James understood what they were saying, and he wanted to be rational. But he was still upset, even after seeing that Eira was okay. Without Lady Violetta with that tea, he truly believed that the worst would have happened. Lately bad things kept happening around him, why would it stop now? He walked over to Eira, his arm stopped decaying but it was still in bad shape. He looked at Eira and smiled weakly and said.<span style="color: #00BF00"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">"I'm glad you're okay."</span></span></span>And he was, but he still felt like this would just be the beginning of more awful things to come. Why should he expect anything different after all that's already happened. He just wished there was something he could do about it. But he didn't feel like he had any control over his life. He wished it all would just stop, but there was only one thing that he felt he could do to make that happen, and he was too much of a coward to do it.