Ashia took a deep breath and shook her head.<span style="color: #404040">"you didnt fail them... but even if you did you continue to fail them now by shutting yourself off from them. they need your wisdom. you could do real good for them, your people have been reduced to a race of children and you are one of the only two elders left alive... maybe you can alleviate your pain by making up for it? trust me, it helps. i raped a lot of women while i was enslaved... i hated it, i didnt want to do it... but the pain drove me almost insane. those memories haunt me and drive me to help people because i want to make up for the pain i caused. every criminal i kill makes me feel just a tiny bit better, every woman we save makes me feel a little beter."</span>she nodded a little and sighed.<span style="color: #404040">"we wll worry about all of that later."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>