Sirius tried to pinpoint what the tension between them was, but he found himself falling short. He knew that he was painfully attracted to Remus, but he had no clue what Remus actually felt about him. He would have thought that reading his flatmate was going to get easier over time, yet it seemed like Remus was only becoming a bigger and bigger mystery to Sirius as they went on.<br/>“Well, you have to start in the small,” he stated, taking another drag from his cigarette; enjoying the break it was giving him. “You can’t start out with anarchy.”