Saphira sighs, getting angry again. "Of course I know this world is cruel! My father died in World War 2, my mother died when I was a teenager and I have had to through depression, anxiety and I've tried killing myself millions of times!" Saphira snaps. "I've lived longer then you, through more pain and misery, and it was only five years ago I became the party dragoness everyone saw on the ship. You never met me before, and you should be glad you never did."