She smiled a little sadly reaching down to grab a long stick and playing with the dirt drawing whimsical road maps of the places she would go like she used to when she was little back when she actually believed it would happen. "I guess I didn't think of it that way..." she said with a slight shrug, "After all it has always felt like I have never had a choice in the matter. I was expected to be part of the family or take the punishments that came with exile."