<span style="color: #5900b3">"you have no idea how much hate mail i get... people blame me and rightfully so, i sent those people into war knowing they weren't ready because i had no choice. guilt and rage don't work like that, i cannot just turn them off."</span>she sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3">"i understand what your saying... and i know that Malfurion will never make me a priority, i realized that a very long time ago... but i don't know how to stop loving him, i wish i did sometimes... and then i feel bad for wishing i didn't love him... and then i get angry with him for sleeping away our lives and i just... my head fills with so much pain and anger that i don't know what to do." </span>she frowned faintly and then shrugged.<span style="color: #5900b3">"then go swimming, the water is twenty feet away." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>