Shawn glanced over at Sepiroth and sort of stared at him.  "You look more like her, but... You can tell that you have some of your dad too. I mean, if you look. 'Cause, I do too. I look so much like my mum... Dad says it all the time, and that... That I should have gone with her, that I belong with her, that... That I shouldn't even exist." He told him, before curling around the bear again. "Its just what he says, its not what he means... Leo looks like dad, so he's treated better, he belongs." He added softly, closing his eyes.<br/><br/>He was slow to look back at him , hoping his stomach wouldn't speak up to tell that he really was hungry, but he was so scared to eat because he kept thinking of his blood, staining the very back of his fathers car. He wondered, for a moment, what his room looked like, what state it was in when Leo retrieved his bag from it. He shook the thought away "Thank you... It'd be nice not to have to cook. I'll eat it what I feel I can." He said, unknowingly let a clue slip that he was scared to eat. "And you don't make me uncomfortable... Its not you, I promise."<br/><br/>Shawn blinks at Sepi when he starts in about school, causing some confusion as he jumps the topics around on him a bit. He could only sit and stare for awhile before a gave a small smile "What do you want me to answer first?" He asked, a hint of mischief and humour in his eyes. "I do okay in school. I'm supposed to go, and I'm supposed to finish, because thats what dad wants. I don't really know what I like best. I tend go get kicked out of my classes for jokes, or little pranks." He told him with a small casual shrug. "I didn't really expect to have my own room, but you can show me later... Or tell me which door." He added, sitting up a little straighter as he looked at him, but he still had a death grip on the bear, like his last link to life. "I can... I can walk around later, make sure I'm not going to end up lost somewhere... But I'll stay out of the basement. Least I can do for being allowed to stay here." He told him, even though his mind was running havoc with the possibilities of what was being kept from him, what was hidden in the depths of the house. But he was going to have the house to himself, he was sure, more then a few times because the other boy was under more control by outside forces then he himself was. He figured as long as nothing was touched, he could take a peek and see what was so forbidden about this basement.<br/><br/>Shawn's thoughts slowly came back to the last question, and he curled around the bear again and let out a shaky sigh as he looked beside him at Sepi "G-Gun's are b-b-bad... I'm n-not supp-posed to touch them.... G-Gun's useless in my hands, because they were useless in mum's. If she couldn't handle it, then I can't and I'm useless, so I cannot touch them." He spouted off easily, rehearsed and perfected to believing it, even as he stuttered.<br/><br/>Slowly Shawn got to his feet and he turned to look at Sepiroth as he tightened grip on the bear, to stop himself for reaching out and offered his hand "S-Show me wh-where the kitchen is... I'll help if you want." He said, offering up one of his sweet little smiles that he usually reserved for teachers to escape detention because he knew he just looked so damn cute.