<span style="color: #ffff00">"i beat you to that. Susan adores me after i repeatedly saved her life and spent two weeks by her side helping her through her ascension. i am afraid that i am half the problems she mentioned when she was here. Zelina wants Elerona to have a mother so she is also pushing Elerona... it isn't working Elerona is just as stubborn as you."</span>she nodded and looked away.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am not proud of what i did... but Melody is The'kal's only chance to get better and she is determined to kill herself, she believes in an afterlife where she will be with her mate and son again. there is no way she would willingly wait until The'kal escaped and being isolated for so long would likely ruin any chances of The'kal ever getting better even if Melody did wait. i will not lie to anyone for any reason. she will either know me for what i am or she will not know me and i am okay with that. i would rather die then willfully endanger the life or sanity of my family, her not being able to know me is a small price to pay, i can and do still watch her from afar. it is unfortunate but Karren is incredibly fragile, she lost her mind once and considering how long it too her to recover the first time... she may never recover if i were forced to try to repeat my actions." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>