<span style="color: #4da6ff">"i w-would appreciate th-that Mistress."</span>shenudged the appetizers closer to Vyre and looked down.<span style="color: #4da6ff">"y-you said you n-needed to eat so e-eat please."</span><br/><br/>Shauna looked down for a moment before back at Karrie.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i am a Paladin, i can't be a monster... i can forgive and love a monster but i can't myself be one... i just... i can't... i can't live with myself knowing even the little i have learned."</span>she shook her head and closed her eyes.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i wanted to release Saerwynn so i could go deal with my past. i intend to march into the caverns of time, find Her and kill Her before She starts on her monstrous crusade. i know that will kill me as well but i can't be a monster... i cant abide the blood of the tortured and slain on my hands and i feel it! i dont remember any of it but the more i hear the more i feel it... im not like the rest of you, i cant just live and love knowing that part of me is cruel, evil and hateful."</span>Sharindia laughed bitterly and shook her head as she walked into the room.<span style="color: #003366">"it doesnt work that way Shauna. if you march into your past and kill yourself its a paradox. if you kill your past, present you doesnt exist to kill her therefore there was no one to kill her and present you snaps back where you belong with the memory of trying it but the knowledge that it did not and can not work... and before you have a bright idea, we cant either. if you ask us to go back and kill you you are not here to ask us to do so therefore it doesnt happen."</span>Sharindia started making the morning coffee with barely a glance at the Succubus but she nodded in greeting to Karrie.<span style="color: #003366">"let me guess, someone learned about Grand Inquisitor Lyeve Elsigarde, the Silver Hand's biggest shame before Arthas and who's handbook the Scarlet Cruesade was built on?"</span>Shauna looked down while Sharindia sighed and finally looked at Saerwynn. "<span style="color: #003366">and your terrified that Shauna will hurt you? i know my word probably doesnt mean much but if Shauna had anything but the most benign aspects of Lyeve's personality do you think i would have let her into Ras' life? literally the only personal aspects to survive that cleaver and the ensuing infection was her bisexuality and her attraction to Succubi... which, ironically, is what drove Lyeve to hate your kind so much. according to the teachings of the Light bisexuality is a sin, lusting after demons is a sin and a woman lusting after a Succubus is an almost unforgivable sin, actually having sex with one would be unforgivable and damn one to a burning hell for eternity. but i really, really wish none of you had told Shauna about any of this, in fact i intend to have Elune erase all of it from her memory because this knowledge will destroy Shauna."</span>Shauna glared at Sharindia and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you will not!"</span><span style="color: #003366">"oh? because im going to let you self destruct, kill yourself and hurt Ras? i dont think so. in fact, i have half a mind to ask Elune to erase this knowledge from all of your minds, especially you Saerwynn. without your memories of Lyeve you can live a life with a paladin who will worship your body and spoil you rotten. without these memories Shauna can live happily having finally gotten one of the only things she has ever wanted in her life... and well."</span>she turned on Karrie.<span style="color: #003366">"i suppose it wouldnt hurt for you to know these things, but you would have to swear to keep it from both of them and make sure none of your other demons ever spread this horrible knowledge back to them. if we let them suffer over what that monster did then that bitch is winning a victory from her grave... to satisfy your curiosity i can give you her SI:7 file, the Silver Hand's records and the files from Lordareon and Silvermoon. all of which i confinscated to prevent any of this from ever getting back to Shauna in the first place."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>