Order shook her head and didn't turn to look at Ras.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i was courteous, respectful and helpful when we met but one word from a mad woman and suddenly i am the bad guy! you want to talk to me about logic? how about you ignore the rantings of a paranoid, spiteful lunatic and pay attention to what you saw of me with your own eyes... Karrie spent three years tearing Rachel apart but it must be my fault that they broke up, that makes perfect sense. no one cares that what happened was a result of the warlock concealing her companions, sabotaging my work. no one cares that it's breaking my fucking heart that i hurt my granddaughter. no one cares that i took her power away because she tried to make me kill her at least three times. no one cares that sending her to him-"</span>she pointed at Ophidian.<span style="color: #ffff00">"was my idea. no one cares that i did all of this despite being in so much pain that all i want to do is scream until the mountains crumbled to dust..."</span>she walked over to The'kal and crawled into her lap sobbing.<span style="color: #ffff00">"all anyone wants is their problems to go away... Order, come fix this for me. good, now go away... that is what i get from your family... why the hell would i want anything to do with any of you? why would i appear if i don't have to? at least if no one knows i am helping i don't have to face the cold mistrust that i somehow inherited from the mistakes The'kal made before i ever came to this wretched world."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>