Elune leaned against him rather limply, holding her fists against her face as she tried not to cry anymore.<span style="color: #5900b3">"why am i so afraid? why can't i just let it go? it's ruining my life and i know it but i can't stop and i hate it."</span>she shook her head and looked at him.<span style="color: #5900b3">"n-no, they c-cant know... they can't... i already feel like i am losing them to their jealousy and i can't make that worse... i-i can't tell them any of this."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>