Melody shook her head and took a deep breath. "how? how will she die? nothing can kill her. what if your wrong about an afterlife The'kal? what if Wisdom, Justice and Purity are all waiting for you on the other side? how would they look at you if you abandon Order to insanity? you cant feel anything now but that is a physical effect that will fade and if you die your feelings will come back full force in the next life. better that you face your problems here where others can help you... i didnt help you so you could turn into a bitch, your supposed to be dealing with your guilt with a cold logic, not contemplating murder and suicide."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>