Miranda had rolled onto her side bringing her journal with her as she listened to Thomas.  This was one of the reasons she loved Thomas because no matter that he was Brettly’s best friend she could always talk to him and he would always be impartial and never took anyone’s side.  She could not help but smile as she thought about it and about a few times Brettly and Thomas had argued over the fact that Thomas was not taking his side.<br/><br/>Miranda knew that it wasn’t her fault she got attacked and that she knew in the beginning that there were dangers in the job, but she loved busted the bad guy.  Maybe because she was so pissed at her husband all the time that it felt good to shoot the bad guys instead of her husband.  “He was always an ass, Thomas.  That’s why I get so frustrated right now because that is all I remember.  I don’t remember him working hard to fix our relationship.  I don’t remember the flowers, presents any of that.”  Miranda said getting a little frustrated with herself again even though she knew she was getting better.  “But what happened to me was not his fault and I take out my frustration out on him and that’s not fair.  No matter how he treated me in the past.”<br/><br/>When Thomas mentioned about them having a family she thought about something, why didn’t they have any children.  Even forgetting about having them she knew that they should have at least tried.  “Why don’t we have children Thomas?  I know he was supposed to have children to continue the family business, why don’t me have any?”  Miranda wondered if Thomas was going to answer the question, Brettly always changed the conversation and didn’t want to talk about it.<br/><br/>After a minute or two she just laid there almost spacing out looking at Thomas as if she was looking thru him.  “That’s not right, I was pregnant.  I know I was pregnant, but when.”  Once again Miranda had another memory and she was asking a question but it sounded like it was more directed to her than Thomas.<br/><br/>Miranda heard her stomach growl and realized she never really ate today because they had gotten into a fight over breakfast so she smiled over at Thomas.  “Can you go see if Geoff can get me something to eat, I need more than that muffin I never ate?”  Miranda said with a wink to Thomas.   Thomas stood up and kissed her cheek and smiled, “Anything for her highness.”  Thomas said with a laugh as he left the room.<br/><br/>Miranda picked up her journal to write a few things in there that she had just remembered and that was when she saw the note that he had left in her journal.  She started to tear a little and reached for her phone sending Brettly a message, ‘I’m sorry and I miss you will you please come home.’ Then she hit send hoping he would come home.  Not that she didn’t want Thomas to be there, but she actual missed her husband.