Miranda didn’t understand why Thomas was just letting the whole thing drop.  Everything that happened was because of something she had done and how could he think that she was not suppose to blame herself.  What did he think he deserved?  It sure as hell was not spending time in jail for something that she could have stopped.<br/><br/>Miranda was trying to just get the food finished and Thomas was not letting it drop and even after she gave him his food he still would not stop.  She was not trying to suppress everything or forget everything, but what was the point of doing anything because it would not change what had happened.<br/><br/>Thomas wanted Miranda to yell she could do that because she did have a lot of pent up anger and when she came up here all she seemed to do it lock it away.  “What the hell do you want me to say Tom, what.”  Miranda yelled and threw the glass of milk she had in her hand.  “Richard is dead, and I am alive and that pain is over.  The only pain left is I still don’t know who I am.”<br/><br/>Miranda walked over and sat on the floor and started to pick up the glass shards off of the floor.  “What good is it going to do to put you in jail?  Nothing, that’s the good it will do,” Miranda stated.  “Thomas there is still a part of me that loves you and I want nothing more to have that affair, but then there is another part of me that knows that feeling is gone.”<br/><br/>Miranda stood up with the glass shards and then went and threw them away in the trash.  “I came here to get away from everything so I could find myself; I couldn’t find myself at home because everyone treated me like I was a fragile doll and the one thing I remembered was not talking to me, so excuse me if I have better things to call the cops.”<br/><br/>Miranda walked up to Thomas and looked into his eyes, “To be honest I was enjoying what we were doing and I am sorry that I remembered Richard, because I happen to like it rough.”  Miranda pressed herself up against Thomas and placed a kiss on her finger and then placed it on Thomas lips, “We could have a affair, we are here all alone and no one would know about anything.”<br/><br/>Miranda could not help herself as she placed as kiss against Thomas lips, new Miranda was in control at the moment.  It had been awhile since she took her medication and so her memories were getting spotty again.   “Come on Thomas, if you don’t want me, get out and let me get on with my holiday.”