<span style="color: #00ffff">"normally i would agree with you, but i have effectively lost more family then you have since i know the unborn children... but they aren't dead so i don't even get the closure of a funeral."</span>she leaned into the hug and slowly returned it.<span style="color: #00ffff">"i hope i can too... I'm just glad you have welcomed me, if i were completely alone i think i would just drink myself to death."</span>Relene cocked her head to the side and frowned. "i kinda did, i asked to see a monkey because the description in the book i read was terrible." she took the feather and then looked into the jungle with another frown. she watched the Gorilla and then grabbed and shook the offered finger. "i know the difference even if my grandpa doesn't. hello."<br/><br/><span style="color: #b30000">"how? how can this pain possibly be lessened?"</span>she sniffed quietly and shook her head.<span style="color: #b30000">"i don't know that i have any hope to offer you... i can offer comfort and try to help you but i have no hope of my own."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>