<span style="color: #5900b3">"then you need to tell her those things. so long as your willing to play some games and use some toys I'm sure you two can come to a mutually pleasurable compromise. Ras and i are barely speaking again so i dunno."</span>she leaned into Crimzon's arms and shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3">"i am less worried about being a good mother then watching another child be killed... i don't think i could survive that again."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #4da6ff">"fuck your empty apologies The'kal. you've apologized so many times and done the same or worse things over and over again without trying to get better."</span>she stood up to walk to the edge, staring out at The'kal.<span style="color: #4da6ff">"fuck trying. if you actually gave a shit you wouldn't even need to try you would just fucking succeed. the only reason you are such a goddamn monumental disaster is because you want to be! i don't know if you want pity or if you get off on being miserable or fuck maybe you really are malevolent and enjoy hurting others... or maybe your just a fucking coward. i don't think you remember what love is The'kal. i think you are desperately lonely and feel a need for others but that is not love. love is not selfish, you are. if you loved Order you couldn't hurt her without a damn good reason and still you neglected her for no reason at all. if you loved Ashia you wouldn't have thrown all of her children into stasis, you would have carried them and raised them with her. you wanted the pleasure she could give you and you didn't want to put in the work of being a parent. if you loved Azeroth you wouldn't have nearly destroyed it having a temper tantrum." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>