Rayne looked at Jass and pulled him into a hug.<span style="color: #5900b3">“She wouldn’t dare harm me now. And she’s been ignoring me and my people for all of our existence, why would she start caring now? She created us, our people still worship her and die in her name. Some become priests and dedicate their entire lives to her. To an absent, worthless, spiteful witch.”</span>She waited until Gustav was out of earshot and looked down at Jass.<span style="color: #5900b3">“What I’m about to tell you I haven’t even told Susan. I remember my deaths, she did a good job of erasing all of the details and they don’t haunt me or anything, but I remember them. Both of them. I don’t know what happened but he first time but I remember people in white masks, I was weak and they wouldn’t feed me. I- I was pregnant and it hurt… it hurt so bad I just wanted to die. After I gave birth I was killed. As, a mercy, a mercy Elune denied me. And then darkness… no after life, no moon, no relief just emptiness. Then I was dragged back to my body and forced back to life. Two more people took me and tried to use me but I was broken, I was miserable, I hated myself and it felt like my soul had been crushed and the shards jammed back into my body. When they got tired of me… whoever they were, they killed me too. But this time I felt warmth, I felt someone hug me and hold me, I felt like things would be okay. That my suffering would end. But I still saw no moon. Elune had truly abandoned me but someone else had taken me. And then I woke up in the hospital bed. Whenever I panic, whenever I get scared or upset I can feel Susan’s warmth and it calms me down.” </span>She took a deep breath and shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3">“Where was my goddess during that suffering, Jass? Where was she when I was cursed and fighting the will of an Eternal? I will spite Elune’s name until the day I die and I will hate her even after my soul has left this mortal shell. But we’re here to have fun, so let’s catch up with Gustav before he falls asleep waiting for us.”</span>She smiled at him and headed after the other Seraphim.<span style="color: #5900b3">“You’re going to meet my goddess soon. Kimberly met her accidentally… I hope that doesn’t become an issue. But she’s going to give me some encyclopedias of Azeroth’s plant and animal life translated for Seraphim readers.”</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>