It was a long three hour drive down the mountain to her home.  The whole trip she could just feel the tears falling down her cheeks.  Thomas was right he did rape her but how could she hate or punish him for doing it.  She was naked, she kissed him back, did it really matter what happened after that.  Thomas had been her best friend but she could not bring herself to hate him, because she loved him.  Of course, now she remembered the attack that had happened and before she packed she wrote it all down in her journal, of course she left out the rape.  She had recovered a lot of herself while she was out there and now she could work on closure because of the attack memories.<br/><br/>Miranda wondered how Brettly was going to be when she got back.  She hadn't texted or called him since she left because she knew he would be begging her to come home and he was sorry for whatever he had done when techincally he was innocent.  She felt she was so wrong with everything around her, it was all her fault.<br/><br/>When she pulled into the parking area she took a breath and then went to the trunk to grab her bags.  Taking a breath and walked into the house dropping her bags when Brettly was standing there and all she could do was throw her arms around his neck and start crying.  "I am so sorry, there was just so much and I needed time.  Please forgive me, I am so sorry"  Miranda just kept repeating over and over agin thru her sobs.<br/><br/>Reni's World on the Go..