Auxana wanted to comfort Chrysy, but had no idea how to. She didn't expect Chrysy to be in love with Havoc as well. Maybe it wasn't exactly love but it sure felt that way from all of the sadness that she could sense coming off of Chrysy. White's story received a small nod from Auxana who didn't want to speak elemental again, because Havoc's dad was there. She felt kind of trapped in this situation, but endured it for now. Her thoughts drifted back to Chrysy. White's story had only made her seem human, she was scared so she made a mistake. Granted it was something that was almost unforgivable, but Auxana wanted her to be forgiven. She'd try to calm Havoc down, and maybe make up with Chrysy.<br/><br/>Auxana looked down sadly, she thought that maybe it was impossible to be friends with someone who desired the same person you did. She didn't like that thought, it was almost as bad as the thought that Chrysy was forcing herself to stay with Havoc's dad just for Havoc's sake. Sickness rose up in her stomach. The thought of traveling with someone who clearly thought of you as a waste of space just felt awful. After a while of thought She heard some defiance out of Chrysy it wasn't like she truly understood what was going on, but it felt like Auxana was at least part of the cause. Then Havoc's dad went to throw a hand at Chrysy<br/><br/>Auxana grit her teeth hard. She just needed to let it go, and eventually she'd reach havoc. She didn't owe either of them anything. Her thoughts were screaming for her to take the safe route, to ensure survival. Hatred burned and she found herself standing from her seat 'Sorry white, mommy's going to do something incredibly stupid.' She took a deep breath and clutched her amulet thinking about Chrysy's safety “Auk Nem Sili.”  Her angelic voice rang out again, waiting for the wave of mania. She was already in her signature stance ready to fight. She hoped that Either Chrysy or White would stop her from killing Havoc's dad.<br/><br/>___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________<br/><br/><br/>Norah, couldn't help but choke on her tears listening to Kryban and the priest speak. It was hard to listen to that without getting emotional. This was just a dream, why did it have to be so real? She took a deep breath and stopped herself. She returned to preparing dinner, it was something she could do automatically from years of cooking on her own, though farm food was a bit new. She was lost in thought. Kryban, figured it out well before he was forced to become a vampire, and he still tortured himself for the sake of his kids. Norah smiled as she liked how good of a person Kryban was. On the other hand she disliked his ex-wife even more. A past doesn't define you. That was Norah's mantra, there was so much things in her past that could have dominated her life. She could hate all vampires but she doesn't, hell she could hate men in general but she doesn't. She never let any of that define her and she never let any of that define others.<br/><br/>When Kryban returned, the question of how she should act returned, because obviously she was acting nothing like the person Kryban thought she was. She didn't want to force herself to act any differently, So she decided that she was going to act the way she would if she was married, it was a dream after all, maybe she'd tell him who she really was at the dream's end though she was sure he wouldn't remember. Norah smiled back at him and cooked naturall even without looking at what she was doing, "Just my love for you that makes me smile, i've realized that i can't let everything get to me, it must take a toll on you to always be looking after everyone. And if you are always looking after everyone else, who will look after you?"