"That's what I'm probably struggling the most with. Every day I wake up and see her is a celebration to me, that despite all of my mistakes and problems I still have her in my life. But this will make her happy. I... well I can't wear my robes or you'll all get mad at me so I... I really don't know what I would wear."<br/><br/><span style="color: #a64dff">"That changes nothing. His life would be better without me but I don't want to leave. He's not... whatever, I'm nothing to you. I'm just going to stay in my area, be silent, and not make your lives any worse."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>