<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;"><span style="color: #80FF80">Carlos Delgado</span></span></span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1343.photobucket.com/albums/o793/Galvin_Fugazi/75418b36-82bd-4b2f-bdff-d44eb7e2deaf_zpsb78abdde.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><br/><div style="text-align: justify;">Carlos sighed loudly, when Lea noticed that he was worried about something else. But if this love with Lea should really work out they shouldn't have secrets from each other. The secrets they had from each other probably had started this down spirale. When she looked at him, he pulled her back to his chest. There was no need that she left his chest for that, he could her this way or any other.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"You remember, what I told you yesterday about that girl of my mother's employer I raped? When you told me about you having a difficult childhood it realised that we two in all those years have never spoken about our pasts. It was like we both avoided it and I thought that I was an idiot in a lot of ways when it came to you. I knew that I had a lot to hide from my past, my father running away, my permanent changes of schools, me raping a girl, my brother dying of drugs, my violence problem, there was a lot. But that should have told me that you had something hiding too. But it never occured to me, I was such an idiot. And then I thought, what else may I have missed in all those years. And Sabrina came to my mind. She is the girl I raped. I know that I have never asked her why she didn't hand me off to the police for raping her. I simply took it as granted, but I never wondered what she might have thought about in that night after it happened. She had been a virgin, when I forced myself on her, we both had just turned sixteen and she couldn't just have forgotten about it, not even if I awoke some abnormal likes in her. And then I tried to remember how Sabrina had been...I thought about finding her and apologizing to her after all those years, but then I suddenly worried. You know, such an experience, getting raped at sixteen, getting dragged into a bondage and SM relationship at that age, it might tip you over. She couldn't have been too lucky in her childhood too, being so spoiled and rotten as she had been. But I definitely gave her something her parents couldn't give her. When we moved to another town...I don't know, but I suddenly fear looking after Sabrina may face me with the truth, that I ultimately destroyed her life."</span></div>