Ryan couldn’t breathe really, his chest hurt so much. He couldn’t feel the collar anymore so assumed he must be dead. The world was fading away, getting smaller, he must be dying. He didn’t care all earth was to him was bad memories and pain. “I’m sorry Uriel,” he spoke out to himself, well he thought he didn’t realize his ‘hallucination’ was a real person. “I… I can’t hold on any longer…” He noticed his blood leaking out was glowing. It always had he assumed it was just some weird genetic mutation.  Now he realize it was because he was half Alien. “I’m sorry… breathing its just too hard… and I wanted to be your one so badly.” He sighed and lay there, he had nearly bleed out. He closed his eyes, but if he was dying why was he in so much. Pain was going through his whole body. His glowing blood seemed to be pulsating now it was getting close to Uriel, what that meant he didn’t know. Ryan sighed out and coughed, he didn’t want to die but life was getting so hard. “Why… why does it hurt in heaven…” He asked.