Kais soft voice and the warmth of her hand as it squeezed his own brought him back. Though not before a tear ran down his cheek. He quickly wiped it away and tried to hide his pain.<br/><br/>"Im sorry. A bad memory..... Id rather not speak of it. I will be ok...... I promise..." He tried to smile, but he knew it was weak at best. He held onto her hand as if he would fall apart if it moved from his own. There was a reason he avoided those memories. They had nearly destroyed his life before he was able to move on. Only the military had given him a reason to live for many years. It took a long time to recover his true self.<br/><br/>"Pain is one thing I have had most of my life. I will be fine, its nothing I cant handle. Though you will need to rest. We need to practice more later." he tried to turn the conversation away, but he knew if she pressed him he might buckle and tell her what hurts so much. Though he hoped she wouldnt, he knew he would have to tell her eventually.