Ryan sighed “Okay then I don’t meet the royals.” He turned to uriel and smiled. Cocking his head slightly to the right.<br/>“Uriel,” Ryan spoke looking at her. “I’m sorry I freaked out back there I should have been more helpful. “ he had been paying attention to what had just been said but he didn’t know how to reply to that. He gazed at the women he loved wanting to hold her hand, so he did. He wanted to protect her but didn’t quite know how to do it. The strange vision he had just had was confusing him even more. The suicidal thoughts returned and then he asked “do…do you know what this means?” he asked as his veins pulsated with a red light. They’d never done it before so he wanted to know exactly what was going on. He hoped he wasn’t sick again because he’d only just got his strength back.<br/><br/>((sorry bout the short post i'm a little rusty))