Miranda knew that after everything that had happened to her that Brettly was always going to be there for her and she knew it without a doubt.  She needed to quit with the self doubt and realize that Brettly was a different man and he truly loved her and that was all that was going to matter.  “Well I am glad that I am getting more and more of my memories back.”  Miranda said “But I am not sure if the fiery girl you once knew is still in here.”  Miranda said as she pointed to her chest.<br/>Miranda knew that she was going to have to press Brettly to make love to her because he was so afraid of hurting her that she needed to get him past that.  If she could make it through what happened with Thomas, she could make it through this with him.  Miranda was happy when he finally opened his mouth to allow her tongue to enter.  She was savoring his taste and she had not thought about it, but she probably still had the taste of liquor on her breath, which of course she was not suppose to be drinking with her medications.<br/><br/>When Brettly’s hand touched her breast she could not help but gasp a little at his contact.  The feeling that she had been craving, one of those denials which had made it so easy to turn to Thomas.  Miranda was going to have to learn to distance her thoughts from Thomas, especially if she was going to start working for Brettly’s company.  Miranda really needed to close off her mind at the moment and enjoy her husband.<br/><br/>When Brettly released the kiss and told her why he had been pushing her away she could not help but sigh, “Oh baby, I am so sorry I put all this strain on you.  It was not fair to you.”  Miranda sighed, “I had a memory flash about the attack while I was gone, and I think I will be ok.”  Miranda sighed not wanting to tell him how the memory came to be.  “Even if I have memory flash back, you will be there to wash them away and give me new memories.”<br/><br/>Miranda started to take off Brettly’s shirt and then her own shirt and bra and took a hold of Brettly’s hand and placed it on her breast, “Please Bre, make love to me.  Remind me that you still love me.  All of me, even though I am broken.”  Miranda said with a few tears in her eyes.