<span style="color: #ff8000">"going to Outland or even the other moon will only leave me vulnerable to new kinds of torment in a new setting."</span>she scoffed and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff8000">"i wish apologies did anything to alleviate the pain being apologized for but it just doesn't. what's done is done and i never learned how to forgive anyone."</span>she shook her head and put the device away.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "yes, they took my child and my power... but i still trusted the Priestesses and i still trusted Vyre. they all failed me later and that stripped me of my trust, my love and my family away from me all in one night. if you lay one hand on me i will not speak to you ever again."</span>she looked at him for a moment before she marched over to her bedside table and rippled the stack of letters Animus had withheld and threw them on the bed.<span style="color: #ff8000">"Animus will hurt me thinking she knows what is best for me. while it is commendable of you to admit that you will probably fuck up and hurt me at some point its hardly conducive to your goal of saving my soul. it also adds you to the list of people who will hurt me. given what little i know of your past i find it incredibly unlikely that you would kill Vyre instead of sending her away. and the other Ras was here just a month ago with his fake ghost trick to add to my misery. my Priestesses can still hurt me even though most of them don't have the guts to face me right now, that will change over time. i also have an entire life of being hurt by just about everyone i ever met because i am a half breed."</span><br/><br/>the man yelped and jumped away from the door before he looked at Ras with a glare. it took a moment for him to recover but when he did he tried to physically block Ras from entering the house. "you will not hurt her again!"<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>