At the look of genuine concern on Remus’ face, Sirius felt guilty about not explaining the situation better. Obviously his flatmate would be worried when he mentioned his mother dying, but Sirius still hadn’t wrapped his head around the new enough to actually explain his relationship to his mother. Also, he wasn’t too keen on explaining him being outed in a crowded hallway, but he desperately wanted Remus to know what was actually going through him.<br/>“Yeah, or no-“ he started, unsure how to proceed from here. He had no idea what he wanted to do or even which leg to stand on, appreciating the concern that Remus was clearly trying to show for him, but more than anything else he just really wanted to get a drink and not think too much more about his mother.<br/>“I guess, yeah,” he stated, running a hand through his hair, only now properly looking at Remus, floored by just how much care showed on his face.<br/>Nothing much had changed in their relationship since Sirius’ awkward move on him, and that had been a pleasant relief to him. He had really feared that he was going to lose the relationship he had been working so hard on, so maybe this was the right time to properly open up as well.<br/>“Do you wanna get absolutely sloshed with me?” He found himself asking rather than trying to get into any of of the actual thoughts that were running through his mind, just craving a drink and a distraction.