Hope was nervous on one hand and on the other he was very anxious to see what making love was really about. He had only been raped and that was something he never wanted to live out again but he knew it would be different with Alex. That it would mean so much more because there was mutual feelings behind it. Hope blushed madly when he saw Alex look at him as he tried undoing his pants. He was much more nervous than he should be, it was just a bath, or so he thought.<br/><br/>Hope giggled as he heard Alex claim that he didn't specifically say that so he would get in. Just that he could, and a part of him must have wanted to or he wouldn't have. "I know. I guess I was really wanting to. It just clicked in my mind, like I was secretly wanting to the second I saw you here in the tub." Hope blushed out as he got himself comfortable in Alex's lap. He never knew why he wanted to be in his lap all the time but it was like it was the only place that made sense for him to be in.<br/><br/>The one place it felt most natural to him. Hope could tell that Alex was contemplating something in his mind and it made sense to him the second he felt his undercarriage stir beneath him. Hope blushed and looked down for a split second but continued washing and cherishing Alex's body. He smiled softly when he felt Alex's hands position themselves on his waist and he couldn't help but grow redder. Hope didn't get too used to the feeling because Alex brought his hand to cup his face and say that he knew Hope's feelings that was evident because of his actions.<br/><br/>"Its like a second nature to me." He admitted rather cutely as his hands froze on Alex's back. "I have never felt so natural about something. I believe it all has something to do with you." Hope could feel Alex relax under his fingers, as if all the stress in his muscles was vanishing just by his touch. "Yeah I guess that makes sense. I mean it should be that simple right?" He asked when Alex spoke of intimacy and acting upon it. Hope let out a soft surprised squeal when Alex moved him so he was facing away from him.<br/><br/>Before he could react he saw him reach around and started washing his own chest. As if he was trying to show him the feelings he was experiencing only moments ago. "Oh Alex." He whispered as he leaned back into Alex and let himself melt at his touch. "Yes it will, but I feel like I already know the best things about you. I want to know every part of you though. I mean you seem to know so much about me." He blushed when he heard the next thing that came from Alex's lips. "Don't ever push me away Alex. I couldn't handle it if you did. You mean too much to me."<br/><br/>It wasn't until Alex stopped washing him is when he looked over his shoulder and listened closely to what he was saying. "I didn't mean it like that Alex. I just don't have a filter with you. I just do. The fact that you want more shows me just how much you care." Hope blushed as he understood that Alex had had these thoughts before and had to push them away. Hope thought to himself and couldn't help but turn magenta everywhere visible on his body. Hope turned around and kissed Alex passionately. "I just don't know what is too soon or even wrong for that matter. I was hoping you would take captaincy over that ship."<br/><br/>Hope started breathing heavier and couldn't help but bit his bottom lip. "Close your eyes. Please." He pleaded as he let inner urges and curiosity take over. Hope looked down at Alex's throbbing member and gulped somewhat loudly. He wanted to take it slow but hearing Alex claim that he wanted to do things made him only want to please him and extinguish those desires. Hope reached down and wrapped his fingers around his aching cock. Hope tilted his head as he slowly, very very slowly moved up and down.<br/><br/>He was so entranced in it that he didn't even realize that Alex had opened up his eyes and looked at him in wonder as if he was shocked at what he was doing. "I-I'm sorry. Is it wrong?"