<span style="color: #ffa64d">"my kindness is what cost me the life i wanted and gave me this one... it's mostly a good trade but there are some mortal experiences i will never get to have now. i can still be a parent, my child would just be radically different from anything i ever imagined... and maybe it's just Order's description that makes it sound boring, miserable and lonely to be an Eternal parent."</span>she frowned as she listened and then frowned.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"Order doesn't mean to talk down to people she is just... a slave who was tortured for forty thousand years and it has left her socially retarded. that doesn't make her right all the time but it does mean she deserves the same kindness and patience i have shown you for your suffering."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>