she was reluctant to let her hands be moved and he knew that she could stop him if she wanted but she slowly let him and looked at him.<span style="color: #5900b3">"i wish Susan was still around.. maybe she could get my head on straight..."</span>she frowned and slowly shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3"> "it wasn't fair to me when Sahra forced me to put her into a coma to protect the child. it's not fair to me that they are having a jealous spat and making me feel like i can't spend time with either of them without the other bitching about it. and if i tell them they will just blame each other and fight more... they have made me feel like i can't be open or honest with them or even spend time with them so i won't be." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>