Ibara nodded slightly and smiled a little.<span style="color: darkorange">"yes Mistress."</span>she looked at Nyaka and frowned a little.<span style="color: darkorange"> "why shouldnt i? she at least makes me feel good about myself, she takes care of my emotional needs and shes knows how to drive me to the hights of pleasure... shes also beautiful to look at, shes nice to cuddle against and strong enough to make me feel protected even though i dont need it. in a nut shell she does everything i could ask for, i dont ever expect to be loved as a person, im a goddess."</span>she rolled onto her back before continueing.<span style="color: darkorange">"i know Ras loves me but he wouldnt be good for me... look at Amere, hes driven her to become a closet alchaholic, she feels utterly alone in taking care of Amber, she has no support and she doesnt even get laid. and Elune is ready to rip his head off and punt it off her island, she loves him but they arent good for eachother and the stress of his life isnt good for Amber let alone Relene." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>