What was clear through the telepathy was his intense sadness, it came off in waves. It only ebbed slightly at her words and actions, because even if he felt better about the situation, he would not be able to shake the feeling of dread for a while. The tackle caught him off guard, and when she licked his tears he was really taken a back, but he thought it was a nice gesture. Havoc saw that she was pretty nice for being someone from Tor Korbin who could barely speak any English.<br/><br/>He spoke gently to her, he tried his best to keep the sadness out of his voice. "You're probably too good a person to be traveling with someone like me. But what I lack in sanity I make up for in my knowledge of things, at least in this scenario. I know where would be a good place to settle down, I'm headed to a place called Lubinnia. It's a pretty open minded place that should accept both you and I, probably be able to help your language problem too. I know there was a man from Tycroot who was banished for his work with telepathy and it's said he went there. He might be able to help boost your own, it's not exactly my area of expertise but I could see how it could be done, in fact I have some simpler things to try, but I don't want to get your hopes up. I don't know where Lubinnia is exactly, but I know the general direction and it's probably hard to miss. I understand if you want to ditch me once we get there, but I think we should stick together until then, and hopefully we can avoid anymore fights. We'll of course need to stop at villages on the way for supplies, but you'll want to stick close to me. They're not all bad places per-say, but most of them don't appreciate strange folk such as ourselves."<br/><br/>He didn't know how much of that she understood but figured he should say it anyway. He had a hard time working up the effort to move, everything became about a hundred times harder to do. Plus the hug was too nice to want to break off himself. He did however look up to Mallory, who was behind Auxana. "I think I want to try that self augmentation spell again."<span style="color: #80FF00">Mallory gave him a worried look. "I don't think while your depressed is a good time to make that decision. I know you like her, but are you really sure you should? You said yourself that she should ditch you at Lubinnia." </span><br/><br/>Havoc shook his head. "It's not just that... I-i don't think I could ever be her, or anything like her, or you for that matter. I'm a guy, I just am, I don't know what I was before the academy turned me into this... this inhuman thing, an it with no sexuality. But I think it's time I fixed it, if I can't then I'll find someone who can at Lubinnia but I should probably try myself first."<span style="color: #80FF00">Mallory sighed, "Okay, just wait until the depression has subsided before you try okay? This is a big decision and it would probably be bad idea to mess with this stuff more than it already has been, so whatever you decide, needs to be final." </span>Havoc nodded and then sighed too, what a shitty life I lead, he thought to himself.