<span style="color: #b30000">"I'd ask you for a suggestion but I don't think I'd like what I'd hear so I'm going to ignore your advice about Order and just never ask her for help or accept help from her. That way there's no issues with her in the future."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #a64dff">"I trust Anna and Ras, so that kills your first theory. I have two people in my life that I can trust fully. And I don't hoard my scars, I wish I could let them go but every time I try to be better something happens and makes me go back to how I was. I can't change."</span>She looked at mother and shook her head<span style="color: #a64dff">. "I... I questioned your love for me, constantly, but... I don't have an answer for you. But like I said earlier, I want to fix us, I want a relationship with you... I don't hate you and I never have. But for now I need to focus on my daughter, I need to help her some how."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>