<span style="color: darkred">"ive left her... she hit me and i have left her... she of all people is the one im supposed to be able to tell anything, to talk to about my fears and hopes and feelings and fears and she hit me for it... havent i been hit enough? tortured and torements ad beaten enough for one lifetime? she hit me and i can never trust her again."</span>she pulled her legs tighter to her chest and shook her head.<span style="color: darkred">"im too out of place... too disconnected from this time to fit in anywher."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: magenta">"Shauna... Shauna is passed out from drinking again. its nothing against you, i find you fascinating but im a mother first and that means giving up things i want to take care of the children."</span><br/><br/>Ophidian sighed when she touched him and nodded, taking a few deep breaths.<span style="color: green">"thank you my dear."</span>he smirked a little and shook his head.<span style="color: green">"maybe we should visit them? i dont want to be scaring off all your friends. thats good to hear, too bad Karren cant learn to see reason before the world is coming to an end..." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>