"First thing that I must do is to convince myself that I am here to stay. That there is no way to get back to where I was ever again. I have to keep that in mind and learn what this life has to give me. I'll need to learn a new trade as well before I could say that I am fit for anyone to be more than friends at the moment.<br/>Besides, I have done a few things that I am not exactly very proud of during my life time. Besides what you have done before me is not of my business. it is my business if we become more than friends and you aren't faithful to me." Sebastian spoke softly<br/><br/>"The males do smoke a pipe but I have not ever heard of cigarettes. What do they look like? Normally the males smoke outside or in a smoking room." Meredith spoke