<span style="color: #ffa64d">"No, you're just an old stupid soldier. Stubborn and damn near useless. I have the power of a god in my veins and it burns to be unleashed... I wish I could just be an angry soldier. Life would be so much easier." </span>She placed both hands on the table and leaned in to Britomart.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"If your life is so bad why are you still alive? Why not just throw yourself off a cliff and end your suffering and misery? What is the reason behind still living? And before you ask, I can't kill myself. I just resurrect after an hour like nothing happened." </span>Shr shrugged a little and leaned back.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"Not everyone is meant to be a hero, taking a life is a heavy burden to bear. You should know that. I was young and scared but I was expected to just be okay with what I had done. But the scariest part of it... The worst feeling is that deep down a part of me enjoyed it."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>