Kate listened to him and felt she was allowed into a world that most know little about or may have been witness of the vampire under the illness. Kate look at him, "You are not a monster or a dark being. It is an illness and like all illness there are lapses of control. Just like a fever or seizure, you loose yourself. The good thing is that you are given warnings. As long I can provide you a safe place to enter we will be prepared. The main things is to keep you with food that you need. Tell me anything we need to do to help you best." Kate reached over to the night stand and took out a soft cloth. She hands it to him. "Your safe in my arm. I will stay with you until you are able to sleep. I am truly sorry you tried to tell me how much this hurts. Now I know it does. If you can stand this once a year and we prepare for it. You and I will not fear should you loose control."