Eric didnâ€™t know how much longer he would be able to take this. His body wanted Ryan but a part of him, was unsure. The next step was hard to take and though he wanted it, and it seemed Ryan did, he couldnâ€™t make the first move. He moaned deep in his throat his hand continuously teasing Ryan. His other hand was at Ryanâ€™s head tangled in his hair. Half a thought washed through his brain and he moved his hand from inside Ryanâ€™s pants to up his shirt. It was probably a bad move but in a way he kinda wanted to play.<br/><br/>He felt excitement and a heat wherever Ryanâ€™s hands went. The kissing and touching nearly bringing bring him to his knees. It was all phenomenal and his mind was beginning to fade into the blackness as vibrant lust began to take over. He wasnâ€™t sure how long he could take it. Still, with all of that he could not make the first move, he did not want to ruin anything. It was also one of the reasons he did not break away from the kiss. He was entranced by it. Ryanâ€™s feelings and his own were mixed together in a vortex of passion.<br/><br/>Feeling Ryanâ€™s hands move down to his lower back he groaned. His body was trembling with excitement. If only he could do something. There was a sound that resounded from his throat that had that longing in it. He didnâ€™t mean to let it slip but he didnâ€™t care once it did. Perhaps that was the first step, the first move to whatever came next. In his mind he knew this was right, emotionally, physically, and logically it all fit together in his mind that this is what should happen.