Auxana flung herself off the horse basically tackling Seb into a hug. She sobbed onto his chest, she wanted something anything, just let her speak, let her speak for one second. She Didn't care what she had to give up, if she could just tell Seb everything. She wanted him to know everything, it wasn't his fault it was hers, she was the one who didn't have the courage to say no, she was the one who can't tell him how she feels. She felt it again, that feeling she had only felt with havoc around, that feeling of not being good enough of not being smart enough. She pleaded to anything that would help her. And suddenly she had a voice, though she still didn't know how to talk, something was interpreting her feelings. She thanked the god that helped her "i'll give you anything." She said to it before turning to Seb. "I-it's not your fault, you've done nothing wrong... I just didn't want you to leave me, because you are the first friend i've had in years, and you are a great guy that genuinely wants to protect me, Acah made you nothing, what we did while a mistake was just as much my fault as yours, And what Acah did was the same, i've thought a lot about that, and i never did understand what caused him to be that way, but it doesn't matter he never meant half as much to me then as you do now, so please don't beat yourself up, and thank you... What you just did for me was really sweet, i do really like you." She smiled "I thank the god who allowed me just a minute of words with you Seb, it was the only thing i've wanted, just to tell you how safe you make me feel, how nice you are and how irreplaceable you are to me you are already up there in how much i care with Mama and Papa, and they raised me." She put a hand to his cheek and stroked it gently "i'm going to have to stop soon, sorry for just monologuing at you and not really allowing for a conversation, but just know that i'm okay, and the only reason that i am okay is because you are here and... Acah wasn't the only time that... well that has happened to me, though it was the worst because it felt like such a betrayal, i'm going to be honest when i say that i actually wanted it because it was you, i just realized that my reasoning for wanting it was wrong, but... That isn't your fault, i still want to travel with you, i still want to feel safe as I cling to you, and most of all i still want to talk to you... even if after this, I won't be able to say much." The godlike Presence left her leaving Auxana just to cling to Havoc hoping to god that he wouldn't leave and that he wouldn't die and that he'd continue to be there for her. Auxana Prayed again "Thank you, I'll do anything you ask of me, and if you ask nothing of me, at least let me know who you are so i can worship you."<br/>___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________<br/><br/>Norah was slightly dissapointed hearing he had kids but she couldn't place why. She put her hand on his "It sounds like you've had a rough life, i'm glad to see that you have lived through it." A small blush spread across her face "M-malady? i like it, though i'd rather hear my name in your handsome voice." She realized she said that out loud and blushed slightly harder "I-I said that out loud didn't I, s-sorry?" She shook off her embarrassment in a very cute cat like way "A-anyways, as long as i can tell some stories then I would love to hear some of yours. A-also i'm at least half cat i can sleep anytime anywhere especially in the hot sun, though i'm a bit of a wild sleeper, i tend to move a lot and grab hold of things, hopefully i can keep it to a minimum but this is just a heads up. Without further Ado may i climb into the caravan?" She asked with a smile.