Sepiroth blinks and looks up, a little startled. “I find it very hard to eat.. and my father doesn't like me eating much..” he picks at the food. “..because I'll get fat.” he says quietly as he forces some food into his mouth and chews it slowly before swallowing and cringing as though in pain. “I know.. and I do feel bad about it..” he says softly, tensing as the doctor walks in. he says nothing and keeps his eyes on the food, he get's up with uncertainty in case he needs to leave.<br/><br/>Sepiroth looks out the window thoughtfully, flinching suddenly. He places his food down and he can just about hear Shawn and the doctor talking. Now and then Sepiroth will glance at Shawn and smile shyly at him, trying not to show how awkward he feels. Sephy never was very good around doctors.<br/><br/>Sepiroth says softly. “I'll give you some privacy, Shawn..I'll be right outside.” he says as the doctor moves to examine him. Sepiroth quickly walks out the room and shuts the door behind him. He leans against the wall and lowers his head thoughtfully, causing his bangs to frame his face even more. 'useless.. I'm useless, what good can I really do?' he thinks to himself as he traces the scar around his throat. He takes a deep breath and lifts his head back up. 'no, I can't think like this. Shawn's counting on me and I cannot let him down!' he looks startled when he hears the doctor shout and watches Ann rush in. he bites his lip in worry.<br/><br/>Sepiroth waits and watches as the doctor walks out, he hesitates looking as though he's about to say something. But in the end he stays silent, he peeks in and notices Ann being busy and Shawn looking scared. Sepiroth walks away and decides to buy him something that he thinks might help, even though he's unsure what happened.<br/><br/>He comes back some time later with a cuddly teddy bear, carefully letting himself in. “Shawn?” he asks quietly, his eyes widen a little when he sees Shawn cry. Sepiroth doesn't understand about tears, it's being a long time since he's wept but.. he understands-or thinks he does- about why Shawn's crying. He shuts the door with his foot and walks over, he sits by Shawn and offers the teddy with a gentle. “hey.. it's okay, Shawn.. please don't cry..” Sepiroth gazes at him sadly and hesitates before taking a deep breath and placing his hand on Shawn's. He forces himself to keep calm and try to ignore the feelings and memories. “would you like to talk about it..? or maybe I could.. tell you a story?”