Auxana not only like Havoc's warmth she cherished it. She felt him falling asleep so she gently rocked him. Then he said four words that, she could barely comprehend. Not because she didn't understand any of the individual words, but because they came out of Havoc's mouth. 'White, what does it mean to love someone? I know this is probably not your area of expertise.' She sighed 'What am I supposed to think, so many people have told me that they loved me. So many times have I felt the guilt of not sharing their feelings. I mean, i guess this time, this person that i am holding feels different to the rest, but i'm not sure.' Auxana pursed her lips, this was a hard question for her. 'I've never known what it means to love someone, love wasn't a luxury i could be afforded I guess.' She continued to play with Havoc's hair because it calmed her down. 'Do I love him... i mean I don't want to leave his side, but is that love?' She remembered one specific time with an older companion. He wasn't too much older than her, maybe 4 or 5 years. Auxana looked about 15. This man, it could be said was her first love. It was a childish love, based on nothing, and as fate would have it, a love that would gain nothing and go nowhere. She thought hard about what had happened, she was convinced of what love was back then. Too many times had that notion betrayed her, so now she had no idea what love meant. It was a word that she couldn't quite maintain a firm idea of. It tended to change and disappear as often as Auxana thought about it. She stared at Havoc for a bit, before she herself felt tired.<br/><br/>Auxana had this habit of overexerting herself. She didn't like holding back even against the easiest of enemies. Her mama had taught her to never underestimate her opponents, and to always make sure you can defeat them as quick as possible. It was never a spoken thing to her, she just gained that knowledge from fighting along side her mama. Auxana could feel her magic spiking, it was best if she slept. Her magic could do dangerous things if kept unchecked because it acted as much off her instincts as Auxana did when she was close to death. She kept Havoc's head on her chest as she lay backwards. 'White... I may not fully understand love, but... I think I feel it for you, its a warm motherly love.' Auxana soon fell asleep. She had peaceful dreams of her Havoc and white living on a farm together. Of course she had no idea how a farm worked but she had liked that dream. There was a weird undertone to the dream. It was a deep fear, that was impossible to place. While Auxana was dreaming of the perfect scenario it felt like it was playing to cover something. It wasn't something that she could fully hide from white or Seb. Flashes of a much older Auxana getting stabbed by a massive segmented blade and dying. The Green blade was almost as large as Auxana, and that blurry dark scene played over and over again.<br/><br/>___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________<br/><br/><br/>Norah was weirdly nonchalant. "Feeling better now babe~?" She teased. Then she put her hand up to the others "I'm fine, I had complete faith in Kryban, and of course myself." She giggled. "It would take a lot more than a vampire to scare me, how do you think i knew what would happen when you drank my blood, though i do hope you did not get addicted, my blood is especially potent in that department. And now that its done it really was not that hard, just had to do it you know." She smiled "I am Norah Achenai Argento, wielder of the powerful mark of the wild magic, though i suppose that doesn't mean anything to you guys, it doesn't mean that much to me either. I've been told my last name is of importance but i've never been given the slightest hint as to why, but what i am saying is that i'm able to deal with Kryban on my own so do not worry, though i do hope that i'd never have to fight a man as nice as he is."<br/><br/>Norah was good at putting up her confident air as always, but she wasn't without fear. Kryban obliterated her fear, his control was something that she admired. No more than admired, it was hard to admit, but she had already developed feeling for him. She had a plan of attack, though it wasn't like she was a master at this. Some clever teases and maybe some awkward situations. She grinned "Oh and Kryban thanks for the control, you were really attractive at that moment."