(Jon. Stop beating yourself up because you made one tiny mistake. No-one's mad at you. Just say "yes, I want a character, X" and someone will make one for you. But I'm really not in the mood to be trying to win over a pity argument with you, so don't just say "Oh, I'm no good at this any more! People, come and comfort me!" Sorry if you feel I'm being harsh. I'm not mad at you, but I've had a long day and I'm not in the mood for this.)