Jewel blushed slightly as he had called her beautiful.So many times had she heard it but never from someone she loved or someone who loved her back.The loving kiss he had tugged her into had not lasted too long but it wasn't too short either.After the kiss she stared at him a while wondering what he was thinking about, her eyes twinkled and glittered upon him.<br/><br/>Soon her face drooped into a playful pout, as she pushed him back down gently,"Do you really have to go?"She whined,placing a peck on his rather soft and sexy lips."But if you must dea--"She stopped and looked at the clock...She had remembered she had been late for work.She gave out a loud agitated groan and dropped her face into the ruffled sheets beside him,she muttered into the sheets about being a terrible excuse for employee sitting up she had to instantly come up with some sort of excuse to give her boss about why she didn't show up.And there was no way in hell she was going to tell the truth."Well I guess while you do that I will just, figure out a good excuse to give my boss when he calls."<br/><br/>In the back of her mind she wanted to tell Ryan her dark little secret..so he would just have to find out the hard way.She didn't want to scare him or hurt him at all,and holding secrets was another way of hurting someone without them even knowing it."Ryan...When you do get back..could I talk to you about something later?"She asked biting her lip nervously."It's rather..Important.And I would like you to know."She tried not to show a change in her demeanor, but it was clear because she was already shaking like a leaf in the blowing wind.How in the world was she going to break it to him was her concern but her biggest concern was how he would take it,or would he even believe her?