The sheer joy with which Remus pushed at him made his head spin, wanting to get him alone even faster and dreading just how far the dorms were from the bar. This was definitely what he had hoped when Remus had decided to spend the new year with him, but it was still with a sense of shame.<br/>“Let me go change,” Sirius stated, not because he thought that him being drag was going to be a problem on this night of all nights, however he was still uncertain exactly how Remus felt about it. He had been sweet and encouraging all night, however Sirius wasn’t able to forget that the first time he had wanted to kiss Remus and had gotten rejected, he had indeed been in drag and he was uncertain if that had ever been a factor.