Order held The'kal tight and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"How could words ever be enough to answer what i did? Living with those memories... But no memories of why... It was driving me insane..."</span>she pulled back to look into The'kal's eyes.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Dont see those things... Just see me... Please just see me."</span><br/><br/>"So did i, we all linked with her at her trial... But when the elders tried to be kind to her she nearly lost her mind. She screamed at us to punish her, she begged for a death sentence. But that would not be justice and so we denied it and the elders have been walking an impossible line... Pretend we hate her at the same time as trying to help her." She shook her head with a faint frown. "You are very strange." She closed her eyes and squeezed the crystal. "Would you act the same around one of your own kind that lost their legs? Tell them they can walk? Music comes from the heart and the soul and my connection to those parts of me were ripped out like... Like a mortal with a broken spine who can never use their legs again. You could give me such an instrument but my music would be hollow and without feeling. Emotional wounds only take time... Our healers were all destroyed."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>