For the longest time Victor has always burned things. Whether it was to get back at his father to just make himself feel better and it a lot of times it really did get him into trouble. The understanding nod he was given by Mathias definitely made him feel better but he kept it in the back of his mind to keep control of his habit. He knew he would definitely be spending a lot of money on random paper or whatever else he felt like burning as well as lighters to keep himself calm during this. Mathiasâ€¦ the man made him feel good. He really wasnâ€™t sure how to describe it and hell he wasnâ€™t even sure if he liked it or not but it was still there. Undeniably, he feeling remained, and there was no way he could hide his now relaxed mood. If it would ease the slight tension from earlier it was a good thing in his book, so dammit he was going to be here for this man.<br/><br/>He admitted briefly that when he had been resting his head on Mathiasâ€™s rather boney shoulder, since the guy was obviously rather thin, was a bit uncomfortable but he didnâ€™t care. As he looked into his eyes now, he knew only one thing. Mathiasâ€™s comfort was all he cared about right now. Part of it was because he was a client but part of him was also telling him there was much, much more. Here seemed to be a guy who has gone through a lot, and here he was a guy who has gone though so little yet at the same time didnâ€™t have anywhere near the problems the other seemed to have. They were from different worlds but that was what made this moment all the more appealing. He didnâ€™t want to let this moment go. No longer did his thoughts tell him it was wrong to continue holding this man like he has been. No longer did he feel uneasy about it or nervous.<br/><br/>However, when the man mentioned kissing him again he couldnâ€™t help but feel himself retreat back into his shell for just a moment. Looking deep into the manâ€™s eyes he wasnâ€™t really sure what to say and he was sure that was clear as day. The kiss from the car and the second time, both felt wonderful. Did heâ€¦ did he want to do it again? He tilted his head for a moment almost like he was deep in thought. Part of him was afraid to do it again, this man was a client not a love interest, he shouldnâ€™t be kissing and hugging him like this. Right? Wrong. He wanted to tell himself that he was doing this to keep the client happy so his father didnâ€™t bite his head off when he got back home but there was no denying what his heart was telling him.<br/><br/>There was no way he could at this point.<br/><br/>Victor opened his mouth to say something but all he did was nod slowly. There was a bit of silence, he kept nodding for a moment then stopped before he smiled softly, â€œIf you want to,â€ he said at a slightly quieter tone after about a half a minute. He didnâ€™t want to fully admit his feelings. Business was still somewhat on his mind no matter how much he tried to kick it away; the damn thought was like a fucking boomerang. They had just met after all, so in that sense he knew it was wrong and partially contributed to the reason he was a bit reluctant among business and other things. Yes, he did want to refuse, but for whatever reason something was keeping him from doing so. Those suppressed feelings. Or maybe he was just a little taken aback by the fact that Mathias had asked him before he actually did it again.