OOC:<br/><div style="padding: 3px; background-color: #FFFFFF; border: 1px solid #d8d8d8; font-size: 1em;"><div style="text-transform: uppercase; border-bottom: 1px solid #CCCCCC; margin-bottom: 3px; font-size: 0.8em; font-weight: bold; display: block;"><span onclick="if (this.parentNode.parentNode.getElementsByTagName('div')[1].getElementsByTagName('div')[0].style.display != '') {  this.parentNode.parentNode.getElementsByTagName('div')[1].getElementsByTagName('div')[0].style.display = ''; this.innerHTML = '&lt;b&gt;Spoiler: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;a href=\'#\' onClick=\'return false;\'&gt;hide&lt;/a&gt;'; } else { this.parentNode.parentNode.getElementsByTagName('div')[1].getElementsByTagName('div')[0].style.display = 'none'; this.innerHTML = '&lt;b&gt;Spoiler: &lt;/b&gt;&lt;a href=\'#\' onClick=\'return false;\'&gt;show&lt;/a&gt;'; }"><b>Spoiler: </b><a href="#" onclick="return false;">show</a></span></div><div class="quotecontent"><div style="display: none;">(I'm sorry everyone. I'm really trying. I'm especially sorry to you, Sakura. I know you've been trying to help, and that I'm being difficult, but I really do want to get back in as soon as possible. It can just be kind of hard for me sometimes. I really want to find an opportunity to jump back, but there's just so much that I've missed. so much for me to read through, and I get really nervous if there's the possibility that i missed even the smallest detail. I know I'm probably being annoying, and sounding unnecessarily desperate, but I just wanted to say something about that here. And I do feel bad that I'm writing this after you already said you'd help me Sakura, but I just wanted to see If anyone else could help get me back on track here. Just give me a good opportunity to jump in, and I'll do it. I'm committed to that now.)</div></div></div>