She flinched as flecks of blood hit her face and she sat back away from him and crossed her arms over her legs. She looked so alone at that moment and when he finished she looked more than hurt. She was distant. " I'd rather be dead," she murmured, shuffling a moment before getting up. She walked past him and set down laying the stuff besideher as she leaned over her legs. " If you keep this up, by tomorrow they'll bleed you out and stake your corpse on Raven border." Rea lowered her head and hid her face. "I don't care personally what you do. Ha, in fact... I'd let you go but I'm too much of a coward. If you or some other came back to slay me..." she shook as tears came to her eyes but she sniffed and rubbed them away. " It doesn't matter." She looked back down and closed her eyes.