<span style="color: #5900b3">"it is."</span>she accepted the hand up and then nodded and looked Crimzon in the eyes.<span style="color: #5900b3">"i haven't been free to do anything i want in so long i have forgotten what it feels like."</span>she raised one brow and then looked down at herself and smiled and kissed Crimzon gently.<span style="color: #5900b3">"i haven't worn anything this tight in thousands of years... but if it pleases you then it pleases me."</span>she leaned her head back a little and purred softly before she took Crimzon's hand to head outside. she made a quick stop at Rydos' house to inform the girls that they could begin unpacking while her and Crimzon were out running. that done she grinned at her Vampiric lover and took off into the forest, utterly fearless as she ran headlong into the trees. she was obviously rusty, stumbling here and there but soon enough she was running smoothly over the uneven and unfamiliar terrain as though it were a perfectly smooth road. just as when she had been riding her scent quickly changed to be relaxed despite the sexual frustration that was also slowly fading away.<br/><br/><span style="color: #ffa64d">"how can you want them to suffer for what they did but not me!? we did the same things! it hurt me just as much as it hurt them and you said they deserved it so i must deserve to suffer as well. how the fuck am i supposed to feel!? i don't care what i did to that girl and she is no child of mine. the last fucking thing i need is another goddamn person telling me how to do my work and then judging me over it. i wasn't done with Karrie but that little shit ran off with her, i just didn't want to deal with Karrie anymore so i took the excuse to be rid of her. i spent three fucking weeks twisting Karrie into a decent person instead of a selfish fucking monster. i spent those same three weeks suffering from stress, exhaustion, literal physical pain and crippling mental pain and you didn't even notice. but sure, your good at blaming other people to make yourself feel better so blame me."</span>she pulled her legs up to her chest as she started crying and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"just go away... i don't have the energy to leave or i would so just leave me alone..."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>