“Shut up,” Sirius said in a tired voice, almost a little muffled by the way he was lying on Remus. He knew that Remus had a hard time appreciating himself, but Sirius wasn’t going to let himself sit around and pretend that he wasn’t enjoyable to be around. It probably didn’t matter anything in the long run, but Sirius was going to keep complimenting him and making him know that he was over until he believed it. That was at least what he told himself.<br/>“There are plenty perks,” he added, trying to look up at Remus with a soft smile. It always broke his heart when Remus made it sound like he was completely unloveable, especially considering just how much Sirius loved him.<br/>His hand was still trailing patterns on Remus chest, not sure how to get it through to his best friend that he really cared for him. It shouldn’t be this hard.