He sighed "I am going hate myself for this." he muttered to himself He looked at her from the corner of his eyes "So fucking what things didn't go your way today. What lost job, boyfriend cheats with a friend big fucking deal that the most retarded thing ever to end ones life over, Lost your job get a damn new one, boyfriends cheats on you so the fuck what. Get a fucking better one replace is damn ass and get a guy that actually like you for you and won't ditch you for your friend. You should be the one to dictate your life not from some dumb ass that can't see you for who you truly are." he siad to her he just guess on what had happen you know the positable worse case for a girl like her can be in that and statics normal that the cause is because of a boyfriend bull shit. He turned around his pale green eyes looked into her acidic green eyes. "Pretend what? I shouldn't pretend to do what? Have you ever thought that this my be gods way in tell you to wake the hell up.  Or is there a reason you just cheated death itself? Not everyone cheats death like you did, even if it was by mistake." he said to her he didn't understand why he could have just let her die, why his body just reacted the way it did, Could it be because she reminded him of his old friend when he was alive the one he was in love with for so long and that he died for to save her. He mentally shook his head that was a memory he didn't want to remember at all in matter of fact he was still after what ever had killed him and took her away from him that was the reason he became a reaper.