Lilly looked away shy embarrassed beyond belief. "I can't change who I am, I mean- I could take a shot at it, if you don't like how I act now, and I know I don't along with you... I will try to change" she murmured to her self in a scolding manner. "So were should we start- no- I can't change who I am because of how I feel, even if I change how I act, it will not stop my actions toward you, and I think we both know this..." closing her eyes and breathing through her nose. Lilly covered her face with her hands. "I am not just under the control of your charms, we have already established this, so I am sorry..." she said to him nervously. "I know this is going to turn out badly, with me falling on your back and something happening or such like we have discussed, so if you want to stop being near me for those reasons... well... I could not blame you!" she said, self punishing herself.