"our people want that knowledge, i couldnt care less. remember, i am planning to die, what will your knowledge give me that could replace my entire family? helping you will make me feel good, that is all. but why? why do you want to kill yourself if you feel nothing?" she sighed exhaustedly and shook her head. "i told you, logic. take the things that pain you and look at them with cold logic. i hated Order for killing my family but when this was done for me i could take the source of that hate and look at it from every angle. my emotions had blinded me to the truth, Order was not resposible for the things i had hated her for and so i could let it go. you felt guilty because you thought you were resposible for what the Council did but after i triggered the release you said yourself that Ashia and i are right, you couldnt have stopped them. you need to look at the other things that pain you the same way. but what have you actually done? tell me what you hate so i can help you look at it."<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>