<span style="color: #666600">"I have no parenting skills to get into, I know I'm not a parent and I'd be a fool to ever tell myself otherwise. I hid Elerona as a demon, I risked corrupting my only daughter to hide her from my kind. Ras was... I brought Ras back to life because I was begged by his mother, the first one. I learned my lesson, but she begged me to give him a full life. It just took a few more tries. Power doesn't compensate for competency! Is that what you want to hear? I know I'm a fuck up, and I tried to be good but then... I couldn't, nothing ever went right so I tried to help on a smaller scale, I thought if I was a Loa I could make things better. All I did was start wars and get more people killed. I love you mortals, I really do but I'm scared to help you." </span>She let out a sigh and the orb started to fade.<span style="color: #666600"> "I can't control my powers, you have no idea how hard I try I... I destroyed Ashia in ways you couldn't even fathom just trying to fix some bones of hers that didn't heal right. How can you expect anyone to trust someone like you? There will always be an air of doubt as people wonder what you've actually done compared to what you say you've done."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>