Rachel looked at Karrie before she slowly shook her head.<span style="color: #0000ff"> "well good for you and all of your soul searching telling you what the rest of us know going in... now let me tell you how i feel. i love you just as much, the only difference i am afraid of you. loving you is like loving a goblin bomb. i don't know when you will go off, i don't know how badly you will go off but i know that every time i wrap my arms around you you are going to blow up in my face... and i don't know if i can take it anymore."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>