Jason sighed and shook his head. "I know the feeling," he said. "I'm sorry for your loss... How long ago was it that you lost your family? If you don't mind me asking." He glanced over at her and gave her a look that meant he didn't want her to feel threatened or forced into anything. He wanted her to feel comfortable.<br/><br/>"And I know she wouldn't want me to blame myself," he said looking back at the fire. "I just can't help it sometimes. I usually don't think about it but there are times I do." He sighed and shook his head. "It doesn't matter. It's in the past. You live, you learn, you move on... Right?"