she would sigh and lean against him. "i know it sucks but we can't help it. we are trying to learn how to control it better but it's diffucult and painful. " she would close her eyes and rest her head on him. " she loves him but she knows it's a one sided love. a doomed one. at the end of this big task we are training for he is setting us free. "<br/><br/>she would slowly move so she could look at him. " she told me not to give up how i feel for you but i have to be careful. tannow has already threaten me with not just my death but every elf death. all to be slow and painful. i hate to see what he would do or say if he found out about you."