Rayne watched Alucard as he decided her aquamarine eyes shining in the sunlight that was comeing in threw the window. She shook her her head and crossed her arms once more "Nope. Not until you let me help you." She knew that he didn't understand her reasoning for wanting to help him, but that was okay he didn't have to. He just had to let her help him. She smiled a little as he gave his consent secretly proud of her victory. "Yeah well if I didn't use them I wouldn't have won."<br/><br/>Rayne took out her knife and flipped it open. "Don't worry I won't. Also, Michael doesn't own me and he deffinately isn't my father. Don't worry about him." She pressed the knife against her soft skin feeling it give way under the sharp blade and she dragged it across her wrist quickly. Seeing the blood flow out brang back memories of her childhood. Rayne held her wrist up to Alucard and fliped her knife shut, storing it back into her pocket. She gave him a sweet smile. "Don't try to understand me cause you'll drive yourself insane. Everyone deserves kindness in this world. Especially you."