Ayase sighed, as he Walked down the path along the school, to catch only the tail end of the food fight, as it got wrapped up. He shook his head, Not so much mad, but a little pessimistic. 'Such children, If only they knew what real combat was like.' He thought to himself, as he continued along to the temporary room he was being provided. He did enjoy reminiscing in his memories from 2 years ago, however, from when he was still a student at this school, with the test of his team, Team ARGY.<br/><br/>'May they rest in peace.' He solemnly thought to himself, as was his tradition, whenever he thought of them. He finally arrived in his room, to place his pack on the bed. He then kneeled in the middle of the room, and began to meditate. He purposefully made himself remember every finite detail of that tragic day. The Day Team ARGY went on their first fully fledged mission, as Graduated Hunters and Huntresses.<br/><br/>--------2 Years Ago--------<br/><br/>Team ARGY was being flown out, to drop into the middle of a Forest. There had been reports of multiple thefts, and even a few missing peoples, who had gone out to track the thieves. THe entire team spent the day tracking down trails, that led them deeper and deeper into the forest, until they finally were led to a massive cave. They cautiously entered, delving deeper and deeper. That's when it all went wrong.<br/><br/>A cave in was artificially triggered at the entrance, locking them into pitch black. Just then, Lights turned on, and they realized they were surrounded by a Magical wall, with cages connected to it, and bandits cheering on the outside. The one who seemed to be the leader snapped his fingers. That's when the proverbial shit storm it the fan at full force. The cages opened, releasing a swarm of grimm into the cage, or every type and size. It was obvious these had been starved too, for they attacked with far more ferocity than had ever been observed naturally. Team ARGY fought as gallantly as they could. But the swarm seemed to never end, for every one they slayed, 2 more took their place. For every three they slayed, a far larger one appeared. It was only a matter of time, before Team ARGY would be fully devoured.<br/><br/>After several hours of fighting, Ayase watched his final team member die, at the hands of a viper, swallowing her whole, as she screamed in terror. Ayase was on the verge of giving up. That is until he registered her final scream as a command. "Don't you die too!" With that, Ayase lost all memory of what happened, but it turned out he had channeled every last fiber of his Aura into his Semblence, creating a supernatural phenomenon, where he literally stopped time, except for himself, and slaughtered every last Grimm that remained. When he came too, the last thing he remembered seeing was the bandits running in terror, as another Team came in providing assistance. Once they told him he was safe, he passed out.<br/><br/>------- Current Day -------<br/><br/>Ayase came back too from his meditation, breathing heavily, drenched in sweat, as he did every time he focused on those memories. He then rubbed under his eyes, to look at his fingers.<br/><br/>Dry.<br/><br/>No matter how many times he pictured it, no matter how hard he tried to remember every finite detail, down to the tears running from her eyes as she was swallowed, He could never get his body to provide that final release of tears. He could never understand it, Nor could any of the therapists he had ever talked to. Everyone who knew him, told him he was a shell, seemingly possessed by the ghost of a calculator; Unable to feel any form of emotion, Never get angry, happy, upset, frustrated... Or even sad. He sighed, as he relaxed, and prepared to take his shower. Once he finished, he sat in the chair, and began reading a book of his, waiting for the teacher who had asked him to provide a lecture to their class, to contact him.