Ashia laughed quietly and shook her head.<span style="color: #404040">"it was my understanding that all children are fun and interesting in their own ways."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #b35900">"and yet you want to say i am fit to be around a child." </span>she shook her head and slowly looked at him.<span style="color: #b35900">"i wish i had stayed dead with my child... returning to this horrible world without my powers was the biggest mistake i ever made. i woke up feeling hollow and empty and now i am just filled with misery and regret. there is nothing to see that is going to make up for being broken on a fundamental level. there is nothing i can do that will replace the strength i relied on to survive my mother and the monsters i grew up among. Elune and the Loa ripped my soul apart and then their agents Ras and Vyre butchered my heart... i don't want to get better, i give up, i surrender, i won't fight anymore... the abyss can have whats left of me." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>