<span style="color: #a64dff">"That armor has kept me alive all these years, if that is a curse I don't want what you consider to be a blessing. When we first had anal sex it was tolerable because I was in my armor and Anna was involved. The second time there was... a spark or something between us that made it pleasurable. The'kal made me enjoy that, after I had those two eggs in me I was in so much pain I wanted nothing more than to cut myself open yet I grew hornier and hornier until all I wanted was to fuck you senseless." </span>She nodded to Anna and smiled.<span style="color: #a64dff">"I don't plan on getting you pregnant more than this once, any more would be because you want them. I know Ashia plans to give me an entire brood, but our children will be special and only if you ever feel ready for them."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #666600">"Just because you knew doesn't mean I don't feel bad about how I've treated you, sick or not you deserve better. And I'm not going to yell at you or tell you not to... do what you have planned, but I want to be better to you and be your friend until the end. If you will let me."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #4d4dff">"Oh yeah, the next time I'm told my mate might be dead or in a coma for the rest of my life I'll handle it much better." </span>She growled in warning and her nails dug into Order's back knowing the Eternal wouldn't feel any pain.<span style="color: #4d4dff">"Gentle? Gentle!? No, you don't be gentle, you make up for traumatizing me like that! You and Lily are all I have in this world and my heart can't take losing you!" </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>