Only now fully becoming aware of how awkward of an position he was in, Sirius awkwardly scampered off Remus’ lap again, not wanting to make his flatmate feel even more awkward about the entire thing. He knew that it had been far too much, both of them having allowed this to get out of hand and turn in a direction they weren’t prepared to follow.<br/>Of course, Sirius knew that he would love to sleep with Remus, however it was also clear that Remus didn’t want that, at least not just yet. It was better to calm down and get some distance between them again, preparing himself for Remus to completely ignore what had just happened between the two of them.<br/>“It’s probably for the better,” he muttered, feeling vulnerable in the situation. He liked Remus so much and felt certain that the two of them could make something work, but that wasn’t his decision to make alone.