Thaal allowed his body to fall back on the couch before Evelyn could see him standing. He took a sip of water and let out a relieved sigh. Thaal leaned forward, his body in so much pain from standing that he could no longer take it. He felt his emotions going out of control, and his body broken down. Thaal tried to fight it, but the combination of the two caused Thaal to shed a single tear from each of his sad eyes. He felt that after he healed his time with Evelyn would come to an end. The pain from his body was greater than anything he had ever felt. He held back anymore tears, but he felt pathetic and lowly. Thaal took a bite of the eggs and flopped down on his side after he had finished chewing. He looked directly in front of him, his eyes focused on no single thing. He felt that he would be alone in the world. He could feel nothing but loneliness and despair. Even if he could be with Evelyn he was sure that his father would turn him into some type of deformed creature that was to be tortured for the rest of his days. But if he were to return to home to his many arranged marriages that would only cause him to miss Evelyn. Thaal tried to clear his mind but he could not.