Rudolph winced only lightly at the nickname. He had long ago given up getting the barkeep to call him by any other name. Stopping his fruitless efforts to the get to the exit, he turned back to the bar. "Is it? I thought...Well, she wouldn't like the man I've become Henry. I am not the...Well, I am not the same." He sighed and finally had to sit down on one of the few empty bar stools. The only reason it was empty is cause everyone was trying to get closer to Rassa. She was lovely and he didn't blame them. That didn't stop the thick coating of jealousy that coated his stomach as he saw them watching her. He hadn't been such a jealous man before but time had changed him. The crash also changed him too. Not for the better. Sighing, he tapped the bar. "My usual. Then I'll sneak away. I can't bare her to see me like this Henry. She deserves so much better."