Cody gave a weak smile as Selena made her way over to him. She fell onto her knees but refused to take his hands first. It was kinda of like a shove in his face instead she held out her hands patiently<span style="font-style: italic">. "Then what? Donâ€™t lie or keep secrets from me anymore. At least when they are about meâ€¦ us." </span>He almost wanted to cry it wasnâ€™t that he wanted to keep secrets it was that â€¦.he didnâ€™t want to confuse her or distress her anymore than she already is. But nothing was easyâ€¦not now..not ever.<span style="font-style: italic"> "Iâ€™m still mad at you,"</span>A strained smile placed on his lips as he felt a little more comfortable.<span style="font-style: italic">"but if this somehow does damage my brain I donâ€™t want my anger to be the last thing you remember about me." </span>She squeezed his hand gently.<br/><br/>"Donâ€™t worry that wonâ€™t be the laâ€”" He was cut off suddenly by a flash through his mind, and just like that the pack magic enveloped them both. They were placed in a forestâ€¦with a beautiful river flowing next to the clearing that the two of them sat at. This wasnâ€™t his room..but he knew that this was their spirit and not their bodies. Their bodies were safely back in his room.<br/><br/>The forest was lit up by the glaring sun and  he stood up releasing  his hands from hers to wander past the grave stones that littered the clearing. Each stone was connected to a pack member , and from each stone there was a silver strand flowing from it that connected to a rock that now had two gravestones on it. The two gravestones were connected by a golden strand. That was the bondmate strand.<br/><br/>His hands grazed each stone feeling the life within each stone as if it was his breathing life. His face was grim only Selena could find the new packmateâ€¦and in order for that to happen she has to see the odd colored strand connected to her stone besides their bondmate connection. Every life in the pack gave him strength and looked up at the sky seeing the fluffy clouds passing happily above their head. Oak trees were scattered around them, and made this seen more serene then usual.<br/><br/>He made it finally to the giant gray rock that had two silver gray stones on top of it. Then turned to glance at Selena who was making her way past the stones. "So these stones are individual members of the packâ€¦the silver strand is their life force and it connects to our stones which are." He waved his hand at the two stones on the rock. " Do you feel their spiritsâ€¦.some may disapprove of you but you will feel their respectâ€¦and understand themâ€¦.You can if you truly have to â€¦actually sift through their thoughtsâ€¦but donâ€™t try to do that now because your head is already swarming with the pack thoughtsâ€¦.you first need to make a barrier in your head to block the thoughts out. To give them privacy unless you want to know whatâ€™s going through their head." He let his head fall waiting for her to sift through her own mess. Hoping that she could handle thisâ€¦.