Thad did not care how 'wrong' society would think this to be. He simply wanted to treasure every moment he had with Catherine. He knew that to the world they could never be anything more than servant and mistress. Even if anyone ever found out he'd be nothing more then her 'lover'. No one would ever know or understand the depth of their love for each other. For no one truly understood just how much they loved one another. It was something their world didn't really understand. So many marriages were made for convenience and status and so few held any semblance of love. It was a dark world. One Thad didn't like. Yet, being here in Catherine's arms in her room like true lovers and newlyweds it felt like heaven. Thad wanted nothing more than this moment to last forever.<br/><br/>Thad's whole world was held in his arms. One tiny woman made his world complete. The only thing he wanted in this world he had. There was nothing else he needed. Nothing else he wanted. She was everything to him. He would love her forever. He couldn't live a life without her. He knew that as sure as he knew that breathing was necessary for life. Catherine was his life. He loved her so deeply. He could be anything for her. So long as she looked at him with love in her eyes he could do anything. There was not a single thing he wouldn't give her if she but asked him for it.<br/><br/>Thad's first time was something he never expected. It was beyond incredible. For the duration of their union it was like he was in a heavenly place carved out just for them. He felt more pleasure and love in those moments that followed then he had ever felt in all his life before. The perfection of this moment was one he would treasure in his mind forever. One he would hold in his heart to get him by the darker times. As they came together he held her to him and felt her in a way he never knew was possible. Every single nerve ending in his body was finely attuned to her and pleasure overwhelmed him completely. This was perfection.<br/><br/>Thad held Catherine against him feeling her heart beating against his chest. His own heart beating just as quickly. His breathing ragged and his whole being at peace. He could stay like this forever. There was nothing more perfect and nothing more heavenly. He wanted nothing more then to have this moment last for all eternity.<span style="color: #FFFF80">"Shhh my love, there is nothing to forgive. You have given me more than I could ever have asked for. To spend a moment in heaven you could keep me tied up in a cage for the rest of eternity,"</span>he said softly. Trying to soothe her mind.<span style="color: #FFFF80">"The servant area isn't so bad my love, my room is big and my bed soft. It is better then when I lived in the crowded room at your mother's place,"</span>he said softly. Kissing her on the top of her head and holding her tightly.<span style="color: #FFFF80">"I love you, I always will. You are my whole world Cat,"</span>he said gently. Pressing his lips to her ear as he whispered the words. He kissed her gently trailing his hand down her arm to hold her tighter in his arms. Reluctant to let her go. Knowing he had to.<br/><br/>Slowly he sat up. Slowly letting go of her as he did. His eyes focused only on her as he moved. He didn't get off the bed. He sat looking at her. Drinking her in. Memorizing this moment forever.