Kaida smiled, he had a way of making her feel good even with how unsure of herself she was, how scared she was. "A ball around me..I get that. I am beginning to think that I should of known more before I started to come here. There is so little I know about this. I just know how to protect myself  against mental attacks. I wonder since they knew about you, they would teach me what you wanted me to know. I would think anyone would want me to know these things, not just you. It is giving me the feeling that you teaching me  is part of us  getting to know each other  perhaps. Though. I worry that you having to teach me is frustrating you."<br/>She hums. "Port is the front of a ship, and starboard is the back right? Or  do I have that turned around? You must  think I am so stupid." She gives a little sigh, she was pretty much feeling frustrated with herself.