He looked down, eyes a little sad. "I understand. It's hard..." He laced his fingers together, fidgeting. "You're not the first to be confused. Demons are confused by me. Humans are confused by me. Even I'm confused by me. Half demon half human is a strange mixture to live as. Most don't live very long. I'm lucky to have lasted as long as I have. In truth, I couldn't have lasted as long as I have if I was unable to display cruelty and evil. I maintain that so that I can have my humans and keep them safe, but does that make me any less evil? I'm not sure. Maybe I'm just somewhere in the middle, which means I can never be accepted by either race." He shrugged with a tired sigh. "I don't think about it too much these days. Makes my head hurt."