he shuttered at the warm water and slowly eased into relaxation letting her graze her hands along his body well toned and muscles deeply defined even if they could not work like they should. He was like a staue beautiful strong wise and clever yet unmoveable and easily broken. What a life for a lord. He noticed her question and turned a deep shade of red far past that of a blush "I can not ask... they have to give themselves to me mind, body soul and all... for that I am not permitted to ask all I can do is wait and prey to be saved by someone... someone willing to give me everything... only then will I become stronger and move on without this pain and torchure to bear."