Sawyer loved Jasmine’s loud moans. It was music to his ears. He continued his slow movement over her lips wanted to prolong this moment.  Knowing the longer he played on her lips the greater her pleasure would be. A smile tugged at Sawyer lips when he hear say “Oh god, Sawyer.” Feeling her jump under his hand and the roll of her hip was pure pleasure for him.<br/>Dipping one of his finger just a little further between her lips. Then tailing his finger very so slowly to the small pearl. Running little delicate circles over it. Responding to her “More baby, more.”  Nipping a little at her nipple and sucking it hungrily.<br/><br/>Stopping for moment when he heard a voice in his head saying. “Do you really think she wants some loser like you?” What the hell. Where did that come from, Sawyer thought. He knew thought it was him just second guessing himself. Seeing that he was broken and scared physically and mentally.   Nightmares plagued him nightly.What kind of woman would want a man like that? This wasn’t the first time he had these thoughts.<br/><br/>Pushing the thoughts to the side. Placing his thumb on the delicate running larger circles ever so gently.<br/>Stopping once more when the voice came again. “She is only using you, she just wanted sex and she wants to leave.”Damn it where was this coming from, Sawyer growled inwardly. He knew that Jasmine wasn’t the kind of woman that would use a man for sex. Deep down knowing that she didn’t really want to leave. She seem so happy with him here. Well until today.  Once more he pushed the voice from his head. Kissing his way down her stomach. Changing his position so that he could have better access to Jasmine.<br/><br/>Keeping his thumb on her clit,ever so gently slipping one finger into her with his other hand. Thrusting slowly. Trying to enjoyed her reactions. But the voice come again “You know why she doesn’t want to be free it is because she can’t use and abuse men all the time.” A sting of curse words went through his mind. Why was he hearing these things? Why was a there a voice in his head saying these terrible things about the woman he loved. It was a voice not thoughts. As he first thoughts. He knew why he was hearing a voice is PSTD was getting worst. Jasmine deserve better. Sighing knowing that this needed to stop, but not without giving Jasmine climax. He could leave her needing more.<br/><br/>Pushing every thought from his mind and concentrated on her. Trailing kissing over mound then quickly taking her clit in his mouth sucking it hard. While adding another finger into her thrusting quickly. Until her climax hit her. This wasn’t the way he wanted to do this. Wishing to prolong her pleasure. To enjoy every single movement and moan. But it was over way to soon. Knowing that they could never go any further with him being broken.<br/><br/>“ Sorry Jasmine, It cant be more then this….” Giving her a small kiss on the cheek as an apology. “There something wrong with me” Sawyer left and went to the bathroom. Locking the door. Punching the wall in anger. Why did have to start hearing voices now? Why throwing another punch. Hating himself for fall in love with her knowing that he had a sickness. Stepping in the shower and turning on the water after he taking off his jeans. Banging his head  on the wall as the hot water rain over his body.<br/><br/>*****************************************************************************<br/>Edmond was pissed as hell when he saw his wife climax. He wanted to completely ruin the moment for her. Jealous that another man gave her pleasure. That she had feelings for this man, who cried out at night. Weakling that he was. Edmond rolled his eyes.<br/><br/>He went into the bathroom  and was pleased to see Sawyer come so undone. He had fought him every time Edmond talked to him. Laughing a little knowing that Sawyer thought he was hearing voices because his PSTD. He back to Sawyer room staying invisible enjoying how his wife was reacting to Sawyer leaving her  there alone.