Britomart didn't flinch but she did sigh.<span style="color: #ff0000">"i am not questioning your love Jim... i just... i don't want you to regret being with me when you could have someone better, someone who isn't broken... someone who will love you as much as you love me."</span><span style="color: #330066">"and there it is... this is my fault isn't it? you came back and found me with Arlokk and Karren and you think they make me happier then you did."</span>Britomart flinched harder then when Jim had hit her and looked away before she slowly nodded.<span style="color: #330066"> "you are such a simple idiot sometimes... their needing me as much as i need them makes everything different but that doesn't make it inherently better or mean i am happier so stop worrying about all of that, just shut up and be with him."</span>Britomart sighed softly but nodded.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "yes dears."</span>she slowly looked at Jim and bit her lip.<span style="color: #ff0000">"I'm sorry my questions hurt you... i just... needed to understand."</span>she slowly leaned up to kiss him but gave him time to avoid it if he wanted.<span style="color: #ff0000">"if you want to be married i will marry you. marriage stopped mattering to me a long time ago but if it matters to you i will do it, i will even wear a dress if it matters to you."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>