Once Remus let go of his hand, Sirius felt at such a loss.<br/>Was this too much? Were they being irresponsible? Sirius’ head was spinning with everything that had already been going on between them and yet he knew that he wanted so much more. He so wanted to just give in and he knew that if Remus asked him to do anything at all, he definitely would.<br/>When the door was finally unlocked and Remus grabbed his hand again, grinning at him as if he was some price he had won, Sirius knew that he was lost. In the back of his mind, he knew that James was probably at home, but he also went to bed early, so the odds of him seeing them were slim to none.<br/>Still, the risk of someone waking up and seeing them like this made Sirius’ head spin further, unsure what Remus was thinking of the entire thing yet also knowing that they were doing<span style="font-style: italic">something</span>and that was enough.