<span style="color: #ffff00">"i have one friend and he isnt here. there is no other name for me to use."</span>she shook her head a little and looked at Elerona.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "you really dont grasp just how dangerous it is to give even a fraction of our power to mortals do you? look at all the damage we have done with it and as a species we arent as emotional or short sighted as they are."</span>she waited for her whiskey before she rased her glass and nodded before she downed it.<br/><br/>Order took a deep breath and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i know all of that, i do... but when she asked me for help and then screamed like i murdered her when i tried to give her the help she asked for it nearly killed me. i hurt her so badly and i didnt mean to and i couldnt fix it no matter how caring i tried to be, even putting her back in her body didnt calm her down... my daughter, screaming in pain and fear that i caused..."</span>she shook her head and squeezed Delithia tight.<span style="color: #ffff00">"this all happened in little over a day, you didnt do anything wrong." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>