Saerwynn slid off of Shauna and collapsed into a sweaty, panting pile next to her.<span style="color: #0080ff"> "She isn't feeding on your energy so she's getting exhausted, what a strange succubus." </span>She licked Shauna clean then sat up and wiped her mouth clean.<span style="color: #0080ff"> "Of course, how would you like me positioned?"</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #a64dff">"He... he only came to see me every few days. I lived in a cave and he told me he was a druid. My pack wouldn't let him stay too long and when he tried to make me leave we killed him." </span>She sighed sadly and looked up at the dryad.<span style="color: #a64dff">"He won't accept me because everyone says I'm like my mother and she is an awful woman. She tried to drown me, she broke my father's heart, and she hurts everyone who gets close to her. If I'm like her then he can't accept me because he'll get hurt again, and I don't want that. I don't want to see my father hurt, he's all I have and... he turned his back on me because I let him down. So I need strong children that he can be proud of, but instead all I get are animals. I'm a failure and I want to die."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #666600">"I swear if Ras tries to fuck his own daughter I'm going to kick his ass... she is really cute though. I wonder if she's..." </span>She stopped herself with a laugh and shrugged.<span style="color: #666600">"I'd be a pretty shitty Chaos if I was boring and predictable. But I'll try to be a little less chaotic from now on."</span>The'kal pulled Melody close and wrapped herself around the smaller Eternal.<span style="color: #666600">"Oh, I'm very much aware. So I guess you can't kill yourself yet, I want a child and Order isn't a suitable mate for that. But you... you are kind, warm, and intelligent. That's why I need to help you like you've helped me, I need to help you find a new peace and happiness and I think you should be by my side. Maybe squished between Order and I, you are still kind of small."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>