I began to think of all the things we could do to pull ourselves out of this hole. I had one idea burning at the back of my mind but I didn't know how to voice it. It was dangerous and stupid...yet somehow I was drawn to it. "Robby...?" I asked, scared of what he would say. "What if we...ran away?" I said, my voice trailing to barely more than a whisper. "We could get away from here and start over somewhere new. Maybe get a loan on a large apartment and we could all live together. We could jobs and pay the rent together!" I was beginning to get excited. Then I looked at him..for a moment, his expression was blank. "Come on? We could make it!" I exclaimed. Then, I just waited....waited for an answer...hoping he would agree, but not knowing.