<span style="color: #8000ff">"Not to them, so them I'm 'Balance' a failure of an Eternal from the very start. I don't like the idea of living forever, not that I'm like my mother and suicidal but I figured after I lost you and Zelina I would just take my own life so I wouldn't be alone. This is all very unpleasant."</span>She shook her head and laid down on the couch, pulling Susan with her.<span style="color: #8000ff">"You say harmlessly, but it sure as hell didn't feel that way."</span><br/><br/>"And Order just attacked Elune so she's not exactly all together right now either. Sharindia is still almost completely self-serving, I can ask her for favors but she's just as likely to tell me no as she is to say yes. And while yes, I do have a family, last I checked you had an entire village of wh- women desperate enough enough to let you fuck them. I'm sure there's at least one out there willing to support you."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>