<span style="color: #ff0000">"why now? because i have been wrestling with this since we found out Naori was pregnant and its time i make a damned decision because its eating me alive. i cant sleep, i can barely eat and im losing my sex drive and thats about all there is to my life... it also had to be decided before i move out of the city."</span>she looked at Nyarien and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000">"i did not let her get pregnant. she chose to stop taking the herbs that kept her from getting pregnant for ten years. she chose to defy The'kal and risk pregnancy and it damn near killed her as she knew it would. im not kicking anyone anywhere, im leaving and they wont have to work a day in their lives. selfish? im trying not to be a bad influence on and or come to hate the children..."</span>she flinched but looked at Nyarien.<span style="color: #ff0000">"i am your family. your the only person i have ever wanted to spend the rest of my life with."</span>Naori moved to sit on the couch and curled up crying.<span style="color: #80ff00">"im s-s-sorry... i j-just wanted to b-be a mother... i d-dont want you to leave."</span><span style="color: #ff0000">"i have to. the more you and Abby talk about the children, the more things have to change around here for the children... the more it makes me miserable to think about and that wont be good for any of us."</span><br/><br/>Order shook her head and teleported them out to Westfall and reactivated the aure, this time with a tracking beacon to alert her when it was heard. "<span style="color: #ffff00">what if they dont die? i could send them to another world, far, far from here."</span><br/><br/>Britomart rolled her eyes at Karren and shook her head. Kuro looked up but shook her head and pressed her ear to the door.<span style="color: #ff0000">"i dont want to upset her... the last thing she needs is more stress."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>