"I.... I wouldn't be welcome after all i'm an outcast, and was made without elder permission," i sighed pushed my  head deep into my hands crying deeply, i wasn't happy about this i needed a coven vampires who were born outside the coven, or got kicked out before they were 100, never tended to see their 100th re-birthday. I hated this how was i suposed to survive i needed food, I'd lied, it had been nearly a month since i fed, but i needed to appear strong so had contacts in to hide the blood shotness, i was only a few hours away from death in fact "besides i won''t last long," i took the contacts out and threw them on the floor<br/><br/>((SORRY my pc being mean i didn't know you'd replied))