Blue found herself awoken to a very loud crack of thunder, that pulled her way from the only comfort she had, the warmth was gone. When she started to come back to the true world, she felt a painfully strong need to cry as she woke up, cold wet, and what she believed to be all alone. She pulled herself forward as she began to fall apart once again, terrified as if everything was happening all over againâ€¦<br/><br/>She had her knees pulled her chest as she hugged them into herself in the only comfort she had, as she cried into her knees. The pain in her chest was tearing her apart, as she felt the full force of her guilt she once had had hidden within herself, that she had refused to face ever since that night Stewart's life had faded away in her armsâ€¦ He was the only one who ever cared for her, the only person that had ever truly Loved her. He protected her from her fathers rage toward her all her childhood as she had grown up. Stewart was the only one in the family who didnâ€™t blame her for her motherâ€™s tragic death...<br/><br/>Her father, as well as her sisters, never let her forget that her mother gave up her life to bring Blue into this world, and he had no problem making it clear he believed as well as wished she was the one that shouldnâ€™t have lived, honestly he felt the need to never let her forget it. The only on who cared for her was Stewart he was the kind of big brother that would let her crawl in bed with him when ever she got scared, or take her out into the woods for a walk to cheer her up when he was sad, he took the place of the father that purposefully neglected her.<br/><br/>She couldnâ€™t take it anymore the grief was just to much for her to bare, she cried out disrupting the sound of the forest with her pain filled cry. As she fell back on the grass, she had what looked like a river leaving her eyes blurring her vision of everything around her. She starts to try and blink back the tears that flooded her bright eyes, in hopes the pain would fade away with them, that's when she was filled with panic. Within her blurred vision she saw an unmistakable shape, and she blinked rapidly praying, to whoever was listening, she was wrong but she wasnâ€™t. There was indeed a man laying next to her in this clearing, looking what felt like straight into herâ€¦<br/><br/>She jumps up quickly fumbling to her feet as she frantically tries to assemble herself. She stands before him and finally looking down at him, opens her mouth to yell but then for so reason no words come out as she finally<span style="font-style: italic">really</span>looks at this beautiful image of a man. He was breath take to her...<br/><br/>She found herself staring at him for a moment examining his bare chestâ€¦ it was flawless and she found herself drawn to him now as she saw the look on his face and felt as thought he had caught her starring, but was afraid her thoughts might be written so clearly right across her face. She flushes a light shade of red and quickly brought her gaze down to her feet to avoid any eye contact that just might give way too much of her thoughts.<br/><br/>As she found her body relaxing a bit, she decided to sit back down in the grass next to this man, and finally brake the long kept silence. â€œSo, what is it a man like you is doing all the way out<span style="font-style: italic"> here </span>in the middle of no where as a rain storm rolls in?â€ her voice was soft trying to show kindness without it seeming as though she had a weakness for the man, even thought she clearly did.