Kate smiled widely as she faced him, "I could hug and kiss you. Would you really share your talent with me? You have me so happy. Jasper, thank you. We have to spar when Papa is away. There is no reason we cannot train together. There are times I see Jon and Papa train alone. I do not want to smother you. If you wish to train alone, please tell me. I want you well before you resume. Your wounds, when they will not reopen and the gash on your leg is healed; you may resume training. Jasper please let me know if you are in pain." Kate pointed to his head, "Your mind." She pointed at his chest, "Your heart and soul", and she pointed at his stomach, "Your body. The way you handled this morning was good." Kate's face softened and she turned her head to match his downward gaze, "I told you there be time you would feel distress. You had a panic attack this morning. This is not a bad thing. It means your soul and heart are healing. Your a fighter. I get that men don't cry thing. Inside you is a frighted little boy and he has to come out and crying is part of being human. If you do not let him out, you will go mad. Your not weak Jasper. You proved that by staying alive. Now, your can let that little boy out the kitten has already  become a cat. The feeling in the pit of your stomach will ease after you been here a few months. I promise. I feel it too every time I visit the king's palace. See I...I can not believe I am admitting this to you. I have a terrible fear of getting on my father's trade ship named for my mother. It's a long story, when I was little. Circumstances I do not understand...well my mother died at sea and her coffin opened as the unloaded her body and her arm fell partially out.... Jasper it was horrifying. When I try to walk on the gang plank I panic like you did in the store. I am afraid to get on get on "The Catelynn." Papa has to carry me in my fox form and carry me to the family cabin. I feel my stomach in my throat thinking about it. I no longer cry but it happens... I feel better the next day as long as the sea is calm."