Relene looked up at Ras and shook her head. "well i have hope and i demand the same from you. we will make up for your bloody past in time, perhaps you could do some work around here to make up for it. i want to be able to come visit when i get older and i dont want to hear about the monster they all think my father is all the time."<br/><br/><span style="color: #00b300">"i certainly wont be sating her curiosity today... oh, so youll both traumatize me, give me the best day of my life, traumatize me again and cut me off from the good part? you dont seem to understand, the violence was a hundred-thousand times worse then the pushy way in which youintorduced me to sex. dont fuss with the Empress, its not worth the trouble she can bring."</span><br/><br/>Order looked back at her and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you found a way for two females to mate but you cant remove a memory block? i dont know... i need something in my life, i dont even care about living, i just... keep living out of habit. but i didnt know what was wrong with me until you told me all of this. i didnt even notice the gaps in my life until you pointed them out, i just knew that my spirit was gone and didnt know why."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>