<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;"><span style="color: #FF0000">Major Tom ‘TT’ Theophilus Peters</span></span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1343.photobucket.com/albums/o793/Galvin_Fugazi/0b1c5703-1ec6-4951-9974-ee41ec21aa28_zps54ccd4dc.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: justify;">Tom's face couldn't hide the short flash of resignation when Karra said that she always considered the risks worth it. Karra's problems run deeper and so far he had not told her, but maybe he had too.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"Karra, you know that I love you, but so far I have never shown you how much I really love you. Because I can't. If I would open my heart fully to you it would break me, if you would do what you obviously can't avoid to do - search for risks and kill yourself one day with it. It is one of the reason why I am so happy that Tania is a part now of our love. Not because I love her as much as I love you, but because if you really kill yourself one day by your own stupidity we have each other to find a way to cope with the loss."</span><br/><br/>Tom brought his face close to Karra as his next words were not intended for someone else.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"Sam Johnson may have a hero complex, but Karra Micheals has a martyr complex. You want to go down in a blaze of glory as you wish to be sung of at the nightly fires. You get high by the imagination that you would die as a hero for the right thing. It is in your head and damn it is so strong that you miss some crucial points. The medieval times were people had turned heroes by dying are gone. How many heroes do you know of the past years? And how many unaccounted deaths have been at the same time? And even in medieval times, do you think the ones left behind have sung the praise too? Or did they cry bitter tears wishing their lovers, parents, friends back? I have no idea how we can set your head straight again. And how we can keep you safe from yourself. As much as I enjoyed the fun we had in the cockpit, Karra. Would you have ever said stop? Or was the constant increase in pain driving you higher? I guess it is the same with your decision making: The riskier the more it turns you on. Did you ever wonder why people don't follow you willingly, Karra? Because they believe you are looking for your death. Damn, Karra. I love you and I need you. But I have no idea how I can keep you alive."</span></div>