When Erik started pounded himself with his fist she grabbed his hands and held them in hers, "Please stop Erik, don't do that.  You already have a hurt head."  Sam sighed "It wasn't your fault I know that now."<br/><br/>Sam knew now that her heart was whole again and there was nothing no one was going to say to her that was going to change that.  At first she always thought that she was going to be mad and hurt when she heard why he never came back, but now listening to him she was unsure.<br/><br/>"I didn't leave your bed for days when you left, I just laid there and cried." Sam said as she leaned into Erik.  "I was so lost without you there."<br/><br/>Sam really didn't want him to feel bad about happen because it really wasn't his fault, even though when your 6 you cannot see things that way.  You world ends when you loose everything when you are little.<br/><br/>"I was all alone in that place for 10 years.  I don't know when they brought you to see me, but I just left there a year ago when I came here."  Sam tried to smile, "And still your the only one in 10 years I have let in, so maybe I knew back then you were my brother."<br/><br/>Sam threw her arms around Erik's neck and just cried into his shoulder, "I have always loved you, please try to never leave me again."<br/><br/>Sam was not going to make him promise this time, because she would not want him to break it again.<br/><br/>"I don't hate you, and never had.  I was just hurt and alone and it wasn't your fault."