Miranda wanted to just forget about the trip to the bathroom with Thomas.  He had been quite the gentleman offering her the towel and then standing outside of the room.  Maybe next time she will just talk him into walking her to the bathroom and she will just go inside and do it herself.  She managed to do it the other day, but then she didn’t have a twisted ankle.<br/><br/>Once they got back to the bed she sat down and looked at him with that rather meek look on her face.  She felt really bad about earlier and she hated when she got like that because she felt like she was acting like a child and to be honest she was.   He probably thought she had been ignoring what he had said earlier, but actual she was.  “I wasn’t ignoring you a little while ago about Brettly, I know I get frustrated, but for a change it was not his fault.”  Miranda sighed, “How can I not be my fault Thomas, It was my job that caused me to get attacked and put in the hospital.  It was my fault I didn’t quit when he asked me to.”  Not even realizing that she remembered something else.  “I stayed working just to spite him.”<br/><br/>Miranda knew that was the reason she never quit her job at the FBI.  She loved her job, but she had loved Brettly more and wanted to please him even back then and now she wished she wouldn’t have done it.  Now thanks to her stupidity she lost the best thing that had happened to her and she was afraid that she was not going to get it back.  “What if I don’t ever remember anything, he doesn’t deserve to have to deal with me like that.  Its not fair to him to wake up each morning hoping that his wife remembers him.”<br/><br/>She was so lost in her feelings that she was not thinking about playing poker or doing anything else.  She was beginning to think that maybe she should been seeing a shrink on top of everything else.  Maybe she was going crazy.  “Maybe I should call a shrink?”