Janaff sighed "I understand your feelings but I am not a liability, neither is anyone in this carriage, we are all your friends, and i am your partner." He looked away "Besides i'd think it more strategically sound for at least two people to know the plan so that if something happened to you then at least I could direct the group in your place... Also I don't really want to say this but doing everything alone does not inspire trust with the group, how can you protect people who don't trust you? Besides, I'm starting to have trouble leaving you alone, you see when you love someone, you kinda want to be there for them and help them, and i love you." Janaff smiled "But if you want me to leave I will I'm not about to stubbornly make you uncomfortable and panic, just... Don't be afraid to let some of your burden on to me." he turned towards the carriage  "Oh and i expect a deep kiss when i'm allowed to see you again, see you soon." he waved as he began to walk into the carriage.<br/><br/>Seth was in heaven as he kissed Micha though he was awkward and inexperienced so he was just pressing his tongue to hers. He loved her so much. He put his off hand on her cheek. When the kiss broke he was smiling "T-that was amazing... T-thank you for indulging me." HE squeezed her hand more and a slight bit more of his blood pushed into her. He was worried that she was only doing this for his sake and that, maybe she didn't actually want that. "H-hey y-you wanted that right?" He definitely didn't want her to be pushing herself for his sake.<br/><br/>Selia nodded "Rinzin isn't from my experience at least that bad, he just seems distant, i'm thinking he had a terrible family life and no one was there for him... I am mad at his lack of empathy and i hate that he is way too quick to use those around him, but something tells me that its not that he doesn't exactly care about us, he just doesn't understand us. I do agree that its hard to trust him though." Though she thought that it was probably fine as long as Janaff was keeping an eye on him.<br/><br/>Selia put a hand to Pascha's cheek "I know what your first response was going to be before you stopped yourself... You are the most important person in my life, the sun rises and sets on you, nothing matters to me as long as you are happy, i figured that out years ago. I love you, and your happiness is my happiness. And Micha has Seth now, you should let yourself take a break from worrying all of the time." Selia herself wasn't really living in fact she was still a chronically depressed person she even was when her dad was alive. The only way for her to treat it was to latch on to someone and live for them, because otherwise her life was useless. Her feelings for Pascha were definitely real and that just validated her even further. "As long as i can keep Pascha happy i can bee happy" that was a thought that Selia had a lot.