Cody felt the bed shift as Selena crawled her way over to him..surpriseing even him. He figured she was just going to sleep safe and sound like usual.  But instead she felt her breasts- covered by a shirt of course- press against his bare chest, and her arms wrap around him. In an instant images of what he wanted to do to her flashed through his mind.<span style="font-style: italic">"Iâ€™m sorry."</span>Her breath was warm and it spoke over a thousand apologies that he just couldnâ€™t understand. All he wanted was her happiness, and the apology was  un-called for. With only a moment to spare he spun gently turning his body to face hers. He met her eyes with all the unspoken words between them. Did she want this? Did she understand his feelings for her escaped even the universe?<br/><br/>He didnâ€™t bother to question this and kissed her softly on the lips, and backed away. Scared that she would jump, or slap him. He casted his eyes at her trying to make her understand all that she had meant , and all that she will mean to him. Hell could take him, and he would still come crawling back to her. If she ran he would chase herâ€¦and that he meant. "Your are always forgiven." He smiled gently. "I could never not forgive youâ€¦after all we have gone through..you really think Im gonna stop forgiving you all of sudden."<br/><br/>He touched her shoulder gently trying to keep himself balanced on the edge of the bed. She was beautiful in every way. Even if she didnâ€™t know it.  Between her personality and body she had him trapped. He would do anything for her, and that even meant sacrificing himself.  He buried his head onto her shoulder. Allowing all his weakness to fall out. His best friend was dead, his sister was pregnant, and his ex would forever be exterminating their kind because of his stupidity at giving her all his secrets. The world had an ironic twist with and he wasnâ€™t sure what to do. The sobs came out of his chest and through his eyes. He didnâ€™t want her to see him like thisâ€¦but it was best that she see that he isnâ€™t invincibleâ€¦nor the toughest. She deserved better but he had already condemned herâ€¦even though she didnâ€™t want it. It was clear that forcing to be his mate was wrongâ€¦and he was the one that had to apologize not her. "Iâ€™m sorry." He whispered not caring if she knew how much he meant it. He couldnâ€™t back her out of it nowâ€¦it would tear them apart literally. That was the problem with the mate bondâ€¦once made it meant lifeâ€¦if  one of the partnerâ€™s died it would tear the other apart littleâ€¦by little till there was nothing left.