<span style="font-size: 120%; line-height: 116%;">"This is nice here."<br/><br/>Caitlyn said as she sat. The wind singing with the trees, the sound of children in the distance playing, the feel of Nathan's arm around her. She leaned into him and was just glad to be able to rest in the arms of a friend. Nathan rocked her slightly, and she closed her eyes and thought of them as she felt so relaxed... so safe... with Nathan.<br/><br/>She may have slid into a slight dream as the sounds of things seemed to get farther away, and she snuggled in closer to Nathan as her mind tried to devise a way for them to be together. Truth be told, Caitlyn had thought about leaving Jack many times. But the prospect of being a single mother scared her. It was one thing that led her to marry Jack in the first place when she had become pregnant after.... <br/><br/>Caitlyn's body jumped suddenly and she sat up awake blinking. The sounds were normal again, and Niniel still slept next to them. She looked to Nathan as she had startled him from her sudden awakedness. She looked deep in thought as she looked around. She had only drifted away for a couple minutes, but it seemed like hours to her. She caught her breath again as she pondered telling Nathan about all that had happened at University. Somehow she thought it would diminish her in his eyes, but all the time tryinggn to bury it and wall it off in her head, it still finds a crack to slip out to haunt her again. She looked to his eyes and reached up to touch his cheek. She could not find the way to tell him, but thougth she could work up to it.<br/><br/>"Nathan, what would you think of me if I told you that I was unfaithful?"<br/><br/>The look of questions crossed hsi face, and Caitlyn felt herself wanting to gather it all in and lock it away again, but she took his hand in hers and sqeezed it, not taking her gaze from his face.</span>