Thomas refused to listen to Miranda pleas. Steep in his own anger at her. For all the times that he had been there for her and she took him for granted. For all the times that she had thrown herself at him and he had sense enough to refuse her.<br/><br/>At the moment Thomas didn’t care that he was hurting her. In fact he wanted to punish her. For driving him to this. He rammed his hard cock into her.  Pounded into her ruthlessly. There were no gently kissed or touches as he had given her before.  they were all hurtful, painful and punishing. He didnt even fell her hitting him. It wasn’t until she screamed out “Stop, stop. Please don’t make me do this again. You about killed me last time..Please stop Richard, stop no more.”  And just kill me this time that he actual stop that his anger subsided. He withdrew from her<br/><br/>“Miranda” He wanted to he was sorry but sorry wouldn’t cut it. He wanted to cradle her in arms and smooth the hurt away.  Nothing he could say or do would ever fix what he had just done. He couldn’t believe that he had just rape the woman he loved. Had promise to protect. He was monster and he knew it.<br/>Thomas knew that she would never forgive. Nor would he ever forgive himself. He collapsed on the floor and weep. Something he never did.