Order looked as though she had been punched for a moment before she sighed sadly and looked down into her glass as tears fell into the whiskey.<span style="color: #ffff00">"im sorry... im sorry i failed you and your ciblings... im sorry niether of us will ever get to know them... im sorry for what was done to save you... im sorry i couldnt protect my family."</span>she shook her head and dropped the rest of the conversation.<br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"she isnt insane, just slightly unhinged. if she were insane i would have removed her from power. no, her mind works just fine, her problem is a defect in the brain. see, mortals have a special system in their brain that handles major emotional trauma but her's doesnt work. for instance, when i hurt you earlier that system activated and helped you handle it, without that you wouldnt have seen my condition, only your own pain and anger and you probably would have exiled me from your life. for Ibara, the pain her loved ones inflict on her takes weeks to even begin to heal so it just built up because they kept doing it over and over. regardless, Ibara knows what an Eternal is, she knows i love you and she knows better then to piss me off. she actually treats me with complete respect and civility because she knows a friendly Eternal can do wonders for her city. dont speak of that machine as though it is a person, Nalo has no soul, it is a malfunctioning sex toy with delusions of sentience and it irritates me and dont get me started on it's replacement. i have seriously considered recreating Azeroth, moving every living thing there and detonating this rock just to destroy that thing..."</span>she smirked a little and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you saw those people, did you sense fear? i saved their loved ones from a fate worse then death and that was just a handful of the mortals i have saved. i just saved a ship full of sailors, their ship had caught fire. im not just out there killing bad people... i spend more time just saving them from accidents then anything. you people really need to get a better handle on fire, its rediculous. and dont get me started on drowning, how hard is it to teach people how to swim? it takes what, an hour? half of those sailors i just saved cant swim, how stupid is that? you already are my priestess, your all mine and i love you."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>