High emotions consumed the air and Lucan was no less affected by it than the others but his emotions lay dormant as he felt no right to join in their sorrow. More so he hated himself for not being able to help them sooner. If only he knew what Dark Sky had been planning he might have been able to prevent it somehow. If only he had found the Shadows first before letting himself be taken in by the claws. He was young, naÃ¯ve, and desperate to belong somewhere.<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">No! There was no excuse for this...</span>Lucan thought to himself, unknowingly tightening his grip on the wall causing minor indents. Part of him was just waiting for them all to instantly turn on him as he very well may be a constant representation of that horrible night. Eryan was unaware of that for now but it would only be a matter of time...Lucan only hoped that he would be the one to tell her first for the possibility of "cushioning the blow" so to speak.<br/><br/>Lucan's heart weighed heavy and it became too much. He didn't deserve to be around them after what happened that. Thoughts of attempting to return to human civilization raced through his head but in the end Lucan knew he felt no real connection to that world any longer, the good or the bad. But no matter the thoughts that were streaming through his brain, Lucan found himself away from the group and couldn't stop walking.