My sister talking about being tortured and raped for eternity in spirit = traumatized Cinquint in fetal position, overflowing with unrivaled rage and horror. e.e...<br/><br/>And yet she knows how to mend my shattered heart time and again, though I and all others before me are unable to break the vicious cycle put in motion by the dark ones x~x...<br/><br/>...perhaps.<br/><br/>...But that doesn't mean I won't try. I don't exactly have anything else to live for besides this spiritual endeavor I subscribe myself to. I will succeed or be utterly destroyed trying.