Lilly looked up at Jin as he spoke. UN-able to stop herself she raised up and brushed his mouth with hers. Before she could kiss him fully she turned her head in guilt. "I am so sorry Jin, you just have been here for me, and no one has been here for me in a long time so- oh god what is wrong with me..." she murmured, not able to look him in the eye. "I know you do not think of me in that way, so if you want to leave, no one is stopping you..." she whispered with a pained tone. Covering her forehead with her left hand she swiped it down her face to clean off the sweat the built up.