She immediately regretted the whistle once she saw Bella stir from her slumber. Things were going well, all she could do was wonder if Bella was going to cause a fuss. She prayed it didnâ€™t come to that. She watched, lingering back as her parents tried to calm her. Hoping they could coax her into sleeping some more. She already killed two, she didnâ€™t know if she had to kill more. She silently made herself promise she would not put Bella in that situation. Seeing a murder at any young age is usually horrifying, Alexandria knew that all too well.<br/><br/>She let out a soft sigh of relief, as the edginess in her mind escaped. She saw the childâ€™s head rest back down, going back to her slumber. Or so she hoped she was. She stood up a little straighter, as she realized she had to get back to business.<br/><br/>She changed her focus over to Emanuel, listening to what he had to say. However her mind still flickered back to her what-ifs. What if she couldnâ€™t keep her promise to Bella or her family? What if they upped the patrols tonight because of Emanuelâ€™s betrayal? What if there are too many guards for Alexandria alone to handle?<br/><br/>She took a deep breath trying to calm her thoughts from racing any longer. She did not want to cloud her mind with such torment. She was sick of doubting herself, she needed inviolability from within. She needed more strength, for with a clouded mind she always was weakerâ€¦<br/><br/>She nodded slightly, allowing Emanuel to take the lead. He knew the patrols better than her anyway. She was just there merely for protection. They needed to keep moving however, time was of the essence, and she knew that standing there made them vulnerable to an ambush.<br/><br/>So with no hesitation she walked close to them as they moved on. Keeping a sharp eye out of guards, as usual.