(Sorry had to think this one over had to think it up to fit what's been said and done.)<br/><br/>As I settle down next to you I feel your hand on the back of my neck. "Thank you your to kind. You asked what made me so jaded." I say as i settled against arkain spending a couple of of seconds getting comfy then continued. "I was young when my power manifested I was maybe five when it first started up peopled feared it, they feared me. Soon that fear turned to hate and attempts on my life started happening and my family and friends wouldn't help me. Then my friends turned on me, tried to kill me. Then even my family turned on me by the time I was eight." I begin trembling in your embrace. "I soon left after That, took some food and water and some cloths. I been wandering ever since, odd jobs here and there kept me alive but hunger was a constant companion in my travels" I say as I lean against you silent tears running down my beak. "It was the same everywhere people find out about my power and the cycle starts all over." I produced a dagger from somewhere inside my tunic and turned it over a few times. "I considered ending it quite a few times but something always stops me and drives me further into the desert till I ended up here." He just let's the dagger drop from his hands to bury itself up to the hilt in the sand where i leave it and snuggle against arkain.