<span style="color: #ffff00">"The'kal showed me a lot of things i wish i hadn't needed to see."</span>she nodded a little before she shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"but she doesn't make me feel anything, i see Elerona and... nothing, shes just another Eternal. and these things The'kal showed me... it doesn't feel real, i don't feel bad because i lost my children... i feel good because at least i tried to fight, that i didn't just surrender to monsters and do their bidding... i don't feel as guilty anymore... what happened to my children is just... that i even had children, its all just information, with no personal feelings or memories to it."</span>she squeezed Delithia tight against herself but no matter how hard she squeezed there was no pain.<span style="color: #ffff00">"The'kal showed me everything she knew that i had forgotten... from the moment the Council was formed to when i met her again... but it doesn't hurt, all it did was tell me why i did what i did." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>