He just listened to her as she spoke. Shaking his head. Tragic and beautiful? He wondered about the tragic part. What about him was tragic? Such interesting concepts she had. He shakes his head. "I don't need love anymore cheri. I went down that road one too many times. Each time it ended in misery. I'm hesitant to even try ever again." He says softly. Deserved love? Not according to Jana he didn't. He lay his head on hers. Shivering as her hands went down his stomach. Moaning as she began to stroke his member with her hands. He felt himself hardening beneath the attention her hands were giving him. "Oooo....that feels nice." He moans out. She was making it so hard to stay distant. He merely wrapped his arms around her. "I made a vow to not touch you sexually until the wedding night. I won't prevent you from doing whatever you want to do though." He says in a husky voice.