Saint looked up as Ryan started to drop stuff he whipped his mouth and got up coming behind Ryan and putting his arms around his waist and kissing his neck softly whispering to him "in all the time you been here...you have not once dropped anything" he said softly moving his down to cover Ryans hands seeing them shake "your not stable are you sure your ok?" he asked him. Saint pulled him back from the bowl and turning him to his chest "come on talk to me" he said not letting him go till he told him what was wrong with him. Saint wanted to know what his lover was going through if someone was messing with him or what "I always promised to protect you from anything and anyone, doesn't matter who they are" he said putting his nose to Ryans hair and smelling the shampoo in it. Saint closed his eyes as he still held Ryan waiting for him to speak, for him to tell him what was wrong he wanted to fix it so Ryan didn't shake anymore.