Lilly could not stop him she new, she could not stop herself. Her hands turning to fists. She clenched her teeth before biting her lip. "I- wanted it to be-" she stopped, short of breath. "I wanted it to be special- not-" her heart nearly felt as though it would leap out of her chest. Gasping for breath, Lilly's knees and legs twisted and turned in an effort. "Can't you stop, what if my parents- what if-" she stopped again. Her eyes staring at the ceiling she gasped a couple times. "Please... I can't- I can't, breath-Ji- Jin" she stuttered seriously.