"Still..." her fingers seemed to fidget against each other. She couldn't really believe that she was just a friend.<span style="font-style: italic">I guess friends with benefits is a thing... that's how we started...</span>His next comment gave her a very cute giggle "Whats there to harass about? Your incredible upper body." She teasingly ran her fingers across his chest.  "Your defined Abs." Her finger lightly traced the top off his abs "And your..." she looks down for a moment before exploding into laughter "You should see your face! Its like a freaking tomato!" She smiled widely and got up "And about drugs... I won't do them i swear." That was a lie... well it wouldn't be a lie if she had only done marijuana or any similar non addictive drug, but even unbeknownst to her boyfriend she had stupidly tried some stronger stuff. She hated the fact that she had to lie... but she couldn't tell him... it would just get her arrested. Though deep down she knew he'd find out sooner rather than later.<br/><br/>"If you need cigarettes, there's a pack in my bag... not that i smoke, just a hold over from... him." It had become rather hard for her to say her boyfriends name. Just hearing made her sad so a natural defense was to just never say it. Though in this situation her saddened expression could not be hid when mentioning him. She badly wanted a hug. It could be from basically anyone but she'd prefer a family member. She had this front of being strong and independent. This front of anger that she used to cover up how hurt she was. She took a long breath and corrected her face to her normal neutral smile "Not sure if you'll like the brand... but its better than nothing right?"