Freya got into the bath wincing as the water hit her skin. It felt so good, cleansing, as the water lifted the dirt off her skin. She sunk down into it and let her filth hair drop into the water, it felt soooo good to be in this tub. Freya picked up the bar of soap and began to clean herself off. While she did that Freya  kept thinking back to Fain. “Get a hold of yourself girl!” She spoke mentally slapping herself. “He’ll kill you as soon as he gets board.”<br/>She kept cleaning herself, cleaning over ever bump in her body including the ugly scar upon her stomach, she winced as the painful memory came flooding back….<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">[i]It was a year and a half ago, she’d been pregnant for eight months with a litter of puppies she didn’t even want. But that was the way of her world, the male did what they pleased. She turned to her would be mate, swallowing her pride and spoke out. “I don’t want to keep these pups… I’m not ready Nathen, we can give them to one of the older females who want pups but are barren.”<br/>“Excuse me?” Nathan spoke, he was the son of an alpha of a pack they were to become allies with. “Did you just tell me you don’t want my pups?”<br/>“No that’s not what I meant,” She lied seeing the pure rage in the mans eyes, “I’m just not ready to raise them on my own…”<br/>“That’s not what you meant? Is it?” He walked over to her and punched him in her face, she yelled out in pain. Falling to the floor, he kicked her this time. She felt ribs crack and screamed out. But he wasn’t done yet. He picked up a kitchen knife.  “Fine you won’t have any kids ever.” He spoke stabbing her deep in the gut. <br/></span>[/i]<br/>She screamed out snapping out of the memory.  She stroked the scar tears coming to her eyes.