<span style="color: #ffff00">"i don't know? can it? can you look at someone you love as a job? i know so little about emotion but what i do know is... a lot of the people i have judged are guilty in part because the people they loved made them resentful... men who hate women because their wives used sex to get what they want... women who feel like they constantly have to fix their husbands... children who are forced to take care of bad parents... parents who have to keep rescuing their children from bad decisions..."</span>she sat down next to Delithia and looked at her.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am such a 'fixer upper' and people who feel trapped in a relationship are more likely to get resentful and your devotion to duty could make you feel trapped... i just... i... i want you to be happy, i want to make you happy... i guess i just need you to know that your free, that you can help me as much as you want and if you want to leave you can. i will miss you, but i will only ever be grateful for any and all help you give me..."</span>she looked out over the water and sighed softly.<span style="color: #ffff00">"The'kal was right... i will hurt you... even when i'm trying to prevent issues i manage to foul it up and hurt you... i'm sorry."</span><br/><br/>Ashia grinned happily and nodded.<span style="color: #404040"> "good." </span>she growled quietly before returning the kiss.<span style="color: #404040">"it doesn't have to be massive, we wouldn't want my ego to get out of control now would we? but yeah, i think we should move down to the village, we belong with our people."</span>she nodded before frowning.<span style="color: #404040">"that reminds me, i should spend some time with Vyre... i will have to sober her up. i'm not surprised, Succubi are awful in bed and a Troll in heat needs proper stimulation to keep them active... otherwise they just go through the motions with no real passion." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>