Draco was silent for a moment before saying, "I...I thought I saw him...Today, when I was swimming...I bumped into this guy, nothing happened other than the polite, "I'm sorry," and, "It's okay." When I looked at him though, I couldn't help but think that if Ryuu had lived that he would  look like the man I bumped into. My mind is so consumed with thoughts of him... I killed him with my own two hands, there's no way he could have lived... And if he did live, if that was Ryuu I bumped into, does he have any memory of me or what I did to him? And if he does remember and I tell him that I wasn't in control of my body, what would he say? How would he react? Would he forgive me? Would he hate me? Or would he treat me like I don't exist? Like I'm not even there? These thoughts just keep growing and growing and I can't stop... I'm scared, Daddy..." Draco hadn't been looking at Natsu as she spoke so he couldn't see that she was crying. Draco finally looked at him when she said she was scared, tears were dripping down her face as she sniffled every once in a while. Draco wanted to be held and comforted, be told that everything was alright...even if they were just lies.