Lukas waited for Angelica to respond, even though it had only taken a few moments, to him it had felt almost like hours. All kinds of scenarios spun around his mind.<span style="font-style: italic">'What if she doesn't want to move or she leaves you or what you going to do'</span>was some of the things that rushed through his mind, making him feel very vulnerable and insecure. Then Angie replied, and told him she was okay with it, but something felt like she was still unsure. He wanted to ask if she was really okay with it, but before he got a chance she had continued with her reply. Lukas looked at her when she asked about a space for a garden, and he thought that it was a really good idea.<br/>"Sure a garden would be really great, I think" He replied to her, he couldn't understand when she felt a little shy about asking about it. Anything she felt would help her stay sober then Lukas was behind it 100%. All he wanted was for his wife to be happy, and to have the good without the lingering bad to follow.<br/><br/>He was taken aback by the question of a baby. Lukas thought about it, and as much as he would love to have a child, he wanted to raise a child in a healthy environment. There current situation was anything but, he didn't want to dismiss it though so thought hard about what to say, and how to say it.<br/>"Angie, let's take this slow, I would love to have a child but..." Lukas began "...This is not healthy for a child to be living in, so, once you're sober, and stay that way then we can start to think about it" He fell silent, thinking about whether this was actually a good idea or not, but there was nothing he could do about it now.<br/><br/>"So, where would you like to look?" Lukas asked, trying to break the awkward silence he felt filled the air. There was more than just deciding to move, they would have to be realistic in what they could afford, and if it was going to be a drastic move, he would have to look for work in the new area, so he could support them. The one thing he never wanted was to become a burden on his wife, or anyone else. Even though he had only ever worked demeaning jobs, it was money in the house and food on the table. He sighed, where to begin he had no clue, but Lukas knew he had to make this work. Sitting there, looking at Angie, her most innocent form, he couldn't help but fall for her all over again, there was just something so alluring about her. Lukas loved his wife more than anything else in existence, and he couldn't help but want to help her.<br/>"I love you Angie, don't ever forget that" He said, with the softest, caring tone he could manage. He needed like he had to remind her of it, in case she had forgotten it. When he married her, he'd taken his vows, and being a man of his word he couldn't ever take them back. No matter what life threw at them... Lukas doubted he would ever leave her.