<span style="font-style: italic">"So you decided that it was okay to just claim me as a mate when I had little to no idea about my wolf side?" </span>A growl escaped codyâ€™s lips reiterating the irritated shaking of the head that Selena seemed to be doing. Her hands ripped out of his and she stood up, and walked a little bits of ways away from him. The blow was almost as if she had taken her hand and literally slapped him across the face. Internally the distance between them made him feel the same. His head fell onto the soft bed and he watched as she turned around to look at him.<span style="font-style: italic"> "What does this bond entail? I donâ€™t want any surprises like the one where I canâ€™t leave your territory." </span>Again she threw an internal blow at him and all he could do was wince. Every word, and every passing moment was like a slap. The very eyes that looked at him were no longer herâ€™s but her wolfâ€™s which meant she was utterly, and unchangeably pissed at him. That right there brought a lump into his stomach and he felt sick for a minute.<span style="font-style: italic">"After you tell me all the details I may help you." </span>He heaved a long sigh but still his stomach deepened with sickness and watched as she averted her eyes to the window. The words should of made him feel relieved but it seemed they were taking the opposite effect on him. It was just deepening the dark feelings of pain inside him.<span style="font-style: italic"> "I probably will anyway. I donâ€™t want to put anyone in the same situation where I was years ago." </span>That was the final straw.<br/><br/>Without a second to waste he ran to the bathroom and threw up. The fact that she was expecting him to answer everything about the bond was understandable but every mate bond is different in its own way, and the fact that the bond was not done because of love, but rather wellâ€¦maybe it was love of some kind because of it wasnâ€™t then the bond would have backfired on him. He heaved a sigh. This mess was made because of him but she had to know that it was to protect her, and help her. Everything she could possibly give him didnâ€™t matter all he wanted was just acceptance and the knowledge that he had helped her. The fact that they had a mate bondâ€¦yes complicated thingsâ€¦but it in the end stabilized the pack. At stabilized it better than it use to be.<br/><br/>He exited the bathroom making sure to brush his teeth. She was still right where she was only moments ago. "I canâ€™t tell you everything of the bond. I only know the mechanics of the bond. Meaning what to do when this bond is formed. I donâ€™t know the effects it will have on youâ€¦but I know one thing that this bond means we are united spiritually, and emotionally. I â€¦.I canâ€™t read your mind or anythingâ€¦but I can sense sometimes whatâ€™s going through your head. Iâ€™ll try not to stipulate you as muchâ€¦ Also there are things you know that I donâ€™t especially with memory and such. Understand this is my first mate bond soâ€¦" He shoved a hand through his hair trying to disregard the feeling that there was danger somewhere. " We need to work through this to find your â€¦well new pack member." His feet crumbled to the ground. "The first way to start is to at least be linked by hands. Normally wolves would just nuzzle each other but hands work just as well." He heaved a sigh.