Bella tried her hardest to ignore all the horrible things he was saying. Then when he said she was going to die here she felt her heartbreak. "No I won't. I refuse." Bella replied defiantly. She refused to give in, she couldn't give in, not to him. She would just have to learn to be tough and not let her emotions get in the way. But for Bella, that would be easier said that done.<br/><br/>When Lucien put his had on her back she wanted to scream in agony, but she wouldn't let herself, but as he applied pressure she winced. The fact he had been snickering made her feel even worse. She couldn't let him win though. She refused. When he patted her back she winced again, the searing pain shooting through her made her feel physically sick. Before she could do anything to stop it, the pain got to much and she was sick, all over Lucien's trousers. Bella wanted to get up and run away, she knew she'd be in for it now.