To some degree Thomas knew that what was doing was how she handle stress but he also knew she that just wanted to forget what happen. In way he did to. But it happened and he was to blame.  He should have more control over himself. He knew that the feeling that she was feeling now were old ones. Knew that over the years she had to love him as brother rather than man she wanted to be with. Miranda had every right to be dress the she wanted to here. He had given her keys to the cabin years ago. Pretty much telling her that the cabin was hers, whenever she wanted to use it.<br/><br/>“How you say that? I hurt you. You need to go the hospital and I need to go jail.” Just because he knew that this was the way that she handle stress didn’t mean he understood it. It was surreal to watch her cook and to say nothing had  happen. “ That odd because you only just got of the hospital Miranda. You only been home a couple of months Whatever you remembered is from the attack.” He sank in the chair at the table as the last few word slowly tumbled out his mouth. Oh God she remembers the attack and I only made things worse by attacking her myself. I brought on those bad memories. Thomas felt as if a ton of bricks had fallen on him. As he released what he action had brought on.<br/><br/>“Yeah we would that and that doesn’t make it right.  I should have stopped even before that, I knew full well what I was doing. I have wanted you for so long. Loved you for so long.  But you love Brettly and always have even when you love me. I should have never have kiss you.” Shaking his head as watched Miranda put the pot on to boil. “You can’t go get through this by ignoring it. We got get you help.”