<span style="color: #a64dff">"I'm not angry at anyone in particular, my love. I'm just hurt by the entire thing. And knowing that all of my suffering was because it's... it's what I was crafted to do makes me feel worse. Yes, it was so I could be the perfect mate for you and the pain was worth it. But some wounds just take time." </span>She smiled at the waitress and thanked her for the food. When she left she turned to Order and kissed her deeply.<span style="color: #a64dff"> "I'm not The'kal, I can make compromises for you. And I will. You don't want me with men so I won't be with men and that's it." </span>She stared into Order's eyes for a while before breaking the kiss to start eating.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>