Cynthia Sat at the table with her friends from the cheerleading squad. She had ordered just plain chicken and rice.  She started eating this when Art left. It reminded her of him, and she found herself missing him a lot lately. She couldn't get him off her mind.  She let out a soft sigh and stabbed at the rice with her chopsticks. Her friends began to notice her depression. "hun are you alright Cynthia?" Sasha asked.  Cynthia just smiles at her and nodded. "Everything is fine. " She replied and got up from the table. "I'll catch you girls later.  I think I am just going to go to the park to write some." She said and grabbed her lunch and bag.  She slowly walked to her car.  Why did it take dating so many jackasses to find out why the relationships never worked for her?  Whenever she was close to Art, her life was calm and perfect. She loved laying with him and having his arms around her as he fell asleep. She shook her head and sighed.  She was truly broken hearted when he left but she tried acting cold so he would leave. That day he left,  she went to her house and locked herself in her room and just cried.  She never realized that she had feelings for him until he wasn't there anymore.  She slides into the driver seat of her car and just punched the horn. She was on stupid for not seeing what was in front of her until he was gone. He promised not to turn off his phone so she could still contact him,  but what if he was seeing someone? What if he didn't want to see her?  These were new questions in her mind now that she had feelings for him and realized it.