<span style="color: #ffff00">"i tried but i just... i had literally never spoken in words before... they are still so alien to me... i expresed myself very poorly... i made enemies because i didnt know how words and tones are used... i dont understand slang, sarcasm or nuances... it is like having sex with animals but it still feels good and they can be very nice to have but its doomed... so very doomed, they can only die and leave us. i forgave you when you said it, i know where it came from but its not safe to act so similar to The'kal. she doesnt think before she acts and it causes so many problems."</span>she sighed irritably and yanked The'kal back but the hug caught her off guard and she tensed before she slowly relaxed in it.<span style="color: #ffff00">"she would have hit two stars and got sucked into orbit of a black hole... yes, i am, im just finding my emotions again and i cant say i handle them well or that i even like most of them but im trying to get better. your my child, of course i want to be part of your life."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>