She thought for a minute as he walked to the bed. She was no longer a virgin. Yes, it all happened in a terrible way, and she should be bawling. But she hadnt felt a single tear since the cave.<span style="font-style: italic">Strange.</span>Then something else popped into her head and before she knew it her mouth was running off.<br/><br/>"I can take all the time i want? Can i have whatever i need to have to feel better?" She was instantly wondering what the hell she was doing when her mind started flipping over the menu from downstairs. She wanted it gone.All the pain, all the thoughts. They said that happens when you drink.<br/><br/>"I want something to drink. I want....Vodka." She stared at him. She wondered if he would let her. Sure she was under the drinking ag, and had never had such a desire. She thought it was evil1 But suddenly her body called for it.