[Oct 17 02:41] To Draco<br/>it is and thats whats so terrible about it<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:41] To Draco<br/>okay im sorry youre the one who has to deal with my messes over fucking text but i dont know who else might be awake att his time<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:41] To Draco<br/>so im sorry<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:44] To Draco<br/>but to sum it up, im the godfather of the son of one of my friends from when i was a fireman back in the days<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:44] To Draco<br/>he was a friend of my dad, too, but that doesnt really matter<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:46] To Draco<br/>point is that both he and his wife passed about a month after the kid was born<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:46] To Draco<br/>and mind you i was 18 at that time and there was no way that i was raising a child<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:47] To Draco<br/>so i got shared custody with another family friend, she wonderful and a mother of 7 and hes been staying with her for the last few years, and dont get me wrong, shes doing a great job, its just<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:51] To Draco<br/>well i want to raise him, because thats what i promised his father<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:54] To Draco<br/>and now theres a huge deal with the fucking shit process of regaining full custody because honestly, theres no social worker who has looked at my file who find me fitting to raise a toddler and<br/><br/>[Oct 17 02:59] To Draco<br/>im just so tired of having to deal with this fucking system again and honestly its equally shitty on both sides of the progress