Cydrao looked at her. "Still I am." He said with a smile. "Yeah. Much better." He looked aside. "Overheard a few slayers the other night. They said that I'm just a vampire whose teeter tottering on the edge of insanity. That I pretend I'm human yet everyone knows if I didn't have the blood shots I'd be just like one of them." He closed his eyes. "With that in mind...and with how I was feeling...I didn't come back. I wasn't going to prove those guys right. I couldn't stay away though. I needed your help. I trust you more than anyone aside from Blane." He said. He shook his head. "Its old habit you know that. I'm used to doing everything by myself. Bit of a loner ya' know?" He laughed a bit. "I did come back though...just...if I ever don't have any shots..." He rubbed the back of his head. "Knock me the fuck out and see the witch doctor for the shots. Don't let those lackies of yours make me bleed. My blood flow might be slower but its still there." He looked at her. "For the record I know you could've helped me. I know you would've. Guess I'm just a hard headed male."