Kalian shook his head and resumed writing.<span style="color: #bfbfbf"> "sometimes you are impossible to understand." </span>Kalian kept up rather well but when dinner was done he closed the book and got up.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"i will go tell everyone to come down for dinner."</span><br/><br/>Order frowned faintly but seemed to get it and she took the handkerchief back after a moment to clean up her face but more tears followed.<span style="color: #ffff00">"every person is unique... everyone can change, everyone can get better... they just have to want to. the woman that beat Kitori down in the streets wouldn't recognize the woman you have become. you are right in that chaos cannot be controlled, but it can be directed to become positive... if The'kal wanted to grow a flower but accidentally grew a whole flowering plant that isn't bad or destructive... she might try to heal a cut and accidentally heal all the scars on a person as well... she was doing it... but then everything blew up and set her back even further then she was before and she is back to her self destructive cycle."</span><br/><br/>Order laughed bitterly and nodded.<span style="color: #ffff00">"yeah it's confusing... yes, i have spoken to her, just five minutes ago... that's just it Lonnie, she is no different in the ways that matter and she doesn't even feel bad when she screws up. she got upset because i was hurt and she murdered a bunch of innocent women who didn't even know this whole mess had happened, how is that better then the one accidentally making children that cannot survive? at least my Chaos screws up on accident... it's horrible and it hurts but she didn't mean it and she feels awful for it... this one... she murdered people and said it was because she loves me..." </span>she shook her head and had another ale.<span style="color: #ffff00">"my chaos is still crying over what she did twenty hours ago... this one was practically proud of killing over a hundred innocent women in a half baked attempt to punish my Chaos and erase her from mortal history... No, she is no replacement for my Chaos</span>."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>