Giving the girl a look of total emptiness and disinterest, Shinji eased up the grip of his hands a little. This was the last thing he needed, someone bothering him... A part of him was still afraid of doing it, of such a quick death, but he dismissed that part rather quickly. It was an unnecessary shard of his mind he had no need for.<br/><br/>"Life is futile. It is impossible to find one's place in a society that dismisses and tosses aside everything that does not fit into the norms. And I cannot believe in a god and his greater plan. That's a lie people made up to give a purpose to their lives. Life is futile, and what reason is there to force myself to continue it, when there is nothing but the emptiness, be it in life, or in death?" he replied coldly, staring her straight in the eye.<br/><br/>"Just leave me alone. My life is my concern. It's not your business whether I end it here and now." he dismissed her sternly. One of his hands let go off the rail.