Sirius kept his grip tight in Remus’ hair, his back arched still in a desperate attempt to be as close as possible to Remus. He desperately wanted more and wanted Remus even closer, but he had no idea how to voice that wish when they were lying like this.<br/>His one hand left Remus’ hair to instead venture down his back, trailing his fingers along Remus’ spine as he desperately pushes himself further into the kiss. He wanted so much and he knew that the time they had together was limited so he had to just stay content with what he got.<br/>It still felt like a dream to Sirius, especially as he felt Remus’ eagerness, even near desperation, for him. It felt completely unbelievable that this was actually something the both of them had wanted and Sirius could only curse himself out for not having instigated this before.