<span style="color: #ff0000">"That crusade was for a noble cause, misguided as it was. How can I justify all the murders? Because my sister got her feelings hurt and manipulated my power to serve her?" </span>She nodded and closed her eyes.<span style="color: #ff0000">"I understand, and it sounds nice, but you didn't see the way he looked at me. There was so much anger..."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #8000ff">"I've been telling you from the start that I'm an idiot. All I'm good at is fighting and following orders... And I wasn't even too good at that. It's obvious your kind knows nothing about war and preparing for it. Pain is just a barrier we have to push through. I wouldn't be a soldier if I let..."</span>She stopped herself and let her head drop again<span style="color: #8000ff">. "I'm not a soldier anymore. I'm not anything anymore. Maybe here I can..."</span>She released the crystal so Kelsy couldn't understand her as she spoke to herself. After a few minutes she sat up and took the crystal again.<span style="color: #8000ff"> "I will do my best to follow your orders from now on."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>