Melody looked at The'kal before she conjured an image of Order. "would you do that to her when she so desperately needs you? and what about your mortal? you are the only thing she loves, would you take that from her?" she nodded and closed her eyes. "yes, some day i do wish to die but im not ready yet... our people need help to heal and until another takes over i must continue. i didnt bring you out here, risk my life trying to help you for you to suddenly go suicidal." she opened her eyes again as her strength slowly returned. "if you kill yourself you doom your mate to madness and death, you do know that right? she presents a strong, calm facade but i know better. Order's grip on sanity is more tenuous then you realize."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>