Thomas watch Miranda write in her journal as he talk with her. He was so proud of her for keeping up with it. His brow furrowed a bit at her question. Not because she ask them but because she asked if Brettly blamed her for them. Brettly could be an ass but this was one those time that he wasn’t  during that time. In fact it tore him up that she was so depress about losing the babies. “ No he didn’t , You blame yourself. And for the record it wasn’t your flaunt. “<br/><br/>“ Now we both know that I don’t do that. It just happens that I agree with him on this.” Thomas  had no problem telling Brettly when he thought he was wrong and had many times . He was about to help her with her tray but she was already up and taking his tray. He couldn’t help but wrap his arms around her as she sat on his lap. Lost in those beautiful eyes of her’s.  He sighed a when she said that he was always the one to care for her and why she could have married him. It was an old agreement . Or really close to it. There had been a time that she has said those things to him. Save for remembering  only the bad memories. He was about to say something when she kiss him.<br/><br/>There was a moment she let himself sink into the kiss and deepen it.  Damn straight he knew what it was wrong. But he was going to savor this moment . With Miranda in his arms. Something he dreamed about many times. It took everything in him not to take the kiss further.  Breaking  their kiss.  He cupped her beautiful face.<br/><br/>“ You two were meant to be married. You both love each other very much. He has cared for you. You know it here” He tapped her chest referring her heart. ” Even if you don’t remember it. What just happen won’t happen again.” He said firmly. He knew that if things went further she  would regret it. Knowing that she only remembered the old Brettly and not knowing how to deal with the new one. Much like she had when he first  started to treat her right. There was even a time when she talked about leaving Brettly. Somehow he talked her out of it.  Saying that Brettly was changing  and he loved her. Not that Thomas didn’t love or want her, he did with every fiber in his bones.  But he knew that Miranda and Brettly loved each other. If Thomas and Miranda had affair it would ruin everything.