"we humans strive for love forever but very rarely find it I always wanted it... would... would Uriel be interested in me?" Ryan asked dreading the answer. He wanted her so badly but what if she didn't want him? could Ryan deal with rejection on top of everything else? He had always dreamed of love for ever. He had his sister had often joked about it. Both their mother and their father had been imprisoned for attempting to get too much food for their family. Now Jessica was dead and he couldn't do anything about it.<br/><br/>He looked at the three males hoping to get some sense of what Uriels feelings would be towards him. He hoped to what ever gods existed that she would take him. It would destroy him if she didn't with all his heart Ryan wanted to have her as his wife. It would be the  only thing in his life worth while. Nothing else mattered now only Uriel falling in love with him.