<span style="color: #ff8000">"i don't want to fight anymore... i am sick of fighting and crying and hurting and having every bit of happiness i ever find stripped away from me and turned to hate."</span>she shook her head and closed her eyes tight.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "that's not the point. Order can undo a great many terrible things but that doesn't erase all the problems caused by those terrible things. i don't want your power, i wanted my power back, it was wrongfully taken... i defended my child and they all punished me and Ras turned his back on me."</span>she shook her head and sighed irritably and pulled away.<span style="color: #ff8000">"Animus was going to walk right over me and take over. i made a very convincing and logical argument for why she needed a mortal ally and still does. she will have taken my argument and planned around it. i don't care what the boy wants, i care what is best for him and i am poison to him... seeing me like this will only hurt him and i refuse. none, i want nothing more to do with them, they betrayed me and i will not speak to that Ras ever again." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>