<span style="color: #666600">"You only want the knowledge I have, you don't truly care about me... but I suppose that is a fair trade for possibly making my life better. And being numb is making me consider killing myself again. Seems like there's no real winning is there? I feel emotions and I hate myself, or I feel nothing and I might actually kill myself."</span>She frowned and looked at Melody.<span style="color: #666600">"Explain. My emotions have been numbed yet I still hate my existence, how can I just come to peace with what I am and what I have done? And I mean what I've actually done, not what has caused all of this."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>