<span style="color: #404040">"if i weren't listening my questions wouldn't be on topic. you understand every part of how our minds and bodies work better then we ever will but i don't. you say things i don't understand so i ask questions to learn and when your answers also contain things i don't understand i have to ask even more questions. that is how we mortals learn, get used to it or stop trying to help us. i understand the effect you are trying to produce, i also understand that Order refuses to touch any mortal mind because tiny changes can have catastrophic effects on a subjects personality, emotions and every other aspect of them. you're talking about making major changes to the person i love most so i am going to keep questioning you until i am satisfied. i don't want her to be obsessed with me, you said yourself that obsession is a bad thing. see, that right there scares me. Order fears making tiny changes to a mortal mind and her work is always perfect... you are part Chaos so your work is not perfect and you are suggesting drastic changes which sounds insane from my understanding. please clarify how you think your plan is safe when miss perfection won't even attempt this kind of work."</span>she sighed quietly and looked at her.<span style="color: #404040">"whether his actions were hostile or not is a matter of perspective. he can see his actions however he wants and that may mean something to you but it means absolutely nothing to me. what i saw was the monster who has bullied, threatened and dehumanized me for five years declaring that i have no rights as a parent and his calmness was nothing but a reminder that i am powerless against him. you tried to use Spite as a comparison but her concerns are baseless, i am not failing as a parent, she is just a cunt who wants to use my daughter to hurt me. everyone goes on and on about Ras having a good, kind heart but i have never seen it. when the cult slaughtered my children i saw shame at what his cult had done and fear that i would avenge myself and kill him too. when the seer disaster was settled all of my dead children tallied up he treated me with cold hostility... his own half siblings were massacred and still there was no sign of kindness, compassion of sympathy from him. the curses were powerful but i still managed to treat him like a person, albeit a person i hated but he couldn't even find one kind word for me at the worst time in my life... your said The'kal was to blame for everything he ever did to me but that simply doesn't work, she has been dead for months now and he hasn't changed at all. the curses have faded but that is the only change."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>