Lilla didn't feel the effects of the Blush on her as much as she would have liked. She needed it right now but she felt more alive right now as she had ever been except when she is in a fight of her life. leaned forward and whispered in her ear carefully and slowly, "I would love for you to show me all sorts of things..." She gulped a bit before adding, "now." She let her blue eyes side-glance at Abida's, with a soft smile tried her best for Abida to understand the implied meaning. She was taking a risk, a big one of the heart, but<i>maybe </i>it was for the best, for her to experience something more than outside of her regimen.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>