She waits with a long sigh after he finishes talking. When it seemed she had thought everything through for a while, she nodded. "Okay... I guess your right, You've been right. I am afraid... I have every reason to want to protect my only reason for living, you and my children." She states, pausing looking for words to explain everything. "Bahir. They outnumber us... There is no strategy to this, if we hide we will be trapped. At least, I can help them escape alive if we need to... I'm willing to spill every ounce of blood for them." She stated, shaking her head with a sad look on her face, tears dripping from her eyes. "I have to be in control... I can't tell who is with or against me, and I can't afford to take chances like that with my sweet children." It started to become very hard to hear over the held back crying. "Trust me Bahir! If not... Hmph..." She looked away from him when she attempted to stand, it was obvious of what she was going to do... She was clear set on it. Staggering, she pushed her boundaries and wondered if he might let her by with zero resistance.