<span style="color: #ffff00">"i see her as my daughter, i just don't feel anything when i look at her... she is one of the reasons i want to get better so badly, i have a child that i don't care about and that is wrong."</span>she nodded and looked into Delithia's eyes.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i still do a little, but its nothing compared to what it was... and holding you helps. i don't think i will, its... its a story, a horrible story lost in a sea of horrible stories, there is nothing connecting me to it. they are not my memories, they are The'kal's memories and i feel so badly for her, but they don't really bug me."</span><br/><br/>Ashia snorted and shook her head.<span style="color: #404040">"hardly, its going to take more then a night of glorious sex to kill me."</span>she returned the kiss with a smile.<span style="color: #404040">"oh? tinkering with my innards again were you?" </span>she looked over the meal with a grin before she took a deep breath to give it a good blast of fire and sat down to eat.<span style="color: #404040">"so what did you do to me this time my loving Goddess?" </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>