<span style="color: #ffff00">"yes, i do... i wanted to come home to you sooner but i needed to do some thinking and talk to people who better understand the problems i face. hopefully our lives will settle enough to allow you to paint Lily and i to your heart's content."</span>she frowned faintly and looked at Delithia.<span style="color: #ffff00">"why would that upset me? and if it did why would i be going out of my way to enable that fantasy? just because the thought of having children of my own feels like someone is twisting a knife in my guts doesn't mean i should prevent you from having children with another, or if all goes well several others." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>