Salterria frowned and looked down into her glass for a moment.<span style="color: #b30000">"my baby siblings will grow up and then i can have friends... they can't all be self righteous assholes like my big brother. i might ask Order to make me stop going into heat because that is just not fair... but i have to make myself ask for help and i hate that."</span>she frowned faintly and then shrugged.<span style="color: #b30000">"it's different, i know all the letters by instinct, it just takes time to sound out words to know them."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>