Max was an emotional wreck at the moment and was unsure if he was up or down, or even sideways, who knows.  He was sitting there staring into Rimi’s eyes and could not help but smile when he heard Rimi laugh.  It was actually a sound he enjoyed hearing and had not heard it or even made it until Rimi came into his laugh.  “I enjoy your laugh very much; hope you have it because you feel free.”<br/><br/>Max moved his hands and moved them so his fingers were tracing the scars on his chest very tenderly.  Rimi was right he could not change things overnight and Max hoped he could change some things.  He had been the way he was for a long time, but if Rimi was willing to put up with him then he was willing to try.  “Of course things are up to me; last time I checked it was my life.”  Max stated rather rudely, a little bit of himself shinning through.<br/><br/>Max thought about it and even though he would love to continue their pleasure, because he was enjoying himself, there was so many things going through his mind he needed a break from the emotions involved in the sex.  “As much as I have truly enjoyed our pleasure.”  Max sighed, “My emotional state is a mess and I believe it would be best if we both just go to bed.  It’s been a long day.”<br/><br/>Max just wanted to lie in the bed and relax in Rimi’s arms, or have Rimi relax in his arms it didn’t really care which way it was.  He just wanted to relish the feeling of not sleeping alone in his bed, a dream he has had for a long time.  “I just want to sleep feeling cared about by someone.”