Benedictus grew angrier again, "Look, if I hadn't have done what I did, I would have died of starvation! I needed to do that to get by. I only stole what I had to, I never got greedy. I was living below the breadline and this was how I survived. I'm sorry for what happen to you, but don't make that my fucking problem, it isn't I'm not involved with that, so leave it alone, all right. Shit happens to everyone, like it or not. We just got the shit end of the stick." He sighed and controlled himself, stopping himself from punching the stomach lining, "You don't have to hold this constant grudge, you're better than the people who made you like this. You're choosing to take that out on people who don't deserve it. What would you have done in my place, if you couldn't get a job, if you couldn't get any money to buy food...how would you have survived?"<br/><br/>Susan smiled and cuddled him closer, licking him gently.