The way Remus suddenly fell quiet made Sirius fear that he had something wrong, fearing that his lack of experience was suddenly going to seem like a much bigger deal to Remus than he had previously thought; or maybe that Remus hadn’t even realised just how inexperienced he was.<br/>It was only when Remus followed up his statement with a question, asking so sensitively and with clear care for Sirius’ well being, that Sirius realised exactly what he had been saying and how it had probably sounded.<br/>“Oh no,” he was quick to assure, feeling embarrassed once again, finding that the blush just never seemed to ever leave his cheeks, no matter how much he wanted to be able to talk about this properly.<br/>“It’s just… it was never good, you know?” He stated, unsure how much clearer he would be able to make himself without passing from embarrassment, feeling convinced that this was the closest he had ever actually come to talk about his previous sexual encounters. “Nothing bad, but just not ever really good.”