<span style="color: royalblue">"it doesnt react that easily, you have to really want something and focus on it. if our powers reacted to every little emotion and whim that went through our minds we would have inadvertently obliterated all of creation by now and i would most certainly have obliterated you for touching my sister. you really wanted Sharindia pregnant and over the three days you were in that time bubble you made it happen. i am keeping myself from killing you, Malourne and Sahra." </span>he smiled a little and looked at Ras.<span style="color: royalblue">"i did have a mate for a time but when you feel every emotion around you things can get extremely complicated... imagine feeling all the pain youve put Amere and the rest of your family through on top of your own guilt, imagine their every emotional whim slamming into you and forcing you to keep from acting on it. you mortals have enough trouble controling your own impulses, i have to control every impulse of those around me on top of my own. i do love and i find ways to enjoy my life but i can never have what i really want... a mate, a family, children. i understand those around me too well, i feel your dislike for me, i feel Sharindia's burning curiosity, Kalian's calmness and Relene's hungry and her fading pain and even the subtle emotions of those still dreaming." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>