<span style="color: #ffff00">"and you will? youve made it quite clear that you dont care about me anymore... im scarred and broken and not good enough for you anymore."</span>she snorted and shook her head and took on a mocking tone as she repeated The'kal's words back at her.<span style="color: #ffff00">" 'im tired of all the conflict in my life.' you make the fucking conflict. our people try to help you and you go out of your way to antagonize them. our people try to help Elune and you make her as stupid and paranoid as you are. you let fear and anger rule your life and then you piss and moan because people dont like you. you put everyone in a position where they cant possibly please you and then you get angry at them for failing to do so."</span><br/><br/>Ashia groaned and sat up slowly, quite obviously still drunk from her sluggish movements.<span style="color: #404040">"Ras..?"</span>it took a moment for the threat to register but instead of the fear he expected Ashia teared up and pulled her legs close to herself, still trapped in Human form.<span style="color: #404040">"for all i know The'kal is dead... all she would talk about earlier was killing herself... i had thought she would be home by now..."</span>she shook her head and burried her face in her knees and started to cry quietly.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i punished Elune."</span>Order appeared behind Ashia and crossed her arms.<span style="color: #ffff00">"but you should be more worried about the fact that she will die in twenty years and she wont save herself. like you she has decided we are the enemy... im sure you dont believe me, but if im lying, why would an Eternal let herself go into heat? why did Elune have Relene when she was terrified of having another child? how did she accidently get Sahra pregnant? Creator must mate and reproduce or she will explode, but you mortals just wont cut it anymore. but, but all means, kill Ashia, it doesnt matter to me. The'kal is still planning to kill herself and we both know Ashia would be better off dead then losing her one and only chance to feel love."</span>Ashia sobbed all the harder at Order's words and whimpered something but it was too soft to hear.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>