<span style="color: purple">"BUT YOU HAD THEM! youve had friends and family time and time again! i had nothing! i didnt have a foundation to build a life on and you think losing it compares? i have support? you were at the mansion Bayne, tell me, just how much support do you think i get from a man who has been literally killing himself with stress? i may love him and he may mean well but just how much support can he give when has been busy killing himself?"</span>the beast only grew until Elune waved one hand at it and it shattered.<span style="color: purple">"i see those things in my head enough... what do you think it more important Bayne? having a chance for a life or being murdered? you dont understand what it does to a mortal when they die and are ressurected, The'kal does. The'kal doesnt have to look into her daughter's eyes every day and see that failure and that pain haunting her every day and know that no matter how badly she wants to she cant fix it, she can never make it right! and it kills me... i failed my daughter and she cant forgive me and i cant forgive Ras and... and..." </span><br/><br/><span style="color: red">"hey i-"</span>she paused for a moment and then shrugged.<span style="color: red">"i usually wear them, men like them... i wasnt planning on going out today." </span>she snorted and shook her head.<span style="color: red">"actually she went to you on her own, i was afraid of what you might do to me after what happened with Korgna. but yes we have worked out a deal that will be advantagous to us both." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>