Sitting down on the chair by the desk, Kuronotsurugi listens as Hikari tells him that she didn't have any missions yet, or really any plans in that fact. He guessed she was just doing as he had chosen, and relaxing for the day after coming back from their mission. In fact, from what she had told him, all she had planned on doing today was coming here. She too had somewhat the same 'sort of' plans, as he too pretty much was just doing whatever, and for when he had the free time to do so, training was his number one go to. Normally, if he hadn't ever met Hikari, the second thing she had said never would have crossed his mind. Hanging out with others. He would have shuddered at the idea, but now it didn't seem all that bad.<br/><br/>She goes on to ask him what his own plans were, shaking him from his thoughts. "Oh, um..." He racks his mind for anything that he should be doing, or wanted to do, and came up with nothing. It was completely blank. "I don't know really...I had a mission I wanted to return to, if it was still available, but that'll wait for another day. So..I really don't have anything. Like you, I'm probably going to train. And well...if you wanted to..." He scratches his cheek with his forefinger like he always did when he felt nervous. "Hang out with you for a bit..." He fought back the rising heat in his cheeks, keeping them from getting too dark red, but they still ended up a faint pink.<br/><br/>He glances around the room, before looking to Hikari. For some reason he felt more comfortable talking to her in his room, rather than outside. It was his safe place, where he could be himself without getting any degrading looks or anything else of the sort. It was actually the first time he'd ever invited anyone else in to his room in a very long time, the last was when he was about six or seven years old, but after that when things turned for the worst, he closed it off to anyone and everyone, and only allowed himself. It was his escape, the one place that he knew he was comfortable being.<br/><br/>All this was still so new to him. He wasn't sure what they were supposed to do while hanging out, and he was one hundred percent certain that he was pretty boring. He had no sense of humor, he wasn't fun in the least. He knew that he used to be fun, but that was when he was young. Even though he was shy back then, he was definitely more outgoing than he was now. And people have told him, those who were half way close to him, that he was way too demanding. He required time and patience to deal with, and they just didn't want to be a part of that. He just oped that once Hikari realized this that she wouldn't be like all the rest and leave him too. Though...why he didn't want that to happen...was just as confusing as this whole entire situation.<br/><br/>"So..um...what did you want to do...if we hung out?" He asks, fidgeting slightly with the cup of tea in his hands, his thumb running along lightly against the edge of the rim. He glances down in to the cup, looking at his reflection in the slightly green color of the drink.                                                                                                                                                                                  What exactly WOULD they do? It wasn't like they were extremely close friends who could have fun doing whatever. No doubt this whole situation was awkward for her as well. At their age, if someone saw just the two of them together, hanging out or doing something, no doubt they would thought to be...<span style="font-style: italic">that</span>. Kuronotsurugi slightly shudders at the thought, trying to distract his mind from thoughts like that. He couldn't risk it, getting close to someone in that sort of way. For his plans to work...he couldn't have someone to tie him back. Just accepting to see Hikari again, and possibly being friends was pushing the limits of what he'd originally chose. In fact, no doubt, if he thought about it...it was going to definitely hurt in the end. For one or both of them.<br/><br/>Would it be worth it? Would it be worth fighting for in the end? He couldn't know the answer until the day actually came. Would he hurt? Would she hurt? Why was he thinking things like this? Was this all worth these thoughts running through his head, possibly sabotaging his plans? Gritting his teeth lightly, he shakes his head, as if he were trying to loosen the thoughts in his mind, and shake them free, ridding himself of them. Taking a deep breath, he looks to Hikari, setting the cup down on his desk, sighing softly. He sat there, waiting to see what she might suggest that the two of them do, wondering what she might say, trying anything to keep his mind from slipping and thinking thoughts like the ones before.