"I'd... like lunch." she gave a small smile "And don't cancel the dinner she wants to meet me after all." There definitely was a part of her that wanted to cancel it. That part however was something she quelled.<span style="font-style: italic">It's just the stupid side of me, that doesn't want him to have someone more significant to him than me... God that's so selfish... Why am i also so selfish around him!?</span>She then blushed hard as she subtly notice him lean a bit.<span style="font-style: italic">This is bad... he's just being brotherly... why is he being so attractive right now?</span>If she were in her right mind she probably would have pushed him away but "right mind" was a term that stopped being applicable to her the night she moved in. She felt like she was suffocating until her pulled away allowing her to finally take a audible breath. "Y-Yeah i'll be right out of the shower... then we can go out for a bit." She managed to give him a nice smile before he left.<br/><br/>She retreated into his bathroom shutting the door quickly, but not locking it. This was for no particular reason than she hadn't locked the bathroom door in years so she just didn't think of it. She breathed heavily and started the water to warm it, She leaned against the wall and tried to clear her messy thoughts before beginning to undress. The shirt came off easily and she cast it aside. Her DD cup breasts perkily bouncing in time to her breathing. Then bending back and in one motion she threw her shorts and panties off. She looked down<span style="font-style: italic">I'm wet?</span>There was no way she could be like this, at least not for any reason she found not horrifying. She stepped int the shower and immediately stepped out "Hot! Hot! Hot!" Her hands then darted in to turn the cold water up so it didn't scald her when she jumped in again. She only waited a moment before jumping in and closing the glass screen sighing contently. "Peeeerrrffect." She basically moaned out as her body did a nice shimmy.<br/><br/>While she cleaned herself she couldn't get the aching out of her legs. No matter how much she thought about something else she remained rather aroused.<span style="font-style: italic">I Don't want to do this... but...</span>Her hand reached between her soft thighs and brushed with her luscious clean lips. Her body immediately got hotter and she leaned against the wall for support. her finger reached between her puffy lips and slipped up the slit wetly. "Ngh..." She moaned out trying to collect her thoughts. Psychologically speaking masturbation was all about imagination. Even porn was in a way inserting yourself into the situation. She first thought of her boyfriend... But such thoughts were too painful. Her next thought was someone in fiction or someone famous, but nothing came to mind. So for the first time in at least 8 years she saw her brother's face. "Ahn..." She moaned as her finger pushed in more ferociously.  She had just seen him so her imagination could run wild. She imagined running out and jumping him forcing him into her on the couch. Silencing all of his complaints and eventually having him fully embrace it grabbing her and pushing her down thrusting into her as hard as he could before finishing inside. "AAAAAAHHH B-bro!" She had a spasm and barely kept herself from falling.<span style="font-style: italic">Oh god i hope he didn't hear that... the shower should have covered it right?</span>She was quite a screamer so maybe he heard it maybe he didn't the saving grace was that she said "Bro" in more of a whimper than a scream.<br/><br/>She quickly got out of the shower and dried off wrapping a towel around her hair and going to put on her clothes that she had accidentally soaked by leaving the shower door open for just a bit letting the water warm. She gulped and wrapped another towel around herself tightly. It barely covered her breasts and ass. She then walked out of the shower and into the living room "I'm." she almost whispered "Gerard i'm done with the shower... give me a moment to dress." she then started back towards her room where she would put on a nice sundress if he did not need to stop her for a conversation or something.