Alexandria noted his helmet rather quickly and was curious about it. "I didn't know you had a bike." She said and nodded towards his helmet. "Why do you never come with it to school?" Although she had tried to change the subject by mentioning his helmet, his next words caused her to grow nervous again. He had missed her and had wanted to see her. Really? After everything she had said he missed her? Alex breathed deeply, trying to calm herself down. Things needed to go smoothly until Friday's date, so there was no need to get angry. Still, seeing him made her physically sick; she hated him and adored him and wanted him all at the same time and her body was absolutely confused.<br/><br/>He complimented the way she played the piano, which caused her to relax a little. "Thank you. I'm glad you like it." She smiled slightly and Keith looked through his notes, she unfolded the message he had given her earlier and read it. With a sigh and the beginnings of tears in her eyes, she placed the note down and looked over to Keith. "I'm so sorry. I just threw you out without any explanations yesterday. I feel like I owe you the truth but the truth is so ugly I can barely look at myself in the mirror." Alexandria was getting tired of beating around the bush. Whenever she was with him she wanted to be good and honest, but as soon as it came down to feelings, her defenses went up again and she'd go and run to Marcus for support.<br/><br/>"You said you loved me." She uttered and sat down on her bed. "No one has ever said that to me. I don't understand it, really. What's there to love in me when you know all I'm capable of doing well is hurting people around me? Like Erika for example... I don't know what to do or say or think when you say that. It just seems strange and wrong to me. And you know I'm not made to love anyone back." Alexandria looked over to Keith. "I don't even love myself, so how could I love you?"