It was the wind that made him stop and look around, it was just him and Auxana, he couldn’t comprehend that she could be afraid from what he was doing. In the state he was in, he didn’t have even the slightest idea that what he was doing could be seen as wrong, he felt like he couldn’t do anything wrong. “Huh, what’s wrong? You can’t speak, so I need to see your face, maybe that’ll tell me something.” He made the helmet of the skeletal armor fold back, he now saw the fear in her eyes. “W-what, that’s the same look...“ He started thinking back to the people of Tycroot the day he was banished.<br/><br/>“W-why...“ He looked down and shook his head trying to make sense of what was happening. “Oh my gods...” He saw the blood on his hands and his eyes went wide, then he remembered all he did with incredible clarity. “Oh gods...” He fell to his knees, his hands shaking, a blast of energy went out and all his skeletal creations crumbled, the frog crashed to the ground behind him. The skeletal creatures collapsed and what remained of the human fell to it’s side, the armor on Auxana collapsed to pieces, but the sword stayed, he wanted her to keep the means to kill him, because suddenly his life seemed too horrible to keep.<br/><br/><span style="color: #80FF00">Mallory was there again now, “I told you, I warned you what would happen if you fought. You can’t keep doing this, this is why we’re trying to get to Lubinnia, to have the chance of a normal life.” </span>Havoc felt like complete and utter hell, the worse the episode, the worse the depressive crash. Tears were streaming down his face, he didn’t look anything like the man that stood there before. “I don’t think I can have a normal life, I don’t think I deserve a normal life, I should just die, it’s best for everyone, I don’t even want to be alive anymore.”<br/><br/><span style="color: #80FF00">Mallory frowned and shook her head, “Let her be the judge of that, she’s got the sword and the means to kill you, she saw the worst of you. But you have to promise me, that if she doesn’t kill you, then you have to do your best to stay alive and get to Lubinnia, you have to keep having hope.”</span>Havoc looked at the ground miserably, “Fine, but it doesn’t matter, she’s going to kill me, after seeing all I’ve done, it’s the most logical action.” Havoc was in a dark cloud of depression and everything just looked pointless, hopeless, and that misery was the only possibility.