Miranda was enjoying the feel of the water on her muscles and the feeling she was having being in Brettly’s arms.  She loved this and was wishing the she could remember all the times they had like this.  Maybe this will start coming back the more she starts to heal.  She had her eyes clothes just relishing in the moment.<br/><br/>“I wish I could remember everything that happened.”  Miranda sighed, which she had been doing a lot of lately.  “The last thing I can remember was your mother’s funeral.”  Miranda finally admitted to Brettly how far back things go.   “I know you don’t want to talk to me about what happened to me.  That means it must have been bad.  I am not sure if I want to ever know about that.”  She said as she continued to run her fingers across his thigh.  “But can we talk about after your mothers’ funeral?  I just remembered I tried to help you with your grief and you continued to push me away and tried to pretend it didn’t bother you, but here you are taking care of me loving me.  I just want to remember how that happened.”  Miranda said trying to hold the tears at bay.<br/><br/>Miranda could not help but giggle a little at his comment about shopping, “I only hate shopping with Gracie.  She takes forever and must try on everything.”  She laughed.   “I imagine shopping with you, we can make it fun.”  She said and turned around and looked him in the eyes, “Maybe you can help me pick out special clothes for me to wear when I am ready.”  Miranda said with a wink.