(that's good.. sometimes I think that people are a little unnerved about my darkness, and okay :] would you like Sephy to take care of Shawn? I don't mind :] )<br/><br/>Sepiroth gazes at his hands thoughtfully, the hands of a son who has killed his own mother. Does someone like him really not deserve everything they get? “..after mother's.. passing I saw what was happening to me as a way of repentance..” he says quietly as he flexes his fingers. “do you really think I don't deserve any of this, even though I've told you everything?” Sepiroth asks quietly with a hint of hope in this voice, he shakes his head. “you have no need to be sorry, as I said..”  Sepiroth groans softly. “damn, I thought I was getting better at hiding my emotions.. not worse..” he smiles weakly. “so.. am I one of the few you'll actually touch?” he asks shyly, thinking of when Shawn clasped his hand. He sighs. “I must admit,I won't let anyone medical touch me if I need examining.. that is rather unwise of me, I suppose..”<br/><br/>Sepiroth nods with a thoughtful look. “I see.. you are lucky, I wish I looked like my mother.. but my face is just a female and softer version of father's, his DNA must have being stronger when I was conceived.”  Sepiroth also tenses when he hears the door go, his shoulder muscles visibly tighten. He relaxes a little when it's Ann. He smiles slightly at her thoughtfulness of bringing food for both of them, but he knows he won't eat his.. and he'll have to find a way to hide that fact from the kindly nurse. He tilts his head when she tells Shawn he has a visitor, he clears his throat and asks Shawn gently. “would you like me to stay with you when the visitor comes?”<br/><br/>Sepiroth tilts his head a little. “no one can be the best at EVERYTHING, since everybody has their own unique talents and things.” he smiles. “I bet that you've got things you'll be the be the best at to.. and even if you don't think you are, as long as you enjoy them.. that is what counts..” concern flashes across Serpiroth's face as Shawn looks intently at nothing as though in thought. Sepiroth chews his lip slightly, unsure if he should interrupt Shawn while he seems to be thinking.  He looks carefully at Shawn as he tries to guess what he's thinking about, Sepiroth's stomach sinks as he wonders if something like what he went through came very close to happening to Shawn.<br/><br/>Sepiroth listens to the hospital sounds and suppresses a shiver that creeps down his spine, he nods his head slowly at Shawn's words. “yes, I personally think so.” he says softly so he can't be over heard. “of course I could be wrong but.. I do not think I am.” he says as he shuts his eyes for a few seconds, when he opens them he sees Shawn cringe. “are you okay, Shawn?”