Ryo slept and was having troubling dreams. He was very worried about Ryan and it was affecting his dreams. What if he hadn't or didn't make it? He would feel so broken inside. Ryan had become the bestest friend a guy could ask for. He knew deep down they had managed to save him. That they had put mesh over the hole and it was going to heal over. He couldn't help that he was afraid it would work though. He would wake the next morning. His dream having gone smooth and it was him and Saint with a family. His cheeks flushed even in his sleep. He never thought about family before. Mostly because he felt like he was not good enough to have one. He wanted to play "mommy" to some kid though. He knew he could never portray the father role correctly. So if he played "mommy" then he could feel successful. He wouldn't dress in women's clothing or anything but that would be the role a kid would have him as. Though it could also be daddy he felt he could be more nurturing and mother like than father like. He woke the next day and sits up a bit. Yawning and stretching. Getting taken to the bathroom for his bath then dressed in a fresh gown. He wasn't weak today so he would most likely be getting out. The nurse told him Ryan would be able to go home in a couple of days as well. He curled back up against him. Kissing his love lightly on the lips. Playing his fingers over the guys chest. "Love you Saint." He says softly.