Criss almost yelled as he set upped "Don't go near it!!" in an almost panic tone, removeing the sheets from his face, "unless you want to loose the one closes to you" Criss added getting very quiet at the end of his words, he then got a motionless look on his face and he laid back down as a tears came from his eyes, slowly trailing down his face before being soaked up by the beds sheets. "I hate it . . .  I wish it was destroyed" Criss said before closeing his eyes tight, " I wish . . ." Criss added with a sadden tone, not finishing the sentence.