As Yigg said they needed to be careful Spectra spoke up "Believe me, I'm aware." She couldn't help but sigh lightly as the goddess continued, making her suggestion. She rubbed her forehead lightly as she sat up upon the squishy giant's body. "I'm more than aware of the hypocrisy, especially considering I've been doing my succubus thing so long, I've said the same thing to many people myself. I even speak about the strength of allowing yourself to be vulnerable, it's just been soo long, I have a hard time imagining not doing something by my own terms. It's also, the way the God's interact, simultaneously so intimate yet cold, transactional. Everything is a deal or contract... Would you hate me if I said no, or at the very least, humor me if I tried to do things on my own for a while. I'm aware I would be vulnerable, at a disadvantage, but surely all we've had is at least worth a temporary refuge?"<br/><br/>She sighed again, shaking her head. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring things down. It's been a very long time since I've faced something like this, a major decision that can affect my... Everything. I'm shaken, anxious, nervous, excited, confused. But it's become abundantly clear I'm running out of time to continue living as I am..." She paused a moment, laying back atop Yigg's belly, spreading herself out to sink into the squishy flesh a little. "SHE came to me... Or perhaps it was purely an accident and I stumbled upon her... Either way, it's clear I have her attention. Goddess of transitions... Is what she said. It's such a broad concept. Change, the transition of life and death, spring and fall, everything is change, without it the world simply stops... If that's truly my destiny is it something I'm ready for? A-heh... And that, even that... To think that I might embody transitions and change, when I'm frightened so by my own... Some would say it's wise to  be cautious, but I can't help but feel embarrassed, especially when I realize I haven't felt like this for... Heh... Who even knows how long ago that was? *Sigh* I KNOW you mean well, and it's likely to protect yourself as much as it is me, after all, you have no idea whether or not I'LL change once I ascend, whether or not the power will go to my head and you might realize everything I'd done to that point had been some sort of act, the deceptively sweet Spectra turns out to be a power hungry megalomaniac biding their time... Well, I give you my word that's not the case and I would hope my personality wouldn't change so drastically. Of course, I also have no way of knowing whether or not the attitudes of the others would change towards me... Patia's always been lovely and agreeable... Mostly, I assume she would be fine... But, Ghistra, Lai-hai, Olshinzi... They would definitely try to take advantage in some way... Tora's been a mystery lately, but I suppose that IS her thing... She would probably try to deliver some ultimatum... That's why I came to you first, no one else knows.<br/><br/>Ah, I've been rambling now... In any case I wish to see this group through their journey before I focus on myself in such a way so... For now, let's not talk of deals or contracts, I just wish to relax and enjoy the way things are a bit longer, and I simply can't help it, there's a part of me that can't help but be attracted to such raw power..." She said, rolling over onto her front and nuzzling her head into the belly fat beneath her, and looking up at those mountainous breasts. "Mmm... I want to enjoy it all!" She moaned, a swirling cloud of shadows beginning to encircle her as she began to change to a more fitting form...<br/><br/>(And cue fade out of scene with heavy implications of freaky stuff incoming. XD<br/>Fade back in to Meli and Sin and their continued flirting about to be interrupted...)<br/><br/>Meli was a little annoyed at how things were going. I mean, it wasn't exactly EASY for a mouse to give a tigress a massage, but at the same time it wasn't that bad either. In a way she had the big strong tigress in the palm of her hands. Her massage making the giant woman moan and purr, and all because of her. Being with Sin was dangerous, but also exciting, and surprising. The tigress could actually be pretty giving if she wanted to be. Or perhaps that was something she kept secret for those she became intimate with.<br/><br/>For a moment the two got into their rhythm, neither one immediately noticing they were being surrounded until it was too late...<br/><br/>"Eep!" Meli squeeked hopping up from her rubbing and covering herself with her hands while also leaning back defensively.<br/><br/>Sin was also ready to react, though much more violently, until she realized what was going on. She breathed a sigh of relief. "It's ok, they're with 'the big girl.' " she said, referring to Yigg. "You don't have anything to worry about, unless one tries to steal your food." She joked about her first encounter. Not that Meli had any idea what she was implying, not having been there. "Oh... Right... You ALL leave the mouse alone. If she's gonna be anyone's snack, it's mine, got it?!" She proclaimed authoritatively, as Melissandra cautiously made her way back up Sin's body, up toward her head. Walking over her legs before climbing up her butt and crossing her back, wedging herself next to the tigresses neck.<br/><br/>"Oh thanks for that... You're so sweet..." She replied sarcastically. "You know, if you did that, you wouldn't be able to try and catch me or make me rub your paws any more." She added.<br/><br/>Sin moaned lightly, enjoying the full body massage she was now getting. "Mmm, I know, and that would be a real shame. That's why you've got nothing to worry about... You know, for now. Not until I find someone better..." She smirked.<br/><br/>Melissandra gasped, and slid down her shoulder beginning to storm off, or, you know... Doing the best she could considering she's a tiny adorable mouse woman.<br/><br/>Sin laughed playfully and reached out, easily stopping her in her tracks and wrapping her hand around her. "Ok... Ok... Don't go anywhere... Here, since they're doing the massaging now, let me make you feel good again hmm?" She smiled, bring the little woman up to her face and nuzzling her.<br/><br/>"Hrrm... Oh... Hoo hoo hoo... MMmmmm..." The little woman sighed and moaned as their 'bedtime' continued.