Kalian frowned and looked away for a moment before he looked back at Karrie.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"do you know what i think your penance should be? you go home to Rachel and you make her happy. she was controlled by the worst monster every to step foot on this world and made to eradicate her own people... and she never gets to escape them. she carries them around in her mind and in her blade and they would make her be a Lich Queen. you are the only person who has ever made her happy and made the voices be silent. you swear an oath to all the people you have hurt and killed that you will keep watch over a woman who could wipe out our world. you save her soul and give her peace because then she will kill no more children. you spend your days happy with the woman you love because that is the only way she can be saved and you owe it to all of your victims to make your life worth something."</span>he shoved her hand away and grabbed her shoulders and shook her a little.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"your so stupid... if we didn't want you back we would have killed you. you don't have to apologize to me or Rachel or dad, all you have to do is stop hurting us and let us love you. is it so hard to accept that we already forgive you? mom was right about one thing, if Rachel were done with you your soul, all of it, would be in her sword. if dad were done with you he would have killed you instead of bringing you to his home. if i were done with you i would have let you wander off and get yourself killed by some Tauren. we keep telling you we want you back but you don't listen."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #5900b3">"i didn't ask if you could or would do it, i asked how i live with myself if i allow it. like i said, asking The'kal would end in disaster."</span>she grimaced a little and looked at Muse.<span style="color: #5900b3">"one crossed wire and she is a stark raving bitch, or incapable of doing more then drooling on herself or she could turn into a monster or... there are just so many things that could be worse then how she is now. at least when i pull her away from her forge she smiles at me with love in her eyes even if i can't keep her smiling for very long. i might fix her or i might ruin her and i am too afraid of losing her to risk what part of her i do have. Ras and Sahra both hurt me on purpose so it's not so silly to think about." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>