Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms
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				Title: <strong>Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>20-10-2010, 13:19:12</strong>
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				<div align="center">(http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/castleheader.jpg)</div><br><br><br><br><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size: 24pt;" class="bbc_size">The Bedrooms</span></strong></div><br><div align="center"><em>See Here For Introduction and Back Ground Info (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86017.0)</em></div><br><br><br><div align="center">(http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/bedrooms850.jpg)</div><br><br>Marcus, Bo, Tools, Nicci, Mila and Marisol each have their own bedrooms in the West wing, which is accessed through the archway facing you at the top of the main staircase.&nbsp; Each room has its own dressing room and luxury en-suite with a large bath, basin, bidet, toilet and large shower.&nbsp; When Miss Taylor brings the participants to their rooms after their tour of the castle she explains that they are their own private spaces, personal havens to unwind in and keep as they wish.&nbsp; She gently reminds the girls though that here as everywhere else the men have the right to make sure that they are cared for, and sometimes corrected or admonished here as everywhere else and that sometimes it may be necessary to invade their privacy even here.&nbsp; The Men are asked to bear in mind that the girls need their own private personal spaces and not to overrule that unless they think it is absolutely necessary.<br><br><br><div align="center"><span style="font-size: 24pt;" class="bbc_size">~</span></div><br><br><table class="bbc_table"><tbody><tr><td><br>In the South wing, which is also the tower, approached through <br>the archway on the left at the top of the stairs the first floor is <br>taken up almost entirely with the main sharing bedroom, a <br>neutral space for everyone to come together at any time if <br>they so wish.&nbsp; It also has its own en-suite with a large spar <br>bath big enough for all of them and an equally huge walk in shower.<br><br>On the floor above there are two more simpler sharing bedrooms<br>with an interconnecting bathroom with two large freestanding<br>baths which are also available to all of them if they so wish.<br><br>The next floor is an empty chamber with a doorway leading out<br>onto the battlements and another smaller door, which is locked<br>(To the stairs which lead up into the tower)<br></td><td>(http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/bedrroms2500.jpg)</td></tr></tbody></table><br><br><br>(Please head all posts with which room you are in and who you are with, for example: " <em>~Nicci, with Bo and Marcus in Bo's room ~</em> " -thank you)
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>22-10-2010, 06:03:30</strong>
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				~<em>Mila: Introductory post starting with a tour of the castle and ending in Mila's bedroom</em>~<br><br><em>3:00 pm</em><br><br>Camila Rosen got out of the limousine, heart racing from nerves and excitement.&nbsp; &nbsp;She felt like she was embarking on a journey that would forever change her life.&nbsp; And, one way or another, she supposed it would.&nbsp; When she had responded to the ad that led her here, she had never expected to be chosen for the experiment.&nbsp; That Miss Taylor, the psychologist who had interviewed her, believed that she was a good candidate had been a pleasant surprise.<br><br>She brushed a loose wisp of long, dark hair off her face; she had pulled it back into a casual ponytail, but some always came loose.&nbsp; Smoothing the fabric of her casual &nbsp;black dress (http://www.freewebs.com/bloodredwine/helena-eyelet-dress-in-black-from-delias.jpg), she approached the door, and then gasped softly as it opened.&nbsp; She knew all of the rules, had signed the contract.&nbsp; But she wasn't quite sure still what to expect.<br><br>"Mila, welcome to Castle Làidir," said Miss Taylor with a smile.&nbsp; "You had a pleasant journey?"&nbsp; Mila nodded in response.&nbsp; "You're the first to arrive.&nbsp; Come, let me show you around."<br><br>Mila followed the older woman inside, taking in the beautiful decor.&nbsp; "It's lovely," she commented quietly.<br><br>Miss Taylor showed her around the downstairs of the house, passing room after opulent room, and then took her into one that was smaller, more intimate.&nbsp; "This is the diary room, Mila.&nbsp; We discussed before that you will be expected to be very honest here.&nbsp; You must record at least every three days, but it can be more frequently than that."&nbsp; Mila nodded and then listened to the instructions on how to use the equipment.<br><br>Next, they went into the kitchen.&nbsp; "This is Cathy.&nbsp; She was in charge of organizing tonight's dinner.&nbsp; She also prepared the castle for your arrival.&nbsp; Tomorrow morning, Cathy will have breakfast ready for you.&nbsp; She will be leaving, but before she goes, she will show you and the other women how everything works and where everything is.&nbsp; You may ask her then if you have any questions about running the castle.&nbsp; And these ladies are Mary and Catriona.&nbsp; You will be seeing them once a week.&nbsp; They will come to the island to do the laundry and help with any larger cleaning jobs that you may need assistance with."&nbsp; Once Mila had greeted the women, they moved on.<br><br>She followed Miss Taylor up the stairs to a series of rooms with overly-large beds dominating the space.&nbsp; "These bedrooms are to share," the psychologist explained matter-of-factly.&nbsp; "Any of the guests may use them as desired.&nbsp; You will, of course, have your own as well."&nbsp; Mila blushed as she thought of what would be happening in these chambers, and was quick to follow Miss Taylor past them.&nbsp; As the two women went out onto the battlements, they reviewed the rules that Mila had been going over again and again for weeks, committing them to memory.&nbsp; "My phone number is by the phone in the diary room if you ever find yourself in a crisis and needed to talk to me."<br><br>"Ah, and here, we've arrived on the landing with the guests' bedroom."&nbsp; Miss Taylor led her into a suite.&nbsp; The walls were a beautiful red, the decor floral and classic.&nbsp; A gorgeous four-poster bed was the focal point.&nbsp; Mila smiled; they must have considered that her favorite color was red.&nbsp; "Your belongings have been brought up and are in the closet.&nbsp; You will need to stay in here for the next several hours as the other guests arrive.&nbsp; You may use that time to get settled in.&nbsp; At eight o'clock, Mila, you are expected in the great hall for drinks and to meet the other guests.&nbsp; Dinner will be a special occasion tonight.&nbsp; It will be served at half past the hour.&nbsp; Do you have questions?"<br><br>Mila shook her head.&nbsp; "No, I think I don't at this point.&nbsp; Thank you, Miss Taylor," she said, her voice soft and sweet.&nbsp; <br><br>Miss Taylor put out her hand, and Mila shook it formally.&nbsp; "Now, if there is nothing else, I am expecting another guest soon.&nbsp; Good luck, Mila.&nbsp; I do thing that you all will get on well together."&nbsp; And then she shut the door as she left, leaving Mila alone.<br><br>She went to the bed first, tracing her fingers along the pattern on the duvet.&nbsp; She sat down on the edge.&nbsp; This was to be her room for the next six months.&nbsp; She stood and explored the suite.&nbsp; The bathroom had an antique clawed tub and a luxurious modern shower.&nbsp; Like everything else she had seen in the entire castle, it was beautiful.&nbsp; And they really had considered her tastes in everything, she realized as she sniffed the contents of a bottle of conditioner.&nbsp; Gardenia, the scent she preferred.&nbsp; <br><br>She went to the closet and found her luggage.&nbsp; With several hours before dinner, Mila realized she had plenty of time to unpack her belongings, and set out to do so.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>22-10-2010, 08:15:59</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~Marisol: Introductory post in Marisol's bedroom after the tour of the castle~<br><br>4:35pm</em></span><br><br><span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font">"Did you have any questions, Marisol?" Miss Taylor asked as she watched the Hispanic female walking around the spacious room.<br><br>"No, Miss Taylor," Marisol Trevino said as her head turned, her luxurious black hair shifting and swaying along her back as she walked towards the woman. Her &nbsp;white floral dress (http://www.pokharacity.com/photos/lifestyle/summer-dresses/white_floral_dress01.jpg) shifted against her body as Mari shook the psychologist's hand firmly, flashing her an easy smile and adding, "You have been really helpful. Thank you for the tour of the castle."<br><br>"Not a problem, Marisol," Miss Taylor said as she glanced at her watch. She nodded to the room, "You still have quite a bit of time left, so please don't hesitate to freshen up and make this room your own. It will be for six months." With a slight wave, Miss Taylor disappeared, shutting the door quietly behind her.<br><br>Looking around her room; pleased to see that they had accommodated her likes and pleasures all around the bedroom, Marisol took a seat on the love seat at the foot of her bed. "<em>Ay Dios Mio</em>," She breathed with a soft laugh. Even though she had been excited about this adventure, it hadn't really sunk in until the limo driver had been pulling up to the castle. A castle. When Marisol had stepped out, she had felt like a princess in a fairy tale. But Disney fairy tales did not beginning with the princess answering an ad for a Polygamy Experiment. A slight grin crossed her features. No, this was her own fairy tale.<br><br>Standing up, Marisol moved to the window of her bedroom and sighed at the beautiful view she saw looking out. No matter what happened during these six months, she was going to enjoy them. There was nothing really holding her back. She had no commitments except to her family; and she had made sure to tell them she was going to be 'working' and could only call them once every week or two. That should be more than enough for her Aunt and Uncle. And even her parents in Puerto Rico.<br><br>Turning to look at the bedroom once more, Marisol opened the closet door and began to unpack and hang up her clothes. The tour of the house had shown her that whoever had thought of this had been thorough. There were shared bedrooms, reception rooms, things to do together or separately. It looked like...the perfect Polygamy house. Here, everyone could be free and open but private if they so desired.<br><br>Suddenly, Mari couldn't wait until 8:30. She wondered if someone else had arrived already or if she was the first one. For a moment, she debated exploring the grounds but she knew that Miss Taylor wouldn't appreciate it. <em>Patience,</em> she told her in one of their sessions. <em>That is something you will make an effort to learn in these six months. Patience, Marisol</em>.<br><br>"Patience," Mari murmured except she couldn't keep the slight smile playing along her lips. Anticipation. Marisol was ready to get this six month trial underway!</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>22-10-2010, 13:05:17</strong>
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				~ Nicci:&nbsp; In her own bedroom, settling in 5:45 to 8:00pm<br><br>As soon as she was alone Nicci went to the window and opening the casement she leaned out looking at those glorious mountains.&nbsp; They seem to draw her, their grandiose almost dark beauty speaking straight to her heart. She imagined how intoxicating it would feel to get to the top and stand surveying the island below her.&nbsp; She had been to many beautiful places in the world for photo shoots and filming but this island with it's combination of sea, land and sky spoke to her in a way no other landscape had before.&nbsp; <br><br>She had been pleasantly surprised how luxurious and warm the castle was, having endured shoots in old drafty buildings many times, when she had first seen the castle she had thought it would be drafty and cold.&nbsp; She had been so relived that the inside it was a like a five star hotel, the idea of spending six months in a old drafty pile had not exactly been appealing.<br><br>Miss Taylor had been her usual calm efficient self,&nbsp; Nicci had been relieved that she was met by someone she knew, and been able to see everything for the first time on her own, asking her few questions without an audience.&nbsp; Straightening up and closing the window she turned to look at her room.&nbsp; She wasn't that keen on the floral fabrics but she loved the chunky four poster bed, and the room seemed both spacious but also homely.&nbsp; So this was going to be her home for six months, to have her own space was wonderful, she imagined there would be times that she would definitely need to get away from it all.<br><br>She had two hours to kill, and was surprised how relaxed she felt, there was little gentling bubbling of excitement in the pit of her stomach and a few fears lurking in there too, but something about the place seemed to calm her and she smiled, knowing just how quickly her moods could change, it might be a very different story at eight o'clock though.<br><br>She walked through to the dressing room, moving a few things around, she noticed all her clothes were neatly pressed and showed no signs of their being couriered here a few days before.&nbsp; She unpacked&nbsp; the&nbsp; personal things she had brought with her, already thinking of a few more she wished she had thought to bring and making a mental note to see if she was allowed to buys some things just for herself whilst she was here.<br><br>Taking off her boots, jeans and tops, setting them neatly aside she walked through to the en-suite and started drawing a bath, dropping in one of her favourite La Source relaxing bath tablets and breathing in the crisp, clean scent so reminiscent of fresh sea air.&nbsp; It seemed to suit perfectly the wonderful island she had found herself on, she thought, swishing the water around with her fingers to dissolve it.<br><br>She padded through to her room and took out her paperback, one of her guilty pleasures that not many people knew about and realised she was going to miss her regular installments of erotic romance, the library had lots of books, but she was sure it didn't have any like these, she thought laughing to herself.<br><br>She enjoyed a long bath, reading her book and lazily masturbating in the warm water as was her habit.&nbsp; She spent a little time moisturising with more La Source and doing her nails and hair as this was a special evening she put on a little makeup and spritzed herself with her favourite Givenchy Play Intense perfume. With just a few minutes to go she slipped on a &nbsp;dark blue silk cocktail dress (http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/cdress.jpg) and the matching set costume jewelery set of sparking earrings, necklace and bangles.&nbsp; &nbsp;<br><br>Sitting down to slip on and do up her &nbsp;Christian Louboutin sandals, (http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/christianLouboutinDiamantesandals.jpg) which went so well with the jewelery, it might be quite while before she wore anything so decadent again, she thought to herself, as it looked as though most of the time she would be wearing far more practical shoes than these very naughtily expensive fripperies.<br><br>She went to the door, the butterflies in her stomach as noticeable as her first body double shoot, but she squared her shoulders and held her head high as she opened it and walked out into the corridor.&nbsp; She had come a long way, from the tiny little council flat with her mother in the East End to the successful woman she was now, and she had a unique chance to find out it her dreams could become a reality and hopefully enjoy making new friends and lovers that might be part of her life for some time to come.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>23-10-2010, 03:47:04</strong>
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				~ Marcus:&nbsp; Introductory post inside Marcus’s bedroom<br><br>Standing at the window of his bedroom, Marcus Steele let his gaze travel out over his island, taking in its rugged beauty.&nbsp; Steep sloping mountains stood off in the distance, their imposing presence a constant reminder of the stark beauty that surrounded him any time he was at Castle Laidir.&nbsp; His eyes drifted to the rocky shoreline directly ahead, the weather beaten rocks sharp and jagged looking from this distance but most likely smooth from the constant beating of the waves against the island’s shores.&nbsp; The land had been his personal retreat for the past twelve years, providing a home away from home when life became too crazy for him to handle.&nbsp; <br><br>He was used to chaos in his life, having grown up in a powerful, wealthy family of movers and shakers.&nbsp; Once he was out of the nest, the chaos hadn’t ended because he went on to be the star quarterback of the Boston College Eagles, national champions all four years running.&nbsp; One would think that he’d have been ready to retire from the limelight after that but he wasn’t, moving from the competitiveness of football to the competitiveness of the business world.&nbsp; With the leadership skills he’d learned growing up and in college, he’d launched an import/export business that had become wildly successful, earning him his first honest million by the age of 23.&nbsp; By 28 he had amassed enough wealth to do whatever he wanted in life and so he did the one thing he’d always wanted to do – purchased the rugged island off the coast of Scotland and updated its centuries old castle into a warm, comforting retreat. <br><br>Turning from the window finally, his gaze drifted around the room, noting the four poster bed and the warm brown tones on the walls and the furniture.&nbsp; Seeing the deep red cloth covered chair, a smile spread across his face.&nbsp; It was a gift from his friend Angus and he absolutely hated it, though he’d never tell him that.&nbsp; Turning slowly, he surveyed the rest of the room, his eyes finally falling on the closed door, sending a tingle through his body.&nbsp; Through that door was the possibility of freedom; freedom from a loveless life, from society’s moral constraints, and from the pressures of life.&nbsp; It was a lot to ask for, he knew that, but he could still hope.&nbsp; He took a step towards the door, then another one, finally forcing himself to stop before he took a third.&nbsp; It wasn’t time yet.&nbsp; With a groan, he turned and entered the en-suite, stripping his clothes as he went.&nbsp; <br><br>Once under the warm spray of the shower, he was able to relax a little bit, letting some of his tension drain away.&nbsp; Lathering up the soap, he began to wash, his hands flowing over his skin in a slow caress.&nbsp; As his eyes drifted closed, Marcus lost himself to the motions, massaging his aching muscles one by one while cleaning them at the same time.&nbsp; Down over his chest and stomach to his thighs, scrubbing as he went then drifting between his legs.&nbsp; The touch of his hand against his shaft drew a strangled moan from parched lips.&nbsp; Wrapping his fingers around the slowly hardening muscle, he began to stroke himself, his hand moving slowly so that he’d feel every touch.&nbsp; Up and down he moved, his wrist twisting slightly ever few strokes, going from base to tip and back down again.&nbsp; As his grip tightened and moved up to tease his swollen head, images began to flood his mind, bodies coming together and the sounds of shared pleasures; women and men, all inside his house, enjoying the company of each other in the best way possible.&nbsp; As each image flashed through his mind, he stroked faster, harder, the movements more urgent, rushing towards release.&nbsp; He was almost there, so close to nirvana, when the knock came, followed by the loud voice.<br><br>Marcus’s eyes snapped open and he released his hold on his cock, falling back against the wall of the shower with an exasperated grunt.&nbsp; “I’ll be right out, Angus” he called with a husky, strained voice.&nbsp; He quickly washed his hair, willing his shaft to wilt, and then stepped out, drying off immediately.&nbsp; Moving into the attached dressing room, Marcus pulled on briefs and a pair of dress slacks then a pale blue dress shirt that he left open at the collar.&nbsp; Finally done, he re-entered his bedroom and saw Angus standing at the window.&nbsp; Hearing him approach, his friend turned and smiled.&nbsp; <br><br>“It’s good to see you again, Marcus” he said, shaking his hand.&nbsp; “Everything is set and in place and the women have arrived.&nbsp; Now we’re just waiting on the men.”&nbsp; Marcus nodded, his nervousness evident in his posture, causing Angus to speak up again.&nbsp; “Are you sure this is what you want?&nbsp; It’s not too late to stop this.”&nbsp; Marcus moved passed him, walking back to the window and staring out at the day.&nbsp; Stop this?&nbsp; No, this was what he had wanted for a while now and there would be no stopping it.&nbsp; For years, Marcus had searched for the perfect individual and the perfect relationship and known only disappointment.&nbsp; He’d experimented with group sex next and found that more to his liking but something was still missing.&nbsp; He realized what it was the day he’d learned about polymory on the web and the idea for this moment had been born.&nbsp; <br><br>The guests that were arriving were told they would be part of a polymory experiment and had been hand selected after he’d reviewed information from psychological testing, expert dating professional input, and his own likes and dislikes.&nbsp; His goal was to create a family with a lasting bond who would want to stay together after the six month “experiment” ended and it started today.&nbsp; Turning back to Angus, he grinned.&nbsp; “I’m sure, Angus.&nbsp; I’ve dreamed of this day for years but I admit that I’m a little nervous.&nbsp; What if this doesn’t work?”&nbsp; &nbsp;<br><br>Angus looked at him for a moment and then stepped forward.&nbsp; “It will work, Marcus.&nbsp; I know it.&nbsp; It might take a while and it will have its ups and downs, but it will work.&nbsp; You’ve never failed at anything in your life that involved more than one person and you won’t start now.&nbsp; I know it.”&nbsp; <br><br>Marcus laughed, more of his tension flowing out.&nbsp; “I’m glad you have such faith in me, my friend!”&nbsp; Clapping him on the shoulder, he turned him towards the door.&nbsp; “Now get out there and double check that everything is in place.&nbsp; I want tonight to be perfect.”&nbsp; Angus nodded and left the room, closing the door softly behind him, leaving Marcus to his thoughts.&nbsp; As he moved back to the window and stared out at the sea, his hand idly rubbed the stubble on his chin.&nbsp; Tonight was the next step in his life journey and he couldn’t wait.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>23-10-2010, 04:23:18</strong>
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				<em>Bo coming from Outside (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86349.msg3806174#msg3806174 (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86349.msg3806174#msg3806174)) to his bedroom via Miss Taylor's tour</em><br><br>Luxury and comfort was not something that generally impressed Bo, but the rich manner in which the castle was appointed did say something about the owner and the seriousness of the experiment.&nbsp; By the time Miss Taylor deposited him in his room, Bo had a well developed mental map of the premises.&nbsp; He thanked her kindly for the tour as he shut the door behind her, then leaned the duffel bag against the side of the large four-post bed and walked to the window.&nbsp; The sea called to him like a siren's song, and he knew that he would be spending plenty of time in the water.&nbsp; Perhaps one of the other guests would enjoy it as much as he, and not for the first time he wondered what his new family would be like.<br><br>Well, Miss Taylor had indicated 8pm, so he had some time to relax before he met his new friends.&nbsp; He crossed back to his bag and pulled out a thin, rolled-up rubber mat.&nbsp; Rolling it out on the floor beside the plush bed, he lied down on his back on the mat, interlocked his fingers across his abdomen, crossed his ankles, and dozed.&nbsp; He trusted his internal clock to awaken him at the appropriate time.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>The Fifth Master</strong> on <strong>23-10-2010, 05:39:37</strong>
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				<strong> 'The Tools' Bedroom ~</strong><br><br>It was all well and good wasn't it. The trip over on a leaky dingy with a man who might have needed glasses he was squinting so bad. It wasn't like you could miss the bloody island.&nbsp; It stuck right out in the channel like a big weather vein.<br><br>Oh and the lovely Miss Taylor who knew a man's thoughts and his sox size. He had more intimate conversations with her than anyone he'd taken to bed. He almost felt like he should send her a christmas card this year an mark her birthday on his calendar.<br><br>The staff were quant in the way of all gentry. People who had been here as long as the place itself. First names change but it was expected that when children grew up they'd be taking the place of their parents to do the serving and all.<br><br>A back pack and a suite case. Something for in house and things for outside. His own tool belt and that was a bit of work to get thru customs. He had a devil of a time explaining what he needed a circular saw on a island for. His tools, it was like putting on another man's underwear. Shocking to think anyone would consider it really. <br><br>Course he should have known better than to pack it with the whips and manacles. Some bloks are sticklers for details. Give 'em a badge and a whistle and they're immediately Sherlock Holmes. After two rounds of good cop bad cop he got all his tools back and then missed his train. <br><br>Well he was here now. Had the grand tour and amazingly wasn't late just not on time like he had hoped. Enough time certainly. <br><br>Eight was dinner.&nbsp; He stripped out of his clothes in front of the full length mirror.<br><br>Vince was roughly handsome late 20's with an imposing physique. He kept his body deeply tanned by working. He had large white even teeth and a charming smile. His hair was thick black and wavy. Dark eyes that could freeze a sub or slave with a hard stare. <br><br>He looked down at his uncircumcised cock and said affectionately, "Now I think me friend I'll be puttin yah tu work for thu next six months."<br><br>He chuckled and stepped into the shower. It didn't take long to wash then get out and dry himself before dressing.&nbsp; A button down shirt and black trousers with the only pair of foot wear that wasn't his boots. A black pair of hob nail ankle high boots spit polished.<br><br>He check the time. He was ready for dinner.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>23-10-2010, 15:42:05</strong>
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				<em>~ Mila, in her bedroom ~</em><br><br>Mila spent the afternoon unpacking her belongings, making sure everything was put away in a place where she'd be able to find it when she needed it.&nbsp; She had then taken a long bath, the warm water helping to soothe her nerves.&nbsp; Now she stood before the full-length mirror, looking at herself with a critical eye.&nbsp; She wanted to make sure she looked a nice as possible for this first meeting with the five strangers who would be her family for the next six months.<br><br>Her own family has disowned her a few years ago.&nbsp; Once a year, she still tried to mail her mother a letter, but it was always sent back, marked "Return to&nbsp; Sender."&nbsp; She'd been raised in a traditional, conservative household.&nbsp; Her father had died when she was in college, and she had dropped out because there was no money.&nbsp; She had left Arizona and her family to live in Florida with Blake, her ex-boyfriend, then, and things had been fine.&nbsp; It was after Blake had left her and moved back to Sedona that the problems with her mother and older brothers had started.&nbsp; Her ex had spread stories about her wanting to be have group sex that had gotten back to her family.&nbsp; He never had understood that what she wanted wasn't a swinger lifestyle, but rather a loving family that included more than just him and her. <br><br>It was that family that she'd come here seeking.&nbsp; She'd seen the advertisement for the experiment and ignored it at first.&nbsp; But when she thought about it every day for a month, she knew that she had to at least try.&nbsp; What if this was what her life was missing?&nbsp; And so she'd called the phone number provided and ended up at&nbsp; Castle Làidir.&nbsp; She wondered about the other members of the experiment.&nbsp; She'd been told so little about them, only that there were three men and three women, and they all believed as she did, that romantic love was possible between multiple people, and that women should be guided by men who loved and cared for them.<br><br>She was nervous about the others not liking her.&nbsp; She tended to be shy, even a little timid, with strangers.&nbsp; She tried to force herself to be more outgoing, but it was awkward for her.&nbsp; She smiled at her reflection in the mirror.&nbsp; At least she looked nice, she thought.&nbsp; Her &nbsp;blue cocktail dress &nbsp;(http://media.photobucket.com/image/flirty%20coctail%20dress/smercy2005/SHORT%2520EVENING%2520PROM%2520DRESSES/Paris-2008-Prom-Dress-18782B.jpg)was new, as were many of the things she had brought here.&nbsp; When she had met with Miss Taylor and told she had been accepted into the project, the psychologist had provided a list of what she would need during the six months.&nbsp; Mila guessed she had looked panicked, because immediately, the older woman had said not to worry, and had explained that there was an allowance to make purchases.&nbsp; She had been given more money than she made in two months of teaching art classes at the community college and selling her own art.&nbsp; She hadn't enjoyed the shopping spree that had followed, feeling guilty about spending someone else's money so freely, but now, looking at herself in the beautiful dress, she had to admit that she liked how it looked and felt on her.&nbsp; The fabric clung to her breasts, accentuating them nicely, and the blue looked good against her skin.<br><br>She had left her &nbsp;hair (http://www.dailymakeover.com/appImages/galleryImages/all_womens_looks/Ashley_Greene+Mar_14_2009.jpg) loose, curled around her face.&nbsp; Dabbing a touch of Kate Spade perfume on her wrists, she took one final glance at herself and headed down to the Great Hall.<br><br><em>Continued in &nbsp;The Great Hall (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86351.msg3807501#msg3807501)</em>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>23-10-2010, 19:32:26</strong>
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				~ Marcus, in his bedroom ~<br><br>It was almost time for the dinner to start and Marcus could hardly wait.&nbsp; Patience was normally one of his strengths but it had been sorely strained by the unbearable wait.&nbsp; He’d received word only moments before that the last two men had arrived and had gotten the tour before being settled into their rooms.&nbsp; Three men and three women were to be part of this experiment, which would last for six months; at the end of that, the group would decide where to go from there.&nbsp; It would be hard for Marcus to keep the true purpose a secret but he knew it was necessary; only he and Angus would know the entire truth until the fifth month.&nbsp; These individuals had been specifically picked because he felt they represented the best chance for him to achieve a loving polymory relationship.<br><br>Standing before the floor length mirror in the basement, he made sure his clothing displayed a dressy yet casual look.&nbsp; The light blue shirt remained open at the collar but stayed tucked in the pants.&nbsp; A pair of casual dress shoes adorned his feet, completing the package.&nbsp; He washed his face carefully and brushed his hair, finally satisfied with his look.&nbsp; Moving back into the main area, he began to pace, counting down the final hour in his mind.&nbsp; After thirty minutes, he sighed with exasperation, realizing that his mouth was rather dry.&nbsp; Angus had arranged to meet all the guests as they came down and he thought that some might head down early so they could meet everyone before they settled in for the formal evening meal.&nbsp; Deciding that he was too thirsty to wait any longer, Marcus left his room and entered the hallway, heading for the Great Hall.<br><br>~ Continued in the Great Hall ~<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>24-10-2010, 03:18:45</strong>
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				(<em>Bo in his bedroom getting ready to meet everyone)<br><br>As the sun broke the plane of the horizon, the chill night air crept upward, creating a gentle updraft along the edge of the cliff face.&nbsp; &nbsp;High in the mountains, the cool breeze brushed gently across Bo's face, a mask of steely resolve as his complete focus remained on the courtyard of the old rock school house in the tiny village 320 yards away.&nbsp; The leaf covered branches that surrounded his hide shifted slightly as the air passed through.&nbsp; A quick visual inspection told him that his position was still secure and he returned his eye to the high powered spotter's scope.&nbsp; The dirt covered courtyard below jumped forward through the power of the scope's magnification.&nbsp; Bo imagined a primitive man looking through the scope and then reaching his hand forward in an attempt to pick up the old, tattered soccer ball which lay against the rusted swing set beside the school, and looking on in confusion at his inability to touch it.&nbsp; Considering the various levels of sophistication that he had encountered in this part of the world, he knew he wouldn't necessarily have to go back in time to find that primitive man.&nbsp; A healthy respect for your enemy was encouraged, but most operators had learned to have more respect for the treacherous nature of the terrain.&nbsp; At least in this small province, high above anything resembling modern civilization.&nbsp; Though a randomly aimed spray of AK-47 gunfire could kill just as effectively if a round happened to find its way to you, no matter how unintelligently the trigger was pulled.<br><br>As morning prayers in the little village ended, the school house began to get it's first visitors, women covered head-to-toe dropped off their children, carrying in the tiniest and leading the others by the hand.&nbsp; The few children that the small school supported were all very young, as the older children would be put to work having already been indoctrinated wholly into the religious teachings of the school.<br><br>As the last of the morning dew was burned off by the late summer sun, an adult male wearing loose-fitting, traditional garb, strode purposefully toward the entrance of the school building.&nbsp; Bo eyed the man's features carefully, comparing him with his mental flip file of persons of interest and drawing a blank.&nbsp; He gently closed his right hand into a fist, signaling to his teammate and shooter, Lieutenant Mark "Salamander" Jones, to hold his fire.&nbsp; A barely perceptible shift of a leaf told Bo that the man laying next to him had received the message.<br><br>Shortly after the man entered the school house, an angry hot orange ball filled Bo's vision.&nbsp; A concussive shock rumbled over his position, followed quickly by a warm rush of air.&nbsp; Bo tore his eyes from the scope as pieces of the old rock building came crashing to the earth, billowing smoke and dust blurred the edges of the suddenly quiet village.&nbsp; Across the vast distance, screams of shock and anguish began to drift.&nbsp; As the heaviest dust settled, leaving a light smog around the once sturdy building, Bo returned his eye to the glass of his scope.&nbsp; As the crumbled front opening, that had moments before held a thick wooden door, lept into close view, a small child, no more than three years old, came stumbling out.&nbsp; His scalp was a black and red bald mass, his left cheek melted to the bone, his mouth was wide open in a silent scream and his arms flailed above his head, one ending in a bloody stump.&nbsp; Suddenly he pitched forward, landing still atop the hardened earth.</em>&nbsp; <br><br>Bo set up quickly, his heart rate slightly elevated, as he registered his surroundings; the plush bed, the warm, richly appointed room, and the carved ceiling returned his quick glances.&nbsp; Island.&nbsp; Castle.&nbsp; Experiment.&nbsp; He glanced at the rubber diver's watch on his left wrist, noting that he had awakened with time to spare.&nbsp; It was then that he noticed his right hand, still balled into a fist.&nbsp; Consciously, he relaxed it, straightening out his fingers.&nbsp; Strange, he thought.&nbsp; He hadn't thought of that boy much since that day, and this was the first dream that he could recall having about his past life.&nbsp; Why now, he wondered.&nbsp; His finger went instinctively to the tender spot just below his right rib cage.&nbsp; Regrets were a natural part of life that trained operators were taught to accept, as decisions made in the moment often cost lives.&nbsp; The only bad decisions were the ones that cost lives on your side.&nbsp; Bo never expected that he would be one of the ones that were whispered about in secret, the ones who had such dreams, and the stark reminder of that moment sent a wave of heartache washing over him that stunned him into momentary inaction.<br><br>Stubbornly pushing the feeling away, he rose quickly to his feet and made his way to the bathroom where he splashed cold water from the sink onto his face.&nbsp; Looking at his reflection in the mirror, he locked eyes with himself and took a deep, steadying breath.&nbsp; A clouded memory of the little boy's burnt face clung to the edge of his vision, but he shook it loose, reaching over to turn the shower water to the warm position.&nbsp; As the warm water flowed over his body, he began to focus on the evening ahead, feeling the light tingle of anticipation building deep within.&nbsp; If his new friends, he couldn't think of them as family yet, were as well matched as he was told to expect, then he figured the evening ahead to be a comfortable one.&nbsp; Once everyone had overcome their inevitable initial nervousness.&nbsp; Of which, he felt a little within himself and smiled.&nbsp; The anticipation wasn't quite as intense as standing in an open C130 waiting to walk out the back ramp at 30,000 feet for a HALO jump, but he was still surprised at the tingling in the pit of his stomach.&nbsp; Starting this new life held hope for many wonderful experiences ahead.&nbsp; As these thoughts raced through his mind, he toweled off and stood naked in front of the mirror, allowing himself to air dry while finishing his preparation.&nbsp; He ran a comb through his hair, brushed his teeth with his usual toothpaste, and applied his standard deodorant, all of which were sitting in his vanity, along with some other necessities that had been provided for him.&nbsp; Padding out of the bathroom across the soft carpeting, he walked into his closet and surveyed the clothing that had also been provided at his request.&nbsp; Fine clothes didn't travel well in duffel bags.&nbsp; Selecting a deep blue suit, he pulled on the soft slacks and matched it with a solid white button-up shirt which he left unfastened at the collar.&nbsp; A black leather belt and soft leather loafers finished the business casual attire.&nbsp; The matching socks he had found in one of the drawers.&nbsp; The soft cotton boxer briefs had traveled with him.&nbsp; The deep blue jacket, he left on its hanger.<br><br>The walk-in closet contained a wide, full length mirror.&nbsp; Glancing in it one last time, Bo pronounced himself ready to mingle and headed out the door, leaving his rubber diver's watch behind on the night stand beside his bed.&nbsp; Where he was going tonight, he wouldn't need to know how deep he was underwater, nor when to come up for air.&nbsp; Looking around, he already knew.<br><br><em>(moving to the &nbsp;Great Hall (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86351.msg3809612#msg3809612)</em>)<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>24-10-2010, 05:49:57</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~Marisol: In her bedroom~</em><br><br>"Shit!" With a quick turn, Marisol rushed from the walk in closet back into the bathroom to finish applying the last bit of her make up. She was going to be late. On her first day to meet her 'family'. Damn it!!<br><br>She hadn't intended to fall asleep. The past couple of days had been so busy - shopping and preparing the final steps in her journey - that she hadn't slept. Until the day before she had left for Castle Làidir, Marisol had worked. And so exhaustion had taken over. After situating herself in her bedroom, Mari had decided to take a bubble bath to relax her muscles. What had been her downfall had been turning on her laptop and playing her Micheal Buble folder. That damn singer always put her to sleep.<br><br>When she had woken up it had been fifteen before eight and Marisol knew...she was going to be late. What a great first impression to her fellow friends. Rolling her eyes, she reached for the curling iron and quickly ran it through her hair, checking in the mirror to make sure her black and white cocktail dress (http://www.models-sasha.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/cocktail-dress-for-chubby.jpg) was smooth and without wrinkles. After running her fingers through her hair (http://images.askmen.com/galleries/actress/roselyn-sanchez/pictures/roselyn-sanchez-picture-1.jpg) to flare out some of her curls, Mari stood up straight and did a quick turn.<br><br>It would have to do.<br><br>Turning off her laptop, she rushed to her bed and slipped on her black stiletto's and spritz herself with Japanese Cherry Blossom body spray. Refusing to give herself another look - not wanting to be anymore late - Marisol slipped outside and rushed down the hallway and towards the stairs to her awaiting new family.<br><br>(Continued in Main Reception &amp; Leisure Rooms (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86351.msg3809949#msg3809949)) </span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>10-12-2010, 14:05:43</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, on her way to the bedrooms with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila walked up the staircase with Mari and Nicci, waiting until the reached the top before speaking.&nbsp; She had been looking forward to time alone, but realized that she wanted to spend time with the other women even more.&nbsp; "I would love both," she responded softly.&nbsp; "Cocoa and chatting both sound wonderful.&nbsp; But... well, I would love to get out of this dress and into something more comfortable.&nbsp; Would it be okay if we meet in Mari's room in perhaps half an hour?"<br><br>She frowned as she looked down the hall, wondering which bedroom belonged to which person.&nbsp; They were all relatively close together, which was kind of nice.&nbsp; As she found her bedroom and asked which Mari's was, she smiled at the other women.&nbsp; "Okay, I'll see you in a few."&nbsp; Impulsively, she hugged each of them before slipping through the door.<br><br>Once she was alone, she sat on the bed for a few minutes to gather her thoughts.&nbsp; She felt a thrill of excitement at getting to have alone time with the girls.&nbsp; She went to the closet and found a tank top and some yoga pants, quickly stripping off her dress and putting on the more casual clothing instead.&nbsp; In bare feet, she padded to the door she thought was Mari's and knocked.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>11-12-2010, 01:23:06</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol in her room waiting for the girls ~</em><br><br>Once she was in her room, Marisol wasted no time in slipping out of her black and white cocktail dress and finding something more comfortable to wear. Like Nicci, she preferred to sleep in the nude...but she didn't think that was proper attire for a 'girl talk'. Rummaging through her clothes, she finally came upon a new pair of pajama she had purchased with the money provided to her by Mrs. Taylor. Slipping on the pink and black pj set (http://s.shld.net/is/image/Sears/027000VC02170441?hei=600&amp;amp;wid=600&amp;amp;op_sharpen=1&amp;amp;qlt=90,0&amp;amp;resMode=sharp&amp;amp;op_usm=0.9,0.5,0,0[/url) she jumped when she heard the knock at the door.<br><br>Walking over barefoot, Marisol brushed her hair out of her face as she opened the door and found Mila there. She smiled brightly, "Hey! Don't you look comfortable!" She ushered her in, shivering slightly at the change of clothing and the slight coldness of her clothes. She nodded to the couch at the foot of her bed, "Go ahead and sit down. I'm going to take off my make up --" Before she could finish another knock sounded. Flashing Mila a warm smile, she added, "Let me get that first!"<br><br>Turning to the door, she smiled when she saw Nicci and pushed the door wider. "Come on! Mila just got&nbsp; here too." Once Nicci was inside, Marisol bumped the door closed and looked at the two women. Her friends. Yes, the three of them would become friends. She was certain of it. Giving them both a sincere smile, she said quietly, "Thank you for coming to spend some time with me."<br><br>Making her way to the bathroom, she left the doors opened as she grabbed her makeup bag and pulled out her makeup remover. "Don't mind me. If I don't do this now, I'll forget and go to sleep and I'll wake up with my eyelashes stuck together." While she waited for the water to turn lukewarm, she tied her hair in a loose bun and asked carefully, knowing that she was asking a loaded question. "So...what did you two think of tonight? A lot to take in, huh?"</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>11-12-2010, 07:15:04</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, in Marisol's room with the girls~</em><br><br>Camila went inside at Mari's invitation and took a seat on the sofa, settling in.&nbsp; She smiled as Mari opened the door for Nicci as well, and eyed the woman entering with a tray laden with goodies.&nbsp; Although she was full from dinner, she loved cocoa and would be unlikely to ever turn it down.&nbsp; Back home, she made the Swiss Miss packets in the microwave for herself regularly.&nbsp; It was her way to treat herself in the winter.&nbsp; She liked coffee, but if given the choice between the two drinks, she usually picked the chocolate.&nbsp; Living by herself, she was able to indulge herself however she wanted.&nbsp; So in the winter, she picked the hot chocolate and in the summer, she usually chose coffee.&nbsp; Of course, it was only coffee she made herself; she could not afford luxuries like Starbucks.<br><br>As Mari, a bundle of energy, went into the bathroom, she asked about the evening.&nbsp; As much as Mila wanted to take a back seat in the conversation and just listen while Mari and Nicci spoke, she knew she would not be doing herself any favors that way.&nbsp; If she was going to become friends with these women, then she needed to let herself be vulnerable with them.&nbsp; It became a matter of what was more important to her, protecting her heart, or knowing her new family.<br><br>She smiled wryly at Nicci and said loudly enough to Mari to hear her in the bathroom, "Yes, it was a lot to take in.&nbsp; Did anyone else have the thought that Miss Taylor has a very discerning eye when it comes to men?&nbsp; Marcus, Vince, and Bo are gorgeous!"&nbsp; She knew her answer was lighthearted, but she wanted to give Nicci a chance to voice her opinion, and Mari, too.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>11-12-2010, 19:09:05</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci, heading for the pyjama party in Mari's room ~</em><br><br>Nicci felt over dressed as Mari opened the door, as she was the only one still in her evening clothes, but maybe she'd slip to her room in a moment and get changed too she thought - so she too could be comfortable.&nbsp; She liked the idea of peeling off that outer presentable skin and just being herself with them both.<br><br>Nicci smiled back at Mila, Mari seemed so full of confidence and so openhearted.&nbsp; Nicci wondered if part of it was because Mari had grown up in a big family, it wasn't until she herself had gone on shoots that she'd shared bathrooms and dressing room spaces with other girls and got used to the noise and the lack of privacy.<br><br>She passed Mila her hot chocolate, and waited to see the look on her face when she took the first sip.&nbsp; That was the best part of cooking or making treats for someone else she thought, that look - the flavors caressing the tongue, and when it came to having the best ingredients like these - often that slight surprise, the almost sensual joy of your taste-buds being lit up with pleasure.<br><br>"Oh yeah, I've got to agree with you there Mila, they are all of them quite something. So different too don't you think.&nbsp; But I was thinking about it earlier, I'd been worried that three strong men may have trouble getting on with each other, but now I wonder whether their differences are exactly what might make this work. Like three different shaped jigsaw pieces coming together to form one whole picture."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 01:27:41</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol in her room ~</em><br><br>"I had been worried about that too," Marisol admitted as she heard Nicci, her voice showing her slight worry. She closed her eyes as she removed her eyeshadow, her voice laced with humor. "But they are...yummy." To say that Marisol was eager to experience all three men in bed was an understatement. She was looking forward to that like a child looked forward to Christmas. But she wasn't going to say anything about that. Especially since Mila was still quite shy and Nicci had already formed a bond with Bo. Best to keep those thoughts to herself.<br><br>"But all three of them seem very nice and respectful," Marisol smiled, her tone obviously pleased. "I like how they are such gentlemen to all three of us." Rinsing her face, she shut off the water and reached for a towel, drying her face. Once she was done, she reached for the skin cream and applied it gently. She commented quietly, knowing that all three of them had to talk about the dinner. "Dinner got a bit tense."<br><br>Turning the light off, she rubbed the lotion over her skin as she looked at Mila, her voice gentle. "You handled yourself very well. Especially with the background you have, sweetie." Marisol gave Mila a proud smile as she sat down on her bed and crossed her legs. Looking at Nicci, she tilted her head, "You think it'll be smooth sailings from now on?"<br><br>With a wince, she added, "And I'm sorry if I'm asking too many personal questions. You don't have to answer them if you don't want to." There were times that Mari forgot that people weren't as open as she was; or as outspoken. She had to remember that she was learning just as much about the two females as she was about the three men.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 03:16:52</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, with Mari and Nicci in Mari's bedroom~</em><br><br>Mila picked up the mug filled with hot cocoa, blowing gently at the top before bringing it to her lips.&nbsp; She took a tiny sip and closed her eyes in ecstasy at the rich chocolate flavor that exploded in her mouth.&nbsp; She savored the taste for a moment before opening her eyes and looking at Nicci.&nbsp; "Wow, I thought my Swiss Miss was good!&nbsp; You'll have to show me how to make this."&nbsp; <br><br>She thought about what Nicci and Mari said about the men, smiling at Mari as she rejoined them.&nbsp; "I guess I can see some problems.&nbsp; They are going to have to work out a lot between them.&nbsp; All three are so different, and they are all very dominant in their own ways.&nbsp; I have to admit that I'm very attracted to all of them.&nbsp; I'm excited about... knowing them better."&nbsp; She blushed at her words.&nbsp; Nicci and Mari would know what she meant, but she also knew that intimacy between them was inevitable.&nbsp; It wasn't as if Miss Taylor has been subtle about that.&nbsp; They had been told very clearly what the possibilities were when they signed on.&nbsp; She also suspected that it would be good for her to be open and up front with the other women.&nbsp; About everything.&nbsp; If she was going to look at them for support, and support them in return, they needed to be candid with each other.&nbsp; And such openness would be most difficult for her, she realized.&nbsp; So it was just something she had to do.<br><br>She looked first at Mari and then at Nicci.&nbsp; "I think, with as well as we are going to know each other, it is safe to say that there is no question too personal.&nbsp; If something's completely off-limits, I'll try to speak up and say so.&nbsp; So I think that we should all agree that we can ask anything and talk about anything with each other."&nbsp; She had a feeling they may take her eagerness to forge friendships with them as too forward; Mila was inexperienced with dealing with other women.&nbsp; But she needed them to understand that, with them, she was willing to give everything she could to make it work.&nbsp; "I owe you guys an apology for dinner.&nbsp; Thanks for your kind words, Mari, but the tension was my fault.&nbsp; I don't think Bo likes me very much, but I'm hoping to change his mind."<br><br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 12:51:10</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci, taking the first step in opening herself up to the girls ~</em><br><br>"I'm very attracted to all them too, very much so, and I do think the boys may have a few rough patches getting themselves really integrated into a family dynamic.&nbsp; I agree Mari, we need to be very open with each other, because actually I think we may find it just as hard," she paused for a moment, "I know I will."<br><br>She struggled to find the right words, taking a sip of hot chocolate she stood, frowning slightly looking pensively at the floor before raising her head again and looking at them once more. She wanted to start as she meant to go on, this meant to much to her for anything other than complete honesty.&nbsp; "You see, with us I think our hearts may be the thing that will take us more work to soothe and connect properly. I've shared a man before, but only ever in a fun way, I......" she hesitated again it wasn't the time to go into too much detail but she wanted them to understand, "Well, I haven't given my heart to any guy for a long long time, for various reasons, and then later knowing I needed more than a monogamous relationship I never wanted to hurt a guy or let him get his hopes up."<br><br>She smiled wryly, she knew her carefree lifestyle shocked a lot of people but for her it had been a way to manage her sexuality without hurting anyone in the process.&nbsp; "So now, coming here with an open heart and hoping to form real loving relationships I already find that not only am I attracted to the all three of them, I care about them, and want them to care about me."&nbsp; <br><br>"So, I think, that sharing them, seeing them make love to someone else, and loving them too, might be harder than I thought it would, and frankly it scares me.&nbsp; I already feel such a wonderful deep sense of hope and yearning, I've never had a family, no sisters or brothers and to be honest you two are just so wonderful I don't want to hurt you either or let you down."<br><br>Nicci, knew it was a lot to say, and she didn't want them to feel she was trying to hog the limelight or anything, but she wanted it out in the open.&nbsp; She looked into Mila's eyes, "And I know you're wrong about Bo, I saw the way he looked at you a few times tonight, he wants you and cares about you&nbsp; as much as he wants any of us, in fact it made me jealous for a moment, and that is what I mean, I think it's going to take so much openness and even quite a bit of pain, if we want it to work."<br><br>She looked across at Mari hoping she hadn't been disappointed in her admission about feeling a little jealous, "I don't think the men will have any problems sharing us, they already seem attracted to us all, but maybe that part of it might be harder for us – don't you think?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 15:51:10</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~Marisol, opening up about the night's events with the girls ~</em><br><br>A sudden sense of relief seemed to cross over Marisol's face as she heard Nicci's admissions about jealousy. She had felt so guilty when she had seen Nicci and Bo touching and caressing one another that she hadn't wanted to mention it. That was going to be for the Video Diary only. But now that Nicci had opened up -- and it had taken a big boost of confidence to do that -- Marisol knew it was only fair for her to be open and honest about her feelings.<br><br>But first...she wished to make something clear to Mila.<br><br>"Mila, the tension wasn't your fault at all." Looking at the young woman, Mari flashed her a smile and shrugged, "It was our first time together and things got a bit tense too quickly. I think all of us were walking on eggshells and when Bo made the comment - even though he didn't mean it to sound harsh - it did come off that way. Please don't feel like it's your fault." Shaking her head, she added, "I think our first intimate time together is going to be like that too. A bit awkward and perhaps there might be some...tense or uncertain moments but in the end I think it'll go as beautiful as tonight went."<br><br>Taking a deep breath, Marisol looked at Nicci and admitted quietly, "When we moved to the Lounge and you came back with&nbsp; Bo...seeing the two of you sitting so close and how he touched you...it..." This was the difficult part for Mari; it was all fine when she took charge and she took care of other problems for the women of the house, it was completely different when she had to open up about her own problems and emotions. "...Well, it made me a bit jealous. You two seemed to have forged a bond so quickly and I feel like...like the weakest link, you know?" A little burst of laughter escaped Marisol, showing that she was a bit nervous. "I get the feeling the men are attracted to you two more than to me."<br><br>Wanting to change the subject, suddenly feeling VERY exposed, she ran her fingers through her hair and in the process pulled it form her pony tail. Fiddling with the hair tie, Mari gave them a smile. "But...while I think you might be right in our emotions getting in the way, I also think we're doing really good at opening up and about becoming friends first. I think if we three keep an open communication and let each other know when we feel uncomfortable or when we feel a bit left out, then we should be able to minimize the hurt feelings."<br><br>Flashing them both wide smiles, she commented with an eager smile, "After all, I think we three are going to be the glue of this whole fiasco. If us three girls keep a tight bond, then the men will feel more comfortable and will open up. I just think communication is the key."</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 17:09:18</strong>
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				~ Girl time in Mari's room ~<br><br>Nicci's eyes opened wide at Mari's admission, that really seemed amazing to her, she couldn't believe the seemingly so confident woman felt like that, "Lord Mari," she said, smiling, "You know, that sounds just so strange to me, I felt the opposite, that the guys liked you two so much more than me.&nbsp; I upset Bo before we even went to dinner and he's blown hot and cold on me since, and you - well you&nbsp; are so confident so animated and sexy, when you walked in the door it was like the lights had come on and all of the guys literally had their tongues hanging out.&nbsp; And there was you Mila – so shy and lovely, like a beautiful tender rosebud, the guys were all so protective of you and looked at you with such care and longing – it was me who felt as though I was bringing up the rear – still do."<br><br>She smiled at Mila, "You know I was even a little jealous of you and Mari - sitting together you looked so at home with each other, already a unit without me, I felt a little lost and on my own." She shrugged and looked a little shame-faced, "I know I shouldn't let myself feel such a klutz, but I do feel it rather – you two are just so lovely in so many ways, I think I've a lot to learn."<br><br>"And I agree with Mari you know, not only is Bo smitten with you, but that small misunderstanding was nothing compared with what I did to upset him, and I'm not even completely sure how I did - he got so angry and withdrawn with me, it was just awful, honestly you have nothing to worry about."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 17:38:40</strong>
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				<em>~Mila at the slumber party~</em><br><br>Mila listened to what Nicci and Mari were saying.&nbsp; She was astonished by most of it.&nbsp; She had thought the two of them were so confident, and it was obvious that the men were into them, especially Nicci.&nbsp; They were practically drooling over her!&nbsp; She had thought that she was the only one with the confidence issues, but apparently, she was not alone.&nbsp; It endeared the other women even more to her, knowing that they all felt unsure on the inside.&nbsp; But it also made her realize how very much this family depended on open communication, especially between the three of them.&nbsp; It would be easy to let jealousies and insecurities come between them.&nbsp; They would have to work at always being open with each other; there would be times that it would be difficult, but in that moment, Mila made a pact with herself to tell Mari and Nicci what she felt no matter how hard it was.<br><br>This sort of relationship had been her dream for so long that she liked to think she would be above the type of emotion that she other woman described.&nbsp; But she wasn't, she realized.&nbsp; She thought back, too, to when Nicci and Bo had joined them in the lounge, and the electricity that had seemed to flow between the two.&nbsp; Mila had certainly not just been okay with that.&nbsp; Jealousy had reared its ugly head with her, too.&nbsp; She had wondered then how Mari felt about it, and was surprised to know that it was similar to how she had felt.<br><br>But her issue was a little different than what Nicci described.&nbsp; Her blush deepening, she said, "I find the thought of any of the men with either of you... acceptable."&nbsp; <em>Exciting.</em>&nbsp; "My problem is more with myself.&nbsp; I'm not jealous that they want you two.&nbsp; I want that to happen.&nbsp; I've dreamed of this for a very long time, and have really come to terms with loving multiple people.&nbsp; But you two are so beautiful and wonderful, so <em>dynamic,</em> that I can't see the the men loving me if they have you."&nbsp; With a wry little laugh, she added,&nbsp; "I guess I didn't expect them to pick other women like you two.&nbsp; You guys are perfect for this.&nbsp; I'm not so sure I'll measure up."<br><br>She took another sip of her cocoa.&nbsp; "It's more than that.&nbsp; I'm afraid I'll mess the dynamic up.&nbsp; That things will go well between everyone else except me.&nbsp; I've already done it once.&nbsp; I know that you guys don't think it was my fault, and it's nice of you to say so, but it was.&nbsp; I was flirting with Vince, trying to be more like you instead of me.&nbsp; And then I took what Bo said as a personal attack against me.&nbsp; But it is more than just that.&nbsp; All of that was no big deal, I know that.&nbsp; I messed up by reacting how I did to Bo.&nbsp; It was my behavior that messed dinner up."&nbsp; She looked at Marisol.&nbsp; "Do you have any advice?&nbsp; You're from a big family and probably understand the dynamics better than I do.&nbsp; I have a lot of brothers, but our family wasn't exactly loving or supportive, not with me.&nbsp; I guess I need to learn not to shut down when someone doesn't approve of me."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>12-12-2010, 21:52:16</strong>
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				<em>~Mari, Opening up to the girls~</em><br><br><em>What was her advice?</em> Marisol looked at Mila with a tender smile, seeing one of her sisters in the young woman. Even in a big family, there was always one shy and quiet sibling. Speaking from the heart, Mari said honestly, "Be true to yourself. That is the best advice I can give you, Mila. You're sweet and shy and you're a breath of fresh air to men who probably have had their pick of women all their lives. Now I'm not saying they're well experienced but what I'm trying to say is..." Mari hesitated for a moment before she forged on, hoping that Nicci wouldn't take offense. "The guys <em>don't</em> want someone just like me or Nicci. How boring would it get if all three of us were alike?" She flashed her a wide smile, hoping that Nicci understood that she wasn't trying to put her down.<br><br>"We have been picked by Mrs. Taylor because of who we are. I don't think they would have picked you if she felt like you weren't going to fit in the dynamic of the group." Shaking her head, Mari uncrossed her legs and brought her knees to her chest, wrapping her arms around them. "We're not a dynamic. We're a family; and coming from a big family I can guarantee you that we're going to have ups and downs. What happened at dinner? That would have happened in my house. The point of this 'family' is that we're here because we all want it to happen, right? Then we're going to give our 100%."<br><br>Pursing her lips, she looked at Nicci with a smile and then out the window. She was glad that she was getting to speak with the women about how she felt. She was going to leave it for her alone time in the Video Diary but she was quickly coming to find out that sharing her thoughts with the girls meant they could give her feedback too. Something that couldn't be done if she had bottled up her emotions. Taking a deep breath, she said quietly, a bit of shame in her tone, "I feel like I'm the weakest link of the group." She finally turned and looked at Nicci and Mila, her smile a bit sad. "I get the...feeling...that the men are just more attracted to the two of you than to me. And I know that I feel...strongly for all three of them but...it could be one-sided."<br><br>Forcing a smile to cross her lips, she gave Mila a wink and shrugged her shoulders, "So you see...I think, as women, we're going to be insecure. It's only natural. We put so much into our looks and how we present ourselves that <em>any</em> comment can hurt us. Don't take it personally, Mila. And if you do...talk to them. Talk to Bo and make sure you are okay with him. I know it's a lot to ask and I know it's...nerve-rattling to go up to him and ask him to tell you honestly how he feels but if we don't...then we will never be able to move forward. At least...that's how I see it."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>13-12-2010, 16:38:49</strong>
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				<em>~Mila at the pajama party~</em><br><br>Mila was astonished that Mari would feel like the weakest link.&nbsp; Of the three of them, she seemed to be the most confident.&nbsp; She was a leader, that was obvious in the first few minutes of knowing her.&nbsp; And her looks... she was exotic-looking and gorgeous.&nbsp; Mila knew she was pretty, but she wasn't as drop-dead gorgeous as Nicci, who she had deduced was a model, or as beautiful as Marisol with her stunning coloring.<br><br>Really, though, the looks didn't matter.&nbsp; They were all attractive enough; whoever was calling the shots behind the scenes, whether it was Miss Taylor or someone else, certainly liked pretty people.&nbsp; "I think you're selling yourself short, Mari.&nbsp; In fact, I think all of us are.&nbsp; I think maybe we're all so busy looking at each other that we're forgetting to look at ourselves and what we bring to this.&nbsp; You, Mari, are already an inspiration to me."&nbsp; Her words were sincere.&nbsp; She didn't think her experience here would be quite as rich if two other women sat with her instead of the ones that had been chosen for the project.&nbsp; "I also feel like the men like you two better.&nbsp; &nbsp;But it doesn't matter, you know, even if they do.&nbsp; As long as eventually they love me, too, it's okay.&nbsp; We have six months to figure it all out."&nbsp; Her words about love implied that the project would work as planned, and she liked the optimism she felt right then. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>13-12-2010, 18:19:46</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci in Mari's room with the two girls, needing to get into pyjama mode ~</em><br><br>The way the other two girls talked to each other and the fact they had not reacted to what Nicci had been saying about them both confirmed Nicci's feelings that the two of them were already connected and she was the one they had not yet opened their hearts to.&nbsp; Especially Mari, she obviously cared for Mila and wanted to protect her and support her, and Nicci could understand that, but it didn't stop her wishing that Mari felt like that about her too.&nbsp; She watched them both and how lovely they were together without a sign of it showing on her face that she felt even more like a third wheel<br><br>It was so obvious that the guys were enamored of the the both them it wasn't worth saying it again, they'd soon find out just how much, she was sure. And as for Mari being the weakest link, well it was so far off base she wondered if the vivacious woman was saying it for effect. In her job Nicci'd come up against so many women who were nice to your face and just plain evil when your back was turned, or just had different faces for different people.&nbsp; Maybe Mari was one of the latter, but she hoped not, it hadn't seemed like that at first.<br><br>She thought that now might be a good time to go get changed, the two of them were happy talking to each other and she longed to really relax and kick back so she said smiling at the two of them, "If you two don't mind I'm gonna slip back to my room and get into comfies like you guys, I won't be long, and by the way Cathy gave us girlies a treat – there is a little bag of champagne truffles on the tray for us to enjoy." <br><br>She left the tray on the bed, beside Mari, and dashed off to her room, nipping into the loo and undoing her heels while she was in there, massaging her feet and wondering how the boys were getting on.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>13-12-2010, 20:05:12</strong>
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				<em>~Mila with Mari~</em><br><br>Once Nicci left to get changed, Mila looked at Mari, a surprised look on her face.&nbsp; "She thinks Bo doesn't like her?&nbsp; He's so enamored with her already!"&nbsp; She shook her head, wondering how Nicci could possibly not see it.&nbsp; The way he ex-soldier touched her and looked at her, it was like watching a budding romance.&nbsp; In fact, Mila thought whimsically, it was like watching the relationship develop in <em>Beauty and the Beast</em>, except that they were both beautiful.&nbsp; <br><br>She thought back to when they had first met each other, and how Nicci and she had held hands.&nbsp; "I like her.&nbsp; Very, very much.&nbsp; You too, you know.&nbsp; I'm hoping that the three of us have a great friendship."&nbsp; She glanced at the truffles that Nicci brought with her.&nbsp; She wanted one, but would wait until the other woman came back. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>14-12-2010, 08:18:32</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, alone with Mila ~</em><br><br>Mari watched Nicci run off and couldn't help but grin; Nicci was full of life. It was good. She would keep the conversation flowing and would also help to smooth tension if they arose. Like at the dinner. Mari had to admit that Nicci had been one to help ease some of the uncomfortableness. She glanced at the champagne truffles and groaned, rubbing her stomach with a smile. "Oh I don't think I should eat one." The dinner had been fantastic, completely fulfilling. And she was still so full from it.<br><br>Hearing Mila's comment, Marisol couldn't help but smile, "Well, I think we've all learned tonight that it doesn't matter how confident we act or seem, we're still a bit insecure about meeting new people. Especially people whom we have something in common that's so intimate. I mean, in a normal situation, we wouldn't even find out if we were into poly until we've been friends for a while. At least for me, that is." She chuckled lightly, "I tend to hold that back; I don't lie about it but I don't volunteer the information until I've known a person for a good amount of time."</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>14-12-2010, 21:25:50</strong>
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				<em>~ A Quick Change for Nicci, if she can find something to wear ~</em><br><br>Standing in her dressing room Nicci hesitated, looking into the drawer she'd put some night things.&nbsp; Although normally, when she was on her own, she slept naked, she had some night things for going away with and had been lucky after a shoot to get some really beautiful sexy silk ones and robes to match.&nbsp; But it didn't seem appropriate to put them on to go to the girls, not with the comfies they were wearing, a bit like she was showing off in a way.&nbsp; If she had been at home she would already have slipped on some jeans and t-shit.&nbsp; <br><br>Ah.....T-shirt, she thought, she had plenty of those, she could wear one with some soft jersey running shorts.&nbsp; She went to the next chest of drawers and took the &nbsp;top one (http://www.net-a-porter.com/intl/ViewFullSizeImage.ice?productID=96312&amp;currentImage=96312_in) out, but thought, no, too designer, setting it one side and picking up the next.&nbsp; She wore lots graffiti and street clothes, and &nbsp;ones like these (http://www.unionclothing.co.uk/lg_images/Nudie_Gaston_Graffiti_T_Shirt.jpg), but again it didn't seem like it was right for the occasion. Picking up the next one she hesitated again, lord this was like going on a date, worse than that, men were easy to please, &nbsp;this one (http://www.republic.co.uk/t-shirts/bench-fossil-t-shirt/invt/84693/) would do, and some grey shorts.&nbsp; She didn't need a robe the castle was so well heated. <br><br>She got changed, cleaned up and swiftly, the small amount of make-up was gone and she was once more standing outside Mari's room. Taking a deep breath she did her mental 'head high' shift, pulling in the determination, gathering the protective shield around her as she knocked and then went straight in.<br><br>"There," she said smiling, "At least quick changes are something I can do well."&nbsp; She went and picked up her hot chocolate again and sat down cross legged on the floor in front of Mila, and sipped it slowly, savoring the rush of bittersweet warmth. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>15-12-2010, 07:02:09</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila nodded at Mari.&nbsp; Nobody knew that she was interested in polyamory except the people who were involved in this project and the people who had rejected her for her views.&nbsp; She had learned, after the thing with Blake and her family, to protect herself better than that.&nbsp; So she had closeted herself, not letting herself get close to people.&nbsp; Even in the online communities in which she participated, she didn't talk about her own beliefs very much.&nbsp; It would just give others more fodder to judge her.<br><br>Just then, Nicci came back into the room.&nbsp; Immediately, Mila was drawn to the other woman's t-shirt.&nbsp; The art on it caught her attention, and she wanted to look at it, but didn't want to come across as she was staring at Nicole's chest.&nbsp; So, after taking a surreptitious glance, she smiled and said, "I waited for you before trying one."&nbsp; Leaning over, she picked up a truffle.&nbsp; "Mari and I were just talking about how it's a little different starting out a friendship where everyone already knows you're into polyamory," she explained as she nibbled on the chocolate.&nbsp; <br><br>"Okay," she said, a sly little smile on her lips.&nbsp; "You girls must want to talk about them, too."&nbsp; She looked pointedly at Nicci and continued, "I think you're way off base about Bo.&nbsp; He already has it bad for you.&nbsp; But... I think I missed it.&nbsp; When on earth was he upset with you?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>15-12-2010, 20:51:06</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci, in Mari's room, girl talk and chocolates ~</em><br><br><br>Nicci, agreed it was all topsy turrvy, coming into a situation where people knew you wanted to not only live a poly amorous lifestyle but even more that - you came to try and actually take part in it with them.&nbsp; It was like a few people sitting round a pub table deciding that they were going to set up home together the first time they met.<br><br>She smiled to herself as she sipped her hot chocolate, the image of a few of her colleagues in her mind and how they would react if she suggested such a thing.&nbsp; The difference was , she supposed, the careful testing and selection that happened before they chose them all.&nbsp; And that thought comforted her a little, she'd already found she was drawn to all five of them, when had that ever happened before?&nbsp; Something was right, very right, for that to happen, she only hoped the others felt the same.<br><br>When it came to Bo though, it was hard to explain that just as much as she had fallen for him she was also tied up in knots, scared of opening up what she had done before.<br><br>Glancing up just for a moment before looking down at her hands cupping the warm mug she tried to explain, "It happened rather suddenly, one moment I was dancing, connecting with him in a way that, was....... well.... unexpected.&nbsp; Then I said or did something that seemed to open up a well of bitterness and sadness, he looked at me as if I was........." she swallowed, feeling once again the shock and pain as he looked at her with such bleak anger, "..I was... well he looked, distant, hard, angry with me and hurt at what I had done."<br><br>She took another sip, and then looked up, it was really awful, I was so shaken when we walked back to everyone, I thought that I should go home, that I had already done something irrevocably wrong."&nbsp; she shook her head a little, "It got better gradually, I think perhaps him sitting down the other end of the table helped - I wasn't a constant reminder to him and it gave him time to work over what ever it was I did."<br><br>"When he said he was an ex-soldier it made a little more sense, back home, well...... the community and youth center I do work for, there are men, well boys really, who come back from their service with deep wounds, ones that don't show.&nbsp; And we, we try to help them, and some of them even help others and work with the disadvantaged kids on the estate."<br><br>"I do like Bo, a lot, but I also feel that it might take longer with him that the others for him to be truly polyamorus and, well, happy with himself and able to reveal the parts of him that may need healing."<br><br>"You know," she said looking across at Mari, "I was just thinking that one of the things that does make this so special and even it is a bit topsy-turvy the way we are meeting, I've never been attracted to three men so quickly or drawn to two women ever before – so maybe the psychologists know more than we realise and their choices mean we have a better chance of making this work than in any other way."<br><br>She shrugged, "Well, I know all three men pull me in different ways, I can;t help but be drawn to Vince's quirky charm and even more his.......his experience, and - oh God? Did you see those boots?&nbsp; Soooo sexy, " she laughed softly, jeez he really did set off some of those darker currents inside her, she could sense the deeper ones running through him and knew just what they did to her.&nbsp; "And Marcus, who wouldn't fall for that calm, sexy power that he seems to hold in such a gentle grasp, you want to kneel at his feet and grant his every wish."&nbsp; She blushed slightly, as she realised how much she was saying and how her tongue was running away with her, perhaps Cathy had slipped a mickey in this hot chocolate, she'd not meant to say so much.<br><br>She shrugged again, reaching out to the bag of truffles and popping one in her mouth, that should shut her up for a while. <br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>16-12-2010, 19:24:46</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, rejoined by Nicci and talking about the men ~</em><br><br>How badly Mari wanted to tell Nicci that it couldn't possibly be that bad if by the end of the night Bo was touching her and being affectionate with her. But she could see it in her eyes, just as she could see it in Mila's eyes that whatever had transpired that night had to be processed fully by the two women before they would accept it as just a few bumps in the road. <em>Look who's talking,</em> Mari silently berated herself, knowing that she herself had made assumption and guesses about tonight and about how the men felt about her.<br><br>"I think you're right," Marisol said and after a moment of silent debate, she reached for a truffle. "I think out of all of the men, Bo is going to be the one that needs...time." She tilted her head and tried to think of the best way to explain it. "He seems very guarded...and who could blame him? While I think he's attracted to us -- all of us," She repeated pointedly, a smile lurking along her lips, "I think he will be the one that we're going to have to...reassure and let him know it's not just physical. He had stated that he did not feel comfortable with one night stands. That the connection was important to him...so I think with Bo, reassurance is going to be vital. To let him know that we feel much more than just chemistry."<br><br>A slight grin played along her lips as she murmured, "Vince...maybe it was just me but I was wondering how his accent sounded in the throes of passion..." She grinned widely and popped the truffle in her mouth, chewing quickly as she shook her head. "Ignore me!" She flushed slightly, not wanting the girls to think that all she thought about was sex. After she chewed and swallowed the truffle, she added, "I think he'll be fun. He already is fun but I think out of all of them...he'll be the adventurous one. And I like that; he brings a sort of care-free attitude to the group."<br><br>When she thought of Marcus, her smile became a bit dreamy, her voice lost, "Marcus is one of those silent types but he's so...warm. I don't know. I see Marcus and I just think&nbsp; automatic security. There's a man who would do everything in his power to keep everything relaxed and easy flowing. I honestly see myself going to Marcus if I have any concerns or worries about anything in the relationship. He just...has that look of 'I'll handle it'. I like it." She looked at both Mila and Nicci and felt her cheeks pink, her voice a bit embarrassed, "You can tell I enjoyed dancing with him, can't you? Even if he says he's a horrible dancer."<br><br>Reaching for a pillow, she hugged it and rested her chin on the top of it, adding with a hint of an excited smile, "I can honestly share with the two of you that this whole six months...God, I'm so hopeful. I really want this to work." She flashed them both a gentle smile, adding, "With all six of us. Because I feel like us three...we fit. We're good together, you know?" She nibbled on her lower lip, trying to explain herself. "I think we each bring in something different to the family and us three...can help the guys. I have a good feeling. I do."</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>17-12-2010, 04:15:49</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, doing girl stuff with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila sipped her cocoa, taking in what the girls were saying.&nbsp; She had missed any tension between Nicci and Bo, and it made her wonder where her head was at.&nbsp; Clearly, it was something that had really upset Nicci, and Mila felt bad, like she hadn't been a good friend.&nbsp; She vowed to try to be more aware of what was going on around her.&nbsp; She wasn't used to being around people, but if she was going to live in a house with five others, she needed to be more sensitive to what was happening around her.&nbsp; She had a thought about Bo, too, but wasn't sure if she should say it out loud.&nbsp; But she took a deep breath; she had vowed to herself that she would be open with the girls, and so she would be.&nbsp; She responded first to what Mari said.&nbsp; "I have a feeling that Bo believes it's only physical with me.&nbsp; I probably shouldn't have been flirting with Vince.&nbsp; I think it left Bo with a bad impression of me."&nbsp; She smiled wryly and added, "What's crazy is that his concept of who I am is so far from the truth.&nbsp; It isn't physical for me.&nbsp; I'm here looking for family."&nbsp; It wasn't that she didn't like sex - she enjoyed it very much.&nbsp; And although she'd had no lovers except Blake, she'd been hit on enough to know that it wouldn't be difficult to find a sex partner.&nbsp; It was just that the relationship was more important; physical intimacy was just icing on the cake.&nbsp; <br><br>She'd gone on and on responding to Mari and avoiding sharing the thought she'd had about Bo.&nbsp; She looked into Nicci's eyes and slid herself off the couch, joining the other woman on the floor.&nbsp; Taking Nicci's hand in hers, she said, "Maybe, if Bo's made both of us feel similarly, he didn't mean to?&nbsp; What I mean is that maybe he just isn't the best at communicating his feelings."&nbsp; She felt like she shouldn't say such a thing; when she was younger, her father would have taken a belt to her for criticizing a man.&nbsp; But she wasn't a child anymore, and she'd learned from years of living by herself that it was okay for women to have opinions.&nbsp; It had taken her a long time to get there; she'd gone from living with her father, who had those believes and taught them to her brothers, to living with Blake, who believed the same.<br><br>She smiled as the women chatted about Vince and Marcus.&nbsp; It was quite amazing, she thought, that she was so attracted to each of the men.&nbsp; Bo drew her like a moth to a flame.&nbsp; He reminded her of the comforts of home and what she'd been missing over the years.&nbsp; He was like the men she had known, hard but with an internal kindness.&nbsp; He was a nurturer.&nbsp; She already knew that about him, and wondered if he knew it, too.<br><br>Marcus excited her in a completely different way.&nbsp; She agreed with Nicci and Mari about their assessment of him, too.&nbsp; Her lips curved into a playful smile at Nicci's comment about kneeling before him, but she didn't comment.&nbsp; The other women would think she was a liar if she made a sexual joke since she'd just denied being here for sex.&nbsp; "I think Marcus is... lovely," she said.&nbsp; "I imagine that he's going to be good friends with everyone in the household.&nbsp; He seems to be quite insightful, and the men also seem to like him, I think.&nbsp; He's a leader, but in a quiet, subtle way.&nbsp; And he's stunningly gorgeous," she added, laughing lightly.&nbsp; "He looks like he should be an actor or something."<br><br>Mila shifted her body, tucking her legs under her and sipping her cocoa.&nbsp; "Nicci, this is <em>really</em> good!"&nbsp; Blushing, she let go of the other woman's hand, realizing that she still held it.&nbsp; "Vince mentioned that he's a Master.&nbsp; My ex-boyfriend and I were into the lifestyle, too," she confessed, embarrassed to be sharing something so personal but doing it anyway.&nbsp; "I'm excited about him.&nbsp; It's been a long time, and I kind of miss it."&nbsp; Surely, her face was flaming by now.&nbsp; To hide how it effected her to talk like that, she took another sip of her hot chocolate, a long one this time.&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>18-12-2010, 00:01:53</strong>
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				~ All the girls, in Mari's room ~<br><br><br>Nicci gently snagged Mila's hand, bringing back towards her, holding it in hers and smiling into her eyes, "You know Mila, not only are you kind and loving I think you are far braver than you think.&nbsp; You just voiced what I had been too shy to talk about, because I too am excited about Vince being a master.&nbsp; I did mention briefly tonight I too started exploring my need to submit by going to BDSM groups and, well....... after playing and scening there I had already come to the point where I was going to try and find a master to teach me."&nbsp; &nbsp;<br><br>"It is hard isn't it, talking about so many personal things.&nbsp; &nbsp;My life, until now has been compartmentalised, most people knowing very little about me and some groups knowing one part and another group something else entirely. I think my time here with you will be the first time I will open up all those different pieces and put the jigsaw together and be whole.&nbsp; I hope so, I so much want to be free of all the restraints and find acceptance for the parts of me I normally keep hidden."<br><br>Nicci looked up at Mari as she let Mail's hand just lay in hers so she could take it away if she wished, "I agree Mari that we three each bring something different, just as the guys do.&nbsp; And also there are quite a few things I think we will find commonality with, look how we are all drawn to the men, there must be some of our wiring the same for that to happen.&nbsp; And also see how we want to open ourselves up to each other, to be sisters together in this family and learn to love each other, isn't that wonderful?" <br><br>Smothering a yawn, she added, "I think I will go to sleep more positive and hopeful than I would ever have thought possible at dinner earlier, already I feel that anything is possible if we work at it and open our hearts up to each other."&nbsp; She smiled at them both, "I can't tell you how much I've always wanted sisters, a family."<br><br>She paused, sipping her drink, and then said,&nbsp; "You know Bo kissed me earlier, when we went to get the whiskey......&nbsp; I had said to him that he didn't seem to be sure of his own feelings, that he didn't need to try and force them to make up for the problems we had had earlier.....&nbsp; that he should just to wait and see how we got on.&nbsp; Then he kissed me, and it was lovely, and he was so sweet afterwards, but to be honest, I don't want this to be just about the physical, about sex and everything.&nbsp; It would be easy to jump into bed with any of the guys," she grinned, "In fact all of them." thinking of sharing that wonderful big bed upstairs with all three of them at once, "But I so want this to be about more than that." <br><br>She paused, she'd really like to know what they thought but wasn't sure how to put it, "What do you two feel?&nbsp; I mean, normally if one of the guys came onto me and we both knew there were no strings I would love it, and I don't want to hurt their feelings by turning them down or letting them think I don't want them, but at the same time will having sex really early on in this relationship make it more difficult to find the love?&nbsp; &nbsp; – Oh I don't know, I'm really muddled about this..... I don't have much experience of proper loving relationships, I haven't a clue what makes them strong enough to last, let alone strong enough to make a polyamory family."<br><br>Nicci, sat looking down into her mug as her words trailed off.&nbsp; She wished she had Mari's way of getting to the bottom of things and saying things in such a real way, she knew there was so much more she wanted to try and communicate, but couldn't. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>21-12-2010, 05:36:03</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila agreed that talking so openly about personal matters was difficult.&nbsp; And she realized that it wasn't just hard for her.&nbsp; Mari and Nicci were struggling with it as well.&nbsp; "I keep most of myself hidden.&nbsp; My father is dead, and the rest of my family acts as if I am.&nbsp; I don't... <em>didn't</em> have many friends.&nbsp; But now I do, here with you two.&nbsp; In the past, I've hidden, but I'm trying not to be that way here, in this room," she confessed.&nbsp; <br><br>She was surprised at Nicci's statement that Bo had kissed her.&nbsp; His attraction to her was obvious, but the fact that he would kiss the other woman after judging her and Vince for merely flirting made Mila frown.&nbsp; How could he, on one hand, talk about taking things slowly and then turn around and already become physically intimate with one of them?&nbsp; And although it was just a kiss, it <em>was</em> physical intimacy; there was no way that it had been lighthearted fun.&nbsp; She could tell that by Nicci's words and tone.&nbsp; She sighed softly, squeezing the other woman's hand.&nbsp; She just didn't know what to make of Bo.&nbsp; He hadn't seemed like the type who would be a hypocrite, but it wasn't as if she knew him.<br><br>"Well," she said, "To be honest, part of me feels like it would be easier to get the sex out of the way.&nbsp; We know it's going to happen eventually, and right now, it's all we're thinking about.&nbsp; It seems like if we just <em>do</em> it, whenever it feels right instead of waiting for some predetermined amount of 'we're ready' time, then it takes the pressure off."&nbsp; She hadn't realized she felt that way until she said the words, but they made sense to her.&nbsp; She felt defiant, and fervently hoped it wouldn't come across that way to Mari and Nicci.&nbsp; "I mean, it'll be awkward, but I think that no matter what, it will be awkward until after the first time."&nbsp; She trailed off then, embarrassed at having said something so outrageous.&nbsp; Putting down her cup, she reached over and grabbed Mari's hand too, squeezing it gently.&nbsp; She wanted the other woman's opinion as well.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>22-12-2010, 06:29:50</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol with the girls ~</em><br><br>Bo had kissed Nicci. She had seen the way the two of them had been close and now it all made sense; there was nothing like the first kiss in a budding relationship to make two people feel close and connected. And Nicci had already experienced it with Bo. Now -- more than ever -- Marisol knew that Bo preferred Nicci above her and Mila. Logically, she knew that each personal relationship with the men would progress differently...but on the first night? It just...further cemented the worries that Marisol had.<br><br>Lacing her fingers through Mila's, Marisol looked at both women and tried to relax her features, her smile remaining friendly. She wasn't going to ruin this night with her insecurities. Even if the girls were opening up -- and she herself was opening up as well -- Marisol did not want to point out that it seemed like already there was a bit of favoritism. Instead, she focused on the topic at hand. "I know what you mean, Mila. Sometimes it just feel better to...jump in and experience the sex so then we know what to expect. And then after that everything will fall into place."<br><br>Raising her shoulders in a slight shrug, she chuckled. "I think I want both. I want to get to know the men but I also want to experience the...chemistry and the attraction between us." She smiled, her eyes gazing a bit longingly at the door as she murmured, "Kisses. Affectionate touches...even hidden meetings. I think that would show me the kind of men that we are going to be involved in."<br><br>Snapping out of her little daydream, Marisol grinned, her eyes sparkling, "But...I think with this kind of experiment, we're going to have to do a lot of playing by ear. Just because we're feeling affectionate doesn't mean the other person is. And vice-versa. I think that's why it's good for the three of us to get close. It'll be good for us to lean on one another in case we need the moral support." She squeezed Mila's hand as she looked at Nicci, her voice sincere, "And I feel really close to you two. I really do. We're going to be like sisters...I can feel it."</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>22-12-2010, 22:25:06</strong>
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				~ Pyjamas and chocolates in Mari's room ~<br><br>Nicci was surprised to hear Mila say she wanted to get it out of the way, and have sex almost straight away - and Mari seemed up for it too.&nbsp; Why was it she still felt uneasy?&nbsp; The stupid thing was she'd never been possessive in her life - but right now, she was a jumble of mixed emotions.&nbsp; Neither of the other two seemed to feel this deep-seated longing for the men to care for them.&nbsp; Why did she feel so vulnerable?&nbsp; <br><br>Looking down at Mila's fingers clasping her own, in some ways she wished it was just the girls to begin with, without the complication of men around.&nbsp; She knew that the hardest thing in all of this was going to be opening herself up to the two girls being with the men.... the men liking them and maybe not liking her or even if they did -&nbsp; feeling like a third wheel, the bottom of the pile.&nbsp; They were so lovely, so special she knew how much the men were going to love them.&nbsp; It looked like the waves of uncertainty weren't going to go away any time soon and she was going to have to find a way of dealing them.&nbsp; <br><br>At least she should be able to manage that, she'd had to put on a brave front on all her life........ but she felt... tired of it..... bone weary of it. She realised she'd put too much of her hopes and dreams into her desire for how this might work, she was expecting too much.&nbsp; She needed to take things one step at a time, keep herself busy and try not to analyse things.&nbsp; <br><br>This was the third time tonight she told herself to lighten up, it was about time she listened, she thought smiling softly.&nbsp; "Yes, sisters........." she said smiling,&nbsp; "Sisters to support each other and also sisters in crime, sisters in naughtiness too don't you think?&nbsp; I mean, like tonight: pajamas and chocolates..... we need to make sure that whatever happens we let our hair down together, and have some fun." She grinned up at Mari, "You know there's one thing we haven't mentioned, what about that revelation from Vince?&nbsp; I mean – his modification, it made me so curious, I can't wait to see what it looks, like and how it feels like, I mean talk about childish curiosity.&nbsp; Of course, I'm curious to know what they all will be like in that department, just as they must be curious about us, but jeez – it made me so hot under the collar when he told us all that – how about you two?"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>27-12-2010, 02:10:02</strong>
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				<em>~Mila in Nicci's bedroom with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila's eyes widened when Nicci brought up Vince's modification.&nbsp; With a blush, she said, "I've never even heard of such a think before.&nbsp; It sounds like it must have been excruciatingly painful for him.&nbsp; But I'm... intrigued by it, I have to admit."&nbsp; She wondered what it would feel like inside of her, of course.&nbsp; How could she not?&nbsp; And it was obvious that it had piqued more than just her own interest.<br><br>This was the kind of camaraderie that she had never before experienced, girlfriends with whom she could openly share such things.&nbsp; She smiled softly, content with where she was.&nbsp; She knew that it would not be easy all the time.&nbsp; Nicci, Mari, and she would have to contend with the insecurities that seemed to be inborn and a part of womanhood.&nbsp; But at least with bad, difficult times would come the good ones, ones like this where they could share intimacies.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>28-12-2010, 16:30:31</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Risque convo in Mari's room ~</em><br><br>"Intrigued?" Mari couldn't help the wide grin that spread over her lips as she admitted, "I wanted to pull his pants down and take a look at it. I mean...can you imagine?" She wondered how it would feel inside of her, and how much pleasure it would bring her. While she had never experienced it herself, she had heard stories of how it added to the sensations that women felt. Knowing that Vince was...modified...well, it certainly made Mari want to experience it first hand and find out if it was as great as she had heard.<br><br>A giggle escaped Mari as she popped another truffle in her mouth and chewed. She couldn't help the teasing tone when she commented, "Alright I say that...whoever gets to experience it first...has to share details with the other two. Deal?" Her eyes sparkled mischievously, wondering if the girls would agree to such a deal.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>28-12-2010, 22:39:12</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci with the girls in Mari's room, and a rather unusual suggestion ~</em><br><br>Nicci laughed out loud at Mari's naughty suggestion, "Who's to say we might not all experience it at the same time? " she teased back. Then struck by the sudden feeling of relief that it gave her to say that, and think that, she added, half joking, but also very much half seriously,&nbsp; "You never know how this will all work out, maybe Mila's got the right idea, the sooner the better.&nbsp; &nbsp;Perhaps, to stop any of us feeling insecure or left out, we should take the plunge and have a real getting to know you session, all of us together, no-one left out, all of us going with all three of the guys." she looked first at Mari and then at Mila, "I mean.....well........&nbsp; perhaps things like this are best not left to chance, us girls are capable of doing it better than that."<br><br>Her voice became more serious, "I mean I know I am feeling a bit, well more than a bit insecure about the whole thing. If we did it that way there could be no wondering, no feeling you weren't good enough for anyone.&nbsp; If we led the guys into a sort of relaxed party situation where it happened naturally we could all three of us have a our fears allayed.&nbsp; We could start this journey as equals with no burdens holding us back....." her voice trailed away, she didn't have a clue how they would take it, but she hoped, hoped so much, they understood what she was trying to say.&nbsp; And not only that, she really thought it made sense, she knew how much easier it would be than pairing off and the problems that might come of that and she held her breath waiting for their reaction.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>29-12-2010, 05:29:18</strong>
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				<em>~Mila with the girls~</em><br><br>Mila burst out into laughter as she got a mental image of Mari downstairs unzipping Vince to have a look.&nbsp; She nodded at the deal that Mari wanted to make.&nbsp; Yeah, she'd talk about it with them if she was the first.&nbsp; She was loving the camaraderie and wanted to continue.&nbsp; But then, as Nicci became serious, so did Mila.&nbsp; She heard the other woman out, and then slowly broke into a big smile.&nbsp; "I hadn't considered that we'd be doing it together.&nbsp; I... uh, haven't ever done anything like that."&nbsp; She blushed at the confession, but kept going.&nbsp; "But I think that it would actually make it less awkward for me in a way if we did what you're describing.&nbsp; It's positively genius."<br><br>She wasn't sure how to describe it.&nbsp; It would be embarrassing to be in a room with a group of people who were all having sex, but if she knew it was going to happen, and when, then she'd be able to prepare herself for it.&nbsp; And, oddly enough, she liked the thought of having Nicci and Mari near her, going through the experience with her.&nbsp; Eventually, everyone in the castle was probably going to see her body anyway; she didn't anticipate much in the way of bashfulness between the housemates.&nbsp; So at least this way, it would be on her terms.&nbsp; And, she admitted to herself, if everyone else was doing it, she was much less likely to chicken out.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>30-12-2010, 23:28:47</strong>
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				~ Nicci with the girls in Mari's room ~<br><br>Nicci looked across at Mila, smiling with her and feeling her blush as if it was her own, and was about to reach out to say how much she appreciated her candour when there was a knock at the door. <br><br>As she was nearest Nicci jumped up and went to the door. Then pausing and looking questioningly at Mari, as it was her room, she opened it only when she got the nod to do so.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>The Fifth Master</strong> on <strong>31-12-2010, 00:09:18</strong>
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				<strong>Vince ~ listening as he walked</strong><br><br>Vince listened in the way he knew. The giggles were easy to find. He stopped at the door flowers in hand and he knocked once. Then waited for it to open.<br><br>He smiled as he saw Nicci.&nbsp; His hand out with the flowers for the three of them.<br><br>"Tis fore each ah you," Vince said with a grin, "Aye've decided aye'll move along. It's me restless feet in me. Aye canna say tank you enough an I wish yeah joy an love. You deserve it."<br><br>"So here tah each one..." He held his hand out for Nicci who was the closest to take them for the three. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>31-12-2010, 00:26:33</strong>
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				Nicci took the flowers, silent for a while as the understanding of his words came to fruition and stalled her breath.&nbsp; This was not something she had expected at all.&nbsp; <br><br>She managed to take the flowers and then finally stammer, "Thank you.......&nbsp; and........&nbsp; well, I'm sorry you're going Vince." <br><br>She looked briefly back at the two girls and as Vince made no sign of coming in she leaned forward and kissed his cheek, "Good luck Mo Mhuirnín, and may the road rise up to meet you," she said softly, wondering what had made him take this drastic action and sad that he had not found what he was looking for here with them.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>31-12-2010, 03:56:21</strong>
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				<em>~Mila with the girls, Vince's exit from the castle~</em><br><br>Mila, curiosity piqued when the knock came, watched as Nicci went to open the door.&nbsp; Vince stood there, and his words shocked her.&nbsp; She blinked, wondering what could have happened to make him decide that the experiment was not for him.&nbsp; She thought about going to talk to him, but then shrugged off the desire for so many reasons.&nbsp; She didn't know him well enough to talk to him about something so personal; she had only met him a few hours ago, after all.&nbsp; But also, being a part of something this big wasn't for everyone, and being pestered into staying would serve no good purpose.<br><br>Gone was the jovial, flirtatious Vince that she had danced with, and in his place stood this man, <em>this stranger,</em> who did not even enter the room to kiss her cheek and say goodbye.&nbsp; As Vince turned and walked away, and Nicci shut the door behind him, Mila sat, shocked at what just happened.&nbsp; She looked at the other women and realized that they too were stunned.&nbsp; <br><br>Nicci did not immediately move away from the door, instead standing with her back against it, her hand clutching the flowers Vince had just handed her.&nbsp; Mila nibbled on her lower lip, at a bit of a loss on what to say.&nbsp; So she said nothing at all.&nbsp; Vince's leaving just further made her realized how precarious this entire experiment was.&nbsp; She'd come to Scotland with such high hopes that her family would be waiting for her, and now she wasn't so sure.&nbsp; But then, she looked at Mari and Nicci, and she realized that no matter the outcome, she'd already found a family of sorts.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>31-12-2010, 17:35:52</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci with the girls in Mari's room ~</em><br><br>Still stunned, Nicci stared unseeingly into the room for a few moments.&nbsp; She could feel a pain inside that wasn't just about Vice going, it was also the pain of rejection, the feeling that she wasn't good enough, that if she had been, he wouldn't have left.&nbsp; She tried to shake herself, to tell herself she shouldn't be so self-centered, that this about Vince not about her, but she still felt as though a vote had been taken... and she'd lost.<br><br>She pushed herself up from the door and gave the two girl's their flowers each and then sat next to Mari, reaching for her hand, needing her comfort and trying to be there for them too, "That's so sad," she said softly, "And so unexpected, for me that is, I mean... I had no idea........" she looked across at Mila and smiled hesitantly, "And there we were talking about making love to him."<br><br>She couldn't help but feel a little naughty twist of laughter inside her too, but -&nbsp; well..... it <em>was </em> an extraordinary situation so she might as well let it out, "And you know, now we <em>have </em> to make it a group thing, or one of us will be left out!"&nbsp; She giggled, she couldn't help it, and then, still chortling added, "Oh... so sorry......&nbsp; I know I am a terror for laughing at the wrong things.....but..........oh lord......&nbsp; now we won't ever get to see his .." she could feel the tears starting to come and gasped........"His TOOL!"
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>01-01-2011, 06:38:42</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, in Mari's room with the other women~</em><br><br>Mila was anxious to hear the reactions of the other women.&nbsp; It was Nicci who finally broke the silence, first expressing sadness and then humor.&nbsp; Mila started giggling at her words, unable to help herself.&nbsp; "Tool is a rather... <em>different</em> sort of name, is it not?"&nbsp; Her shoulders shook in laughter, Nicci's comic relief much needed in that most tense of moments.&nbsp; <br><br>She sighed then.&nbsp; "I kind of didn't see it coming.&nbsp; I mean, it had only been a few hours.&nbsp; What do you think they'll do now?&nbsp; I hope they don't decide that the experiment is over and just send us all home."&nbsp; The next morning, when they saw Miss Taylor again, would be interesting.&nbsp; Mila imagined that the poor woman would have a field a thousand questions from the five guests who would hopefully be remaining in the castle.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>01-01-2011, 15:24:11</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Mari, after Vince's announcement and departure ~</em><br><br>She was certain that her eyes were open as wide as saucers. When the knock at the door had come, she hadn't hesitated in giving Nicci the nod to let whoever it was in -- after all, who else could it have been but the guys. She had expected the guys to come in, to joke with them, perhaps even to tease them for their 'slumber party'. But not this. Not Vince saying goodbye. The disappointment was swift and the sudden <em>urge</em> to plead with him for some kind of better explanation on the tip of her tongue. But she held herself back.<br><br>Poly was not for everyone. And sometimes, it took being in the environment to realize that it wasn't right.<br><br>She took the flower that Vince had given Nicci for her and smelled it. There was no hesitation as she clasped Nicci's hand and squeezed it tightly. She had no idea what she could say to make the girls feel better...and thankfully, she didn't have to. Because Nicci -- bless her -- made them laugh. A sudden burst of laughter escaped Marisol at Nicci's comment and she leaned against her to laugh with them. "Oh Nicci, I think you're right...and I don't know about you two but I'm a bit upset I won't get to see his...modified Tool!"<br><br>At Mila's question, Mari sighed gently and shook her head, placing her flower in her lap before she reached out to take her hand as well. "I don't think they'll end the experiment. I mean...they planned this all out so you would think that they thought of the possibility of one of us not working out." She squeezed both girl's hands, comforting her new-found friends. "I don't know what is going to happen but...I definitely don't think the experiment is going to end." <em>At least I hope not,</em> Mari added silently.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>02-01-2011, 22:54:56</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci with the girls in Mari's room ~</em><br><br><br>As her giggles subsided Nicci looked at Mila, smiling, and nodded her head, "Yes, I'm sure it will carry on, there has been too much time and effort invested in it, it wouldn't surprise me if they had a back-up plan. Miss Taylor will brief us all I expect, she seems to have a handle on everything. She is one helluva dame isn't she?&nbsp; I mean, she got me talk about things I thought I'd never tell anyone, and she seems so competent, so understanding......."<br><br>Nicci squeezed Mari's hand, adding, "And I think even more of her now, now that I'm getting to know the two new wonderful women she chose for me......" she was about to add something about the men too when there was another knock on the door, and just like before she got up to answer it, her heart beating a little faster, they'd already had one lot of disturbing news tonight, and she hoped she wasn't opening the door to any more.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>04-01-2011, 04:35:49</strong>
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				<em>- Bo with Marcus at the girls' door -<br></em><br>As he made his way to the girls' room with Marcus, the anger that Bo had initially felt began to dissipate as it was replaced by the simple desire to see the girls again.&nbsp; To speak to them and offer reassurance.&nbsp; Marcus's own eagerness was apparent as he took the steps two at a time, and Bo hurried after.<br><br>When they reached what sounded like the correct door, Bo nodded at Marcus' request with a little smile and knocked.<br><br>As the door opened and his eyes met Nicci's, he could see the hint of fear in her expression.&nbsp; For the briefest of moments, he wanted to pound Vince into the dirt for causing Nicci to ever look at him with such concern in her eyes, but he quickly pushed the emotion aside.&nbsp; With this gentle angel standing before him, and the two seated beyond her, there was no room in his heart for anger.&nbsp; He hoped that his smile was reassuring.&nbsp; Meeting Nicci's gaze, he spoke loud enough for Mila and Mari to hear as well, "Marcus and I wanted to come up here and make it clear that we are staying.&nbsp; Vince leaving came as a shock to us, and at no time did the two of us talk about leaving.&nbsp; I'm here for at least six months, and I know Marcus feels the same."&nbsp; He glanced quickly at Marcus, seeking the agreement that he knew he'd find, before turning back, his eyes looking beyond Nicci to search Mila and Mari's expressions in turn.<br><br>Having said his piece, Bo half turned toward Marcus, giving him the opportunity to address the ladies if he so wished.&nbsp; His eyes never left the girls, however.&nbsp; The thought of grabbing all three up in a big hug crossed his mind, and the memory of the kiss shared with Nicci filled his heart, but he wouldn't impose further.&nbsp; The pause allowed him to take in the fact that the girls had changed into more comfortable clothing.&nbsp; The way Nicci's long t-shirt barely concealed the soft grey shorts and seemed to cling jealously to her body, generated a dull ache of desire deep inside Bo's gut.&nbsp; Looking beyond her, he noticed Mila sitting in her tank top and loose pants, barefoot.&nbsp; God, she was beautiful, he thought.&nbsp; A brief image of him pushing her to her back with her hands locked above her head as she wrapped her legs around his waist, her bare feet crossing behind him, flashed in his reverie and threatened to send him down a path that he wasn't sure they were ready to walk.&nbsp; The light pink pajamas that clung so innocently to Mari, revealing the lack of innocence in her exotic features, only furthered his mind's journey.<br><br>Bo hadn't expected to barge in on the girls so scantily dressed.&nbsp; But he was fairly certain that he didn't mind it at all.&nbsp; Nope, not one bit.&nbsp; And for the life of him, he couldn't remember what all the fuss was about in rushing up here, as he certainly felt none to leave. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>04-01-2011, 13:58:44</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Mari, looking at the door where Marcus and Bo were ~</em><br><br>When the second knock at the door sounded, Marisol wanted to tell Nicci <em>not</em> to open the door. Not because it was her room -- being in a houseful of kids one didn't care about privacy -- but because she didn't want anymore bad news. If Marcus or Bo decided they too wanted to leave then the experiment was pretty much over and done with. And that...really worried her. In fact, she felt her hand automatically squeezing Mila's as the door open and it revealed Bo and Marcus. This was it. This was the end.<br><br>But...no. Just like the wonderful men that they were, they came upstairs to reassure them. The desire to throw her arms around them came fast and for one crazy minute, Marisol's eyes showed the longing that she felt. She just wanted to feel...secure. Vince had rocked their fragile grounds and it had left them all realizing how important unity throughout ALL of them was. Instead of running towards them, she simply stood up and took a step towards the bedroom door, "We're really glad you came...to let us know." She flashed them a smile as she looked from Bo to Marcus, her voice lowering just a bit, "It's good to know you're as dedicated as...we all are."<br><br>She looked at Mila and flashed her a smile before she looked at Nicci and winked. She had girlfriends. Sisters. And she knew that they had all felt the same way so she felt confident in that last statement. Licking her lips, she flashed them a slightly teasing smile and winked, "Wanna join our slumber party?" The question came out a bit unexpectedly and more risque than she had meant for it to sound. But the offer was there so that they could perhaps...talk about it. Nothing sexual just...reassure one another.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>04-01-2011, 20:34:38</strong>
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				<em>~ All together - as they should be ~</em><br><br>A little firework detonated in her tummy as Nicci opened the door to the two men, for even before Bo said a word Nicci knew they'd come, not to say goodbye, but to reassure them. The little burst of happiness also lit her eyes and warmed her smile as she looked at them both, swinging the door wide in welcome.<br><br>I was wonderful to hear Bo's statement of commitment and she could see just how much he meant it and Marcus's answering expression echoing it just as strongly. She felt blessed that two such wonderful men already cared enough about them all and were here for them<br><br>She stepped to the side slightly, giving them space to walk in past her, smiling in happiness at the two girls, nodding as Mari said how pleased they all were they came.&nbsp; Then, as Mari invited them in, she nodded more strongly, laughing, her eyes lit up with answering mischief.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>05-01-2011, 04:34:46</strong>
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				~ Marcus with Bo at the girls' door ~<br><br>Bo’s knock was loud enough to wake the dead or at least that’s the way it appeared to Marcus when he heard it.&nbsp; He was jumpy, his nerves on edge, and he knew it was a delayed reaction to Vince’s departure.&nbsp; The minute the Irishman had left, Marcus had gone into business mode, analyzing the situation and anticipating the next moves, but now that they were standing in the dark hallway of the castle, the playing field had changed.&nbsp; Gone was the business realm that he starred in; now they were in the realm of emotions, one in which Marcus definitely considered himself a weak link.&nbsp; Strength, charm, protectiveness, those were all traits Marcus could pull from at will but emotions….not so much.&nbsp; <br><br>When Nicci opened the door, the look on her face caused his heart to skip a beat.&nbsp; Weariness and shock were there, as well as hope, or at least that was Marcus’s interpretation of what he saw and he understood them both.&nbsp; Bo spoke quickly, the words far from flowery or cliché, and Marcus found himself nodding along as he went, a genuine smile fresh on his face.&nbsp; “Bo’s right” he said when his turn came and he moved closer to the door, his hand falling on the man’s shoulder.&nbsp; “We both came here for a specific reason and we’re committed to making this work.&nbsp; I, for one, am counting on it.”&nbsp; His words were sincere and he meant everyone of them, even if he didn’t say much.<br><br>The approach of Mari drew his gaze away from Nicci and he grinned when he saw the young Hispanic woman.&nbsp; Dressed in simple pink pajamas, she oozed a secret sex appeal that he doubted she was even aware of, though it did much for his libido in that moment.&nbsp; All the women were dressed down, a fact he noted for the first time right then, and he liked that; it showed a different side to them, one that was more personal and revealing in its own way, and he couldn’t wait for the time when they could all dress down and be totally relaxed.&nbsp; When she extended the offer to join their slumber party, he laughed and shook his head.&nbsp; “I think that’s the most tempting offer I’ve had all night.&nbsp; I accept.”&nbsp; He had no idea if Bo was of a like mind or not but he suspected he wouldn’t say no so with a squeeze of his shoulder, he slipped past the ex-soldier and Nicci and entered the room, taking a seat next to Mila.&nbsp; <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>05-01-2011, 05:16:55</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, in Mari's room with Mari, Nicci, Bo, and Marcus~</em><br><br>Mila sat wide-eyed as the second knock came on the door.&nbsp; <em>Oh, no,</em> she thought, worrying her bottom lip with her teeth, <em>what now?</em>&nbsp; She wondered if it was Miss Taylor with some news.&nbsp; Or maybe it was Vince again, saying he'd been pulling their legs, although she rather doubted it was that one.&nbsp; He was a jokester, but not <em>that</em> much of one.&nbsp; Or maybe it was the one thing she didn't want it to be: one of the other men saying that they were leaving, too.&nbsp; She knew it had been only a few hours, but she'd had so much of her dreams pinned to this experiment working, and she could only pray to the Virgin that it wasn't falling apart.<br><br>Nicci opened the door, and Mila cringed to see Marcus and Bo standing there... until they spoke.&nbsp; She closed her eyes and took a breath of relief.&nbsp; They hadn't come to tell her they were leaving.&nbsp; No, they had come to say they weren't.&nbsp; Their act was one of kindness, and it warmed her.&nbsp; They didn't have to come up and do this, and yet they had.<br><br>Mari's suggestion that the men join the party had Mila cringing.&nbsp; She was dressed in a thin little tank top, nothing she would have chosen for the men to see her in so soon.&nbsp; She glanced down at herself, blushing a little at how much of her body it revealed.&nbsp; As surreptitiously as possible, she brought her knees up before her, covering&nbsp; her chest from their view a bit.&nbsp; She was happy to see the men, of course, but she just wasn't so sure about the men seeing so much of <em>her.</em><br><br>As Marcus came and sat next to her, she smiled broadly at him.&nbsp; "We said we were going to bed.&nbsp; We were that obvious, huh, that all of you guys figured out we'd be hanging out together?"&nbsp; She laughed softly, wrapping her bare arms around her legs and resting her chin on her knees.&nbsp; "I'm a little nervous that Vince's leaving means the project will be canceled, but the girls assure me that's unlikely."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>05-01-2011, 06:05:38</strong>
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				<em>- Bo, sweeping Nicci off her feet and joining Marcus, Mari, and Mila -</em><br><br>As Mari slinked a step toward the door, trailing her tongue across her lips, Bo became aware of just how thirsty he seemed to be.&nbsp; Had he been that thirsty a few moments before?&nbsp; He wasn't sure.&nbsp; Just as he was contemplating a glass of water, he registered her offer to stay.&nbsp; His lips spread into a crooked smile.&nbsp; Mari's offer seemed so heartfelt, and, in truth, Bo found it difficult to reconcile the few logical reasons for declining with the warm feeling he felt deep inside.&nbsp; This just seemed right, felt right.&nbsp; <br><br>Nicci's ensuing laugh was contagious.&nbsp; Bo's smile spread and his course of action came to him in a moment of impulsive inspiration.&nbsp; As Marcus accepted Mari's invitation in what was becoming his typical business-like manner, Bo felt suddenly playful.&nbsp; The girls' dress; the soft, private setting; the warmth that they shared in the reaffirmation of their commitment to one another; and Nicci's sudden burst of laughter triggered something primal inside Bo that sent one wall crashing down.<br><br>He moved into the room on Marcus' heels, slipped one arm behind Nicci's shoulders, the other behind her knees, and swept her up into his arms in one fluid movement.&nbsp; Bo looked into Nicci's eyes, his own smile now mischievous and, as he stepped toward the bed, spoke softly, "I like your shirt."&nbsp; The temptation to look down at the way the shirt clung to the front of Nicci's torso as she lay in his arms was strong, like a weight hanging from his eyes pulling them downward, yet he resisted, never taking his gaze from hers until he set her gently onto the bed.<br><br>Sliding his arms from behind Nicci, Bo gave her a little wink before straightening and turning his head to Mari.&nbsp; "Thank you for the invite.&nbsp; I too accept."&nbsp; He laughed, suddenly aware of how ridiculous he was being, but not caring one bit.&nbsp; Perhaps carrying a scantily clad woman he had just met that evening to a bed occupied by another lightly clothed woman at the invitation of a third beauty in her pajamas was somewhat inappropriate first night behavior.&nbsp; But it didn't feel inappropriate.&nbsp; In fact, Bo felt content.&nbsp; Almost relaxed enough to be himself, though not all the walls would come down so easily.&nbsp; Still, it was progress.&nbsp; And he knew it.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 00:19:34</strong>
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				<em>~ All together - as they should be ~</em><br><br>Nicci gasped as Bo swept her off her feet, and half laughing, half totally enticed she looked into his eyes.&nbsp; Simply fizzing with happiness that the men were so pleased to be with them, that they both seemed just so whole - and so wonderfully secure, Nicci knew she'd never forget this moment.&nbsp; It was as if the promise of all their futures had burst like a firework of happiness in amongst them all, and she knew in her heart that now they had a real chance of making it.<br><br>As he said so softly 'I like your shirt' she felt the instant rush of heat from the husky tone of his words and her nipples peaked pressing through the top in question and she swallowed, suddenly feeling almost girlish and shy.&nbsp; As he placed her on the bed, the movie reel of him pushing her back...... of mounting her...... played so exquisitely it took her breath away and she found herself closing her eyes for a moment, trying to settle her heart.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 01:29:04</strong>
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				~ Marcus sitting with Mila on the floor ~<br><br>Sitting on the hard stone floor should have been uncomfortable for Marcus at his age but he’d always kept himself in shape, a lesson he’d learned from his football days.&nbsp; Sitting next to a woman as lovely as Mila, especially clad in her night clothes, offered a much more pleasant distraction though and he was able to block out the seeping cold of the stone under his butt.&nbsp; Turning, he noted the way she was sitting with her knees drawn up and her chin resting on them; it was a cute pose but also a guarded one, at least to his eyes, and he wondered briefly if she was nervous about his presence or just the fact that the guys were in their room.<br><br>Grinning, he shrugged.&nbsp; “Not to hard to figure out.&nbsp; The guys all retreated to the billiards room for some male bonding so it stood to reason that the three of you would probably do the same.&nbsp; If you hadn’t, we’d have gone to each of your rooms instead of just one.”&nbsp; He paused then, thinking about everything else she had said, wanting desperately to wipe her look of worry from her beautiful face and assure her that he’d never end the project but of course he couldn’t do that.&nbsp; No one knew his true role there and it had to remain a secret for many, many months.&nbsp; Glancing up as Bo and Nicci made their grand entrance he nudged Mila’s legs with one of his.&nbsp; “I know I have no intention of leaving the project and if that’s any indication” he said, motioning to the goofiness going on in the room “I’d say at least two others are equally committed.&nbsp; Since neither you nor Mari have left yet, I think we have a pretty good shot of making this work.&nbsp; Just my gut though.”&nbsp; Giving her another playful bump, he turned and gazed out at the others, waiting to see where the rest of their night would go.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 02:15:54</strong>
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				<em>~Mila in Mari's room~</em><br><br>Mila listened to Marcus' words, grinning at him.&nbsp; "So basically, we <em>are</em> that obvious."&nbsp; She smiled brightly, laughing huskily at Bo's shenanigans as Marcus nudged her leg.&nbsp; She liked the familiarity, she realized as her face warmed.&nbsp; She wanted more of it.<br><br>Looking at Bo and Nicci on Mari's bed, she thought about the two, and their relationship.&nbsp; She would have pegged them as the first to share a kiss, and that had already happened.&nbsp; And she pegged them, too, for the first to go further.&nbsp; They were really into each other.&nbsp; Hell, they were into each other so much that she wondered if the poly thing would even work out for them.&nbsp; How would Nicci react if Bo kissed Mari in front of her?&nbsp; How would Bo react the first time Marcus got sexual with Nicci?&nbsp; She didn't want the experiment to fall apart because of jealousies, but she could see when she watched the bond between the two that the potential was there.&nbsp; They made her feel less secure about her own place in the house, and instinct told her that Mari probably felt that way, too.&nbsp; Especially now, with a man gone.&nbsp; One of the women would always feel like a third wheel, and that woman was never going to be Nicole.<br><br>She turned her attention from them and back to Marcus, nodding at what he said.&nbsp; "I hope you're right.&nbsp; I'd like to see this work out.&nbsp; I kind of need it to," she confessed.&nbsp; She needed to feel like she belonged.&nbsp; <br><br>Mila glanced at Mari and held her hand out to the other woman, a silent invitation to join her and Marcus on the floor.&nbsp; She looked again at Nicci and Bo.&nbsp; A part of her wished this whole night would have turned out differently.&nbsp; She knew she'd walk away from this evening feeling less hopeful than when she had started this day.&nbsp; She had a lot to get off her chest, she realized, her throat tightening.&nbsp; She had a feeling that the diary room would be a bit of a sanctuary for her.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 02:33:12</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~Mari, in her now crowded room ~</em><br><br>She was supposed to feel...happy, right? And she did. She did, she reiterated firmly. Except that...for a split second...she saw Nicci and Bo and once again felt the connection they had. It was <em>such</em> a powerful connection, and one that was good. It was definitely a good one. But now that they had lost one person...well, they all had to bond together. And it...didn't feel that way. Not for that split second. But who was Mari to know Nicci and Bo's feelings towards the rest of the group? Granted, she knew Nicci's...or at least some of them.<br><br><em>Calmate!</em> She snapped at herself, knowing that it was the sudden insecurities of the foundation of the group being shaken. She had to snap out of it before she did something she would regret. Like bring more emotions into the group than was necessary.<br><br>And when she saw Mila stretch out a hand to her, Mari couldn't help the soft smile that crossed her face. Immediately she crossed over to where Mila and Marcus were sitting and she shifted to sit close to Mila, crossing her legs and scooting so close that their hips were touching. The way Mila was sitting, Mari instinctively tucked a strand of the young woman's hair behind her ear and gave her a sweet smile, "It'll work out," Mari said with way much more confidence than she felt. It had to work out; Marisol just couldn't even think of the group breaking apart so soon after entering one other's lives.<br><br>Giving Marcus a look, Marisol smiled and commented teasingly, "Wow...three girls. Two guys." She giggled softly as she winked, completely joking. "Me thinks you two hit the jackpot. Big time!"</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 03:55:23</strong>
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				~ Marcus, sitting on the floor with Mila and Mari ~<br><br>He saw Mila hold her hand out to Mari and he had to smile.&nbsp; It was an innocent gesture, one of friendship, but to Marcus it also signified that bonds were being formed among the ladies, something that was essential for his poly family to work.&nbsp; All of their bonds had to be strong, that much was obvious, but if the women couldn’t find a way to come together as friends and life mates, then intimate interactions among the various members would be fraught with tension and jealousy, not to mention anger and frustration.&nbsp; When Mari accepted the offer and took her hand, sitting down next to her, Marcus nodded.&nbsp; Those two were bonding well and he didn’t need to see how closely they were sitting to know that.<br><br>Turning to Mari, he gave her a grin and a wink.&nbsp; “Personally, I think we hit the jackpot the minute the three of you walked into the Great Room tonight.&nbsp; I’ve never seen such beauty under one room in all my years and I couldn’t ask for better dance partners.”&nbsp; He nudged Mila again when he said that and added “You’re next on my list, milady.”&nbsp; <br><br>Looking over at Bo and Nicci, he cleared his throat.&nbsp; “Ok, you two, enough with the shenanigans.&nbsp; Now that Bo and I are here, we want to know the truth.&nbsp; Which one of us do you like the best?&nbsp; You can tell us, we’re big boys and can take it.”&nbsp; He delivered the words with a grin and a chuckle, letting them know that he was simply teasing.&nbsp; It was just his way of getting the conversation started again and an attempt to keep the mood light.&nbsp; <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 19:14:05</strong>
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				<em>- Bo in Mari's bedroom with the others - </em><br><br>Bo chuckled at Marcus' remark.&nbsp; 'Shenanigans' seemed to be the right word for it, but he was certainly enjoying his shenanigans with Nicci.&nbsp; Though she did seem out of place on the bed now, and he wasn't too comfortable standing over the others himself.<br><br>He turned back to Nicci, smiling at the shy look she wore.&nbsp; Smiling.&nbsp; He seemed to be doing a lot of smiling lately.&nbsp; It had been a while since he had been this relaxed around a group of people.&nbsp; He wasn't sure if 'happy' was the right word, not just yet, but he certainly felt ... good.&nbsp; Bo offered his hand to Nicci, enjoying the warmth of her palm as she slipped it into his grasp without hesitation.&nbsp; Her touch bridged the space between his hand and chest in an instant, like an electrical current arcing through space.&nbsp; The warm feeling settling deep within.&nbsp; "Well, it seems the party's on the floor.&nbsp; Shall we?" he offered, in a low voice.<br><br>As they settled on the hard floor across from the others, Nicci scooted so that her knees were almost touching Mari's, while Bo sat cross-legged beside her, across from Mila and Marcus.&nbsp; His eyes settled first on Mari, her giggle having amplified his mood, "Yes, I'd say we hit the jackpot.&nbsp; I feel lucky to be here."&nbsp; The emotion he felt in those last words threatened to cover over the freshly unearthed playfulness, so he quickly spoke in a lighter tone, "Yes, I'd like to know too," his eyes shifting between the ladies, "which of us is your favorite?" He feigned a serious expression, with an open-handed gesture toward Marcus, "You won't hurt my feelings if you say it's Marcus.&nbsp; We'll still know the truth."<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 19:46:19</strong>
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				<em>~ Slumber party in Mari's room, with chocolates - of course ~</em><br><br><br>"Do you really think we'd get caught out on that one? I <em>mean</em>..........! "said Nicci, chuckling. She put her hand onto Mari's knee, shifting a little closer to her, and squeezed it lightly.&nbsp; She went on a little more seriously, "I can honestly say I like you both, just as much, but in slightly different ways, and I was, well we all were saying how much we were drawn to you both."<br><br>She looked across at Marcus, her eyes twinkling, "Oh yeah – you caught us out, we were gossiping about you, I admit it!" She laughed again, wondering too what the guys had been saying about the girls and hoping it was just as complimentary.&nbsp; She slipped her hand into Bo's, and turned her head to him, "And I also said it boded well for all our futures that we all seem so drawn to each other, and that the psychologists seem to know what they are doing with us lot for sure"&nbsp; <br><br>Nicci looked then at Mila, her eyes serious for a moment, feeling that perhaps the lovely woman was as worried as she had been earlier, "I'm sure too,&nbsp; if anyone else joins us to replace Vince, they'll choose just as well."<br><br>She didn't want to spoil the lighthearted atmosphere and seeing the chocolate truffles she said, smiling, "And I think we all deserve a treat, and to celebrate our good fortune, at our slumber party.....&nbsp; " she lifted out a truffle, bringing it to Mari's lips, "You first.... open wide..........." she said laughing, ready to give one each to her wonderful companions. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 20:29:30</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol in her bedroom with everyone ~</em><br><br>Amusement glittered in Marisol's eyes as she looked at Nicci, her eyes darkening just a hint. She let her mouth fall open as the chocolate was offered and slowly, she took it between her lips and let it slip inside. As a last touch, she pressed a soft kiss to Nicci's fingertips, winking teasingly before she chewed on the chocolate. "Mmm...I love chocolate..." She sighed happily before she looked at the rest of the group, her smile showing that she had been a bit seductive to tease the guys.<br><br>Letting out a short laugh, she tilted her head as she looked between Marcus and then Bo, a "mmmm" of thoughtfulness escaping her. She suddenly grinned and snapped her fingers, "I got it! I know who I like the best!" She waited a heartbeat or two before she smiled widely and said, "Angus!" She snickered teasingly, her eyes practically sparkling as she said sweetly, "Because he was so sweet to me when I arrived late!"<br><br>She grinned, keeping the mood light and teasing between all of them. Now that Bo and Nicci had joined them, Marisol felt a bit calmer, like they were all okay once again. It was just when they coupled themselves up that she felt a bit...lost. Marcus had gone to Mila and Bo had gone to Nicci and it had left Marisol...alone. And like any woman, insecurities flared up. But she was fine now; everything would be okay between the five of them.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 20:41:45</strong>
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				<em>~ Slumber party in Mari's room, with chocolates - of course ~</em><br><br>Nicci laughed at Mari's answer, how like her to be able to think up something so quick witted.&nbsp; She dipped her fingers into the bag again and brought out another truffle, this time bringing it to Mila's lips, "Your turn.." she said, grinning.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>06-01-2011, 22:58:42</strong>
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				<em>~Mila at the slumber party, not slumbering~</em><br><br>Mila smiled as Nicci and Bo joined the rest of them on the floor, hugging her arms tighter around her neck.&nbsp; She needed to enjoy more and worry less, she thought.&nbsp; She'd try her best to throw herself into the moment.&nbsp; She watched Mari and Nicci flirt and wanted to join in, but it hadn't gone so well at dinner, so she pulled back, just being herself.&nbsp; The old herself, not the new-and-improved, more-like-the-other-girls herself she'd been trying out earlier.&nbsp; <br><br>As Nicci turned to her with a truffle, she smiled at the other woman and said, "Thank you," accepting it into her mouth.&nbsp; As the rich chocolate flavor burst in her mouth, she thought about whether it would be the five of them, or if they would replace Vince with someone else.&nbsp; <br><br>And then, a sudden and horrific thought entered her mind.&nbsp; What if they wanted even numbers of men and women, but didn't want to bring anyone else in?&nbsp; Would they ask one of the women to leave?&nbsp; She felt a little sick at the thought and wanted to bring it up, but she didn't. Everyone else seemed relaxed, like they were having fun, and she didn't want to bring up something so negative.&nbsp; If it happened and neither of the other women wanted to leave, she'd consider volunteering, although it would break her heart.&nbsp; She wasn't ready to leave. But she had to admit, if only to herself, that the others fit better. They could relax where she couldn't. <br><br>She forced a smile onto her face, laughing as Nicci moved next to Marcus with the truffles.&nbsp; She would stop fretting about this.&nbsp; They were surely going to be told something in the morning!
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>07-01-2011, 21:06:50</strong>
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				<em>~ Chocolate .....kisses......... together in Mari's room ~</em><br><br>Nicci started to turn to Marcus, but seeing a fleeting look of worry cross Mila's face she swung back, and putting the finger still brown from the dusting of cocoa, on Mila's nose, smudging it with the chocolate, "A Chocolate Eskimo kiss," she said, leaning forward onto her other hand and rubbing the tip of her nose against the cocoa covered one of Mila's, smearing her own.&nbsp; Sitting back, smiling, her eyes full of...&nbsp; love... for the quiet woman, she grinned, "Couldn't resist it, your cute nose just needed a dash of chocolate."&nbsp; <br><br>Still grinning, knowing the two of them now would make anybody smile, she placed the next truffle gently on Marcus' lips, "Better be quick, you never know where I night put the chocolate next," she teased.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>07-01-2011, 22:09:54</strong>
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				<em>~Mila~</em><br><br>Mila laughed softly as Nicci played with her, her heart warming at the other woman's antics.&nbsp; She realized that if Nicole was making such an effort to make her smile, then she must not be doing such a good job of hiding how she felt.&nbsp; She needed to work on that.&nbsp; She'd ruined dinner by reacting negatively to Bo, and now she was about to do it again. <br><br>She waited until Nicci had another chocolate in her hand before she said, an impish twinkle in her eyes, "Nicci, wait."&nbsp; Mila ran her finger along the truffle, and satisfied that she had enough cocoa on it, rubbed it lightly along the bridge of Mari's nose, ending with the tip.&nbsp; "Now we match," she nodded and popped her finger in her mouth to lick off the cocoa. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>08-01-2011, 04:09:26</strong>
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				<em>- Bo at the slumber party-</em><br><br>As Nicci slipped her hand into his and spoke about how drawn they were to one another, Bo found himself nodding in agreement, his eyes momentarily locked onto hers.&nbsp; A force of protective warmth invaded his senses, surprising him still with how quickly such feelings were developing toward this woman he had met only hours before.&nbsp; When her hand left his to began passing out chocolate treats, he felt the loss keenly, but couldn't help chuckling at her playfulness.&nbsp; When Mari's lips parted to allow the chocolate truffle to slide slowly into her mouth, Bo found his own lips parting slightly until her wink caused his jaw to snap shut.<br><br>After Mari declared her favorite, Bo slapped one hand against his thigh and gave Marcus a look.&nbsp; "Angus!" he declared with feigned indignation, "That sneaky ol' bastard!&nbsp; We're gonna have to keep on eye on that one."&nbsp; Then his gaze went back to Mari, a playful twinkle in his eyes as he smiled at her.<br><br>When Nicci moved on to the next one, Bo thought for a moment that Mila seemed withdrawn into herself.&nbsp; She had that air of a wallflower about her, as if she wasn't quite comfortable being herself around new people.&nbsp; Bo could understand that, his own secrets often leading him to silent withdrawal or light conversations that rarely broke the surface into sincerity.&nbsp; He wondered what secrets she carried, what fears.&nbsp; She was such a lovely creature.&nbsp; He only hoped that she would open up to them eventually, and trust.&nbsp; He hoped that he could as well.<br><br>As Mila uncurled from her cocoon to playfully paint Mari's nose, Bo thought that there was hope for her yet.&nbsp; He laughed along, realizing that there was hope for himself as well.<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>08-01-2011, 14:33:06</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Mari after Mila 'dusted' her ~</em><br><br>Her nose wrinkled as she felt Mila's fingertip on it, rubbing the chocolate dust along the tip. She laughed lightly, her eyes sparkling with pleasure. Her friendship with Mila was still new but already, she felt an intense fondness for the young woman. While she also cared for Nicci, she knew that Nicci would do fine on her own. Mila was the one that occasionally Mari would have to hold her hand. And let her know everything would be okay.<br><br>Mari grinned and then looked at Bo and Marcus, knowing that the three of them looked silly. But...it was good. It was fun. And they needed it; especially after their first time together and how emotional it had been. Laughter cured all, after all.<br><br>She turned to Bo and flashed him a grin, nodding firmly. "Angus! Yes!" She winked before she added a bit mysteriously, "He'll have all three of us before you know it. So you two better pick up the game!" Mari was teasing of course. After dancing with Marcus, she knew he had nothing to worry about. And even after their rocky moments, Mari felt a sense of friendship with Bo. Or at least a hint of it...hopefully they would be able to explore it more.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>09-01-2011, 03:29:25</strong>
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				<em>~ Marcus, in Mari’s bedroom with everyone ~</em><br><br>As Bo and Nicci settled on the floor getting comfortable, Marcus felt himself relax a little more.&nbsp; This felt right, this little powwow in the bedroom with all of them together and teasing each other.&nbsp; A smile graced his face when Bo made his comment about knowing the truth.&nbsp; It was another tease but coming from the ex-soldier, it meant he was relaxing a little with each interaction that occurred and that gave Marcus hope.&nbsp; He’d liked Bo the moment he met him that night and took no offense from his comment.&nbsp; In a way, they were comrade at arms, though the playing field was very different than any either had played on before now.<br><br>Nicci’s words drew him back from his thoughts about Bo and he grinned, watching her pull the first truffle out and offer it to Mari, who took it with a sensual grace that made Marcus’s mouth water just a little bit.&nbsp; The images of what else Mari could do with that mouth of hers flooded his mind momentarily but like smart men everywhere, he kept his thoughts to himself…this time.&nbsp; He laughed when she mentioned Angus, knowing his friend’s ears must be burning right then.&nbsp; It was the kind of comment he’d expect from the woman, who always displayed wit and intelligence to go with her beauty.&nbsp; She was the kind of woman Marcus knew he could fall for easily and hoped just a little bit of magic was already starting to build.<br><br>The antics continued with the truffle parade passing to Mila next, followed by a dusting of chocolate on her nose that looked so cute.&nbsp; When Nicci turned to him, holding the dessert lightly against his lips, he let heat flood into his gaze.&nbsp; Opening his mouth, he slipped his tongue out and rolled the treat from her fingers into his mouth.&nbsp; As the taste of her skin, from the brief touch of his tongue, warred with the taste of the truffle, Marcus closed his eyes and sighed contentedly.&nbsp; Finally opening them, he flicked his tongue out again, cleaning his lips thoroughly before smiling.&nbsp; “Mmm, delicious” he said, though it wasn’t clear if he meant the chocolate or the beautiful woman in front of him.&nbsp; As he leaned back, he glanced around, enjoying the playfulness between Bo and Mari also, letting it all wash over him.&nbsp; For the first time in his life, a close personal dream was slowly coming together and it was the most wonderful site in the world to his eyes.&nbsp; <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>09-01-2011, 17:24:09</strong>
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				<em>~ Building foundations in Mari's room ~</em><br><br><br>Marcus' eyes closing, and the way he savored the taste delighted Nicci, the sensual promise of his reaction making her mouth water just watching him. She loved how Marcus seemed to have alongside his playfulness, a core of calm resolution.&nbsp; She felt she could put herself in his hands and trust him implicitly.&nbsp; She already responded to him in the way the project asked them to try and do, but completely naturally.&nbsp; She could see his authority and gentle sense of rightness would be their guiding light so often in the future.<br><br>She sat back, turning, her eyes going to Bo's before she had even reached out a truffle from the bag, "Last but not least," she said softly, smiling gently. She was glad the girls had agreed, well it seemed to her as though they had, agreed to be with the men together the first time.&nbsp; She felt such a disturbing deep tug to her heart when she looked at Bo, and she didn't want it to get in the way of what they were trying to build.&nbsp; &nbsp;<br><br>She knew how much heartache her trying to love just one person had caused in the past, how she had chosen the lifestyle she had, to ensure she had never to hurt anyone else ever again.&nbsp; She had set aside her own needs for love, for cherishing, putting all that energy into her work and the rest of her life.&nbsp; Now the word love was hovering in the back of her mind, but the loving, deep connection she already felt for the girls was just as important, as was the fragile bud of growth between her and Marcus, she mustn't let her feelings run away with her, now was the time for foundations to be laid, not castles in the sky.<br><br>Even holding herself in check though, as she reached in for the truffle and brought it to his mouth her smile fell away.&nbsp; Drowning in his eyes again, his lips seemed to part so slowly, and her mouth tasted him again of it's own volition, her tongue aching to drag across the opening to his mouth and share the truffle's admittance to the delights inside.&nbsp; She realised she'd stopped breathing only when she drew in a long slow breath. Her heart beating rather erratically, time seemed to flow back into place and a small tremor ran through her arm as gently placed the truffle against his lips
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 04:16:54</strong>
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				<em>- Bo in Mari's room with everyone -</em><br><br>Bo felt the tenderness in his heart as Nicci turned her gaze to his.&nbsp; Her words were light, but the look that she gave him seemed to mirror his own feelings.&nbsp; When she placed the truffle against his mouth, he wrapped his lips quickly over it, feeling the tips of her thumb and forefinger caught between.&nbsp; The fire burned in his eyes, his aggressive instinct strong, pushing him to take her right there.&nbsp; With effort, he restrained himself, instead sucking the treat quickly into his mouth as he dragged his lips off her fingers.&nbsp; He settled back , smiling as he chewed and sucked the melting chocolate.&nbsp; As the last of the chocolate was disappearing on his tongue, he mouthed, "Thank you."<br><br>With a last swallow, he glanced at Mari, his eyes narrowing slightly, "That sounded a lot like a challenge there, Mari."&nbsp; He paused, considering.&nbsp; There was much more to each of these women than just their beauty, though there was plenty of that as well.&nbsp; Mari's exotic looks captivated Bo's imagination, yet it was her wit and loving attention to Mila that peaked his interest.&nbsp; "Alright, I'll make a deal with you.&nbsp; Before you decide, you give me one kiss.&nbsp; Then if you still prefer Angus, I'll step aside like a gentleman."&nbsp; He glanced quickly at Nicci, before returning his gaze to Mari's.&nbsp; He wasn't completely comfortable with offering to kiss Mari so soon after sharing such a special first kiss with Nicci, but he realized that this was something that they would all have to get use to eventually.&nbsp; Well, he would have to at least, as he wasn't sure how easy sharing may already be for the others.&nbsp; It was new for him, and he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable initially.&nbsp; <br><br>Well the offer had been made, and sincerely so.&nbsp; A confident smile spread across his lips.&nbsp; Poor ol' Angus really didn't stand a chance.&nbsp; Unless the girls were that keen on bedtime stories and early bird dinner specials.<br>&nbsp;<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 05:03:28</strong>
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				<em>~Mila~</em><br><br>Mila giggled softly at all the talk about Angus.&nbsp; He'd been a kind man, but not who she would have chosen as her favorite.&nbsp; To be honest, she didn't have one.&nbsp; Vince was gone, and she'd started forming a bond of sorts with him, but even he she wouldn't have listed as her favorite.&nbsp; There was so much about both Marcus and Bo that attracted her, but there was still so much that was unknown and scary.&nbsp; Her reaction was different to each man, too.&nbsp; Already she turned to Marcus when she needed comfort.&nbsp; And Bo... well, Bo scared her.&nbsp; The thought made a smile play on her lips.&nbsp; She was going to have to figure out how to deal with him.&nbsp; How difficult could it be?&nbsp; After all, he was too serious and needed to lighten up, just like her.<br><br>Her eyes widened at his challenge to Marisol.&nbsp; Would she do it?&nbsp; Mila relaxed her body, leaning back against the sofa and laughing.&nbsp; "Go on, Mari," she encouraged.&nbsp; "After all, how will you know that you like Angus best if you don't... you know, do a taste test?"&nbsp; But then she looked at Nicci and she felt immediately contrite.&nbsp; Maybe she shouldn't be encouraging such a thing without knowing for sure if her other new friend would be okay with it.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 06:32:31</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, being dared by Bo in her room ~</em><br><br>The surprise clearly showed in her eyes at his challenge and for a second, Marisol almost turned to Nicci to ask her if it was okay. The moment Nicci and Bo had shared with the truffle had seemed...intimate. Something that Mari knew she didn't have with either of the men. Was it malicious of her that she automatically thought Nicci was one step ahead of her? It was ridiculous. And it was childish. And just as soon as the thought came; another one followed. Nicci had shared how she had kissed Bo earlier that evening. If Bo kissed her...and then kissed Mila...it would sort of level out the fields. It would put them all on even grounds again.<br><br>...Plus, a challenge was a challenge. And Marisol was <strong>not</strong> going to back down from that dare.<br><br>As if reading her thoughts, Mari heard Mila encouraging her and couldn't help the soft laugh that escaped her lips. Shifting so that she was sitting on her legs, Marisol placed her hands on her knees and gave Bo a slow smile, her voice sounding a bit husky even to her own ears. "Alright...I'll make a deal with <em>you,</em>" Marisol said with a tilt of her head, eyes only on Bo. "I'll raise you one. Kiss me...and Mila." Marisol slowly ran her tongue along her lower lip and added, her voice holding a hint of playfulness as she looked at Mila and winked, "I think Mila deserves a...taste test too."<br><br>Scooting forward just a little bit so that she was more in the middle of the circle they had made, Marisol watched Bo with interested eyes. The desire was there...and also the curiosity. She had to admit; she wanted to kiss Bo. And Marcus. She didn't think&nbsp; of it as doing anything sexual on the first night. She saw it more as a way to help strengthen the bond that had been already tested.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 17:38:06</strong>
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				~ Marcus, in Mari’s bedroom after Bo’s dare was made ~<br><br>He couldn’t believe that Bo had done it, gone and issued an intimate challenge to Mari after seeming a bit withdrawn from teasing talk about intimacy earlier.&nbsp; Then again, it was only a kiss and mostly like a playful one as opposed to a full throttle “I want to make mad passionate love with you” kind of kiss.&nbsp; Though one glance at Mari and Marcus was reconsidering that; the woman simply oozed with sensuality in his book and he could only imagine one kind of kisser she was.<br><br>Mila had surprised him also, nudging Mari to accept the dare, and that caused him to smile.&nbsp; She was so reserved at times and then so open at other times that he was never quite sure which woman he was going to get.&nbsp; When the dare was upped to include the quite woman, Marcus shifted his position, leaning more into Mila as if encouraging her.&nbsp; Then he had an idea.<br><br>“If you go through with Bo's dare, Mari, I think it’s only fair that you do the same with me.” he said with a twinkle in his eye.&nbsp; That was only part of his plan though so he leaned forward a little, his eyes darting to each woman in turn.&nbsp; “AND since the whole thing that started this was your belief that Angus was the better man than Bo or I, I think each of you will need to kiss him tomorrow morning also.&nbsp; It’s the only way you’ll know for sure.”&nbsp; &nbsp;He could just imagine the look of surprise on his friend’s face if the women actually went through with it too.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 18:21:36</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, shocked~</em><br><br>Mila stared in disbelief as Mari turned the tables on her, including her in the bargain that would culminate in her kissing Bo.&nbsp; Although she was curious, of course, part of her wanted to say no, that it was fine for the other women to do it, but not her.&nbsp; Especially not with Bo, when she was pretty sure he didn't even like her.&nbsp; Well, like her <em>yet</em>.&nbsp; She still hoped that things would become less strained between them. <br><br>She giggled at Marcus' suggestion that Mari kiss him as well, and then kiss Angus.&nbsp; "Mari, I'm not sure how I'm getting pulled into this debauchery," she teased.&nbsp; "I never said a thing about Angus being my favorite.&nbsp; That was you two."&nbsp; She gestured with her finger, pointing at the two women. "I have no need for taste tests."&nbsp; There, she thought, that gave Bo a nice little out.&nbsp; He didn't have to kiss her, and it was all handled without things becoming awkward again.&nbsp; <br><br>She laughed.&nbsp; "I don't have a favorite between you men. You both have to prove yourself to me, and so does Angus.&nbsp; I like long walks on the beach and chocolate.&nbsp; Not in that order, though.&nbsp; Chocolate comes first.&nbsp; Guess that means Nicci wins."&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 18:39:42</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci - facing facts ~</em><br><br>Nicci looked lovingly at Bo, she was so thrilled that he was flirting with Mari, especially after what the girls had said earlier, she wanted so much for him to accept them all, and that would let Nicci be fully comfortably with any advances he made to her, knowing they were not divisive or exclusive - that would taint what she felt for him.&nbsp; It seemed to her one of the most important things, to start off right, not to have an exclusivity or feeling of being pushed out.&nbsp; She nodded, her eyes sparkling, and felt the sudden lift of her spirits, and grinned at Marcus, loving the small stilled look of surprise on his face turning into a delighted smile.<br><br>Then, just when everything seemed so wonderful and she thought she couldn't be happier with how things were going, she had to struggle hard to even keep the smile on her face, and it took all her training not to show even a glimpse of the pain inside.&nbsp; She'd been feeling Mari was bonding with Mila more and more all night.&nbsp; The touches, the holding hands, the constant loving attention and caring words.&nbsp; She had struggled with feeling on the outside, and tried to make sure she didn't let herself be over sensitive about it.&nbsp; But now, Mari leaving her out yet again.... it hurt so much she knew she had been right all along.&nbsp; Mari didn't like her or want her as much as she did Mila.&nbsp; She'd just have to be strong about it.&nbsp; Face it. Hope that in time....<br><br>She smiled at Mila, letting the real happiness that Mila&nbsp; was teasing and partaking of boys fun shine through the pain.&nbsp; She was so thrilled the lovely woman was gradually unfurling like wonderful butterfly, her wings catching the currents and making her fly.&nbsp; Even if the men only kissed the two other girls, and not her, as Mari suggested, she would still be happy for them both and she must center on that, and not her need for Mari to really want her.<br><br>She wiped the cocoa off her nose with the back of her hand, almost subconsciously stating she felt was no longer part of that fun, and she picked up her mug, sipping it very slowly, keeping it close to her face, cradled in her hands. Giving something for her mouth to do, she thought, smiling to herself.&nbsp; <br><br>She grinned at Mila's last comment, picking up the bag of truffles, and plopping them down in front of Mila, "Well in that case, the rest are all yours," she laughed.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 21:14:54</strong>
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				<em>- Bo, caught off guard -</em><br><br>Bo hadn't meant now!&nbsp; Sure, he wanted to kiss Mari, and Mila, and Nicci again.&nbsp; They all appealed to him in their own way, and he wanted to explore those feelings with each of them.&nbsp; But his challenge had been a tease, something he thought might happen at some point in the future.&nbsp; When that would be, he hadn't really thought through.&nbsp; In fact, he hadn't thought through his words much at all before uttering them, obviously.&nbsp; Mila's egging Mari on to kiss Bo right then, in front of Nicci, was one of the possibilities that he hadn't considered.&nbsp; As Mari shifted, placing her hands on her knees, her gaze drew him in.&nbsp; Her including Mila surprised him further, but as she scooted forward, the desire in her eyes clear, the others faded behind a soft mist as Mari became his sole focus.&nbsp; Nicci was still there, watching.&nbsp; Mila was likely as surprised as he felt.&nbsp; And Marcus -- when he mentioned that the girls kiss Angus as well, Bo smiled, though he barely registered the comment.&nbsp; For a brief moment, he wondered if there should be an empty bottle laying tilted over on it's side between them, but he quickly pushed the thought out of his mind.&nbsp; He wouldn't back out now.&nbsp; Unexpected though it may be, he knew that he wanted to experience the taste of this woman who filled his vision with her sultry stare. <br><br>He shifted forward onto his knees until they touched Mari's.&nbsp; His heart beat a little faster.&nbsp; Leaning forward, so that his mouth was a breath away from the tip of her nose, he looked down into her warm eyes, his body aflame with desire.&nbsp; He curled his left index finger and pressed the length of it under her chin, gently lifting her mouth to his.&nbsp; As their lips met in a soft embrace, Bo held the light connection for just a moment, before parting his lips ever so slightly and pressing for more.&nbsp; His eyes closed.&nbsp; The world revolved itself around the touch of her flesh to his.<br><br>While he didn't have long between the issue of the challenge and the kiss to think on it, the thought had passed quickly through his mind that this kiss with Mari wouldn't have the same intimate feel of longing that he had with Nicci when the two of them had first kissed earlier that evening.&nbsp; And his instincts were close to the truth, the kiss with Mari was different.&nbsp; But it still felt good, his heart warming to her quickly.&nbsp; It must have been only moments since their lips had met, but he was falling so fast, so quickly, that he was certain that he would land hard at any moment.&nbsp; So he pulled away, breathing deeply.&nbsp; His protective measure triggering as he felt his heart open too quickly.&nbsp; The walls he had built around himself were still holding strong.<br><br>As he settled back on his heels and smiled into Mari's eyes, trying to judge her reaction, he was quietly disappointed with himself.&nbsp; For just a moment there, he thought that he would let himself go with Mari.&nbsp; But then the barrier had reasserted itself suddenly, reminding him that he wasn't quite as open as he needed to be.&nbsp; He didn't want to fear getting close to these women.&nbsp; This hesitancy, this defense mechanism, would have to be overcome.&nbsp; And quickly.&nbsp; But one step at a time, he thought.<br><br>Unwilling to accept excuses, even his own, he forced himself to press on.&nbsp; With the warm, sweet taste of Mari's lips still fresh on his, he took her right hand in his left, lifting it quickly to brush against his lips, then spoke softly as he met her gaze, "Thank you.&nbsp; That was lovely."&nbsp; Then, without missing a beat, a roguish grin spread across his face as his eyes shifted to Mila, his right hand extending out toward her.&nbsp; Without releasing Mari's hand, he offered to Mila, "Next?" 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 21:47:00</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, unkissed so far~</em><br><br>Mila watched as Bo kissed Marisol, purposely not watching Nicci's reaction. She wasn't sure she wanted to see.&nbsp; When he extended his hand toward her next, her eyes widened in surprise.&nbsp; She'd given him an out, said she didn't need a taste test.&nbsp; <br><br>She felt nervous, her heart beating a mile a minute, and she was pretty sure that her face was red.&nbsp; She shouldn't have felt like she was poaching on Nicole's territory, but it was exactly what was running through her mind.&nbsp; She glanced at Marcus, wondering if he already knew that Nicci and Bo had kissed earlier.<br><br>She had to grab his hand, which also meant she had to unfurl herself from her little cocoon.&nbsp; Which was too bad because she really wasn't dressed for mixed company. Her tank top was thin and hugged her otherwise-bare breasts.&nbsp; She reminded herself that they were all adults, and everybody in this room would be seeing a lot more of her soon. <br><br>Taking a deep breath, Mila grabbed Bo's hand and smiled softly at him.&nbsp; She pulled herself up so that she knelt and leaned in.&nbsp; Before he could take control, she gave him the tiniest little peck and scooted away, forcing herself to make eye contact. "Thank you, Bo," she said, and then turned to look at Marcus, who sat next to her.&nbsp; "Fair is fair," she nodded, and pecked Marcus' lips, too, just as briefly and casually.&nbsp; "I suppose, now, that I'll need to kiss Angus tomorrow.&nbsp; Keep the competition on the up and up?"&nbsp; <br><br>She glanced at Nicci, an apology that shouldn't have been there in her expression.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 22:31:01</strong>
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				~ All for one...... ~<br><br>"Oh no Mila," Nicci laughed, "You ain't getting away with that!"&nbsp; She reached forward and plucked the bag of truffles out from in front of her, "No chocolates either!&nbsp; You have to give the guys a fair chance.&nbsp; Here's Bo and Marcus all ready and willing to be put to the test and you aren't stepping up to the plate."<br><br>Her voice became softer as she took Mila's hand, her eyes pleading with her to do this right. She felt their future's depended on this open communion, she knew it took bravery to break down the walls..... "Open your heart," she said, her thumb rubbing the back of her hand, and then more quietly, "Let all of us in.........." <br><br>She pulled Mila's hand gently and with the other one picked up Bo's bringing them together until Mila's hand lay in his.&nbsp; She thought that both of them would be struggling now, and as she let go, and sat back, she prayed silently for them both to come together as she knew they could.&nbsp; The sexual openness they had been avowing started here.&nbsp; Right from the start.&nbsp; Before any boundaries were cast.&nbsp; She didn't dare look at Mari, and although she thought Mila and Bo may be very shy of their audience, her eyes stayed on them, it seeming important to her to let them see how much she meant what she had been saying.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>10-01-2011, 22:53:47</strong>
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				<em>- Bo with the others- <br></em><br><br>Bo wasn't sure what to make of Mila's quick kiss.&nbsp; As she moved to meet Bo in the center of the group, it was painfully difficult for Bo not to make it obvious how much he was affected by the way her soft form filled her sparse clothing.&nbsp; His breaths quickened involuntarily, and he felt a stirring in his groin as a light flush rose to his face.&nbsp; But her quick approach and retreat gave him pause.&nbsp; He had obviously made her uncomfortable with his request and worried that he had pushed too far.&nbsp; Her reaction made him want to reach out and comfort her, though he new that would only make things worse.&nbsp; Bo gave Mari another smile and was about to settle back to his rear, resigned to work on the issue that was Mila another time, when Nicci intervened.<br><br>Bo looked down at Mila's hand as it rested in his own.&nbsp; He squeezed it gently.&nbsp; Looking up into her eyes, he felt a surge rise up, a desire to be her protector.&nbsp; The last thing he wanted to do was make her uncomfortable.&nbsp; Though Nicci evidently felt this kiss was necessary for Mila's benefit, and Bo was inclined to agree.&nbsp; He was a little surprised at how quickly he trusted Nicci's instinct.&nbsp; And he wasn't sure why he did, but he did.&nbsp; Still, he wasn't going to ask Mila to do anything that she really didn't want to do.<br><br>He spoke softly, knowing that the others would hear, but directing his words to Mila, "I want to kiss you, Mila.&nbsp; But when you're ready."&nbsp; He smiled, trying to be reassuring.&nbsp; "You'll know when the time is right, and I'll be ready when you are."&nbsp; He stayed there, on his knees, holding her hand in his, with his eyes searching hers, making it clear that he would not withdraw from her, but leaving her the opening to retreat again if she so needed.<br>&nbsp;
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>11-01-2011, 02:35:37</strong>
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				~ Marcus in the bedroom ~<br><br>The tension in the area, all of it sexual, was so thick that Marcus could have cut it with a knife….or something else….had he wanted to do so.&nbsp; It was a good kind of tension though, the kind that caused heartbeats to race, mouths to dry, fingers to twitch and tongues to lick lips.&nbsp; It was heaviest between Bo and Mari in that moment, as he accepted her challenge and leaned forward, drawing her lips to his.&nbsp; The moment was tender and heated and spoke of so much more to come; in short, it was a moment to remember for everyone in that room.<br><br>It was after it was done that things got a little weird, the tension ratcheting up another notice.&nbsp; Pretty little Mila, in the tee-shirt that clung to her curves, rose to the dare from Mari also and leaned forward, giving Bo a kiss too.&nbsp; Only, it wasn’t a regular kiss, the kiss between potential lovers, it was more of a chaste kiss between siblings or first dates and it surprised Marcus.&nbsp; Not because she did it, though that did raise one of his eyebrows, but more because once she did, she did it daintily, as if she was removed from the situation.&nbsp; When she turned and gave him the same treatment, his eyes went wide and he glanced at Bo first then at Mila, finally just nodding his head in response and smiling.&nbsp; The feeling of her lips on his, however briefly, lingered on though and he knew he’d want a repeat though one that was a bit more sensual.&nbsp; <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>11-01-2011, 03:30:35</strong>
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				<em>~Mila taking the bull by the horns, so to speak~</em><br><br>Mila had just sat back when Nicci came forward, taking the chocolates.&nbsp; She sputtered when the other woman accused her of not stepping up to the plate.&nbsp; "Not st--," she said, but Nicci was looking at her with such intensity that Mila's words were lost.&nbsp; <em>Let all of us in.</em>&nbsp; She bit down on her lip, her eyes closing as if to make the words go away.&nbsp; And then Nicci was putting her hand in Bo's.&nbsp; Mila's eyes flew open as she felt the callused, rough skin of someone who was used to hard work.&nbsp; Feeling a little frantic, she looked at Mari and then at Nicci, her support system, and then she looked back at Bo.&nbsp; <br><br>His words were kind, and they made her heart melt.&nbsp; Whatever the problems were between them, whether they were real or only something perceived by her, she knew in that moment that she and Bo would be okay.&nbsp; Her misgivings that Bo didn't want to kiss her and that Nicci wouldn't like it if she did it had both just been put to rest.&nbsp; She had no more excuses to make.&nbsp; Mila knew that she had to either commit herself to this experiment or follow Vince's footsteps out of the castle.&nbsp; A line had been drawn, and she had to choose which side of it she was going to land on.<br><br>Absently, her tongue flickered out and licked the corner of her mouth as she gathered her courage.&nbsp; "I think that the time is right now, Bo," she said, her voice sounding hoarse to her own ears.&nbsp; Kneeling before him, she leaned in, one hand clasped in his and the other caressing his cheek.&nbsp; Her eyes closed as her lips brushed against his.&nbsp; This time, though, she didn't pull away, instead parting her lips just a bit and deepening the kiss.&nbsp; Her lips lingered against his, learning the contours of his mouth.<br><br>Finally, she pulled away and sat against the sofa, crossing her arms casually over her chest to hide that her nipples had become erect from arousal.&nbsp; Her voice was husky when she said, "I don't think I'll be doing <em>that</em> with Angus."<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>11-01-2011, 05:24:31</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, sharing a special kiss with Bo, etc. ~</em><br><br>The touch of Bo's fingers on her chin made her breath come out in a quiet quiver and her eyes darken even more. When their lips finally touched, Marisol felt a tremor of sudden awareness make its way down her spine. The kiss shared was powerful; leaving her body shifting slightly towards Bo in an automatic response to their newly formed bond. While it was still new and still very fragile, Mari felt his response and couldn't help but feel her breath catch, having felt it too. It had been very lightly; if she hadn't been thinking about the connection, she would have missed it. But it had been there. Or at least...she sincerely hoped it had been there.<br><br>As soon as their lips broke, Mari looked into Bo's eyes and felt him...slam the walls back down. In his eyes she saw a hint of disappointment, so quick and sudden that it stole her breath away. Had...he been not been pleased by the kiss? Running her tongue along her lower lip, Marisol scooted back and flashed Bo a soft smile, her lips still tingling from the kiss. She had no chance to respond though as she saw his gaze shift to Mila. And suddenly...things got a little troublesome.<br><br>A worried frown crossed her features before she schooled them as she watched Mila go from Bo to then Marcus. Her response had been polite...but that was it. No, she was holding herself back. Even now Marisol had learned from Mila herself that she was scared of messing up...and she remembered how all three of them had agreed to explore the sexual aspect together. While this did not count as a heavy sexual aspect, it was still an experiment between all of them. And Mila needed their support. As Marisol looked at Mila, Nicci seemed to have felt the same way because she took the initiative to guide Mila's hand back to Bo's...and she quickly corrected the situation.<br><br>For one simple moment, Mari held her breath, wondering if Mila was going to balk and pull away from them. It was a...monumental moment. If Mila pulled out then it showed that there were still some reservations about the group. But if she proceeded to follow through with the 'dare'...well then, things would stabilize even more. Their foundation would grow even stronger. As Mira bit her lower lip, she looked at Mila, hoping that her friend saw the encouragement in her eyes. Mila needed to do this. Not for anyone else but herself.<br><br>And Mila did. Marisol's breath <em>whooshed</em> out, a happy smile curved her lips. As soon as Mila sat against the sofa, Marisol scooted over to the woman and wrapped an arm around her, hugging her tight. She couldn't help it, the kiss to Mila's cheek was automatic as she whispered, "I am so proud of you." The pleasure was evident in her eyes. Mila had taken a step towards opening up to the group, and she had done it remarkably well. It pleased Marisol <em>greatly</em>.<br><br>Looking at Marcus, Marisol arched an eyebrow and said teasingly, "You seem to be the last one, handsome." She gave him a playful smile as she looked between Nicci, Mila and herself, before asking, "Want to pick which one first?"</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>11-01-2011, 06:09:18</strong>
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				<em>~Mila~</em><br><br>Mila was pulled into Mari's embrace after she scooted back.&nbsp; The encouragement meant the world to her, and she smiled brightly at the other woman.&nbsp; Glancing at Nicci, she mouthed the words "thank you," wanting her to know that she'd felt her support as well.&nbsp; Kissing Bo had been very nice.&nbsp; <em>Oh, who are you kidding, Camila.&nbsp; It was better than nice,</em> she thought with a little smirk.<br><br>As Marisol challenged Marcus to pick his poison, Mila stole a furtive glance at Nicci and Bo.&nbsp; She knew they'd kissed already, and that their kiss had been private and special.&nbsp; She wasn't going to push them into kissing more publicly, not knowing if that was something they wanted.&nbsp; But she did wonder if they would.&nbsp; Nicci had surprised her a few moments ago, proving that she was committed to the polyamorous nature of this project, and it pleased Mila.&nbsp; Instinct told her that the best chance of success within this group was if she, Nicci, and Mari all stuck together.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>11-01-2011, 06:55:59</strong>
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				<em>- Bo getting kissed -</em><br><br>Bo was pleasantly surprised when Mila announced that the time was now.&nbsp; Even more so when she took the lead, leaning into him and brushing his cheek with her hand.&nbsp; He smiled, making no movement to take the initiative away from her.&nbsp; This was as much her moment as it was theirs.&nbsp; And Bo felt privileged to be the focus of her attention.<br><br>As her lips pressed softly against his own, Bo felt the warmth of her hand against his cheek, and a flash of heat rise to his lips.&nbsp; His eyes were closed, drinking in the sensation that was Mila letting go.&nbsp; For just a moment, he could feel her release her inhibitions as she fell completely into the kiss.&nbsp; For just that moment, he could feel Mila.&nbsp; A Mila that had the ability to awaken his spirit and drop all of his guards in an instant.&nbsp; A threshold had been crossed by her tonight, and Bo was thrilled to be standing on the other side.<br><br>Though his eyes were closed, Bo had seen enough of how Mila's tank-top clung to her beautiful, firm breasts to imagine clearly in his mind how she must look now leaning over to kiss him.&nbsp; The images flashing through his mind, the urgency of her touch, and her light, fresh scent caused his body to continue the arousal that had begun with Mari.&nbsp; It was a subtle feeling of growth, just beginning, but enough for him to realize that he was right on the edge of making his desires quite obvious.&nbsp; So as the kiss broke and he settled back into a seated position with a lingering smile still upon his lips, he was relieved to have Mari shift the focus to Marcus.<br><br>Suddenly Bo realized that Nicci must have told the other two about their kiss earlier, as neither of the other two ladies encouraged a kiss between Nicci and himself.&nbsp; As Bo hadn't really thought through the kissing game before initializing it -- somehow -- he also hadn't considered the assumption he had been making by not offering Nicci a kiss in front of the others.&nbsp; The game had been instigated as a test of sorts, though in jest, and Nicci and he had already passed that test earlier, in private.&nbsp; He didn't feel that he needed to prove anything with her.&nbsp; He thought briefly of using the game as an excuse to kiss her again.&nbsp; But Mari had effectively shifted the focus to Marcus, and Bo didn't want to seem too greedy for attention as he felt he'd had more than his due already.&nbsp; Besides, apparently the others knew of their earlier kiss.&nbsp; So he simply placed his hand on Nicci's and gave her a private smile, then turned his attention to Marcus, preparing himself to enjoy the show.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>12-01-2011, 00:49:19</strong>
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				<br>For a moment Nicci thought Mila wasn't going to really hear her words or the faith and trust behind them.&nbsp; She really did have faith in her, and her trust wasn't misplaced.&nbsp; Even as Nicci held her breath, starting to doubt she had done the right thing, Mila opened the door wide and not only let Bo in, she went out to him.&nbsp; The air rushed out of her lungs in a deep sigh, the emotions of seeing her and Bo kiss both wonderful and a little disconcerting.&nbsp; She hadn't expected the rush of heat in her own loins, or how much Bo's wonderful words would bring a lump to her throat.&nbsp; <br><br>She felt as if a weight had lifted of her shoulders and as Mila mouthed thank you at her she did the same, her eyes trying to convey just how much it meant.&nbsp; Mari's instinctive hug and praise, they made the lump even bigger.&nbsp; She almost wriggled with the effort of tamping down her pain and even more the need for Mari........&nbsp; <br><br>Bo's hand gave her pause, his sweet care helping her to kick her feelings into touch. They had all taken a wonderful leap forward.&nbsp; That was what counted, she would have to work at it, earn Mari's approbation and the big sister she yearned for.&nbsp; She still couldn't meet Mari's eyes though, she just couldn't.&nbsp; Taking a soft breath she picked up her hot chocolate again, sipping it slowly.&nbsp; She wondered who Marcus would kiss first.&nbsp; Mila was closest and Marcus had made a beeline for her, would he kiss her first or save her to last.&nbsp; She smiled, looking across at Marcus's hands.&nbsp; Strong safe hands she thought.&nbsp; He would draw both Mari and Mila out she was sure.&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>12-01-2011, 20:13:32</strong>
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				~ Marcus in the bedroom with the others ~<br><br>He would have thought it impossible to have more surprises that night given how many had occurred already; would have even been willing to bet on it in fact.&nbsp; However, Marcus was wrong, so terribly wrong and yet it was a good thing indeed.&nbsp; His gaze was on Mila, watching the emotions play across her face when Nicci make her overture, and it was clear that an internal struggle was going on, one that might impact the cohesiveness of this group – no, this family - that Marcus wanted so desperately.&nbsp; He wanted to shout at her to do it, to just let go of whatever it was that held her back, but he wisely kept his mouth shut.&nbsp; This would have to be her decision to make, her step towards a brighter future, and no one could influence that.&nbsp; When she took it, his heart stopped for the briefest moment and then began beating faster and harder than he thought possible.&nbsp; She’d stood at the edge of the cliff and leaped off it, taking control of her destiny in that moment, and it was a delightful thing to see.&nbsp; The kiss sizzled with heat and lust and so much more and his only regret was that Bo got it instead of him, a thought that drew a grin to his lips.<br><br>As the two broke apart, Marcus’s gaze was drawn away from them, towards the lovely Mari, whose words caused his heart to beat even faster.&nbsp; He blinked then, realizing he was on the hot seat, and simply stared at her for a moment, his gaze tracing the contours of her cheeks and lips before dipping lower for just a second.&nbsp; It was a move that he hadn’t planned, one that he usually did more discreetly, but in that moment he couldn’t have stopped it if he’d tried.&nbsp; The room was simply too charged with emotions to do otherwise so he let it stand; having done it though, it was only fair that he do the same to the others so his gaze moved to Nicci next, letting it trace over her also.&nbsp; Last, but not least, he turned towards Mila, noting the way she held her arms over her breasts, as if protecting them from his sight yet wanting to draw attention to them.&nbsp; He drew his eyes upward then, until he was studying her carefully, considering his options, finally making a decision.&nbsp; Flashing a smile at Mila, he slowly turned his head back towards Mari.&nbsp; “As beautiful as each of you are in your own ways, this decision is an easy one.”&nbsp; He licked his lips slowly as his gaze bore into hers and continued.&nbsp; “For my first <em>real</em> kiss” he nudged Mila as he said it, to tease her for the chaste kiss she’d delivered earlier, “I choose the woman that first captured my heart, when she smoked me out there on the dance floor, her body teasing mine the entire time.”&nbsp; &nbsp;Crooking his finger at her, he grinned.&nbsp; “Come here, Mari.”&nbsp; The words were husky yet commanding, brought out by his intense desire to feel her lips against his.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>12-01-2011, 21:12:37</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, pleased by Marcus' comment ~</em><br><br>The room suddenly heated up with desire and arousal; at least it did for Marisol. As Marcus ran his eyes down her body, she felt it on her body as if he himself had touched her with his hands. She did not hide the fact that her nipples had hardened and were pressing against the pink material of her night shirt. Nor did she shield her emotions from Marcus as he looked from her, to Nicci and then to Mila. Mari wanted him to see the desire she felt, and she wanted him to also see how excited it made her to see him blatantly checking out her two new friends. But when his gaze came back to hers and he chose...her....she felt a flush cross her cheeks and a genuine smile spread her lips wide.<br><br>From the get-go Marcus had been the one who had captured her attention with his quiet dominance. With Vince, she knew he had been shamelessly flirting with her and she had done the same with him. With Bo there had been an...appreciation but she had felt him holding back with her during the kiss, as if he did not really want to let go. Marcus though...he made her feel-- Her heart stilled when she heard his words: "<em>Come here, Mari.</em>" It was a command; one that she was going to obey. For the first time since she had entered the group, Mari let another side of her come out: the submissive.<br><br>Running her tongue along her lower lip, Mari placed her hands on the floor and instead of scooting forward she shifted so that she was on her hands and knees and slowly crawled towards Marcus. He wasn't that far away but she wanted him to <em>feel</em> the sudden control he had over her. Because she wanted him to use it. Her eyes were hooded as she moved a bit closer before she raised her head up and nuzzled her cheek against his own before pulling back just an inch and pressed her lips to his. A low whimper escaped her as she kissed him slowly, her lips rubbing once or twice against his lips before she flicked her tongue out and rubbed it along his bottom lip. She wanted more - oh so much more - but...she couldn't. The group was there and they were simply exploring one another and getting to know each other. She had to keep it as...relaxed as she could.<br><br>...Oh but she did <em>not</em> want to take her lips away from his!<br><br>With a regretful sigh, Mari broke the kiss and slowly opened her eyes, wanting Marcus to see the desire and arousal lurking within them. Keeping her eyes trained on his, she slowly began to crawl backwards until she was once again sitting between Mila and Nicci. And just like that; the instant she sat down, she was back to being her playful self. She let out a soft laugh and reached for Mila's hand, squeezing gently and lightly placed her other hand on Nicci's knee. "Mmm...Who's next?" She commented lightly; hoping that she hadn't made the moment awkward. At that very moment, only Mila could feel Mari's hand trembling; letting it be known that the kiss had affected the Hispanic woman quite a bit.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>12-01-2011, 22:57:21</strong>
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				<em>~Mila~</em><br><br>Mila smiled as Marcus looked over Mari and then Nicci and then herself. He teased her about the kiss she had given him, and she loved the sense of camaraderie that was already building between them, the friendship that had started when he'd held her hand in the dining room.&nbsp; She wondered who he would pick to kiss first, and her smile grew when he described what Mari already meant to him and chose her.<br><br>She fervently hoped that the friendships that were being formed in this room would continue to bloom into more.&nbsp; Much, much more.&nbsp; The night had been a roller coaster of emotions for her and also for Nicci and Mari, but if this worked out, every bit of energy they put in would be worth it. <br><br>When Marisol reacted to Marcus, Mila's smile disappeared, her lips parting from arousal.&nbsp; Here she recognized a kindred spirit, and she couldn't help but wonder about Mari's training. As the other woman captured Marcus' lips with her own, Mila's mind flooded with memories of incredible sex; if nothing else, Blake had been an adept master. <br><br>She tore her eyes from Mari and Marcus, allowing her gaze to flicker over Bo and then to Nicci, her lips curving into a hint of a smile. She when Mari moved back, Mila clutched her trembling hand and squeezed it, kissing her on the cheek. She saw that Mari's other hand was joined with Nicci's, and her smile widened. This was as it should be.&nbsp; A sisterhood. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>13-01-2011, 18:26:40</strong>
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				Mari's hand on the soft skin of her knee was surprisingly hot, hot like her kiss, Nicci thought, positively scorching.&nbsp; She was sure Marcus would be delighted with it and she sneaked a little look at Bo, not surprised to see the heated flush on his face nor the glint in his eyes, well Mari would attract any man, she was so sensual and so sexy, there was not going to be any worries on that score.<br><br>Her words, "Who's next?" surprised her though, she'd made it plain Nicci wasn't involved in the challenge, and she'd understood why.&nbsp; Keeping her mug firmly in front of her, feeling embarrassed that Marcus may now feel he had to kiss her too, and that wouldn't be right after not joining in Bo's round of kisses, or being part of the Angus kissing idea.<br><br>She shook her head, "Uh-huh, don't drag me into your challenge now Mari,&nbsp; I'm not kissing Angus, that's down to you two" she grinned at Mari and then at Mila, "I 'fessed up and said how I really liked them both," her eyes caught Marcus's, he hadn't said anything at the time about her confession, or taken her up on it, but he hadn't turned her down either, so he must be comfortable about it. She was OK about her place in the scale of things, and happy to sit back, his attraction was stronger for the other two, and she understood it, there was plenty of time. It was enough to know things were getting this far, wonderful in fact, she could feel the tingle from the sexual heat the two girls had created, it was just perfect.<br><br>She knew he was itching to kiss Mila too, his body language earlier, well....&nbsp; she would hate to get in the way of that, so special that instant connection, they needed to make the most of it and Mila needed to feel special too.&nbsp; She sipped her hot chocolate, looking from one to the other, a soft smile on her lips, she could imaging just how sweet it would be.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>13-01-2011, 20:52:38</strong>
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				<em>- Bo getting turned on -<br></em><br><br>The way the soft, pink pajamas draped over Mari's body as she slunk forward on her hands and knees drew Bo's fervent attention.&nbsp; Her eyes were locked on Marcus', the heat between them enticing to watch, which afforded Bo the opportunity to slowly trace her contours with his eyes without her notice.&nbsp; Her long, silky dark hair cascaded down her back; a few strands tumbled over her shoulders to fall straight down as her body swayed toward Marcus.&nbsp; Her breasts hung against the silky material, her nipples clearly aroused.&nbsp; When Bo saw the shape of the nipples, swollen and firm, brushing back and forth against the garment as she moved, his breath caught.&nbsp; For just a moment he felt guilty staring, until his mind forced his eyes away, further up her body.&nbsp; But that was no easy relief from the arousal he felt building inside, as his eyes were immediately drawn to the small of her back, her movements having pulled the top away slightly from the waistline of her pajama bottoms, revealing the warm tones of her skin.&nbsp; And even from the side, the slight flare of her hips, and soft curve of her bottom against the light fabric left little to the imagination.<br><br>An image of kneeling up behind Marisol flashed through Bo's mind at that moment, and a warm flush rose to his cheeks.&nbsp; As she moved back to her seated position, his eyes followed.&nbsp; Her sudden release of the intensity of the moment, and quick laugh, caused Bo to blink.&nbsp; His eyes flashed quickly to Mila, then Nicci, part of him wondering if his admiration of Mari's body had been noticed, and part of him not really caring.&nbsp; When Mari asked who's next, Bo immediately looked at Mila.&nbsp; Then Nicci spoke, and he realized that perhaps Marcus would choose her.<br><br>He wondered for a moment how he would feel about watching Nicci and Marcus kiss.&nbsp; At the thought, a kernel of aching doubt throbbed in his gut.&nbsp; He squashed it quickly.&nbsp; Or tried to.&nbsp; He tried to reason his way through it.&nbsp; Sure, he and Nicci had shared a first dance and a private first kiss, and obviously there was some special connection between the two of them.&nbsp; But he expected to develop a similar connection with each of the other two women as well.&nbsp; So he couldn't be having these feelings of ... jealousy ... or this lifestyle simply would not work for him.&nbsp; Glancing between Nicci and Marcus, he wondered if he had been wrong to think that this would work for him.&nbsp; It was so different from the way he was raised.<br><br>Bo took a deep, slow breath, reminding himself of why he was here.&nbsp; He focused on the men he had met and came to know in that small mountain village, and how content they seemed.&nbsp; He wanted that so badly for himself.&nbsp; Try though he might, he had never found that sense of belonging in traditional relationships.&nbsp; He had made a commitment to see this through and he was determined to do so, which meant, he knew, letting go of some of his old ways.&nbsp; It wouldn't be easy, but it was better to start working on his internal conflicts now than later.&nbsp; It was obvious that Nicci was letting Marcus off the hook, but Bo thought it would be better to push the issue now.&nbsp; Get it over with.&nbsp; So he could see how it would truly affect him.<br><br>Bo wanted to communicate this is some way, but didn't want to interrupt what was, in effect, Marcus' time with the ladies.&nbsp; As a subtle gesture, he removed his hand from atop Nicci's, letting it rest on his knee.&nbsp; Then looked to see if Marcus would notice the movement.&nbsp; &nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>13-01-2011, 21:05:17</strong>
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				<em>~Mila~</em><br><br>Mila peered at Nicci, recognizing her own tactic.&nbsp; She recognized in her actions and words the insecurity that drove them, and knew that Nicole's withdrawal from this experience was just as detrimental to the group as hers would be.&nbsp; In a showing of boldness that felt unfamiliar, she leaned forward, watching as Bo moved his hand. <br><br>She shook her head and said, looking into the other woman's eyes, "Uh uh.&nbsp; None of that.&nbsp; We're in this together.&nbsp; I know you see that, but you need to see that you're as integral a part of this as any of us."&nbsp; Her expression was filled with hope and encouragement.&nbsp; <br><br>"What's happening in this room is about unity, Nicci," she continued.&nbsp; She felt like they were taking vows with these kisses, promising they would try and proving their commitment to one another.&nbsp; "So I'll say the words to you that you said to me.&nbsp; Open your heart.&nbsp; Let us <em>all</em> in."&nbsp; She gave Bo a long look and sat back against the couch.&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>14-01-2011, 13:15:06</strong>
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				<em>~ ........together we fall.....? ~</em><br><br><br>Nicci realised that Mila thought she didn't want to kiss Marcus.......&nbsp; but she did, very much.&nbsp; She felt awful, now Marcus would feel he had to kiss her.&nbsp; What was upsetting&nbsp; - there was nothing she could say that wouldn't make it worse.&nbsp; Mari's challenge had been for her and Mila, not Nicci, she gripped her mug, what should she do?&nbsp; It seemed that what ever she did would be wrong.&nbsp; <br><br>Her heart was open, open to all of them, in fact she already felt ….. hoped...... wished for so much.&nbsp; She found her eyes tickling with suppressed tears. "It is open," she whispered to Mila, "Very open," her eyes dropping as she struggled with the emotions inside.&nbsp; She'd coped with the rejection from Mari, but she just couldn't cope with it from Marcus too.........&nbsp; not him.&nbsp; To taste it on him would be so very painful, to wait for that spark that said he wanted her, that would have been wonderful.&nbsp; <br><br>She felt Bo's withdrawal from her, and wondered if she'd failed him too in some way. He hadn't wanted to kiss her in front of the others, so perhaps......... She swallowed, what a roller-coaster, such happiness and such uncertainty in the blink of an eye. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>14-01-2011, 14:25:38</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Mari, strong feelings towards Nicci's reaction ~</em><br><br>It took Mari a few seconds to...realize that something was amiss. Like a love-sick fool, she was still looking at Marcus and wondering if their first time would be as explosive as their kiss. She had been left...breathless, her body practically throbbing with desires that she knew were too soon to express. But it was the shift in mood that quickly snapped her out of her dreamland and brought her down to realize that Nicci needed her.<br><br>Well...not exactly needed her, but when Marisol said someone tearing it, it automatically kicked her protectiveness into gear. She shifted just a little bit, enough to turned towards Nicci and while she continued to hold Mila's hand, she reached out and gently cupped Nicci's cheek. "Hey," She smiled softly, the look in her eyes tender as she caressed the woman's soft cheek. She made sure to only look at Nicci, to only focus on her new friend as she murmured, "You're okay. This is all...new to us." She smiled softly as she whispered, "A little bit scary...and unsettling...but...we're all in this together. Every last one of us."<br><br>And even though Mari didn't look at everyone else, she felt like she was right. They all wanted this just as much as the other person. Leaning forward, she continued to look into Nicci's eyes until at the last minute she closed her eyes and pressed her lips gently to Nicci's, offering a gentle kiss of comfort. It lasted but a few seconds, but through it all, Mari continued to hold Mila's hand, keeping their bond of one another connected.<br><br>Pulling back just a bit, she gently brushed an imaginary lock behind Nicci's ear and whispered, "You're strong. You're beautiful. And I know it's...it's a lot." <em>But it's how it has to be</em>. She didn't say it, but it was in her eyes.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>14-01-2011, 20:16:20</strong>
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				~ One hellofva slumber party ~<br><br>And now Mari thought she didn't want to either....... oh God, she'd made such a mess of it.&nbsp; She wished a great big hole would just swallow her up.&nbsp; She felt like the spotlight was on her and not in a good way. She'd seen the pale faces of the great and the good when they had made terrible mistakes, facing the press, the flash bulbs going off like scatter guns around them the aggressive questions the painful apologies.&nbsp; Now she thought she might feel a little sorrier for them.&nbsp; And she wished she could rewind and try this again.<br><br>Nicci was momentarily stunned by Mari's kiss, and the look before it, and the soft pressure of her lips.........&nbsp; they weren't sisterly, no.....&nbsp; not really sisterly at all, more like a play partner, the woman sharing the heat of the moment.&nbsp; Her eyes widened, she hadn't expected anything like that....... not yet.......&nbsp; She swallowed, Mari's face still so close to her own..... and her eyes dropped to the ripe lips that had just kissed her.&nbsp; As Mari whispered her encouragement Nicci but her mug down and leant forward, placing her cheek against Mari's on the other side to everyone else and her arms coming up to hold her for a moment. "It isn't that I don't want to kiss him – I do" she whispered by her ear and then kissed her cheek, wanting to reassure Mari, "but only if he wants to...." she slipped in as she let go and sat back up again.&nbsp; <br><br>"Thank you," she said quietly, her hand reaching out for Mari's, "I really want this too........" she risked a quick look across to Marcus, wondering if he felt rail-roaded..... 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>17-01-2011, 04:55:55</strong>
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				~ Marcus in the bedroom with the others ~<br><br>The words were out of his mouth before he could stop them, sounding more commanding than he had originally intended.&nbsp; He was joking of course, and really didn’t expect her to follow them, but when Mari ran her tongue along her lip and then dropped onto all fours, his eyes widened.&nbsp; The male in him hadn’t failed to notice her erect nipples as they pushed against her top, nor the look she’d gotten in her eye when he spoke, and he suddenly wasn’t entirely sure what she had in mind as she crawled towards him.&nbsp; Every muscle in her body moved with a sensual grace, the feet that separated them disappearing fast, and he could do nothing but sit and stare, enthralled by her beauty.&nbsp; She stopped and lifted her head, brushing her cheek against his in a loving nuzzle, and his body virtually trembled with emotion as it raced through his nerves and flowed through his veins, swamping him with sensations.&nbsp; The kiss, when it came, was almost indescribable, her lips soft and moist against his, sending instant fire flaming to his soul and his groin.&nbsp; Her whimper was matched by his low moan and when she broke it off, the loss was immediate and devastating.&nbsp; Watching her crawl backwards, he licked his lips and stared at her, transfixed by the moment that had just occurred. Oh, he couldn’t wait to repeat that kiss and take it further but now wasn’t the time.<br><br>It took him a moment after that to see the others in the room, his body finally coming down from the arousal high it had soared to when Mari kissed him.&nbsp; When his gaze passed from person to person, the first thing he saw was the sisterhood that had formed, Mari’s hands touching Mila and Nicci, banding them together.&nbsp; The sight caused his heart to miss a beat or two as the realization of what he saw sunk in.&nbsp; The women were beginning to bond, no, more than that, to care for each other.&nbsp; It was only the first day and that connection was tenuous at best but faced with the situation they were in, it was clear that something was happening between them.&nbsp; Whatever it was, it seemed to be a very good thing.&nbsp; He knew he should pick the next woman to kiss him, to keep this challenge and intimate moment moving forward, but he hesitated as Nicci spoke next.&nbsp; Her words were ones of denial, saying she wasn’t part of this challenge, and they made Marcus frown.&nbsp; Of course she was part of the challenge; she was part of this new family, or what he hoped would be his new family, and she should participate just like the others.&nbsp; It was all in fun anyway, no hard relationships would be built from this, no commitments.&nbsp; Just good old fashioned adult fun was all that mattered right then.<br><br>He was going to say something to that affect but before he could, two things happened first.&nbsp; One was so subtle, so casual, that he almost missed it but when he realized what had happened, he blinked and turned his gaze to Bo.&nbsp; Marcus sensed how the man felt about Nicci, saw the way they touched that night, so when he removed his hand from hers in that moment of denial, it spoke volumes.&nbsp; Without knowing for sure, Marcus suspected that the ex-soldier had just sent a message about unity, about one for all and all for one, a message Marcus understood well.&nbsp; It was appropriate right then, and needed to be said, and without uttering a word, Bo had done it.&nbsp; Mila took care of the spoken piece, immediately jumping on Nicci in a friendly way.&nbsp; Her words were spoken from her heart, making a clear comparison to the very same words Nicci had uttered to her after her chaste kisses, and it made Marcus smile.&nbsp; Human interactions on this level didn’t happen often, especially not between strangers who’d just met that day, but it was happening now and he realized that keeping silent in that moment was perhaps the best thing he could do for the greater group so he simply sat and watched, his eyes following the activities with interest.&nbsp; <br><br>Nicci’s answering comments were filled with emotion, so strong he could see the tears that were threatening to break loose.&nbsp; He could only imagine what was going through her head right then, what she had to be thinking and feeling, but they were her thoughts to have and keep and he would not disturb them.&nbsp; Instead, he marveled at the way her beauty seemed to glow when emotional, the way her face took on a whole new life, and he felt his protective instincts flare to the surface, the need to hold her, rock her, kiss her overtaking him almost immediately.&nbsp; He swallowed hard, keeping those urges buried for the moment, and watched as Mari shifted in her position so she now faced Nicci.&nbsp; Words were exchanged but it was the physical step that caused his mouth to drop open, the sensual sexy woman leaning forward to plan a soft kiss on Nicci, woman to woman.&nbsp; It wasn’t sexual, it wasn’t intimate, it was...loving but not quite at the same time.&nbsp; It spoke of solidarity, understanding, and empathy all wrapped up into the single gesture and it caused Marcus to rock back a little, shocked and awed all at the same time.&nbsp; In one simple movement, Mari had taken the emotions in the room and pulled them together into a nice neat package, contained yet simmering. <br><br>The whispered exchange had been to low for Marcus to hear but when Nicci turned her gaze back to him, he had a guess.&nbsp; Meeting her look with a soft smile, he considered what to do next, moving from her to the others slowly, his gaze taking it all in, coming to a final decision.&nbsp; When he was done, he closed his eyes for a moment and then pushed off the floor, slowly coming to a stand.&nbsp; The move had been effortless and once on his feet, he gave them each a final glance and then began walking, moving between everyone heading for the door.&nbsp; Once he was behind Bo and Nicci though he suddenly stopped and dropped, scooting forward immediately to press his chest to Nicci’s back, his arms going around her waist.&nbsp; Dipping his head down, he placed a delicate kiss to the side of her neck then moved upward until his lips just barely caressed her ear.&nbsp; “Never doubt your place in this family” he murmured, his breath teasing her skin.&nbsp; Moving his head away briefly, he looked at each of them in turn for a third time.&nbsp; “That goes for all of us.&nbsp; We had an old motto on my college team – one for all and all for one.&nbsp; That’s us, right now, tomorrow, and six months from now.&nbsp; Never doubt your place in this family.”&nbsp; Turning his head so it was close to Nicci’s again, he kissed her ear delicately, running his tongue along it, and then suddenly shifted his body to the side.&nbsp; At the same moment, he pulled her backwards so that her body fell, bringing her face in view.&nbsp; Wasting no time, he pressed his lips to hers, kissing her fervently, almost crushing their faces together.&nbsp; His tongue stroked out just long enough to tease her lower lip and then he pulled away, slowly setting her back upright.&nbsp; “And never doubt my attraction for you” he whispered against her ear one last time before slowly standing and moving back to his spot.&nbsp; Plopping back down next to Mila, he moved to take his third kiss, immediately cupping her face and turning her towards him.&nbsp; His lips descended on hers, stealing a taste from her sweet, sweet lips, letting her feel a not so chaste kiss that came with heat.&nbsp; When he pulled away, he smiled.&nbsp; “Nor my attraction for you” he said.&nbsp; Looking over at Mari next, he nodded.&nbsp; “Challenge issued…and met.”&nbsp; <br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>17-01-2011, 06:51:39</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, kisses kisses everywhere~</em><br><br>Mila could tell that Nicci was still not okay with kissing Marcus, and she sighed in relief when Mari stepped in.&nbsp; It wasn't that she wanted Nicci to feel pressured, it was just that she wanted to make sure that the other woman understood that she had support no matter what she was feeling.&nbsp; She kept her hand enclosed in Mari's, watching the exchange between the two women.&nbsp; What happened next made Mila's breath catch; Mari leaned in and kissed Nicci in a way that was sensual and loving and supportive.&nbsp; It was all of the emotion that each one of them felt, encapsulated in one kiss.&nbsp; The beauty of the moment stole Mila's breath, and her only wish was that she could have been part of something so beautiful.<br><br>Nicci whispered words in Mari's ears that Mila could not hear, and Mila could only hope that the other woman was coming to terms with whatever was making her hesitate.&nbsp; She understood, having gone through such a moment with Bo only moments before, and she felt compassion for the other woman.&nbsp; As Mari sat back, Mila felt like she wasn't breathing; anxiety ate at her as she waited with bated breath to see what would happen next.<br><br>What happened was not what she expected.&nbsp; Marcus stood and walked in the direction of the door, and Mila frowned.&nbsp; He was leaving?&nbsp; Had they done something to upset him?&nbsp; But she barely had time to even have those thoughts before she blinked in surprise as he came down behind Nicole.&nbsp; She was riveted as he talked to the other woman, commanding and supportive at the same time, reminding her that they were one.&nbsp; And then he kissed her, his embrace dominating.&nbsp; Mila sighed, relieved that things seemed to be working themselves out.&nbsp; She hated the tense moments, the ones that left her stomach in knots.<br><br>Relaxing against the couch, she watched as Marcus strode back to his seat next to her.&nbsp; She smiled at him and was turning to smile at Nicci when suddenly, his broad hand cupped her face, tilting it toward him.&nbsp; His lips crashed down on hers, and Mila clenched Mari's hand tighter.&nbsp; His kiss was different than the one she had given Bo, demanding and fast, but filled with heat.&nbsp; She sat back when he let her go, her eyes wide, and brought her free hand to her lips, touching them gently.&nbsp; <em>Wow.</em>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>17-01-2011, 12:39:47</strong>
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				As Marcus got to his feet, Nicci swallowed, and for some reason, even though he started to walk round them, she knew he was coming for her.&nbsp; She could feel the tingles running up her spine as he stopped behind her, and she knew she wouldn't be able to hide her reaction to him as his breath on her neck made her nipples peak.&nbsp; Her breath caught as his lips pressed against her neck. But it was his soft words that made her heart skip a beat, she could hear, and feel he meant it and the relief was so intense she could feel the wave of warmth it created wash over her. <br><br>She had hoped, so much, for acceptance, and as he spoke to everyone Nicci couldn't believe just how wonderful it felt.&nbsp; The last jigsaw in the puzzle slipping into place. She felt whole, and so full of hope and happiness the room seemed full of light.&nbsp; 'Family......' she thought, her stomach flipping somersaults inside her, he was offering more than he knew....<br><br>She'd thought he would move away, his mission complete, so his hot mouth lighting her up once more made her weak with want, she couldn't breathe as he tilted her back, her eyes wide and overwhelmed by the masterful way he took her. Until, that was, his lips crushed hers and they closed, and she slipped into the velvet heat his mouth created. She could feel the whimper break free just as his lips did, and she ached with such longing for his tongue to finish what it had started.&nbsp; Opening her eyes, feeling dazed and disorientated as he righted her, his clear instruction left her feeling so overwhelmed she couldn't make them focus until Marcus was back sitting my Mila.&nbsp; He'd whispered it with such authority she knew he was right, she'd never forget it and a soft smile spread on her face.&nbsp; He was so wonderful to have allayed her doubts and given her that peace.&nbsp; <br><br>As she watched him kiss Mila her smile grew until she was grinning like a Cheshire cat, the feelings of happiness and security he'd given her building more and more.&nbsp; She looked around the people she sat with.....&nbsp; <br><br>Mari: So sexy, so full of life, she'd kissed her with such compassion, and Nicci was determined to earn her love, she couldn't imagine a more wonderful big sister, Mari seemed to have meaningful words at her fingertips and a strength which made Nicci want to be sheltered in her arms and long for her praise.&nbsp; <br><br>Mila: So beautiful, so full of a strength she didn't realise she had, the gentle petals of the flower she was, growing so straight and true, no-one could fail to love her. She couldn't wait to know her better, to share this life with her.<br><br>Marcus: More than just a sexy, powerful man, even though those were things things that drew Nicci to him instantly, she could feel the deep longing in him that she also shared and more than anything else that made her want to work in any way she could to please him and help him to create a reality of their dreams.<br><br>Bo: The man who seemed to want her in deep and complex way, who she wanted so much to find peace and love in equal measure, who had so much love to give it softened every movement of his hard frame and powerful aura, and his eyes couldn't hide the real need inside him for belonging.<br><br>They all had touched her heart....... How was it that in just one day.... no.... not even that.... how was it she felt, she knew, she'd found friends, lovers, a family of people who's common goals could make something so special and so worthwhile it shone like spun gold in her heart?<br><br>She hugged her knees to her chest, putting her chin on them, and stifling a sleepy yawn, tonight she would sleep in her new home for the first time, and wake up to share the day with her new .....family.......&nbsp; She knew there were going to be ups and downs, the roller-coaster all ready had been pretty hair-raising.&nbsp; But the one thing that had changed for her tonight, was that she knew without a doubt she would stay to the end and try her damdest to make this work, that she couldn't have chosen four more wonderful people to try and achieve it with.&nbsp; She couldn't stop smiling, her cheeks feeling the ache of the warm glow inside that couldn't help but show on her face.&nbsp; She felt, for the first time in her life, that she really did have a chance of real happiness........
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>17-01-2011, 12:52:23</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, watching Marcus dominate the women ~</em><br><br>If Marisol could have taken Nicci in her arms and soothed her fears away, she would have done it in a heartbeat. As it where, she was mentally making a note to herself to speak to Nicci alone as soon as she was given a moment. There was no need for Nicci to feel like Marcus did not want to kiss her. Then again...wasn't that how Mari had felt about Bo? And suddenly it became so clear: When one didn't have <em>some kind</em> of bond with another person, the intimate act of kissing felt...forced. But it wasn't. All of them had not only agreed, but eagerly participated in the Kissing Challenge. But one could not control the matters of the heart.<br><br>All thoughts were interrupted when Marcus suddenly stood up and Mari felt her eyes widen. Oh God. She had kissed another woman and...was Marcus upset about that? As taboo as kissing the same gender was, girl on girl action was normally 'acceptable' but it hadn't even been about the sexual; she had kissed Nicci in comfort. But...had she gone too far? When she saw Marcus begin to make his way towards the bedroom door she realized...shit, she had. Mari had just opened her mouth to apologize when Marcus dropped behind Nicci and...proceeded to put her fears to rest (at least Mari hoped!) by giving her such a seductive and commanding kiss.<br><br><em>Never doubt your place in this family.</em> And just like that in that simple statement, Mari felt like he not only spoke to Nicci...but to Mila and to herself. He had reassured them all that they were all wanted in this experiment. The loss of Vince had been hard to accept and Mari realized now that she had invited the boys into her room and initiated this Kissing Session because when one suffered such a massive blow, one needed comfort. The girls would have spent half of the night staying up worrying over what would happen. Now - with Bo and Marcus' kiss - they knew that whatever else happened...the two men were still committed...and they wanted ALL three of them. She felt a wide smile cross her lips at the kiss Marcus delivered Nicci, feeling her cheeks warm at being so close to such a powerful lip-lock. But...it felt good. It was extremely arousing too.<br><br>When Marcus moved back to Mila, Mari had been sure that he would have been gentle on her; perhaps even a little bit simple so as not to frighten her. But no; he took her like he had done to Nicci...and like he had commanded Mari. She felt her breathing cease as Mila tightened her hand on Mari's and Marisol automatically gripped the woman's hand rubbing her thumb along her skin in silent support. When Marcus pulled away from Mila, Marisol couldn't help the sparkle in her eyes when she saw Mila touch her fingertips to her lips. It was such a...beautiful look for the young woman! If Marisol had a camera, she would have instantly taken a picture. Mila looked...properly ravished by a simple kiss.<br><br>At Marcus' words to her, she nodded with a chuckle, "I see that. Now I know that if I issue a challenge to you," She smiled at Marcus before looking at Bo, "...or you...that I am going to be in for quite a ride." Just as she looked at Bo, she saw Nicci yawn and she turned to her, unable to stop the soft smile that crossed her lips. It was late and all of them had had a hell of a day.<br><br>"I think..." Mari continued to hold Mila's hand as she gently grazed Nicci's back with her hand, rubbing it gently. "now that we have been properly kissed Goodnight...that it's time to call it a night." She suddenly yawned and let out a soft laugh, "Excuse me." With a content smile, she looked at Bo and Marcus, her voice sincere, "Thank you. For coming upstairs and...and reassuring us. I know that tonight I'm going to sleep better."<br><br>Remembering about her morning run, she looked at Nicci and gave her an inviting smile, "Still running with me tomorrow morning?"</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>17-01-2011, 23:56:42</strong>
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				&nbsp;"Yes, thank you Marcus," said Nicci her gaze for a moment on his, her heartfelt thanks clear in her eyes, he was sending her to bed so much more at peace that she thought she would be. She turned her head to Bo and added, "And you too, thank you for coming to show us your...... " she reached to to touch him briefly on his knee,&nbsp; "Your commitment and care for us all."<br><br>She crossed her legs and stood up in one smooth movement and then held her hand out to Mari to pull her up, "Yes," she smiled, she'd need to run in the morning, and breathe the clean air of the island, she couldn't wait. She wondered how early Mari would mind going, "I'd love to run with you, how early shall we make it?"&nbsp; She'd go along with whatever Mari wanted - normally she'd go out very early, as she loved to pamper herself a bit afterwards.&nbsp; And running with someone else... she hadn't done that in such an age, she wondered how they would fit together and whether Mari went for longer runs like her or preferred short hard, fast ones.&nbsp; Well she'd soon find out......<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>18-01-2011, 06:39:56</strong>
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				<em>- Bo ready for bed -</em><br><br>Bo acknowledged Mari's words of thanks with a nod and Nicci's with a warm smile.&nbsp; He didn't normally require much sleep, but had to admit that he was unusually tired for so early in the evening.&nbsp; So much had happened this day.&nbsp; From the moment he set foot in the house, it seemed to be a non-stop roller coaster ride of emotions, desires, and uncertainties.&nbsp; He wasn't use to being off-balance quite so often.<br><br>Years of training and putting that training to use had taught him to follow his instincts, to make decisions quickly and act on them.&nbsp; But here, in this house, his instincts seemed ... off.&nbsp; He wasn't quite sure what to make of the situation just yet.&nbsp; Only time would tell if he was right for this lifestyle.&nbsp; As he stood alongside Nicci and glanced around at the other four individuals, he knew one thing for sure, he already adored the women.&nbsp; They each had such special qualities.&nbsp; And while Marcus may not have led men into combat, he had an inner strength and surety of purpose that Bo recognized.&nbsp; Bo was already developing a respect for Marcus, and he was looking forward to building on that in the days to come.<br><br>It had indeed been a long first day.&nbsp; Bo took a quick glance at his wrist then recalled that he had left his watch in his bedroom.&nbsp; The girls talked about going for a run in the morning, but Bo doubted that they'd be up as early as he, so he kept quiet regarding his own plans.&nbsp; Besides, that was traditionally his time to think and be alone.<br><br>Bo looked to Marcus and said, "Well, my friend, I believe we've been excused."&nbsp; Then addressing the three ladies as one, "Ladies, thank you for tonight.&nbsp; I look forward to seeing ya'll at breakfast."&nbsp; He casually met each woman's gaze as he spoke.&nbsp; And with that, he headed for the door, his eyes lingering for just a moment longer on Nicci as he turned.&nbsp; 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Elina</strong> on <strong>18-01-2011, 07:05:39</strong>
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				<em>~Mila, leaving Mari's room and going to her own~</em><br><br>Mila stood up, yawning as everyone else broke up the party, too.&nbsp; She heard the other girls planning to go running in the morning, and a small part of her thought that maybe she should ask if she could join them, just to continue the camaraderie that they had started building today, but she decided against it.&nbsp; She really wasn't a runner.&nbsp; Really, yoga was more her style.&nbsp; But also, she recognized that she needed to show enough maturity to understand that she didn't need to be a part of everything that happened within the family.&nbsp; She smiled at the others and said goodnight, too, slipping out after Bo.<br><br>Once she was in her room, she took a quick shower and picked out loose-fitting yoga pants and a tank top, her usual bedtime attire of choice.&nbsp; But then she remembered Mari and Nicci's discussions about sleeping naked and decided that she would try it, too, in the privacy of her own room.&nbsp; Nobody was there to judge her or make her feel like she was unchristian for doing it.&nbsp; She crawled between cool sheets, her nipples hardening in reaction to the sensation the sheets gliding over them.&nbsp; A fleeting thought about pleasuring herself ran through her mind, but then she decided against it, and in only a few minutes, she was sound asleep.<br><br><em>~Continued here~ (https://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=86345.msg4149660#msg4149660)</em>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>18-01-2011, 13:04:27</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Mari. responding to Nicci's comment and then saying goodnight ~</em><br><br>"Would 5 AM be too early?" Marisol said after she slipped her hand from Nicci's grasp and gave her a smile of gratitude for helping her up. She hoped it wouldn't be too early; one of Mari's favorite reasons for going running was because she adored the feeling she got when running so early. Everything was so new; so untouched and Mari loved seeing everything as Nature had intended it to be. Also, they were in a new location and they had no idea where they were going to run or how the land truly was. If they left early enough in the morning, then they could take the time out to set a safe course.<br><br>She waved goodnight to Bo and Mila, watching the two of them with a fond expression. She felt it in her heart the tonight had been...really good...for all of them. They had all experienced each other's first kiss. And while Marisol had cheated and kissed Nicci too, she knew that if the moment had called for it, she would have kissed Mila too. It would have been out of sisterly affection; but she couldn't deny...kissing the men had left her breathless. It also <em>really</em> brought to mind questions about their first time together. Would Marcus and Bo be able to keep up with all three of them? It was definitely something to think about.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>18-01-2011, 16:02:53</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci leaving Mari's room and going to her own ~</em><br><br>Nicci watched Bo start to leave, and then Mila leave the room too, her eyes not able to break away as she said good night to them both.&nbsp; She felt a little twist in her tummy, and an ache which she realised after a moment of trying to unscramble the unsettled feeling,&nbsp; was because the leaving didn't feel right.&nbsp; She want to kiss them both on the cheek, and say goodnight properly, but she knew too that would come in time, they obviously didn't feel the need as strongly as her, not yet.<br><br>"Five would be perfect," she said turning back to Mari, "In fact I'm really relieved, I was so hoping you were going to say about then, otherwise I'd have been kicking my heels." She smiled, "Five o'clock it is then, I'll meet you in the hall so we don't disturb the night owls."<br><br>Nicci hesitated as she started to turn away, and then gave into the feelings she couldn't deny, kissing first Mari's and then Marcus' cheek briefly saying, "Goodnight," as she did so and then as she turned to go to her room, "Thank you, both of you, sweet dreams."
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>18-01-2011, 22:54:11</strong>
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				<em>~ Marcus back in his room after the group went their separate ways ~</em><br><br>Closing the door to his bedroom softly, Marcus leaned his hard body against it, letting the comforting feel of the wood support his weight.&nbsp; It had been a long and trying night in many ways and five of them had survived it; five very different individuals, all coming to the island with the same purpose.&nbsp; The loss of a member so soon had surprised him but they had rolled with the punches and moved forward in a big way, strengthening the group even more.&nbsp; He hoped the others understood that and saw it with their own two eyes, especially after the intimate connections that had been made that night.&nbsp; Just thinking about those kisses had his nerves tingling and his shaft hardening, causing a sigh to drift from his lips.&nbsp; Mari, sweet sensual Mari, had met his expectations and exceeded them, her kiss nearly flooring him.&nbsp; Nicci, beautiful Nicci, with her unlimited ability to love and care; she had surprised him a little with her insecurities but he supposed they all had them to some extent.&nbsp; After all, his was the fear that his plan would not work.&nbsp; There was no mistaking her sex appeal though or her loving attitude.&nbsp; Her kiss to his cheek at the end had left a tingle there that wouldn’t fade away anytime soon.<br><br>As he pushed off the door, he thought of the last woman in their group.&nbsp; Young innocent Mila, whose supple curves and genuine sweet smile drew his attention time after time.&nbsp; In her he felt he’d made his first friend, someone he could trust and lean on and that was a huge thing to him.&nbsp; It wasn’t anything they’d said so much as what they had done that caused him to feel that way and others would probably think him crazy for it.&nbsp; He’d learned a long time ago to trust his gut instincts though and the way they’d laced hands together at dinner had said a lot to him.&nbsp; Reaching the bathroom, he began to strip, wanting a quick shower before bed.&nbsp; His thoughts moved to the other man in the group next and he thought about Bo.&nbsp; He was more complex than Marcus had originally thought, bringing an interesting background - and all the related stress that comes with it - to the table but already he knew they could become friends.&nbsp; They were simply too much alike in many ways, though they came from different lives entirely.&nbsp; <br><br>For the next few moments, Marcus pushed the rest of the group out of his mind and eased his stress and worries with the scorching spray of a hot shower.&nbsp; When he was done, and fully dried, he returned to his room, heading for the desk.&nbsp; Opening a drawer, he pulled out a cell phone and quickly dialed the number.&nbsp; Angus answered on the first ring and a brief conversation ensued.&nbsp; Hanging up the phone, Marcus moved to the bed and flopped down on it, sighing in relief.&nbsp; As he had expected, plan B was in motion, Angus having taken the necessary steps to bring the alternate male member on board to replace Vince.&nbsp; He would arrive in the morning and join the group; an event that Marcus was sure would be interesting.&nbsp; Only he knew that the 5 were soon to be 6 again and he would have to work hard to not make his prior knowledge of that obvious.&nbsp; For now, he could rest easy and with that thought in mind, he soon drifted off to sleep.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>transientshock</strong> on <strong>19-01-2011, 04:57:27</strong>
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				<em>- Bo going to his room to sleep -</em><br><br>Bo closed the door to his bedroom with a dull thud.&nbsp; A quick survey of his room let him know that all was as he had left it.&nbsp; He lifted the watch from the dresser, checking the time as he fastened it around his wrist.&nbsp; Grabbing a pillow from atop the bed, his only surrender to the opulence that it offered, he tossed it at the head of his mat, which still lay on the floor where he had napped earlier, and lay down on the thin rubber foam cushion.&nbsp; As he stared up at the ceiling he ran the events of the day over in his head, dissecting each part, and considering how each action fit into his overall plan for his role in this experiment.<br><br>From the moment of his arrival, as the gentleman had met him in the golf cart by the dock, to the last kiss and goodbye in Mari's room, everyone had been very friendly and welcoming.&nbsp; Even Vince had tried in his own way, though ultimately his course had led him elsewhere.&nbsp; Bo had a moment to consider the kiss between Marcus and Nicci.&nbsp; He had thought initially that he would feel pangs of jealousy, though that didn't happen.&nbsp; The flourish with which Marcus engaged in the kiss may have helped Bo to accept it, as it lent it a dramatic quality, almost like an act or play.&nbsp; Perhaps that is why Bo didn't respond negatively.&nbsp; How would he feel the first time Marcus pleasured Nicci in other ways in front of him, and he saw the enjoyment in her face.&nbsp; He thought about Mari and Mila.&nbsp; Would he develop the same bond with them that he already felt with Nicci.&nbsp; He certainly hoped so.&nbsp; The basic attraction was there, they just had to find a common ground for it to develop.&nbsp; The careful manner in which they were all chosen for this experiment gave Bo faith that a common ground would be found with Mari and Mila as well.<br><br>However, that would be for another day.&nbsp; As he stared at the ceiling, the lamp on his dresser still lit, he thought briefly about the dream he had earlier.&nbsp; And wondered if it would come again.&nbsp; He glanced one more time at his watch to set a basis time for his internal clock, then closed his eyes, determined to awaken at 4am.<br><br>****<br><br>Bo's eyes popped open.&nbsp; The soft light of the shaded lamp still painted a circle of white on the ceiling of his bedroom.&nbsp; A light, flowery scent tip-toed away, just out of reach of his senses, though he could have sworn it was just there.&nbsp; He recognized it immediately as Mari's room from the evening before.&nbsp; A memory, lingering from a dream that he couldn't remember -- gone now.<br><br>He brought his arm up turning his watch to his eyes and saw the time:&nbsp; 03:58.&nbsp; Close enough, he thought as he sat up.&nbsp; Rising to his feet, he glanced at the unused bed and smiled, musing at the likelihood that the three women would expect him to use a bed when in their company.&nbsp; Something else for him to get use to.&nbsp; He resolved that if he found himself alone in his room again tonight, he would use the bed and call it practice.&nbsp; Though some might call it a return to normalcy, he thought wryly.<br><br>Casting about for his wet gear, he suited up, then threw on a set of fatigues, finally slipping his feet into a pair of tactical boots.&nbsp; The swim fins were tied by the heels so that he could throw them over his shoulder like saddlebags.&nbsp; The mask, snorkel, and specialized equipment he left behind as today was just about feeling out the currents.&nbsp; He wanted to get in the water early enough to get a measure for the morning tide changes as well as a sense of harshness of the rocky coastline.&nbsp; He figured for this first attempt that the dock was his best ingress point, so he grabbed one piece of specialized equipment that he had sent ahead.&nbsp; Fully extended, it looked like a walking cane with knobs spaced evenly down the length of it.&nbsp; And it could be used as such.&nbsp; Each section between the knobs could be unlocked with a twist and then pushed up into the section above, making the length of the cane telescoping so that it could be more easily transported.&nbsp; &nbsp;The knobs were lined in a thin lair of coarse rubber, and a twist where the curve of the handle ended in a nub allowed the nub to be removed revealing a sharp spike.&nbsp; Sharp enough to stomp into the wood at the edge of the dock, giving him a basic, though very effective, ladder.<br><br>Cane in hand, he left his room, heading downstairs.&nbsp; He made for a side exit that would allow him to avoid the kitchen and front entrance areas.<br><br>****<br><br><em>- Bo returning from his swim - </em><br><br>After his swim in the already frigid waters, Bo felt invigorated.&nbsp; He quickly stripped, turned the hot water on, and hung his swim equipment on the racks in the bathroom to dry.&nbsp; By the time he was ready to step in the shower, a pleasant steam was already rising.&nbsp; He tuned the water temperature to his liking and stepped under the shower head, letting the warm water cascade over him.&nbsp; No matter how much time he spent in water, he could never get enough.&nbsp; The feel of it rebuffed by his thick wet suit or the soft caress of it over his naked body.&nbsp; It didn't matter.&nbsp; He loved being in water.&nbsp; His breathing was so in-tuned with it's motions, that it rarely entered his lungs, so that he sometimes felt that he could breathe it in like a fish with gills.&nbsp; As he stood in the flowing water, he thought of his swim earlier.<br><br>The water that surrounded the island wasn't the soft, warm variety that currently poured from the chrome shower head.&nbsp; It was rough, mean and cold.&nbsp; Home.&nbsp; A dangerous home, but home none-the-less.&nbsp; Just an hour in it's hospitality, and he was already beginning to know it.&nbsp; About 80 meters out he had entered a current strong enough to whisk the best swimmer far away, but Bo's fins were specially designed to counteract all but the strongest currents when matched with his powerful kick.&nbsp; He had let the current pull him along a ways, getting a measure of its strength before pushing against it.&nbsp; Once free, the rush of the water over his body maintained its pace, a pace set by his own stroke, yet the shadow of the looming island suddenly began to draw closer as the current no longer fought against him.&nbsp; So he had slowed, turned, and continued exploring in wide arcs, testing the edge of the current and following it further out.&nbsp; Finally, glancing at his watch, he turned back, circling closer into the shoreline as he made for the dock.&nbsp; The last 50 meters he swam underwater, surveying as best as he could in the choppy surf the rocky shoreline.&nbsp; A person standing on the edge of the dock, pondering the strange cane-like device hanging over the edge, would have been surprised as a hand broke the glassy surface grabbing onto the rubber coated knob closest to the lapping water.&nbsp; Just a couple hand-over-hand pulls and Bo's fingers clasped the top edge of the deck, pulling himself up and twisting to sit on the edge facing the water, the remnants of which dripped from his suit.&nbsp; He pulled the hood back, breathing in the cool morning air in deep breaths just as the leading edge of the horizon began to color ever so slightly.&nbsp; Sunrise was still some time away, but he had set there awaiting its arrival.&nbsp; Thinking.<br><br>An hour later, having felt the first touches of light on his brow, Bo slipped on his clothes and returned to his room via the same route that he had taken out.&nbsp; Something he had forced himself to do, since alternating ingress and egress routes was a necessity of his past life, not of his new one.<br><br>After showering, Bo got dressed in soft cotton boxer-briefs, jeans and a worn faded green t-shirt.&nbsp; He was tempted to go to breakfast barefooted, but decided on wearing sandals instead.&nbsp; With a quick brush of his teeth, hair, and a last look in the mirror, he walked out.&nbsp; The stubble on his jaw, he kept.&nbsp; <br><br><br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>DiverseDesires</strong> on <strong>20-01-2011, 00:25:07</strong>
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				<em>~ Nicci - in her bedroom, getting ready for their first full day together ~</em><br><br>Nicci toweled her hair, looking out of the window at the landscape which seemed even more beautiful every time she looked at it.&nbsp; I could live here, she thought, and then smiled....... she <em>was </em> living here for the next six months and exploring this wonderful island, and learning all its moods was something which she was going to enjoy so much.<br><br>Turning she looked at her room, it still seemed a bit more like a hotel than a home, but she was used to that. It certainly was a wonderful bedroom, but she knew she'd be changing it round a bit as soon as she had time, that sofa was going to be turned round and the cloth on that table just had to go.&nbsp; She let out a small bubble of laughter, thinking how different this room would be if it was truly hers. <br><br>Wrapping her hair in a turban towel on her head, she got out her moisturiser and enjoyed her morning ritual of greeting her own body. She'd always thought of it that way.&nbsp; Her body had given her the life she had, and a life that she was very thankful for.&nbsp; The least she could do is take care of it and love it in return.&nbsp; After she'd pinned her hair up loosely, taken the polish off her nails, and put on some mocha coloured bra and panties &nbsp;(http://www.lasenza.co.uk/bras/dd_bras/level3.aspx?d=1&amp;type=36&amp;style=702385&amp;product=010011548z&amp;img=AW610_37) she lay back on the bed.&nbsp; Closing her eyes and slipping into some simple relaxation exercises, her breathing slowed and deepened and she cleared her mind, letting the peace wash into her.&nbsp; <br><br>She stayed like that for a while, she'd already thought whilst she was running, that the emotion of the day before had been so overwhelming that she should take as much quiet time as she could.&nbsp; She imagined the first few days, and even the first few weeks were going to be quite taxing on all of them.<br><br>She got dressed in a simple &nbsp;cami top, combats and a soft cardigan, (http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz222/DiverseDesires/niccioutfit1.jpg) tucking the bottom of her trousers into some &nbsp;simple short brown cowboy boots (http://resources.shopstyle.com/sim/42/fb/42fb128043d29b0f9096bbac71351065/diesel-asos-boots-eldorado-low-cowboy-boots.jpg) She very rarely wore make up or anything other than casual clothes for herself, and she hoped that was going to be ok with everyone.&nbsp; She couldn't think that with the things they were going to do anything other than ordinary every days clothes would work.&nbsp; She smiled, a very naughty image of cooking in just an apron popping into her mind as she thought that the guys might have some very different ideas about how they'd like the girls to dress.<br><br>She made her bed and tidied away the few things that were out, looking at the clock it was nearly time to go, and she was so ready for breakfast, it was lovely that they were having one done for them today but waiting this long for a cup of coffee was hard going. Picking up her brown leather flying jacket, to put ready in the hall for later, she went off to breakfast feeling much less tense than she thought she would be and really looking forward to the day.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Marikir</strong> on <strong>20-01-2011, 03:34:29</strong>
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				<em><strong> ~ David, being shown what is to be his own room, morning </strong></em>[/b]<br><br><br>David Hamilton listened as the woman before him finished laying out the final pieces of information.&nbsp; The woman, Miss Taylor, had conducted him around the castle and showed him a great deal of the place, before bringing him here.&nbsp; At the moment, he was standing outside what was to be his room.&nbsp; She opened the door and stepped aside, letting him pass by.<br><br>He glanced around the room as he slipped the sports bag off his shoulder and placed it on the bed beside the other piece of luggage he had been carrying.&nbsp; It was a large room, clearly designed for a guy, with the slightly darker, richer decorations.&nbsp; It was also...slightly sterile.&nbsp; <br><br>"There was another gentleman who dropped out, Mr. Hamilton, and this was to have been his room.&nbsp; As such, it is being...redone to be more acceptable to you.&nbsp; However, it was felt that it was more important to bring you to the castle and integrate you with the others without delay."<br><br>David nodded as he remembered the sudden phone call the previous evening.&nbsp; Ever since, he had been on the move.&nbsp; A quick session of deciding what to take and what to leave behind had forced him to leave some of his more...unusual possessions behind.&nbsp; However, he had been assured that most of his possessions would be making their way to him, once they had been cleared.&nbsp; As it was, he'd been asked to leave behind his laptop and phone.&nbsp; Too bad his music player was his phone, but...well, he wasn't here to listen to music, as much as he enjoyed it.&nbsp; Maybe there was some sort of compromise to be made later.<br><br>"Do you have any questions at the moment, Mr. Hamilton?" the woman asked, breaking through his reverie.<br><br>He glanced toward her and shook his head.&nbsp; "No, I don't think so, Miss Taylor."&nbsp; His voice had the faint cadence of a American, though there was a slight hint of an English accent.&nbsp; He had been living in England long enough to have adopted a slight accent, though it wasn't strong.&nbsp; His light brown hair was just above the line of his shoulders, laying easy against his head.&nbsp; <br><br>"In that case, if you will follow me, I'll take you downstairs to the dining room.&nbsp; I believe that you will be able to eat once there, as well as meet the others."<br><br>Suddenly, David felt a brief moment of hesitation.&nbsp; He was in a strange place, about the take part in exploring something that he had little to no experience with.&nbsp; He had experience with a variety of other, unconventional sexual situations, but this aspect of sexual relations was mostly new to him.&nbsp; However, David had to admit that the idea of it appealed to the part of him that had easily fell into the role of Dominant.&nbsp; Perhaps he would be able to find a place here.&nbsp; It wasn't a given, though.&nbsp; But, if he didn't try, he'd never know.<br><br>He looked toward the psychologist, wondering if she had seen the thoughts play across his face.&nbsp; It didn't matter.&nbsp; He made a final decision.<br><br>"Yeah, let's go."&nbsp; He turned and followed the woman from what was to be his room.&nbsp; Time to face the others with whom he would be sharing the next six months.<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Phobetor</strong> on <strong>20-01-2011, 15:41:43</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>~ Marisol, in her room after the run ~</em><br><br>The melodic tune of Norah Jones filled the bathroom as Marisol stepped out and dried her body, singing softly, <em>"I want to walk with you...On a cloudy day...In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high...So won't you try to come."</em> This was her favorite thing to do after a run; to come in and shower and let music soothe her soul. She loved music; and when Mrs. Taylor had firmly said 'No electronics', Marisol had almost died. Not literally but still...she had to do a lot of pleading and begging and promises of NO INTERNET before Mrs. Taylor reluctantly agreed to let her bring her laptop with her music. Marisol would have transferred it all to her IPOD but...she didn't have that much space.<br><br>There was a moment of hesitation when she pondered what she should put on. Last night had been the first night that they had all met and had gotten to know one another. This morning would be...easier. Calmer. Or...she hoped! Deciding on a pair of white lace boyshorts and bra, she slipped them on and shivered at the feel of the fabric along her skin. The run had left her invigorated, ready for so much more in this day.</span><br><br><div align="center"><span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font"><em>And I want to wake up with the rain<br>Falling on a tin roof<br>While I'm safe there in your arms<br>So all I ask is for you<br>To come away with me in the night<br>Come away with me </em></span></div><br><span style="font-family: georgia;" class="bbc_font">Marisol paused and couldn't help but grin. Norah Jones just about summed up how she felt right now. She wanted to feel safe...not just in Marcus' arms but in Bo's too. And she knew she would, she felt that about them. A little sigh slipped out of her as she thought about both men. While she felt that connection and that...bond between Marcus and her. She didn't with Bo. And that troubled her...a lot. Giving her head a mental shake, Mari slipped on her dark blue jeans and buttoned them before reaching for a white silk undershirt before buttoning up her Ivory Jersey Cardigan (http://img89.imageshack.us/img89/6871/23406944.jpg). Once she felt she was ready, she turned off Norah Jones and brushed her hair out. "Done!" Mari said as she looked in the mirror, leaving her hair down to dry. She decided on no make-up, since she had no idea what the plan was for today. Slipping on her white sandals, Marisol picked up the empty mugs from the night before and made her way downstairs.</span>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Castle Làidir (Polyamory and Sub/Dom): The Bedrooms</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>mongoose</strong> on <strong>23-01-2011, 06:25:43</strong>
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				~ Marcus in his bedroom the next morning ~<br><br>It was the warm rays of sunlight that finally woke him and with a groan Marcus slid from bed and stood, arching his back to help wake up.&nbsp; He was disoriented at first but a glance around the room soon reminded him where he was and he smiled, memories of the previous night returning in a flash.&nbsp; Interesting wouldn’t adequately describe those events, in his mind at least, but it would have to do until a better word came along.&nbsp; Turning to his desk, he grabbed his cell phone and checked for messages from Angus and was glad when he didn’t have any.&nbsp; That meant things were on schedule and moving forward as planned and that was a good thing indeed.&nbsp; As he spread his feet and began to twist his upper body, beginning his morning calisthenics, he wondered how the others would react to the addition of the replacement for Vince.&nbsp; None of them knew about it, of course, and he assumed they had all gone to bed thinking they were down to five since he hadn’t filled them in.&nbsp; How would they react when they found out?<br><br>It was a mystery that would be solved soon and he had a feeling it would be worth the wait.&nbsp; Glancing over at the clock he saw there was a little over an hour before he had to head down to breakfast, which gave him just enough time to do his morning workout.&nbsp; His back stretches done, he worked next on his legs, slowly bending over and touching the floor repeatedly then moving into flexing crouches and other stretching exercises.&nbsp; When he was finally done, he dropped to the floor, working on his sit ups first.&nbsp; Working quickly, Marcus moved through his daily routine of one hundred, barely breaking a sweat then moved into position for push ups.&nbsp; Another hundred of those were cranked out in short order, his body used to the brutal treatment he gave it each morning.&nbsp; Rolling back into sit up position, fifty crunches came next, those a bit more painful on his aging muscles.&nbsp; <br><br>When he was finally done, his body was covered in a fine sheen of sweat and so he ambled off to the shower, humming a small tune.&nbsp; The hot water helped cleanse his skin and shed the weariness from his body but he was still reluctant to leave its embracing spray though he finally did.&nbsp; Back in his room, he quickly pulled out a pair of jeans that hugged his lower body and pulled over a plain black Henley shirt.&nbsp; Nothing fancy for this first official breakfast, especially since he didn’t know what the day had in store.&nbsp; Sneakers finished things off and satisfied with his look Marcus turned and slipped out of his room, heading down the hall toward the stairs.&nbsp; Each step that he took caused his heart to beat a little faster, a nervous reaction to the unknown that he would soon face.&nbsp; Would they like the new man and would he fit in?&nbsp; Only time would tell.&nbsp; <br>
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