â€œItâ€™s alright.â€ Deep down Ryan really was not going to blame Eric for being a little sheepish even if he wasnâ€™t really going to say anything. He wasnâ€™t going to blame him for trying a little too hard either to be honest, though the frown that appeared on his face briefly might have said otherwise. Part of him blamed his own lust. Even if he had been the one to break the kiss there was a small part of him that had been selfish, he should have just tried a little harder to play it cool when Eric had caught him off guard, it made him feel bad. In his own way he had been pushing Eric to make that next move. He wanted him to do it so badly, he should have known better than to try to coax him into it. As he had said heâ€™s never done that before.<br/><br/>Part of him knew he probably should apologize but instead he decided to keep to himself about it. Even if he was to say something he really wasnâ€™t sure what he should say or even if he needed to. Ryan has never been good with words anyway.<br/><br/>At the mention of food Ryan smiled and said, â€œI wonâ€™t object to grabbing a bite to eat. Knowing me, Iâ€™ll probably end up getting myself into trouble if we keep standing around here.â€ He wasnâ€™t sure what it was about food that made him hungry when it was mentioned. Maybe it was because he hasnâ€™t eaten lunch yet, however long ago that had been, that grabbing a bite to eat sounded nice. He figured he might as well take up the offer since it was out there. Space food, as some people would refer to it, has never really agreed with him. It has been quite some time since he has eaten space food but he wasnâ€™t going to complain. At least they tried, it was better than nothing. He walked over to Eric and gently gave him a playful nudge in the ribs hoping to ease the mood.<br/><br/>â€œWe should just enjoy the rest of our time together without worries. Besides you have me all to yourself as long as you want anyway, as far as Iâ€™m concerned.â€ He did his best to keep the mood positive though it was hard to get that kiss out of his mind. Every part of him wanted to pull Eric closer to him again, put his arms around him to feel his warmth again, and give him another kiss. It was almost enough to drive him crazy. Thankfully he was able to keep himself under control by somewhat forcing himself to get back into that soldier mindset. It was hard and he wished they were back at his place so he wouldnâ€™t have to hold back from letting everything out but it was to keep out of trouble.<br/><br/>Keep them both out of trouble even, though that was definitely easier said than done. He had a feeling the rest of the day was going to get very interesting. The real fun has only just started.