Ryan suddenly broke out in a cold sweat. “Ureil honey can we leave… I have a phobia of hospitals.” His heart was racing in his chest and his breathe was coming in short quick rasps. He turned to her his eyes full of fear. “Please Ureil,” He spoke snuggling closer.  Being in this place, brought back flash backs of his sister dying in hospital. The source of his phobia was her dying in a place much like this.   Ryan tried to fight the flash backs but couldn’t help it. Each one more painful than the last. the flash backs then turned into halusanations of his sister blaming him for her pain. Blaming him for he dying, he hated it but there was nothing he could do. He couldn’t breath his chest was so tight. Not only did it bring fear with each flash back but guilt as well.<br/>“I can…can’t breathe Urie…Uriel.” He knew it was a panic attack but that didn’t mean he couldn’t tell her she needed help. His head became lighter by the second as his lungs struggled for air. The smell of the hospital filled his nose making the phobia more powerful. He looked at Uriel with fear filled eyes. “Pl…please…” the phobia was combining with his depression to making him fall into an emtional wreck. He began looking for some way to end his pain, okay so it would reveal his emtional state to his new girlfreind but he didn't care. Once agian his veins began to pulsate with light, he still ddidn't have a clue what it meant.