"<span style="color: darkslateblue">yeah and Whisperia will believe that after whats been going on with you lately."</span>she shook her head and walked to the window, looking outside.<span style="color: darkslateblue">"Karren stop this, i cannot keep you and it wouldnt be what i need anyway. you need an owner, i need a mate. you cant be a pet and a mate to the same person."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: magenta">"no Ras, im doing what i want to do tonight... im not at a bar Ras, im in my homeland enjoying a snowbank and then im going to go shopping, get a massage and then yeah, i might get a drink or two but i want nothing to do with sex right now."</span><br/><br/>Rachel nodded and sighed.<span style="color: blue">"i dont want to depend on greater powers anymore but i always end up doing that."</span>she returned the Karrie and kissed her lovingly.<span style="color: blue">"i know it is, i know but thats what im afraid of... what if i get attatched to the child while it grows in my womb? will i be able to let go? will he? i dont want him in our lives that much." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>