Ashia smiled again and nodded.<span style="color: #404040">"i wish i had been around to see any of that... i can't tell you how bad i felt breaking my promises to you because i couldn't find you."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #4dffa6">"ah, well that's good then, i hope someone can help her feel better, i have been worried she might harm herself with how miserable she has been. yeah Inaara here is one strange woman but she seems to have good intentions despite her... rough way of doing things."</span>he laughed quietly and nodded.<span style="color: #4dffa6">"what is the point of living without those things? being undead i needed quite literally nothing, not even sleep... that left me without purpose or drive to do anything. without love all i had was loneliness. at first i really missed sex but the longer i went without it the more i realized what i really missed was feeling closer to someone even though the only sex i had been having before i died was with the local whore, but i paid her extra and she let me cuddle with her for a little while after the deed. i will say that my reading improved by leaps and bounds, i had access to the remains of the Lordareon royal library and nothing to do with my time but read... but even that was pointless. if i read a good book who was i gonna share it with? the Forsaken that i hated? i tried, they didn't care about anything but hate and being miserable about being undead. Orcs and Trolls really aren't ones to talk about books. they can tell great stories, especially Orcs. i had no idea they could be so animated and intense when telling you a story and they weren't all about war. a lot of violence, sure but they love to talk about a good brawl or a good hunt as much as battle. Trolls were happier telling dirty jokes but i could only take so much of that before it just started reminding me that sex was something i would never experience again. Tauren are too quiet to really get a good conversation out of them and they generally pity the Forsaken for being undead."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>