He hadn’t said anything and that made her even more nervous. Had she crossed a line she shouldn’t have? He was the one who had put this before her. Would he make her chose? Force her into an instant decision? The shaking grew, her arms lowering to her lap so she could not show as much of it with her hands. Jaw clenching she tried to throw it all out. Do not show weakness, not here. Looking up and into his eyes the conviction she held wavered at his words.<br/><br/>Vampire slayers actually wanted it? The more she listened the more she understood what he meant. The honor bestowed on one was no honor at all and death was a release from torment. The vampires had a unique way of handling things and she was not a fan of it. Why had he made her do that? Why had she killed that one in the first place? In a way she felt like what would have happened to her would have probably been more merciful. Eternity as something like him. The fact he’d tried to make it seem more desirable made it worse. She did not seem to have any options until his last words tugged at a hair strand of hope.<br/><br/>Her lips parted momentarily. He would do that? A slow frown touched her features but it did not remain long. He was a vampire and he was offering her an ultimatum. Was it because he felt some guilt for what had happened and this was him making it up to her? Would he even really care like that? “You would? Why would you do that? I thought we humans were pretty much food and nothing more.”<br/><br/>She was still trembling but not as badly. She could slowly stop her body but her heart refused to listen. The smell of the steak wafted up at her, the food probably already cold by then but it still smelled amazing. Her own hunger unfortunately was sated by nerves. She could not eat, not until she was certain. Right then she didn’t care if it was a line she crossed with her questions. She wanted his word.