<span style="color: #ffff00">"killing people is hurting them, regardless of how it is done. you know me better then i know myself and you think im going to act like him? i can placidly ignore their entire existance because they are nothing to me and not worth the effort it would take to kill them. i offered to leave, you wanted me to stay, you wanted to help me. i gave you the time you asked for and tried to find someone to help me and ran into the person you reccomended and she only irritated me, and the person she reccomended doesnt even want to improve. you can help me, you were helping me, but i need you, or someone who at least cares about helping others to help me. i am in no condition to go find someone on my own, i look at mortals and see them like they see insects, i dont know how to find an interesting one."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>