Kakasha's eyes caught his attention as she stood in front of him, in her Human form. With her clothes sticking to her form and the view he did have from this vantage point made his face feel warm as he only took a glance, yet she did calm him down and distracted him enough from his problem to realize he was safe and alive.<br/><br/><span style="font-weight: bold">"Jaden you need to calm down and try not to think about the insident that happen, it will only make you feel worse. Why dont you try to phase back into your human form, it helps to breath out and have how you look in your mind and concentrait on that. Once you have phased we can get some food into your belly."</span><br/><br/>Jaden nodded. He saw them do it and it looked painful, but he didn't care. He figured he would have to get used to it now any way. The only problem was he had no clue how to do it.<br/><br/><span style="font-weight: bold">"It's not all bad. Humans would cause nothing but trouble for you now anyway. We," Lucia said, waving her hand around the cave to indicate the pack, "are your family now, and we will do everything in our power to take care of you. You can trust us."</span><br/><br/>Again Jaden nodded, wiping his eyes with a massive forearm. He was still wet and made his face worse rather than drying his eyes. He closed his eyes, trying to focus on nothing, yet he kept seeing the crying faces of his parents, and Jesse's Dad, who actually liked him, but now because of him, his daughter was dead.<br/><br/>In the darkness of his mind, he saw himself, standing before the same white wolf as before. the two stared into each others deep blue eyes. He, the eight foot werewolf stood before the wolf that stood to his werewolf form's waist, but in the darkness their size couldn't be comprehended properly. Jaden watched as the wolf glanced at him, and he looked down to see himself in his Human form, but the werewolf him still stood before him beside the massive wolf. They both bowed to him at the same time and he understood their feelings. They were both him now and all three would have to share an existence, as one.<br/><br/>Jaden screamed. The pain returned as a roar in his head that flashed throughout his body. He fell off the log on his hands and knees as he shrank, his legs shortening and arms thinning out. His tail retreated back into his backside, his fur withdrawing into his skin and he felt fabric appear over his skin, blue jeans on his legs, sneakers on his feet and the thin fabric of white silk over his toned chest. His head was the last to reform, the snout pulling into his face with a sickening crunch, the ears shrinking into his skull and his hair fell from his head, once a nicely groomed white mane, now a disheveled mass of white hair that reached down his back after eight months of neglect. His hair fell over his face once the change was done, still on his hands and knees, his hair dragging on the ground. He shivered as he tried to take deep breathes, his clothes still wet and his white silk shirt now stuck to his body, his lean muscles clearly visible through the fabric.<br/><br/>He felt sick. It felt like his insides were rearranging too, which was probably what happened. He couldn't see how these people did this so often. His covered face showed determination as he willed his body to not throw up and he began to stand on shaky legs.<br/><br/>"Holy shit." he muttered, trying to stomach the pain as it slowly faded. He  "Anyone have a pair of scissors?" He used the wall of the cave for support as he turned to Kakasha, forcing a smile that he figured she couldn't see well from behind the mass of hair.