Even if Tanis rationally knew that they should wait with any level of caress, it seemed absolutely impossible for her to not touch Sinead, at least hold her hand, now that she was allowed. The walk to her apartment seemed absolutely endless, and Tanis was so excited that she could. barely unlock the doo; all she wanted was to get Sinead inside and be able to feel more private.<br/>Once she finally got it unlocked, she called a tentative “hello,” into the apartment, feeling pretty confident that nobody was going to be home at this time of day. When no answer came, she felt a certain peace settle over her, feeling good about everything.