Miranda could not help but sigh a little as Brettly held her close to her.  When he raised her chin to look at him with her wet blue eyes from all of her crying.  “I don’t know how to stop taking the blame, I feel that I am the one who brought this all on.”  Miranda said as she looked at him, “I am the one who went to Thomas when I was hurting, I always turned to him.  How can it not be my fault that he fell in love with me, and at one time I was in love with him?”  Miranda knew that in order to move forward and start a new like.<br/><br/>Miranda moved and now was straddling Brettly so she could continue to look at Brettly.  “Brettly I have loved you since the moment that I saw you that day at your parents’ house.  You were all I had known.”  Miranda said and continued, “I never understood why you were so hell bent on pushing me away and all I ever did was cry and cry, which was why I was so hell bent on joining the FBI.  It would give me something to do that would keep me away from home.  Why would I be home with someone who didn’t want me?”  Miranda continued, “Thomas was always there to hold me and tell me that things would get better.  I thought he just wanted to be my friend.”  Miranda stated, “I always loved you and then will all the times he would hold me and tell me everything would be alright I fell in love with him too.”<br/><br/>Miranda hoped that after they cleared the air between them that they could start over.  “When your mother died you finally let me in and be your wife and I could not have been happier, even though we still had our rough spots.  If your mother would not have passed away I would have left you, because I could not take being in the background no more.” Miranda admitted more of her feelings.<br/><br/><br/>“Even though I have seemed to remembered a lot more things for some reason, except what happened to me since I got back here.  I just want to be happy with you Brettly, but I need you to start talking to me when you get upset.  We have broken each other’s trust and that has to be repaired before we can move on from here”  Miranda finally kissed Brettly, wanting to do that since she had seen him on the bed.