<span style="color: #ff8000">"i have friends and family, just not the kind that shares my bed. she swore to protect me and then broke my fucking face, i count that as betrayal of her oath. Ras lied to me over and over again always with the excuse of he forgot."</span>she snorted and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff8000">"you speak of things you know nothing about. i knew Ras for nearly two years and the pain he inflicted only continued to intensify while Vyre never stopped making my life incredibly difficult in so many ways. if your right and they still love me then i hope that me hating them until the day i die inflicts some tiny part of the pain they inflicted on me. i will never go back to the way i was. i hate that weakness, that pathetic need for someone else that meant less then nothing to me in the end. i hate how they made me feel. i hate that i needed them. i hate that they were never there for me." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>