"I... I lied to you... I don't know how to say this to you, but..." he started speaking, but his voice got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't force the following words out. He didn't want to hurt her... But how could he keep lying to her? That wasn't like him... Oh no...<br/><br/>"Actually... I have five, ten years left... I didn't tell you the truth about it... Because I simply didn't want you to worry about me. I don't... I don't know how much exactly... But I know it's not a lot... And I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to hurt you, either..." he spoke silently, pushing the tears back with all his will. He held his hands up and covered his eyes with them. "I won't blame you if you left me... Because you can't love a man that's just a walking corpse..."