Sepiroth tilts his head when Shawn's little finger twitched, he's unsure if that's good or bad. He looks at the little monitor in the corner for a few moments, not understanding that ether. He sighs softly before gazing back at Shawn, wanting to hold his hand comfortingly.. but just can't bare the thought of touching someone again.<br/><br/><br/>Sepiroth smiles weakly at the nurse when she gives him a reassuring smile. “at least I know he's in good hands..” Sepiroth says softly, in an unsual display of trust. “.. thank you, I'll stay with him as long as I can..” Sepiroth curses himself for not bringing his medication along, that means he'll have to leave Shawn for a while while he gets it. Sadness enters his eyes when the nurse says about him needing someone there for him. “yes..” Sepiroth says, looking distant. “nobody wants to be alone, everyone needs someone..” he says quietly, thinking back to when he was younger. Before sadness can grasp him, he mentally thinks. 'I need no one, I never have and never will.. it does not matter, what I want in this life.' he takes a deep breath when the door creaks.<br/><br/>***<br/><br/><br/>Sepiroth stayed as long as he could, true to his word. He put of his medication as long as he could so he could stay by Shawn's side, he didn't sleep at all. As the night turned into day Sepiroth decided that he'd pop out and take his medication- since the voices were now unbearable. He also decided that he'd buy Shawn some clothes, it may set him back in terms of bills.. but as far as Sepiroth is concerned, Shawn is worth it. If things were different and Shawn as a little older, Sepiroth might admit that he had a little bit of a crush on the other boy.. but he'll never admit that, never. 'it is foolish to fall for someone you've just met.' he thinks to himself. “I'll be back soon, Shawn.. I'm just going to get some things.” he says gently before heading out.<br/><br/><br/>He returns with a bag of clothes just when Shawn's waking up, he runs in quickly and puts the bag down. He nods his head. “yes, of course I will..” he walks in front of Shawn and sits next to him with a little smile. “hey..” he says quietly, taking a deep breath and putting his hand on Shawn's. He tries to ignore the memories. “the nurse should be quick with getting the tube out, I had one once and they made sure it was quick.. so you don't need to worry..” he adds softly, though that's only partly true.. while he had a breathing tube, his was kept in well after he awoke before being slowly removed.. but this hospital is different to his father's. “I've brought you s-some clothes..” he adds to try and stop his own thoughts from derailing him. “I wasn't sure what you'd like s-so I went with casual and smart..”