Shauna tensed hard and she shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"don't. do not stand there and defend Nalo to me. it's hard enough not murdering her for her part in Ibara's downfall."</span>she looked down at Saerwynn and forced a small smile before she looked at Nyx.<span style="color: #ffff00">"and i am sorry for her tears but at least i didn't kill Nalo and make her tears a thousand times worse. yes, loyalty. no, i don't expect either of you to be spineless but all i asked was that you come home with me... i didn't ask you to help me kill Nalo or Vyre, i didn't demand that you back me up or even take my side Nyx. all i fucking asked for was that you come home with me! you don't get to say if i am right or wrong, you weren't there, you weren't even on this planet yet. you don't know enough about any of the people involved to deserve a voice in these matters which is why i would never ask your help in dealing with them. all i asked you to do was come home with me... that's all i wanted... fuck your disappointment, i didn't kill her, i didn't even hit her and she deserved it."</span>she frowned as she was picked up but instead of struggling she looked Nyx in the eyes.<span style="color: #ffff00">"let me go. now. you told me to go get drunk and angry by myself and that is exactly what i intend to do."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ff0000">"Order split your soul with that exact purpose in mind and in such a way to allow it... the damage to mine was violent and accidental, she may not be able create the same linkage for me. i hope she can do something but i am not counting on it."</span>she nodded and snuggled against him.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>