<span style="color: #5900b3">"I do, I've always cared I just... after Ibara I've been so scared to- No, I've been negligent and selfish. I've been awful to everyone around me and now I can't... I do care." </span>She looked at Ashia and took her hand.<span style="color: #5900b3">"If I knew I would tell you. But I'm scared you'll throw me out once you've gotten your child from me, I'm scared that Ana and I will be homeless, I'm scared Ashia. Scared that... things won't be different. I'm scared because I do love you and I don't want to be discarded once I've served my use to you like has happened to me so many times in the past."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>