<span style="color: #8000ff">“Quiet you, let me be unreasonable and have my panic attack. One of those fancy government employees should just fly me up to the top then. That would still be better than having to be stuck in that tube.” </span>She sighed softly and closed her eyes for a second.<span style="color: #8000ff">“Then what am I supposed to do? I’ve processed everything as much as I can and I don’t want to earn Order’s ire by going behind her back on this. I have to figure something out.” </span>Her cup started to crack as her grip tightened but she quickly put it down before she broke it.<span style="color: #8000ff"> “I have time. I’m not ready to a parent anyways, neither is Isabelle… she doesn’t even love me yet. I’m being impulsive and I need to make something out of myself first. I can’t just live on Basics forever.”</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>