<span style="color: #ffff00">"both of those are huge assumptions. but sex lacks the connection i need."</span>she nodded and sighed softly.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i will work on that problem after i deal with the emergency that is The'kal."</span><br/><br/>Order shook her head as the room continued to shake.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am not reasonable! i am an all powerful goddess that has been tortured longer then life has existed on this stupid little rock and i will not take even one more pin prick of pain from anything i can squash. your right, you could defend yourself but you never have. its all right there in your memories my precious Elf, you let those parents wreck your house no matter how much it hurt you. you let them scream at you no matter how much it hurts. you let people walk all over you because you feel like you deserve it somehow... but i cant. i cant let them hurt you. the more i come to love you the more protective i will become and there will come a day that i dont stop at breaking a few bones and then fixing them... i understand all that you are saying but i am telling you i am incapable of what you are asking of me. the only way i can let the world continue to hurt you is if i leave you. which forces me to hurt you myself so i will probably fly off and rip myself apart but i cannot do what you ask."</span>she reached up to grab her head again.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "help me. please help me. please dont make me leave... there are other mortals who could help your students and patience... but you are the only one who can help me... please..."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>