Kitara was frightened and greatly upset as she felt the gun dig into the back of her neck and begun to cry...the poor girl's tears trailing down the sides of her scaly face as her body tensed up and she started sobbing.<br/>"I'm sorry Xy...I'm so useless, this world, it's too painful...everyone wants to hurt each other."  She whimpered lightly.  "For a while, I thought I could be happy...I thought just being around someone who understands me would stop me from feeling sad and lonely."  Kitara begun to cough, her tears dripping onto the hard shell of the only person that really cared about her.  "Maybe I wasn't meant to be happy...I am just an experiment after all."  She spoke...half laughing as the tears continued to roll down her slivery cheeks.  "I've been injected with so many toxins."  She continued with a sad voice.  "So many different viral strains and diseases...how can you be sure that some of them aren't still partially in my bloodstream?  I know little about the world outside, but if you shoot me now, then there's a chance both of you will fall critically ill or die too.  I can't let you get ill or die, my dearest and only friend, Xy...forgive me for being such a burden."  Kitara wept, all the time she was talking her tail had positioned itself behind Matthias's legs.  She took in a breath and a small unhappy smile trembled upon her face as she pushed her feet back and pulled her tail forwards, knocking both herself and Matthias off the shell and sent them both hurtling towards the ground.  A fall from that height would surely kill anyone and as they fell Kitara struggled to break free.  Maybe she would die, but if she could just free her wings enough to fly...then there was a chance she would live.  There was one thing she was sure of...at least this time she wasn't going to sit by and do nothing.