<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #000040"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;">Ivy Belmonte</span></span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1155.photobucket.com/albums/p543/Rikasha16/8e99f2f2-631a-4693-9107-697a5e177088.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><br/>Ivy slowly started to wake up from Jerry's tender touches and soft words, it was pleasant to wake up and see him laying next to her. Both of them needed a nice shower but most of the night she had this huge weight on her shoulders and that was the weight of what was really going on. She felt so guilty and terrible and knew before anything else should happen that she had to tell him everything. She looked up to him and kissed him softly on the lips then sat up in the bed and pulled the covers close to her chest. She was silent for a moment and looked as if she was afraid or nervous to say something but it wasn't helping her and she had to say something.<span style="color: #000040">"Jerry..I need to tell you something..it's important and it's not fair to you to not know in case you still want a relationship with me.."</span><br/><br/>She paused for a moment longer and cleared her throat, taking a deep breath to prepare herself for the worst outcome.<span style="color: #000040">"I've done things that i'm not proud of and never wanted to do...unfortunately there have been times that I slept with men for money in desperate situations. I've had bills to pay and I needed groceries..the money was always used to care for my daughter and not for my own personal gain and I hated doing it but if I had to swallow my pride just to make sure my daughter was fine then I would do it in a heartbeat. I know i'm risking every single good thing that you may have thought about me for telling you this but I didn't want there to be any secrets between us if you still wanted this.."</span><br/><br/>Her voice started to become shaky after she spoke but she wasn't done just yet, she still had to talk to him about the reason he was here.<span style="color: #000040">"You know that my car is broken down so..before we started speaking and getting deeper in our emotions..I had planned on sleeping with you and getting the money for my car but Jerry I don't want your money. You saw me for who I was for the first time in my life and when we started talking I knew I couldn't do that to you and I was so afraid to tell you because I care about you even in the little time we've known each other. Jerry don't hate me for this, I want something between us and if you're mad at me I understand that but don't walk away from me, I want a better life than this and my daughter deserves a good life and I will do anything to make sure she gets it and I do care for you..I really do and i'm sorry."</span>