Looking up and into her eyes Micheal moved himself a fierce expression, "I will not let these emotions ruin what we... what we have." Removing his hand from his heart he rubbed her cheek with his index finger and thumb "Not while I still have control..." he murmured "Not as long as I can make it submit" he vowed. "I will try harder, I will not give up, because for the first time in my life I have something to fight for that I must not lose!" he said loudly, "I wont lose you to this thing inside me, I will keep my emotions under control, I promise." Clasping her tightly in his embrace Micheal kissed her fiercely, almost forgetting about his emotions he forced himself to stop, but he only moved away slowly, laying his head on hers he looked into her eyes, "I promise..." he vowed for a second time.