Britomart sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "Jim, its not the fighting its... its the cause, the reasons i fought for. first it was revenge, to take back my homeland and destroy those who had obliterated everything and everyone i ever loved... and then there was northrend, again, justified revenge on the man who caused every bad thing in my entire life... and Outland, a bunch of basically defenseless people who needed me, desperately needed my help. here i dont have a purpose."</span>she looked up at the houses with a pained expression.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "during the only peaceful time of my life i still had a purpose, Whisperia, while a ruthless and vicious fighter in her own right had nothing on the utter ferocity that i brought to the defense of her and her home... the Satyr in the area were encroaching on the lands her family had held for eight thousand years and i brought terror on them they couldnt have imagined. i tore into their encampment and shoved a live grenade down their leaders screaming gullet and walked away while he exploded. but now Whisperia has the powers of a Troll goddess, she doesnt need me anymore, she has her own power and she has Karren who could break the world in half and there are no threats."</span>she squeezed his hand but it didnt last long before she pulled her hand away and covered her face, sinking to her knees.<span style="color: #ff0000">"im useless here! no one needs me! im just a relic, a warrior who outlived every enemy she ever had... even you dont need me anymore... you want me, yes... but you dont need me, your strong, your healthy and your safe... and i am no use to you here... i cant cook, i cant clean i dont even know how to do laundry... i cant even give you a child, im sterile, i havent had a period since i lost my child..."</span>she was obviously crying though she refused to sob audibly and she shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000">"what do i do Jim? how do i live without a purpose? what do i do?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>