Aidan smirked as she looked over at him, thinking to herself that he looked cute when he smiled like that. Sighing though she shrugged, â€œI know....but.....â€ she began then stopped as she tried to think about how best to word the feelings that were currently causing her such stress. How these feelings worried her? How they frightened her? Sitting up she allowed herself a moment to play with a bit of grass, her mind thinking about how soon the seasons were changing around them.<br/><br/>After a while she finally spoke, â€œChange....I never did like it when anything changed....â€ seemed somewhat random as she brushed her palm across the fresh stalks of grass beside her thighs as she thought for a moment. â€œYou know. Like the seasons. You get use to something, get use to the snow get use to cold and then next thing you know it is warm again. Now you have to work at getting use to this new weather. To being warm, to the rain.....â€ she glanced over at him for a second before she went on. â€œYet sometimes there is nothing that you can do about these changes except to accept them and go along with it....â€ God how she felt like she was babbling like an idiot right now. Using the changing of the seasons as an analogy to try and explain how she was feeling about Thomas. How she felt a change in her feeling for him and how she was not sure if she wanted them or not.<br/><br/>â€œI just.....I just....â€ she sighed for like the umpteenth time annoying herself with how often she was doing it. â€œI don't want to ruin or lose something precious to me because of changes....â€ looking at him now for the first time since she began talking. Meeting his gaze and holding it, â€œI'm scared of what the future may hold...â€ she confessed to him.