<span style="color: #ff0000">"I didn't have the power then, if I did I never would have given Rachel the time of day. I thought I could control the dark magic that animated her... I felt safe and in control. Now I lost that."</span>She screamed and shook her head<span style="color: #ff0000">. "Yes you will! You'll leave and hate me like everyone else! Everyone always does... Even Kalian only likes being around me for my books."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>