Shri kept her mouth shut glancing around hesitantly. Engel came over and pushed in a plate of food with a note. The note said: "Dear Shri, I understand you are upset, but don't take everything I say too literally. You were right when you said I care. I still do. I don't know if that feeling'll ever go away. I still love you, and I'm sorry I cheated, but to be honest: I was scared. I was afraid of what a future would be like. I might be mean, but I need to be in order to help you all escape. I hope I can do this without getting caught otherwise death will be upon me. Sincerly yours, Engel." She smiled and closed the note blushing a bit whispering to Sirra, "So, we might have help from the inside?"