<span style="color: #ff8000">"I'm sorry but even the two of you cannot intercept every racist comment, every gob of spit or other assorted jackass shit that that -always- hurt me. i just never let it show that i was hurt for obviously reasons. the other Ras kidnapped me for ten days once and now i haven't worked since they voted this misery on me. Animus and the Priestesses had completely taken over saying i am ill. so yes, i have had forced vacations."</span>she shook her head and sighed.<span style="color: #ff8000">"he didn't help me either. he always knew when i was hurt, he had to feel that pain and he ignored me that night the same as everyone else. the Loa despised me because i wouldn't obey them. i couldn't fucking hear them so its not a matter of disobedience but I'm the one who got torn apart over it... in more ways then one. yeah i lost all faith in The'kal too, i was a pregnant mother, better then that i was pregnant with her own grandchild, where was she in all this? i have no idea, she didn't show her face. that's a lie Ras, hitting your counterpart is still hitting someone."</span>she shook her head and frowned.<span style="color: #ff8000">"of course not. i would rather you let me die. i answered your questions, i explained my beliefs and you admit that i am not wrong. intentional or accidental there will still be pain in my life and i am already facing eternal misery, i don't want it to get worse."</span>she looked at him and shook her head before she turned to face the window again.<span style="color: #ff8000">"you can leave me alone now."</span><br/><br/>the man yelped in fear but only changed positions to block the stairs. "she doesn't care about Ibara and neither do i." when Ras looked into his eyes he would see that the idiot really did love the woman he was trying to protect but he was also terrified of Ras. "you said that before, you even healed her broken hip. then when she wouldn't cooperate you hurt her even worse then before and left." it was clear this man had no idea that the Timelost existed and would not be convinced that the paladin was not the priest.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>