<span style="color: #ff0000">"It helps that I can barely feed myself. I would be lying if I said my first instinct wasn't to run away from this place when I woke up. Don't worry, I'm not going to go anywhere once I can walk but I'll probably go for a few walks from time to time. Relaxing sounds nice, when I can do it. Maybe I'll have Monia help give me a hot bath."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #666600">"Yes, merge with you... In hopes that I'm destroyed but you regain your ability to feel again. But you deserve this for getting involved with me and ignoring my warnings. I begged and pleaded with you to leave me alone, now look at you." </span>She sighed softly and shook her head.<span style="color: #666600">"I'll be buried alive under my mistakes, yes. But I won't let you die because of it and I won't... even if I can't fix this I will clear my name. Would you like to get out of here or do you want to keep insulting me? I deserve the abuse but I'll need your help to focus."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>