Despite rationally knowing that he hadn’t actually done anything wrong, Sirius couldn’t help but feel completely sick to his stomach. Even if neither of them had said anything definitive, Sirius couldn’t help but feel that their friendship was completely over.<br/>Sirius couldn’t help but watch Moony leave, hit by a terrible feeling that this was it. Their friendship, which had always been the most steady things in his life, had reached its end and Sirius so wished that he had known that before he had went to see his best friend.<br/>A part of him wanted to yell for Moony, ask her to come and tell him properly goodbye, but he knew that it was over; a thick sense of finality finally sinking over him.