The'kal drummed her fingers on the table for a moment, her eyes closed.<span style="color: #666600"> "No, I can't. I am the embodiment of chaos and my powers reflect that. I can guide and direct my power, but what happens after it leaves me is... honestly I'm terrified that I will one day seriously hurt someone. The only person who can protect me from myself, protect the world from myself, is Order. I don't know that I can love her anymore, we grew up together and I saw what happened to her. The woman I love is dead, she was butchered before my eyes and now I have this... shell to mock me. I'm every bit as damaged as Order, I just happen to have a bit of glue left holding me together. I don't think I'm fit to be with her."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>