Rayne took a deep breath and stood up.<span style="color: #660066"> “I’ll keep it to myself. I just need to toughen up like a good soldier since I don’t know anything about who I am or what I became for almost all of my adult life.”</span>She shook her head and looked at the vehicle.<span style="color: #660066"> “I’m not worried about what Kelsy would do, I’m worried about what I would say or do. I think I’ve already made enough mistakes in my short time here and I don’t want to make your people regret taking care of me. I don’t want Kelsy’s efforts to have been for nothing. Yes, I... started dreaming about her after my physical therapy lessons with her and I thought masturbating in the shower would fix it. She walked in on me while I was, um, handling it and I... I yelled at her to get out of course, but I wanted her to stay and watch. I didn’t feel even a little shame about her seeing me like that, once the post orgasm clarity wore off and the doubt and misery rolled back in I became very embarrassed and disgusted with my own thoughts about her.”</span>She headed for the vehicle and shook her head.<span style="color: #660066">“If I go much longer without food I may try eating your wings. And I think he wants rid of me as soon as possible.”</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>