Order glared after the Eternal and then looked at her friend.<span style="color: #ffff00">"why would you fear me? you must know i have defended you at every turn and would continue to do so. Empress won't lay one spark of power on you for telling me the truth and it would vindicate me for defending you."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #b35900">"i will use that stubbornness to die and i will not allow you to beat me into standing up again."</span>she pulled away coldly and shook her head.<span style="color: #b35900"> "no one loves or cares about me, just how much they can hurt me. i know all about Elune's realm of horror and misery but if i die now no further torment can be added to my eternal suffering. i will never be a mother. i will never be a mate. i will never be anything but alone with my misery and pain. only if you have an open vat of fermenting wine for me to drown myself in... your wine tastes like Troll feet but at least i would be dead." </span><br/><br/><span style="color: #003366">"good, everyone here could use more affection, including you. i will protect the child in Vyre's womb just as i would the one in Anna's... but yes, the mechanics are the same though that is hardly what interests me. childbirth hurts, you know Amere can take a fair bit of pain but she screamed and screamed, i will also but Eru barely squawked and she has less then half of my pain tolerance. her eggs are far smaller then a normal child and the egg shape is far more... compatible with the tiny orifice they are coming out of compared to a regular child's head and shoulders. and its really bad when the child comes out feet first, that is very dangerous. Ras, unless you find evidence that Order framed The'kal i suggest you stop saying it, if your wrong you will get yourself and our whole family in a world of trouble since The'kal is no longer here to protect us from Order. i understand Nyarien's fears, but what is unfair is the ways she keeps testing him. just the other day he turned her into an Elf so she could explore Darnassus. she got a little drunk and proceeded to pretend she was completely hammered and tried to get him to take advantage of her none existent addled condition... she wanted to throw it in his face that he took advantage of her but since he didn't she has given him the cold shoulder for not fucking her when she demanded. of course if she can't fool me she certainly can't fool him with all the power he has." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>