Susan frowned and didn't reply for several moments.<span style="color: #ffa64d"> "i may not be ready to have children for a very long time... my life has changed too much and i am still far too fascinated and honestly occasionally frightened by what i am now. so right now, no i don't want to have children with you or anyone else but it has nothing to do with the recent difficulties in our relationship, so don't you go feeling like i find you unworthy to be my mate or anything of the sort."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>