"To be honest, I have a really bad habit of not deciding for myself" he said. "It gets pretty bad sometimes, sorry about that." Xander continued to try and dust the rest of the grass off of him that he had missed. "I mean, if I could decide for myself, I would. But you know, that's kind of hard to do with the way I think" he shrugged. "I guess you can call it a small disability of mine.."