Akira attempted to calm her with a soft kiss, briefly pressing his lips against hers, but when the last words were told, darkness enveloped his mind. His hands were suddenly gone numb, and he put her down as gently as he could, blankly staring into the distance. Not lose him... Not lose him... The words were like bullets that tore his inside apart.<br/><br/>Off course she'd lose him... He knew just how much time he had left... And that very thought made him flinch. No, he didn't fear death. What he feared was disappearing from the face of the world and leaving all these people behind. He didn't want to make them sad. He didn't want them to suffer because his nineteen old self was a f***ing idiot on a trip!<br/><br/>All emotions from his face was gone. He appeared so incredibly empty it was hard to even understand.