"it doesnt help me any... large groups of our people gather and talk about what happened and it helps most of them but it only made me feel worse. then you either listened with mortal ears or you dont like the songs of pain and loss, which i would understand but that doesnt mean you should insult my singing." she shook her head with a frown. "you can believe that all you want but we have souls and something happens to them when we die. its not about power, its about belief and i have to believe my parents, sisters, mate and child are somewhere. i am well aware of your history with the Council, that doesnt make you responsible for their subsequent corruption or the actions that corruption drove them to." she looked at the wine before she tried it but just as quickly handed that glass back as well and Ashia snorted.<span style="color: #404040">"give her some fruity mixed drink."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>