"You know I been under a lot of stress Anax after all what would you expect when I am hunting a witch that killed my family. " he said to her He grabbed hand and pushed it down He closed his eyes "You know we are not promited to have any type of relationships with in or out of the order. All it does is get in the way of our duties." he said to her. He heard what she said about the witch "I haven't come across anyone." He let out a smirk "The numbers are losing there touch if they let one get away." He moved away from her "Anax why do you hunt? Why do you blindly follow the higher ups, thinking about it the witches we hunt... they have normal lives and don't want to be bother. Father told me that it used to be a guardians for those that had no power and couldn't defend themselves against the dark power." he said to her he couldn't but help think of that Victoria said about him having his healing powers and that it made him one of them. His hand balls up into a fist as the flash of those that killed his family "What do you know about me? " he asked her wondering if she knew anything about his powers of healing during his drinking stage even though he was young he still drank the 'holy wine' to try to get ride of the cries of people he watch die and that he killed but Anaxandra was always the one that would be at his side helping him with his drink stage as well as staying by his side thought the nightmares. Yet he couldn't feel anything for her for some reasons at least not the same way what she feels about him, then again he had seal that part of his heart away Junta and Victoria was just another way to make amends, to tone what he did to families to the true innocence. He refuse to love anyone because of the fact he didn't want to get hurt like that night ever again.<br/>-----------------------<br/>Junta looked at her "I may still be young but Rayne wouldn't have saved you if he didn't think you was completely good. We all have things we regrate like me I know I am still young but I can't forgive myself for letting them take my mother away and I didn't do anything to stop them all I did was hide. Mother said that is true but what make us strong is not over coming the fear it self but us knowing it there, accepting it and moving on. Darkness doesn't hold us back we do because we let fear of the darkness control us, maybe if we accept that there is fear of the dark we can move on and finally you can be happy. You said there is a light in your cave then you can move forward because you still have hope. That and well.... if you where dark like you  claim to be then you wouldn't have any since of honor you would see Rayne as an enemy and try to kill him. yet you haven't" she said to her