Hope didn't expect to be feeling like this, that he could actually be turned on by something so simple. He knew that Alex was just trying to soothe and comfort him, that he wasn't trying to pressure him into anything or that sort. Hope loved telling Alex those sorts of things that would boost his ego. Hope jumped a little as he felt Alex's hands move from his ass to his chin which was pulled to look up at his eyes. "Oh?! I-I'm sorry I just." He was cut off by a kiss that sent him to the moon and back. He couldn't remember ever being kissed and now that was all he could do anymore was kiss the man he admitted to loving. "A deal?" He asked with a curious tone as he heard Alex speak up.<br/><br/>As he continued to follow through with the deal he couldn't help but give a little nod. It overall seemed like a fair deal, that they stopped thinking so negatively about themselves. After all they both saw so much positive in one another, so it was only logical that they actually had good qualities within themselves. "Alright I'll try if you do. I can't promise anything because I am so used to putting myself down. But I will try for you." Hope hated at sometimes that he blocked out what had happened to him but it was for the best. It wouldn't be fair if he went on every day painfully being reminded of Rex. Of that excruciating night.<br/><br/>Hope had a grin on his face after whispering in Alex's ear, physically seeing that he was having issues keeping a straight face and not laughing. It wasn't until he had his own issue to worry about is when it stopped being funny but rather embarrassing. "Oh well I don't care about what they say. That wasn't very nice. Imagine if I couldn't hold back that moan. It would come off as 'what does Hope want' and then moaning. Could you talk about dying from embarrassment?" He said with a playful laugh as he buried his face in Alex's chest hiding the beet red color on his face.<br/><br/>He was shocked that Alex seem to take his wardrobe change a certain way and gasped when he felt himself picked up and moved to the bedroom. A gulp of uncertainty came up and he looked up into Alex's eyes innocently when his virtue was brought into the mix but all he could think about was Alex's body pressing into his. Alex's swollen member stuck out very evidently and it made Hope anxious and yet somewhat worried.<br/><br/>"I'm sorry Alex. I don't know what to do here. I have never been in a relationship for the most part and every time it has gotten to this point I chicken out because of the sex thing." Hope was at a loss, he was extremely horny right now but it was too soon. Look at all the trouble that is happening from the first time you have had sex, having it again could only make things worse. He thought to himself over and over.<br/><br/>"I can't. I mean I am really horny Alex. But I'm not ready. I don't want things to change between us. Please don't hate me. I mean we will. I know we will. Cause part of me wants to now. But I want to do this the right way." Hope laid his head on Alex's chest and laid a sweet tender kiss at the crevice of his neck. "But that may not work seeing how we are both tenting like a circus."