Dustin merely nodded her head at that first comment. They would have to agree to disagree. He didnâ€™t feel she was at fault. Her next comment got no reply from him. He heard it but he did not make any reaction that showed that he had. He looked at her. He would try to understand. It would take time for him to learn this fact. He was so used to anger meaning verbal, emotional and physical pain. He heard her leave and tried to fight it. Spent a good fight minutes before he grabbed his black dagger and bolted into the bathroom. He turned the sink water on and put his hand over the sink. His hand shook as he fought the desire to cut. It only lasted five minutes before he began to drag the blade over the back of his hand. Not deep like usual but not light scratches too. More like deep scratches. At least eight times over the back of his hand at various angles and directions. The blood pooled to the surface but after sticking it under the water for five minutes it barely bleed at all. Soon it stopped bleeding and was just red scratches that with a little irritation would bleed again for a few minutes. He then went out to the room and picked up the guitar. Getting sucked into his own little world. He began to sing and didnâ€™t even realize when she came back. He finished singing that song and went into a second. When he finished that song he looked up and flushed. Turning his gaze away respectfully. â€œYou are back.â€ He said softly. His hand going to his arm and the cuts faced her. He rubbed his arm and sighed a bit. â€œAre you okay? You seem upset still. I thought youâ€™d be happy again when you came back.â€<br/><br/><object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LUl9-5WmfQU"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/LUl9-5WmfQU" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object><br/><object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/l59qf8YXgEA"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/l59qf8YXgEA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object>