"i have plenty of hope, what i dont have is a sense of something to sustain me through the ages. a... a... i dont have a word for it, but something to do with all of that time that i like doing, does that make sense? thats not what i mean, my mother is kind and loving if horrible at showing it or being a parent. but she made it pretty clear that the only thing that got her through all of her years alone was watching the Elves have their lives. what am i going to do with eternity?"<br/><br/><span style="color: #00b300">"eventually yes, but had you hurt me the way you seem to think you have i would simply cower away from the mere sight of you as i did your mother and Order... those two scare me half to death. your mother is insane and Order is broken inside, she usually doesnt speak at all and when she does its cold and unfeeling. the emotion she showed for you is more then has been seen from her in a few thousand years combined."</span>she squeaked into the kiss before shaking her head.<span style="color: #00b300">"its fine."</span>she looked around with a frown, searching for whatever made Bayne snarl and shook her head.<span style="color: #00b300">"what?"</span>she yelped when she was picked up before giggling quietly at the feel of the bedding.<span style="color: #59b300">"this is so smooth."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"if she is the monster you speak of no one has noticed or even heard the name you used. could this thing be taking her over slowly as Corruption used to do? infect those around her, slowly at first so as to go unnoticed? of course it would change, we did  overthrow a group of enslavers to surrender to a single one just when we think we are free. you did threaten her, me, and everyone else present at those meetings, and though they were poorly handled you did not help the situation. if she is a monster then prove it and she will be removed, until then we have to go with the kindness she has been giving to those wronged by the Counsel, as for myself i am merely an instument, a guard and executioner."</span>she closed her eyes as she was surrouded and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"what caused him to fall into such a condition and more importantly what saved hm? and why are you so sure there is no hope for yourself if you have seen such a recovery? do you not have a new mate? is not the world you love currently at peace? admittedly because the races cannot currently wage war but peace is still peace. my existance serves a purpose, people like the Destroyer must be contained, punished, someone has to maintain that."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>