While Sirius had definitely given his last time with Remus a lot of thought, but he still felt at a loss as to how to put it into words. Remus had been the first person to ever prompt him to talk about these things, so he had no language for what he wanted to express.<br/>“I don’t know,” he said, flustered by how that seemed to be his stable response any time Remus asked him to elaborate on his thoughts, but he really had no idea of how to properly voice what he wanted.<br/>“You, I guess,” he found himself adding, regretting the words the second they had left his mouth, especially when he couldn’t see Remus’ face and read his reaction to his admission.