His sobs escaped him then and he fell into her holding her tight, but not trying to hurt her.<br/><br/>-I thought I lost you..... That I failed again....... She knew I needed you.... Used you to trick me didn't she?.... I don't remember.... Did I get her? Is it over?- his mind raced with questions..... He tried to stop them but his emotions distracted him. He finally stopped them and just held onto her. She was his life line. His thread of sanity..... If she went away he would too.