<span style="font-size: 120%; line-height: 116%;">They stopped in the grass off the walk near the playground, and Caitlyn got Niniel out of the pram. She was happy with this and started to run in circles with her hands out, thinking she was an airplane. When she caught eyes on the play area, she looekd and Caitlyn said,<br/><br/>"Go ahead sweetpea, Nate and I will be right here. We will watch Dino for you."<br/><br/>Niniel went and climbed on to a rocking turtle, and waved at them. Caitlyn smiled at Niniel, and as she turned her head, her smile faded. She said,<br/><br/>"I am sorry Nathan. Ever since our first dance I wanted to be with you. I have probably said that so many times, but it is true. But I look at Niniel and know that this precious child was created my Jack and I, and I find myself wondering what our child would be like... if you had gotten me pregnant."<br/><br/>Caitlyn blushed and turned her head away to watch Niniel. The deep look of discovery on Niniel's face as she looked at something on the ground was so precious. One day, Niniel would have a desire for a boy, and Caitlyn would have to give her guidance. Her own choices have not bee goo dfor her, but how could she doubt her choice when she looked at Niniel? She had to tell Nathan. As many times she wanted to talk to her friend about what she had gone through at University, and Jack's part in it, she could never bring herself to do it. She felt disgusting and dirty thinking about it. She remembered standing in the shower even after the water had gone cold they monday morning before class, and she remembered pulling herself together and making it to her first class. It was the beginning of putting up that wall. But She had married Jack, and he was a constant reminder of that weekend. And now, he ignored her and their daughter. Something had to give. If she could run away with Niniel and Nathan, she would. She had not realised that tears started to for on her eyes, and with a sniffle, Caitlyn looked around and said to Nathan,<br/><br/>"Im' going over with Niniel."</span>