[Sep 30 03:33] To Draco<br/>well at least we are now buddy welcome to my life<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:35] To Draco<br/>aright so, ground rules: its gonna be boiled down to the essential information so while it sounds shitty i have had a ton of good friends in my life and i have been somewhat happy<br/>and im sorry but ur not allowed to ask any leading question bc fuck no im not dealing with this mess tonite<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:37] To Draco<br/>ok so im desi (mixed desi/white but you know, brown, not at all white passing) and my parents were killed in a hate crime when i was round a year old<br/>idk man they came to our house and apparently they didnt kill me (i think they hit me in the face with maybe a broken glass bottle bc basically i was a mess too) (bonus info regarding how i look: i am very handsome except for the fact that a huge scar covers half of my face)<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:40] To Draco<br/>i was then placed in the care of my only living relative, my white mothers racist sister and her abusive husband<br/>basically i should not have lived with them as long as i did<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:42] To Draco<br/>fast forward to 11<br/>i was send to a boarding school by the state but got a shitty fucking counselor and i think he might be the reason i drink<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:43] To Draco<br/>fast forward another 5 ish years<br/>a shitton of racism<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:43] To Draco<br/>i think my counselor got fired or died or what ever at least i didnt see him after i was 16 and that really fucking helped<br/>i started training to become like a junior fireman and was actually offered a job when i turned 18<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:46] To Draco<br/>did that for a bit but realized that often people were the cause of the fires (and like you know, fire isnt the one being racist)<br/>so i joined the police<br/><br/>[Sep 30 03:51] To Draco<br/>basically the system failed me and now im resentful so i drink