<span style="color: #ffff00">"just because i am bad expressing myself doesn't mean i don't care about emotions."</span>Order held onto Elerona and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you are not at my mercy, this connection is strictly for communication."</span>she frowned a little and closed her eyes, focusing on how much she wanted to be a part of Elerona's life.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i want those things too... i want to have a family and you are my only chance. i cannot have children."</span>just thinking about it created a pit of hate, fear and despair in Order that would be utterly alien to Elerona.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "i am nervous about Zelina but i haven't done anything about her." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>