<span style="color: #ff0000">"if you think that then we have nothing further to discuss... you may know the stories but you can't understand the way my past effects every moment of my life." </span>she squeezed Jim's hands and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "your either an idiot or fucking deaf if you believe that."</span>she looked down at Jim's hands and then slowly shook her head.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "then why did he leave me blind, bedridden and alone for two days? he could have spent the whole time cuddling me if he wanted... instead he left me alone and i laid there hating myself for what i had done to him."</span><br/><br/>Relene shrugged a little and frowned faintly. "i don't know, i have never had smoked meat or beans... what is a bean?" Shauna came into the room dressed in light clothes and surprisingly not smelling of sex and she had Saerwynn and Nyx in two.<span style="color: #ffff00">"whats up Ras? i was just taking these two out for a run. my adorably little Saerwynn's stamina is abysmal, i have been making her run every day and Nyx comes with when she feels like it." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>