Kaya could see his mind going over her question she could only guess it brought up her own choice of food. Well it wasn't really a choice but it was something she could no longer control. But yet the shame of it stayed strongly with her. Although his question took kaya by surprise the question brought so many memories some muddied by her human life. "It's fine we have a long time together might as well air out all the skeletons now while you still have a choice to turn back" she said half joking half not. Her laugh was like a jingle of a little bell a small smile creased her pink lips. Kaya found a large boulder to sit on as she batted her long lashes softly. "Well as a human I did have feelings for someone who I grew up with we were strays of the sea our captain used to call us. He was a year older then me but it was unrequited love and soon after that I was changed. They had tried but his heart was not as strong" her eyes flowed gently with her old memories almost like she was watching it all over again. Small parts of her still young vampire face twitched as they moved to conform to her emotions to the pain that welled inside.<br/><br/>Slowly she brought herself back as the last parts of her memory flashed of her first loves last breathes and his chest ceasing to move. Her eyes fluttered gently as she tried to smile gently a small red tear ran down her cheek. Feeling the wetness she quickly tried to conceal it. "Sorry still not used to discussing such things normally vampires are well" she hesitated as she tried to find the right words."Private I guess, but it feels good to talk its been awhile since I did such things" she said as the feelings calmed finally.