<span style="color: #ff0000">"what life? I'm almost forty and my people generally don't life longer then fifty to sixty years unless they are royalty and even then it's rare. i never said i had a life... i got eight months with Whisperia and so far about five good months with Jim."</span>she bit her lip and squirmed a little.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "i would like to but i um... i don't know how to hold a baby."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #ff0000">"you did hurt me but I'm sure i hurt you too and either way i forgive you. no, if you need to swim off for a couple of days it's fine, i cannot begin to understand what these new emotions are doing to you and i want you to do whatever you need to do... i saw Karrie and what suppressing her emotions and hiding them has done to her and i don't want you to end up like her." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>