Loretta was set on her feet as she was close to were Konrad and the rest of the pack were. She looked at Konrad with an expression of apprehension and reluctance. Was he really going to make her kill the poor hare? Especially while it couldn't escape, being tied down like it was. The girl felt sick to her stomach instantly. Her parents had always killed what few animals they ate... they rarely ate meat... perhaps once or twice a year. How could the alpha be so cold as you ask her of such a thing like this? It was wrong and disgusting. The sight of the blood already on the axe nearly made her faint or throw up right there.<span style="font-style: italic">â€œYouâ€™re stating to displease me. Rushing off after a meal, without so much as a thank you for even being generous enough to save you some food? Das ist ziemlich unhÃ¶flich. Such rudeness will not be tolerated in this pack, MÃ¤dchen, do I make myself clear?â€</span>"I meant no rudeness in the least, alpha." The girl replied. "I'm very grateful that you had save me some of the meat. I've had so much on my mind, I had just wanted some time to myself to think is all. Forgive me for seeming ungrateful towards you."<br/><br/>Her eyes went from the alpha to the hare and she didn't make any move towards it. The eyes of the terrified animal glinted and met Loretta's gaze. In it she could see the fear it felt. It was practically begging for help, to be saved and set free. The girl felt as if she was the hare. She was trapped among predators that no doubt were still hungry for her bloodshed, tied down by the restrictions of the alpha and his harsh actions. Even after what had happened last night, he seemed to still dislike her. Loretta, like the rabbit, wanted her freedom, but was trapped and helpless to escape. The reflection in the tiny creature's eyes, it's struggling and shaking helplessly while it tried to escape... she couldn't bring herself to kill it.<br/><br/>She had moved barely a step towards it when Loretta drew back again. "I can't." She whispered fearfully. "I can't, I can't bring myself to kill another living creature. I won't!" She had tears streaking down her face as she stumbled back away from the hare, shaking her head. Her voice was shaky and terrified. She couldn't stand the though of being forced to do such a horrible deed. "I don't care if you don't let me have any of the meat meant for your pack. Just please don't make me kill it." Her voice was begging, her whole body shaking. "I'd rather starve than be forced to kill a harmless little animal." Somewhere in her heart she knew that Konrad wouldn't let her off that easily. He wanted this from her, and her resistance would be thought as disobedience. He wouldn't let her just back out. Perhaps he'd kill her now and just get this torture over with already. Loretta honestly wished that would happen, wished she could just die already and get it over with instead of having to go through this.