Once again, Sirius was overwhelmed by a wave of affection towards Remus, knowing that he never before had felt this safe and cared for going into a sexual encounter. While to some it would probably seem like too much, Sirius knew that Remus’ constant check ins were the exact reason behind his own eager, finding that Remus asking for his continued consent was exactly what former encounters had been missing.<br/>“Alright,” he breathed, looking at Remus’ expression, finding that it was almost too much to bear. He wanted to be able to say more, be able to give Remus that consent he kept searching for, but by then Remus had already undid the button of his pants and Sirius’ breath caught in his throat.<br/>He wanted Remus so badly, more than he had ever thought that he even had the potential to, and to see him treat this like some kind of treat to him made his head spin.