Dustin slowly stopped crying as she sang the lullaby to him. "You have a pretty voice Reni Ren." He said softly. His voice still childlike. He relaxed in her arms. Tears still slowly trickling down his cheeks but they weren't flowing rapidly anymore. He slowly relaxed. Showing her affection. He looked at her. "You don't have cooties...you are special. Cooties are rebelled by your prettiness." He said with a goofy child like smile. He then sat up some. Feeling her soothingly running her hand up and down his back. He smiled. "He likes that." He said softly. He laid his head on her shoulder and just relaxed in his arms. He pulled back and moved his hands to her cheeks. "He wants to do this...touch you. Hold you. Relax against you." He leaned in close. "He wants to make kissy face with you." He whispered and placed his lips on hers. This was the first time they had actually kissed. It was tenative and done by the child him but it was his adult body doing it. He pushed all the love and trust he felt into that one kiss. He pulled back. "Big me is too afraid of touch and stuff to do it. So I did it for him." He said with a warm smile. A real smile. Something Dustin had forgotten how to do. He relaxed in her arms. Holding her close. "Big me is trying to put the snapping part of his mind together again...so when he comes back...he won't cut or try to die." He said softly. "So...guess I be out a while." He said. Pulling free a bit and held her a moment longer. Then just fell back against the grass looking up at the sky.