Order looked over slowly and sighed irritably and looked at Ras, sending him a very abridged but detailed account of her past including detailed memory of some of the more horrible things she was forced to do. "<span style="color: #ffff00">i have to live with those memories forever. they will never fade, their voices will never grow quiet... they will echo through my mind as loud as they day i tortured and murdered them on a time scale i dont think your mind can really comprehend. could you be happy kissing Amere if in the back of your mind you had two million murdered voices crying out for mercy or vengence in your mind?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>