Chase was upset with himself over this, why couldn't he just tell her that he loved her it would not have been hard.  Even though she tried to smile and show him how strong she was, he could feel the change in the mood in the room.<br/><br/>He blamed his father for the way he was feeling, why did he have to be so distant just because his mother was gone.  His mother had always shown him love, but these girls around the school only used him for sex and to try and further their career.  He didn't want that any more, he wanted forever.<br/><br/>Chase looked at Kieara and sighed and then placed his arms around her holding her close to him he started crying in her hair.<br/><br/>"I want to love you, please don't think less of me.  I need you and want you with every fiber of my being.  Please teach me how to love again, I don't want to loose you."