Lilith frowned slightly. "I can't have those. Master said that I musnt ever do that. He will be furious." She whimpered. She sat up and looked away from him. "This is no good, Nikolai. He will kill you and torture me for what has happened here." She said, becoming very worried.<br/><br/>Lilith turned back to look at him and put her finger to his lips. "Do not say those things. You must push your feelings away if you want to live. Master will not stand for this, and he will make me like him so that he can use even more drastic measures to torture me. If he finds out that you feel that way he will bind you and watch you burn." She said and tears fell down her face. She moved her hand to his cheek. "I don't want you to die. I couldn't stand it. It seems that you have made me feel the impossible towards a vampire, but I cannot act on my feelings, Nikolai. I want to believe me but it will make you have to leave your life and always look over your shoulder." She whispered. Then she paused when he said that she would not go back to her master. "You want to run? You want to have to leave your life? What about your job? Where would we go?" She asked him worried. She closed her eyes as he kissed her neck and let out a soft sigh of relief. She wrapped her arms around his neck and snaked her fingers into his hair. "Are you sure that i am worth that, Nikolai?" She asked him.