<span style="color: #ffa64d">"no, it gets cold up here, i bought you something replace it but it should be more form fitting and warmer then those oversized pajamas that look like they were made for me and my fur."</span>she returned the kiss with a grin and raised her mug.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"i got it a while ago and i am half finished."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"what you just said, making wild assumptions and accusations is precisely why i no longer care if my family trusts me. Chaos tried to murder me and i still bent over backwards to help her completely ignoring that she would never trust me and would continue to hurt me. Balance hates what she is, hates me, hates Chaos and i still show up whenever she calls and i do anything i can for her, enduring insults and blame for things beyond my control the whole time. i can't make you trust me, it's your choice and utterly beyond my powers to control. all i can do is show up when needed, do what i can to help and then go away because that is all anyone ever wants... i help my family with no hope of ever being loved or accepted and i endure abuse at every turn. i came to help an Eternal in distress, i believed Chaos when she told me you were murdered eons ago, i had no hope that it really would be you in there and i had no idea who was in there until i was holding you. you are Justice, you tell me what that makes me. oh, wait, you don't trust me. well, Balance is right down there, living with her Demoness and the newly Ascended being that Chaos made trying to murder me using your half brother as a conduit to get around my immunity to her powers. I'm afraid that in your condition i cannot safely inoculate you against the Fel so i cannot in good conscience allow you anywhere near a Demon but perhaps Susan and Balance would come up here to speak to you... that is if Susan is even speaking to Balance at the moment, they have been fighting about the way Balance treats me when she calls me for help."</span>she practically ignored the Machinist and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Nalo is yet further evidence of your shoddy work and was originally made by a group of mortals."</span>she dimmed faintly as she absorbed the information and then laughed a cold, hollow laugh.<span style="color: #ffff00">"aren't you just completely useless... Chaos misplaced that entire section of the universe and it has not yet been found if it even still exists, so much for your maps being updated. and while i may be willing to accept that Chaos lied about my family being alive and other son's name, she said it was Wisdom, not Honor, i doubt she would lie about the gender of my youngest child who is supposed to be named Purity and female. so much for you knowing where they are and helping me find them." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>