Dustin shook his head. â€œSome of the other times Iâ€™ve snapped. The things I did when my mind snapped. When I was pushed over that edge. I should not have survived. There is no way I should have survived those things. I donâ€™t care why they do it. They just need to stop.â€ He whimpered again. He didnâ€™t know Hund was there when he began talking again. â€œI was on a tettering edge. I was just going to get my things from mine and Rykarâ€™s room. Then....then those demons and that vampire cornered me. Began to bully and physically hurt me. That was the stick that broke the horses back...so to speak. THe push that caused my mind to snap. The build up of everything...it became too much. The pain...not even my blades could take away that pain and internal chaos. The only rational thing for escape and peace was death.â€ He cried harder. â€œI want Hund.â€<br/><br/>He couldnâ€™t see through the thick veil of wet hair. â€œI was fighting it...that demon who I stabbed with the fire dagger...he cause the first cutting. Then...that group of demons and vampires who beat the shit out of me...that was the second...when I ran to cut a vampire attacked me. Felt me up and drank from my cuts. Slammed me into a tree as hard as he could. Then took me somewhere. Held me so I could escape. Made my roommate drink from me. He hurt me. Nearly killed me. Hund came...but...I felt dead inside. Everything was out of focus. Nothing made sense. It all played back in slow motion. Then...those three cornered me. That was what sent it over the edge. Caused my mind to snap. When that happens I try to kill myself. I canâ€™t help it. I just want to be free of the pain. To have peace and not suffer anymore.â€<br/><br/>He began crying harder. â€œI just wanted to not hurt...to feel peace not chaos.â€ He sniffled but couldnâ€™t stop crying. â€œNow Hund will hate me...my bro will hate me because I did something that would hurt him. He is the only one who cares about me. He gave me real family.. I can help the way I am...its my parents fault. Almost eighteen years of abuse... Its their fault I am this way.â€ He just cried after that. He hadnâ€™t even remembered that Stephen was there. â€œHund....â€ He whimpered out.