<span style="color: #a64dff">"you trust Ras, you do not trust me and you have very good reasons to distrust other powerful women. my motives are as plain as the horns on my head, i like having a place to live and food in my belly but it will take you quite some time to trust me because you have seen my power and you question whether or not your powers would protect you from me. i accept this suspicion and distrust because you cannot help it. i also feel your gratitude for the care i have given Ashia and the spiritual counseling i have given Ana in accepting her bisexual nature. as for pissing you off, you did give me permission to express the thoughts and feelings you could not express before and i will continue to do that and endure your anger. i already know what Ras did, it is an extremely risky treatment that i had considered but had not yet grown desperate enough to use. if i had done it there was a forty percent chance that it would have destroyed your emotional center, leaving you incapable of emotion or permanently locking you into one extreme emotion. since i doubt he has my training and i know he lacks my experience the risk was likely much higher but Eternal power is based in the will so that may have offset the difference or even tipped the odds in his favor, either way it has worked quite nicely. as for explaining it... i lack the vocabulary in any langue we both speak to properly explain it. you will recover but it may take months or even years for you to fully regain those emotions and suppressing abilities, in the mean time you should be able to make great strides in processing your emotions in a healthy manner. you currently lack the ability to break down his bedroom door so enforcing that demand may prove quite difficult. either way the hatchling doesn't need to be watched, she will be fine sleeping on the couch or wandering about exploring."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>