"<span style="color: purple">Emma, get a hold of yourself." She tried to calm her, not jumping on her but recalling the facts of everything she knew instead and trying to get Emma to see it through her eyes and ears of her network,  "The messenger <i><b>came back</b></i>, he<i><b> didn't </b></i>deliver the message to anyone. He only saw the carnage that was left. I double confirmed it with the NCR recording. I thought it was something that I started but looking at it all as a whole, it would seem that it had nothing to do with you at all. It seems to be unrelated. The organization that knew anything about you and had it out for you is now gone. Regardless of how I wanted it to go down. Now, please give me a moment if you would.</span>"<br/><br/>Fanya, distracted with everything else, did notice the look that Sue gave her. She knew what Rebecca had wanted to do and figured she accomplished it. Fanya also realized that, for the most part, Fanya was to blame for this one. She should have... could have resisted, knowing what those two meant to each other, but didn't because of her nature and temptation. Fanya was never good with temptation. She walked over to where Sue was and bent down, her head lowered apologetically.<br/><br/>"<span style="color: purple">You can say whatever you want to me or do whatever. I deserve it. I have no excuse for what I did. I am just me. My words are nothing, I realize that. Nothing I can say will change what I did.  Whatever I may have destroyed in your heart for me, please give that space to Rebecca. She..</span>." She was still looking for the words, "<span style="color: purple">.. does really care for you. I know you care for her too.</span>" Fanya's voice was quivering on the edge of dark emotion, "<span style="color: purple">Hate me to the utmost if you will, Sue, but please... forgive<b> her</b>.</span>" Fanya blinked, holding back her tears that threatened to spill down her painted face, her eyes turning swollen, she looked away back at the couch, at the sleeping doctor and closed her eyes waiting for what would come next.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>