Jana's eyes went wide as she flushed a bright red across her cheeks. He had? Her heart began racing. His arms encompassed her. She was feeling warm all over from blushing. Looking away. "Then you need to ask it right Mason." She said softly. Biting her lower lip and looked away. He said sweet words. Then she looked at him. She heard his words and her features clouded over. She started to pull away from him. She didn't like where this was going. "I would see them...at first. All over. Then...I train my mind...to ignore it. They were there. I started telling myself it wasn't real. That I was dreaming. That it was just a trick of the mind. I told myself I was just crazy then." She looked at him and narrowed her eyes. "It is...but...it is busy but lonely."<br/><br/>She went to say something else when she eeked when he pulled her back close to him. Her temper flared and she attempted to shove him away. Anger and hurt by his words. "You dumbass! You knew where I was and you NEVER came up to me?! You KNEW and yet you NEVER made contact?! How could you?! You selfish jerk!!! How could you know where I am but act like you didn't?! You acted like your only way to be in touch with me was through our letters! Then you vanished! Let me go! I am going to kick your ass!" She yelled at him. Tears trailing down her cheeks. How could he have been so close and never let her know. "I hate you...I needed you...and you were there the whole time. Yet you didn't come to me."<br/><br/>She tried to pull free of him. She finally managed to get in an extremely hard slap. "YOU IDIOT! I NEEDED YOU AND YOU DID NOT COME TO ME! YOU STAYED IN THE SHADOWS!" Tears fell harder. "YOU JERK!" She said as her face fell into her best friend from childhoods chest. She shook hard. Holding onto his shirt tightly. She listened to him. "You had ample oppurtunities if you did feel that way. You didn't take them. So why should I come back to that world just because you decided to grace me with your presence. I appreciate what you did but you could have come back when I needed you the most. You stayed sidelined. How am I suppose to feel like I am special if you couldn't let me know you were safe and alive?" She demanded and lightly pounded her fists into his chest.