Jaron was still sitting at the bar finishing off his 5th drink wondering why Matt had not shown up yet.  This really surprised him by how<br/><br/>impatient Matt was being with all the text messages and couple of missed phone calls Jaron had recieved.  Why did Jaron even care about Matt<br/><br/>he had Aleron now and the things between them seem to be going ok, almost wonderful.  The problem was that Matt almost felt like unfinished<br/><br/>business and jaron did not like that feeling.  Jaron caught himself looking at his phone almost wishing that aleron would text him to see how<br/><br/>it was going or to tell him about how it was with his father.<br/><br/>Jaron could not help it that his vampire charms attracted many people and he discovered this happened to be on of these times when this tall<br/><br/>blond guy seemed to walk up to him and help himself to the seat next to Jaron.  Jaron could not help but look him up and down and smirk at<br/><br/>little at him, "Excuse me, is there something I can do for you?"  Jaron asked rather rudely.  "I was hoping there was something I could do<br/><br/>for you?"  Flirted the blond a little not seeming to be phased by Jaron's rudeness. "Actually I am married, and I am waiting for someone."  Jaron stated and noticed the man still sat there so he turned so he was looking into the man's eyes, "You need to vacate and find something to do."  Jaron said using his complusion powers and the man just moved out of the seat and just disappeared into the crowd.<br/><br/>Jaron was about to send another message to Matt when he heard a voice, "So how many times did you use those powers on me?"  Asked the voice of a man he knew too well.  Jaron could not help but sigh a little, "Not since the beginning."  Jaron was thinking about how he had tried to push Matt away in the beginning and came to discover that his complusion powers did not work very well on Matt. "Well I am glad you showed up, I was beginning to wonder if you would."<br/><br/>Matt took a seat next to Jaron and flagged down the waitress and ordered a beer.  Matt just sat there staring at Jaron trying to think of where everything had gone wrong.  Jaron was staring right back at Matt and he could not help but sigh, "I hope someday you realize that this was not what I wanted, but since the wedding its like the feelings I had for you are gone."  Matt just looked at Jaron in shock, "How can you just throw away 10 years fo feelings away like they were nothing."<br/><br/>Jaron started playing the the liquad in his glass and knew that Matt had a point by his question, "I know that the feelings are still there somewhere, maybe its the stuff they made us drink at the wedding that masked the feelings I had."  Jaron said with a sigh, "Matt, you know how important taking care of my clan has always been to me, and this was the best way to do it."<br/><br/>Matt had finally gotten her beer and took a long swig of it, "So basically I am supposed to just throw 10 years of my life away in the trash and forget about you."  Matt could not take it any more.  Jaron had been the love of his life and he had not cared if he had been a vampire or not, he wanted to be with him.  Matt threw causion into the wind and leaned over and kissed Jaron trying to get him to remember how they felt about each other.  Jaron forgot himself for a few moments and got lost in the kiss running his hands thru Matt's hair.