<span style="color: #ff8000">"it doesn't feel amazing... it feels like dying slowly while the whole damn world slowly rips you apart one piece at a time. proud of what? making one small part of the world safe from monsters? it should all be safe from monsters and i can't make enough progress to really matter in the long run."</span>she nodded but kept her gaze on the window.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "yes, before i left i told him he could stay with me if he wanted. i don't know if he can come back now alright? i am so hurt and angry and i know he is a child but that doesn't change that i feel betrayed yet again."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>