Azrial sat on the waterâ€™s edge and sighed some laying against the ground letting the droplets of water roll off of him. He listened and thought about everything he was hearing, not understanding all of it but he would try to understand. â€œI thought you were someone elseâ€™s mate, and if I had acted any other way I could have offended them or have my child murdered. I have never been away from my kind and that is all I knew could happen so I had to clearly express that I was not after you just in case. I had to think of my child firstâ€¦â€ he sighed some and thought. â€œI am sorry for sounding so mean to your I hope you will forgive meâ€¦â€ his eyes were closed as he thought more as to what he should or should not say. â€œI will try harder to wear clothesâ€¦ butâ€¦â€ he looked to Ray with honest eyes â€œThe main reason I donâ€™t is because it makes it harder to feel youâ€¦â€ he knew this would be confusing. â€œIâ€¦ wellâ€¦.it involves our bond..â€ he rubbed the scar on his own body, Ray would feel a slight warmth in his mind and heart. â€œIf I touch it, it feels hardly anythingâ€¦ but if I were to touch yours..â€ he reached over and lightly rubbed the scar flesh to flesh on Ray and smiled brightly. They would both feel extream comfort and joy. A need to be with each other and never leave. It was like fuel that would become addictive. â€œIt effects us both. It would be the same if you touched ythe scar I placed on you, I would feel a little warmth of happiness, but if you touched the scar you placed on meâ€¦ the need I feel to be with you growsâ€¦. Its how we stay together for so long.â€ He paused and stopped rubbing. â€œIt makes us stronger braver happier and more in love. The more we are together and the more our flesh touches each other the more the bond grows stronger. It becomes a need a lifelineâ€¦ and whenâ€¦â€ he sat up and looked down â€œits broken,â€¦ you feel as if your soul has broken not just your heart. A part of you is literally gone never to be gotten back and you have a void that has to be refilledâ€¦.â€ His hand went to his ribs where the scar of Nicki had been. â€œItâ€™s the worst pain someone can go throughâ€¦â€<br/><br/>He sighed and nodded, â€œYes, Nicki and I were close, very close. We slept against each other everynight, hunted together, walked,talked, and traveled together. We lived together and for each otherâ€¦we did that for 100 yearsâ€¦ never knowing anyone really outside of eachother. Other then our two sons. Both of which died many years agoâ€¦ we had only just found the will to try againâ€¦â€ he rubbed Rayâ€™s womb lightly. â€œIt kills me to be honestâ€¦to have this child and not have my nicki, however once life is gone there is nothing that can be done. I am happy at least a piece of my old life survived and now I need to start a new life.â€ He looked to Ray with honest loving heartbroken eyes â€œA new life with you. I will learn yur ways and try to do better unless you wish me just to stay in a different room?â€ he asked fearfully.