<span style="color: #a64dff">"I'm trying, okay! I'm... I'm trying."</span>She looked back to Anna and shook her head quickly.<span style="color: #a64dff"> "Because I'm not angry... I'm not angry at you, I'm mad at myself for hurting you."</span>She pressed one hand to Anna's belly and shook her head.<span style="color: #a64dff"> "If I thought you were dirty or a chore would I have given you a child? My love... Can't you smell how badly I want you? I need you."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>