Matthew looked at her. "No more no more I promise." He said softly. Sniffling as he looked at her. "Its not a bad thing. Grammy said just don't fall asleep. She said if it makes the pain make sense just remember I'm loved." He cried and clung to the spoon tighter. "I won't cut for you. Just make the stop." He whispered. Crying out in fear when they got closer. Tighting his hand on the spoon. Watching her holding his hand with hers. Looking at her as she spoke. Crying still so his vision was a little blurry. "I don't mean to cut deep. I just want it to make sense. If it makes sense then I don't feel as horrible about being in pain. Its not my fault but they say it is." He said softly. Moving his hand as much he could. Nuzzling her hand as she stroked his cheek. "Not okay....I won't. Make them go away after they help fix it." He said. Crying out as they tried to take it again. "No. I don't want to give it to them! I'll give it to you because you care!" He said seriously as his voice broke. Screaming when he heard a nurse say in an angry voice whats wrong with giving it to us? He screamed and didn't stop screaming. "DONT HIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!" He yelled on impulse at the angry woman's voice.<br/><br/>Another nurse smacked that one. "Good going. She was starting to get him to calm down. We're going to need to bandage him and chan ice. Sending one of the other nurses to get a different bed for him. Knowing it would take a little bit to have done.