<span style="color: #ff0000">"Because you're still here, holding me and not leaving me alone. I don't want your help and I don't want... I don't want anything. I give up on my life, I give up on trying to end the pain. I quit, I can't handle it anymore." </span>She shook her head but refused to look at him.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "The only person I ever felt safe around wanted my father to kill me. And the only time my father ever showed his face in my life was to end it. I have nothing to live for, Rachel doesn't want me and my father was too happy to kill me. It's a mercy my mother is blind so she won't have to see what she gave birth to."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>