<span style="color: #0000ff">"no, Karrie is half Human half Eternal... Karrie became ever more closed off, paranoid and distant with me. no matter what i did she kept ripping my heart out and stomping it to oblivion. i couldn't take it anymore and prayed for Ras to come help me with her, but the Eternal Order answered me instead. for a short time it looked like Order was making progress but then she made some kind of mistake and Karrie lost her entire fucking mind. i was forced to kick Karrie out and break off the relationship."</span>she took a deep breath and sighed.<span style="color: #0000ff"> "part of me wants to blame Order but is it fair to blame a grandmother for coming in at the eleventh hour to make a desperate attempt to save someone and fail? i know intimately just how far gone Karrie was and i don't think anyone could save her. Order is easy to contact, call her name and she will appear though not always promptly, i think she is answering calls for help from all over the world."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>