Dustin looked up then frowned...when she said Marco could take him home. He shook his head. That wasnâ€™t what he meant at all. He didnâ€™t want to go back. He was just trying to show her that was a way that he was showing her how important she was. How much her happiness made him happy. He listened to her as she spoke. â€œThat isnâ€™t always the case. You go to hug me...I pull away...you get hurt. I am not blind Reni. I notice. I notice everything when it comes to you. What makes you smile. What makes you laugh. That you like to hear me sing. That you love watching me play my guitar. That you and I both enjoy playing and singing together.â€<br/><br/>He looked down for a moment. â€œI have seen...how my hesitation makes you sad. You donâ€™t need to pretend it is otherwise. Yes...how my past is makes you sad but...I also know some of it is how I react towards you.â€ He looked down. â€œI donâ€™t...deserve someone like you but...I am honored and valued that you waste time on me. I am happy...that I have you.â€ He said honestly. â€œI enjoy the fact...you feel me worth paying attention to. Worth...giving your friendship. Worth...loving. Yet...I donâ€™t feel I have earned or deserve such affections. Especially when...I can not return the affections...the way you deserve to have them returned.â€<br/><br/>He sighed a bit. â€œI wish I could be more the type of guy who can show you just how special and important you are to them. Instead...all I can give you is words.â€ He looked down. â€œI...â€ He sighed a bit. Shaking his head. â€œI do not want to go back. Please...â€ He looked at her pleadingly. â€œPlease donâ€™t make me go back. I want to stay with you. I would be lonely without you.â€ He heard her other words and took a moment to process them. He looked into her eyes. â€œI want...to be able to hold you...without being afriad. I want...to be able to give you a light kiss on the lips...without feeling like I am doing something wrong to you. Like I am dishonoring you.â€<br/><br/>He sighed a bit. â€œI want to be able to accept everything you want to give me...without feeling I am taking advantage of your kindness. I know...with time...I will get there.â€ He gave her a small smile. Around her...he smiled more. â€œI...â€ He sighed and began to sing. (see youtube video) When he finished he looked at her with a soft smile and a blush across his cheeks.<br/><br/><object height="360" width="640"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/MztSXSJqWTg"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><embed height="360" src="https://www.youtube.com/v/MztSXSJqWTg" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" wmode="transparent"/></object>