He had indeed decided he was in control again. Hey a god can only give up something like control to anyone for so long. He had pushed himself past what he thought he could do. He loved her enough to do that. Now he was too far into needing this woman to give her any further control. She would have to leave her exploration of his nether regions to another time. For now...the ball was in his court and it wasn't leaving any time sooner. Possibly not for a long while. He slides his finger in and out slowly. Wiggling it around a little bit. He heard her part begging part statement saying of his name. Too bad he was not giving her what they both wanted until she was a bit looser. He didn't wish to hurt her. He adds a second finger while still moving the first in and out. "Not yet Stella...you are not ready." he says in a husky voice that told he was struggling to not just take her here and now. She needed to be ready he wanted her to feel pleasure and as little pain as possible.