"Only if you deserve it." She smiled as he moved to protect himself. When he asked about the reason she didn't mind telling him. "My father never wanted me to actually, he just wanted me to grow up and find a good man to marry. But when he died me and my mother were on our own." Zandra took another drink of Ale. "But then my mother got sick, and the kings-men were looking for new knights, the prize for joining was a good amount of gold coins. I joined, to everyone's surprise, and got the coins. And I bought some herbs to help my mother." Zandra looked away, the thought of it bringing back the fact that her mother and father were both dead. And as Scott had said earlier, not coming back.