I sat on the edge of my bed packing up the last box to go into storage. Ken had just woke up and came stumbling into my room climbing on the bed "Are you really leaving?" he asked rubbing his eyes and leaning against me. I gave a small nod putting my arm around him and grabbing my necklace from the end table putting it around Ken's neck. "Take care of that for me ok?" he looked up and smiled hugging me<br/>"I sure will but you know mom will miss you?" he said as he sat up looking at the necklace<br/>"Ya don't worry I know but I have to make a living for myself, Maybe you can come visit sometime" Ken nodded<br/>"Promise?" He asked standing up heading toward the door<br/>"Ya...I promise" I told him looking away and grabbing the box as I stood up walking down stairs putting the box into the truck and closing the door walking back into the house looking at my mother as she sat at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of her. I walked into the kitchen sitting down at the table "Mom?" I said softly as I extended my hand across the table my palm up. She looked up putting her hand in mine and squeezing it<br/>"I'm alright Hakeem...I'm just worried about you" She said as she looked into my eyes. It looked like she had been up all night crying her eyes were red and puffy, I got up pulling her into a hug and sighed. "Mom...You don't Have to worry about me i'm going to be fine" I felt so bad by giving them faluse hopes. Mom pulled back from my hug and looked at my face<br/>"You remind me so much of your father...you and Kc going in the same field he has." I nodded<br/>"Ya but Kc has a long way to go before he makes the cut" she nodded and walked making another cup of coffee and giving it to me<br/>"How about I make you one more breakfast?" she asked as she started pulling out some pots and pans I smiled and nodded<br/>"Sure mom...Thanks." I told her as I checked my phone receving a text I got up and walked out side calling the person who has text me making sure everything was set up to go I walked back in the house Ken was helping mom with breakfast the two joked and played around. I smiled to myself "those two will be fine without me..." I said softly as I walked to the couch sitting down.<br/>After breakfast I said my final fairwells, told mom not to cry, told Ken to stay out of trouble. I got into my car driving off with someone in the truck behind me once I got to my spot I set up the car to go off the road and crash and burn. I stood there for a while sighing and looking away running to a near by house a few co workers were there ready to help me change. They cut my long hair down to my shoulders, they gave me green contacts, I had gotten a new tattoo of wings on my back and barb wire down my right arm. I changed my outfit and sighed taking the keys to a new motorbike waiting for me outside. I walked outside getting on the bike and riding back into town looking for my place to crash looking at the small wrinkled paper in my hands and around the streets. I finally found the apartment I was looking for and sat there thinking of this new life I had to lead now thinking about the future, and of when they found my car not far from the house. I got off the red and black sezuki bike with a dragon on the side locking it up and walking into the aparments looking around it was nearly empty other then a ugly green couch, white cutrins on one window, small tv that proably didn't work, and a small coffee table. I ran my finger along the coffee table whipping my hands off and sitting down on the couch looking around and putting my head in my hands. I had to find this drug boss to have a bit of income so I desides to hit the streets, I got up and put the keys in my pocket locking the apartment door and walking down the three flight of steps and hit the streets I had on a black hoodie, with black jeans, and White sneakers I still had my peiercings two in my bottom lip to look like fangs, one in my right eye brow, and one stud in my ear. I bumped into a person saying sorry as I kept walking I saw someone dealing and thought to ask questions careful not to sound like law or anything.