<span style="color: #ff0000">"No, not terrible at all. I...  I would probably just need time to adjust to how peaceful this place is. After being literally born into insanity I'm not well adjusted to such peace and tranquility. But I am happy."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #666600">"I panicked, okay? I was fucking scared and didn't know what to do, I- don't have... I didn't think to reach out to you or Order, I saw Ashia and didn't- I stopped thinking. Now Ashia and Order are suffering, all of the children Ashia and I will starve to death unless someone just happens to stumble across the cave which is possible but unlikely." </span>She looked up at the sky and laid on her back.<span style="color: #666600"> "If... if there's a world left when we get out of here I'm ready to merge with you. I can't keep living like this, I can't... these fuck ups, this pain. All I wanted was to have a simple and quiet life with Ashia and it just turned from a tiny pebble falling down a mountain into a whole avalanche." </span>She reached up to the sky and started to spin it around them slowly, her anger gone and replaced with pain and regret.<span style="color: #666600"> "You can leave me... I don't want you to but I won't stop you. I want to fix this." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>