Sashi sighed as felt the cold air against her face. It was refreshing. She leaned against the wall of tavern and exhaled a small puff of frosted air. "First I take on this mission, and now their is this side quest to take to save some paladin" she mused to herself slightly. "I am not a hero....this isn't my responsibility...this isn't my goal..for a better Orev Valley" she said this last part only in her own head.<br/><br/>"Am I really prepared to die for this world of strangers" she thought. "..Where does it end....Am I suppose to make myself some sort of.....soldier...for this greater good" she thought bitterly. "I should live and let live....they can deal with their own problems....its not like im causing them... I shouldn't feel bad...they arent helping me..with my problems" she concluded in her mind. "...its hopeless charity....If I die for them.. I'll never kill her" she said focusing on her original intent. "...its been distracting me from my goals" she thought. ".what have they done for me"<br/><br/>At that point a chain of memories of her adventures with this party came back to her.<br/>The warm and healing touches.<br/>The aiding blows<br/>The confidence<br/>The wisdom<br/>The companionship<br/><br/>All these things caused Sashi to feel a combination of pride in shame. This group that she was fighting with had invested in her....as much as she and they had invested in eachother.  She made up her mind now. What "they" had done for her has been a revitalization of of purpose.