<span style="color: #ff4dff">“I already tried suicide and my powers won’t let that happen. I might try going back to the mountains I first appeared in, maybe I can just die of hypothermia if I curl up in a ball in a cave somewhere. But then my armor would probably protect me.”</span>She snorted and folded her arms.<span style="color: #ff4dff"> “I was told to kick rocks, father didn’t want me anywhere near his child and Sharindia sent me to the barn. It wasn’t until Kitori chased me out when I tried to leave that she took me to this empty side of the house. My whole life has been suffering, I don’t know anything else. I don’t know how to be happy or functional and with my emotions crippling me like they do I don’t know if I can ever change.”</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>