<span style="color: #ffff00">"then he left out the part where his cruelty drove me to doing more and more of those things from the shadows and then when i couldn't take it anymore i threw all of it in his face and threatened to take it all back. we all make subtle adjustments to how we tell a story to make the person we are talking to feel the way we want... even me. he left out the threat, i left out the pain in his eyes when he realized i had given Amber magic. the problem is that i can't be sure if he actually realized he was mistaken or if he is just saying that and bowing to the threat. both are possible and if i choose to believe it was the threat then i don't have to trust a man who hurt me many times, it's the safer, easier choice. the only reason i tried for so long in the first place was to make The'kal happy and my relationship with her was over the moment i found my children alive. these curses were meant to destroy The'kal's life and yes, being caught between Ashia and Ras' curses has hurt you more then say Emily who only got singed by Ashia curse but why do you think Elune left? why does Sharindia, who is heavily pregnant with Ras' child barely have his scent on her? they had a nasty fight three weeks ago over him trying to find a way to hurt me, which is fucking laughable. he was just here, do you smell the Blood Elf? of course not. i could have sat back and watched his entire life come apart and i would have enjoyed it... the curse dampens my compassion and amplifies my desire to retaliate. it's only by looking at Chiren and the other children that i can make myself give a shit about his curse, your pleas honestly weren't doing it."</span>she scoffed and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you want to know the difference? i offered help. i never once forced my powers on him, you or anyone else. yeah, i still have problems communicating an they were worse but that is no excuse to treat me like shit for trying to help... it's... it's not like i appeared, failed to communicate and set his house on fire. i appeared, offered help and kept talking until i clearly understood the problem i was trying to help with with and clearly communicated the help i was offering. i got frustrated with my own communication problems but i didn't mistreat the people i was trying to communicate with, in fact once i realized that the problem was mine i began apologizing profusely and asking for patience with my difficulties... I'm sorry, you know all of that, I've known you nearly as long and visited you far more often."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>