Ana winced with each click and then suddenly a bang and a scream. She quickly buried her face in his chest and shivered. He didn't kill him like she asked, but he certainly maimed him. She thought about the crazy things he said and then thought of what horrible things he'd have done to her in his state of mind. She wasn't sure what scared her most, being forced to be with someone like him and bear his children, or seeing someone like him be essentially castrated.<br/><br/>She had this dark image form in her head and a clear desire to make it happen. She wanted him to see...wanted him to watch her be happy with Alec or..."The Blood Emperor" as he called him. She wanted him to see her have everything he said he wanted with her. But on her own volition. She surprised herself by feeling the dark smirk cross her face. She jumped and gasped softly and then decided to tell Alec about it when they were back in the room. She just continued to walk along quietly, thinking of it all over in her cute little head. Her cheeks flushed and ears even turning pink.<br/><br/>Was this side of her buried so deep down that losing everything she ever knew brought it to the surface? Or was she simply suppressing it unknowingly? Either way, it was there now and it both scared her and excited her. Would Alec think harsh of her for these thoughts and feelings? She knew she had to tell him, but she was still scared to say anything. The decision was made moments ago, she would tell him, but she knew she risked losing him and/or hated by him when she had already began caring for him. Would he just use her for her pleasure and keep her a servant or would he still want her like he does now? Her mind was reeling and she visibly trembled beside him this time.