Fexiryn's fur started to glow a bright silver radiance as Cal's grip tightened around hir throat and hir eyes changed from their usual calm blue colour to a fierce piercing golden hue.<br/>"Stop it!"  Yelled Moonshadow.  "If you continue, it won't be just you that dies Cal, but everyone within this school might die too."  Moonshadow growled at Cal.  The immortal kitsune was strongly present within Fexiryn, and hir fur hardened around hir body.  Fexiryn looked calm, but the energy shi was emitting was intense enough to startle Valarinth from her bed as she cast a spell to teleport herself directly behind Fexiryn.<br/>"Fexiryn!"  She called out walking slowly towards the anthromorphic fox ignoring Cal for now, her eyes focussed directly on the glowing kitsune as she ran a finger alongside the hermaphrodite's snout.  "Come back to me, don't lose yourself again."  Valarinth spoke.  Fexiryn seemed to be struggling a little, hir breathing rapidly increasing as hir eyes flickered between colours of gold and blue.<br/>"I'm okay..."  Fexiryn managed to speak and looked along Cal's arm towards his face.  "Do you really think it would have been better if you died from blood loss and hunger back then?  Don't you think it would've hurt her more if she was the one to lose you?"  Shi asked, shifting hir body into a transparent form as shi dropped to the floor and resumed her physical form once more.<br/>"Please don't try to kill me again."  Shi added, lowering hir head a little.  "I might not regain my senses next time."  Shi then looked towards Val and knelt by her side, looking up at her.  "You shouldn't punish him for this instance, he's been through too much already and it was my fault he was put through those memories again."<br/>"Why are you blocking my power Fexiryn?"  Val asked.<br/>"You shouldn't pry into those memories."  Fexiryn said, gently shaking hir head.  "He wants to keep them secret for a good reason."<br/>"Alright, but it's eleven now, so the three of you should be in bed now.  I'm tired though, so goodnight!"  Valarinth spoke as she turned and left the library heading back through the school towards the dorms.<br/>"If you think that death is a release from the pain of life Cal, then why do you hide from the sun?"  Fexiryn asked.  "I'll tell you why, because you don't believe that life is all painful, you want to find something more."  Shi then sighed a bit and stood up.  "If you still need to talk, just come and see me.  I understand more about what you've been through than you'd care to realise."  Throughout this entire situation, Fexiryn had been deadly serious, which was so different from hir usual carefree attitude.  Moonshadow left the room to sleep up on a bookshelf.  Fexiryn just stood there for a while longer, watching Cal and waiting for his response.