<span style="color: #ffff00">"why do you think i hate the Seer clan so much? they made prophacy after prophacy, empty promises all of them... they told me it would all be worth it someday, that i would have a family i could love and be proud of. i am a proud warrior, what i did was monstrous but my skill... that at least i can be proud of. you people dont like it when i show any personality, then im an arrogant bitch. it doesnt matter that i am right, it doesnt matter how wrong anyone else is, i am an arrogant bitch and people hurt me. you cant hurt me now, i feel nothing. i am getting very tired of hearing about how other people have suffered. you had your caring fake parents, you have your loving mates. i had nothing but torture for fifty thousand years and i remember all the pain... and now all i have is your hatred and The'kal's fear"</span>she shook her head and leaned back in a chair she made for herself.<span style="color: #ffff00">"then you didnt look hard enough. the first moment i saw you all i saw was my child, my long lost little girl who was supposed to pull me close and make all my pain ok but all you wanted was for me to go away... it was coming off you in waves. you dont want to be an Eternal, you dont want The'kal or me, all you want is your fake demon parents and your mutant mortal mate and you even want your adopted sister more then me. you miss Ademia despite all she did to you but you looked on me with fear and mistrust from the second i appeared in your life. Ras is a merciless monster incapable of remorse and he happily hurts anyone who threatens his family and people admire him for it. if i were evil or cruel i would take you from your family and forcibly erase your memory, i would make you be my child again just so i could hold you close... the only good thing i have felt in my whole miserable life was two hours ago when i held you in my embrace. i thought for just one moment that it would work out, that i could soothe your fear and teach you the lessons you asked me to teach you but here we are instead... i let myself hope for just a moment and i will regret that for the rest of time."</span>she laughed right back at Elerona and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"of course she is terrified of me, she thinks i am broken beyond repair and maybe i am but i havent given up yet. Susan will appreciate my gratitude because thats all she wants from life, to help people and to be thanked for it. she lives to fix people so they can be happy and now, helping the Eternals, she is helping people that will live forever, that will be happy forever because of her. she will swell with pride and happiness and we will love her for what she can do. i havent hurt anyone i wasnt asked to hurt since i was freed. you stand here spitting in my face and attacking me i have not struck you down. Ras spits on me and my entire race and yet he lives uninjured. Vyre dares to make demands of me like i am some mortal peasant and yet i heal her and protect her pet from her own stupidity. The'kal is insane and hurts me on a daily basis but i stand by her and protect her from herself and the laws of our people... so who have i harmed? the monstrous mortals of Azeroth? i was tasked with hurting them."</span>she looked at Elerona and shook her head again.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you did this. i came to you twice and was rejected both times... i understood the first time, it was sudden, i was so bad with mortal language and my disgust at seeing my child in the form of a demon made me sick and so i acted badly. but today... all i asked was that we go have a drink but you had to run off and play with The'kal's failed experiments. i am not hostile, i am cold, blunt and probably even rude but i have done everything you or The'kal asked of me and many more things i was not asked to do."</span>she looked around before she shook her head for the third time.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Susan is alive today because i saved her life for you despite what that meant i had to do... i had to slap you down because in your panic you nearly killed her. i had to hurt my little girl because she was too stupid to think for half a damned second. would you rather i had let you kill her? would you rather i had asked nicely if you wanted me to save her life while she stood there dying? when you go home and cry on her shoulder because i am a monster just remember that the monster you despise so much saved her life by doing the very things you hate me for. i was cold, logical and rude but i saved her life because that is what she needed and its what you needed... and fuck both you and The'kal for needing me to be this way and hating me for it."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>