<span style="color: #ff8000">"if i knew how to ease this pain don't you think i would be doing it? i am suicidal, not insane and masochistic."</span>she shook her head and remained where she was.<span style="color: #ff8000">"yes, my stubbornness is alive and well. unfortunately for your goals all of my stubbornness is directed at my death."</span>she looked over at them and then shook her head and looked out the window.<span style="color: #ff8000">"he doesn't know me, he knows a different Ibara and he will remember her... let him keep his good memories of her, don't force me to taint them." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>