Selena was completely embarrassed now and there was nothing she could really do about it right now. She did not know how long she had been in her human form again and basically using Cody as a pillow. She could not get possibly redder in the face since she knew he had to have looked at her entire body. She didn't feel any more comfortable either that he was also naked since she was now able to confirm her first glance of him when she had come to this town. Cody was definitely a well built man and well endowed as well but she was not sure what she could think of that. She reminded herself once again that she could not form a relationship with him and that he might not really care to anyway. She knew that he could probably get any woman that he wanted since he was so attractive... Yes she was finally admitting to herself that she was attracted to Cody but she did not want to ruin this little deal she had with him in this pack. If she angered him she wondered if he would make her leave the pack and at the moment that terrified her.<br/><br/>Her attention went back to him when his head hit the ground and he groaned, "Can we just stay like this?" His eyes were staring up at the sky and searching desperately for something. Or at least that was how it looked to her though his eyes would stray to herself and then shoot away. She realized he was trying not to look at her which confused her a little but she guessed he was a guy right and she was a naked woman.... A moment later he was running his fingers through her hair and honestly it had started her for a moment. She was not sure what she should do but after a little while she relaxed. His fingers in her hair felt nice and it calmed her a little and the fact that his hands went no where else was also a big plus for him.<br/><br/>A little unexpectedly he pushed her away from him which made her think that perhaps she had done something wrong and made him mad but by the look in his eyes.... He stretched and sprang up to his feet and when he looked over her body she saw a look in them that showed a lot of interest. She had seen that look before a long time ago where strong painful hands dragged her into a dark alley. There was this heavy scent of alcohol on his breath and his hands did whatever they pleased... He ripped at her cloths and then... Her eyes closed shut as she tried to dispel the images from that painful memory and when she opened them again Cody was already waking away.<br/><br/>She wiped away some of the tears that had started to fall and was grateful that Cody did not act upon his urges. She scrambled to her feet and followed after him but she stayed a little ways behind from him since she felt wary. She walked with him through the forest until they came close to his house and then into the back yard. She slowed as she saw more of the pack there; in both human and wolf forms; and finally stopped all together feeling a little nervous about being around so many when she was so exposed. Though the pack parted a little and she noticed a body in the middle of the group. Her hand went to her mouth as she realized that it was that man from the first day she came here, Derek...<br/><br/>Selena watched as Cody ran to his fellow pack mate and perhaps even friend. Her heart ached for him as he fell to his knees and banged his fists against the ground. It was strange but she felt as though she could feel his sorrow and before she knew it she was by his side. She hardly remembered moving and some of the pack mumbled or whispered about the death and her approaching the clearly upset pack leader. She gently placed her hand on his shoulder to comfort him and her earlier uncomfortableness was gone for now, "What happened to him?" She whispered since she did not remember anything from the previous night as of yet.