Sharindia shook her head and sighed angrily.<span style="color: #003366"> "i fell in love with Ras when i was trying to arrange your life with him... i know Athena better then she realizes, i watched her whole timeline. i watched hundreds of thousands of timelines trying to fix things for the two of you but no matter how hard i tried disaster always struck. i tried not interfering at all, same result. helping you was always my first objective, saving Nyarien was secondary and fixing Ras' life so you could still have a friend was third, fourth was arranging some happiness for myself. i need to help you because i love you and you are suffering, there is nothing for me to get out of it but the happiness i would feel seeing you happy."</span>she rolled her eyes and shook her head.<span style="color: #003366">"that is very helpful. need i remind you of how you handled your emotions before you met Amere?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>