Sin flinched away when he yelled at her and looked down.....<br/><br/>" Sorry, I didn't realize you had such a thing against killing me..." She looked down at the bed and started to get up quitley and looked over her shoulder at him... She stepped out the door and went to look for some cut guy... She still felt dizzy and quikley sat dow in the hotel waiting  room and waited untill she had gotten over the dizziness.... She thought about the guy in the room and figured ' He probably doesn't even realize that death would be a release from all this pain for me.....'<br/><br/>She couldn't count how many times she had tried to kill herself and never succeeded in it and she usually always came back stronger.....