Elune shook her head several times before she pulled away.<span style="color: purple">"because i dont even know how to be a person! i dont understand all the stupid little things that make up life let alone how to deal with other people and their needs... and the people in my life have no time to help me, they are always busy needing my help... Ras is too busy, Sahra is more of a mess then i am and i cant have a five minute conversation with you without wanting to rip you apart so tell me, who exactly is supposed to help me? i dont know how to do it myself, i have tried fighting these feelings but i know im getting worse... i know i am..."</span>she nodded, her eyes closed tight.<span style="color: purple">"yes i fail Ras because i cant forgive him no matter how hard i try... i failed you when i came here, all i wanted was to talk and i was screaming at you... i let Whisperia go to prison even though she was innocent, i let Sharindia's husband destroy her relationship with her daughter, Amere doesnt need the trouble of me in her life... what i mostly see is three entire races of people that call for my help every day and i am too stupid to know who i should help and who i shouldnt so i help no one and they suffer for it... and then there are my children, both of whom have been murdered and who i couldnt protect because i was such an idiot... and i see that in Relene every day... she is so cold to me. what good would that do? all i will do is keep hurting you and i will probably hurt her too." </span><br/><br/>Leena shook her head with a faint smirk.<span style="color: red"> "i would talk to her for you but i dont want anything to do with the Temple and she would probably try to work her magic on me and i dont want her in my head."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>