<span style="color: #ff8000">"yes, i feel betrayed. it may be understandable that a six year old child could be so easily swayed that doesn't keep it from hurting me. especially not when Alex, that's his name, stood in my office and made some stunningly comprehensive arguments for why i should adopt him. i would have sworn he was at least twelve years old but more likely closer to fifteen judging from his vocabulary and reasoning skills. there is also the fact that i have never in my life learned how to forgive anyone, i just learned to judge people in a balance of the good they have done against they pain they have inflicted on me. sadly all he did was convince me to open my life to him and then vanish, crushing the hope he gave me."</span>she shook her head and sighed angrily. "<span style="color: #ff8000">i have spoken to Order, she could undo what was done but then i will just be suicidal again. which is worse? unnatural, even mildly irrational anger towards two people or my jumping off the tallest tower in Silvermoon?"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>