<span style="color: #5900b3">"you nearly killed yourself! you weren't eating, you weren't sleeping and you weren't resting! yes, i said i wished Muse were the one who got pregnant because if it weren't for my powers you would have killed yourself. I'm not sorry i said it, you made me feel afraid and i had to talk to someone. but none of that makes either of you my favorite or not my favorite. dear, i don't know what to say about you destroying everything you make, i really don't know what to do with that... you never made the stuff Shauna asked for either."</span>she squeezed Sahra tight and shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3">"if you want to leave me i can't stop you... but i would never say anything that hateful to you."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>