Alyxander shook his head. " 'Tis not by your choice that I am a monster. You brought me to the vampire mages for food, nothing more. My violence is what has turned me to a monster." He tried not to cry anymore, his eyes still dripping blood; they only did this when he had human blood, as his body reacted much differently. "Please, I am nothing but a threat and a burden upon you and your family. I could easily harm any of you, even maim or kill if I lose my control. I don't deserve your kindness; not after what I've done. Not anymore." His hands went to Kate's shoulders as he lightly tried to push her away, shaking a little. He looked down at her with dull and sorrowful eyes. "Please, Kate, just let me go. 'Tis not worth protecting something like me."