Shauna looked at the plate before she shrugged and put the jerky away and took her plate.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am neither small nor cute. ill have you know i am quite tall for a Blood Elf and i am way above cute."</span>she smirked a little as she sat down and started eating, continueing in her native tongue.<span style="color: #ffff00">"maybe because i have never been in charge of my own life before and its a little scary? i have been Ibara's bodyguard my whole life, taking her orders, letting her arrange to take care of all of my needs... what do i know about taking care of myself or another person? and besides, i decided against it, dont you go getting grumpy because i entertained the idea for all of two minutes."</span>she looked up and brandished her fork at him.<span style="color: #ffff00">"one, you love me as i am, no one else in this room gives a damn if i dissapear tomorrow. two, i happen to like my golden eyes, they make me rather unique among my kind so im not changing them for her. three, she is not a toy, she is a person and her being here has nothing to do with you."</span>she took a deep breath and shook her head as she started to blush.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Ras, it wouldnt matter if you were fucking me three nights a week because every night you werent there i would be fantasizing about a woman... a Succubus to be spacific. i have spent twenty years listening to the woman i love masturbate and fantasizing about eating out a Succubus... and i have never put any of my wants, dreams or desires first, please dont begrudge me this, i couldnt take it."</span>she took a bite of her food as her cheeks returned to normal.<span style="color: #ffff00">"cant i have one person in my life that is just mine? Elune has Sahra and Muse, Amere, Sharindia and Eru have their kids, you have all of us... cant i have someone to keep me warm at night and who i think will make me very happy?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>