I got back to the retreat at nightfall, there were still a few people there, I walked to my room and sat on my bed. A couple of new 'inmates' arrived, after a hour I went out into the yard, looking up at the sky, a shooting star went across the dark sky, "I hope you're okay Jenny" I said quietly.<br/><br/>I found an old tree stump and sat on it, I looked at the house, it seemed strangely quiet tonight, in one of the windows I could see the black guy from the kitchen talking to someone on his cell. Pulling myself forward I dropped down onto the ground and lent against the stump, I was tired; so tired it wasn't long before I fell asleep.