"He was abandoned, and my problem is that I still haven't gotten over the fact the I will never get to be Saphira's mate... My heart feels like shattered glass, and to make matters worse I feel nothing but hatred, jealousy, and rage; I also feel like dropping a nuclear bomb on this god forsaken ship! And I don't usually feel like doing something like that. So, as you can see I am far from alright!" Remmy replies.