Lilly looked up at him and spoke Tonelessly. "Do I look like I care about what you are thinking you are, you let the Gumiho rule you, because despite what It causes, it allows you to believe in something, it maintanes order among you..." she said forcefully. "I have lost my spark aong time ago Jin, constinantly losing everything I have known, you gab me hope, when you left, I realized I had promised myself sub consciously that I would put myself in your cause, help you see through your blindness." Walking toward him without fear, she took his paw again. Placing It on the ridge of her shirt and on her heart at the same time. "So what will it be, me, or your attempts at order Jin, you have controled I'd before, you are just afraid to lose what it defines."