Even if Tanis had been the one to start the conversation, it still felt too bold to actually admit to what she was feeling for Sinead. She knew that she was in too deep already, fully aware of the fact that she would never be able to forget how it had felt to be held by her and kissed by her, but the possibility of it happening again was too much for Tanis to handle, unsure if she felt like she deserved it.<br/>“You weren’t,” she said, realising only now that that was probably the impression she has given the other woman. Nothing could have been further from the truth and with Sinead so close to her again it felt almost painful not to reach out and touch her.<br/>Instead, Tanis fiddled with the folder, feeling big awkward in holding it still, but also appreciating the slightly barrier, something that made her remember their actual situation.<br/>“I’m gonna our this out back,” she stated, indicating the folder in her hands. “Why don’t you come with me and tell me what Avi said about it?”