Sirius hadn’t really known what to expect from this, but now he felt even more awkward, suddenly facing the reality that he was going to have this conversation with Remus. He<span style="font-style: italic">wanted</span>to have the conversation, but it still felt very daring and Sirius was desperately trying to gather enough courage to actually start the conversation.<br/>“I just wanted to talk,” he started as he managed to hang his jacket on a hook and turned his full attention to Remus, finding him so painfully handsome that his heart ached. It was pitiful, that much Sirius already knew, but he wanted Remus in a different way than what he was used to and he wanted to get to explore that.<br/>“About yesterday,” he added, heat already flowing to his cheeks, unsure how he was ever going to be able to have a full conversation about this but he wanted to try.