Order shook her head and looked at Britomart.<span style="color: #ffff00">"you don't need to apologize, it's what I'm here for and honestly i didn't fully understand how she had stayed sane until you did that. it's rather impressive that she managed to create such strength out of so much failure and guilt." </span><br/><br/>Order raised one brow and shrugged.<span style="color: #ffff00">"would you like your limbs back? it's as easy for me to do as breathing is for you."</span>she sat down and took a deep breath.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "you could meet her but you can never tell her who you are or thank her. she doesn't know you survived and you saw what finding out did to her... she based her entire life around that day, not retreating until she thought all of the children were dead. she was told you survived and her mind started coming apart at the seams because in her mind that means she abandoned you and she was forced to ask how many others might she have abandoned to save her own life."</span>she sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"she lived by a simple code, you never abandon the living to the dead and she never knowingly did. if she had known you were still alive she would have died trying to get to you and even if she got to you carrying you in that state would have killed you and she wouldn't have even had a second thought. she did it many, many times, she knew moving the wounded could kill them but she would rather take that chance then leave anyone to the dead or risk a medic's life. i really can't judge if that is right or wrong, my powers are so vast that i could have erased the Scourge with a snap of my fingers, but i wasn't here, i was a prisoner of my own kind back then."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>