"......a friend........and a sibling........its my younger sister......she disappeared 5 years ago....i know shes still alive because her and i have a connection of sorts........we sort of feel the others pain....and we know when the other is in trouble.......i have been searching for 4 years now........and every town i go to every time i find a clue or evidence or something i feel one step closer to finding her.........about two years ago i was with my boyfriend at the time.....we had been friends since birth.....he came with me....he was shot to death in an alley by someone wearing all black............for three weeks i cried over his death........i kept telling myself i shouldnt have brought him........i dont know if my heart could bear it if you died while helping me" inuneesan says as tears began to fall from her eyes