<span style="color: #00b300">"i wasn't talking about my time as a solider... i was talking about my personal crusade to protect the Night Elven people in a childish attempt to prove myself worthy in the hopes that they would then release my mother. in the end my crusade meant very little to them, Ras had to break my mother out of prison and even after going to war for them they still want nothing to do with me." </span>he frowned a little and then shook his head.<span style="color: #00b300">"i think Ras simply doesn't have the time... there is no kind way to say this so i will just say it. if i had to choose between one emotionally unstable daughter and another i would choose the one who had yet to kill anyone in the hopes of preventing her from ever doing so. the last time i saw Relene she was nearly as sullen, cold and distant as you used to be back at the mansion."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #663300">"please do keep rubbing salt in that wound, i need to be reminded of my dead parents and two dead brothers every twenty minutes or so... all while you describe attacks that are a tiny fraction of the invasion we faced."</span>she rolled her eyes and shook her head.<span style="color: #663300">"you really are quite stupid aren't you? pain is your body's way of telling you not to do that but you take that as a sign to try harder. never mind that any memories you may piece together cannot be trusted for a variety of reasons. whatever you piece together will have no context, you won't know the people in your memories and you won't even know if the pieces you stick together happened in the same decade or not. and all the while you could damage other parts of your brain because you won't let it heal. but you go right ahead and solider on, if you start bleeding out your eyes and ears maybe then you will listen to me... oh, wait you might have made yourself deaf. you can worry about hurting me sometime after you can run again and not before."</span>she barely glanced up and shook her head.<span style="color: #663300">"great, we are orbiting a planet of bloodthirsty barbarians." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>