Astonished at the control that her room mate had over his emotions, Hannah nearly cried right there on the spot. He wasn't wanted either by his parents. His parents must not have only hated him but actually loathed  him. At least she always had every material thing that she needed even tho her parents never did say that they loved her or gave her praise in any way or form. She knew that he was right to be hurt.<br/><br/>"I'm sorry for speaking and acting like I did. I should have done it completely different. You acted much better than I and handled the situation with perfect diplomacy. Thank you for point it out. I am still a bit upset.....too upset to eat at the moment. Please excuse me while I finished putting the groceries away so that won't spoil. It wouldn't do to to have groceries spoil and one not have any money to buy more. 6 years to make these groceries last is a long time. Perhaps we can talk more calmly later or tomorrow when I am not so upset."<br/><br/>With that said, Hannah went and got a couple more bags and the rest of the groceries were quietly put away. She began to think about what happened to bring this temper tantrum on. She was not sure why she yelled, let alone raised her voice for she had not done so ever before. But then she had not ever been so angry! She had a lot of thinking to do and sorting out in her brain.<br/><br/>Suddenly out of the blue her cell phone rang with the tone that was set for her mother. She closed her eyes but took the cell out of her pocket.<br/>"Hello, this is Hannah speaking. How are you doing Mother?" Hannah spoke in a calm, dignified voice.<br/>"Yes, I did fire him but what do I need a butler for? I will be studying not having social parties," Pause.<br/>"Yes, mother I know that I did lose my temper and behaved badly. I am sorry for how I acted." Pauses.<br/>"No Mother I do not need a butler but it would be nice to have 1 maid come in 1 time a week to do the majority of the cleaning." pauses.<br/>"I am afraid that James is correct on both accounts and no I won't be here in the morning since I have already missed 2 days of classes." Pauses.<br/>"I can make do with what I have. I have some money and will go out and buy a vacuum cleaner as soon as I get a chance." Pauses.<br/>"I am glad that you feel that way, Mother. I will use the charge card to buy new furniture." Pauses.<br/>"New carpets? Repaint the apartment? Mother, do you really feel that I need to have the apartment repainted and recarpeted?" Pauses.<br/>"Yes, I understand that how the place that I live in reflects my value in life. But why can't I live like a regular middle income class for a change?" A very long pause and Hannah sat down to eat some garlic bread as she listened to her Mother speak.  Her eyes lit up with pleasure. The bread was the best she had ever ate. Normally it was just enough butter on the bread to say it was buttered. Barely was there any garlic on the bread. She next tasted the pasta and it was just out of the world! She kept eating the food in small bites while she listened to her Mother lectured on.<br/>â€œNo mother, I have not looked into bridge clubs or whist or any other clubs. I have just arrived here, remember?  Besides I don't think that I will have time for any social clubs with my dancing and music.â€ another sort pause as Hannah took another bite.<br/>â€œBut Mother I can't take another day off of the school. It is what I am here for, is it not?â€..........<br/>â€œI am not a socialite like Francisca.â€.......â€I won't grow lonely and old with no friends, Mother, just because I don't care for bridge or pinnacle or whist. â€¦.....Yes Mother, we an discuss my socialization when you visit.........I realize that you have a very busy and full schedule........You do not need to make a special trip to find a decorator.......I'll take suggestions and find.........Mother, why should I have a butler when I won't be having a lot of teas or club meetings or any social obligations? I am here to study.......Mother, please try to understand that I want to try to live on my own with a limited income!.....â€ Hannah raise her voice slightly on the phone but was not yelling...........â€<br/>â€œI'm sorry that I raised my voice, Mother. Please forgive me. I am sure that your head is hurting from  all of this discussion.....Yes I'll expect his call. â€¦.....â€ Hannah just looked at the cell phone for a minute then whispered â€œAgain no good by or take care or love you.....You tell Francisca. Robert and William all the time that you love them...why can't you just one time tell me that you love me?â€<br/><br/>Hannah put her fork down and stared into the food for a few minutes. She then looked at her room mate with glistening eyes.<br/><br/>â€œI'm sorry that you had to hear all of that. Please forgive me. I should have gone to my bedroom to talk but the food was calling me.......Sorry......â€