<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 150%; line-height: 116%;"><span style="color: #FF0000"> Lana Meyer </span></span></div><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #FF0000"> 'Ghost ' </span></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: center;"><a class="postlink" href="http://i1343.photobucket.com/albums/o793/Galvin_Fugazi/ef83644e-b81e-4c18-a36f-83c777a6137e_zps8d502a8f.jpg">[ img ]</a></div><br/><br/><div style="text-align: justify;">Lana saw how disappointed Sam was. And she felt bad about it, she had to admit that to herself. Still she had to protect Lilly and she had to protect herself. She knew that he probably was a fine guy, but the presence of his ex-girlfriend made her very nervous. What if they would face troubles and he would run to her for advice? And they would end up together again? It would break her heart and Lana knew that she didn’t want her heart to be broken. And she neither wanted an on-off-on relationship like he had with the captain. For her it was in or it was out. And if it was out, then he was out of her life.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"Sam. I know that you are disappointed. I have felt your looks all the time on me when I told Lilly the story and they have made me nervous. But they have made me giddy too. I feel very flattered by your interest in me and I can tell you that it is mutual. I have no problem to see me as your wife and Lilli as my sister-in-law. As long as your are the faithful type." </span><br/><br/>Lana chewed on her fingernails, before she continued. She wasn’t exactly the most adept when it came into handling men.<br/><br/><span style="color: #FF8000">"I simply have a bad feeling now. For me there are no on and off relationship. Either I am with you or you are no longer a part of my life. End of story. I don’t know why your relationship with the captain was on and off and honestly I don’t want to hear it. I just know that you could arrange yourself with that and that means that you felt something for the captain. Is it still there? Will it come back? I don’t know it. But I know that if we start to date, Lilli will see me as a kind of sister. And if you break it up, maybe because you like to have off relationships from time to time or because you can’t resist the captain or any other woman, then it will mean that I leave you. And Lilli. It will be devastating for Lilli and she will not understand it. I take it slow now, not only because of my fear to get my heart broken but because of Lilli too." </span> <br/><br/>Lana could feel that she was short of running away to some lonesome place where she could cry like a baby.</div>