<span style="color: red">"I'd much rather be a soldier, at least you wouldn't have to live with your guilt for very long."</span>She looked at Shauna for a moment and shook her head.<span style="color: red">"Trial? That seems like a waste of time and interrogation isn't always very effective. On more than one occasion I've gotten someone to confess to something they didn't do just to make it end."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: purple">"We still don't know if Ras is my father or that he would accept me even if he was. There's no reason to believe he would care about me now after all these years, he promised my mother he would visit her again yet she lay crippled in her cave being used to lay eggs that would never hatch until today. He forgot about her, he won't care about us." </span>She closed her eyes and rolled over so her back was facing Sharindia.<span style="color: purple">"If he throws me and my mother out you won't have to worry about teaching me. I can go back home and forget all about this, the silly dream of having a father, seeing my mother happy. I'm just thankful for The'kal and her beast saving my mother and fixing her."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>