"You think that I don't care about anyone but myself? That I never had family, friends or loved ones? That I never had to go through the pain of watching them all mercilessly and horribly slaughtered? That I don't care at all for the lives that I end every day just because I want to keep living?<span style="font-style: italic">That I don't cry myself to sleep every night wondering why it had to be me?</span>" she screams back, tears of sadness beginning to roll down her face.