Tanis felt the loss of Sinead against her body so deeply that she almost wanted to weep. She really wanted to pull her back in and kiss her again, however with the realisation that her roommate was waking up, Tanis was also remembering that other people existed period, and with that came the realisation just who Sinead was to her.<br/>No matter how much Tanis just wanted to take Sinead’s hand and run away from everything, she knew that she couldn’t afford to lose Avi’s help and she figured that running away with his<span style="font-style: italic">wife</span>wasn’t the best idea for her.<br/>So no matter how much she wished that Sinead didn’t have to let go of her and go to work, she knew that that was what they had to do.<br/>“You weren’t,” she managed, but she wasn’t sure if Sinead was going to believe her no matter what she said. It was clear that Sinead was slightly embarrassed by it all and Tanis feared that it had just been her being caught up in the moment. Maybe it had just been the adrenaline and that kissing her had seemed exciting in the moment. It made Tanis’ stomach drop and made her feel sick, but she was just going to have to accept if that was the case.<br/>“Thank you, for everything,” she added, looking down at the floor, unable to properly face Sinead.