Nyarien has suffered extreme mental trauma and a number of phobias that had left her emotionally stunted and distant from the world around her.<span style="color: #ff0000">"There's probably a lot wrong with me but I don't know what of my past can be fixed if anything, all of it was negative. I was an alcoholic abuser when I was an Elf, when I became a monster I was still violent but when my mother's strength and talents so I became a warrior and then a Battle Maiden. Eventually I broke free and tried to take a pet but ended up killing her in a fit of rage... I don't have any positive memories from before I met Leena."</span>She blinked and slowly nodded.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "Y-yes, of course. I'm sorry. Emotions are hard for me to process and I say things I shouldn't."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>