Serina saw Adrian walking away. Her eyebrow arches quizzically. He looked sad all of a sudden. She would have to talk to him later. Serina cringes when she hears her name. Clearly Izzy was caught completely off guard by her admission and immediately the skinny girl starts to draw in on herself which given her astounding flexibility makes for a very small package. Her eyes are on Izzy and every stammer makes her flinch. Why had she opened her damn mouth? She knew beyond a shadow of a fucking doubt that Izzy loved Cam. At least if she had kept her mouth shut she could have held on to the delusion that one day Izzy would notice. Now she had put the woman of her dreams into this awkward situation.  Serina felt like she was going to be ill. Serina's mouth does frown at the mention of Camelia's name and the feelings Izzy has for her. It is not intentional. She reminds herself that she likes Cam and that they are friends as well but it is hard to not envy the woman. She is gorgeous and sexy and womanly. Serina just hangs her head, her hair framing her face and making her seem even paler somehow.  How could a scrawny little freak like her compare to that?<br/><br/>Serina finds herself nodding, trying to ease the guilt that Izzy clearly feels. She takes an impressive drag on her cigarette, exhaling a puff of smoke. She had hoped this would go better, but the rational part of her knew that Izzy would not be able to turn off her feelings for Cam. She sure could not change how she felt about Izzy. Her breathing whistles slightly in her nose as she inhales, trying to keep it together. She does not want to guilt Izzy into being with her. She could not live with herself in that case so she fights bravely against the tears that want so badly to stream down her face. She nods again, mumbling that she would like to spend time with Izzy. She butted her cigarette out on the ground beside her.<span style="color: green"> "I-I jusst wanted you to know Izzy. I am sssorry if that complicatesss thingss. I am glad that you felt that you could confide in me. I have to go and..."</span>the words catch in her throat.<span style="color: green"> "Get ready. I need to ssstretch and.. sstuff."</span>It was a lie but she needed distance. She needed to get out of sight before anyone saw her crying. She did not want to make Izzy feel bad. It was not her fault that Serina sprung the news on her. She struggled up to her feet and walked quickly away. She did not even have a direction in mind just away. Away from all of them, not to her wagon, not the way Adrian went, Serina just walked quickly enough that she seemed purposeful and no one would stop her.<span style="color: green"><b> "Fuck"</b></span>She cursed under her breath.<span style="color: green">"Fuck, fuck, fuck!"</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>