<span style="color: indigo">"its... alright, for starters your going to want something meaningful to do with your time. i have children to care for and im a druid, those two things can easily keep me busy but im also a semi skilled alchemist. your going to get bored fast if all you have in your life is cuddling people. you may also decide you want children or a serious job or to learn things and that will lead to further desires."</span>she smirked for a moment and shook her head.<span style="color: indigo">"i remember when he looked at me like that..."</span><br/><br/>Zelina returned the kiss and nodded.<span style="color: darkred">"thats my point, you dont know how much i have changed already, what if i change more and you dont want me anymore? my parents wouldnt even recognize the woman i have become..."</span>she nodded before she pulled away to resume walking.<span style="color: darkred">"i dont know if i will have much of a drive myself, my emotions are too out of whack to really feel anything but pain. i dont know if i want Elune anywhere near me or if she would help me, i hurt her chosen soldier." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>