Michele saw the hurt that she causes Manny. When she said that she wasn’t planning to stay. Oh he hid it well. Always did. No one really knew what his emotions were. Only emotion he did show was anger. Michele was the only one he let his guard down. Letting her see his other emotions. Now she had hurt him. Selfish bitch, she thought as she watched him put his plate away. Hanging her head as Manny excused himself.<br/><br/>Looking down at her plate not really seeing the food there, no longer having an appetite. She got up and dumped the contents of her plates. Placing the dirty dishes in the dishwasher and turned it on. Making sure that the stove and counters were cleaned. Sighing Michele look around the apartment. He did all of this for her. Manny deserve better than her. Walking over to the window, leaning against the window still while thinking. Michele saw Manny out of the corner of her eye as he came back in the room.<br/><br/>“We use to sit here and talk.” There was just enough space on the ledge for two to seat.  Michele looked out at the city below. There was no traffic. Even if there was the window was blacked out. A person could look out but not in.A long silence stretch out between them.<br/><br/>“The last time was about a week before I left. It was raining and we were eating fried chicken.Spending much of the day flipping through magazines. Picking out dream rooms for a  home. I did most of the picking. I think” She gave Manny a half smile and half chuckle.Tears welled in her hazel green eyes. Looking back out the window.<br/><br/>“ You made it real.And I hurt you.” Tears feel down Michele face. “I have no light Manny. I’m no good for you. I’m not who you think I’m. Just going to hurt you more.”