She looked at corbin "What if....what if I can't accept that fact? The fact that it is the way of your world..... I mean it is pointless.... I just want to disappear...." she said looking up at the sky as she said the last part she didn't want Corbin to protect her to worry all the time especailly if they where together. She didn't know if this was going to happen the rest of her life or what. All she knew is that she could never be alone again could never be just her and her thoughts because she would just end up being someones meal ticket. She closed her eyes she remember trying to end it all but for some reason it always felt like a hand would grab the her wrist with the blade in it and there was pain and it would forced her to drop the blade.