(( Yeah I thought portraying my art would be cutting it close, but I did it anyway. After reading that PM you sent Enkai I didn't have the heart to tell you sooner. I mean you were crying when you wrote that and the whole PM was just filled with all sorts of warmth and kindness. . . now you've got water coming to my eyes. I've just never had someone openly express their feelings to me like that. It just seemed wrong to me if I PM'ed you back stating that I wasn't really leaving, I'm actually Zenith, I tricked you can we still be friends. If I did that it felt like I would be adding salt to the wound. But then again on hindsight I could've at least told you I was okay and you didn't have to worry. Man, I'm a jerk. Anyways I would never want to stop talking to you elitadraconia or anyone for that matter. I enjoyed the conversations we all had via PM. I still have them all actually. So I guess it comes down to if everyone really wants me back. ))