He nodded, "Yeah it really does.." he said with a slight smile.  He flipped the page and the ones that she might not want to see were there pictures of him with Clara.  She was standing in a field in a sundress that was as light blue as the sky.  Her hair was the color of cornsilk and just as fine being swept across her face in a breeze a laugh escaping her as Gabriel knelt before her all the love in the world in his eyes as he held up a ring .  His heart caught a little in his chest but he smiled some.  "you need to know this part of my life too but if you are not ready yet we can stop here for now..