<span style="color: #ff8000">"I don't know if I would be able to come back, I'm scared if I fly away I would never come back. I might listen to the voices and... I don't know what would happen. What happens if I can't shift back? I've spent so much time out of this form, my real form I guess, I still feel alien in it." </span>She took a sip of the juice then nodded after a moment.<span style="color: #ff8000">"It's all I've ever known so I'm used to it. There's a lot about me that needs to change before I can be happy."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>