<span style="color: #40FF40">Kakasha looked up at Juliet as she made the joke, she was having a hard time holding in her laughter just like Juliet when Aidan ruined her fun and said there was no need for the 'initiation'. Kakasha could tell Aidan still held alot of tension as she watched her make her way out of the cave and down to the creek to wash more dishes. She sighed alittle wishing she could wash away the tension and wished the up coming heat was farther away. The pack just got back together, they all didn't need the heat to interfear with the rejoining of the pack. <br/><br/>Eryan than ran into the inner cave and Kakasha could instantly smell the worry emitting from inside the cave, she sighed more knowing the past was going to be brought up and the horrid, heart chrushing throughts were going to be brought to the present and she was more than likely to cry. She ran back out, distraught and frustration written all over her face. Tears threaten to sting Kakasha's eyes, but she some how faught them back as Juliet came up to ease Eryan into what happened, she saw the look on her face as she eyed down their alpha. Whimpering slightly she shifted to her wolf form leaving in her place a beautiful wolf with silvery brown coating on her back with a pure white pelt on the bottom part of her body and legs(check ooc). Soon Matt was coming in to comfort Eryan as well, whiping away make up which covered up a scar that she remembered him getting. She felt the saddness swell up in everyone, even Jaden held lots of saddness. <br/><br/>Once Matt said Aderol's name, her heart panged in saddness and her eyes glazed over as her eyes were ready to shead the tears that she so despertly wanted to shead. She watched as Eryan went thru denial, falling to her knees. Kakasha was born in the wild and right then it called to her, she let out a bellowing howl, filled with saddness, regret, sympathy, anger, and a whole lot of other raw emotions that she felt right then and there. The howls of the others joined hers and Eryans and they truely were one, thier howl sounding like one massive symphonic howl.  Kakasha's went a little longer than the others and she let hers die slowly, bringing her muzzle down to a level point she trotted over to Eryan and nuzzled her face than licked away her tears.<br/> <br/>She was surprised that she herself hadn't let a tear loose, but for some reason she couldn't bring herself to do it. Instead of crowding Eryan she looked at Thomas who had came and pulled her into a hug, *Thomas, I'm going on northern patrole. I must run.* It was a simple message, but she really needed to be out in the open with the wind running thru her fur and the compacted soil underneath her paws. The hurt and betrayal rode her as thoughts of Aderol seeped into her memory. She hoped Eryan would understand, tho she was sure Eryan wouldn't want to be crowed like she was, so she simply turned and trotted out of the cave noticing Juliet, Jaden and Lucia, a shiny object now in Juliet's hands which Kakasha could smell the gun powder residue from the last time it was fired, it was faint but still there. Tho it was none of her concern so she simply headed north up the hill and began a slight jog.</span>