Order nodded a little but still seemed troubled over being fooled like that.<span style="color: #ffff00">"i see..."</span>she frowned again and then squirmed and shook her head. "<span style="color: #ffff00">i don't know if i can, what if seeing them reminds me of their destruction too much? i felt so awful when i thought i was hallucinating them and... and i am afraid of going there."</span><br/><br/>Yinxha blushed harder then before and looked up at him.<span style="color: #b30059">"my ass had never been touched sexually before then."</span>she frowned faintly and then bit her lip.<span style="color: #b30059">"sorry my Lord, i wasn't expecting sex or i would have made myself ready... I... I'm sorry?"</span>she returned the kiss but then looked down and squirmed uncomfortably.<span style="color: #b30059">"my Lord commanded honesty so... my Lord, until the other night i had not had sex, i do not know what i like or what i want or what to want or what to do... i took herbs to suppress my heat cycles, i masturbated rarely but my misguided and evil crusade left no time for personal interests beyond survival and work. my body is yours to do with as you please and words cannot express how honored and happy it makes me that my god desires me sexually. add to that the fact that i carry your child and i find myself far more happy then i could possibly deserve to go with all the guilt i feel and i am so conflicted that i can barely sleep."</span>she paused and looked up at him obviously worried that she may have offended him somehow.<span style="color: #b30059">"I'm sorry if my honesty displeases you."</span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>