Bobby looked at the floor. "I tried cutting when I was little. To cope with the pain. That was the day he sent me to the ICU. When he stabbed me over and over and over again. When he cut me repeatedly. While yelling and cursing at me. Telling me he would show me how it was done. Then made up some lie he told to the cops and they believed him." He sniffled a bit but was relaxing. Hugging his brother more and pressed into him. He screamed in startlement then relaxed when he realized it was Tammy. "Sorry mom...you startled me." He said softly. Looking down and nodded his head. He hugged his brother then kissed his cheek like he used to do as a kid. Standing up slowly and cried out in pain with each movement. "Yeah. I haven't eaten in twenty-four hours." He said honestly. He followed Tammy to the kitchen. "She was a beautiful moonlight white mouse. She had a pink heart in her fur right where her heart was. Her name was Sally and she was really sweet. Mui was one of Sally's babies. I can't tell you more about Mui. Please don't tell him I even told you that much. Please." He begged fearfully. "James can explain more about Mui." He said softly. "Sally had really soft fur. She was like silk according to the notes. I only saw the white mouse a couple of times. Jonah took her from someone though. Whoever they are their name starts with an N. I kinda leaning towards N standing for Niyana." He said softly. He picked out fish. "Can you make your famous lemon pepper fish?" He asked. He didn't come close enough for her to touch. "Does...Niyana...still have...teddoggy?" He asked softly.