I shake my head lowering my rifle but not my shock rod, "you lost when you saw me as a mentally handicapped and not a soldier like I was trained and conditioned from birth. Though I admit I used my earlier bout of insanity but like I said the soldier in me wont let me go down without a fight." Approaching slowly i kneel down. "Let me see your ear I didn't whack it to hard did I?" There was a tone of genuine concern in my voice.