You see me clench and unclench my hands as i try to ease the tension that having such a sudden burst of energy flow through me had caused, i still felt like it had had a  mild electric shock but that sensation was quickly wearing off.<br/><br/>Easing myself of my seat i shake out my arms ,legs and wings before strolling over to Arkain before leaning up against him as he sits as i wrap an arms casually around his back and trace little circles along the scales of his side.<br/><br/>Looking up at Arkain i say "im sorry, she is right i have had experience with merging before but that was a mistake, Coltrane became a permanent part of me and his memories were added to my own, he can never come back, when our minds linked so suddenly and powerfully i was afraid that i was making the same mistake again so i panicked.<br/><br/>Looking back at Guia i say " i was ashamed of my failure in the past and didn't want Arkain to meet the same fate so i tried to break our link but only made its stronger".<br/><br/><br/>Taking a deep breath i let a smile creep over my face " we both got lucky this time but i don't even dare to think what could happen next time".<br/><br/>"If we meet again sometime after you reform me we shall just have to settle with enjoying each others company the old fashioned way " i mumble while keeping my hand out of sight of the goddess i slip it from Arkains side down between the seat and his rump and give him a little squeeze.<br/><br/>Smiling i pull away from him and give a quick courtly bow to Guia "lady, it has been a rare pleasure to have met you, although our time was short together i hope that i have left a good impression but Arkain may be right, i think that we should not tarry here any longer than is necessary, who know what Zearo may think to do with our,... i mean Arkains body".