Kiyoko had finished getting the supplies she needed and was on her way to the sewer. She figured she should clean up a little if she was going to have guests. But she wasn't going to use her typical place tonight. Kiyoko had a secondary area she sometimes used. She didn't mind if they knew of the auxiliary area. But thought it best if her main work space be kept a secret. She want in through a hidden entrance. Making sure not to be seen. As she was now all alone, she felt much more relaxed. Sometimes she wished she never had to be around other people. Having to worry if something she did would cause them to think poorly of her. But they were also her food, and she would never leave Degnar. Besides she liked socializing as long as she did it right. It was just a lot of effort for her to do so, not like killing. That was easy and natural to her, it's truly what she enjoyed doing. If only there was a way to have the best of both worlds.<br/><br/>-------<br/><br/>Degnar nodded as Rosalie talked of fate.<span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="color: #4000FF">"Yes, life does like to do that. I used to think there was a God behind it all. But if there is anything that can destroy one's faith. It's becoming an immortal undead creature, who has to murder others to survive. Even if there is a God I'm sure I am damned to Hell. I guess that's why I desperately don't want to die. I'd rather not have to find out whether or not there is a God. Not for a while at least."</span></span></span>As Rosalie continued he was thinking about his life up to this point.<span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="color: #4000FF">"I have already had a wonderful life, so I suppose if I did die, it wouldn't be that bad. Maybe God is being kind to me. Since in the next life I am doomed to pain and despair, he may be allowing me happiness in this one. But listen, Rosalie, If you want a happy life, find someone to care about. Love them and protect them with everything you've got, and make sure they have a wonderful life, and they will do the same, even if they don't mean to."</span></span></span>