Relene sighed quietly and reached up to rub her face. "does life ever stop being a complicated mess?"<br/><br/><span style="color: #00b300">"i dont believe in luck, i believe it was meant to happen."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ffff00">"perhaps age has also damaged your hearing, i never said the world worked as i wish it did and nor do i try to make it so. instead i take solace in the order that is my own mind and powers and why my damaged memory troubles me so..."</span>she looked at The'kal and then shook her head, pulling away.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "she is what i lost and she insists that she is beyond repair and i see no sign that she wants me. i am not chasing anything, i do not do anything... i do not know what to do with my time or freedom, i have no wishes or desires, you are supposed to be helping me find such things, not judging my nature. you understand nothing about me or what i am, you understand nothing about the vast differences there are among my species."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>