Shauna frowned as she was yanked back but hitting her was like hitting a steel plate as she had never lowered her defenses.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "i told you what i was like in public, around normal people. i told you i was a broken mess unsuitable for social interactions. i was completely honest with you! but what? you thought we would have sex a few times and suddenly i would be fixed? that i would suddenly turn into a social butterfly? or a raging slut based on what you kept pushing. you want to see what it looks like when i throw my power in someone's face!?"</span>her hammer appeared but instead of glowing the thing burst into holy flames that made Saerwynn's skin crawl.<span style="color: #ffff00">"huh? is that it? you need to see the worst i can do before you realize how hard i tried for your sake? i didn't go talk to anyone so i wouldn't cause a scene! i interacted with Bwambi for almost two hours because she treated me with the same respect i gave her. that Troll you were cuddling and i got on fine because she left me alone and i left her alone. i tried to let you have your fun but that other one wouldn't leave me alone!"</span>she threw the hammer into the ground where it burned a patch of ground and kept burning even after the plants were ash.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "i tried to hold it together... fuck that, i succeeded, no one needs a healer... so fuck you, giving up on me when i told you what you were up against. fuck you for giving me a glimpse of hope and then snatching it away so quickly... i got what? one day. i should burn you down for that. giving me hope."</span>the flames surrounding the hammer slowly died down and then went out leaving a charred hole in the ground and she picked it up.<span style="color: #ffff00">"when Karrie kills you remember that i was willing to try. willing to put in years, decades even, if that is what it took to build a relationship with you. but all you wanted was a harlot who wanted to play in a bar."</span>she turned to walk away, shaking her head and muttering to herself.<span style="color: #ffff00">"everyone i have ever wanted... throws me away..." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>