Jack looked Jeice in the eyes, his eyes watering as though he appeared as he were about to cry. "Jeice, I'm sorry. No games, I am truly sorry. I fired that shot that caused all of this, then I fired again when I knew I didn't have clear sights on the target. I fired because all my life I've been told how worthless I am, I've been told how powerless I am. I heard the laughing from the creatures and it just sounded to me like the laughter of everyone who's ever told me I wasn't good enough. Jeice, I'm not a person fit for this world. I've seen way too much, done way too much to ever be able to fit in properly with everyone. I've done some bad things, Ulrich, some really bad things. I'm going to pay for them, just as I'll pay for the shots I fired, but don't make yourself out to be the right hand of God. If you try and kill me then you'll have to pay for my crimes as well, I can't handle that happening to you."<br/><br/>Jack let go of Jeice, turned around and took a few steps forward. He looked down at the ground, his hands clenched into fists. "I wish it was that easy Jeice, that you could just shoot me and I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore, but that would be robbing everybody I wronged of justice. Justice is the same thing I did to them happening to me, and that is being deserted, being left alone, and dying that way, as well as frightened. I'm sorry this happened Jeice, this is my fault, this is completely my fault. I didn't meet my responsibilities as your commanding officer. I failed to bring them home, I did."<br/><br/>jack turned around to look at Jeice, he wiped his eyes and said clearly, "This is how it is. We're gonna meet up with our contact. You are going to escort him and any survivors to the nearest F.O.B.(Forward Operating Base, for those who don't know), and you're going without me. I am going into the building to try and find a way to stop this. If I do not find it or if I die, then you are to send nobody after me. You are to tell them Corporal Jackson Hawthorne is dead. He is K.I.A. with the rest of his men. You are the only survivor. If I don't find a way to stop this, but I survive, I'll try and round up survivors and direct them to the F.O.B., these are the final orders I'm giving you, I ask that you carry them out to the letter."