<span style="color: #ffff00">"because she isn't even insane, she is very much physically ill. your a priestess, you should understand fear and paranoia better then most. she is terrified and lashed out. the bulk of our people aren't angry with her, they are sad for her and want desperately to help her. because no matter how fast or powerful i become i will still have limitations. i have stopped The'kal from doing many things but i cant always get there in time. short of spending every moment by her side which makes her illness worse and increases the rate of her outbursts making the problem worse there is only so much i can do."</span>she shook her head with a soft sigh.<span style="color: #ffff00">"there is only one place i could put her and if i do that i may never be able to release her for treatment. our entire race agreed that the situation wasn't that desperate yet, they want to heal her, not condemn her."</span>she frowned faintly and healed Delithia and reinforced her body.<span style="color: #ffff00">"if your going to keep breaking your hand i will temporarily paralyze you from the neck down."</span>she nodded with a soft, sad sigh.<span style="color: #ffff00">"yes, i know. i always intended to take you to meet her, i had hoped to resolve this whole mess so you could meet her clear minded and in a good mood and setting. you don't know why?"</span>she frowned faintly and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Elune, Ras and several others are under the false impression that because The'kal loves them they are beyond my power. you heard her accuse me of wanting to use her as a broodmare so she thought i was lying to her to get her to consent and get around The'kal's protection. what i did, hurting her so brutally allowed me to do two things. one, it showed her that The'kal is not protecting her, i could do whatever i wanted and nothing could stop me, proving her accusation utterly false. the second thing it did was allow me to wrest control of her senses from her so i could force her to properly scan her own body, to force her to see the fatal energy buildup in her own body. i hurt her to make her see reason and sense so that i can try to save her life because you asked it of me... you asked me to save her and so i will, even if i have to hurt both of you to do it."</span>she shook her head with a frown.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Delithia... you are asking me to cripple a child... please, don't ask me to do this... don't make me maim a child. even if i could make sure there was no physical pain the child would feel incomplete for all eternity and all to make Ras happy? no... i cant do it, i wont do it and if they try i will break the child's chains because i will not watch that kind of suffering. that child can always choose to use a mortal shell but i wont trap it there, not for you, not for Elune and certainly not for Ras."</span>she nodded slightly and returned the kiss but she was in obvious pain herself.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i know, but you would have your Goddess and i know how important she is to you. then we should go find Explorer, he wont fear The'kal, he wont want to be a part of the child's life... and he just might talk to you... just... don't ask him about his mate, Seeker... i... executed her, slowly." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>