Kalian shook his head with a frown.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"you have been punishing yourself for twenty years how long must it continue? and how long must the people who love you suffer for what you have done?"</span>sinking to her knees put them just about eye level and he looked at her.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"can't you see that? your self punishment is punishing everyone who cares about you and no matter how hard you try to drive us away we won't leave... so when will you stop punishing us?"</span>he shook his head and grimaced.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"he could have killed you."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #5900b3">"how could i let one person i love hurt another person that i love? what kind of person would i be if i allowed that? i am in an impossible position despite all of my powers and i hate it... i am growing so desperate that i have considered asking The'kal for advice even though i know that can only end in disaster. if i change her mind i risk violently changing her personality."</span>she smiled a little bitterly and kissed Muse's forehead.<span style="color: #5900b3">"it would be one thing if it was an accident, i can forgive a million accidents." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>