Rinzin thought about Janaff's request, his family was far from normal and probably wasn't the best example, not too mention there being a lot he couldn't say. "Family is different for everyone, it's all just people having to live and deal with one another. Just as with everyone you have good and bad people, in most cases in each family you get a least someone you get along well with. Take Micha and Pascha, they'd die for each other in a heart beat, but you can bet there's no love loss with their dad. Their brothers are a different story all together. Seth has at least some of the other kids he lived with, from what I know Selia was close with her dad, my own family is complicated. My point is that you usually have people you don't get along with but have to deal with because they're family, but that also usually makes some of you unite against the ones you don't get along with. That's what family is in my opinion it's a mini civil war were you have to pick sides."<br/><br/>He emerged half out of the carriage shadows so that his upper body was floating along the ground. "But getting along with everyone in the family isn't impossible, for example my father is proud of me, my younger siblings look up to me, and the older ones respect me, my mother sees that I'm all grown up and mature enough to go out on my own. One of my sister's is jealous, but we worked it out in the end. The only problem about my family, is that we aren't a sit down and talk sort of bunch, our distance is probably why most of us get along well enough with each other. A lot more distance than most families, you've never met any of them because we don't live together, we more just visit each other when we can, that's why you've never met any of them." Rinzin sighed and then continues. "Which is why I'm not going to keep in touch with them for a while. I want the closeness that they can't offer, I want family that has my back at all times, and I theirs. I guess that's why I said I wanted the group to stay together whatever our decision, we are family, and I don't want any of us to break off and only be distant friends. I've already got that with one family, I won't allow it to happen with this one."<br/><br/>Rinzin looked at the ground thoughtfully, then looked back at Janaff. "There's a lot about me that I can't tell you, it's not because I don't trust you, but... There are parts of me that seem bad or that they would define without knowing everything. If I could just lay out my whole life to you I would, but I can't, there's far too much for that. We're good friends, that's the important part, we're close and even if you don't know everything about me, you know me, and that's what matters." He hoped Janaff would be satisfied with that, there were a lot of things Janaff could question, but he rather he didn't.<br/><br/>Micha was being very gentle with Seth, and had even sensed the momentary tension that her kissing his cheek brought. She made a note to herself not to take things too fast, the last thing she wanted to do was upset him in anyway. She was more than willing to go slow, she just wanted Seth to be comfortable with everything. She understood that his background probably meant he would have trouble receiving loving actions as he likely didn’t get any growing up. In a way she understood that from her own father, though Pascha had definitely tried to make up for that herself. It would only be time and gentleness that could help that, she thought, and she wanted to try and help him in that way. “I love you too Seth.” Micha wasn’t as great at helping others as her sister was, and was nowhere as stable, but that’s why she could understand having things to deal with that you wished you didn’t have to. Self confidence was still a problem for her, but she had made a lot of progress with her own depression, it’s still came up here and there, but she didn’t let it stop her from doing as much as it used to.<br/><br/>Pascha laughed from Selia talking about creepy. “Very creepy huh? I bet I can out creep you, okay let me think.” She scrunched up her face in concentration, “I got it, you are so cute with your blushing that I just wanna lock you away and keep you all to myself!” She hugged Selia tight from the side, she was mainly just glad Selia didn’t know how her dream went. Selia said she was gay, but she had no idea how’d she’d take the thought of them kissing. If it was just a dream, then she would have talked about it without a problem, but it was that she thought the idea felt right that made her not want to let it be known.