When Remus suddenly moved to untangle himself from their embrace and got out of the bed, Sirius found his head spinning, feeling like something had been violently pulled away from him. He had known what this was going in, yet it still felt like too much to lose Remus’ embrace like this.<br/>The offer to head out for tea did nothing to stabilise Sirius in the situation, knowing that it was probably around dinner time, but he just wasn’t sure what to put into the casual tone.<br/>“Yeah,” he breathed, trying not to make too big a deal of this, even if he had a million questions that he wanted to ask, but knew that he would never dare to.<br/>Instead, he just took a moment to keep looking at Remus, still finding him so unfairly handsome that his heart ached, and the fact that they had just been that close, that intimate, did nothing to soothe that ache.<br/>“Yeah alright.”