On My Own  (LordHarketh193 & TamaRose)
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				Title: <strong>On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>TamaRose</strong> on <strong>09-09-2013, 05:30:07</strong>
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				<div align="center">(http://elliquiy.com/elluiki/images/archive/3/3e/20130714002408%21Autumn_Rose.png)</div><br><div align="center"><span class="bbc_u"><strong><span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font">On My Own - Les Miserables</span></strong></span><br><br><span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font">And now I'm all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to<br>Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to<br>And now the night is near<br>Now I can make believe he's here<br><br>Sometimes I walk alone at night<br>When everybody else is sleeping<br>I think of him and then I'm happy<br>With the company I'm keeping<br>The city goes to bed,<br>And I can live inside my head<br><br>On my own<br>Pretending he's beside me<br>All alone,<br>I walk with him 'til morning<br>Without him,<br>I feel his arms around me<br>And when I lose my way I close my eyes<br>And he has found me<br><br>In the rain, the pavement shines like silver<br>All the lights are misty in the river<br>In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight<br>And all I see is him and me forever and forever<br><br>And I know it's only in my mind<br>That I'm talking to myself and not to him<br>And although I know that he is blind<br>Still I say, there's a way for us<br><br>I love him<br>But when the night is over<br>He is gone,<br>The river's just a river<br>Without him,<br>The world around me changes!<br>The trees are bare and everywhere<br>The streets are full of strangers...<br><br>I love him<br>But every day I'm learning<br>All my life,<br>I've only been pretending<br>Without me,<br>His world would go on turning<br>A world that's full of happiness<br>That I have never known<br><br>I love him...<br><br>I love him...<br><br>I love him...<br><br>But only on my own...<br></span></div><br><div align="center"><strong>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</strong></div><br>I had only been at the Xavier School for Gifted Youngsters for a month and my experience to say the least has been nothing but happy...yet, some how strange all at the same time. Even though I had quickly fit in as a teacher at the Institute I found it hard to be a member of the "family" like everyone else.<br><br>Yes, they have all been nothing but kind to me since I have arrived here but when I walk into a room I notice how everyone stops talking. I feel like I am some how let out of the loop. Like there are secrets that I am not suppose to know about.<br><br>I completely understand that I am still a new face to the school and that everyone, including the teachers have to learn to trust me but....for some reason I feel like a fish out of water.<br><br>It sounds odd, I know. After all I am 30 years old and had been a Crime Scene Investigator up until a few months ago but in a way a feel like a small child who is just starting school for the first time. I am trying hard to learn how to "fit" in and find out where I belong amongst this close knit "mutant" family....but so far I am not doing a very good job at it. Therefore, I pretty much stay to myself.<br><br>Sitting at my desk, trying to get my papers in order for tomorrow's test, I look out the window and notice the cool breeze blowing the colored leaves around the window pane, begging for me to come outside to join in on the fun.<br><br>Autumn is my favorite time of the year. Then again I guess when it came to my name my parents had properly named me....Autumn. Not only is it a wonderful name but it is the best time of the year as well...not that I am biased or anything.<br><br>I just love the smell of the crisp air and the feel of the leaves crunching under my feet. Plus, the colors are just so beautiful that they make me want me to run through the nearby forest and pretend I am little girl once again....wild, free, and innocent, while my chocolate lab, Shiro and my Persian cat Takara following close behind me.<br><br>Those were such wonderful days back then. When things were simpler and happier. When things weren't so complicated......<br><br>Pulled, out of my thoughts by the sound of a revving engine, I put my paper work to the side and leave my desk to wander out into the hallway to see what all the noise is about.<br><br>Noticing, my fellow teacher Rogue, finding herself at the front door first...followed by a smiling weather witch, a happy red head, and a rather irritated Cyclops, I stopped in my tracks and stood back against the wall, watching a strange scene unfold as if it was yet another secret I was left out of.<br><br>As the engine of the bike died down outside and Rogue opened the door to the front of the mansion, a short...rather strange...older looking man stepped inside, wearing nothing but cowboy boots, a pair of dark blue jeans and a white wife beater shirt that was covered by a brown leather coat with a duffel bag slung over his shoulder.<br><br>Again, staying quiet, looking on as if I were watching a play, I watched the man and an overly excited Rogue exchange words and hugs before stepping aside so the man and Storm could do the same. It wasn't until Remy pulled Rogue out of the room and Storm left to go back to whatever it was she was doing did Jean step closer, giving the burly man a soft smile while he looked at her as if he were about to devour her on the spot.<br><br>Jumping, at the sound of Cyclops clearing his throat, I did my best to keep my body against the wall as I watched Scott approach the man with a cold glare on his face that was met with one just as angry and mean as his.<br><br>Quickly, able to tell what was going on by what I was seeing, I let a small grunt leave my lips as the man spoke to Scott before receiving a none to happy response.<br><br>"Aren't you going to welcome me home Scott?", said the strange man."<br><br>"You could have stayed gone for all I cared.", was Scott's response.<br><br>"Still, afraid of me stealing Jeanne away from you, huh Scooter?", came from the man's mouth as if it were almost a feral growl.<br><br>Scott who was in no way intimidated, squared his shoulders and stared the man right in the face before responding to the man's question.<br><br>"It just kills you to know that she still loves me huh, Wolverine?"<br><br>Hearing another growl, only this time much louder, my body shivered as I saw Jean grab hold of Scott's arm and pull him away before the heated discussion turned into a fist fight.<br><br>"It's good to have you back Logan!", smiled Jean as she led Scott back to his room.<br><br>"Good, to be back Jeanne. I will catch ya' later when no one is around to disturb us!"<br><br>With the conversation finally being over I stood there a few seconds longer, glancing the man up and down like he was a piece of meat. He was quite handsome....rugged and wild but strong and sexy as hell!<br><br>A man like him I wouldn't usually give a second glance to but "him"....this... "Logan"...I could see myself falling hard for. It was something that scared the hell out of me but at the same time I couldn't wait for it to happen. I knew he would turn my life upside down and I would be the one to get hurt in the end but it didn't keep me from hoping...even just a little bit that he would look at me like he looked at Jean. I wanted him to feel something for me...yet, I had no clue as to why.<br><br>Pulling, myself away from my foolish and childish thoughts, I let a small sigh escape my lips before leaving the hallway and making my way upstairs to get ready for dinner, no longer wanting to think of the sexy beast that was left standing in the main hall.
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				Title: <strong>Re: On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>LordHarketh193</strong> on <strong>09-09-2013, 23:10:01</strong>
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				I had been at the Xavier School for Gifted Youngsters for a years and my experience to say the least has been nothing but happy, well happy enough.<br>I completely understand that Xavier got a new face to be a teacher at the school and that is in his words settleing in well.<br>I was told she was a CSI i had to wounder why was she at the school?<br><br><br>As i Pulled up outside i looked the building over before giving one last rev of my bikes engine, knowing it would cause people inside to know i was here.<br>As i got to the door Rogue opened the door to the front of the mansion i walked in wearing my usual, wearing nothing but cowboy boots, a pair of dark blue jeans and a white wife beater shirt that was covered by a brown leather coat with a duffel bag slung over my shoulder.<br><br>An overly excited Rogue exchanged words and hugs before stepping aside so Storm could do the same. It wasn't until Remy pulled Rogue out of the room and Storm left to go back to whatever it was she was doing did Jean step closer, giving the soft smile she always had while I looked at her as if I was about to devour her on the spot.<br><br>Cyclops clearied his throat and then he approched me with a cold glare on his face that was met with one just as angry and mean as his, he wants to play hard then he best be ready for whats to come.<br><br><br>"Aren't you going to welcome me home Scott?" I asked.<br><br>"You could have stayed gone for all I cared.", was Scott's response.<br><br>"Still, afraid of me stealing Jeanne away from you, huh Scooter?"I said in almost a feral growl.<br><br>Scott who was in no way intimidated, squared his shoulders and stared me right in the face before responding to the my question.<br><br>"It just kills you to know that she still loves me huh, Wolverine?" He said.<br><br>Another growl left my lips, only this time much louder, but then Jean grab hold of Scott's arm and pull him away before the heated discussion turned into a fist fight to a bloody end.<br><br>"It's good to have you back Logan!", smiled Jean as she led Scott back to his room.<br><br>"Good, to be back Jeanne. I will catch ya' later when no one is around to disturb us!" I called to her.<br><br>I looked round spotting someone had beenw atching the whole thing. I looked her over not intrested and walked off to my room.<br>Dinner would be served soon so i showered before i got dressed and headed down to the hall.<br>Xavier had said the new women would be introduced to him tonight as well as that they'd all have a pleasent dinner, with that in mind i laughed at the thought od Scott starting a fight at dinner.<br>Off i went to&nbsp; dinner.
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				Title: <strong>Re: On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>TamaRose</strong> on <strong>10-09-2013, 04:39:42</strong>
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				After getting showered and changed into something a little more comfortable, I wandered back downstairs in a pair of dark blue jeans, a white off the shoulder blouse, and pair of white sandals and wandered into the dining area where it seemed everyone was already gathered, chatting casually and acting like one big ole' happy family.<br><br>Again, feeling like the odd one out I quietly stepped into the room and took a seat near Colossus and Kitty, not wanting to be near Rogue, Jean, Scott, or Logan...all for the obvious reasons.<br><br>With everyone there...me of course being last puzzle piece, Professor Xavier finally cleared his throat, quieting everyone down to make his announcement to the Wolverine as to whom the newest X-Man was while the others watched on.<br><br>"As everyone here knows, we have a new teacher and X-Men among us. The only one that has not gotten to know Flame as of yet is Logan. That is why I thought it would be nice to have dinner as a family tonight. Not only for everyone to catch up with Logan since he has been gone but for Logan and Flame to be properly introduced. So, without further ado, Autumn "Flame" Rose this is James "Logan" Howlette also known as Wolverine. I hope you both learn to work along side one another as friends and comrades."<br><br>With the announcement finally being over I gave a half hearted smile to Logan, unsure as to how he would feel towards me. After all he didn't seem like the "friendly" type but still it didn't hurt to try...right? So, doing my best to be friendly, I said a simple "hello" with the nod of my head before turning back towards the Professor as if waiting for a pat on the head for being a good "little" puppy!
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				Title: <strong>Re: On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>LordHarketh193</strong> on <strong>10-09-2013, 19:00:39</strong>
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				<div class="spoiler_container"><div onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button" class="spoiler_header">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">Dang just noticed I've switched XD&nbsp; Sorry let me know if you want me to change it</div></div><br>Sitting in my usual spot near rogue and Jean i noticed Scott looking at me like i had already offended him, so i pushed just a bit more.<br>Putting my arm round the two's chair i watched Scott as he gave me a glare, i just smirked in reply and began to chat to the two before Xavier started to talk.<br>Listening to Xavier i looked over at Flame as he did, glancing over her before returning the smile with a polite smile.<br><br>He returned the nod and then looked at Rogue and Jean and then smirked at Scott.<br>I watched as Jean got up to get a small drink of water still everyone was focused on Xavier. <br>Looking at Scott i nudged him under the table with my foot, he looked at me and glared it was more of a kick and i just smirked at him because of it.<br>"Not starting anything Scottie?" he smirked as he said it quietly so only Scott could hear, and to that he was given a frown and a glare.<br>He kicked his leg again and had a more nastily glare delivered to him. So I did it again and this time i almost got a reaction from him, he glared at me more and his whole body turned to face me his mouth opened to say something then stopped as Jean arrived back and smiled at me.<br>I smiled back and smirked at Scott, who then turned away and sulked like a child while e we waited for Xavier to speak.
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				Title: <strong>Re: On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>TamaRose</strong> on <strong>10-09-2013, 22:44:13</strong>
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				<div class="spoiler_container"><div onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button" class="spoiler_header">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">Don't feel bad. I ended it up doing it myself. So, it's no big deal! lol</div></div><br>Scott was about to say something to Logan when he and Logan got a private message from Xavier at the opposite end of the table. "LOGAN! Do not make me have to scold you in front of everyone like a small child. You are older then most of the people here in this room. You should act like it. Not quit antagonizing Scott or I will make you talk like a girl for the rest of the week.<br><br>Scott, this is about Autumn tonight. Please, do not ruin this for her. If you want to talk to Logan later you can do so in the Danger Room."<br><br>Acting as if nothing had happened, Professor Xavier continued talking to Colossus and Kitty like nothing had ever happened.<br><br>Autumn, who was feeling like a fish out of water waited for the different plates and bowls of food to reach her as everyone began digging into their evening meal. She had to admit Storm was a great cook when it came to things like this and she knew tonight would be no different when it came to the stuffed chicken she had made. All the herbs she used was out of her own garden, so when it came to the "special" X-Men dinners, Storm made the most unique and wonderful foods. Everything tasted so awesome. Autumn hoped when she got to know Storm a little better she would teach her how to make her food more flavorful in case she ever found herself a man that loved to eat.<br><br>Moving her attention from the plate of food in front of her to the man between Rogue and Jean, she gave him an almost cold glare as she watched an arm wrap around the two woman, making Remy and Scott very uncomfortable...but Scott a little more so then the Cajun<br><br>Was Logan really that hard up for someone else's woman that he couldn't keep his hands to himself and why did he have to torment poor Scott so damn much? Hell, he had only been here less than an hour and he was already starting trouble. Maybe, she had the wrong impression about Logan when he first walked in. After all what she was seeing now he seemed like a complete jerk who didn't care about anyone else's feeling but his own. Stupid jerk! She hated it when men had to steal other women away from their men. <br><br>"Do you always stir up so much controversy when you come to the school Professor Logan...or is it just my vivid imagination?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: On My Own  (LordHarketh193 &amp; TamaRose)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>LordHarketh193</strong> on <strong>10-09-2013, 23:27:35</strong>
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				<div class="spoiler_container"><div onclick="hideSecond (this);" role="button" class="spoiler_header">Spoiler: Click to Show/Hide</div><div class="spoiler_body">i hadn't noticed XD thanks</div></div><br>Logan looked at Scott and then at Xavier.<br>He then stuck up a conversation with Rogue and looked at Jean as she happily joined in.<br>He wasn't causing trouble now just chatting, though Scott still seemed to be glaring at him like no ones business.<br><br>He seemed to have caused a certain new female to look at him and say something. When he looked at her he smirked.<br>"Depends if I'm in the mood, and don't call me professor makes me sound old" he said then continued his talk with Rogue, Jean and Scott were quietly arguing while they waited for the plates to be taken and swapped.<br><br>Logan carried on talking with Rogue until Jean stood and left the room, he looked at Scott after his eyes followed after Jean.<br>Rogue went after Jean and he watched Scott glaring eyes darting back at each other for ages before Scott stood and went after rogue and jean.<br>Logan stayed put and drank some of his drink before he looked behind him to hear the three arguing.
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				Post by: <strong>TamaRose</strong> on <strong>13-09-2013, 02:41:57</strong>
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				He was a complete ass. There was no other way of putting it. Not only did he like flirting with women that were taken but&nbsp; he thought he could get away with flirting with everyone else as well. What a jerk. Of all the men in the world, why was I attracted to this one? He would never love me...much less be faithful to me. He had a thing for Jean Grey and no woman would be able to be at the same level as "Miss Perfect. That much I had figured out in less then a day when it came to Logan.<br><br>I can't say that I hate the woman but even before Logan arrived she seemed "untouchable". Like everyone saw her like she was the most perfect being in the world. Scott loved and adored her, Storm was her best friend, the students and her fellow team members looked up to her, and Professor Xavier thought she held the moon. Now that "mystery" man was here, Jean seemed to hold his attention as well.<br><br>Again, I don't really hate her because she has been kind to me but I just can't figure out what it is about this woman that everyone loves. Maybe, once I am around a little longer I will see it as well but at the moment I am not to sure that will ever happen.<br><br>Figuring, I wasn't going to get a conversation out of anyone tonight, I gently pushed my chair back away from the table and stood up, grabbing my plate and taking it with me. I had, had enough of this three ring circus for the night and I think the professor knew that because he gave me a look of concern, only to be met back with a look of disgust before leaving the room. <br><br>Let them all fawn and fight over precious Jean but just don't expect me to stick around and listen to all the bull shit.<br><br>No, I wasn't expecting to be gushed over like Jean was but the dinner had been for me and the new "professor" to meet. Not for everyone to start a scene. So, why did people have to start shit tonight? Couldn't I have had just one night to be about me?<br><br>Alright, I may be a "little" jealous but shit...I was tired of being left out of everything. Again, I knew I was the new one around here and it would take time to be trusted but what the hell did I do to deserve to be ignored?<br><br>Wanting, nothing more then to just be alone I took my plate upstairs and finished my dinner...alone...before grabbing a hidden bottle of tequila from my foot locker and taking it to the nearby forest and drinking it down like it was nothing but a simple bottle of water.
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