I turned to look at Akello. My stomach seemed to be sinking into the ground, I wish I could disappear but I couldn't so I backed away from the group of people clustered in the river. We started to move off towards the camp in Gabriels note. I followed them with my ears pressed against my head and my tail between my legs. I swallowed the lump in my throat and brushed the tears away from my cheeks. Why was I even here? I should have stayed with Imogen, I had murdered the person who had come to save us from the hell we were living. I deserved to be the body laying, shredded, on the floor. Not him. Why was I even still here? Sheanne knew enough about plants to keep them fed and Akello knew where she was going. I was just a murderer hiding among good people, I should just leave.