Hope was weak and he could tell that something indefinitely was wrong with him. He was both anxious and scared to figure out what was wrong with him. What if it was like his mother and they couldn't fix him. All Hope knew was that he wanted to be with Alex again, to feel his security wash all over him. Hope looked up at Alex as he was rolled into the room. He pulled a faint smile when he winced from the needle penetrating his skin. "I'm so happy you are Alex. You make everything better." Hope squinted as he looked at the needle coming out of his skin.<br/><br/>They left the two alone and Hope placed his head on Alex's hand nuzzling it softly and gently. "I hope they can fix me, I just found you. I don't want to lose you." Hope closed his eyes and was even more tired than he was before the tests. He was on the verge of passing out again but he couldn't not because he saw the vile man in his dreams. Hope knew that he was going to be there waiting for him, that he had to stay up and not succumb to the nightmare. "Ugh Alex keep me up I am falling asleep. But I can't." He said softly and full of emotion.<br/><br/>Hope heard a knock at the door and saw Dr. Grey poke his head through the side. Hope smiled softly and looked over at Alex. "I have some results I need to talk to you two about." He said in a stern tone. Hope's heartbeat grew faster and faster as the seconds seem to be minutes of waiting. Hope's eyelids started getting heavier and before he knew it he had fallen asleep. The doctor and Alex had been talking for a good twenty minutes of him sleeping and before he knew it Rexus was in his dreams. Hovering over him as he was huddled up on the floor, in his own blood and sweat.<br/><br/>He was back to eleven year old self. The eleven year old who had just lost his virginity, but the nightmare altered the memory and Rexus held up a needle filled with his drugs coming towards him saying in a dark tone. "Ready for round two?" Hope shot awake and yanked the needle out of his arm sending blood out of his arm. "NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed out as he was trying to get his bearings. Trying to take in where he was and what exactly was going on, he didn't even feel the pain from his arm because he was so shaken up from the nightmare. Hope brought his knees to his chest and started rocking back and forth, pure agonizing terror on his face. He was ghostly pale and wasn't fully there. Hope was staring blankly at the floor, it was visibly not fully with it.