Order pursed her lips and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"that makes no sense but i don't feel like arguing."</span>she smiled a little and kissed Trinity's cheek and then set the Gnome on her shoulders.<span style="color: #ffff00">"all Eternals are unique, names are not repeated in the manner you suggest."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #b35900">"i had the life i wanted... but Nyaka, Ras and Vyre burned it to ashes and losing Alex scattered those ashes into the sea. i don't want to rule the nation i built anymore. i don't want the sisters i would have died to protect. i no longer want to bring children into this world. i have lost all interest in sex, art and nature. even the meals you bring only give me a fleeting moment of pleasure that soon fades and even the tiniest crumb of anticipation of the next one is buried under the misery or knowing it will be equally brief."</span>she shook her head and sighed.<span style="color: #b35900">"yeah... and i despise The'kal a thousand times more for it. it wasn't bad enough that she let Nyaka gut me and kill my baby, starting the chain of events that ruined my entire life. no, she had to inflict you and Alex on me. he shattered what little hope and drive i had left and you stubbornly think you can repair my shattered spirit despite the fact that most of the pieces are lost."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>