<span style="color: purple">"ive seen enough of the beauty of this world to know it only exists for someone to hate and destroy and im tired of trying to protect it only to fail or make things worse... you would be with me and i would keep you warm. you are my family Sahra, the only one i will ever have. Ras' life is too fast and chaotic for me, everything drives me crazy and scares me. you cant meet Ophidian now, the death of my body has ripped a hole in his soul, he cant hear or feel me anymore and its driving him insane."</span>she sighed softly and sook her head thogh the gesture was pratically invisible.<span style="color: purple">"yes i have, i hurt people all the time... everytime i try to help i make things worse. no, i wont make anyone do anything ever again, i dont have a right to infringe on the free will of others."</span>she moved away but only just a little.<span style="color: purple"> "i even hurt you... i have made things worse for you just like i do to everyone else... Sahra you arent aging anymore, your immortal... look in a mirror, your getting physically younger simply by living up here with Relene and i... do you really want me to stay here and live as a ghost? like this? unable to talk to you unless i touch you and you never being able to touch me?"</span><br/><br/>Zelina shook her head and sighed irritably.<span style="color: darkred">"she wasnt reacting on emotions, she was cold and calculated. i would expect her to attack Ophidian or something, not calmly plan his demise and the enslavement of mortals."</span>she nodded a little and closed her eyes.<span style="color: darkred"> "i wish i could help but i have barely managed to get basic spells going, not that i have practiced much."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>