Auxana felt powerless. It wasn't really a new feeling but it was one that she had a particular distaste for. She watched Havoc deal with his inner demons, and she had wished that she could have been there for him. Was what she did a mistake? She of course knew it wasn't, becasue she had Etched Havoc's happy face into her mind. She rose like a zombie, her whole body feeling sluggish. She walked slowly but with purpose towards the white glowing figure in front of her. She knew it was Havoc, but something seemed to be missing, he always had a different magical presence with him. Although Auxana was unsure if it was just an extension of his own power or an entirely different entity. She has always wanted to talk to that semi separate entity though Auxana knew that she really couldn't speak. She let her clenched fists fall to her side, she questioned why she felt so tense. After a short gulp she called out to Havoc "Seb?" She said trying to shake the tense feeling she felt. She continued to slowly walk towards him waiting for his response. She was trying to rationalize what had happened, but she only had glimpses of the fight. Her throat felt awful, she had wanted to sing again, but every time her throat felt awful afterwards. She thought that maybe it was the song she sang. With that assumption a resolve to learn more songs from Havoc was born. First though, she would need to shake off whatever was causing her to feel so sluggish and tired.<br/><br/>___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________<br/><br/><br/>Norah pulled her head to the side as if she was trying to escape the feeling. She knew the pointlessness of such a gesture and she knew that the feeling was artificial but, she couldn't help but feel an urge to protect him. This was an urge she had dealt with before and so she could withstand it a bit better than most. As the feeling subsided she sighed "I'm sorry, I've been indulging thought experiments since i was a kid, even if they are not my exact thoughts. If you wouldn't mid hearing my actual thoughts, i think that what you did was, in every since of the word something to be proud of. It was a hard sacrifice that estranged you from the family that you loved. I am sorry that i was unable to comprehend how hurtful my words were." She looked down and her ears drooped "Your wife pisses me off... Who would give you up for something so meaningless as vampirism. Such a good person, with such good intentions. You saved her life, and yet why would she do that?" Norah felt a little choked up, she was saddened, there were people in this world who deserved better lives than the ones they got.<br/><br/>Her master was one such person, he wasted his life on someone as unnecessary as she was. She looked back at Kryban with slightly teary eyes "You probably don't want to hear the rantings of a crazy cat woman?" Then she smiled "But... if i may, you deserve the best in life... not the worst, i hope you find happiness." She knew that he would eventually it just would be far down the road and way from her. That thought made her look away and blush. Why would she think that, she only just met this guy and hell he might be lying to her? She did genuinely hope that Kryban had a better life, which would mean she'd have to leave soon, because she never gave anyone anything but trouble.