<span style="color: #a64dff">"I wish I could better explain the... how difficult this all is for me. I'm trying, Ashia. I'm trying so hard but I just want to get drunk and cry until I pass out. But I don't want to drink anymore, I don't want to get angry and drunk."</span><br/><br/>"I don't disagree with you, Relene. But who is to stop an Eternal from going too far in policing our world? Those people were nearly wiped out once because they didn't and who knows how many planets were lost because of it. I'm just worried it may happen again." He sighed softly and shook his head. "I agree, and I'm glad this world has protectors right now. But I don't trust them. Order seemed polite enough, but she's The'kal's mate and you know how worthless and unreliable she is. Being The'kal's mate I can only imagine Order shares many of those same traits, but being as powerful as they are... who can stop them from making stupid and impulsive decisions? Like The'kal erasing my memories from last night. I had a good night, I had fun, I improved two people's lives and she decided that I should forget about that and there's no reason for it."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>