<span style="color: #00b300">"dear, Order helped replace my heart to get rid of Zelina and i barely felt it, i think she can handle Monia just fine despite her obvious distaste for Demons. and if something goes wrong i yell at her until she fixes it."</span><br/><br/><span style="color: #b30059">"i am neither arguing with you or questioning your judgements my lord, i accept my powerlessness... i never wanted to be evil... i just... i just wanted you to defeat the Loa so no more babies would be sacrificed on stone alters. so no more people would be burned at the stake... i didn't see that i was acting just like the people i hated."</span>she looked at him and frowned faintly before she nodded.<span style="color: #b30059"> "what... what if i don't want to go? all i ever wanted to do was be in your service... and what if i don't think i should be let off the hook that easily?"</span>Ophidian shrugged and shook his head.<span style="color: #ff8000">"it certainly won't help Rayne. she knows about Mar'li and still hates herself. in my timeline she knew about Mar'li and about Yinxha and to be honest her desire to be punished only grew... and i already got to rip Yinxha's spine out one vertebrae at a time while my brother filleted her soul. if you want to forgive her that is your choice and honestly, I'm kinda impressed."</span>he took a deep breath and looked Ras in the eyes.<span style="color: #ff8000">"but i do have some conditions. forgive yourself for giving Rayne that sword, Mar'li was just a convenient spirit for Yinxha to release but she was fully capable of summoning others to do her dirty work as you saw. and i would appreciate it if you could forgive Rayne, but never tell her. she will never forgive herself and honestly it makes her utterly miserable to be told she is forgiven or not to blame for what she did. but at least i can talk to you about the women in my life if you don't get venomous when i bring Rayne up in conversation. it's bad enough that the only way i can be with Rayne is to let every wretched instinct i have slither all over her and never, ever get to tell her i love her because she doesn't feel that she deserves to be loved... it makes her act out for weeks."</span>he raised one brow before he smiled.<span style="color: #ff8000"> "speaking of children, do i get to meet your children anytime today?"</span>Shauna's whole face lit up with happiness as she wrapped her arms around Saerwynn and squeezed her tightly.<span style="color: #ffff00">"your already doing that sweety. but that reminds me, Ras, or Ophidian, i guess, can either of you tell me why Nyx's powers keep hurting her? Order healed her last night but Nyx has already managed to fuck her hands up again using her magic."</span>Ophidian raised one brow before he approached Nyx.<span style="color: #ff8000">"i might be able to help, lets see your hands and then your magic. don't worry, you cannot harm me." </span><div class="messageTextEndMarker"> </div>