Jaron had for a moment forgotten where he was as the kissing with Matt seemed to bring him somewhere he used to be.  As the kissing continued Jaron felt the urge to push Matt away, but the feeling of acceptance was there with Matt.  He still did not have the full feeling of acceptance while he was with Aleron.  Before he had the chance to pull away from Matt her had a searing feeling of pain run thru him that he pulled away from Matt and gasped a little for air.  "Hay, Jaron are you ok?"  Matt asked a little concerned as he saw the look of dread fill Jaron's face.  "I am not sure"  replied Jaron.<br/><br/>The feeling that Jaron was having was a new sensation to him and he should have known that one day he would feel it, its just he was not expecting it so soon.  Something was going on with Aleron and that was why he felt this way.  It was almost of feeling of being scared and then it seemed the sense of pain.  Was this something that his father was doing to him?  Was this something that Jaron should drop what he was doing and go and find Aleron?  It was Jaron's job now to protect him from harm and the way Jaron was feeling was that Aleron was in danger.<br/><br/>Jaron pushed away from Matt anyway regreting what they had just done, "Matt you know I am married and we can no longer be together, do not kiss me again."  Jaron said as he stood up.  "Wait a minute," yelled Matt.  "You were the one continuing the kiss, so I thought that was what you wanted."  Matt continued, "I want Aleron now Matt, how can I make that clear.  Please don't make me do something I will regret later."  Jaron said as he turned to leave. Matt reached over to grab Jaron to stop him and Jaron pushed Matt hard throwing him across the room, "Don't touch me again."<br/><br/>Jaron really wanted to finish the conversation and this was not the way he wanted it to end tonight, but he could not stand the feeling of dread inside of him that something was wrong with Aleron.  Walking out of the bar ignoring the yells of Matt he pulled out his phone and sent a message to Aleron, ' Is everything ok with you? '  Jaron typed and hit send, 'Please get back to me'<br/><br/>After he sent the last message he ran all the way back to the cabin and began to pace waiting for a phone call.  He was fighting the erge to look deep inside and find Aleron and rush to his side to protect him.  He hated feeling this way and knew that if the feeling didn't stop he would go to where Aleron was and see what was going on.  But then he was having this debate telling him he should do it now no matter of what he discovered at the other end.