<span style="color: #ffff00">"but you did, repeatedly and without knowing of the things you speak... and i do not know how much more pain i can bear before i lose control and hurt someone again. i hurt a mortal just the other night, i considered her my friend but the one time i needed her to just sit with me instead she attacked me over and over until i snapped and nearly killed her. i wish i could say that i love you and missed you, but i didn't know you existed... and that fills me with shame and anger."</span><span style="color: #ffa64d">"it's not a communication problem, they are talking too much when they should shut up and hold each other."</span>Order shook her head and frowned.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i will no longer forgive her for ripping my life apart, intentionally or otherwise. she gives me nothing to soothe the pain she inflicts... not even her touch. if i trusted the Animus, which you know was compromised, and killed Looker but further evidence proved his innocence i can't undo that. however, if a monitor indicates a trapped Eternal where there is none all that is lost is a little time and some pain on my part. i may grumble a little while you fix the malfunctioning monitor but only from mild annoyance, not from true anger. and the trip itself would not be a complete waste as you can fix the monitor while we are in the area." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>