<span style="color: #666600">"She's not the Order I love, she never will be again. This is a new person with a new personality." </span>A ripple ran through her as she erased a large amount of her memories.<span style="color: #666600">"If I die you die too, Ashia won't have to suffer any more, Order would be free of me. What's the downside?"</span>The damage she was inflicting on her own mind made her slow to recognize Order and even slower to speak.<span style="color: #666600"> "I... am okay... I'm not crazy... I'm not... Recent mem-memories... Killed her, resurrected... Rewound time... There's a voice, no... I'm not crazy... It's an Eternal in... My head using my memory to make... Make me think I'm crazy... Erasing my memories to find him so I can kill... Kill him and his clan. I just wanted to talk to... To... Melody but... I don't know what happened. Then the voice started, I want to kill it."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>