"You'll change... To what?" Erwin asked softly, before he could stop himself. He wasn't sure the other would take kindly to him prying in his life like that. And yet, it all felt so natural, so relaxed, that Erwin couldn't help but let the words flow from his mind. He closed his eyes, trying to shove this calmness away. It always started like this. Him feeling calm and comfortable with someone, and this developing to friendship. And then, sometimes, something more. And then he would feel obligated to tell the other about what he truly was, and then the other would either believe him or not. And so many things could go wrong from there. Sure, this wasn't an issue with Seishin since the boy already knew about him being a vampire and all, but still... Getting emotionally close to humans never end well. He could still hear the screams of his last friend when his former clan decided he could not be trusted. It made him shudder.<br/><br/>The whole world seemed to freeze, though, when Seishin asked him another question. What would he give, indeed? He didn't open his eyes, just stayed completely still, not even pretending to breath, while he thought about it. The wind was blowing gently, but he could not feel it. Well, with his heightened senses, he could feel the small pressure as it passed around him, but he could not feel the cold it bring with it. He took a deep breath, and he felt the pressure of the air against his lungs, but he did not feel the freshness inside his nose. Well, he had already lost everything.<br/><br/>"I have nothing to give." Erwin whispered, finally, opening his eyes. "I don't have any possessions except for a few clothes. No money, nothing material. I don't have a family. My current clan is not exactly mine, and there is nothing that ties us together except for me not giving them trouble." he poked the grass, frowning. "I'd give my immortality, but that's hardly a sacrifice after all this time. I would give them my life, but that kind of defies the purpose of it all." Erwin gave a small chuckle. "I have nothing to give, except myself."<br/><br/>The vampire kept his gaze up, refusing to meet Seishin's, not sure if he should return the question or not.<br/><br/>"But you have plenty to give, I presume." he said, softly, a half-question, that Seishin could easily avoid if he wanted to.