Explorer shook his head and sighed softly. "<span style="color: #b35900">because the first thing you people do is resort to threats and violence, why do you expect anything but a bad reaction? i came down here despite what i saw thinking it might have been anomalous behavior, a... a bad patch, if you prefer. two days is hardly enough time to judge them but look at what i was met with. threats, more threats and so much shame she won't even raise her head to look at me. i do care, this could be my only chance to have a child. my nature prohibits me from being a good parent, i grow bored of everyone and everything and i am driven to seek out new things to explore. i thought i could do this and visit the child over the years, get to know my offspring in small doses so that i don't lose interest before they are old enough to truly understand why."</span>he shook his head and rubbed his face.<span style="color: #b35900"> "but these people... too many of our kind grew up and lived with nothing but fear, shame, threats and violence and i will not let it happen to my child. it is better that i have no child at all then let him or her be brought up in the conditions i grew up in."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>