<span style="color: #0000ff">"My Karrie, the woman I loved was an illusion... An... An avatar of the conflict of these three you have made... My Karrie never existed. This isn't about your competence Goddess, nor do I hold you responsible for it. I fell in love with someone who never existed and I cannot accept these shards in her place." </span>She looked down at them and shook her head.<span style="color: #0000ff">"By saying that you only prove my point... my Karrie hated the ide of being a slave even though the only thing my ownership did was forcibly balance her emotions. And you don't even respect me enough to use my full name." </span>She watched Ana run for a moment and The'kal would sense Rachel's hope break, the thought of losing her last friend and going through the loss of her Karrie alone breaking the bulwark in her mind that kept her hatred contained.<span style="color: #0000ff">"Ras... Please come and kill me... I don't want to be a monster again... Please... Kill me before I give in to the darkness in my heart... I can't fight it without hope... Don't let me insult your mercy by becoming a monster again... Please Ras... Save me from myself." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>