She nodded "I have thought the same thing many times but every time I go to do it I get scared...I'm not a strong enough person...You have to do what they call 'Walk'.  The entire group lines up in two lines and they have all sorts of weapons...baseball bats wrapped in barbed wire, knives guns and everyone gets a shot at you they can even use their bodies up to and including rape..." she said hugging herself, "they are not allowed to shoot you in the head or the heart but those are about the only rules...then you are left to die or recover in enemy territory wearing the gang colors...I have never seen anyone survive it..."