"you all want to know the reason FINE.....ryu im searching for someone......until i find this person i cant be in a lasting relationship.........i promise you ryu.....after i find this person i will come back for you......this is important to me ryu.........and i cant risk another's life in my own search........im sorry if i lied to you about anything......i really like you.......love even.........but this person im looking for........she means the world to me........but i cant bring anyone along for the ride.......it has to be just me........you can understand this right" inuneesan ask standing up with tears in her eyes