Matthew looked at him and wondered who he was talking to. Looking at him and nodded his head as the man was honest. Special pain killer? Tecca was on it. What was it? Listening to him speak. He smiled a bit. "Take it in my spirit form. I understand." He said softly. He wasn't certain he would remember anything. It didn't seem likely due to the brain injury and amount of pain he had suffered from the encounters with the shelves. He just had this sinking feeling he wouldn't remember everything. He desperately was mentally clinging to his memory of Viola. He just knew something bad was going to come of this coma. He couldn't shake the feeling no matter how hard he tried. He bit his lip. "I don't think he was trying to. I'm certain he would have succeeded if that had been his intention. I'm a fighter. I didn't want to die. So I was fighting to stay awake even as I passed out. I was fighting to wake up. I was fighting to stay breathing despite my lungs not doing it for me anymore."<br/><br/>He fell silent for a moment. "He'll do it again if I stay away. I can't stay away. It is too dangerous." He said softly. "Its my fault for not being good enough. For not coming home like I was supposed to do. I brought it on myself." He was repeating the words his mother had screeched at him since he was little. His hands clawing at his arms in his ghostly form. Trying to cut them without cutting them. The pain was strong and he always hurt himself when it got that way. He jerked his hands away from himself and wrapped them around Viola.<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">His grandmother looked at Jin. "Viola is a sweet girl. She is the best thing that has ever happened to Matthew. I believe she is why he is fighting to live so hard this time. I'm certain...if he didn't have her...that raven winged man would have my grandson in his grasp." She said it sadly. "I am glad you will protect him. Perhaps you can be more of a male role model for him then he has had from his own father." She shook her head. "It amazes me that Matthew is nothing like him with what he has been through." She spoke softly. "Don't let it lead back to my poor baby. I wish... I wish Matthew wasn't afraid to be with people who care about him. I just know from what I have seen of you and Tecca that you would be good family to my boy Matthew." She sighed a bit. "Do what you need to to my son. I disowned him for the most part when he started beating matthew when he said no at a year old. The only family I love is little Matthew. My own son is why I'm a ghost you know. I defended Matthew and my sons fist caused me a fatal heart attack." She whispered the words.</span><br/><br/>Matthew held her tighter to him as she sobbed and cried harder.  Looking at her and biting his lower lip. he bit his lower lip harder. Afraid she wasn't alright. "I just want you to not be so torn up over me. I just want to see you smile again. I hate that I'm the cause of your pain." He said sadly. Laying his haand on her lap and laid his head on her shoulder. Looking at Jin as he spoke. Would he really be alright? He didn't think so. He didn't think that his father was going to leave him alone. The next time might send him into his grave. What if he forgot all of them? What if...what if he didn't remember Viola? That would crush him. He bit his lower lip.<br/><br/><span style="font-weight: bold">The doctor walked in and looked at the two people in the room. "Would the one known as Miss Skyler please follow me outside the room? You may come as well sir. If you wish. I need to discuss the patient with his fiance." he said with a grim expression on his face.  "I'm assuming you young lady are Miss Skyler?" He said. "I would rather the patient not hear this. It is quite possible he can still hear what I need to discuss with you."</span>