Hearing Josef's word's I felt..scared...very very scared. What would happen when he realized that his search to get me  to love him was useless. Probably kill me, or..who knows what he might do. Warp me, torture me. I had all sorts of bad ideas in my head. I had to be more receptive. But.I was gay, I couldn't change that. I heard of gays being with the opposite sex before, marrying loving them anyways. But, I felt those people had a yearning for what the soul wanted. Someone that was the same sex. Though they were happy, always something was missing. Could I live with that? Hearing Daku's voice, I stepped over looking concerned. "What is the matter?"