A heavy sigh came out of Shawn, it was all he could do to keep from letting out the sound of disappointment at the seperation of their bodies. The fingers that were gripping onto the Aki's shirt slowly let go, his face burning at least three shades of red as he started to chew on his bottom lip as he began to twists his fingers. He was sure with how dark it could get, he would be this jumpy mess out by the tree, he didn't know why he'd even suggested it, so that left one of their rooms. "Um... W-W-We're in the s-same dorm an-anyway, so we ca-can start that w-way and then f-f-f-figure it out." he stuttered and looked down at his shoes, hating that he'd let such horrible stutters slip from his mouth when he was starting to get so comfortable with the older boy.<br/><br/>Having nothing to carry, and not really sure what else to do with his hands, kept twisting and playing his fingers as they were slowly starting to make their way through the halls out towards the dorm buildings. He cast a glance at him, pushing the brim of his hat up enough that his eyes could be more easily seen behind his glasses. "Do... Do you need help?" he asked slowly, looking over at what Aki was carrying. "You know... I mean... Carrying anything?" he asked, giving a shrug and offering out his hands to help.<br/><br/>The closer they got to the dorms, the more nervous he seemed to get as thoughts on whose room was a better choice kept going through his head. On what would happen if part of his leg were seen, how fast Aki would leave him once he knew that he wasn't as perfect as those green eyes kept hinting at. That he was just disfigured... What if he saw one of the bottles of lotion or creams he used to take care of his leg, one of the many things he just hoped would make it all return to normal. He'd been trying for years, hoping for something to work. "We... We should go to ours." he told him quietly, to avoid that damned stutter. Even though it was a little hard for him to do, he made sure that he sounded firm in his words because he really did not want Aki to find out. Not any time soon, he'd find a way to tell him. When he was sure that he was really liked and not going to send him running away. Everyone else seemed to run away when they found out.