meredith looked at the items set before her. she grabbed up a paper towel and dipped it in the water. she slowly lifted it but couldn't bring herself to clean her neck.she bit her lip and felt blood trickle down her chin.she immediatly whisked her hand to her mouth touching the now extended canines. she tasted the blood in her mouth and felt her legs twitch. she stopped awful thoughts from flooding to her and cleaned her wounds. she constantly looked at the packets of blood infront of her. she assured herself that she wasn't going to drink them, but her hands didn't seem to be listening,and went for a bag of blood. she slowly tipped the bag and drank down half of it. it tasted amazing.her eyes were now scanning around watching to see if anyone had saw her drinking. she was ashamed of herself for trying this! she ran her hands through her hair, not caring if blood got all in it.