Jayee looked hurt as he snapped at her so aggressively, falling back a bit and leaning against the bed as he suddenly got up. Bowing her head as Paul ran from the apartment, she silently let tears fall down onto the floor as she sat there for longer than an hour. Eventually forcing herself up off the floor, she took a long, hot shower as she washed herself clean.<br/><br/>Putting her head against the cold, tile wall once she was finished, she slid down to sit as she cried softly again. She thought he was leaving her when he didnt come back for a while yet. Suddenly falling back into her old routines that felt like they solved everything. Reaching out of the shower, she grabbed her blade and pressed it to her wrist. Thinking for a moment, she thought about wether she should make it deep enough to bleed out or not. She felt torn to pieces when Paul left and she was so lost as to why he snapped at her.<br/><br/>Slowly, she dragged the blade along her wrist and watched the crimson fall to the white surface of the shower tiles. Flowing down the drain with the water, she pressed the blade to her skin again, making another insicion there.