Bringing up the painful(?) past
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		<h2 id="linktree">Non-Adult Sandbox =&gt; Non-Adult Roleplays =&gt; Topic started by: Drax on March 11, 2011, 01:46:24 am</h2>
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				Title: <strong>Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 11, 2011, 01:46:24 am</strong>
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				<span style="font-family: comic sans ms;" class="bbc_font"><br>(Handwritten letter posted from Hampshire, England and sent to the US)<br>Kat<br><br>I know it’s been a long time since you heard from me, about ten years in fact but your last letter seemed final.&nbsp; You said you had met someone and moved on, after all it was difficult maintaining a relationship when we were so far apart separated by an ocean.&nbsp; I had plans to visit you that summer and was trying to save up but work didn’t pay as well back then and I think we really needed to see each other more often than we did after I moved back to the UK.<br><br>Time passes however and things change and I expect you are wondering why on earth I should be writing to you at this time, an old flame dredging up a past life that you might have thought, hoped&nbsp; or possibly feared buried. Its only in the last three months that events have unfolded.<br><br>Unfortunately in January my mother died, dad died last year and I know she gave up a little hope at that point and mercifully the end was painless and swift and she slipped away in her sleep.&nbsp; I hope you are still blessed with both your parents, cherish them and the years they have left, I regret not talking more to them now and their past, there was so much to learn.<br>Eventually I had to clear out the house in order for the probate sale to go ahead. I discovered a number of things.&nbsp; The first were some love letters my father sent to my mother when he was aboard,&nbsp; he did national service and was posted out to Asia, possibly Malaysia but it was unclear from his letters.&nbsp; &nbsp;They were sweet and I almost forgot them until I cleared my old room and found your letters to me, I didn’t have a copy of the letters I sent to you but I reread everyone of yours and haven’t stopped thinking about what to do about it for the last two weeks, I don’t think I ever stopped thinking about you over the last ten years. The year we had together in the US was probably the happiest of my life and I know you wanted me to stay but I felt I needed to finish my education&nbsp; back home and I was never much of a risk taker and I couldn’t ask you to come over to the UK either, it would have been too much for you. Maybe I should have done, I’m sorry if that was the case but I’m wasn’t sure then what we would have done over here and I’m not sure your family would have approved.<br><br>I digress, it’s easy to when reminiscing so I’ll keep this letter brief, I wanted to get in touch, to see how you are, to see if you want to converse, by letter at least.&nbsp; Just to share happy memories (I hope they were happy for you, most of them anyway) and catch up, almost like a corny school re-union without the face to face angst.<br><br>Yours<br><br>Ben <br><br>&nbsp;</span><br><br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 11, 2011, 01:19:03 pm</strong>
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				(Handwritten letter posted from Orlando, Florida and sent to the UK) <br><br>Ben<br><br>Yes it has been a very very long time since I have heard from you. And when I received your letter about 10 years ago I had moved on or at least I thought I had. I thought that this guy was good for me but in the end he really wasn't because in all actuality..he wasn't you. You were always my first and only true love. I was so young back then. I was only 18 but I knew that I loved you. I just didn't realize how much I loved you until we broke up. That was so hard for me to do. <br><br>I do agree that time changes and that things should change but my feelings for you never did. <br><br>I'm sorry to hear about your mother and father. They were two very very good people who raised such an amazing son who had such respect for all women. She is very proud of the man that you have become. I for sure can tell you that from knowing how she felt and what not. I am very lucky to still have both of my parents around. We are still very very close and I'm lucky to have that. We still talk about you every once in awhile but it is hard on me to talk about you. I remember sending you those letters and I remember how much truth and hard felt love I put into each and every one of those letters. I did want you to stay (of course) but I also wanted you to do what was best for you and at the time that was getting your education. Honestly and truthfully if you had asked me to come over to the UK with you I probably would have gone and my parents would have been ok with it. We have talked about this before. <br><br>Yes I would love to keep in contact with you via letters like these. All of the memories that I have of you are all positive except for the fights we had, which are far and few between. I wish you'd come back here though but letters are just as good.<br><br>Yours, <br><br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 14, 2011, 03:49:27 am</strong>
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				Sent by return– hand written&nbsp; to Orlando<br><br><span style="font-family: comic sans ms;" class="bbc_font">Kat<br><br>Your letter tore my heart apart, I wish we could go back ten years and make different choices from the ones we made then.&nbsp; &nbsp;Ten years is <br>a long time and whilst I hope we can see each other soon there are many things that have happened over here that I need to share. If I could, I would jump on the next plane just to hold you in my arms again, to touch you, to smells your summer scented hair and to hold your delicate hands in mine. I hope that we can accomplish this soon, if that is truly your desire but I will need to share a few things first and to explain why I am not arriving with this letter in hand.<br><br>After your last letter I was deeply hurt and I spent the next two years immersing myself in my degree. Finally however I was pulled out of this by a friend, Debbie.&nbsp; We shared many happy times and whilst she loved me deeply and I loved her it was never quite as unconditional as us.&nbsp; I suspect ones first true love is never repeated or even matched no matter who you ask.&nbsp; The ache is your heart is never quite as strong after that first time. I digress in my story, which I need to tell you so that you know some of what has happened over the last ten years.&nbsp; Six years ago Debbie fell pregnant and I celebrated the happiest and probably the saddest day of my life, our daughter was born, but Debbie died from complications and I was left to bring up Deborah Caitlin on my own.&nbsp; Of course I say on my own, but the grandparents were all wonderfully supportive.<br><br>I am though now the proud father of a six year old daughter who regularly wraps her father round her little finger!&nbsp; I know this news will be a surprise to you but you needed to hear it now as it is the most important thing that has happened in the last ten years and it would affect us going forward as I sensed a glimmer of hope from your letter that we could be reunited.&nbsp; DC is in school now and I couldn’t leave her, nor do the government or I agree with taking children out of the school terms, and you needed to learn about her before we met anyway.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br></span> <br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 14, 2011, 07:10:50 pm</strong>
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				Sent by return-hand written to UK<br><br>Ben<br><br>I'm sorry about that. I know that maybe I should of said it in a better way. I don't want you to think that I hated you for leaving like you did. Because that is not at all true. In fact it is the complete opposite. I still love you and I probably always will. I mean how can I not still love you? I was with you for almost 3 years and you were my first true love. Honestly you were my only love. I so very much miss the way that you make me feel. I miss the kisses, the hugs, your sweet words, and everything else about you. Yes it is my desire to very very soon see you again.<br><br>I'm sorry that I hut you. I'm glad that you were able to move on with someone else and be happy. You deserved all of that and so much more. I'm sorry that you had to lose someone so close and dear to your heart. But I'm so glad that you got a beautiful daughter, I'm sure, out of it all. You were my first true love so I understand what you are saying.<br><br>I can only imagine what an amazing father you are to that beautiful little girl. You were always so good with kids and I'm sure that little girl adores you and hangs off your every word. Thank you for being so honest with me about everything. I'm sure that your little girl has her daddy wrapped around her little finger. Your so sweet and kind how can it not happen?<br><br>I'm thinking of moving to the U.K. for grad school..um oh yeah I still love you. <br><br>Love <br><br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 15, 2011, 01:57:47 am</strong>
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				(OOC Ten years have passed, I'm assuming that Kat is 29 plus at the moment, and Ben is 31, placing her 16 and him 18 when they met, I'll make the assumption that we'll be able to post a letter every week?)<br><br>Dated 3rd May<br><br>Kat<br><br>What happened,&nbsp; I thought you were going to Grad school when I left ten years ago? That would be amazing if you came over to England to complete your course, I'm sure I can find somewhere for you to stay very close by.&nbsp; I miss you every day more and more it seems, I cannot wait for your reply to fall onto my doormat, one of the many differences to the US, at least I don't have to get cold or wet to get the mail, though I would check at least a hndred times a day if I was waiting for your letter.<br><br>Yes DC does hang off my every word, she ignores most of them of course but then thats her prerogative I susppose.&nbsp; I assume that something big must have happened to you for delay in your finishing school, what happened?<br><br>When do you think you would make it over,&nbsp; I might be able to get over to Orlando in the summer when school breaks,&nbsp; I have the money for the flights and can book a hotel, near disney as DC would find it magical at her age. I can't wait to see you, hold you again.<br><br><br>Love<br>Ben
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 15, 2011, 06:32:36 am</strong>
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				[OOC Yes about ten years about passed and she was 16 and he was 18 when they had first met and started dating. We'll post a letter that is postmaked weekly but I should be able to write daily]<br><br>Dated 11 May<br><br>Ben<br><br>Yeah I was planning on going to grad school when you had left but well um that didn't exactly happen. After you left I got really really depressed and Mike was there to try and help pick me back up. It was then that we began to fall in love (or so I though) and I fell pregnant about 3 years after you left. It wasn't meant to be though because he left me shortly after I found out I was pregnant. I lost the baby at around 8 weeks. Maybe I wasn't meant to have that baby but I couldn't face you. <br><br>Of course she has to ignore every one of them silly. That is her duty as a daughter to make sure she get her dad every know and again. But I can imagine that she loves you more than anything in this world..like I did. <br><br>I was thinking about starting back to grad school this fall so I'd be able to get over there in about late August-early September. I'd love to see you this summer in Orlando. I have family still down there so I could stay with them. DC would love Disney especially seeing how perfect the place is for her age. I can't wait to see your handsome face and kiss you again<br><br>Love <br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 15, 2011, 12:43:52 pm</strong>
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				<br>Dated 18th May<br><br>Kat<br><br>My love, I cannot bear the thought that you went through such a trauma without support from a partner, I know your mum and dad would have been there for you but I can only imagine the distress and I need to thank you for sharing it in this form. Maybe writing is easier than speaking face to face, but I know we wil have so much to catch up on when we meet again.<br><br>Which university or college are you attending in the UK?&nbsp; If you are serious we could travel back together and you could stay for a few days.&nbsp; <br><br>After I sent my last letter DC asked me why I was happy, clearly you already have an effect on me.&nbsp; I explained that we woud be going to see a friend of mine during the school holidays and she was a girlfriend and I was happy because I loved her.&nbsp; She wanted to know where you lived and why she couldn't see you now.&nbsp; So I explained that you lived in america&nbsp; and she asked that if we were going to america would be see Donald Duck (for some reason she likes Donald Duck , in fact she likes ducks - one of her favourite times is when we go to the park and feed the ducks.) .&nbsp; I'm afraid at this point she pretty much lost interest in you as I said yes, we would be seeing Donald Duck !&nbsp; <br><br>Where are you working at the moment, what are you doing? Still playing any sports?<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br><br>(OOC slightly confused as your first letter was postmarked orlando and now you don't appear to live there...?&nbsp; Slip or where are your letters postmarked now? No doubt you have similar backstory Q's for me - did you want to start a separate OOC thread?)<br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 15, 2011, 06:09:03 pm</strong>
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				Dated 27 May<br><br>Ben<br><br>It was really hard dealing through that without someone there for me. I had lost you awhile before that so I didn't think that I had the right to contact you. My parents were there for me the entire time but it was still hard going through something like that pretty much alone. I don't honestly know if I would have the guts to tell you something like that face in face. You know me and how I cry so often. I wouldn't be able to hold it in and that is almost a guarantee. <br><br>I'm looking into either Cambridge, Durham, or Oxford but I'm not sure yet. Of course I'm serious..I always was serious with you :) <br><br>Aww how sweet that you are so happy because of me because you ALWAYS made me happy. I was always complete with you. I know I know I'm getting all sentimental and cutesy sorry about that sweetie. Aww that is so cute she loves Donald Duck. Tell her that I said that Donald is one pretty cool dude and that if it is okay with her I'd love to show her around here so she can meet all the characters. Oh don't be afraid I mean she is only 6 so it is fine<br><br>Currently still working as a teacher in a childcare program with little 2 year olds..I love it but I want and need to go back to school. No sports sadly though I still watch football and bball alot<br><br>Love <br>Kat<br><br>(OCC sorry to have confused you but yeah I did postmark orlando..I just completely forgot that I postmarked them from orlando. Just a slip on my part..Sorry. We can if you want it is up to you!) <br><br>
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 16, 2011, 02:07:28 am</strong>
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				Dated 4th JUne<br><br>Kat<br><br>I just want to hold you in my arms and make you happy and safe from the world again. I finished my degree and took teacher training, so I'm now a qualified history teacher working in a private school just outside Southampton. I think you created a bit of enthusiasm for teaching in me when I came back, as you know I wasn't really sure what I wanted to do in the long term.<br><br>Oxford and to a lesser extent Cambridge would be great to get to during the weekends, they are the best two uni's, Durham would be miles away.&nbsp; I'm being a bit selfish nowthough because I know I will want to see you as much as possible, on the other hand I recognise you will have to concentrate on your studies and during the week I'll be busy working. You'll need to apply pretty soon just to get into the <del>autumn</del> fall term.<br><br>I assume you have finalised what you are studying now,&nbsp; I know you were interested in psychology, especially child psychology and all three of your choices would be excellent for such an academic subject.<br><br>Do you remember when we just used to lie on a tarp under the stars holding hands, sometimes talking, sometimes silence lay over us like a soft blanket. I miss those nights.&nbsp; It will just be warm enough in late August into the evening to do that again if you want to.<br><br>I'm getting impatient for your letters every week so I put my email address at the bottom if you wish to speed up the correspondence.&nbsp; I should find out soon when I'll be released from school next week, so I'll be able to book flights and the hotel soon.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br><br>(OOC not sure how much longer we will continue as our meeting will soon be here and we're in a PG rated story, happy to continue though, emails will mean we can correspond more in this vein before the meeting).
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 16, 2011, 06:26:53 am</strong>
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				Dated 11th June <br><br>Ben <br><br>I loved when you were able to hold me in your arms because you always made the world safe for me. I know we can't do that now but when I see you if we can I'd love to do that again and be able to just cry on your shoulder about it all. I'm sorry I'm being so happy, sentimental, and girlish. Well I am extremely happy that you found a job that you enjoy and you are great with them so I have no doubt how qualified you are! <br><br>I applied to all 3 of the schools back in December. I heard back from Oxford and Cambridge and I got in!!! Didn't hear back from Durham yet though. I would love to see you too as much as I possibly can. I will concentrate on my studies but it'd be nice to have a nice cute hot boy to concentrate on too! <br><br>I'm looking to go back to school for child psychology so hopefully it all works out. <br><br>I LOVED those nights where we would just lie under the stars as I'd rest in your arms as you held my hands. That is my absolute favorite memory of us. I'd love to do that in late August. I'm planning on moving there Early August&nbsp; to get all settled in. I just wanna make sure when we spend time together I'm not taking away from your time with DC. I don't want her to think I'm controlling her daddy's life.<br><br>I also put my e-mail address at the bottom so you can start that off for me because you know how I am. Can't wait to hear from you and see you soon. I'm sure your even cuter than the last time I saw you. I love you!!<br><br>Love <br>Kat <br><br>(OCC We can continue I think and still keep it pg rated and yes more posts now. whooo :) ) 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 16, 2011, 12:51:50 pm</strong>
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				Sent by email 18th June. 4.30pm<br><br>Kat<br><br>Just got home to your letter and thought I would put a quick reply before getting tea for us.<br><br>That's great news, Oxford would be closer to us should you prefer it, and I think it might be the better university for child psychology, Cambridge is considered more acedemic nowadays.<br><br>I havnt been called a boy in years, I think you're hearkening back to our youth, I am sure you have turned into the stunning woman that your beautiful features always threatened to do, you have that ageless beauty that tok my breath away every time I saw you.<br><br>I doubt we'll make it over to Orlando until late July, probably around the 28th, we'll stay 10 days and maybe we can all fly back together?<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br><br>PS: I love you too
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 16, 2011, 05:58:05 pm</strong>
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				Sent by email 18 June. 7:00pm<br><br>Ben<br><br>Just got home from you work and got your e-mail so thought I would sent you a quick post before I go do some things for work.<br><br>I was actually looking at the colleges more closely and what not and I was actually preferring Oxford so that is a good thing. It is also helps that your closer to there. You know I'm really excited to meet DC. I know I'm not her real mom and I hope she doesn't think that I'm tryign to do that because I'm not. I just wanna be her friend. She has to be gorgeous because I'm look at her dad. He is kind of a hunk :) <br><br>I love our youth so yes I am trying to remember those good 'ol days. The days when we had no troubles or worries in the world. I'm sure that you have gotten even more handsome than you were before. You always were cute.<br><br>Well sir that sounds perfect to me..so about a month until I am able to see your beautiful face and meet your beautiful girl.<br><br>Love <br>Kat &lt;3 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 17, 2011, 01:58:41 am</strong>
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				Sent 07.00am 19 June&nbsp; (BST)<br><br>Kat<br><br>It's a lot faster this way isn't it, waking up this morning to your mail was great, it will be even better being able to roll over and wake you with a kiss and say good morning to you in person.<br><br>As our method seems to be increasing the frequency of our letter I thought we could share more about our daily lives,&nbsp; its probably about 2 in the morning in Orlando I can never remember the exact time difference so you are now doubt benefitting from your barely needed beauty sleep though I remember once looking at you for ten minutes one morning just feeling so lucky that you were so beautiful and in my life.<br><br>Today's routine is pretty much like any other, I'll get DC up shortly and we'll have breakfast, probably cereal and some fruit,&nbsp; for some reasons we only really have pancakes once a year for breakfast here on shrove tuesday and I rarely make a cooked breakfast.&nbsp; I'll drop her off at school on the way to work, its adjacent to where I teach, and in fact the schools are linked so its really useful, and they have an after school club she attends if I'm not there on time to pick her up, to be honest I rarely am as I normally don't finish for an hour or so after the kids leave.&nbsp; Five lessons today with a variety of subjects including medieval history, which as you no doubt remembering me boring you with is my passion, though I always liked to think of myself being a knight to your lady, or robin hood to maid marian :).&nbsp; I digress, at lunch we have a department meeting (did I tell you I head up the department now - one small step up the carreer ladder anyway).<br><br>On the way home I'll pick up DC and I'll let you know how the day went, normally DC tells me all about her day on the way home to the house,&nbsp; I'll tell you about that tonight as I need to dash or we'll be late, DC is NOT a morning person.<br><br>Love<br>Ben
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 17, 2011, 06:34:33 am</strong>
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				Sent 7:00am 19 June (EST)<br><br>Ben <br><br>Yes it is so much faster that way and I agree it is so wonderful to watch up to an e-mail from you and I absolutely can not wait until I can wake up next to you..if that ever happens. <br><br>Oh gosh I need so much beauty sleep nowadays it is not even funny. I'm a bear if I get less than 7 hours of sleep a night. Though I'm sure that you remember my moody/bear-like moments. Well I'm lucky to have such a wonderful man like you in my life.<br><br>Well I am really glad that your job and DC's school are so easily accessible to one another. I'm sure that makes your life a whole lot easier.<br><br>My routine is kind of boring. I normally get up at around 7:00 am and grab either a cereal bar or pop a Pop Tart in the toaster and eat that. I was never really much of a breakfast person so it was always easy to just eat something quick. Then I normally head off to work at around 7:30. I have to drive about an half hour to get there so I work with the little rascals until about 6 then I come home check my e-mails, eat dinner, and basically just chill.<br><br>Can't wait to hear from you tonight..let me know how your and DC's days both went. Love you<br><br>Love <br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 18, 2011, 02:20:45 am</strong>
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				Sent Thurs 23rd June 2011 : 19.00<br><br>(OOC Changed the date to this year, so we know when the weekends are I can change mine, but cannot change yours, and until you are approved I don't think you will be able to.)<br><br>Kat<br><br>Ran a bit late today, so we had supper before I got a chance to sit down in front of the computer and write a response.&nbsp; Just wondered what kinds of cereal bars and pop tarts you liked or would you prefer pancakes for breakfast if someone made them for you?<br><br>Do you have your own place now, I seem to recall your mum making amazing breakfasts with waffles, pancakes and bacon, or was that just for my benefit? ;)<br><br>Today was a good day, the kids didn't play up too much and I managed to get their interest with a race putting on a suit of armour, not easy.&nbsp; The girls won the race but lost overall because they didn't actually get the "knightess" armoured correctly in the end and had too many penalties.&nbsp; Though I suspect there were a couple of boys who actually know what a suit of armour and its various pieces are used for. They had to label each piece as well, but that was pretty even, I suspect because the girls were able to apply their french skills.<br><br>Home is a small cottage about a half a mile from the school,&nbsp; I drive to work mainly because of the things I need to take in (like armour!).&nbsp; It's only two bedrooms with a single small bathroom but its big enough for both of us.&nbsp; Downstairs there is a living room and a kitchen, the living room has a small open fire that I use in the winter.&nbsp; It's quaint in its own way and was built in the nineteenth century as a farm labourers cottage.&nbsp; I suspect I will have to decorate soon, its not got much of a modern style as it was decorated how I bought it from an old couple, DC is getting to the point where she has thoughts about colours and things, and more concerningly she is starting to make more sense.&nbsp; I really didn't want to live in a yellow and pink house, which was last years favourite!<br><br>Where are you liviing at the moment and how was your day?<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br><br>OOC Probably won't get back on until Monday now<br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 18, 2011, 05:56:25 pm</strong>
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				Sent Fri 24 June 2011: 9:30 AM<br><br>(Okay cool sounds good to me..THANKS!)<br><br>Ben<br><br>You know when you ask questions like that it kind of melts a girls heart. Makes me think that maybe you are planning something in that cute little head of yours..so are you? Um not as big of a cereal bar fan as I actually let on but I LOVE the cinnamon sugar pop-tarts..Mm mm yummy. I love pancakes I just am so lazy in the morning that I never feel like making them. <br><br>Um yeah I have my own place now. I'm living with one of my very good friends. Oh gosh do I remember those days. They were so freaking amazing and yeah it definitely was just for you Sir. Mom never made me breakfast unless you came over. She had a special place in her heart just for you. She was just as devastated as I was when we broke up. She asks/talks about you still. <br><br>Wow that kind of sounds hard to me but then again I well kind of always sucked at history. I never knew anything and you were always the one tutoring me so it is a perfect fit for you now. <br><br>Aww your home sounds very cute and quaint, very cute ;) Aww yellow and pink house that sounds really funny. Just so glad that you are such a good daddy to her. I knew you always would be a wonderful and amazing father. My house is located about a mile off campus. It is a 3 bedroom apartment. The 3rd bedroom we have set-up as a spare bedroom but we are thinking about converting it in into a recreation room with pool tables and what not. We'll see how that works though. We each have our own bathroom and downstairs is the laundry room, kitchen, and livign room. I love it .<br><br>I'm living about 10 miles outside of Orlando. My day was so so I guess. It has been a little bit stressful but what else can really be expected when you are working with 10 2 1/2 year olds. But I love every minute of it. They love going outside to play on the playground and ride their bikes. It is definitely a fun time. <br><br>Love <br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 21, 2011, 02:53:53 pm</strong>
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				Sent Fri 24 June 18.00<br><br>Kat<br><br>Might be, I like to hope you will want to stay with us for a few days,in which case it would be good to have some things in that you like and expect.&nbsp; I remember when I came over to the US there were some things that I really missed about England. I am sure that the reverse will hold true, though you might be pleased to hear that I can now buy Oreo's here.&nbsp; When I first cam eback there were hardly any places that sold them and they were imported and expensive, the supermarket now stocks them as standard! Maybe if you are good, I'll even make you pancakes in the morning ;)<br><br>Say hi to your mom for me and send her my love, I'm sure you've let her know that we are back in contact, she is one cool mum and you are very lucky.&nbsp; I hope she won't miss you too much when you come over.&nbsp; Interested to know though as you had applied to university over here before I mailed you, what was the reason for choosing England?<br><br>Sometimes I wish I was teaching younger kids too, the challenges are harder and I'm glad I'm teaching where I am now, I started at an inner city school and that was a lot tougher, both to motivate the kids to learn and to stay alive some days! (ok I exagerate ...a little ).<br><br>My weekends plans are fairly fluid at the moment, but besides taking DC to the park I think I'll spend some time doing the housework,&nbsp; its not many weeks until you will be here and I'll need to get tidied up and get the place spick and span. We might go out and get some paint too now we've almost agreed on a colour scheme of a more sane kind.<br><br>I can't wait to see you and hold you in my arms again, we'll book the flights tomorrow in a travel agent so that we're insured, the iceland incident last yeart makes me slightly wary and one of my school friends runs one of the shops in town, so I'll get a good rate.<br><br>What are you up to this weekend?<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br><br><br><br><br><br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 21, 2011, 06:51:58 pm</strong>
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				Sent Fri 24 June 22:00<br><br>Ben<br><br>I would love to stay with you for a few days but of course this would mean that...i'd have to meet your wonderful daughter DC. Yeah I have my little things that I have to have each day and let's just say that OREOS is one of them so I'm really glad that they finally have them over there now. Whoo-hoo! Me good? Ha. I'm always good. I love my pancakes :) <br><br>I will send your hellos to her and yes I did tell her that I am finally back in contact with you and gosh you can't believe how excited she is about it all. She is almost as excited as I am!! She is actually thinking of moving to London. She doesn't really have much to link her to here so she is thinking about that. I don 't know how far that is from Cambridge but eh who knows. To be completely honest with you I had one sole reason for choosing England and that was you. The hope that maybe I could get back the best thing I ever lost. <br><br>Well that sounds like fun and I am sure that DC loves the weekends because it is a break and she gets to spend lots of time with her wonderful sweet and caring daddy. Ohhhh a sane paint color that sounds pretty awesome to me and I know it is getting so close..ahhh! <br><br>I absolutely can not wait until I am able to be in your arms once again. We'll let me know details of the flight and all of that good stuff so I can pick you up for the airport and what not. My roommate is moving out at the end of this month so I'll two open rooms available until I move out<br><br>Um honestly probably just watching tv and doing nothing..Maybe enjoying the weather but mostly just relaxing :) <br><br>Love<br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 22, 2011, 12:56:32 pm</strong>
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				Sent Sat 25 June 08.30 am<br><br>Morning x<br><br>But you'll have already met her when we come over to Orlando I hope! So it won;t be such a suprose when you come back home with us for a visit to England.<br><br>I chuckled at the thought of your mum in London, I'm not sure she would enjoy living there, there are some nice parts but they are rather expensive to live in.&nbsp; She might like something in Fulham at around $3m US, but that would barely get her a 4 bed house, and a small yard.&nbsp; The lights of the city are always more attractive, Vegas is great to visit but would you want to live there?<br><br>We'll be going into town shortly so I'm keeping this brief and will let you know the flight details when I have them this evening.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben x
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 22, 2011, 06:54:28 pm</strong>
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				Sent Sat 25 June 11:30am<br><br>Morning cutie <br><br>Yeah I know I know I should have met her by then but I'm still really nervous to meet this beauty. I don't want her to think that I'm so stupid bimbo that is trying to take her mom's place because I'm not. I'm well..just in love with her handsome father that's all. I don't want her to think of me as some stupid girl. <br><br>Yeah I told her that chances are she would not like it but she is very insistent upon it. Especially when she heard that I'll be closer to you. She got excited. My mom is crazy. She always talks about me and you and how she was waiting to help plan our wedding. I'm sorry I know I shouldn't say things like that. Don't be mad at me :-( <br><br>Well I'll be around just chilling and maybe doing some work or something. Get ready for work next week but I'll be around. Enjoy your day with D.C. <br><br>Love<br>Kat &lt;3 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 23, 2011, 05:58:48 am</strong>
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				Sent Sat 25 June 19.00<br><br>Kat<br><br>There is no real need to be worried, she is really cool about people, she does however feel that we both need a new mum since my parents died.&nbsp; Their death hit her quite badly but she analysed it pretty well we had already talked about her mum dying which is why she wasn't around.&nbsp; She has a concept of death and its finality and has therefore accepted that she won't see them again.&nbsp; She feels however that I am lonely (though less so in these last few days I confess) and wants us both to have a new mum, aaargh - its complex explaining anything to a six year old, when their understanding revolves around the one sentence you utter and only the words and concepts that they actually understand within them.&nbsp; It was easier when kids are 2, they just run riot everywhere as I'm sure you know and they just want their own needs attended to pretty much. She's entered the questioning phase and I'm glad I'm a teacher, otherwise I doubt I would have had the practise at being so patient!<br><br>Went into town today and booked the flights<br><br>15:00 Depart London (LHR)<br>Arrive Orlando (MCO) 23:34&nbsp; Sat 30-Jul<br>Duration: 13hr 34mn&nbsp; &nbsp; Air Canada 849&nbsp; / 922 <br>Connect in Toronto (YYZ) <br><br>13:45 Depart Orlando (MCO)<br>Arrive London (LHR) 07:30&nbsp; +1 day&nbsp; Wed 10-Aug<br>Duration: 12hr 45mn&nbsp; &nbsp; bmi&nbsp; 4283&nbsp; /&nbsp; 4466 <br>&nbsp;Connect in Washington (IAD) <br>&nbsp;<br><br>When we were together last I think we were too young to contemplate wedding, that was for older people, like our parents. Now we're older more mature and I hope it will be the natural outcome in the future once we have gotten used to each other again.&nbsp; You might not like me or my the habits I've picked up since we were together.&nbsp; Whilst I would love to and to an extent I am living a bit of a dream at the moment with the thought of getting back with you I hope reality matches.&nbsp; I do need to be conscious of DC and I'm clearly not a "free" as I was back then.&nbsp; Your mum might have to be patient for a little while whilst we recapture and experience our magic together.<br><br>I looked at direct flights but they were more expensive and although the&nbsp; journey time is longer its not that bad a lay over and it least gives us a bit of a break to stretch our legs on the way. Getting excited and DC is getting very excited about the prospect of seeing you and disneyworld appropriately.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben<br>&nbsp;<br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 23, 2011, 06:25:49 am</strong>
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				Sent Sat June 25 23:10<br><br>Ben <br><br>I loved your parents so much. They were two of the coolest people that I knew and that is another reason why I feel absolutely horrible about us. I should of stayed in closer contact with you because they would have liked that. I don't want you to be lonely at all. I know I know you will say that it is not my fault but in some part I feel like I do hold a lot of the responsibility for it. If I would have just grown up and realized that if I would have gone with you to England then we would still be together and you wouldn't be so lonely. But then again you have a beautiful little girl and that is the most precious gift you will ever have. <br><br>Well I'm really excited that I will be seeing you and meeting DC for the first time in a little over a month. You'll have to let me know where you want me to meet you and all that good stuff! <br><br>Yeah we were a little too young but now we have both grown up a lot and realize that we are meant to be together. And I'm pretty sure that I will love you and your habits even more than the last time I saw you. How can't I really? She will be so excited to know we are trying to get our magic back together. All she ever wants is for me to be happy and she knows that when I'm with you that will always happen. I told her all about DC and she is pretty excited to meet this beauty someday. <br><br>Love <br><br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 24, 2011, 09:21:48 am</strong>
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				Sent Sun June 26 08:10<br><br>Kat<br><br>No idea what its like but I've booked the Disney's All-Star Music Resort and a budget car as well. The hotel has some child care facilities which will mean we can get some time just for us.&nbsp; I really can't remember all the distances involved but it would really great if you could meet us at the airport though I know that might be difficult, otherwise come over to the hotel if you can that evening.&nbsp; I'll drop you an email with my room number and I might even get a PAYG phone at the airport as well, I suspect we might make one or two calls to each other (I miss those long chats we had), in the UK calls still cost per minute for landlines although strengely mobile calls often get bundled and if you negotiate something you can get pretty cheap calls across the network.&nbsp; <br><br>I'm getting nervous, or rather butterflies just thinking about meeting you again so long, its partly excitement, partly fear and mainly immmense happiness.&nbsp; Can you help plan what we do once we are over there.&nbsp; I'm not sure I know what the best things for six years olds are to visit and probably best to do a long day followed by a more relaxing day.&nbsp; Certainly Disney will wear her out I suspect if we did it everyday, although I do recall a lot of queuing.&nbsp; With a car we'll be a bit more free and can visit you too (apparently only after we've gone to Donald Duck's house though - there is one isn't there?)<br><br>Love <br>Ben xx
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 24, 2011, 10:12:47 am</strong>
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				Sent Sun June 26 13:45<br><br>Ben<br><br>Wow you got that hotel?? Wow that place is supposed to be really nice and it is geared towards kids so I am sure that DC is going to absolutely love it! The hotel is about an hour from my place and about 30 minutes from my parents and I'm moving in with mom and dad for a few weeks before I move out to the UK. I'll be able to meet you at the airport and drive you around wherever you guys want. A PAYG phone would be a good idea..I have my cell and my home phone so you can call me wherever and whenever. Whoo!! <br><br>I'm getting really really anxious too. I'm just worried that maybe DC won't like me or that maybe I've changed too much and that you won't like me. I sure hope not but I can't help but get those feelings. Of course I can help you plan..well truth be told I kind of already have. I made a little itinerary of things we could each day. I know it is geeky but I just thought it was cute and fun. Haha. Of course there is Donald Duck's house. Your silly. We'll do that all. No worries.<br><br>Love<br>Kat &lt;3 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 25, 2011, 07:30:17 am</strong>
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				Sent June 26 18.55 (BST)&nbsp; (ten minutes after yours)<br><br>Kat<br><br>I was actually on the machine when you replied, so we're almost connected now :). Glad you can confirm thtat the hotel is good, its one sof the cheaper ones at Disney so I was a little worried, the more expensive ones are just "WOW - that much!".&nbsp; If you will be free to do the driving that will be great, I'll cancel the car and we can meet you at the airport, thanks.&nbsp; That will cover at least one candlelit meal for us with the childcare service they offer, looking forward to that already.<br><br>You can't tell me that you have an ititenary and not share it!&nbsp; DC or I might have an aversion to something, or there might be something else we miss that we want to go on, like any six year old if something gets her attention then she will want to experience it!&nbsp; It'll be good to go to at least one of the evening shows, do they have fireworks?&nbsp; She's just at an age where they won't scare her as much, the UK we tend to have them once a year and they can be very loud.&nbsp; Younger kids tend to find most displays too noisy, but they are now great fun, the louder the better!<br><br>Quick note this time but you might still be online and able to reply with your itinary, I'll keep the PC open for a while anyway whilst I clear up so will keep an eye. Might watch a film later, probably a war film, possibly an episode from Band of Brothers, seen it before but I did enjoy them.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 25, 2011, 08:49:51 am</strong>
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				Sent June 26 14:10 (fifteen minutes after yours) <br><br>Ben<br><br>Yeah it is definitely probably the best deal on a hotel you can get. It is definitely a lot cheaper and it is one of the nicest hotels in the area. It is definitely a really really good deal. Good job babe :) Yep I'm free to do the driving. I told my work that my last day would be the week before you guys show up so that I can be free to do whatever when my wonderful um "friend" comes. I don't know what to call us yet so I'll say "friend". Haha. You know I have money too and I can pay for stuff for you and DC. I can buy DC anything that she wants down there! <br><br>Well of course the ititenary isn't set in stone. You are really silly sometimes Benjamin but I still love you all the same. I'll post a few of the ideas that I had at the bottom of this e-mail :) I'm sure that therer will be a lot of other things that you guys will want to do or see when we get into the hub and bub of it all. This was all I could think of off the top of my head. <br><br>Good that way you can reply back to me quicker. Just wondering but what does DC say about all of this? About me, us and the whole trip and me moving up there? I wasn't sure and I was just wondering. <br><br>Itinerary of things to do:<br>1. Spend a day at Epcot (mostly rides) <br>2. Spend some time at Toon-Town (meet some of the Characters) <br>3. Find where Donald Duck is !! <br>4. Parade with fireworks<br><br>That was all that I could think of for now. I'm sure that when we get down there we will see things. To be honest I live an hour from Disney and I've never been there so I don't really know much..I'M SORRY :-( <br><br>Love <br>Kat 
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				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 28, 2011, 02:07:17 am</strong>
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				Kat<br><br>You should remember what I'm like, I seem to recall that half our arguments were about me paying for everything (even if I couldn't afford it then), rather than go over that all over again and make me pay for everything (you know I'm capable) I'll pick up mine and DC's tab and you pick up your costs.&nbsp; I don't like to spoil DC so please don't go overboard on any presents for her, I know she will like you for your wonderful self but don't want any doubt in her mind.&nbsp; She's at the age where she now counts the presents she gets and if she gets less at the next birthday/event she gets upset on the basis that as she is a year older she should have an extra present, it'll pass I'm sure, its kind of cute but not always in a good way!<br><br>We can go dutch when we go out, but I would like to treat you to dinner on our last night, I've already booked the restaurant so I hope you like it, slightly more upmarket than our last burger meal.&nbsp; I've saved for the last year for our summer holidays so we're ok financially and I know that you might have a shock when you come over here and see the prices at the moment. Petrol will give you a fit, its $2.15 a litre now!<br><br>I've spoken to DC and told her all (well not all) about you, I've said that you were an old girlfriend (this confused her slightly as she has this cute face where she gets concerned and puzzled at the same time, I think she thought you were her grandmothers age!),&nbsp; and they we used to be together in America. I've told her that you will be coming back to England with us as you are going to university here, but at the moment nothing more.&nbsp; Oh god, I hope our magic is still there but having a child means I am probably less carefree than I used to be, I have to put her first so need to be a little cautious before we meet, hold you in my arms and kiss you, no doubt I'll be completely lost at that point.<br><br>Itinary sounds great, I thought we would have a pool day as well one day, DC loves swimming and I might be able to get a bit of a tan to show I've been abroad this summer to my colleagues, otherwise they won't be jealous enough. Though I know the guys will be when I first go out with you here. (getting ahead of myself again, I am excited as your words make you appear to be, just excuse my&nbsp; caution at times as an overprotective father). I think these last few days have been some of the most exciting of my life and the most frustrating, my love grows stronger day by day and I ache for want of seeing you again.<br><br>love<br><br>Ben x<br>
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				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 28, 2011, 06:23:01 pm</strong>
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				Ben<br><br>Of course I remember what you are like. We were together for 3 years..the best 3 years of my life for sure! I know you were always so annoying with that part. I mean like I have a good income now so I am able to afford that. I would really really like it if you could let me pay for one meal for you and DC. Let me show my appreciation to you and I just want to do it. I hope you don't get mad but I kind of already got DC 2 presents. I saw them and they were so cute and I couldn't pass them up. Hope you don't hate me too much :-( That is really cute but I can understand how it can get annoying so hopefully you don't hate me now! <br><br>Yes we can go dutch when we got out..but we don't have to. You can let me pay for a meal or two of yours and contribute something. I see the could but you know me and my wording and how sometimes I take it so technical. I loved our burger meals and really I'm not very picky as long as it is not sushi or Japanese haha. <br><br>I laughed so hard when I saw the part about her thinking I was her grandma's age. That is so cute and you think I would maybe be offended but I work with kids and I understand how their cute little minds work :) Yes I think that is a good idea..we don't want to give her the wrong impression or confuse her. I'm sure that is the last thing that she needs right now. I really do think that we have that spark again and yes we need to make sure she is happy and content and okay with everything before either one of us even thinks about anything else. <br><br>Oh yeah definitely we could spend one entire day at the pool. She would love that especially with how neat the hotel pool is set up! I wonder what you look like and how you have changed. I remember how cute and buff and toned you were when we were dating. I'm sure your even sexier now. Have you told your friends about me? Because you seem to be the only conversation I have with my friends. I show them pictures of us and I tell them everything. Can't wait to see you<br><br>Love<br><br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 29, 2011, 08:54:06 am</strong>
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				Sunday 19.05<br><br>Kat <br><br>I know I will never hate you, we've shared too many good times for that to happen, as to the presents. I'm only suprised you havn't bought more, and please don't I know you like to shop on an impulse and being able to buy lots of things for a child is I have to admit kind of fun.&nbsp; I've learnt however that presents are best given on the special days or as rewards, going overboard is not a good thing.&nbsp; Remember that whatever we buy we'll have to bring back with us as well, and excess bagge is expensive!&nbsp; I recall the lesson was well learnt two years ago at Christmas where she got too many presents to open in a single day, got bored after about the tenth and subsequently played with the boxes for the next few days, these being far more exciting than a tricycle and numerous other things she had got!<br><br>"Yes we can go dutch when we got out..but we don't have to.&nbsp; You can let me pay for a meal or two of yours and contribute something." - Hmm like you know I'll let you, NOT!&nbsp; Not sushi I promise, though actually I have developed a taste for that, I couldn't book the chef's table but have ordered the taster menu, so expect to be wined and dined for several hours (I think about 3 they say), certainly a light lunch that day, though the courses will each be small they add up (especially with the wine).<br><br>Havn't managed to find a picture on the web to show the pool yet, what do you mean? Are there slides and things?&nbsp; "Cute, buff, toned" - which boyfirend was that ;) I still keep in shape, sports at school mainly and walking and carrying a six year old.&nbsp; I won't emabarrass myself about telling you about wii dance we do (damn did I write that!).&nbsp; All in all fairly in shape still, though probably lost a bit of an edge.<br><br>I've told a few close friends and colleagues, but most of them are say be cautious as we've both grown older, they don't know you as I do but I think that part of my concern.&nbsp; DC is pretty happy about it all which goes a long way to mitigate any critiscism of rekindling a historic romance.&nbsp; The difference is that its not as if we split up, circumstances forced us apart, we were young and couldn't really change things that easily at the time.<br><br>Signing off, I need to get some lessons prepped for tomorrow, so will reply tomorrow morning.<br><br>Love Ben x<br><br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 29, 2011, 08:08:31 pm</strong>
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				Sunday 21:05<br><br>Ben <br><br>I am glad to hear you say that you could never hate me..that is (I know in a weird way) very nice to hear! Honestly I did only buy her two presents. It is not that I'm trying to buy her because I'm not it is just that I love love love shopping. You know that about me already though! True that excessive baggage fee but if it comes down to that I'll pay for that entire bill. She was only 4 then so I think she has probably gotten a little bit better but I understand what you mean..by the way I still love empty boxes. I'm a dork. <br><br>You really are still such a gentleman but I really wish that you would let me pay for at least two of your meals. I really can afford it. I promise. Wow you really did go out for me..You really did not have to do that though. I would have been happy sitting at a pizza pub eating pizza and fries with you. I'm really not that picky. Are you sure that is not too long? I don't want take away from your father-daughter time with DC.<br><br>Um the hotel has an indoor wave pool, huge slide, a kids area equipped with fountains and slides and what not, like 6 pools, and a huge lazy river. She'll love it! You were so cute, buff, and toned duh. Geez you really are silly :) Aww you wii dance? How cute is that..i mean so cute. You get more and more attractive to me each and every time I hear from you. I bet your still super sexy :) <br><br>Things will work out in the end for us because I truly believe that you are my other half..I miss you and can't wait to see you soon<br><br>Tell DC I said Hello<br><br>Love<br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>March 30, 2011, 07:19:33 am</strong>
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				onday 27th June 06.40<br><br>Kat<br><br>Got up early as I was dreaming about you overnight.<br><br>As before it always upsets me when you insult yourself, calling yourself a dork.&nbsp; I decided to actually look it up and a lees relevant word you will be hard to find, I've cut and paste the definition and origin below.&nbsp; As you are, and I think of you in the most feminine, beautiful and sexy from a male point of view term possible I think you'll understand why I found it so funny.<br><br>dork :<br><br>"stupid person," 1967, originally U.S. student slang, probably from earlier meaning "penis" (1964), itself probably an alteration of dick. Related: Dorky . <br><br>Better to say that you are still intouch with your inner child :), which is far better and rare in many people.&nbsp; I'm sure that when we are over there we'll sort out who pays for what, how and where and I doubt we need to go over it again and again now, anyway if you are still as ticklish as you were I know who will win any argument. (grin)<br><br>The pool sounds great, water slides are brilliant fun and I've never been to a wave pool, that will be quite an experience.<br><br>Going back to the university when do you have to choose it?&nbsp; When is freshers day? Have you chosen already and have you got a room in the hall of residence guaranteed?<br><br>Off to work now,&nbsp; I'll be late back this evening as we have staff meetings on Monday sometimes, and tonight is one of those evening.&nbsp; DC will be looked after by one of the teachers Jill for me at her house with her daughter Megan who is one of DC's friends.&nbsp; They have a pool table at their house and I'll probably have a game and a quick drink with Mike, her husband before coming home.&nbsp; The girls will sleep over there but she'll stay up until I get there.<br><br>look forward to your reoply as always<br><br>love <br>Ben x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>March 30, 2011, 06:13:15 pm</strong>
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				Monday 28th June 10.40<br><br>Ben<br><br>Awww...how sweet are you seriously! Guess what I slept in but only because I was having the most wonderful dream about this really cute man. Man he was really really cute :) <br><br>You always gotta do that dictionary thing don't ya? Guess that hasn't changed but well I guess it is still kind of cute. I am still very much a young kid at heart. I guess I'm in the right field then. <br><br>Sometimes you are so incredibly difficult sir but still I love you just the same. I was NEVER ticklish sir and you have never won any argument. That is for sure. You'll have a great time at the pool I'm sure. I can't wait. I just bought my new bathing suit!! <br><br>Um well our officially first day of classes and what not is September 6 but I have my freshmen orientation on August 31. Yep I'm all booked up with my room and all of that good stuff. I was lucky enough to be able to pay to have my own room. I can't believe in a few months I will be living much closer to you! <br><br>Time for work..talk to you soon :)<br><br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>April 01, 2011, 02:08:22 am</strong>
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				Kat <br><br>Monday 28th June 23.00 (BST)<br><br>I kind of got up the the "bought a new bathing suit", and started to day dream again, I bet you look really hot in it and probably got just to tease me. The great thing is I was always so proud to have you on my arm, always the most beautiful girl in the room or pool.<br><br>Need to get to bed though as I'm tired, hopefully you will pick this up, sorry its so short.&nbsp; Tell me about your day?<br><br>I'll have more time in the morning as I won't have DC to get ready, and I'll let you know about my glorious defeats.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben x<br><br>OOC Will start an OOC thread soon and put the link here.
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>April 01, 2011, 03:18:49 pm</strong>
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				Tuesday 29 June 8.00<br><br>Ben<br><br>Well actually no I didn't get the whole bathing suit for you. I mister actually needed a bathing suit and haven't been swimming in years so&nbsp; I thought I could buy a new one. Not always about you ya know. But I bet you look super hot in your swimming trunks/speedo :) Well I was always so happy to be on your arm. I always bragged about you..well okay okay I still admit I do. <br><br>My day was pretty good. I actually had off of work today..well I called off. I didn't feel like going in today so I called off. I hadn't done that ever so it felt good. I cleaned up my place a little bit and continued to pack up some stuff..I figure I should start now since I have to move out like really soon. Had some lunch and watched a couple of different movies. I tried watching some chick flicks and scary movies but the scary movies weren't the same without this cute boy by my side. He always made me feel so happy. I woke to bed at like 7 and got 12 hours of sleep. Headed off to work soon though.<br><br>Can't wait to hear about DC and the day<br><br>Love<br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past (AAA111, Drax)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>April 04, 2011, 01:02:48 pm</strong>
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				Tuesday 18.00<br>Kat<br>Just got home, last night was a bit of a rush, got home slightly worse for wear after an epic pool match.&nbsp; We normally play best of seven but the winner needs to win by two,&nbsp; I eventually lost 9 – 7 so got back around midnight, not sensible on a school night so I was slightly hung over this morning.&nbsp; Luckily managed to brazen it out this morning without too many loud noises in the classroom!<br>I played like a demon, but alas he is just the better player and I get slightly impatient with some of the tactics he’s learnt from playing snooker.&nbsp; So of my shots were amazing even by my own standards, especially during the middle frames,&nbsp; enough beer to loosen up, not enough to let go completely.&nbsp; <br>DC enjoyed her sleepover and I picked her up this afternoon,, luckily pretty much recovered (thanks to a lot of strong coffee) and she is now quietly watching a film before bed,&nbsp; she’s watching Mask…again!&nbsp; She loves the bit with the dog getting the mask as he bites the man’s bottom, though she can’t always bring herself to say such a “rude” word before collapsing in laughter!<br>I couldn’t really tell you what happened in class today but I know I have some essays to mark by Thursday,&nbsp; I’ll do a few tonight and reread the bad ones tomorrow that need more effort to mark.&nbsp; How was your day,&nbsp; did the kids miss you?<br><br>Funnily enough I only really like watching scary movies with you,&nbsp; it made me feel protective and wanted,&nbsp; I can be brave when looking after you and imagine myself a hero in the storyline, on my own, I just don’t quite get the same feeling of belonging when you used to snuggle up to me, that was nice.&nbsp; Though I do remember you scaring me a couple of times when you jumped.<br><br>Whats the first film we should watch together (not scary) that we havn’t seen together that’s come out whilst we’ve been apart?<br>Love<br>Ben x<br><br><br>OOC Thread started at:<br><br>http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=102784.0 (http://elliquiy.com/forums/index.php?topic=102784.0)
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>April 04, 2011, 06:16:01 pm</strong>
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				Tuesday 18.45<br><br>Ben <br><br>Wow sounds like you had a really fun night..I'm sure something that you definitely deserve. I remember when we used to play pool together way back when. I was always soooo horrible at it and you (as always) were helping me out and trying to make me a better pool player. But truth be told I really am just horrible at it. You drinking beer on a school night...hmm your a bad bad boy but you know exactly what you are doing so it really is not that bad. Well I'm glad that DC had a good time with her friends because i'm sure she deserves to have that down time just like everyone else does. I love the Mask..it is such a good movie. Gosh she sounds so freaking cute! <br><br>Why can't you tell me what happened in class today? Something I shouldn't know? I'm confused. Kids kind of missed me ya but I missed them too so it equals out. <br><br>I to this day won't watch a scary movie. You have to be there to protect me in order for me to watch a movie. You are after all my knight and shining armor. <br><br>Hmmm...I don't really know. What do you think? Toy Story 3? haha <br><br>Love <br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>April 07, 2011, 11:45:28 am</strong>
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				Wednesday 07.05 30th June<br><br>Kat <br>LOL, I couldn’t tell you what happened in class yesterday because most of the lesson was a blur, its called a hangover.&nbsp; I lectured about&nbsp; the Tudors and Romans (to different classes I hope) and gave out assignments, it does help to be prepared and I don’t think they noticed too much, just having a quiet day.&nbsp; Though one of the nicer kids asked if I felt ok!&nbsp; Anyway, brighter and breezier today, luckily as its sports in the afternoon and I help out with the soccer, or football as I prefer to call it.<br>Amazed that you haven’t watched any scary films since,&nbsp; Toy Story 3, hmm seen the first two but not the third yet.&nbsp; Have you seen the King’s Speech yet?&nbsp; What did you think?&nbsp; I don’t get out to watch many films now, not having anyone to go with, although DC is starting to get to the age where she appreciates them more and more.&nbsp; I can only take so many Barbie films though!&nbsp; Luckily most of the time she goes with her friend and their mothers who seem to enjoy them more than I.&nbsp; The compromise is that I tend to be the chauffeur, which they quite enjoy I think.<br><br>Anyway have you got everything sorted for coming over here, is there anything I can help with, I know that when I was over in the US there were lots of things to do but luckily dad sorted most of it!<br>Should be home on time tonight so if you get online this morning I’ll reply then.<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>April 08, 2011, 07:45:42 pm</strong>
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				Wednesday 19.05 30th June <br><br>Ben<br><br>You actually had a hangover? Wow that is kind of funny. When we were younger you never ever drank so to hear that is a little funny to me but you deserve it I'm sure. Well that sounds like fun. One of the nicer kids..I be that they are far and between but I'm sure you are a very popular and really cool teacher. <br><br>Nah I haven't seen the King's Speech yet but I heard it is supposed to be really good. I sitll love the cheesy romantic films probably because I see all the love and happy ever after and I want that. To be honest with you I am really really scared about this move. I don't know what to think about going to school over there and about you. I'm scared that we won't work out and I'm scared that once I'm over there I won't know what to do. I've never had to pay my own way so I'm not sure what to do. I'm just scared I will screw everything up. I don't know anything about the payments and university. I'm just scared.<br><br>Love<br>Kat 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>April 11, 2011, 02:15:43 pm</strong>
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				Thursday 06.00 1st July<br>Kat<br><br>Reference the alcohol, its not something I regularly do and hence the alcohol, with the legal limit in the US being so high compared to over here, drinking is a right as university as the legal age is eighteen and for many kids it’s the first time they have been away from parental control with the option of cheap alcohol available.&nbsp; Generally don’t drink anything on my own, except possibly in summer when I might have a cold beer in the garden, tend to drink wine when going out for meals now, something of an acquired taste and probably a reflection on the restaurants I tend to frequent rather than the pubs/bars when I was younger.&nbsp; Though in England most traditional pubs have gone and have been replaced or renovated to be pub/restaurants now.<br>In terms of your move, in some ways I’m glad you are scared, because its something so major and I wonder if your mum is saying that she would move over here just to support you.&nbsp; I can understand that but I really don’t think she would enjoy living in London to be honest, away from everything she knows.&nbsp; Even if things don’t work (and I’m still sure they will) then I will be there for you so you have someone to stay with or to fall back on if things don’t work or you have problems.&nbsp; <br>In terms of the challenges ahead, they are exciting but you know I like to be prepared for every eventuality ( though I normally fail, especially with you which is why I love you so much still, plans get thrown out the window because you used to make so many decisions on a whim). It was good for me and made me realise that there was more to living with a plan, and one could be spontaneous and enjoy the moment.<br>I assume that you have the tuition fees set aside or have a scholarship from the university as otherwise you wouldn’t have got in.&nbsp; In terms of accommodation if you are on campus for the first year these are normally included within your first year fees.&nbsp; After that it becomes trickier but that is your second year.&nbsp; Living costs however will be harder to find unless you have savings, and the best option is to get a job.&nbsp; You need to apply for a visa, you can do this through the british consulate and it should be fairly easy as you already have a student place, getting a student visa which enables you to also do part time work (You will need to specify this)&nbsp; should enable you to get a part time job.<br>Unless the University has some jobs you will need to apply once you are here, perhaps we can drive up to Oxford while you are with me and we can search out some jobs and interviews for you.<br>Do you want me to find out more about the system at Oxford for you, which college are you going to and what are the details you have to date?<br>Your humble and devoted Englishman<br>Love Ben&nbsp; x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>April 11, 2011, 08:22:27 pm</strong>
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				Friday 12:02 2nd July<br><br>Ben <br><br>True true. See I told you that I am really dumb with a lot of things. I mean I know absolutely nothing about England and here I am coming over to live there and go to school. Even I should know a little bit of something about the drinking and all that but go freaking figure I know absolutely nothing. I do have to admit that I do love a nice glass of wine with my dinner. Nothing too strong just a little bit will hold me over and make me feel really good. I'm tiny too so I definitely do not want to overdo it. <br>It is really major and let me tell you I am really really scared. She is doing that because she knows it will make me feel more comfortable and she knows how scared I really am. I'm just scared that I will crumble and falter under pressure. I hate letting anyone down and I really really don't want to do that. I feel like I already let you down by not pushing hard enough for us 10 years ago. <br>That is true I used to be so like "whatever" when it came to make any decision but now I have taken a complete 160 turn on that. I have to have plans about what I want to do now and I have to plan it all out. Which is what makes this so hard because honestly babe I have absolutely no idea what will happen over there and that scares me to no end. <br>Well I have a scholarship of like $10,000 plus a whole checking account dedicated to the tuition. My only problem is I have no idea how much I will need and I just pray that I have enough money to live over there and support myself. I am set in a dorm room for the first year already so at least that is one thing I will not have to worry about. SO that's a least a positive in all of this. VISA? Consulate? Student visa? What? I'm so confused I have no idea what any of this is. <br>I was planning on get a job so at least I am partially on the right track there. I haven't looked yet and yeah I would really like that if you have the time :) Yes please if you could that would be great. I think the college is called the College Of Education and Human Services..All I know is my orientation is August 25, move-in day is August 26, and classes start September 3. Other than that ntohing really :-( <br>I'm so lucky to have such a sweet, devoted, cute Englishman in my life<br><br>Your crazy, dumb, American girl<br>Love Kat &lt;3 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>April 15, 2011, 01:34:01 am</strong>
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				Friday 19.00 2nd July<br>Kat<br>It’s sweet that you don’t drink much, but in the UK especially and Europe alcohol is probably more widely accepted in terms of a general beverage.&nbsp; There are of course a number, an unfortunately large number of people who drink to excess but I assure you that I’m not one of them.&nbsp; &nbsp; Wine with the meal is good, certainly our meal on the last night will have wine to accompany it.&nbsp; Perhaps if you aren’t used to it we can cut down on what I thought we would do.<br>In terms of your.Mum I think you should persuade her to hold off any decision to come over.&nbsp; You would be as worried about your mum and your move and she now knows that I will be there to help you.&nbsp; I would possibly suggest that she comes over and visits around Christmas, ( perhaps you can travel with her if you are able to get away for thanksgiving.&nbsp; She’ll feel involved but I think you should tell her how you feel about her move and that it would worry you too much.&nbsp; After all if you don’t like England you might want to move back quickly, and you will need her at home.&nbsp; <br><br>Costs will vary but you can survive on quite a low income as a student, but you should have enough at least to survive.&nbsp; You should have had a student visa application at least with the, in fact the university might actually supply it, I don’t know without seeing the paperwork.&nbsp; I know mine was sorted by the school when I was in the US.&nbsp; This won’t allow you to work (except for cash in hand jobs), I think you would need to apply for a work visa through the British embassy, certainly I’ld apply via the US embassy if I wanted to come back to the US. Give them a ring and see what they say, you might be able to do part time work as part of your student visa, but I don’t know without seeing it.<br>Another thing my crazy, dumb, beautiful girl is that I’ll be surprised if your classes start on the 3rd September as that’s a Saturday, suspect either it’s a typo or you misread as they probably start on the Monday, the 5th September.&nbsp; School starts the same day for me so we can be with you until Sunday afternoon then we’ll need to get home and prep for the first day back.&nbsp; It’s an inset day so DC is at a friend’s house while we have meetings all day. <br>We’ll go out over that weekend and before to explore the area, Oxford is a great city to live in but there are areas where its not good to go at night.&nbsp; I’ll ask some colleagues at work who went there for any tips .<br>How did your day go, these weeks are going fast at the moment, what are your plans for the weekend?<br><br>Love<br><br>Ben x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>May 12, 2011, 06:37:03 am</strong>
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				Saturday 12.00 3rd July<br><br>Ben<br>Yeah I could understand the facts about alcohol and I am definitely going to have a little bit of it but I just wanted to make sure that you knew that I was not going to get drunk and all that. You obviously know that because you know me and I really haven't changed in the area of alcohol. Wine with a good meal and good company sounds like a wonderful plan to me. I am sure that I will be fine and I thank you for being so sweet and caring. You always were though. <br><br>Yeah I've definitely been trying to talk mother out of coming over here for a few weeks now. So far I am not having any luck with that. I told her that I will be fine and that Ben will be around to help me out in any way that I need help. That gives her a piece of mind but she is still worried about me. Maybe I can invite her down for a visit during Thanksgiving and all that and I can give her a tour. Just a little vacation something that mother can always take. <br><br>I kind of did the visa stuff with the school so I think that I will be good on that end. Just have to find a job that works with school and with you. I know I know you'll say don't worry about me but I want to worry about you. I want to see you on the weekends for at least a little bit. Everything is going to work out at least I keep telling myself that. <br><br>Ooops I mistyped that. I'm so silly. Yeah classes start on September 5th. So we can hang out and catch out that entire weekend then head home to get ready for our first day of classes...Yay and thanks again for being so understanding about everything. It really means the world to me. You are the best.<br><br>I plan on just hanging out and getting ready to see you. I requested this weekend off so that I can just relax so I am really really looking forward to doing that. Do you and DC have any special plans for the weekend?<br><br>Talk to you soon<br>Kat <br><br>(sorry for the delay..been super busy but no worries back :) ) 
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>Drax</strong> on <strong>May 17, 2011, 07:31:49 am</strong>
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				Saturday 3rd July 18.00<br>Kat<br>Hmm Alcohol and university life often go hand in hand I’m afraid, its not something that I will lead you into but more of a norm often amongst students in the UK.&nbsp; On the bright side you will have increased tolerance, on the down side the more tolerance the most expensive it gets!<br>I think getting your mum over for thanksgiving is a brilliant idea, she will then view it as a holiday and she might be less keen to live in London once we’ve taken her up to the metropolis.&nbsp; I suspect its far more like New york than Miami or anywhere in Florida she is used to. It will be great seeing her over here and e can take her up to London to see a show one weekend, though we’ll need to book the tickets as some shows are booked months in advance.&nbsp; Is there anything you think she would live to see? Is there any show you would like to see?<br>I think we should be able to get together most weekends and certainly during the breaks we can try and find some work local to us, even if it’s in the supermarket so that we can spend more time together.&nbsp; During the term time I suspect we’ll be able to come up to you sometimes or I can drive up and bring you back, DC can stay at friends while I pick you up, though she may want to come in the car, though she would probably sleep more of the way.<br><br>In terms of the job, we’ll just have to work round that somehow, though if you got a job locally to us at the weekends it would be easier for arrangements which might mean you would need to come down here every weekend, that would work I think, just means you would be working in the daytime so we would only get the evenings, but it might help pay your way. Alternatively you get an evening shift in Oxford four days a week, I suspect it depends upon what’s available though!<br>The weekend is half over I’m afraid, but we spent some time shopping today for holiday clothes. DC grows so fast that summer stuff has to be bought every year.&nbsp; Kids are expensive! Though always worth it of course, especially my little girl. <br><br>Tomorrow I think we’ll be in the garden, DC can work on her patch, weeding and I’ll do some of the heavier work – sometimes I wonder why we don’t put astroturf down in our gardens, it would save a lot of work! What did you get up to today?&nbsp; Anything planned for tomorrow.&nbsp; Can’t wait to see you as time seems to be getting less and less to when we will meet again.<br><br>Love<br>Ben x<br>
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				Title: <strong>Re: Bringing up the painful(?) past</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>AAA111</strong> on <strong>May 24, 2011, 11:03:16 pm</strong>
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				Sunday 4th July 10.00<br><br>Ben<br>You know after communicating back and forth between e-mails for the past few months you know the hugest and most important thing that I have realized? That I am extremely luck to have such a great guy like you to help me out when I get over there. You know how nervous I am getting but you always seem to very easily be able to calm my nerves. That is hard to do so job well done! I am thinking (and hoping) that I will be able to get into the alcohol scene but not too much into it that I can remember things. We don't want to drink that much but definitely getting a glass of wine here and there and maybe even more. Who knows. It is all a huge learning experience.<br><br>Yeah I am definitely keeping that up in the plans for Mom. I tried to tell her that London may be a little bit more like New York then Miami but she refuses to believe me. I can tell you for a fact that once you tell her that she will be so content and be like oh I don't wanna go there. She always did take your word over mine. But it was important to me that at least you too got along. She still talks about us and you a lot. It is kind of cute :) Um there aren't any really specific shows that we want to see. We are both extremely easy going so anything is good for us. <br><br>Yeah I definitely think that the whole locally to you thing would work for me. Weekend nights would be spent with you and DC. I definitely can't complain about the company there. Do you think I could find a job at a like a little restaraunt or at the local supermarket? IS that something that sounds okay or am I completely out in left field on this one..haha. <br><br>Well yeah today we are having a little barbeque and a frw friends over for a 4th of July celebration. Lucky our work is closed tomorrow so I won't have to go back to work until Tuesday so that is definitely a good thing. I can't wait to see you again and miss your lovely little girl that I hear so much about.<br><br>Love<br>Kat xx<br><br>
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