________<br/>“Right, thanks Dro. Talk to you next week,” Sirius said as he hung up the phone, feeling completely uncertain exactly which leg to stand on.<br/>He hadn’t spared his mother a single thought for years, feeling completely over the entire thing and knowing that he was never going to see her again. Now though, as he stood in front of the phone in the hallway, he didn’t really know what to think of just how true that suddenly was.<br/>Even if Sirius had never actually wanted to see his mother again, it still felt vastly different to know that he wouldn’t even have the option to do so.<br/>It felt weird to not even have known that she was sick, not that he could imagine himself caring very much if he had. Maybe it was also just having to face the fact that sometimes people died, and even if you hated them, it was still going to be weird when they were suddenly gone.