<span style="color: #ffff00">"i dont think i lack access... that would mean some kind of lock was in place and i sense no such interference. its just that almost nothing causes me any emotions... finding out about our child caused nothing, the death of the Counsel, nothing, my freedom, nothing. the only emotions i have felt are faint sparks of anger that quickly fade away and leave nothing behind and i cant even care that i feel nothing."</span><br/><br/>Ibara looked up over the heads of two people and the stacks of papers on her desk with a frown.<span style="color: #b35900">"make an appointment."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>