Fitz watched her as she spoke. He could see how true her words to her own life. He nodded as she finished. "You felt it too. Did you ever figure out how to break past it?" His father's method didn't work for him. It was easier to push everything away then it was to remember the beauty of his mother's life. This conversation alone hurt him. He was curious if there was a way around the pain, but at the same time he was ready to go back into the room full of people and put back on the mask of indifference. Dolls were easy to fool.