“You’ll never love me I know it.” He spoke turning away from her “You’ve had to save me twice.  Meaning I’ve killed my chances.” He gently cried to himself he was so upset. His entire life he had been missing something. Then he had found Uriel and it had all gotten better. But now, he felt like she was slipping out of his grip. Ryan wished she felt the way he felt for her, but how could she. She’d seen him dying of cancer and beaten to a pulp. No women from earth could love that let alone an angel from space. She was so attractive too. “I’m sorry…  you probably have someone your interested that isn’t me. You should court them and I’ll just have to find a way to get over.”