Rachel shook her head and sighed.<span style="color: #0000ff"> "i am not now nor will i ever be a good person."</span>she raised one brow before she nodded and walked over to inspect the racks of Runeblades hanging off the wall with a grimace.<br/><br/><span style="color: #ff4d4d">"i don't excuse people for how they act no matter what their excuse is. she acted like an arrogant bitch therefore she is an arrogant bitch."</span>she chuckled and coughed as she exhaled more smoke.<span style="color: #ff4d4d">"the Highborne value mages, intellectuals, artists, musicians, singers... politics, intrigue, rumors, social standing and wealth. Vyre and Nyarien are warriors and to be perfectly honest, stupid. they are little better then common soldiers and the biggest surprise is that Sharindia cares about them instead of finding them embarrassing. i should know, my own culture is Highborne culture, it just had another ten thousand years to refine it's prejudices."</span>she took another puff and then set the pipe down to snuggle back against him.<span style="color: #ff4d4d">"Vyre's power doesn't matter because it just makes her stronger, more brutish... she is useful, yes, but not worthy of respect. Nyarien is a watered down version of Vyre doomed to be compared to her for the rest of time and she can never measure up. the same thing applies to me. despite my lineage i have no connection to the arcane which made me a failure. i had no divine magic so they couldn't even pass me off as just devoutly religious so that made me a public embarrassment... they tried to make a musician out of me but i refused to cooperate and the more desperate they became to make me an artist the more violently i rebelled... if i ever had dreams of my own they beat them out of me trying to make me less embarrassing."</span>she stared off for a while before she continued with a bitter tone.<span style="color: #ff4d4d">"i hate that i am jealous of Vyre... she is a complete and utter failure but her mother fought for ten thousand years to get her back. my mother would have paid good money for me to be taken away permanently..." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>