Kalian waited until they were in the kitchen to reply.<span style="color: #bfbfbf">"what changed? you never give up on anyone but suddenly your saying that Karrie is a waste of my time."</span><br/><br/>Order nodded and took a drink before she smirked bitterly but there was only pain in her eyes.<span style="color: #ffff00">"it's just another way that we are no different from you mortals... drop the shield Athena, your just wasting your energy."</span>she took another drink and shook her head.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i have the power to make or destroy worlds... hell, i could squash almost every living thing in existence in one fit of rage but can i keep my mate from breaking my heart? no, all she has to do is put me in the same horrible, impossible and utterly unfair situation that kept me enslaved for longer then even i can remember."</span>she looked at Vyre, tears sliding down her face.<span style="color: #ffff00">"kill an innocent child quickly and painlessly or let it suffer and die anyway... why do i always have to make that choice? life is so precious look at it."</span>she pointed to Anna who was leaned back in her chair and her belly glowed with a fragile but beautiful light.<span style="color: #ffff00">"that is your baby's soul, it's just forming... all the love you and Vyre feel is feeding that tiny, precious thing... it's so beautiful... how can people keep making me kill them?"</span>the sobbed softly while Anna looked at the light lovingly and then smiled to Vyre but the distraught look on Order's face filled her with sadness.<br/><br/>Order laughed bitterly and then downed the glass he had spiked with a grimace and a cough.<span style="color: #ffff00">"lets see... The'kal tore reality, two more The'kal's invaded the universe, we killed one, the other promised to leave but then didn't... my The'kal made her mate, Ashia impregnate twenty-seven women in one night, literally made her move like she were a puppet on strings... she did severe damage to her mate, mentally emotionally and physically... she came crying to me because she hurt her mate... but it gets so much better."</span>she downed another mug and then a shot and tears were pouring from her.<span style="color: #ffff00">"Ashia's impregnates women by laying eggs in them to incubate, it's a little creepy to be honest but whatever, it's not her fault she was turned into a freak and it doesn't hurt the women... but she has to make the eggs and that takes just as much energy as one would expect a pregnant woman to need. did The'kal make sure Ashia had that energy? nope. did she give her own energy to make those eggs... no... so Ashia's body ate itself trying to do what The'kal made it do but it wasn't enough so now there are these twenty seven children and none of them have enough energy."</span>she took another shot and continued.<span style="color: #ffff00">"twenty-seven precious, innocent little babies that are all starving to death in their eggs... two of them were already dead when i found out about this... i saved five of them... but then i had to look at these other twenty... i can't save them, the damage is too severe, i can't move them, their souls haven't finished forming they would just fly apart like a puff of smoke in a high wind... if i leave them alone they will live short, painful lives and then die... so what do i do? i do the only merciful thing and i kill them now, before they can ever know pain."</span>she sobbed quietly and looked at Lonnie.<span style="color: #ffff00">"then i have to tell their mothers what i had to do and watch them cry because they wanted these babies."</span>she shook her head and looked away.<span style="color: #ffff00">"then the other The'kal shows up to punish my The'kal... she killed a bunch of innocent priestesses that worked for The'kal. all these women did was go around helping women have children but they worked for my The'kal so this other one killed them... and then she wants to hug me like she hasn't just made me feel even worse then i already did... so i kicked her off the planet because fuck her for making my day worse... how much do they think i can suffer in one day?" </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>