Order frowned at The'kal before she slowly shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"forgot all the horrors? you think they were that merciful? i remember all of it! all the things they made me do, all the things they made me watch... they beat every good memory out of me, every spark of happiness was taken away but they never let me forget a single horror. dont you fucking dare compare saving our daughter to what you left me to endure! you got to know one of our children was safe while i got to be used to be used as a scourge to beat our people into misery and despair! you left me... i need you more then anything and you left me... and now you lay there and reject me... why cant you just kill me? why are you torturing me this way? if you dont want me anymore just... just kill me because i cant take this! i cant take loving you and you not wanting me."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>