Ryan nodded solemnly. He tried to hide the pain he felt the moment Uriel rejected him, but when your whole world has already fallen on your head it’s a bit hard not to. He smiled weakly then did a fake yawn to make it look like he was tired “I’m going to get some sleep then when I wake I’ll take you to where me and Jess lived.” He laid down turning his back on her, and let the tears start to flow. Again he had lost the thing that which gave him hope, he had never known his mother. She died while giving birth to him and his twin sister. Complications without medical supplies will do that. Jessica had given him hope for a while, but then she got sick. What had kept him sane through her illness was trying to get her medicine, when the official channels failed, as Level six citizens were not authorized to have anything more than mild asrpin, he had snuck into the hospital on level 3 and attempted to get her the medicine needed to cure a simple case of the flu which had they been given the right supplies wouldn’t have been dangerous at all. But he got caught and about the third week into his prison stay his next door nabour came and visited him and delivered the news Jessica had died. The most painful thing to him was what the nabour told him next however, her last words were begging for him to hold her one more time. The scars of that day, both psychical and mental were still there, the physical lived against his skin on both arms.<br/><br/>He had managed to recover from the depression for the most part, thus his escape attempt, while he was depressed he didn’t mind being in prison but as soon as he had his sanity back he did. Now he had found something to give him hope again and where had that lead him? Straight back into the whole left by Jessica. Why did he always do this to himself, make himself want the impossible. He did fall to sleep in the end but it was a sleep haunted by the face of his sister yelling at him ‘You abandoned me’ over and over again.  “No Jessica… I didn’t mean too.” He mumbled in his restless sleep thrashing about hard.