Nadia pushed away from David, making his heart break for a moment. He had put himself out in the open, his emotions naked, and he kissed her. Yet she pulled away. She didn't at first though. She had kissed him back, holding onto him, and there was something there. They stood in silence. She was going to say something, explain herself, yet she waited. His heart was in knots at this moment. Then she spoke, rambling even, about patricia, about his being here for a short time. He wanted so much for her to just forget it all and just give into the moment. However all her worries, also his worries, bubbled to the surface. He wasn't going to be here forever, and he really liked her. He also wasn't sure how he truly felt about Patricia, but he knew his feelings for Nadia were more.<br/><br/>"I'm not sure what to say, Nadia. I know we just met, but- I mean..." he wrung his hand in his hair. "I can't say I don't feel something for Patricia," he finally confessed. "I mean we do have a connection, but it's only on screen. It's just- I feel something more for you. With her it's just something primal and not real. With you, there's a connection I haven't felt..." his mind wandered. "In a long time."  Again, his past was creeping up with him. August.<br/><br/>He sighed. "Don't think so much. Just live here and now with me." He got closer to her, holding her hand with his. His body was tense. He wanted to not think about it, but his mind was reeling. Was he going to stay in the city for this woman? Only time could tell, if she let him in. No it would be silly to think about staying. He needed to heed his own advice, as he said, "don't think, just jump."