Saravess looked up at Nyaka and shook her head.<span style="color: cyan">"go take care of Jenjayah, im going to sit here and think a while, its not like i have much else to do."</span><br/><br/>Elune threw her hands up in the air before she turned to the house.<span style="color: purple">"and this is why i stay up here... i try to be helpful and no one believes me or trusts a word i say. i stay silent and away and they blame me of not caring. i cant stay out of your head, if i could shut it off i would and never turn it back on, but its automatic. what you should be doing is taking some time for yourself, your becoming as miserable as your father let himself become and im sick of feeling it. your so busy taking care of everyone else you dont care for yourself, do you think i told you to indulge that desire of your's for her? no, i sensed it and knew she would do it for you. that was for you, not her and regardless of how you believe i feel about her i care for you  and you damned well know it. but fine, have your Trollish tantrum and leave, i will not try to help you or anyone else again, everytime i do you blow up in my face. become a miserable, lonely shell for all i care... create your Mar'li and know nothing about happiness for ten thousand years if thats how long it takes you to learn to think about yourself once in a while. in other words, be your father." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>