Ryan looked around and got out of bed despite his injuries he didn’t like to be laying around. He wished he was with Uriel he was in compete love with her and there was nothing he wouldn’t do to make her happy. He hated to think he’d lose her because of the way he loved people. As Ryan walked around the cabin he felt the pain killers take effect, feeling slightly better he walked over to the window and looked out into space. Ryan’s body screamed for him to get rest but that was the last thing he was going to do.  The one thing his heart wanted right now was to find out how to win the heart of Uriel, no matter what it took. Although his heart wanted two partners as he always had Ryan wasn’t going to force Uriel into doing it.  Its why he had asked how their relationships worked, his heart may love two people but he would never  force those two people into that kind of relationship. “Mother, I can’t believe you weren’t human,” He spoke to no one really “why didn’t dad leave me some sort of clue.”<br/>He sighed heavily and looked back out of the window, there were somethings in life he wouldn’t miss. Earth had been nothing but pain and suffering for him, nothing at all other than his mothers grave. He would have missed Jessica’s grave too but he didn’t even know where it was let alone miss it.<br/>“I wish I had been able to say good bye Jessica.” He sighed heavily and laid back down.<br/>Once on the bed he began to quietly cry to himself, not with sadness but joy.<br/>Never again would he have to walk down the street with the fear that someone would try and kill him. Nor would he have to deal with the constant threat of starving to death, or dying of the common cold. He was so glad to be off the hell whole which was his home.