I picked up both of our cups and brought them to the sink. The water didn't work, so I simply used three water bottles and soap to wash them. I places them in the cabinet and walked back over. I laid down on the floor and looked toward the opposite wall. She was so out of place, and it made me think of exactly what I was missing, and how we both ended up in this situation. My mind then went on to thinking about god, and then if he was purely good or not. I was plagued by thoughts for a good hour before I ended up falling asleep.<br/><br/>That night I had dreams about laying on a hammock with a cigarette and some tea, just looking at the sky. Then a large bear charged in chasing Alice, and it ended up trying to kill me instead. After that my dreams were random and hazzy.