Hope was feeling all euphoric when he thought about his situation over and over. He went from having nothing to living in a penthouse with someone he cared about and from what he could tell someone who cared deeply about him in return. He knew from the events at the graveyard that Alex would protect him to the end. Hope had finally found his knight in shining armor, the one his mother repeatedly told him he would find when the time was right.<br/><br/>He owed Alex his life and he knew he would repay him with endless love, seeing that was the only thing Alex truly wanted from him. Hope couldn't understand how Alex thought that he wasn't worth it and that his feelings would abruptly end. Hope was somewhat offended by the notion, that his love and dedication didn't prove itself worthy. He kept these feelings to himself because he knew that Alex wouldn't like the sound of them. Hope perked up when he heard Alex saying that he didn't mind smiling. He puffed out his chest as Alex continued speaking, being negative like his usual fancy man self. "Stop right there." He said firmly shaking his head.<br/><br/>Hope pressed himself against Alex bending his head back against the chair. He kissed him roughly this time even lightly nibbling Alex's bottom lip playfully. Hope allowed this kiss to seem like it would never end but as it finally expired he sighed. "I could never get tired of your smiles. I will miss them but I think I can always bring out a smile out of you. That is what happens when you care for someone. So stop thinking I am going to stop loving you Alex. It won't happen. I don't care what you think or believe. I have finally found you and I won't ever lose you. I hope I can prove this to you someday and you won't ever have a single worry about it again."<br/><br/>Hope ran his fingers delicately up and down the crevices of Alex's neck as he let the idea of traveling with Alex flourish through his mind. Hope tilted his head cutely when he heard him propose an idea of his, and coming from him Hope knew it would be one to toss out all his worries and concerns. Hope felt the caressing of his ass and it was still sending his veins to an erratic beating and pounding. Hope nodded his head when he heard Alex say he would work with him to get his GED and teach him as they went. That he would be a great assistant no matter what. "Alright fancy man, what ever you say." Hope let out with a tiny giggle.<br/><br/>Hope felt a hardening in Alex's lap and knew what was exactly going on. It was a feeling he rarely felt but he was fully aware. Hope blushed a deep magenta when Alex made the comment that if he didn't stop squirming that he would find out. "I-I'm sorry. I am just not used to being touched there without pain involved. I have never felt good from it." Hope thought about the words more in depth and couldn't help but ask himself if he was ready for it like Alex said.<br/><br/>Hope trusted Alex and he had never had that before so knew if that is what it came to he would open himself up to him. "Besides you might not want me that way, remember I am damaged goods." Hope stated at a whisper before they went right back to the kissing. "Well I haven't been like this with anyone, its all so new to me. I will definitely ruin it before you ever could." Hope said with a sweet and innocent smile. He wasn't trying to out negative him or rain on his parade but being honest and genuine.<br/><br/>Hope's stomach started softly grumbling as he thought about food, all of the stress and medicine did a toll on him and he needed some nourishment. "Really?! That's awesome. I love me some egg rolls." Hope said with that childlike giggle that was very much infectious. "That and fortune cookies. I love reading those things. Some are quite funny." Hope watched him reach over and pressed a speaker box that he had around the house in various places. Hope looked down when he heard Alex gasp at his shirtless chest and wiggled more feeling somewhat self conscious. He wasn't quite sure if it was a good gasp or a bad one.<br/><br/>Hope noticed that Alex was examining his body closely and couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking in that marvelous mind of his. Hope sighed when he noticed his eyes dart to his cigarette burn scars and said softly. "I blocked out most of the memory. All the painful stuff wasn't something I wanted to remember." Hope wanted to be honest with him and if Alex wanted to ask about it he would try to remember for him. Hope smirked when he heard him say that all he had to move was one hand and press a button. As Alex started talking to Jamie he couldn't help but lean in and whisper in his ear. "Nope even moving one hand is too much. I was very content fancy man."<br/><br/>Hope giggled as he heard him say that he could have anything he wanted. He was about to tell Jamie what he wanted when he heard Alex murmur that he was particularly beautiful. He gasped in a slight high pitch as he felt kisses applied to his chest. It was very distracting considering that he needed to place his order without sounding occupied in something. "Sesame chicken with two egg rolls please." He blurted out as he felt himself stir inside of his pants. The zipper felt as if it was cutting into his member as he seemed to be losing room in his jeans.<br/><br/>Once Jamie acknowledged their order he signed off and said it would be there asap. Hope giggled as he knew Jamie couldn't hear any longer. "That wasn't very fair mister fancy man. Trying to place an order to a man we see daily and you were purposely trying to get me to moan or something." Hope was still red in the face as he pressed himself in Alex's chest. "Urgh I need out of these jeans, I seem to be out of room in there." Hope nibbled on Alex's neck and growled playfully. "Don't move, I shall be right back in something more comfortable."<br/><br/>Hope then darted in the blink of an eye to their bedroom and pulled out his silk pair of sleeping pants. Hope stripped out of his jeans and even his underwear and slipped the thin layer on. When he was still away from Alex he rearranged his bulge, trying to make it less visible but it really wasn't working. It tented out the front of his pants quite evidently. Hope walked back to Alex and got his spot back, noticing that it was still pre warmed from their body heat. "See that didn't take too long, and now I am much better. Well to say the least." He said with a cute chuckle.<br/><br/>Hope wrapped his arms around Alex's neck as he played with the back of his hair lovingly. Hope kissed him once more and put all feeling and emotion into it. As the kiss went on he willingly opened his mouth instantly feeling Alex's tongue enter his mouth as it did at the graveyard. Hope let out a soft moan as he slid his tongue down Alex's savoring his unique taste. "Just saying, I am not allowed to get up when Jamie arrives, I am kinda in an impaired state right now." He laughed as he referred to his erection pushing out the front of his silk pants.