<span style="color: #00b300">"i think you forget that i am a seasoned warrior who has broken the charge of creatures weighing twenty times what you weigh. and that i can lift you with one arm, so no, i dont think you can push me around."</span>he grinned and only tightened his grip further though far from being unpleasantly tight.<span style="color: #00b300">"and i wouldnt be a very good snake if i couldnt hold onto a delectable morsel. but maybe i can, if you tell me your little plan."</span>he kissed her firmly as his grin widened.<br/><br/>"it does matter! cant you see how much i care about you Father? upsetting you pains me and you may well be willing to endure it but it does upset you. Eldryn is in a prison strong enough to hold many Eternals and Order cant help me anymore then she has. she stifled my curse so that i can live without going as mad as my uncle but the lessons my ability taught me remain." she returned the hug but was weak from crying and she looked at him through puffy eyes. "i have tried before and all it did was upset you over Gali's death. or when i talk about what happened to me... it haunts me, Ibara's eyes haunt my dreams... i saw such... madness in her eyes that day and then i feel the blade all over again. that is what i dream every night. i lie to Amber and make up sweet things but all that awaits me at night are nightmares." she shook her head and looked down. "i dont know what to do... Ibara haunts my dreams, my mother is deaf to my pain... that makes me so angry, i cant even talk to my mother. but it would kill her so i feel guilty for being mad at her and the only person who ever understood me killed my sister... am i going to turn into them?" she looked up at him. "am i doomed to go insane and murder people? i got so angry at that Orc that i wanted to. i wanted to pull his arms and legs off and beat him with them... part of me even wanted to feel the blood on my hands and face from it and i felt so strong being so angry."<br/><br/><span style="color: #ffa64d">"so you said."</span>she shook her head a little and frowned.<span style="color: #ffa64d">"go back a little further, she wanted a pet or to be a pet." "she needed an instant lover, she needed the comfort of someone who she could come home to and have sex with but without thecomplications of love." "she needed to indulge either her Elven sides desire to dominate her her Trollish desire to submit. Troll women are strong willed but only until their husband forces them to submit, its how they find a mate strong enough to handle their mating cycle." "while Blood Elven women are the descendants of Highborne Night Elves who have spent centuries thinking themselves utterly superior." "talking about her helps, we loved her so much. she had such a kind heart. Vyre has turned her spiteful and ruthless. she caught some smugglers the day before i came here and hanged them on the docks. no trial, no lawyers, just a pair nooses. but then she sold their cargo and gave the money to the oprhanages so she is still in there somewhere." "suffering and in pain but still trying to do good. shes just not kind about it anymore."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>