<span style="color: #4da6ff">"i prefer not to send people to do my grocery shopping, i like picking my own fruits and vegetables."</span>she smiled a little bitterly and shook her head.<span style="color: #4da6ff">"actually i am just really good at pretending i am not in pain even when my guts feel like they are on fire and cramping so hard i want to curl up and cry." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>