Ibara looked at Ras and shook her head.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "I'm sorry that my entire life getting destroyed has left me with an unacceptable negative attitude. please kill me so i won't bother you anymore. i keep yelling you i don't want help and i cannot be helped, your the one being stubborn and pig headed about this."</span>she shook her head and shrugged.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "and what? you think i should feel bad about things that aren't my fault? someone withheld all of these when they might had done me some good. now your just trying to make me feel anything but the pain inflicted upon me hoping to spark something inside me that you can actually work with. i used to do this kind of work Ras. your biggest problem is that all my reasons for feeling this terrible are completely justified. so you need to get me to feel almost anything else to separate me from my pain and then try to build good feelings on it." </span><br/><br/>it wouldn't take long for a young Human man to open the door but the second he saw Ras he tried to slam it shut again.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>