<span style="color: darkgreen">"If I'm going to spend the night with you I think the least I can do is fulfill my mate's wish to give you a good swat."</span>He stuck his tongue out at her and kissed her softly.<br/><br/>Ras seemed more annoyed than alarmed as he fell and summoned a barrier around himself. "You can't handle responsibility, I knew that when I met you, why I would be upset when I never set any expectations for you in the first place? I'm not going to let anyone else raise Relene, she'll be fine and Relene likes the tutor I took her to so her education is already covered. Oh yes, let's just take a completely emotionally unstable human off into the cosmos instead of being the bigger woman and getting over your own problems. You are, you're unreliable, useless, and fuck up everything you try. You're like Sarevess... no, I take that back, Sarevess at least tried her best to clean up her messes." He glared right back and ignored the slap. "No, it's that you don't care. You think you're the only one who suffers from self-loathing? You think you're the only one who doesn't feel lonely in their own home? Guilt and pain aren't foreign to anyone, mortal or otherwise." He shook his head and folded his arms. "I think you want to hate yourself, you want pity, and you want me to tell you everything is going to okay. You want me to swoop in and fix everything like I always do. Well you know what? I can't do that, I want to. I love you and would do anything for you, even if you don't feel the same, but I can't force you to get over yourself. You're miserable because you want to be, you fuck things up because just like me, you act without thinking. You can't always be the hero, there's a reason the Loa have to pick and choose the people they help and the problems they solve. What can you do? Well why don't you start by growing the fuck up, getting yourself a new body, and piecing your life back together instead of just running away? Loa know you have the support of enough people despite you treating us all like shit. So here's what you do, cut the fucking tears, take a good hard look at the life you have here on Azeroth. A daughter, a family of people who love you unconditionally, a temple full of followers. And tell me where the issue is, because if I had that I wouldn't give a fuck about what people thought about me. Oh so some of your people hate you? Boo-fucking-hoo, I'm feared and hated by almost every Troll because it's my job to be." Ras took a deep breath but it seemed to do little for his mood. "I am going to be hard on you, I'm going to be mean and unfair, and I'll make you cry a lot. But I will make you get it through that head of yours that life isn't as bad as you want to believe it is. All you need to do is try, surely you can do that much?"<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>