Shiro didn't have anything he could to do calm down. He was lying in his bed staring at his phone. He knew that Jeremy would not call, because that was absolutely not a smart thing to do and Shiro would definitely scold him to no end if he did. But still... Shiro wanted to hear Jeremy's voice. But if he talked on the phone his father might hear, and if he lost his phone again then he would lose his only way of contacting Jeremy again. Leaving out the option of meeting before school starts, or in the park, or at Jeremy's place, or workplace. But with the exeption of meeting physically, this phone was the only way of keeping contact with Jeremy. Shiro could not affort to lose that. So his only comfort was looking at a phone that would not go off.