Those sweet lips, sweet like wild rose hips hotter and softer than iron glowing white from the forge!  He thought he should stop, but he couldn’t! he sought her out needly, hungrily! The blasted armor! he was always trying to impress Illia and now the scaled metal harness was in the way! It made him felt like a clumsy buffoon! Even his warder’s coveted cloak weighted him down! his body burned to be closer to her… the metal and thick clothing made him feel like miles away from her!<br/><br/>It was so hard not crush her against the thick laminar scaled chest…. But Ilia was no porcelain doll! Shadow soon found himself being led! no… no it was more like she dragged him over to the bed!  Shadow yelped a they when crashing down onto the bed together! He used his right arm to post on the cushions so not to crush her… with his large left hand, affectionately  caressed her cheek and gazed longingly into her eyes…. his eyes pounded within his chest like a drum!<br/><br/>“Ilia,” he whispered her name!<br/><br/>In an Instant! his world was upside down and he was staring up… his vision blotted out by the feral golden locks that cascade down around him blocking out everything but her!<br/>Shadow gasped, his eyes widened never in million years had he thought Illia would be this… aggressive!  he had always envisioned an Aes Sedai as sort of a high powered porcelain  crossbow! Something powerful, yet if dropped would it fracture like glass!<br/><br/>Instead he felt like had had wild vivacious hungry lioness perched on his chest!<br/><br/>Blast his armor! blast it all! He felt her warm silk thighs beneath her skirts… so close but a million miles away from those blasted metal plates.<br/><br/>It was then she paused, and gazed upon him longingly… Shadow sensed her distressed…sense she was waiting perhaps for him to say something! He wasn’t sure what to say! He was about to inquire what was wrong, when her sweet hot lips burned along his neckline! Driving him him insane! his hands gripped at her silken dress at her thigh and the other caressed her back… by the light! he had never worn a dress nor did he understand how they came undone…only that he was sure Ilia was going to upset if he just ripped it off like he wanted to! Why did he want to do that! the thought… or at least that he found it so appearing to rip her garments off her was a bit frightening! He never ever had these carnal thought before! at least not like this!<br/><br/>Suddenly she sat up straight, Shadow grimaced as her wait chafed his hard member trapped and tortured beneath so many layers.<br/><br/><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">”We.. I.. “</span></span></span><br/><br/>“What’s wrong?” he gasped.” he gasped!<br/><br/><span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic">"I shouldn’t.."</span></span></span><br/><br/>“But…” he swallowed hard, it wasn’t his place to question an Aes Sedai.<br/><br/><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">"I want to, " </span></span></span><br/><br/>Shadow gasped, as Ilia forcefully withdrew herself, he reluctantly released these silk fabric of her skirts and he gazed upward toward her suddenly feeling hurt and embarrassed.<br/><br/>“Did I do something wrong?” He asked worriedly, surely not! she had been ontop of him?!  Light she was going to have him flogged! Shadow quickly scooted off the bed and shuffled about shame faced.<br/><br/><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">"I mean, honestly, we barely know each other.”</span></span></span><br/><br/>“you bonded me, how…how much closer can we be?” he asked… his ears turning red… “I felt…what you felt, and I know you felt what I felt,” he stammered and bit his lower lip. “I understand… we are not be like Luna Sedai,” he tried to save her.  But she quickly argued against herself, leaving him feeling quite awkward.<br/><br/><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">"But, I don't feel such a...physical relationship...is right for us..."  </span></span></span><br/><br/>Shadow swallowed hard, he tried to angle himself  away and shifted uncomfortably trying to hide his still hard and throbbing bulging member beneath his belt<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-weight: bold">"..yet." "Do you understand?" </span></span></span><br/><br/><br/>He grunted, pulling the green cloak over his  midsection and quickly bowed.<br/><br/>“I will… I will strive to understand Illia Sedai,” he said at last.<br/><br/><span style="text-decoration: underline"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="font-weight: bold">"I should get ready for bed and you should rest." </span></span></span><br/><br/>Shadow grunted, how could he rest now!?!<br/><br/>"<span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="font-style: italic"><span style="text-decoration: underline">Do you want me to send for another bed? Or-“</span></span></span><br/><br/>“I think I am going to the barracks and take a very long cold shower,” he informed her. “Perhaps I will move my things tomorrow?” he added… “With your permission of course,” he added. He tried to move and felt a aching throbbing hot wave of pleasure ran through him… howbeit just as he thought it passed, he felt a boomerang effect wash back on to him… Light! his entire body now felt hot and feverish, Shadow stared at Illia, Light! and he thought he had bad!<br/><br/>“”W-w-what? What was that??” he exclaimed!?! His eyes narrowed, "Was that me? or was that you?" he asked shakily.