Lestat held rose close to him. running his fingers through the boy's hair slowly as he peared down at his love. In all honesty his heart beat because for the first time in all his life he felt somewhat understood. He sat on the bed and pulled rose on the bed as sighed heavily and nervously. "You know all my life I've been told... 'be more like Higaru, stop being so annoying' i never got to learn how to be a prince or a king. i wasn't allowed because I was second born and i was born a demon. Higaru got to be babtised and had all sorts of growing up ceromonies. i didn't get anything, and while he was in class i was told to stay in my room and play with my things. I would act up so maybe i could be with others too, be it only isolated me more. Soon it became all i knew, at least then guards would come and take me... i got alittle attention. I was never taught about our laws nor was i taught how tofight. Everything I know of our home and kingdom i have taught myself. I wasn't even allowed to be taught to read... I taught that too... They were even going to have me..." he whispered this embaressed... "fixed so i would not breed and my genes would not get passed down. i have always hated who and what i am. I think it is partly why i love childern so muchand I want to be a dad... i want that chance to show I can lead... that I can be good and I deserve to have my genes passed down too... besides.... Higaru wont have kids...  he cant. Our family will die out....." he lowers his head sadly. "I think you are perfect, I dont care what you look like inside or out... I love you for you!" when he relized what he said he gasped and cupped ahand over his mouth face turning red as he got up away.<br/><br/>[i] The king moved the far king side pawn two spaces up and smiled listening. "Its about time he heard the word no, when we were little he got everytthing he wanted, toys food, games, while i had to go to boring cereomonies and parties, lessons and had to sit with father during request times.... it was so boring..." he nodded 'hopefully in a good way and he will learn a serious lesson..." The maid curtsied as she commented onhis appearence, she had liked that guard, he and she had been very close.