<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;"><span style="color: #80FF80">Carlos Delgado</span></span></span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1343.photobucket.com/albums/o793/Galvin_Fugazi/75418b36-82bd-4b2f-bdff-d44eb7e2deaf_zpsb78abdde.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><br/><div style="text-align: justify;">Carlos put her hands together and held it with one hand as safely as he had held it with two. His free handed moved to her chin and he grabbed her chin and held her head still.<br/><span style="color: #FF8000"><br/>"Is that fear in your eyes, Lea? Do you fear me? You better do, because I will do everything, EVERYTHING, to save you from yourself and your self-destroying tendencies. Do you really believe I can't create some special hell for you, one that isn't at all like the hell in your head? I know that your life is hell, but you created that hell by yourself, Lea. It was only your doing, by not being able to deal with all the bad things life threw at you. But I am not you, I can't take that hell in your head away from you, that has to be you. But I can make you so desperate that dealing with your own problems may look like some holiday actually."</span> <br/><br/>His fingers started to rub over her throat and he pressed only for a short moment and the panic in her eyes went full flare, when she got no more air. He removed the pressure and she gasped and he could feel how her fighting will left her slowly.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"Lea accept that I am in control of your life now, until I am sure that I can give the control back to you. I am not kidding. And I am damn serious. I know that you will soon go cold turkey and you can decide between me hugging you and holding you close or me letting you lie here limb and not being able to move, while your body cries for drugs and alcohol. It is always your decision, how we go through the next day. The nice way or the rough way. I am open for both ways."</span></div>