<span style="color: #000000">Even after the band's performance Salis could still hear every beat she had played on the drum vibrating through her,pounding in her ears as she walked off stage and into the back.The crowd still shouting in awe at them even as the disappeared behind stage.After sitting down for not even ten minutes,Salis stood back up and silently exited out the back door for a while.The thrilled screams from the crowd exciting her hunger for the blood she could smell rushing through their warm bodies.They had been lucky she had control, no, not for the lusting of their blood but at how noisy they were.Made her wonder exactly how loud they could get if she were to rip through them bathing in their every scream and bellow without care of the consequences afterwards.<br/><br/>A soft smile played on her oval face at the mental image, as her hair cascading down her back slightly lifting in the outside air.Even with that thought coursing through her mind she could not bring herself to had them,just envy them.Salis envied humans...They tasted a life she couldn't,breathed,baked under the sun's every kiss to their skin when they saw it fit,feel the kiss of a heated lover...Those thoughts brought back Wesley yet again for the millionth time.She couldn't forget him no matter how hard or how long it would ever be before she truly found peace.She hated him,she hated vampires,she hated herself the most among them all.But not once did she ever let it show,for she kept a stoic mask on some of the time,as of though she was searching and collecting the events of her life in utter silence.<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">Perhaps it wasn't all that bad?</span> No,of course it wast.But to live forever and see things she was never meant to live and see...yeah that was bad.She wanted to live and die like the rest of the world did at one time.But Salis soon found a...fondness to her liking.She had no real restrictions,barriers,bonds that would only lead her to her sorrow.She had herself,the night,the frequent new smiles she could forever hold on to.She wanted to laugh at that.Maybe her band members were...rubbing off on her with their own smiles and silly acting ways.Just maybe.<br/>Salis knew hardly a thing about her little band buddies,her way of staying out of their way.At times like this when she was away from them she had a side they new absolutely nothing about.For some reason she liked it that way,if it were to suddenly change she could handle it.Just as long as she got to go party and catch some form of fun of her own she was perfectly fine with it.<br/>Feeling the cooling air brush over her frame ,she decided to conclude her thoughts and go back inside to see what the night would bring.</span>