Order looked over at Trinity and then frowned faintly.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am no longer capable of feeling happiness through all the pain... but i do love Delithia and having sex with her gives me fleeting moments of pleasure. my life is mostly misery backed by eons of horror, i wonder why i would want it to all be drowned in a sea of whiskey..."</span>she chuckled and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"its not the style i went for but it is an acceptable gesture. just remember to make a spark of light when you actually do something so they know."</span><br/><br/>Order listened to Elerona and then bit her lip and shook her head and walked over and waved one hand, creating what appeared to be a box of chocolates. she opened the box to show Elerona a a dozen 'soul' gems but instead of real shards of soul these had a nearly identical energy signature.<span style="color: #ffff00">"from my research when you fight with your mate your supposed to bring her flowers and candy. Zelina can't eat candy but she can eat these and no mortals were harmed to make this so no guilt or anything like that."</span>she sat down next to Elerona and frowned again.<span style="color: #ffff00">"your afraid that your going to lose them like you have lost so many others... your happiness has never lasted this long and anticipation of the pain has grown unbearable. you desperately want to be with Zelina and the kids but your terrified that whatever force that has ruined your life will notice and strike again."</span>she looked at Elerona and took a deep breath.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Chaos is dead. for good. she can't ruin your life again and i will never let anyone hurt you like that again. so you go home and face Zelina with confidence knowing that your not gonna lose her. you go hold your babies and be a good mother knowing that no one is coming to kill them. Zelina is a good person and a good mother so she will teach you how to be a better mother then i am..."</span>tears welled in her eyes and she looked into the lake.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i would have let Chaos hurt me forever... but i couldn't forgive her for hurting my children. i found Wisdom, his condition was grave and he may never awaken but i found all of my children... and she will never hurt them again."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>