While Miranda wrote things down she began to wonder how Thomas was feeling about everything.  She knew she always took him for granted that he would be there and sometimes she wondered if he was fair to him.  She had always held feelings for him, even though they never went through and acted upon them, she knew they were still there and she hoped that having to be there for her was not hard on him.  Before everything with Brettly, she had always wondered about Thomas and here she was doing it again.  She loved Brettly and somewhere inside she loved Thomas too.  She knew that if she remembered everything about the last 10 years she would not be having these thoughts.<br/><br/>Miranda could tell that he was not going to talk to her about her pregnancy and she sighed a little.  Did every one think she was that weak that she could not handle the truth.  No one will talk about her attack and no will talk about her pregnancy, it was almost like everyone was trying to avoid the subjects that would be the hardest for her.  As Thomas was leaving to go get their food Miranda mumbled, "I know I was pregnant before this last mission, I found a letter from the doctor telling me to quit and take it easy."  Miranda sighed.  She had not remembered about it until she had just read it in the journal, Brettly must not have seen it.  Apparently she had a few miscarriages and they had decided not to try any more, but Miranda really wanted a baby and wanted to try and surprise Brettly.  She had forgotten everything until she found the note from the doctor, but she knew now that it was never going to happen and when Brettly found out he would probably never speak to her again.  That was actually part of her irritation this morning she just didn't tell anyone.  She just brought it up to Thomas to see if he would talk to her about it.  Apparently everyone was afraid of breaking her again.<br/><br/>She smiled a little as Thomas brought back the dinner and could not help but laugh a little at his comment, "Yeah I over heard Bre talking to Geoff about how I need to put on weight.  I wish people would just talk to me, I am not going to break.  At least not anymore than I already am.<br/><br/>She sighed and moved a little when he placed the tray down on the bed and she smiled a little when she heard her phone go off and she grabbed her phone and smiled a little as she read it.  "Looks like you won't have to babysit me too much longer."