Elune shook her head and looked away.<span style="color: #5900b3"> "it's not okay, none of this is okay... I'm not okay."</span>she looked at him and shook her head.<span style="color: #5900b3">"I'm a terrible mother... just ask Relene... and your not listening Ras... i do not love the baby. ever since i learned Sahra was pregnant i have felt nothing about the child except mounting fear, it grew into terror and now it's an all consuming dread... i feel nothing else when i see the baby and i have been hiding it for so long.... and Shara was so useless at the end of her pregnancy that i wanted to beat her to death for making me take care of the ball of terror growing inside her... and now all i want to do is run so far away that Azeroth becomes a distant memory and that isn't okay..."</span>she reached up to cover her face and shook her head, tears once again streaming down her face.<div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>