She just sat there, continuing to watch Kakasha work on skinning the buck. Breakfast was coming soonâ€¦ Damian had offered for her to sit, so she snapped out of her little daze and did so. Such an obedient little pup she was at times â€“in this case it was more minding her manners however. â€œOf courseâ€¦â€ she said with a light smirk, and a shrug, â€œIt is quite a beautiful skillâ€¦ But it does take time, and Iâ€™m not very patient. For now I shall admire from afarâ€¦ and Iâ€™ll learn by eye, at my own pace.â€ She fell silent again afterward.<br/><br/>After that with everyone as quiet as they were the morning seemed to be going by slower than a baby sea turtle marching to the sea for the first time. Marching out to sea only to be snatched by some hungry, hideous Sea Gull, she thought to herself.  Nothing ever had a happy ending for her but in her defense she was just being realistic. Not all baby sea turtles survive, just like not everyone out here survives. It was all about luck. Luck and a little bit cunning, and then youâ€™ll be good to go for the most part, assuming you can get your head together enough to put your survival skills to use. And that was all she knew really, and in the end she would survive. She would stand on top and snarl at those beneath her, squashing any pathetic weakling under her footâ€¦<br/><br/>The wolf within was satisfied with those thoughts; she absolutely despised the weak. That was why humans wereâ€”had been such easy prey. The ravenous wolf still craves their blood not because of the sole enjoyment she got out of slaughtering them but because they were weak. She was a superior race and therefore she should kill them.<br/><br/>Ah, but that was a part of that instinct again wasnâ€™t it? Seraviâ€™s human thoughts combated her wolf, especially around this time of year where the beast wanted to run free and unbridled by stupid human traits. The forest would be her playground and she would live how she wanted, free from the restraints of human society, but she would always be bound by humans in some way or another. If there was one thing that she has found out to be remotely similar in the two societies, it was the establishment of place. Not knowing ones place got them killed. It was the reason she didnâ€™t prepare a snide remark when Michelle commented on Kakashaâ€™s kill. She wanted so badly to say â€˜better kill than you would ever make, the smell of cancer would keep your prey far away from youâ€™ but she remained quiet. She knew her place, and knew that she was no exceptional hunter herself.<br/><br/>Thomas was another Alpha in the pack, the Alpha male to be exact. He had taught her to learn her place quickly when the beast in her got a bit tooâ€¦ rowdy for her own good. Seravi rubbed her arm when he approached and smiled at him respectfully as she did her best to keep herself under control this time. â€œGood morning, Thomas.â€<br/><br/>At that moment, a sound â€“it was a deep howl that seemed to be full of emotion; confusion perhaps? She couldnâ€™t say for sure, but she didnâ€™t like it- tore through the forest, catching the attention of everyone at the fire. She growled quietly at the howl before listening to Thomas speak, nodding when he requested her aid. He was curious about it, naturally, and wanted to defend his pack. Family was important to wolves, as was sticking together: another similarity to humans. The Alpha was defending his territory. As a part of this pack she would not object to her position and would do what was expected of her.<br/><br/>â€œUnderstood,â€ she said, using a tone that reflected her respect and loyalty as she stood from her spot by the fire and moved to his side. Old habits from being used as a weapon, use to following orders and remaining loyal, slipping through for a just a moment combined with her duties within the pack. The beat inside, stirring from said old habits, craving blood again; the beast responded well to orders no matter who the voice was because that was all she knew. If this pack was going to â€˜healâ€™ her and set her on the right path it was definitely going to take a lot longer than five monthsâ€¦ Especially around this time, where everything seemed to irritate her, her mind racing, conflicted.<br/><br/>Perhaps this would be a way to release some of that energy.