<span style="color: #ffff00">"there was one brief shining moment when the joy of finding Justice alive balanced all the pain of my life... then Machinist arrived and irrationally assaulted the people who had helped me and wrath exploded and i nearly butchered her for interrupting that moment. so i suppose it would be more accurate to say that remorse, regret and shame are so overwhelmingly powerful and dominant that no happiness can ever overshadow them enough for me to say that i am just happy in a moment. Chaos did mate with me, twice so i know that pleasure but she used it as a tool to coerce my compliance and i was so desperate to escape my pain i complied... i want to drown my emotions and memories in a sea of whiskey so i don't feel anything at all, not the physical world."</span>she nodded and smiled.<span style="color: #ffff00">"precisely. but you still have to vary it, a snap of the fingers works great for creating, teleporting or other instant things but healing it's best to take a literal hands on approach. since your body is properly constructed physical contact gives comfort but this too has to be restrained. for instance healing a broken arm touch away but if your curing blindness it's best to do it slowly and without poking them in the eyes."</span><br/><br/>Order shook her head and smiled.<span style="color: #ffff00">"your welcome. i could teach you how to make them sometime."</span>she nodded and leaned into Elerona to support her.<span style="color: #ffff00">"yes, she is dead."</span>she looked at Elerona as she listened and then slowly shook her head. "<span style="color: #ffff00">she told me all of your siblings were dead and she left them to suffer. Justice was in a black hole suffering every moment that he was left there while his mate looked on in helpless fear and pain. Purity was utterly consumed by the madness of the Fel and actively empowering the Burning Legion. i don't know that this caused her any physical pain but the Legion used her power to cause all manner of pain and horror across the galaxy. Wisdom was left in stasis this entire time on the brink of death, trapped in a moment of untold agony for... i can't even begin to give an accurate number. and you... The'kal, the 'benevolent' goddess of mothers and children, had your mates and your children slaughtered throughout the ages causing you untold pain and misery. you thought you were a Succubus, you couldn't restore a removed uterus so why didn't she sterilize your lovers and let you have some semblance of happiness? you would have been disappointed by the lack of offspring but that is leagues better then what she did to you. she complained about her endless loneliness but never once adopted her grandchildren which would have kept them safe, protected this world from their powers and she would have had family in her life. she chose the most horrible option, hiding in the shadows and ruining your life over and over again." </span>she squeezed Elerona's hands and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"if this feud is the truth, which is in conflict with the only other story i have of this time period then i will remind you and your siblings that i can still utterly wreck the lot of you in a fight. sure, combined you, Justice and Purity have enough raw power to annihilate me but none of you know how to fight. it would be like removing all of Vyre's limbs, including her head and expecting her torso to defeat the Alliance. sure, she has the raw power but it won't do her torso any good pointlessly flexing on the battlefield while it's steamrolled with a tank."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>