It had been a few days that Dustin and Hund had hung out. He tried to avoid Rykar at all costs. He went to classes. He had only cut once or twice. He was trying hard but he hated this. He was not sure of contact. He needed but time. He woke the next morning. Grabbing black pants, a crimson top and a black over small holed netted top and got dressed after a shower. Throwing on his light thin black jacket top and stretched. Rykar seemed to have left already. He walked out of the room. It was early still. Slipping silently through places and out to the lake. Sitting down and began to play and sing. He was at peace for the moment. Lost in the songs. Enjoying what he knew how to do best. He sang outloud.<br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #FFFF00"><span style="font-weight: bold">"Hollow, like you don't remember me<br/>Underneath everything I guess I always dreamed<br/>That I would be the one to take you away<br/>From all this wasted pain<br/>But I can't save you from yourself<br/><br/>Don't you want to feel?<br/>Don't you want to live your life?<br/>How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?<br/>Holding you down until you're frozen<br/>I can't let you fall apart<br/><br/>You don't even know what you've done to me<br/>But I would be the one to take you away<br/>From all this wasted pain<br/>If you could just awaken<br/><br/>Don't you want to feel?<br/>Don't you want to live your life?<br/>How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?<br/>Holding you down until you're all alone<br/>All alone and drowning in your past<br/>Take it back, take it back<br/>I still believe you can<br/><br/>Don't you want to feel?<br/>Don't you want to live your life?<br/>How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?<br/>I can't go on pretending<br/>So give me something real<br/>No one in your way but you<br/>How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear?<br/>Holding you down til you disappear."</span></span></div>(belongs to evanesence)<br/><br/>(see video at end)<br/>When he finished that song he started another one.<br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #FFFF00"><span style="font-weight: bold">"How can I pretend that I don't see<br/>What you hide so carelessly?<br/>I saw her bleed<br/>You heard me breathe<br/>And I froze inside myself<br/>And turned away<br/>I must be dreaming<br/><br/>We all live<br/>We all die<br/>That does not begin to justify you<br/><br/>It's not what it seems<br/>Not what you think<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/>It's only in my mind<br/>Not in real life<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/><br/>Help you know I've got to tell someone<br/>Tell them what I know you've done<br/>I fear you but spoken fears can come true<br/><br/>We all live<br/>We all die<br/>That does not begin to justify you<br/><br/>It's not what it seems<br/>Not what you think<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/>It's only in my mind<br/>Not in real life<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/><br/>We all live and<br/>We all die but<br/>That does not begin to justify you<br/><br/>It's not what it seems<br/>Not what you think<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/>It's only in my mind<br/>Not in real life<br/>No, I must be dreaming<br/><br/>Not what it seems<br/>Not what you think<br/>I must be dreaming<br/>Just in my mind<br/>Not in real life<br/>I must be dreaming."</span></span></div><br/><br/>(see video at end)<br/><br/>With a momentary pause to breathe he soon began to play again.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FFFF00"><span style="font-weight: bold"><div style="text-align: center;">"Itâ€™s too late to change your mind<br/>Even though this fragile world is tearing apart at the seams<br/>We canâ€™t wash these sins away<br/>This sinking feeling everyday: Iâ€™m waking up in someone elseâ€™s life<br/><br/>Is it so hard for you?<br/>'Cause itâ€™s so hard for me<br/>To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again<br/>'Cause I cannot erase this lie<br/><br/>Not gonna let this day go by<br/>Iâ€™m gonna save this wasted life<br/>And nothing can stand in my way<br/>Not enough to say goodbye<br/>Burn it til thereâ€™s nothing left<br/>Iâ€™m drowning in the mess that I have made<br/><br/>Is it so hard for you?<br/>'Cause itâ€™s so hard for me<br/>To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again<br/>'Cause I cannot erase this darkness in me<br/><br/>The waterâ€™s rising around us<br/>There is no other way down<br/>I only have myself to blame for it all<br/><br/>Is it so hard for you?<br/>'Cause itâ€™s so hard for me<br/>To believe that what we dreamed could ever come to life again<br/>If I could just erase my mind<br/>But I cannot erase this lie."</div></span></span><br/><br/>(see video at end)<br/><br/>when he finished he just played on his guitar. 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