Auxana's mind went blank. She just stood there taking in White's words. Fear gripped her heart, though it wasn't only fear that she had to combat, she was also guilty. Was this another companion that she was going to lose? To her it felt like she was the problem like she was the reason for her companion's misfortune. It felt like she was regaining conscious slowly. Her limbs started to move but very slowly as if it took a second for her thought to process. She blinked herself out of the trance and snapped her fingers. the green fractals that usually only covered a bit of her face seemed to reach passed her eyes and turn them a deep brown. She breathed heavily almost as if it were a growl. Her wings appeared again but they seemed to be a little tainted, with black tendrils replacing her normal leaf-like/glass-like wings.<br/><br/>Auxana took off with a speed that she had never reached before, her magic leaked from every part of her body like she was over using it.  She got to the outskirts of town quickly before her magic flickered off just for a second but Auxana felt her body crash into the ground. She skidded across the wet dirt, ripping the side of her tank top and blooding her side. She growled loudly in pain and pushed herself up snapping her fingers. Her magic seemed to flicker like she was turning on a broken car. She snapped her fingers again and similarly her magic only worked for a second. She grit her teeth and screamed snapping again, this time her magic worked, she kind of looked demonic. Like a Fairy from a forest was possessed.<br/><br/>he soared into the sky again looking for Havoc, trying to sense his magic, but it was no use, none of her instincts were working. She flew after any Caravan she saw, ripping through one only to discover Havoc wasn't there and soaring into the sky again. By the time her magic flickered again she had already slowed down enough that she landed rather softly. She fell from her knees to the ground, looking incredibly beaten and defeated at the side of some road, she had no idea where she was as she was just flying around randomly. She began to ball and grab at the dirt. 'i have to find him, i have to find him, i have to find him.'  Tears streamed down her face 'It's all my fault... why did i leave him in the first place?' She found the energy to flip onto her back where she lie in complete exhaustion staring at the stars while crying.<br/><br/>__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________<br/><br/>Norah shrugged "I'd be silly not to right? anyways, it might be able to clear my thoughts, i have a lot to tell all of you once were done." She had a decently good idea of where the child might have been taken from here. She took a deep breath and took Kryban's "Hand so how does this usually work, 'cause i'll admit i'm kinda scared." She whispered and smiled. She did have  a problem with not having control, it was something that terrified her. She remembered what it felt like and shivered. 'Never again' she thought. She would be fine, she was strong enough, just no unnecessary fights. "Carmichael, i bet you already noticed, but i got this." She looked at Kryban "Stubborn mule to not kill himself out of pride." She smiled and laughed "Thanks, for everything... by the way." She probably wouldn't have any idea of what to do without his guidance so for that she was thankful.