<span style="color: #ffff00">"yes, it would be completely logical. but it would also be indescribably cruel, heartless and cold of me to run around behind your back maiming these children and all future ones you ever have... and i don't care how many times people say that i am all of those things they are wrong."</span>faster then lightning Order grabbed Elerona's hand and connected to her.<span style="color: #ffff00">"this is what i feel seeing what Karrie made me do to her."</span>a wave of pain and guilt washed through Elerona so powerful it dwarfed Elerona's feelings about what she did to Rayne.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "this is what i don't know how to express... this is how badly i feel for what i did to Karrie. this."</span>the feeling changed to one of pained revulsion.<span style="color: #ffff00">"is how i feel about you suggesting that i would maim your innocent babies. and this."</span>it changed again and now it was a hopelessness surrounding a desperate love.<span style="color: #ffff00">"is how i feel about you. i love you but i know you will hurt me and i have no hope that you will stop... these are the feelings i do not know how to express." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>