<span style="color: darkslateblue">"what do you expect? i havent been in this house in this time for a hundred years give or take..." </span>she nodded a little and closed her eyes.<span style="color: darkslateblue">"i dont mean to raise, but i wanted to live near her... visit her, help her raise her children... what do i do with my time? if im not chasing time trying to arrange to get Vyre happy... what do i do? i never considered what to do after if she didnt want me... i never thought she would be so angry if i managed to get her back... i thought i would be dead or with her..."</span>she shook her head again and sighed.<span style="color: darkslateblue">"how will any of that make me happy? the idea disgusts me." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>