It seemed like seconds after her last angry word was spoken that Cody ran into the bathroom. The sound of him heaving up the contents of his stomach was heard shortly after he entered. She forced herself not to care that he was sick to his stomach but she could hardly ignore her own feelings of bile in her own throat but she held it down. When he came out again he spoke as though he had not just heaved but the smell of peppermint let her know he had brushed his teeth, â€œI canâ€™t tell you everything of the bond. I only know the mechanics of the bond. Meaning what to do when this bond is formed. I donâ€™t know the effects it will have on youâ€¦but I know one thing that this bond means we are united spiritually, and emotionally. I â€¦.I canâ€™t read your mind or anythingâ€¦but I can sense sometimes whatâ€™s going through your head. Iâ€™ll try not to stipulate you as muchâ€¦ Also there are things you know that I donâ€™t especially with memory and such. Understand this is my first mate bond soâ€¦" Figures that must be why  she felt sick earlier but there had also been a strong feeling of hurt coming from Cody. He had been so kind to her before all this â€˜bondâ€™ nonsense, and to think she had started to care for himâ€¦ She mentally shook her head and reminded herself to stay strong. She could feel her wolf inside of her want to go to Cody, to sooth him, but she would not allow it, â€œWe need to work through this to find your â€¦well new pack member. The first way to start is to at least be linked by hands. Normally wolves would just nuzzle each other but hands work just as well."<br/><br/>Before she could stop herself Selena took a step forward when Cody fell to his knees but she listened to all that he said. The wolf was already getting over her anger but the human part of her was hurt that he kept this a secret from her this whole time, â€œThen what?â€ She said on a sigh as she allowed herself to rest on her knees in front of him. She did not want to be this close to him right now or hold his hands but she had to do this for that woman. She placed her hands out for him to hold but she did not grab his first. It was childish to make him reach for her hands instead and she knew that but, she was angry about all this! He could not expect her to just act like a lost puppy all of a sudden. She watched him with a guarded expression so that she gave no more emotions away and even tried to hold her own emotions inside herself alone. She was feeling bad now about getting so angry with him when he had done so much for her and deserved something in return. Just the mate bond was not something she had expectedâ€¦ She sighed heavily and took his hands in her own, â€œDonâ€™t lie or keep secrets from me anymore. At least when they are about meâ€¦ us.â€ She added quickly but spoke softly to him, â€œIâ€™m still mad at you,â€ She said quickly to let him know she was still a little irritated, â€œbut if this somehow does damage my brain I donâ€™t want my anger to be the last thing you remember about me.â€ She gave his hand a light squeeze and scooted a little closer so that their knees bumped against one anotherâ€™s.<br/><br/>She was still a little mad but most of her anger had drained from her leaving her feeling guilty, childish, and cold. If this all went well then she would see if there was anywhere for them to go with this mate bond. Maybe there was something between them and her attraction could lead to something good in her life. Already he had helped her gain some memories from her past and even though they were not all that good, they were still memories, her memories. Besides, she couldnâ€™t leave this place so she might as well enjoy her time here and perhaps most of her nights wrapped in Codyâ€™s arms like last night.