<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;"><span style="color: #FF0000"> Raphael Leithausser </span></span></div><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #FF0000"> 'Geek' </span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1343.photobucket.com/albums/o793/Galvin_Fugazi/734f27ef-4950-4414-8d5e-a6e5aee4eaff_zpsf8ae4622.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: justify;">Geek watched her pace back and forth and believed that she was torn inside. A voice in his head called him to give her time while another one called him stupid to like her. She was spoiled bitch and her own people meant nothing to her. But was it her or the dummy her folks had made out of her? Who was the real Freya and was there a chance to ever find that out? Could those effects of her manipulated brain be ever made undone? He had no idea, he was no doc. He hoped it, but after the fallback to old habits yesterday he wasn't all but sure about that.<br/><br/>When she sank to the floor and grabbed the blanket he could feel her deep desparation oozing out of every pore of her. It was no easy situation for her and he knew that he should keep quiet now and let her ponder with her own thoughts. It would have been the best advice to follow, but his heart stopped him and made him speak his thoughts out loud. <br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">„No, don't say that, Freya. Trust is a bitchy thing and it comes back to bite you in the ass, if you trust the wrong one. But you can't hurry trust, trust has to grow slowly like a plant in the desert. I can't ask you for your trust, because that would be illogical. I can only show you that I am there for you and that I worry about you. Others may do the same. Take your time, Freya. You will learn over the time whom you can trust and whom you can't. In the end we are all part of the bigger picture that is there. We all play just a small part in it. I know that you feel betrayed by me and that you think I am just as bad as all the others. I understand it, Freya. But I believe in you and that you will see it once you forget about the situation here. I wished we could have another, better start than in this damn plane. For me you are the most special woman I have ever met.“</span><br/><br/>He had remained seating where he had been. It made no sense to pressure Freya, she was already a mess with her world as she knew it coming apart.</div>