Keith sat down next to her and put his arm around her, holding her close. "You don't have to love me" He said. His voice was shaking a bit, but he kissed her hair and went on. "It's okay if you don't feel the same way, I can't blame you or get upset about that. I didn't plan on telling you so soon, not until you became more comfortable with me." He stood up and took the helmet out of his bag and handed it to her. He had gotten the helmet when he was a bit younger, it was a full face helmet that would assuredly fit her. "I've been scared and alone all of my life, and not by my own choice. But you were there for me when I needed a friend, despite our slippery start. So, maybe I'm rushing it letting myself fall for you, Alex, but I won't fight how I feel anymore." He nodded to her, kindness in his eyes . "I'm so used to pain, to being alone, to feeling rejected and hated, I'm perfect for you. Use me to learn how to feel and if in the end you don't love me, I won't be mad at you. I don't care how crazy it sounds, I just had to get it off my chest" He finished "You can do anything to me, I can be a punching bag for a time, letting you work it out."