Order's attention snapped to Ras and he would feel the great pain and misery she was in but he would also sense that she was holding far worse back.<span style="color: #ffff00">"careful Ras, you have no idea what you invite into your mind by touching me in this manner without warning. i do not question your desire to help or your good intentions but it is far too late. they have hurt me too much and if they hurt me again i will kill them. i do not want to kill them but i can endure no more pain so i have chosen to cut them out of my life... it is the final mercy i can show them because i know other people still love them."</span>she shook her head with an irritated sigh.<span style="color: #ffff00">"she was the one who lashed out at me enough to make me enact the disownment curse... is that irony? you think her the best choice but behind your back she has hurt me more then the other two and began the cascade of me cutting off my relatives." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>