Order closed her eyes and kissed The'kal again.<span style="color: #ffff00">"shh, just touch... please touch... need to be touched."</span>she looked up at The'kal after a moment.<span style="color: #ffff00">"then explore... try anything... everything... if i object ill let you know."</span><br/><br/>Shauna looked away from him and shook her head.<span style="color: #b35900"> "i know what she did... i know what she has become and im mourning losing her... i dont know how else to do that but to drown my sorrows... and keep drowning them until they go away."</span>she snorted and shook her head.<span style="color: #b35900"> "its not like i have any purpose in my life anymore... what good am i here? none. im useless here."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>