<span style="color: #5900b3">"i am not short sighted, impulsive, convinced i am right in every situation and i don't use the fact that i love people to excuse myself for making huge, sometimes catastrophic mistakes thank you very much. dear, Order was tortured into killing people for forty thousand years, i will give you an example. she would be ordered to kill Amber anyway she chose and if she refused they would torture Amber and Kalian to death slowly while making her watch and listen. imagine having to make that choice millions of times, sometimes over individuals, sometimes for entire worlds. she is the biggest victim in the universe and since she came to our world she has helped more people then i ever have."</span>she shrugged a little and frowned.<span style="color: #5900b3">"should i really seek credit for it though? i had to silence the area because i was screaming at Karrie and making the situation worse." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>