Thomas has always had feelings for Miranda. There was a time that he knew that she had feelings for him. It was only when she had gotten seen that red head clinging and kiss Brettly that she acted on impulse and drag him to the nearest hotel. It took everything in him not to take her that night. But he knew that Miranda was acting out of anger and not because she really wanted to be with him. That if he had let things get out of hand she would more than likely regret it. Their friendship would be ruin. Not to mention her marriage to his best friend.  Yes if Brettly hadn’t started treated her right. Then he would have taken her away from his best friend and cherish her the way she deserved.<br/><br/>So was it hard on him to see her having to deal with this. Damn straight it was. It nearly killed him to see her broken and bandaged in that hospital. That’s way he buried himself in Brettly’s company. And why if he thought that she needed him, he drop everything to be at her side. No he wouldnt act on his feelings. Because he knew how much the two loved each other. Knew that finally Brettly saw Miranda for special woman that she was and treated her as such. He couldn’t take that from either of them. Yeah there were times that Brettly could still be an ass, but rarely toward Miranda.<br/><br/>Thomas thought on all of this as he went to get her meal. He would have said something when she first asked about being pregnant but she had look like she was remembering something and began to write in her journal. Not wanting to disrupt her thoughts he went and got her dinner. He planned on talking with her when he brought it to her. He laughed with her at his own joke.  He handed her a plate of lasagna. He look at her tilted his head abit and sighed.<br/><br/>“ That’s because we  afraid to lose you again.” He sighed once more “  I don’t agree with Brettly not telling you everything. No I don’t think you need the details of the attack. But you should that you were attack, not that you were in some kind of accident. Treating as if you were in a car wreck or something. I think that just going to hamper you recovery. Brettly doesn’t see that way. “ Thomas shrugged.<br/><br/>“ You were pregnant three times. Sadly you miscarried each time. Each time you got depressed and buried yourself in your work. Brettly tried each time to comfort you, no matter how hard you push him away.” He paused a moment remembering at how hard Brettly had tried to comfort her and much it tore at him to lose a child they made together. It was heart wrenching . “The last time there was no comforting you. You completely pulled away from everyone and did nothing but work.” It had hurt him that she even pulled from him. Refused to take any of his calls.Thomas was so use to be there for her when she needed him. It was one time that she need him and she didn’t want his help.<br/><br/>“ I don’t see it that way. I see as a chance to be with you. “Thomas said.  It be the closet she would get to him say just how much he cared for her. Keeping just how hard it was him to see her like this from her. Why because he would have to admit that he loved her. “ I know that it hard for you to let us take care of you. Because you are so used to taking care of yourself. But let the men who care deeply for you see to your needs just a little bit longer. Then you go back to taking care of yourself and hunting bad guys” The thought of her going back into terrified him to no end. But he wouldn’t take away her love for her job. He just wished it was so dangerous.