she would jump when he broke the cot and yelled at her. hearing him cough then heads towards the door she would watch him. then quickly moved so she was in between him and the door. " i'm sorry kagan." she says softly looking down a bit. " i spoke out of turn. but i'm scared. really scared."<br/><br/>slowly she looks to him. " i don't know how it is to be free or even wish or dream of it. the thought of it terrifies me. i don't know how to dream like you or setrina. she wants freedom and she wants you. i'm sorry for making this so hard. " she knew if he left and got hurt even more or die setrian would have her head somehow. " please sit back down and let me tend to your wounds or.." she pauses for a moment. " let me see if i can get her out. "