Sharindia looked at Kitori and bit her lip.<span style="color: #003366"> "i was a time traveler, i built our family... i have done everything in my considerable power to make everyone that Ras loves happy. but some people think i only made myself happy at the expense of others but they are wrong. Ras hated his real mother, i found him one that he loves so much that he would and has killed to protect her. he wanted a brother, i found him one he is proud of... i did so many things, i found mates for people who are very hard to love, i killed enemies before our family ever met them, i fixed problems before they ever appeared. but i had enemies, the woman who cursed Rayne had the power to hide from me despite all of my power and the curse she used on Rayne was too strong even for me... i had to watch Ras weep when he thought you were dead. the same woman tried to curse me when i became pregnant with your brother and i was forced to hide from her to protect myself, by the time it was safe for me to return your brother was twelve years old and Ras hates that he missed my pregnancy and your brother's entire early childhood."</span>she sighed sadly and squeezed Kitori tight her expression obviously pained.<span style="color: #003366">"i managed to save your life when Rayne threw you in that river but if i had brought you to Ras or back to Rayne the woman would have found you and attacked again... i... i am so sorry that you had to suffer but i couldn't defeat that Troll, the only way i could protect you was to put you with those wolves. can you forgive me?"</span><br/><br/>Rachel sighed angrily but nodded.<span style="color: #0000ff">"i guess you have a point."</span>she nodded again and took a deep breath.<span style="color: #0000ff">"they came to take my child, it would have been my right to slaughter them where they stood but instead i warned them and called for your help... if they had tried to force the issue they wouldn't be innocent, they would be attempted kidnappers." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>