Britomart sighed angrily and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000">"im afraid of being happy! you dont understand... my tormentor... its life itself... everytime im happy, everytime something goes right in my life something explodes and destroys it all! have a loving family and living the privilidged life, boom! beloved prince comes back and destroys everything in sight! have one family member left, have a chance to reclaim your home? boom! Sylvanas fucking cuntrunner betrays you, kills your last bit of family and chases you for three weeks trying to finish the job... get forced on vacation, meet the most beautiful woman in the world, fall in love, plan a life and a family? boom, killed by a fucking Satyr of all things... get ressurected... worst day of my life... woman i love has gone and found a husband and a pet and wants a family and theres no room for me... and Jim has been one explosion after another..."</span>she shook her head and looked away.<span style="color: #ff0000">"must be nice to be indestructable... im not an Elf, i dont believe in Elune."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>