"Well I know about the essence  thing. He said he didn't take it, but...he is a demon how can I trust him? It is impossible!" I grunted, it seems my suspicions of Daku wanting me  for a lover was  right. "I am a gay woman! Nothing he can do would make me love him. Unless he turns female somehow, it is not going to happen. He is stupid for wanting me. I think maybe..the fact I am unobtainable is why he is doing this. He wants  what he can't have. Just like most men!"<br/>As much as I promised to stay with Daku, finding out he wanted me  and was trying to win my heart put a load on me. I knew having him do things  to try to win my love would get on my nerves. Yet, so far he had done nothing to win me. He  wasn't effective at all.<br/>"What will I do Josef...I think he will never stop watching me..he will never stop trying to make me what he wants me to be."<br/>My shoulders slumped, maybe...I should just pretend to love him. Then he would leave me alone. But really, he was just letting me do what  I wanted, and save me  when I was in trouble. What was so bad about that?