meredith  let out a breath she wasn't aware of holding. it seemed to take pressure off from the pounding in her head. she was so fed up and it had only been what felt like an hour.she wasn't quite sure of the time.she felt like she was a little lost 6 year old in the bar, and that's how she thought everyone saw her. her mind was made up. she was going to leave. who would stop her? no one cared what she did. obviusly the vampire despised the ground she walked on,and the red haired woman was treating her like a little one in need. she threw herself from the seat and walked to the door, slower than she had wanted to. her whole body ached and screamed in protest as she pushed the door open.she let it slam behind her and immediatly the cold hit her like a hammer.she strided down the street and once agian smells flooded her nose, greasy food,garbage,sweat,and a trace of blood mixed with saliva. she was disgusted and heard, heavy sobbing breaths.she ran up and down the streets searching for the source and slumped against a wall when she found nothing. she was soon asleep not caring where she was.