I sigh and look at the macabre of creatures. "First off, I don't want ants on my pizza I was only trying to be nice by letting you pick. Fine if you want me to make all the decision I'll have pepperoni and cheese pizza with olives. Black olives as I don't particularly care for the green ones." I was angry with how everything had turned into one big mess after another and I did not handle anger well. I was also scared as everything was changing too fast for me. I did not like change. I did not do change well. No sirree Bob I did not! I was also starting to feel like if everything was just more quiet, less crowded with people I could relax. I just wanted quiet. I just wanted some peace. Was that really too much to ask.<br/><br/>"I don't know about familiars, but I really am not liking this," I said. My eyes closed and a shudder went through me. I felt too many things at once. Too many emotions were swimming inside my head. Inside my heart and stomach. Everything was a big mess and I could not see any way out. I rose. I needed to be moving. I needed to be doing something even if it was only pacing. Lust and Envy fell from me and landed on the couch.<br/><br/>"I wish I could be like you." Envy said to you as I started to walk back and forth "your so kind and caring."<br/><br/>I kept pacing. "None of this makes sense. None of this is normal. None of this is how it should be." I said repeating it over and over again as I paced. I was starting to feel overwhelmed. My eyes were huge as saucers and threatening to fall out of my head. My heart was thundering in my chest and I was on the verge of screaming. I wanted normality damn it. I wanted this to go away. I wanted to wake up. I wanted to be in bed. Yet here I was pacing the floor while strange creatures kept multiplying. Locusts trying to eat cats. Rabbits with too many legs. Cats that had three heads and two tails. Locusts growing to three times the size of a CAT. OH and some strange creature that didn't even resemble anything normal called Envy. My weirdometer was beyond broken it was shattered into shards of broken glass and scattered for MILES in every directions. If anything else strange happened I was going to have a meltdown. Here and right now. This was beyond to much.