Neo heard her whole explanation of how she felt about being subjected to sexual objectification from the bondage play that, in his view, had gone horribly wrong. He sighed on how he did the act in hindsight, exasperated that he misjudged the whole thing due to his vulgar, or even barbaric view of sexual relationships. Perhaps, he thought to himself, that the decades-old lack of romantic relationships has eroded his judgement about women. He was aware that he was a horrible example of human being right from the start, but what he did earlier was something he didn't want to happen. And, as such, he was legitimately guilty for what he did, something which rarely happens to him.<br/><br/>"Lexi, can I explain mahself righ' now? Just gimme yo' ears, ba'e." He said, speaking from the front of the door. "First of all, I'm aware dat I'm an asshole, a'right? I ain't changin' that anytime. But what happened back there in tha' sto' ain't no plan in mah part, fo' you to just puke on the floor afta' I cum, ya' know? I was too excited, I gotta admit. It was stupid of me, I'm sorry. A'right?"<br/><br/>He then went on and said, itching his head. "And please, don't think that after e'erythin' dat happened in these two days, I'm gonna treat ya' like a fucktoy or sumthin'. I don't like fucktoys 'cause they don't react like real women, and I'd rather use my dick skinners than to use a blow-up doll, a'righ'? You might hate me fo' sayin' this, but the reason why I brought ya' near the glass windows for that blowjob that got fucked up by me is fo' ya' to get da thrills, 'kay? But I shouldn't have put all of mah dick inside yo' mouth in one go if I knew dat it'll make you puke yo' guts out, so ya' can blame dat on me. I fucked the whole thing up, I'm sorry."<br/><br/>But Neo was unsatisfied with his explanation and apology. He knew to himself that he was simply justifying himself to Lexi, and it even sounded insincere to himself. He can taste his own throat get sour out of the bleakness he felt during that time and, although he was always used to being the jerk to other people, he certainly didn't stand that something good turned bad due to things he didn't want to happen.<br/><br/>And so, he sighed deeply and said in his native British accent, "Lexi, I'm really sorry. I am. You can call Sid right now, you can do anything to me right now, but please don't think that you were nothing to me. I might not love you but I certainly respect you for putting up with the attitude that other people can't stand right now. Just, please... I'm sorry, alright?"<br/><br/>"Neo-san?" Someone called from behind him. The voice was certainly Yukina, from the girlishness of the tone.<br/><br/>He then turned his neck to look behind him, and he saw the Japanese lady standing eagerly, although damp due to the rain outside, signifying that she went to Lexi's apartment without covering her head.<br/><br/>"...What are you doing here?" Neo asked Yukina, still on his native accent.<br/><br/>"I just cannot let you be alone with saying sorry to her." She said. "Onii-chan did not want me to go, but this is something serious that I cannot just let be."<br/><br/>He sighed deeply again, slightly scoffing but he was sure to himself that he can't stop he from doing what she wanted, just like how she and Rattus won't stop him from his usual attitude.