Manny never thought he would have this with Michele again and he loved every minute of it.  There were many times when they would cook together in the little kitchen that this place did have until he remodeled everything.  Manny used to burn everything when he tried to cook, but he had to laugh at her when she mentioned take out.  “Come on I would have to eat at other people’s houses. Not just take out.”<br/><br/>Manny turned around so he could finish up the food, but would not allow her to leave his side.  With everything going on today he just wanted her close to him, it just brought up thoughts of everything that could go wrong.  “I love you Mickey, I hope you know that.”  Manny said as he finished up the food and turned off the stove.<br/><br/>Manny placed his arms around Mickey and held her close and tight to his chest and sighed a little, “Mickey you know more than anyone how bad I want to get out.”  Manny said as he continued to hold her, “I don’t want to be in jail, or worse dead and I figure that is where I am going to end up.”  Manny was terrified that he was going to lose Mickey or that Mickey was going to lose him.