Order looked at the wall and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"are you sure you wish to awaken my emotions? it isnt doing Britomart and favors... Arlokk dredged up a bad memory and Jim made her feel worse, she is now thinking about blowing herself up. if i got emotional would the horrors of my past cause a similar reaction? i think im done paying attention to mortals for a while, too many thoughts buzzing around my mind and all of them petty and selfish."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>