"No. I'm not... I want to be." He stopped himself and took a deep breath. "For the sake of my children I need to learn to deal with my problems without drinking and without violence. I need to be better than that." He shook his head and teleported them to Delithia's front door. "I don't care about the Animus! I don't care about- Fuck, why does everything end like this? Why can I just a single day go smooth and easy?" Shaking his head, Ras slammed his fist on the door and after a quick scan the two were teleported into the bedroom where Delithia was still out cold and The'kal and moved to effectively pin Order between Delithia and herself with Lily laying on top of them.<span style="color: #666600">"Ras? Ophidian? What's going on?" </span>The'kal carefully untangled herself from the mass of bodies and sat up with a look of confusion.<br/><br/>Karrie swayed dangerously on her feet and the sand didn't make it any easier, but she still slowly followed after him.<span style="color: #ff0000"> "I don't really... feel anything anymore. I don't know if I'm hungry or not but I'll eat I guess."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>