Raylin looked down as she started speaking on Nicki. He knew they all missed him. He felt like he was a sorry replacement for a dragon that awesome. He looked at her. He didn't know how he could be talked about a lot. "Its on my bed. He turned my room and bed into a den. Its kinda cool." He said with a smile. He walked back to there with them. He looked at Azrial as he walked to him and put a hand on his shoulder. "Okay." He said softly. He followed him over the rock. He sat where he had been place. He could see the sorrow and grief and bit his lip. He heard music chance and felt the warmth grow again. It always grew when he felt the music. Made him feel nice and cozy.<br/><br/>He watched as the ceremony began. He kind of began to feel lonely. He watched and was amazed they could handle such pain. Yet as it continued he began to feel like an outsider. When he saw Azrial seeming in pain because of that flame thing he was sad because unlike the others he couldn't help Azrial. They were helping each other through it and all he could do was watch. He had never felt more alone in his life. He just watched as he looked on. The ceremony was beautiful and amazing. Azrial wouldn't have felt his pain at not being able to help him like the others helped their mates. He looked at Azrial and smiled. Happy that Azrial looked at peace. That for once he didn't have an underlying sorrow he couldn't make better. That killed him every time he saw Azrial hurting because he missed Nicki and being unable to do anything to make it better.<br/><br/>He knew he would never replace Nicki but one day...one day he wanted to mean as much as him. Maybe it would happen. Maybe it wouldn't. He hoped it would because he really wanted to belong. To be truly loved by someone. He knew Azrial liked him a lot but when your used to being without love you want more. Yet he felt selfish for wanting to be loved like Azrial loved Nicki. He watched the rose burning and looked at him. He didn't move as they hugged each other. He held onto Azrial as he rubbed the baby. Blushing faintly. He stood and clung to Azrial. He was feeling so lightheaded. He swayed a bit as he began to feel dizzy. Stumbling and clung onto Azrial tighter. He was being more emotional as he was pregnant and had never felt these emotions before. "I don't feel so good..." He said. His head spinning and he was having double the symptoms due to the dragon inside him and the life druid that was his race.<br/><br/>He held onto Azrial and kept walking. He sat when they got to where the meat was cooking pulling his knees up close to him. He took some of the grapes and began eating them. He didn't know how long it would be until dinner was ready. As he continued to eat he took drinks of the milk which he was wanting more than juice for some reason. He drank far more juice than normal. For some reason the more he glanced to the piece of coal the more he wanted to eat it. He blinked a bit and looked to the rest of the food. He began eating more of it. He was not usually a big eater but right now his hunger was huge for him. He soon ran out of the snacks that had been packed for him. He looked at the meat and blinked. He wasn't a bit meat eater either but that looked so good. His hand went to his tummy as it heated up. It was a tell tale sign the baby was moving around and his tummy was hot because his hand always did that when it was extremely hot.