<span style="color: #5900b3">"that doesn't make it less beautiful, it just means i am still a good Priestess."</span>she laughed quietly and looked at Crimzon.<span style="color: #5900b3"> "you do know that crimson is color right? its a shade of red and that is what i think of when i call you Crimzon."</span><br/><br/>Ashia sat there crying without saying a word for quite a while before she slowly calmed down and looked up at Miriam and Ruby.<span style="color: #404040"> "The'kal made me frenzy again but this time i was starving... i had just gotten my new body and i wasn't ready to have any children... she made me make twenty-two of them but i couldn't do it right and only two of them survived... i... i lost twenty more babies and then Order had to punish The'kal and i lost all of the children she promised to give me... all of them... so many of my children..."</span>she shook her head and broke down sobbing again.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>