Max lost himself for a few minutes when he felt Rimi’s arms go around him in what could only be described as a giant bear hug and for the first time in a very long time Max felt like he was safe that nothing was going to bother him anymore, the demons were gone.<br/><br/>This was the part that made Max nervous because he was not one to let his feelings get involved in what he did, which was why he acted withdrawn and without feeling.  He never wanted to be emotionally or physically hurt again and he was afraid this was where it was going to go.  He looked at Rimi when he talked,<span style="font-style: italic">"Whatever happens now.... I want to say... You're not alone in this matter."</span><br/><br/>Max had a feeling that Rimi was in the same position as he was, neither one of them giving into their own feelings and passions.  Max still had a hold of Rimi’s waist and backed them up to the bed, both men still only wearing their lounge pants.  Once they reached the bed Max pushed Rimi onto the bed and then crawled on top of him straddling him staring down into his eyes.  Trying to decide if they were blue like the sky or green like grass, or almost a mixture of both.<br/><br/>Max was always fast and rough, but for some reason he was so nervous at this new trail of exploration he seemed to find himself on that he wanted to take his time.  It would almost seem like Max was shy and that was not the problem, he was just out of his comfort zone.  Max bent down and began to apply kisses on Rimi’s well defined chest.  “This is diffidently a position I have never been in before.”  Max stated honestly. “I find it quite interesting.”