<span style="color: #00b359">"It's why the Nalo and Vyre conversation was so difficult for me to understand. You were trying to make me hear one thing while voices in my head were trying to make me hear something else." </span>She shrugged and closed her eyes.<span style="color: #00b359"> "I need to practice my powers with Order, but since she helped settle my mind our lessons have been much easier."</span><br/><br/>Elerona grabbed Order's arm and held it tight but didn't try to pull or injure her.<span style="color: #cc99ff">"I am struggling to adjust and accept that I was wrong. I know I need to make things right with you, to blame The'kal for what she's done and not hate you for cleaning up after her." </span>She moved in front of Order and grabbed her other arm too so she couldn't turn away.<span style="color: #cc99ff">"I heard it from Empress, from Susan, and Zelina and... I'm tired of being mad at you. I'm tired of hating you. And they're right, you're just as much... no, you're more of a victim of The'kal than I'll ever be. Hurt or kill children? What are you... The alcohol... Give me a reason to not have Empress come back and drag The'kal into a black hole where she belongs. Just have her locked away and forgotten about."</span>She pulled Order closer then maneuvered her into the large chair.<span style="color: #cc99ff">"Sit. I need to grow used to your presence." </span>With Order in the chair she sat down she created an ottoman to sit on and focused on her mother. Her power extended beyond her form to meet with Order's. Slowly her power wrapped around her mother and she embraced her as an Eternal would, but doing so would reveal her true feelings to Order and let her mother know how remorseful she was truly and how frustrated she had become with her own life.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>