Feeling completely at a loss, Sirius so desperately wanted to pull Remus back, just to get to feel his close proximity once more. It was not going to change anything, that much Sirius could already tell, but he already missed how easy it had felt to be around Remus all evening, stealing kisses and touches whenever possible, and it felt like torture to go back to not touching him again.<br/>As Remus left, Sirius snuck a peek at him, which only caused him to feel even worse about it all.<br/>Remus had his back turned to him, making his sudden departure feel all the more real and Sirius almost felt like he could cry. It was stupid to cry about something that had never ever really been anything, yet Sirius still found himself mourning what he had hoped they could be.