<span style="font-style: italic">Seso.M18260:</span>"I really liked conversing with you too! Maybe we can do it again, now that I have my keyboard. good night."<br/><br/>Sesome typed out his last message before forcing himself to move out of the chat room, setting up a sun set instead. The setting was one of Sesome's favourites, he was on the edge of a cave, looking over a steap mountain side covered in foliage, down bellow was a valley with an expansive winding river through a wide valley. More mountains littered the otherside, all covered in deep breautiful green, pinks, oranges of spring. The Sun set just beyond them, filling the sky with color.<br/><br/>Leaving his virtual reality for a moment, the long haired male rolled to the side of the large bed. Pulling the hair band and letting the wave of ink roll down to his waste he popped the first pill, water, apple, pill, water, before finally finishing his apple. The normal nausia began rumbling in his stomach, it made eating hard even though he felt hungry most of the time the nausea was nearly too much. Quickly he pulled on the head set, and peered into his peaceful world to ignore the pain growing. Beside him the black kitten purred, the sound of burred range through his ears as he watched them swoop and glide. He had reently learned how to mix the items to create wild life in with his images. Three motnhs without chatting, he had learned to focus on other things. Slowly his subconsciouse began to fade and he held onto his world until he couldn't, rolling over and placing the head set onto the charging craddle, Sesome fell into a deep medicated sleep.<br/><br/>A month passed like this, Sesome eager to log on and waited for this Kazu-chan16. He would type away and learned more and more about the other's daily life. Because of their schedule, they did not get to chat a lot. Much of the time, Sesome's medication came into the midst. But slowly, the more he talked to the other, the more he wanted to keep talking to the Kazu-chan16. He didn't really have much to talk about his personal life, he stayed in his room usually only venturing out to use the restroom right next door or when his mother had him brought up to the upper part of the house to see 'guests'. The men usually had to carry or Cherry to assist Sesome. He had felt so weak, his lack of use of muscle and food draining him down to nearly nothing. His mother said she'd change up his meds and she did. She also brought him out of his room and forced him to start working out. She thought it was pitiful at the state he was in even though she had been the one to put him on the medications.<br/><br/>Even though it was painful, and down right torture at times. It made Sesome feel better, to be able to eat and actually go up and down stairs on his own. With the change of medicine, his head felt clearer. And now that he had fully changed over, he wanted to tell Kazu-chan16. Before he had only lightly told the other that he took medicine. Always feeling anxiety of others knowing just how pathetic he lived his life.<br/><br/>So he sat in his head set, private window up even though the other was off line and began to type so that the other would get on and see it.<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">Seso.M18260:</span>"Cherry, my mom, actually listened to me last week, about my medicine not letting me eat. She actually changed them! And  don't feel as sleepy all the time. :) She hasn't listened to me... Ever when it came to my medicine. I know I need it, but it has had some bad side effects... I'm just so happy with the changes, and I don't mean to weird you out... I jsts, just* wanted to tell you!"<br/><br/>The green-eyed boy also didn't tell the other that even though he was able to, he had not ventured out to talk to other people. Even if the keyboard feature had been there for a month now. He felt shy, and as if he were about to make a horrible mistake. More so, what would he have to say to anyone else?<br/><br/><span style="font-style: italic">Seso.M18260:</span>"Sorry... Kinda jumped the gun there. How has your day been at school?"