Once Vega entered the belly of Arkain, she both felt scared and happy.  "Oh my god!  What was I thinking about?  Now I want out," was what Vega was thinking about.  But what came out was, "This is actually very nice."  But at the thought of going to sleep made her feel nervous.  "Please don't hurt me when you do it."  To make him feel nervous as well, "If I do die.  I will hunt you for the rest of your days.  And Lenin will be by my side."