<span style="color: #a64dff">"I am his first born! I have to be... better than the rest. Otherwise I'll be a shame, a stain on his... on your family. That's what I was told in Silvermoon and it makes sense. That the only way to be the best daughter is to have strong children, just like animals in the wild because... because The'kal turned me into an animal. I used to be smarter and could understand more words before The'kal cursed me. Maybe she is ashamed of me and didn't want me to father's best daughter." </span>She listened to Sharindia and the mage would see she was paying attention but there still seemed to be a disconnect between Sharindia's words and Kitori's understanding.<span style="color: #a64dff"> "I... I don't know, I don't know. I have to make father happy by being happy and healthy, but I can't be happy if I can't give him grandchildren to be proud of. Shar... How do I fix this? My mind is going in circles and I want it to stop."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>