<span style="color: magenta">"not for family, this isnt an army. im glad your planning to stay, i think you may be good for this family... im afraid we have let Ras run rampant far too long."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: red">"neither would i accept one. while that sounds very sweet im afraid i must decline, i want to at least have some kind of continuous relationship before i let anyone inside me. oh im sure i wont, i realize now that while i was doing all that work i was losing myself in the process."</span>she stood up and nodded<span style="color: red">. "ill talk to her but i dont expect much, she was well intentioned but rather... stupid last time i spoke with her. im afraid i know nothing of either, my mother insisted i learn to sew when i was growing up and i never really needed herbs to assist me, i left that to the apothacary. can i ask why you put a temple up anyway? i appreciate that and may need it, its not as though i have much." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>