<span style="color: darkred">"im not trying to flatter you, your not nearly as old as most of your kind. yeah well i never thought i would be a parent so i dont know the first thing about children, you may have failed but im sure you learned at least a few things."</span>she nodded a little and smiled.<span style="color: darkred">"he will because it makes me happy, like you he kinda liked me being bigger."</span><br/><br/>Ashia shook her head and sighed quietly.<span style="color: slategray"> "i still dont like that thought. i wont let that stop me, this is just one more obstacle between me and being happy and i will find a way to beat it."</span>she nodded a little and sighed.<span style="color: slategray">"i need books, anything you can find on emotional issues in common... i dont read very well but i will just have to figure that out."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>