She smiled a little. "There is nothing wrong with being scared Kibum.." she reassured him reaching out and hesitantly putting her hand on top of his.  "I guess the rape isn't as bad when you are threatened with it on a weekly basis..." she said softly. "though I am not sure how I would actually take it as no one has actually done it yet... normally its beatings.  I got off easy this time...only a cut on the cheek." she said looking out at the water.  "I wish I could run but I'm no good at anything that will actually get me by outside the gang and I really don't know anyone out side of this city...I would be leaving everything I know..it's a scary thought you know?"