"And until I saw you I had planned on it, I don't have a firm enough grip on my emotions to start drinking now. The last thing I need right now is to break down crying because I let the stress of today beat me. I don't have time to cry when I still need to put my life back together and I need rest, I'm physically, mentally, emotionally, drained right now. Kitori is at home, and as far as I know she wasn't affected by Shrivalla's death, I know I certainly didn't sense anything. Arguing with you is like arguing with a Orc, but I can at least hit an Orc..." He was silent for several minutes as pitch black tears began to stream down either side of his face, Ras rapidly losing the fight to contain his emotions. "If you follow me to Stranglethorn you'd be chasing shadows. I wouldn't bother with this body if I returned to my temple, the Loa's realm is now mine, I don't need a physical body to tend to my duties as a god. You're a woman and a Night Elf, I don't know why you do a fraction of the things you do, but I also learned long ago to not waste my time thinking about it. Now why don't you just go home? I need to be alone while I think about the future. I'm sure your daughter misses you."<br/><br/>Kitori woke with a low groan as she was put into the water and slowly looked up at Ophidian, untold sadness in them as she looked away quickly. She gagged a bit at the taste of the potion but managed to keep it down.<span style="color: DarkRed">"Just an ulcer... I didn't need the potion... She wouldn't shut up... she talked about everything but you... I got so angry and stressed out... please forgive me. She tried to make excuses for what she did, but I didn't want to listen... she knows I'll never forgive her, she should have just told me what I needed to know about you... cast the spell then left. She's a bitch, she did it on purpose... she knows how I feel about her... and she still pushed me... she wants nothing more than to make me miserable..."</span>Kitori took a ragged breath and looked down into the bath.<span style="color: DarkRed">"She's done nothing but ensure I've lived a horrible life. I stopped fighting against Fandral's abuse because I stopped caring about my life... I gave myself to him and his abusive nature because I didn't care... I wanted him to kill me." </span>She slowly looked up at Ophidian, her eyes broken and cheeks tear stained.<span style="color: DarkRed">"I have no reason to exist if I can't give you children, my life has been over for decades... You should just let me go, I'm no use to you or anyone else. I've been denied my death for far too long..."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>