The entire conversation was making Draco feel nauseous, suddenly struck by the realisation that he potentially wanted this to be a relationship far more than Harry wanted it to be. Ideally, Draco would really like to be Harry’s boyfriend, for them to be able to call each other that without necessarily sharing it with the world. All Draco wanted was something more tangible than just vague “we’ll see”s.<br/>“I don’t think I can do that,” he said, biting his bottom lip and looking down at his feet. It seemed more and more likely that they weren’t going to come to an agreement and maybe this was it for them. Maybe they weren’t supposed to be together and Draco was just going to have to have cherished whatever time he<span style="font-style: italic">had</span>gotten with Harry.<br/>“I am going to the other side of the world, Harry. I can’t just pretend that I am not gone,” he elaborated, feeling worse and worse as the conversation went on.<br/>“And what about next time? I am going on tour again at some point.”