Karrie spat fel-infused saliva at him and growled in defiance.<span style="color: #ff0000">"And what's stopping me from just killing myself then? Yes, I want to go back to Rachel, I want to be happy and healthy but that's very clearly not something I can have. And I will not be tortured and abused again. So death is looking like a damn good alternative. And being stuck here, a prisoner in a place I once thought safe is torture."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>