Sirius grinned at him, not feeling sorry about being a little juvenile. They had to focus on the positive things after all, so even if Sirius would still joke about dying, he wouldn't allow Remus to; mostly because he knew that Remus meant it a lot more than he ever would. Even the idea of losing Remus was too much for him to bear, so he didn't want to hear anything about it.<br/>"Because I make the rules and that's why I also get to break them," he said with a crooked grin, trying not to think too much of Remus' hands on his chest. They were good friends after all, so it wasn't too unusual for them to be very touchy and entangled like this; however, the idea of either of them dying was making Sirius realise a lot of thing and he was scared what they might mean. All he knew was that he loved Remus and that he wasn't ready to lose him. "That is how that works."