<span style="color: #003366">"well, and not to be pushy, but stay open to those feelings. i know your hurt right now but dont push her away. people can be with more then one person."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"i dont know what is best... i know i dont want to be like i this anymore... but i dont want to abandon all that i have always been... im riddled with contradictions that i cannot seem to resolve."</span>she nodded and smiled a little.<span style="color: #ffff00">"yeah, i kinda got that loud and clear and i remember that, hence looking for one and i may have found one. but unlike the rest of you i plan to take this slow, that way Delithia and i both are protected. if she decides im going to be too much work she can leave before she is emotionally invested and if i decide to give this up i dont break her heart."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>