Order raised one brow but shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "because i am no one, i have a daughter and i dont care that i dont know her, i have a mate in dire condition and do not care... i can repair the faults in your creation that are limiting your emotions, what i cannot do is repair myself. you dont understand, there is no being myself because i dont have a self to be. among my own kind i am only feared and avoided. i am like Elune, in my true form i am just a glowing sphere of white energy, i made this body to better interact with mortals."</span>she frowned for a moment before she pointed to one of the prisestesses across the garden who was humming as she tended the plants.<span style="color: #ffff00"> "that one is an example of everything i am not, she likes the sounds she is making, she is enjoying her work, she is worried about a sick child she healed earlier, angry with her boyfriend. i on the other hand, spent the last two weeks literally floating around the Nether doing absolutely nothing, thinking nothing, feeling nothing, no wants, no dreams, no desires... if The'kal had not named me the sire of her child i would still be floating through the Nether doing, feeling and thinking nothing."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>