<span style="color: #5900b3">"actually, yes, i can. im... im tired of him making everyone's life so much damned work and i have half a mind to tether him to the house. how can we cuddle him when he goes out looking to get pissed off? and what right does he have to give Ibara attention when im actively keeping Shauna from poisoning herself because shes drinking too much? i love Ras, i really do. those rare times that he isnt pissed off he is sweet, kind, loving and will shower someone in affection. but damn it he makes it hard..."</span>she jumped slightly, Ibara snarling at The'kal and was half naked having been pulled out of bed.<span style="color: #ff8000">"the fuck you cunts want?"</span>she listened and snarled some more.<span style="color: #ff8000">"you leave my mind the fuck alone The'kal, you have no fucking right to mess with me. i am not full of hate or paranoia, your son is a fucking asshole, Vyre went out of her way to smash my heart and no ruler in the world would keep a bodyguard in love with them. you know better then most how much emotions can fuck with your work."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ff0000">"i dont trust any of them not to make things alot worse... The'kal has a good heart but we both know shes a fuckup, Order would probably destroy my emotions entirely by accident and Elune is a moron."</span><br/><br/>Order smirked a little and emptied her mug again only to fill it the same way.<span style="color: #ffff00">"true enough, i know every fact in existance but i dont know the first thing about being a person or living. but you can read just fine now."</span>she shook her head a little and looked around.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i didnt give you the power to modify your body, just to see into souls, kill anything on the planet and made you indestructable so long as you remain righteous. but your different then most, every person in here wants to change something about their body but not a one wants to change everything. hell, half of them want my wings and the other half just want a feather."</span>she frowned slightly and then smirked.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "Lonnie, your not going to upset me by telling me the truth. especially about the shell i wear to interact with you mortals... i cant go around in my true form, a ball of energy ten times the size of your world and shining bright enough to permanently blind you isnt exactly good for interacting with now is it?"</span>she took another long drink before she turned to face him.<span style="color: #ffff00">"but if you think being pretty would help, make suggestions on how to fix this 'man face' but the arms arent softening, im a warrior goddess afterall, not a Goddess of mothers and fertility."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>