I wasn't going to be an ass so when Brooke pulled on me so I would sit up i helped her some. The miserbly look on my face had not gone away and when he was given the water he stare don at it as his expression worsened, Why didn't you just talk to me Eric?" I wanted to crawl into a dark hole and fade away by this point, "You got so upset." I whispered quietly with suprising clarity in my misery, "When she kissed me out of no where that first time... If you.. If you saw that tape you would have hated me before I could explain that I had been tricked." My hands tightened as a look of pain came into my face, "I messed this all up even worse anyway... I don't understand how you could still want anything to do with me."