<span style="color: red">"actually i think im just in a much better place mentally then you have ever been. im ok with who i am, i have come to terms with my past and my various abilities and disabilities and i can look in a mirror and say i like who i see... you need to let go of that guilt."</span>she shook her head with a smirk.<span style="color: red">"that lasted all of about a week before she recovered and she never saw it as rape, she went into heat, was properly fucked and had a child who she loved dearly. why the hell would i want to be able to feel pain? youve felt untold amounts of pain, how much better would your life have been if it came through as pleasure instead? ill think about it but honestly im worried she would do something else to my body that i dont want done."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>