<span style="color: #ff9999">"How many people have died because of me? Because I couldn't own up to my own mistakes? How many have suffered and died, Kalian? Do you know? Do you want to know? Because I know all of their names, every person I've killed, every soul banished to the Nether or torn asunder... I remember their names and faces. Elune doesn't think I suffer enough but I know more about those lives in Silvermoon than she does or would ever care to. How do I forgot being locked in my own mind watching my body destroy a city of innocent people?" </span>She looked at him and pushed him back, though there was little strength to it Kalian was the only thing stopping the wolf was tackling the already wounded priestess.<span style="color: #ff9999">"I want to go home, I want to apologize, but... how? After all I've done how can I ever hope for them to want me back?"</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #cc99ff">"My dear, I've made her cut off her own fingers because she used to chew them until they bled and got infected. This is just something I've had to do for her own health. Me temporarily crippling her for the sake of your baby would be the easiest decision I've ever made in my life. If you ask The'kal she would probably just supercharge Sahra with Eternal energy and send her into labor instantly... and she'd probably be confused why you would get mad at her for almost killing her mate." </span>Muse sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #cc99ff"> "Look at her personality now, is it worth keeping? She's barely functional if she can't keep herself distracted. I know she loves you with all her heart and would spend every moment with you if she could but that's not possible. I would never intentionally hurt you, my love. That's silly to even consider."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>