Cody had felt her move him to the front of the bed and hold him. The feeling was remarkably reverse than what he wanted but that didnâ€™t matter. He couldnâ€™t help, and when she pressed her lips to his temple he wanted nothing more than her but knew that was taking advantage of her. They had hours to pass before night would come, and he wasnâ€™t sure whether he wanted to see the moon or not tonight.  He wished time would still for them, and that they could just be like that. When at last he couldnâ€™t cry anymore he released his face from her shoulder as he had loved the feeling of her hands through his hair, and kissed her longer and gently this time. Deciding that he was going to let her decide her reaction as his hands wrapped around her knew and interlocked with her beautiful brown hair. He wanted nothing more than to prove to her how much he loved her. But he was afraid that if he did what he wanted would she hate him. Regret was a hard thing for him, and he chose not to regret thingsâ€¦but guilt was a feeling he hated to feel, and he was already feeling a lot of guilt from everything. He wanted this to be her decisionâ€¦.and so he waited releasing his lips from herâ€™s only part way. Allowing her room to chose her action with him.