River sat there in the tree for quite a while, just thinking about everything that had happened since he came back. He couldn't understand, she'd seemed happy enough for him to come back, but why was he feeling like he wished he hadn't. So much had changed, something had happened, but River didn't know what. She wasn't the same person she had once been before. Neither was he. However, River had come here to make amends, but it seemed that even though they were so close, they couldn't be further apart. He watched as the sun began to set, the chilly evening breeze beginning to blow through the garden. River shivered a little from the prickling cold he hadn't expected. He knew she'd calm down eventually, and when she did... she'd know where to find him. He wanted to go and apologise, but how could he? What was there to apologise for, he'd already told her he was sorry for leaving, that he'd have had it any other way if he could have. Why couldn't she see that? What was so bad that she just couldn't forgive him, no matter what. A few tears trickled down River's face. Wyngs was usually the one who could cheer him up and make him feel better no matter what... but now she was the one who was hurting him. He sighed and gave in. Muttering a "You win" to himself, climbing back down and heading towards the house. It was cold and dark now, he was going to ask Wyngs what she wanted. If she wanted him to go, he would. If not, he'd stay... but she'd have to forgive him for leaving the first time.