Clearly irritated her brother threw up his hands in frustration, "It's just like when Dad fucking died, you clam and don't tell anyone anything, at times I wonder if it was good thing I found you bleeding out your wrists." with that revelations he flounced out, furious and tired, just wanting to punch something.<br/><br/>John would blink and then seeing Cal not doing his work, he would say bit louder, "Cal, in four hours I'm doing an operation I want those implements clean, quit lollygagging!"<br/><br/>With that it was Paul left with Jay, he felt like an intruder now in this world, finding out secrets like that, it felt wrong, criminal even, he wasn't sure how Jay would fee about him knowing that.