Ainsley woke up early in the morning, took a shower and gathered her stuff for the trip to the hospital. She moved quietly though the house, trying not to wake Seige. He seemed like he needed the sleep.<br/>She carefully packed her school bag with everything she would need, the six months of homework and food. She hadn't been eating anything before Chemo and she was always hungry after that.<br/>Pulling out her hospital bag, she grabbed the keys from the counter and walked out the door. She put her stuff in the car and headed back inside to see what she had forgotten. She walked into the living room and flipped on the tv to watch the news til it was time to go. She kept glancing at the sword, she couldn't explain it, but she felt that the weapon had something out for her. With a heavy sigh, she got up and went for a walk. Lately, she has been feeling really restless and the sword wasn't helping.<br/>Her feet carried her to the park where she sat on a swing and tried to not think. She forced all the thoughts out of her mind and just consintrated on the motion of the swing. Slowly rocking back and forth on her heels, make all the fears and stressers in her life seem far far away. She just wanted to stay there forever and never have to leave. She didn't want to go to chemo anymore. she didn't want Seige to get her soul, that thought brought up a different train of thought. Why was he formiliar? Why was his face in her head? Why couldn't she stop thinking about him?<br/>She growled frustrated and leaned back too far and fell off her swing. She lie on the ground breathless and lacking the will to move even though the time for her appointment was ticking closer.