"you didnt do anything wrong. its all my fault...im a stupid idiotic lightshifter" Kristen says and takes in a deep breath "there is no saving Trinity Starrk...im going to have to kill her....and my mother.....and anyone else she puts in front of me...she wants me to kill them...and they will kill you....or my other friends...one by one until i have none left...if i dont kill them...but thats not the reason we cant be friends..." she says she takes another deep breath as a tear runs down her cheek and she turns towards Starrk "i...i fell in love with you Starrk.....but Beauty is still alive...and your married to her...but i would never wish her hurt and i want you to be happy with her....even if it means.....that i can never be with you......my heart wants it....." she says more tears begin to fall "we cant be friends because i dont want the emotional tear that happens when im around you...." she says tears now streaming from her face "my heart cant bear it....first Trinity...then Drake....then Eva......then Evelyin.....and now you....my heart cant bear it anymore...and i want to sever the ties before it becomes too strong....my heart cant bear another loss......." she says