Order screamed in frustration and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you don't listen at all! fuck her excuses! i don't care what her reasons are, do you hear me? shall i scream louder? i do not care what anyone's reasons are for hurting me! they have no right and i will not endure it for any reason! if i must endure pain to become her friend then i do not want her as a friend! i do not accuse you of betrayal, i accuse you of putting the pain of others above my own because you cannot normally see my pain. what other reason do you and everyone else have for telling me why i am being hurt again? huh? if the implication is not that i should be silent and accepting of their abuse then why tell me why they hurt me? tell me! what else am i supposed to do when these all important explanations of why they have hurt me? are they meant as a salve for my wounds? it only makes me feel worse!"</span>she halfheartedly pulled away from Empress but her eyes told a different story as she slowly let herself settle back against Empress.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i would not have her harmed, i would just not have her near me if she must hurt me... i do not want my anger to grow to the point that i do wish her harm... my son loves her, i do not want to hate her..." </span>despite being on the verge of breaking down crying she went silent before shaking her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i can never see Purity... not ever... i must never meet my daughter who can erase all of my pain so easily."</span><br/><br/>Sharindia snickered and shook her head while Amere drifted off to much needed sleep.<span style="color: #003366"> "i was just reminding you, the last thing we need is a pregnant Dryad on our hands. but yes, she is very much Kitori's type and i must say i am surprised how well they are bonding. you sent Yinxha to see Vyre? did you mean to kill your Priestess?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>