"I know, it's awful of me. But at least I'm statistically more likely to die of exposure to elements or getting shot by a Realian than I am to die of lung cancer," he justified quite poorly on his behalf. It was true enough, anyway; how Lex had ever made it this far into the end of the world was beyond him. He'd expected to last to last maybe a week, so everything past that was just a pleasant surprise.<br/><br/>When it came to addressing his run-in with Jenessa, Blue seemed oddly okay with it. Lex wasn't dumb to their situation; this was just sex and a body to keep each other warm and comfortable. It wasn't as if he thought she<span style="font-style: italic">should</span>be upset, but every interaction that regarded Jenessa up til this point led him to expect a particular outcome. When she'd even so much called Lex her husband, Blue's attitude toward him changed on a dime and she ignored him until he wouldn't let her anymore. This felt like a loaded situation, but he'd take it at face value.<br/><br/>"It was, yeah," he said slowly, considering his words and the situation carefully. It was going quite a bit better than he thought it would. It actually kind of felt relieving to have gotten it off his chest. For all that it was worth, Blue was easy to vent to. About his dad, about his sight, about his wife. Like a friend he confided in but also really liked to have in bed. "Yeah, strange is a good word for it."