When Order vanished Elerona released Zelina and leaned back in her seat.<span style="color: #5900b3"> "Let me guess, you're going to call me an asshole too because I can't trust her or any other Eternal? I meant what I said when I said I wanted her in my life, I want to be proud to introduce her to our children, but I don't think that's going to happen. I know she'll come back, she always does and she's welcome to return... she'll always be welcome in our home."</span>She looked at Zelina for a long while without saying anything but Zelina would hear the gears turning in her mate's mind.<span style="color: #5900b3"> "Maybe I should have her come back and I should just leave. For a while anyways. Let her get comfortable with you and the children while I... figure myself out. I wanted nothing more than to hug her and hold her in my arms but- I don't feel safe around her even though I know she has never intentionally hurt me."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>