she shrugged "mo problem...I tried to live up to that kind of expectation once...I tried to be as good as the girl that got away you know? Eventually he got tired of me constantly competing with someone who wasn't on the picture.  He hadn't asked me out because I looked or acted like Rena.  He did it because he liked me.  He said one time 'If you were Rena you wouldn't be here.'  She looked down into her wine.  I spent more time trying to do what I thought he wanted than what I really wished i could do and if I had just went with my first instinct the one that dictated 'What Would Mia Do?' I would have been fine.