Izzy anxiously accepts the coffee and grins. Izzy was a girl who liked to drink...mostly because it was illegal, but more then that, she just enjoyed the taste of her rot-gut more so than the effects of it. Today, however,was one hell of a day. Her entire world was turned upside down, and had she not been hitting the bottle before Serina alerted her to the cirques troubles, she would be after.<br/>The barkers mind was a mess. A tangled web of doubt, fear and uncertinty.<br/><br/>Yesterday she drank because the girl she loved clearly didn't want her. Today she drinks...because now she wasn't sure what SHE wanted. Once oObscura left her trailer, Izzy started to think long and hard about all the kindness Serina had ever shown her. That one time Izzy broke her elbow showing off for Cam, Serina was seemingly always at her door to check on her.Whenever Enzo would realllly start to embarass her, Serina would speak up and mock her brother.  When Izzy needed a hand , Serina was never too busy.<br/>Yet she'd been woefully oblivious to Serina feeling anything for her until today.<br/><br/>The irony of the situation was not lost on her. Serina behaved with her much the same way Izzy did around Camila. Yet Izzy found her slef irate with Cam for never speaking up if she'd felt the same way. The guilt...the horrrible guilt of feeling something so selfish , sent Izzy to the bottle.And soon shame was replaced by indignet indifference, as she rationalized Cam had far more chances then Serina had to make a move...as she had equal shots to say something to Camelia.<br/><br/>The barker was just a pit of emotions and confusion, but now she had to sober up...as she had a job to do.<br/><br/>She leans into Serinas grasp, and finishes the cooled coffee. Still pretty groggy and out of it Izzy just stares forward, never looking up at Serina, as she whispers very quietly in an insecure and terrified tone.<span style="color: olive">"Why do ya' like me Serina? Yr' always around fr' me..and its a thankless fuckin' job...why do ya' do it?"</span><br/><br/>Finally after a long thoughtful pause she looks up to meet the snakecharmers gaze.<br/><br/>((Forgive typos/spelling, on cellphone!no spell check!))<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>