Sirius was beyond relieved when Remus took charge and assured him that it was alright, even if Sirius still felt beyond embarrassed about the entire situation. He was so unused to having to voice his desires and it didn’t really surprise him that Remus was used to something quite different.<br/>He was mostly just relieved and slowly starting to feel more at ease, happy with his decision to do this with Remus, even if he wasn’t sure how to voice that.<br/>“Yes,” he said, fully able to recognise the ridicule of the situation, but he really couldn’t find a way to properly voice his desires, so it felt easier if he could just answer whichever questions Remus would come up with and then they could take it from there.<br/>“Now is good,” he felt the need to confirm, wanting Remus to know that he was indeed enthusiastic about this, he just didn’t have the language for it.