private (between despickable and silverroses2009)
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		<h1 id="title">Elliquiy Role Playing Forums</h1>
		<h2 id="linktree">Non-Adult Sandbox =&gt; Non-Adult Roleplays =&gt; Topic started by: darkvamplips on June 09, 2009, 07:42:03 am</h2>
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				Title: <strong>private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>darkvamplips</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 07:42:03 am</strong>
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				There had been a lot of pain and tears since their sister died and she was wondering if he will ever get out of this depression. Right now she was sitting on his bed with a hand on his arm trying to just be there for him. It was hard to be there for him when they were not even talking and he was not responding to much to what she was doing. Sighing she gave his arm a squeeze and looked at him. 
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>despickable</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 07:51:37 am</strong>
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				I hear music. I guess they play it to get me to react or something.<br>I feel sis squeeze my arm. I wont react. I want to act dead. Pretend I'm dead. It is the only way to shut out everything. Why is she here It makes no sense, there is no life to live no reason to be. Why can't I shut out the sound of that music. The ABC song. I stare at the wall. I have counted 75 cracks so far. I will stare at it focus on it. I want to shut down switch off. Why is sister here. Hasn't she felt like closing off. I thought twins could read each others thoughts. Maybe I am getting close to shut down because I no longer read her. Now if I could shut out that music...................................76 cracks 
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>darkvamplips</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 07:54:06 am</strong>
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				Sighing she knew he had to eat but would he eat? It was a few days ago that their sister died and he had not eaten since. "You need to eat." She whispered knowing he was still there but ignoring her. A tear falls from her cheeks as she looks at her brother on the bed. She hated seeing him like this.
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>despickable</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 08:05:08 am</strong>
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				The food smelt nice. I reach my hand out to touch it. I might not talk but I can eat. Yet If you don't eat you die. It smelt nice but...I pull my hand away from it. I see a black stain on the ceiling. It was like the loss I feel for the sister lost. I grabb at the food and shoved in my mouth. Tasted like ashes. Spat it out. Blackness I craved. Just like the black stain on the ceiling........That music is fading
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>darkvamplips</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 08:06:28 am</strong>
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				(I need to go I'll be back later) "You need to eat it not spit it back out." She held the plate out in front of her wanting him to at least eat something even a few mouthfulls. Tears fall from her cheeks as she watches.
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>despickable</strong> on <strong>June 09, 2009, 08:13:24 am</strong>
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				Sister seems so eager to feed me. I take another bite or two but only a few bites.<br>I know she cares for me, we are twins after all. It doesn't taste so bad. The food makes me feel warm inside. I turn my head away trying not to look at my sister.<br>I stare back at the black stain...
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				Title: <strong>Re: private (between despickable and silverroses2009)</strong><br>
				Post by: <strong>darkvamplips</strong> on <strong>June 30, 2009, 06:53:26 am</strong>
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				(Sorry for the long wait in reply) "Is that all your going to eat?" She wished he would respond to her or tell her what was wrong but he would not do so. Something told her it was because of their sister that died but it hurt her to see him like this.
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