<span style="color: #ffff00">"indeed, the Animus' biggest contribution in this area has been vastly improved metallurgical knowledge and equipment. better refinement and superior alloys are the backbone of every one of it's construction projects. i really wish i could trust the Animus fully, then i could offer it the unlimited energy it would need to replace every mortal worker on Azeroth... so much time could be saved."</span><br/><br/>Ibara looked at the wine and then she scowled at Ras.<span style="color: #b35900">"not until you tell me what your trying to test for."</span>she shook her head and sighed angrily.<span style="color: #b35900">"some people are just cursed Ras. my entire life i was made to suffer just for existing no matter what i did and no matter what i achieved life always managed to make me regret seeking that thing in the first place. it doesn't matter what else there may be out there i won't be allowed to have it."</span>she frowned and shook her head.<span style="color: #b35900">"I'm out here to exercise, not lay about so if mother tracks us down I'm throwing you under the Kodo."</span>she sat down out of arm's reach and looked at him.<span style="color: #b35900">"yes, there are things that i once wanted before i accepted that i am just not meant to be happy. life plucked my delusional dream of building my city and somehow it came true and more then that it had all the extra frosting and wishes... i had always wanted siblings, now i had a whole bunch of sisters and i had a special relationship with every one of them. i got the gorgeous Troll man i always fantasized about and i was going to be the mother of his child. on top of that i had the stunningly beautiful girlfriend who just loves to play out my kinky power fantasies. i got the godlike powers of the Loa and more from Elune to make my fantasy a reality. then everything gets ripped away and torn apart. the baby, the most important part of this whole dream life goes first followed swiftly by the father who blames me. the powers went at the same time but i didn't even have time to notice that until later. the guy and i keep trying to repair our relationship which only hurts us more and more and then i lose him completely. a little while later i lose the girlfriend, my mind, my sisters and pretty much my city... i had everything i had ever dreamed of let alone dared to actually want. i had a list of things i wanted to do or see before i died but nothing that will sustain me nor do i even care anymore. i seriously doubt seeing a stone giant in person is going to make me want to live again."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>