"I can say that if I was human I would have died many times over." Alyxander responded. "Being a vampire doesn't mean I'm deathless though; I'm just less prone to that, though there was some times that I wished it would just end and I'd be out of my misery. Because it was hard for me to die meant I was always the one beaten and given the hardest tasks. But that is over now. I don't have to worry about such things any longer. I shouldn't linger on my past, nor am I looking to be smothered in pity either. I'm fine now after all."