Everything seemed like far too much and the entire situation was making Sirius’ head spin, wanting to reach out and touch Remus as well, but also not having the nerve to actually go through with it. Even if Remus’ hands had just been on him, he felt that that part of their relation was over by now.<br/>“Yeah,” he managed to get out, unsure exactly what part of the statement he was actually answering.<br/>Deciding that he needed to focus on something different, he stepped properly under the shower to wash off the soap, needing to do something to distract himself from just staring openly at Remus. He had somehow become even more handsome now, as if the knowledge that he was a kind and gentle lover made him that.<br/>The thought alone was enough to make the blush remain on Sirius’ cheeks.