It frustrated her to no end that he was so nice. Even after every single thing she did, he still regarded her with a warm smile and quiet kindness. She hated that, it felt like she deserved his anger but yet he had not once been overtly angry with her. She pushed the thought away and closed the pantry opting instead for just a cup of coffee. And while she had not given a proper response to his morning greeting as she was making her Coffee a "Thank you." escaped her lips. She felt embarrassed under his gaze as she took her own seat and stirred her coffee idly with one hand. Her other hand began to play with her curly hair in effort to keep it out of her face.<br/><br/>Then he had made his joke. She was angry but, far too tired to put up any reasonable face. So instead of launching into a fight she just put on an irradiated face and shot a glare at her brother for even mentioning it. Being quiet like this however wasn't really like her. The word that she would have used to describe her feelings was defeated. As she went to speak out angrily his kind look silenced her back down to just a glare. Maybe at one point in her life she had referred to Gerard as big brother maybe she had done that as recent as the past few years but as of now she used his name almost sighing it out as she started her response "I'm not in the mood to go anywhere." Is all she said though its not like these two weren't close for a long time so he should know that she is in her defensive mood right off the bat. In short because she was mad she was not being honest and doing things she didn't want just because she didn't want her brother to be right. Even though in this case it isn't about right or wrong or who's winning, for some reason to her doing what he wants is letting him win.