Brettly only wanted to her hold Miranda. He wasn’t anger at her not even when she admitted that she was the one that started the kiss. That Thomas pushed her away. At the moment he was anger at his long time friend. Even with Miranda explaining everything taking all the blame. If Brettly was in his right mind he would know that it was his flaunt for being such ass to her at the beginning of their marriage. She would have never had develop feelings for Thomas.<br/><br/>Tear ran down his face as heard that Miranda had wanted to kill herself. Brettly couldn’t help but to Miranda  closer to him as she settle into his arms after hearing that. Knowing that he had nearly lost her again.<br/>Relief filled him as she that she was fined that she had worst. This was true the had few times when she come home batter bruised from chasing a bad guy. But didn’t make okay that he and Thomas had physical hurt her.<br/><br/>Brettly just listen to Miranda as she poured her heart out to him. Some of the thing he never heard or knew about such as her being pregnant on that last mission. More tears fell at that. Grief at the loss of another child and at nearly losing her. More the she talked the more he realized that it wasn’t Thomas flaunt. Yet he still was angry at his friend. He couldn’t help himself even if his friend had done the right thing.<br/><br/>Brettly cup Miranda face gently lifted it. Wipe away her tears. Guilt filled as he saw the bruise start to bloom on her face. Sighing.<br/><br/>“ No really it may flaunt I should have treated you right in the beganing. You would have never gone to Thomas if I had shown and told how much I loved you. He was right I loved right from the start. It was my pride that prevented it. I’m sorry,” He kissed her on the lip gently. Breaking the kiss. “ I don’t want a divorce. I want you forever. I don’t want live a day without. Not again, not ever.  I just couldn’t bear it.” Brettly held her and caressed her back. “ I don’t want you to be sorry about your job it something that you loved. Thought I’m not sure if I could handle you being out the field again knowing that could get hurt or die out there.”<br/><br/>“ I should have told you about your pregnancies, I just didn’t want you get more depress than what you already were. Though I didn’t know that you were pregnant before you left.” Long moment passed. “ Miranda, I think that we both need to get help,  professional”It had always been hard for him to ask for help of any kind so for him to admit that they need help was a bit of a breakthrough. He also knew that she needed to talk to someone other than him about what happen to her. And about her depression it concerned him that she had thought about killing herself. “Please don’t ever do anything that would take you away from me forever” Not able to say killing herself.