"Jessica was one of the scientists from the lab that treated me like I was more than just an experiment!"  Kitara yelled back, feeling a little ill as tears flooded her violet eyes and ran down her scales that were pitch  black from the shadow of Xylath's tentacles.  "You want to know one of the things she was working on...me!"  Kitara cried out in anger and tears.  "Only her and a few others treated me like a human...the rest of them just injected me with any imaginable ailment to see if I could create antitoxins for widespread distribution.  You think you're the only one who got upset at her death...she sacrificed herself to save me, how do you think I feel?"  Kitara wailed in anguish.  "Now all I have left are my life that she spared and Xylath, the only person I know in this outside world that understands what it's like to be classified as an experiment."  Her head was all a swirl of emotions...there was a whole life outside the lab that Jessica had never told Kitara about.  She didn't know how to react to this news and how she should be talking to Wolfy, her emotions a swirl of anger, guilt, betrayal, sorrow and jealousy as she tried to get her head around the times that she spent with Jessica...it sounded like she hadn't spoken of Kitara to Matthias, was she ashamed to even mention her?  Or was the way she acted merely a lie to control her...no, she wouldn't have sacrificed herself for someone she didn't care for.  Kitara thought about everything, clutching her head and screaming out as she felt herself becoming stressed with just trying to figure things out.