Relene looked up at Ras and shook her head. "i have been complaining about your absence and broken promises for years. i have been asking you to spend time with me for years... i just disguised it as education because i thought you might actually care about teaching me. but no, you would rather send me off to learn from others to avoid spending any time with me. and so i gave up and just accepted that my father wanted nothing to do with me."<span style="color: #5900b3">"what about me?"</span>"what was i supposed to do? interrupt your sexual marathons? like i wanted to see or smell that... it was bad enough listening to it for the first year of my life. i never had a chance to ask anything of you... after you stopped breastfeeding me i didn't even see you at meals, you would just conjure a plate of that awful food you made and go back to Sahra." Elune winced like Whisperia had returned to smack her and looked down.<span style="color: #5900b3">"I'm so sorry Rel-"</span>Relene slammed her hands on the table to interrupt her mother but she also scorched the table and completely wrecked her sandwich. "don't! that word means absolutely nothing to me and i never want to hear it again." she looked at her hands before they glowed a soft green and the scorch marks faded away. she took a deep breath before she looked at her parents again. "i hate being like this... i hate being so angry and hurt that i want to scream and cry and hurt you both... i hate it."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>