Colette was suddenly swept off her feet and scooped up into a horse.  The guard riding said horse immediately help a knife to her throat, preventing her from struggling.  Unless she wanted to bleed out from her neck, she would have to stay out.<br/>'So they do know about the guard....but I didn't know he actually died.  I didn't hit anything vital......did I?'<br/><br/>A sudden heavy guilt flooded over her on top of the guilt she was already feeling.  Her face looked rather frustrated and genuinely scared.  She didn't mean to kill the guard, she only acted on impulse to get him out of her way.  She was most likely going to be executed publicly for such a crime.  Because solving murder with more murder seemed to be the way the world worked.<br/>She refused to look Fitz in the eyes, she felt horrible.  She was just a monster again.  She was that crazy little girl who killed her step-mother and step-sisters again.  That's all she was, a disgusting monster with no home with no one to love her.  She was alone again....