Sharindia cocked her head to the side and shook her head.<span style="color: #003366">"you still don't get it do you? you are not my priest, this is not my confession and you cant fucking save me because i don't want to be saved! you think i care what you did or that i don't already know? no one who came into Ras' life between the day he met Amere and the day i lost access to the caverns got into his life without my investigating them. some problems i allowed because the alternative was worse and some i allowed because they quickly solved themselves but i knew who he let into that house before he ever did."</span>she slapped his hand and the dagger away before she raised her hands and they glowed with arcane power rendering them invisible.<span style="color: #003366">"Ras sees the corpse of the woman i was and thinks he can resurrect her, he wants to save me like Amere saved him. but i will never be that weak, trusting idiot again,  i took her pain and i strangled her to death with it... i have had Troll women and they aren't worth the trouble. they go into heat and if they don't get knocked up it gets progressively worse until they are all but insane. the tusks are never pleasant on the pussy and by the time you get one trained they are getting old and can't keep up anymore no matter how much they may want to. no, i want one of the new women and i want her last, not watch her wither away just as i am starting to really enjoy having her."</span><br/><br/>Ashia sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #404040">"i don't understand why i embarrass you but the other feeling you describe is a deep seated lust and if i am not mistaken, love.."</span>she shook her head and held Vyre close.<span style="color: #404040">"you are doing it Vyre. you are crying when you need to, holding me tighter when you need to and you can do anything else you need to do. rant, scream, hell, pace the room if you feel the need. just don't let these emotions turn to anger, let them be what they are." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>