<span style="color: #ffff00">"what isnt wrong? my mate is sick, insane and terrified of me... my daughter fears and rejects me... my people fear me... who said anything about giving up? i dont know how to give up anymore then i know how to be happy... i just... i cant take anymore pain at this very moment ok? its too much, its starting to damage my soul so i locked it up."</span><br/><br/>Order cried against Delithia's chest and squeezed her desperately but of course she couldnt hurt the Elf even if she wanted to.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i want to be all those good things but i am not there yet... the violence and the rage and the pain are right there under the surface, barely contained. The'kal and Elerona took turns stabbing holes in my control and then Elerona showed me that Elf yelling at you and i lashed out."</span>she shook her head a little and instead of speaking she linked to Delithia mind and very slowly told her all the things The'kal and Elerona had done in the last couple of days.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>