Rachel shook her head and rubbed her face.<span style="color: #0000ff">"i settled things with Ana, now i just need to settle the rage that seeing a loved one hurt causes without lashing out in any way. oh my dear you do not begin to understand the Troll brain. it's not enough to beat up a rock to exhaust myself, i need to feel their flesh and bones breaking beneath my fury, i need to smell and taste the blood as they suffer for hurting my family... sparring with you in the manner you suggest would only make everything worse. the rage would continue and grow until eventually my heart gave out. no, i remember how to handle this i just haven't had to since i died the first time." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>