"i hope i can be happy, its hard to see any kind of happiness in my future... there is so little in this world that i enjoy, how am i supposed to face eternity like that?" she looped the satchel around her shoulder and followed him. "dont you think i should know what to look for before you let me pick out food?"<br/><br/><span style="color: #00b300">"exactly, thats why i didnt want to bring it up, its why i didnt ask anyone to do anything about it... it happened, but it wasnt done intentionally or to be cruel, you were drugged. yes, i had fun, and if i was upset by it do you honestly think i would have spoken to you afterwards? if there is one thing a coward can do its cower."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"no, i dont know what your talking about. i know the Empress as the Revitalizer... she cant make a damned thing, but what she can do is return life to any dying thing, stars, worlds, mortals, even us. she turns raw, ambient radiation into whatever the thing she needs to re-energize a given thing. she didnt name you Chaos, you claimed that name and you have acted a little irrationally since we contacted you... but most of the exiles are rather defensive, and after what the Destroyer did i guess i can understand."</span>she looked at the image and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"she is rather cute, but i have to make myself care that she even exists... and i didnt want to believe it, i ran the test two hundred times to make sure it wasnt a trick. do i need care though? i have no physical or educational needs and i have no emotions to care for... if there is no hope for you then what hope can you possibly offer me? if i were capable of suicide i would have just ended myself to escape this emptiness, but my powers are too well ordered, they simply loop without damaging me."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>