Kakasha cut various sizes of meat using her judgment on which area of the deer would be better for each different size. As her eyes stayed on the bloody red meat she could see Michelle in the corner of her vision, picking at the skin around her nails almost in a nervous habit sort of way. She figured she was sensing that she was being observed for she shoved her hands into her pockets.<span style="font-weight: bold">" Can't say I usually sleep well." She said shrugging lightly with a half attempt at a laugh.</span><br/><br/>Kakasha chose then to look up at the other female, there was hurt radiating from her and she knew that she was feeling the same about not getting to run with Thomas to met the stranger who made the distressful howl. But Kakasha has had the experience of being in another pack previously to the Harmony Shadows and knew it was also an honor to guard the den, cause without their cave it would be hard to survive together yet alone keep their territory. Her thoughts of pride and honor chased away the hurtful ones of not running and found renewed energy running through her veins like wild flower. With this new found strength she began slicing much faster and even wore a smile on her face.<br/><br/><span style="font-weight: bold">"But yeah, not all that much as of late. Tis the season, I guess, or almost." Michelle said then paused for a moment. "You nervous at all? Can't be your favorite time of year."</span><br/><br/>A slight chuckle all but emerged from her lush lips heat was not her favorite part of the season, Michelle was right about that, but she was rather used to the drastic-ness of the situation. "You're right, that particular event is not a favorite of mine. But it is not the event it self I dislike, it is I do not have a chosen mate to celebrate it with." She paused a moment in her cutting to let the thought of sadness pass of not having a mate and already being in the prime of her youth. "For my restlessness my mind is still burdened with the nightmare's of that dreadful night. I have not slept since the attack." She sighed softly as she was haunted with another frightening image of that night. She drew forth her blade again and sliced into the rest of the buck carcass when she felt a slight nudging tingle at the corner of her senses.<br/><br/>"Good morning Alan, and April, please sit down and join us. The breakfast shall be done pretty soon."<br/><br/>She had waited til her sad feelings had passed before greeting the two other wolves, one of who had been fighting his need to shift and accept his wolf. It was hard for Kakasha to understand for she was born a wolf and knew nothing different. But she didn't hold it against him but tried to show the great aspects of harnessing and accepting the strong wolf that resided inside him, though she had her suspicions that it would be someone who knew of the human life style that would get through to him and she hoped soon. For it made them more vulnerable as a whole with him unable to control or understand his true power.