"oh, I..." she began before she was kissed. At first she felt bad for causing him to worry about her, when it was her worrying for him. Soon she felt the kiss deepen, and her eyes closed. While closed, She was able to see all that he had seen. She could feel her heart wrench, almost break, and all other sorts of emotions. Finally, after seeing her ancestor and the cross she tried to break free of the kiss, feeling the need for air.