Listening to Isolde, I realized there must be more to what we had than just sex and fun, yes it made no sense but I<span style="font-style: italic">had</span>drunk her blood and I<span style="font-style: italic">had</span>seen what it could do to vampires and I<span style="font-style: italic">had</span>drunk her potion, but I have never had anyone around me for too long, I always killed them.<br/><br/>Still pacing the floor, fighting my thoughts and my feelings, I start saying,<br/><br/>"Magic! Magic? No-one believes in magic these days, me a vampire, with someone that is supposed to kill vampires how can I trust you?"<br/><br/>Looking at Isolde as I pace and question everything,<br/><br/>"It won't be so bad having her around I guess, but what am I supposed to do when I hunger? I can't kill her can I? what if my human side starts to<span style="font-style: italic">feel</span>more for you than it should? Yes I like you now, you are a feisty little thing, oh shit what am I saying last time I said that was about a thousand years ago to a woman I loved she was a lot li............ No it can't be,"<br/><br/>It hit me like a stake through my heart, the pain of that time returns deep inside me, she was killed by a human that was so jealous of me, he killed her then burnt her body, I will never forget the pain I felt for her, I loved that woman, could her soul have been given to me again?