The words and the kiss only made Thaal feel worse. He could not believe how kind she was, and the kiss seemed to soothe him. "I can't stop thinking about it. You don't understand, it's about..." Thaal closed his eyes and cleared his mind momentarily. He laid there for a moment, just breathing. He opened his eyes and looked at Evelyn again. "Evelyn, I think that I'm in love with you." Thaal spoke before the thoughts came back into his mind and prevented him from speaking. When they did return, it was in floods of insults towards himself. "How could you just say that to her. She will only tell you that you are crazy. Good luck healing now you fool." The voice inside his head was very cruel at times, making him second guess himself. It was too late, he had already spoken the words and now he felt doomed. Thaal began to think that maybe he deserved to be alone after that. They had just met and he already told her he loved her. It hadn't even been a full twenty four hours. Thaal closed his eyes, feeling completely hopeless.