giggling. He would like it if that happened, and they did have a privacy fence around their pool so...<br><br>He smirked, his thoughts leading down certain paths, making him blush an even deeper pink as he opened the trunk and started pulling out the heavy sodas. "I think I have some from when I was a little thinner, I've put on some muscle lately, but I'm not that much bigger than you... I mean it's not like I'm fat or anything, just a little taller..." He trailed off with a sigh, it was adorable to him that Kyle was smaller, but he felt bad about being bigger sometimes.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 07:28:11</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle smiled when he saw Veri's face flushing over and over again, quite sure what kind of thoughts haunted his friend's head, and his own cheeks warmed up as he thought about it. He giggled and nodded when the other said that he wasn't all that bigger than him. "Sure you're not~" He purred, blushing as he took the lighter bags and headed for the house. "Which movie are we going to watch first?" He asked, glancing over his shoulder at Veri. He kind of hoped that they were going to postpone working on the homework...<br><br>"Mh... we... we... we will share a room, won't we?" He asked in a low voice, now his face turning hot. Surprisingly he wasn't thinking about sex in this very moment, but the idea of cuddling into Veri and falling asleep in his arms... It really made his heart beat faster against his chest, feeling all warm and happy.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 08:17:03</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned, opening the front door and carrying the heavy sodas inside, sitting them down on the kitchen table. The dining area was large, the table had room for six, even though it usually only seated three, but his parents had always liked having room for guests. "I suppose we'll watch one of the fun ones first... and of course we'll be sharing a room! I wouldn't have you sleep anywhere but with me... I mean I... if we're going to be lovers we should at least sleep in the same place right?"<br><br>"I really do love you Kyle, please believe me." Blushing as he spoke, he waited for Kyle to sit his lighter bags down and gently tugged him into his arms again, leaning forward and hesitantly pressing his lips to his. He'd been wanting to kiss him all day, but he'd been afraid of how he'd react if he tried it in public. He closed his eyes as their lips met. Kyle's mouth was so soft and so warm.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 08:31:52</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle's face lit in red once again when Veri said the word 'lovers'. He smiled and nodded as he put his bags on the table, opening his mouth to say something, but a moment later he was pulled in his friend's arms. "Veri..." He whispered as he saw the other leaning in and soon their lips connected. It was a soft kiss, not deep, not passionate, but tender. The perfect first kiss. Kyle's body relaxed against Veri's chest, feeling how his knees were starting to get weak.<br><br>"Mh..." He sighed with content as he broke the kiss, smiling softly and blushing. He leaned up to wrap his arms around Veri's neck, hugging him tightly. "I love you too..." He whispered shyly, burying his face in Veri's shoulder.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 08:52:28</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri wrapped the smaller boy in a tender embrace, one hand gently petting the back of Kyle's head, enjoying the feeling of his soft hair beneath his fingertips. He closed his eyes, sighing softly, lost in the moment. He could feel Kyle's heart beating so close to his own, it made him feel warm and truly content for the first time in a very long time.<br><br>He leaned his head gently against Kyle's, his cheek resting against his temple. He hugged him a little tighter, breathing deeply and inhaling his sweet scent. "I'm so glad you do Kyle. I was so afraid you'd turn me away. I love you 'so' much. Not being with you... not telling you... it was like not breathing."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 09:03:37</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Could Veri be any sweeter?! Kyle's heart pounced with happiness as he heard the other's words, his eyes feeling with tears once again as he was so touched, so thrilled that he couldn't just stop them. He sniffed cutely and pulled back a little, rubbing his eyes with his small fists in a rather adorable manner. "Stop saying things like that or you will risk having me cry all the time..." He chuckled through tears, looking up at Veri so that the other could see that Kyle was truly happy and that those weren't sad tears.<br><br>He leaned up and pecked Veri's lips smiling softly afterwards. "Let's... let's just enjoy ourselves... I'm... I'm happy... really happy... so happy that I'm shaking..." He extended his hand to show Veri how his fingers were shaking out&nbsp; of excitement. He chuckled quietly and blushed, looking at the other once again. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 09:18:01</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri took hold of his trembling hand with both hands and brought it to his lips, kissing his knuckles then grinning at him. "I'm glad you're happy, so am I..." He blushed, still holding Kyle's hand and grinning like an idiot, he hadn't been this happy in a very long time.<br><br>"I guess we'd better finish unloading the car huh? Don't want that ice cream to melt." He giggled, letting go of his hand and running out the door to the car, eagerly grabbing more stuff out of the trunk. He wanted to get everything in and unloaded as soon as possible.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 09:33:01</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle blushed when Veri kissed his hand, feeling butterflies in his stomach as love started taking over his heart and feelings that he had suppressed for years finally broke through the walls that he had built around them in an attempt to protect himself. He felt free as he looked at Veri, smiling at him and nodded. "I'll put the drinks in the fridge." He said as he moved to the bag with the sodas and started unloading them one by one and carrying as many as he could to the fridge where he ordered them on one of the shelves. <br><br>He couldn't wipe that happy smile off his face and he could feel how his cheeks already hurt from grinning for that long, but it felt simply amazing. "Veri~ Will we order pizza now or later?" Kyle called, wondering if they should order pizza when they had so much junk food that they could survive only on it for a few days.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 10:12:43</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smiled and nodded as he sat down more bags of groceries on the table. He sighed happily, unable to get the constant happy look off of his face. "Yeah... yeah let's go ahead! I want bread sticks and chicken wings with it... what toppings do you want? We'll get two large, I want a supreme for mine, what do you want?"<br><br>He started unloading junk food from the bags stowing it away in the cupboards and freezer, depending on what it was. He was too happy to pay much attention to what he was doing and almost put cookies in the freezer as well. He giggled at his mistake and turned to stuff them in the cabinet instead. "Can you order the pizza Kyle? I'll finish unloading the car!"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>07-06-2009, 11:05:19</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				"Sure thing." Kyle smiled as he went to the phone, taking the receiver and hopping onto the kitchen's counter as he dialed his favorite pizza place. A couple of minutes later he had ordered the pizzas with all the extras and toppings that he could think of that the two of them liked, and a green salad for himself as he wasn't sure if he was going to be able to eat pizza after chips and popcorn and icecream that he intended to eat while watching the movies.<br><br>He smiled at Veri as the other walked in the kitchen with the last bag. "Done. Pizzas will be here in fifteen to twenty minutes." He said softly, still sitting on the counter. He sighed with content and bit on his bottom lip, starting to feel a bit nervous (but in the good way) once again as he sat that the lubricant they had bought was now on the table. "Mh... you... erm..." He chuckled nervously and blushed at what he was going to ask Veri. "Have you watched gay porn? Or... erm... heh... err... you... you know how things are done, no?"&nbsp; 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 05:22:35</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri stopped, looking distinctly nervous, his hand frozen halfway to the cupboard with a box of cheese crackers half-way there. "I... um... I... er... I..." He closed his mouth and put the box of crackers down. Taking a deep breath he looked at Kyle, his cheeks a brilliant shade of red.<br><br>"Well... I watched a little... but... it was all oral... and... well I think I know how it works for the other part... but... I'm guessing that's what the lotion is for?" He nervously rubbed the back of his neck, his long red hair suddenly tickling him. "I guess you'll just have to teach me some things huh?" He grinned at Kyle.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 06:53:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle looked at Veri's reaction his head tilting a little curiously as to why the other froze like that. He blushed when he heard that Veri hadn't watched real gay porn and couldn't help but grin. He giggled and looked down, biting on his bottom lip, nodding about the lotion part. He knew that some guys didn't use lotion but for a virgin like him it was going to be painful like hell if they didn't use lotion for quite a while...<br><br>"Hey... it's not like I've got so much experience... I mean... yeah I've seen a few movies, but... you know... they are not really showing first timers..." He giggled, blushing and biting the inside of his cheeks as he tried to stop himself from grinning. The porns he had watched had been a little bit hardcore, and for right now he preferred to not try some of those things, or at least not until they had both got some experience.<br><br>He shook his head and coughed, trying to chase away all those thoughts because he was risking to get horny. He smiled at Veri and motioned with head towards the living room. "Which movie do you want to see first?" He asked, changing the subject as he hopped off the counter.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 07:40:21</strong>
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			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smiled, taking a deep breath, glad that he was not the only one who would be learning. It would feel good to learn together, it avoided the awkwardness of being with someone who already knew everything your first time. He'd always wanted it to be something special... and in truth he'd always wanted it to be with Kyle.<br><br>"Alright... you'll have to show me a little... but I'm sure we can figure it out." He thought about the movies, and went over to the counter, pulling down the bag and looking through it. The gay romance seemed to catch his eye more than the others. Slipping it out of the bag, he held it up in front of Kyle. "How about this one?"
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 07:58:00</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle's lips stretched into a happy smile when he saw Veri picking the gay movie and not the Romeo and Juliet one, which meant no homework tonight! He grinned up at the other and nodded. "Great!" He chuckled as he took the movie and headed for the living room. "Get me some diet coke, please~" He called Veri as he dropped on the ground in front of the TV and the DVD player and started preparing the movie.<br><br>In the meanwhile someone rang on the door and Kyle sat up a little to look through the window, seeing a pizza place's car. "Veri! The pizza!" He shouted as he jumped on his feet and stumbled to the door, opening it and smiling at the guy who had brought two warm deliciously smelling boxes with pizza. He swallowed hard as he took them smelling them and carrying him to the coffee table, leaving the guy on the door to wait for Veri to pay him.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 08:20:38</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned and hurried over to the guy, pulling a couple of twenties out of his pocket and paying the guy. The guy smiled and nodded as Veri told him to keep the change. When he turned to go, Veri shut the door behind him and sighed happily, hurrying over to Kyle and the pizza. He held Kyle's Diet Coke out to him, and sat his own Moutain Dew down on the table.<br><br>"Are you ready to eat? I'm soooo hungry!" He nudged the coke at Kyle to emphasize his point. His nerves were rapidly going away, starting to become as relaxed as he had always been with his little friend again. "Here's your Diet Coke!" 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 09:30:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle pushed the DVD in the player and moved to sit on the couch, smiling at Veri as he took the coke and popped the can. "Hehe, you're always hungry." Kyle commented as he leaned in to open the two boxes, his stomach rumbling with hunger as the delicious odor of the pizza hit his nostrils. "Mh... But I'm hungry now as well." He chuckled as he took a slice and moved it to his lips, taking small but quick bites.<br><br>He left the DVD to load to the menu, not pressing start as he wanted to finish eating first so that he could concentrate on the movie later. He chewed with his eyes closed, obviously enjoying the taste of the pizza. He managed to eat only one slice before he dropped back on the couch and rubbed his stomach. "Aah... I'm full..." He sighed and closed his eyes as he sipped from the coke.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 09:37:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri raised an eyebrow at him, already halfway through his third slice. He was starting to worry about Kyle. He was so small and frail and he didn't seem to be eating well. "Kyle it's not healthy to eat so little... you worry me." He sighed softly, scooting a little closer to him and taking sip of his mountain dew. "You really should try to eat more, you know, get bigger, stronger."<br><br>He giggled, finishing off his third slice and grabbing a fourth. The pizza was really very good, so hot and gooey and with all the toppings he loved. He was glad Kyle had ordered, he always remembered all of Veri's favorite toppings.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 09:43:58</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle pouted at his friend's comment, his cheeks turning pink for a moment. "It's not like I'm doing it on purpose... I'm just full. You eat a lot, but you exercise a lot as well and you burn lots of energy, while all I do is like... nothing." He explained, still pouting. Of course he didn't want to tell him about his parents not really preparing any food for him or buying anything that he ate. It was as if they didn't have a son living with them under the very same roof...<br><br>He smiled as he thought that Veri was the only person who worried about him and he scooped closer to him, wrapping his arms around his torso and resting his blond head on his shoulder. "Don't worry about me..." He whispered, leaning in to kiss Veri's cheek.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 09:57:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smiled and slipped an arm around him, hugging him against his side and breathing a deep sigh of happiness. Just holding him like this was so soothing, he was so warm, so soft. "I have to worry about you Kyle. I love you."<br><br>He grinned, giving him a gentle squeeze and picked up the remote, looking over the dvd options before pressing play and sitting back against the couch, holding Kyle against his shoulder and leaning down to gently kiss the top of his head.
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>08-06-2009, 21:57:23</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle smiled happily when Veri told him once again that he loved him. He could believe that his was all true... He expected any moment now his watch to beep and wake him up from his lovely dream, but with every next touch and small kiss that Veri gifted him with, he started to believe more and more that this was not a dream but the reality...<br><br>He sighed with content as he snuggled in Veri's side, resting his head on the other's shoulder. The movie started and he shushed down, blushing that they were watching a gay movie together. The two leads were rather hot guys, one a gay man who had recently lost his lover in a car accident and the other was the dead man's 'straight' brother. It started with some rather sad scenes, showing how the two coped with the grief and how they became friends and before they knew it they fell in love.<br><br>Kyle was reacting to the movie in an honest manner - crying at the sad scenes, rubbing his eyes against Veri's shoulder, chuckling at the funny scenes when the 'straight' one realized he was gay and the awkwardness around it, and then he shushed down, turning tomato-red as the two men started kissing, heading for the bedroom. His heartbeat accelerated and he visibly tensed as the scene started getting more heated and passionate. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>09-06-2009, 10:44:53</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri blushed deeply as he watched the scene, thinking of kissing and touching Kyle like that. He slipped his arm around the smaller boy's shoulders and hugged him against his chest, just holding him for a while as the scene was getting more and more heated.<br><br>He tensed, his heart pounding and his cheeks flushed as he looked down at Kyle, then back to the tv screen. It made him want to touch and feel Kyle that way. Finally getting over his fears he leaned down and pressed his lips firmly against the smaller boy's closing his eyes and hoping he didn't scare him with this sudden move.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>09-06-2009, 11:13:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle's breath quickened as he felt Veri's body tensing against his own. He swallowed hard as the other's arm wrapped around his shoulders and pulled him even closer, literally gasping as he expected what was about to happen. Just on time he licked his lips, wetting them a little bit to make them softer for the kiss as Veri leaned in and pressed his lips against Kyle's. The blond boy sighed in the kiss, obviously not scared as he leaned up to meet it and slowly let his tongue move to Veri's lips.<br><br>His cheeks flushed and his heart raced against his chest so quickly that for a moment he wondered if it was going to explode. His soft tongue caressed Veri's lips, wanting permission to deepen the kiss. Kyle's thin body shivered against Veri's from excitement and eagerness to experience a deeper kiss...
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>10-06-2009, 09:59:37</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri trembled as he felt Kyle's tongue pressing wantingly at his lips, he hesitated for a moment then parted them, allowing the other boy full access to his mouth, not sure what to expect. The girl's he'd kissed had never been anything more than a quick pack on the lips or cheek, he'd never really been into it.<br><br>He leaned further into the blond boy, wrapping his arms more firmly around him and closing his eyes, his body pressing forward against him as he hugged him tighter in his arms. His pants were starting to feel uncomfortably tight and his cheeks flushed as he held his lips parted, eager to taste Kyle's tongue on his own.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>11-06-2009, 18:47:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle wasn't sure what was going on with him, but with every next instant he thought less and less and let himself follow his instincts and desires. That was why he leaned up a little and with a quick motion he moved to straddle over Veri's lap, not sitting down, just hovering over him as he leaned down and deepened the kiss. His soft tongue slipped in the other's mouth and when their tongues met Kyle made a soft noise of pleasure.<br><br>His arms sneaked to wrap around Veri's neck as he pressed himself against the other's chest, not breaking the kiss. It felt like hours later (and it had been just about a minute) when he finally pulled away from the kiss, panting for air. His cheeks were burning, his thin body was shivering, he was hardly breathing and a shaky smile appeared on his face as he leaned in and pecked Veri's lips softly, his soft palms cupping Veri's face.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>14-06-2009, 10:46:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri moaned softly into the kiss, leaning his head back and enjoying the feeling of Kyle's small soft hands on his cheeks. His whole body was tingling with nerves, and his stomach felt light and fluttery. He'd never felt this way about a kiss. All the kisses he'd had with girls had been awkward and uncomfortable, but this? This was like breathing. It felt natural and meant to be.<br><br>He slipped his strong arms around the other's thin back, tugging him down onto his lap and hugging him against his chest, pressing forward to deepen their second kiss, his tongue quickly finding its way into Kyle's mouth, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the sweet taste of the other boy.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>14-06-2009, 11:25:36</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle moaned softly as Veri took the initiative of the second kiss, pulling him down on his lap and kissing him deeply. Their tongues danced together, each touch making Kyle's lithe body shiver in pleasure. The more he kissed Veri, the more he wanted their kiss to never stop. His face flushed as he felt his friend's hardening manhood pressing against his bottom, the very feeling and the thought that he had such an effect on Veri making his own body respond to the excitement with a hard on.<br><br>He finally broke the kiss, panting for air as he rested his forehead against Veri's. Kyle looked intoxicated by the kiss, his eyes glittering, his lips curling into a shaky happy smile. He needed a few moments of not kissing in order to get control over his breathing. He was still not very used to how to breath while he was kissing, so he kept running out of breath.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>14-06-2009, 11:55:32</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri panted heavily, fighting to catch his breath, smiling at Kyle as he did. He felt dizzy, overwhelmed with emotion at the feeling of the smaller boy on his lap. He wanted him, in a deep primal way, a way that he'd only ever felt about him. He wished he'd admitted this to him sooner as he thought of all the time and experience they could have had by now.<br><br>He pushed these thoughts out of his mind, wanting to focus on the here and now. Slipping his hands down to Kyle's waist, he let them rest there at the tops of his lithe hips, just holding him against him, his swollen length throbbing painfully trapped beneath him and the restricting material of his pants. He gazed into Kyle's eyes, feeling his erection against his belly, their foreheads still resting against eachother. "Do you want this?" He waited for a reply, not willing to go forward any further unless Kyle was ready for them to continue.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>14-06-2009, 12:08:05</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle shivered lightly at Veri's question, his cheeks warming up. Did he want it?! Was Veri serious?! Kyle had been dreaming for this and so much more than this ever since he knew what sex meant! He smiled and chuckled quietly as he nodded. "I do..." He whispered as he leaned in, kissing Veri's cheek in a tender manner, nuzzling his face softly. His heart was going <em>boom boom boom</em> inside his chest as if about to explode... This was all like a dream coming true...<br><br>Behind them the hot scene was already over and the two men were laying in a bed, talking about their future and about the people they knew and how they would react to the two of them being lovers. It was actually a rather good question that sooner or later Kyle and Veri were going to have to discuss, but for now... For now Kyle was deaf about the words coming from the TV, being in a world where only he and Veri existed... 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 06:23:18</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri's hands tightened around his waist at the response. He tugged him gently against him, kissing his cheek and then his nose. He smiled, his eyes half-closed, and leaned in for another kiss, pressing his lips to Kyles and inhaling deeply through his nose as he did, running his tongue around the smaller boy's mouth, seeking to be let inside.<br><br>His pants were becoming more and more uncomfortable, but all he wanted right now was to be lost in another sweet kiss. Kyle's mouth was so warm and inviting. His mind seemed to go blank each time their lips met, his body taking over, following its urges. He too was deaf to the movie going on behind Kyle, it no longer mattered, all that mattered was the gorgeous boy on his lap.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 07:46:45</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle shivered and moaned softly when Veri pulled him closer as his groin pressed against Veri's stomach. His heart kept beating quickly inside his chest as he met the other's lips once again, parting them lightly to let Veri's tongue explore his mouth. It felt like electricity passed through his body as their tongues met once again, he shivered again as he leaned in closer to Veri, pressing himself to him and kissing him back passionately.<br><br>But it didn't last all that long. With one last soft noise of pleasure Kyle pulled away from the kiss and looked at Veri with burning face. "I... I... I need to go to the bathroom..." He stuttered out with whispering voice, blushing even more as he glanced down and saw a small wet spot on his pants where his erection had let go of some precum.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 15:03:44</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri blinked up at him and bit his bottom lip. He didn't want to risk startling him, but at the same time he didn't want this to end so soon. He wanted to feel Kyle, to touch him, to keep kissing him and holding him. He wanted to experience real pleasure with him, even though he was frightened of Kyle reacting badly.<br><br>Deciding to take a chance he let his hand slip down to Kyle's crotch, brushing his erection lightly through the fabric, drawing in a quick breath at the feeling of the hardened flesh against his fingertips. He gazed carefully up at Kyle, watching him for any signs of reluctance. "Why? Can't.... can't you stay? Just... a little longer?" He trembled slightly with nerves, his hand still lingering and lightly rubbing the other boy's crotch.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 15:44:28</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle moaned out shakily as he felt Veri's hand rubbing his crotch. He literally collapsed on top of the other's chest, resting his head on his shoulder for a moment. His entire body shook at the feeling of the other's fingers and palms caressing his erection through the fabric of his jeans. He lost his ability to speak at this very moment, panting for air as the sensation of being stroked by someone else even if it was through his clothes felt simply sensational...<br><br>"Ah... I can..." He whispered, closing his eyes as he leaned in to kiss Veri's lips once again, but it was a shaky kiss as Kyle could hardly think about anything else, but his friend's hand stroking him. And the small wet spot on his jeans slowly started getting bigger as more precum leaked out. "Mh... I... gh..." He gasped and pulled back from the kiss for a moment, his cheeks flushing and his hips thrusting lightly towards Veri's hand. "I... can't... gh..." His member already felt like bursting and he didn't want to embarrass himself and finish in his pants on top of Veri's lap... but at the same time he was already no longer able to control his body so he couldn't really get up and rush to the bathroom, so he just remained on top of Veri's lap, shivering and blushing, trying to hold his release back.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 16:00:37</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri suddenly grinned impishly, lifting the other off of his lap and turning them over so that Kyle was beneath him on the couch. He worked his fingers into the waist of the other boy's pants and lifted him slightly, slipping them down around his hips, leaving his bare erection fully exposed to him. He lingered for a moment in hesitation, pressing a brief kiss to Kyle's lips and looking into his eyes. "If you want me to stop... just tell me."<br><br>Without waiting for a reply he dropped off of the couch, settling himself on his kneels beside it and returning his hand to the smaller boy's crotch, closing his hand around his length and leaning forward. Closing his eyes he suddenly took the leaking head into his mouth, running his tongue around the edges and into the slit, enjoying the warm salty taste of the other boy for a moment before pressing further in, taking his length into his mouth until the tip brushed against the back of his throat, sucking on him and working him with his tongue. He knew he was already close to finishing, and he wanted to make Kyle's first orgasm with him memorable. <br><br>Wanting to add even more to the sensation he squeezed and fondled the base of Kyle's cock with one hand, using the other to gently stroke his soft balls, rolling and fondling them in time with the hard laps of his tongue as he sucked the other boy like he would a popsicle. He'd never done this before, but he hoped he was bringing Kyle as much pleasure as he thought this would bring himself.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 16:19:59</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Even if he had wanted to protest he wouldn't have been able to as he was no longer thinking straight, but he didn't even think about protesting. He moaned as Veri pulled his jeans and boxers down, revealing his leaking erection. He moved his hands to cover his face out of embarrassment, being naked in front of Veri for the first time since they were five or so... And Kyle had grown up! His member was of average size, but it looked bigger as he had shaved all his pubic around it and his balls, making the area even more sensitive than it was...<br><br>"AGH!" He cried out as he bucked up when Veri's tongue and lips captured the tip of his erection. From this moment onward Kyle completely lost any ability to think or feel anything but pleasure. His body shook with every stroke, with every caress of Veri's soft tongue. And Kyle kept moaning softly, biting on his bottom lip, opening his mouth every so often in silent cries, no voice coming out as he pleasure was just too much to handle.<br><br>"Ve... ver... veriiiiii!" He cried out as his toes curled and his body shook from the waves of the orgasm that took over him. A moment later his hot seed came out of the split of his member, rather light and tasteless as Kyle was obviously not used to having orgasms. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 16:37:40</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri trembled in pleasure as Kyle screamed his name, the sounds of ecstasy he elicited from the other boy making him quiver with want. He continued to suck and lick him as he came, enjoying the mild salty taste of his cum, it was gentle and warm just like his little friend's mouth. He loved how he tasted and felt so delicate. <br><br>Swallowing his juices he closed his eyes, drawing away to lick him as his spasming length slowly began to soften, not stopping until the flesh had gone completely limp. He gave his balls one last gentle squeeze and kissed a path up his belly to his mouth, letting his lips find his for a moment, then slowly drawing away to look into his eyes. His own erection was now painfully throbbing in his tight pants. He wanted them off so badly, but he wasn't about to ask Kyle for anything. He had wanted to bring him pleasure withot expecting anything in return.<br><br>He smiled at him fondly and reached out to brush his sweaty cheek, allowing his rough thumb to run across Kyle's soft bottom lip. His voice was hoarse and quiet when he spoke. "I didn't go too fast did I?" 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>15-06-2009, 17:18:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle was gasping for air as if he had just sprinted for a mile. His skin was burning, his cheeks red, his eyes half-way close. His body kept shivering as Veri kissed his way up, leaning up to kiss him back for a moment and blushing deeply as he felt the taste of his own cum on the other's lips. He swallowed hard and looked at Veri with a weak but loving smile. He shook his head at the question, slowly managing to calm his breathing down.<br><br>He leaned in and parted his lips, suckling on Veri's thumb for a moment, his eyes closing once again as his tongue licked his friend's finger. He pulled back after a moment, looking at the other with burning face as he whispered with a choked from pleasure voice. "I... I want to taste you..." He slowly sat up a little and got on his knees on the couch, letting Veri to sit down before he leaned in and moved to unzip his pants and pull them off just a little to have his member out. He swallowed hard and blushed even more at the sight of his friend's throbbing erection.<br><br>"Can.. can I?" He whispered, leaning in just a little to have his soft lips brush over the other's tip, moaning at the feeling.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 14:34:20</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri squeaked a little at the feeling of the other's lips against his throbbing tip, his body was desperate for friction and his hips automatically jumped forward at the sensation. He blushed deeply, fighting to control himself, and forcing his muscles to relax as he looked down at the other, his eyes veiled with lust.<br><br>"Oh yes Kyle... yes please!" He moaned out his words, having trouble just keeping himself still and breathing. He slipped a hand down to lovingly pet Kyle's hair, his length twitching in anticipation of the other's mouth. He knew it would feel a hundred times better than a hand, and he had longed to be with Kyle for so long. He kept worrying he would wake up any moment and that it was all a dream.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 14:44:57</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle was breathing heavily, looking down at the twitching member. He couldn't help but moan softly as he leaned in and took the tip in his mouth, his tongue swirling around its edge. The blond shivered at the taste, finding it more erotic than anything he had ever seen or felt. It was intoxicating... He leaned in and took more of Veri's length inside his mouth, suckling on it as he tried to draw out more of the oddly turning on cum. He moaned as he bobbed his head a few times, pulling back and popping the tip out of his lips with a suckling motion.<br><br>His small hand sneaked inside Veri's pants, finding the other's balls. His soft hand rubbed them in an attempt to stimulate them even more, his other hand moving for a moment to push his long tresses behind his ear before he moved it to the base of Veri's member. He sat up a little and leaned down once again, letting his tongue press to the underside of the throbbing erection as he lowered his head as much as he could before the tip hit the back of his throat and he choked lightly, his throat contracting hard around the tip.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 14:57:01</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri groaned loudly, his hips pressing up against the other boy's mouth, the sudden tight contractions around his tip making him wild with need. He wrapped his hands in Kyle's hair, almost holding him there for a moment, but still being careful not to hurt him. His body desperately wanted to thrust, but he forced his muscles to stay limp, taking deep breaths to relax himself.<br><br>He loosened his grip on the blond hair, running his fingers through it encouragingly, petting Kyle gently, afraid he had startled him with his sudden reaction. The hot mouth around him and soft hand on his heavy balls was already bringing him close to a finish. He fought to hold it back, not wanting this intense pleasure to end yet.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 15:09:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				He did startle for a moment when Veri hold him down when he choked. He didn't really realize just how great it had felt to have his throat contracting around the other's member, so he wanted to pull back a little bit. But if he had known he would have tried to do it more often. He moaned softly as he pulled back, licking the underside until the tip of his tongue reached the split on the soft head. It rubbed the sensitive spot for a moment, shivering lightly in delight as he tasted more of Veri's precum.<br><br>His hand pressed harder against Veri's balls, the other one stroking lightly but firmly the base, as Kyle concentrated on the other half of the other's erection. His tongue swirled down once again, this time taking Veri's member in his mouth until the head hit the soft inside of his cheeks. A small bulge appeared on Kyle's cheek as he lowered his head some more, so that Veri's tip got to press against his cheek, his tongue never stopping rubbing and swirling.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 15:24:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri's petting became more intense, though he did managed to keep himself still and keep from grabbing hold of the other boy again. He found himself wondering how Kyle was so good at this. He guessed perhaps the other had watched a lot more porn than he had. <br><br>His hips flinched frequently under Kyle's expert manipulations, his finish growing ever closer, the pleasure unlike anything he'd ever felt before. He leaned his head back, gasping for air and moaning as the other's mouth worked his throbbing length. He wanted to hold off, to keep going, but the feelings were too intense for him to hold off his finish any longer.<br><br>He suddenly cried out, his hips thrusting up rather hard as his member jerked and spasmed, filling Kyle's mouth with his hot seed as his length strained and spurted against his tongue, his balls tightening in the soft hand. He gripped his hair, though he tried so hard not to hurt him, he was afraid he would from the intensity of his body's reaction to orgasm.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 16:21:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle was lost in what he was doing, moaning softly every so often as bits of seed came out of Veri's tip, but he really did not expect the orgasm to explode in his mouth, so he naturally coughed a bit, choking before he took a hold of himself and quickly swallowed what the other sipped in his mouth. He closed his eyes, his cheeks burning and his body shivering as he tasted Veri's seed. It was like nothing he had ever tried before, warm, a bit bitter, yet unlike his expectations it was not disgusting...<br><br>He lapped on Veri's softening member, his tongue now only caressing it as he licked it clean, like a kitten licking on melted ice-cream. He gave one last small kiss on the now limp member before he crawled in Veri's lap, blushing deeply as he hugged him tightly and buried his face in the other's neck, smiling and sighing with content. His entire body was shivering and he could feel that Veri was shivering too. He planted a small kiss on the other's neck before he whispered "I love you..."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 16:32:26</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri felt like purring, his whole body was relaxed and content, sated in a deep way. He leaned into Kyle, slipping one strong arm around his back and hugging him against him, softly panting as he worked to catch his breath. He felt numb and tingly all over. The feeling was soothing and pleasant.<br><br>He held Kyle against him, slipping his other hand up to place it gently on the smaller boy's hip, holding him as if afraid he would slip away. "I love you too Kyle. I love you so much." He gently leaned down to kiss him on top of his head, closing his eyes as he did, breathing in the sweet scent of the blond hair.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>16-06-2009, 17:32:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle did purr! Or at least it sounded like something close to it. Being close to Veri, hugging him, being hugged by him, feeling his heartbeat, his warmth, just everything made him feel as content as never before. He smiled softly and snuggled into Veri's chest as the other kissed his head and held him. He felt as if the time had stopped for the two of them... And truth to be told, he did wish that it could stop and this moment could just last forever...<br><br>"Mh... we missed the movie..." Kyle said cutely as he rested his head on Veri's shoulder and looked at the TV to see the movie ending already. He chuckled and blushed as he thought that it had totally worth it... "Mh... should we put on some other movie?" He asked, looking up at Veri and smiling sweetly.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>20-06-2009, 00:14:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smirked slightly as he watched the end credits, and took a deep breath. He didn't really know what else they should watch. He was a little sad that they'd missed the movie they'd been watching though, he had been enjoying it... though he enjoyed what had just happened a whole lot more!<br><br>He gave Kyle a gentle hug, looking down at him. "I think we should just rewind it... back to the part where we got distracted... I kind of want to see what happens with them." He gestured at the tv as he spoke.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>01-07-2009, 17:24:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle cuddled against Veri's chest when the other hugged him, closing his eyes for a moment. "Mh~ I think so too." He chuckled as he leaned in and kissed the other's cheek softly before he shifted off his lap and leaned over to the coffee table to get the remote and rewind the movie to the scene where they got distracted. He smiled at Veri as he moved a bit and playfully pushed the other to lay down before he joined him on the couch, laying in front of him, so that Veri's head was resting on the pillows and the arm of the couch and Kyle's head was on Veri's arm.<br><br>"Hold me~" The youth purred, blushing softly. He just wanted to be close to Veri and he thought that if they weren't facing they were not going to end up getting distracted again by kisses... Though he was not really thinking about just how many things could happen in that kind of position. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 21:08:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri happily responded to Kyle's order, slipping his other arm around him and hugging him tightly against his chest, slightly disappointed that they were both still wearing shirts. He wanted to see what it would feel like to hold his bare chest against the smaller boy's back, but maybe now wasn't the time for that. He really did want to find out what had happened with the couple in the movie, and a distraction would only serve to make him miss the movie again.<br><br>He grinned slightly at the thought. More pleasure like what they had just shared might just be worth missing the movie again. Veri rested his chin on Kyle's shoulder, breathing deep the sweet scent of his hair. Content just to hold him like this for now, watching the movie that was now to the point where they'd left off. He blushed as the steamy scene ended and listened carefully to the words of the two men on the screen. Some of the questions they were asking now, were questions he might want to consider asking himself in the near future.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 21:25:06</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle closed his eyes and smiled when he felt the other's arms wrapping around his frame. He sighed with content, his heart starting to race against his chest with excitement and pure happiness. He had dreamed about something like this for so long that it was just hard to believe that this was happening for real. But the other's strong arms, his warmth, his breath caressing his ear and cheek... it was all real. And maybe for the first time in many, many years Kyle felt truly happy, no longer scared that he was all alone on this world... He had Veri now.<br><br>The rest of the movie showed all the bad things the couple had to overcome, including one of them cheating and the two breaking up. But in the end they got back together and the movie finished with the two of them hugging and kissing as rain fell over them. Kyle sniffled quietly, obviously very touched by the scene. He moved his hands and wiped a couple of tears away, sighing heavily. "That was nice..." He mumbled quietly, his cheeks all flushed from embarrassment - he always felt embarrassed whenever he got all touched by movies in front of Veri. 
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 21:35:21</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri smiled. He had not shed any tears during the movie, but he had felt like it a few times. He supposed that was one of his manlier characteristics, the ability not to cry when he really should. He wasn't sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing, but it was just part of who he was. <br><br>He snuggled more into Kyle's shoulder, the feeling of the smaller man against him making him feel warm and content. He didn't want to move, ever, if he could avoid it, but he knew he'd eventually have to.<br><br>He took a moment to think over the movie and smiled, he knew they'd never have the cheating problem the couple in the movie had faced. At least he'd never have any interest in anyone other than the beautiful boy in his arms, he never had. "You're right... it was nice. I don't think we'll have as many problems as they did though." He chuckled softly and hugged Kyle. "I love you... so much."
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			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 21:44:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle's entire body flared up at the other's words. He smiled as he turned around, his cheeks burning, his eyes glittering from the tears and from the happiness. "Mm... say it again." He chuckled, grinning at Veri as he faced him. He was never going to get tired of hearing the other say that he loved him. It was just too good to be true. "God..." He whispered, closing his eyes and leaning in to rest his forehead against Veri's.<br><br>"This is just.. so unreal..." He whispered, his voice a bit shaky. "My parents hate me... they pretend I'm not there at all... and all my friends at school now hate me... your friends bully me and if they find out I turned you gay they will kill me... but... but I don't care..." He looked at Veri, knowing that he was telling&nbsp; his friend for the first time just how people treated him, and the pain in his eyes was more than visible. Kyle was broken on the inside... "..Because I have you now..." 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>10-10-2010, 14:05:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri wrapped his arms around the smaller boy, hugging him tightly, as if he hoped his hug alone could chase away all the pain in Kyle's past. "I'm really sorry that you have suffered for so long. My friends are not going to kill you, you didn't turn me gay! I was gay already you know?" He sighed softly at the thought of facing his friends and telling them he was gay and daring them to beat him up for it like they had Kyle. No matter what the case, he was going to confront them about their violence towards his beautiful little lover. Veri was a protective soul, and not willing to just let injustice go when he saw it.<br><br>"Your life will be better from now on, I promise. I will protect you. I don't think my parents will react like yours did either Kyle... my mom used to hang out in gay and lesbian bars when she was younger, and my dad has never said one cruel word about you Kyle, even though my parents have known about you being gay as long as I have. They may be a little shocked, but I really think they'll come around. I do." He fixed Kyle with a certain smile.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>10-10-2010, 15:27:31</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle sniffled quietly, but he smiled and nodded, obviously trusting Veri when the other boy told him that his life was going to be better from now on. He sighed quietly and closed his eyes as he tried to calm down. "I hope so... you parents accepted me... and they never told me anything bad or ignored me..." He mumbled as he looked at his friend, looking quite worried and scared. "But...if they get to hate you because of me... I will never forgive myself." He swallowed hard as he snuggled closer to the other boy, pressing himself to him. <br><br>"What will we do from now on?" He spoke quietly as if he was worried that someone might hear them. "Will we be boyfriends? Will you come out of the closet to everyone?" He asked, his voice shaking lightly at his questions. Whatever Veri wanted he was going to agree with him. If Veri wanted the two to stay in the closet couple he was going to go along. He knew that the other boy might not want to get problems at school or lose his friends. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>10-10-2010, 16:01:21</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri looked over him for a moment, his expression almost sad. "I'm going to come out... I want my last weeks at school to be free and truthful. We graduate so soon... and we're moving out of state after. What does it matter what these people think of me?" He gave Kyle a gentle squeeze. "I love you, I want everyone to know it, even my parents. I've hid it from the world and even you for far too long. I just didn't want to make a move until I was sure you know? I didn't want to tell you I 'thought I might could possibly be gay' and then later find out I wasn't. I just had to be sure before I told you. I'm sure now Kyle."<br><br>He sighed, wishing the happy atmosphere had not turned so serious, so quickly. "It will be a long road Kyle, and a bumpy one at times, but I have the best traveling companion anyone in the world could ask for. Life is a journey I want to share with you, and I don't care what people think about that. It's me and you now babe." He grinned slightly as he spoke this last, his dazzling teeth showing even in the dim light of the room.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>10-10-2010, 16:25:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle just stared at Veri, finding himself completely speechless. He knew that it would be simply great if they got to have a real relationship without hiding it from anyone and he was just so happy that Veri wanted it too, but he was kind of worried as well. He didn't want anything bad happening to Veri because of them being a couple... But he guessed that it was Veri's right to decide whether to come out or not. He swallowed hard, his heart racing in his chest as he just leaned in and pressed his lips to the redhead's, kissing him tenderly. It's just him and Veri... The two could make it through everything as long as they were together.<br><br>"I love you..." He whispered against the other's lips, feeling how his cheeks warmed up, a small smile appearing on his pretty face. "I'll follow you wherever you take me." He sighed with content as he sat up a little, supporting himself on his elbow. "Can we get some popcorn and watch another movie?" He asked, wanting to snuggle in Veri, not having to worry about anything. He felt so safe when he was with the other boy, like nothing could ever hurt him again.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>11-10-2010, 10:53:53</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Very smiled gently, his heart starting to lighten again. "Yeah, popcorn sounds really good actually." The redhead ran his hand through Kyle's soft hair and sat up, gently moving Kyle to the side so he could slip off of the couch. "I'll go pop it in the microwave!"<br><br>He hurried to the kitchen and pulled a bag out of the cabinet, quickly poking it in the microwave and punching in the numbers, being careful to get them right. He was often bad about burning the popcorn. He sighed at the thought, he didn't want to burn the popcorn tonight. He wanted everything to be perfect.<br><br>He poked his head back in the living room and grinned at Kyle. "I love you."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>11-10-2010, 15:53:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle leaned in towards the touch as Veri stroked his hair, obviously enjoying the caress. He smiled as he sat up, blushing and sighing with content. He felt simply dizzy with all this love, all those emotions that swirled in his chest. He hadn't been bottling up all his feelings for years, having not wanted to hurt Veri or lose him as a friend, but now that he knew that it was okay to feel what he felt... he let them all out. <br><br>"I love you!" He chimed back, not caring that he was repeating himself. He wanted to say 'I love you' as many times as he could. He blushed as he knelt on the couch, leaning on its back and looking at Veri. "You look hot when you're cooking." He chuckled softly, knowing that popping corns wasn't really cooking, but Veri in the kitchen definitely was. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>11-10-2010, 21:05:09</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned at the comment. He tugged an apron off the wall and put it on and came into the living room to stand behind the couch. "Well perhaps I'll have to make us breakfast in the morning eh? I could wear nothing but this apron. Would you like that?" He winked at Kyle and gave his hair a little toss. It felt so good just to be silly. He really loved Kyle, and being silly with him made him feel more complete somehow.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>12-10-2010, 21:12:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle pouted his lips, feeling how his cheeks warmed up as he imagined Veri preparing breakfast in nothing but an apron... it did sound quite hot. He chuckled and grinned up at the other boy when he came to the couch, nodding. "Go ahead and do it." He purred as he leaned up and pecked Veri's lips. He wondered whether the other would actually do it... but he guessed that he would have to wait for the morning to find out. He pushed himself up and sat on the back of the couch, pointing at the kitchen. "The popcorn..." He reminded Veri, hearing the microwave's bell. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>13-10-2010, 01:25:44</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri nodded, offering a small smile as he heard the 'ding' sound of the microwave. "I'll be right back." He hurried off into the kitchen with one quick look back at Kyle. He really did love him, so much that just leaving the room with him in it made him want to wimper.<br><br>He quickly grabbed the bag of popcorn out of the microwave and made his way back to the living room, plopping down next to Kyle on the couch with the apron still on. He shook the bag and pulled it open, letting the warm buttery scent waft into the room. He inhaled it with a dramatic exhale and a pleasured sigh, reaching in and grabbing a handful and offering it to Kyle. "Look! I did manage not to burn it for once!" He grinned.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>20-10-2010, 18:19:21</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle smiled brightly when the other returned with the popcorn, biting on his bottom lip as he watched Veri open the bag. He chuckled softly at how proud Veri was of himself for not having burnt the popcorn. "Ah, you're my pride." Kyle said with a teasing voice as he reached out and took one popcorn and nibbled on it quietly. "Mh... so... which movie do you wanna see? The Romeo and Juliet one or... the some of the interesting ones?" He asked with a bright grin, hoping that Veri wouldn't be in the mood to start working on their assignment. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>21-10-2010, 04:31:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				He gave Kyle an almost scolding look, then laughed. "Romeo and Juliet isn't a bad story, it's tragic, it's about love, it's beautiful in a way. It's about a straight couple though, I guess that makes it a little less appealing, but I enjoyed reading it. I'm sure the movie would be a lot easier to follow than reading it though." He glanced over at the pile of movies. They still had so many to watch!<br><br>"I will leave it up to you Kyle, tonight is your night. If you don't want to watch Romeo and Juliet yet, we don't have to." He grinned and popped a couple of pieces of popcorn in his mouth. It was warm and buttery. It made him smile as he chewed it slowly, wanting to savor the taste.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>24-10-2010, 16:15:55</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Kyle grimaced and pouted when Veri scolded him, blushing a little bit and biting on his bottom lip as he thought. He doubted that he would be able to concentrate tonight as he was going to be too busy to cuddle into Veri and kiss the other boy and just be happy that they were together... So... it was highly possible that he was not going to be paying any attention to the movie - something he had to do as he didn't want to ditch the entire work on their assignment on the other... <br><br>"Mh.. let's watch some of the other movies and we can see Romeo and Juliet tomorrow afternoon and start working on the assignment afterwards?" He grinned as he leaned in and pecked the other's cheek. Veri looked so cute when he was eating! "But... that's only if the weather is not warm enough to swim~ You promised me to hit the pool if it gets warm!"
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>25-10-2010, 00:30:48</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				He grinned and ate another piece of popcorn. "Alright, another movie it is. Do you want to watch a scary one?" He smiled at the thought of Kyle screaming and clinging to him during the scary parts. He'd always enjoyed watching scary movies with him, though he felt slightly bad for Kyle being scared, he did enjoy the way he clung to him as if the bigger boy could protect him from the images on the screen.<br><br>He wrapped an arm around Kyle and hugged him around his small shoulders for a moment, enjoying the feeling of being so close. "I'm pretty sure it will be warm tomorrow, so yeah, swimming comes first. I want to see you try to swim in my shirt... then when it weights you down and you decide it's too heavy, maybe I can watch you swim in just your underwear?" He smirked and gave a small wink. "I'll leave it up to you Kyle."
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Izu</strong> on <strong>27-10-2010, 11:07:35</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				"Yes!" Kyle chuckled happily when Veri agreed to watch another movie, nodding quickly to show that he wanted to watch a scary movie. He leaned in closer to the other boy, closing his eyes for a moment and enjoying their closeness. He smiled and his smile slowly grew into a grin as he listened to Veri talk about the two swimming together, and more exactly about Kyle swimming in only his underwear. He leaned up and pecked the other's cheek, chuckling quietly. "Mm... only if you swim in just your underwear." He made a soft purring sound before he pulled away.<br><br>He went to change the DVD, quickly putting on the scary movie they had picked. He dropped on the couch next to Veri, leaning on the other boy's side. "I hope it's gonna be very scary..." He whispered as he took some popcorn and slowly started nibbling on it.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Gay By Association {Altheras and Izu}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Altheras</strong> on <strong>27-10-2010, 11:42:51</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Veri grinned and put his arm around Kyle as the previews started. He knew this one was particularly scary, he had seen it before, though he hadn't told Kyle that. If he had the smaller boy would have wanted to rent something they both hadn't seen. Veri wanted them to watch something together that he knew was scary though instead of a movie they 'hoped' would be good. This way he knew there would be a lot of opportunities for him to make Kyle feel safe during the parts that made him jump.<br><br>Some of the previews did look good though. He made mental notes of some movies they could pick up in the future that might be good to watch. As the movie finally started he pulled Kyle a little more securely against him, already giving him the protective hug. "Don't be afraid to cling to me if you get scared," he said with a grin.
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