Jin stared at Lilly, surprised by what she was telling him. He didn't know what to say, because his feelings were true. "I'm not doing any act.. I'm dead serious..." he started. "I care alot about you. I hate the fact that I am what I am. I never wanted to be what I am, and even though I try really hard to ignore it.. My instincts kick in and I just seem to make you mad or upset or uncomfortable. I don't want to do that.. I was born with problems and issues as a child. I've been scarred for life because of incidents that took place at a time where kids should not have to experience it.." He slowly pushed Lilly of of him in a gentle way. "I'm just saying what is true from my heart. If you won't accept the emotions that I have towards you, or the emotions I am trying to hide away from you to protect you.. Then maybe I shouldn't even be doing this." He  stood there for a moment, looking at the ground. "No friends my entire life, parents killed in front of my eyes, things that I am forced to do to survive... I never wanted to be a killing machine but now your just making it difficult. And the fact that I always get these sudden urges.. These urges to kill whenever your around... that I shouldn't have... I hold back because I care about you, Lilly. But maybe I'm just trying too hard to make you feel better.."<br/><br/>He seemed to be both mad and upset. And the way that things were going, didn't seem like it was going to change anytime soon. With that, he turned around, his back facing Lilly. His form shifted to not that of the small fox, but of the Gumiho. The big fox that she had seen in her dream. His eyes were a fierce yellow in color. He looked at her for a moment, then spoke, "A true monster who hides all his urges and constantly struggles to keep the one he loves alive.. Can never last that long to say the true words from his heart." He looked up at the dark sky for a moment. "I must have been a bad person to you from the start. And I know you've been wanting to hear these words... I love you a lot, Lilly. But everything is just building up.. And I don't want anything happening to you because of me..." There was a long pause. "I'm sorry" he said finally before rushing off into the forest, gone and out of sight.