Getting tired of looking Criss stood there just thinking to himself, 'When.... When will I find what this book really means to me, Why is it the only thing I have to remember my family by... I don't even really know if my family really owned this book!', he thought as he held the book in his right hand. Then as if something in him didn't like how he was thinking a sharp pain when't thru is whole body.<br/><br/>"Aww.. Ouch.. Ahae... Sheesh what was that!!" Criss said feeling the pain go thru his body. Criss just shook it off and started to walk forwards twards the exit of the room. Walking past several tables and chairs as well as stacks of books, he left the room walking down the schools hallways, still holding the book he holds so close to him. Criss got lost in his thoughts cloesing his eyes as he walked he thought,<span style="font-style: italic">'When will I find the answers I seek'</span>, Crisses mind when't blank for a moment drifting into a dark never ending ocean of mindless-ness, untell he could not help but think some how somone out there was staining thoughts about men, ruining if for other men at the chance of something more then friendship, after drifting off to the ocean of mindless-ness again the thougts of lonelyness came into thought<span style="font-style: italic">'Will I leave this world of life alone'</span>. he walked not knowing that he was walking twards the female's dorms.<br/><br/>Criss got so lost in his thoughts he could have walked into fire and died without ever wakeing up from his thoughts. His grip on his book squickly became soft as the book slipped out of his hand, not noticeing Criss continued to walk forwards getting ever so close to the female dorms. Then as Criss walked away the blue flame on the front of the book began to glow brightly as it lifted of the ground, hovering for a bit the book took off hovering just a few inchs off the ground it hovered twards Crisses room going thru several hallways as it headed to Crisses room.