Toshimi had not left her ship in two days. Two days of stewing in her rage and her bitterness. Why had she not just killed Cain? Why did it have to be all theatrical? She knew the answer but wanting Cain to know that she was alive and that she was the one that stuck her did little to salve the wounds that had been opened. That one fucking kiss, that plea for help had ruined everything. It made her remember all that they had been and for that one moment, it had cost her the focus she needed. She should have been even more upset. LiLi had only hurt herself because she had wanted her to suffer... for what??? because Cain had shot -her-? She could have left Inviere to rot like she had been left but that sly bitch played on her lingering feelings. Now she had lost the element of surprise and exposed a weakness to her worst enemy. Stupid stupid STUPID!!! Angry red color flared across her face and Toshi just threw her hands up. There was nothing left to destroy that was not vital to the ship's function so she reined in her anger.<br/><br/><br/>The fight fled from her along with the weary sigh. Nothing had gone right since she sat at that table. Damn LiLi and her rash behavior! Damn the girl for not being better yet. No one had come to tell her that the pet had woken up so she had hacked into the medical database... since they apparently had not discovered the flaw in their security that Toshimi and Cain had exploited last time. Nothing had been updated in the girl's chart but that could be either Inviere's or Maggie's hand at work or even Alice's in an attempt to keep the peace. She wanted to go see LiLi just to be sure that she would pull through but given that seeing her was what started that whole mess, Toshimi thought it best to stay away. Maybe she should have stayed away from the whole situation and just stayed gone, stayed dead. Another low sigh passed her lips and the sudden, crushing sense of loneliness that had been companion to her rage seemed to well up, threatening to drown her. With great effort, she rose, stripping and stepping into the shower. Standing motionless under the hot water, Toshimi fought back her sadness and forced the anger back in place. there would be time for sadness later. For now, there was only revenge.<br/><br/><br/>Once she washed and dressed, she sat back at the comm station of her ship and her long fingers flew over the keypad, moving swiftly through the station's outdated systems. She had made a decision. She was going to see Maggie. It was clear that there was some animosity between her and Cain that she might be able to use. Maybe the contract that she had turned down previously was still valid. No sense doing something for free if someone was willing to pay you for it. Ironically that was one of Cain's sayings. The bounty on her former lover had been enough that she could do the job and disappear and now it might be more considering what a pain in the ass she could be. Leaving her ship, Toshimi started toward the area where the station records said that Maggie lived. No doubt she would have guards posted but she seemed open to the idea of them meeting again and maybe she would take the time to see her. and if not, it would not be nearly the first time that Toshimi had to get in where she was not wanted.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>