"I'm going to take a shower." Just when I thought that things were getting better they got completely worse. I had no idea why Kim would kiss me when I didn't like her like that. I had felt sicck to my stomach when Brooke had looked at me and I had seen tears in her eyes. I would have prefered it if she had been mad at me. If she had yelled at me and told me to go to hell I think it would have been better. This wasn't my fault and now Kim may have ruined what me and Brooke could have had.<br/><br/>I couldn't do my home work as I waited for Brooke to get out of the shower. I had to talk to her and tell her that I was sorry. To say anything so that she did not cry like that agian beccasue of me... She had been in the shower for some time and when she came out I quickly stood up from the couch, "Brooke listen to me please. I didn't kiss her and I didn't know she was going to do that. I told her you were my girlfriend and she isn't usually like this. Please don't be mad at me I'm so sorry." I pleaded to her to forgive me. I didn't want to loose her because of a misunderstaning.