I shook, the saliva on my body dripping off like slime. It made me shiver as I listened to her sad story. I still regretted everything, and I could never feel more sorry then I was for myself at this stage of my life. "Hmm... I do understand that you both have losses, maybe worse then mine... I just can't shake the feeling of regret and despair I get from the thought. I would take it all back for any price... Anything. I wish we could of traded places. I would not have reacted the way he would, I'm not exactly what you call 'scientist', I barely know anything... I haven't even gotten a step close." I stated, grabbing my coat and wrapping it around myself for warmth. "It seems to work... But its slow and painful. It shows correct signs in the first few days, then it strikes with horrid pain that makes you claw yourself from the outside. I can barely live, knowing what I caused him after what I've been feeling all these years." I state giving a guilty look. It was all my fault.