Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)
<h1 id="title">Elliquiy Role Playing Forums</h1>
		<h2 id="linktree">Play-By-Post: Bondage, D/s, S&amp;M =&gt; Bondage: Exotic Solos =&gt; Topic started by: Nachtmahr on 21-05-2016, 03:09:19</h2>
		<dl id="posts">
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 03:09:19</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia and her neighbor Matt went way back. In fact, they had actually known each other all their life, more or less. Well, Matt hadn't known Alexia all of his life, but that was only because he had the benefit of being born about 3 months earlier than her, but Alexia had known <em>him</em> all her life. All throughout their childhood, Matt's mom and Alexia's mothers would take turns looking after one or the other whenever a nanny was needed. Being neighbors, it just seemed like such an obvious solution to the problem of finding someone to babysit. This resulted in the two being very close from a very early age, and of course, like almost any other set of siblings, they loved to hate each other. They spent time together almost every day as they grew up, and they bickered more like a brother and sister than neighbors. The two neighboring families seemed so close that any member could enter any of their houses at any time and be greeted as though they lived there. As they started school, they of course ended up in the same class. Most people kind of just assumed that they <em>were</em> siblings, although they were very quick to deny this whenever anyone actually bothered to ask.<br><br>One day, Alexia (Or "Sisi" as Matt liked to call her, if only because he knew the cutesy nickname annoyed her) found out that her mother Marie had gotten a job in a small, rural city away from the bustling, coastal city where they lived now. Despite how she might have spent most of her childhood pretending to hate Matt, she was genuinely heartbroken by the time she had to say goodbye for the last time before she got in the car with her mother Marie and her other mother, Sarah. <br><br>Marie was a very kind and sweet woman. She had naturally blond hair and a well-rounded, curvy figure, parts of which it seemed Alexia was bound to inherit as she hit puberty. Sarah, on the other hand, sported short'ish brown hair and a figure that was shaped as one would expect from a woman who seemed all but <em>addicted</em> to exercise. She had a slender frame and nice, womanly shapes, but she had nowhere near the amount of classic feminine grace that you'd find with Marie. Some might go as far as to call her "Butch" even.<br><br>The coming years were pretty tough for Alexia who struggled to fit into the rural, conservative environment that she found herself in. She missed the beach, she missed her old friends, she missed access to all the stores that were to be found back home, but most of all.. She missed Matt. They say you only know how much you care for something once you've lost it. Of course Matt and Alexia continued having <em>some</em> contact, but both his mother and Alexia's mothers were busy with work and such, they were never able to go and visit each other. Matt and Alexia thus had to resort to the internet for contact, but even that wasn't always a guarantee as the internet was pretty slow and bad where Alexia lived now. It seemed their relationship was bound to slowly fade into obscurity as the years passed and their contact was almost limited to birthdays and holidays. Still, Alexia missed him none the less. She really struggled to fit in among the rural kids around her, and she ended up getting in a lot of trouble for starting fights when someone teased her with the fact that she had two mothers. Over time, the cute young girl grew into a frustrated, lonely teenager. Her tops and dresses were replaced with band-hoodies, her naturally bright blond hair was dyed black and her smile was replaced with a moody look. <br><br>Another reason why Alexia felt left out was that she could see how everyone around her began to flirt with one another and form couples. She never had the confidence to do this. Her mother, Sarah, was no ordinary woman, but rather part of a so-called "Third gender" that sported a woman's body, but male genitalia. It was well-known that this curious feature was often passed down to daughters, and as such.. Alexia had inherited a bit of a family-secret. Sure, she really was as much a girl as any, but.. She knew she was different, and she certainly <em>felt</em> different, and because of this she felt that there was really no way for her to get involved or act on her growing desires for intimacy and exploration.<br><br>As fate would have it, her mothers eventually gave up on their new line of work and decided that life in the countryside just wasn't for them. The housing market hadn't been too good to them either, thus their old house never actually got sold. After roughly 5 years away, they decided to move back home. To be honest, Alexia was just about as nervous about moving back home as she had been moving to the new place. The first time she was worried that she'd never get to see her friends, or Matt, again. This time she was equally worried that she wasn't going to fit in back home anymore. She had changed quite a bit over the years. However, her worries were soon brushed aside as she was welcomed by many of her old friends. Matt was first in line to greet her, and the two were quite to see each other and soon fell into a slow rhythm of her coming over to his place after school to play videogames and talk. He often commented on how different she looked now, and she'd brush it off with comments about how she was exactly who she wanted to be and looked how she wanted to look. Of course, she knew that Matt knew her secret, and that she would have a hard time lying to him.. Perhaps that was why he never seemed entirely convinced that this boyish girl in front of him was telling the truth. On the other hand, they were both 16 now, and lots of stuff had changed since the last time they saw each other in person. Matt had grown tall and rather handsome while Alexia had grown from a very skinny, cute girl to a <em>very</em> curvy young woman, with a body reminiscent of her mother Marie's. Even in her loose-fitting hoodies it was impossible for her to entirely hide how big her chest was, and her hips and bottom had come along nicely as well. There was no doubt that she'd be quite a stunning girl indeed if only she wanted to. <br><br>One day, as they had been walking home from a nice evening out with a bunch of their friends, Matt had managed to surprise her though. First he had suggested that they should do something similar at some point, but with just the two of them. Oblivious to what he was hinting at, Alexia had just responded that they had been hanging out quite often in the 3 weeks she'd been back. Matt had specified that he meant for them to go out and have dinner together, and spend some time with each other, undisturbed by others <em>and</em> a whirring PlayStation. A faint blush had appeared on Alexia's cheeks as he had suggested this while she wondered what his intentions truly were. She agreed, of course, but not without some hesitation. Matt specified a time and a place, and that was that, they parted ways, going to their separate houses. It was a Friday, so they wouldn't be seeing each other before the coming evening, where they'd be going out together.. On a date, maybe? 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 16:38:43</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt was stood outside a local fast food joint looking around. He was waiting for Alex, and though she wasn’t late he still looked around nervously as if she wasn’t going to show up. It was he who was here early in his eagerness to get here today for their meeting with Alex, and though he knew leaving when he did would mean he would be early, he couldn’t wait any longer than he did before leaving. It wasn’t just eagerness that meant he wanted to leave early, there was also the fact that if he left any later Alex would likely have seen him, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to walk into town with her for their ‘date’. It was awkward enough trying to get her to agree to come given how she had hesitated and blushed when he had suggested this, and a walk in making small talk wasn’t his idea of fun with his friend!<br><br>He and Alex had a weird and long standing friendship. When they were younger they had been really close, then she had moved away and they had drifted apart, which wasn’t exactly a shock given how they made new friends, and as young teenagers it wasn’t as if they could easily just take a drive or journey on their own to visit their friend. Matt had managed to get over it, contact with Alex remained infrequent, though always pleasant. She had moved back not long ago though, and Matt had naturally been delighted to see his friend again.<br><br>Quite a lot had changed though, gone was the cute little blonde, and back came a dark haired girl that had blossomed in ways that a boy like him could barely comprehend! She wasn’t the only one who had grown up, he too was taller, broader, more defined and just a whole lot more manly. Alex had grown more spectacularly though, her body had filled out in all the right areas, and though she tended to wear baggy clothes, all it took was a single movement and he could see that she had quite possibly the biggest chest he had ever seen in person! Being a young man he was naturally drawn to it, and that paired with the fact that Alex was pretty, fun and just great to be around it was fair to say that he was starting to develop some feelings for her. He had a crush on his best friend!<br><br>It was a combination of so many things, the fact they got on so well, she’d grown up to be so beautiful, and the fact that given it had been so long since they had seen one another there was that natural joy and attraction to seeing the other once again. That then paired with the fact that since she’d been gone both of them had developed feelings towards the opposite sex meant that the two were giving one another coy, blushing smiles throughout their time hanging out together. <br><br>Matt knew that Alex was ‘different’ though, he’d been told years ago about her gender so that there weren’t any awkward moments between them if he were to find out later. He’d never seen it as an issue, and it wasn’t an issue now as he waited for her to arrive. Sure she was different, but in his eyes he just still saw her as a girl, and would love to have her as his girlfriend! That was what he was hoping, though he knew that it was unlikely that he was going to walk out of the restaurant tonight with her on his arm. Small steps would have to be take, any Alex agreeing to come here tonight was a first step.<br><br>Matt was stood wearing some jeans and a nice t-shirt, it wasn’t like he was dressed up, they were just going to a fast food joint after all, but it was clear he wasn’t wearing the same clothes that he would lounge around the house in when they played video games. Sure he’d have loved to have taken her somewhere more up market than this, but there was only so much you could afford with your weekly allowance when you’re sixteen, not to mention he’d not asked his mother for any more money. He knew that if she knew he was going on a date she’d have made so much of a song and dance about it that it would have been unbearable!<br><br>The young man brushed his hand through his hair as he finally saw her heading this way, and as she came closer he raised a hand to wave at her. “Hey!” he said when she was finally in ear shot. “Thanks for coming... I know it’s not all that glamorous...”he said, as if he had to apologise that he wasn’t taking her to a five star restaurant. “But... I kinda just wanted to hang out with you... you know... just us.” He said, trying to explain to her that he saw this as different to their usual encounters.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 18:05:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia finally decided to set out with a good 20 minutes or so to be where she had to be. It wasn't much more than 10-15 minutes walk to where she had agreed to meet Matt, so unless something happened out of the blue to distract, there was no real risk of her being late, but she didn't want to be there too early either. It would be even more odd if she was just standing around, waiting for Matt after all. Little could she know that he had left for the fast food restaurant so much earlier than her that getting there before him would have been nigh impossible. In terms of outfit she had chosen to, as per usual, keep it simple. Her black hair was tied in&nbsp; tight ponytail and she was wearing a black zip-hoodie with a slightly faded Spyro-print on it. When her and Matt were younger they used to enjoy playing the early games in that franchise, and they were some of the first games they got their hands on. It had of course been left with Matt back when she had left, and the hoodie she was wearing was one she had bought 2 or 3 years ago at this point. Other than that she was wearing some dark-blue jeans with torn knees, loose enough to only give a very slight impression of what she had going for her in terms of curves below the waist and her actually quite pleasantly shaped thighs. The hoodie was also quite loose, but of course nothing was ever going to be loose enough to not hint at the rather impressive curvature of her generous chest.<br><br>Her shoes were a pair of old, blue sneakers that had definitely seen better days, but she didn't have anything better to wear, and that was really just about it. She didn't look particularly feminine, or even like someone who was heading out for a date. Perhaps part of the reason behind that was that she still remained somewhat unconvinced that she really <em>was</em> heading out for a date. Matt didn't quite make his intentions super-clear, and the idea of being invited out for any other reason than him just legitimately wanting to hang out with no underlying intentions was quite alien to her. She had sort of managed to talk herself out of it being a date, and reprimanded herself for being so silly as to get carried away.<br><br>Yet, as she turned the final corner and looked down the street, seeing Matt wave at her, she felt butterflies fluttering inside of her. It wasn't like her to get nervous.<br>"H-Hey!" <br>She called back as he greeted her.<br>"Oh, it's fine. I-it's been a while, anyway. You know, since we went anywhere."<br>She said, swallowing hard and trying to make herself appear less nervous. The way he said it though, that he wanted to hang out and be 'just them'.. Surely there had to be something going on here? She wasn't just making it all up, was she? <br><br>She walked closer until they were both at the door, pondering whether to give Matt a hug or maybe a fist-bump. In the end, she just kind of tucked her hands in the belly-pockets of her hoodie, offering what she <em>hoped</em> was a confident and relaxed smile, and not a weird, slightly unsettling grimace.<br>"So.. Uhm.."<br>She started, looking at him, before turning her eyes to the door, clearing her throat as discretely as she could.<br>"Let's.. let's see if they've got a table, yeah?"<br>She suggested, nodding towards the door. Why this was suddenly so awkward and strange she didn't know. There was just.. Something in the air, it seemed. Something that made her strangely hopeful and excited, but also unusually nervous. Alexia generally only got flustered when she was talking to the other girls and the topics got a little heated. She had a habit of backing out whenever someone wanted to talk about sex and intimacy. There was always something she had to do or somewhere she had to be.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 19:26:49</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				“I know, right!?” matt replied as Alex said how it had been a while since they had been anywhere together. He wasn’t as nervous as she was, however he was still feeling some butterflies in his stomach as he spoke. It was fair to say the way she played it down as just them going somewhere wasn’t a great start, but at the same time he hadn’t exactly made it all that clear that he was looking at this as a date. Though he wanted too, he’d not had the bravery to just outright ask Alex if she wanted to come out with him on an ‘official’ date, he’d had enough trouble convincing her to just come out for a meal!<br><br>As she then suggested that they head inside and see if they had a table Matt nodded, however he didn’t move for a moment. His eyes looked over Alex, even wearing what she was wearing now he thought she looked really cute. <br><br>“You look really nice.” He said to her, smiling at her as he said it, eager to pay her a compliment even if it wasn’t like she had dressed up especially for him. Sure he’d have loved that, but he still thought she looked lovely regardless. After allowing his words to sink in for a moment Matt then moved to head inside, opening the door, holding it open for Alex as she followed him in. Whilst he was holding the door for her, it wasn’t like he wouldn’t have held it for her anyway, he had good enough manners to not have to resort to doing basic things like that on a date to try and ‘woo’ a girl.<br><br>Inside it was fairly busy, the fact they were here at what could be considered a meal time meant that it was never going to be quiet, however there were still a few empty tables dotted around. “Let’s go over here.” He said, heading towards the padded booth seating over by the wall. It was a little out of the way and offered some privacy, though again it wasn’t like this was out of the ordinary for them to sit here if it was available.<br><br>Sitting down Matt smiled over the table at Alex. “Soo, been up to much today? Did you finish downloading that game update? Mine took forever!” he said laughing, some game they’d both purchased had a day one patch which had annoyed both of them somewhat. <br><br>Matt knew that small talk wasn’t going to cut it though if he wanted to make any progress, and a while after they’d just exchanged general chatter his eyes kept looking over at Alex. She really did look great, and more than once his eyes just kept on dipping down to her chest, knowing full well that even her hoody as having a hard time concealing her bust. <br><br>“So... you know... thanks for coming.” He started to say as they sat together. “I wasn’t sure if you’d wanna... you know... just us, given that we’ve been friends for so long... even if you do always pick on me.” He said, his last bit clearly a joke as he smiled across the table at her.&nbsp; “I missed you when you when you were away... and now you’re back... I’m just really happy, and you’re so nice, I like being around you.” He said. He could feel his chest getting tighter as he rambled on, and then broke the tension by reaching over and stealing a chip from her plate, grinning cheekily as he ate it having eaten his own already. “Plus you’re kinda cute and pretty.” He then said, his cheeks flushing a little as he said it, grinning as he did though, it feeling nice to actually say something like that to her.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 20:05:32</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia didn't really know what to do exactly. The fact that she still wasn't sure how she felt about all of this of course didn't help at all. She just didn't know whether to think about this is her first date or just another evening out with her friends. Or rather, her friend, as it was just her and Matt. Part of her kind of hoped that it <em>was</em> a date, but then again.. Her and Matt were so close, so wouldn't it be kind of weird? Sure, they had been away from each other for a long time, but.. Back then they were almost like siblings!<br>"O-oh.."<br>She muttered, briefly looking down at herself, her cheeks taking on a faint rosy tint as Matt said that she looked nice. It was a bit uncharacteristic, but it wasn't the first time he'd said it. She usually tried to brush it off or scold him for 'being weird' when there were other people around, but here it was just the two of them.<br>"Thanks.. You too."<br>She muttered in response, not sure what else to say. Truth be told, Matt <em>did</em> actually look nice. Sure, he wasn't exactly dressed up either, but even then he'd just become such a handsome young man.<br><br>As they went inside it was indeed rather busy. There were quite a lot of people, but Alexia actually sort of appreciated that fact, because it meant they'd have some background noise and stuff to look at. It was much easier to pretend to be distracted by something or someone when there actually people present. If there weren't any, she'd have been forced to occasionally just stare out into an open room if she couldn't find anything to say. She was quite happy to follow Matt to the table though, and yet the one he found was a sort of half-private one that definitely had her feeling a little more nervous once again.<br>"Oh! Yeah.. I mean, Marie just upgraded our internet, so it went by pretty quick, but.. Seriously, why can't they just make games that <em>work</em> anymore?"<br>And thus it began: For a while they were simply sat there, small-talking It definitely helped Alexia calm down a little, but something in the air between seemed to suggest that it wasn't exactly what either of them really wanted. It was just so natural for them to talk about this stuff though, so it made sense that they'd revert back it.<br><br>Unlike most burger-joints this one actually had some semblance of service, and a waitress came down to take their orders, and after about 10 minutes or so their food arrived. The two had been casually chatting for a good 20 minutes or so at that point, yet it seemed Alexia was having an unusual amount of trouble looking Matt in the eye. Whenever their eyes met, she'd quickly shift her gaze to something else, that strange feeling that there was something more going on here just wouldn't leave her. <br><br>She was casually chewing on a chip when some awkward silence began to fall. She had noticed how Matt kept looking at her, and while she generally didn't feel very desirable.. Something about it sort of made her feel a little.. strange. <br>"Uhm.. Sure."<br>She replied, looking in Matt's direction for a moment as he expressed his gratitude that she'd decided to come along. His next comment had another faint blush sprouting on her cheeks, as he laughed about her picking on him.<br>"Hey, that's just because you're an easy target!"<br>She jokingly replied, returning his smile. It felt nice that they were getting a little more comfortable, to the point where she felt more confident actually looking at him and sharing some eye-contact as they talked. Then he started talking about how he was just so happy that she was back and how he had missed her, and blush began to deepen a little as she seemed to fidget a little bit. She wanted to respond, but she just couldn't quite find the words for it. What was she meant to say? She had missed him more than anything, and now they were back together and.. She was so lost in thought that she barely reacted to him stealing a chip from her, but his next comment definitely found it's way to her. Her blush was quite clear now, and she broke their eye-contact, looking off to the side.<br><br>"D-dude.. You're acting.. Weird."<br>She mumbled. biting her lower lip in a manner that was quite frankly adorable. 'Cute and pretty'. She just didn't know what to do with a compliment like that. She didn't know how to react. She had never received enough of such remarks to know how to handle them.<br>"I mean.. Th-thanks I guess, but.."<br>She hesitantly tried looking back at him, yet her eyes sort of dropped to her just looking at the straw sticking out of his soda. <br><br>"I was wondering.. You know.. If this was like.. A date or something."<br>She said, finally voicing the thoughts that had been churning in her head ever since he suggested they go out together. She finished with a bit of a forced, awkward chuckle, as though she was joking, yet clearly there was more to it than that. She moistened her lips with her tongue, clearing her throat.<br>"I mean, it's not like.. I'm not saying.. Uhm.."<br>She started, seemingly trying to explain something, but quite what it was that she wanted to say was a bit unclear. Or perhaps <em>more</em> than a bit unclear. She tried taking a deep breath, hoping to calm her nerves a little bit. Quite why she was acting like this she just didn't know it was such a strange situation. They had almost been done eating anyway, and there were only some stray chips remaining on her plate at this point, but she didn't seem all that interested in them, having instead folded her hands in front of her on the table, if only to keep them from nervously fiddling with stuff. It seemed she couldn't quite find the words she were looking for though.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 20:36:33</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt too could sense that ‘something’ in the air between them. He hoped that it was because she was feeling the same way that he was, but of course he had no way of finding that out unless she came back with words that made it clear that she liked him in the same way that he did her. Of course he wanted her too, but at the same time he wasn’t willing to just lay it all out in fear that she was going to react badly and he would not only ruin any chance of dating her, but kill their friendship at the same time.<br><br>“Well, thanks!” he said laughing as she said he was such an easy target, and that was why she always made fun of him. Neither of them really meant it though, and it was clear that all the teasing comments that they made were always taken and given in the same manner, and both understood that.<br><br>For all his hope, and trying to give Alex some nice compliments he had the wind quite firmly taken out of his sails as she told him that he was acting weird. Had she been wanting to shoot him down and stop any further advances this was probably the best thing that she could have said. At the same time though Matt knew that Alex wasn’t like other girls, and the fact that she called him dude before calling him weird did give him some hope that he’d not just ruined things entirely between them. A soft smile followed as she then did thank him, the fact that she did that again allowing him to think that he’d not destroyed what they had. If he had to Matt would of course preserved their friendship over anything else, but he wanted more from her, if that was possible.<br><br>He was ready to end things after that comment though, the fact she thought he was acting weird, rather than nice really wasn’t what he wanted, and so he was more than ready to cut his losses at this point.<br><br>He looked up from his empty plate as Alex then asked if this was a date, or something. What else it could have been he wasn’t sure, but it was clear that it wasn’t exactly normal for him to ask her out like this. She had still come here though, and she wasn’t making moves to leave, and yet her words suggested that he was acting weird. Did he say yes? Did he say no and try and laugh it off? She went on, clearly not sure what she was saying, but at the same time he was terrified after what she had just said of ruining things between them.<br><br>“Alex...” he said as he finally started to speak. “I mean... yeah... I guess... unless you don’t want it to be one... then... you know... I can never bring this up again.” He said to her. “I mean, like I said... I think you look really pretty, and since you’ve been gone and then come back, things have changed... me... you... us.” He said to her, doing rather badly at trying to get his message across. “You know.... I l kinda really maybe like you... and if you like me... maybe... but we don’t have to... I’m sorry.” He finally said to her, shrugging a little as he said sorry. Matt knew he was rambling, he really liked her, she’d worked out this was maybe a date, but how she felt about that, well, he wasn’t really sure!<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 21:17:05</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Did Alexia plan on shooting him out of the sky like that? Well, no. But to be honest, it wasn't like she had really been prepared for any of this to begin with, so who could blame her for being a little too.. Unfiltered when it came to what she did or said. She wasn't sure exactly what Matt's intentions were, and thus she wasn't sure how she was meant to take what he said. Sure, his compliments were definitely odd if he didn't intend on showing some deeper affection for her, but still.. Just like how Matt seemed to think that it was too much of a gamble to just say exactly what it was that he wanted to say, Alexia felt that it was much too dangerous to just straight up consider his words a declaration of love or whatever his intentions might have been. What seemed to hold both of them back right now was the fact that neither one was willing to go all in, and thus they were sort of skating around the issue at hand rather than addressing it.<br><br>She sort of felt bad though, as she noticed how Matt's confidence seemed to take a hit as she said he was acting weird. In a way, it seemed to confirm that maybe he <em>did</em> mean to act like that and he wasn't just teasing her or having her on.<br><br>Then, as Matt started actually explaining what was going on and what his intentions were, Alexia felt a strange sensation coursing through her body like a weird sort of wave-like sensation. It was warm and pleasant, but also very odd. It was like something inside of her kind of churned for a little bit, but in a nice way. Matt was basically admitting that this <em>was</em> in fact a date, and then he confessed to 'really maybe' liking her. It was such an awkward way of saying how he felt, but in a strange way it was also the most sincere and direct expression of affection that she had ever experienced. The fact that he said that if she didn't want this, then they could just ignore it, sort of made it clear how this was never going to be an option though. She couldn't just go back and pretend that she didn't know her best friend was actually in love with her. Or 'really maybe' liked her at the very least.<br><br>"N-no, Matt, I mean.. If.. If that's how you feel.."<br>She started, almost exactly as he had finished saying he was sorry. She didn't want him to be sorry, but what exactly was she meant to say? She looked quite flushed indeed, and she was struggling to figure out how to formulate an answer. Ever since she had gotten back, the way Matt looked at her and the way she looked at him had changed. They seemed to always find subtle ways to be close, to sit next to each other. Just over the course of a few weeks, it seemed pretty clear that there as a sudden but obvious attraction drawing them together. The way she caught his eyes roaming on her chest, the way it had made her feel to see him look at her like that.<br><br>"I.. I sort of.. Y-you know.."<br>She started, giving it another shot.<br>"I like you too, but.."<br>There seemed to be something holding her back. Something on her mind that she wasn't quite sure how to express. She looked around the restaurant, and suddenly she found the fact that there were so many people more of a curse than a blessing. She felt like the conversation she wanted to have with Matt was one best had in privacy rather than in a bustling burger-restaurant with screaming children and endless chatter. While she hadn't wanted to end up on a 'But..' she turned to face Matt for a moment before talking again.<br><br>"M-maybe we should leave? It's.. It's sort of, uhm.. A little noisy in here."<br>She said, hoping he didn't take it the wrong way. On the other hand, how could he not? First she had said he was acting weird, and now she seemed unwilling to tell him about how she actually felt about all of this, <em>and</em> she seemed to suggest that they should end their date. <br>Without really leaving Matt with enough time to respond she had gotten up and taken hold of their trays, marching towards the nearest bin to empty the remaining contents and litter into it, leaving Matt to pay. Once done, he'd find her waiting just outside the door.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 22:36:46</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt was ready for the rejection as Alex spoke. The way she said that if that was how He felt all but confirmed that in his mind. She made no indication that she liked him in that way, and even used the dreaded phrase of ‘I like you too’ and then added a great big ‘BUT’ at the end of it. In his mind that meant one thing, and one thing only.<br><br>As if to confirm it Alex then suggested that they leave, using the lame excuse of it being noisy here. Sure it wasn’t exactly the local library in terms of noise, but at the same time it really wasn’t any louder than it was when they had gotten here. Matt knew that, but he wasn’t about to cause a fuss, as far as he was concerned he’d embarrassed himself enough already by confessing what he had to his friend. He should have known better, they were friends, no way was she interested in him in that way! Any signs had been in his head, and he was just reading far too much into little things that meant nothing.<br><br>Alex was already up and headed towards the bin before he could say anything, and staring down at the table for a moment he got up to leave with her. Matt paid for the meal, he’d already made a point to Alex that he would do that, and thankfully she’d not made things more awkward still by insisting to split the bill as they were just friends or anything like that. Still, the hit to his wallet on a failed date he could take, it was the damage done to their friendship that really stung! After paying he headed on outside, the only consolation was that Alex was still waiting for him. He’d not have blamed her had she started walking off home already, and deep down a part of him had perhaps hoped that she might so he could wallow in the shame and embarrassment all by himself.<br><br>He smiled weakly at her as he came outside to find her. What was he supposed to say now? What was she supposed to say now? He knew that he’d just ruined things between them.<br><br>“I’m sorry... I shouldn’t have said that, Alex.” He said to her, barely able to make eye contact with her as he started to walk towards the direction of the street that they lived in. “Maybe I got the wrong idea, I’m stupid... I didn’t know or think... I’m sorry.” He again told her. He knew he wasn’t exactly saying anything to make it better, yet at the same time what was he supposed to say? To just pretend it was all fine and nothing had happened wouldn’t wash! 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 23:01:50</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia felt a surge of emotions as she cool breeze of the evening brushed her face. It was nice to be back outside, and it wasn't particularly cold, but still.. All the things she felt weren't quite so pleasant. First of all, there was a deep sense of dreadful confusion as she tried to short out her feeling altogether and figure out what she really felt. Secondly, there was the shame caused by what she had just done to Matt. As she saw him walking towards the door, offering her that weak smile, she felt her heart grow heavy in her chest. She felt so bad for making him so worried and sad. It was just.. It was a big thing to be confronted with, all of a sudden. Perhaps she had been planning on them feeling the way they did about each other forever and eventually giving up and finding different partners in life and just remaining friends, forever contemplating what could have been? That seemed like the much simpler solution to all of this.<br><br>As they started walking and Matt started speaking, Alexia blinked, peering at him. She almost wanted just hug him and cry. Had she really given him <em>that</em> wrong of an idea?<br>"O-oh no, Matt, it's not.."<br>She started, looking at him, but as soon as she got his attention, her eyes turned to the pavement that they were slowly traveling along. It was quite clear that there was something bothering her still.<br>"It's not like that.."<br>She said, biting her lower lip. After a short while of walking in silence as Matt probably expected her to follow up that statement with a real reason for why she was being so weird about all of it, she paused, stopping in her tracks. They were alone out on the street, and no one was within ear shot. It was another 5 minutes or so of walking before they were home, and she figured that they<em>had</em> to talk this over.<br><br>"Matt, I.. I like you.." <br>She said, bringing up her arms to cross them under her chest. She looked unusually timid in that position, like she was scared. Like she felt a sort of need to protect herself.<br>"I like you a lot, and.. And I.. I mean, I-I'd love to.. To.."<br>She swallowed what felt like a large lump that had been growing in her throat, leaning back against a lamppost behind her. It made her feel a little less exposed to know that there was something behind her. She didn't seem able to finish her sentence, but as she briefly peered up at him, blushing quite deeply, it seemed clear that she meant that it wasn't an emotional issue that was holding her back.<br><br>"But.. Matt.."<br>She started, clearing her throat and looking away from him again, her face taking on a slightly more worried expression. She definitely seemed quite nervous.<br>"I'm.. I'm not.. You know.." She seemed to struggle to find the right words again. "I'm not like.. The other girls.."<br>She finally said, and it feel like she had just swallowed a massive boulder only to have it land quite firmly at the bottom of her stomach. It felt like all the weird warmth and joy she had felt while Matt was awkwardly trying to chat her up and give her compliments had sort of been sucked dry, leaving her feeling just a bit chilly. <br>"Y-you know what I mean.. I just.. I don't want to keep you from.. From having a <em>real</em> girlfriend."<br>She finally finished, not only admitting that she <em>did</em> both like and want him as something more than a friend, but also giving some insight into the issue that was holding her back. This feeling inside that she wasn't a <em>real</em> girl. That she wasn't a <em>proper</em> girl. She felt like Matt may have forgotten about her 'secret' and thus she had to remind him before he made the mistake of confessing his love for her only to then regret it later when he was reminded in a much less subtle manner. She didn't really know what sort of reaction she expected from him though.. Part of her just assumed that he'd remember and immediately realize that he didn't actually want anything intimate to do with her. <br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>21-05-2016, 23:51:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As they walked Matt looked to Alex as she started to tell him it wasn’t like that. What it was like he didn’t really understand, however by the way that Alex looked ready to say something he figured it wasn’t going to be long for her to tell him just what it was.<br><br>The two walked in silence for what felt like an eternity though, however it was much shorter than it actually was. It was just one of those moments where they were both likely trying to find the words to say without coming across in a way that they didn’t want, and preserve the friendship that they had whilst doing it.<br><br>He looked to her somewhat confused as she then started to tell him that she liked him a lot, and that she would love to. What she would love to he could guess for himself, she meant she would love to go further than just being friends with him, he wasn’t totally stupid. As she said that though he didn’t know what the issue therefore was. He wanted it, she wanted it, and yet she was making an excuse to not go ahead with it. Maybe she was lying? Maybe she didn’t really want to and was just trying to build up his confidence by letting him down nicely?<br><br>All those reasons he was thinking we smashed away however as Alex finally opened up and told him what was on her mind. She was different, and she didn’t want to keep him from having a real girlfriend. Of course. He knew it was a sensitive subject for her, and he couldn’t believe he had been so silly as to think the issue would be anything else!<br><br>Matt even laughed a little. “Alex!” he said to her. “You would be a real girlfriend! I want a girlfriend, that’s why I asked you. I... I don’t care!” he told her. “I know you’re different, but I don’t care. I like YOU!” he told her, feeling like he was getting a huge weight off his shoulders as they finally got to the issue between them here. “If I cared about that... I’d not have asked you out on a date... I’ve always seen you as a girl...!” He told her. Matt meant it too; he really didn’t care about her issue here. Sure he understood why she was afraid, but he liked her regardless of what was between her legs. <br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>22-05-2016, 00:40:56</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia didn't really know how she had expected Matt to respond to her worries, but the amount of enthusiasm that seemed to come bursting out of him as she admitted that she <em>did</em> like him but was held back by different concerns was a little startling. She looked up at him, looking perhaps even more nervous as he laughed, along with a look of bewilderment and puzzled curiosity. What could possible be so funny about what she had said? <br><br>Of course, Matt was quick to then explain exactly what was going on and why he was reacting the way he was. He told her that he didn't care, that she <em>would</em> be a real girlfriend. Alexia blushed, turning her face to the side as she felt her heart jump and beat even quicker as he said these things out loud with such high spirits. It felt weird, being told stuff like this. Having him talk to her like this. It was something that she had always wanted to hear, that someone considered her a girl. Well, perhaps not <em>always</em> but at least ever since her early teenage years when it all started going downhill and she felt like she wasn't really very feminine at all. That was why she had adopted her style after all. It wasn't just that she was a moody or rebellious teenager. With parents as wonderful and supportive as hers, there was really nothing for her to rebel against after all. But the fact that she was different, and that she felt and thought differently than all of the people around her back where she had spent the last few years of her life.. It had all just made her feel like she was kind of.. <em>wrong</em>. Like she didn't function properly. <br><br>Of course Matt couldn't really know that what he said was of such great importance to her that it left her kind of mute, so as he finally quieted down, she could do little more than just look at him, her lower lip caught between her teeth as her face reddened. It all made the usually very outgoing and playful girl look strangely adorable.<br>"W-well.. Then.."<br>She mumbled, looking at him, releasing her lip. She stopped leaning on the lamppost, instead taking a step towards him. Her heart was truly pounding in her chest at this point, and she felt weird surges in her body, like.. Like electrical waves pulsing through her system. <br><br>Timidly, she came closer, releasing her arms from their cross below her chest, instead reaching out, her fingertips gently pinching Matt's t-shirt. Her eyes dropped for a moment as she looked at his chest. It was almost like she hadn't really noticed how much taller he'd gotten. They were more or less the same height when she moved. He just looked so.. Tall, strong and handsome right now. She just kind of wanted to feel those arms around her, but no way was she going to just <em>say</em> that. <br><br>So.. Was that it, then? Was it that easy? Were they just no longer friends and instead something more now, just like that? She moistened her lips while her fingers, still just barely clutching his t-shirt, made gently little tugs, as though hoping to bring him a little closer. She looked up at him again, swallowing again. Did he get it? Did he realize what it was she wanted? <br>She was nervous, that much was certain. She hadn't really been this close to anyone before. At least, not in this way. She'd never.. Kissed anyone before, either, save for her mothers when they used to come and tuck her in at night when she was a kid. Feeling a bit silly, she realized that there was no way she was going to be able to reach, thus she had to start tip-toeing. Oh, how worried she was that he didn't get it and she was going to end up looking like a complete and utter moron.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>22-05-2016, 01:40:17</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				How she would react to what he said Matt naturally didn’t know, however knowing what the issue was, and that it was something that he could easily answer was of great delight to him. He wasn’t delighted that she was worried or nervous about what he might think of her; those worries were only natural, especially given how she hadn’t been wrong in saying that she was different. <br><br>As she digested what he told her he was even happier to find that she didn’t shoot him down or give him another reason as to why this might not work between them. Was this really the only sticking point? Had she really been telling him the truth when she said that she did like him except for that one reason? Had he been reading her correctly over the past few weeks in the way their eyes had looked at one another, the way they sat and spoke as they got reacquainted with one another? It was obvious that physically they were different as to when they were last together, however it seemed their minds had developed too, and in ways that meant they appreciated the other in ways they previously hadn’t.<br><br>Her reaction was to just pull a rather adorable looking expression as she stood up from the lamppost and moved closer to him. As her hands reached to hold his t-shirt his grin just got wider, and Alex would feel one of his hands moving to lightly rest upon the upper curve of her hip. Just getting to touch her like that was a huge thrill. It wasn’t like he’d never touched her hip before, but the context of how he was touching her this time meant that it just felt a whole lot different. It was like her body sent a jolt of electricity through his hand touching her, and another from where he could feel her fingers bumping his chest as she held his top.<br><br>Matt was no expert when it came to girls, however not even he could be as moronic as to not see what Alex wanted. The way she looked up at him, moved closer and even shifted to stand taller was all he needed to see to understand what he should do next.&nbsp; His hand on her hip pulled her that little bit closer and Matt then leaned down to close the gap the rest of the way between them. The young man sharply drew his breath just before their lips made contact, and he closed his eyes instinctively as their lips touched for the first time. His heart raced in his chest as he realised that he was kissing Alex for the first time. They’d both just confessed how they felt, and it seemed that they both liked it. He could feel his heart pounding, and after holding their lips together for a few seconds he pulled back, his eyes opening, the boy unable to not grin like an idiot as he looked down at her.<br><br>“I...That...You... You’re awesome.” He said softly to her, the hand that was not on her hip then slowly reaching to take her hand.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>23-05-2016, 04:43:27</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				It was an intense moment on an emotional level as she moved closer and closer to Matt and he didn't seem to move out of the way or resist in the least. He clearly didn't mind her closing in, but had he caught on to what it was that she wanted from him yet? It wasn't like she was asking for anything unreasonable, but every now and then Matt had shown a certain.. Lacking ability to read the obvious signs that someone was trying to send. He did need a very clear, verbal explanation every now again. But then again, weren't <em>all</em> boys like that? To be honest, it even happened to Alexia sometimes. Hell, one might even argue that it had happened this evening as she had held back her feeling because of the mere <em>assumption</em> that the only person other than her parents that knew about her <em>condition</em> had somehow forgotten all about it. <br><br>It seemed that he caught on though, gently putting his hand above her hip as she came closer to him. It help decrease the tension within her a little bit, to have a physical response from him like this. It would probably have ruined the mood a little bit if she had to go ahead and explain exactly what it was that she wanted after all. He then proceeded to begin leaning down towards her, while his hand helped steady her a little bit. She removed her arms from his front as well, instead raising them up to put them over his shoulders, both to ensure that she wouldn't loose her balance, and to be closer to him. <br><br>Slowly she closed her eyes, knowing they were getting closer still. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and then she heard his final, sharp breath before her lips met in her first lover's kiss. She let out a low, adorable whimper as their lips met, her arms tightening their hold around him a little bit as her body just sort of tensed up for a second on it's own. It wasn't intentional or anything, she really just couldn't help it. She felt like she might kind of.. Drift away at random if she didn't hold on to him properly.<br><br>It wasn't the longest kiss in the world, and certainly wasn't any Hollywood-style snog, but.. It was <em>wonderful</em>.<br>"U-uhm.. Yeah.."<br>She muttered in response, blushing as he told her that she was awesome. It was such a Matt-response to what had just happened. In a way, she felt she would have been more surprised if he said <em>anything</em> else. But what were the odds that he'd find his inner poet in just that moment? <br>"You too."<br>She said, letting out a shy little chuckle. Even if Matt was about as romantic as a peeled coconut, she was having trouble ridding herself of the happy, dumb grin that had spread across her blushing face as he said what he did. Perhaps <em>awesome</em> wasn't such a bad way to describe the situation after all? <br><br>She didn't really know what to say to him as his hand found hears. She took it, no questions asked, and it seemed they both sort of mutually agreed to start walking again. This date had turned out alright after all, hadn't it? She could really complain, even though she had been so skeptic early on. It was a strange feeling, knowing that they were sort of.. A <em>couple</em> now. That the kiss had probably sealed a sort of mutual agreement that they were boyfriend and girlfriend now, and not just friend and friend, or pseudo-siblings. It was a wonderful feeling though! Especially for Alexia who had spent her last few years seemingly trying to come to terms with the concept of never finding anyone who'd want to be with her, lest she be as lucky as her mother Sarah. (It wasn't like Alexia wasn't curious about girls, of course. That was definitely another thing her and Matt had in common. She, however, had the benefit of knowing quite a bit about what the female body was like to touch and play with. In a way, what she considered her curse when she was down was probably what others would consider a dream. The best of both worlds, so to speak.)
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>23-05-2016, 13:25:25</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt knew that his words after he had pulled back from the kiss had been anything but smooth or suave, but then it wasn’t like Alex was the sort of girl that was going to start gushing either. That was all but confirmed by the way that she simply just said yeah, as if confirming that she was awesome, and that he was too. A woman of few words, but she was saying enough to let him know that she had enjoyed what they had just done.<br><br>He could have stood her for hours, just kissing her like this. Her hands on his shoulders, his on her hips, it was just a wonderful feeling. To his delight Alex seemed to think the same, and they were both likely going to have sore cheeks tonight given how they were both grinning after that!<br><br>It just kept on getting better though, Alex eager to hold his hand, and soon the pair were taking a slow walk off in the direction of where they lived with their fingers linked and their arms swinging in perfect unison between them both. Sure it wasn’t like they were skipping through a flowery meadow together, but that didn’t mean that it wasn’t amazing to just share this moment with one another.<br><br>Matt kept on grinning, and so did Alex. He found it funny how despite wanting this, she was worried he had forgotten how she was different. It wasn’t something that you could easily forget, and if it was something he was going to get weird or funny about, he’d surely have done so a long time before now!<br><br>“So, what are you doing when you get in?” Matt asked her as they walked. Again it was far from something romantic that he could ask her, but Alex barely seemed to take to being called awesome or pretty, let alone have Matt try to spill his heart out to her.<br><br>“I was gonna go online for a bit and play... but after that...” he said, of course meaning their kiss. “I think I wanna just sit at the window grinning like an idiot for a few hours.” He said laughing a little, giving Alex’s hand a soft squeeze as he said that to her.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>25-05-2016, 00:27:37</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				There was no point trying to even explain how Alexia felt as she was walking along with Matt's hand in her own, their fingers intertwined and the love seemingly flowing freely between them. In a way, it was perhaps the best moment of her life, as the two finally just came to terms with how they felt about one another and settled all of their disputes. She was back where she belonged. Back home. She had Matt at her side, and they were now closer than they had ever been before. <br><br>It seemed almost a shame that it wouldn't be long before they were back home. She'd have been perfectly fine with getting lost for a while and just walking together.. But neither one of them was really dressed for a long walk that might go well into the potentially quite chilly and rainy night. She was still quite happy that they were out of the burger restaurant, because she might have been much too shy to ever have the conversation they just had while surrounded by so many people. The last thing she wanted right now was for rumors to spread about what might be <em>"wrong"</em> with her after she had talked about being different. Not that she expected any strangers to start these rumors, but it was impossible to know whether or not anyone from their class might be there that same evening. It was quite a popular place for teens to hang out after all. <br><br>"Oh, I don't know.."<br>Alexia responded, looking up at the sky for a bit as she pondered what she really wanted to do. Part of her just wanted to drag Matt with her and cuddle up to him all night long, but.. Well, she sort of wanted to have control of the message when she'd eventually have to talk to her mothers about her and Matt now being in a relationship.<br><br>"Ha! Yeah, I bet <em>that's</em> what you're gonna do!"<br>She said, overdoing the sarcasm just to make a point. She could help but start laughing quite heartily, the more typical Alex shining through for a moment as she made a joking statement with pretty clear implications. She stopped walking, seeing as they were at the corner of the street where they lived. Perhaps it was better to cool things off for now and keep it a bit of a secret until they could agree on how to break the news to their parents. The three ladies were quite close friends after all. Surely Matt didn't intend on running home and confessing everything either. <br><br>"You know I moved into the old guest-room, right? Are you going to sit there and spy on me?"<br>She joked, giggling. It seemed she had begun to regain her footing a little bit. At least, in terms of comfort she was beginning to let her boyish sense of humor shine through, teasing Matt as he had correctly accused her of doing while at the restaurant still. She was referring to the fact that, because she had chosen to move into was had once been a spare bedroom when they last lived at their old house next to Matt's, the windows to their respective rooms in their respective houses were now opposite one another. If he was to sit and stare out his window, he may unwittingly find himself staring into her room.<br><br>As they stood at the corner, she gently let her hand slip from his, although not without some reluctance. With a cute blush slowly creeping up on her cheeks as they stood on the dark corner, just outside the light of two lampposts, she turned to face him. She seemed to begin to repeat the same process as she had earlier. She was confident enough for a below-the-belt joke, but apparently still too shy to simply just ask for another kiss. Instead she came closer once more, sliding her arms around his waist.<br>"So.. Uhm.. I can.. Come over tomorrow evening, right?"<br>She asked, hoping to get answer from him before what was most likely going to be the kiss on which they would part ways for the night. She was going with her parents the next day, so she wouldn't be home until dinner time. Suddenly she felt unusually clingy and really didn't want to be away from Matt. As he answered, he'd find the most adorable look in her eyes as she waited for him to kiss her again.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>25-05-2016, 01:19:42</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				They weren’t walking all that fast as they made their way home, and that was just fine with Matt. As he walked along hand in hand with Alex he really didn’t want to have to let go a moment sooner than he had too, which meant their slower pace did nothing but extend the time they could be like this.<br><br>Matt hadn’t thought about how he was going to break it to his mother though that he was dating Alex. He knew she’d not be upset, more than once she’d told him how lovely Alex was, and he could do a whole lot worse than having a girl like her in his life. Given how he got on with Alex he doubted her mother’s were going to show much objection either, but it was never as simple as that as telling your mother for the first time that you’d found a girlfriend.<br><br>He looked to Alex and let out a chuckle as Alex said she bet that was what he was going to do when he got home. Her tone and her words were clear to Matt, they both knew what she was thinking that he was going to be doing when he got in. The fact that Alex was laughing made his body tingle with delight, and not just because she was talking about his penis. It was more because she was being the ‘normal’ Alex again, rather than the shy, worried and somewhat cold Alex that had been present for the large majority of the time they’d spent eating.<br><br>As she went on, telling him that she had moved into the old guest room he laughed again. “Yeah, me sitting staring out of the window all night and you being in the guest room are totally not connected. You keep thinking that.” He said to her, grinning cheekily as he said it. It was of course not connected, but like Alex, he couldn’t help but go along with the humour that she was injecting into their conversation. “How come you’re in the guestroom? So you can watch me totally doing innocent stuff?” he added, grinning as he said it.<br><br>When Alex let go as they got near to home he ruefully went along with it, wishing that he could not let go and just lead her all the way up to his room. It felt amazing as Alex then slid her arms around his waist, both because it felt so warm and intimate, and because he could feel those big breasts of hers touching his chest. “I dunno...” Matt said as she asked if she could come over tomorrow evening. “It depends on what I’m gonna be doing.” He said, failing miserably to hold back his cheeky grin as he copied her words from earlier where she had suggested he’d be doing certain things this evening when he got home.<br><br>“Of course you can! I’m like, totally free! So come over whenever you want.” He told her, and as he said it his body tingled as he looked down into those big, beautiful eyes of hers.&nbsp; As he finished talking Matt the leaned in, his hand again moving to rest on her hip, the other on the small of her back as he went in to kiss Alex. Unlike the first time, he held his lips there for longer this time. There was less fear, he had liked kissing her, she had liked kissing him, and just knowing that gave him so much more confidence! Sure it hadn’t instantly turned him into an expert lover, but the confidence to just kiss her like this was amazing all the same. <br><br>“I don’t wanna let go.” Matt said to her as he pulled back from kissing her, his eyes locked with Alex’s as he smiled down at her, his hands still holding her, and hers still holding him. “Maybe another kiss will help.” He smirked, before he kissed her again.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>27-05-2016, 23:19:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alexia couldn't help but laugh quite heartily in return as Matt started talking about how he was <em>totally</em> going to be staring out his window in order to stare at her. Well, that wasn't exactly what he said, but it was quite evidently what he was jokingly implying when he said that the two things were <em>"Totally not connected!"</em><br>"Yeah, obviously I moved in there because I wanted to spoil my view."<br>She replied, grinning still as he asked whether or not she had moved into the guestroom just so that she could watch him do <em>"Innocent stuff."</em> Even without the naughty implications, she doubted that Matt would be dumb enough to actually go around doing anything particularly compromising while someone might look inside. Well, unless Alexia asked him to, of course. Part of her mind was definitely entertaining the thought of what it might be like ask him to actually do something <em>not</em> so innocent while she could watch from the comfort of her own bedroom. The thought send another electric jolt through her body, making certain parts of her anatomy tingle slightly.<br><br>"You jerk!"<br>She replied, giggling sweetly again, although not quite as loud as her laughing before, when he started talking about how he didn't know whether or not he'd have time to hang out with her. She really hadn't expected him to refuse it, but her lowered laughing was actually to do with the fact that they were getting close again. He had her blushing as he told her that it was all fine and that she could just come over. She'd have to get used to all this kissing, particularly because she didn't really want it to stop. The thought of the two of them, alone in Matt's room, just kissing and cuddling all night.. It was quite a pleasant one! The only regret she had that evening was that they'd have to part ways in a few minutes.<br><br>Of course the kiss they shared was great. One might have argued it was better than the first one, but the first one was always going to be special, wasn't it? They both seemed a little bit more confident going into it this time though, although neither one of them could claim to be an expert. They hadn't quite gotten the coordination down, so to speak. <br><br>As he told her he didn't want to let go, she could have fainted. There was just something about it. The way she was leaning up against him, the closeness, the feeling of his arms around her, the kissing, and the way he said it.. It made her knees go week with just how sweet it was. Obviously he then had to spoil the brief, romantic moment just seconds later with a follow-up comment.<br>"Weirdo.."<br>She mumbled, clearly reverting back into her more shy state as he requested another kiss from her, but she didn't seem quite as awkward or insecure as before. It seemed more like she just didn't quite know how to handle his romantic antics yet. Being treated like this.. Like one of those girls in the cutesy, romantic films that Alexia would never admit to having watched.. It really did feel awesome.<br><br>Obviously she didn't protest as he came back for another kiss. Rather, she let one of her hands release his waist, reaching up to gently place it on his cheek, feeling the muscles of his jaw and such move as they kissed. It had her all but trembling at this point, and as she let her hand slide further back, to briefly get itself tangled a bit in his hair, she realized that it felt just as good as it looked in those silly movies she pretended to hate. At this point, it was probably quite fortunate that Matt was taller than her, because otherwise her breasts might not have been the only thing he'd feel pressing against him.<br><br>Needing a few moments to catch her breath after that last kiss, she reluctantly she untangled herself from him. It was a strangely emotional experience, being so happy that they had finally <em>found</em> each other, yet being so sad that they had to part ways, even if it was for less than 24 hours. However, it was starting to get quite chilly, and neither of them would benefit from catching a cold.<br>"So.. Goodnight I guess."<br>She said, offering him a weak <em>"I don't want to go, but we both know we have to"</em>-smile. Her house was the first one to their right, and as they walked up to it, she turned to head for the door. However, whilst standing at it and rummaging around in her pocket, looking for a key, she couldn't help but turn her head to see Matt walking up to the door of his house. She'd probably have been quite embarrassed if someone had held up a mirror, because her expression was pretty much the exact image of what being in love looked like on a face. With a tiny little wave, she opened up her front door and went inside.<br><br>Her parents had already gone to bed, so she was free to sneak upstairs to the bathroom and get herself ready as well. She spent quite a while brushing her teeth - Not that she had any particular reason to, but she had simply kind of gotten distracted in the middle of it, thinking about Matt.<br>Afterwards, she headed for her room. The curtain had been left down all day (Obviously because of the dangers of daylight) so she had to turn on the lights to see properly. Part of her almost wanted to go check whether or not Matt was <em>really</em> at his window, but she decided against it. He had probably just been joking, and she didn't want to risk looking like an idiot. Instead, she started dressing for bed. <br><br>Thanks to the lighting, if Matt <em>was</em> actually looking out his window as he said he would, there would be quite an interesting show for him to enjoy. Alexia's dark silhouette moved on the curtains, unzipping her hoodie and letting it fall from her shoulders, before pulling the t-shirt underneath over her head. In quite an interesting turn of events, she even turned her side to the curtain as he hands clearly moved onto her back, unclasping her bra. Even before doing so, however, the fact that her silhouette was no longer blurred by the large hoodie and the t-shirt underneath meant that any potential onlooker would get a rare glimpse of the scope of her chest. It was quite magnificent indeed. Better still, as the shadow of the bra fell from the silhouette of the girl next door, there was hardly any noticeable movement as her breasts eased into their natural shape. Even though she was but a shadow-puppet, it wasn't hard to jump to the conclusion that they must have been just as exquisite at they appeared. Soft, like Matt would have felt when they hugged, but firm enough to retain a nicely rounded shape as gravity seemed to have been kind to her physique. <br><br>But alas, she pulled another large t-shirt over her head, and then the light went out, ending the unexpected performance. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>28-05-2016, 01:32:29</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt did nothing but smirk as Alex called him a weirdo after he had apparently ruined the moment. He’d long since adjusted to Alex using that term not in a literal way, and knew that she didn’t actually think he was a total loser. The fact that she returned his kisses seconds later was evidence of that! Had she meant it her demeanour and body language would have been totally different, like how he’d been put on the back foot back in the restaurant as the way she was acting was different.<br><br>The second kiss was wonderful, easily as good as the first, but like the common expression suggested, the first time was always special. They would have plenty more first times to come, but their first kiss was always going to be something special.<br><br>As they both pulled back it was Alex who broke the silence as they stepped away and let their hands go. Matt really didn’t want to leave, he wanted to hold and touch Alex some more, not to mention how nice it had felt to have her hands touching through his hair. It had been awfully feminine the way she had touched him like that, however he wasn’t going to either tell her that, or complain about it!<br><br>“Yeah...” he replied as Alex implied that this was goodnight. “Take care.” He managed to reply to her, both of them turning to look at the other as they made their own way to their houses. As she waved at him he offered her the same cute little wave in return. Once he was inside and he shut the door behind him he took a moment to just grin with delight, his back against the inside of the door as he had such a stupid look spread on his face. To say he was happy with how their date had ended up would be a huge understatement.<br><br>Matt’s mother was already in bed too, an early start for her with work tomorrow meant that she hadn’t stayed up to wait around, trusting her son to get home safely.&nbsp; He made his way on up to his room like he’d told Alex he would, and he paused at the window for a moment, wondering if he might find her there looking back a him with a cheeky grin as if to check on him that he was doing as he said he was. It wasn’t unlike them to carry on a joke for a while, however her curtains were closed, and that was confirmed as he saw the light in her bedroom light them up from the inside.<br><br>He was about to shut his own curtains when he saw movement from behind Alex’s curtain. It wasn’t usual to see anything (not that he spent THAT much time looking over at her window), however he could clearly see the silhouette of his girlfriend, and it was rather clear that she was starting to get ready for bed by stripping&nbsp; out of what she wore!<br><br>Matt stood motionless in his bedroom, watching as first the hoodie and then her t-shirt came off, and he was gifted a sight at what he had come to admire most about Alex’s body. Whilst her outline was far from crystal clear thanks to the distance and material of her curtains, it was clear enough for him to see that her breasts protruded from her body in a big way. It wasn’t like he didn’t know they were big, however it was only now that he was getting to see just how big they were.<br><br>Her posture suggested her bra would be next to go, and to his delight it provided little if any difference to the silhouette that he could see. It confirmed they were that big, and it wasn’t a flattering bra or padded in any way. Matt could feel his member swelling, and as the light then shut off ending his show it seemed that what Alex had said to him was true. He would be doing more than just staring out of his window tonight!<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>15-06-2016, 23:43:58</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alex had no more than just put on the large t-shirt that she used as an improvised nightie as she flicked the switch, killing the lights in her room. It was already dark outside, which left her with relatively low visibility, but even if she had just moved back recently she was fairly used to the architecture and knew her way around her new room. She found her way to her bed and laid down, but as she closed her eyes, she really didn't feel very tired at all. The minutes dragged on, and it felt like she was in the same position for <em>hours</em> before she eventually turned over and tried something else. It didn't make any sort of different though, except that now her pillow felt strangely uncomfortable. She turned and tossed like this a few times before she sat up and sighed. <br><br>Yes, she definitely didn't feel tired. She imagined that this was ghosts had to feel, because it felt to her like she had somehow just not finished all her business that day. She reached out and grabbed her phone before lying back in her bed without the duvet on. As she turned on the screen she could see that she had only actually been in bed for 20 minutes or so. She sighed and bit her lip, before she opened another menu and started typing away.<br><br><em>"Are you asleep yet?"</em><br><br>She wrote, before pressing send. She glanced over at her curtain-covered window. She knew that it would be mere seconds before Matt's phone would vibrate, and then she'd presumably get an answer. She couldn't imagine that he had <em>already</em> fallen asleep. Back when they were younger and had sleep-overs, she was usually the one to hog the best place to sleep and she'd be gone in moments. matter, on the other hand, could often take a while to fall asleep. He was the one who wanted to talk at night. Maybe he was still like that? Putting off going to bed in order to do other stuff.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>16-06-2016, 00:36:22</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt had changed out of the clothes that he had been wearing by the time that the message from Alex came through. He was wearing just a baggy t-shirt and a pair of boxer briefs, his legs kicked out as he sat back on his bed. Like Alex he couldn’t relax, though unlike her he was very clear of the reasons causing that.<br><br>He was pent up. He needed to release some stress, and there was a foolproof way for any boy to do that! Being around Alex, making out with her, feeling her body against his own and the show he had been given once back in his room meant that Matt was feeling pretty horny, and the sexy body of his friend was what was causing all of this!<br><br>His hand had barely given his stiffening member two strokes through his underwear when his phone buzzed, and stopping he looked at the screen, the message from Alex. He slid his thumb across it to open the message, shifting a little to sit more comfortably as he messaged her back.<br><br>“Yeah, I’m texting you in my sleep! :p” he sent to her, his words clearly showing that he was awake, and instead just being the cheeky boy that Alex knew so well in what he said to her. "Everything okay?" he then sent to her, more as a polite acknowledgement that he was willing to text if she wanted too.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>16-06-2016, 01:41:29</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alex waited, but she didn't wait for long. In fact, she was a bit surprised that she didn't have to wait longer than she did. It was barely a minute before she had a reply. While she might not have expected Matt to be asleep, she had probably expected him to at least be lying in bed, maybe watching TV or something? But if he could reply that quickly, it would appear that he wasn't even <em>trying</em> to sleep yet. She let out a little huff as she received the first text, but she couldn't really help but smile. Actually, she even blushed a little. He was her boyfriend now, wasn't he? Gosh, it felt so weird to think about him like that.<br><br><em>"Haha, very funny! I'm fine though. I just can't seem to fall asleep. What are you doing?"</em><br><br>She pressed send, and didn't really think about what he might be doing. In her ind, he was probably playing some videogame or something. Or maybe he really <em>was</em> sitting and staring out of his window. Who knew? For now, she began to sort of relive the moments of them kissing over on the corner. It was weird to admit, but she kind of missed him already. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>16-06-2016, 01:55:39</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt smirked as Alex told him in her reply soon after that she couldn’t fall asleep, and asked what he was doing. He paused longer that was normal as he read that and processed what to send back. Could she not sleep for the same reasons as him? Was she too feeling what he was feeling? Did her ‘boy parts’ even work in the same way as his?!<br><em><br>“I’m just laying in bed, not really trying to get to sleep though. I keep thinking of kissing you, and it means that I’m having a hard time relaxing! ;p”</em> he sent to her.<br><br>His words hinted at what he was doing, what their kissing had caused, but at the same time it wasn’t forward enough that he just outright confessed to having an erection and how he needed to take care of it to relax. Sure his words suggested that, but they were coy enough that he could brush them off as meaning something slightly different if needed.<br><br><em>“Maybe you just need to find a way to relax too?”</em> his message went on, the boy smirking as he sent it.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>16-06-2016, 23:00:54</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				By the time her phone started vibrating, she already had it firmly in her grip. She was quick to press the button to view the text, but what greeted her had her blushing almost immediately. At first there was the mention of him supposedly thinking about them kissing, which was more than enough to set off the butterflies in her tummy, but the next bit.. That was what really got to her.<br><br><em>"Dude! Come on, don't be so weird about it!"</em><br><br>She typed, her face bright red as she seemed to catch the supposedly subtle hint at what he might be doing. She squirmed a little, pausing as she typed, feeling a familiar sensation below her waist. Oh no, she thought, she was actually responding to it. Her own penis wasn't the most impressive. In fact, it might have been the first thing to come to mind when one tried to imagine a <em>"feminine"</em> penis. It wasn't very big, and she always kept it neatly shaved and smooth. She let out a lit whimper as she pressed her thighs together, looking at the bulge it was forming in her purple-and-green, striped boxers. <br><br><em>"Seriously, are you.. Doing it?"</em><br><br>She typed after hesitating for a while. It wasn't unlike her to just stop responding when Matt was being particularly lame with his jokes and what not, and enough time had definitely passed for him to think that maybe this had happened. Still, as she sent the message, she couldn't help but wonder.. Was he really sort of.. Suggesting she.. Do <em>"That"</em> to herself? She bit her lower lip, waiting for a reply, one hand leaving her phone and tentatively reaching down, feeling her member and it's warmth through the thin, stretchy fabric of her boxers. She gasped softly, feeling the familiar but pleasant sensation. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>16-06-2016, 23:29:48</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt wondered if he was perhaps being too forwards and had said too much as Alex text him back, telling him to stop being so weird about it. What her message didn’t tell him however was if she was being weird about him talking about how they had kissed, or what he had suggested as a means to relax.<br><br>“What!? It was fun!” he sends back to her, his reply broad enough to cover whatever it was she didn’t want him to be so weird about.<br><br>Her next message however made him smirk as she asked if he was doing&nbsp; ‘it’. They both knew exactly what was meant by it, his message had been perfectly clear in that respect. He couldn’t help but wonder if talking about it would excite Alex like it did him, the idea of her laying on her bed like he was with an erection was fiercely sexy in his mind, and did little to divert his mind from his own needs.<br><br>“Maybe.... Well, not anymore, I was rudely interrupted by a really special someone texting me. &lt;3 “ he sent back to her, Alex clearly that special someone that he was referring to. <br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>18-06-2016, 02:10:13</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				It seemed clear by the response that Matt gave that he had misunderstood what she was referring to when she asked him not to be weird. At least, that was the impression that a blushing Alex got after re-reading the first part of Matt's text a few times. For a moment she had kind of interpreted as him referring to how he was dealing with his <em>"Hard time"</em> to be fun (Which it probably was) rather than all the kissing they had been doing. It <em>had</em> to be the kissing he was talking about though.. Even Matt wasn't thick enough to just start talking about what he was doing so directly.. Right?<br><br>The next part of his text definitely had her bite her lower lip, her heart fluttering as she let out a little whine. Now she only wanted to be with him even more, even if she wasn't about to say it. How could it be that the goofy dork who never seemed to take a hint was suddenly being so cute and romantic? Where had he picked up these skills? She would <em>definitely</em> have known about it if he had gotten a girlfriend at some point. Hell, Matt would probably have told her even if he was just casually flirting with someone. Who else would he talk to about such things, right?<br><br><em>"Well, you shouldn't let me keep you from it if you're all.. Pent up. &gt;.&gt;"</em><br><br>She finally typed, trying to act all cool. Acting cool (Or at least trying to) was basically her way of trying to stave off the awkwardness that came over her whenever someone touched one of a her soft spots. Of course, there was also the fact that.. She found it surprisingly hot to think that Matt was sitting in his room, right now.. With an erection of his own.. Thinking about her and.. Maybe even touching it?<br><br>In fact, the thought made her shiver, her lower body wiggling as she reached down to cup herself down there once more, taking a deep breath and pushing her hips against her hand gently.<br><br><em>"I mean.. You're just a boy, you know? :P Can't be helped."</em><br><br>She pressed send, wondering whether or not she was laying it on too thick. Was he going to see through it and call her out on how she was hiding behind a joke? Or was he going to question her intentions as she seemed to either put up a cool front, or subtly encourage him to go on. 
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>18-06-2016, 02:36:16</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				It was a strange moment as Matt sat looking at his phone. Each text could have been met with silence, each text could have been him pushing past a boundary that Alex wasn’t comfortable with. It was entirely possible that she could have not replied to his text because of what he had just confessed, only to be met by a thump on the arm the following day when they saw one another. It had happened many a time before, though ever because of something sexual like this. <br><br>When her message did come through he gasped softly as he read what she had sent. She didn’t want to keep him from it if he was all pent up. His cock swelled at reading that, it was such a direct, sexual message in that there was no hiding what she had meant by it, however the cute emoticon she had sent with it had him wondering just how serious she was, or if she was being sarcastic.<br><br>Another message came through before he could send anything back, and Matt’s hand reached down to squeeze his erection as he read what it said, how he was just a boy, and that it couldn’t be helped. That much was true, but it was the first time that Alex had ever acknowledged that either of them had sexual needs, and that she was pretty cool about him taking care of his in a manner like this.<br><br>“Well, I can’t go quiet on you if you’re unable to relax either though! We’re in this together!” his message started as he typed with one hand, the other holding himself through his underwear. “Is it not the same for you too? Maybe we both can’t help it? :p” he sent back, still clearly thinking of her as a female, though making clear that he knew and accepted that her genitalia was the same as his. Despite that, he didn’t know if she was as primal and desperate as most teenage boys were when it came to their sexual needs. Matt wanted to know more about her, to understand her, but despite that, his words clearly showed how he still respected she was different, but not in a way that might be degrading or weird. He just wanted to know how her mind worked, just like she likely wanted to know how his did.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>18-06-2016, 03:06:20</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Alex knew what she had sent him and what she was suggesting, but still his response sort of surprised her. At first she let out a soft little chuckle at his message, blushing still as he told her that he could just go quiet on her if she was having trouble relaxing. Saying that they were in it together made her squirm again, butterflies fluttering in her tummy and her member throbbing. It made it feel weird to have him write something like that. She was starting to want his company in a very different way than she had just moments prior.<br><br>Then his next message came through, and her eyes widened slightly. She started typing frantically, almost like a sort of panicked defense-mechanism.<br><br><em>"No it isn't!"</em><br><br>No sooner had she sent it, than she started to feel bad for brushing him off in such a hard manner. She had sort of just gotten used to immediately putting up her barricades when people started asking personal questions. The butterflies in her stomach were replaced with a heavy, tight feeling. Like she had swallowed a rock. <br><br><em>"I mean.. Sort of, maybe?"</em><br><br>She typed moments later. Guilt had compelled her to follow up her text before she could manage to knock out a reply. She couldn't help but feel like she had kind of thrown a bit of a spanner in the works though. Hopefully the mood wasn't completely ruined though.<br><br><em>"I mean, if you're going to talk about stuff like that of course I'm going to sort of.. React."</em><br><br>She write, sending him a third message in a row. She felt nervous and insecure, unsure of how to talk about stuff like this. She actually <em>wanted</em> to talk about stuff like this, but she was worried that she might scare him away, even if he had already told her that he didn't mind the fact that she was physically different from your average girl. Girls like Alex were quite uncommon, although her case was by no means unique.<br><br><em>"I'm sorry, I've just never talked to anyone about it before. It's kind of embarrassing."</em><br><br>She finally wrote, finally putting down her phone and allowing him to respond. Rather than stare at it, waiting for his next text, she had placed it face-down on her chest. She felt embarrassed that she had kind of overreacted to his gentle prying, but it really was a sensitive topic for her. Most boys wouldn't be anywhere near as accepting of her body as Matt was, and it was hard to just put away those insecurities.
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>18-06-2016, 03:28:49</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt’s fears in sending messages of this context and meaning were met when Alex’s first short and abrupt reply came through. Had he just ruined the first relationship of life less than 6 hours after it had started?<br><br>He felt awful, ready to immediately type and apology and try to amend the situation that he had created when more messages quickly came through. It confirmed what he had always known, Alex could type really, really fast! The messages lined up in his inbox before he’d barely finished reading the one before.<br><br>Her tone got lighter and more apologetic as they went on, before finally telling him that she was sorry, and she was just embarrassed as she’d never spoken about this before. Matt could understand that, he’d seen her insecurities for himself when they were eating together, but at the same time she had been pushing this conversation along too.<br><br>“It’s okay. I know it’s difficult for you.” He started to type. He was trying to be careful, and he knew that suggesting she was different could cause another reaction; after all, that was the whole issue here! “I don’t want to embarrass you though. I just want to talk to you about it like you talk to me about it.” He added, trying to show how he was just as curious as she was. “I just like you a lot, I want to find out more about you. I want to know how you work, to find out all those special details about you!” Matt sent to her, his text as sweet and talking about her as a person as it was talking about those sexual details. Sure he could be dumb, but he knew when to stop thinking with the lump between his legs.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>28-06-2016, 02:31:30</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As Matt's message came through, she breathed a sigh of relief. He hadn't taken offense it seemed, although the conversation had definitely taken a different tone at this point. It obviously wasn't going to be as cute and playful as it had been moments ago when they were just curious, hormonal virgins texting each other about what they might be doing whilst they should be sleeping. No crisis grew from her overreaction though, and she was pleased to see that Matt was taking it so nicely. To be honest though, she probably wouldn't have expected anything else. She knew from experience that Matt had a much too gentle and kind nature to ever just break contact and be legitimately angry with her for long. Sure, she had soured his mood a few times every now and then, but he just wasn't the type to hold a grudge it seemed. if they were ever going to truly split up and end their friendship, it seemed that should would be the most likely candidate to have caused such a rift between them. Matt just seemed to enjoy loving people in his own kind way. <br><br><em>"You want to know "How I work"? Well, isn't that romantic! :P"</em><br><br>She replied to his message after thinking it through. She figured that the best way to show him how he had successfully diffused the situation and stopped her from having a breakdown was to joke around a bit. If nothing else, it was hopefully going to convey the message that she was okay now. That she wasn't <em>too</em> upset or anything, even if she was still nervous. Truth be told, him saying he wanted to know "how she worked" and "All those special details" about her.. It kind of had that previous sensation stirring within her again. <br><br><em>"I don't really know that I'd be special at all though.."</em> <br><br>She started, biting her lower lip as she pondered her response. All jokes aside, she honestly wasn't sure how to respond. She found herself trapped in a strange limbo that she had never been in before as she didn't know whether it was better to be too innocent or risk being too suggestive. Slowly, however, her thumbs began to make the touch-screen of her phone click softly shortly thereafter.<br><br><em>"I guess you'd have to sort of.. Look and feel for yourself."</em><br><br>She felt the horde of butterflies doing advanced maneuvers inside of her and her heart flutter as she looked at what she had typed in the little textbox. She was blushing, yet she let out a soft little whimper as she felt her member (Which had sprung back to life the moment she started typing what she did) struggle a bit against the confines of her boyish undies. Letting go of her phone with one hand, she reached down, giving the bulge a timid squeeze. However, that was more than enough to make her phone slip in her other hand, and as she frantically tried to catch it, she accidentally ended up sending the message. It wasn't without a frantically whispered "Oh my god!" under her breath that she watched the tiny loading-icon disappear, knowing the message had arrived next door. <br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>28-06-2016, 13:38:11</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				As he sat waiting for Alex to reply Matt’s head was swirling with emotions, thoughts and feelings. He hoped he’d done enough to settle her, to assure her that he didn’t want to do anything that she didn’t want. Of course he knew this was a sensitive subject for her, but if they were going to have the sort of relationship that they had both hinted at wanting with one another then these barriers would have to be scaled at some point. Sure they could wait a while longer, but what teen was going to be in a relationship with a pretty girl and never talk about sex!?<br><br>Her replies that came through though made Matt breathe a sigh of relief. He was of course glad that he’d managed to help diffuse the situation, and Alex was back to being her cheeky self again as she sarcastically called him romantic.<br><br>It went on, Alex doing her usual act of playing herself down, speaking as if she wasn’t sexy or beautiful, and instead was just someone so very plain and normal. Matt knew that was just how she was, and he of course found her to be a lot more special than she allowed herself to think she was. Humility was a good trait; the Alex he knew would have been very different if she allowed herself to believe she was sexy.<br><br>However what she went after that took him by surprise, telling him that if he really wanted to know he would have to look and feel for himself! Never had twelve words written down aroused him as much as those twelve did as he read that. I own cock, which had been stiff for some time now was really eager for some attention as his mind drifted down various paths, all them imagining him and Alex feeling and fondling each other.<br><br>His hand too dropped between his leg, squeezing and fondling his rigid member as he hit the keys on his phone as he sent Alex his reply to that.<br><br>“I guess it’s a good thing you’re coming over tomorrow then! Plenty of time to look... and feel! :p” he sent back to her. He knew that he was carrying on taking things down a path that was new to them, however given that it was Alex who had started then along his path allowed him to feel comfortable in that he’d not said something that might offend or upset her.<br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Nachtmahr</strong> on <strong>05-07-2016, 21:49:53</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Writing what she had, it was probably quite understandable that she was sort of feeling a bit nervous about the whole thing. She hadn't been sure about sending that last text in the first place, and yet she was caught up in a strange limbo of <em>wanting</em> to talk about these things and thoughts that had begun to well up inside of her head. Perhaps she was just being brave because she was on the other end of a text-message and not standing face-to-face with Matt right now as she said it, or perhaps it was because they had known each other for so long that they were basically already beyond the trust-building steps of their relationship. Regardless, this was going to happen sooner or later, and since they knew each other so well, it seemed to make sense to <em>"get down to business"</em> so to speak.<br><br>His reply was definitely very Matt'ish, but that was to be expected. He seemed to take it with a nice spoonful of humor which helped mitigate some of her nervousness. That being said, she was still harder than ever before, and her dick felt like it was more sensitive than it had ever been through pure arousal. She continued to squeeze her member through her briefs, but eventually she put her hand beneath them to give herself some more direct stimulation. Closing her eyes for a moment, she couldn't help but imagine Matt's hand down there and his lips at her ear as he whispered sweet, reassuring words and compliments to her, telling her how sexy she was while slowly stroking her cock for her. <br><br><em>"If you really wanted to, I don't think I'd mind.."</em><br><br>She finally wrote back, doing her best to be as honest as possible. Perhaps it was just the storm of hormones inside of her that was driving her to write these things, but right now it felt amazing. <br><br><em>"I'm sort of.. Can't stop thinking about it right now, you know?"</em><br><br>She continued, finally giving up on her undies altogether, wriggling out of them and pushing them down with just one hand at her disposal. With them around her thighs, she suddenly felt a lot more free, but also a lot more bare and naughty than before. She was texting Matt while touching herself.. That was literally what she was doing! And she was kind of trying to hint at it as well. Or at least she was putting it out there that she <em>might</em> have been doing something like that. The texts she sent were relatively innocent still, but.. This was definitely a thing now. She'd have to reach some sort of conclusion before she'd be able to get any half-decent sleep tonight.<br><br>
			</dd>
			<dt class="postheader">
				Title: <strong>Re: Starting Over. (Pleaseteaseme / Nachtmahr)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>pleaseteaseme</strong> on <strong>06-07-2016, 02:29:52</strong>
			</dt>
			<dd class="postbody">
				Matt was eager for Alex to reply, he always liked to hear what she was thinking, however given the conversation that they were currently having it was fair to say that he was somewhat more eager than usual!<br><br>His own penis was fully erect, and his hand was manipulating it through his underwear. He wasn’t exactly jerking off, however what he was doing was probably considered more than just fondling too as he touched and teased it in between sending text messages back and forth with Alex.<br><br>Her first reply came through, and his hand squeezed his cock as he read what she sent. She’d not mind him touching her if he wanted too. It was an invitation of sorts, if he wanted to touch her in such ways she’d not mind. Sure he doubted there were many people his age with a penis that didn’t want someone they liked to touch it, but this was the first time he’d ever had such a conversation with someone that he liked.<br><br>Before he could reply though Alex’s next message came through, and his hand really did start wanking his erection as he read it. Oh he really did know what she meant, his mind had been thinking about that very thing for a while now.<br><br>“Me too. It’s pretty hot to think about... I like thinking about you. You’re really pretty, it makes me feel so many amazing things when I imagine what you feel like.” He sent back to her. “You don’t have to just think about it though. ;)” he added, a clear suggestion that they might do something about the issue that was causing them to keep thinking about this. That issue was course that they both had hard, horny teenage cocks that needed to be taken care of.<br>
			</dd>
		</dl>
		<div id="footer" class="smalltext">
			
			<span class="smalltext" style="display: inline; visibility: visible; font-family: Verdana, Arial, sans-serif;"><a href="https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?action=credits" title="Simple Machines Forum" target="_blank" class="new_win">SMF 2.0.19</a> |
 <a href="https://www.simplemachines.org/about/smf/license.php" title="License" target="_blank" class="new_win">SMF © 2021</a>, <a href="https://www.simplemachines.org" title="Simple Machines" target="_blank" class="new_win">Simple Machines</a>
			</span>
		</div>