shockingly enough Britomart actually stopped, took a deep breath and then slowly let it out.<span style="color: #ff0000">"because i don't know how to make people happy and they won't just tell me... they all expect me to know and i don't and i am tired of feeling like a failure. Jim has barely looked or spoken to me since i woke up from being healed, i didn't know he needed a shoulder to cry on. i don't even understand why he needs to cry on someone's shoulder, i haven't needed that since i was a very young woman, practically still a child. i spent months watching him physically rotting away and there was nothing i could do about it but i didn't go crying on anyone's shoulder when he got better. i hugged him, gave him a big kiss and got on with life."</span><br/><br/>Relene nodded and looked down. "i hope someone can help, i don't want to keep feeling this way." she nodded again and adjusted herself against him. "water? what does water have to do with it. if you think it will help sure, I'm just worried the effect wont be as good if we water it down like that." she grimaced a little and looked at him. "being lonely is kinda my whole problem."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>