Chaz stiffened up as he heard Kenta's voice. He wanted so badly to pretend he hadn't been crying, but he knew Kenta had already seen. He slowly relaxed his body and turned to Kenta, tears still pouring from his eyes. "What would you know about loss? How many of your family members have you seen dead? How many friends have you watched die? I was there you know, when those shinobi from the Hidden Mist attacked 9 years ago. My parents ordered me to go get help. If I'd of stayed... maybe they wouldn't of died... Akibara.... it's all my fault. I didn't get to him in time! He died because I couldn't get to him in time to pull him away." He stands up and looks Kenta full in the face. His eyes tell a haunting story of loss and self-blame. "You fool around and make a joke of everything. It makes me sick sometimes just listening to you. I keep thinking to myself, 'How lucky is this  guy? He has no reasons whatsoever to be as cold and emotionless like I do.' You have no idea how many times I've wanted to hit you when you didn't take things seriously because in my mind everything needs to be taken seriously. Not doing so ends up getting people killed." He stated softly before walking past Kenta and back towards the village. He stopped however and waited for Kenta to join him.