Trying to push away the question, he said a little more aggressively that he meant, "It's nothing Jay, really, it's nothing just quit your worrying..." realizing what he did, he decided what was best approach, grabbing his boxers, he ran, picking up his trousers and left the room. It wasn't he didn't love her. With tears in his eyes he slammed the door, and left the house entering into the darkness, just walking topless, ignoring the cold, ignoring the feeling in the pit of his stomach. Maybe he could prevent this all being lost, like if he just walked out the place and died some other way, no one would suffer. Because he would have changed time. Shivering, he walked out the gate, but was shocked to see Michael grab him, "Paul don't..."<br/><br/>Turning around he saw her brother there, "Look I will be blunt dude, she's my sister and she loves you for some strange reason, we can't fathom the female mind, but she does... Before you came here, she was suicidal, see my sister never could stand being cramped up, it's how it never worked out with John, he tried to control her..."<br/><br/>Alarmed he could merely stare, "I understand dude you're scared, I really do... I heard the whole story from her about what happened to you, being dead can't be great... but to her you're alive, isn't that what important..." he would pause clearly pondering over his thoughts carefully, "I have never been one for these profound thoughts, in fact only reason we lasted as long as we did is Jay... I am just a grunt, but you give her more, you give her a lot more... I doubt anyone from where you come from, could say that to you..."<br/><br/>Confused and just completely unsure what to say, he just replied, "I need to think..."<br/><br/>With that he ran out, Michael yelled back, "Just don't go far dude, I will come and get you, I'm not letting you destroy her like that Paul, best just accept this life now..."