Wanting her so much was a test for me; I truly wanted Jenny as we lay there, I felt it to be wrong because we were feeling so erotically aroused by this sensuality thing that we both just experienced.<br/><br/>"Jenny, my sweet Jenny, I would take you in a blink of an eye, I really want to, but, if I did then you might hate me in the morning, let us just enjoy tonight, exploring each other, making love with our hands, I want you Jenny; I want you so much, but when the time is right and when we both feel it is right. I really don't want you to feel scared, I want you to feel love; love in the purest sense, so much so you come to me without fear, do you understand?"