That was the old Rodolph; she was mentally trying to compare the old and new personalities. The old Rudolph always used strong language to hide his real feelings. This was new information he revealed. Rassa shrugged,"I have always had a night light in the bathroom. Don't want to stumble around in the dark. I don't always use the lamp by my bed. Look, I may be grown, I hate the dark. I may not be in the house when you wake up. There are horses and animals I feed. You can help if you want or sleep in. Is there anything special you want for breakfast?"