I laugh my eyes sparkling with mirth and light, "most day I don't mind it so much, some days the weirdometer flashes to total weirdness." I said with a wry grin. It bugs me loads but I never show it. I can't allow that to show. My face is always a mask, because I can never show my true emotions. I watch her with bright eyes.<br/><br/>I follow her ignoring my sisters icy stare and my mother's sudden disinterest and as soon as I see the jello I burst into insane laughter. Ok this. THIS. was insane. What the hell... I laugh until I can barely breath. Gasping out. "I... Don't... Know... What... This... Is... All.... About..." I wheeze.