"stop! give those empty promises to Amber! you cant give me the world and i dont want it. its full of hate and misery." she shook her head as she fought not to cry. "let me go... your guilt is making me miserable! i dont have to feel it... you look at Amber and your eyes light up with happiness and then you look at me with nothing but guilt and it hurts... if any of that were true it would show. Kalian makes you proud, Amber makes you happy and i make you guilty... you cant even help yourself, how are you going to help me? and mom cant even hear me so how can she?"<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>