Drunken Desires {Saku & GrapeTootsiePop}
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				Title: <strong>Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>21-12-2009, 01:21:32</strong>
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				A sigh of frustration escaped him as he knocked on the door of his neighbor’s house for the third time. He waited a few minutes but there was no answer. Raising his hand up one more time, he was about to knock but thought better of it knowing that his neighbor and friend, Kisuke Sarugaki was not home. He hadn’t been home for a few days now. Hell, the last time Aaron truly saw him last was almost a month ago. With another frustrated sigh, Aaron Nguyen turned and made his way back across the hallway to his small apartment.<br><br>He had been living in these college apartments for about a year now. During that year, he had become great friends with Kisuke and his boyfriend. Granted, Aaron was straight as an arrow but having befriended the gay couple across the college apartments had seemed so easy to do. Pretty soon, Kisuke and Aaron were doing study groups together and even hanging out during the weekends. It had come as a surprise to Aaron when he found out that Kisuke and his boyfriend had broken up. Aaron knew his friend was devastated but this was becoming worrisome. He had not seen his classmate for almost a week and it was now getting to the point where Aaron was thinking about calling the police.<br><br>Before he had a chance to pick up his phone, it went off causing him to curse in surprise. He glanced at the time and then the caller ID and almost groaned out loud. He rushed to into his apartment and closed the door, picking up the phone and saying immediately, “I know I’m late, baby, I’ll go pick you up in a minute, I promise.” He listened to his girlfriend of a few months bitch as he changed shirts and quickly ran a finger through his midnight black short cropped hair. He glanced at his features in the mirror, noticing the slight bags under his hazel eyes but ignored them, knowing it was due to studying late. It was his fault and his fault alone that he had chosen to get a Bachelor’s Degree in Criminal Justice. With a groan, he grabbed his keys and went to his door, locking the door as he checked his watch.<br><br>Aaron drove out of the parking lot and went a few blocks over to pick up his girlfriend, Shasa. She was gorgeous and it was one of the main reasons he put up with her bullshit so much. The other was that she was great in bed. If it weren’t for those two tings, Aaron would have dropped her as soon as he learned what a bitter bitch she truly was. Once he picked her up, the drive to the local bar was only a few minutes but it was enough to put both of them in a pissy mood. Aaron opened the door for Sasha to enter The Pub, giving some of his fellow classmates and friends a smile when he saw them already at the bar.<br><br>He thought about Kisuke one more time, a frown creasing his features. He made a mental promise to himself that he would check up on him when he came back from the bar tonight. If Kisuke wasn’t there, he would call the police. His friend was hurting, of that Aaron was sure of…but he was worried that his friend was now hurting himself.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>05-01-2010, 20:46:05</strong>
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				<div align="center">KISUKE(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/redhairsub-1.jpg)SARUGAKI<br><br>KEN(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/darkhairseke.jpg)(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/darkhairseke.jpg)(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/darkhairseke.jpg)MAYUMURA<br><br>Cousin of Kisuke Sarugaki<br><br>--------------------</div><br>"...and then he tells me he's gonna go see girls. When I know he has no interest in the opposite sex! If he's gonna go date other guys why not just say it to my face? I said if he wants to see other guys that's fine but to tell me the truth. He got all pissy and told me to go fuck myself if I didn't believe him. I told him that I couldn't fuck myself even if I wanted to, I said that was his department. That was when he got mad and hit me..." Kisuke Sarugaki told anyone who would listen to him as he drank another shot of alcohol. He was a fairly attractive individual with reddish hair with a pinkish tint to it and bright green eyes. Eyes that were now bright with tears from the stress.<br><br>The young man stood at around 5'8" and had a slender frame with a bit of agility in it which helped him out quite a bit in tennis, a sport he liked to engage in quite often for recreation. Kisuke had just turned twenty and had another two years of college left to go and had thought he would spend it with Isshin Kurosaki, his boyfriend ever since senior year of high school. He had never dreamed that Kurosaki would lose interest in him and even lie about why he wanted to break up. Kisuke didn't care if anyone was listening to him at the bar, he only wanted to lament his misfortune. It had been two weeks and still he couldn't stop thinking about his ex-boyfriend.<br><br>He had stopped coming to classes and hid himself away from everyone in his home. Isshin had left him the house since Kisuke had helped buy it anyway but that didn't make him feel any better. He hadn't asked for the key back because he kept hoping Kurosaki would realize his mistake and come home to him. But as the days went by and Isshin hadn't shown himself, Kisuke started to drown himself in alcohol at the local bar and that was why he was there now. He hadn't taken a shower in a week and was fairly sure he smelled a bit but he couldn't drag himself away from the bar, it wasn't as though anyone was expecting him. People did seem to wonder where he was in class though.<br><br>But they never cared enough to check up on him. No one but Aaron and he didn't want to talk to him. He didn't want to talk to anyone. So in a way it was good that no one sought him out. When the bar closed down for the night, he usually went to the store to buy six packs and hard liquor and drowned himself in that sort of stuff at home. He hoped that one day he would be able to drink himself to death. Why would death be any different than what he was experiencing in real life now? Kisuke reached out for his shot glass and gulped the rest of the contents down as he ordered another one, his forehead now lying on the cool surface of the bar as he waited.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>10-01-2010, 02:44:14</strong>
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				Aaron enjoyed a shiner as he played pool with his friends. He had done a quick scan of the bar but hadn’t seen Kisuke and it worried him. Then again, he had been busy trying to stop the argument Sasha so desperately wanted to have. He had finally told her to go with her friends and to leave him the hell alone. She had blanched at his attitude towards her but had done as he asked and was now sitting with her friends, drinking her drinks and fuming. Aaron sighed, realizing that he really had to break up with her. She was becoming an annoyance more than anything.<br><br>He spent a good hour joking with his friends and enjoying his time away from Sasha. In the back of his mind, he continued to worry about Kisuke and he hoped that his good friend was doing okay. Just for good measures, he dialed his friend’s house number and heard it ring and ring until it went to voicemail. Aaron had left enough voicemails to sound like a jealous boyfriend…which he wasn’t. He just knew his friend was hurting and he wanted to be there for him. As he shot the last ball in the hole, he grinned and high-fived his friend. He was interrupted by Sasha. “Aaron, we need to go. There’s this kid at the bar and he’s whining and complaining about some guy who broke up with him to be with some chicks. He won’t shut up about it.” She rolled her eyes, her voice showing her displeasure, “Plus, you’ve been ignoring me and I’m really tired of that.”<br><br>A slight tremor went through his body as he heard her words, wondering if the complaining kid was who he thought it was. He put the stick down and walked out to the main bar, his eyes scanning the tables and the stools. There. He saw a head with reddish hair and immediately knew who it was. “Kisuke,” Aaron whispered softly. He made his way to his friend, seeing the empty shot glasses in front of him. How early had he begun? And how often had he been here? He glanced at the bartender, and when he caught his eyes he glanced at his friends, the bartender shaking his head meaning he had cut him off. Damn. That was never a good thing.<br><br>“Kisuke,” Aaron said as he placed his hand on his friend’s shoulder, shaking him slightly. He could smell a slight stench and in slight shock, realized it was coming from his friend. He shook his head, a wave of anger rolling off of him as he thought about his friend’s ex-boyfriend. Did he truly know how he broke his friend? How he ruined him? He shook his head, patting Kisuke’s back, “Come on, buddy. Time to go home.”<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>20-01-2010, 18:04:22</strong>
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				The bartender had cut him off and he didn't want to accept it so Kisuke had grabbed a shot glass from his neighbor and downed it before the other had a chance to protest. Kisuke turned his head in Aaron's direction when the other male laid a hand on his shoulder and spoke his name. "No, I'm staying here. Need to tell my story..." He muttered, trying to pull himself away from Aaron and stumbled, falling into the other man. Kisuke raised his hand in the air and flung it about as he attempted to gain some sort of contact with something to pull himself back up again but there was nothing around. "Gah. I'll be back tomorrow!" He called out to everyone at the bar as though they were listening.<br><br>Then he slung his arm over Aaron's shoulder and passed out, only waking again once they were back at his house he and Isshin had bought together. "Key..." He muttered, trying to convey that the key was in his pocket and let his face get close to Aaron's as Kisuke planted an unsteady kiss on the young man's cheek. Most likely his breath stunk too along with the rest of his body. Aaron was going to end up smelling like unwashed body odor unless he took a shower before he left the place. But the house itself wasn't much better. It stunk of Kisuke as well along with beer and alcohol and old food that was beginning to rot. "Bed..." Kisuke murmured as he tried to stand but fell over again.<br><br>He groaned out his discomfort, knowing he should take a shower first but he was much too lazy to consider doing that. Kisuke managed to stand up again unsteadily and wrapped his arms around Aaron's neck as he snuggled his head closer to his friend's face, planting little kisses up and down the young man's neck and shoulders. "Mine..." He murmured, feeling as though he was back with his boyfriend and his body twined around Aaron's form as best he could in the current position he was in. "Want you." Kisuke said as he clung tightly to Aaron, pressing his body up against that of his friend and his cock hardened in his pants upon contact with Aaron's skin and he moaned with need.<br><br>"You want me. I know you do. Please. Take me. Take me Isshin..." Kisuke said again, mumbling and pleading at the same time. He started making humping motions on Aaron's back as his hand drifted lower towards the other man's pants. His hand slipped inside the material and began to jerk him off, slowly and then faster, building up the rhythm and Kisuke slid to the floor, maneuvering around so that he was in front of Aaron. Even drunk he knew what he was doing, his lust consuming him. Leaning forward he opened his mouth and took the entire length into his mouth as he sucked on the cock he thought was Isshin's and gave it his best attention, wanting to please his boyfriend.<br><br>To make sure Isshin never left him. His free hands were running up and down Aaron's body, trying to stimulate him anywhere he could give him pleasure.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>23-01-2010, 18:23:11</strong>
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				Everything happened so quickly that Aaron was momentarily stunned, unknowing of what to do or where to go from here. He looked down, seeing his friend and neighbor with his mouth around his penis, which was quickly growing and becoming erect. He felt a hard shudder go through his body, having never had someone so expertly pleasure him orally. It was a sensation that was out of this world and as much as he loved it, Aaron knew it was wrong. It was completely wrong. His friend wasn’t thinking correctly. He was drunk and he thought that Aaron was Isshin.<br><br>“N-No…” Aaron gasped, feeling Kisuke’s hands all over his body. He let his eyes drift shut for a moment, enjoying the pleasure that he was receiving so well. Kisuke knew just what to do too. Every time Aaron felt like pulling away from him, he would hesitate. He had never thought himself gay or even bisexual but right this moment, he knew for a fact that no woman had ever made him this hard in his entire life. He moaned loudly, his hands drifting down to run along Kisuke’s hair, intent on pulling him away. Instead, his hands remained on his friend’s shoulders, simply holding him close as his cock throbbed in his mouth, seeking the pleasures that his mouth provided.<br><br>But the guilt beat at him and Aaron couldn’t let him do this. He looked down, his voice breathless, his eyes hazy with lust, “Kisuke… Kisuke look at me.” He grasped his friend’s chin and pulled his chin up, the view even more erotic by seeing his large shaft remaining in the man’s mouth. He panted, a part of him hating to do this, “I’m…I’m not Isshin…I’m….Aaron…” He swallowed hard, sure that his friend would pull his mouth from his cock and apologize or act upset in some way. Aaron tried not to focus too much on the way Kisuke’s mouth fit so perfectly around his thick shaft, and how he sucked so well. If he continued to think about that then he would forget himself and let his neighbor do whatever he wanted to do to him.<br><br>“C-Come,” Aaron said as he pulled his cock from his friend’s mouth, but not covering it. He reached down, caressing Kisuke’s face, “Let’s get you to bed.” He could smell the certain stench from Kisuke and though it should repulse him, it didn’t. He knew his friend was in pain and he needed to help him. He shouldn’t take advantage of him in such a vulnerable point in his life. He caressed his cheek once more, his eyes kind, remnants of lust still in his gaze, “Come on, baby, let me help you.” An image of Kisuke on his bed with Aaron behind him hit him so hard, his cock jerked. He almost moaned out loud, barely containing the lustful sound that threatened to escape. Aaron needed to get out fast…or he was liable to force himself on his friend.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>10-02-2010, 18:30:03</strong>
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				He could feel the organ in his mouth harden and lengthen which meant its owner liked what he was doing. The thought gave him hope, perhaps his boyfriend would reconsider and take him back and he renewed his attempts at giving him the best blowjob of his life, hopefully he would achieve his goal. Kisuke heard the loud moan come from his lover's mouth and smiled around the cock in his mouth, feeling happy for the first time since he'd been dumped. Isshin was running his hands through his hair again, holding him close as Kisuke sucked his cock. It was the perfect life for him and he let out a sigh of contentment. He didn't even hear the words that came from his boyfriend's lips.<br><br>If he had been sober he would have pulled away instantly and apologized. But he wasn't so he simply nodded, wanting to agree with him. "Mhm hmm." Kisuke said as he felt his boyfriend pull his chin up, not letting the organ escape his mouth. No, it would stay there until it gave him its milky fluids, he wanted to please Isshin and not let him leave. If he did this really well maybe it would remind his boyfriend how good he was and how much he would miss it if he left him again. He whimpered though when the cock was pulled from his mouth and his eyes brimmed with unshed tears which quickly vanished when he heard his boyfriend urge him to come to bed with him. Or so he thought.<br><br>Kisuke smiled happily and jumped onto the bed, drawing the other male onto it as well. Then he turned around and quickly stripped off his clothing as he got up onto all fours, presenting his butt to the man he thought was his boyfriend and wiggled his hips. "Take me. I'm ready. I want this!" He pleaded with Aaron and his voice was clouded with lust and need. If Aaron left and didn't give him what he needed, there was a high chance Kisuke would probably go out again and throw himself at the first guy he came across. The level of Kisuke's need was more than anyone could have imagined, even Isshin probably hadn't known how desperately Kisuke had wanted him. Not just for the sex.<br><br>But for the relationship, comfort and even just the man's presence. The young man had fallen hard for Isshin Kurosaki and he had no idea how to fall <strong>out</strong> of love with him. But if he continued along this path for much longer he wouldn't have to think of a solution because he'd either be dead or a druggie-whore. Neither of which was a good thing to be. Both would eventually lead to death. Those who cared for Kisuke would need to do something about his condition or else he would get himself into so much trouble eventually they wouldn't be able to bail him out of it. He needed a wakeup call and a friend to get him out of this dark place he'd found himself in and someone to watch him.<br><br>To help him out of the mess that was his life... or he would be lost forever to the world. Not that it would matter to most people. Life would go on with or without him. Kisuke Sarugaki was not anyone important in general, he was not a political figure or in a position of authority. He was simply an average citizen and if he died no one would really mourn his death except those who had known him. So the question was, did Kisuke mean enough to Aaron that he would give up his life in a sense for this drunk, hurting, smelly man? Most likely not, right? No normal person would since they probably had problems of their own to deal with. Who would want to help out another person like this?<br><br>In a sense that would mean they would have double problems and no one wanted more problems. It just wasn't something anyone would take upon themselves.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>11-03-2010, 14:36:03</strong>
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				Aaron thought that by taking Kisuke to bed, he would have a bit more control. He would be able to put him in bed and tuck him in and then simply leave. The following morning, Aaron would have come to visit him and both would have had an awkward laugh about what had transpired. But there was nothing funny about what was going on right now. And damn if he didn’t feel himself loosing control. Kisuke was gain complete control of the situation and that was not only foolish, it was dangerous for the both of them.<br><br>He tried to resist, he truly did. But the sight of his friend exposing himself in such a way…getting on all fours and throwing his body to Aaron was proving to be too much. He closed his eyes and got out of the bed, intent on walking away. He looked down and saw his raging boner, remembered the feel of Kisuke’s mouth around his tool, sucking him to bliss. The man knew what he was doing and for a split second, Aaron wondered what the hell Isshin was thinking when he left his boyfriend. “I…” Aaron swallowed, trying to force the words out around the huge lump in his throat.<br><br>Weak. He was weak and he needed this. Aaron didn’t know where the hell this need was coming from. He had a girlfriend and even though they were arguing right now if he even so much as showed sexual interest, she would be all over him. Even if his girlfriend didn’t want anything to do with him, he could go down to the local party and hook up with three different girls. What was it about Kisuke that made Aaron not want to leave? That made him want to…to do the things that his friend was begging him to do. He didn’t know…or he didn’t want to admit it to himself.<br><br>“Kisuke…we can’t…” He whispered, but even as he spoke he was coming behind his friend and caressing his ass cheeks tenderly. He looked down at the tight puckered hole beckoning him inside and moaned softly. Aaron reached down and spread his ass cheeks wide, forcing them as wide apart as he could possibly make them. Slowly, hesitantly he ran the tip of his erection up and down the crack of Kisuke’s ass. He would teasingly press the head of his cock against his puckered hole but he wouldn’t enter him. Not yet. He had to make Kisuke aware that he wasn’t Kurosaki.<br><br>“Kisuke, look at me,” Aaron said firmly, his voice loud. He reached down and grabbed his chin, forcing his head to the side. “Look at me.” He panted, the arousal evident in his voice. When he had leaned down to take Kisuke’s chin in his hand, he had pressed the head of his cock into his asshole and it had popped in. He shuddered violently feeling how tight his hole was. “Oh God…No…” But it felt so good! He struggled to pull out, to pull his cock from his friend’s bowels but he couldn’t force himself to do it. If he pushed in just a little bit more…<br><br>“Kisuke…please!” Aaron pleaded, his voice breaking at the high emotions raging inside of him. Broken, defeated he did what both of them wanted to do. He grabbed his friend’s hips and with a powerful thrust, slid halfway inside of him.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>24-03-2010, 03:34:48</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: Palatino Linotype;" class="bbc_font"><span style="font-size: 12pt;" class="bbc_size">He was really too far gone to realize it wasn't his boyfriend who was with him. Nothing Aaron could do or say would convince him otherwise, at least not in the state he was currently in, the only way Aaron would be able to stop Kisuke from doing this to him was if he pushed him away and left the house. But such a thing would be incredibly cruel of him, could Aaron be that way to his best friend? Then again, Kisuke probably wouldn't remember any of this tomorrow. That was the general idea.<br><br>Judging from the amount of liquor he had consumed. But tonight he would suffer if Aaron left him the way he was right now. Tonight, he <em>really</em> didn't want to be left alone and he thought he might die otherwise. Because if he <em>was</em> left alone, eventually the alcohol would wear off and if he wasn't passed out by then he would sober up a bit and the loneliness would hit him once more. There was a good chance he might drink himself to death. He wasn't in full control of his mental faculties tonight.<br><br>So he did everything he could to keep Isshin with him. If that meant getting into lewd positions and doing all sorts of things to inspire the male's lust, that was what he would do. Kisuke was desperate. He didn't even hear the whispered words that fell from Aaron's mouth, all he cared about was getting the young man to fuck him because if he did, Kisuke was sure he could make him stay with him. After all, hadn't Isshin told him countless times he was the best fuck he'd ever had?<br><br>His body shivered as he felt Isshin's hands upon his ass cheeks, tenderly caressing them which was somewhat odd. Isshin was never this tender with him, perhaps he'd come to his senses when he had spent some time apart from him and that was why he was being gentle now. That must be it, it made sense. He heard a moan come from behind him as his cheeks were spread to reveal his tight puckered hole and Kisuke wiggled his butt back and forth enticingly, wanting Isshin to take him.<br><br>"Please...take me!" Kisuke pleaded once more, his voice tinged with a bit of lust this time as his breathing grew quicker with anticipation of what was to come next. He heard the man's words, it seemed as though his boyfriend wanted him to look at him and he felt Isshin grab his chin, forcing his head to the side. Kisuke groaned as he felt the head of Isshin's cock pop past the tight ring of muscle and enter him. Oh the sensation was lovely! It really had been too long and yet he still knew what to do.<br><br>His anus pulsed around the head of the other male's cock as Kisuke thrust his hips back as hard as he could, wanting more of the cock that had only barely made its way inside him. "M-more!" He moaned, sounding like a trashy slut but he didn't care what he sounded like, just as long as he got what he wanted. Right now that was Isshin's cock, nothing else mattered. Kisuke felt his entire body react when Isshin finally took ahold of his hips and slid halfway inside him with one powerful thrust.<br><br>He let out a loud groan, thrusting his hips back once more which in turn caused the rest of Aaron's cock to disappear into him and he started to pant. "God...." Kisuke exclaimed, his eyes hazy with lust and alcohol as he felt sensation after sensation running throughout his body and he felt as though he were in heaven. This particular position he was currently in was the best for thrusting since it was easy to drive into a willing compliant body like Kisuke's when he was on all fours.<br><br>Kisuke couldn't have chosen a better position actually for easy fucking. It also happened to be Isshin's favorite which was why he had chosen it. The night was young and although he had consumed too much alcohol to do much of anything, he thought if Isshin fucked him maybe they could fall asleep together and wake up in the morning side by side. That was the plan anyway. Whether it worked or not depended on how good he was at sex and what Isshin's mood would become.</span></span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>07-04-2010, 14:15:45</strong>
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				This was so wrong, Aaron kept repeating to himself over and over, but even as he admitted it to himself his body was on complete auto pilot. His hands gripped Kisuke’s waist as the man thrust himself back on Aaron’s cock, completing the union. The hot tight feel of Kisuke’s ass gripping his shaft was almost too much for the young man. He had never before been with a man, let alone penetrate him in such a way. Aaron squeezed his eyes shut, enjoying the impossibly tight feeling, wondering if he was going to embarrass the hell out of himself by cumming too quickly.<br><br>Allowing himself a few moments of composure, Aaron slowly ran his hand up and down Kisuke’s back. When he got to the man’s shoulders, he gripped them as he bucked his hips, pushing deep inside of him. Aaron let out a grunt of pleasure, his eyes squeezing shut as the pleasure continued to invade all his senses. His lips parted and he began to pant loudly, slowly withdrawing halfway from the tight ass before he slammed himself back inside. It was with that thrust that he finally found a rhythm and began to pump his hips steadily, fucking his neighbor and good friend.<br><br>He knew that questions would have to be answered tomorrow, that once Kisuke realized he wasn’t Isshin he would freak out. But it wasn’t Aaron’s fault. Kisuke had thrown himself at him and Aaron…well, he couldn’t resist him. Even completely broken down and filthy Kisuke was very attractive, so much so that a few times Aaron had caught himself checking out his good friend. It hadn’t been on purpose, they would be hanging out or coming home at the same time and Aaron’s eye would wander to his neighbor’s ass or somewhere else.<br><br>His hips began to move faster, crashing against Kisuke as a moan escaped him. He began to pant, whispering, “Oh God…” Swallowing hard, his hands wandered around, touching a certain place that Aaron would have never found himself touching. He slowly wrapped his hand around Kisuke’s length, squeezing and fondling a bit clumsily. He didn’t know what to do so he simply closed his eyes and imagined it was his own cock he was touching. His thumb ran along the underside of Kisuke’s cock, squeezing the base as his hand began to move up and down in a steady motion, trying to keep rhythm with his cock as it plunged in and out of Kisuke’s ass.<br><br>In truth, he was trying to prolong this experience, trying to keep his hips from picking up speed and simply enjoy the tight feeling of his lover’s tight asshole. With his other girlfriends he had thought about fucking them in the ass but they never wanted to try. It had something to do with his width, he knew that, but it seemed Kisuke was able to take him without problem. As Aaron thrust harder, he moaned, throwing his head back as he began to pound inside of Kisuke’s ass faster. He tried to hold back but the feeling was too amazing, so he gave in to his carnal lust and began to fuck the hell out of Kisuke. He would make damn sure that Kisuke remembered this fucking, even if he thought that he was Isshin.<br><br>The sensations and the pleasure almost became too much for Aaron, his hips flying as he pumped his shaft deep inside of Kisuke, moving in and out in a rapid motion. His hand stroked his friend’s length, squeezing and jerking him off quickly. His breathing began to come in quick ragged gasps and his eyes squeezed shut, seeing stars from the overwhelming emotions. He grunted, his voice gruff, not knowing if Kisuke was still in a haze or if he would finally realized who was truly behind him, “I’m getting close, baby…” Aaron almost stopped, surprised that the term of endearment came out so easily. He shook his head, pushing his thoughts aside as he simply enjoyed the sensations of the tight hole gripping his shaft. He was close, but he wasn’t going to cum until Kisuke released as well. He didn’t want to feel like he took complete advantage of the poor drunken man.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>07-06-2010, 17:19:08</strong>
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				It felt so good and he closed his eyes, waiting for the other man to take control of the situation. He was relieved when his partner gripped his waist and gave in to his lust. Perhaps there was hope for them yet, maybe he hadn't quite given up on him. God when Aaron slowly ran his hand up and down his back, he could feel little tremors of pleasure wash through him. He was being so nice to him! Such a thing wasn't normal and Kisuke wanted to take advantage of it for as long as it might last. He let out a soft groan as Aaron pushed deep inside him a moment later.<br><br>How amazing it was to be with the man he loved. When Aaron finally found his rhythm and began to pump his hips steadily, Kisuke began to pant as he tried to keep his body still. Sweat started to drip from his body from the motions they were going through and he let out a sigh of contentment. Hopefully he was providing a good enough distraction for his boyfriend. Perhaps he would be able to convince him not to leave the following morning. His head was spinning and he felt rather dizzy and a bit sick but he wouldn't have stopped this for anything.<br><br>As time passed, the redhead started to lose control of himself and small noises kept escaping his lips as Aaron continued to pound into him. Soon, Kisuke realized he was seconds away from a climax and he forced himself to hold back, not wanting to come before his boyfriend. Isshin sometimes hated it when Kisuke found pleasure before he did. He groaned as he sought to hold off his release and gasped upon feeling Aaron's hand upon his throbbing cock. It was almost too much to take and he struggled to resist the pleasure. "I-I'm going to come!" He exclaimed.<br><br>Soon he felt Aaron's cock freeze inside him and that was when he let loose as well. Both men came together with a shout and a cry and a moment later, the redhead slumped back onto the bed. His eyes closed and he passed out. Morning came but Kisuke didn't stir at first until the first rays of sunlight crept through the blinds. He blinked and then rolled over...to come face to face with Aaron. For a second he didn't react and then his eyes widened. What the hell? Since when did Aaron usually sleep with him? Could it be that something happened last night?<br><br>No, that was stupid. Aaron was as straight as they came and he had an extremely hot girlfriend. But then, why had he woken up with Aaron in his bed, lying beside him? It didn't make sense. Kisuke sat up and winced as his head instantly started to pound like a bulldozer. Damn. He must have chugged way too much yesterday. Oh that was probably it. Aaron had found him at the bar and taken him home, but ended up falling asleep for some reason before he could leave. "Hey, Aaron. Wake up. It's morning." Kisuke said as he reached over to shake his neighbor.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>13-06-2010, 00:17:01</strong>
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				As Aaron emptied inside of Kisuke, he cried out and shuddered, having never experienced this intense of an orgasm. Every jerk of his length deep inside his friend made him moan until he could do nothing more than collapse on top of him. He breathed hard, struggling to control his breathing and get out of his friend's apartment but he was too tired. He rolled over, moaned as he pulled out of Kisuke's ass and promptly fell asleep. His last thoughts were that his neighbor was so drunk that he would surely sleep in and it would give Aaron enough time to get dressed and leave before he woke up. With that final thought in mind, Aaron let himself fall into a deep and exhausted sleep.<br><br>The sound of Kisuke's voice and the shaking on his shoulder roused him from a comatose sleep. His eyes snapped open and they fell on Kisuke and the memories of the night before bombarded him. He had taken his neighbor home, where he had drunkenly assumed that he was Isshin. And Aaron had let him. Oh God, the memories of how Kisuke had pleasured him orally and then presented himself to be fucked came back all too clear, making Aaron feel sick to his stomach and his manhood grow with the memories. He rolled over to hide his erection from Kisuke and fell off the bed with a sharp cry. As he thudded on the floor, Aaron quickly grabbed his pants and jerked them up, zipping himself and hoping that Kisuke was still too groggy to notice that he had been almost fully naked in his bed.<br><br>"Hey..." Aaron swallowed hard when he heard his voice trembling. He cleared his throat as he stood up and grabbed his shirt, mumbling and muttering excuses, "I'm...glad you're awake. I'm sorry I fell asleep on...um...your bed and...-" He cut himself short, not knowing if Kisuke remembered what had occurred or not. He hoped that he didn't. He truly didn't want Kisuke to feel like Aaron had forced himself on him or anything like that. Aaron had tried to stop him! It wasn't his fault that...No! He had a girlfriend...this had just been a one time thing. He began to edge his way out of the bedroom door, looking at Kisuke on the bed. His eyes flashed to Kisuke's ass and he shuddered when he saw some of his dried cum on his friend's ass. He mumbled, "I'll....talk to you later."<br><br>Aaron turned and almost slammed into the wall as he hurried down the hall and out the door of Kisuke's apartment. He made sure the door was locked and went across the hallway to his apartment. As he entered his quiet house, he shut the door with a quiet click, shuddering at the silence. What the hell had he done? As the memories assaulted him and he rememebered how it felt to be inside of his friend, he could feel himself growing hard. Aaron leaned his head back and gently hit the door with his head, groaning quietly. It had felt so good...But it had been so wrong. Kisuke had thought he was his ex boyfriend. When Kisuke finally remembered what happened...how would he treat Aaron? Would he tell Sasha? Holy Fuck! He had left Sasha at the bar!<br><br>Almost as if his thoughts had conjured her up, his phone started ringing which made him jump. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone, wincing when he saw Sasha's number. Damn it, she was already gonna start with him? Aaron shook his head and as he made his way into his room, he put his phone in his dresser. The first thing he needed was a shower and something to eat. Then he would deal with Sasha. And Kisuke...Maybe.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>23-06-2010, 02:42:49</strong>
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				<div align="center">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)<br><br>It was rather amusing the way Aaron was reacting and it made him wonder if something really <em>had</em> happened last night. Come to think of it his ass was pretty sore, could Aaron have actually fucked him?! He was jolted out of his thoughts when Aaron rolled off the bed accidentally and hit the floor with a thud. Kisuke scrambled over to the edge of the bed as he looked down at his friend and neighbor. "Are you okay?" He asked, extending a hand down to help Aaron up and blinked as he watched the other shoot up off the floor.<br><br>He was reminded of the game 'hot potato' at that moment as Aaron grabbed his pants and hopped around as he tried to pull them on quickly. "Is something wrong?" Kisuke inquired, his brow furrowing as Aaron zipped himself up and drew on his shirt mumbling in an incomprehensible way. The only thing he could think of was that if he and Aaron had fucked, was he acting this way because Kisuke was bad in bed and he was too embarrassed to say anything about it? Such a thought made him feel somewhat bad.<br><br>If he wasn't good in bed was that why Isshin had dumped him? "Hang on-" He started to say as Aaron nearly slammed his face into the wall in his hurry to leave but the man was already gone by the time he'd managed to get the words out. Kisuke sighed, getting out of bed to make himself a cup of tea which would make the hangover go away. It was a special blend he had gotten from his friend in China and did wonders for hangovers. While the water was boiling, Kisuke headed for the bathroom.<br><br>Turning on the water, he took a nice long shower, washing his body and making sure he cleaned out his ass which he discovered <em>did</em> have some dried cum clinging to it. Either Aaron had fucked him or someone else had crept in during the night and did so while both of them were sleeping which wasn't too likely. Kisuke marveled at the revelation though - he would have never thought Aaron to be interested in men, especially when he was currently going out with Sasha, that hot chick everyone saw him with.<br><br>His water whistled - or rather the pot did - and he made his way out of the bathroom totally naked as he took it off the stove and got a mug out of the cupboard to pour some of the hot water into it. Putting a tea bag into the water he let it lie there as he went to get some clothing, dressing quickly and then returned for the cure to his hangover which wasn't very nice. Drinking the tea slowly, he sipped it as he thought about Isshin and then Aaron, wanting to remember the past night. How good had Aaron been?<br><br>He wondered if he might be able to convince Aaron to break up with his girlfriend and go out with him. No, that was a stupid thought, why would Aaron want to do something like that? It could have been a fluke, maybe the man had been really horny that night and had done something he regretted later on. He had to find out how they had ended up fucking last night before he could decide on a course of action. But one thing was for sure, Aaron had done something for him that he had really needed.<br><br>Aaron had given him something to live for that wasn't related to Isshin. Maybe he could continue to live without his ex-boyfriend, as long as he had Aaron. With that thought in mind he finished up his tea and then grabbed his wallet and phone, putting them in his pockets as he headed out, locking the door behind him with the key he wore around his neck. He didn't own a car and walked, run or took the bus anywhere he needed to get to that required transportation. Or tried to get a ride with a friend.<br><br>It was easier when he had been dating Isshin since his ex had owned a car, a nice one actually, a sports car. Kisuke crossed the hall and knocked at the door of his neighbor's place and waited for the other man to answer the door. Hopefully he was still in and hadn't stepped out.<br><br>(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)</div>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>25-06-2010, 04:42:41</strong>
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				As he stepped out of the shower, Aaron felt a little bit more like himself. He dried his entire body before hanging the towel on the back of the door and walking naked to his bedroom. He glanced at his phone and shook his head, noticing the five missed called and three text messages. He could only guess how many voicemails he had from her. Sasha was on a mission to find him and if he didn't call her back soon, she would show up on his door steps and he would be completely and utterly fucked. But what could he tell her? Hey sorry I ditched you last night but I ended up fucking my neighbor and it was the best sex I have ever had. No...That would be a recipe for disaster.<br><br>He reached for a pair of boxers and slipped them on, pulling open another drawer and searching for a pair of pants he could throw on. As his phone went off again, Aaron sighed and reached for a pair of baggy black basketball shorts, donning them on before he reached for his phone. He might as well call her or text her before she went ape shit. Aaron looked down and was just about to hit her number when he hesitated. He wasn't ready to talk to her. Hell, before he talked to her he had to figure out just what had happened between him and Kisuke. This wasn't some spur of the moment, one-night-stand. This had happened and it had awoken feelings within Aaron that he was still struggling with. Did he like Kisuke that way or had it been that he simply had felt bad for his friend and neighbor? Even as he asked himself the questions that needed answers...Aaron didn't know how to answer himself.<br><br>Grabbing a white t-shirt, he threw it on and walked out to his kitchen needing something to eat. As he thought about Kisuke, he wondered if he would put the pieces into place. Before he had left, Kisuke had acted like they had just slept in the same bed. Did he know? Or would he just forget about it and consider it a weird drunken night? He unscrewed the orange juice cap and took a deep swig of the beverage, letting out a groan of pleasure as he drank. Just as he set the bottle back in the fridge, a knock sounded at his door and he frowned, wondering if Sasha had really made the drive over to bitch him out. If she had, then he had to seriously consider calling it quits. The bitch was obviously crazy.<br><br>Aaron didn't even bother checking the peephole, opening the door wide and saying with a snap, "Sasha, you seriously need a reality check on respec-" His voice choked on his throat when he saw Kisuke at his doorsteps. Damn it, he should have checked his peephole! He wasn't ready to talk to him. Even as he said that, his eyes hungrily ran down his neighbor's body, unaware that he was blatantly checking him out. Before last night, he would have never done anything like that. But after what they had done, Aaron was dealing with emotions and feelings that he wasn't used to. And he couldn't quite get a grip on them. Belatedly he realized that he was simply staring at Kisuke, and he hadn't even asked his neighbor in.<br><br>"Kisuke," Aaron said with a slight stammer. He swung the door opened a bit more and stepped aside, asking after a tense moment, "Um...do you want to come in? I'm just about to make some breakfast....or....well brunch. Do you...want to join me?" Aaron didn't know what he was doing but as his phone went off again, he impulsively turned it off. Whatever was about to be discussed between him and Kisuke, he wanted to give him his full attention.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>27-06-2010, 20:36:59</strong>
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				<div align="center">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)<br><br>He could tell that Aaron wasn't expecting him from the way he was speaking and wondered if he'd come at a bad time. Kisuke was genuinely surprised when he saw his neighbor's eyes run hungrily down his body, it was obvious that Aaron was checking him out and he blinked, caught off guard for once. He recovered fairly quickly though and a smile came to his face, an expression he hadn't used in what seemed like a very long time. Stepping forward he closed the distance between them.<br><br>It was almost surreal as he gazed into Aaron's beautiful hazel eyes, invading the other man's personal space but he didn't care. Not at the moment. Kisuke nodded, accepting Aaron's invitation to join him for brunch, his body humming with undeniable lust for his neighbor. He couldn't trust himself to speak, not right now anyway. When Aaron's eyes flickered downward briefly to turn off his phone, the redhead made his move as he reached out and kissed Aaron on the lips, pressing his body against Aaron.<br><br>Kisuke sought to recapture that feeling of happiness he had lost when Isshin had dumped him. He <em>had</em> to be good at this, or else what point was there to living if he couldn't make someone satisfied sexually? Aaron wouldn't push him away, would he? The man had fucked him last night, he was sure of it, all the evidence pointed to him being the culprit and if he had done such a thing, Aaron had to be interested in him. So why would he push him away? Unless he really <em>wasn't</em> that great in bed.<br><br>(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)</div>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>28-06-2010, 05:42:27</strong>
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				He had no time to react as Kisuke suddenly pressed his lips to his in a surprise lip lock. Aaron let out a slight gasp and it was all that was needed for him to feel just like he did the previous night. Without realizing what he was doing, he was shutting the apartment door and taking Kisuke in his arms, kissing him back just as desperately. Did this mean that Kisuke realized what had happened the night before and he was okay with it? Aaron didn't know but for a few seconds, he allowed himself to give in to his deepest desire and continue to kiss Kisuke, enjoying how good the man felt in his arms.<br><br>Jerking his lips from Kisuke's, Aaron panted and stammered out, "W-What...the hell was that?" For a split second he wondered if he could possibly act like he hadn't just returned his neighbor's kiss and that he hadn't gotten completely turned on by the feel of him against his body. The erection that he had felt when thinking about Kisuke earlier was now in full effect, thanks to the massive lip lock his friend had given him. He ran his fingers through his hair and felt his cheeks flush before he muttered, "So...uh....you know about last night?" He could feel his cheeks blushing bright, not knowing whether he should feel ashamed for taking advantage of his friend in such a manner or feel elated because it seemed like Kisuke was okay with it.<br><br>Aaron turned and walked further into his apartment, wondering what could be said. Aaron wasn't gay...right? The conflicting thoughts racing through his head made him groan as he sat down on the couch and put his head in his hands. He squeezed his eyes shut and took a few deep breaths, licking his lips and almost moaning when he tasted Kisuke on his lips. He opened his eyes and looked at his neighbor, his eyes showing his regret, "Kisuke I didn't mean to take advantage of you like that...you thought I was Isshin and you..." Aaron blushed but pushed on, wanting to be completely honest, "You started giving me one hell of a blow job and things led to another and..." The memories of the night before were effecting him and he could feel himself growing breathless, his eyes darkening as he remembered how it felt to be inside of Kisuke for the first time. He panted, "...I couldn't stop myself. You were just too fucking irresistible."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>06-07-2010, 02:15:45</strong>
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				<div align="center">(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)<br><br>Yes! He <em>knew</em> Aaron had wanted him, well no he really didn't, but he <em>had</em> hoped he might. Now, things seemed all that much easier. Sarugaki let himself melt in the other male's arms as Aaron kissed him back just as desperately, returning his feelings and he felt whole and at peace once more. Perhaps he had been meant to be with Aaron all along and not Isshin. He felt a stab of pain jolt through him at the thought and shook it off. Kisuke blinked when Aaron suddenly jerked his lips away from his and asked what that had been. For a moment he didn't understand and then his mind returned and he remembered Aaron had a girlfriend. Oh shit. Sarugaki hung his head.<br><br>"I-I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking. I just had to know if I was any good..." He murmured, the last part almost inaudible because he wasn't sure if he wanted to know if he sucked. That might be the last straw for him. Kisuke looked up when Aaron asked if he knew about last night and nodded, a faint smile coming to his lips as he gazed at the other male hopefully. "I didn't know you were...interested in men. I thought maybe I was good, was I good?" He kind of wanted to know the answer to that question. If Aaron said he was, then he would know that at least it wasn't because of the sex that Isshin had left him which was comforting. He smiled upon seeing the blush on his neighbor's face.<br><br>"It's alright, I'm not angry. But I do feel guilty about kissing you now, since I forgot you're already with someone." Sarugaki said with a sigh, wishing that Aaron was single but not being able to ask him to consider taking him as his boyfriend instead of that girl he was always seen with. It really wasn't fair of him to ask something like that. Even though he desperately wanted to. He <em>needed</em> someone to look after and take care of him. Someone who would make him forget about Isshin. And right now that someone was Aaron. Kisuke tilted his head to the side when Aaron went over to the couch and started to groin and put his head in his hands. "Do you have a headache? I can get you something for it."<br><br>"Where do you keep the pills?" He asked as he headed over to the kitchen, intent on helping his friend. Pain was never a good thing to deal with. The redhead paused though when Aaron started to speak and he made a wry face when Aaron told him he had thought he was Isshin last night. "Figures. I don't remember any of it. But I was rather glad to wake up and see you lying beside me." He said with a smile and shook his head, not wanting Aaron to feel guilty about what he had done. "It's alright, I probably forced myself upon you anyway if I thought you were <em>him</em>." Sarugaki said, avoiding mentioning his ex boyfriend's name. It was too painful.<br><br>He raised a brow when Aaron spoke of how he had given him an amazing blowjob and his lips curled into a smirk as he got down on his knees in front of Aaron. Reaching out he ran his hand over the bulge he could see and grinned at his neighbor. "Is that a subtle way of asking me to do it again?" The redhead inquired with an arched brow, not minding in the least if that was what Aaron wanted from him. The way Aaron spoke of how he was irresistible made Kisuke very happy. Someone like Aaron wanted him because he was irresistible and he felt his heart skip a beat at the thought. "Do you really mean that? Do you really think that of me?" Sarugaki asked, the light in his eyes shining.<br><br>(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v376/nemaatkd/headerpost.png)</div>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>10-07-2010, 19:41:48</strong>
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				Aaron was a bit confused on the chains of event that had transpired. One moment Kisuke was kissing him and then...he had pulled away because he knew if he hadn't, then he would want his neighbor again. And when he had gone to sit down, Aaron had just opened his mouth and said so many things that he shouldn't have. Like saying Kisuke was really good at giving him a blow job. Even though it was the truth, it wasn't something that he should have so forward to tell him. Because now he found himself on the couch with Kisuke between his legs, touching him in the most inappropriate of ways. And he was harder than he had ever been in his life. There was just something about the way his neighbor looked...it aroused Aaron. It made him want to feel those lips around him again.<br><br>"I..." Aaron struggled to think, his chest rising and falling quickly as he looked at his friend between his legs. His eyes were darkening with desire and with a bit of hesitation. He didn't know whether to be honest or just lie to him so that Kisuke would leave. Swallowing hard, Aaron gave a jerky nod and stammered, "Y-Yeah...you...you are, man." Letting out a <em>woosh</em> of air, Aaron leaned back on the couch and closed his eyes, not knowing what to tell him. His shaft wanted to feel more of Kisuke's touch but he didn't know how to ask or even if he should. As much as Aaron wanted this, he knew it was wrong. Not only was Kisuke his neighbor but Aaron had a girlfriend! A very pissed off girlfriend who was bound to show up at his place any minute. And he didn't even want to think of what Sasha would do if she walked in and found them in this position.<br><br>But even with that thought in his head, his eyes opened and he looked at Kisuke. Sitting up on the couch, he said huskily, "I've never...I mean, I'm not into guys, you know?" And he wasn't, he stubbornly told himself. This...whatever <span class="bbc_u"><em>this</em></span> was that he was feeling with Kisuke, it would go away. It had to! He wasn't gay! "I mean, you're really sexy, Kisuke. And you're...man, you're amazing in bed." Aaron felt his cheeks flush but knew he had to tell his friend the complete truth. "But I'm not gay. I'm not...not into guys." If that was the truth then why was he so hard? He taunted himself. Why was his shaft ready to explode out of his pants in excitement. His face burned in embarrassment and he licked his lips, unable to keep himself from staring at Kisuke hungrily. Everything he was saying was right. It was true. But then his body was betraying him...and silently speaking the truth that even Aaron wasn't ready to admit.<br><br>Reaching out, he caressed Kisuke's cheek, his voice husky, "You kiss really good..." He didn't know where it came from, but Aaron leaned forward and kissed his friend on the lips. It was wrong! He shouldn't be doing this! But it was hopeless. Even as he told himself that, his lips fit against Kisuke's perfectly and he kissed him slowly, his mouth exploring his. This time they were both sober, both of them knew who the other one was. A part of Aaron wanted to know if Kisuke felt for him the same way Aaron did or if it had been all for his ex-boyfriend. Maybe Kisuke wasn't even attracted to Aaron, he was attracted to Isshin and since he couldn't have him, he would settle for Aaron. That thought made him groan softly and deepen the kiss. Something wild inside of him wanted Kisuke to want <em>him</em>. To crave <em>his</em> touch. Not Isshin. He could make Kisuke forget about Isshin.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>05-08-2010, 02:45:52</strong>
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				Kisuke really didn't know what he was doing right now. Perhaps he shouldn't have come here because wasn't he just trying to corrupt the other male?<br><br>His neighbor had a girlfriend who he probably loved.<br><br>Yes, he'd cared about him enough to help him get back to his apartment last night but that had been mere kindness. The only thing he couldn't figure out was why Aaron would have fucked him if he wasn't interested in men. Straight men didn't do things like that, not even to make a friend feel better. There were limits when it came to friendship.<br><br>But Aaron had crossed them. He had actually fucked him and yet he claimed to not be interested in guys?<br><br>Kisuke didn't get that and he wasn't sure if Aaron knew what he was saying either but then that made everything so complicated. He ran a hand through his red hair grasping the strands in frustration.<br><br>He couldn't get Aaron out of his mind. That was a good thing because it meant Isshin wasn't occupying that particular spot at the moment. He wanted to keep it that way. But Kisuke was obsessed with knowing how Aaron had felt inside him last night. Why had he been so drunk yesterday? Damn it!<br><br>Yet he drank up every single bit of praise Aaron was telling him about how good he was.<br><br>It made him feel extremely happy to hear that he was good at pleasuring another man. But at the same time it made him feel somewhat depressed too because if he had been so good at this then why had Isshin left him? He felt a surge of tears coming on and pushed them aside, not wanting to deal with them right now.<br><br>"If that was true, why did you fuck me last night?" Kisuke asked as he gazed up at Aaron, wanting the other to admit to him that he liked him.<br><br>That he wanted to be with him. Yes, it was selfish but he wanted to hear these things.<br><br>Sure, the likelihood of Aaron actually responding in the affirmative was almost nonexistent but that didn't stop him from wanting to hear it regardless. He could also see that Aaron wanted this even if his mouth was saying differently. Kisuke could see the way Aaron licked his lips, the bulge at his crotch.<br><br>Not to mention the fact that his eyes were filled with lust.<br><br>All signs that he wanted him. But Kisuke had no desire to take advantage of Aaron if the man truly didn't want it. Nothing good would come out of it.<br><br>Not that way. So when Aaron leaned forward and kissed him he didn't know what to think. He returned the kiss passionately at first and then broke away a few moments later. Kisuke lowered his head into his hands and let his fingers run through his hair. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what I'm thinking..." He exclaimed, feeling extremely guilty.<br><br>Aaron had a girlfriend and he said he wasn't interested in men.<br><br>So why was he doing this to him? Kisuke was making Aaron cheat on his girlfriend and all because he selfishly wanted Aaron for himself. To comfort him.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>11-08-2010, 17:32:55</strong>
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				"It's okay, it's my...my fault," Aaron said quietly, seeing the guilt in Kisuke's eyes. It made him feel worse to be putting his neighbor and friend in this kind of position. While Aaron wasn't gay he couldn't help but be drawn to Kisuke. Did it mean that he <em>was</em>? But no...he had a girlfriend. And the sex between him and Sasha was great. Well, it had been until she started bitching and complaining all the time. Still, it gave him no right to cheat on his girlfriend with his friend. His male friend.<br><br>His hand reached out to touch Kisuke but at the last minute, he stopped and just let it fall on his lap. He couldn't hide the fact that he was aroused and he wanted to be with him but it wasn't going to happen. Even if the lust was there, the guilt over what he was doing made it worse. Making sure to force a smile on his face, Aaron commented lightly, "Look we're friends and we had...one night, you know? I mean, we can go back to the way things were can't we? We'll just excuse it as you had too much to drink and I...I didn't think right."<br><br>Forcing himself to move, he shifted and stood up, walking to the kitchen. He called back, a fake cheery tone in his voice, "We're buds, Kisuke. And I was worried about you. That's why I had to make sure that you got home okay." He let the rest of that comment go unsaid. Because Aaron had made sure Kisuke got home okay...and then some. Feeling his cheeks flush with emotions, he began to take out some food and added, "Are you hungry? I'm about to make myself some breakfast."<br><br>The truth was, Aaron needed to be away from Kisuke at the moment. The feelings that he was experiencing inside of him were making him want to lean towards Kisuke and kiss his friend. It just wasn't safe to do that. Especially since Kisuke was just as confused as he was. Aaron didn't want to hurt him any more than Isshin had already had. He just...man,&nbsp; he couldn't stop thinking about Kisuke and what they had done the night before. And try as he might, he couldn't get his erection to go down. This was NOT good. Not good at all.<br><br>"Come on, I'll make you some breakfast...or brunch since it's kinda late," Aaron said with a smile, glancing over to the living room. He had just opened his mouth to offer his friend something to drink when there was a knock at his door. "Who the hell...?"<br><br>Leaving the eggs boiling on medium heat, he walked over to the door and opened it. His eyes widening in surprise when he saw Sasha there. "Sa-"<br><br>"Why the hell have you been ignoring my calls?" Sasha demanded, barging into his apartment.<br><br>Aaron felt his heart stop, seeing Sasha and Kisuke in the same room. His eyes darted from his girlfriend to Kisuke in panic. This couldn't be happening. The details of the night before couldn't slip out. Turning his eyes towards Kisuke, Aaron gave him a silent, pleading look. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>08-09-2010, 01:59:20</strong>
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				He looked up when Aaron tried to rectify things between them. A soft smile came to his face as he listened to his friend and his eyes lingered on him. "Mm. I'd like that."<br><br>It wasn't what he really wanted but it was the best solution. He had to admit that.<br><br>Aaron had a girlfriend and Kisuke had just broken up with his boyfriend. He couldn't make Aaron cheat on his partner and Kisuke should probably wait for a bit before trying to get himself into a new relationship. Otherwise it wasn't fair to whoever his new partner might be. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. It wasn't that difficult, he could do this. Kisuke looked up as Aaron rose and made his way to the kitchen. But the redhead flinched when he heard the fake cheery tone in his neighbor's voice.<br><br>If there was one thing Kisuke didn't like it was someone being fake with him. He preferred to hear the truth, even if it hurt. Was Aaron really that affected from last night?<br><br>The thought made him wonder why. It had only been one night as Aaron had stated.<br><br>Surely nothing serious could have come from it, right? Or was he reading into things the wrong way? What if Aaron hadn't liked what they had done but didn't know how to break it to him? Obviously he wouldn't want to tell him the truth, especially considering the situation Kisuke was currently in. The thought made him feel depressed. He blinked when Aaron spoke about food. "It's alright, I don't want to intrude. I'm sorry about coming unannounced." He said with a sigh, averting his eyes a bit.<br><br>He stood to head for the door while Aaron was in the kitchen but the knock came before he could take a step. Kisuke let Aaron brush by him to answer it as he waited.<br><br>It was Aaron's girlfriend. Kisuke's eyes widened for a moment before returning to their normal state.<br><br>The redhead looked from Aaron to Sasha and then at the door. Aaron's pleading look was taken the wrong way, Kisuke thought the male was trying to get him to leave. He could tell that the two of them needed to spend some time alone, so it didn't come as a surprise at all. "Sorry for the intrusion. I'll be taking my leave." Kisuke murmured as he inclined his head to his neighbor and then headed for the door. Opening it he left and headed over to his own room as he threw himself on the couch and thought things over.<br><br>Isshin was gone. He had been fucked by Aaron. Kisuke wanted both of them now but he could only have one. And Isshin didn't want him. But things were complicated.<br><br>He didn't want Aaron to be the rebound guy. The man deserved better than that.<br><br>Plus, Aaron wasn't gay and had a girlfriend on top of that. Ah! Kisuke pounded his fists into the soft material of the couch he was lying on. Why did things have to turn out to be so complicated? He felt like he was the bad guy here. Maybe he should get some fresh air and go to a cafe or something that he hadn't gone to before. With that thought in mind he headed out once more. Only to run into Sasha who was leaving. He blinked, at a loss as to what to say to the female. He hadn't thought he would run into her of all people.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>15-09-2010, 16:40:53</strong>
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				The argument between Sasha and him hadn't gone well. As soon as Kisuke had left, she had exploded in a ball of anger and indignation at being ignored. Every time Aaron tried to say something, she would scream for him to shut up. As she continued on and on, Aaron finally snapped.<br><br>"God! You're always screaming!! If you're so sick of being ignored then why don't we end this shit and call it a day!"<br><br>As soon as the words had left his mouth, Aaron had been speechless. He was breaking up with Sasha. Even Sasha herself was at a loss for words. She looked at Aaron, until her eyes narrowed and darkened in anger. She took a step closer and said angrily, "<em>No one</em> breaks up with me. You'll regret this Aaron." The door rattled when she slammed it shut.<br><br>Aaron fell down on the sofa, rubbing his hand up and down his face. Jesus. He had just broken up with Sasha. It had been coming for quite some time but he had always talked himself out of it. Now...what had changed? As soon as he asked himself that, Aaron knew. Kisuke. He had done something with his neighbor that he would have never thought possible and he had...enjoyed it. A lot. Much more than any heterosexual man would have.<br><br>Groaning out loud, he laid his head back on the couch and stared up at the ceiling. He <em>liked</em> having sex with Sasha. So...was he bi? Was he just confused? "Damn it." Standing up, Aaron looked at the kitchen and shook his head. He needed to get out of the house.<br><br><hr><br>In all her life, Sasha had never been broken up with. She was always the one to break up with the men. NEVER was someone to break up with her. As she slammed Aaron's door shut, she didn't know whether to cry in absolute rage or walk in and tell Aaron that their relationship was NOT over.<br><br>But as soon as she saw Kisuke, she decided to take out her anger on him. "You." Sasha spat, fury flashing in her eyes. She advanced him, her hands clenched at her sides. "If YOU hadn't been&nbsp; completely wasted last night, Aaron wouldn't have had to run out on me. He would have stayed with me!"<br><br>She walked up to him and jabbed him in the chest, letting out an angry burst of laughter, "And now because he upset ME he's broke up with me." She jabbed his chest again, her voice trembling with emotion, "You better not cross my path again. I'll ruin you."<br><br>She flashed him a cruel smile, the gleam in her eyes showing the seriousness in her tone. She had just been broken up with. And it certainly wasn't her fault. So it had to be someone else's.<br><br><hr><br>Aaron had just walked out of his apartment when he saw Sasha and Kisuke. His eyes widened and he felt his heart slam in his chest. He had heard Sasha's last comment and snapped, "Sasha." She jerked her head back and looked at him before storming off with a quiet huff.<br><br>Aaron watched her leave for a few moments before he looked back at Kisuke. "Hey....sorry about that." He shook his head, not really knowing how he could apologize for Sasha and her behavior. At least she hadn't found out about his...infidelity.<br><br>With a sigh, Aaron turned the other way, intent to go talk a walk and figure out what the hell he was going to do now.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>09-10-2010, 05:12:56</strong>
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				He blinked when Sasha exploded. Where was this coming from? He hadn't thought he had made that big of an impression on her. There had to be something he was missing.<br><br>Kisuke grimaced as Sasha accused him of doing what he only vaguely remembered doing last night.<br><br>Yes, he remembered being at the bar and ordering drinks. He also recalled seeing Aaron at the bar as well. But he couldn't remember anything beyond that until he had woken up in bed with Aaron the following morning. So he couldn't really say anything to Sasha since he didn't recall anything about the night in question. She walked up to him and jabbed him in the chest a moment later which wasn't that unexpected. He <em>had</em> been the one that Aaron had supposedly been helping last night even if he couldn't remember it.<br><br>But what she said next made his eyes widen. <em>Aaron had broken up with her?!</em> Why had he done something like that? Surely it hadn't been because of him?<br><br>The thought made him feel rather guilty about the whole matter in general. What did that mean?<br><br>He wasn't sure but he <em>did</em> know he wanted to find out. Sasha's threat also scared him and he didn't know if she meant what she had said or not. However, the way she had said it and the look in her eyes made him think her words were on the line. Kisuke blinked as Aaron made his entrance and watched as Sasha stormed away. She really was fairly decent looking if one was into girls. He glanced back over at Aaron when the other apologized for the woman's actions and words.<br><br>"Don't worry about it. It really is my fault, even though I can't remember it." Kisuke said apologetically. The fact of the matter was it was all because he'd been drunk.<br><br>If he hadn't been drunk Aaron wouldn't have tried to help him and would have stayed with Sasha that night.<br><br>Sasha was right about that. But then if Isshin hadn't left him he wouldn't have needed to get drunk at the bar, so wasn't it Isshin's fault actually? Kisuke didn't want to think too much about it. "Would you like to... go to a cafe with me and grab something to eat?" He offered, wondering if Aaron would take him up on the offer or if Kisuke would end up going alone. The man didn't mind either way but it would be nice to go with someone, eating with even one person was better than eating alone.<br><br>He bit his lip, wondering whether Aaron would want to discuss the previous night further. Or if he wanted to simply leave it alone. He wasn't sure which one was better.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>13-10-2010, 23:43:10</strong>
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				"I..." It wasn't a good idea. Spending more time with Kisuke meant that Aaron couldn't focus on his emotions and what had been going on. He knew that he should just say 'No thanks' and walk away...instead he heard himself say, "Let me get my keys and wallet and we can take my car."<br><br>Going back inside, Aaron grabbed his wallet and his car keys and went back out to meet his neighbor. Locking his door, he went to him and nodded, "We can go now."<br><br>Going down the steps, he took a deep breath, trying to calm his racing heart. He had just found his girlfriend - ex-girlfriend, he corrected himself - threatening his neighbor. The neighbor he had cheated on his ex-girlfriend with. Well, hell, didn't that just make shit complicated. Unlocking his car, he murmured to Kisuke, "Get in, it's open." Starting the car, he wasted no time in driving out of the parking lot and getting on the road.<br><br>He was silent for the first few minutes of the drive before he commented quietly, "Really, Kisuke...I'm really sorry that Sasha did that." He didn't really know what to say besides apologize.<br><br>Clearing his throat, he glanced at him before looking back at the road. "I guess...you know we broke up." As if he was trying to explain himself, Aaron added, "It wasn't because of you. She's just...crazy. Kinda controlling."<br><br>Licking his lips, he murmured softly, "So...I guess I'm single now..."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Saku</strong> on <strong>13-11-2010, 23:32:54</strong>
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				He half expected Aaron to reject his offer and leave. It was what any sane man would do who was straight like Aaron was. But he hadn't done that, instead he'd agreed to come.<br><br>Kisuke couldn't understand why Aaron would do something like that but he was happy that he had. It made him feel wanted.<br><br>Then again, Aaron probably wasn't doing it because he wanted to. He was probably doing it because he felt guilty and wanted to talk about what had happened, more than they already had. It was a touchy subject but one they had to figure out or else they would feel awkward around eachother for the rest of their lives. Something that Kisuke did not want to experience. Aaron was his best friend and his neighbor and he didn't want things to be strained between them because of this incident.<br><br>"Sure." He said when Aaron told him they could take his car. Kisuke followed the other man as he led the way and got into the passenger seat quickly.<br><br>Before Aaron could change his mind about taking him to get some food. He shook his head once more when Aaron apologized.<br><br>Surely there had to be something they could talk about that wasn't related to the incident? There had to be something, right? Kisuke bit his lip as he wracked his brain trying to think. But ever since the breakup he hadn't been using his head much and the intake of large amounts of alcohol had numbed him but also made him nonfunctional. So it was like trying to sort his way through all the slush inside as he attempted to find something that would make sense. Quite difficult to accomplish.<br><br>"So what-" He started to say and then stopped when Aaron spoke about him and Sasha breaking up. Kisuke nodded silently, he had heard straight from the woman herself.<br><br>But when Aaron told him it wasn't his fault that they had broken up, Kisuke raised a brow. He didn't believe it, he was <em>sure</em> he had been the cause.<br><br>Why else would Sasha have accused him of it and why did he feel so guilty? Why for that matter did Aaron look guilty as hell too? "So you're saying you'd still have been together if we hadn't... um... fucked?" He asked, blushing a bit at the vulgar term. No, wait Aaron had said he would have broken up anyway even if they hadn't done anything. "I mean, you would have broken up even if you hadn't seen me at the bar?" He corrected himself as he looked over at Aaron, waiting for some sort of response.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Drunken Desires {Saku &amp; GrapeTootsiePop}</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>18-11-2010, 01:07:12</strong>
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