Touched by his concern and his genuine care of her needs she felt hot tears sting her eyes. Shaking slightly she brought her arms across her chest and shielded herself. She looked at him so sorrowful for changing her mind.  She leaned against him nuzzling her cheek against his. "Believe me... I wish I could..." A dose of sober clearity filled her mind. She had carried her chastity for this long and would give it to him without even a flower. Something from her deep forgotten past turned her heart and she could not release her innocence to him without it.<br/><br/>Bringing her hand to his cheek she kissed him most lovingly, as meaningful and sweet a kiss as she could give any. As their lips parted she looked into his eyes and the golden gaze peered at him once more. " I will one day." She held her breath fearing his anger at rejecting him.