<span style="color: #ffa64d">"oh but we dont have to stop there my dear, you and i could start making all kinds of bodies."</span>Order looked over at Elerona and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"memory blocks."</span>she frowned in consentration before a scale model of a hallway and a series of rooms appeared on the bar.<span style="color: #ffff00">"imagine this is your memory."</span>she popped one of the doors out and wrote Zelina on it, showed it to Elerona and put the door back.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "imagine this room has all of your memories of Zelina."</span>she closed the door and sighed softly.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "normally, you can go in here and find whatever you need to remember about her. but if i were to do this."</span>she waved her hand and the closed door suddenly vanished and was replaced by blank wall but the room remained there.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "your memory of her is completely safe but you cant access it. even hearing her name would make you go blank, unable to make new memories of her or access the old ones. she could even stand in front of you and you wouldnt see, hear or smell her. if people persisted in trying to talk to you about her you would just pass out."</span>she waved her hand again and the door reappeared.<span style="color: #ffff00">"but just like that you would remember her again, relive all your memories of her and things go back to normal."</span>the hallway expanded with more doors appeared and then vanished.<span style="color: #ffff00">"what if The'kal didnt break you. what if she just put so many memory blocks on you that its crippling?"</span>a door reappeared and Order handed it to Elerona and it said seses on it.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i tried to teach you about all of your senses but you didnt retain any of it. if she blocked the memories of your first education you wouldnt be able to relearn any of that."</span>she put the door back and it became a wall.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "enough memory blocks would render an Eternal, well, you. crippled, stunted and incapable of learning. which otherwise is utterly impossible barring immense injuries which you show no signs of."</span>she frowned a little and looked at Elerona to see if she was even retaining any of this and if not she looked at Susan. "<span style="color: #ffff00">you may have to make this decision. i am strong enough to go in and start removing memory blocks The'kal would have made thousands of years ago... but if i do, Elerona will change. she cant know her ancient past without being changed by it. she cant remember her ciblings without it having an effect."</span><br/><br/>Order frowned and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i would make an island but it wouldnt be hard to get there. i would spread the word that the place existed and anyone who wanted to come would just have to wish for it. as for teaching, the students would come to you." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>