<span style="color: darkorange">"where were you people when i was praying? i begged, pleaded, screamed and raged for any answers to what was happening to me... it was terrifying when my powers started showing up, all i wanted to do was be a simple priestess and help find a non demonic answer to the Blood Elven mana addiction. and i found myself doing things without even realizing it. i could get people to help that didnt even want to, people just started showing up and wanting to follow my lead... and then someone tried to poison me and i just got high and very angry with him. theres nothing chaotic about the power i have from my Elven side, its very controled but maybe you need to talk to Elune about that, shes not paying any attention to anything but Relene and Ras. i cant trust Ras. hes done so much in his life and... how can i trust a man like that when i couldnt even trust the high priests in the temple? well then knock some sense into him, if i know one thing about Troll women its that they know how to put a man in check when he goes too far. if i ever thought i could trust Ras not to hurt me it might happen but he hurts everyone he cares about... and i cant be hurt by anymore men that i trust. i couldnt take it." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>